#but i am so tired
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#he's trying to be my bias#jung wooyoung#wooyoung#ateez#i might fuck around and let him#at this rate#this aesthetics......the muse ......the motivation he gives me to create#it reminds me of my hyunjin era#i am deeply unwell#but i am so tired
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I was up for 23 hours straight and I thmhink I hear my sleep cycle screaming somewhere
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i'm so tired of doing a barely regular human amount of things in a weekend and then feeling wildly overwhelmed by how not rested i feel for the upcoming week
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#and i don't want to complain about being tired when everyone else did so many more things than me#but i am so tired#disabilties#disabled#actually disabled#epilepsy#chronically ill#chronic illness#spoonie#zebra#ehlers danlos syndrome#c punk#crip punk#cripple punk#fuck capitalism
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so jealous of people who don’t experience sleep paralysis or who only experience it once or twice in their life. i hope they know i’m taking it from them. sparing them that pain. i endure sleep paralysis—ten times in one night, bravely!—so they will never know the horror. i am willing but jealous. the burden is heavy. i train my mind for the strength to not come to resent the people i save
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The Legend of Zelda: A Hero's Purpose by MajorLink on Youtube
#legend of zelda#fan animation#animation#majorlink#legend of zelda: a hero's purpose#go watch this series if you haven't already it's incredible#no happy mask salesman#no i have not#i'm trying#but i am so tired
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i'm making one more. ONE MORE post but if i catch anyone being parasocial with me or my friends, or being straight up fucking weird i'm blocking you i do not have the time nor fucking patience for this shit
i am 21 years old. i have a job. i am disabled. my patience is running thin with some of you people who automatically think we'll be friends if i just follow you back, that is not how that works.
#reffie rambles#might delete later#i am so TIRED#i became friends with thornie HM melo xpi blue GB MX sam etc. just by chatting with them like a normal PERSON#not bombarding their DMS or their inboxes with random shit#call me an asshole if you want#but i am so tired
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i don't know. i understand the sentiments for sure. but hating men as a lesbian is a bit of a turn-off.
#don't reblog obviously#not about you#but i am so tired#absolutely tanked my energy for the rest of the day#huge debuff#maybe i'll delete this later#it's really not something worth talking about#i don't even know who i can talk to about this#well whatever#you must hate men this much to ride#personally i'd rather not hate anyone#sick to my stomach#i don't even disagree with the post is the thing. it just left me feeling gross and alienated.#another reminder that i'm the interloper#the followups were worse#i need to stop thinking about this but my hands are too sweaty to play the bass and augh. augh. augh.
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can people PLEASE start using some sort of tag for their buddie vs bucktommy discourse posting im so fucking tired of seeing u guys argue
#911#911 abc#911 season 7#im not gonna put this in the ship tags bc im not that petty#but i am SO tired#it really is not that serious babes
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I am so tired and angry and scared. I don't want to do this anymore. What did I do to deserve this?
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You wanna know what I just found? A Snape/giant squid fanfic.
The best part? It’s not smut. And it’s from the squid’s perspective. I’m not surprised but I am concerned that I find this normal somehow
The fic in question: The Dream of the Fisherman's Wife by eldritcher on Ao3 (you need an account to read it)
(And the thing is I’ve seen giant squid/character before, I *know* it exists. But it’s always been tentacle sex and idk why but the lack of smut feels weird. And the fact that I’m feeling off about a *lack* of inappropriate use of tentacles says something about how deep I’ve delved into fanfic. )
#fandom#harry potter fanfiction#harry potter#severus snape#giant squid#i have many regrets#ao3#ao3 fanfic#i think i need sleep#i’m not surprised#but i am so tired
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between my cravings for donuts, but then lack of appetite for them absolute fatigue, yet beleaguered by insomnia my neck muscles being achy stomach discomfort vision issues I think I'm getting another migraine.
Had a fucking panic attack over it, absolutely sobbing, hyperventilating, and then I hit my head repeatedly as if that would help, as if that suffering would make up for whatever I've done to wrong my body, as if the ringing silence that proceeded after each hit would cause the migraine to scurry away...
I'm tired, guys, I'm really tired and sad.
#ramblings#avoiding meds since i've been taking too many but if i'm sick tomorrow i'm sick :( i'll t ake them#i wrote a note to my doctor about my migraine perscription dosage asking for it to be raised and that was ignored#i did also write a note about getting into the process of getting diagnosed with something anything anything please please please#for a goddamn management plan#but i am so tired#i can't kill myself because people love me and i don't want to make their world worse but every day i pay for it#i'm so tired#whatever. i'm going to turn on my heating pad and put on my migraine mask and try again to fall asleep#i'm sorry for being dramatic
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Day one of the 1774 Fort Ti garrison. The musicians have colonized my bunk. We held a soldier’s funeral for some cabbage. Some guy heckled us for a good 10 minutes as we rowed out on Lake Champlain in the bateau. Good times. So ends this day.
#I’m having a great time#but I am so tired#thought there would be more revelry tonight but I am exhausted from the sawing and the rowing etc etc#god save the cheshire regiment#this is your captain speaking#fort ticonderoga
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saw a video of a person who worked as a baker in an inn on instagram and cried. there are so many lives to live if i would just open my eyes to see them.
#i couldve had a life i loved if i'd been braver when it mattered#instead of one where i count down the days until the next phase#and then the next#and the next until i die#“you have to make the life you want” i know#i do i know#but i am so tired#From rain
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It's my bday in a month so naturally I'll be playing supercut on repeat
#lorde... lorde if you can hear me... save me lorde#i am so young. wow. i have my entire life ahead of me#but i am so tired
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Downsides to working a metaphysical shop: when every single energy vampire in your circle decides to come on the same day, for HOURS, ALONG with busy customer day. Bro I’m TIRED.
#we want to be busy with customers#but I am so tired#also everyone has ADHD and we feed off it in the worst way#it’s a goddamn time
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