#but feels even more horrible when done by someone u thought was a friend

[goldennika]

damn, i guess he really is a narcissist wtf

[ludicdoll]

smut fic w kai (archie m) from voyagers 🙌🙌 cant find nothing on other writing platforms ☹️

𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 — kai ☆

pairing: kai x afab!reader

warnings: smut, masterbation, backshots, fingering, cussing

synopsis: your desires for a fellow crew member deepens as you slowly come off the blue.

a/n: i gotchuuu this movie was so ass but he was so fine in ittt, also u didn’t specify what exactly the scenario was so i hope this is okay😭

it’s been almost a week since you stopped taking the blue. kai said it was medication, and since richard was gone, that meant no rules. well, besides from christopher being a pain in the ass ever since he was voted to be richard’s replacement. you didn’t know if you were having withdrawls from not taking your medication or not, but you’ve been having strange thoughts about a certain someone on the ship — kai. you’ve always been close to him, only as friends of course. he helped you around a lot with your projects, he was kind to you. but now, you can’t look at him in the eye without thinking about the unspeakable thoughts you have about him.

you didn’t have these vulgar thoughts about anyone else but kai. sure, every once in a while there would be something about the other boys on the ship, but nothing as extreme as the dreams you have about kai. you would twitch nervously around him when he would talk to you let alone being in the same room as you.

you scratch the back of your neck, staring dully at the metal boards in front of you. you had to build something for a part of the hardware for the ship, but you didn’t know where to start. you look around, watching as the other pairs around you worked efficiently. you furrow your brows, tapping the edge of the screws with your screwdriver. “hey,” kai says while placing his hands on your shoulders. “fuck!” you yelp, turning around to him. “you scared me,” you breathe out. he raises his hands up in defense, “sorry, you need help with that?” he replies. you look down at your work space, a mess in front of you. you nod sheepishly, embarrassed.

he gives you a friendly smile, sliding his hand into yours to grab the screwdriver. you shiver as his fingers graze over yours. you watch as he starts working, his curls falling over his eyes. his sleeves were rolled up and you couldn’t help but look down at his large hands — slight veins running up his arms. he senses your eyes on him, he looks over at you with parted lips. “do you wanna do it?” he asks while offering the screwdriver back at you. you shake your head hesitantly, “i don’t know how, i wasn’t really listening when richard was explaining.” you admit shyly. kai laughs, straightening his back. “i’ll help you out, i’ll tell you where to put stuff.” he waits for an answer as you rub your arm nervously. you nod, switching spots with him.

you grab the screwdriver, listening to kai’s instructions. unfortunately, you were horrible at listening to his directions too. you were too distracted by his voice. “have you been feeling strange?” kai asks abruptly. you snap your head up to him, feeling slightly aroused at his height compared to you. your eyes dart around the room anxiously. “like how?” he shrugs, staring down at his hands. “i don’t know, like desires… about things.” the way he says it makes you think he’s been having those thoughts too. you feel uneasy, almost a little called out. “yes,” you admit. “have you?” you inquire. he gives you a skeptical look, but nods in return. you hum, trying to focus on your work.

“c’mon guys, you’re not even halfway done.” christopher interferes. he looks disappointed at the two of you. “sorry,” you utter in shame. kai doesn’t look embarrassed though, he looks more annoyed than anything. you glance around, realizing everyone was either gone, or finishing up their part. “can’t we just finish this tomorrow. we’re both tired.” kai says. christopher looks at the two of you, waving you off. he walks away, leaving the room. you sigh, your screwdriver clattering onto the white table. “we’ll have more time tomorrow, it’s fine.” kai says while patting your shoulder, the warmth of his hand on your skin making you sweat. you bite your lip to keep your thoughts to yourself.

you feel his hand fall farther down your back, almost touching your hips. you look over at him, his eyes staring down at you. “i think i’m gonna go get some rest.” you say while moving back. he draws his hand back quickly before placing them to his side. he gives you an awkward smile, nodding. “yea, me too.” he mutters. you say goodnight to him, rushing down the dimly lit halls back to your room. you close the door behind you, trying to comprehend what had happened. was he having thoughts about you too? you waved it off, laying flat in your bed. you look up at the dark ceiling, the vulgar thoughts about kai slowly slipping into your mind. you groan, closing your eyes trying to drift off to sleep, but it doesn’t work.

you feel guilty as your hand travels down your stomach to the waistband of your pants. you slowly touch yourself, feeling the wetness of your cunt. you think of kai touching you, grinding against your naked figure. you moan quietly — imagining his large hands exploring every part of your body. before you could reach your sweet release, you hear a knock. you sit up abruptly trying to fix yourself up. staring at the door, you breathe out and carefully walk over to the door. you stand there for a second before opening it. you hide behind the door, peaking your head out. kai’s standing in front of you, his hands behind his back. he’s looking at his feet before turning his head to face you. he stares down at you, a slight smirk on his face. you look up at him, worried he might’ve heard your soft whimpers through the door.

“you forgot this,” he says while revealing a notebook behind his back. you grab it, thanking him. it had all your notes on research you had done earlier that day. you both stand there, an awkward silence blooming. “so,” he starts, “can’t sleep?” he asks. you nod, avoiding eye contact with him shamefully. you feel his fingers on your jaw as he moves your face to look into his eyes. “you can’t look at me now?” he whispers under his breath. you gulp, parting your lips to say something — but he quickly shushes you by smashing his lips onto yours. his hands quickly falls to your waist, shutting the door loudly with his back. you drop your notebook on the ground, looping your arms around his neck, feeling his tongue exploring your mouth. you whimper as his rough kisses trail down to your neck.

you whimper as he staggers closer to your body, pulling off his fitted long sleeve and pants. his hands wander up your shirt, unclipping your bra. you take off your shirt, stripping down to your panties. kai grabs your arm, softly pulling you towards the bed. he sits down on the edge of the small mattress, looking down at the floor signaling you to kneel. you do as you are instructed, immediately falling to your knees in between his legs. your nails dig into your thighs as you watch him edge the band of his boxers. he’s messing with you and you know it. he gives you a smirk before finally pulling them down revealing his thick cock, already dripping in precum.

you look up at him, eyes wide. he leans back on his hands, tilting his head at you. you take his dick into your hand, slowly pumping up and down. you glance up at him, his mouth slightly opened. he rolls his head back, breathing loudly as you slowly swirl your tongue around the throbbing tip. “you’re so beautiful like that,” he mutters with lust. you hum, your face warm from his praises. you start bobbing your head up and down on his dick, eyes getting teary. you knit your brows together realizing how wet you were getting. you suck him up, your pretty lips parted around his girth. kai cups your cheek with his hand, his thumb rubbing your jawline softly. he groans as your tongue continues flicking over his tip. “that’s it baby, that’s it.” he chants as you lock eyes with him. you pick up your pace, placing your unoccupied hand on his thigh for balance.

“fuck, i need you so bad.” he mumbles as you gag on his dick. you shove your head down his cock, taking in his full length down your throat. he loved the way you looked with tears running down your pretty face, those swollen lips around his dick, and your puppy dog eyes looking up at him. he watched his dick poke through your throat. you come back up to his tip, whimpering when he grabs your head, softly forcing you back down on his cock which causes you to whine. you close your eyes, shuddering as the cold air brushes past your breasts. “kai,” you manage to mutter through your cries, “mhm,” he replies as his hand cups your face again. you line wet kisses on the sides of his length, gliding your tongue over the tip.

that sends him over the edge. you hear him choke back a moan, coating the insides of your mouth with his cum. he sighs, looking down at your small figure underneath him. you lick up his semen, a lewd expression on your face. you pull away from his cock, a string of saliva breaking connections your tongue to his tip. before you could say anything — he grabs you by the waist, throwing you onto the bed but making sure to not hurt you. you yelp in surprise, quickly supporting yourself on your hands, looking back to see kai kissing your back. your breath hitches as his kisses slowly make its way to your ass. his hand creeps up into your underwear, his long fingers dipping inside of your drenched cunt. “you’re soaked,” he says, almost in a shocked tone.

“i’ve been thinking about you for so long,” you whimper out as he stretches out your pussy with his fingers. your vision starts getting blurry as he curls his fingers against the walls of your wet cunt. your back slightly arches when he pulls his fingers out. he slides off your panties, lining his tip up to the entrance. you turn your head forward, bracing yourself for the rough impact. you almost scream as his dick splits you open, feeling yourself tightening around his length. you cry out, muffling your moans by hiding your face in the sheets. he starts thrusting into you roughly, his hands on your waist. you squirm, curling your toes as he pounds into the walls of your pussy ruthlessly. “let me hear you, baby. c’mon i wanna hear your pretty little voice.” his voice low, laced with desire.

you grip onto the white sheets, tears drenching the thin covers under you. you moan out quietly, afraid that the other crew members would hear you getting your guts rearranged. the small room is filled with the sound of labored breathing, lewd moans, and skin slapping against each other. you melted into his touch, bouncing your ass against his cock to help him. you hear him whisper an “oh, yea.” behind you. he leans down to your back, his chest against you. he hugs you from behind, his hands massaging your plump breasts. “kai, please.” you beg when you realize he’s slowing down. “please what?” he teases in your ear. “let me cum, please.” he laughs, his breath tickling your neck. “be louder for me and i’ll let you.”

you groan at his response, but quickly arch your back against his chest when you feel him rubbing circles on your clit. you felt so dirty. he knows how much you wanted him now, how much you longed for this moment with him. you pant, your breathing stopping every once in awhile in response to his thick cock and skilled fingers. he fucks you into the mattress, spreading your ass with his hands to get a better view of his length sliding in and out of you. you turn your head back at him, staring at him with half lidded eyes. he laughs, keeping direct eye contact with you as he makes you chase your climax.

you can tell he’s about to cum again too. his thrusts start to get sloppier, inconsistent. you feel like a knots being tied in your core, being pulled on until it snaps. you gasp loudly, finally cumming together. your moans and his curses mix together. the wave from his cum painting your pussy makes you whimper. you swear you saw stars after you came. “fuck,” you mutter. your body feels limp as kai lays his chest on your back again, sighing into your skin. you can still feel his dick twitching inside of you. he peppers kisses against you before carefully pulling out. you shudder at the lost of contact. he plops down in the small bed, pulling you into his side. he places his head into the crook of your neck. “we should do this more,” he whispers slyly. you nod in response, his arms tightening around you as he kisses you one last time before drifting off to sleep.

© do not publish my writings on other sites.

[caprisunnydays]

Kurapika x Reader Head canons

I never see Kurapika content that keeps his actual character in mind, so here's some of my personal opinions on what being loved by our fav pretty boy is like :)

First of all, he's not interested in a relationship

He's out for blood, everyone knows that, everyone understands that. He's not even thinking about being in a relationship

But then he met you

Stupid, wonderful you

I don't think it would be a "love at first sight" situation with rose petals and stary eyes and all that shiz cuz he's too emo for that

I could say he might be a demiromantic king but I digress

When you first met, he didn't think of you differently from gon or his other friends

But as you continued adventures with him, perhaps through and after the Hunter Exam, you both got to know each other better and he didn't even notice he was falling for you

He just thought it was a REALLY good friendship (again, romance isn't even a thought to him right now)

It becomes second nature for him to protect you in fights, especially against people like Hisoka

He just sticks by your side through adventures

He just finds your presence nice. Very peaceful very demure

He's drawn to you in a way he doesn't understand, but doesn't even think about

That's probably a good thing for now because when he realizes his feelings he's gonna have a freak out

Speaking of which-

One day he's crashing out over his clan for the millionth time and you're like "bro chill" and he doesn't obviously, but with you standing in front of him, he can't find it in himself to actually go off on you

Don't get me wrong, this is not a "bby look at me this isn't u" situation, it's just like you : "Kurapika PLEASE this isn't gonna solve anything right now this is not the time nor the place" him : Stares intensely You don't understand...starts monologuing but not cursing your name so like you're kinda special

Leorio makes jokes about how Kurapika is finally getting some, which makes him roll his eyes, telling him he's beings stupid

But then Gon genuinely asks why he makes goo goo eyes at you all the time "I'm just watching" He says...

Then he thinks about it a little more and he's like fuuuuuuuck... FUCK NO I DON'T GOT TIME FOR THIS

And then he buries his feelings.

He mentions them to NOBODY, not even his little group

It would take probably you almost dying or some big dramatic event for him to confess. It would be spontaneous and heart felt, probably in the rain (a little cheesy yes but I think it'd be cute)

"This horrible feeling in my chest...not just the burning hatred for those who have wronged me, but something else...It won't stop clawing at my insides. This...feeling...for you. I can't...feel this way about someone. Not right now...Not until what must be done is done." Something like that

If you want a relationship I genuinely can't see him in one for a while, and if you do it's gonna be a tad toxic, but he loves you so very much

You're all he has left, and he'll protect you with his life. That's tough though when he's always busy

BUT THATS FOR ACTUAL RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS WOOOOOOOOO

A bit long but I had fun with this, love hxh, will post more of those there's just not enough of my boy!

[leoandmarz]

𝘛𝘰-𝘥𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 - Schlatt!

based off of "B.s." by Jhene Aiko where your wack ass bf treats u horribly so u sleep with his roommate • also based off of H.E.R.S line where she goes "I just met your roommate put him on my to-do list" enjoy! <3 

"Done fucking with you, don't know how to love me."

"It seems like I give so much and don't get nothing back!" 

"I really thought it was love but you're so fucking wack." 

We're the last 3 messages you sent to your now ex-boyfriend after you found out he cheated on you for the 2nd time now, fed up and not taking any apologies of his anymore.

You pulled a suitcase from the closet and started packing all your things, not having to pack much since you had your own apartment and kept some of your stuff at his house, as you packed most of your things up, you went into the bathroom to get all your perfumes, lotions, etc

While making your rounds you soon bumped into his roommate, Schlatt.

You couldn't lie to yourself, especially not anymore since you were "single" you had always thought Schlatt was attractive but never made things awkward since he was your boyfriend's roommate, and friend.

"Where ya off too in a rush toots?" He asked, raising an eyebrow in confusion, as you blushed at the nickname he always called you "toots" fuck. you couldn't even remember the last time your boyfriend had called you "baby"?!

"I'm leaving, I found out Andrew cheated on me, again." You told him, as his eyes got wide

"Again? Holy fuck I'm sorry I didn't even know he cheated the first time?!" He told you, his eyebrows furrowing as he thought in the back of his head why the hell Andrew would ever cheat on someone like you, especially twice.

"Do ya need help packing than toots?" He asked as you shook your head "I don't have much here" you told him as you both chuckled.

As you two crossed paths and you went back to the room to finish up the last of packing you had to do when your phone started blowing up, already knowing why and looking at the notifications 

"Of fucking course" you muttered to yourself as you opened your phone to see text messages from Andrew apologizing and telling you it was a one time thing and that he'll never do it again.

As you left his messages on read you scoffed and put your phone in your pocket, Andrew still blowing up your phone you zipped up the suitcase and turned around when you saw Schlatt standing in the doorway, his hands in his pockets

"Is that him blowing up your phone?" He said, scoffing as you nodded your head, the way he was leaning on the doorframe and had his head tilted, looking at you, had a million thoughts running through your mind.

"What're you looking at toots?" He asked, grinning from ear to ear, as you shook your head "nothing, sorry you scared me" you told him, playing it off as if you weren't just checking him out.

"Are you sure thats the case? Cause I'm sure the look on your face wasn't anything near to you looking scared, toots" He said, taking his hands out his pocket as he walked up to you, looking down at your figure

As he looked down at your embarrassed state, chuckling as he picked his hand up to your chin, making you look up at him, as you gulped, your voice getting stuck in your throat as his other hand trailed down to your hips, his head leaning down into the crook of your neck

"You know, I really don't understand how that wack ass boyfriend of yours even managed to pull you" his voice tickling your neck as a shiver ran down your spine, "Let alone cheat on you? I don't think you realize how long I've kept my eyes on you wishing I was him toots"

A whine spilling out your mouth as his mutton chops brushed up against neck even more, and you could practically feel his lips on your neck, driving you absolutely bat shit crazy.

"Schlatt-" you whine, now both his hands are gripping your hips, as his breath starts getting faster as you whine his name, looking up from the crook of your neck, "Wha'cha need doll?" His hands letting go the grip of your hips as he starts exploring your body 

"Please Schlatt m' need you" you whine louder, as his hands instantly pick you up and throw you on the bed, leaning down and leaving sloppy kisses along your jawline and down your neck

His quick actions making your back arch and grip his hair as you wrap your legs around his waist, "Holy shit Schlatt!" You yelp, gripping his hair harder, dragging a groan out of him making him grab your hands and pin them against above your head

You gasp at the quickness of his doings, "Keep doing that and you're not gonna get what you want, okay doll?" He tells you, as he continues to mark up your neck making you nod and whine

As he gets up and leads his hand down to your pants, looking up at you for permission as you immediately nod your head making him scoff at your need for his touch, quickly yanking off your pants making you yelp as he throws them behind him somewhere as he looks down at your spread out body, chuckling to himself as he pulls your panties down your legs and swiping a line up your folds, making you moan and throw your head back.

"That feel good toots?" He says as his hand proceeds to play with your clit making you squirm and moan

"Gotta stay still for me if you want this okay baby?" He says, pressing a hand down on your hips, as his continues to play with you before shoving in a finger without any notice making you moan even louder

"Shit doll" he scoffs "never been fucked like this before by that douche?" He says, laughing to himself as he pushes in another finger, curling them making you go absolutely crazy

As he continues to rip moans and whines from your mouth you could feel yourself getting close, "Schlatt m' close please-" as he speeds up his fingers, slipping in a third making you cum right there on his fingers as you arch your back and moan his name.

"Holy fucking shit." You say, looking up at Schlatt, sitting up on your shoulders.

"You think that we're finished here?" He says, making your eyes go wide as he chuckled at your reaction, as he pulls at his sweats, pulling both his sweatpants and boxer down in one swift move, as you see his cock spring up and hit his stomach, you arch your back at the thought of his length in you.

As he wastes no time, grabbing his dick and rubbing his tip up and down your folds, making you moan loudly, and without any further notice pushing himself in you, making both of you throw your heads back and groan, as he let you adjust to his size, "Let me see your phone toots" as you look up at him in confusion but grab it from the side of the bed and hand it to him, as he opens your phone snapping a picture of your fucked out face and his dick in you and sending proceeding to send it to somebody.

"Who'd you send that to?" You ask worryingly, "Nobody, but we better make this quick before we get interrupted okay toots?" He says as you nod and he quickly snaps his hips, pushing his cock deep into you making you fall back and grip the sheets, your legs still wrapped around his waist as he holds them and continues to push himself as deep into you as he could, groaning and moaning your name.

"Fuck baby you feel so fucking amazing, shit!" He says, his head thrown back as he's still fucking you so roughly the bed is moving with every thrust, throwing both you and him off the edge, "Fucking shit-!" You moan, as Schlatt leans down, kissing your neck sloppily, leaving more marks this time as he slows his thrusts

"Shit I'm close again Schlatt!" You cry out, gripping his hair again while he's still leaving hickeys all over your neck and chest, hearing this makes him fasten his pace, reaching his climax as he grips your hips, his grip surely leaving bruises but you could care less right now.

As both of your heads are thrown back still, he's fucking you like there's no tomorrow making him hit your g spot totally throwing you over the edge and crying his name out and you thug on his hair and ride out your high, tightening your thighs making him cum quickly after and collapsing on-top of you, both of you laying there trying to catch your breaths. 

"You don't know how long I've wanted to do that with you toots, thought I'd never have the chance" he admits, making you scoff and hit him lightly.

Shortly after you grab your phone to see that Schlatt had sent the photo of you fucked out on his dick to Andrew, and than silencing your phone, seeing how you had a bunch of missed calls and messages from him calling you a cheater and how could you do that to him, as you responded "just met your roommate put him on my to-do list."

As you laugh and show Schlatt, who's now cleaning you up with a warm rag and helping you into a fresh set of clothes, laughing and shaking his head 

"He's not gonna do anything toots, promise me and if he does it'll be to me" he says, pecking your cheek and carrying you to the living room, leaving the mess you guys made for your ex to see on his bed.

As time went on Schlatt had packed all your stuff into your car for you and went inside to go get you, "You ready toots? Or want me to drive you home" he asks with a grin on his face as you nod, leaving him to pick you up and put you in the passenger seat and start the car and start driving off to take you home

"What about you? How are you gonna get home?" You asked, "Ah, I'll just call an Uber or maybe stay at yours?" He says, a sly smirk on his face as he rests his right hand on your thigh rubbing circles with his thumb, and his left hand controls the steering wheel.

"Maybe we'll have a round 2 I don't know toots" he says, making you playfully slap him and making him chuckle and squeeze your thigh.

(P.s. u guys did indeed have round 2 🥰)

[duyxjpg]

Text messages between you & your f1 besties pt. 4

Summary: Just random dialogues between you & your f1 besties + your crush. Friends in question: Charles Leclerc, Lando Norris & Max Verstappen Note: Eventually the boys will take the matters in their own hands since it hurts physically to watch you (be so chaotic). Part 4 of the non ending saga is ready ofc with more chaotic Y/N content + bonus part.

Y/N always fake flirting with Charles just to annoy him. It always works..

Lando receiving his daily dose of headache at 01:34 AM as usual nothing new really..

Gossip girls are just dirty minded. Nothing wrong with Y/N and Maxie at all?!

You believe me when I say Charles is sometimes done with Y/N? Unbelievable but true.

Y/N being Y/N

What do you mean you see someone Bob? You gotta be more specific about it!!

Nothing just Y/N flirting with her babygirl Max.

Tf you mean you don't love Y/N more than Carlos? Is that even possible?

Next target 👉🏼 Christian Horner ✔️shit happens - check

Steiner just don't know yet what he is getting himself into. Y/N is not the one to take a hint and get out of trouble. Hard to believe that Y/N is a troublemaker right?

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B o n u s :

random short insight into Y/N life with the boys:

„You are not going to do no such thing!” Y/N protested stamping her feet like a toddler, standing in the middle of the gaming hall.

“Why not? You like him, don’t you?” Charles grinned at Y/N widely. Y/N wanted to punch that smug grin off his pretty face. Y/N wanted to escape this very situation she was forced to be in, well sort of, so badly.

“Don’t grin like the cheshire cat and stop talking nonsense. How dare you?!” Y/N smacked Charles arm. Charles rubbed his arm while trying not to burst laughing.  She looked around. Nervosity took over Y/Ns every single cell. Y/N could not believe that her so called friends made plans with the most handsome and perfect f1 driver on the grid at a gaming hall and did not tell her. Out of million places, the gossip girls choose violence and took her to the gaming hall. Y/N was competitive af and hated losing. The last time she went to a gaming hall Y/N had entry ban for three months.

As Y/N wanted to protest again Lando and Max did their entry. Lando was smiling from ear to ear. What a dumb man Y/N thought, trying the urge to roll her eyes. As for Max, he had his nonchalant way of looking. Casually dressed, his hands in his pockets and smiling at Y/N. What a man Y/N thought. Her "I have a crush on Max Verstappen" vibe was visible from the moon. Awkwardly greeting both of the drivers Y/N wanted to run away. She could feel the elephant in her stomach, yes elephants no butterflies, period.

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“Y/N please calm down!” Lando laughed at Y/N. Y/N was horrible at racing games and currently she was losing miserably.

“I hate you all, how is this even a fair game? Racing with f1 drivers? What a fugging joke.” Y/N protested for the 100x time in the last five passing minutes.

“Since when do you care about fair play?” Charles mocked Y/N. Since I am terribly losing Y/N thought. She pointed Charles her favourite finger.

“Remember when you cold heartedly with a total serious expression explained me the rules to that one game wrongly so you could win?” Lando questioned with a fake disappointed look in his face.

“You did not!” Max laughed out loud. Laugh again you loser Y/N thought. It sounded like music in Y/N ears. What a beautiful man Y/N thought.

“It’s not my fault, it’s your own stupidity.” Y/N shrug and showed Lando her tongue. Y/N could see from the corner of her eye that Max was smiling while shaking his head. So pretty Y/N thought.

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“I knew that Y/N would find a way to get her ass kicked out again!” Charles laughed.

“Disappointed but not surprised…” Lando added shaking his head.

“I still don’t know how she managed to punch a hole into the fucking wall!” Max questioned with a slight surprise in his voice.

"It was an "inchident." Y/N replied. Gaining a burst of laughter from Lando, a death glare from Charles and a grin from Max.

pt. 1 | pt. 2 | pt. 3

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Writers note: I didn't want to let you wait for too long + I thought it would be fun to show short parts of Y/Ns life with the boys. What you do you think about it? Would you like it or no?

[oddsandends58exe]

hii :3 two in one combo ask 1. when do odds and draki begin dating ? 2. c can you draw dmitri strelnikov/agent strelnikov if ur taking art requests rn (you can do this one separately if u wanna)

I've already drawn Strelnikov which means it's time to answer the first question!

and to do this I'm gonna have to explain Kondraki's feelings towards Odds and I think it's gonna be very strong OOC so be warned

So Odds has been working as Kondraki's assistant for about a year now. Surprisingly great, surprisingly not complaining to anyone, not even to her only friend dr Venus. Instead, she's been telling Venus all about how cool and wonderful Benjamin is to the point where her crush on him was getting a little annoying. In fact, they were the only one Odds told that she had a crush on him. She tried to keep it a secret from the others, but it was pretty clear to everyone...

...but not to Kondraki. For a long time, he thought Odds was an example of the perfect junior staff member. She listens to him, and does everything as it should and on time, cleans, brings coffee, reports to him if someone messed up somewhere, does not get on his nerves, and he can talk to her about anything. So, after a while, he began to consider her not only a good assistant, but also a good friend.

But it wouldn't be Kondraki if he wasn't paranoid. After a while, he began to wonder if all of his assistant's friendliness and how nice she was to him was part of some sort of plan against him. Maybe they're trying to eliminate him through Odds in some way? Kondraki told a friend of his about this worry. A friend of his, however, as well as many others, were well aware that Odds was actually in love with him. In fact, a friend of his was sure that Kondraki was aware of this fact and simply ignored Odds (a friend of his finds her annoying). But as it turned out, Ben wasn't aware of it, and then a friend of his had to open his eyes to it.

This came as a real shock to Kondraki. He didn't believe it was possible. He couldn't believe that someone could just be so nice to him, show such care, and most importantly have any warm feelings for him. After that, he could have easily walked up to Odds and said, "sorry, but it's not gonna work" but something was holding him back. He would do that if he felt nothing for her. But after realizing that all her kindness, friendliness, and genuine interest towards him meant something more, he began to fall in love with her too. And he hated it. He hated it because he thought that after his failed relationships, he would never love anyone again, and he hated it because he knew that if they were in a relationship, sooner or later he would hurt her and she would be disappointed in him. Being in love with her, he, to his own surprise, cared and worried about her a lot. Ben knew that Odds was kind of fragile, and he could break her with his fuck-ups. He didn't know what to do.

One day, though, Kondraki decided that something had to be done about it. On this particular day, he asked Odds to stay in his office because they needed to talk. She knew where this was going, so she got very worried.

After a long time of "we can't date, I'm a horrible person" and "no, that's not true, I know you're not as horrible as you think you are and that actually deep inside you are a very nice person", he finally decided to start a romantic relationship with her. Not just because he's also in love with her, but because maybe she's right and he should give himself a chance and prove through this relationship that he really isn't such a bad person.

yeah

[hoe4sports]

I’ll pull you through it

Ruesha Littlejohn x reader

A/N: Mentions of blood.

You got tackled by Katie fucking McCabe for the 3rd time in less than an hour. Did u mention that you were back in Ireland on the national squads practice? At this pace, you werent sure you were gonna make it till the fifa women’s in Australia next month.

You pushed yourself of the ground again, both of your knees ripped up with your torn shorts. You brushed the dirt from your legs and looked up at Katie. “Katie, I swear to god, one more time and I’ll hurt you!” You screamed at the top of your lungs. You and Katie never got along very well. Especially now that there were rumors of her cheating on your bestfriend with Foord.

You stood there staring while trying to calm down. You could hear the blood rushing in your ears and your heart was pounding. Ruesha then pointed to her nose signaling that your nose was bleeding. You wiped your nose. Low and behold, there was blood. That was the final straw. Even thought Katie were stronger than you, you were faster than Katie. You looked at the blood on your hands, and decided that you were done. You lunged after her as she started running at 90% capacity. You held on right behind her running comfortably. Katie was slacking and you were still feeling frisky. You ran around the field 3 times before you decided that you were done chasing, so on the last round you tackled her right in front of the team cooler. You tucked her arms under you legs and opened up the cooler, pouring pure ice at her. She screamed as she tried to get away, but you just sat there shaking your head. “You absolute ass” you muttered as you tool some ice and shoved it into her shorts and her sports bra as you got up.

We had all played for the under 16’s and 18’s together but for some reason you couldnt stand her. Her attitude was horrible, she was a terrible friend and she was even worse to Ruesha. The numbers of times that you jad picked Ruesha up because Katie had caused a fight or gotten black out drunk was outrageous. You had told Ruesha multiple times to leave Katie, but she just couldn’t.

Later that day, the group were split into teams. White and green. As soon as you saw Katie being put on the green team, you knew that meant trouble. You rolled your eyes as you turned to Ruesha. “She’s ruthless” yiu said as you rubbed my nose, still in agony. A few weeks prior, she took out my jaw and dislocated it in a match between Arsenal and Chelsea. And the little fucker didn’t even get a red card. “Any questions?” The coach said as she threw white vests on us. You raised my hand as you eyed Katie “What are the rules like?” I asked and the coaches shot me a dumb look. “The regular rules, Y/N. Anywa-“ and you cut her off. “Okay, so the only way for Katie to get carded is if she physically kills someone on the field?” You asked sarcastically. The coach rolled her eyes and told us to get ready.

You got into position with Ruesha behind you. By the look of Katie’s horns you knew you were in for a hell of a game. The game went on and after you had been tackled 3 times, pushed 5 times and kicked twice in my non existent acl; you decided that you had gotten enough. You pushed yourself off the ground and looked at Ruesha. “Be nice, bbg” she said with a concern in her voice. “Mmm” you said back with the fakest smile you had ever flashed someone. Now, you weren’t really planning on doing anything until Katie pushed Ruesha face down in an attack. As Katie rushed past you with the ball, you rushed after and shoved her straight into the ground, pretending to miss the ball as you kicked her arm and then caught up with the ball as you passed it on. Her team was screaming for a card while she was laying flat on the ground, but the coach looked at you and screamed “figure it out” know that it would cause more problems than do good.

Truth is, you loved Ruesha first. No really, you actually did. When you were teenagers, you had something going before McBastard came and swept her off her feet. It had been a turbulent relationship between them since day one, yet Ruesha pretended that everything was fine. You knew that Ruesha was suffering, and lately things had taken a turn for the worse with Caitlin Foord joining McBastard’s team Arsenal.

You ended winning 7-4 over the green team and as you came home, you were immediately fast asleep. You woke up 4 hours later with everything aching, “fucking McCabe” yoy mumbled to myself as you tried to find your phone so you could orientate yourself. “22.48” you mumbled and decided you were gonna go back to sleep. A second later you realised that you had 82 missed calls from Ruesha. Yes, eightytwo.

You were about to call back when you heard banging on your door. “Fuckn hell” You mumbled as it sounded like someone were about to rip the door of its hinges. “This better be important be cau-“ and then you got cut off by ruesha sobbing in the pouring rain with a soaked bag next to her. You used a few seconds to access just to make sure you weren’t sleeping. “Ruesh, what on earth is going on” yoy said as you dragged her inside, but she just sobbed and clung to you like cligwrap. Here we go again you thought to yourself.

She showed you her soaked phone as she sobbed, revealing pictures of Katie and Caitlin at a party with the arsenals a few weeks prior. You pulled her in for a hug, and for the first time; you actually felt bad for her. “Okay, I’m getting soaked as well. How about you put on something dry and I’ll find something hot to eat yeh?” You suggested as she sniffled and shuffled with her bag to the bathroom leaving a trail of water. “Jesus” you mumbled as you realised that all her clothes was probably soaked, so you grabbed a sweatshirt, socks and shorts from my own closet. “Hey, is there a chance I cou-“ she yelled from the bathroom as you opened the door. “Could borrow some clothes? Yes” you said as you threw it towards her. She thanked you, and you went to the kitchen. You didn’t really have any proper comforting foods, so you chucked a frozen pizza in the oven.

Later that evening, you found ourselves sitting in your bed while eating and looking out at the busy life outside. It was Friday, so there were tons of people in the streets. Mostly drunks but also random people pacing the street in the dark. “You see the man with the fedora? He thinks he is Mexican because his father is 1/8 Mexican.” You said and Ruesha laughed while you pointed him out. “And you see the muscle bro with the tiny dog? His girlfriend brought it but now he is stuck with it.” Ruesha laughed again as you smiled. “My turn! She pointed out a girl standing in the corner on her phone outside of the bar. “That girl is only at the bar for the pictures and then she’s going home” she joked, and you laughed. You always laughed at her jokes, both bad and good jokes. Anything to see her smile. You couldn’t resist yourself as you pointed out a girl with the same blonde hair as yours with the same light blue eyes. “And she, she has liked her bestfriend since they were teens but her bestfriend dosent know and is dating a human version of an asshole” you finished, and Ruesha laughed so hard that she was crying. You mentally slapped yourself as you had hoped that she would’ve gotten the hint. Oh well, patience is key.

“So, I’m tired and you woke me up mid nap. I’m gonna sleep now, you can do whatever you want as long as you don’t rip a hole in my wall or rearrange my living room.” You hoked as you yawned. You laid down and Ruesha followed after.

“Y/N?”

“Mmm”

“Can I share something”

“Mmmm”

“I think it’s over for real this time.”

“You’ll get through it.”

“And what if I don’t”

“Then I’ll pull you through it.”

You grabbed her hand, and you drifted off to sleep.

[notyouraryang0dd3ss]

hi, indian anon here ( I think I used the ⏳️) ig you can say I'm an ex swiftie, but in the sense that I was never exposed to western music until evermore and I listened to it and loved it. I never engaged with the fandom or anything, and didn't even know all these things taylor did, and I thought taylor was a decent person because of the documentary. This was until ofc, the matty healy incident which opened my eyes to her behavior, but idky I felt like I couldn't openly dislike her. Everyone in my school was obsessed with her and if you're a girl, and you hated her, or even disliked her, you were a pick me, and I didn't wanna get hated on more by my classmates (long story there). The last straw for me was prolly when 1989 tv was released (after the mh incident I just called myself a swiftie cuz I liked her earlier work) and I had joined an online swiftie group chat, and the people there were so vile and hateful. I remember saying it's wrong hating on harry styles for cheating on her cuz she did the same, or that Joe alwyn is just a regular dude, and so are all her other exes, except prolly matty and the John Mayor guy for dating a 19 y/o (SHE ALSO DATED MINORS THO??? no one talked about this shit) and I mentioned that she's not god and that she has done bad things, and the gc, which had 50 active members everyday, collectively not only hated on me, but also these people had access to my private insta acc. My face, my friends, my address, they knew it all. It was so scary, and while I have been in plenty of toxic fandoms before (my first death threats were by the hp fandom, which I've left long back), I actually felt threatened. It actually felt like a cult, and it was scary until my insta acc got shut down (idky), and the ppl couldn't find me anymore. The swiftie fandom is weird at best, and potential criminals at worst, because wtf. They don't have any sort of individual thinking, and if someone does, they will find a way to shut it down. Even now, when I interact with a swiftie and taylor Swift comes up, and I say I don't like her, their behavior is just like the ones online. Ik ppl get more confidence to do bad things online cuz of anonymity, but swifties are the same irl, too. They completely believe it is okay to treat ppl terribly, harass and spread disgusting rumors and even doxx a Palestinian woman and give her details to Isreali organization. Like that actually happened. I regret that I didn't leave the fandom sooner because I can't believe I was associated with something like this. Ik celebrities make mistakes, and that fandoms always have one toxic portion, but this is too much.

Sorry for the long rant tho 😅

- ⏳️

sorry it took me a while to respond, there is SO MUCH HAPPENING in this ask. like 3 diff asks rolled into one omfg

1. peer pressured into “continuing” to like taylor swift you are a different kind of victim im so sorry you went through that (and all to prevent you from being bullied…im so sorry)

2. THE SWIFTIE GROUPCHAT: that is horrible and TERRIFYING. all you did was practice critical thinking and you feared for your SAFETY. their reactions are not logical nor rational and speak to how dangerous her fanbase is.

if you feel like you cannot call out your fave for their behavior without your safety being threatened, that is not a fanbase, that is a cult. i think we should actually did a venn diagram of swifties and cults we’d have a perfect circle.

3. SWIFTIES IRL: this is so true about how they behave. ive had friends tell me theyre scared of saying they hate taylor IRL cause of the backlash they’d receive. THAT IS NOT NORMAL. even when BTS was at their peak ppl never felt threatened by the ARMY to that point 😭

you NEED to send more info/links/ss about the doxxed palestinian. i need the #SwiftiesforPalestine to see wtf their mutuals are doing. that is ABHORRENT behavior. that poor woman!

thank you sm for this ask, u are truly one of god’s strongest soldiers cause wtf!!!! is wrong!!!! with swifties!!!!!

(p.s. if you are a repeat anon go ahead and sign off your asks with an emoji so i can keep track! thank you!)

[echologname]

The girl whom Jesus loved

There was a girl who loved God very much. She talked to Him every night and anytime she wanted to during the day. She'd pour out her thoughts and feelings to Him. She didn't need to hear Him answer back, she was just happy to have someone to talk to. One day her teacher started talking about how throughout history people have changed the Bible to suit their own personal beliefs and that made her confused and doubt God's Word. The doubt grew worse and worse, it clouded her mind and heart and ate at her spirit like a poison until she cried and told God she didn't know what to think of Him anymore and that she needed a break to figure things out. Her heart ached as she searched and searched for what was true and what wasn't. She read many books by lots of different people. What they said made sense and claimed to be backed by science and studies. She wasn't sure if she ever really loved God in the first place if He was all she ever knew. So, she decided she would be independent and forge her own spiritual path. She was captivated by people who talked to trees, danced in the woods, talked to the dead and collected crystals. It seemed fun and she wanted to do it too. “Maybe they're just misunderstood.” she thought. So, she made friends with people who have similar interests and delighted in learning about their beliefs. However, she was still very sad and frustrated inside. The confusion she felt didn't go away. She thought what she found was good and right for her, but her life was falling apart. She fought with her mom, she was often grumpy, depressed and anxious and her heart was hardened towards anything relating to God and she refused to listen to her parents. Eventually one day she was laying in bed feeling sick and remembered a story she heard long ago. She picked up her phone and searched for it, it was Matthew 9:20-22:

Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak. She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.” Jesus turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed at that moment.

And from there she couldn't help but keep reading and reading. For the first time in her life, she was engulfed in the stories she read in her Bible and her heart was touched. She started talking to God again and listening to worship music like she always had and it was as if nothing had happened it felt like her faith was never lost or broken.

However, as she kept reading she grew increasingly anxious that God was angry with her, after all, she was angry at herself for being deceived and she feared she was going to be horribly punished. She was afraid because she turned her back on God, she committed a sin that could never be forgiven. But as she thought about it some more she remembered all the times God had her back even when she wasn't aware of it during the time she explored other beliefs. He found her lost hat, saved her from getting run over by a car, kept her safe from suspicious strangers and healed her when she was sick. He never left her because He loved her. He told her in 1 Corinthians 13:1:

Love keeps no records of wrongs

He told her He forgives her and to not dwell on her past mistakes because it’ll just make her sad and keep her from focusing on all the reasons He's given her to be happy like playing with her puppies, having good food and being with a family that forgives her too.

When people say, “Jesus loves you,” they mean He doesn't care what you’ve done, He STILL wants to be your friend forever and ever and to be together in Heaven with you. He’ll STILL be with you no matter what. He tells us in 1 Corinthians 13:7:

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

You hear that? LOVE NEVER FAILS. He will NEVER fail you and He can't because He's perfect and doesn't make mistakes like we do which is why He's always happy to forgive us, He enjoys it and also wants us to enjoy forgiving others which includes ourselves too.

So, always remember JESUS LOVES YOU.❤️

https://www.instagram.com/p/C5M6dBHvu7W/?igsh=MTNuYTFzZWcwYjZubg==

[eggtwobroes]

big post explaining/apologizing for my (eggtwobroes/theyhitthepentagon) behavior under the read more

sorry for maintagging this i just. think its important

i dont really kniw how to word what im thinking so im like. going to type it as im thinking. but i wanted to make a real genuine post explaining my behavior over the past year, because ive been a dick there is no avoiding it!! this post is going to be about how ive acted from june up until now. im mostly going to be explaining the situations and apologizing. if you see this please feel free to share it around, i know it most likely will not reach alot of people because i have like. a loot of people blocked. and alot of people have me blocked. idk please share this ok thank u

back in june 2022 (specifically one year tomorrow, june 16th) i got like. really worked up after i had foundout that most of my adult mutuals (and some people i followed) were drawing hlvrai nsfw! the only post i had made about it (at least from what i remember) is liiike a not Kind post that basically said "hey if u like hlvrai nsfw please block me i thought that was common sense". after i posted this a large hlvrai artist (either by chance or caused by me) posted like "hey if u shit on hlvrai porn ur homophobic! sex is an important part of gay relationships etc etc"

this caused a Massive out break of discourse over hlvrai nsfw and me getting alot of adults in my inbox being weird towards me. here i feel its important to mention that:

when i was 12, i was around Ex Friends that posted a lot of porn of media i liked. even though most of them were teenagers and not that much older than me it Greatly Impacted Me and how i act, both related to what i saw and how i was treated

i used twitter from ages 12-15 (recently left) and you know how they handle conflict there. its not good

i dont think either of these excuse how i acted (but they may explain it)

the combined pressure of getting a bunch of adults in my anons being (from my perspective) really weird about this 14 year old kid who doesnt want porn artists to interact, and the unhealed trauma of Being Exposed To Homestuck Porn When I Was 12 (a devastating situation that everyone goes though all the time) i didnt really. handle it in a Good Way. which Means i sent horrible anon hate to people.i dont clearly remember if i made alot of public posts about the situation at the time (beyond answering the anons i was getting) but if i did im very very VERY sorry.

i feel like. alot of how i acted during this time (june-early august, mostly) was extremely Dickish and rude. as much as i justify or explain why i acted the way i did, i was still causing issues and handling the situation in a way that was unhealthy for not just myself but for everyone else around me. for this i really genuinely do apologize as much as i can, to the people ive hurt (melonsharks, xenodogz, many other artists) and to the people who were annoyed by me rehashing 3 year old drama. ever since the situation i have been working towards learning to block people and move on if they make content that makes me feel nauseous.

As for how ive acted in recent months, mostly over characterization, im not going to pretend that im already a new person. because im not! as much as i say im trying to be less of an asshole im just Not. it takes effort that i feel like im not putting in.

for those who just Dont look at my pages often enough, i will occasionally make posts about how hlvrai fans treat or characterize the. characters. and lets behonest these posts are really rude and ive been working on at LEAST being more vague or keeping it in private or like. just Not Posting it. but of course i HAVENT done all of those things! ive been really unvague!

ive posted direct screenshots of authors writing (someone younger than me, ive recently learned) to shit on it for being mischaracterized. i should Not have done that. at the very least i should have kept my thoughts to myself, not even shared with my friends.

after reading how other authors and artists have felt about the things ive said, and looking at the way ive come to think of other artists or authors in the community, ive realized that even though i thought i was targetting mischaracterization and poor treatment of the characters, i was harming and discouraging artists and authors who are still learning and growing as creators.

for this, im VERY very sorry to all of the artists and writers ive hurt or discouraged with my posts. i want to personally apologize to joyflameball, for publicly posting about and hating on your writing and the discouragement i caused as a result. i should have never put mischaracterization over your own feelings, and i definitely should not have put your work on blast, especially because we are (i think) around the same age. i will be trying as best as i can to deconstruct the way ive come to think of other creators in this community and support other creators as best i can.

i dont expect to be forgiven for the way ive acted, since alot of this is VERY very recent and so far i dont think ive shown any signs of improvement. i am writing this post now because i want you all to know that i will be trying my hardest to become a better person, change the way i think of other people, and change the way i act in public. i dont think my actions can be excused, as much as i try my best to explain them from my perspective. ive undeniably hurt many people. if i havent addressed something important, or if you have any questions/things to say, please feel free to send me an ask or dm me at wretched yaoi lich#9564 on discord. im most likely going to be queueing this post alot so my followers see it. thank u for ur time

[pentuturbahasamelayubaku]

angry on your behalf.

in which itoshi sae's lover — gets infuriated over his behalf upon seeing the comments on his last play against the U-20.

"what the fuck,"

not really the sort to swear on the daily, dark eyes grew even darker. it probably would've had a more prominent effect had she worn her favourite contact lenses. "itoshi sae held the ball for too long? he didn't have a fucking choice!" she flipped onto her back, glaring at the screen of her phone. funny how comments towards her didn't affect her, but whenever it was towards her boyfriend or literally anyone else, she turns into a snarling dog that would maul literally anyone. she behaved in face of accusations just in case someone would call her "sae's drooling rabid dog". she even practiced patience for when people tried baiting her into biting or even barking. leaked photos of her and sae leading to envious outsiders calling her a pick-me girl for her affectionate behaviour, or a tyrant kaiserin for seeming disinterested in sae.

all rumors, none of them true the slightest. accusations, blame, when unfounded tends to stir ugly feelings within her. because she feels like if she sees and hears a little too much, she'll end up playing right into their hands become those very rumours. surviving as sae's significant other truly is hellish.

sometimes, she does want to dig her nails into her skin and bleed. sometimes, she wants to kneel and let loose. but for sae, she instead breathes and focuses on herself - the truth that has to stay within her very blood and existence.

no, don't go off-script. remember that you're supposed to focus your distaste on sae's insignificant haters. she desperately inhales a sharp intake of air, and manage to set her phone aside instead of blowing up and chucking the piece of trash towards somewhere. sae never seems to know this, but she has major anger issues. then again, would it be major anger issues when it's just pent-up resentment reaching its climax? she pales in comparison to others who are much more explosive the moment they receive something they dislike in their lives.

compared to them, she's pretty tame.

she thinks.

she hasn't injured others.

she hasn't even injured herself for some time now. that's a win. that's progress.

while still pissed with the existence of others' ignorance and stupidity, she managed to calm her own storm. people like that exists everywhere, more prominently on the internet. it shouldn't really bother her, not when literal degenerates who think it's alright to drive someone to suicide because they don't fit their standards exist. whenever facing those sort of comments, whether directed to herself or others, kage is bewitched by the temptation to act just as horrible as self-defense, as her own means to teach them a lesson. but when remembering how it might not even work and it would spell even worse trouble since she doesn't know how dangerous those people actually are, she forsakes the mouthwatering desire in interest of better judgement and life choices. block and walk away.

block and walk away. that's easier said than done, especially when sae came home with a pretty deadly aura and calls up owen (friend? enemy? associate.) to have him deal with someone who thought it was acceptable to even express how they think kage was plenty of things but the things sae would agree with.

[anglemenskenshi]

chapter one of a keiji x poc! reader im working on

Being best friends gets rough when you work in the police department. From having to deal with violent crimes to getting harassed by drunk people, it’s always a challenge to know if your treasured bestie is safe. One day you wake up as normal in your comfy bed. Checking your phone you see a notification from keiji telling you that he had sent you something. But when you checked nothing was there. ‘Maybe he deleted the message’ you thought nothing of it. And went to do your morning routine.

“I am a grade A dumbass!” you complained as you realized that you forgot to do your hair after washing it last night. So now you have to deal with your wakanda grade shrunken down ass hair. First you got in the shower and thoroughly wet your hair, trying to get it to stretch out so you could blow dry it. 

Using your hairdryer was always a hassle when your hair was being stubborn. Your unruly curls kept getting caught on the teeth of the hair dryer. You were lucky that you got up early or your ass would have been S.O.L.

 Once you got to work you noticed everyone was acting different…scared, almost. As you walked into  the bullpen you noticed that the closer you got to keiji’s desk the more prominent the whispers became. “Dude? You ok?” you could tell he wasn’t because he was staring off into space with his arms crossed. He didn’t answer, instead a complicated expression crossed his features. ‘I heard he’s seeing a therapist’ ‘really, that's a shame,’ hearing that, enraged you beyond comparison. you turned and looked for whoever said those accusatory words. you  saw a conspicuous green-haired twink. Without thinking, you lunged at the skinny bastard. Everything seemed to get brighter, time seemed to fast forward. It  was too late when you noticed. When he went limp. Bloody and beaten to death. Once the realization set in, you stopped fighting, shocked, scared, anxious. you hesitantly checked for a pulse. 

                                                        It wasn't there

With his wide green eyes staring directly at you. you froze, mouth gaped at what you had done. Not knowing what to do. Then, as you went to stand his head snapped towards you. Blood shot out of his mouth as he laughed at you. His recently lifeless body sat up almost robotically, grabbing at your shoulders shaking you, laughing, a horrible childish laugh. you shook him off, his head hit the ground with a sickening wet crack. 

 “........” 

Then, he stopped. He stopped moving all together. His smile remained unwavering even in his death. you could feel the bile rise in your throat. Doubling over, you emptied your stomach on the pristine, white, tile floor.

Suddenly your head jolted up

As your vision cleared you realized that you had fallen asleep at your desk, a half typed report on your computer screen. you looked over at where keiji normally sat, beside you and saw him still staring off into space. But the difference was that everyone was minding their own business. There were no whispers, no crowds and most importantly, no evidence that you killed someone in this very room.

“Whatcha looking for?” Your critical observation of the room was interrupted by Keiji's complicatedly simple question. 

“.....nothing…” you lied, horribly at that. “Oh come on, you know you can’t hide anything from your friendly policeman.” he said with a teasing undertone. “Ya got me there mr.” you respond, doing finger guns before putting your head down on your desk.

“ no, I'm serious. What's wrong? you look like you’re looking for evidence.” he said going back to his work. “If I tell you, you promise not to tell anyone?Not even the police?” you asked “not even the police.” he responded, laughing. “Stop it. I'm serious.” you demanded which definitely got his attention. He stopped laughing and looked you straight in the eye. “I'm sorry, tell me.” you took a deep breath, and started talking. “I had a dream, a lucid one I think. It started when I woke up this morning, then I came to work and everyone was crowded around your desk and they were whispering, whispering about you. And you were zoned out, like, in another dimension zoned out. Then I hear someone whisper about your therapy appointments and that's when-.” 

You stopped, you stared, looking across the room watching someone familiar going into your captain's office then you realized. Eyes widening, you stood up. That familiar green hair stuck a familiar chord in your mind. Without thinking you bolted to your captain's office and rapidly knocked on the door. Hearing confirmation to come in you pushed open the door and stared in bewilderment. Sitting in the chair in front of you was

You

You sat up banging your head on something as you sat up from a desk, not your desk but similar all the same. As you took in your bearings the first thing you noticed was how you were cold, damp even. You weren't sure this was real. Standing up you fell, taking the chair you were sitting in down with you. You looked down and gasped.

Your feet were frozen to the chair 

You reached and touched it. It was freezing, real ice. There was nothing fake about what was happening to you right now. You couldn’t feel your feet, they were numb. You were stuck. 

“It's a slippery slope trying to stand, no use trying to break it, you won't be freeze.” a shadowy figure appeared in your limited sight using the worst puns you've ever heard. “Who the hail are you?” you said unintentionally making a pun. “You should snow me” still with the puns, you racked your brain to all the criminals that you've put away which ones could do this. “If you think I'm one of the lowlifes you helped put away…I'm not.” he basically read your mind. “Do you know what a majority vote is?” the shadowy figure said. “What the fuck are you talking about?” you gave up trying to break out of ice.

With a dramatic flourish of the strangers hand a hologram appeared. “You probably already know how this works so I'll skip to the interesting part.” he said and with another wave the hologram was gone. “Your task in this game is to betray, meaning that you have to gain favorship of everyone and when the time comes you will kill them.” he explained, casually, as if he were asking a simple favor. “And what is don’t and decide to kill you instead?” you said trying to push yourself up from the cold concrete floor.“ he thought for a second then shot back  “then you will be disposed of.” and turned to leave. You started panicking. “HEY WAIT!” you shouted hoping to get their attention. Thank the heavens they stopped and turned. “What.” they spat out suddenly cold and stoic. Your heart caught in your throat. “C-can i get out of here? When can I get out of here?” you tripped on your words, not knowing if your future threat would come true anytime soon. “Hopefully your knight in shining armor will help you.” they said stalking out the room.

[vacantgodling]

for ovw:

1, 9, 10

thank u for indulging me also i hope you’ve been well *tiny hand on face in a caring gesture*

1. the character everyone gets wrong

like most of them imo i’m not even gl 💀 however i think the one that annoys me the most (aside from hanzo dear god) is honestly zenyatta lowkey. like the number of times i see people make zenyatta to be the most kindest happiest boy that blushes easily whenever his partner (usually ram or genji) teases him makes me so ?? tired. like he’s shown to be playful. he’s teasing. he’s witty. he admits in a voice line that he may be a monk but he’s not a pacifist so they idea that he would balk at someone doing violence is silly. and like the infantilization of him is just so odd to me. he’s got more depth than i feel like many people want to give him credit for???

also this may be my own personal vibe but i feel like people dumb down lucio AND dva like extremely heavily. sure they’re young but lucio literally led a revolution? dva is for all intents and purposes a child soldier? yes the other characters look down on dva bc of her gaming but she’s still a very serious and devoted person to her cause she just likes to have fun as well? i feel like a lot of people just focus on the fun omg waifu energy she has and nothing else about her which is like. annoying. lmao.

9. worst part of canon

LIKE. THE LACK THEREOF— jk. there is a canon but it’s so threadbare and stupid. i think top contenders is the fact that the deadlock gang was est in 1976 before ashe was introduced to the lore, and then they retconned this information (kinda) to say that when ashe, cole and [redacted-we don’t know who the third person is] made the gang, they thought it being est in 76 would look cooler and get them more cred basically. that’s what they said and i fucking remember that shit.

also insert my entire rant about how the genji hanzo and kiriko storyline is ASININE for SO MANY REASONS. also the fact that all the japanese characters are old timey samurai and ninjas basically and have essentially canon allowed magic when like no one else (except zen Kinda?) and it’s just. it’s only them. for no reason. Lmao.

also this is super small but the fact that dva a korean has a mech when like. again japan is right there lmao. dva being an idol sure i get but like if we’re gonna do mechs then like bro 💀💀 it’s a small personal nitpick tho lmao.

also just the way there feels like there’s no plan which is why they stopped story modes production entirely bc they knew there was too much conflicting bullshit to string together a cohesive story. it’s giving mess for me.

10. worst part of fanon

i don’t engage with the fandom itself as much as i used to tbh bc all of my old ovw friends aren’t into it anymore (sans valen he’s also not as into it that much. not that i blame anyone. this game makes me want to commit acts of violence). i think my biggest annoyance was the ship factions and how so many of them hated hanzo LMAO. like y’all can’t see a complex character and give a fuck huh? like we will simp for widow bc of her ass and give her a pass because she’s a GirlBoss tm when she yknow. has done some horrible shit lmao??? we Adore reaper who is also a complex character that has done some Rancid shit. but for some reason back in the day people were SOOOOO up in arms against people who cared about hanzo. it was Exhausting. like mind ur business lmao. i don’t think anyone is wrong for liking literally any of ovw’s characters but like i never understood why the vitriol for han specifically lmao.

[jumpywhumpywriter]

ASKS & REQUESTS #3

(This list is just for my personal reference so I can keep track of conversations from my inbox)

Are you still alive???

nooo you've been whumped!! i hope you feel better soon!!

Hey how’s it going!! Just wanted ask, what are your favorite stories that you have written? And what inspired them?

aww I’ve been wondering why you haven’t been posting lately :(( sending lots of hugs your way and i hope u feel better soon!!! 💗💗 take your time to rest & fully recover, show that concussion that you’re so much better than that RAAAAHHH >:D

you have a concussion don't you dare apologize for taking a while

Just saw that you updated and that you had a concussion…

Hey I just want to check in and ask how you're doing. I notice you've been posting less lately. I understand that it's Christmas time and you're busy, but I hope you're all good.

WHAAAAT NOOO I DONT THINK YOURE DISLIKABLE AT ALL

I ditto what the ribbon anon said. You're not dislikable at all. -idk

Villain's Coffee Shop

👉Okokokok I actually have some ideas for a Villain's Coffee Shop/Vampire Captures Vampire Hunter crossover!!! Feel free to use any or all of these in part or in whole, or none of them! Idk my brain just has a lot of ideas at the moment.👈

superhero escapes after final battle and the story ends there because he doesn’t show up again.. but spin off where he teams up with the vampire clan and then we get the hero and vampire hunters crossover

idea for villain's coffee shop

OOOH OKAY so like ummmm Superhero thinks Villain is ded right so he crosses him out of the picture like “ok now THAT problem is dealt with”

so i'm hydrokinetic right and that scene with superhero makes me want to fill his lungs with water how dare he hurt mocha

WHEN THE. FIGHT OR FLIGHT BUT FLIGHT ISNT AN OPTION

Mocha saves the day by tracking down Villain’s scent and brings him to safety plspslpslspspspspsp mocha saves the day mocha saves the day mocha saves the day mocha saves the day- 🎀

I love mocha, saving the day like a true KING 🎀

the no hospitals rule is even funnier when you're not human. doctors would be like hey uhh so we ran the blood test and what the heck

hero like yay my lies worked then medic walks in

the fact that superhero is actually a Horrible erson but is revered by everyone as the Best Person... ough

TOTALLY LOVING WHERE THE STORY IS GOING SO FAR, CANT WAIT FOR MORE PARTS 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️💃🕺💃🕺

completely optional request but do you think we'll ever get an Epic Fight Scene where we really get to see hero's powers? ik she used them in the one with vito but i think itd be cool for them to Really Show fire powers are super cool

the phone password is murder and the contact is anonymous enemy 11/10

something about the absolute WEIGHT the deal now carries.

nothing outweighs my love for characters who do not break their promises/contracts/deals for Anything.

my criminal ass forgetting that stealing from a hospital is both illegal and widely considered morally wrong

OKAY IM DONE WITH THE MINI COMIC SKETCH SO HERE IT IS !!!! <3

"he always keeps his word. Every time.” My internal thought process: Power to heal? Sadistic? Never lies?? ALEX???? Alas, Supervillain does not appear to be my favorite vampire, but now I can't help hoping for a crossover fic in the future 🤞🏻

for villain's coffee shop. what are their Outfits(TM)

me if i had healing powers ngl

unrelated to literally everything But when you see someone flaunting their superpowers by like, swirling around the fire/lightning/shadows/etc. hydrokenises is the hardest to do that with.

YAYYAYAY YAYYY YIIPPPEEEEEE A CROSSOVER BETWEEN TWO OF MY FAVE SERIES OF YOURS IM SO HYPED OMG

so Supervillain - always keeps his promises - has healing powers but uses them to hurt - for fun -i am LIVING for this man

"it was very clear that he drowned but they didn't find a body" hey that's what happened to me

CROSSOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

the ending of villians coffed shop was NOT. NICE. youre not my best friend anymore.

all i ask for the crossover is that since alex will be there we get the comedy bits of it being alex's birthday and also the "wow you look good for your age"

Vampire & Vampire Hunter

Ok so this is weird but has been on my mind for some reason. Do vampires cut their cheeks with their fangs by accident and what effect does the blood have on them?

I'VE BEEN SUMMONED (vampiric Anon response to question shown above)

new theory. vampires are rich because of all the money they save on groceries

wait so alex is gonna need a while to recover right. the hunters don't Have a while there a newborn vampires Flooding The Town

watch mallory join the ferals cux he can’t control his new hunger for human blood hahahaha

THE PLOT THICKENS!!!!!!! IM SO HYPED RAAAGHHSHDHHRHRRR MALLORY😭😭😭

sorry i love the idea of vampires scrambling for weapons. looks at claws.

ALEX!! NOO!! (least convincing tone ever)

i would've STARTED with "one's missing" like yes it makes sense you recognize them let's start with the more important information of where's the last one

hey man at least he's unconscious when he was turned. like i did end up passing out but owie ouchie

does um. does alex realize mallory is probably Not going to want to be friends with him anymore

SOBBING IN THE CORNER RIGHT NOW AGHHH POOR ALEXXXXX 😭😭

🎀 awwww it’s over already? 🥺😭 MALLORY & ALEX’S STORY WAS LITERALLY SO GOOD, I DEVOURED IT EVERY SINGLE TIME ‼️‼️

*and everybody liked it*

AGHHHHHHHH YESSSS BEAUTIFUL this was an amazing journey and amazing story!!

I swear I’m illiterate I didn’t see the top of the last chapter, that last chapter!!! Loved it! The ending was 🤌

well alex had a friend for approx. 2 minutes. good job alex

"an eternity is a long time to hold a grudge" skill issue

mallory is gonna use that lie against alex until the end of time

im glad the other hunters made donations. i love the idea of well. he's still our friend.

i still have a heartbeat it's just Really, Really faint 🌹

yes and no! usually i can control it but if i'm Hangry or experiencing Strong Emotions they will pop out on their own (same with the claws)🌹

Does your kind of vampire have hypnosis? Unfortunately no that would be so funny though🌹

alex is just a little kitten. to me. picks him up by the scruff and shakes him

don't drink, kids. you might end up seduced and kidnapped by a vampire

silver burns me too (i'm a shapeshifter) and im just imagining having that encounter like oh no,, you're a Vampire!! no i'm much lamer than that sorry

RING RING 🛎️🛎️🛎️🛎️ SPECIAL DELIVERY ‼️‼️

HI IM BACK WITH ANOTHER DRAWING :33 but this time i actually went & colored it because motivation strikes at the most ungodly hours and it is currently almost 1 AM where im at rn !!!!! 🥲 anywayss i just stumbled upon this meme a couple of days ago and decided that it would be funny to feature Alex & Mallory in it LMAO also I didn’t really like how i drew Alex in the previous drawing so i (hopefully) did him justice by coloring him this time 🥰🥰🥰 (and the background is just something i stole from google because im way too tired & lazy to draw one myself HSWBCDBHXDWNHW)

hero and mallory forming a support group for ppl whos friends dont understand why murder is bad, actually

well this took a bit longer than expected BUT IT’S DONE !!!!!! :DD

Vampire & Hunter STORY INSPIRATION

I LOVE the idea that Alex turnes him after he passes out…

alex turns mallory and mallory is pissed at first before he realizes he can now Also break alex's nose /silly

dialogue idea for when mallory wakes up "You know I'm a selfish bastard"

AND!! if his body is strong enough to survive Turning he's gonna be even hungrier than most newbloods due to the Lack Of Blood

ooh wait how did anisa get turned

don't drink, kids. you might end up seduced and kidnapped by a vampire

Fantasy Trilogy with Shadow

thomas is just like me fr (completely normal guy surrounded by Very Scary People)

for the islands: i like the human heart one and also the top left island-y one just bc i imagine the like, capital(?) you have to fly up over the water to get to that center island

how did thomas think it would ever be a good idea to try to jumpscare shadow

I don’t know when you’ll see this but I made something that I think might be able to encapsulate a little smiggen of how I feel about your writing in general!

i understand thomas's pain,, i'm a physician but No One Believes Me

shadow not believing in trust or help and wallowing in fighting and pain just to remind herself she's alive,

IMJSFJJSJSNZJAKAJDJD OMGOMG WE FINALLY GET TO READ SHADOW & THOMAS’ STORY IN FULL???? HOORAYYYYYY

-creepy cult chanting-SHADOW AND THOMAS

Random Asks

arent these from black widow ?

46. "Friends come and go but enemies accumulate." skill issue. kill them. /silly

would love to see a vampire w hypnosis powerssss (also i love your writing and your blog)

I’m not sure what tumblr etiquette is for sending appreciations, but by the gods I’m doing it again,

Bagh this is very random and not really related to anything but my brain got the random urge to ask it since it’s currently midnight and my brain is decidedly being more impulsive than usual, do you ever just watch completely random things and have just the most random feed for like YouTube or something?

Not sure if an update is necessary

Very-random-question-kinda-sorta-but-not-really-perchance-related-to-anything-in-particular, do you think different blood types taste different to vampires?

someone PLEASE TAKE MY STYLUS PEN AWAY FROM ME I CANT STOP DRAWING STUFF IT’S CRAZY 😭

About viking blood bread

I apparently can’t sleep at all but also I just thought of more things for the vampire thing.

OMG NOO U DONT HAVE TO REPAY ME, I REALLY LIKE DRAWING YOUR CHARACTERS

High blood pressure people are just carbonated drinks that have been shaken is my theory that I just came up right now. Does it make sense, most defiantly not, but it’s pretty entertaining to think about if it was exaggerated like—

APPARENTLY COCONUT WATER CAN BE USED AS BLOOD TRANSFUSION (kinda)?!

okay i could be wrong but i'm pretty sure coconut water isn't like, a full blood substitute, just for intravenous hydration?

told 🌹 about the idea of blood cheese and she just left the room. so

curdled blood is one of the worst concepts i've ever heard that sounds so incredibly horrid

This isn’t even related to vampires, but the rose anon saying that curdled blood/blood cheese is horrid just randomly had my brain spawn the connection to a completely different cheese topic (I don’t know why I’m explaining my thought process lol).

whump prompt: whumpee has to fill out insurance paperwork

it's really not that interesting but i went fishing

okay that brings up a REALLY interesting question: how would Superpower Blood taste like?

[narutoandanimearemyheart]

FAVS IN NARUTO

Hey guys! I currently have a Madara fan fiction in the works right now! It’s called “Crimson Red” and it’ll be posted in about a week ish or so, so look out for that, I’m more than halfway finished it, I’m just stuck on this one part and I want to write it well and accurately so I’m not going to rush it. While that’s in the making I’m just doing something fun to keep my followers engaged, and maybe this can lift someone’s spirit, or someone else wants to do something similar to this, they can as well. So without further ado, here are my favourites in Naruto.

FAVOURITE CHARACTER/SHINOBI

Hashirama Senju. At first I was sort of lax about him, I thought he was a cool character, then for a while I actually didn’t him like him a whole lot, but then I started liking him again and read more things about his character and realized that he was actually a very nuanced character, he’s not pure good or “pretending to be good and is secretly a horrible and evil person” he’s a very nuanced character, just like how Madara is, and while he’s made mistakes and has flaws, at the end of the day he is someone who valued peace, and really did want to make a safer and better world for others. He’s my comfort character for many personal reasons, and I’ve grown to really really like his character, he isn’t perfect and I know that. + On a non deep level, his jutsu and elemental style is really fascinating, and just his power set in general. Why are so many things in the Naruto world explained with through the use of “Hashirama Cells” just what type of human being was this man exactly. Also his relationship with Madara is something it took me months to get over(when I say get over I mean not get instantly sad whenever I think of how their friendship turned out.)

FAVOURITE KUNOICHI

Definitely Kushina Uzumaki. For me people don’t delve into how sad her backstory and life actually was. She was taken from her village and the only home she ever knew to have a literal tailed beast sealed inside of her, and the only clan member she had living in the village had to die for her to become the nine tails. She was bullied for the color of her literal hair as a young kid, and even got kidnapped. Then she lived a very restricted life, where she was barely allowed to move around and was under strict surveillance at almost all times and barely had any freedom. Then some time between that she found out her village was destroyed and her home and possibly friends and some family might’ve been killed in the attack, with some being scattered all over the world, then when she finally gets peace and is happy, she gets killed by a kid she once wanted her own son to become. Moving in to a lighter note, I enjoyed the similarities between her and Naruto, and think that she’s a very strong and powerful kunoichi. She would have been a great mother and IS one of the best mothers in the show, possibly even THE best period.

FAVOURITE VILLAIN

He’s hands down my favourite villain in Naruto, and one of my favourite characters as well. He is a very close second to Hashirama. He’s also my favourite Uchiha. When I was reading the manga I literally sped through it just so I could read the war arc, and see him and Hashirama. I really empathized with his backstory and how all of his brothers were killed, and his own clan voted against him to be Hokage of the village. I also used to have a big crush on him, but I really enjoyed the way that Kishimoto wrote him. His relationship with Hashirama really sent me on an emotional rollercoaster, just thinking about the two of them last year made me feel so sad with the way things ended up. He was done so dirty by Kishimoto because he wrote his death horrendously. He deserved a better end than that.

FAVOURITE AKATSUKI MEMBER

Obito Uchiha is my favourite akatsuki member, but Konan could give him a run for his money, as I really like her a lot too. The way that he manipulated the akatsuki, and the Shinobi world, pretending to be Madara Uchiha only to be revealed as Obito Uchiha, then we have an entire backstory as to why he is doing all of this. He’s a perfect example of the Broken Hero trope in fiction, and a fantastic villain in the anime/manga, especially with his parallels with Naruto. I also enjoy his Tobi persona, and his moments with Deidara.

FAVOURITE JUTSU

I could not choose between the Shinsuusenju and the Susanoo. These two are my favourite jutsu’s and with the level of power they might even count as summonings. The scale that Hashirama’s shinsuusenju is on is genuinely incredible, the size it has, and the power and chakra he has to have to wield it, and summon it is insane, this jutsu made the nine tails, the most powerful of all the tailed beasts look tiny in comparison. Moving on to the Susanoo armor the skeletal design is just so visually satisfying to look at? The concept is rather creative in my opinion, like giant chakra armor in the form of a skeleton? Not only that but it can tank some serious hits(unless it’s Tsunade) but yeah a perfect Susanoo is even more amazing than just a regular Susanoo. Both of these are extremely overpowered and based on Gods. They are hands down my favourite jutsu’s in the show.

FAVOURITE SUMMONING

The Sannin Deadlock summoning is my favourite, also tied up with the moment that Naruto shows up with the toads during his fight against Pain/Nagato.

FAVOURITE CLAN

The Uzumaki. I also really like the Senju, but mostly because of Hashirama and Tobirama. I just find the Uzumaki Clan so interesting. Their prowess in sealing jutsu, like come on, I want to know which Uzumaki invented the reaper seal jutsu and made a deal with literal death. + The adamantine chains are incredibly powerful, if Kushina on her deathbed was able to summon the seals to contain the nine tails then who knows what else those seals could do with an Uzumaki at their peak, and I really wish that Naruto used the chains more. Also the fact that they are so embedded with Konoha due to their relationship with the Senju is really interesting, their clan logo is on the back of the konoha jackets, and yet their clan is barely ever brought up unless it’s for plot purposes.

FAVOURITE DOJUTSU

The Sharingan is definitely my favourite dojutsu, because of of its design, its abilities and how it can vary from Uchiha to Uchiha. Though I will say the way that people earn the Sharingan is kind of scary, which is why I stay firm that I'd rather be a Uzumaki, but would I like to be WITH an Uchiha yes. Just not BE an Uchiha. I think that it’s a very powerful and cool dojutsu, I’d like to have it(without the trauma + bad eyesight + possibility of going blind)

FAVOURITE KEKKEI GENKAI

Wood Release. It’s my favourite Kekkei Genkai, I know that the Sharingan is a Kekkei Genkai as well, but I’m just counting it as a Dojutsu which it also is. As for why I like wood style, it’s an extremely rare kekkei genkai, Hashirama is the only person to have this wood release naturally. It’s incredibly powerful, like incredibly powerful and versatile, Yamato was strong with it, but it’s obvious that due to various factors, Hashirama is the “perfect wielder” of it due to his cells. It’s incredibly adaptable and strong enough to hold back tailed beasts, and you can do quite a lot of things with it, a WHOLE LOT of things with wood release. But yes I’d say my favourite Kekkei Genkais are Wood Release, Sharingan, and the Byakugan. For the Byakugan, I think that the fact that you can see various miles away, with a 360 range is pretty cool. The byakugan is pretty underrated especially when compared to dojutsu’s like the Sharingan and Rinnegan, but it doesn’t gain much attention other than in the Chunin exams arc in the OG Show, and The Last movie. But back to Wood Release, definitely my favourite.

FAVOURITE TEAM

This might be “basic” but yeah, my favourite team is team seven. Yes they barely had screen time together ALL FOUR OF THEM in Shippuden, but I really enjoy the dynamics they have, Kakashi with all of them, Sasuke and Naruto, I just really enjoy watching the them together and reading about them in the manga, I really would’ve liked to see more of the three of them in Shippuden, though that’s not the route Kishimoto wanted to tell his story, but he’s, they are my favourite team in the anime/manga.

FAVOURITE ARC

My favourite arc is the war arc, solely because of the Konoha founders and the history of Konoha. Plus Madara was a very good villain and the reveal of Obito as Tobi was interesting as well. The dynamics were interesting and there was a lot of lore. I’m a nerd, so I really liked the lore parts of the series, + the relationships between the characters and how they interacted together.

FAVOURITE SENSEI

Yes Minato is my favourite Sensei, though we didn’t see too much of how he trained his students, he seemed to be a rather diligent teacher. Also I just wanted to put him on this list in some category- While he made some rather questionable parenting decisions, he was a good Hokage and a good Sensei to his students(if only he got there sooner when Obito was about to be crushed by that rock), then he might still be alive.

FAVOURITE HOKAGE

Hashirama again. I already explained this one. He’s my favourite character in the show(though Madara could lowkey give him a run for his money in that position, Madara is a very close second) and when he’s in a category he’s gonna come out on top for me.

FAVOURITE OF THE 5 KAGE

Tsunade. Shes my favourite out of the five Kage, I loved her in the fight with Madara. Her backstory is very well written, and I also just like her power set, it’s very satisfying to watch her and Sakura literally break the earth with just punches. In my opinion she’s a well written character but often brushed over compared to Jiraiya and Orochimaru.

FAVOURITE JINCHUURIKI

Naruto is one of my most favourite characters in the show. I actually had a crush on his character for a while, until I moved to the Uchiha’s 🤦🏾‍♀️ 😂

As a protagonist he might be your “typical” shounen protagonist but I think that as a character he has good motivations AT THE END of the series. He has a lot of growth over the series and goes from “I want to become Hokage so everyone can recognize me” to “I want to protect my friends and bring peace to the world making it a better place”

FAVOURITE SHIP

Minato and Kushina had the best and healthiest relationship in the show. Their dynamic together is so wonderfully written, and the way that they both die together is heartbreaking. I’d love to know more about them, or have a full manga series written about Minato and Kushina and animated.

CHARACTER I WISH WE KNEW MORE ABOUT

Mito Uzumaki. She’s the first ever jinchuuriki in history, she sealed the nine tails within herself BY HERSELF, and we don’t even get a flashback of her sealing the nine tails in herself, and barely know anything about her backstory, her relationship with Hashirama, how powerful she was, and who her descendants were except for most likely Tsunade and Nawaki. Another reason why I’d love an anime about the Konoha founders so we could delve deep into how it was in the warring states era.

FAVOURITE TAILED BEAST

I personally really love Kurama’s design. He’s the strongest of the tailed beasts, and the most feared out of them. I enjoy watching his relationship with Naruto grow and develop over the series. Yes he was a villainous character in the show, but I think he was well written.

FIRST CRUSH

He was my first ever crush in Naruto when I first started watching it a few years ago. Then I switched to Neji for a few months, then after that I switched to Naruto for a while, then finally Madara. But yes I think he was very well written and had a lot of good motivations, in my opinion he was never a villain in the anime/manga, the real villains were the Elders, mainly Danzo. But I thought he was very cool, and I liked nonchalant “dark” male characters.

FAVOURITE THEME SONG

Haruka Kanata. The only theme song in both shows that I have never ever skipped. This song is so good and so underrated, I wish more people talked about it like how they do with blue bird and silhouette. I’m also a fan of rock music and electric guitars so that’s also a major reason. + I like the way that the singer vocally expressed the lyrics in the song.

ALL CRUSHES

Naruto’s picture is wayy bigger than the others cause the format is odd, but anyway this is in chronological order from left to right. But yes the order is Sasuke, Neji, Naruto, Madara, and Obito. You may be sensing a pattern when it comes to the characters I like, it’s either dark emo guys, or golden retrievers. There’s no in between.

BIGGEST CRUSH

He wasn't my first crush but he was most certainly my biggest crush, this all started because of an edit I saw of him, he had me in a chokehold for a year and a half. I still like him not as much, but still a lot.

ALSO

I’m seriously thinking about what if someone made a “What If” series about Naruto. Just think about it. What if Madara became the first Hokage and not Hashirama. What if Obito never got crushed by a rock? What if the Uchiha’s were never segregated from the Village, thus resulting them plotting a coup d’état and getting taken out by their own clan member who was ordered to by the elders. What if Sasuke never left the village. What if Izuna never died? The list could go on and on. But for now we can just read fan fictions.

Anyway I hope you guys got to sort of know me better as a Naruto fan!

Have a great day and keep your eyes open for crimson red!

[adraughtofamortentia]

I'm gunna see if I can gather some thoughts about my last 24 hrs of travel

(Long rant post ahead, bring rations if venturing)

I already have a hard time with big travel adventures, pre trip and travel anxiety and I get really motion sick on airplanes (everyone is like oh go travel now ur done school but like I've become a home body I don't wanna leave me bed)

But anyways I'm flying to flordia to see my parents and a family friend came too this has been talked about for almost a year

Family friend's girlfriend has been invited basically the whole time, made very clear there is room if she wants to come etc etc she has said no

Next thing I know, it's literally HOURS before we leave for our flight and homie stops by to ask if gf can come.... like what? It's d-day babes we gotta go its too late to be adding things to the travel plans. He calls my parents and we think we talk him out of bringing her.

Fast forward to me picking him up to drive us to the airport at 3:00 AM and he just drops on me "gf is coming". Not only is she coming he bought her a ticket and is putting her suitcase in the car...

I've never been so uncomfortable and upset in my entire life. I get out of the car to ask what's going on no explanation. I pull out of the drive way, stop, and ask what's going on. I will admit: I was pretty hostile

(I think I turned to her and was like "why did u invite yourself on my familys trip?" She acted like she didn't know and thought her boyfriend was taking her somewhere or something idk. Like no we're literally staying with my parents (don't even get me started how she/them get a free place to stay, my moms cooking and the food my parents bought, and not to mention my parents picking up every tab) )

My anxiety was already spiking and this curve ball absolutely blew my mind

Before we cross the border to the airport I stop one more time to ask what's going on; they're clearly fighting and idk who was lying but there was MAJOR miscommunication

If she had decided to come a week or 2 ago and told us in advance it'd have been fine, time to figure it out and plan, really mentally adjust to what the trip is going to be (from a family trip to some other weird configuration)

But BUYING A TICKET AN HOUR BEFORE WE ARE SET TO LEAVE?! ARE YOU INSANE? last we had spoke to them she wasn't coming, and in the intervening hours without talking to us they just did this

It's completely changed the dynamic of the trip because tbh I don't really know her! I've met her twice three times at most.

The audacity of the move aside, and ignoring what is clearly horrible communication in their relationship, apparently she threatened to hurt herself if he left without her... If the behaviour she is exhibiting is true she needs serious help more than a boyfriend can give; I think it's a manipulation tactic based on what I was told

I'm not usually as mean and hostile as I was when she got in the car (before i realized the full scope of the situation) but to find out ON THE WAY TO THE AIRPORT someone u don't really know is coming ON THE FAMILY VACATION rocked my world and tbh I didn't feel I had to be nice and instead tried to protect my peace

I'm still shook and while I'm trying not to let this ruin my week of vaykay I've already mentally decided these people aren't for me based on the way all parties involved handled the situation. I don't even care if I'm the asshole I vow to never be in this situation again

Tl;dr my friends rando girlfriend decided to join us on my family's vacation an hour before we left for the airport and I lost my shit