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I am not sure which asks from the fic writer ask list you've received already, so here's 🎀 🎀 🎀 ! Give yourself *three* compliments!
Three compliments?
Oh my gosh, this is going to make me put on my thinking hat! I suppose in addition to what I've previously mentioned (liking the way I write dialogue as well as simple yet emotive descriptions), I think my prose has a lyrical cadence where consideration has given to not only how the words appear on paper (or screen, whatever), but also when spoken aloud. Also, I think I'm quite good at fleshing out characters and making them three-dimensional, with a realistic balance of flaws and virtues. And if one is into the same or similar kinks to me, I reckon I write some very hot smut 🔥 [fic writer asks]
#i think that's all the outstanding asks i had from that meme!#that being said i think i have other lists in my drafts just waiting to be reblogged lol#what can i say i love rambling about writing and reading other people's writing rambles :>#asha answers#choccy-zefirka#also kinda surprised by how i was like. uncomfortable boosting myself at the start of my answer#but i got into it toward the end lmao!#i think most of us could do with a bit more of saying nice things to ourselves tbh#asha writing rambles#thoughts on writing
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Meta Jazz, the Arkham Intern Therapist Pt1
Update 5/16/2024: Congrats guys, gals, and others! You have planted the seeds and they have grown. Today I wrote another 46 pages on this story (the first section was only 9 pages ya'll). I'm working on splitting it up into smaller sections so I can post it now because tumblr said no to doing it as one piece. I'll be using the tag #Meta Jazz Arkham Intern Therapist if you want to follow it.
Original Note: I'm going to go ahead and apologize for how OOC Bane is in this. It originally was Joker but I couldn't see Jazz tolerating his proximity for more than a single millisecond so Bane it is.
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The hardest thing about being a Meta in Gotham was responding appropriately during a Rouge's attack, Jazz mused to herself. Or perhaps that was just the hardest part about being a Meta intern at Arkham while studying psychology at Gotham University. Or maybe it was just her, she considered watching the guards and Dr. Rylie whom she'd been shadowing for the past 2 weeks wide eyed, pale, and shaking as theybstared at Bane behind her. It must just be her, Jazz decided, newbie guard Kyle Jennings was definitely a Meta after all. She should probably give him some tips on hiding his enhanced strength considering how often he broke mugs, door handles, and other delicate items used in daily life.
"Weapons down or I'll snap her skinny little neck." Bane growled out, shaking her slightly for emphasis. She very much doubted that. Liminials were built different than the standard Meta, stronger, faster, better endurance, and senses even if they could mostly appear to be standard humans on the outside. As such, their bones and muscles were much were much denser than regular humans or even Meta humans. Technically, she could be considered "invulnerable" much like the Kryptonians are.
"Back up! Let him through!" Dr. Rylie shouted at the guards. "She's my student! Let him through!" His voice was higher pitched than she could recall hearing it before.
Ah. That was panic.
Jazz sighed involuntarily and glanced over her shoulder at Bane. Why the man had grabbed the only person close to his own height nearby was a mystery to her - no, nevermind, he clearly meant to use her as a shield - but it made looking him in the eye more difficult than necessary.
"Mr. Bane, remove your hands from my person, please." Jazz stated calmly, channeling what Danny called her inner mom as she spoke. "I will give you to one to comply."
Bane looked stunned for a moment then laughed.
"Five."
The laughing continued. Jazz could sense a stir of uncertainty through her colleagues as they looked on.
"Four."
"Did you really think that would work?" Bane snorted out, arms tensing more around her.
"Three." She continued, indifferent to his words from her experiences raising her brother. Once the count down starts you mustn't respond to anything the kids do or say until they comply or the count is done.
"What cab you even do if I don't?" Bane asked darkly breathing directly in her ear. She kept her face expressionless despite the urge to express disgust.
"Two."
"Jasmine..." Kyle whispered halfway across the hall from her looking on with a pained and horrified expression. Gun tilting towards the floor. Sloppy.
"One." She finished and Bane gave a derisive snort.
Then she was moving. Hauling the enormous man up and over her shoulder using the arm that had been wrapped around her neck. Bane hit the cold tile hard enough that the tiles, subfloor, structural supports, and part of the concrete foundation buckled beneath him. His shoulder popped out of joint, his wrist cracked - a hairline fracture by the sound of it - and his breath was punched out of him from the force of impact. She released his arm as soon as his was embedded in the tiles and moved forward. Kneeling over him, support most of her weight on her left foot resting on the broken ground, her right knees pressed firmly across his throat without supporting any of her weight. The position put more strain on her muscles than she would've liked but at least Bane couldn't risk fighting back without crushing his own neck in the process. He could hardly throw her while flat on his back with a mangled arm.
"Now," Jazz began, looking directly into the behemoth's pained eyes. "Do you know what you've done wrong?" She asked like she would have done with Danny as a child.
"Yes, Ma'am." Bane choked out. Jazz heard movement and murmuring behind her. She didn't turn to look.
"What did you do wrong?" She asked. It was important to make sure children correctly understood why they were in trouble after all. There was a long pause as Bane appeared to cast around for the exact right answer as if he feared getting it wrong. A bad habit Danny still uses as well, Jazz thought to herself.
"I tried to hold you hostage," He choked out in a rush, words tumbling over one another as he tried to get them all out. "I scared you coworkers and it was very disrespectful."
So he'd gone for the grab-bag response. It wasn't wrong per sey but it did indicate a past history of abuse. The type of answer given by someone who expected to be harmed or ignored if they gave the "wrong" answer. Danny tended to use that method also and their parents had always been negligent at best.
"And are you going to do it again?" She asked giving him a Look as she did. Bane's eyes widened and he tried to frantically shake his head as much as possible with the pressure on his neck.
"No, Ma'am." He promised fervently.
"Alright then," Jazz said giving him a warm smile. She gestured vaguely towards the guards without turning to look at them. "Kyle here is going to take you to see the nurse and then back to your room then. I'm sure you'll behave for him?"
"Yes, Ma'am. I'll behave." Bane said. Jazz stood slowly asking sure not to put any additional pressure on his neck as she did. Kyle came and stood next to her as the giant of a man slowly pulled himself to his feet then led him away with 5 other guards.
Jazz heaved a sigh. Well, time to find out whether or not she could play all that off as normal, non-Meta human behavior.
#dcxdp#dc x dp#dpxdc#dp x dc#jazz fenton#bane#arkham asylum#BAMF Jazz#Jazz is Danny's Mom#You cannot tell me that she didn't start viewing nearly every male around her as a child automatically after a life with Jack Danny and Vla#Feel free to add on#I was going to have one of the batkids show up toward the end#But it didn't have the same impact#And I don't think the guards had time to sound the alarm#Bane just got cleared from medical#Not even to his cell yet when he pulled this#Legit only tried because 'hey she's tall enough to be a human shield'#It was a bad decision lmao#Ngl Jazz's midwestern sensibilities would totally tell her Joker is a mad dog that needs to be put down#But I may be projecting#Meta Jazz#Arkham Intern Therapist#Meta Jazz AIT#MTAIT#AIT#Meta Jazz Arkham Intern Therapist#my original post#Because I reblog so much I now need that tag. lol
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having seen at least the rough outlines of all the romances now I have to say that I think emmrich's is probably objectively the best in terms of coherence and completeness of story arc (with the understanding that ultimately the 'best' romance is whichever one makes YOUR heart sing anyway so objectivity is a silly thing to claim that way, it just felt like it's the arc with the most well-paced focused content and the least dangling threads)... but lucanis' is my favourite haha. just. the whole kneeling before your beloved full of reverence but without any of the distance that usually implies??? his complete undramatic certainty and calm in every scene with rook after this, having spent the whole game caught between fear and longing???? mr. lives in a pantry but it says nothing about my psyche don't worry about it it's purely for tactical reasons that I keep myself contained in a small dark room not entirely unlike a cell, love among the parsnips -- finally coming to rook in their room and it's so comfortable and comforting???? after all the times rook supports and comforts him through the game he's finally able to return the same to them when they need it while being so calm and steady and it's so fucking sweet and feels so effortless and with no price attached?????? he basically assigns himself the role of your bodyguard and he WILL stab a god over it??????????????? the turn to protector (which was in his heart all along longing to get out and find a place) of it all????? he sounds like he's found himself unexpectedly stumbling into such a soul-lightening state of revelatory existential relief, full on 'you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves' mary oliver style, and he goes and he shares that with rook and protectively envelops them in it when they're hurting??????????????????????????? hello for the maker's sake hello can anyone hear me?????
#listen I was forged in the fires of garrusmancing. I went through two whole games just to get a gentle headbutt and some tender words#before me3 comes along and rewards you for your tenacity more fully#me? the reyes romancer???? I have the strength and headcanon game to bear the relative lack of content before the end#when the endgame is this good I am willing to hold out for it haha the way he looks at rook towards the end......#I also really liked taash' (it's really sweet) but I don't think I have any rooks ready to go right now who would go for that vibe#emmrich for sure is going to be my either crow or shadow dragon romance it really is very good! and extremely goth not unrelatedly#undeniably that old man has the most game out of anyone in this story. the move with the flower??? I'm sorry????#I actually like that lucanis' romance blooms out of the safety of an established friendship more than anything (again. avowed garrusmancer)#but emmrich... he's got some next level romantic stuff going on and is being both so wholesome and such a freak about it lmao#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#all jokes aside I totally respect and understand that people are a bit disappointed and frustrated -- they're not wrong to feel that!#there really are some gaps in content there for the midgame#however I was personally custom built by experience to get the most out of this scenario as possible and by god I will#just as I feel that ryder and reyes go off and have some soul-shrivingly good sex after the first kiss#(it makes that arc make a lot more sense to me haha)#I think rook and lucanis Get Up To It after the second coffee date. weird of them to not show us that but okay I'll fill it in myself then
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Prompt 234
More of the Tiamat Au? More of the Tiamat Au!
Sharing a body was strange. Ten limbs split between the nine of them- thirteen if one counted the tails and seventeen if one counted the fact that their cloak… skirt… whatever could mimic the wings of their other form.
One which they would change back to after a few moments- there was much less stumbling when it was all fours. Not to mention that if not for the tails they’d have easily toppled over with how many arms they had making them slightly top heavy. Okay more than slightly, it was taking a bit to adjust.
Honestly the fields of wheat and other crops did nothing to hide them with how tall even this body was, but it was still better than nothing, and they were using the fact it was the middle of nowhere to their shared advantage.
At least the humanoid- not human, even now their shared power thrummed through the air, leaking from them- form was smaller than their true draconic one. Well, perhaps they shouldn’t call it their true form, when they were once all human, halfa and liminal alike, but they’d long since stopped being such. So perhaps it was in fact true to call the form they had become as their normal state now.
Actually, could they even separate now? Or had their power melded together so much that it was impossible now, and an attempt would end them? It would at the very least crack their core-
“What the fuck.”
Their head lurched, a little too far if the jolt of pain was anything before it melted away. They were all too used to moving their own necks separately. But all of them agreed that discovery could not happen-
Oh.
It was a child. A preteen with red-orange hair, blue-green eyes, expensive clothing, and most damming of all, large swaths of bruising across his arms. Bruising that did not come from usual play, and looked far too much like hand prints for any of their comfort.
Someone had very much not been taking care of this child. And that really made them quite angry.
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#The Class Pulls a Tiamat#The ennead finding lil baby Lex: Oh no the poor baby… our baby now#Lex as an adult seeing reporter also from smallville: Oh thank fuck- pretend I didn’t say that#Lex raised by the chaos 9 would be twice as horrifying#Lex got tossed over to this small town whenever his bio-father got tired of him#But he has a new mom-dad now & was raised as a feral lil shit#Acts like an ass still towards other rich people#But he was raised by a feral hydra and it SHOWS the first time someone tries to kidnap him#Liminal Lex Luthor#What happened to Lionel? They DEFINITELY didn’t eat him#Ennead: Son you better not become a hero plz you will lose so much sleep & your schoolwork will suffer-#Luthor feels better about Superman because he knows there’s things that CAN defeat him if he turns evil#That’s even if he still ends up in Metropolis lol#Or if he stays human and doesn’t learn dragon shapeshifting from his new parents lol#PFFT Lex Luthor collecting kryptonite not to use against Superman but for hoarding purposes lmao
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Repair day
#day 3 for vashtember#prompt was robot arm so I wanted to draw something softer#djdjdkdoe I was supposed to finish this on the third but unfortunately life happned and I couldn’t be bothered to post it yesterday to uhhh#but yeah I like how this turned out lol#it got so lazy toward the end rip#if yall say anything abt that janky ass hand I’m going to eat you#like I spent so long shading them face and hair but when I got to the pants I was like man fuck this#the goal for these drawings is to try and help me find a new rendering style since I was really not happy with my last one#still don’t rly know what I’m doing but I’ll get there lmao#Trigun#trigun maximum#trigun manga#Vash#vash the stampede#my art#trimax#Vash Trigun#Trigun Vash#vashtember#Trigun art#Trigun fanart
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obligatory kh1 Paopu tree scene redraw
og under cut <3
#click for better quality as always#this is so messy but it was so fun#ITS ALSO LIKE SOMEHOW THE FIRST TIME IVE PROPERLY DRAWN KAIRI <3 SORRY GIRL IDK HOW IT TOOK THIS LONG#i wanted to shift this a lil more toward my style but other than riku i got kinda lazy icl ASKDNKJASNDKJSN#yes the bg is a bunch of squiggles. no i have not drawn a bg in several years. no i do not care. dont @ me#still tryna figure out how to shade on krita#ALSO ACTIVELY SPREADING DESTINY TRIO FRECKLE PROPAGANDA !!!!!!!!!#blue eyed freaks. miss them <3#Sora's hair i hate drawing u but its so iconic#not intended sorikai but do what u want !!!#this was soooo fun to do#i should do more redraws and drawovers#drawing is so fun but beware. time will pass#it is (checks watch) 3:30am#well im gonna have a lovely sleep gn guys LMAO#i cant tell if i like the end product tbh so this either will be here tomorrow or it will disappear ig#but again it was so fun to do#OK ENOUGH TAGGS BYBYE#kingdom hearts#destiny trio#destiny islands#kh1#kh sora#beverly says stuff#kh kairi#kh riku#soriku#kairi kingdom hearts#riku kingdom hearts#sora kingdom hearts
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i just woke up, it’s 7am and i’m having thoughts about jingliu…
if there was one person on the luofu who knew jingliu the longest, it was you. not the high cloud quintet or the cloud knights, you. the daughter of jingliu’s master, and the stubborn sword champion’s personal healer. she entered your life as a gangly, hungry girl who could barely hold a sword in both hands—and now, she’s the greatest warrior the luofu has ever seen.
but more importantly, now, she’s your wife.
it seemed almost like an inevitability, that you’d fall for her. for all that she was your mother’s disciple, you didn’t see her much as children. jingliu would always be training, and you would always be studying. it was only after she became a member of the cloud knights, and you a member of the alchemy commission, that things would really start to blossom—like a lotus flower, bright and pure.
you were the only healer jingliu really trusted and even allowed to heal her. the warrior had a stubborn streak several miles wide, but perhaps it was the echo of your mother in you that had her obediently heeling to your treatments—a fact that always awed her fellow cloud knights, who teased her relentlessly about it. “whipped,” they’d say. jingliu would only grumble and grudgingly thank you, before leaving the clinic and decidedly and publicly putting every one of her squadmates on their asses during a sparring match.
but nonetheless, it is no one but jingliu who comforts you when teng xiao arrives at your door, a set of armor folded neatly in his arms, and a grim, apologetic look on his face. that night it is jingliu who sits by your side, letting you weep into her shoulder as she awkwardly and clumsily attempts to console you. grief burns through you like a wildfire, but jingliu is there, her presence soothing and cool like moonlight. you both fall asleep tangled in each other’s arms, finding that, if nothing else, there is comfort in shared loss.
the next morning, you ask her about it as you both still hold each other close. jingliu’s mouth opens and closes, struggling to choose the right words. “i swore to her that i’d protect you,” she answers. it makes you smile, just a little, even if grief still twists sharply in your heart.
“you’re protecting me by cuddling me?” you tease her, and her pale cheeks flush.
“that’s— i believed you might have needed—“ she stammers, and you cut her off by pressing closer against her cool body.
“i’m just teasing,” you whisper against her skin, arms tightening around her muscular form. as if to ground yourself, as if to assure yourself that she’s really here. “i appreciate it, jingliu. thank you.”
at your words, the warrior relaxes. her voice is barely higher than yours when she replies, tinged with a hint of tenderness. “of course.”
jingliu is different, after that. you guess that it’s because you are all she has left—much the same in how she is all you have left. there is a gentle awkwardness to her now, like someone who has never known how to be soft trying to learn for the first time. she sits patiently as she lets you fuss over her wounds, knowing that you need this, that you need to know she’s alright. she only looks away when you get a little too close, when she can feel the warmth of your breath on her skin, and she hopes you don’t notice (you do).
she comes to the house whenever she can, which feels just a little emptier without your mother’s commanding presence. she stands shoulder to shoulder next to you at the counter making dumplings, her rough, battle-scarred hands dwarfing your own more delicate ones—but she wraps the dumplings with finesse all the same. you eat them together, quietly, but the silence is comfortable. you know each other enough that words are unnecessary. these nights you can only ever fall asleep in her arms—and she can only ever fall asleep in yours. neither of you question it, but what is there to question anyway?
jingliu ends up being many of your firsts—including your first kiss. it happens on one of those nights, tangled in each other’s arms, with nothing but a sliver of moonlight to illuminate jingliu’s pale face. you feel her pulse jump under your touch, as your thumb traces the ridge of her cheekbones and your lips press gently against hers. kissing her is nothing grand, no fireworks or butterflies—just the quiet sense of finally coming home.
jingliu is your first time, too. her hands trail down your body with reverence, lips pressing kisses like prayers against your skin. she brings you to the edge of heaven with her fingers and her mouth until you lie boneless on the sheets. she kisses you while your essence is still smeared across her lips, and you eagerly return the favor.
jingliu is your first and only love. it’s the soft, quiet kind, more of a respite than a whirlwind in and of itself. a shelter where both of you can return to, when the world becomes too much. you’re there for each other at the lowest lows and the highest highs—jingliu attends the ceremony as you’re sworn in as the cauldron master of the alchemy commission, eyes trained only on you as you accept the honor. and you attend jingliu’s ascenscion ceremony for the title of sword champion, standing at the forefront of the crowd, a proud smile on your face. to jingliu, that is her true victory.
and yet, even as the sword champion, there are still things she fears—like telling you she loves you. it takes a grand amount of coaxing from her new friends—a blacksmith, a high elder, and a pilot, respectively—before she works up the courage. she whispers it against your neck one moonlit night, intertwined with you in the sheets. her voice trembles ever so slightly, her breath fanning unevenly against your skin, and she tenses when you laugh softly. but the tension bleeds out of her immediately when you say it back, and she slumps against you, as if the weight of the world had been lifted off her shoulders.
(baiheng and yingxing later force her to buy them drinks, and she does so, grudgingly. after all, they were right when they said there was no way you’d say anything other than ‘i love you too’. dan feng only attends for the free alcohol, but he is happy for her nonetheless.)
your marriage is a quiet affair—or as quiet as it can get, with baiheng and yingxing together on the guestlist. but it is perfect, to you and jingliu. the rings were crafted by yingxing, inlaid with stones baiheng discovered along the trailblaze. neither of you actually wear them on your fingers due to your jobs, but none other than dan feng gifts the both of you corded red rope to loop the rings through and wear as a necklace. it becomes your greatest treasure, even centuries down the line.
the next few months of your life are calm and routine—until jingliu returns home one day with a teenager, of all things. the boy has long, shaggy, white hair, and curious golden eyes. He reminds you of a cat.
“this is jing yuan,” jingliu introduces to you. “my disciple.”
the boy greets you politely, before jingliu sends him off to an empty room in your home for him to claim as his own. once the boy is out of sight, you turn to jingliu, quirking a brow.
“disciple?”
she nods. “yes. i believe he has potential.”
you only hum at her answer, stepping forward to fix her collar. she lets you fuss, as you always have, and then presses her lips against yours gently, her hands on your waist. “trust me,” she whispers, and you do.
jing yuan fits into your life more easily than you expected. a sharp-witted young man, quick with a blade but even quicker with his words. it isn’t long before you grow fond of him as well—in an almost parental sort of way. before you realise, you start fussing over him the way you fuss over jingliu. it seems you’re not the only one susceptible to jing yuan’s charm, since the newly formed high cloud quintet adore him just as much—baiheng, especially, is delighted to have another little brother figure besides yingxing. jingliu is no exception; the pride in her gaze as she watches jing yuan train is visible to anyone.
nowadays, your home feels fuller. it is no longer just you and hingliu making dumplings—another pair of hands, sometimes even another three appear to help. the dinner table is full more often than not, and there always seems to be more plates in the sink. sometimes you find purple fur on the floor, or the occasional jade-like scale in between your couch cushions. but joy, you learn, is fleeting. nnd no one ever notices it is here until it is gone, ripped from your hands before you can even blink.
jingliu is your first and only love. she is also your first and only heartbreak.
everything you’ve built with jingliu over the course of centuries crumbles in a matter of days. the battle against shuhu is vicious. you can barely even keep up against the constant stream of injured that flood the alchemy commission. you and your colleagues down energising pill after energising pill to stay on your feet and support the xianzhou forces. tet the news from the frontline would nonetheless bring you to your knees.
baiheng, dead. yingxing, cursed. dan feng, imprisoned. and worst of all—
jingliu, mara-struck.
the ten lords commission keep her under strict watch in a holding cell. you barely have the time to visit, what with the number of patients that demand your attention. jing yuan is the one who visits her, by his authority as the new arbiter general. he speaks to you when he can, updates you on her condition—but you’ve treated enough cases to know when something is bad, even if jing yuan tries to assuage you with purposefully vague wording.
she barely recognises you when you approach her. her beautiful ruby eyes are covered by a ragged, black cloth. thick, metal bindings encircle her wrists and restrain her arms behind her back. you call her name, quietly, gently, trying your hardest to stifle the tremble in your voice. sometimes, there is a flicker of recognition. most of the time, there is nothing.
you return to an empty house. it’s so, so cold, and your bed is far too big. you hold tightly to your ring, praying that jingliu be spared this fate. but the aeon does not listen.
because no more than a few months later, jingliu breaks free from her confinement, and rampages across the luofu. smoke chokes the air as ice and frigid wind sweeps across the epicenter that is jingliu. but instead of running away, you run towards her. the ice seems to part and melt before you as you run. you need to see her.
instead, all you witness is the majesty of the lightning lord, as he strikes down your beloved.
nothing remains of jingliu. they find no body, not even any remnants of armor or personal effects. after that, they strike her name from every record for her dishonor. all her achievements, her victories—erased. as if she never existed. you are forced to resign as cauldron master in shame, with your apprentice dan shu taking your place.
you feel… nothing. only a pervasive, parasitic emptiness spreading through your entire being. you spend your days in a bed in a guest room—you can’t bring yourself to set foot in the room you once shared with her. the kitchen lies deserted. you barely feel hunger or thirst, or any sort of sensation. and yet, you keep living. your cells respire and your lungs draw breath, and your heart still thumps in your chest—even as your soul rots and decays.
the only thing—or person, rather—that stirs you now somewhat is jing yuan. he has lost everyone too, this general who will always be that curious-eyed boy to you. you do your best to pick yourself up; if not for yourself, then for him.
(but jing yuan knows. he sees it in your eyes, the truth of the matter. the guilt that gnaws at you, that compels you to keep fussing over him.
you think that caring for him will help you atone for the way you failed jingliu. he wants to tell you that his master would’ve never thought such a thing. but he doesn’t, and lets you mother him all the same.
he needs this too.)
jing yuan appoints you as his personal healer, even as his advisors protest. they question your ability—after all, how could a good healer not even mend the one she loved most?
that moment is the first and last time you ever see jing yuan angry. it fades as quickly as it comes, however, and you are appointed as his personal healer nonetheless. you remain by his side for the next few centuries, watching as he grows more and more into the role of the general. the pain of your loss doesn’t heal—not fully, at least, but it scabs over.
still, you can’t help the ache in your chest when jing yuan approaches you one day, a young boy at his heels.
“this is my disciple, yanqing,” he introduces. the boy has flaxen hair, and expressive amber eyes. there’s a fire in them, a determination that you remember seeing in a pair of ruby ones. he greets you, politely and a little shyly.
it’s a painfully familiar scene, and the best you can manage is a wordless smile.
yanqing becomes another target of your fussing soon enough. he squirms when you check him over for injuries, insisting that he’s fine. the boy is incorrigibly stubborn. but in the end, he is still a boy. his enthusiasm, unmarred by grief and loss, brings a liveliness to your monotone life. you can’t help but sneak a few more extra strales into his pockets for swords when jing yuan isn’t looking.
(but he knows. jing yuan always knows.)
you are not happy, not truly, not without her, never without her, but for now you are content. the boys in your life give you reason enough to keep going.
yet your life turns upside down once more when the stellaron bursts on the luofu. jing yuan keeps you away from the whirlwind of conflict, assigning an elite squad of his knights to guard your house. it makes you curious, but the answer reveals itself to you only a few days after the crisis is resolved.
there, standing amidst the unconscious bodies of the cloud knights supposed to guard you, is none other than the ghost of your beloved.
she’s as beautiful as the day you lost her.
#sev.scribbles#jingliu x reader#the brainrot got away from me………… again#mother/son relationship between jy and reader#means grandma/grandson relationship between yq and reader LMAO#had to build up some hella backstory bcos personally#i feel like if jl had no partner and then met bh it would be over#baiheng’s trailblaze rizz would have swept jingliu right off her feet#so reader had to get there EARLY early yk#anyway ngl had a lot of fun with this one#describing how house changes to home then back to house#kinda fell off towards the end but thats about normal for my writing JDHDHSKSKSL#well anyway#i wrote this in 2 1/2 hours#it is now 9.30 am#this ones for y’all jingliu nation 🫡🫡🫡#hsr
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Just finished Return of Ultraman!! (i got really attached...)
#return of ultraman#ultraman jack#hideki go#jiro sakata#yuriko oka#ultraman#i've decided to watch all of ultraman in order. Because I love it lmao#did Return of Ultraman get crazy compelling half way through!? When I wasn't looking!? what happened!? AAAA!? It was kinda great!?#My first impression was not super good... and it took me awhile to come back around but damn it they did it#also i ended up really enjoying Go and Jiro towards the end lol.#Good for Go being one of the only toku protags i've seen take responsibility for a child lmao#gonna ignore the final episode... that's not on him... that's Ultraman's fault. Damnit Ultraman.#Also Oka should get to kick more ass. She was so cool when she got to do things ladkfjlek#Siiiiigh... the MAT uniforms are so good.... very Yoshiko aesthetic..... Simple but sleek as hell#(its the chevron pfffff)#also I was aware that Jiro Dan(Go's actor) was the Ryusoul elder but he was also PAPA GORAIGER!? WHAT!? THAT FUCKING GUY!?
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Fighting against Suguru in the midst of battle with a knife perched at the skin of his throat, right against his carotid artery, with shaky hands and a glare of hesitation. Your heart battering frantically, blood rushing through your pumping veins — your mind a rambled mess. All you can see are nostalgic flashbacks of you and him, and a few of you, him, Shoko and Gojo all hanging out with one another. Having a great time at arcades, beaches and just simply a night out on the lively city.
Your brows furrow more tightly together, your fingers clamping more sturdier amongst the knifes handle, your own breathing becoming more ragged and heavy. Your chest beginning to hurt.
One particular flashback kept your hesitation at bay, holding you back from pressing the sharpen blade deep into the starring, motionless man pinned beneath you (which, in all honesty - he could easily switch places or remove himself in this particular position so effortlessly if he wanted too). Your teeth purses deep into your bottom lip, dilated pupils narrowed down at the lulling irises of calm violet.
The sound of rain continued to dance amongst the rooftops of your apartment and the glass of your living room window. With candles half lit throughout your dimly lit home, naked bodies comfortably nestled up against each other and the cozy fireplace flickering before the two of you — you could all but hum pleasantly against the comfort of his bare, solid chest and the pure enthrallment and tranquility of his embrace. Your fingers tracing light shapes along his glistening flesh, lifting and resting your chin upon his perfect chest with such care and gentleness, sighing inaudibly, endearingly at the soft caress of his long fingers slowly, tenderly tracing up and down along the arch of your spine.
"You know you didn't have to do this Suguru" your voice softly coos, a placid smile gracing his features as he gradually gazes down at you, holding you ever so closely against his radiating warmth. his fingers continuing their gentle strokes along your back. He leans down to the top of your mangled hair, planting a pliable kiss.
"You deserve this angel...I would do anything for you" he softly hums against your hair, welcoming the inviting scent of your shampoo and the lingering odor of your faint perfume still stuck against your skin.
"Ughhh, Suguru! you're literally so perfect stop spoiling me!" you wail with giddy and playfulness, eliciting a soft chuckle from the dark haired man holding you, welcoming your sudden motion of climbing and attacking all over him once again. His large hands resting on the curves of your hips, holding you upon his waist, eyes quickly reconnecting with each others. A glimmer of sheer adoration and endearment crooning in both of your stares, the adjoined noises of the crackling flames from the comforting fireplace and the pattering rain pouring down from outside wooing you both into a deeper trance of sublime and deep foundment for one another.
Your slim fingers finding refuge through the silky strands of onyx sprawled out beautifully along the blanket - pillow covered floor. His own still latched onto your delicate, supple flesh.
Your fingers trail back to the softness of his radiant face, tracing the strong features of his cheekbones and jawline with subtle grazes. The touch of your fingertips brushing along his skin making his heartbeat accelerate, soaking in the gentle caress and tender you were basking him in. He leans into your touch, kissing your palm, eyes still locked onto yours.
"I love you sweetheart, always will"
The hold on the handle of your blade begins to falter, your body starting to tremble as your lip quivered from the haunting, warm memory deeply embedded into your messy head. The blade of the knife inches closer against his flawless skin, barely making a nick against the sensitive flesh.
Suguru only stares at you blankly, all while holding a twisted grin against his cheeks. His protracted digits suavely, sneakily finding the familiar comfort of your legs, holding you down against him. He doesn't move an inch after commencing such a bold move.
"Lost in thought are we angel?" the sound of his rasp voice pulls you out of your head, shaking out of your fuzzy, clouded memories and focus more intently down at the renounced criminal laid out beneath you. Your fingers find a firmer grip amongst the handle, keeping your stance steady. Your brows knitting tightly together. the churn of his demented grin only growing that much wider, your bodies swiftly, abruptly switching places.
With your back now firmly plant against the cold ground and the knife that once was held against his throat, found the thumping plush of skin amongst your jugular. With his left hand sturdily holding your arm that held the blade, you could only hitch back a breath and dumbfoundly gawk up at the sickenly amused man hovering above you. Little loose strands of perfect raven gently pooling over his broaden shoulders, gently brushing along the supple skin of your face.
"That's dangerous to do in the middle of battle you know, sweetness" he tilts his head ever so slightly to the left, lidded eyes of complete focus and soft malice intently studying all over you. His long fingers carefully skim against your soften flesh, slowly mingling in between your own digits with sly advances.
"One wrong move and that'll be it angel...haven't I taught you better then this?"
#idk what this is but have it :o#I wrote this while at work in between breaks (and days because ✨procasination✨ lmao)#i got sooo lazy towards the end (literally right after the mini flashback in italics) lool#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru#jjk
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Another "Glass Body, Steel Wings" fanart because I'm still not normal about this fic by @devinephoenix
I redrew Ichigo because the first one I did was uhhh not my best
Then showed the backside of his outfit because, why not?
Then another scene from the fic where they do the wild aerial waltz (I based the drawing on two fighting eagles because I still suck at fighting poses)
Part 1 :)
#bleach#ichigo kurosaki#kisuke urahara#uraichi#azure art#glass body steel wings#lmao I forgot to color the buttons#ahhh whatever#author-san is there a chance for more UraIchi being bird?#hahahah#i got lazy towards the end#i'll probably edit this post later
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played the entirety of hoa with my roommates tn and im proud to say ive recruited two new jalim truthers
#at the beggining they were like wtf jason cause yknow hes rascist af at the start lmao#but they def came around to him#they were ON BOARD with salim from the start#it was so fun i got to play as salim and show of my GOAT#it was 5 of us total at the start and it was so cool each of them got to be a different character#but two of em got eepy towards the end still tho they fucked with the game#jalim
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Art diary entry no:1 — Hands
I got artistically burnt out not too long ago and I started hating everything my pen produced so I decided to return to basics.
The idea of my (most likely very irregular) diary is to retrain my brain and hand and hone basic skills in the hopes to actually enjoy the creative process again and give myself some slack
So, hands
#I decided to pull my shit together#and now Ive got something worthwhile to do whilst I literally can’t do anything#and I would call this a success because I enjoy drawing hands and I had a nice time with this piece#I did get lazy towards the end but let’s igore that lmao#AND WANDS#I love drawing wands#what a coincidence that all my blorbos are wizards huh#anyway#art#enjoy#vee art#digital art#art study
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I bet I’m going to create the best Ned Land fanart ever when I finally finish this book and can check out how he’s usually portrayed by media (if I do it now and look up “Ned Land” it’s going to have shit like “Ned Land [tragic event]” I know it and I feel it)
#i used to be a fast reader. my top reading speed was about 200 pages a day. now i cant do it anymore#i am nearing towards the end though! thank cod. the mysteries are killing me#also ned is fucking losing it and i dont blame him and i feel that something will happen very soon#i got a few ideas for like. symbolic pieces and shit about that guy#perhaps they will see the light of day :D#i didnt really get before why people shipped aronnax and nemo (aronnax seems more interested in science?) but after the atlantis adventure#and the south pole i kinda get it now lmao#nemo sure likes taking aronnax on these solo adventures just the two of them hmmm…….#also more things to come no doubt!#20 000 leagues under the sea
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i fucking hate lego
#this is a joke. i love building lego sets.#the problem is theres always those parts towards the end where ur putting everything together and it keeps BREAKING and wont GO#im actually doing like. a ripoff set i got for christmas#and lowk i like it more than lego bc 1 the instructions are clearer#and 2 its like. sturdier.#usually in the parts where ur connecting everything. the set keeps breaking apart.#with this one theres still problems with connecting but you dont have to deal with everything breaking apart#every time you touch it. its nice.#as my dad once said. 'When the set breaks. its never your fault.'#my fingers do hurt though lmao#also cut my thumb earlier today when i was cutting lemons. so thats not good!! my brothers been helping me press down the small pieces <3
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Every time I go in a coffee shop that has labeled tip jars that say “tip to vote!” I remember earlier this year when I worked at a coffee shop and my coworkers labeled the tip jars “DC” and “Marvel” and I had to spend a month telling customers that asked which I liked that I think they both suck
#at first I would just shrug and say ‘I don’t really watch superhero movies’#but towards the end I got fed up and just told people that I hate both lmao
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overall, how did your year go friends?
#mine started off really rough#got a decent amount better towards the middle and end#which im thankful for#but yeah#something i’ve noticed is that#the older i get i feel like the harder my mental health is to manage#i think it’s because when i was younger i felt like i had all this time ahead of me for things to work out#but now it feels like time is fleeting and things aren’t changing as drastically as they need to be for my mental well being#and ik im young still but yeah#entering mid20s feels like a lot lol#i also feel like my curse in this lifetime is always feeling unbearably lonely despite that being reality or not#and self hatred makes nuturimg relationships with others v hard ):#and then the cycle repeats#yeah#lots to work on#and lots to look forward too [jfc pls pls pls im praying pls lmao]#im sure a lot of you feel the same way so i feel like it’s nice to be open about things like this#this is also my lil diary lol#anyways#love u#u deserve an amazing life
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