#but here have simp haitham

[hancfubuki]

The conversation wasn't going an expected, even though Alhaitham did not set up any kind of expectations and illusions as most part of the time all their exchanges turn into arguing. It was stressful, tiresome, not to be able to speak properly as the arrogant tone and the harsh words always came unconsciously. Haitham hold the thought of knowing Kaveh so highly in his head he always provoked this type of interactions. Why is it so hard for him to keep a normal talk? He was apologizing even, he was being nice and he had to fuck it up with his extreme rationality and defensive behavior.

That's it. He is defensive in his own way.

Differently from Kaveh, the scribe shelters himself under a know-it-all blanket, when in fact he still feels like a lonely child who is bound to stay alone for the rest of his life. He convinces himself that's what he wants. Silence, loneliness, the entire space for him, when in reality, and very deep inside his heart, all he yearns about is company, understanding and love. Love coming in the form of sweet touches and praise from his senior, attention from him, words of love from him. He is so damn obsessed with Kaveh. With the idea of being appreciated like he used to be once. He is not a child anymore, he is far from being cute and small. Instead, he grew up to be hot-headed pompous genius who doesn't get along with anyone. It made him wonder, if talking to him in the library that day was a mistake. Maybe if he had stayed by his own... No. What ifs don't exist. Kaveh came to his life for a reason, and somehow, they always kept gravitating towards each other, unconsciously, almost magically it was ridiculous.

He doesn't answer, allowing the other to talk, or rather to complain and let everything out. Last night was perfect, and now they are arguing again. His head hurts already, and the pain in his chest returns along with some words that Nahida spoke to him once before. 'You need to be nicer to him.' The problem is, he can't. Alhaitham is clinging to the idea that, if he becomes nicer and kind to Kaveh he is going to leave. But now he is left feeling desperate, rage starting to create in his gaze as his own blood keeps boiling in his veil. And he feels his hands sweating, shaking, it's hard to breath. It makes him frown, gulping his own saliva in an attempt to calm down. Anger? Sadness? He is unable to give a name to this sensation as it's something he bare;y experiments. His heart is beating louder, it resounds in his ears and it rings, leaving an obnoxious sound that is getting on his nerves. Alhaitham finds himself agitated, and the blonde is still not looking at him. Anxiety? Ah, this must be anxiety and he hates how it feels.

It is hard for him to admit he is wrong. Haitham likes to have the last word, and it is something he has never tried to hide. It's one of his toxic traits, and now, thinking about all the things he told Kaveh made him realize how much of a horrible person he truly is. A bashful lie he thought was going to work as long as it was needed. But now he is reaching his breaking point, he gets startled when the cup of coffee hits the desk, closing his eyes in return as now he is the one who doesn't want to face him. This is just a domino effect, years of tension and arguing coming together, finally tiring Kaveh out. The worst part of it is, Alhaitham cannot blame him. He hears a voice in his head to let him go. To let him walk away and never return, perhaps it's the best for both of them. After all, all they do is hurt each other and he seems to be glued to that chair right now. But is this really what he wants to? After all those years chasing after Kaveh, showing him glimpses of his kindness only when necessary, being forced to push him aside because they are unable to talk properly...

May my child Alhaitham lead a peaceful life.

May my child Alhaitham lead a peaceful life.

May my child Alhaitham lead a peaceful life.

Right. Grandma's wishes. He is alone. He had to buried her, he never met his parents and all he had for them were pieces of paper. All he has is Kaveh. A reminiscent part of all the best qualities of the woman he always loved and protected him, and he is unable to grasp what exactly it is, but it feels like some part of him is inside of Kaveh. He should let him go, everything should be over. But... he doesn't want to.

Crash! The noise of the wooder chair falling on the floor echoes around the room. He is trembling, and even if the sound does hurt his ears he decides to ignore it for once, chasing after Kaveh, desperately, teal eyes filled with mixed emotions as finally a expression of sadness forms on his face. He is unable to cry, but he is so overwhelmed he feels he could do it any moment. Taking advantage of his speed, his strength, he accelerates his steps only to wrap his arms around Kaveh's delicate frame, puling him into an embrace as his face buries in his shoulder.

"Don't go." He faintly starts, hugging his tightly with no intentions to let him go. This same sensation, it was similar when the Inter-Darshan had place, when Kaveh won. He didn't want him to go. He didn't want him to move away, and he was delighted he gave up the prize. That time though, he didn't say a word about it. Now, it felt required. "Whenever I tried to be kind to you, you pushed me aside. You acted uncomfortable, and back then, if I shouldn't have told you I wanted to study you, you probably won't be here today. I'm doing anything possible for you to stay, even if that means constantly teasing you and making up lies to hide my feelings. It appeared to me, you have moved on and I didn't want to disrupt that for you when I'm still stuck in the faint memories of you and me together. Even when I tried not to yearn for the past, guess it's inevitable. I am human too, and it's something I cannot fully control." He takes a deep breath, not used to talk this much unless it's Kaveh. It's always Kaveh. So he tightens his grip, nose snuzzling against the crook of his neck, wanting to smell his scent one more time. "I'm sorry." He sighs. It feels strange, the first time apologizing. "I'm really sorry for everything, Kaveh. All I ever said was to protect you. Perhaps it was not the best way to do so. I truly care and worry about you, and the only way you seemed to listen was through harsh words. Now I realize I was wrong. So please, don't go. Don't leave me alone, you are all I ever got, and you are the only one I care about. All I have ever done was for you. Because I wanted to keep living with you, I wanted you to stay, I wanted our daily routine. I sent you to the desert back then on purpose because I knew you would put yourself in danger at the hive case. I helped Lord Kusanali because I wanted to return home to you, normally, with no threats. I want to lead a peaceful life as my grandma asked me to, with you. I do love you, but I cannot force my feelings on you, and as long as you are happy, I'm happy. I want your unstable behavior, I want your good moments too. I want everything about you, positive or negative."

He feels so vulnerable. A side he has not shown to anyone, not even his grandma as he was used to feel sad int he solitude of his room. Enough is enough. He knew the time was going to come at some point.

"I'm nothing without you, Kaveh."

"You..!" Kaveh bites back his words in the last second, rubbing his temple to get rid of the rising temper and headache. He comes in hoping for a cordial conversation only to realize Alhaitham is sulking and pissed off. He supposes it's too hopeful to expect him to be in a good mood after all that's gone on in the last twelve hours or less, but he was hoping he could at least talk this out a bit. Now he's unsure if Alhaitham wanted to talk at all. It's unlike him, to want to avoid the conversation, so he thinks it's a rather stupid assumption until he realizes many of his assumptions of the scribe had been useless anyways. "If you didn't always do things that are infuriating, I wouldn't get angry or raise my voice either. Do you think I like being angry or something?" He huffs, shoulders sagging with a glare at the bookshelf, sipping his coffee. Fine, if Alhaitham was going to be the one getting mad, he'll just have to keep himself calm so the conversation goes somewhere. Yet, he knew he had much less patience than the man, and it was only a matter of time before he bites back, going once again to their usual routine.

But... Could they? He already feels the crack between them, the tension too thick with truths revealed. Kaveh couldn't go back like this.

The blond scrunches his nose. He is tempted to whip his head back and glare at the scribe. But he doesn't, drinking his coffee as his grip on the cup gets tighter, his anger taken out on the poor cup. What does he even have to elaborate on? Alhaitham knew exactly what he was talking about, and he didn't like how this conversation was going already. But he supposes he's not wrong that it was vague, a zero if this was a thesis paper. Still, this wasn't the Akademiya and this wasn't a thesis report, he wasn't talking to the Grand Scribe of the Akademiya but Alhaitham himself, and he refused to change that. So he ignores the question, letting silence fill the room till the other speaks himself. Kaveh feels his shoulders jump slightly at the sound of his book closing, loud in the looming silence. Oh, had Alhaitham been reading this whole time? Typical of him, and normally he would turn around and argue, but he doesn't. Even Alhaitham seems to notice this and points it out, but he tries not to be baited, still staring at the bookshelves and shrugging his shoulders.

"I'm not looking away because I don't have courage. I just don't want to argue." And he knew the moment he looked at his face and saw the emotionless face and piercing eyes, he would immediately go into a defensive mode to argue with him, shouting if he must. That would ruin his plans for a talk, and he simply decided Alhaitham thinking he's a coward was better than running away from his problems for real. Pinpricks stab his skin, clinically thinking about how weird emotional pain worked. It always translated to physical pain somehow, leading it to be more painful. It wasn't a rhetorical question, he thinks, but doesn't say anything as he takes a slow sip of the coffee, letting its warmth calm him. But he's feeling queasy already, hands shaking minutely which he forces to still by holding the handle harder, digging his nails into the bottom of the desk's edge where he holds to keep himself balanced. The words from behind him were so reminiscent of that one stupid day, accusing words that stabbed right through his insecurities, no softening to the wound they left as it bled and bled. Turning a blind eye... He nearly laughs, thinking about how it was the exact same words he's been told that night.

The architect thought finally hearing the scribe's feelings would leave him with a racing heart, shy in the same manner he felt as they fell into bed together, or humbled as he had in the tavern, realizing he was desired. He didn't expect to feel empty.

Empty. 

Huh. Maybe he wasn't processing any emotions, but he felt pain instead. It's amusing when he disassociates with his own feelings for a second, realizing the pain in his chest was his heart shattering to pieces. Kaveh didn't realize it was possible to be heartbroken from hearing a confession, but he supposes there are more tragic things. He stays silent, too many things he wants to say but none that would be calm, all emotional lashing out that he couldn't control. "You're so arrogant, I want to punch you down a notch." Was probably not the first thing normal people would say when they're told they've been loved all these years, after a decade-long separation and still holding onto a sacred feeling such as love. But when it's them, raw and open, it feels less like something sacred but something that hurts, he would struggle with blood and sweat for and still, he hates that he thinks it's worth it. The blond takes a sip of his coffee and sets it down to lean against his thigh, balancing it just so the contents didn't tilt and spill. "For someone who says they don't expect reciprocation, aren't you a bit too angry about my lack of?" He spits, bitter and annoyed. "When you got jealous of the man in the tavern. When you left all these fingerprints and marks on me. When you decided to fuck me in your room and say you love me, you're telling me it was all one-sided, without any hopes for reciprocation? You wouldn't care if I didn't say I love you back?"

Kaveh slams the cup down next to him, hand shaking as he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. "You told me." Another deep breath, calming the anger boiling right under his skin. "You told me, you wanted to study the mind of someone with a different view. Maybe it was a veiled excuse or a lie. But... I believed you." For the longest time, he thought all the shouting and arguments, the long-winded debates were just so the scribe could learn more about Kaveh's point of view, and the blond would understand that as he holds the same intrinsic desire to study and figure things out. However, when it started to become kinder, alcohol and payments for his food, instruments, and furniture that didn't matter, and it started to confuse him. He decided it was all for proving his theory or something of the sort. So what? He has to be admonished for believing him so easily? "You accuse me of turning a blind eye to everything, but what was I supposed to do? You do nice things for me but the next moment, we're arguing again." It was just a window at a time when he saw tenderness, a fruit hanging too high for him to quite reach. "You always tell me that I'm thinking too much, that I shouldn't project on you. I admit, I got angry because I felt defensive. After all..." He takes a sharp breath, pushing himself off the desk and turning around, crimson eyes filled with guilt and sadness. He's just so tired.

"I genuinely thought I was projecting on you."

Every kindness he showed, every touch he gave, every time he spoiled him, if he didn't force himself to think they were just a part of his experiment, a part of his study, how was he supposed to stop himself from hoping for more despite having them crushed again and again with words that said otherwise. "Maybe, I did try to turn a blind eye to everything, but that's because I didn't want to push my feelings onto you." They're obviously a burden. Bile rises to his throat and he swallows it, his gaze moving away. He has no right to ask for anything. Not after being the one to push Alhaitham away first. "You say you love me but you say you don't expect anything. Then what am I supposed to do?" Like this... He was left hanging, neither able to love nor to hate-- it was like being left to suffer and he couldn't handle it. "I don't want to keep acting the fool because I want more than I can have. You don't get to mock me, and face no repercussions." He picks up his cup and walks off. He needs to go. Kaveh keeps feeling hurt each time he lets himself be vulnerable; lets himself hope for something. But Alhaitham himself said he didn't want anything, right? Besides, he didn't appreciate being mocked so openly. Never, but especially not now. He knew his worth, even if Alhaitham will taunt him relentlessly about it. So he doesn't want to stay or listen to him anymore. "I'm sorry you had to deal with my 'unstable behavior'," he snaps back coldly. If his vulnerability is a burden, then he doesn't want to give it anymore. "I won't bother you with it ever again."

[mochi-owos]

Genshin men with a hot ass reader?!

Scaramouche, Kazuha, Childe, Al-Haitham, Cyno x Reader

I’m so sorry for the wait, and this isn’t as long, but regardless I hope you enjoy<33 @alizaneth (I can’t find your other @ 😨)

Scaramouche

He never thought he would be defiled by the shackles of beauty and romanticism but fuck, you were really hot, so fucking hot. He really wanted to look away but he just-- he just couldn't! Everything about you was so alluring, everything you did made him want to watch more. And just calling you hot would be an utterly impudent way to describe someone like you.

"Need something?" You smiled, he almost melted on the spot. Your smile was so pretty.

"Huh? No. I didn't need anything." Youd be a liar if you said you didnt notice his little blush.

You tilt your head, a hand moving to your hip, "Is that so? You were staring." You tried to bite back a laugh from the way he shriveled.

"You're pretty.." he mumbled.

"What was that?" You couldn't help but tease, he's too cute!

He walked closer to you, snaking an arm your waist, taking another hand and holding yours, then snuggling his head into your neck, "I said, you're really pretty, I like everything about you. I like your eyes and the way they sparkle, I like your cute hands, and I like your smile, I want to have them forever."

"Someone sentimental.”

“Shut up.”

Kazuha

To my dearest,

I'm sorry for my prolonged absence, I truly do wish to bask in your presence once more. But this journey is long, and taking lots longer than anticipated, I too-- had hoped to be in your arms by now. I miss your sweet scent, your loving embrace, your warm touch, the glisten in your star struck eyes. I wish for every second I have to be with you, if you long for more stars in the sky and I will shoot them for you, I would stare into your eyes everyday in hopes I go blind so you may be the last thing I see, I wish to breath nothing but you-- for you are my air. I hope to be home soon, please wait a little longer my love.

Forever missing you, your beloved husband

Childe

See, this was his first time, seeing someone so pretty-- I mean, he's most definitely very attractive people in his life, but by the gods, you were quite literally too hot to handle. After every encounter he was close to fainting, once, he got a nosebleed after you had snuck up on him! Your harmonic voice ringing in his ears.. oh gods, he was simping. But a poor soul he was, he had zero rizz.

"Hello there pretty thing." He smirked, attempting to lean against a wall, little did he know he was just a tad too far away which resulted in him almost falling, stumbling he manages to lean against the wall wiggling his eyebrows.

You laughed, shit, your laugh was really cute, "Hello, Childe. What brings around here?"

"I just wanted too see the PretTiest person eVer." His voice cracking in-between, fuck, has he always been this nervous around you?

You only laughed, walking forward, "Come, let's go for a stroll."

Thank god you had a thing for losers.

Al-Haitham

Al-Haitham is not one easily swayed by second class, biased, standards of beauty, except you, fucking hell, you defied all known logic of beauty and standards, you were the essence of ethereality, built by the most generous of god's, handpicked to be their hidden most precious gem.

The way the golden sun hit your skin the exact same one you always seemed to be glowing in, the way your voice was basically etched into his brain, the way it felt as though he constantly wanted to be in your embrace, always wanting you-- wanting to be nothing but yours.

So when the faithful day he finally had a chance to converse with you he knew he couldn't fail.

"Hello, you are.. er.. looking nice today." He was awkward about it, and so was his "smile"-- to be honest, you couldn't even consider it that, it's was more like his face was contoreted by a child, you weren't sure whether to run away and cry or ask him if his face is ok, never once had you seen the man smile.

"Oh! Uh.. Thank you, Grand Sage (?)." You looked down, picking at your hands.

Damnit, why did you react like that? He complimented you, just like the book told him to do (The book: how to rizz them up), was that you being embarrassed? No way, it didn't look like it, was his smile weird? You looked back at him up it took a few moments for you to actually say something.

Swallowing your saliva you spoke, "Uhm.. Mr Grand Sage, why are you staring at me like that..? It's a bit scary, Sir.." It was so hard to say that, that was your boss for goodness sake, he could fire you for anything if you did anything wrong, though, he doesn't seem like the type.

"Oh."

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You think you’re about to faint, "Oh"?!

"I see, my apologies. I was trying to smile. I truly don't doubt my sincerity, you truly do look so uhm.. attractive (?)." He clears his throat, "I'm sorry, I'm not that best with this romantic predicaments. I would like you to dinner, would you like that?"

Cyno

Cyno has always found it easy to tell people "no", it was never a hard word for him. On a constant basis would be be using the word. But why, why is it though he simply cannot bring himself to say it to you?

Perhaps it was the thought he couldn't stand the thought of you being upset with him, your tears, or even perhaps your indifference.

This time, you need help with some commissions, but it was finally his off, he wanted to play TGC, could you blame him for his reluctance?

Your eyes soften, "Please Cyno? I can't do it without you."

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck, fuck it all, shit. He froze, I think his pulse stopped, tighnari running up to him and playfully checking his pulse, "Uh-oh, we're loosing him!" He teased hitting cyno's shoulder.

How could he resist you? Fuck it all, "I- uh.." he signed, "fine."

"Ohh! Thank you, Cyno! You're the best! I'll pay you back promise!"

He only wanted you.

[mm-lurking]

To him, you are love.

Something I wrote in my friend’s dms while my simping juices were flowing. Written with Blade and Al-Haitham in my mind, but you can imagine your favourites.

Warnings: x fem! reader, pure fluff — The idea of his large, rough calloused yet gentle hands as he rests them on your smaller frame; he’s shocked by just how tiny you are and how he can fully enclose you in his arms like a vine that snakes around tree branches

The idea of just pressing your back into his chest and resting your head on the crook of his neck as his face and hair shades you from everything else and his beating heart soothes you

The idea of them just learning to sit with you in silence, learning to understand what love and to be loved is like, the silent message that their heavy breathing speaks, the gentleness in holding you in their arms as they protect you with quite literally everything they have

The idea of them just admiring you as you close your eyes and inhale their scent, completely satisfied with their existence while they struggle to embrace the concept of affection; it's so foreign but so pleasant and they cant help it because it's you, it's you whose breaking their barriers down and letting them know how to love

The idea of how he looks at you with such gentleness and tenderness and he finds an uncertain emotion stirring in his heart, the emotions violently tug on his heart strings and he just knows he's going to have you around for the rest of his life

The idea of how everything and anything you do killing him, he's absolutely floored by the littlest of your touches, giggles and smiles, the idea of him trying to just breathe as naturally as he can when he's with you but by god he cannot breathe when it comes to you

The idea of him going from not liking physical affection and anyone in his personal space to craving you to be around, he cannot bear to part with you in the privacy of your home, to deny holding your hands is to deny the very oxygen he breaths, he needs you, he needs your touch, he needs the way your gentle fingertips brush against his rough ones, the way your fingers so perfectly intertwine with his, you are sculpted to be his and no one can tell him otherwise

The idea of him accepting his fate, just completely surrendering himself to you as you trace his battle scars and whisper sweet-nothings into his ears; how could someone's touch and voice be so therapeutic and healing? He is drawn to the warmth you radiate like a moth buzzing around the streetlight on a dark night- yes that's precisely what you are to him, the light of his dark cold life and it drives him insane but he's addicted to you and he cannot withdraw himself away

Never had he thought he would express what they called love. It was a foolish emotion to him, one that distracted him from the path he had chosen to take. He did not have the time to love and be loved when life had never granted him a reason to do so. Then you came around and he's swept off his feet, and the more he tried to deny it the stronger these feelings got. How did someone break the walls of his heart so easily, so swiftly? How could someone just enter his life and crumble the shield he had built for himself so painstakingly? What magic did you possess in your words that he had fallen spellbound too?

And now here he was, with you in his arms, safe and secure, taken in every bit of you like a parched traveller who had gotten the taste of cool fresh water after days of thirst. If this was love, if this was what those foolish scholars and everyday humans giggled around about then he was willing to name himself as a fool too; for he was your fool, and yours only.

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[lilimalia]

ROSE HIP TEA // multiple characters

SPECIAL EVENT // POST !

MALE CHARACTERS [batch I]

SYNOPSIS... Valentine's Deals you say? Well... We do have a special tea brew just for the occasion!

CHARACTERS... diluc, zhongli, ayato, alhaitham (al-haitham), childe, xiao, kazuha,

DISCLAIMERS... fem/afab reader, valentine's special! This is the batch, and batch II will be genshin's most popular females. Xiao's part has a bathing scene, and Kazuha's has a flute playing reader.

BARISTA'S INTEL... I went after the most popular characters so I apologize if your favorite isn't on here... blame google statistics... And also, I may have chosen a song that sounded 100% like Diluc singing it, am I simp? Yes.

CAFE TUNE... Sway // Michael Buble

DILUC RAGNVINDR

The manor shines like jewels across the grassy plains of Mondstadt. Sunrise rays reflecting off it's clear windows. A beautiful morning, only right for such a sweet day.

Waking up, you shift towards your left, the bed creaks under your body, as you search lazily for your husband. Mind still groggy from the morning rising.

"Diluc?..." you call, finding that your side has been left by your husband. Startled, you rise, searching frantically for your lover.

"Diluc?... Did you leave for work again?", disappointment laces your face, your eyes furrowing as you begin to rise. It seems that even on the day of love, your own lover holds no bias.

Throughout the day, the glistening hope you had held that Diluc would come home, began to fade. The day goes by slowly, as you drag your burdens on your shoulders through the city of Monstadt, watching as lovers and friends a like smile and jump for joy as they receive flowers. But, Valentine's Day doesn't have to be lonely... Right? You don't have to depend on Diluc. You've got Klee! The sweetest girl in the world!

Except that Klee is with the Dragonspine Alchemist that Kaeya speaks fondly of...

The day seems to pass slowly, sun to moon, your mind is preoccupied... Your legs carrying you like feathers, threatening to snap at any moment. Sadness carries your body like a leash, leading you through out the day, gloomy under the lack of your lover. Perhaps it had been to much to hope he would put aside work for you... Arriving at the Manor, you open the door,

"Adeline... Could you please prepare a salt bath? It's been a rough day..."

"The maids of all left to celebrate the occasion dove... Are you alright?" Warm hands wrap around your waist, grasping at it slowly as your lifted off your feet. Oh, your wide awake now.

You look down to see Diluc, a soft smile fading onto his lips as he holds you up, large hands firmly gripping at your body as he speaks.

"Happy Valentine's, now, I believe we are due for a 5 star homecooked meal my love."

And a saccharine smile blooms across your face, face lining with wrinkles from your joy, as you grasp his face within your hands. <3

ZHONGLI A.K.A MORAX

The consultant of the Wangsheng Funeral Parlor walks across the bustling city of Liyue. Left free from his tasks, his eyes gaze upon the sales of the day.

It seems that many of the shops have opened sales, tempting, and appropriate for that of Valentine's Day. Who was he to deny the offer?

"Greetings Mr. Shitou, if you don't mind, I would like to see the wares you have for today..."

"Ah! Mr. Zhongli, what a pleasure to see you here again! Yes, yes, we do have some lovely jewelry for the day of love sir!"

Shitou opens a case, glittering black it shines in the afternoon sunlight; setting out three pieces of jewelry that shine across the table. Eye-catching to any and every that passes. Studying his selection of choices, Zhongli examines the cut of each jewel, from swiss to dahlia, before his eyes lay upon a particular necklace. Refined it is, a green jade glistening in the rays of sunlight, the gold around it embracing it like a newbord.

"This necklace... The quality is indeed impeccable... I will take it!"

"Lovely choice sir! Would you also like our special packaging just for this Valentines? It'll only cost another 10 mora!"

Of course... Only the finest material for his lover. How could he refuse. Zhongli returns that night, presenting his gift, towards his lover, who only deserves the best of the best.

AYATO KAMISATO

Kamisato Ayato craves nothing more but to be within the soft comforting touch of your body. To find his solace in your own, to wrap his arms around your waist and curl you up into his own body.

But... The duties of a Commissioner do not cease.

His eyes wear tiredly, drained and dragged downwards by the extent of his work.

"Sir Kamisato, your wife has registered a room within the Komore Teahouse and has put it on your tab. She had told the staff to personally deliver this purchase to you..." his right-hand calls calls, poise and proper as a small awkward chuckle lifts from his lips.

Ayato is no fool. He knows your games, and like a fish to bait, he plays along.

"Thank you Thoma, I will... Deal with the message accordingly." The Commisioner chuckles, his eyes darting playfully towards his servant as he watches the blonde fidget from the clear daring intent of the message.

Excusing the poor victim, Ayato lifts from his seat. Body crackling as his bones unstiffen. Free from it's bonds of constriction.

Poise and elegant, the Kamisato greets Taroumarou at the front, closing the door behind him to avoid the gazes of the public.

"Why hello there Taroumarou... Would you happen to know which room [Y/n] ordered herself?"

"Woof woof! Woof!"

"Room 7? Why thank you kind sir." Ayato teases. How he understands the animal, is out of his understanding...

Walking down the hallway, he knocks on the door, before entering in, pleasantly surprised to be greeted by your smile, cheerfully lit in the yellow light of the sectioned off tea room.

"Ayato! Ayato! Come sit, I knew you would come to find me. Lay down, allow me to massage your back and relax. You've been working to hard..." you call, patting your lap with your hand, motioning -also- to the warm cup of tea that sits freshly prepared right in front of you.

Kamisato Ayato smiles sweetly. How lucky he is to have a wife so endearing. And so, on the night of White day, Kamisato Ayato breathes freedom, and he is grateful for your gift of comfort.

ALHAITHAM / AL-HAITHAM

The humid sweet air of Sumeru makes its presence known throughout the tavern. The scent of sweet muddled berries and alcohol combined entices the men and women alike. Like sticky honey, the people swarm like bees.

Sitting across, you gaze lovingly towards the man. The -newly recruited- Acting Grand Sage. Who glares back at you unwavering as the drinks are poured beside you both.

"What is it that you find so peculiar about my face that entices you to constantly glare at me?" Alhaitham speaks, his slim hands grasping over the drinks to pass over to you.

"I'm not glaring! I just think you have very... Distinguished facial features. Frankly, it's quite the worthy trait!" You argue, smiling at the gesture of the drink as you sip on it. The spicy and sweet taste of alcohol rushing over your senses.

"There is nothing interesting about my face... It is simply fresh from constant morning washes."

"Only you would brag so carelessly about clear skin dear Alhaitham..." you mutter, now glaring playfully at the Sage.

Maybe it was the trick of the light, but from your seat, you swore you saw the faintest hue of rosy pink against the tip of his cheeks.

"Tch... If that's all you have to argue about my facial features... Then perhaps I have won this debate by default." He grins, twirling the frosted glass of alcohol in his hand; defined by veins that just barely crawl towards the tips of his fingers. His other hand, placed boredly against his cheek.

Perhaps he was fishing for compliments...

"Well fine! To start, you have beautiful emerald eyes! Perhaps it is an acquired taste... But I find them quite the attractive feature. Furthermore, you also have the coolest gaze, like a fox from the lands of Inazuma... Not only that, but you have the softest looking cheeks!"

Alhaitham pauses.

"...Softest?..."

"Of course! Your cheeks are adorable! Like a little child, I just want to squish them!" You giggle, taking another sip of your beverage.

"[Y/n]... Perhaps the alcohol has gotten to your head..." he states, his voice meekly hinting concern.

"No... I think I'm alright... It's only been an hour..."

"No... I think that's enough for the night. The Akademiya does not heed its progress because of one drunken student..." He responses, pulling your now empty glass away from you as he sets out the mora for the bill. Sliding his body towards yours as he lifts your now weakened state up.

"Come on... I'll walk you home."

"When did you become such a gentlemen?! Are you sure you don't plan to just walk yourself home and leave me stranded?"

The Sage does not respond. Already supporting your body against his own as he steadies himself. Had you not been so drunk... You may have been able to witness the pink hue on the Grand Sage's soft cheeks.

What a shame...

CHILDE / TARTAGLIA / AJAX

The smell of baked apples blossoms out of your mud oven. It's aromatic scent spreading like fire across your home. The cold Sneznhayan air clouded over, protecting your home like a blanket.

The sound of the door creaking draws your attention away, like a bird call.

"Ajax! Is that you?" You call, hastily throwing your mittens to the table as you run towards your husband.

"Hey girlie, what's got you so excited? Miss your great and formidable husband already?" He chuckles, throwing his bow and sword which bounce nimbly of the wooden floors.

You glare at him playfully, nudging his shoulder as you pull him away from the door.

"The house smells good... What did you make? I also got you some fish personally lined in by yours only!" He grins, roughed up hands tugging at a course bag that drags heavy by weight.

You can't see him, back turned to him as you pull out the apple pie but...

You know, he has those sweet Azul eyes, gazing at you like a puppy. Endearment practically pooling out of them... Has he trenches into your shared home. Bag over shoulder, work clothes stained red.

But it doesn't matter. He is with you, by your side, and alive, and that is all that matters to you.

XIAO / ALATUS

The translucent colors of rainbow are etched out in front of him, their life beginning and ending; he thinks.

The night is young, the calls of the wind usher him, but he is unable to answer.

"Xiao... Are you alright? Bubble baths are supposed to be fun... Not a way for you to test your death stare..." You inquire, melodic voice lacing with concern.

His back is too you, and for this he is grateful... Xiao does not know why, but his face burns, not a sharp pain, but a fleeting burn, one that spreads like wildfire across the whole of his complexion.

"I am not "death staring" anything mortal... Dare you accuse the Adepti of such trivial things?!"

"I am no mortal Xiao... And even you know it..." You hum, your voice gaining closer to him, until it is right at his ear...

He does not reply. Scared that his own voice may waver in the heat of the moment. He feels your soft hands rubbing against his body, massaging all his aches and wounds he never knew were there.

For a while... No one says a word, not the trees, not him, and not you.

He likes it better this way, he thinks. The way your body is so close to his, as he watches the bubbles in front of him fade away slowly, popping every second.

He likes it this way, he knows. How you stay your distance, but soothe him, nonetheless. How you begin to hum your signature tranquilizing tune, slowly eases the aches of his Adeptal body out of him.

Xiao does not know love. And he does know humans.

But you aren't human... You are a divinity.

And he will forever love you for it.

KAZUHA KAEDEHARA

 Kazuha lays comfortably beside you, back supported against the dark tree trunk.

He listens to the winds, that hum to your tune, as he watches you play the flute. Watching as your nimble fingers flick upwards and back down, sending forth the sound of the hollow wooden instrument.

Your eyes are closed, entranced by the music that you play. Soul and body devoted to your craft. When, unfortunately, the song comes to it's ending.

"So? Any thoughts dear Ronin?"

"None at all my dove... Your music is as enchanting as ever..." He murmurs sweetly, reaching out to pull your hand into his own, curling the tips of his fingers around yours.

"You flatter me to much Kazuha... Surely there was some sort of noticeable mistake?" You mutter, glancing at him and then your captured hand.

"None at all... None at all." He says, reaching out.

His hands clasps against your cheeks, the fresh spring Sakura petals falling around you and him. He smiles, like nothing else matters.

As if you are his world. And him, yours.

And perhaps that is true... As you nuzzle yourself into his grasp, laying your face against his rough hands, scattered with scars, but still your home.

And your forever world.

SPECIAL BREWS...

Room 7 // a reference to Japan's beliefs of the lucky number 7, which is tied to prosperity and Buddhist tales

Apple Pie // snow white reference, and a symbolic way to represent the red color commonly seen for Valentine's day and love

White Day // the more commonly celebrated holiday in Japan instead of Valentines. the day traditionally is a holiday towards the female partners of the relationship gifting their lovers a present and appreciating them (like [Y/n's] gift of comfort to Ayato)

BARISTA'S INQUIREMENT... Late Valentine's Day post because I was out on a date but!! Hope you enjoyed, have constructive criticism? Please do tell! I haven't written fluff in a long while... Also I may or may have not been biased towards Al-haitham's part...

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[zhongrin]

🎁 ᴢʜᴏɴɢʀɪɴ 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ 🫶🏻

ー just a little thing i wanted to make as the year ends 💗

𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐇𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐲 💍

① 👑 zhongli 👑 ✼ best husband, best comfort f/o, best everything. my ultimate blorbo 🧡

② al haitham 🌱 & wriothesley 🐾 ✼ he's such a silly guy. i love him so much. ✼ who's a good puppy! who's the goodest boy! yes you areeee~! <3

ⓧ runner up // neuvillette 🦦 ✼ his en voice almost made me simp. almost. damn you ray chase /lh

𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 🎶

ー✼ the ebg back in february and october! so so so so much chaos fun! both took all the creative juices and sleep i had, but it was all so worth it! i got to connect with more people and interactions were off the charts for the whole week. and coviello... my precious babie <3 i'm pretty sure i'll join another ebg next year given the opportunity.... or perhaps even host one, but with a twist-

ー✼ got matched up T W I C E (well, thrice in total) with mr. i am here's alternate universe selves al haitham. thanks @/ansy-tea / @/kopidense 👍🏻 i shall endeavor to make an effort to discombobulate and fool the silly sprout man in 2024 if there are any other matchup events open lmao

ー✼ teyvatweets! it was so much fun compiling everyone's tweets and coding the website hehe it didn't really blow up or anything due to how 'personal' that project was, but i think about it from time to time. such a fun lil thing!

ー✼ that 1 pity c0 al haitham who came right after ayato.... thanks dad for gracing me with your birthday luck 🙏🏻

ー✼ finally treating myself and indulging in all the selfship commissions. i'm grateful i have the ability to indulge and i'm hoping to do the same next year. and the way everyone just gifted me things for my birthday made me feel so so loved. i couldn't celebrate it with anyone since i wasn't at home, and it was on a weekday meaning my friends were all busy - so it felt like a mini-party... truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much ;w;

ー✼ personally, i'm super happy and kind of proud of getting very comfortable with sharing my art and improving on it! i used to go back and forth whenever i'm trying to post art, but now i'm confident enough to not think too much about it! naturally i have lots to improve and i'm nowhere near 'good' but that's fine with me! i owe it all to yall's support and lovely comments <3

ー✼ all the anon drabbles and charanons!!!! always such a nice sight to wake up to. they're like surprise gifts whenever i open tumblr because i don't have notifications on, and i adore them so much! big big big shoutout to @/floraldresvi, @/crystalflygeo, and @/soleillunne yall are amazing ;w;

ー✼ all the super sweet messages all of you left in my christmas tree.... i'm cradling all the wishes and silliness and messages from my f/os so close to my heart!! ceo!haitham tho. bruh you're still making me work LEAVE ME ALONE- /silly

ー✼ that zhongli birthday celebration series... they're not much, and even with all posts combined they have way less notes than a random vent drabble i dropped in the middle of it lol but i had lots of fun writing, designing, and inserting all the 'golden threads' across the fics nonetheless!! i'll highlight them later so the people who have been following the little series can go 'OH' lol

𝐀𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 🫂

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i love you all and i'm so so glad to have made a connection with you! be it knowing each other from mutual friends, from a drawing/writing commission, or even if we just stumbled onto each other randomly by pure chance - know that i appreciate you! every single one of you are so talented and so wonderful. thank you for being the threads that shaped the comfy sweater that is 2023 for me <3 ps. and for my former moots who are minors but have respected my boundaries, i'm sorry i didn't tag you but i had fun befriending you lot. my best wishes for you in the years ahead too! pps. some of you might know me from my main @/meimeimeirin instead! i separated the list into 2 paragraphs bc tumblr isn't letting me have that many texts in one block apparently hsldfjsd also, if you're not in the list i either 1) forgot, bc i have the memory of a goldfish, or 2) remembered, but felt like it would be intrusive for me to tag you <- (more likely tbh) 😔

@/jjovin3221, @/starffox, @/syrenkitsune, @/finleyrambles, @/dr-birb, @/smokipoki, @/1117sblog, @/virdiaura, @/lawnfei, @/lady-alexis-salt, @/local-ragamuffin, @/the-knaves-world, @/alhaithams-fanfic-stash, @/interpretpages, @/magicalink, @/starlingcore, @/lyralibra, @/crazyrichdaughter, @/winterhuntsman, @/ladycoleigh, @/bettybeako

ALSO, HUGE SHOUTOUT to the people who frequent my notifs. i can't remember most of yall's handles accurately (and for some of you i remember by your pfp instead hskdhskd) but whenever your username pops up, know that i always go "!!!!!" and my imaginative dog ears perks up and my metaphorical tail just starts thumping on the floor <3 thank you so much for your continuous support!! (and i know some of you wrote in my tree so thank you for that too hehe) note: that wasn't an exhaustive list, but more like the blogs i remember seeing a lot on top of my head!!

𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 🧡

thank you for such a lovely 2023! thank you for being here and for always supporting my works, my silliness, and myself as a person. here's to more fun shenanigans ahead, and i hope 2024 will be a year that makes us all a better person <3

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[magicalbats]

YES more pathetic boys sadly cumming in their pants is exactly what I need and desire ｡ﾟ(｡ﾉωヽ｡)ﾟ｡ did you have any characters come to mind? I'm personally a little hyperfocused on wind breaker boys atm...

Oooh, can you clarify what you mean by wind breaker boys? I don’t think think I’ve heard of that before and now I’m curious!

And hmmm, tbh I think there could be a few different flavors to this. The sort of pathetic simp boys you’d kind of expect this behavior from anyway and the sort who come as a surprise. Their demeanor makes you think they’d have better self control than that but whether because they’re particularly weak for you, specifically, or because they’re so repressed and touch starved they just can’t help it!

I think Scar falls into the latter category of being specifically weak for the person who’s captured his obsession, and he’d kind of ride that line of being pushy and confident while also being incredibly pathetic about it at the same time. 🤤

For HSR I see Sunday firmly residing in the repressed and touch starved camp fkekdkdksk and imo he’s especially delish to think about for this because he’d try his damndest to reject it and keep up the pretense of not being so easily swayed by the urges of his body right up to the very moment he’s staining the front of his pants. Extremely shameful and embarrassing for him.

Could also see Sampo being very easily teased to that point too, especially in the sense that like … he hasn’t exactly been shown to have simp tendencies in the game but I don’t think it’s outside the realm of possibility for him and tbh I think he’d very much enjoy being on the receiving end of his favorite persons attention like that. He’s got that vibe about him imo that sets him up to be either the predator or the prey and he’d have fun either way. 🤭

And finally the big ace up my sleeve … I REALLY think Blade would do this, completely by accident and against his will. He’s so touch starved and isolated that I could see him losing hold of his self control very quickly if you started teasing or rubbing up on him. He’d be big grumpy about it ofc but that’s what I meant by different flavors. There’s many physiological factors that might lead to a man cumming in his pants!

For Genshin, I think both Xiao and Diluc would be similarly affected by even just the slightest bit of teasing and yes, they’d be grumpy about it! Like Blade, they’re not totally thrilled about showing their own weakness like that but the proof is quite literally in the pudding.

Thoma is one of those guys you’d kind of expect it from, he’s just so sweet and unassuming with submissive male-wife leaning tendencies. You really wouldn’t even have to try very hard to get him riled up and excited, and even less effort to have him making a mess of his clothes. Tbh I’d also categorize Kaveh here too, except you can fully expect him to cry about it afterward. 😮‍💨 Hell, maybe even while it’s happening.

I think Neuvillette could easily fall into the repressed and touch starved category too, but actually getting him to soil his clothes like that might take a bit more effort than the average man. 🤔 Same with Al-Haitham tbh. Which is not to say he’s repressed in the usual sense but rather that his self control is so strong he’d present a real challenge but … I not only think it’s very possible he could be made to cum in his pants, I also believe that’s what he deserves. lol

Honorable mentions; Aventurine, Argenti, Gepard, Itto, Childe, maaaaybe Wriothesley if you got him worked up enough. 😏

[genshinimpactlife]

I hope you are well, I have been reading your writings for a long time and I really like your style! I would like to ask if you allow me an Al haitham as an older brother but his younger brother (reader) although no matter how hard he tries he is only known as "The scribe's brother", so the reader feels helpless feeling that nobody values his effort and Al Haitham notices it. How would he react and what would he do? (Sorry it's too long 😭) Good luck!

Living In Alhaithams Shadow

Got an A on an exam? Alhaitham got an A+.

Got second place playing your sport? Alhaitham took the team to nationals.

With every step you took, your older brother Alhaitham seemed five steps ahead.

It didn't seem to matter what you accomplished, it would never be enough to beat what Alhaitham had done

You knew your parents loved you equally, but they were always focused more on Alhaitham and his achievements. Who could blame them? He was perfect in every way.

Even now, as an adult, you were somehow still in his shadow.

Going to the Academia after Alhaitham had already graduated was a nightmare. None of your classmates knew your name, only that you were Alhaithams younger brother.

Girls would come up to you to gush about your brother, asking you to put a good word to him about them.

It all came to a head when it was your graduation, and your parents said they couldn't come because Alhaitham had just published a paper and were throwing him a surprise party.

You were devastated but held your head high at your graduation. Then, as you walked across the stage, took your diploma, and looked out at the crowd-

There was Alhaitham, standing up and clapping for you. He looked so proud, a big smile on his face.

Alhaitham knew you lived in his statue, and he always tried to be your number one supporter as a way to try and make up for it.

I hope you enjoy <3

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[meili-sheep]

As a Diluc simp and former main (I use Dehya, SORRY MY BELOVED 😭😭😭) I really love your Diluc Harem!

I wonder how the harem will react if Diluc got kidnapped, how do they find out and save him?

Sorry I'm just craving for Diluc contents 🥲

So you aren't going to find me throwing stones. Because I love Diluc and Dehya. And in particular, I put them together as Pyro Claymore siblings. And, of course, with little sister Xinyan.

Of course. Let's get to the Harem.

First off, let's make it clear Diluc being kidnapped is rare. There probably were a few attempts when he was a kid, so he's a little desensitized. But honestly, to really kidnap him, they will need to knock him out and probably keep him knocked out. And probably needs to be through a sedative.

Albedo

Albedo is a knight of Favonius, and while his priority is studying Alchemy. He still is a knight.

When the knights get the ransom letter. Albedo is already setting in motion his plan for punishment. And way to prevent it from happening again. You see, Albedo isn't really a person who gets angry. But when he is, his anger is very, cold, very calculated, and every action he takes is well thought out to deal with the problem that has angered him. And there is no mercy. You've put so much effort into getting him this angry it's only fair you get its full effects.

So he would act as the Mediator between the Knights and the Treasure Hoards and act like he's going to go pay them the ransom. But the minute he sees (sedated) Diluc and Puts him into some form of safety. He will unleash hell.

Moment of birth? More Like a Moment of death. Megadeath.

And he probably gets Jean to assign someone to watch the Dawn manor afterward. Maybe even being a "personal" bodyguard for a bit.

Al Haitham

So I see this more as someone trying to get to Al Haitham through Diluc. And we know how Al Haitham feels about indirect actions. And I generally think the moment Al Haitham gets a bad feeling, he starts planning for the worst-case scenario. So when he gets the note saying, "We have your lover," He already has a plan and an idea of who it is.

So the upset scholars or old Sages only have like an hour after Al Haitham gets the note before he's there in front of them. And not happy.

Because they have wasted their time, Diluc's time, and his own. He would again probably work closely with Cyno and make a few... requests. Regarding proper punishment. Maybe even getting Nahida involved.

Ayato

So again, this is probably the Nobushi trying money or something from the Yashiro commission.

And OOOOH BOY.

Like Ayato. He's an asshole. And partly, he's intentionally an asshole. But he is a master of the game. "Fuck around and Find Found."

AND THEY ARE ABOUT TO FUCKING FIND OUT.

Because here is the thing. He wouldn't really be politically limited. He could totally go to Tenryou commission and be like. "I am going to hunt some nobushi because they have interfered with Yashiro matter." And what's Kujou gonna do??? Stop him??? So hell is coming and it's coming with a smile.

And the thing. Ayato would let them live and eventually had them over to Kujou. Just to keep things friendly. But he would still probably... Make some agreements with Sara.

Diluc? Oh, he's getting majorly spoiled afterward. Also a bodyguard that follows him back to Mondstadt just to give Ayato "Piece of mind."

Childe

Do you know how to spell the word DEAD? Because I do. And anyone that touches Diluc will learn.

Afterward, Diluc had to deal with Fatui patrolling the winery afterward. And if it was the Fatui. haha Oops! Childe accidentally destroyed the whole base.

Eula

So this is another treasure hoard case.

But the moment She gets the note, she doesn't waste or really think. Eula will absolutely act almost instantly. She will hunt them like dogs. And she would personally drag them back, probably getting Amber to escort Diluc home while she deals with the Hoards.

From there, she probably takes up duties as his personal bodyguard for a bit. Because it's revenge for worrying her so much.

I can see there even being a chance where Diluc just offers he a job as his bodyguard if she's really that worried, but I don't know if she would take it or not as much as she (and I) would love it.

Itto

This is a tough one because, well, I have trouble seeing how Itto would even know Diluc got kidnapped. If fact, I can see him being mistaken as a kidnapper.

But let's say that maybe Itto is going to see Diluc but see some Nobushi dragging a pass-out Diluc away. It might take a second for it to click. But I feel he would be terrified because Itto's really not the type who gets mad, per say.

I think he definitely would remind people he's an Oni, though. And He'd do everything in his power to make sure Diluc gets back safely, even if it means he has to go and beg Sara for help.

Kaveh

So I definitely see Kaveh trying to pay off the people who kidnapped Diluc. Digging himself deep in debt. But of course, they wouldn't give Diluc back. Because they've milked money out of Kaveh, it's time to milk the Winery itself.

But Kaveh would instantly go to Cyno and Al Haitham for help. If Diluc was in trouble, he'd absolutely give up any pride. And while I think he's strong and he knows he can take care of himself. He's not a fighter. So he'd ask people for help.

Then afterward big himself into EVEN MORE DEBT to pay Dehya to be Diluc's bodyguard.

Thoma

Thoma doesn't not ask a lot of Kamisato siblings. Even if they ask him to. They want to help him to ask friends. But he's not the type to ask for anything. He much rather is the one helping.

So when he comes in on hands and knees begging for their help in safely reducing Diluc. They both would give it their all. And Diluc would be home before the day's end.

To be honest the whole of Rito would probably get together to save Diluc just for Thoma's sake. And After they would see that both Diluc and Thoma would get any care they need.

Xiao

I...

I do not know what to tell you

Because first off. Xiao would never allow this to happen. NEVER. Second. If it did happen. Their head would be disconnected from their bodies so fast it wouldn't be funny.

Zhongli

So Do you wanna meet Morax?

Because that's how you meet Morax. Like Zhongli does his best to live a happy and peaceful life. But if you wanna see the Geo Archon? Then that's how you see the Geo Archon. Probably Dragon form and all.

And he might even stay like that for a bit and just cuddle around Diluc. Big lizard around the tiny warm boyfriend. Very sweet. Very good.

[living-in-the-state-of-dreaming]

Soooooo this was originally just an idea that I had and posted in the discord server that I’m in with one of my friends @bubblegum-snowdrop. Basically I decided to be mean and affectionately tease her with it; but I wanted to post this here because why not; I have absolutely no idea what to call this sooooo; I’ll just post it as is.

I’ve been tempted to write for the Genshin characters, but I’ve just been a little bit nervous about doing so. But who knows, I may post more little drabble’s like this. ^~^

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Imagine Al-Haitham sitting down in that nice comfy and very big chair in his office; asking you to come up because he wants to discuss something with you; then it turns out to just be a ruse; and his response to your shock is the smallest, but unmistakably amused smirk as he asks you why you look so surprised; but as he looks at you in the eye and no he has not broken eye contact once as he pretty much holds your gaze captive; he extends one hand towards you and beckons you closer; telling you to come closer; that there's no need to be so reserved since it's just you and him.

Alone. Just you and him. In his office since he is the acting grand sage.

And so you do. Cheeks burning and pulse racing but as you get closer; and just as you go to sit down does he reach out for you with his hands, wrapping one arm around your waist as he pulls you closer, and leading to you sitting smack dab in the middle of his lap. His arm does not move from around your waist, as he for lack of a better phrase, looks very much like the cat that just caught the biggest prize, especially with that smirk still dancing on his lips and in his eyes. While your thoughts reel from flustered shock, Al-haitham relaxes and sounding nothing short of pleased simply goes. " Much better. " That look of wicked amusement only seems to grow as he notices that you still looked very nervous and flustered; even as he speaks with a tone heavy with feigned ignorant innocence, as if he has absolutely no idea as to why in all of Sumeru you would be nervous

" Relax, I only wanted to make this more comfortable for the two of us, rest assured I won't do anything, " pausing for a moment, his eyes return to yours as he moves a little bit closer to you, juuust enough to quietly whisper into your ear, his chest now being right up against your back something you become very aware of.

" Well..Unless you want me to of course.."

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I’ll leave what happens next up to you Al-haitham simps. Enjoy your food. <3

@yandere-romanticaa Tagging you in this my friend just because. ^~^

[aetheternity]

God this trailer! I can't stop thinking about it so you all have to suffer. Firstly I wanna say I wish Hoyo would animate like this all the time!! Omg these last two trailers have been fucking gorgeous then I see the bland nearly lifeless scenes of characters with their arms in their laps only moving their heads in normal game while they sit and I get mad as hell.

Like look at Venti's hair here. All of it is moving!! His bangs, the fringes on the side and his braids! Even the fucking flower is moving! It looks so good especially since in normal game Venti's hair barely moves apart from his braids. I wanna make a separate post about that another time.

Back to Haitham's trailer

It's so insane how different everything feels from normal game! The expression on Kaveh's face as he laughs and takes a sip of his drink. The way Cyno holds his cards and moves his arm. Not to mention this is such a breath of fresh air as much as I like Traveler we barely ever get scenes that have just the cast of characters that are all friendly enjoying each others company like this. I hope the anime is going to have scenes like this because it's perfect.

I gifed all my favorite scenes for everyone's easy perusal so I'm gonna gush over that now.

Cyno's eye and the way he looks at Tighnari. God he looks beautiful just kind of checking out the cards in his hand while Tighnari talks. I'm gonna say this a lot but it gives him so much more character and it feels so refreshing to know that at any point during the trailer you can watch any character and they'll be interacting with something!

Cyno's pout 🥺💞 God I love him so much he's endlessly adorable here. I couldn't not (double negative ehe..) put this part in, quite possibly my favorite part of the whole trailer.

The way the camera spins and everything about Tighnari's wide eyed expression. The way he leans into his own hand with a soft smile then blinks to attention he's too adorable as well. The slight tip of his hand too. All the characters here have very different body language. Haitham only speaking when spoken to and mostly keeping a very in his own space demeanor. Tighnari's hand gestures with pretty much everything he says and the way he's always touching his face. The way Kaveh points with his cup alot and has very broad gestures as he takes up a lot more space than the others and Cyno's hands either on his cards or very close to himself probably taking up the least amount of space aside from Haitham. God there's so much character here!! I wanna lick this demo. I'm not even an Al Haitham simp or stan but I had to watch this trailer again and again because it's just so goooooooddddd.

And archons this scene right fucking here. When I tell you goosebumps. Uggggghhhh. The way he cuts through and then immediately starts walking. Not gonna lie even I was starting to feel something for Haitham after this. Holy shit I just love this trailer ya'll. This is probably one of the prettiest character trailers we've ever gotten and we're probably never going to get anything like it ever a fucking gain.

Regardless I had to get this off my chest and just gush because good animation and character interaction is really hard to come by. This is the stuff I love seeing from Genshin I just want stuff like this dammit. I've seen so many people praising this trailer on Twitter and it deserves it. Shipping goggles on or not you can't deny this trailer is just excellent.

[crystallinestars]

AAAAA! HELLO HELLO! I am glad to see your response T_T! Honestly, I am trying not to think too much about it, hence why I left X and just stayed here in Tumblr, as for tiktok, I made a new account and just actively not search for it other than solo edits (Jing Yuan edits are so 👌 I don't know how much more I can love that man.)

Also I was reading the other anons posts and your response and yeah! I just notice right now how there is no Kaveh in Alhaitham's banner. Like I don't remember him being in Haitham's since his first debut and since Haitham's rerun. OoO that's interesting. But yeah, I somehow just moved on from Alhaitham and just referred to him as my ex that can't move on (I dunno why, but whenever I simp for the other husbandos, I somehow get ads about him, pics, edits in my socmed 👀 it's sus lol) and I have fixations now which is Neuvillette and Capitano (I love men in power HAHAHA).

Also, do you mind if I rant about Jing Yuan and Argenti? I see that you love Argenti, so I'll start with him. So Argenti…ah…how do I describe this piece of magnificence and manifestation of beauty…HE IS SO AAAAAAA so so so gentlemanly! He's like really good with words, genuinely sweet, prolly his love language is acts of service and he's also so handsome. Like he's got some feminine aspects in him like silky long hair and pretty eyes, also I dunno but he seems like he smells so good and that is plus points to me HAHAHA!

Now onto the General. *sigh* how do I start with this man? Please marry me. HAHAHAHA like no joke. He's got the qualities of a man I am finding for in a husband. He's smart (I love smart men <3), handsome, good sense of humor, etc. Plus, he's got that aura. I dunno how to explain it, but he seems to be the type to make you feel protected and safe. Like it is disarming but in a good way. Here's more. What I really notice about him is he is gentle but also exudes a healthy amount of masculinity. Gentle and Firm that's the best description (sorry for bad english, I am running on coffee rn and my hands are shaking HAHA). He's like…hm…THE MAN kind of man. Like I first saw him and I snapped my fingers and just goes "Yup, that's irl husband material right there!" Haha!

Anyways, sorry for the long yapping about them, but I also just wanna share thar I just learned about the term Yumejoshi and wow oh wow! I am so happy to see more people who self-ships T_T I am so glad to finally see people who share the same interest after years of thinking that maybe I am just weird but now, I feel like I found my people hahaha!

Btw, thank you for the well wishes, I really hope to finally graduate and I am proud to have an architect representation in-game (I am envious of how he just have Lumion installed in his suitcase that is so conventient ;_;). As for the discord invite, I'll join once I get a new laptop, my old one is barely hanging on lol. Have a great day and love lots! <3

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Welcome back 🌊 anon!

Is Lumion some kind of software? I've never heard of it before.

You move on quick, haha. Alhaitham must be jealous that you moved on from him so fast XD Neuvillette is a really solid choice though, so I understand. It seems you like the noble and authoritative archetype.

I'm more than happy to talk about Jing Yuan and Argenti with you! I actually like Jing Yuan a lot too. Back when HSR first released, the only thing that piqued my interest about it was Jing Yuan. I resisted playing since he alone was not enough to get me into turn-based combat, but with the release of Argenti and Aventurine, I eventually caved. There aren't many characters in HSR that appeal to me, but Jing Yuan, Argenti, Aventurine, and Jiaoqiu keep my interest.

Argenti most certainly is a gentleman, and that's what's so appealing about him aside from his looks. The fact he's a noble knight that diligently serves Idrila is tragically romantic. What really gets me is that all his flowery praises and flamboyant gestures are genuine. He means what he says, and what he says is so, so beautiful. He could genuinely love any type of person because he is that kind and open-minded. His looks remind me of a character from a 70s or 80s shoujo manga haha. I will be pulling for him and his lightcone when his banner reruns, so wish me luck!

As for Jing Yuan, I feel you!!!! His intelligence is so attractive, my god. It's like he's always thinking several steps ahead of his opponents, and has the confidence to face anything head-on, no matter how dangerous. He never panics but rather handles everything in a smart and laidback way. There certainly is something very reassuring about him. He's the kind of man that will treat you well and that you can rely on, which makes him perfect husband material. I approve, you have good taste, anon.

Welcome to the world of self-shipping! Japanese yumejoshi make a lot of lovely art for us, and on tumblr you can find a lot of reader-insert fanfiction. A lot of people self-ship, even through MCs, so you are definitely not alone! I used to be a part of several websites that posted pretty much exclusive self-shipping content, but unfortunately they have all closed down a while ago ): Tumblr and AO3 still have a lot of awesome fics, and pixiv and twitter have a lot of good art. You need to know where and how to look for it, though.

I will most likely take down the discord invite link in a few days for the sake of safety. Once you get a new computer, feel free to send me a message with a request for the link, and I will give it to you again.

Hope you have a good night, anon!

[mercyillustrator]

Introduction Post ( UPDATED to those who haven’t introduced me yet )

My reblog account is @mercyreblogs (which should come up) where I reposted people artwork or fanart :3

Last updated from 3/??/23 :)

Ello people

My name is Mercy that’s the name I go by. You can call me anything nicknames you guys can come up with as long it’s not any bad names. Plus ask me anything you want as long it’s not inappropriate/uncomfortable as a Q&A’s :)

Sometimes that I do requests but not as often cuz of Art Block, not having motivation, work, irl stuff and such (remember try to have some patience with me QwQ) English, My Birthday - December 27th, I go by She/Her (female), I’m both Digital and Traditional Art :D

Digital Art App that I use Procreate on my iPad and photoshopped ( Pics art) :3 Art Supplies that I owned are: Copic markers, Master Touch Markers, Ohuhu Markers, White Gel Pen, Caliart markers, Multi-liner, Mechanical Pencil, Mono Eraser, XL Sketchbook or any sketchbook, Posca Pens and Prisma Color Pencils. :3 ( if y’all curious )

(As a friendly reminder you guys are more and welcome to draw my KRBAY human or gijinka version of mine plus my OC’s if any tag me as @ I would be happy to and do reblog of the post on here as well with my GSA version and other stuff too :D )

My simps are: Sir Dragato from Kirby X3, Kaeya and Al Haitham from Genshin Impact and Zuko from ATLA. Plus favorite characters GSA knights

Favorite shows: ATLA, Sonic X, Kirby anime series, and RWBY :) I draw Anime, Cartoons, Portraits, Kirby Characters also I have GSA brainrot since late 2015 lol, if I could remember also I’m extrovert and very social person :3

Got into Kirby anime since I was really little ever since 4kids ( Fox Kids) exist, I’m more likey into GSA from Kirby cuz I’m GSA brainrot

Social Media I have:

Instagram: bio 💠🎨Mercy🎨💠

https://instagram.com/mercy.illustrator?igshid=NzAzN2Q1NTE=%5D

Tik Tok: Mercy Illustrator 💠🎨Mercy🎨💠

My aesthetic are late 90s early 2000s sometimes early 2010s :)

Project: I will be working on GSA stuff, GSA in a nutshell, Kirby stuff, crossover, memes and such not only that comes with art I also going to do my own headcannon from Kirby while writing possibly my OC with GSA artwork hehe, on my mission to learn how to do animation plus learning how to do clay model and paint also remember be slayful UwU

[dustofthedailylife]

(uhh tumblr confessions hard, and this is a lot to admit; i don't usually send asks like this, but dust blog feels comfy and i have a lot of feelings, so here goes nothing-) alhaitham is basically the reason i started playing genshin, i've always thought he was pretty and interesting. and now that i know more about him as a person, oh boy^^; i finished his quests and not even five minutes later i was just 'when is he coming back;v;' very attached to him now, he's very much a comfort character, and i'm like his sappy, crumpled paper boyfriend who will start to miss him five minutes after he leaves and cry if anything happens to him and maybe i feel too much? i mean, i know i can be an emotional person.. kaveh and i would probably get along that way^^; but maybe it's a lot to be sitting here after alhaitham quest feeling like a military spouse waiting for their husband to return from the war; so, i wanted to ask.. to dust (fellow alhaitham lover, hello♥) and to anyone else, how do you cope waiting for another appearance of a character you care a lot about? maybe i could take a page out of your books, metaphorically speaking..?

I'm honored you think it feels comfy enough to send this here! 💕

As someone whose comfort character is Alhaitham as well, I totally get you. Despite how aloof and distanced he seems to the player at first there was just a sort of vibe I instantly got from him (aside from him being incredibly attractive, ohhh boy). Something that was just very mysterious, and that made him even more attractive to me! And that he is a smarty-pants is also something that had me swooning sjsjdnsj.

I totally feel you on the "when is he coming back? ;_;". Whenever he appeared again in a quest I was internally squealing and ngl... He is probably a huge part of the reason why the Sumeru Archon quest is my favorite. *raises hand in massive simp*

I currently miss him a lot as well ngl. The last time I had this to this extent was with Zhongli who was the other love at first sight character ;_;

What usually helps me is... staring at them in game (I shamelessly admit it lmao!), looking at fanart of the character or most importantly: reading fanfiction. It sort of extends the canon universe and gives you imaginative interactions with the character. The latter for me perfectly filled the void. I soak up all sorts of fanfics like a sponge.

And also for me personally as an artist and writer, I also start writing for the character because then I can put myself in scenarios with them that I'd love to read or see.

Eternally crying about Ayato because my man rarely ever gets anything at all... At least Alhaitham and Zhongli get actual screentime.

And to bring an end to my endless rambles - a smiling Haitham just for you! 🤭💕

[zhongrin]

🍿 — your perception of them and their perception of you?

🌹— if the roles were reversed, your f/o selfship themselves with you, would you two still be obsessed with each other as usual or stronger?

>:) with the husbands, like them in a modern au, Bonus: u think their simping would make them whale for you?

[ selfship ask game -> ]

ohhhhh a custom question??? interesting....

utc because it got long

🍿 — your perception of them and their perception of you?

answered here ->

🌹— if the roles were reversed, your f/o selfship themselves with you, would you two still be obsessed with each other as usual or stronger?

…. i feel like it would be so out of character for them to get into selfshipping hsdfjsd but let's see… they're all the kind of men who are devoted to the things they find worth in doing/are passionate about. so i'd like to think if they like my 'character' that much, they would try to uncover all the hidden lore and character stories of myself in-game and have an existential crisis lol i can't see any of them being so outright about it, though. of course, it would depend on their environment, profession, etc. but i see them as very subtle when it comes to merch and outwardly selfshipping that would reflect into the real world. it's something more... private, for them. some might not even realize they're 'selfshipping' unconsciously lbrh. although, given the access to anonymity-based platform like tumblr or pillowfort, i can see some of them being more comfortable with the whole 'selfshipping' thing. zhongli would definitely yap about it. al haitham has character analysis and theories as his entire blog theme. wriothesley is a fervent reblogger between the free time he has at work. jing yuan's blog is a mix of yapping, reblogs, and poems. blade streams with no face cam and is forever in denial shdfjskdl

Bonus: u think their simping would make them whale for you?

short answer: yes. long answer: ⬇️ zhongli, jing yuan ー yes. they have no concept of money and are probably a ceo of some kind of company/organization anyway, so they have $$$ to burn. jing yuan probably is a little more responsible… but they're both mentally just retired old men enjoying their retirement, ok, leave them alone- al haitham, wriothesley ー yes, but VERY responsibly. probably has a budget for 'leisure' and will adhere to that. no, they would rather not starve just to throw money at pixels, that's just stupid. boring, i know. /lh blade ー yes. idk why but modern!au blade to me is like… he's some kind of an olympic athlete or e-sports player or some famous whateverperson in the past. and he's since retired after making it big. due to his adopted daughter (silver wolf)'s influence, he just streams games and stuff these days to fill in his time. so yeah, he'd whale on stream for me or something. and constantly denies that he's down bad (even when he has a mini figure of me attached to his microphone and a shelf dedicated to my merch). dumbass /aff

[hiraya-rawr]

Hira!

(Pops out of abyss)

I got my Haitham! In the first 10 pull! Anyways here’s a thought.

incense sticks are made out of flowers or plants dried up and stuff. When they are burnt or lit they produce fragrance. So flowers + fire can turn our real good - incense or real bad - burnt.

So… you see where I am heading at.

Dendro reader and diluc or Alhaitham and pyro reader !

I leave the headcanons to you.

Al Haitham simp buddy ( and diluc snatcher…come on diluc she’s not looking let’s sprint)

ABS

ABS you always have the best ideas 😍 because I am eternally obsessed with dendro x pyro lovers. I think I have a few short brainrots about this– AND NO YOU MAY NOT TAKE DILUC, I dedicated two years for him how could he just run away from me like that ur kidnapping him uewhfjdsil

[originalgenshinscenarios]

I think I know the real reason why hoyoverse thanosed Decarabian.

He probably was buff and we can't have Buff playable men, now can we? I mean just look at the enemies. Why did they thanos Guizhong? Because obviously they need her to traumatize an Archon, we can't have gods without Depression and Trauma, at least playable ones :>

(Al Haitham doesn't count as buff btw, if anything he's toned)

I'd say that Alhaitham is well built but not buff (still they DID give him manboobs and nobody will convince me otherwise)! but ngl Itto in his 2d art looks buff! (I might be based here tho cuz I am an Itto simp lol) but I do think his arms are really neat (in said 2d art).

Idk why you mentioned Guizhong here (BUT I WILL TAKE ANY BAIT TO TALK ABT HER SINCE I AM STILL VERY NORMAL ABT HER AND ZHONGLI LORE 100%) but I think her dying isn't JUST trauma for Zhongli, but also growth! I like to think that before the war they made a promise where if Guizhong dies, Zhongli would try to be wiser than she ever was. And if Zhongli dies, Guizhong would try to become stronger than he ever was! Not to mention, Guizhong isn't the ONLY thing that weighs on Zhongli's heart (we have Havria, Azhada and many more! Guzihong was just the most important to him at least by my understanding!). And still, I think Zhongli is far past his grief. He moved on, but still makes sure to remember everyone (that's why he comes back to the places etc... but the thing about memory of dust is a bit complicated) and it's more of a "fond memory" rather than "regrets of what he had lost" and proof of that is this voice line!

UTC in case someone doesn't like voiceline spoilers!