#but i cant do that
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my father doesn't consume political news anymore because of his hate for donald trump and the current situation in america. but lately he's just been talking about how he thinks that everyone is just inherently selfish and terrible.
and i don't know.
i can't think like that. i need to have hope, and i need to believe that there are good people out there doing good things. because what else am i supposed to do?
#he's just ready to go home to australia#and ignore everything#but i cant do that#i care#idk#i can't just go off and say fine everyone's terrible
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I keep thinking about you. The choice you made. And I want to hate you for it. I want to hate you so badly but I loved you, and I know you loved me too. You made sure I knew that in your last message. I know what you were thinking when you sent it, you didn't want me to blame myself and I dont because I understand so intrinsically why you did it. But I still want to hate you. My whole life I pictured my future, I was either dead or alone and I was ok with that. Until you. You made me picture a future where I was alive and loved and happy. And then you left. And now being alone doesn't feel ok anymore and you did that. I want to hate you but how can I when I understand you so clearly. If i was the one who owned the gun I know I'd do the same. We loved each other and it wasn't enough, now I have to live with that. I want to hate you
#i dont hate you i just wish i could have come with you#now i understand too intimately how it feels when someone u love leaves like that#i want to go with you#but i cant do that#not to the ones i still have#i cant make them feel this#vent post
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convinced wuwa was put on this earth to give me the worst fomo of my life
#I JUST WANNA GIVE IT A CHANCE#ive heard mixed things on the story but like i want to go into it completely open#bUT I CANT DO THAT#BECAUSE THE DEVICES IN MY LIFE HATE ME#;sir this is my emotional support cringefail gacha game protagonist. (ooc)
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Trying to watch something that's only available in it's original language with English Subtitles but ADHD & Dyslexia want you dead
#i rely so much on dubs because#trying to read English Subs makes me soo dizzy#ita bad#and i usually need to be doing something with my hands in order to watch anything#but i cant do that#if i have to read#i have to be in such a specific mood to be able to watch anything subbed#i hate it#anime#music#milligram#mdzs#mdzs donghua#donghua#fandom#english subbed#dyslexic#dyslexia#adhd#neruodivergent#neruodiversity
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i want to help her but i dont know how
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Client that I was going to pet sit for canceled
I was counting on that money
Now what
It really is getting urgent
I won't be able to afford a big expense
Won't be able to afford another month like this.
If I cant get another job or get a regular job ASAP idk what I will do
I feel like I have vertigo
Like free falling
Haven't had this little income since 2020 and then I got the government money
Now I don't have that
I need to get everything asap and everything now but how. When it takes me forever to get anywhere
If I get in debt --
If only I could get the things going I'm trying to but it may be too late since i need asap $
Who will hire me!?!??!?!?
I want to work for myself but I may not be able to I also mY not be able to get a job either w my abysmal job history so
#ending my life#might be only#but i cant do that#job#i want om trying to get my mian things goung but now this!!#WHY IS EVERYONE CANCELING
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💭 - Gojo @ Suguru >:)
Suguru groans with hint of palyfullness in his tone. "I understand your birthday is this week, Satoru--but do you really need to ask the entirety of Jujutsu High to praise you? -Fine. I will entertain you with my honest opinion once again. It's no trouble to me."
Suguru closes his hand into a loose fist, brings it close to his face, and clears his throat. Then, focuses his sight on an object near by as he spoke.
"Gojo Satoru is an arrogant, powerful, and obnoxious man. He is clever and has a habit of challenging traditions and thoughtfully upheld rules. He wants everyone to be at their strongest and doesn't understand why structures are in place to hold talented individuals from 'reaching their full potential.' His flirtatious and occasionally careless behavior puts him in a bind, filling my days with entertainment. There is never a boring day with him and he's a joy to have around. Gojo Satoru is my best friend and the apple of my eye."
Suguru glances at Gojo from the corner of his eye, then turns to face him. He asks, "Did I stroke your ego enough, Satoru?"
#i REALLY wanted to make this gay#and gross#like make it crack!#but i cant do that#maybe on discord#jjk rp#praeteritusmemories#answered
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so like soobin 👍
#yea that sucked while it lasted#petty petty kaikai youre so petty#but i cant do that#i cant breathe the same air again because things have changed#but that doesnt mean im not ready to breathe this changed and unpredictable air#im just#idk i guess reminiscing somewhat? in some feeling where i thought i was satisfied#but was i really? i dont know#adding yet another marble to the collection i see kaikai#sigh sigh sigh
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being a trans dude with the sickest chest hair but you can’t show it off like your cis guy friends has got to be the most crushing blow to hot girl summer ever
#all i want is to strut around in an open shirt#and show off my sick bod#BUT I CANT DO THAT#someone come chop these off
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IM GONNA HAVE TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAY IN QUARANTINE TOMORROW CAUSE I STILL HAVE COVID

#i just wanted to be with my twin sister#but i cant do that#ha.....hahaha...#*LOUD ANGRY AND SAD SCREAMING*
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Idk if ill be able to swim this summer and I have to see how money goes but I want to buy some fuckin trunks I have to find my swim shirt but lmao gender wants swim trunks
#id love to just wear trucks#but i cant do that#if i ever get my own pool#i just want to wear trunks
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I want to pull you out of there and into my arms
Mmm
#very tempted to say i got a flat tire and have to get it replaced. im not the best for parties#but i cant do that#🖤 lust 🖤#[TB]
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Why can't I just write a fic again?
Like the same fic, just... again?
#the first ts fic i ever wrote#i miss it#i just wanna write it again and post it again#but i cant do that#because ive already written it
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Me seeing a Jason figure: oh wow I should buy that
Me after seeing the $220 price tag

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bandori madoka magica au-[I AM IMMEDIATELY THROWN TO THE WOLVES]
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im such a deeply jelous person and all i can do is try to push it away. today i was part of a convo with a girl in class and she mentioned how her parents had realized her mental health was more important than school grades so now she goes to psychiatrists and they dont stress her about school and all i could think about was myself. i could only think about how ive tried to die and hurt myself in so many different ways for years upon years. probably over a third of my life at this point and i cant help but be bitter that ive never gotten an ounce of help without having to fight for it and hide it from my family or else theyll get mad while seeing so many around me get help. and obviously they deserve help. no one can measure if someone has had it worse or deserve help more and im not saying i deserve it more at all. if you could measure it i probably deserve it less. i just cant help but feel jealous when i see others get help
#cat.exe speaks#i think some get help when they stop being able to go to school or work at school#im guessing that#but i cant do that#i cant stay home or skip class or not turn things in#im so afraid#of my parents reaction to do anything like that#but jesus shes found the cuts over and over for years#they both found the rotten food and they thought i would kill myself#i know its selfish but i want help too
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