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I uh... Have been more into Reapertale...
Yeah.
Reapertale belongs to @renrink
#undertale au#reapertale#renrink#reapertale au#my art#frisk#chara#can you see i barely put any effort in the background#like i was trying to inspire in the original comic#cause i thought it looked pretty#but i forgot i cant do pretty stuff#so I just blured it#lol
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I know you dont care about pesterquest but i wanna know, did you think they wrote eridan well or bad?
bad
#why would he care about shrek hes a hipster#also he cant just casually waltz into a movie theater hed scare the shit out of everyone there#like everyone else on alternia automatically assumes a sea dweller is going to want to kill you#eridans never done anything casually before in his life#even GAMZEE's internal narration goes 'better not stand on the beach for too long#if a sea dweller sees me theyll attack lol'#i know hes been memed to hell and back because hes a pathetic little meow meow but like#objectively eridan was fucking terrifying by alternian standards#even if he isn't actually like that inside he still LOOKED and ACTED the part#and also he did do all those murders yeah#like so many murders#like 'killin is all i evver done practically' levels of murders#vriska says her bodycount is in the 'many thousands' so eridan's deffo up there too#hes like objectively dangerous and scary#and the fact that the team forgot about this when it came to dealing with him pretty famously had disastrous results#anyway heres my eridancore movie rec: Once (2007)#i know 'hipster actually likes mainstream stuff' is a Trope and theres truth to it but like look at me in the eyes#do you really mean to tell me eridan “wizard and magic are stupid and fake but i have 6 wizard statues in my room” ampora#is going to be the hipster that admits that he likes mainstream stuff
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hi more drug question
I have been told many many times that using ecstasy will basically fry your seratonin receptors so that you will never be able to feel happy again unless you are using the drug. I am assuming now that this is false but I am curious now as to how false. Is it something that CAN happen if you take too much at once or too often, or is this just random Drug Scary misinformation
Also also since wellbutrin is not an SSRI does LSD work when you are on it or does it also cancel it out
lol that's kind of an extreme version of what I usually hear! you're right that basically the answer here is no. this comes from a couple different things. first is MDMA induced serotonin toxicity, and 2nd is something called "serotonin syndrome" which is a real thing that can happen, but it's really really hard to get like this. prepare for a very long answer lmfaooo
MDMA induced serotonin toxicity occurs when you take too high doses too frequently. MDMA IS slightly neurotoxic, but so are many prescription drugs so don't let that word freak you out too much! basically MDMA works by dumping large amounts of serotonin into your brain, hence why it's the happy/love drug lol. if you take too much too often, your brain will straight up run out of serotonin. obviously that's bad! it's not as simple as "never feeling happy again" but you will essentially have depression for a bit because of lack of serotonin (on its own, low serotonin levels following modest MDMA use is not damaging and resolves within a few days) but the real problem is that if you are on MDMA with depleted serotonin, your brain will continue releasing dopamine which will attach to the serotonin receptors and damage them. this is what can cause long term depression symptoms, the damaged serotonin receptors. ultimately your brain will heal this on its own unless for some reason I guess you keep taking it a lot (which would have no effect. when you take too much MDMA your brain just runs out of serotonin to dump so like. it just won't work lol)?? it can also be treated with the supplement NAC, which I would recommend taking any time you use MDMA because of this!
to sum up MDMA toxicity: it can happen but only if you're misusing it! it's generally recommended that you dont do much more than 1 dose every 3 months or so to make sure your brain has time to reset. research interactions with anything else you're using (prescription or not), take some NAC in the weeks following a dose, drink a lot of water, keep your body temperature regular because that can worsen it, and take some antioxidants like alpha lipoic acid and grape seed oil during/immediately after taking MDMA - it's when you come down that your brain is delicate and could use the protection. also this may sound counterintuitive but weed also has antioxidant properties, so smoking it as you come down helps a lot. also if you DO have MDMA toxicity taking more MDMA will not help u feel happy unfortunately it will just make it worse lol, your brain only has so much serotonin to give
now serotonin syndrome can happen with the misuse of any drug that works on serotonin including MAOIs, SSRIs, and SNRIs, usually by taking a VERY large dose (but some people are just extremely sensitive). it usually takes care of itself eventually, but the amount of time it takes and stuff is kinda hard to pin down bc it's REALLY misunderstood and tends to be overly self diagnosed. again this is like super super hard to do. you would have to take a MASSIVE dose or mix it with other serotonin affecting drugs (ESPECIALLY MAOIs. DO NOT MIX MDMA WITH MAOI ANTI DEPRESSANTS). like 5 times the normal dose at least probably (partner is currently trying to find some literature on it so he'll add that in the replies if he finds anything interesting). it will cause things like heightened anxiety and body temperature and can cause kidney problems or seizures if it's like really bad and untreated. but you'd feel REALLY bad before it got to that point, so in general like, if you take any type of drug and feel extremely bad after go to the doctor lol. mostly this will also just heal itself; your brain is pretty resilient! again usually if this does happen it's very minor. cases bad enough to require hospitalization are exceedingly rare
to give you an example of what these can look like, I have a friend who was given about 3-4 times a regular dose by a fucking piece of shit asshole she knows and, this part is crucial, it was mixed with a very large amount of alcohol AND acid (which can slightly increase the neurotoxicity. normally not a huge issue but becomes one in circumstances like this), AND coke; like she was blackout drunk and while not on a lot of acid or coke, this is just too many things to have in your body and brain at one time. the mixture of such a large amount different drugs caused her what I'm guessing was a mild case of both of these things at once. she experienced slightly worsened depression for about 6 months after, and actually had a mild stutter for almost a year. I made sure she took some NAC and other things that aid brain healing, and she didn't try molly again for a long time to be super sure she didn't overload her brain before it was ready. this is a pretty extreme case, and even with that she has fully recovered thankfully. do NOT EVER do drugs with someone you don't trust with your life. DO NOT EVER do drugs in doses you have not confirmed for yourself to be safe and DO NOT EVER mix drugs without finding out if it's safe!!! just as a small aside though: usually taking molly and acid at the same time is perfectly safe. in fact it's called a candy flip and I HIGHLY recommend it because it's fucking awesome. again, just make sure you are taking safe doses in a safe environment
OKAY now finally your specific question about Wellbutrin: I actually take Wellbutrin so I can answer this one from personal experience! Wellbutrin should not alter the effects of LSD in any way HOWEVER! both of these drugs lower your seizure threshold! I'm on the max dose of Wellbutrin (which is the max dose BECAUSE of seizure risk) so when I plan to drop acid I usually either skip my dose entirely that day or only take half depending on how much acid I'm planning to take. because of the way Wellbutrin works, this shouldn't cause you any problems as far as that goes. for me, not taking my Wellbutrin for a day mainly has the effect of making me more fatigued, and acid counteracts that really well by making me feel very awake/aware. if you don't want to skip or halve your dose though you can also take things that will RAISE your seizure threshold. so like I sometimes will smoke hemp because CBD actually will help with that. the risk here isn't huge either way especially if you have no history of seizures, but again if it's something you're concerned about you should be just fine skipping or lowering your dose for the day. acid usually lasts about 12 hours too so i personally don't even care about skipping the Wellbutrin that much because it basically does the same thing for me. I did take my full Wellbutrin dose the last couple times I've done acid though because I was taking a very small amount of acid (about half a tab)
in summation lol sort of TLDR I generally would recommend MDMA for recreational use because the risks of damage are low and it's safe if you are safe about it. and it's honestly just a really fun one! the only negative effect I've ever felt is some emotional and physical fatigue the following day, and this is largely because of how emotional and energetic you are on it. I just make sure to have the next day off to lay around and listen to music :)
taking it with a partner or loved one will give you an especially beautiful experience, as MDMA has been proven to facilitate extremely open emotional conversations. in fact, when MDMA was first synthesized it's primary use was in psychotherapy! research was shut down during the war on drugs, but in recent studies it's demonstrated amazing abilities to treat and even straight up CURE disorders like PTSD. for a personal anecdote, my partner actually completely fucking cured his alcoholism on a combo of MDMA and whippets (nitrous oxide) lmfao. like dude straight up went from getting black out drunk multiple nights a week to drinking nothing for the past year and a half without any other treatment program. LSD has been proven to have similar incredible results with treating and curing things like depression, anxiety, PTSD and addiction and is also a very fun and very safe one.
sorry to reiterate for the billionth time lol but it's important: these drugs are safe and fun if you make sure they're safe and fun! do your research and never use in an unfamiliar environment with people you wouldn't trust in an emergency! also I know this sounds like a lot, but remember I'm giving you like the absolute safest possible practices and emphasizing sort of over cautiousness because I think it's always better to be too safe. I've taken molly without nac and I've taken kinda big doses a little closer together than I should have without any problems. there's a bit of flexibility to these guidelines, but it's always better to think of them as being rigid so you don't end up too far in the other direction. like I've said it's really really hard to do actual damage that would last more than like a day or 2 max. most of the time you'll just be sleepy the next day from all the dancing so it's nice to do it on a day 1 of a weekend. also it only lasts like a couple of hours lol so it's not your whole day or anything!
#sorry this took me like a fucking hour i kept having to check myself w my partner + google to make sure i wasnt talking out of my ass lmfao#im sure ill be rereading and editing it for the next hour as well#damn just spent like another half hour#hope this is thorough enough for ya ajdbsjhdkshdkshs#on a tangentially related note: ive been weaning myself off of my SNRI (venlafaxine/effexor) bc it didnt help at all#and made my nails extremely brittle ????? like so bad they were constantly breaking to the quick and making me bleed#so pretty soon ill be able to do acid and molly again. sweet blessed molly how ive missed you#cant believe i forgot to mention this but as another personal mdma anecdote: my partner and i started dating while candy flipping#hed been staying at my house for like 4 months at that point but we hadnt really talked about like. relationship definitions#and I was EXTREMELY nervous bc id never even like kissed someone fr before him#but the acid and ESPECIALLY the molly made talking about our feelings with each other really easy and safe feeling#we do it every once in a while as like a poor mans couples therapy lmfao. its much easier to be open and honest and vulnerable#while crucially taking down the defensive wall that can cause you to lash out and stuff#highly recommend 👍#wtiting a book called the couple that rolls together stays together. its about doing molly but also skateboarding#drug ed#i cant stop adding to this post im sorry
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https://twitter.com/PkmnBrainrot/status/1740059985139372095?t=vmA7PPcpx361khknzJQuJw&s=19
ANON IM SURROUNDED BY A BUNCH OF VISITORS RIGHT NOW IM GOING TO EXPLODE FROM LAUGHTER HOLYSHIT AHAHAHAHWVEHAJENJSJSHSSHJSJAWHAJAJAJAJ
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WHY IS HE JUST TALKING TO REGISTEEL IS IT GETTING REHABILITATED OR SOMETHING
#ANON YOU CANT DO THIS TI MEEEE#I WAS SO BUSY HAVING FUN WITH MY GHIBLI STUFF I FORGOT MR AETHER PRETTY BOY EXISTS AAUHHHHHHHHH OH GOOODDDDDGGH#AGGRESSIVELY LOOKING AWAY FROM MY ROCKET AETHER DRAFT AALAJSHHSHSSHHSJEHSHSJS#hang on i gotta read the comments on this thread#WHY WAS THUS PAINTED SO NICELY TOO???..???#~ mailbox#anon tag
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F/O Imagine/Question
Thinking about Adult Online Shopping with your F/O(s). Like, not even searching for toys to use together- you were just casually looking for something new for yourself, your alone time, and your F/O(s) just happen to walk by and get curious. Did they know before you that you masturbate? If not, how do they feel about it? Are they shy about looking at this stuff with you? Do they try to initiate funky time because of this? Are they cool an casual?
Now imagine actually going to the adult store with them XD
#yep this i s inspired by real events. my pink bullet has decided that it is Her Time and stopped working#so i'm in the market and OH BOY.#i'm sex positive but apparently i have some work to do still because some of this stuff is still pretty awkward to see 🤣#but like. this imagine is so fun XDD#like 👠cruella and me grimacing at the ones that actually look like fleshy veiny penises (no thank you not for me)#theorising with 🐊jim about what some on earth of them even do because they are NOT all self explanatory lemme tell you-#🖕otis knowing the answer to e v e r y q u e s t i o n. XD#F/O#F/O's#F/O Question#F/O Imagine#“👠oh god darling do you really want a disembodied penis in your home??”#“noo i cant say i do... at least they have various colours though... hey what do you this one does??”#“🐊surely- surely that goes in the- ”#“no way!- ”#“🖕yep that goes in the ass. i recommend this other one though- ”#XDDDD i dunno its just a fun casual chill thought!! XD#edit: OH I FORGOT ABOUT CALLAHAN📕#okay with him... i can see him possibly being pretty curious haha XD#like he's sitting right next to me telling me what to click on so he can read the descriptions XDD
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the best protip i could ever give to fellow adhders (but also applies to everyone) is to always keep an eye out in conversation for people who start to say something then get talked over, and once the current conversation thread ends, swing back around to them and go "what were you about to say?"
benefits:
- that person knows they were heard and feels validated and supported
- the person who interrupted them realizes they did so in a way that doesn't publically call them out, allowing them to process it on their own without shame clogging the pipes
- you yourself are less likely to interrupt others, and the times you do are more likely to be easily forgiven bc the other person knows it wasnt because you thought what you had to say was more important, but just because Mouth Move Faster Than Brain Sometimes
- there's automatically a new topic of conversation waiting in reserve
- professional environments see this as "attention to detail" and "mindfulness" and "teambuilding skills"
- helps combat subconscious bigotries/power dynamics that lead to certain people getting talked over more than others (eg misogyny/racism/homophobia/transphobia/etc)
- ^ again may help you be more mindful of those patterns in yourself and work to unlearn them
- people who like you will want to emulate the behaviors of yours they see as good
- i know people will say "create a positive space around yourself and itll domino effect" all the time and it sounds like wishy washy hippie bullshit but genuinely i cannot emphasize enough that it really does work
- like ive watched it happen in real time, i don't think i have a single friend now that hasn't picked this up from me because They Like When I Do It, It Makes Them Feel Good
- nobody likes being interrupted and everybody gets interrupted All The Goddamn Time. like i need to really drive it home that im not exaggerting when i say you'll be a sorely needed reprieve if you make an effort to do this
- and they really will start doing it in return, likely without you even having to ask if that stresses you out
- it's a small and easy way to make the world a bit kinder for everyone
- godspeed my beloveds~
#actually adhd#adhd#origibberish#long post#/long post#and dont worry if it takes a while for you to get good at it like.#even if you only notice once every few weeks at the start thats still better than nothing#because every single time you do notice makes it easier to pick it up the next time#when i was in physical therapy my therapist asked if i had been doing my massages in the shower#and i said ''no but the last two showers i have gotten out of and immediately gone 'AW FUCK' so progress''#and she was like !!!! hell yeah thats progress!#because it is! remembering i forgot after and going aw fuck literally is progress!#because once that happens enough times itll eventually get to the point you cant not remember beforehand because that just#Becomes your association with it#and it worked! the next shower i remembered to grab my stuff beforehand and do the massage!#when youre trying to develop a new habit you have to remember that forgetting and then remembering it too late is progress.#because it means youre noticing it happening in the first place#its not just sailing right by with nary a clue#you just gotta build up the right muscles over time to let you notice it more often! and that includes rewarding yourself when you#make progress#and adhd = brains reward centers broke so you gotta do it yourself. hype yourself up like a puppy that just did a trick#like unironically be like 'eyyyy good job lets go boyss we got this hell yeah gg ez clap' or w/e and get a lil treat#even if its just like. a handful of dry cereal#protip winco has cookie bites in massive bags for pretty cheap and you can just. out a bunch in a ziploc bag and carry it around.#and just have tiny cookies on hand literally all the time#anyways yeah try to watch out for interrupting and people will like you more. cookies. 👍
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i've been occasionally seeing you post about pokemon and i'm Curious,,,,,,,,,,,, what starter did you pick? and what's your team like!!!!
I PICKED CYNDAQUIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my team changes a lot cause 1. i get bothered if All my pokemon (including the ones in my pc) arent the same level and 2. theyre all underleveled as FUCK. but mainly i keep a farfetched and poliwhirl as my tm/hm slaves and then i just kinda, pick whoever else is in need of exp. currently its just my misdreavus and then some low level gastly and paras i caught cause they know hypnosis and stun spore and i am getting SICK and TIREDDDD of hunting for raikou -_-
#I LOVEOPKEMON I CANT BELIEVE IT TOOK ME TWO TRIES TO FALL FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!#even though im bad at it. so what im having fun -_-#i love cyndaquil btw hes a quilava now and his name is echidna ^__^#they all have silly stupid names btw so i cant say them without being embarrassed. lol#anyways HI TORI I LOVE YOUUUU!!!!!!!!! lets talk about pokemon more when ive gotten a little bit further cuz im trying to. exp grind for th#pokemon league rn -_-;#idk how im gonna make it. my highest level pokemon is entei and ho-oh at 45#and ho-oh is 45 when you CATCH it....... all my other guys are like below 35 Sweats#ITS GONNA TAKE SO LONGGGGGGG but i want raikou i want raikou NOW#its an ugly as fuck puppy doggy tiger thing. why is it so UGLY!!!!!#note its actually not that bad its just Erm im kinda pissed at not being able to catch it#i used my masterball for entei...... getting ho-oh was pretty easy cause i could just reset when i ran out of ultra balls#but. i cant fucking DO that with raikou cause the motherfucker RUNS AWAY#'legendary dogs' more like legendary PAINS IN MY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! screams and breaks stuff#HEHEHEEE i love u tori so much TELL ME ABT UR TEAM TOO BTW!!!!!!!!!#i forgot which one it is ur playing Um sorry !!!!
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#hooh boy my fingers are mad at me lol i played a lot of guitar again... including finishing practising the song my mom wanted me to learn#i played it for her pretty well... as well as someone can whos only played it over 2 playing sessions#and then i was trying to explain how im usually not playing that kinda music and tried to give an example when i downtuned again#and proceeded to play like a complete noob because i hadnt been warmed up to downtuned chord progressions#i couldnt read my own tab handwriting my phone kept falling i couldnt figure out shit#soon as she left the room i figured out what i was reading wrong and played my stuff fine again lol#at least i played the song she wanted me to learn just fine but she complained that i had to have the real song in the background#(bc i couldnt make sense of the pacing between segments on her song. i needed the rest of the music going too)#but yeah. so i started playing downtuned stuff for myself and had a BLAST#i learned so many riffs and then tackled halfstep tuning and learned more soad#fun stuff but my fiNGERS. MY BACK. OW. i gotta just wrestle my jacket chair to play on next time instead of my exercise ball#but that still wouldnt solve the problem of 'my phone doesnt balance on my leg while im playing'#anyway holy shit man soad plays fast that took me forever to warm up to it and i still cant do it at that pace (obv)#but i also learned a cool part to a diff rammstein song too (much easier)#and AND. YALL. I LEARNED PUSH IT BY STATIC X AND THAT SHIT IS SO FUN#i forgot the music vid looks a lot like an animation i did in college (unknowingly)#would be fun to combine them (but thats a lot of effort for low reward idk how id record anyway)#(is it as easy as just an aux cable from the amp??)#so yeah. my fingers fucking hurt from sliding when playing soad AFTER everyrhing else i was playing#i like lost the calluses i had last week bc i took a bath earlier this week lol like fuck#im so tired man. i was tired when i started. but i did it. but like im legit sleepy. ugh. i hate the cold.#personal#delete later / /#also like lmao @ my mom having me learn a chill indie rock sounding song while im going nuts over industrial metal#she knows i like this music idk why she was surprised im not into that kinda sound#'whats ur favourite song?' YOU DONT WANNA KNOW. trust me. (tho tbh i dont have one but trust me its nothing good)#((i was into rammstein as a teen so idk why im defensive now obv just hadnt heard much of their stuff. my fave band was way heavier. idk.))#i cant search my phone music player by 'most played' but itd probably say ich tu dir weh after the past month of it on repeat lol#anywau gonna go drink iced tea and try to shower before it gets too late
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always feels weird when people say 'if you think youre faking it, theres a really good chance you're not' (because people that are know for sure) bc while thats generally true and good for validating ppl ive also fully gaslit myself into believing i had memory problems for a solid 5 years for essentially no reason
#i cant remember most of my childhood. and stuff tends to blend together. but thats it i have no idea how i convinced myself of the rest for#so long#its taken a bunch of reflecting to realize my memory is fine otherwise (really good even). still find it really difficult to trust it#i have to double check and triple check every thing and if i dont write something down Immediately after hearing it i dont trust that#information because im convinced i mightve made it up.#but like???? i literally never do. i cant think of a single time i fully made up a piece of info unintentionally or forgot something import#like my memory is just fine. but nope 'bad untrustworthy memory' somehow still wormed itself into my identity#idk. vent post maybe? its just really weird i only realized recently 'wait is my memory even bad . when was the last time i#actually misremembered something' A LONG TIME AGO APPARENTLY#if you asked me from a year ago i wouldve been 100% convinced i had memory problems of some kind#but im pretty sure the only thing i actually have is just shitty-childhood-typical large missing chunks#and like im fine on that front
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changed my pfp back to eena so the pinned post gets removed but idk what to pin now.. do i make a .. promo post..? an intro...? hm....
#mine#today was pretty chill even if i was scared for a good chunk of it#and the reading i did for myself for this weekend was like You can do this. Don't pull your hair out when you know its ok#so i was buckling in but it was pretty ok! mostly just been stressing about the Order to do moving stuff in#i have...4 ish weeks left. which feels like a generous amount of time until!#you live for your weekend. and all your work days are spent going God i cant wait for my weekend#and then you do that twice and then boom youve burnt through 1/3rd your time. Like uhhh#finished watching night in da woods today i forgot how to feel like a person for a few hours after#i wanna drawwwwwww....#wish i really did buy an artichoke for this weekend btw. i spent the entire weekend going ouggg i wish i could eat artichoke rn#blehhhh... morale low but drive is high enough to keep going
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Omg I got a comment I forgot how nice those are now I'm all smiley
#just somebody liking it enough to say something#i forgot how much fun writing fanfic is#ive got one about Helaena and aegon that ive been working on that i might post soon#maybe#and then ive got one about larys and aegon that ive been kicking around for a while but that one would be a little longer#and thats the one that ive actually wanted to write for a while but most of the time i feel too scatterbrained and tired#i pretty much stopped writing when i was a senior in highschool cause it stopped being fun#or i was working on other things and such#i was in so many classes that had essays due every other week and i just straight up wasnt doing them cause it was covid times#and ive had oc stuff and random smaller things since then but there for the most part not very coherent or sharable#i cant believe i used to bang these out on my phone in bed and post them all in ons night then go to school in the morning though#anyway im just rambling#kinda fandom related
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#wait rf3 intro is so good??#2 cute girls who have like opposite personalities greet u#ur farm is right under ur bigass pretty tree house#U DONT HAVE TO BUY UR FRIDGE!! and they give u ur weapon OF CHOICE for FREE. for free!!#i dont rmr what happened in rf4 but in rf5. girl u get maybe the simple cooking table free and thats it no? i forgot that too LMAO#OKAY BUT ALSO ICB I ONLY GOT TO LEVEL 95ISH? and stopped????#i married. i thought i married raven for some reason?? i think i just really liked her in rf4 bc she was a lovely chara in 3 but anyw.#wAIT QAIT WAIT WDYM MORE MONSTERS SHOWED UP AND BATTLE DIFFICULTY WENT TO HARD BC I SAID IT WAS EASY?!?!#THIS GAME IS SO FUCKING FUNNY FUXK YOY 😭😭 fuck it ill take it!!!! 😭😭#anyw shara is so cute 🥺 what a lovely guide icb i didnt marry her in the end im??? sorry to the other girls but shes so adorable omg???#i married the other girl.. sofia?? she was cute too but like.. idk ill have to see how she acts again aksjakd#i genuinely dont rmr the guys. u cant date the guys bc the mc is male only and they didnt want mlm at the time idk. ill look 🤔#44597#nvm idk if i like this handling and not having all the useful stuff from rf5 uhhhhhhhhhhh#OH SOFIAS ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO SAYS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE MEANS ASKSJK#younger me... why did u do this to urself omg LMAOO#i cant rmr but she has weird taste in gift items too iirc!!!! what was younger me cooking!!?!?#..?? DOES MARIAN HAVE THAT REALLY HIGH LV SPEAR-STAFF WEAPON FROM RF5? HELLO??
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so good news and bad news: good news is im not constantly bedridden which i am grateful for! bad news is i havent really gotten anywhere vis a vis voc rehab/disability (we love the united states etc)/finding out what's wrong with my back and because of that i am perhaps. not doing so hot money wise (not getting too into it but i have about enough for one month's worth of bills with no surprises/anything extra). i'm hoping to maybe be able to open commissions again in a month or two and maybe work on adopts in the meantime but otherwise i don't have any income atm. once again i don't like asking for help with things but at this point i'm worried about being able to afford things like cat food and also keeping up w my electric bill etc . so any help is appreciated :'^]
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hi yall i know these posts are getting old but ive been kinda hitting a wall lately vis a vis pain management which has made art Kinda Rough (it's been getting progressively worse over the past few months which is why i didn't too great @ artfight this year), but. Working on it 👍ty to everyone who attacked me this year!! i love everything sm it all made me so happy to see & hopefully ill get something figured out soon that makes things a little easier :'^)
in the meantime i am feeling a little stressed abt money stuff. i'm working on figuring out voc rehab etc so i can get a source of income but at the same time i'm having more stuck-in-bed days from pain which is. yippee
reminder that i have a ko-fi page with little adoptables/a tip jar [clickable link to ko-fi] and an etsy store [clickable link to the store]. im a little slower at order fulfillment rn BUT i'm still getting them out within the 2 week window i have listed on etsy
#i love my geriatric kitty cat sooo so dearly but the food she needs is like 55 bucks for like 2 weeks#and im already subbing in meals w the non vet recommended stuff so oughhhh#i forgot my vehicle registration was due this month also so im (clenches fist) doing pretty hunky dory#yayyyy not as expensive as last year!! but also still like 1/4 of my bank account . so#splat.pdf#prev post may have been from before the 2 weeks i was completely bedridden LMAO#i forgot to check the date and i cant see while drafting this post#edit: checked the date and it was before . honey you got a big storm a comin et#*etc
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yapper - Chris Sturniolo
summary: you talk, a lot. chris finally has enough of your voice and puts his hand over your mouth, little did you both know that this would let to a lot more than expected.
contains: smut, fluff, shy!chris, yapper!reader, risky sex.
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"okay- but guess what happened next! she literally took off runnings, like- i mean i know she was embarrased but running away is just gonna make an even bigger fool of yourself right?" i ramble on and on, and on... and on.
"but-" i start, cutting myself off with a gasp, "i forgot to tell you oh my god! okay so you know that one girl who i used to work with, wait whats her name?"
chris suddenly speaks up, "baby," he sighs, his voice has a twinge of frustration in it, which doesnt suprise me.
ive been speaking his ear off this whole hang out, but its not my fault that i just have so much to tell chris.
i stay silent for about 3 seconds before instantly starting up again,
"jen-! that was her name, okay so basically i found out that her and her boyfriend are in like this massive fight right now because she fucki-"
chris cuts me off,
his hand clasps over my mouth, which shut me up pretty fast.
i stare at him with my round eyes, his hand still firmly plastered over my lips.
he clears his throat, breaking eye contact quickly.
i slowly reach up, grabbing his wrist and trying to gently lift his hand away.
he keeps it there though, his gaze drifitng back over to me.
chris's eyes are fluttering shut everytime he blinks, his cheeks burning red as the silence in the room grows, its nice for a change though.
i open my mouth to try protest, but my voice is muffled by his palm. "mmf- chris just-" i start,
he shakes his head, "all you do- is just talk y/n! oh my fucking god."
a grin spreads across my face, which chris seems to take note off.
suddenly he sits up right, grabbing my shoulder with his free hand.
he gently lays me down on the couch, his hand still plastered over my lips.
he then hovers over me, staring down into my eyes.
i feel heat pool in my lower abdomen, goosebumps travelling up my arms as the eye contact with chris grows stronger.
he gently removes his hand away from me, his face inches from mine.
he it between my legs, his torso millimeters above mine and his hair tickling my forehead.
“not.. another word.” he whispers,
i nod slightly,
he brushes his lips against mine, our noses brushing.
suddenly his lips connect with mine, my chest instantly tightens as i grab at him,
he inches my legs further apart with his knee, which shortly after brushes against my clothed cunt.
i let out a needy whine against his lips, causing him to pull away,
“shh sh.” he shushes me, his hands on either side of my head.
“i wan’ you..” i whisper,
chris’s cheeks flush red, his eyes darting away for a second,
“yeah?” he mutters, his adam’s apple bobbing up and down as he blinks a few times.
i nod, “i- i really do.”
i sit up on my elbows before reaching for his belt buckle,
he doesn’t say anything, just letting me.
i unbuckle his belt, a soft thump fills the room as it drops onto the couch.
i tug down his jeans, and he helps me discard them to the side.
his hands rest on my knees,
he suddenly speaks up, “i- i mean- we really can’t.. matt and nick are home and nick has a friend over it’s- it’s so risky..”
i frown slightly, “but- please! that’s not fair!”
he shakes his head, letting it tip back.
“i’ll be really.. really quiet i swear.” i whisper,
“i doubt that..” he scoffs,
“cant we just go to your room?” i groan,
he shakes his head, “nick will be right next door, he’ll hear stuff..”
i look up at him through big wide eyes, toying with the waistband of his boxers,
“i’ll be so good and quiet..” i breathe,
“fine- fine okay- just- god..” he mumbles,
he reaches for my waistband and tugs my small shorts off, before pulling at my panties.
he practically tears my tank top off, leaving me fully revealed.
“we have to be quick though.” chris mutters, pulling his shirt off over his head, leaving him only in his black boxers.
i nod with a smile,
he palms himself through his boxers as he hunched over, clearly overwhelmingly horny.
i tug down his boxers, the cold air hits his tip, causing him to let out a shaking gasp.
“please..” i grin,
he nods, “you- be quiet.” he whispers, grabbing my hip and lining himself up with me.
my arousal coats his tip as he gently presses it in,
the stretch hurts so good, i let out a small moan.
he slowly presses more inside of me, my walls clamping around him at the size,
“fuck- chris-“ i moan out, completely forgetting the one rule he had for me,
he stares down at me, his movements stilling,
“i fucking told you, be quiet.” he grunts,
“i can’t..” i whine loudly, his thickness stretching me out.
he moves his hand, placing it right back over my mouth with a small tut.
he starts to thrust into me, making sure his strokes are deep each time.
i squeeze my eyes shut, my whole body feeling like it’s on fire,
my stomach tingles heavily, i purse my lips together, trying to stop my noises but it’s not working.
a moan rips out of me, muffled by chris’s palm.
“noisy girl, fuck..” chris groans, his pace rapidly picking up speed.
i wrap my legs around his waist as i frantically grip at his back, my nails sinking into his skin.
my moans get increasingly louder as i turn my head to the side, making chris hand on my mouth slip away.
“you just- you just can’t shut up can you?” he grumbles, his voice trembling as he gets closer,
“i- fuck!” i babble out,
suddenly, chris pulls out of me.
empty, is the only word to describe how i feel.
“chris no- please i was so close- please!”
he cuts me off, “sit up.”
i sit up on the couch, the dull ache between my thighs frustrating me.
he gets up on his knees, his cock right infront of my face.
i stare up at him frustratedly, folding my arms,
“since you won’t keep your mouth shut, gonna have to atleast put it to work hm?” he whispers,
i roll my eyes, my hole fluttering from loss of contact.
he reaches two fingers down and taps my cheek, “open.”
i part my lips,
“go on, use that damn mouth for good.” he mutters, his hand reaching round to my hair and twirling it into a makeshift pony.
“fuck you.” i mumble quietly, a small grin on my lips.
he gently presses his tip to my lips, i wrap my lips around it, tasting myself on him.
i let out small grunts as i take him further down my throat, my lower jaw already aching.
his tip kisses the back of my throat, making me squeeze my eyes shut.
“good, so good..” he groans,
he starts to move his hips, gently fucking my face.
i let him, keeping my lips firmly around him.
his pace quickens, the head of his cock repeatedly hitting the back of my throat.
small gagging noises fill the room as his pace gets even faster.
“oh fuck baby- oh god, gonna— gonna let me fill that pretty mouth up?” he rambles, his grip on my hair tightening,
i nod,
“that’s a good girl,” he whimpers with one final thrust of his hips,
spurts of white shoot down my throat, a smile growing on my face as i swallow it all,
he gently pulls out of my mouth, rubbing my cheek with his free hand.
he flops back onto the couch, his cheeks red and sweaty.
his hair sticks to his forehead from the dampness, he gently pulls me onto his lap.
“can you fuck me now chris, so mean of you to edge me like that.” i huff, rolling my eyes.
“why would i let you cum? you weren’t following instructions properly yeah?” he chuckles, earning a loud groan from me
i tip my head foward onto his shoulder
“my jaw hurts.” i groan,
“does that mean you’ll finally stop all the talking?” he grins,
“no— not at all actually- i still haven’t finished my story!”
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whoever voted engage... what the hell 🧍♂️
#I HAVE TO TAKE A PAUSE TO DO STUFF BUT#I JUST FINISHED CH 21--#oh my god so much death is happening#fe engage rambles#<< in case anyone wants to block that#BUT OKAY ALSO WHAT THE HELL....#I MEAN. IK ALEARS GONNA BE FINE LMAO BUT ALSO :(((((((((#idk if ill do another chapter but... i do wanna finish these cutscenes these cutscenes long alsjdaflkh#im not complaining btw i looove it its so pretty#im sad about marni though :(( and veyle :(#aLSO THAT LITTLE 'please' THAT ALFRED DID WHEN THEY WERE STUCK FIGHTING AGAINST THE CORRUPTED ; A ; WHAT TEH HELL......#orz im gonna go chill my brain first ill brb alksjdfljkah#GUYS I WANTED TO COME BACK TO SILLIES I FUCKING FORGOT WHERE I LEFT OFF :((((((#YOU CANT JUST DROP A SAD CHARACTER ON ME LIKE THIS...#k i highly doubt ill liveblog but like. in case i do. theres that tag. anyways im still sad about veyle fjjdjdjd#thats probably the big thing i was sad about during that whole ordeal#also my brain was slightly itching about like potentials for sombron#but i dont remember what was said to say what was on my mind 🧍��♂️aaaaaaaaaaaa#i dont give a crap about him but that potential gave me a funny idea.#maybe. idk what the idea was tho LOL oh well
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wrt my last ask abt an imaginary bones sailor moon, while the action of mob being something i was imagining, honestly like i said their stuff on carole and Tuesday is mainly what made me dream of it. these clips are good examples of their range outside of opm and mp100 style action https://youtu (dot) be/XM6ZsayLLF0 https://youtu (dot) be/Xo813cO-euw a lot of the musical performances in c&t are rotoscoped but still let the designs breathe and express themselves alongside the colors and lighting. if you don't have the time to watch it but want a better idea of why I think they could pull off a magical girl show with slice of life like sailor moon, I'd say look at some of the songs and the openings.
Oh no i checked sakugabooru for clips after the ask just didn't the time to really articulate my words. check out sakugabooru btw, you get clips at much higher quality. overtime Anime's take on character Acting as the site puts it hasnt really been grabbing or impressing me lately. theyre just very stiff and stilted comapred to what i like in the 90s or just the subtler stuff of vintage Disney (Im talking pre-renaissance) or bumfuck wild (overacting as aaron blaise puts it) and i feel theres no inbetween. even the rotoscoping feels stilted and off. too twitchy and floaty i think?
and ye perosnally mob's animation is not only too much for sailor moon since sailor moon is NOT an action packed series on that level (melodrama romance first, action is secondary. so secondary its vgaue on what shit does in the manga). i feel the effects animation and style used belongs to Mob, it deserves its uniqueness.
C&T does look really good though, its the same guys that did Bebop but funny enough I prefer the stuff seen in Bebop.
#tldr i see what youre getting at here but something about c&t is off for me.that i cant see it for moon sailors#sailor moon i dont think works well with c&t's color choices and the oighting seen in s1&2 were solid on good days#like i guess an idea of what i like is yuki hayashi's work for Crystal seen in the speeches#and subtler stuff just disney stuff ah#which crystal was just kinda barren of in all seasons#the bgs u see in the mickey 3 Musketeers i think is what s1/2 tried to strive for and theyre very pretty check it out#but god the bg artist forgot gis name rn just is not a good art director imo i looked at his non Crystla stuff and hes just bad...#and its probably too late now japan decieed ai art was their best bet and starting to lay off everyone#im watching mov and bebop with some mutuals adtually :p#Bebop was sunrise iirc#but ye idk i feel a lot of todays sakuga is doing too much with so little it just feels stiff and twitchy so nothing has really grabbed me
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