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I love Tumblr because nothing matters here truly. There are no influencers. Having followers doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a site where people post their sporadic thoughts and rb pretty pictures. Anyone who thinks any of this matters is woefully missing the point
#I joined tumblr for the aesthetics and now I’m here bc it’s the most low pressure social media to be on#Instagram is ppl’s highlight reel but Tumblr is where u see their pure thoughts unobstructed and I adore that#It’s very nice to have people to relate to and is def the main appeal to me but I don’t think there’s much more to it than that genuinely#Monetization on tumblr isn’t a thing and probably won’t be so it feels stupid to put more stake than necessary in it. Like you’re in the#Trenches over tumblr of all things. Embarrassing#I know chronically online people exist bc I have seen them in my or somebody else’s inbox but imagine waking up at 70 one day and the#Realization hitting u like a freight time that u wasted all ur time thinking tumblr. TUMBLR. This dying website. Has enough weight for u to#be sending anon hate or reviewing ppl’s blogs like they’re some kind of product. Brother this is licherally tumblr#I choose to laugh at this behavior than take it seriously bc absolutely no one is driving me crazy on my OWN blog. On tumblr dot com.#I refuse#I will do whatever I want forever etc
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ryan bergara vs. compliments, a long running battle.
#watcher#watcher entertainment#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#shane ryan steven#shane and ryan#besties fr#we are watcher#pod watcher#watcher pod#watcher podcasts#he’s so me#well kinda#i love being given compliments but i hate accepting them if that makes sense?#because every time somebody gives me a compliment i want to tell them “i don’t deserve that”#but like it’s rude to argue with them about it cause i don’t want to undermine and disregard how they think of me#or seem attention seeking#but i also don’t want them to think i’m cocky by accepting compliments 😭#but i never bring this up cause I do indeed like being complimented#🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️#anyone else like this? lmfao
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Halloween BA Spoilers
Hey, so this post? You know that one? THROW IT AWAY!
OH MY GOD THIS TWIST MAKES THIS ALL SO MUCH MORE FUN! Not that yanderes aren’t fun but THIS IS SO GOOD HOLY SHIT! THEY’RE FREAKS!!! /affectionate
Side note: Mans is HUGE! He said he was able to wrap his entire fist around date guy’s neck while choking him! He could have been exaggerating but I choose not to believe that because GIANT SCARY DEMON MAN?!? HELLO?!?! The monsterfucker in me is in love. I’ll be your sweetie anyday Mr. Azmidi 😏💖🫦
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted caller#redacted azmidi#poly.damn.ory#I still stand by my original post in the context of like what we knew at the time#but oh my god this is hilarious#meet me at Applebees mr fear demon 💖#I want to draw them SO BAD now but I have to go to work#tomorrow. tomorrow when I get home I’ll draw them#fuck sleep I don’t need that shit#poor date guy tho#got dragged into somebody else’s foreplay and not even in a fun way#sacrifices must be made I guess
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All right, another question for the group: Any moments come to mind of someone surviving being stabbed by a lightsaber somewhere nonlethal, like the person wielding it missed their mark? (Specifically a stab wound, there’s plenty of evidence of people surviving slashes/decapitations)
Follow-up question, does that particular scene/media where it happens feel like it cheapens the severity of lightsabers in general? Does it feel unsatisfying for somebody to be able to recover from that, or is it a matter of it being frustrating because the aftereffects of the wound and the recovery time don’t feel like there are enough consequences for it to still feel like a serious injury? I.e., someone gets stabbed and is up walking around just a few days later, or the medical care they receive has them up and going again and it feels like it was barely an inconvenience? Basically, if I give it enough impact will you let me get away with it without backing out of the fic 😆
#I don’t even know how to tag this#I feel like tagging it with fandom tags just to get more people to see it muddies up those tags and I don’t want to bother people#You though#You all signed up to see me talk out my thoughts#Basically I’m writing a climactic battle where somebody untrained stabs someone else with a lightsaber#But I need the victim to survive long enough to get medical attention#and live beyond that#But I don’t want to make lightsabers themselves seem less effective as a weapon you know?#Like I don’t want to take away from the gravity of a lightsaber wound because I feel like that breaks some of the rules of the universe#and for it to happen at the climax of a fight/story I need it to be believable#The specific injury is them being stabbed off center of the abdomen but not run through#Definitely enough to do damage and basically take them out of the rest of the fight#But not enough they can’t like. limp forty feet to the getaway ship#hmm new tag for these kinds of posts ->#brainstorming hour
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been thinking of Hobie humming or quietly singing lullabies to help his friends sleep during a rough night without even realizing he’s doing it sometimes. He always falls asleep last despite being constantly tired so he’s just watching them all calm down as he sings and have a few hours of peace from his singing, and it becomes a subconscious habit at some point, and he can’t explain the feeling it gives him, just saying he feels “full”, but there’s no weird disconnect from him having spider-powers and not his friends, there’s no haunting feeling of their efforts never being enough, there isn’t any sort of butterflies or fire lighting inside of him, it’s all super mundane, yet these moments are where he feels the most fulfilled, very “full”
#by friends i mean like his comic friends#thinking of Hobie pulling someoen to rest their head on his chest and humming. heartbeat plus humming = nothing else exists in that moment#hobie loves doing boring shit so much you don’t get it. it’s been ages since he’s been able to do fuck all . to do something useless#something that won’t really change anything ever for anybody . like he would give anything for a moment to go sit in a bench in a park#he’s fighting for people who also want that and he knows he’s probably gonna die before he gets that chance to do that#so like . just humming to somebody and they fall asleep. he’s doing something so mundane. he needs to take care of a plant so badly.#when i think of him i get so ill#hobie brown#spider punk#spiderpunk#m&m posts
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Imagine thinking a song is ruined because of TikTok. Pathetic. Awwww, a gen z baddiecore girly made a dance video to Custer or The Summoning so now you don’t like them???? You are weak.
#sleep token#slipknot#metal#I love both of those songs#and I’m not going to let someone else’s enjoyment of them ruin it for me#because why would somebody else’s enjoyment of it ruin it for me#like I kind of get it because metal is often looked down upon by the mainstream#and seeing somebody who may follow the mainstream more liking something that isn’t may feel kind of wrong#but like#to let it ruin your experience of the thing is just silly#let the tiktok youth have fun you don’t have to look at them if you don’t want to
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Here’s a little fanfic snippet because I was shipping Cariad with @rene-hl-trashcan’s baby boy Riz
Ship: Cariad x Riz
warnings: tooth rotting fluff
WELCOME HOME
“Rizy, Rizy, where are you- I’m all sat here waiting for yo-Riz!” Cariad had been swinging her legs childishly on the porch, saying her rhyme in a sing-song voice as she waited for Riz to come home- before she saw his familiar figure coming down the path home. She immediately hopped off the porch and ran up to him, hugging him tightly. He absolutely dwarfed her- him being 6”4 and her being a mere 5”3. “Mmmm, hi there ghost boy!” She said excitedly, tugging at his sleeve to indicate she wanted him to bend down so she could smother him with kisses. The dark haired mans eyes softened at the sight of the sweet girl who was the embodiment of sunshine. He gave her a gentle head pat before bent down with a small chuckle so she could kiss him. Once on his forehead, once on each cheek, once on his nose, his chin, his eyebags and finally his lips. He picked her up like she weighed nothing more than a child and carried her inside.
Once they got inside, she slipped from his arms and helped him take his coat off before she noticed a rip. She ran her finger along the tear and felt something damp. “Riz…” she started, before she noticed the large bleeding gash down his arm. “Ekrizdis Mors! What happened?!” “Cariad Mors, I dunno, some asshole jumped me with a knife, I didn’t think it was a big deal.” He shrugged nonchalantly. Typical Riz. Since he couldn’t feel pain, he often underestimated his injuries. “It is a very big deal, actually!” But Cariad was hogwarts matron so she knew the severity of it. She lead him to the couch and sat him down before getting her wand from the kitchen. She sat on his lap, straddling him, as she took his arm in her hands, murmuring a healing incantation and coaxing some wiggenweld down his throat. “Are these ‘assholes’ still with us?” She asked lightly as she kissed up the scabbing injury. He gave a rare chuckle and rolled his eyes, “of course not.” He started absently playing with her fingers, before taking off his gloves and raising her hand to his lips, trailing sweet kisses along her hand and fingers- starting with her knuckles and trailing down the middle of her fingers, crimson eyes locked on her light green-bordering blue-ones. Cariad was practically swooning, unable to stop her blush. “Ghostie…” she said weakly, before noticing how he payed extra attention to her ring finger and her heart gave a flutter. “What is it, my dear?” He asked without ceasing his assault on her hand. “I love you.” She whispered. His eyes widened a little before softening- they were so hopeless for eachother. Sunshine, and a boy moments from death. He looked so beautiful to her, his pale face illuminated by firelight. His eyes fluttered closed in peace as she pressed her hand to his cheek. Cariad gently caressed it with her thumb. “I love you too…” he murmured back, pressing a kiss to her forehead. Cariad hummed in contentment. She adjusted on his lap and cuddled into him, the moment just peaceful and domestic. She always wore her hair in those little girl pigtails, held together with light green ribbons. Once they’d started dating, Cariad had tied one of her ribbons around his wrist. She was currently tracing the satin around his wrist absently and tenderly. Everything she did for him was tender.
THIS IS ONLY PART 1 DW WE HAVE MORE PLOT BUNNIES
#Enjoy this when you wake up bae#I hope I did Riz justice.#You can continue it or make any changes you want.#They’re so freaking in love#Stole Sebastian’s girl from another universe#Cariad Faiythe#Ekrizdis Mors#hl mc#hogwarts legacy#fanfic#fanfiction#is it really an MC is you don’t ship it with somebody else’s Mc?
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I NEED TO RAIL A FEMBOY RIGHT NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️
#i love femboys#i may be asexual but i am a massive fucking simp#like I don’t want to rail a femboy but somebody needs to rail a femboy in my honor‼️#gayrds impregnate that man#sex is WEIRD#unless someone else is doing it 😏#I’m a women btw
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no okay but in the last few weeks i’ve met/learned about three different lovely couples happily married for >30 years and the secret for all of them was not meeting/getting married until their 30s when they both already had their individual lives figured out… THAT’S the validation that i’m onto something that i needed
#i’m literally SO busy that i couldn’t POSSIBLY date rn#but also like… i don’t even really WANT to??#i’m not ready for serious partnership yet and i don’t want to waste my time with anything else#because i can’t do casual - i’ve tried and i can’t#i’d rather get my life to a place where i’m happy with it and find somebody who fits with THAT version of me#i do not want to be tied down or limited when i’m young and need to be open to every opportunity#i want something mature when i’m older that will work long term#ALL THE RESPECT to the high school sweethearts out there who have made it work#but that could NOT be me#high school me was uh��� NOT someone whose relationship instincts i trust#and most folks at my high school were also pretty immature so i can definitely do better lol
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I have an idea for a Ezra x reader fic
OK so hear me out on this, what if Ezra was dating someone who’s past boyfriend was supposedly killed in action during the rebellion and then ended up with Ezra afterwords, but the old boyfriend wasn’t actually dead he was in prison and managed to escape and get back to The rebel base, only to find out that his partner is now dating Ezra and then starts this whole argument and fight with Ezra accusing him of being a lover stealer or something like that. The reader gets caught up in it honestly I just want to see some drama
#ezra bridger x reader#ezra bridger x y/n#i’m not creative enough to actually make this happen so I’m just putting it out there to see if someone wants to take their shot at it#I saw someone else do this and I thought maybe I could give it a shot and somebody could take it up#Please don’t hate on me#star wars#star wars rebels
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Barbie spoilers
I’m sorry but ‘I’m just Ken (and I’m enough) and I’m great at doing stuff’ is the single greatest lyric I’ve ever heard in my life. It’s giving me fizzy blood
Also I desperately need the depression verses of pink by lizzo to be released
I had no idea will cereal was going to be in it and he was silly!!! The chase scene in the office??? HELP
Also barbie is an asexual lesbian thank you for your time
I just!!!! It’s so silly!!! I love silly things!!! Please if you’ve seen barbie and want to talk abt it I’m HERE and I’m avoiding work
#seriously I hate spoiling things for people don’t read this or the tags if you want to go in knowing NOTHING#barbie is for EVERYONE. as somebody who is decidedly non feminine and dresses in greys black and whites#I loved her cowboy outfit SO MUCH and just!!! I’m sorry it’s so FUN#more fun things with shared silliness that don’t take themselves seriously#yes I want to be Ken and like everyone else I want The Jumper#also Allan is the only one who is physical in the whole movie? I love you Alan#idk idk sorry this is stupid I’ll delete I’m just being silly!!!
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Eeeeeugh why does saying no to things have to feel so yucky
#rambles from the floor#my sister (FIVE MINUTES before she was going to leave) was like ‘hey the other lady I watch kids with is sick and I need somebody else’#and my finger has been in more pain today then it has like all week. and I said no.#and my sister was obviously like. miffed. so my other sister went with her#and I’m sitting here feeling guilty because I didn’t go#and I’m SURE my sister thought I was just being lazy#but I really just. didn’t want to go.#because my STUPID FINGER hurts#and she sprung it on me right beforehand and I don’t do well with that!!!#but I feel like a jerk anyway!!! UGH
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the sadness really do be coming in waves
#the devil lillith on my shoulder#i have been fine. arguably good after the breakup#cause there’s no more anxiety about when or what if anymore it’s final certain done#so i’ve been doing great!! and then today the Sadness hit#i miss him and i still wanna be around him and i wanna see him but i know that would be bad for me#i just want to be loved so bad and i know for that i need to move on to somebody else#for the first time in my life i feel confident that there is someone out there who will love me#i just know it’s not him. but i don’t know who that person is#and now i’m just sad about things dammit
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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people want aubrey to be this soulless gang leader so bad sometimes tbh and i can tell. like the mean friend. instead of caring and fun. yes she went through some serious shit and (outwardly, at least) detested her original friend group — but she didn’t like. lose her emotions in the process? or at least like u know the empathy. the kindness. that’s actually kind of the point. she pretends like she did and she doesn’t care because she’s protecting herself. everyone always says she’s so angry and like. ur so close to the point actually. she IS angry. cause she feels things and she’s hurt. and she also still feels like she wants to be kind. and she wants to be friends with them again. and she wants to have friends in general. just cause she’s mad at the way everybody handled mari’s death and can’t stand them cause of that during the course of the game doesn’t mean that she isn’t capable of like. having friends and being kind and being a good friend to others. it’s actually kinda funny to assume everything w the hooligans is just mean cause like. aubrey’s 16 lol. those people are all like 14-17. her and her friends are regular people, and they’re all FRIENDS. they don’t just follow aubrey cause she’s like badass and angry or something. they’re all close + look up to her or whatever because she’s their friend. angel always wants to show aubrey his new dance moves . that’s because she always wants to see them! she cares about what angel likes even when kel and sunny and everybody else thinks he’s a loser. the maverick freaks out when she won’t leave her house because he cares about her and he wants her to be happy… because she’s his friend and she cares about HIM. and vance is concerned because kim’s upset, kim likes aubrey, and vance likes what kim likes. he’s gotten pretty close with aubrey too because he cares. aubrey cares too. she cares about kim a lot (she has a photo of her by her bedside table!) and so she cares about vance a lot too because kim and vance are really close as siblings so of course they’re all close!!! and charlie’s so concerned she even speaks because she cares for aubrey. aubrey cares for charlie. the kind of concern the hooligans were feeling when aubrey wasn’t okay just proves how much she really brings to the friend group and how much she really matters to them. they care for her BC SHE CARES FOR THEM and she’s a GOOD FRIEND!!! she is a kind person and a good friend! you don’t really see much of it because the game’s all about sunny and kel ends up being sunny’s best friend in the rw (and because of this, headspace as well) cause everything’s so fucked up with everybody. and kel’s just so irritated because he can’t understand aubrey, so i guess it’s easy to see her as just this mean person if you don’t really look past all of that, but she’s not. she’s really not. she misses everybody. she’s kind to others. she wants peace. and she’s genuinely trying to be better she just can’t figure out HOW because nobody’s giving her the grace of listening or even attempting to understand because she doesn’t fit what they deem “normal” or like, the easy version of depressed like sunny or hero where they just rotted. no, she’s complex and her emotions are all over the place because she also had and has other shit going on that nobody cared to learn about. and yet she’s still trying! that’s what she does the whole game! that’s what she did for 4 years when nobody cared to look! even longer than that too, hanging out w the faraway gang when her dad left and her mom was an alcoholic and neglectful. just cause she doesn’t handle things the way everybody else does (she has abandonment issues and anger problems and complicated emotions cough cough bpd what who said that) doesn’t mean she like. ever stops being kind. or ever stops possessing the ability to be a good friend. you just have to look honestly.
#i don’t know if this makes sense but like#yes she’s always had this little ‘i hate you’ friendship with kel and whatever#but it makes me a little like :( to see people think that’s all she is#or draw her as like super cold and uncaring w the hooligans#when really she’s not#she’s their ‘leader’ because she cares about all of them#she’s a good leader bc they’re her friends and she loves them SO much#after what she’d been through i sincerely doubt she’d ever let the hooligans feel the way she did/does#she would obviously want to be there for them and good for them#because what pissed her off the most was nobody ever thinking that maybe she needed something#and maybe she wasn’t okay#because they were focused on themselves#yes it’s complicated and it makes sense that they were but that SUCKS too#so she wouldn’t ever do the same thing to somebody else#she’d be there for them. once sunny comes out of his house aubrey tries to be there for him#she talks to him and tries to comfort him even when he doesn’t say anything#and she really tries. i just think that’s very telling#she’s kind. she just struggles. but she tries!!!#🧸#i like her a lot…
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who needs kids to pick on them when you already have a built in bully?
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#I just love being bullied everyday by my mom#don’t you?#I also just love when she says that she’s gonna go and do things for me but never does or backs out last minute “somebody else can do that”#shoulda never showed her my school outfits like I do not give a damn abt them kids if they pick on me they pick on me but you’re obviously#not gonna care or be told abt it like ??#you really think I give a damn abt them kids who can’t even wash themselves properly ?!?!#also just like I do not dress for them I don’t buy clothes and be like “will I get bullied in this?”#and you talkin bout you tryna help me over an all pink outfit? a pink shirt wit white writing and pink leggings is too much pink?#like it’s a pink outfit that’s the point I don’t care abt them I just wanted to wear it#then I’m giving attitude all for saying that I’ll just pick out another outfit for that day since you don’t like that one#that’s what you said? started goin on a whole rant about how you bought a shirt for them leggings then went ahead and was like#“you’re only gonna be wearing jeans?” like yeah#i don’t have that many pairs of leggings for a 4 day school week#and that outfit was gonna be my only legging outfit but I can’t just wear a pink Regina George shirt and pink leggings wit white shoes that#would be too much pink? okay I really don’t care anymore#then wanna complain about my closet and the fact we’re moving and you don’t wanna spend a whole day packing it up like.#i did not choose to go to a one bedroom apartment where i’mma be living in the dining room area ?!?!#eh whatever#don’t really know why you care it ain’t like you gonna be wearing it and also for the last time I do not care about them kids#they don’t run my life if I got bullied you would not care and blame it on me or my clothes like right now#jesus christ I just can’t
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