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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 2 months ago

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his therapist woulda had a field day at their next appointment

#my art #doodle #fanart #resident evil 8 #ethan winters #i think its so funny that he has a journal in re8. not only does he have a journal but he illustrates it. i dont know if capcom intended to #imply that ethan stops every now and then to jot down the horrors and the hour that the horrors occur my guess is prolly not #but now its there and it makes me laugh. i shouldnt laugh at his mental health journey but i am anyways #shoutout to people who journal i wish i was you but instead i draw a guy feelin my emotions for me #but im so happy the sun goess away at 5pm. truly immaculate. i miss snow. but we stay chillin #i made more dear diary doodles but these were my favs n they went well together #i changed the entry in the 2nd one though cause i thought it was funnier to me this way #i cut my hair too short again im not even sad about it anymore like whatever man #at least its out of my way. and my shower was SO fast i got to stand there 5ever and it was still only like 15 minutes #fantastic. there are so many joys in life. theres twice as many horrors but the joys are definitely there and they are definitely joyful #anyways thats the post stay warm n cozy out there gang

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abstractfrog · 3 months ago

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Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Sherlock Holmes! Here's a litttleee celebratory comic from me

#sherlock & co #sherlock and co #writing these tags on the 29th of september #which is when john and sherlock ACTUALLY met <3 #so there you go #uh once again shout out to candy for letting me talk through some of my processes #it helps immensely and i really wanted to be sure i was getting across what i wanted to with this one #speaking of which - usually i yap a lot in the tags of these bcus i love talking about art #for this one...im not sure i want to comment too much #because i'll be here forever and i think most things can speak for themself #but let me say this one thing #for the first five pages i was drawing john on paper and sherlock on the computer exclusively #and then bringing them together..#uh it really made me think of paul and harry. recording on opposite sides of the world. brought together by the power of editing #its not a particularly emotional scene but i hope ive infused it with. something.#anyway thats it from me #if u want to ask about any particular aspect i would love to yap about the process but i'll just leave it here for now or i'll never shut u #happy 1 year podpals #patsart #oh yeah i will say i did have to take quite a bit of liberty with the audio in order to do what i wanted. forgive me #or dont idc

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lilybug-02 · 1 month ago

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The plot thickens!

Bug Fact: The Currant Clearwing Moth is a moth that mimics wasps and have see-through wings to complete the illusion. Pictures Below.

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ruporas · 2 months ago

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biting throughout october + halloween costumes (ID in alt)

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #tw blood #ruporas art #happy freaky halloween!!! i hope u guys had a good halloween :3 #i dont have anything smart to say here aside from anything about the vampire au that haunts me yearly #brain cycling through the numerous ways vw could bite each other? when will i get tired of drawing it!!!!#also halloween costumes.... shoutout to my insta followers that had very cute suggestions #i had fun doodling their little outfits. i fear broom vash is a favorite of mine. his straw ass hair

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xxplastic-cubexx · 28 days ago

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personal happiness or what the fuck ever

bonus:

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #professor x #magneto #jeans here too but ssh #snap sketches #i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i #so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic #i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now #which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again #LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me #maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw #anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone #i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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domain expansion

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 264 #yuuji #help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again #I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY #god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad #but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better #anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper #yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3 #a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED #the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all #i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room #i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch #btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun #anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy

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divinemach1ne · 1 year ago

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some skystar stuff because i think about them constantly ( there will be more unsurprisingly )

also under the cut is the first drawing recoloured to be shattered glass skystar cause. yeah. i need them to be happy

#skystar #skyfire #starscream #starscream x skyfire #jetfire #shattered glass #transformers #transformers g1 #transformers fanart #im genuinely not normal about them #you dont even know #earthspark please have something with them im begging. please #LET THEM BE HAPPY IN ANY CONTINUITY I BEG!#art general

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cosmicredcadet · 9 months ago

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enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.

#aro #aromantic #ace #asexual #aroace #loveless aro #loveless #non-partnering #nonpartnering #non partnering #nonamorous #aplatonic #enough of amatonormative tropes in media!!! enough 'you're miserable without love' stories!!!#less “you're too focused on ambitions to make you happy that you dont let yourself fall in love”#more “you're too focused on finding love to make you happy that you wont let yourself live”#more “there is so much more to life than love and so much more that can bring your happiness if you just let yourself experience it.”#maybe I should write this story #and when i say love i mean all love. not just romantic love.#which is why i tagged aplatonic too #while i mostly see this trope in terms of romantic love i think there's something to be said about #telling stories where people are perfectly content alone too #it doesn't have to be sad or pathetic to not have friends by choice. they dont have to be a miserable person to not have friends #i think we need more variety in stories where it shows people just content in their lack of love or relationships in all shapes #not everyone wants a family not everyone wants friends not everyone wants a partner not everyone wants love #some of us are content without. that should be explored without the need to fix it.

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maskerat · 4 months ago

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yes, I've watched the video. now this man is my new hyperfixation. expect more art of him soon I suppose.

#maskerat art #turbo #turbo wir #wir turbo #turbo tastic #turbotastic #turbotime #wreck it ralph turbo #turbo wreck it ralph #may i just say the video was such perfect enrichment for my stupid autistic brain #i swear i analyse every content i watch/consume but sadly am restricted most of the time #so watching a 2 hour vid about some disney villain having all the little details #made me rlly happy and content 👍#digital art #illustration #but NOW im horribly hyperfixed on this idiotic man #i dont know what i see in him lmfao

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nenoname · 24 days ago

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made a rough edit of the mystery shack family with their post series (but pre stan o war 2) looks!!!

#honestly it was something that bugged me for a bit kdjsjjssks #but also soos' letter seems to have him get the suit by tbob so it was sorta acknowledged?#ford's dramatic photo with j3 has to be pre twins bday too cos thats when he yeeted it into the pit #gravity falls #ford pines #stanford pines #stan pines #stanley pines #mabel pines #dipper pines #soos ramirez #wendy corduroy #the book of bill #rip mabel for not getting something new dkdjsksmsm #truly balancing out her making a new sweater every day #i was wondering if i shouldve given stan one of his other clothes but!!! i'm lazy!!!#maybe i'll do it later!!!!!#just pretend he has his golf war fit on!!!!#he's still helping out around the shack while everyone gets used to soos in charge dont worry about it!!!!#about the j3 photo now im just thinking that its either a commemorative pic just before they tossed it away or #mabel had ford do a photoshoot so she'd have more photos of him in her scrapbook #anyway whenever i remember ford called the fam his happiness i turn into a blubbering mess

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whollyjoly · 9 months ago

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i want the whole SEASON of bucktommy

i want buck being wooed - flowers and being taken out and a little protective hand on the small of his back

i want to hear all the soft ways tommy can say evan and the look on buck's face when he does

i want to see them at tommy's karaoke trivia place because holy shit buck would love it (and didnt oliver say that we're getting buck singing this season cause uhhhhh)

i love that this is such a fling, such a happy thing for buck - he is finally feeling that puzzle piece click into place and it is freeing

and i cant wait to see all the small ways we see that play out!!!

let buck be happy challenge 2k24!!!!

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naturecalls111 · 1 month ago

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#jerejean #fanart #all for the game #jeremy knox #jean moreau #FIRST TIME I DREW JEAN MOREAU EVERYONE BE NICE TO ME #i specifically gave him a haircut in this because last we know his hair is still uneven #so this is the product of catlaila having taken him to a barber and surprising Jeremy with Jean (undercut) instead of Jean (Uneven)#EYE think its charming ... but it also implies Post Sunshine court events so.#I'm a happy gal im a happy girl i like to think happy things #yes that IS bark bark on the sweaters #yes Jeremy DID get them custom made #yes it WAS a ridiculous price #YES IT WAS WORTH IT STOP ASKING JEREMY THAT!!!#anyway. I will probably do catlaila and sethison #aaanndd danmatt and nickyerik version of this as well #jurys out on andreil because i dont believe they would participate in matching sweaters #OUT OF FESITIVITY RELATED STUFF RATHER THAN GENERAL MATCHING #like do they gaf about christmas like that... idk.....#but we shall see.#other fandoms #other fandoms: all for the game

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heartorbit · 5 months ago

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catch us if you can! ☆

#the drawings that made my ipad scream in agony #project sekai #polysho #polysho week 2024 #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #pjsk #prsk #proseka #colorful stage #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #and tbh theyre pretty overt so #emukasa #ruinene #emks walk into a store in plain clothes and see rui and nene and emu goes Tsukasakun its the detectives we have to hide !!!!!#and tsukasa goes heh.. no need emu.. without our genius disguises snd hair extensions on they wont recognize a thing!!!#(both talking at 200db) (nene voice) Are they stupid?#ruis just a bit too happy about being consistently outsmarted to notice. emks is only winning at phantom thievery by looney tunes logic tho #Emukasa are just team rocket-ing it. and wxs miku much like the detestable Meowth #POLYSHOW WEEK IS KILLING ME AND I ONLY DID 2 DAYS #i drew this whole thing literally just bc i wanted emu in the phantom thief suit. everything else was secondary #my petition to abolish the costume gender lock #I NEVER WANT TO LOOK. AT ANY OF THESE FUCKING OUTFITS EVER AGAIN. EVERRRR. NIGHTMARE DRAWING.#COUGHS UP BLOOD AND GOES TO LESVE THE ROOM BUT I HIT MY HEAD ON THE DOORFRAME AND BLACK OUT.#this is gonna be a bitch to post on instagram with it's Stupid fucking Crop. Guh #FUCK I FORGOT TO PUT THE SHADOW ON THEIR STUPID HANDCUFF LINK dont care dont feel like it [coughs up more blood

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electronicmail · 3 months ago

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Firefox-official vs electronicmail

Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby

okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing

#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me #but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy #don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already #i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it #i would like to stick around #because i loved posting #and i get that you’re just having fun #but i’m making an example of you #less than a month vs five years #‘household name’ firefox official #spent five years building that thing #and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting #and then i’m here again #not home #i know you all feel bad enough for me already #but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different #we were HAPPY #WE WERE SO HAPPY #Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial #but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious #a total mood killer i know #i just dont know how to proceed exactly #because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad #and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious #i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

#like curly is very much does his job goes home takes care of self repeat i dont think hes like an asocial person but he doesn't take the tim #time to indulge in himself the way he thinks hes a bigger picture guy so as long as nothing is disrupted hes relatively okay even if its #slowly chipping away at him and making him feel hollow like he thought space was endless that he could never reach a point of feeling finis #he never had to predict what to do after the end and suddently he realizes there was no end to it because there cant be an end to nothing #hes accomplished so much objectively but hes done nothing with his life outside of his work like he mentions no hobbies other friends or an #thing of the sort he doesn't even feel like he can vent it cause what? hes complaining about how hard it is to get promoted to have securit #in a job you hate and a position that keeps weighing you down like I feel like if he explained himself at the party and didn't let Jimmy t #talk for him hed actually have made points the others would get cause even if they envied his position he still is justified in being unhap #not everything that you think would bring you happiness does or fulfills even a small part of that desire #idk hes a lot more fucked in the head but like towards himself than people realize like how he lets Jimmy treat him is indicitive of that i #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #curly mouthwashing

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uncharted-constellations · 3 months ago

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~You were just a kid too, huh~

Again, I refuse to make adult mm link edgy sorry.

#tloz #link #majoras mask #ocarina of time #art #my art #redesign #loz redesigns round 2 #i did oot link as 17 vs mm in his mid 20s #because again oot link is always called adult link and hes just not #but yes oot link is designed to look somewhat manicured #forced to grow up in the idealized form of the fairy boy turned solider as decided by the sages #whereas mm link looks more organic and scrounged together #i gave him a smaller sword inspired by the forest dweller one in b-tw/t-tk #vs the giant biggoron sword which he probably might own but probably isnt carrying around #or the heroes sword in t-p #he also has more white streaks in his hair from fierce deity/rampant time travel abuse #but yes i dont think this link is as angsty as t-p implies #while he might have some regrets about legacy i feel like it just kinda throws out mm #for him to have not kinda figured himself out enough to live a happy life #and rather that he probably just died a bit on the younger end #maybe late 50’s early 60’s

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