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It's the fear, and not the ghost that leaves me haunted, haunted not the ghost - crane wives
continuation of my obi-wan left the order au
#obi wan kenobi#bounty hunter#kinda?#i am not really sure on the details of this au yet#star wars#star wars fanart#obi wan star wars#art#illustration#digital fanart#star wars au
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Hello, I have a question that has been bothering me for a long time. How old is Buttons?
Depends on the context I draw him in. Usually he's drawn in his 20s or 30s. He's not quite as young as your usual Vault Dweller.
GTA Online Buttons is in his mid-20s. He started working for the Weezbugs in his early 20s.
#let's put off developing his 40s in detail for when I turn 40 lol#it's fun because I know he will be getting a forehead scar and an ear scar and both his teeth knocked out#but I am not sure how yet - I love stewing on details#maybe I'll maim something else on him too! WHO KNOWS#I don't like thinking about middle aged GTA Buttons I pretend he doesn't exist#age#Buttons#OC
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i am not usually interested in dramatically canon-divergent scenarios because the canon story is what compels me, but i've been obsessed with this moment ever since i re-heard it during my second viewing. from the perspective of someone who already finished the story once and now knows the truth - this was wild.
WHAT IF?
#naruto#naruto manga#pan watches naruto#team ro#WHAT was itachi thinking#i mean it's clear that he makes this 'change of plan' because he's taken aback/alarmed by how much kakashi knows#and my assumption is he wants to find out where kakashi got this intel#but for real WHAT was his long-term plan?#it is no secret that i am obsessed with the kakashi-itachi dynamic and like. this is just wild to me#especially given the timing - hiruzen just died so like. does itachi even have a contact in the village anymore?#is it *danzo*? seems nuts but.#if it is then this plan is insane. danzo doesn't love kakashi but he does respect him highly as a shinobi/an asset to the village#and i absolutely do not think he'd be willing to let itachi sacrifice a piece that powerful#was itachi just going to keep quiet about this if/when the Leaf asked where their most renowned jonin went? was he going to LIE about it?#or does the fact that hiruzen is dead mean that itachi *doesn't* have a contact in the village he trusts anymore#(hence him showing up immediately after hiruzen dies just to remind the Other Three that he's still out there)#except he didn't expect kakashi to sniff him out INSTANTLY and now he's taking him captive because...???#i don't know why#to torture him until he reveals his intel source and then kill him?#except itachi DOESN'T want to kill kakashi. that's established.#'why not just kill me? if he wanted to...he could.'#that's canon and it's GREAT and i love looking back at that very early line from much later on#knowing it's one of the pieces that clicks into place for kakashi when he's considering whether or not madara's story could be true#but anyway. itachi DOESN'T want to kill kakashi.#but if he takes him captive and doesn't want to kill him - then what???#there aren't any good answers for this because honestly i don't know that itachi's entire backstory had been planned yet#(like i think i read somewhere that kishimoto knew itachi was technically on the villlage's side from the beginning)#(but i'm not sure if all the details had been established)#in any case i remain FASCINATED
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✨ Star Friends ✨
When I found out that @chessman-protocol boy Crit liked Astronomy, let’s just say I was beyond estatic and immediately planned this little comic. Here’s to my boy Vincent doing his best to make friends with folks who share similar interests 😅💙
Funny enough, I didn’t realize I put this in Vincent character’s until I looked at the whole thing, but Vincent very much shares the lack of stranger danger the way I did/ I do to this day. To quote one of my past managers I’m “abnormally friendly” or whatever
I can’t tell you how many times even as a small child (drove my parents nuts) that I saw a cool person with whatever connecting factor and I just straight up walked to them and was like “Ok cool. We’re friends now.” And nobody’s really stopped me? So apparently I have friends now. 😆
Vincent however is just a wholesome baby boy who doesn’t realize he’s actually an intimidating hunk of a turtle and randomly walking up to strangers and not saying anything can be taken the wrong way.
Like I said, he’s trying his best. He wasn’t exactly the most socialized if you can’t tell, but he does love dearly and is certainly a boone of a friend to have once you get past the inevitable social awkwardness. He’s loyal to put because he really doesn’t know better, and I adore him for that. Anyway, dunno if Crit knows any ASL or not, but either way Vincent is just excited to meet somebody else who likes space ✨🌌 💙
#just being jayus#doing this ugly and scared#my boy <3#Vincent my beloved#rottmnt original character#rottmnt oc#original comic#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#time to go feral in the comments again; please ignore the ramblings of an insane person#Fun fact: Vincent is mute (late mutation and didn’t fully develop vocal chords) and so he only speaks turtle and partial ASL#Morrocoy Tortoise AKA Yellow or Red Footed Tortoise bop their head to assert dominance and show emotions#Head hopping and headbutting is Vincent’s tic and you can tell how he’s feeling by how fast or slow he goes because it’s a VIBE#Working on this comic was like the preverbal attempt of taking a horse to water#except this horse is a pony (anything under 14 hands is of the devil) and would not even spare it a glance unless it was perfection#Alas mockery and spite is unfortunately my demise and I could not handle the blank page any longer#Can you see how my style changed when the focus and subject changed?😅#Forgive me my son#for I have not learned to draw you from all angles yet.#Why did I make you so pretty and detailed in my head and yet have my hand betray you?!#The true tragedy is when your idea level is not at your skill level bECaUsE I KnOw wHaT hEs SuPpOsEd To LoOk LiKe BuT I CaNt DrAw HiM yEt#So here we are and I am accutely aware of how much work there is to be done. I’m looking at you flippin turtle anatomy#But hey we all have to start somewhere#so here I am#I tried and by golly I will keep trying. Vincent deserves that much 😅🧡🫡#I just looked back at this and realized I MISSED A STINKING PANEL. And Vincent’s shirt.#Flips a table in my mind#Also I’ve never made a mute character before so if anybody has notes especially about ASL PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E lemme know.#Wanna make sure I represent the peoples correctly 🫡🧡
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custom slingshot avatar i made for myselff, :3
#phighting#phighting!#phighting roblox#roblox phighting#slingshot phighting#slingshot fanart#slingshot#:3#lowkey want to make catshot...#wholly depends if i am motivated enough#for now default slingshot will suffice!!!#i love this So much . i havent eaten my chips yet coz i was busy drawing this LOL#personal use for me only!!! im not sure if im okay with sharing These types of drawings yet!!#me when i make horns the most detailed
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thinking about how Mayesh is the mirror for the Ashkar people - being human in the eyes of House Aurelian means that they think all Ashkar are human. He protects them all in this way, ensuring that the Sault will be safe and that what happened in Malgasi (murdering all Ashkar) will not happen in Castellane.
this also applies to Kel, in a way. Kel is the person Conor loves/cares for above all others, yet he is a common citizen of Castellane - technically, the lowest possible class, since Kel is an orphan without a significant name, and family names are the most important source of power in Castellane. therefore, Kel is the mirror for the common people of Castellane - although he is considered an object/property in the eyes of nearly all of House Aurelian, being human in the eyes of Conor, the person who will one day be King, shows the future ruler that the people he rules are actual PEOPLE, not just subjects to use and manipulate to the ruler's liking. in this way, Kel protects the commoners of Castellane, which is so interesting. we see him do this multiple times in Sword Catcher when he is trying to instill empathy in Conor for others, including Lin (when Kel talks sense into Conor and and says "do you want her to be afraid of you?" which really hits Conor hard because he doesn't realize the full scope of his power and the fact that he uses it carelessly).
and what makes this more insane is the way that Mayesh doesn't even see Kel as a human, just an object, even though they serve similar important purposes for their respective classes. on my third read of Sword Catcher, I really honed in on the way that Mayesh treats Kel, and he really does not treat him as a damn human being!!! it's so awful. the hypocrisy of Mayesh is so wild, he is such an interesting character because of all his contradictions. anyways i'm so unwell about this!!!
#the way i could go on and on#i could go on a rant about how kel and jolivet have parallels too. all of house aurelian has some similarity to kel yet treat him as inhuma#every time i read sword catcher i get more and more insane with the hidden details#mayesh please i'm rooting for you dude but the way you treat kel like an object and the things he says to him...he stays testing me fr#like when he tells lin who kel is and shes asking all these questions about who kel really is and his origins an mayesh is like “who cares”#and saying “oh yeah he was probably unwanted for all the regular reasons” ...sir you did not just say that shit about my boy Kel#especially not in front of your grandaughter whom you ABANDONED sdkfjjasfskljfdals#also at the very end of the book kel's last interaction w mayesh and hes like dude where r u going?? and kel's like dont worry bout me#and mayesh is like “i am not sure i was worrying” like LMFAOOOO he dont give a FUCK if kel lives or dies fr#sword catcher#kel saren#conor aurelian#the ragpicker king
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Holy fuck, man. What a trip Fearne has been on, huh?
You tell her how grateful you are to have her in your life, you flatter her, you tell her you need her, that you have to do this together. You have her make a promise that has this woman, born of chaos and fey, agreeing through shaking hands and a trembling voice.
You make her deceive your friends; you make her follow where they cannot know; you make her help you into this contraption; you make her feed this thing into you despite the fact that you both have been warned extensively of the risks. You make her watch you crumble and splinter and shatter and fracture and burst and implode. You make her watch you die, over and over and over and over, for a minute in agonizing bullet time.
You make her do all these things, because when she tries to back out, when she tries to not be the one who let you do this—how could you do this—
you tell her, "YOU PROMISED."
Because if there's one thing you know, it's that the fey do not break a promise.
#cant wait for her to fucking pissed for a very long time. shes really packing the entire human experience in a very short period of time.#critical role#cr spoilers#c3e77#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#bells hells#just gonna get ahead of the um actually mfs and state that i am aware that its not confirmed that thats why ash brought up the promise#but boy howdy would it make for some great drama down the line huh?#edit: apparently i did not get ahead enough cuz ive had to turn off replies#since ppl were somehow interpreting this mini introspection piece as me infantilizing fearne??#anyway the first line is now changed to something a bit more neutral. after sleeping on it i do see how it was a bit aggressive at the top#other than that im not sure how else to reword without completely disregarding the core of the post#i might make more posts addressing this but im not sure yet. i wanna try to approach it in the best way possible.#but if it helps any the point of the post was not to say fearne had no agency. she had plenty of moments where she tilted one way or the#other. the POINT was to just shine some light on the emotional pressure she had been put under.#hasnt your friend ever asked you to keep a secret or promise that felt wrong or unsafe or made you anxious?#it has nothing to do with the amount of agency she had. ash wasnt holding a knife to her throat and forcing her to follow against her will#all i was trying to do was take this detail about his reminder of the promise that i thought was interesting and have some fun writing an#overview of the kinda stress she was under BEFORE theyd reached that scene. this entire ep was everyone discussing how grateful they were#for this family theyd made. and while im not saying ash was PURPOSELY emotionally manipulating fearne..#there is a level of unintentional manipulation when you pair the severity of his request with the convo theyd had 2 seconds prior#as well as the desperate need they all have to save each other NO MATTER WHAT.#ash was giving incredibly strong energy of a friend who peer pressures you into helping them do something that you know in your gut WILL#cause problems. hes a fucked up guy. theyre all fucked up guys. even if he didnt mean to “force” her into anything the pressure was THERE.#<- i feel like all of this overall gets my message across. i think maybe ill clean it up later into its own post.#im gonna try not to rush myself to get it done tho.#im under no obligation to explain myself. especially when ppl approach the misunderstanding by being rude af. but i do think it CAN#be clarified so id at least like to try to some degree
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having seen 5 seasons of the show and having read one novel and a couple of short stories (poirot's early cases) I can say:
I LOVE what they did with the show. the way they expand on the cases to make them exciting and entertaining for television is masterful. and the sensibility to recurring characters' personalities and relationships is absolutely remarkable. they created a wonderful little world (at least for the 5 seasons I saw) that is coherent, entertaining and simply highly enjoyable.
EXCEPT for whatever the fuck they did with the double clue, where for no reason in particular (except perhaps heterosexual nonsense) they wrote their main character so brutally out of character that I cannot fathom what possessed them. as the ancient proverb goes:
the reason why, when I watched the episode (before I knew how the case in the short story goes) I couldn't fathom why poirot would do these things was because he wouldn't.
#and YET i have to deal with it!#and made a million posts about it!#also disappointed with david suchet who touts himself as poirot's ultimate defender#who made sure the show never strayed from christie's characterisation of him down to every minute detail#but who took NO issue with this episode and even loved it#you were supposed to protect poirot from OOC writing! you were supposed to prevent this!!#agatha christie's poirot#this is not discourse btw if you love the episode then hell yeah! it IS a good episode! I love you fellow poirot fan!#I am just being dramatic#hercule poirot#poirot
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maybe this will sound bad but sometimes I see things about "emotional cheating" or "emotional affairs" and I'm like. I think thats just called being friends
#I'm sure there are times when someone is Intending to cheat on a partner but hasn't yet#but most of the time I'm like.#are these people really so deprived of meaningful profound friendships#that they truly consider their partner being close to another person to be a breach of the boundaries of their relationship#like sorry I am too obsessed with my friends for that#I looked it up like what does this even mean#and examples were 'feeling like someone understands you better than your partner' and 'sharing personal details with another person'#like thats just HAVING A FRIEND.#if you don't want your partner to feel as close to another person as they do you you need to not be in a relationship#and its always straight people saying this too. sad#and i mean that genuinely#ghost posts#text
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It's a good day when you get a Fresh Treat from the Special Bucket... Lazarus doesn't usually Hand feed the Worn-Wolves it's more of a "toss the scraps around the yard and let them go Ham" kinda situation, but every once and a while the viscera bucket gets full and everyone gets a special little morsel. vwv)/
#re8 oc#lord lazarus bosch#blood cw#.. I am never Quiet sure how to tag the Worn Wolves#if anyone has any ideas do lemme know#they aren't all named yet#I gotta do more research on artists that Lazarus would have encountered and been inspired by#and the designs/details may change when i draw them again#cause these were all off-the-cuff#though I Do love Ms. Baldy over there#she looks like she's got some Shit Going On
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Those tongues are waaaay too detailed
I diagnose you with
TONGUE FETISH
There is no cure, I'm sorry.
i knew that spending 6 hours hand painting monster tongues would come across as suspicious 😔😔😔😔
you cant prove nothin! im just dedicated to the craft! and its the fault of whoever painted the original poster, really. im just piggybacking off THEIR fetishes!!!!!
#jfkdsla truthfully though the tongues disgust me on all levels jakljfdkslafjksla#the entire time i was painting them i spent the whole time vaguely grimacing and saying 'eugh'#tongues in general.. eugh. i dont even like human tongues.#listen. listen. i know the amount of detail i am putting into this poster looks worthy of side-eyeing#but you gotta believe me. every single detail of it is something i am wholeheartedly not into fjkadslfjdskla#i just respect those to whom it does appeal#im looking through it to try to pick a detail that i might consider attractive and all i can come up with is bills little hat#i do like a good hat. very dapper. very stylish. i havent rendered his hat yet but itll really tie the whole look together#ill make sure to make the hat extra detailed to remove suspicion from the tongues#of course the suspicion will be drawn right back to the brick mouths#which are my current conundrum#trying to decide whether to just shade the interior of them dark enough that i dont need detail#or if i need to figure out what a pyramids gums might look like. gonna have to find some interesting references for that particular questio#fluffle answers
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I hate rich people and no I’m not just talking about billionaires
#‘the ruling class has won if we’re all being pitted against each other!!’#sure but i have to actually deal with moderately rich people in real life and they are absolutely evil people#im not mad at people for living comfortably and having nice things and experiences. everyone should have that#im mad at people for claiming they are the poorest people in the world while they live in giant houses and don’t have jobs#and go on international vacations every month and add additions onto their house just for funsies#I hate people who have a million times more than I could ever dream of and yet act like it’s my fault for not having more#if me never being able to dream of living comfortably is my fault for having tattoos#then I’m allowed to hate you for not having to experience any problems or scarcity and having luxuries handed to you#rant inspired by my father bc he described the very detail renovation he’s getting next#and his big vacation next week. and in the same breath called my mom lazy for having been denied for Medicaid#that is evil. he is evil. yes he counts as rich and yes I’m allowed to hate people like him even if he isn’t personally ruining the world#yes these people have completely different lives than me. I do not have to pretend they aren’t incredibly privileged#sorry I don’t feel bad that people like that can only afford to go to Italy and the Bahamas and not Also Alaska this month#they don’t have to have compassion for peoples actual struggles so actually no I don’t have to put myself in their shoes#I fucking wish I could relate to a fraction of the ‘problems’ these people have#we are not the same. and I would never want to be like these people but yes I am jealous of the peace and leisure rich people have#mine#txt#vent post
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I think there's something to be said about Alec from Fazbear Frights being an intended parallel to Michael.
#im sure i'm not the only one who's said this#but i haven't seen any posts about it yet so#i might go into more detail later#mike's stuff#kinda?#honestly whether i use the tag is based on how invested i am in whatever i'm posting lmao#fnaf#fazbear frights#michael afton#lonely freddy#is there a tag for alec?#ff alec#fazbear frights alec
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anyway do u think deadpool and wolverine is on streaming yet i need to find that on a totally legal website soon
as of saturday night IT IS NOT !!! which sucks and they lied
i know it is on the totally legal website soaper.tv or whatever its called ;)
ok coming back to here after writing all the tags thirty tag limit?? that is wild to me i didnt know that existed
#was like surely it is streaming they said beginning of october#so made plans to watch it w two friends#AND IT WASNT#but we still watched it bc we are not quitters 😤#i doubt it has changed in two days#but idk bc i dont have disney plus or prime#loved the rewatch bc i got to notice a bunch of little details#could not tell you what they were now#except wolverine’s brown and yellow suit#which didnt especially stand out to me before bc i had not read any of the comics yet#also just the. when wolverine is like ‘no actually the silence is worse i need to be able to remember’#BC THAT IS LOWKEY SUCH A PLOTPOINT IN ONE OF THE COMIC ARCS IM READING#krakoa and realiving cannot remember the word for that for the life of me#but then when you get RESSURECTED THATS WHAT IT IS i think maybe traumatic stuff becomes less traumatic#and domino is like. i can never die now bc i need this trauma to stay with me since it is such a part of who i am#but then she dies and wolverine is like ‘hey just making sure youre ok with how you are now’#bc he knew (firsthand) how important memory was#and that forgetting the past is often worse than dealing with the pain#and then the tva agent going ‘we cant fix his world bc thats how he became who he is today’ (her wording was perhaps not great but whatevs)#which was ALSO a thing in wtnv recently lmao??#landfill that you cant put tangible objects in#and only memories you want to forget#and then they had a winter… anti-spring cleaning… sale?#where you could take back one memory#and basically it went: person who got rid of every single bad memory now finds the tiniest things (like snow) horrible and scary#and life ruining. so they pick the worst memory to get back#anyway also something something immortality is a curse#ask#pen and ink#sunsetstarving
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no no but hang on, the veteran clone trooper in the Kenobi show ! being from the 501st ??? that floored me !!!
because that clone was one of Anakin's! (and isn't that straight in the heart, right when Obi-Wan is trying to rescue Anakin's child, while thinking his Anakin-thoughts, living through his Anakin-guilt, trying to survive his sad little Anakin-centric nightmare life) and being from the 501st, Obi-Wan can assume that this clone: either went to Mandalore with Ahsoka (already a complicated mess of emotions right there, let's not even touch the topic of Satine and Maul, wonder how much and if Obi-Wan knows they all died when trying to order 66 her, while wearing her face on their helmets) OR he marched on the Jedi Temple with Anakin, murdering Obi-Wan's entire family.
so yeah. that's some heavy shit right there.
and how does he reflexively answer it (once his 6 million different trauma flashbacks pass)? with kindness.
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#kenobi#veteran clone trooper#i have so much love for him#deborah chow you cruel cruel woman#i also adore the fact he was actually played by temuera morrison love that for me <3#let's not even talk about how the 501st became vader's fist !!!#not that obi wan knows this or is relevant to him here at this point considering he doesn't even know anakin survived yet#but still!#some amazing writing here#what a detail !!!#they could have made this clone be from wherever but they CHOSE the 501st on purpose#and like as far as i know#in canon (at least at this point for sure) obi wan has zero clue whether ahsoka survived or not#so he could even assume this clone could have been there for her order 66 !!!#i have so many feelings about this#kenobi showrunners i am your slave#let's not even talk about the show brining up the very real issue of veteran houselessness and lack of help from the govt#my post
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#not to be a bitch but i am surrounded by incompetent idiots#i write emails i leave detailed notes with doodles and demonstrations even 'do it like this ->' etc etc and yet#every morning i come to work and something is not done correctly or not done at all#it can not be this hard to set up a buffet and follow crystal clear instructions and patterns#like i cant come an hour early every morning to hold your hand through this please just do what i tell you to do for once#i left a note for tonights night guard reminding her like 'heyyy we use these prettier bowls for the veggies now :) so please use one#for cucumber and one for tomato and one for paprika :)' and i put said bowls next to the note on the counter#i come into work this morning and the bowls are still on the counter. i walk to the buffet and there are no veggies.#also no fruit btw??? for whatever reason????#girl youve been cutting fruit every morning for the past month why didnt you do it today#if something got in between and you couldnt then at least leave me a note but nothing#and when guests already start pouring in and im busy restocking bread and eggs and bacon and croissants and beans and fucking everything#i dint have time to also cut fruits and veggies#that was YOUR job#like i can also come into work at 5 to be the one to prepare breakfast i have no fucking issue with that but boss wants the night guards#to do it so the breakfast shift can work longer so this is how it is.#except i guess tomorrow i will have to come into work a little early just to make sure everything is there and in order like#im so tireddddddd of this please please please just do your job
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