#but i cant find anything....devastating. ships in the night i guess

[comeslikecaesar]

RAMM - 1973

[theartfuldodger26]

Bellamort for the ship meme

 Thank you @knightessofwalpurgis for the ask and apologies for taking me a month to answer - March has been... quite the experience.  But Bellamort exists to give us comfort, so let’s get crackin’!

who is more likely to hurt the other?

Voldemort can tear anyone apart with some well-chosen words (as we see Locket!Voldemort do to Ron), but he rarely uses those on Bella, because a. she rarely deserves to be humiliated like that, and b. he just wouldn’t do that to her. 

What’s more likely, is that he hurts her inadvertently, since he may fail to understand certain emotional needs that Bella most people have - a touch, a kind word after success, casual conversation over a cup of tea. In addition to that, Bella, who is obsessed with him and the position she holds in his eyes, tends to overreact to those “omissions”, getting convinced he ‘never truly valued her’ and he’s going to ‘kick her out any day now’. 

However, let us take a moment to note the day that Bella deeply hurt Voldemort: the night of her betrothal to Rodolphus, when Voldemort proposed marriage and Bella turned him down for reasons that, in retrospect, she finds ridiculous. 

So in a way, you could say that of the two, Voldemort is the brokenhearted one, even if it’s Bella who cries herself to sleep from time to time. 

who is emotionally stronger?

They’re both incredibly strong people. 

Voldemort pulled himself out of the gutter, basically raised himself and became one of the most powerful and learned wizards ever.

Bella survived fucking Azkaban, which is code for severe depression in HP-land, so all I can do is salute her and ask for her secrets. 

The answer is a little tricky, in the sense that Voldemort appears to be a psychopath, medically speaking, who are... resilient people emotionally, if you will. This means that an event that would have had a massive effect on a neurotypical person, say witnessing a murder or war, to him it’s very blunted or even irrelevant. This description is very vague and generalising, but it’s supported by a lot of evidence. In fact, psychopaths can’t really feel fear, because their amygdala is the size of a pea, so it’s not fair comparing his emotional strength to others. In fact, I’d add that since he’s not used to “negative emotions” like sadness and fear, if they happen, they’d be more devastating to him, because he’s never learnt to cope with them, like the rest of us do. 

Bella obviously has her own emotional/psychiatric problems, but I don’t feel comfortable making guesses, since I’m not a psychiatrist and she’s no textbook description of any personality disorder I’ve heard. However, she got an interestng upbringing, that trained her to be a person of importance. So I’d say that even after Azkaban and with whatever issues she has, she can still hold her own in a very difficult emotional situation. 

I realise I haven’t answered the question, because honestly Idk. Also, take with a grain of salt anything psychiatry-related I said, I’m no expert, merely done some research, which I’m regurgitating here. 

who is physically stronger?

Naturally, Bella. She trains a lot, does ballet (which is fucking hardcore, let me tell you), enjoys physical activities and martial arts. 

However, after Voldemort’s transformation, he’s got many of his physical attributes improved, like the cat-eyes that allow him to see in the dark and so on (been reading a lot of the Witcher series as of recent so there’s that too), so he’s deceptively strong and yes, eventually stronger than her.who is more likely to break a bone? 

Bella, 100% XD She’s in battle all the time, and when taking part in Voldemort’s magical research (which is their day-job, world domination is a weekend hobby in case you haven’t noticed) her motto is ‘safety third’. 

An interesting point tho. Psychopaths have no fear and low-impulse control if they don’t train themselves. Fear is useful, informs us of danger ahead, so I HC that young Tom/Voldemort broke almost every bone in his body at some point doing something really dangerous simply because he didnt realise it’s stupid - like, say, go down a fucking cliff with waves crushing at it. Now he’s learnt to control those impulses and polices himself when it comes to danger, so no more broken bones. who knows best what to say to upset the other? 

They’re both excellent at judging characters and have tongues that sting. Bella will rarely truly dare upset Voldemort, but she does love torturing him a little with  something silly and not-truly important, like refusing sex, or messing with his OCD by taking stuff from “their proper place”. She knows that there’s only few things that tick him off: his loss of power to an infant, death and the abandonment from his mother. And she’s not that sadistic to bring up that last one unless absolutely provoked. 

Voldemort can be a tease as well, but he’s too mature and dignified for such childish behaviour most of the time. who is most likely to apologise first after an argument?

 Bella apologises compulsively out of fear she’s lost him even for things that aren’t her fault, tho in her mind they might be. However, she’s stubborn too, so if it’s a petty argument she might not apologise at all. Shes a spoilt little rich girl after all ;)

Voldemort’s never apologised in his life and never shall say the words, but he will change his behaviour if he realises he’s been wrong, because it’s the rational thing to do- also Bella is supersexy when she’s angry, so he wants to fuck her and he needs to her to be accepting to that. who treats who’s wounds more often? 

Voldemort treats Bella’s wounds more often by default, since she’s the one out in the battlefield more often, and also can be clumsy and absentminded. And very rarely *trigger alert* she might self-harm. 

Voldemort not only gets hurt rarely, but he also views it demeaning to accept help, so he won’t even mention it if he’s hurt. Bella will find out by accident or because he’s in so much pain he can’t hide it anymore, and with scold him first, he’ll storm off, she’ll hunt him down, they’ll argue and finally she’ll heal his wounds (usually his back which hurts because he’s Tall^TM) and he’ll act like a literal cat during this, touch-starved as he is. who is in constant need of comfort? 

Right after Azkaban Bella is in need of a lot of care and comfort, understandably. Her physical and emotional problems are their reality for many months after her escape, but the physical ones mend themselves relatively quickly. She’s forever changed emotionally, again understandably, but I wouldn’t say she’s in *constant* need of comfort. In an AU where they win, she’s perfectly functional as his right hand woman and partner, with only the occasional problem. 

Voldemort needs to get through his tough, bald head that he deserves love and comfort like everyone else, but he’ll never get it, so, in the whole, it’s him I’d say. who gets more jealous? 

Interesting question, because fandom’s given so many answers relating to those characters, especially since Bella is married. Starting with this piece of solid information, I’d hazard a guess that Voldemort doesn’t care that much that Bella also sleeps with her husband from time to time - maybe it even turns him on and strokes his ego that she doesnt get all she needs from her legitimate, pureblooded husband. How he’d react if she slept with a random bloke... probably badly; tho I cant think of a situation where that’d happen. My Bella at least, doesnt sleep around. She might tease with her sex, but she’s a well-bred lady after all, who does what is expected of her. 

Voldemort, I HC, used to be a bit of a whoremonger in his youth; good looks, mummy issues and no emotional attachment are the ingredients for that particular potion. Also he might have also been overcompensating for the fact that he was unable to marry the only women he found worthy of him: his pureblooded classmates. So he’d show up with a different, gorgeous girl at parties, which drove child!Bella crazy with jealousy, since she was still out of the healthy sexual attraction part for him and never thought he’d notice her. She’d stalk him behind curtains and through keyholes, keep her ears on alert for when the adults talked about him etc. Poor thing was really tortured by it. But now that they’re adults and, well, in a relationship, she’s far too confident to think he’d seriously care for another woman; after all, half the time she’s not sure he truly cares about her, and she’s the person who’s been closest to him. 

One thing I forgot to mention about Voldemort’s jealousy, or lack thereof, is that Bella has certain emotional needs that he cannot serve, and I’m not talking about tenderness, because to some degree he can give her that, and it’s not the same with her husband anyway. No, I mean that Bella is a sexual sadist, who gets direct sexual pleasure by hurting people. Voldemort on the other hand, is not a masochist. Not that when they have rough sex/BDSM sex he’s never in a sub position, but he’d never just sit there to be whipped or something, it just doesn’t turn him on, and that’s totally fine. So they may invite a girl (and very rarely a boy) to join them, so that Bella can get it out of her system if the war is slow/over. Don’t ask where these people end up, just don’t hang your coat in the second floor closet is all I’m saying. who’s most likely to walk out on the other? 

Depends on the situation? 

Bella would NEVER abandon Voldemort in battle or for the Cause. In a Muggle setting though, if he pissed her off she’d totally walk out of the restaurant :P 

Voldemort would never walk out on Bella either, tho, would he? He’s devoted to her, plus he does feel like he owes her after Azkaban. 

The only concept I can imagine relevant to this is Voldemort saying something in his anger that he doesnt exactly mean tho it holds some truth in it, that hurts Bella so deeply, that she leaves, both out of spite but also because she thinks it’s the best for him. In fact, I have a very specific HC for this which takes place in the afterlife, after they;re both killed in the battle for Hogwarts, but there’s no time for that here. 

There’s also another thing, but it’d quite controversial. If you, like me, HC that Bella started training with Voldemort since she was a child, and entered a sexual and later romantic relationship with him while still underage, this means that she literally hasn’t been alone as an individual, ever. So there’s also the chance that she, after they’ve had a huge fight and he’s terrible with her, leaves so she can find who she is without him. *cue the tears*who will propose? 

Voldemort did propose, on the night of Bella’s formal betrothal. Very rude and uncourteous of him, yes, but it had to be the last minute for him to realise his feelings, because he only has one (1) brain cell that works part-time on the Emotions Department of his brain. She turned him down, because she was young, immature, didnt realise how deep her own feelings were (she believed what her mother told her, that ‘all girls fall for Riddle, it’s an infatuation, it will pass’), wanted the power, fame, money and public adoration that her position as the Black Heir brought, not to mention that she was loyal to her family and terrified since Andromeda had just eloped with Ted. So she broke his heart then, even if neither realised it. But they did continue with their affair, because that’s how it happened in the olden days if you had money and space. 

After the war is over, neither proposes. They talk about it as a given (Rodolphus has fucked off to study penguins in Antarctica) and only need to figure out the details: how public it will be, who’s invited, what titles the ceremony gives them and so on.  who has the most difficult parents?

Spoiler alert: Voldemort’s an orphan! 

Okay, so hypothetically speaking, had any of his parents survived and raised him one way or the other, they’d for sure be a handful. Tom Sr. is a posh bloke used to getting his own way and being considered special due to his status as a squire, so he’d be fucking pissed if he were introduced to a world where he’s not all the shit. Nonetheless, I’d hazard a guess that in the end he, Bella and her parents would get along well-enough; after all they’re the same sort of people. 

Merope, on the other hand, is a whole other story. In the most sensible AU, where she survives giving birth and raises her son but they’re still poor and she’s got trouble with magic due to the trauma of Tom Sr. leaving her, I think she wouldn’t like Bella at all actually. Because Bella is all she ever wanted to be: beautiful, wealthy, well-bred and shows it, and, most importantly, emotionally strong. So she pesters Tom all the time about how Bella is not ‘feminine enough’ in her behaviour, too outspoken, too bitchy, not for ‘her boy’. Tom/Voldemort gives exactly one shit about her opinion and moves on. 

In the canon universe, it’d be naive to say that Bella’s parents were into Tom, simply due to his blood status. In the longrun, however, I think they'd come to terms with it, and they remember how brilliant and ambitious he was in school, so when he becomes successful in life, whether in-universe as Voldemort, or Minister or whatever in an AU, they’re sort of okay with it. Idk if they hand over the Heir of Blacks title to Bella tho, their kids wouldn’t be pureblooded after all. who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public? 

No one. Not allowed. Not happening. Ever. It’s not their thing, anyway. Voldemort will offer her his arm, like a gentleman, tho. :)

who hogs the blankets? 

Bella, especially after Azkaban. She sleeps with five blankets piled on top of her, has the fireplace going all year round and puts a warmth charm on the sheets. Voldemort doesn’t care. He experienced such cold temperatures in so little clothing as a child, that hot and cold make little impression on him; he even takes cold showers because it’s all the same to him. *sobs* who gets more sad? 

Bella. She overthinks everything. Did she disappoint him today? Yesterday? Tomorrow? Will she ever be the person she was before prison? Why does Cissy wince every time she sees her? Should she have had children after all? These and all sorts of thoughts race through her mind all the time, torturing her to no end. 

Interestingly enough, psychopaths in general dont get that sad, but Voldemort can be very... pensive. who is better at cheering the other up? 

Bella has a wicked sense of humor that only Voldemort seems to find hilarious (comments from other people include ‘disturbing’, ‘scary’ and ‘morbid’), and even though he’s rarely sad, he can be very very serious and in need to relax his body and mind. 

Still, Voldemort, the eternal student of human nature that he is, if he does notice that Bella is sad (which isn’t always because he’s... you know), knows exactly how to distract her, just like he can do with any other person. Just, in her case, it’s sincere. who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes?

No one ever hits anyone. Voldemort’s been beaten and whipped and flogged enough as a young boy that he wouldn’t do it to the only person he cares about in a non-sexy way, and Bella’s been raised to view such things as ‘Muggle animalistic violence’. She might bite him hard for fun, tho :Dwho is more streetwise?

This may come as a surprise to you because of my username, but Voldemort grew up on the streets in a  Dickensian world. He knows all the tricks in the book; in fact he created many of them. Bella begged him to take her along in his travels incognito, and not on these formal things she attends with her family, and he did, so she’s learnt a lot, but she’s very much a pampered princess. who is more wise?

Hmmm... Hard to say. They have their areas of wisdom and their areas of not-having-a-fucking-clue. Bella, for example, understands emotions better than Voldemort, because she actually experiences them. Jk, jk, but you get what I mean. She’s also more knowledgeable in certain magical things, that, for example, not all prophecies have to be fulfilled and that there’s so much magic that it’s pointless to wish to acquire *everything*; had Voldemort listened to her more often, the books would have been very different. 

Voldemort of course is much older and has more diverse life-experience. He’s also less impulsive in his older years than Bella; he can be the voice of rationality and reason if he’s not superobsessed with something; at which point Bella should remind him to take his meds, because they really do help with fixations. who’s the shyest? 

Neither, in the strict sense of the meaning. They both know what they want and they’re not afraid to demand it. In the end, it’s Voldemort who’ll never say what he truly needs and feels, though, speaking about their everyday life together, it’d be Bella who’d rather have more affection from him but is too shy to ask. But yeah, Voldemort, not because he’s shy per se, but rather in deep hurt and denial. who boasts about the other more? 

In the books it’s obvious that it’s Bella. However, Voldemort does this hilarious thing where he praises Bella in random conversation with other people without even noticing; like, he brings her up every ten seconds even if she’s barely relevant to the subject, so *shrugs* have your pick. who sits on who’s lap?

Nobody, because they’re both tall. Bella will straddle him even in a non sexual manner from time to time, and they often spend their evenings relaxing on the same sofa: Bella will put her legs on Voldemort’s lap and he strokes them absentmindedly (after all they’re superlong and soft and hot), and Voldemort, who refuses to nap in bed, might catch a nap with his head on her lap. The reason Bella doesn’t nap with her head on his lap is because he’s very thin and his femurs hurt her skull, when she’s got plenty of skirts and petticoats cushioning Voldemort. Finally, Bella often sleeps with her head on his chest, because his heart-beat, even tho abnormally slow, relaxes her panic attacks, after Azkaban that is. He will then stroke her hair compulsively - it’s a bit of a fixation of his.

Well,what a ride! Thanks again @knightessofwalpurgis for the ask, this was tremendous fun to write, especially after a very difficult month! And it did help put some of my thoughts on those evil babies in a row. Hope you found it entertaining! I get that those types of asks are usually made for monolectic answers, but yeah, explanations are better. If you made it to the end, dear reader, thank you very much for your time! 

[thedistantstorm]

A Steelponcho Dawning - Part 9

A Dawning romance featuring the Commander and the Clan Steward, their feelings for each other coming to a head during the first Dawning celebration following the Red War, featuring Lord Saladin, city food, eventual smut, and a whole lot of pining. Continues from: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8.

Suraya is clearly unprepared for the Dawning. Always one to fly under the radar, never the center of attention, the amount of gifts and cards awaiting her at the postmaster - even though it is far less than someone like Cayde’s haul by comparison - is overwhelming. She’s always been reluctant to accept any gift - part of it a lack of self worth on her part, perhaps, but also the belief that the thought put into considering her was a gift of itself.

It was only Zavala, coming up behind her to take one of the two overflowing boxes of cards and gifts: a gesture that prevents her from walking away entirely to wrap her brain around the development.

“You do realize that this is customary?” He asks her plainly. His lips are drawn tight, but his eyes have that not-smile that she’s come to realize as one without other indication of his mood. “The first day is normally the worst. Kadi collects them throughout the week before the Dawning and gives them to everyone all at once.”

She sighs. “It’s… a lot.”

“It’s deserved,” He rephrases for her. “Come. I retrieved mine earlier. Perhaps we’ll go through them together later? I have a meeting regarding expenditures this afternoon, and strikes after, but I am certain we can find some time.”

“Perhaps,” She says, with a pop of her lips on the first consonant. He leads her to his office and places the box down on the opposite side of his work table than the one she uses, indicating for her to do the same. Her usual side of the oak table is instead stacked with four boxes, three cartons clearly from the postmaster, and the other a box wrapped in red and gold with a gaudy bow. Obviously Hideo’s doing.

When she snorts at the box, he puts a hand on her head, over her hood. “As obnoxious you feel he is, he means well.”

She shakes her head, the movement forcing his hand to swivel. “Sure, he certainly doesn’t have any other motivations. Aren’t you the one who told me to always think five steps ahead of your allies as well as your enemies?” She scoffs at the box as if to prove a point. “Don't expect anything near as flashy as that from me.”

He laughs. “I expect nothing at all, Suraya.” The hand on her head is withdrawn, and she turns away from the gifts and toward him. “Your company is enough.”

That makes her smile. “Aren’t you mister charming,” She says, with a rueful tone. “Guess I’ll just keep the gift I got you for myself then.”

She skirts around him and he immediately follows. “Suraya, you absolutely should not-”

“... Get you a gift, yeah, yeah. Technically, if I’m keeping it, I didn’t.” Her eyes are alight with something playful.

He stares at her back until she turns. “So…”

She sees through his game. He's not nearly as curious by nature as Ikora but he absolutely wants to know. “I’m not telling you what it is. Just in case I decide to give it to you, anyway.” Her face splits into a smile full of mirth and her eyes light up with that warm something he doesn’t dare name. “Call me later, okay? Even if you’re busy. I’ll drop off dinner.”

He nods. “Have a good afternoon.”

“You too, Commander.” The quirk of her lips over his title - lightheartedly, of course - is such a large contrast from how they used to rail at each other. It feels like another life - a different person’s life, perhaps. Sometimes he cannot believe how far they’ve come. The thought keeps him pleasantly afloat through his taxing afternoon.

-/

He is in the middle of attempting to figure out what happened to a Fireteam that's gone radio silent on Nessus when his tablet chimes. The priority is his Fireteam, and even if it's just the uneasy AI's meddling, he cannot focus on anything else until he is certain they are safe.

He ignores the message, and the several that follow.

-/

When he checks his messages three hours later, the Fireteam safe and their target neutralized, he realizes he's shut out far more than a singular message. He's missed quite a bit.

The most pressing of them comes from Ikora who rarely flags her messages as urgent without good reason. Her first indicates that there are hostiles moving on the Farm and four Fireteams of six have been dispatched at Hawthorne's request. She’d requested two teams, but the Farm's com-system went down moments later and it was clear that things were getting out of hand. Ikora’s second message instructed him to join her in Command once he finished his strike.

Of course, at that, he scrolls to see the Clan Steward's previous messages. Only one, Suraya detailing that she'd been called to the Farm by Devrim for a small emergency and planned to be back by the following morning. Also, that she'd need a rain-check for their evening plans.

He attempted a message back, asking for an update. It failed immediately. He should have known, but he hoped perhaps the situation had been rectified in the last hour or so since Ikora requested him.

His gut churned. Something told him it was going to be a long night.

-/

Everything was blanketed in thick, dark smoke billowing from the remnants of one of the large barns. The Fallen had chosen to be exceptionally ruthless. They'd strategically targeted a barn in the center of several smaller buildings housing supplies, triage bays and smaller vehicles. The barn itself had been converted into a more efficient hangar than the one she'd spent most of her time hanging around in during the war.

Jet fuel had also been stored in the barn.

So, when everything exploded, it EXPLODED.

The Fallen had then capitalized on the madness to rob the other resource-rich areas of the human settlement with everyone trying to salvage the ruins of their initial assault.

The loss of resources was significant.

The loss of life? Staggering.

An unofficial count, at present, estimated at least two hundred eighty injured, and the dead numbered at one hundred twenty three on top of that. It didn't include the minor injuries and burns suffered by the militia and FOTC, or the exact number of workers in the barn at the time of the explosion. They’d never recover all the bodies. The fuel burned too hot to leave remains.

The Farm itself was in ruin. Many of the buildings near the initial explosion were damaged by residual fires and thereby structurally unsafe. More people were without shelter and the temperatures in Trostland this time of year were below freezing.

It had taken twenty-nine hours to get the fire under control. It was still burning. During that time, Hawthorne had dispatched two teams to retrieve whatever supplies they could from the Fallen, who were clearly maintaining a camp somewhere in the area. The other two teams did everything they could to mind the perimeter with the civilian forces.

When an emergency relay had been re-established between the Tower and the Farm the second evening, Devrim - who had returned to fight for their secondary stronghold as well - had insisted that Suraya go back to the City. It was pointless for her to stay with things in hand. The Farm would need her to represent them: to requisition and arrange for further assistance or progress the assimilation process back to the City for the Farm’s denizens, since there was even less room for the overwhelming populous of refugees now than ever before.

When she landed back in the City on the Tower’s primary landing pad, there was an outcropping of clan support in the massive hangar arranging an array of supplies for delivery to the Farm. Guardians and Civilians working in tandem to make sure that each and every ship out carried as much as possible. None of it was officially sanctioned, but her people were good to their very core. Whatever they could give, they would.

She thanked them quietly - her voice was barely more than a rasp from smoke inhalation and non-stop barking orders - and continued toward the main operating area of the Tower. She was certain she looked like a hot mess, hair mussed, eyes red-rimmed, and reeking of jet fuel, burnt flesh and soot. But duty called. Certainly they'd want a sitrep.

She’d barely made it out into the evening air before Saladin and Zavala were both upon her. Saladin looked grave and remorseful - remorse was something he always seemed to carry in his posture, grief always a heartbeat just out of sight. Zavala was tense - strung like a bowstring, eyes darting up and down, seemingly scanning her head to toe.

“You are unharmed?” Saladin asks quietly when she rocks back on her heels, uneasy under the two sets of fierce, appraising Titan eyes.

“Minor injuries. Nothing pressing.” She was certain he was citing the rather brilliant bruise just above her temple that faded into her hairline. It was an indigo-violet color that matched the circles under her eyes from lack of sleep. Her eyes canted to Zavala. “We should go to command and discuss what we’re-”

“I’m taking you home,” Zavala interrupts. “Four more teams are enroute to the Farm. Ikora and Cayde will be managing things overnight. The initial threat has been dispatched, their leader neutralized by our insurgents. Devrim is going to check in with us tomorrow morning. He updated us an hour ago, no major changes. You,” His eyes are pointed, serious as they rake over her, “Need to rest.”

She’s surprised by the serious edge in his voice. He’s not suggesting, he’s telling her what she’s doing. It’s just what she needs even if she didn’t know it until this exact moment, after  days of calling the shots and managing an absolutely devastating situation.

“Oh, okay,” She relents, though she’s not got it in her to do much more fighting. She’s positively exhausted: just wants a shower and to fall into bed. Maybe have a good cry, she’s not sure just yet. It’s starting to hit her, the adrenaline tapering off. Zavala’s probably got a pretty good point. She’s got a headache the size of the Traveler brewing and she’s hoping to crash pretty hard once she’s got a moment to herself instead of think herself to death all night.

The two men exchange a look that goes over her head, Saladin departing with the barest nod to his student and a gentler half-smile to Suraya that she doesn’t notice, lost in her own thoughts. “Suraya,” The Commander calls to her gently.

It makes her jump. She shakes her head, worrying her lower lip with her teeth. “Sorry, sorry. It’s - there’s just a lot-” She trails off and looks away, though he sees the tremble of her lip out of the corner of his eye. Explains why she’s biting it.

He brushes his hand against hers, locking their fingers. “It’s going to be alright.” He squeezes gently.

She squeezes back, hard. He can feel the tremble of her fingers as well. “I know,” She tells him, but he knows she’s lying. He’s seen that lost, despaired look on countless allies and even more enemies. Even on himself, in the mirror, a time or two. Leadership is hard. Harder when you cannot be in every place your people are, all at once.

Zavala notices her get even more flighty with each step they take. She pulls her hand out of his after a moment, not that anyone is around to see such a gesture - not that anyone would say anything about it, considering the circumstances - and crosses her arms in front of herself. She doesn’t say a word as he unlocks his door or ushers her in.

“Shower,” He instructs. She knows where it and his linen pantry is. “I will get you a change of clothes, and make sure Louis is taken care of for the evening.” He's been checking on the independent peregrine for the last few days regardless. “Is there anything else you need?”

Tired eyes blink at him, glossy and muted. With everything, she hadn’t thought of Louis aside from the split-second panic of forgetting that he hadn’t made the trip with her when secondary and tertiary explosions had sent shrapnel into the air. It was far safer, now that she thought about it in hindsight. She shook her head. “I don’t think so.”

“Okay. I’ll be right back,” He says, and leaves her standing inside his flat alone. She’s not sure if he’s brought her here because the white walls and meticulous clean won’t remind her of the Farm or her neverending pile of responsibilities, or for his own benefit, or what, but she’s glad for it.

By the time she peels off her dirty poncho and half attempts to fold it to place on the bathroom counter, Suraya’s eyes are burning. She purposely doesn’t look at herself in the mirror, afraid of the face that’s going to stare back at her. She knows, knows it isn’t her fault. There wasn’t anything she could have done, whether she was there or not. It didn’t change the number of dead, or the smell of charred flesh that is ingrained in her nostrils, the screams of people burning alive or the way she sees fire and calamity when she closes her eyes.

She steps into the shower, leaving the water icy cold. She doesn’t want to think about hot things, fire. She doesn’t want to think about anything, she thinks futilely as the first tear burns down her face in contrast to the spray.

It doesn’t seem like she’s got much of a choice in the matter.

[vehlika-pelican]

warning for long post! i always get my best ideas at night when im on mobile and cant do a read-more. sorry. blacklist "vehl's headcannons" to stop seeing my stuff. no rvb season 15 spoilers i dont think. me3 is like 5 years old now so im not tagging it as spoilers for any of the games. OKAY, RVB X MASS EFFECT TRILOGY CROSSOVER ( mostly ME 1 because its been two hours since i started writing this post now and oh shit) #TuckerFightsARobotArmy is gonna be the tag for this and the inevitable sequel posts at first i thought, with default Femshep being a badass red-head that would make our local badass red-head Carolina the obvious choice for the role but it occurred to me that she would make a better Miranda Lawson than Commander Shepard. The Director is The Illussive Man (Tim). Aside from the daddy issues, Miranda is a big supporter of Tim's until she finally sees his dark side and resigns during the end of ME 2 just like Carolina was a staunch believer in the Director until she had to face the music. The Freelancers are involved in Project Phoenix and ultimately its every man for himself when the Director starts indoctrinating/reaperfying troops. She gets assigned to the Normandy SR-2 just before the agents make their escape and she's left out of the loop and feeling betrayed. She carries that well into hunting the Collectors and her loyalty mission involves maybe saving York and getting answers. Carolina goes into hiding just like Miranda during ME3, trying to take down her former employer and his organization on her own until she needs help. Thats where our best dudes come in. but then if she's taking the place of Miranda, who could be Shepard? let's start with the Reds. Sarge is too...Sarge. Maybe he could take Admiral Hackett's place as Admiral Colonel Sarge because obviously (everyone knows he's crazy but going from enlisted man to fleet admiral makes him a legend, and he really earned a name for himself during the First Contact War. that name was legally changed to Colonel.) Grif would be Joker, so our esteemed pilot/vehicle operator who's all back-talk and bitching. Simmons is where it gets tricky. Simmons could be an engineer, possibly a quarian, who got prosthetic limbs from when he temporarily served with Sarge on a joint human-quarian deployment and became enamored with the freedom to experiment in the Alliance opposed to the strict policies in the Migrant Fleet and sought to return to his service by trying to kiss ass. but i also like him as EDI because of the proximity to Grif and how they would develop that friendship leading up to Joker's Mission when Grif unshackles Simmons to save the Normandy in ME 2. i also kind of like krogan!Grif, and you know the two of them would have the greatest time messing with the Alliance's engineers during the retrofits. then when Simmons gets a body in ME3 he tries to get a faux-skin to look human but there's a problem and its missing in places on the left side and Grif decides to tell people he's just got some prosthetics from an accident. all shiny and chrome on the fury road. Donut is Kelly Chambers. trained in psychology but rarely clinical, loving all the species, somehow spreading a space-dog STD around the ship, a bit too naive if pretty gung-ho about the mission but give him a belt of lift grenades and hot damn we're in business. Lopez is the AI who robbed the bank? embezelled money? (ME 1) and threatened to detonate a nuclear bomb inside a shopping center but actually managed to buy and download himself into a ship and set sail for sweet robot freedom in the Persius Veil. he was caught by Sarge and officially "destroyed" when he's really locked in a Rampart mech with AI shackles that force him to aid Sarge in his crazy science endeavors. he refuses to speak anything other than spanish out of spite even when he genuinely needs assistance. now the Blues. Washington will have been with Cerberus until about the beginning of ME3 which is when Tim starts indoctrinating troops and members of Project Phoenix take their chances so thats too late to start trying to save the galaxy from the Reaper threat. Caboose takes the place of David (i might be getting the name wrong), an autistic savant who can communicate with a race of alien AI (the quarian-made geth) and is unwillingly mentally linked to the geth for an unknown period of time by his own brother (one of his sisters then? my poor boy imsorry). This would cause the neural trauma/scarring resulting in Caboose being... more Caboose. but he isn't found until sometime in ME2 by Shepard and co. Freckles is the mad AI who goes rogue on Luna (not EDI or part of Simmons in this au) but ends up being befriended by Caboose. he inhabits an Atlas/Titan mech and together they're unstoppable. Tex is an attempt to recreate Allison as an AI inside a cloned body made by the Director during the early stages of his madness. now she's taking Ashley's place as a trigger happy space racist, a double agent inside the Alliance and on Tucker's squad. Church almost dates her but something...feels off...and instead spends his time fighting with her because it feels...familiar? like when he used to argue with his mom when she was alive. huh. Kaikaina and Grif petitioned to serve together so she's on the squad as an infilitrator of all things. she and Wrex commiserate over the story of how she stole a krogan warlord's biotic hammer and she tramatizes Grif by flirting with his 800-pound ass. (not that it goes anywhere. Wrex thinks humans are too squishy.) which leaves...Tucker. because who else. Commander Shepard took the responsibility of proving the existence and defeating the Reapers only because they happened to be at Eden Prime when the prothean beacon was to be recovered. it could have been anyone caught in the beacon- Ashley or Kaidan or any other marine- and that person would have tried to do the same. Tucker in RVB isnt so much chosen to be the savior of an alien race (Doc said he was but that was more Junior) as he gets caught in a bunch of shit that went down in ways he was not expecting when he interacted with an ancient alien artifact thank you very much. so he's on the Normandy SR-1 because he's an N7-in-training or outright failed to get past N1 (which is still impressive because he was considered and thats not easy criteria to meet. let my man be a badass space marine. just a little bit. badass-in-training. HE'LL GET THERE.) but is noticed for his potential and is to be evaluated by turian!/salarian!Felix for Spectre candidacy. the first human Spectre. he's a biotic, i can't decide between adept and vanguard. Tucker and Grif are Totally On To the mission's importance because "spectre's(Felix) dont come along for shake-down runs" in their new experiental human-turian ship and they arrive at Eden Prime mid-attack. Tucker and his squad try to clear a path to the beacon while Felix scouts ahead. but then they find his body and eyewitnesses say it was someone he knew by name that shot him once he let his guard down and his back was turned. "Locus" they say. supposedly leading the assault with an army of heretic-geth and a massive ship emitting a terrible sound. they fight to the beacon, disable bombs along the way, and find it just as Locus's ship departs. as the squad's engineer is scanning it, Tucker notices they're starting to levitate and rushes in to grab them and throw them aside only to get caught himself. he gets the prothean vision-warning about the Reapers and maybe a special prothean omni-blade and its on. he has to prove to the Citadel Council that their Spectre Locus is a traitor and that the Reapers are real but visions? galactic extinction cycles? oh you humans are so full of it. you've been part of the galactic community for 30 years and now you're here with a conspiracy theory at best? i cant believe we thought you could work for us. blah. Tucker marches off but meets Church who's been trying to take Locus down from within the system to no avail. Alpha!Church is the Director's son but Allison got custody after the divorce and now he's a grouchy C-Sec cop getting nowhere real quick. Tucker invites him along and he's a shitty sniper but actually pretty decent with the Mako's cannon considering it handles like a drunk krogan who can do a flip it you drive off the cliff edge fast enough (what are mass effect booster jets for?). they track down a krogan mercenary (Wrex is probably still Wrex. because who could hope to live up to him?) and fight through a strip club and kill Fist and rescue a quarian (Palomo? make that Jensen) with evidence proving Locus is guilty. then they save Dr. Emily Grey and help her keep her small clinic in the wards from being shut down and she gives them sweet discounts and all the free medigel they can shove into their pockets. they rescue asari!Doc from inside a prothean ruin (got lost on a yoga retreat and panicked when geth started attacking...i guess he could be an archeologist but maybe they drag Grey along for the ride instead...) but he's developed a split personality due to how long he's been alone in there and its kinda murderous but coupled with biotics its pretty useful. (and yes, asari are mono-gendered and are all "female" but ME: Andromeda confirmed that some asari use masculine pronouns/identify as "male" and there's no way that wasn't a thing in ME 1 canon so Doc is he/him). on Virmire, he almost shoots Tex AND Wrex on the beach- put down your shotguns you fucking lunatics i will biotically throw you into the ocean! he helped Wrex get his family armor so Tucker manages to talk him down but man Tex could you chill its been months already. he has to leave Tex behind though to protect the bomb while he and Wrex save Kaikaina and Kirahee and fight Locus. they evacuate and the bomb detonates and atleast it was instantaneous. she wouldn't have felt herself be vaporized, it was quick and we stopped Locus from getting an army of krogan. Church is devastated and knowing that Tucker leaving Tex behind was a conscious choice splinters their friendship. but. Tucker has to finish this. its bullshit and why us. why'd it have to be us on this ship in this life shewasmyfriendtoo- but its a race against the clock to the lost relay and Ilos and theres no time to have a real talk. its complete bullshit. they get to Ilos but Locus is ahead of them and they have to fight so many geth and find a 50,000 year old message which only Tucker can understand but fuck this we're being left in Locus' dust openthisstupid templedoor*swish* oh shit this things a fucking key "guess we didnt have to fight all them robots" he said stepping over the mountain of slain robots because fuck my life. Wrex how'd you live so long life fucking sucks. "i've been drunk for a lot of it" great. yup. can the Mako go any faster. and then they meet Vigil but dont record it because they're still idiots who forget/dont mind the details until Simmons shows up in the sequel you morons but hey remember THAT CHASE WE WERE IN LETSGO and they drive the Mako into a relay and if Tucker made sure to crash into a geth colossus no one says anything- and they fly out into the Presidium Commons like if the Mako had wings but itfuckingdoesnt and why are there even jets on this tank. Locus and Sovereign beat them to the Citadel and the arms are closed but Hal-9000 over there is just chillin' on the Citadel Tower like he's shishing the kebab himself. then gravity goes off and they fight sideways all the way up the tower and those turrets sure are being turrets you know and not differentiating between us and the assholes ahead of us. but they finally make it and stop Locus short of the apocalypse. Tucker goes all renegade Locus was just afraid, the Reapers put his life in persepective and we are all so small and insignificant, "is servitude not preferable to extinction?" you're just a puppet, they're using you because you're weak, because you let them, do yourself a favor-! but Locus claims its too late and they fight and kill him. but he rises anyway. the fight the first and only Possessed Marauder- Sovereign controlig Locus' corpse through implants. he was mostly implants. and once its ash ashashashes Tex didnt even get to be ashes its unfa- and Sarge is over the comm, open the Citadel's arms son so the Alliance can save the day and Tucker has a choice. save the Council and sacrifice thousands of soldiers. or kill the Reaper and worry about new leadership later. its Tex again. worse. i need to think, theres no time, you know what this thing can do you saw in the vision i believe you so what do we do. make the call. and Tucker needs the Council's support...but the Reaper needs to be killed...but saving the Council will cost too much...but the Reaper could still call the others from dark space...they'll trust me... will the new ones? will the Alliance? Anyone? no. but someone will definitely be alive. kill Sovereign. the Council dies. the Destiny Ascention is destroyed. the Alliance suffers minimal loses. humanity fills the vacuum of power. humanity is no longer trusted. they blame him. he does too. have any of his choices been good enough? right? much of the crew goes their own way. Church goes back to C-Sec. maybe he'll call. Wrex returns to Tuchanka, faith in his people restored. Doc joins Grey at her small clinic. Jensen returns to the Migrant Fleet with geth data. and Tucker and the rest are... disgraced. no one says but they dont have to. every breath is a reminder of his failures and what he did. so much potential in him once, they say. he could have been great. instead he did this. and they fight geth. chase geth. fight more. they head to Alchera. more geth, they said. it isnt. the ship is blown apart. Kaikaina shoves anyone who cant walk into the escape pods. The XO is killed almost immediately. Grif won't leave. Tucker, please, Dex! Get Dex! she yells as she's dragged into an escape pod by a Yeoman and he storms over because he wont lose anyone else but the hull is gone and you can't run in mag boots. Grif is fighting for Normandy. Tucker can hear him asking for just a little more just enough to- to- but Tucker's having none of it and pulls and heaves and forces his idiot pilot into the pod. of all the times Grif chose to be the opposite of lazy. a streak of yellow catches his eye and its coming this way and he pushes off and hits the launch button but the engines blow and he hits something as he is set adrift. he's losing air. fuck, its- its behind him. he panics and scrambles for the puncture but his arms are geting heavier and he's already wheezing short little breaths shortlittlefailures youfailedyoukilledthem youkilledher. the sun in the distance is bright. he can feel his body tilt toward the planet, sees the sunlight cresting over the horizon. his vision goes dark around the edges. but the sun is bright and he doesnt notice he isnt afraid and he falls *maniacal laughter* someone should have stopped me. i think its super out of character but this is a rambling monster and not meant to go super in-depth or anything. god help me.

[princepancakemage]

Hey! Regarding your mer!Lance AU, Blue claim him and stuff but... How will he pilot her with his fishy tail? Does he sort of can dry it to make them shift to legs or will they... idk fill Blue cockpit with water?? (this idea is stupid I know... it was funnier in my head actually) I'm kinda curious about this part! And also, will Pidge be extra curious and ask a ton of stuff to Lance to try to understand his species because "holyshit he's a mermaid!"?? Love your AU btw and the cute doodle for it!

OKAY SO BE WARNED BUT THIS IS BASICALLY SPOILERS FOR HOW THE MER!LANCE AU ENDS

So in the begining of the Mer!lance au, lance really cant pilot the blue lion. Both in the sense he doesnt know how to pilot anything and he cant actually get in the cockpit

So the story goes is that while blue has choosen her pilot, allura remains piloting her till ajustments can be made. Alongside waiting, lance is taught how to pilot the lions, through a serious of simulations on the castle-ship ^ 3^ (hint: he tries tO thread the needle kek) lance also bonds with blue on the side, especially whenever theres water nearby lel they end up growing really close during that time, tho it seems to bum lance out alot because hes heard the stories of voltron and heres the blue lion right infront of him, he just wants to be a hero and be important too. Not only that but he feels like he isnt contributing to the team, since hes her pilot and allura still pilots her.

I know some people has said “Maybe blue can fill the cockpit with water to help Lance” and i can totally see them trying that as like a last ditch attempt, but the way i see it is that the second blue opens up to let him out, the pit would empty out onto the bay floor and he’d be a fish out of water again >

(note: i still cant draw the blue lion all to well so i had to trace a bit of the face cause if i didnt, i’d never finish this post ; ; forgive me, one day i’ll be able to draw her) 

At one point or another, Lance would be reclaimed by Prince lotor (reminder that lotor wants lance for his own personal zoo,because lance is hella rare and cute) and is put under lock and key in his dungeons till he can be accomodated into a tank (lance is nOT happy about being put in a tank) time goes on and he starts drying out (because up until recently, lance has had plenty of water to swim in) and this is no bueno for our fishy friend ; ; Shiro and keith find him, sick and stressed out and as theyre leaving lotor finds them, and hES FUCKING PISSED THAT THEY TOOK LANCE KEK

fighting happens and lotor has his own little group of druids to attack keith with while he fights shiro. Meanwhile lance is put in a corner away from the fight, and told to wait till hunk and pidge get to him. More fighting happens, maybe even a monologue from lotor about how lance is his, and then boom shiros had enough and pins lotor down. Keith is still holding his own against the druids, until sHIT KEITH GETS HIT aNd shiro goes dad mode for half a second

Lotor laughs and pulls out one final trick from his sleeve and yells at the closest druid to do “it” whatever it is kek

The druid ends up hitting lance with some sort of magic that leaves him screaming and shaking on the ground. And lotor, being the kek he is just whispers “if i cant have him, no one can” and then poof the druids and him disappear bye bye!! Hunk and Pidge make it and they are both freaking out like “SHIRO WTF IS GOING ON???? ” and shiro just tells them to pick up lance and keith and to get to their lions as quick as possible. Hunk picks up Lance, whos now gone freakishly quiet and Hunk is like gotta go fast to my lion, my friend is probs dying shIT, while pidge and shiro hold Keith up and walk him out.

Once they all get back to the castle ship Keith is put in a cryopod, Meanwhile Lance still hasnt woken up! They put him back in the pool and at this point Shiro is hella worried, thinking about whatever the druid did and what it could be doing to Lance ; ; and Lance cant be put in a cryopod since its not a physical injury. Shiro ends up spending the night with lance, just kinda watching over him, poor babu is just so worried about him ; ; not only that but since he just loves him so much he starts planning on telling lance how he feels c ause fuck this the boy could be dying??? he’s gotta tell him his gay feelings ; ; but after a few hours shiro sorta falls asleep (cause fuck he already doesnt get enough sleep, and that rescue mission was too stressful)

Come morning, Lance wakes up and everything seems totally normal up until he tries to get out of bed. (because at one point, both shiro and lance were moved to a room, you’ll find out soon in a second) 

Boy realized he got feet???? like WHAT HOT DAMN WHERES MY TAIL WHAT THE PISS?????

At first this boy is completely devastated, even crying a bit, and Shiro holds him all the while, comforting him and never letting go! the two share a cute moment together and then everyone else comes in, having heard lance crying ; ; 

They all attempt to comfort lance and once he’s calmed down, and thanks everyone, Allura points out one benefit to having legs ^3 ^

guess what it is…

HE CAN PILOT BLUE NOW!!

Lance legit just gets up, all wobbly and weak, cause kek he’s never walked before and just starts to try and book it over to blue! granted poor kid doesnt even make it a step before he falls over, hes JUST SO DAMN EXCITED THAT BLUE IS FINALLY HIS AND THAT HE CAN PILOT HER!! Shiro laughs at him, holding Lance up and gives him a little kiss and tells him to slow down, that he still needs to learn how to walk properly first, and lance is now just!!! sO READY TO LIVE HIS LIFE WITH THE PALADINS AND BLUE!!!

(Shance kisses kekekekekek)

With the help of everyone he ends up being able to walk

AND THATS HOW BABIES ARE MADE NO WAIT THATS HOW LANCE GETS TO PILOT THE BLUE LION

iM GONNA MAKE A SEPARATE POST FOR THE SECOND HALF OF THIS QUESTION WITH PIDGE BECAUSE FRICK THIS IS ALREADY SUPER LONG AND I HAVE YET TO DRAW THAT OUT >

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EYYYYYYYY I was worried about you for a second hope you are doing alright. ♥ Fair warning for the song: May be angsty most likely XD sorry not sorry

Do I Follow Them?: Yea I do. Lol why Wouldn’t I follow you and your presh bby.

Why Did I Follow Them?: Um. It was through Dex high. but like I love silvally. also, I brought back Aitwo/Ambertwo for you because I REALLY wanted to like have a legit reason OUTSIDE of Dex high to follow you xD

Do We RolePlay?: Yes we do on both Red and Aitwo. Kinda glad I made Ai a sideblog too so that way I can keep track easier. THough I am proabbly gonna say that for the next few answers I am probably gonna focus more on your interactions with Ai rather than Red. Mainly because while we have a Dex high thread for Red, (also I’m sorry I still have that thread I just need to find motivation to do my drafts for him atm im so sorry) Our thread for AI is what AMKES ME LIVE AND BREATH. no really, god I just love that relationship between the two I freaking CRAI.

Do I Want To Role Play With Them:Yes. of course always. For both Red and Ai.For Ai: Honestly I will ALWAYS say yes to all the threads and asks and interactions with her. Mainly because its just PERFECT. I have the PERFECT SONGS FOR THEM FDSJKAFHDSLFFDALSJD. No but really, Fluff and Angst and the combination of them is what I would die for and These two definitly have room for that, so obviously I am always going to want to RP with you on that.For Red: Yes I actually do, because unlike Ai, i think these two would have such a different atmosphere. I mean Not anything bad, seeing as Red loves Pokemon, but I should say that while your character is like a big brother to Ai, Red would most likely be a protective father to him. He’s really defensive on the harming and pain of pokemon so Red may come of really protective, and that is always something I would be more than willing to see how it goes. That and it would actually be nice to actually incorporate his use of aura manipulation to actually have some unique conversation between the two. Again this would be for the main verse rather than the Dex high verse. heh… yea… 

An AU Idea For Our Muses:For Ai: Hmmm… Well I mean we could do  a “faded” AU I guess. This goes in turn with one of the songs for the muses. But essentially, one of them gets “lost.” Now we could discuss what that means but lets take this example. Muse A dies somehow and then comes back, but with no recollection of anything. (Maybe the muse doesnt even have to die maybe there was this tragic accident where it cause the muse to forget everything) (Think of it like the movie The Vow – minus the romantic shit). Anyway, it pains Muse B to see Muse A like that. Mainly because Muse A doesn’t really consider Muse B as a close friend and kinda just ignores them a lot. Now depending on what you wanna do but maybe Muse B is trying REALLY hard to like fix things, even though its not really something that can be fixed and it’ll never be what it used to be. Obviously because why would somebody want to like hang out with a complete stranger that seems to be really clingy? lmao??? riiiiightttt. No but like Really. I think it would be a really good idea because while Muse A is like ladedaa moving on or whatever because how can they start back up on something they have absolutely no recollection of. But Muse B is just absolutely torn and heartbroken and yadda yadda yadda. Oh bonus part: Muse A doesn’t really try to help ease the pain at first because why would they? Its not like the “know” them. But for Muse B its hard to keep to themselves because its like one day it was like they were extremely close and the next day they have to pretend they werent so close and its hurts them to pretend– like they cant. Okay sorry for the rambling. but thats basically what I was thinking for AI. 

For Red: Hmmm… Oh I go it. Your muse is like a living and breathing “experiment” and Red is just like one of the lab assistants that is working on the project. Everybody else treats silvally as if they had NO emotions. Just a number for the experiment. There is no emotion whatsoever. But it tears Red to be so “mechanical” and technical on something that lives, breaths, and feels just as he does. He has to put some humanity. Thus, he’s the only one who stays late nights to be with Silvally and make it more humane for him. Or it could be that Red was an experiment too but a (semi)failed one seeing as he can’t talk and refuses to write in a language the the other people can understand so they just keep him there as an assistant. IDK?? I mean we can really work on this if you want. Consider it kinda like what they do in Logan (Have you seen the movie?) Im not really gonna spoil anything but they do go a little in depth with some experiment. So perhaps they are trying to create the perfect mutant soldier through Silv. Seeing as Red was just a failed human trial, Red takes pity on Silv and just wants to make it better for him.

Umm… I mean I can come up with other AUs but I think Imma just leave this for now.

A Song For Our Muses:For Ai: Faded – Alan Walker ( && Remix )So not sorry for this bahahahaha. But it perfect!!! amirite? I really could see this though. Specially for the AU I mentioned above, but also in general. I could just see Silv’s decision just devastate Ai and she leaves. And then she just gets lost. She like never returns even though she said she would and that leaves Silv to himself and wonder wtf happened. Nem voice: OPPS DID I DO THAT? MY BAAAAD!!

For Both Red and Ai: Safe and Sound – Cover ( Original )I mean Yea I guess?? lol my baaadddd

Do I Ship Our Muses?:For Ai: YEs!! I mean, we have already established what kind of ship anyway.  I think its just kinda always acknowledged.

For Red: Eh, I think I mentioned this. Maybe as a protective guardian sure. But other than that probably not. Maybe close friends? But idk??

What I Think About The Mun:Mun is a very bootiful person and I genuinely hope you are doing okay. Super friendly and I love it. Once again another person that makes me feel welcome in the community and I probably cannot thank you enough for dealing with a lil’ shit like me. ^-^ No really stay beautiful alright. Like all the other people. You’re great. I hope you are doing well and all. 

Overall Opinion:10 out of 10 would absolutely follow without a doubt. Sorry I dont really have much else to say? Oh We should talk more, there. That’s all. lol.

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