#but i decided to do only the mcs
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zoro - overcompensates because of his inherent view of himself being outside of the masculine ideal (i hc him as trans for this but it works with queer zoro more generally) preforms gender to the maximum he possibly can despite being disconnected from the cishet ideal of masculinity. he has a lot of pride and knows what he wants but oftentimes doesn't know how to articulate that within the context of his preforming gender.
nami - preforms as a woman to the maximum she possibly can. doesnt fit within the view of cishet submissive femininity and is a lot more confident in her gender performance than zoro is which isnt to say she has no insecurities about it she just doesn't let them dictate her life. also has a ton of pride but does know how to work within her gender performance to get what she wants. (please assume i hc everybody as trans forever)
sanji - preforms both as a man and a woman and identifies with aspects of both in the words of my friend "sanji is both mom and dad". he is the in-between. he tries to get himself to preform 100% as a man and it does not work. if he tried to preform 100% as a woman, it wouldn't work. he relates to femininity despite wanting to seem incredibly masc and admiring and finding himself within aspects of masculinity. he also overcompensates similar to zoro but it comes from a more disingenuous place, he's jealous of both zoro and namis gender and relates to them both. his gender is actually just "caring person" whether that be masculine or feminine.
usopp - gender is a performance and he is giving A for fucking effort. wants to be a man so bad. is a man. but wants to be a man so bad. kind of like zoro but more outside of traditional masculinity going in rather than already being A Man and still viewing himself as disconnected from that. his gender is man max sincerity.
franky - the exact type of guy usopp wants to be, zoro doesnt think he deserves to be, and sanji half-is. gender is a performance and he is performing it like it's the last concert he'll ever do. max sincerity to everything he does, he is the manliest of men but with no insecurity around that with an inherent queerness to him. he defies everything zoro thinks about masculinity and will happily do so. preforms and takes confidence and comfort in his presentation more than nami does, exceeds everybody by a mile in terms of performance. he also doesnt think hes inherently better than anybody and doesn't fit within the cishet norm, yes, but also fundamentally is anti-patriarchal in his performance of gender. punk as hell
#modposts#you could commentate on more characters like pudding whitebeard and jimbei#but i decided to do only the mcs#op#one piece#meta
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messing around; Solstars outfits !
—feat. Barbatos, the no. 1 Solomon hater
#lowkey dig this pure sketch to color style#too bad I can only do it when my brain decides it feels like it 😭😭#Barbatos doesn't hate Esther. he could never. but he does hate that human's taste in men#*holds up mirror to barbatos* you were once the questionable taste...#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me oc#obey me solomon#obey me barbatos#obey me solomon x mc#icedoesart#๋࣭ ⭑⚝ esther posting
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Small report this week! The current path is shaping up to be a doozy. 😬
Next Update (Chapter 4):
Opening: 100%
Avoid August/Confront Him: 100%
A Normal Day at Work: 100%
You Can Fix This, Right? 🤡: 20%
Keep Your Friends Close...: 0%
Avoidant Route: 0%
Oh boy, things are getting intense in this section. I wish I could share more, but it's hard to without any spoilers. Just know that the plot is really starting to amp up and MC is not having the best of times lol.
Hopefully I'll be able to share a snippet next week (I tried to find a good one for this past week but everything felt too spoilery, y'know?).
#redo; rewind if#interactive fiction#if game#progress report#actually. you know what. i'll share one thing about the “fix this” path#since this is a IF. choices are obviously important.#so i decided. technically. mc could just decide “nah. fuck this. not my problem” and kinda skip most of this path#doing so will have some impact on the story and a certain character going forward but nothing too crazy fyi#mostly just some additional flavor text. and potentially completely ruining your relationship with one of the ROs.#but i mean. that's only “potentially”. just don't let them know about [redacted] and you're fine! 😊
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there's a moment in lesson 45 of nightbringer where mc falls off a thing (again?? is this foreshadowing?? i'm going to rule-of-three this and wait to see if it happens again) and satan tries and fails to grab their hand to catch them, but now i'm imagining the same thing happening with satan and ik except he does succeed, but it's her right hand and the prosthetic just POP comes straight off
#nightbringer spoilers#ik is fine but satan is mildly traumatised#misc thoughts#obey me satan#couldn't sleep so i decided on a whim to do the lesson#i really wasn't planning to for a while after 44 and tbh that was the right decision#it feels like they just completely dumbed beel down?? and i can't tell if they're trying to telegraph that Something Is Wrong#or if they just totally forgot how to write him. which has been happening to him consistently since like s3#we did get more confirmation that simeon's going through smth... but this feels like it's shaping up to be another og s4#where the entire main-plot-that-should-probably-be-focused-on-simeon is just happening in the background while mc does side quests#and then they're gonna spring the twist on us right at the end or immediately before the climax without proper foreshadowing/building it up#i realise i'm being pessimistic here but i'm losing hope in this season with each lesson they release. and we're only 5 in#i'd be delighted to be proven wrong though
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when life gives you lemons
#doodles#fanart#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#yuuma branwen#<- yuu oc. wahoo!#ocs#malleus x yuu#well now that ive given twst mc a name i guess i have to give one to food fantasy mc as well…….#whenever i decide to draw him again that is.#anyways yuuma is they/he and malleus is they/he/it. do you understand my vision.#ive been getting back into twisted wonderland but ONLY so that yuuma can reunite with their boyfriend.#i wanted to draw malleus’ hair spikey but i dont think i like it…next time it will be smoother.
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This description of Queenie in the glossary of the eidolon is pretty funny, considering.
#the eidolon#the tarot sequence#i knew about it ahead of reading this book but honestly this was so pleasing honestly#i know after the first book came out a lot of people were like… ‘hey and why is one of the only women in this book a housekeeper who lives#to serve the MCs?#and he’s added more women since but she’s still been in the background. continuing to have no purpose but Incomprehensible Housekeeper#(how do two broke guys who live in half a house afford a housekeeper? how did they decide this was a good financial decision?)#and well… now were finally finding out why :)#‘oh that’s queenie. she’s been with us forever. don’t worry about it don’t think about it :)’
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I think legend of the willow is the best rc has to offer, geniuenly amazing story and characters and Beautiful art and music make it such a profound experience. but in terms of climax I don't think anything will ever trump amala killing amrit on kindness and independence path. getting angry at the doobays getting everything, deciding she can do everything herself and giving them power was a mistake. the basu era is beginning again in West Bengal. I will never love a character more than Amala in this scene and I will forever continue replaying season 3 just to relive this moment again and again
#romance club#rc kcd#amala basu#rc amala#she's My girlboss wife#I geniuenly need more mcs doing this#maybe hot would be bearable if ellaire decides at the end to execute alaric reinhold and every other man#who ever voiced they could use their position against her#girl ur the queen run your shit#I love that kcd actually rewarded you for being ruthless#the men need to be taught a lesson sometimes#I'm praying Remy will let us kill amen and christian#she has only ever done one thing right and it's killing male li that pisses you off i need her to continue this tradition
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He's considering it
#GUESS WHAT I FINALLY STARTED PLAYING#I had seen this boy so many times in my interests orbit and finally decided to sit down and look into it and#i love him SO much you dont even understand#like if i had to create the ideal boy that appealed to every kink and preference i have this would be it#manchild?? unstable? violent tendencies? occasionally says vaguely sexist things? stop i can only get so turned on#i would comfort him when he cries all the time but like i could never tell him no so like#he would get pavlov'ed so that every time hes sad he immediate chomps me like a bebe to its moms tiddy#emotional support bloodbank#im now doing everyone elses routes first tho and then going back to finish his saving the best for last#tbh this game does pull some of my biggest pet peeves in otomes and the mc/protag is INSUFFERABLE#but worth it for Him™#and cries when you beat him at chess??? angel#cant wait to see how the bear gets incorporated when you fuck
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How are we doing folks this fine Wednesday
#random af post but i feel ive been very absent lately#having a job is crazy like i gotta go to work tomorrow ‼️#i have been good though job is fine all things considered#already spent money on stuff i absolutely do not need. September 1st please come soon#and also 21st of June. i am so so so excited#cant wait to get my ass beat by mesmer and whatever wild bosses fromsoft have decided to throw at us!!!#i need to get ready for the dlc i think i only have like. one character ready#problem is ive started playing through multiple zlda games again 😭 tp alttp mc la....#<- those are acronyms for zlda games i dont want to bother the tags with this stuff and also too lazy to type em out fully LMAO#but yeah hope y'all are having a lovely evening!
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That top is the ugliest thing I have ever seen...
#It only look good on a more masculine build I decided#I do like the skirt#It's giving me 70s or 80s hooker vibes#choices#pixelberry#playchoices#dls#dirty little secrets#I don't even need to look at the m!mc outfit#To know it looks better than the f!mc outfit
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my dream last night was mentally tagged as "based on a movie you've seen!" and I was like "I wish that was true, because then I could rewatch it!" and so my dream doubled down on that, and after going through the whole story (which, I do appreciate that I got to see the whole story, it was very neat!), the dream shifted to 'awake' me looking the movie up on my phone to prove that it was real.
I couldn't remember the title, so I googled "audrey hempburn sleeping beauty" because it was a sleeping beauty retelling (presumably), and the lead actress was Anne Hathaway, misrecognized as Audrey Hepburn*
and of course, since I was dreaming, found the movie! I don't remember the title anymore, but I think it had both the words Love and Power in it. Also, the movie was based on a book! With a similar but slightly different title.
So I went and found the book, which I just so happened to have on hand, and started rereading the story. Also it turns out that it was the first book in a series of like five.
aaand then the dream got distracted with other stuff
* ironically, turns out irl that sleeping beauty from the disney animated film was based on Audrey Hepburn. I did not know this before this morning seeing what would happen if I actually did this search
#original#dream writing#unfortunately I no longer remember much of the story#things I do recall: The main character was a princess or became a princess#she was at a school getting princess training but then got sent on a mission off to a creepy house/castle#most of the story took place there#her supposed best friend was actually planning to betray her the literal entire time they knew each other#this was revealed with a flashback to the MC's entrance exam to the school#which was to swordfight a large number of magical enemies who can turn you to stone if you make eye contact#the 'best friend' was doing... something devious in the background#and then decided that this new princess had great potential and would be very helpful for her plots#and like... called off the magical enemies somehow?? idk#anyway she wanted something that was in the creepy castle the princess went on a mission at and she wanted to use the princess to get it#also she was magic btw#there was also a prince. he was supposedly important#he got a magic sword and that was DEFINITELY important cause it was one of those artifacts that only a prophesied someone can touch#without immediately dying#so it was a big deal that he had it#... however the way he obtained it was that he dropped his actual sword and it was dark#and the MC grabbed the wrong sword by accident to hand back to him#and neither of them noticed for quite a while that he had the sword of legend#so actually they BOTH touched it#he did get a normal sword again later though cause he wanted a not-instant-death sword for like. ceremonial stuff#also apparently in the original book he was more of a dick? and nicer in the movie
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ive been thinking about my ocs all day and i FOUND A WAY FOR MADINEAU TO BE RELEVANT AGAIN!!!!
#my post#caps#its only the titular fuckin character#but yeah so madineau was like a god and also the parent of the 4 mcs at first#but i couldnt see a way for that to be like literally at all relevant. like why is their dad god#why doesnt it do anything for the entire story.#so i cut it out#BUT! but#i was thinkin this morning about how this all started bcus i had a dream of a person seeing their life flash before their eyes during a#near-death experience. and the earliest thing they could remember was seeing this god bending down and reaching a hand out to them.#this character would become everin and i was thinking about how i decided she would actually die but i never did anything afterwards#and i thought about that dream. and decided that thats basically going to be her limbo. and shes going to be stuck there rewatching her lif#over and over again#until madineau appears to her and tells her its ok to rest now. and offers her its hand. and walks her home.#o(-(#this does come w the added challenge of now creating a religion for this world. maybe even 2.#or maybe same religion but different gods?#idk the details. but bcus of the lore of an earlier version of this story nekaia's name means protector of life and madineau is among other#things the god of life so i can do something here. making all my ocs religious now ig#yknow this might actually make the whole magic system easier too!#smilesss oh its all coming together
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Finished Jumin's end
#prince's gaming tag#the more i play this the more it really hits how much i forgot this dlc#like i dont remember how any of their ends went apart from jaehee#rip Zen in this end bc not only is he single and working on xmas but the guy he hates got to spend time with the girl he loves#Zen got the bad end cg in this case lolol#in the epilogue chat Jumin's donation made news and Zen reas about it and he was like 'that jerk did he do that to impress her?'#and jumin jumped on the chat in that moment and went 'yup'#and to add insult to injury for him MC is spending the night at Jumin's place bc it was late and she was tired#this kinda makes me wanna do Zen next as an apology but imma let my choices decide#once it's midnight ill start it again and go for someone i haven't done#lowkey wanna leave jaehee for last at this point as a way to save the best for last
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I like the way Caelus thinks (talking about the third choose lol)
#honkai star rail#gepard#caelus#hsr mc#this is from over a week ago(the screenshot) but I’m only now deciding to actually post about it lol#I do this a lot actually#going through my camera roll like: maybe I’ll actually post about that this time
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2023 reads // twitter thread
If I See You Again Tomorrow
YA contemporary/light sci-fi
follows a boy almost a year into a time loop, who has almost given up on finding a way out
until a new boy shows up at his school - which has never happened before - and he’s motivated to step out of his monotony and maybe find a way out
exploring loneliness and social isolation
#If I See You Again Tomorrow#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#ok i enjoyed some aspects of this like the MCs personal journey and mental health stuff i guess. friendships.#but the romance was annoying and unnecesary. not just my bitter aro ass saying this a lot of other reviews do too lol#the love interest is convinced that you have to find your soulmate to get out of the time loop for no logical reason??? & the MC (and me) is#like what the fuck man that’s stupid.#but then also he’s like we can’t hang out; you just think you Like me because we’re both in this time loop; focus on finding your soulmate!!#LIKE WHO CARES ABOUT CRUSHES?#YOU’RE THE ONLY TWO PEOPLE IN THIS TIME LOOP WHY WOULD YOU NOT WORK TOGETHER TO FIGURE IT OUT……….#this is more me being frustrated at the character than the author but i feel like. the author could have thought of some better reasons for#him to avoid the mc i guess lol. or at least lampshade the stupidity#it……sort of ends up being soulmatey anyway#or at least he decides they in love anyway but lol u guys spent one day together then didn't see each other for 2 months or whatever???#so the end was definitely disappointing#I think it would have been way better if he did all his friend and family goodbyes then went to the place#and nothing happened and it turned out that after 365 days you just. pop out of it; problem never ‘’solved’’.#but then he goes to find beau anyway and they start something on their own terms#(bc like getting ‘trapped forever’ after a year would mean there’s instances of two people disappearing forever at the same time - they have#no proof for that either? I guess they would also have instances of people saying they did just get out of it after a year too but. well may#be if that happens you have amnesia. which wouldn’t work for this book. but anyway)#idk#also him hating his mum made me cringe because that was Obvious. i feel like a little more time could have been spent on that#and like i did enjoy it overall for the majority of it that wasn't the romantic thing! it could have been so good if it removed that#and gave everything else its full focus
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finally figured out the reason it’s been difficult to get back into reading books after reading fic for so long is so many fantasy books are just self inserts and the mc has no personality beyond the bare minimum
#i dont want to imagine myself in the characters place#i didnt just spend 30 bucks for you to give me a long form imagine#i can do that by myself#i dont want a blank shell i want a character#like you read fics and they feel completely different depending on whos pov youre reading from#i think its why sp is still my favourite series despite it being ya#val is arrogant and selfish and she fucks up and doesnt get the boy she wants#her relationships constantly fail and theyre not the main point the plot always is#she has so many flaws and that helps serve the narrative#shes a character and im reading her experiencing things#not me vicariously experiencing things with the blandest possible reactions so i can pretend theyre my reactions#damn near every fantasy goes the same way#im new to this world/my powers and i need help/cant control them and the mysterious boy everyone tells me to stay away from and is super#mean to me has begrudgingly decided/is forced to help me and i discover hes only mean bc of tragic thing and he opens up to me#and the powers/world are never the point except that im secretly royalty and/or the chosen one that will end this war/battle without#really doing much#and i learn to master my powers by believing in myself and my emotions bc its 2023 and fem characters still have to fall into this trope#i want an interesting mc that drives the plot and is equal to the love interest#or better yet the love interest is so far in the background its only brought up in book 4#lay some ground work for fucks sake theres no time limit this isnt a movie#heres hoping the bunch i bought the other day do that and get me back into it#or ill just re read the same four series ive been reading since i was 12#and stick to fic as my main source of entertainment#it hasnt let me down so far#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt
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