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Thoughts for your next rewatch of Attack of the Clones
Every single line Anakin says in Attack of the Clones is about his feelings. Man is constantly word vomiting his feelings. The only time he doesn't speak of his feelings are when he doesn't speak in length, usually answers to questions/orders or his own questions. (i.e. I'm looking for Shmi Skywalker; I'd like to know; to find my mother; I'm sorry...).
Which brings me to the point: is that he never had trouble speaking of his feelings. It happens so much throughout this film, he doesn't keep things in. He doesn't even get pressed to speak or asked, he's just constantly talking about how he feels and what is on his mind. Which brings me to my other point being that Anakin never held back his feelings; Even when he's not speaking, his face and body language give him away. So when you see him again in The Clone Wars, you realize just how much he has grown, in the way he forced his heart silent. You come to understand just how much he tried and struggled to be the Jedi he should be; his thoughts only ever betrayed him.
Anakin Skywalker was always vocal about his heart. There has been in turmoil in his mind his entire life. Everyone knew the pain within Anakin Skywalker because he couldn't keep it in his head; but he was never granted an outlet for his grief because his outlet was supposed to be the force. But it was never enough because his heart was too much. But he tried, he tried so hard.
#I'm being deadass when I say EVERY line.#I'm serious#go re-watch it#he speaks in no more than 5 words when he's not talking about his feelings#it's also such a striking contrast#to how they present him in The Clone Wars#in just a few years you see how much he'd grown#how he tried to have faith#he knows the teachings of the Jedi and he reprimanded himself#everytime he started to slip#but his heart was too much#he was always telling everyone how he felt#but he never felt listened to#he received guidance#sure#but what did Anakin Skywalker get for all his grief#other than to have faith in the force?#star wars#attack of the clones#go rewatch it#watch his face when he isn't speaking#and pay attention when he is#anakin skywalker#padme amidala#obi wan kenobi#the jedi order#clone wars#tcw#he always had the mind of a Jedi#but his heart loved too much
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re : how each brother reacts learning that they can't go back
you'll have to pry the "all the Brozone Bros knew what happened at the tree" headcanon outta my cold, dead dead dead hands.
#sandflakedrew#trolls clay#trolls john dory#trolls floyd#trolls bruce#on today's docket : brozone angst#added in order of who i think found out first to last#listen#listen listen listen#they Knew!!!#JD for obvious reasons#Clay from Viva#Bruce isn't taken aback hearing Viva's story either. He's heard before#the combo of Floyd's 'never thought i'd see any of my brothers ever again' & 'is it really you?' hits a similar note for me#They! Knew!#clears throat. anyways#me to me : okay but wouldn't it be a little bit /more/ fucked up if JD didn't /let/ himself be fully gray? wouldn't that be worse?#the idea of someone forcefully sucking that shit back in?#terrible.#awful.#perfect for JD#perfect perfect perfect one might even say#same kinda deal with bruce.#what if you heard the news and felt compelled to try and live for more people than yourself. in order for your current peace to be fair#what then#i have more thoughts but this is enough tags as is#trolls#dreamworks trolls
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Thinking about his brain
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#doodle#He spends like all of his time irrationally terrified of going back to poverty#this was inspired by a panel change I had to make to the next comic im working on teehee teehee#originally I was going to have a funny gag of him describing how awful he felt#but I decided to change it because like. He would never admit that he felt bad#feeling bad is a sign of weakness. a sign of failure. a sign that he needs to try harder#like its not just Devs problems he's ignoring. he treats his own body pretty awfully too#not to write that entire thing off as a trauma response tho hes still objectively awful for not listening to his sons wishes#and he wouldn't have done the same if his own leg got as severely injured.#Having a leg amputated is scary he would have tried to salvage it#then again that is still arguably his fucked up version of love#I have thoughts ok!!!#he is so traumatized
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#everything's right we need our solavellan scenes in the veilguard#because it never felt like the end#we didn’t hear solas in the podcast#so let’s listen to him now#he’s ready to kneel only for her#😭😭#solavellan#solas#solas dragon age#lavellan#dragon age inquisition#dai#solamancer#♥#dragon age trespasser#solavellan hell
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john darnielle will say “no you don’t understand guys, this line was SO bad, it’s literally the worst thing ever i couldn’t even release the song because it was so awful and i couldn’t fix it,” and then the line will be “I've got a Kenmore single-room window unit air conditioner.��
#like. POSSIBLY i’m just biased because i listened to Protein Source of the Future… Now! in my car for eight months#but i did not even BLINK at this line#it still sounds incredibly normal to me even after finding out john thinks it’s bad#it’s significantly better than bones don’t rust and he DID release that one… so.#(this post was actually a secret vehicle for bones don’t rust hate ALL along! bWAhahahaha)#but seriously though i love Midland#i need to post it if no one else has#yet ANOTHER song that john has never played live#hypothetically because he doesn’t want to sing The Line#but like. again… if he ever FELT like it#he should give me 2-3 months notice#just saying…#tmg#the mountain goats
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BASSIST BEOMGYU BASSIST BEOMGYU BASSIST BEOMGYU BASSIST BEOMGYU
#forgot to talk about how I felt when band beomkai performed at that awards show#I died.#I absolutely love when txt do more live and instrumental and musical kind of stuff bc i have always said they suit live band so much#also just a soft spot whenever the members play instruments for me#like I love huening kai wants to start a band so much#ALSO SKIPPING STONES#I love beomkai#they are my favourite txt duo#drummer kai was so impressive like playing the drums is so hard and he was also SINGING and like the drums is just so hard#I remember I had one lesson once and I was like nah#but also I play classical Indian drums and also as a bassist#rhythm and being on time is so important and also so hard#bc if you’re out of time just a little it affects everything#so both of them AKSJSJDHJD€€(£ THEY DID SO GOOD#BEOMGYU AND BASS ?!!!^ MY 2 FAV THINGS IN THE WORLD#THE FACT HE’D NEVER PLAYED BEFORE WAS VERY IMPRESSIVE#although I’m judging he used a pick…/j#but I listened very carefully to his bass playing bc it wasn’t picked up that well but I was actually very impressed#his solo was actually quite difficult and he learnt it very quickly like I’m very impressed#I’m also looking respectfully at his hands#he is literally shin from nana now like I have been saying for years#one day I’ll make my blog nana and txt themed#for a little while it was kinda#anyway#idk what I’m talking about#BAND BEOMKAI#DRUMMER KAI#BASSIST GYUNSBDBF#nia speaks !#beomgyu !<3
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induced to me by my contemporary art exam AND a rewatch of rebels after years that. got me into sabezra unexpectedly AND i updated krita and there were many new brushes i wanted to try
refs (IF U CAN PLS HELP ME FIND THE ORIGINAL COSPLAYERS i can't find anything EDIT: found them!! they're starwars_irl on insta and @rebelartistwren / lionesscosplay on insta. thank you guys <3) and ✨colored version✨ under the cut
i can't find themmmmm I've been looking for 2 days but all i found were uncredited reposts
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anyway they look amazing
i really wanted to try greyscaling but I'm not sure it looks good. idk. + while i was making it i was listening to i love you by fontaines d.c. (GREAT SONG FROM A GREAT UNDERRATED BAND) and. the grey fit into that mood much better
also two versions without the sketch lines. where ezra looks happier even if they're uglier
#i didn't expect to like them as a ship ngl. but there are some moments that recall kanera (AND I LOVE THEM) especially if you've read#a new dawn. and IDK COOL!! probably i didn't ship them from the start because. in s1-s2 they're just kids and everytime i reach s3 i keep#brainrotting on thrawn <3 and kallus <3 and zeb <3 idk i kinda forgot about them and all the scenes they were in LMAO#ALSO. i love you is truly a wonderful song wtf?? it's not something I'd associate to sabezra BUT probably after having listened to it for a#month. and having drawn this in the meantime. i found some connections. the fact that the songs alternated between that melodic part#that talks about love to the other verses about (very generally) society. just felt like how their relationship would go. rapidly switching#between the fast paced fights for the rebellion to the calm of the preparation they require that can allow them for some tenderness. ALSO#ezra is so much “if there was sunshine it was never on me / so close the rain; so pronounced is the pain”#and sabine is pretty much “you only open the window; never open up the door” sometimes. especially before her darksaber arc#btw i know this song is about ireland and their relationship with theid country BUT it just prompted me to their grey figures#and colorful background. also. there's something about klimt making some of the most tender representations of love ever imo BUT keep#choosing to represent rather dark iconographies whenever he's asked to do something (I'm thinking about the medicine panels for the uni)#like. there is a similar contrast in there as well. also i like that. ursa had a portrait of herself in her home that referenced klimt#like. it's ursa in her prime; in a literal golden age. i can imagine sabine associating a good moment - one of her bests - to such an#expressive decoration. and maybe stripping colors away when that moment is gone and all that remains is the memory and feeling#OKAY WHY DID I TALK SO MUCH i must've put more thought on this that i previously thought. crazy#it started as a fun experiment to try krita's oil brushes. *in david byrne's voice* how did i get here?#star wars#sw#star wars rebels#star wars fanart#star wars rebels fanart#ezra bridger#sabine wren#ezrabine#sabezra#sabine wren fanart#ezra bridger fanart#sw fanart#g posting
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#the dark piercing gaze will have her fessing up every single time
#bangel#bangeledit#buffy summers#angel btvs#btvsedit#btvs#dailybtvs#buffysource#filmtv#there's literally nothing she could keep from him#not very long at least#and he was always so willing to sit and listen#even regarding something that she felt was silly yet was weighing her down#i'll never repeat it enough: he. was. her. rock.#and it was still the case years later even when they weren't together#his presence at her mother's funeral was everything for her
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Sapphic Disco Week, Day 6: "But What If It Was Yuri?"
Lena and Mireille, lesbians in their 70s exploring the vanishingly rare marvels of the world together, excuse me im cri
#Disco Elysium#Sapphic Disco Week#Lena DE#Morell DE#Listen Lena and Morell already make me scream with how devoted and adoring they are to each other#and how passionate they both are about their shared hobby *AND* each other#but when I saw this prompt and received The Vision...#I never knew it could be-- that *I* could be -- this powerful#I thought it might feel wrong since I really do love Morell#but there's honestly something pretty lesbian coded about him already#so he/him lesbian just works tbh#In canon Morell has a backpack of fieldgear over his pink cotton shirt#but Mireille instead has a sleeveless field jacket#just felt right#plus no hat because they're indoors and she's not a fucking animal jfc
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i just spoke with a guy with the bluest eyes imaginable and it really was like this meme
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#idk if its just general anxiety or its the prolonged eye contact but talking to him made me nervous 😭#it felt like he was staring into my soul 😭😭#i couldnt look away it would look like i wasnt listening 😭😭😭😭#i mean he was kinda cute so i cant really complain#but he was a nurse and he was just explaining some important stuff#eh im never seeing him again.. hope he has a nice day tho#frambling...?
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i lied. ena
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#ena shinonome#sorry i felt like coloring something drawing with pencil wasnt enough#listening to my gf struggle through ba/yonetta rn. By struggle i mean he has never struggled and hes so awesome at gaming#And hasnt died even once i promise. trust. love u ethan
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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier
#witch hat tag#orufrey#hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away#agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12#also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day#feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)
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inuyasha’s hair should’ve been WAY messier, in this essay I will —
#mine#my art#inuyasha#inuyasha fanart#listen I’ve moved on from shading#we’ve discussed it and we’ve decided to go our separate ways#but also you know this boy never brushed his hair#just rolling around out there in the woods#what if it fluffed up when he got mad like dogs fur#listen I haven’t been able to draw in months and suddenly#then the first blorbo I ever had said hey kid ;)))) draw me#felt good#felt organic
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doodle from last night! i blame @boxwinebaddie for getting me excited about goth/jersey again ♥
#pine art#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#jersey kyle#goth stan#goth stan marsh#kyley-b#sp style#stankyle#sp stanky#head in my hands. they are my world.#its been ages since i got a proper blabberramble in someone and im havin the time of my life#talking to other creatives makes me wanna run in circles chasing my tail for an hour. yknow?#i know his shirt canonly has edgar on it but listen. it was midnight. i wasn't gonna draw edgar#OR if i did i'd draw like. bsd edgar as a litlte in-joke for myself#anyways. every time someone picks on goth stan. kyley is there to threaten them into a pulp#and i think thats awesome. he's never felt empathy before and this guy is changing him#ALSO jk's visual look is based more on the gelled look he did in later seasons? i think the original jersey style is fun#but he did that in like. ten minutes.#i think if he had the time/want to Actually style himself#it'd be a lot prettier and kinder to him
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I lied, put your clothes back on. I’m going to explain how I think the wands in Harry Potter are tools that help the government control the population.
#harry potter#random rant that I thought far to hard over#listen it just feel like something the government would do#specifically the mugglevorn population because they have to be out numbering the pure bloods like 5/1 at this point#THE TRACE#but LIKE MORE#I read these books once when I was a kid but even then Wanda felt like government propaganda#the best way to keep a prisoner from escaping is to make sure he never knows he’s in prison#the deathly hallows
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Andrew hates large crowds. I feel like that’s pretty much canon. He hates how loud it is, and how everyone is so close. It’s overstimulating. But most of all, he hates how everyone touches him; people in crowds have no respect for personal space.
For the most part, he’s great at avoiding them. He doesn’t go places with huge crowds much, like conventions or parties. At Eden’s he finds his booth, and he stays there.
But at the same time, he loves music. Loud metal music. So Neil asks if he wants to go to a concert.
Neil makes it great for him. He lets Andrew hold onto his shirt in the crowd so they don’t get separated. He finds the easiest paths through the crowds. He makes in enjoyable.
Andrew still hates crowds, but he loves the concerts. And he loves Neil.
#I hate crowds yall#went to a concert last night. it was amazing but I felt boxed in#but I think Andrew would relate#he and Neil start going to concerts#they’re never like in the pit unless there’s seating because then. you know. there’s NO room#gonna go ahead and give Andrew pots and say that he has to sit down a lot during the concerts because#I have pots I can headcanon whomever I wish with pots#but yeah#he gets neil into a ton of different music that he never really listened to on the run#anyway they’re cute and they’re couple goals#and they can go to a Metallica concert and andrew wears a metallicat shirt#cute andreil#andreil#andrew minyard#anxious and avoidant andrew#neil josten#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the raven king#the king’s men#the foxes#aftg trilogy
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