#but gaaaaaahhh
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looks like i finally found the story that's gonna make me cry while writing. it wasn't even PLANNED. i have like 5 other active wips and i started this one spontaneously last night instead of sleeping and now it's taken on a life of its own and i am 87% sure i am gonna shed actual tears by the time this is done.
also it's fic and it's aos fic and it's philindaisy and it is centered around grief and complicated emotions and family feels. because of course it is.
#and listening to hozier is NOT HELPING#this has never happened to me before but i've kind of been waiting for it#and tbf it's my fault for writing a fic around a topic so deeply personal and recent enough to hit so hard#and maybe i kind of need this#but gaaaaaahhh#river's random ramblings#inkspinner
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he's sooo sillaaaaaay ✨️
#babygirl baby#james spader#carbon black#mr black#mr carbon black#shorts#shorts (2009)#shorts movie#my screenshots#screenshot edit#gaaaaaahhh i adore his smileeeeee#cuddling him#loml#husband
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Sketch commissions for @thedohnut !! Thank you for commissioning me!!!
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I LOVE THIS SMM (Made by starvousid on tiktok)
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I’m already seeing a lot of shots of sexy times from Moonlight Chicken on my dash, so I’m thinking I’m gonna have to create a ratings system for my reviews that ensures that the real star of the show (the khao man gai/Hainan chicken rice, dammit) gets its screen-time due. Maybe something like:
🐔: NOT ENOUGH CHICKEN HERE 🐔🐔: A middling amount of chicken presence that’s fine for passing satisfaction 🐔🐔🐔: Meets the necessary level of khao man gai content in Thai BLs
Yeah.... I think I’m gonna go with this.
#i really can't shake this chicken rice thing can i#moonlight chicken#i've eaten khao man gai three times in two weeks and my salt content has gone through the roof#but it's SO GOOD GAAAAAAHHH
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aaaaaaa OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH <33333 Kidou finding comfort in illusion magic has been my favorite thing to think about ever since I see him move with his cape in the field and in every official art.
I know that's a comfort object to him and helps in grounding him whenever he feels like he's going to have a panic attack. I think it also keeps him from being overstimulated and improves his overall mental health (you can probably tell that I want a cape too hehe)
I hope you don't mind that this was an ask, I didn't know where else to send it! Sending this to you because yes more autism headcanons!! [This is @soccerpunching]
YES YES OMGGGG WAIT I LOVE THISSS AUUSDSHUJHJGL
#im stealing this hc#I LOVE THIS FUCDKSFSKFSD#holds kidou in my hands the guy ever#i love wearing long flowy tops I understand#inazuma eleven hcs#GAAAAAAHHH EXPLOSION SOUND EFFECT
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i could see you being my addiction you can see me as a secret mission hide away and i will start behaving myself
#GAAAAAAHHH#*paige goodryke#*seb goodwin#fixer upper ranch challenge#the sims 4#ts4 simblr#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenies#ts4 story#showusyoursims#show us your story#showusyourgameplay
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dance friend: you should audition for the company! Audition audition it’d be so fun!!
Meanwhile she (& the rest of the company) are these svelte SAB+ trained Dancers™️ and I am the enthusiastic potato that just keeps showing up
#gaaaaaahhh#like yeah I would love that!! you are dangling one of my heart’s greatest wishes before me!!!#unfortunately!#I have seen myself dance!#and I have seen y’all dance!!#and there are some disparities!!!!!#personal#I said I would think abt it but now she’s decided she’s going to bully me into it#so#this could be horrible 🤪#the unfortunate side of wanting things so badly is that hope is the kudzu of emotions#I guess I will just think of it as like#training for a half marathon#but dance style#and give myself a goal to work toward
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did my work (downloaded 20 anime boy edits)
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dumb me gave in to my instant noodle cravings, and now I feel a little nauseous 😔
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AHHHHH MY FEELINGSSSSS 😭😭😭❤️💚
Mario instinctively lifted a trembling arm before he even registered the embrace, powerless to resist the pull. And when Luigi tightened his hold, wordlessly inviting him to do the same, he found himself entirely unable to hold back any longer. It was then that the stupefying reality of it all finally hit Mario with full force, and he broke down crying as he gingerly engulfed Luigi in a tender hug.
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There it is, folks. My last entry for the body swap concept I shared over the past few weeks. 🤲💝 This is a direct continuation of these two scenes that I wanted to explore through both illustration and text. I hope you've enjoyed this tangent! I will surely revisit it again at some point. ^-^
(Full scene below the cut 📝)
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Mario stared, mouth agape, frozen in place.
He had been about to voice his surprise as he had looked up and spotted a second figure walking into view, but had fallen silent the second he had recognized who it was. Unable to finish his sentence. Unable to articulate a single word.
The man currently standing a short distance away from him appeared similarly struck, as if lost in a daze. His eyes were wide open and his stance unsteady, but his breathing was slow. Quiet. Calm, even. His hand slid from the rocky surface on which it was resting, and he shuffled his feet slightly as he stood a little straighter. A movement that Mario had seen a million times before and knew by heart. The detail was painful in its candid simplicity, the familiarity it emanated feeling both out of place and strangely grounding. The young man blinked, his shoulders dropping somewhat, and Mario noted that his expression wasn't one of horror or dismay.
It was one of solemn awe and sympathy.
Mario felt his jaw twitch and move feebly, but no sound came out. Distantly, he registered Princess Peach gently patting his neck in encouragement, her touch warm and comforting. He could feel his eyes begin to sting as he swallowed, then resolutely tried again.
"L-Luigi?" He finally whispered, his voice wavering.
It didn't seem real.
Mario wasn't sure how long he had remained chained up in his cell, although the time he had spent imagining the worst scenarios imaginable had seemed to him like an eternity. The confinement and loneliness, he could handle. But no punishment or torture remotely equaled the threat that Bowser had dropped as he had turned to him, his human features distorted by an ugly and cruel sneer.
"If you do anything to try and get out of here, they're dead. That lovely Princess you're so enamored with? Dead. That miserable coward you call your brother? Also dead. I guarantee you I will kill them both, and I will make sure they thoroughly suffer to make you pay for it. Is that understood?"
Mario had already been heavily restrained at this point, faced with a squad of Bowser's best guards and Kamek hovering menacingly above them, wand in hand. But that didn't matter. He might as well have been alone with the tyrant, free and fully capable of defending himself; the dark promise would have halted him in his tracks all the same, paralyzing him with an identical wave of sickening dread.
He had only managed to give a single, haggard nod in response, and as soon as the malevolent king had departed with his troops, he had caved under the weight of his own despair. There, left alone to rot in the deepest dungeon of Bowser's fortress, he had spent many hours stagnating in emotional agony, overwhelmed by a crushing feeling of helpessness and guilt.
This was all his fault. He had fallen into his enemy's trap, and now his loved ones were in grave peril because of his foolishness. Worse yet, he couldn't protect or even warn them.
It was a nightmare come true, and the torment it had plagued him with ceaselessly had made it impossible for him to rest or think about anything else, exhausting him beyond his limits.
He was still reeling from the shock and astonishing surge of hope he had felt when the princess had entered his cell. To see her there, alive and well, reaching to offer him any form of reassurance she could despite his horrendous mistake and appearance had felt almost like an absurd dream in itself…
But to find Luigi there as well stunned Mario in a way that he couldn’t put into words even if he tried. To think of all that his little brother had braved for him - and still continued to brave, even now - was absolutely staggering.
Mario was vaguely aware of the sound of Peach's voice as she offered him a few hushed words of encouragement, but he could barely hear her. His mind felt as though it was wrapped in a thick layer of wool, fuzzy and packed. The prickling sensation at the corner of his eyes intensified, making his vision blurry and unfocused.
Luigi took a tentative step forward, then another. He was being cautious, his movements measured and small. Something in his demeanor told Mario that he wasn't doing this out of unease, or to mentally steel himself, but for another reason entirely. He was observing him attentively, trying to gauge his reaction, and it was suddenly clear that Luigi was being careful for his sake instead of his own.
The pressure at the back of Mario's throat became all at once suffocating, and he made a choked noise as he tried to press himself further against the wall he had backed into, hiding his beastly face in his hands.
"Per favore… Non avvicinarti di più", he whimpered brokenly, vainly trying to conceal himself from view.
He didn't understand how Luigi could remotely find it in himself to look at him, and less even approach him. His little brother had always been frightened of fierce creatures. Mario recalled many nights where he had held Luigi close when they were young, assuring him that no monster would ever come near him. What good could he accomplish now? In a cruel twist of fate, he was stuck as the one thing he had vowed to protect Luigi from, and there was nothing he could do to change his predicament.
He couldn’t handle the mere thought of his brother staring at him with terror in his eyes. He just couldn't. It would be too much for him to bear.
"N-non ti v-voglio spaventare", he stuttered weakly, amidst the ragged breaths shaking his entire form.
There was no audible response to his plea, and for a few harrowing seconds, Mario believed he was alone once more. Wondering, despite himself, whether he had wished so dearly to see Luigi and Peach again that he briefly managed to persuade himself that they were indeed there with him. But then, he heard a faint sigh, and was deeply startled when two very small hands took hold of his own, gently prying them away. The contact was meek but insistent, and Mario found that he didn't have the resolve nor the willpower to fight it. Gradually, his clawed paws were withdrawn from his face as he heaved and shuddered, his eyes still shut tight in mortifcation.
He couldn’t move, could hardly even breathe. He was petrified.
"Ciò non potrebbe mai accadere…"
With a start, Mario gasped and looked down to see Luigi fondly shaking his head. He was smiling, albeit in a pained and wobbly manner, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. His gloved fingers went to cup the underside of his jaw, grazing the scaly area in a gesture completely devoid of hesitation, and with seldom seen certainty, he serenely held his gaze.
"…caro fratellone," he added in a fragile murmur, before leaning forward and past his snout.
Mario instinctively lifted a trembling arm before he even registered the embrace, powerless to resist the pull. And when Luigi tightened his hold, worldlessly inviting him to do the same, he found himself entirely unable to hold back any longer. It was then that the stupefying reality of it all finally hit Mario with full force, and he broke down crying as he gingerly engulfed Luigi in a tender hug.
"Sei qui! Sei davvero qui!" He repeated like a mantra, sobbing profusely.
"Io sono qui," Luigi returned, his kind voice muffled against his neck. "Non vado da nessuna parte."
Never had Luigi been the one to comfort a scared and distraught Mario before, but in this exact moment, nothing felt more right. They both needed this, they knew, and for more reasons than one.
Standing respectfully off to the side, Peach looked on as Luigi whispered something else in Italian, causing both brothers to huff in incredulous mirth. She watched as Mario ever so gently angled his head downwards, ruffling Luigi’s hair with his cheek as he lightly stroked his back. And as she did, it occurred to her with stark clarity that they were really - and truly - two halves of a whole. Separating them seemed as awful and unnatural a thought as a world existing without either night or day. It was simply inconceivable.
Walking out from the shadowed spot where he had quietly observed the whole exchange, Junior wandered closer and stopped a few timid steps away from the princess, his gaze riveted on his feet.
"I understand, now," he mumbled dejectedly.
Peach turned to the young prince, giving him a soft and curious look. Before she could inquire about his statement, he feebly kicked at the dust and joined his hands behind his back, purposely averting his eyes still.
"I understand why this was so important to him," he elaborated, designating Luigi with a slight jerk of his chin. "Why he did all of that, and why he wouldn't back down. I didn't know they were so…"
He trailed off as he looked at the bros, a glimmer of wistfulness and empathy shimmering in his eyes.
"Inseparable?" Peach supplied for him, knowingly.
He nodded, his outwardly nonchalant demeanor however made less than convincing by his troubled frown.
"Do you… Do you think there's a chance Mario will still want to be my friend?" He eventually asked, his voice plaintive and small.
Peach blinked at him in mild shock, and with a compassionate smile, she bent down to his level.
"You have reunited him with his brother," she reminded him, emphasizing the sheer significance of that fact through her tone. When he tried dismissing it with a rueful shrug, she laid a hand on his shoulder and waited for him to look at her. "You did a wonderful thing, and we're all very grateful for it. Mario loves you very much no matter what. He'll want to thank you himself, no doubt."
Though he tried not to let it show, Junior was visibly elated and relieved by her response. He rocked on his heels with a boyish grin, looking proud and hopeful for the first time that day, and Peach found that his enthusiasm was contagious. With a pleased hum, she smoothed out her dress and motioned for him to follow her just as Mario and Luigi finally parted.
They didn't know how they would solve this issue, and if they were all honest with themselves, they were also very apprehensive about what was yet to come. But something had changed. They no longer felt defeated, lost or isolated. Where there had previously been nothing but fear and sadness, there was now love and support. A newfound assurance and sense of security. A powerful warmth that helped soothe the pain.
They were all together again, and this already felt like a victory in itself.
-oOo-
#you definitely did the bros reunion justice#it’s so emotional yet beautiful 😭😭#Mario being so afraid of scaring Luigi and Luigi breaking the barrier in such a touching way 😭#and Mario letting it out in his bro’s arms 😭😭#I just gaaaAAAHHH#and the moment between Peach and Bowser Jr. is really sweet too 🥺❤️#mario#luigi#princess peach#junior#bowser jr#fanart#fan art
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ofc the day i finally sit down to do some writing is the day when i keep getting interrupted by work bothering me on a day off (:
#love my co workers but sometimes this drives me up a wall#gaaaaaahhh#i’m muting discord so it should be fine but gaaaahh#ange rambles
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#shitposting#memes#funny#neurodivergence#actually autistic#does this fit under neurodivergence?#idfk#gaaaaaahhh!
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SCREAMING CRYING PUNCHING THE AIR WHY DID SONIC FRONTIERS ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY TWICE!!!!!!!
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SOBBING, CRYING, WAILING. THESE LAST FEE CHAPTORS MADE ME SO FUCKING EMOTIONAL AND IM LITERALLY ON A BUS RIGHT. I LOVE FOUND FAMILY SO MUCH OMFGGGGG. SANDY THIS AMAZING
Posting this separately just for so
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NEW SONIC PRIME SCREENSHOTS GAAAAAAHHH
I'M SO EXCITED
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers#sonic news#PRIME SONIC MY BELOVED#there are more screenshots btw !! i forgot to post them
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