#but he also feels a sense of calm.
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unbearable lightness of being
#for the first time he decided to go somewhere other than his store#I think sometimes he can leave his job for a while and go out and explore the valley and enjoy the fresh air.#surrounded by brilliant green foliage and endless golden fields of flowers he feels so strange and.. defenseless.#but he also feels a sense of calm.#no jumbled and grinding noise of the city - only the quiet sound of leaves swaying in the light breeze and the singing of birds.#stardew valley#stardew valley art#stardew valley fanart#stardew#stardew art#stardew fanart#sdv#sdv art#sdv fanart#stardew valley morris#stardew morris#sdv morris#morris stardew valley#morris sdv#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#fanart#fanart on tumblr#digital fanart#digital art#digital artwork#my art shit#vilka post
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been thinking a lot abt fwb!gojo today.... this is his first time ever doing this kind of a thing btw. i do not think he sleeps around AT ALL. but with you, he just... you start off as very good friends but then it keeps escalating – you start sitting closer and closer, your thighs always touching as you lounge on the couch. his hands seem to always find your waist in public, your seem to be in his hair more and more. and the thing is... satoru isn't all that good at deciphering his own feelings. he isn't entirely sure what this is; the butterflies in his stomach whenever you laugh at his jokes, the warmth that spreads under his skin whenever he sees you bend over. it's weird. he doesn't know what to do.
so, when one night you inch closer with your hand on his thigh, he lets you. he welcomes you with open arms. you ask whether it's okay or not and he lets out a shaky yes, his cheeks burning with something new, his eyes low and heavy as he stares at your lips. you feel so good on top of him, your body flushes to his and he thinks about how perfect this is. how much he likes it. the night is like a wet dream for him, something he's always dreamed off but when you leave the bed and hop into the shower without giving him a kiss, he doesn't even know what the weight on his heart means. where it comes from. he doesn't ponder over it for too long though as you step outside the bathroom in a shirt way too big, his shirt. he watches you get dressed and hums when you joke about his bed hair. he thinks you look gorgeous. he doesn't ask for you to stay – if this is what you want, to leave without the desire to continue your adventures from the last night, then so be it. satoru wants you to be happy. you tell him it was good and that you'd like to, perhaps, do it again and he can taste you on his tongue when he says that he feels the same. satoru will take every crumb you'll give him with a smile on his face. he won't complain and he won't ask for more, not yet at least. for now, he'll be completely and utterly at your mercy, a lapdog for you to play with whenever you so desire to do. a selfless kind of love.
#this might not be everybody's satoru i realize#but idk i think he's a lonely boy who doesn't know how to deal with his feelings#he really does like you and he wants your attention#he wants your love#he just . doesn't know how to ask for it#idk ok this is also wordvomit#but yeah sad little meow meow satoru who just wants to do everything and anything for you#he's kind of a knight in this#selfless type of love yk#even got the dog motif in lmao#okok i'm sleepy so idk if any of this even makes sense just bear with me yeah#(the bear is very calm and friendly please relax)#mickey is daydreaming#angel boy#gojo x reader
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thinking about how kim dokja thinks he's alone in the world and there is no one in the world who understands him or can possibly understand him.
but. there yoo sangah is. yoo sangah who discusses literature with him. yoo sangah who understands kim dokja bc she is very perceptive about people and very empathetic and also bc they have the kind of friendship where words aren't needed. yoo sangah who read every book in the library about kim dokja bc she was genuinely interested in her friend's life and bc she wanted to understand him. yoo sangah who figured out it was 49 and not real kdj and figured out what he did but didn't say a word bc she understood and respected his decision even though she wanted her friend back more than anything.
yoo sangah who witnessed his mundanity and monstrosity both, and loved him either way. loves him despite every irredeemable quality he thinks he has. yoo sangah who wants to be his best friend in every lifetime and live together right next to each other. yoo sangah, his best friend who understands him without words.
#orv#orv spoilers#yoo sangah#kim dokja#idk i just feel like she gets him in a way that few people do and wordlessly#like ofc she's never been through the things he has and cant relate in that sense#but she doesnt need to bc she just gets him. bc shes really good at reading people and very empathetic#but also their conversations are like.. they have this silent understanding. tacit understanding we have a phrase for it in mandarin#LIKE SHE JUST GETS HIM#THEYRE PLATONIC SOULMATES#THEYRE BEST FRIENDS IN EVERY LIFETIME#PLATONIC DOKSANG ENDS ME. THEYRE MY EVERYTHING#PLATONIC SOULMATES ARE REAL AND THEYRE IT#IS2G!!!#i wrote the post in calm language but im actually screaming and clutching my head in agony#mp: orv
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aww you know, i actually really do like the idea of double boy dad bakugou 🥺
your first son being a little angel and you and katsuki are both perfectly satisfied, and then maybe another bug comes as a surprise a few years later and he turns out to be a heinous little menace — and katsuki didn't think he'd love having a brat of a child so much 🥺
#bc he's so nervous to be a dad the first time right#and his first boy comes out and he's a little doll doesn’t cry so much teaches katsuki some patience and how to be soft and gentle#for a lil babey#and it's the perfect scenario for him to grow being into a father#and he's happy !! doesn't think it could get better !! feels like yall really lucked out !!#and then you find out you're having another and then he gets worried bc he's not sure how it could get better than it is#and he has a goddamn BRAT of a son#screams his head off and cries and fights and doesn't listen to a THING#and he had the first few years to grasp fatherhood#to get a handle on it#and he thought it would be harder with a feisty second son — and it *is*#but he also loves it LOL#it adds like. just the right amount of chaos and drama he grew up with ?? if that makes sense ???#bc he had to calm down a lot for his first boy#and maybe even you#but he and his little hellion are too much alike and it's almost like a breath of fresh air#cw children#✿ thoughts: bakugou#✿ theme: dad bakugou
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Okay so question for the HOTD fandom, as this thought process has been circling in my mind for a while but: wouldn't it have been better for Rhaenyra, as well as Jace and Luke, if she...stopped having kids after them? By that I mean, if you already gave birth to two kids who don't resemble your husband, who already have to carry a heavy burden of being obvious bastards to those around them with their only saving grace, for lack of better words, being the fact that their dragons hatched in the cradle, and you yourself have to deal with the heavy pressure that resulted from this decision (which, I understand as her choices were limited...in a way), why have Joffery, who would only raise the scrutiny? Then, on top of that, why would you also have kids with Daemon, a literal blood supremacist (who questions your rule at every turn), that now makes it even more obvious the situation that Jace and Luke have to go through? Like, am I overthinking or would this have been a better option for Rhaenyra, as well as Jace and Luke?
#hotd#house of the dragon#and this isn't me hating on rhae but being more so critical#bc while having jace and luke makes sense having joffery feels like playing a dangerous game#and then aegon iii & viserys ii seems to help in undermining jace's claim bc it makes it obvious how different he is from them#like after jace & luke its was probably real obvious the pressure rhae would be under for how they look#so why add joffery to that fire?#i also wonder if jace (which i think he has more so than luke) & luke ever had this thought process as well#like sure they love their siblings but as they grew older probably had to be realistic about it#it also doesn't help that rhae still kind of dismisses jace's concerns about it either#rhaenyra targaryen critical#jacerys velaryon#lucerys velaryon#dni if you can't have a calm and collected conversation about this
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[TUVOKTOBER: Day 17] Little Things Grown with Care.
#I drew this based heavily on illustrations by seiichi hayashi! They all have a pretty calming dreamy feel#I also had to reference Tuvok's room which was HARD#You catch a glimpse of it in 'Alter Ego' though.#he has so many candles and candle holders and ornate looking trinkets#I like it...it feels grandparent-cozy if that makes sense? Like it'd smell of incense and be a little too warm#and then there's also - of course- the plants <3 mostly flowers#I like the thought of Tuvok's loungewear being a bit fancy and silky#but when someone knocks at the door he quickly pulls on a robe or gown to go over it for modesty's sake#I wonder what he does in the privacy of his quarters...we really on see him meditating or reading#I wonder if he ever watches a movie and eats whatever he'd consider a snack while lounging on the couch#I wonder if he hums while cleaning#Tuvoktober#Tuvok#st voyager#st voyager art
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*gestures wildly* can yOU SEE HOW THEY— they are all fucking TESTING each other the entire movies aND BY GODS THEY FAIL/THEY DON'T AND AND *rips hair out straight from scalp* no! choice! ever! ends! well! *fall to my knees, punches the ground* they were never meant to be and yet they insisted upon it
#......this makes no sense bc i'm going Through It.....#how is it that adam trusted lawrence peter didnt listen to mark and zeke couldn't decide how to feel abt william#and despite such wide range of choices they get the Same Fucking Game Over.#strahm's research on mark#william's taunting in zeke's hunt for him#lawrence and adam pushing and calming each other down#john never meant for those two fuckers to develop a codependency#mark never meant to find such an oponent in peter#zeke never could've guessed he sparked an obsession in william#this franchise is fucking me up NOT the way it is supposed to#trust. choice. biggest theme of the contraptions but also those ships. i need stronger meds.#saw franchise#coffinshipping#spiralshipping#chainshipping#sawposting#spiralposting
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the chapter songs in Alan Wake 2,, flawless
#they deserve more love and discussion#saying this while also not knowing what to say other than they’re so fucking good#alan wake 2#i think it’s partially because poets of the fall’s tracks are iconic so of course they’re in the spotlight (as deserved)#but also the CHAPTER SONGS. them being made for a given chatacter(s) with the help of Sam lakes poetry#the changes with ‘this road’ by Poe with every Alan chapter. becoming more distorted and revealing lyrics and the spiral#the scratch song being 1) hilarious and 2) similar to Zane’s poetry in the aw1 arg#the emotion in superhero when saga feels lost at the story making it so Logan was gone#the lines of her feeling like a ghost in this story forming around her.. how she feels guilty and absent for both what the story’s doing#and being away from Logan because of her job. ashdhhhhjhh my heart#AND. follow you into the dark HAS to be alice. which kills me because at for at I thought of Alan#but no. Alice jumped in the dark place after him. it’s so !!!!!!!!!!!#the rabbit hole line. Alice spiraling deeper and deeper into a dream—into wonderland#the Lost at Sea one is also good. intrigues me. the Bowie and Lynch references are blatantly aw2 Zane#but it’s so similar to diver Zane and the ‘originals’ death. being lost in the dark place with illusions of escape#and losing any sense of identity. whether he’s real at all or the monster of this sea or just a lost soul.#the soft and calm vocals / instrumental really makes the whole thing#NEED to stop typing more tags because this is a Lot. however.#‘no one left to love’ is also a phenomenal song and one of my favorites from the album. GORGEOUS vocals and how it all flows together.#such a powerful and beautiful way to end a chapter#anyway that’s all I had to say :)#god. I’ve started to watch a few playthroughs of the game and 90% of people have skipped the chapter songs and every time im#that’s fair but my brain and soul might implode if I don’t see anyone else talking about how good these songs are
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Soooo what are y’all’s hcs on the Tweak family 🤔🤔🤔
#lowkey I like to hc it as a generational trauma type of thing for Mr Tweak#I feel like Richard was a LOT like Tweek when he was little#very anxious and unsure of himself#he mentions in the gnomes episode I believe that his business has been going on 30 years#and was passed down to him by his father by his father before him#growing up I think that he too was given a lot of this coffee by his father#and over the years he was conditioned and manipulated into accepting this as the norm#in hopes that he would one day take over the business#when he was finally old enough his father shared the family recipe with him and at that point he had pretty much been brainwashed#I think he sees a lot of his younger self in tweek which is why he’s so condescending towards him and so determined to steer him down the#same path. Repeating the cycle and all that#and when Tweek is old enough he plans on sharing the family’s secret as his father did with him#MRS Tweak on the other hand is an interesting one#we know so little about her but I feel like her personality also says a lot about her#she’s definitely better than Mr Tweak but she’s still very complacent and neglectful#I think what stands out to me the most about her though is the way her personality can completely switch up at times#most of the time she has this eerily calm almost docile personality#but other times she’s a LOT more attentive and caring#yk like a normal mom#COMPLETELY different from how she usually acts#but the episode that gets me the most is “Gnomes#where she actively goes against Richard’s attempt to manipulate the kids and use them for business ventures#yet this is the same mom that actively poisons her son? presumably for the business??#like it doesn’t make sense to me#I’ve seen someone suggest that Richard has been drugging her too#and BOY would that be a twist#definitely would explain the sudden shift in personality#i definitely think it would be interesting if she was in the dark about a lot of this too#not using this as an excuse as I still do think she is SOMEWHAT negligent on her own but I do think it could explain some things#south park
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raise your hands who else almost cried like a baby through jace and rhaenyras conversation :')
#poor boy#im glad they didnt just gloss over the fact that hes been struggling with that for pretty much all his life#im also glad hes angry bc i feel like rhae is having a strange arc this season#i domt hate it#but wheres the vengeance and fury from the s1 finale?#shes lost TWO children. her husband is AWOL and she lost Rhaenys and Meleys like???#as much as i love the rhaenicent i feel like it doesnt make much sense#idk i feel like s1 was much stronger#im enjoying s2 but the writing is def not as good as s1#they seem to have watered down these characters so much#its pissing me off#and i havent even read the book yet so this is not me being a book purist#this episode was really good honestly and addam ulf and hugh are really interesting characters#idk i want angry rhae#as much as i love calm rhae i feel like theyre makijg her seem incompetent???#which shes not?#idk just seems weird#house of the dragon#hotd#ace rambles
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noremma week 2023, day two: sun & moon
#The sun and moon coded characters ever#I got a little out of control with the concept and also a little ambitious and i have no sense of time so it’s a miracle this is done today#I’m actually kind of obsessed with it#noremma week 2023#noremmaweek2023#the promised neverland#yakusoku no neverland#noremma#emma tpn#norman tpn#Nikki draws#(deep breath) when norman spoke to emma after they finally found her in the human world is when she was able to calm down#and recognize the tugging in her heart she feels toward him toward all of them#and if i said it’s because norman is the moon and the moon reflects the sun so Norman was able to shine her own light back at her#moon and mirror symbolism too he is a reflection of her#and no matter what he tries to hide her light will find him
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my hot take about descendants is that NONE of the core four were ready for a relationship until maybe like, the third movie (rant in tags)
#they were still adjusting to living life without struggling to survive#a girl should not be jumping into a relationship the same week she just tried her first piece of non-rotten food lol#thats not to say I don't like the canon ships#but mal married literally the FIRST man she met in auradon. at 18.#and even as far as in descendants 2 we see them still struggling to adjust in different ways (mainly mal)#in d3 they seem to have fully assimilated into life in Auradon (as much as a VK can anyway)#so it makes sense for them to THEN seek out relationships if that's what they want.#but disney ofc wanted to act like romantic love just automatically fixes a person's problems ig?? as if a relationship wouldn't just be#added stress given the position the VKs were in in d1#not to mention dating just like. wasnt a thing on the isle (mal even says this)#and I get that the kids are craving to be loved because their parents didn't gaf about them. But I wish the first movie focused more on the#finding that love in each other than romantically with outside people. a sort of “they had love in them all along” moment.#and then this fandom loves to argue about whether Jarlos/Janelos was 'rushed'. at least Carlos (and Jay +lonnie) waited a few months before#throwing themselves into the dating scene. Poor evie had her heart broken within like 3 days of being in Auradon. no wonder she was willing#to help steal the wand lol.#Anyway to wrap up this rant I didn't even mean to go on#I just think that kids who have spent the first 14-16 years of their lives fighting to survive and being put through continuous trauma on a#daily basis don't need dating right away. they need THERAPY.#if anyone here has seen stranger things its kinda an El and Mike situation were its like. the girl grew up in a lab and fell for the first#boy in regular society who was kinda nice to her lol. thats how I view Mal and Ben#same with doug and evie. he was nicer than chad but he still fell for her for her looks and she still fell for him because he was the first#guy in auradon to be genuinely interested in her. also evie had a whole “I dont need a prince” arc and ended up with a man anyway?#my problem with janelos was always that Carlos never quite worked out his mommy issues or his anxiety. I feel like he'd be afraid of hurtin#her even though that boy wouldn't hurt a fly. and we see Jane get pretty stressed out herself- have you ever been in a relationship where#both of you have anxiety? cause it either goes really well (you help keep each other calm) or REALLY terribly (you make each other spiral)#I actually really liked Lonnie and Jay (though I feel like it would've had a bigger payoff if she was in d3. not sure why she wasn't but I#wont dunk on that because it couldve been smth to do with her actress). I think Lonnie is someone who can 'handle' Jay well and match his#energy. And I like the idea of Jay finding someone he's loyal to after being commitment-phobic for 1 1/2 movies and the whole first book lo#and ofc I have to throw this in here: any auradon kid the VKs get with is never going to grasp even half of what they went through.#this doesnt mean they can't try to understand and be empathetic. but it will always cast a shadow on VK/AK relationships.
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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house
hey, whats up w/that?
#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past#& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U#yk? thag makes sense in my head#anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean#i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch#but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM#GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER#‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE#SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER#i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me#like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again#i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit#did this turn in2 a vent? idk#i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm#bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever#im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode#like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them#im srry 4 bing a dick btw#i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does#so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip#typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol#the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here#bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide#like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES#i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh#ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((
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also also it just made SENSE that Davy relied on her too much to be able to see her romantically. When he talks about how if she’d been more mindful of herself and less of him than he might have been able to see it but her perfectly maintained composure and her cheerful stability and her ability to put all of her own feelings aside to aid and counsel him—-there wasn’t any room for romance there. it’s not until the crack at the end, where her control starts breaking down and she starts crying that he suddenly realizes that she could actually need HIM and that makes him able to step in and tell her what she needs to hear.
#Dickens doesn’t understand Agnes 100% or know how to treat her perfectly fairly#she’s got some of that perfectly virtuous to the point of unreality aura about her bc of dickens portrayal#But also that plays into who she actually is!!!!#someone who will keep total control and will use gentleness and kindness and calm good sense as a bit of a defense mechanism I think#like I think that reads true to me#and so Davy’s not actually stupid for being kept at arm’s length for so long and allowing himself to be#because she didn’t 100% let him#and can’t until he pushes her to share the secret#that’s been weighing her down and it’s just that she loves him!#Like I just. Love her so much actually. Because she took her heartbreak and buried it so deep and said no one will ever know#and then Davy’s sensitivity and perception even in his stupidity is what can see past that. Can FEEL that. Can say Agnes no.#you have to tell me what’s wrong#david copperfield
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Bouncing between watching all three versions of TTTE to unlock a secret way of understanding the characters
#ttte#thomas and friends#all engines go#I'll watch a couple AEG episodes and then watch cgi#and it feels like AEG Gordon is more of a calmed down older man who's at peace with his life and takes care of the kids most of the time#meanwhile CGI Gordon is just “I WILL RETIRE WHEN I AM DEAD AND BURIED. EXPRESS COMING THROUGH.”#AEG James doesn't have as nasally of a voice which is both pleasant and also kinda disappointing#ofc he doesn't speak much anyways#I think AEG is trying to imply that all of the adult characters are actually much older and wiser#and like. have some basic sense.#because of the main characters being kids and all that#AEG Gordon is far kinder and more responsible because AEG Thomas and his friends are like. A bunch of 10 year olds.
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James: Is my play good?
Emma thinking of how messy and all over the place the play was plus the switching speech patterns.
Smiles through grit teeth
Emma: It's amazing babe!
#marie thoughts#play choices#choices fandom#choices game#choices stories you play#choices#the freshman series#pixelberry#as a theatre student who read diff scripts let me be the first to say#my prof would have put so many red marks on that script with advise on how to improve it#edgar asking about differences makes sense tbh#james i love you but#your play...was not good#emma being the granddaughter of a writer who I decided beats vasquez's ass means she died reading how inconsistent james' writing was#also chris' acting is v film coded but I feel with enough polish he would have made for an interesting william#you could have a fire in you but keep a calmness to you#thank you voice prof who pointed out that my delivery of sonnet eighteen proves how adoration does not have to be joyful#one thing i will never forget is how turns out my niche genre is tragedy and I do not do anger well and when doing acting with other women#i end up making it v sapphic#sorry sir bb#we were besties not girlfriends sobs
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