#but fuckkkkkkkkk
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> “Yeah I just didn’t like the way smoking weed made me feel”
> feeling any emotional pain
> “god I wish I had some weed”
#eaii#it’s been months since I quit#I was basically mivrodosing weed and it was not helping the mild psychotic symptoms I was developing#but fuckkkkkkkkk#getting drunk is fine but I get hung over really easily#i need an edibles guy again#I want to Not Feel Like this#and I know that there are some dbt skills or whatever that I could be doing#but nothing beats smoking a fat one jerking offhand then passing out#my fwb message me and I want to go over#but if I do I’m going to start crying when he touches me (for want of human connection right now)#human connection despite literally not even knowing his name#i want to be in a relationship that’s good again#there is 1 viable candidate but itd be kind of weird for a lot of reasons namely that he’s younger than me (not drastically but still) and#we have all of the same friends rn. and like three guys this week professed their love to him and I’m not trying to be number four#my friends and I do the ironically overstating our relationship thing#‘I invited my beautiful husband [name]’#‘can I borrow your pen’ ‘yeah sure’ ‘dude are we about to make out right now’#and for most everyone it’s safely within the bounds of ironic jest#but with him it happens more often and with more sincerity than with anyone else#like he went with me to get smth from my car and on the way out we kept joking about how we were going to go have passionate sex in my car#and then he suggested that we trade clothes before we went back upstairs#you know. to imply that we had passionate sex#for this to work I would need to get over my Thing about dating other trans men#and also for all of our current social circumstances to be different
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#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai: star rail#hsredit#honkaiedit#hsr sunday#sunday#sunday hsr#THEY ANIMATE IT OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS FISKXKWJDKEJS#HIS 🥺 FACE IN THE SECOND GIF IM SCREAMING#AND WE GET TO HAVE A CALL WITH HIM TOO??? THIS IS SO GOODDDDD#his gentle smile in the last gif FUCKKKKKKKKK#*my edits
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Only ever in dreams
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Bang Chan | Nylon Japan
#bang chan#christopher bang#official photos#HOLY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDD HE LOOKS SO FUCKING SEXY FUCKKKKKKKKK
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JONSAS!!!!!!!!! JONSAS!!!!!!!!!!! HOEMYGODDDDDDDD
#hoyl shot whay they fuckkkkkkkkk#what a year this has been for me already im shaking#and set during the war of the roses wtfff. how do i keep on wjnning hello!??!?!??@?@?#txt.me#jonsa#kit harington#sophie turner#HELLOOOOOOO#FUCK U GAME OF THRONES HOLY FUCKK#kitsophie
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this is foul as hell.
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wip or scrap
#arcane#viktor#mel medarda#league of legends arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#sulove’s works#hello yes I am arcane fan#mel & viktor = mother mary & jesus i say as they drag me to the Nefarious Lobotomy Chamber#IF JAYCE IS JUDAS AND IF VIKTOR IS JESUS THEN#I do not want to draw post-hex bath viktor’s body details fuckkkkkkkkk
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anyways its so funny that the aguefort adventuring academy has an "in memoriam" section that regularly gets updated every year. this school is so fucked up.
#goofy ass school arthur aguefort doesnt give a fuckkkkkkkkk#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#original post
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sid and sledge's role reversal is one of the worst things to happen in history
#this was literally done in under 3 hours i was having the worst sledge conniptions ever. what teh fuckkkkkkkkk sid : (#the pacific#hbo war#eugene sledge#sidney phillips#this isnt sidsledge but u can extrapolate that if ud like#their friendship fucks me up
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IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF
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How does he look so young?????
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i need to nap forever
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wait I'm actually tearing up at eddie being silly and laughing on the couch and feeling joy
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jt: this one is called snowblood
jesse: this is dethrone you fucks
#when jesse said ''its about time someone kicked all of our asses'' back in 2018 and no one did this is what came of it#him having too much power with a microphone#and erra being cracked as fuckkkkkkkkk#jesse cash#jt cavey#erra
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Ykw I'm so sick of getting emotionally attached to stories and characters and fandoms just for certain companies to violently rip them from me
#im just gonna stop being vulnerable#no more emotional stability#no more coping mechanisms#jatp#julie and the phantoms#grease rotpl#rise of the pink ladies#rotpl#dbd#dead boy detectives#dbda#fuckkkkkkkkk#just let me have my fucking ghost shows ahhhh#and gay 50s musicals jesus christ#let me be happy
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there will never be anymore more ethereal than him
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