#but i dont think just. swallowing this is gonna be good for me bc i think im about to. idk. like i feel like shit so yeah
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#im gonna say smth and no one is allowed to say a fucking Word. i need to . type this out bc i cant Say It Out Loud#but . it is slighrly disgusting and patheyic (imo) and just . huh .#anyway . the tightening in evety inch of my body at the idea that . i might not get what i want (*) . but that even if i dont get that#ill get Something somewhat better n its just .#hard to swallow. bc im so tired for settling for what i dont want .#like letting go of shit ivrlly want for smth thats supposedly better for me#letting did not look like a real word just then what the fuck man#anyway . it is awful bc like . having so many realisations n realising that . ive forgiven a lot less and a lot worse .#n its a whole thing i cant get into bc im figuring out what exactly . thst sys abt me and where it stems from#it feels Okay . like its coming grom a Good Place. n not one of low seld worth#but like . having to possibly actually settle for less than what i actually want . is awful bc i dont like doing that and im tjred of doing#that. even if its good / better for me?#i cannot think of any other situstion simular rn other than yhe job fuckery. but . never wity a person#have i felt like this. n i dont know where or why its a Thibg. butcit is. ajd i dont know why hes fucking different.#but so much is out of my control !!!! and idk what to do anymore except just . keep pretendinf he doesnt exist#and moving like i did in high school: just zignoring how i feel bc i see the fucker constantly#it genuinely does parallel to hs rn how do i keep .#but also how is this a conpletely new situstion ive Never Exprrienced. how is this haopening to me.#i keep thinkibg abt the letter j wroye to my 21st (on my 18th) n i havent opened it#bc i missed opening it actually on my 21st. so i decided to live out actually being 21 before i#opebed the letter just to see how much had actually changed.#gonna open it aroubd my birthday. im terrified. bc i reread that letter 5x vefore wrappibg it uo. and ive thought abt it Constantly#to rmber its contents bc im Obsessed with it somehowm butbi still dont know .#i plan tocwritr another for my 25th. n 27th thrn again my 30th.#theyre fun lil time capsules . n its nice . i used to do 6montg to yearly ones but . shit got so bad i did Not wanna keep writing abt it .#so . this Will be fun . it was the 1st attemot at that too like . its why i started the 6mth letters bc i wanted to see the gradual sgifts#n reread them on my 21st but life had other plans apparently.#anyway.
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i would feel better if someone took me to the mall and got me lunch
#i wasnt hungry for like a week which is. not good but its far better than being hungry imo#ill choke down some food if im not hungry but if i am hungry. i have to wait until i get food#yknow. ugh this post is about how as a teenager when i was actively suicidal and attempting my dad took me to the mall and got me some#things. i think about that day all the time bc i remember picking the stuff out like âim never gonna wear this. im never gonna see this. im#never gonna use this.â and then we had to pull over and puke up the fuckin medicine cabinet i swallowed the night before on the way home#those items arent sentimental they sucked i had. some ugly shirts. i remember a minecraft blind box thing i mustve given to my boyfriend#i dont remember what else. idk it was just the day. it was really nice.#simons spouting#suicide //#vent :(
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I have so many thoughts.
OKAY BUT HOW THE FUCK DOES IDIA ACTUALLY EAT???? He's a cursed human with human digestive track but he has sharp teefies WHICH DEF DONT let him eat like he should!!!
CONSPIRICY THEROY OF THE DAY: Idia is a twig bc he legit just doesn't have the AP to deal with his special dietary needs.
I dont remember which one but there's a vignette that has him explainin he doesn't like apples with skin cuz they squeak! AND LIKE YEAH!!! UNDERSTANDABLE!!! sharp teefies are NOT designed for apple!!! They are designed for ripping, tearing and swallowing whole-- which is NOT a good thing on a normal human stomach!
Hes also confirmed to eat chocolates cuz melty, and noodles cuz slurpable. Idia shroud DO NOT be getting all of his proper nutrients!! GET THIS MAN SOME EATABLE FOOD STAT!!!!
Sometimes, when I'm bored, I'll think about how to go about making a diet for Idia. (Definitely a normal thing to do.) He'd have to have very tender and finely cut food, in order to get him proper nutrients. Soup would be a good one! Specially if it has EGREGIOUSLY TENDER, I'm talking like FALL APART IF TOUCHED TENDER meat.
PLEASE WHATEVER GOD CONTROLS THE UNIVERSE.
LET ME FEED THIS GUY.
IDIA IS SUFFERING FROM ANTI-FLAVOR TOWN.
SHAKJNG YOU VIOLENTLY
I DAYDREAM ABOUT BULLYING HIM JNTO LETTING ME STAY WITH HIM OVER SCHOOL BREAKS SO I CAN PROPERLY FEED HIM-
Ok, ngl, didnât think this hard about it but it made me fall into a mini rabbit hole.
Cus like the only characters drawn with jagged teeth are Jade, Floyd and Idia. Jade and Floyd are from the ocean and idk how you cook underwater so they probably eat their food raw and that makes sense cus their eels.
Idia? Heâs not a beastman or a merperson. Heâs literally just some guy with sharp teeth. (Not to mention that the predator beastmen we see arenât fully carnivores. They have molars and muscles that let them chew their food thoroughly).
Looking it up, carnivorous animals donât actually chew, they use their sharp teeth to rip meat into smaller pieces that they can swallow. So on that wavelength, Idia would probs be similar, BUT! Heâs not gonna eat raw meat. Ew. And cooked meat can be more tough. So, how do we fix this?
Soup. Tender meats (like wagyu). Shredded meats. Noodles. Dishes that you tend to swallow instead of chew.
There are so many vegetarian lentil soups you can make. Theyâre super healthy (cus lentils) and taste so good. Not to mention all the pasta dishes he could have (peanut noodles come to mind). Yum. Thereâs this slow cooker ramen recipe I wanna make and it had shredded beef. I feel like he���d go to town on that.
But yeah, heâs not gonna go out of his way to make or find recipes. So he sticks with his instant ramen.
Once you start cooking for him itâs over. I donât think he could go back to the bland microwaveable food. Get him iron rich recipes and heâs gonna wonder why he doesnât feel so lightheaded anymore đ
In conclusion, you will become his personal chef and he will start to feel healthier. Especially when he realizes there are a ton of options for him, you just gotta look.
#I started wanting to get healthier myself so Iâve been looking into recipes I can make#my friend is vegetarian and so thatâs why most of the stuff I point out is vegetarian lol#twst#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#Idia shroud#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twst wonderland x reader#idia shroud x reader#x reader
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asked for filth? alright
how about jake fucking the reader in ways the naâvi dont usually do? like eating her pussy making her sit on his face, fingering her, all the ways that you think they wouldnât do and reader is just overwhelmed and so fucked out while hes laughing at her lovingly
no this is a really interesting concept bc how does james cameron b havin these mfs get down and dirty?
Let me show you.
Requests Closed!!
mdni.
warnings: oral (reader receiving), fingering, face sitting, jake is actually being a softy (surprise surprise)
p.s. challenging myself to condense my writing bc I tend to overwrite tbh
"Yes, sit, right here." Jake giggled at your bashful nature.
You swallowed nervously, "I-I don't know Jake..."
He swished his hand nonchalantly, "Babe, I promise, you're gonna love it. When I was one of the sky people we did this all the time." Your ears flattened when he mentioned the sky people, "Listen, just try it, if you don't like it, we'll stop." He cocked a brow.
Your tongue ran over your teeth thoughtfully. Hesitantly, you shuffled toward his expression, praying that he was true to his word (his devilish smile was less than convincing).
Either side of his head, your thighs rested, one hand stuck out in front of you for stability. Jake chirped from beneath you to see if you were ready, and you sighed, unsure.
A wet, warm sensation spread across your folds and toward your clit. Your body involuntarily stiffened and jolted your hips away from his mouth.
"Woah woah hey, just my tongue. Don't worry baby." He studied your anxious stare, chewing on your bottom lip, "Only gonna use my tongue and my fingers. Promise." His wink was not as comforting as he thought, but still cute.
In your chest, your heart hammered making the rest of your body hot. It all seemed so new all at once, and it was overwhelming.
But...from the little bit you had, it felt pretty damn good.
Still, you proceeded with caution, and returned to your original position. You waited for his tongue to explore again, instead he opted to peck along your thighs. A part of you wanted to protest and whine for him to focus on your clit, but you let him show his expertise.
When his tongue made a reappearance, it was trailing toward your much wetter core. Again, the temptation crept up to force his tongue where you wanted it, but you were patient. And soon enough that patience paid off because before you could form another coherent thought, Jake was showing you that it was possibly for you to form incoherent thoughts.
It was like he was kissing you, making out with you messily, only it felt one hundred times better. All you could really do was gasp and mewl, feel Jake pull you harder down onto his character to dive deeper into you. At times, you'd both hum when you'd hips would buck out of pure pleasure.
But as soon as you adjusted to this new phenomena, another was introduced, this time you didn't pull away. There was a weak prodding at your slippery entrance - perhaps his fingers he had mentioned - sometimes penetrating through the tiniest bit just to slide back out.
It was different, and would take some adjusting, but as long as Jake kept his attention on your clit there wouldn't be any protest or insecurity. And he knew this too, he wouldn't send your body into shock and shove two fingers into you just to quicken the process. So he took his time building up to massaging your g-spot and keeping a blissful pace on your clit with his magical tongue.
Eventually, he was knuckle deep in you, stimulating your most sensitive spots and watching you gradually unfold on top of him. Feeling your thighs relax almost too much, cunt pulsing around his working digits, it was just as he had remembered it.
However, he couldn't sustain this rhythm forever, it would only get you so far, and he wanted you cumming on his face! He tried his best to be as unsuspecting while lapping at your clit and applying more vigor to your insides. And while this did send you further into your clouded mind of lust, it also quickly became too much.
"Jake - jake," you tried to warn him that you were on the cusp of overstimulation.
"Keep saying my name baby," he laughed against you. The faint tremble in your thigh and the tightening of your naval told him everything he needed to know, "I know it's a lot, it's okay. You're doin' fuckin' great." Most of his words were muffled, the vibration of his voice sending chills up your spine.
Sooner than he has expected, your thighs were stiffening, and your walls were tightening. He continued his pace with a sprinkle of passion, knowing what was waiting for him around the corner.
"Jake - oh, OH!"
There it was. That honeydew sweetness dripping down his fingers and coating his tongue. Making your sturdy legs shake and clit become too sensitive to even kitten lick. Jake was pussy whipped, no question about it.
When enough was enough, his half-damp face peaked from underneath you, an overly cocky smile plastered on his features.
"Whatcha think?" You nodded, still gasping for air, "I knew you'd like it."
#avatar#avatar x reader#avatar smut#jake sully#jake sully smut#jake sully x reader#jake sully x y/n#jake sully x you
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To The Flame chapter 10
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Pairing: Dark Javier PeĂąa x Fem!reader
Chapter word count: 2.8k
Chapter tags/warnings: smutty smut smut, piv sex, rough piv sex, doin' it over a musty couch, squirting (dont look at me), angst (teehee), bad dirty talk, wifey's silly lil jokes
Chapter summary: You and Javi make the move to Colombia and get settled in.
A/N: Hi babes!! I hope you enjoy this new chapter! I'm super excited bc it's the last one until we dive into the deep end and get into some scary shit đ Next week is already written and loaded up to be posted next Friday. Also let's ignore the way I misspelled "Colombia" in the last chapter bc I'm too lazy to go fix it đŤŁ
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The apartment is even smaller than Javi had described. Even he looks surprised walking in. Itâs one of those things that you can tell immediately just by the entrance. It opens up directly to a âhallâ that splits into the kitchen and living room, which also appear to be relatively cramped.Â
With just a short look, you can already see that there are cobwebs in pretty much every corner and musty rugs draped over most of the floorspaceâprobably to cover some kind of a stain. The kitchen, which is closest to the hall, has cabinet doors hanging from their hinges, more broken tiles than not, and a boarded up window.
You glance nervously up at Javi, who mutters a curse and sets your carry-on bags down on the hardwood floor. He reaches over to flip the light on, which doesnât do much but cast a dim glow across the outdated green and orange walls. He huffs out a breath and runs a hand through his hair as you wrap your arms around your torso.Â
He chews on his cheek and turns his attention to you.
âWell,â he starts. âI didn't expect it to be luxury, butâŚâÂ
A roach crawls across the floor in front of the two of you, making you both take a step back.Â
âMaybe at least uninhabited,â you supply, pulling a surprised laugh from him.Â
He wraps an arm around you, pulling you close and pressing a kiss to the side of your head.Â
âWeâre gonna make it work, baby. Iâll fix it up nice for you.âÂ
You grin at him, tucking yourself into his side.Â
âYou can start by getting rid of the bugs. And maybe painting over those ugly orange walls.âÂ
âWhatever you want, baby,â he laughs.Â
He looks up and cranes his neck to see inside the living room.Â
âRight after I fuck my wife on our new dusty couch.âÂ
He doesnât give you a chance to respond before heâs picking you up and carrying you over as you playfully protest.Â
âJavi, ew! Iâd rather you fuck me on the floor with the roaches,â you giggle. You donât even want to think about what might have transpired on this couch prior to your arrival. It looks to be at least a good twenty years old. He plops you down on it anyway, a layer of dust jumping up just as you expected it would.
You make a fake gagging noise as he climbs over you, already nuzzling into your throat.Â
His hand trails down to cup your cunt, making you moan as he covers your lips with his. His fingers push into the waistband of your pants, then your panties, and then further until the middle one is able to prod at your entrance, already wet with anticipation. You gasp as he sinks it down to the knuckle, gently rubbing your walls as he starts to pump at a slow pace.Â
âOh, that feels good, Javi,â you moan as he starts to lick down your throat to your collarbone. His other hand starts to tug your shirt up, lifting it enough to expose your bra-clad chest. He pulls his hand from your core much too quickly and makes you lift your arms up so he can remove both articles, your pants and underwear close behind.Â
Javi growls at the sight of you bared for him. He shucks off his own clothes and settles back on top of you, enveloping your lips once again. Youâre reminded of the first time he brought you home, when he had laid you down on his couch and worshiped your body for hours.Â
You savor the way his hands roam your body, squeezing and pinching everywhere he can. He eagerly swallows your moan when he grasps your breasts harshly, your back arching in pleasure. Your arms wrap around his broad shoulders as he bites your lip, pulling a whine from you now.Â
âOh, you like that, hermosa?â he taunts with a glint in his eye. But youâre too busy panting and feeling to care about his teasing. You just want him to put his damn hand back where he started from.Â
âP-Please, Javi,â you beg breathily. He smirks at you and slowly ruts his hips, making you shudder a moan as the underside of his cock rubs against your swollen clit. He repeats the motion at a teasing pace as he lowers his head down to brush a whisper into your ear.Â
âPlease what?â
Your entire body feels like it was lit on fire, an icy warmth coursing through your veins and settling into your abdomen. You can feel the way your wetness seeps out of you and is picked up by Javiâs cock to lubricate every pass as he grinds against you.Â
âPlease touch me,â you beg, trying not to let it sound like a whine. Javi just smiles wider and moves his hand to gently caress your face. He presses a gentle, teasing kiss to your lips.Â
âLike this?â he asks. You glare at him, biting your lip to hold back the moans that attempt to tumble from you at the next drag of his dick. You grip onto his back and steel your gaze to his.Â
âJavier F. PeĂąa. I fucking love you, but if you donât put your cock inside me right now, Iâm going to put rat poison in your dinner.â
Youâre honestly surprised you were able to get such a sentence out without stumbling from his distractions. You also have no idea how youâre able to hold your laugh in as it tries to claw its way up.Â
You watch as his eyes widen, his brows raising dramatically. A laugh starts to bubble from him as well, and you both lose it. It takes a moment for you both to settle back down from your giggling fit, but when you do, itâs from your asshole husband taking the opportunity to do exactly what youâd requested.Â
You yelp his name as he parts you, shoving himself completely inside with one swift thrust and a heavy grunt. Your fingers claw at his back, his skin already slick with a thin sheen of sweat from the heat of the apartment. He immediately lands against that spot deep inside you that makes your jaw drop and your toes curl.Â
His head drops as he starts to shallowly thrust, your excessive arousal making the glide smooth and effortless.Â
âHow do you feel so fucking good every. Damn. Time?â He dramatizes the last words with harsher rolls of his hips, your eyes rolling back as you whimper at the pressure he delivers with each punch.  Â
His thumb is back on your clit before you realize he was moving his hand, making you clench around him as your body jolts at the sudden pressure. He circles in time with his thrusts, providing you with a heat that licks up your spine and settles low in your belly.Â
He starts to move at a faster, rougher pace, and a strange feeling overtakes you. It makes your entire body shake as it consumes you, your blood running hot and your head getting foggy at a rapid pace.
âJavi, p-please,â you beg, though youâre not sure exactly what for. Just that heâll deliver. He chuckles darkly at you.Â
âI know, baby, I know. Let go for me.âÂ
And you do, you allow the pressure to overflow as you come around his cock, tilting your head back as you moan and your body shudders. The orgasm is blinding, the intensity making your eyes screw shut in pleasure. It feels different from any youâve had before, somehow much more intense and prolonged. Javi praises you through it, though you can barely hear him.Â
âOh I new you could do it, such a good fucking girl.âÂ
Youâre sweating too as you come down, your body still shuddering with the aftershocks. Everything is blurry when you open your eyes, whether itâs from your rattled brain or the tears lingering in your eyes, youâre not sure. Javi, mercifully has stopped his movements, and is just watching you with awe.Â
You grumble at him since your words refuse to work. Heâs throbbing inside of you but you can tell he hasnât come yet. Though it must have been a damn struggle with how much youâd tightened around him.
âLook at the pretty mess you made,â he instructs you with a rasp in his voice as he tilts your head down to where youâre still stretched around him. You obey and look down, only for a gasp to fall from your lips.Â
You snap your head back up to look at him upon seeing the soaking wet mess between your thighs. Thereâs a liquid dripping down both of your thighsâand Javiâs, who watches you with a predatory gaze.Â
âLooked fucking perfect squirting on my cock, sweetheart.âÂ
You give him a sultry smile, still lost in euphoria. Suddenly, he growls and pulls out, dragging you up with him until youâre turned around to face the back of the couch. You clench at the way he manhandles you so youâre flush against it, your arms falling over the edge. Heâs never been this rough, and you had no idea how much it would turn you on.Â
He thrusts back into you without a word, the both of you groaning in unison. Your cunt aches with overstimulation, but it quickly turns into a soft, building pleasure as he starts at a steady but harsh pace. He grasps your hips roughly as he pummels into you, chasing after his own end now.Â
âTake it like such a good girl,â he grits. You just whine as your fingers scramble for purchase on the back of the musty sofa. You can already feel a steady build up between your legs despite your recent orgasm.Â
ââS good, Javi,â you whimper, trying to convey what youâre feeling despite your melting brain. He keeps his thrusts up, punching into your most sensitive spot each time. Itâs not long before his panting grows uneven, his weight growing heavier as he pushes you further into the couch.Â
âYou gonna take my cum, sweetheart? Gonna get full up of me again?âÂ
You nod eagerly, pushing your ass back as much as you can even with the harsh and rapid slap of his hips against your flesh.Â
âPlease, please, Javi!âÂ
He comes inside you with a deep curse, holding you tighter as he slams roughly into you, triggering your second orgasm. He holds you tightly to him as spurt after spurt of his seed paints your walls, each twitch of his cock making you whimper.Â
You both stay where youâre at, breathing heavily as you try to get a grasp on reality again. Javi is sticky against you, and you push him off after a moment to get some airflow. He grumbles something behind your back but falls away anyway.Â
You collapse against the back of the couch, your head resting on the cushion atop it as Javi rounds it to find the bathroom. You smirk as you watch his pert ass walk away. It only takes a second for him to come back out, carrying a towel he found to clean you up with. He does so, and then grabs soap from your bag for the two of you to shower, where he promises you between kisses that heâll take you out on a date the first Friday he has off of work.Â
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It wasnât super hard to get into a new routine. At least in the first few days, when Javi was still at home. The two of you would spend the day making small renovations here and there while trying not to fuck on every surface. Boxes would come in from Texas, and you would unpack those while Javi went out for more supplies. He would come back with meals and little things for you.Â
You hadnât had the chance to explore the city yet, but it didnât sound like Javi was super fond of that idea. It is a very dangerous part of town after all. He just wants to wait a bit and make sure itâs completely safe for you first. But you were content to stay at home and finish up little projects or stick your nose in a book. Everything was going really great. It only got a little tense once Javi had to start back at work.Â
The first day Javi came back from his job, you could tell he had a rough day. You hadnât even realized heâd entered the apartment until he walked into the living room and scared the shit out of you. Heâd either ignored your startled reaction, or had been too tired to notice. Youâd simply gotten up to greet him with a hug, and then gone to warm up dinner while he showered.Â
Youâd eaten in silence after your attempt in asking him how his day had gone. His response was swift and cut you down quickly. You couldnât really blame him, youâve heard about how awful his job would be for him to get used to here. So you both ate without speaking, him without really glancing your way. It made your stomach twist in a nagging way, which you wanted to slap yourself for. You know that he wasnât ignoring you and that you had done nothing wrong, but the insecurity was there in the back of your mind the whole night.Â
After dinner, he made slow, silent love to you and fell asleep tangled in your loving embrace. He apologized right before heâd fallen asleep, though you werenât sure what for. Youâd assumed it was for his distance that night, but then the second day was about the same, quiet throughout dinner and until you both went to bed.Â
It was the third night that he came home angry. He still didnât want to talk much, but he did bend you over the dining room table and fuck your brains out almost the second he got home. He praised you this time, letting you know how much you help him after his long days, and that was at least enough to ease some of your worry.Â
But his stress didnât ease at all through the rest of the week. Or the next. You just stayed patient and accommodating, hoping that he would adjust to the new job. But now itâs Friday night on the second week, and youâre watching his golden chest rise and fall after heâd fallen asleep early, after your love-making. Completely having forgotten about your date.Â
Youâve been looking forward to it all week, thinking about where he would take you and what you should wear as you fixed things around the house. Went through your dress options as you covered those hideously painted walls in the hall, tried to remember what restaurants the two of you had passed on the way here as you fixed the hinges on the broken kitchen cabinets.
You had everything picked out a couple of days after heâd promised to take you out. Only a few boxes from Texas have arrived so far, so you didnât have many options, but you settled on a baby pink sundress you know he likes. You even picked out accessories that came in the same box as the dress.Â
Though you wonât admit it, youâve been lonely in the house without him. Youâve powered through because it should only be this month that heâs this busy, but that hasnât stopped you from feeling a little alone. Hence picking outfits weeks before dates.Â
You really wanted to go out and make a friend or two, but Javi said he preferred if you would stay at the apartment just these few weeks so he could scope out the area. You have, because you canât deny thatâs probably smart, but it doesnât mean you have to like it. This date was going to be your first chance to get out since you moved in.Â
You try to ignore the soft ache in your chest. You know he didnât do it on purpose, and that itâs been a rough couple of weeks for him too, but it still hurts a little bit that he really didnât remember. Itâs half your fault, you suppose, that you didnât remind him. But you didnât realize you would have to.Â
You sigh and roll over, thinking about what to work on tomorrow. Maybe youâll get Javi to replace the kitchen tiles if heâs up for it. Heâd brought a lot of things to fix up the house that first weekend, but most of the stuff needs to be handled by him. He doesnât want you to hurt yourself with some of the most strenuous tasks.Â
Your eyelids start to drop closed as you hone in on your husband's rhythmic breaths coming from behind you. Maybe, you think right before you fall asleep yourself, youâll go out on your date tomorrow instead.
***** Oh, what's that? Javi's already turning into a dick? đ
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Zhys headcannons?đ gimme
okay!! this gonna be a mix of general hcs for each of them and also together.
⢠Zhysâ rivalry is very one sided. Zane genuinely hates Rhys at first, while Rhys is just confused and a little upset that Zane doesnât seem to like him very much just because the others think Rhys is more intelligent.
-> Rhys actually thinks Zane is much more intelligent than him and has a lot of experience, especially considering their both one of the oldest on the server and have progressed the most in their careers (yeah screw you im not working on their supposed ages, they are toxic old man yaoi to me). He just thinks Zane needs to learn to swallow his ego since itâs obvious his friends are just using him as the butt of the joke.
⢠Before Rhys met Zane, Aphmau talked about him like he was the world, so Rhys thought he was going to be this very sweet older man who shared some of his interests and would be a good person he could become with friends first.
-> Turns out that sweet older man only exists for Aphmau. Rhys thought the two had a thing for a while after (which wouldnât be wrongâŚ)
⢠When Rhys first joined, Aph made him stay with Zane for a while until they got his house built because âyou both like smart stuff this could work.â
-> It did not work and Rhys got kicked out the first day after Zane tried very hard to do it âjust for aphmauâ as he kept saying for himself.
⢠Rhys ended up building his house right next to Zaneâs since most of the plots were full and it also meant heâd be fairly close to Aphmau, who lives next door to Zane.
-> later when they get together, they build a little joint living area between their housesâŚneither of them want to get rid of their labs to move in with the other, so why not make a shared living space in between their own homes for the times they do want to be together.
⢠Rhys developed a crush on Zane fairly quickly, but he kept denying it. It started when in their fights Zane felt a need to be very up close and personal with himâŚand he quickly realized just how easily Zane could grab and move him around.
-> Zane actually scared Rhys the first time he picked him up by the collar in a fight, Rhys didnât think Zane was very strong considering the others called him weak. It definitely got him feeling things after through
⢠Rhys may look small next to Zane, but heâs actually one of the tallest on the server alongside Pierce. Zane is just a beast compared to everyone else (save me 6â7 Zane save me)
⢠Off the server, Zane and Rhys both work in the medical field. Zane works as an ER doctor, while Rhys is slowly working his way into switching to being a psychiatrist! He worked in finance originally.
-> basically, I like them both being nerds but I think it would be interesting if they came from different STEM backgrounds. Zane is definitely more medical with some background in physics / engineering (heâs had a million jobs, heâs a Jack of all trades but anything science related is his prime work) while Rhysâ is purely mathematics with some minor interest in psychology.
⢠Rhys accidentally psychoanalyses Zane sometimes and it actually drives him up the wall because âI KNOW IM MENTALLY ILL DONT REMIND ME!!â
⢠Bc of their work hours, Zhys usually gets on the server after long shifts. Before Rhys joined, Zane would be the only one on while others were sleeping or at work (which left others to find his insane projects in the morning). He didnât mind it at all, considering he would have 18 hour shifts where heâs surrounded by people and under stress, manâs needed the break !! But sometimes it was nice to not be entirely alone after Rhys joined.
⢠Rhys helps Zane with some of his projects. Zane ofcourse doesnât really like the idea of their being another âsmartâ person on the server, but it atleast means someone can FINALLY understand his projects and his speak in his own lingo without him having to dumb down everything he says.
⢠Zaneâs projects success rate surprisingly increased after Rhys joined. Everyone on the server thinks heâs maybe just taking himself more seriously now to one up Rhys.
-> Zane has too much pride when it comes to his work, always thinking that heâs got it perfect the first time and never takes the time to test anything or double check his work. (his doctor ego showing) Heâs also the owner of the server and always OPed, so he knows he can just fix whatever he breaks. But having Rhys around atleast means someone will be making sure he put everything in place correctly and doesnât accidentally throw the server into a disaster for the 10th time that month.
⢠Zane eventually starts to slowly accept Rhys once he realizes Rhys isnât trying to take his place on the server and that they actually work really well together in a professional setting.
⢠Zane has always been the kind of guy to develop feelings and then shove it back down because âI canât worry about that rn I have a jobâ, but itâs harder for him to ignore over time as Rhys really likes to stand close with the person heâs talking to and make good eye contact, which slowly starts to get Zane flustered once he realizes just how much Rhys really REALLY listens to him, and easily jealous when he does the same to other people.
⢠Their first kiss would definitely either be when theyâre in a fight or Kim going âoh just kiss alreadyâ when theyâre bickering and the two just pause and stare at eachother before Zane grabs his face.
-> No one thought they would actually do it and all of them scream in unison the moment Zane just kisses him aggressively bc they all just didnât see the signs except for Kim. (She knew immediately when she noticed how the way Zane and her fight are not the same as Zane and RhysâŚlike why are you getting so close to his face like that? to kiss him?)
⢠Between the two of them Rhys gets the most flustered easiest, Zane can be a hard shell to crack sometimes and he definitely uses the knowledge to his advantage.
#ches asks#aphmau#zane ro'meave#minecraft diaries#mystreet#rhys my inner demons#my inner demons#my inner demons rhys#zhys#zane x rhys#rhys x zane#aphblr
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heya! may i be âđ° anon if its not taken? (ik my user is exposed bc im gonna show a photo but ill still be an anon) thanksâş. but i have a thought to bring to the table anddd its abt jisung so you may love it or like it! but enough rabbling, let me tell you the thought.
imagine if jisung looked like this everytime you give him head. like it'll be a calm Saturday afternoon and jisung just came from being at the dorms for the week. you were in the room with Bbama laying on your chest while you play your animal chef game on your phone. jisung comes in says hi and gives hugs and kisses then gets in the shower. after his shower he puts on a sweater like black shirt on and basketball shorts. then you asked him how was practice and his day went. he told you about it and talked about him being stressed a bit and how he needed some type of relief (*wink wink*). so you put Bbame down in his bed in the living room then come back to the room and started putting up your hair. jisung is a bit confused then he realizes,your about to give him head.he watches you sink to your knees on his side of the bed then look at him "ji,if you dont mind taking your shorts off for me?" you said in your always soft voice and he immediately started taking off his shorts. you see hes left in his black briefs,then you started softly kissing the bulge in them. jisung let out a sigh as he watches you with his plump bottom lip his in mouth. after your teasing, you pull down his briefs and his 7 inches springed out and softly slapped his belly button, it was a bit girthy but the stretch felt so good when he'll enter you. his pink red-ish tips' precum oozing out, it looked delicious and your mouth started to water. the shaft slightly curving up a bit. jisung looks at you waiting eagerly for you to take him in his mouth...
(im gonna leave this here and let you do your amazing magic and make this piece of trash wayyy better. and sorry if theres mistakes and sorry again for the basically huge paragraph or more. and btw, DO NOT feel pressure to write this! totally fine with me if you just react to it and not write ;) buttt ill see if you write it or not~ bye bye! đ)
hello âđ° anon, sooo nice to have you here! AND OMG YOU DON'T GET IT HOW MUCH I THINK ABOUT THAT VLOG. your writing skills >>>, also it's pretty short but yeah
warnings: switch reader, switch hanji, oral receiving (m), praise kink, cum eating.
Your eyes are locked in his, he's looking at you so impatiently that it's driving you crazy and still need even to taste his pre-cum. "Angel please, do- do something."
Your hands travel on his thighs, as your breath hits the sensitive head of his cock, Jisung grab lightly your hair driving your mouth to him, "show some respect baby," you make fun of him â just to see his expression getting darker, his grip gets stronger.
"Give me that mouth y/n," he hisses lightly, your tongue take the way from the base of his cock towards the tip, sucking as soft as you can, his head move back as his other hand grab the sheets under him. Your lips open enough to take half of his shaft in your mouth, the moans that he's letting out are the best sound that you could ever ask. His grab on your hair get tighter when you start to move your head up and down.
"God, do not stop.." His voice gets high pitch with a whimper, you're sucking his dick so well that his toes curls for the pleasure, he feels that he's gonna explode in your throat. Your eyes start to tear up for the deep throating that your beautiful boyfriend is receiving, the saliva run down to your chin making his view blurry for pleasure. He cum in your mouth, making you moan around his shaft cause the taste it's amazing and you just can't contain yourself from swallowing every drop of it.
Jisung moan even louder as his muscles tense up for the pleasure, your eyes are closing letting the tears for the intense moment that he just felt, his hands stroke your cheeks softly as your head move slightly up from his cock. "you're.. perfect."
#han jisung#han jisung x reader#han jisung x you#han jisung skz#han jisung headcanons#han jisung x y/n#han jisung imagines#han jisung stray kids#stray kids#han jisung smut#auro answer anons#jixauro#drabble#han jisung drabbles
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Car Clean-up
Spencer reid x reader
Smut-mas Day1
Spencer has been on edge about something for the whole day, and on the drive home you finally realize what it is that bothering him.
CW- Oral Male !recviing, oral sex, smut, cussing, cum swallowing , Sub! Spencer, dorm! Reader, 18+ language and themes
Spencers leg bounces up and down as he bites the tip of his pen starring off into space.
âSpence?â You ask your boyfriend as he sits at his desk in the FBI bullpen. He doesnât answer you just continues starring.Â
You wave your hand in front of his face as he snaps out if his trance.Â
âyou alright hon?â You ask.Â
âHmm..yeah sorry.â âI donât think you blinked for 3 minutes kid.â Morgan says laughing.
âno-no sorry i was thinking.â He replies.Â
âabout?â You say sitting of the side of the of his desk crossing your legs your thighs squishing together, your tight pencil skirt ridding up ever so slightly.
ânothing.â Spencer asks too fast to be real.
âOkay everyone go home its 11 pm merry christmas.â Hotch says you smile and nod to him. you sigh hopping off the desk walking back to yours and grabbing you jacket as its cold as hell outside.Â
Jj and Emily have already left at this point.
âwhat are you two doing tonight?â Morgan asks rating his eyes brow. You roll your eyes knowing what heâs hinting at.
âDont worry iâll tell you exactly what were doing.â You say Morgan chuckles nodding waiting for answer.Â
ânone of your business.â You say he chuckles shaking his head.Â
âcome on Spence.â You say holding out your hand. He pulls his satule around his shoulders and takes your hand in his. âBye Morgan.â You say waving with your other as you and Spencer enter the elevator. He smiles waving back as the doors close. âwhat do you feel like tonight? I was gonna cook if we got home earlier but now i just wanna go out and get something.â You reply as you take off your heel becoming noticeably shorter. You hold ont his arm for stability as you do so.
He dosnt answer you making you confused is he mad at you, is he annoyed? Heâs been acting this way all day. You sigh.
âokay then iâll pick.â You sayÂ
Finally walking to the car you get in the passenger seat as he gets in the drivers. And pulls out of the parking lot on the road to home.
halfway through the drive you cant help it but ask whatâs wrong. âSpencer? Are you okay? I mean really okay because you kinda been on edge all day. I know this case we finished was hard butâŚi-if I did anything today to make you mad or annoyed im sor-â âits not youâ he cuts you off.
âItâs not you itâs meâŚReally your pull that card out of the deck..so it was something i did..â you say crossing your arms.
âNO-Yes..No..shit.â He says you feel a limb in your throat.Â
âwhat thenâŚIm sorry if i hurt youâŚâ you trail off with a screech of the tires he pulls over the car and takes you face in in his hands holding either side of your head squishing your cheeks and he kisses your lips.
after pulling away. He replies.Â
âIm in love with you!â He says you giggle nodding. âWell, i know that. I love you too.â You say youâve been together for 2 years its not the first time heâs said it.Â
âwhatâs wrong.â You say your cheeks still squished. His cheek turn pink.
âits can wait for home.â He says. Turning away from you. You frown and then it clicks. He wants you. Hes wanted you all day! Its been 2 months since youâve last had sex with your wonderful boyfriend. Not because you dont want to but because case work got in the way. And your both come home too tired to function. Morning sex was off the table bc of how early you two have to get up.Â
You form a grinch like smile, squinting your eyes. âyouâre horny arnt you spencerâŚâ you say leanIng into him. Heâs never really been good at telling you that he wants you. although its fairly easy to tell when he does. âthatâs what you were thinking about at your desk hmmâŚThe feeling of my body under your handsâŚmy lips on yoursâŚof bettter, wrapping around your-âÂ
âYES YES IM SORRY!â He blurts out. You chuckle glancing down noticing the tent in his pants just from you mentioning a few little things.
You look up at him through your lashes your eyes dark with lust now having the best idea.
You move your hand to his chest slowly moving it down his middle.
âim sorry i made you wait so long baby.â You reply kissing his cheek.Â
ây-y/n what are you-Ngh.â He groans as your hand rubs over the bulge eventually unzipping his pants and freeing his hardened cock. He hisses at the cold air around it but its subdued by your warm hand. Thank god for your tinted windows and blizzard it weather it just looks like you two got stuck on the side of the road from the snow.
âf-fuck..â he gasps as you stroke his shaft with your hand as he shifts his hips upwards into you.
you kisses his neck unbuttoning the first few buttons getting more of his skin.Â
âWhen we get homeâŚif your good that isâŚiâll let you fuck me raw.â You say into his ear before moving down and wrapping your mouth around him.
âF-fu-shit!â He gasps twitching in your mouth. You swirl your tongue around his tip, as you suck and bob your head. You move your hair out of the way.
He chuckles breathily and pulls your hair back wrapping your long locks around his hand holding it up for you. His hips buck up into you the feeling of your warm mouth around him getting to be too much just after a few minutes.Â
âFuck y/n-!â He moans out his head falling back to the seat as you deep throat him swallowing him. Then popping off him and doing it again.Â
He moans as you feel him pulse in your mouth this time cumming. You make sure to swallow him all making sure not to make a mess. He releasing his hold from your hair. You release him from your mouth smiling as his chest heaves. He looks down at you pulling your face to his kissing you. You kiss him back.
You pull away sitting back up into the seat pulling your hair up in a rubber band around your wrist.Â
âSo home?â You ask looking at him. He nods tucking himself back in his pants and speeds off.
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HI LEO!!! FnW shadow constantly rotates in my brain i literally cannot get this fish out of there << guy who is obsessed with creatures
do you have any fun little snippets of info abt him? like maybe something abt his biology or habits RAGHH SORRY I JUST THINK HE IS SO COOL ABSJHD!!!!!
HIIIIIIII RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH FISH MENTION !!!!!!!!!! lord hes swimming in my brain all the time... everytime i drink water its for Him actually, it goes up into my fishbowl skull i said it before a while ago ! but his biology is a gene splice of a bunch of marine life gerald thought would make a good lifeform ! so hes got traits of a bunch of critters, nautilus/squid propulsion via his quills and tail (though his quills dont snap shut *as* fast as his tail), flying fish back fins, jellyfish chest patch, lionfish poison in his mandibles and his 3rd 'eye' this is from a barrel eye fish and his color and feathers, and the fact that his body can become jelly enough to morph his legs into his tail comes from the blood belly comb jelly !!!
as for habits ! hes a weirdo as always dfshjbshf. he doesnt like land people bc they try to claim the sea, he especially hates things that harms the ocean. mass fishing operations, oil rigs, he'll tear them to shreds and has no problem with eating the people who were there. hes only around 100 years old but hes become infamous incredibly fast for being a ruthless creature that cannot be reasoned with! he also speaks solely with his mind, no one is sure if he can speak with his voice, or if he has one at all !
he lives very deep in the ocean almost entirely isolated, having some kind of setup i havent thought through fully ! but hes got a chaos emerald at all times with him :]! and while he is intelligent, he tends to just let himself Be Creature because he wants to! marine mobians have sophisticated methods of hunting, farming and cooking ! but he just swims around and swallows fish like a whale dfjhjhdg he bothers knuckles down in angel island regularly !! knuckles can punch so hard bc shadow used to let knuckles just punch him all the time out of annoyance, shadow used to never feel it, but now knuckles can hit hard enough to move shadow slightly ! hes also just a prick as ever sdfhhj, but hes so large that very few people ever pick a fight with him, so when he does meet a challenge hes so ready to fuck shit up >:]]]] sadly for him it never lasts long, until sonic and co i regularly think of a race scene between him and sonic, sonic on land and shadow in the water. hes so sure hes gonna win but sonic pushes thru and beats him and i . scream. he also is a very special boy and gets to communicate with Chaos regularly! he is unironically one of my most well adjusted shadows and it makes me laugh you prob know a lot of this stuff already but i hope i said something new for you !!!
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Snitey my beloved<333, they are just so cute you don't understand.
They are blush but different font! Also academics dont have cars-why bc, bc-but enjoy this as almost done with all the ships kissing
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Today was the day. He was shaking with nerves the whole day. But he had one more period to do it. He just hoped it was gonna end up with a good outcome.
He catches Itey before he goes to his next class, "W-wanna go to the movies with me Friday night?"
Itey just blinks in surprise and then smiles at him. "Gladly. Would you... well where do you want to meet then?"
"I-I can pick you up!" Snitch says quickly
âThatâll be nice. Say seven?âÂ
âYeah, Iâll be there.âÂ
âCanât wait! Bye Steven.â Itey waved.
Snitch waved back and watched as the pastel went to his next class. He did it. He couldnât believe it.Â
Snitch pedal his bike to Itey's house. He stopped a few houses away and picked a few flowers from a random bush. Snitch felt bad he didn't have a car. But maybe Itey will understand. He didnât think his parents would be out of town. Even then he doubted they would let him use it.Â
Snitch rang the doorbell and only waited for a few seconds till Itey opened the door. Itey wore a white dress with green vines as the pattern. A knitted sweater and some black flats with a white small purse. Snitch felt a blush heat his cheeks as he was only in black slacks and brown sweater with a balck blazer.Â
âWow you look amazing.â He blurted out.
Itey blushed, âWell you lookâŚgood too.âÂ
Snitch swallowed, his nerves coming back again. "Sorry we have to walk... I don't really have a car."Â
"It's okay! It's not that far to the movies, and like this we can talk more"
"Right," Snitch nods, then sees the flowers, "Oh this is for you."
Itey takes the flowers carefully, putting one behind his ear and one in his breast pocket. "Thank you. It means a lot." Itey smiled.Â
Snitch could have died right there and then but he had to finish the date. "Well I guess we shall be going." Snitch turns and holds out a hand for Itey, helping him down the stairs
Itey giggles and takes his hand, not letting go of it after swinging it between them. "Then, what movie did you want to see?"
"I thought we could see Moonlight," Snitch said as he looked at their hands intertwined.Â
"Oh my god! I was wanting to see that." Itey smiled brightly at him.Â
Snitch did the 'mistake' as to looking up and he felt his whole face turn red. Itey seemed so happy in that moment and he was glad he made him happy.
"Glad you want to see it too. I actually read the book and am excited to see how it is."Â
Itey's eyes seemed to sparkle even more. "I did too! I was so romantic." He sighed. "I hope they captured that well, I loved their relationship so much."
"Y-you like to read?" Snitch asked as excitement began to bubble up inside him.Â
"Of course! W-well, I just don't go out much and I guess, I'm just waiting for a prince to sweep me off of my feet and take me away." This time a nervous laugh and his hand gripping onto him more.
Snitch wants to say that he could be that prince but he thinks it might be a bit too early for that. "Well I am taking you away.", he jokes, not completely commiting to calling himself a prince.Â
"You are.", Itey laughs and blushes. "I'm glad you asked me out, I haven't really... been on dates before."
"How come? Anyone would be lucky to have a pretty boy with them." Snitch didn't think when he said how pretty he was.Â
âYou-you think I'm pretty?" Itey turned his head as his eyes widened from the words.
Looking away because he felt himself blush, Snitch just said: "Yeah. Always thought you were, just... with the cliques and all..."Â
Itey swung their hands between them again. "Thank you. No one ever said I was pretty before. And the cliques... it's really sad we all couldn't be friends."
Snitch hoped they wouldn't become friends, become something more; "Well we can now! I mean don't you see how everyone is going with each other.âÂ
"Yeah but most are turning out to be couples. I mean, I've talked to a few more people than just my cliques but, oh I don't know." Itey still held onto Snitch's hand but looked the other way.Â
"Would you not want to date someone else?" Snitch asked quietly, maybe he's been over his head. He should have just stayed quiet.
Itey tugged on his hand so he stopped walking. "I wanted to go with you, Snitch. I also hope we'll be friends, but I didn't say yes just because."
 "Oh" Snitch looked to the ground again. "Then I hope I won't disappoint you." They started walking again. As if nothing was happening.Â
Itey then held his hand and walked backwards, facing him. "You won't. You're really sweet already."
"Well i-... â He stops. âSorry I never got a compliment before." Snitch looked at their hands again. "Thank you,"Â
This time Itey was surprised, "Well it's the truth! You're such a gentleman."
He was pretty sure he was blushing yet again. "Thank you, I just want you to have a good time. Even if I couldn't pick you up by car."Â
"You didn't have to! I'm having fun like this." Itey squeezed his hand and then walked the right way around again
"I'm glad." Snitch smiled at him. Around the corner came the movie theater and Iteys hand gripped Snitches with excitement. At the ticket booth Snitch paid for two tickets.Â
"Snitch you didn't have too."Â
"Well I just thought it would be nice."
"Then let me pay for the snacks at least, I'll feel bad otherwise." Snitch relented and let Itey buy two drinks and a big bag of popcorn, then they got into the theater, sitting in the last row almost in the middle. Itey had gone to hold Snitch's hand again as they waited, making him feel all warm inside.
As the movie began Snitch reached for some popcorn but brushed his hand against Itey, he pulled back a little and Itey laughed quietly as he went to grab some of his own. Snitch grabbed some popcorn trying to think of a way to calm down his heart. He just tried to focus on the movie but most of the time he looked over to Itey who looked happy.
Once back home Snitch kissed Itey on the cheek and watched as Itey closed the door. He turned to grab his bike and began to pedal down the street. âYES!â He yelled into empty streets. He did it! He couldnât believe it. Snitch screamed again. Just full of happiness he couldnât believe it was real.Â
After a few more dates Snitch still didnât think it was real. Yet he was glad he got to spend time with Itey. Even shared numbers after the first date and continued to talk to him. Now they were at his house watching movies and cuddling a lot. Although neither complained.Â
Snitch wanted to kiss him on the lips but he didnât want to without Itey being uncomfortable. Maybe he was gonna stop coming over after this night. Oh god what if he did?
Itey glanced at Snitch. His brow was full of worry. Itey wanted to kiss it away. He always wanted to kiss Snitchs pink lips. They looked soft and Itey wanted nothing more than to feel it on his own pale lips.
So he decided to. âFuck itâ he thought. Itey grabbed Snitchs face gently and kissed him. He pulled back but Snitch chased after him, locking their lips together. Itey pushed him down on the bed and continued to kiss him forgetting about the movies. They had to break for air sadly but Snitch bit his lip.
âAre you sureâŚâ
âMore than sure.â Itey said with full confidence.Â
Snitch pulled him down for a kiss. Not thinking of anything other than just wanting to be here forever.Â
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people need to talk more about them istg but them! (@chaosfairy18)
#dont ask me what that kiss scene was#the more i re read it-#for some reason it was bad but im gonna keep it in??#just sobbing#newsies#92sies#1992 newsies#1992sies#newsies 1992#snitch newsies#itey newsies#snitey newsies
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do you have any tips for blowing big cocks? iâm finding that at some point itâs hard to keep up enough saliva going because i canât take it down my throat enough to like generate more, like i would do with an average sized cock. any help greatly appreciated!!! đđť
Ooo. This is a fun ask. Not sure exactly how helpful Iâll be cause I do feel like I struggle w bigger cocks at a certain point. But since itâs sounding like the goal is messy, I think I can have some tips. Idk whatâs obvious or not or whatâs even good advice so just gonna dump all my thoughts.
Iâm very a fan of gagging on cock and in my experience dont have to get it in your throat for that. Just like as far as you can manage usually is good enough for triggering for that for me. If thatâs not helpful enough, faster like thrusting lol def will make me gag more and def makes it all sloppier. Which can be fun to get to via being face fucked. So I think like being more aggressive w it all helps.
I think you do need to be a little bit more conscious of angles w bigger cocks too, so like try moving around some and like positioning yourself slightly different.
Annoyingly being hydrated is important. Iâm bad at this in general but I like make much more of an effort when I know Iâm gonna see someone. And def can make a difference.
Unless like puking is hot and your planning for that lol, I try to avoid eating anything for a while before so I donât have to worry about like too much gagging leading to being a not desired kinda of messy.
Try to avoid swallowing.
Related to the above, when I have a moment where I may take my mouth off their cock, the avoiding swallowing makes it easier to be easier to like spit or drool more to add to things.
Also pretty sure Iâve seen like TikTok adds for sprays that make your mouth water more if thatâs something that sounds helpful.
Oh and like def can be an option to ask him to spit in your mouth to help out. Havenât done that a lot since Iâm usually gonna be struggling too much w words and thinking for that to be a full thought in the moment. But could be something to bring up ahead of time.
Oo also related, could gag yourself on yours or his fingers. Now this Iâm more experienced w bc Iâve had guys occasionally switch to that for a bit when theyâre using my mouth.
#ask#ref#not sure how good of reference material but when I try to give this many thoughts I like to tag that
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please- i LOVE LOVE LOVE lance but he kinda seems like the type of guy at first to be liek âew no iâm not gonna eat you outâ or like he wouldnât kiss her after a blowjob or something like that (if he ever managed to earn one ofc) and one day she is in front of oscar with lance and she is whimpering in that way , that oscar recognizes as an urge for someoneâs mouth on her , and lance just ISNT doing it and oscar is like âare you gonna go down on her or what? sheâs begging for itâ and lance is like âoh- no i donât do thatâ and oscar is like âiâm sorry- what?â like you are here for HER pleasure not yourself donât forget. and lance gets scared because oscar is scary bf so lance goes down on her and at first he isnât used to it and itâs kinda awkward but oscar shows lance - only for bunnyâs pleasure ofc.
um literally ur right about EVERYTHING here!!!!! i dont like lance bc i think he looks like hes never tasted pussy in his life. and ur right he wouldnât kiss a girl after sucking dick. max kisses his girl before sheâs done swallowing u cannot tell me im wrong bc im not.
the only lance fic ive thought ab writing was ab him hiring a high end escort for secrecy and he falls for her HAHAH
and ur so right sheâs practically crying but she wouldnât ask for it bc she knows lance wonât do it and oscarâs like this is her favorite thing in the world why isnât she telling him to do it? why has he been fingering her for fifteen minutes?? as soon as he finds out heâs like the reason she likes max and seb is bc all they wanna do is eat her out, no fucking wonder u have to bribe her w fucking gifts ur pathetic. heâd demean lance bc like what the fuck has he been doing w bunny when heâs alone w her?? he would ban bunny from giving him head and sheâs like um do u really think i would go down on him when he wonât return the favor? u and lando taught me better. and then oscarâs laughing while teaching lance how to go down on her, bragging about how good she is at sucking cock, how desperate she is to have a cock in her mouth. teases that he feels bad lance will never know what itâs like.
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live reaction to destiel being cannon by thete
AWWW CAS HOLDING HIM AND EBING LIKE CMON DEAN IS SO SOFT BUT UGH UGH UGH
NO NO NO I RECoNGISE THIS HSOT FROM GIFS I feel the tears coming even though nothings happening yet NOPE I CANT HANDLE THIS 'then we fight' UGH I CANT NO. NO. NO ITS NOT DEAN YOU CAN DO OTHER THINGS THAN KILL everybody gonna die cast, everybody, I cant stop it DEAN UGH DEAN "shes gonna get through that door, " "I know" "and shes gonna kill you, and then shes gonna kill me" literally had to pause bc holy shit I know this score honey holding my face in my hands "I'm sorry"' UGH NO NNNONNONONONONOONONONNOONONNONOn CAS DONT DONT CS PLEAS E "I made a deal, to save him" ":"you what?" UGH PLEASE ITS SO CONCERNED" deans face please. HES LITERALLY DOING THE SPEECH imagine watching this in 2020 though "the one thing I want, I know I cant have" literally everyone who watched this as it came out ik u were loosing ur shit then ut fr I HAD TO PAUSE AGAIN BC THIS IS TOO MCUH HES SUCH A WET KITTEN "is something I know I cant have" OKAY OKAY WHY WHY R U DOING THIS TO ME CAS "But i think I know" I keep having to pause bc he smiled he fucking smield with that one smile that I cant fucking live with. "I think I know now" misha ur facial expressions are killing me. "happiness isn't in the having. it's in the being. its in the just saying it" ok so why did misha have to say this line and look like that like y does he have to rip my heart out "what are you talking about man?" I think he knows ugh I think he knows n he really fucking doesn't want to. "I know" misha please stop I want to give you every bafta " "you think that hate and anger that what drives you" " I'm crying I'm actually crying I'm on the floor sobbing "the good and the bad you have done for love " oh deans face he knows he's trying to do the math bc nah he doesn't get it but he knows what cas si saying "your the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know" y . why misha, the tear? the face?? WhY??? THE SWALLOW MISHAS SMILE
THE SUPPRESSING THE SOB BEFORE HE "LIS"YOU CHANGED ME DEAN": "why does this sound like a goodbye" "because it is" why Is mishas voice like that why because he's not pretending anymore because every pretense is collapsing "I love you" I LITERALLY PAUSED THREW MY CHROMEBOOK ON MY BED GOT UP AND HELD MY SELF AGAINST THE DOOR WITH MY HEAD IN MY HANDS IVE SEEN THIS BEFORE I KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT STILLi cant I cant I cant I cant THE SWALLOW "don't do this case" its so gentle, its so soft, he I cant THE FCE WHEN HE SEES THE EMPTY DEANS SO FUCKING UGH WDYM "cas" THATS SO SOFT I CANT "goodbye dean" his voice is back to normal, he pushes dean across the room WITH THAT DMAN HAND PRINT AND HE LOOKS AT THE EMPTY AND FUCKIGNG SMILES
Im so done DEANS GASpS AND HOW HE JSUT. UGH. HES JUST SITTING THERE. that man didn't answer to his brother what do you mean it wasn't recipocated what do you mean. he's literally holding his head in his hands, NAH I'm sorry that is not how someone reacts when someone they're not In love with tells you they loves you then dies. he didn't answer to *sam*
#people were like dying and shit but I don't care#actual yeah i do donan what#i miss you#literally everyones gone#i dont care#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#destiel is canon#im so fucking done#i cant do this#im dead#spn 15x18#15x18#15x18 despair#supernatural 15x18#I like how they cut to an important#plot point right after like#âyep all the destiel shippers are gonna be able to process this lmaoâ#ahhahahaahahahaha#I'm done#I hate this so much#I watched it three times#wdym cas never shows up again#I'm fucking done
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First of all, wishing you all the best of luck on your assessmentđđđđ
Second, mad agree with you on the hair post likeđ
Third, coming from a lower middle/middle class area, i have never met a single person who was financially "normal" to this area or on the poorer side who would dare throw their electronics like chan has before. Even if they got richer later, old habits die hard, and you learn the value of money. I mean, I've seen people toss or flip their phone softly when bored, but never that hard or with a laptop or something, holy shit. You can tell a lot about someone by their interactions with not only people, but everything. The amount of times i watched an idol and went "đŤľrich kid attitude" is kinda funny. And i totally agree with all the asks that came in between you and your mutuals and some anons, skz are all mad hardworking, but i dont think you can or should ignore or cover up the fact that they had the financial help and the resources to learn more and give them an advantage above the rest both personally amx through jype. Its kinda like college acceptance imo. And YES creatively free with many many many restrictions. Not even talking about k-idols, normal musicians have talked about the restrictions and requirements they need to have for their appearcance and the songs they released, i can only imagine being an idol is just exponentially demanding and restrictive. Their real voice is there, but it's smaller than a lot of stay think. Hayley Kiyoko talked about her company (label?) Not wanting her to write anymore songs about girls and Colbie Caillet has a whole song about her frustration that her label wanted her to write more love songs.
*incoherent noises* i could go on forever, but my god, cortana, play "we dont believe whats on tv" by twenty one pilots
And oh my god, i wish fandoms lighten up some. Its okay to not like everything every artist or show or whatever you like comes out with. It may even be healthy to not. When you love someone, youre not gonna let them keep fucking up and then you go "youre doing amazing sweetie", no, you have to tell them that they fucked up so they are aware of their mistakes and get better. Im pretty sure i read somewhere that skz mentioned thats what they prefer anyways. Sure its gonna hurt, especially since so much heart and hope, and hardwork went into it, but if its not good, its okay to admit that and that goes for every relationship ever. And if they dont wanna listen, then, thats on them.
Im really loving all the reality checks on here recently and i havent even ranted on about "i like it" yet lmao
thank you baby!!!! and tbf, i think they could look good in absolutely any hair color or hair style. except i never want to see christopher in another fully-red moment again. his lil red highlights or whatever he had recebtly for the mv were cute, but i'm not here for the full red like leave that man alone đ
i was talking to one of my moots about this a little bit, so i'm actually glad you brought it up... but idk it's kind of embarrassing(?) idk for me to talk about so please bear with me im queasy lol. i was never some like super spoiled-brat rich kid or anything, but growing up i would say my family was very well-off or privilged maybe? idk it's kind of awkward to talk about bc i don't want people to feel certain ways about me but yeah. i think when you are in that kind of position, it's so easy to not even realize how advantaged you are. like there's that mentality of "oh i'm such a hard worker and that's how i've gotten here" when really, as uncomfortable as it is to admit, you don't *actually* know how far you would've gotten if you'd done it ALL on your own. not relying on anyone else... and not knowing if "just you" is good enough is a veryyyy hard pill to swallow- aka why most people disregard their privilege even being brought into the equation. it's easier to just pretend it doesnt exist. hence, i guess, why we love to think of SKZ coming up from nothing... it's just so easy to fall into that trap. and i feel like even the skz members fall into that trap themselves
unfortunately, that is the biggest drawback of being a kpop idol. in a way, you can't even be your full self anymore. which is sad. like not only do you not have full control of your own music (which is supposed to be your livelihood), but you don't even have control over how you're perceived. i talk a lot ab how i wish i could hang out with the guys behind the scenes, just to see what they're REALLY like... and when you think about it, that's kind of sad. i consume so much SKZ content, but even with all of that, it's very apparent that we don't know how they are when the cameras cut off. everything we see of them is specifically controlled by their team... except for things like bubble ofc and we see what that has revealed to us about chris lol. it's just so sad, but then again, it's exactly what they signed up for. (bonus points to u for the twenty one pilots reference though my god how i love them)
it's definitely not healthy to tell someone that they're amazing and perfect in every way and agreebwith absolutely everything they say. that's not helping anything. there's obviously a lot of stays who felt uncomfortable with the song, but imagine if no one said anything??? like literally everyone was too scared to say it and everyone just went along with it. theyd have a whole new comeback w songs ab not fucking liking you and just wanting to fuck and shit đ which like, power to them, but stays would just be playing themselves at that point lol
haven't ranted on "i like it".... YET?!?! oh lord, i'm strapped in and ready đđđđ
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hibiya and takane at the end of the novels let me talk for a secondđđđđđđđđđok erm novel spoilers duh
takane and hibiya werent at the lab with clearing and the rest bc they couldn't rly help (takane is doing shit as ene but if they took her body itd just be something the dan has to carry and as for hibiya in my sick twisted mind hibiyas thing is not ONLY cuz he cant help bc his powers take too much energy but its also bc the dan is trying to act like responsible older siblings and deciding hibiyas too young to be put in danger...sobsob. like it means a lot that hes the only one to survive aside from seto and mary. it's also funny how seto and mary are having an ugly crying party and hibiyas there like đ) its a good team cuz ene can report back to the dan everything hibiya is seeing with his powers and hibiya can report to takane too *goes insane* its such a funny duo takane tasked as the worlds awfulest babysitter. you know in cartoons when the babysitter just ignores the kids and talks on the phone. hibiya and takane being teamed up together is literally that. except she goes inside the phone and all their friends are dying but thats a detail.
(also it hurts so much too bc of the whole haruka&konoha thing. the 2 characters most closely related to haruka and konoha being stuck together *my descend into madness is complete*)
i think their chapter together was interesting it made me poke my eyes out bc hibiya has to tell takane shintaro is dead and he's like OUGH...I DONT WANNA BE THE ONE TO TELL HER HER BEST FRIEND IS DEAD.. and then takane has a "weird" reaction, like basically doesnt break into tears or anything. and i know its because she had apparently discussed the possibility with shintaro previously (id kill to have read that convo. normal shintaka convo post reveal *shakes fist*) but the way she kind of tries to comfort hibiya in her own weird way and the whole thing being hibiyas pov its so clear she's trying to keep it together in front of him bc he's just a kid. and not only that but she says he reminds her of SHINTARO so she's like. ough ofc she acts like that. just by how she was as ene to shintaro she is being to hibiya rn to make him feel better. she knows she will die when she says goodbye to him after that as ene. IM GONNA PUKE
(she's... like so mature in her own stupid way. it rly hurts when in the following chapter when she's like on her way to die/just died she thinks abt how helpless she was and how she couldnt do anything even though she had just comforted hibiya and sacrificed herself for seto and marys sake. *bangs head against wall* TAKANEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!)
anyways i had all those thoughts bc i was like so since in novel route takane dies as ene... is her physical body also swallowed by the daze?? or is it just her soul, and when she's in the daze later its a haruka situation and both of them only have their consciousness kinda walking around as opposed to everyone else who is there with physical bodies? if that happened then hibiya would just be left on the roof of a random building with a corpse.
either way F for hibiya bc its either he's alone with a corpse or he gets jumpscared by another dimension opening and eating up the body. i do think her body gets swallowed tho and she just looks like ene in the daze cuz thats what she looks like in her mind (she's only been back in her physical body for like a day before this so lol)
either way. hc time but like. i just imagine hibiya realising takane isnt Really sleeping anymore and she Really wont wake up and Wow she doesnt have a pulse and even if he doesn't know her well, he is a kid and she is the adult that was keeping him company. so he kind of loses his mind. i feel so bad for him, what happened to him after takane leaves him??? bc we dont see him again til the end.
like even if he was technically already alone on the roof cuz takane was away as ene anyway, he knew she'd come back. but now shes NOT WAKING UP. he's looking at all this happen, all the people he's met in the last 2 days are dying one by one, the hope to find hiyori seems more and more ridiculous as the hours go on, konoha has been taken over by something Bad and is doing Bad things to people, he doesnt know if momo will be safe, its the middle of the night and he's in a city he doesnt know and the person, the adult, THE FRIEND supposed to be with him is NOT WAKING UP!!! i just imagine this little guy sobbing on takanes body begging her to wake up because he doesnt know how to get back to the hideout from here!! he doesnt know where he is!!! hey!! wakeup!! dont leave me by myself what am i supposed to do!!! and screaming when the daze swallows the body and hes just left alone for real. lol. anyways hows everyone doing
#kagevinnie#hibiya...you little guy... u go thru so much.#erm. im so normal#headcanons#should i put in main tags like girl i wasnt...planning on writing such a long post honestly#kagenalysis#hibiya amamiya#takane enomoto
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Hello!! I may not be making much sense, but in my defence, i just woke up and had a very cool dream, which is what i'm here about!
I had the very good idea of going to sleep after watching a playthrough of Bloodborne bc Bloodborne is very sexy, and my brain cooked a weird dream about it! And obviously, bc i am obsessed with Obikin, it super was about Obikin. And i just wanna talk about it before i forget or something!
I hope im making sense, but anyways here we go:
So, Anakin is half Force, bc Child of the Force and all that, which means he's very normal (in Anakin way, so not normal by normal). But sometimes he looks very weird or feels very weird, but you can't place how, weirdly uncanny and all that. Anyways, weird. And when he is very angry or emotional, he becomes very scary, and its very hard to look at him, he doesn't change or anything, but he hurts your eyes, kind of like a very bright light might. And the strongest in the force you are, the easiest it is to see (like the insight mecanism in the game) him as he is, which i cant describe bc i couldn't see in my dream.
Obi-wan noticed the pattern obv, but cannot look at him too long and stuff idk i dont very remember that.
There was a part, it was during Mortis arc i think? idk. And so, there was the Father, the Daughter and the Son. And there spawned the Mother, which was the Force, as in the whole force, represented by the Mother, which looked like something i cannot even describe bc dream. And she went to get Anakin back, bc she always wanted a kid, and never could have one, but she found a way to make one by using a human woman (Anakin's mother) and now she wants him!
And Obi-wan very much doesn't want the Force to steal him away, bc that's his Padawan, and he very much wants him there, with him, until forever probably, so he kinda negociates with the weird ass eldritch-monster-thing about it. He said things, which were very sexy and that i forgot, but it was basically about how Anakin was gonna die someday anyways and she can have him then but not a second sooner, bc once he's dead he's gonna be hers for eternity but now he's definitely Obi-Wan's. It was all very sexy.
I also remember that the Mother laughed and hugged him (Obi-Wan) with her weird not-arms, made him swallow something (forcefully) and then released him, and when he stopped choking on the thing (it was liquid, looked carmine red but gold at the same time?? i think it was blood) he looked at the Mother again and could see her somehow (still can't describe her bc i wasnt him so my dream didnt let me see :") ) and he heard her say "you can have him as long as you're alive, but as soon as you die, ill come get him", so now he has to stay alive to keep Anakin.
Also i think the Mother's blood that she made Obi-Wan drink raised his midichlorian count, so now when Anakin does his weird shiny angry thing, he can look at him without bleeding from the eyes or something.
Also i think there was a part about how the brighest lights cast the darkest shadows, Palpa-thing trying to corrupt Anakin, and Obi-Wan being able to literally see the corruption, and do something about it.
Gods i hope it makes sense.
Anyways i love you, i hope you're having a good day!
ahhh i wish my dreams were half as vivid or descriptive!!
this feels like perfect eldritch anakin vibes + plus a somehow becomes immortal obi-wan just so no one can take his padawan from him because i think he'd do something like that through accidental spite
i mean if anyone could defy the force through sheer willpower, it may be obi-wan idk
#asks#this was sent a lil while ago but i hope you still remember this dream!!#i think its cool as all get out tbh#obikin
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