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sometimes when a con is coming up my coworkers and hang out after work at some space at our workplace making our cosplays which is great and chill bc i love doing my crafts in an environment where i feel at ease. anyways. one of them needs to look after her cat and she suggested that we do our thing at her place. which. yeah ofc! but also day instantly ruined from slight deviation to plans. i was supposed to go home. grab my materials. eat. grab an energy drink to go and drink it while sitting on the floor of a meeting room doing stuff to foam clay. but now i have to go to someone's house. i havent been there before. i am not at ease at anyone's house almost ever. i will be too anxious to get shit done. i will not be able to enjoy my energy drink as i dont want to be sipping it at someones House yknow. and i'm also terrified of being in the way or in someone's turf when im not at all familiar with the place. i cant sit on the floor at someones fancy home idk if i can manage working under conditions that aren't shrimp pose.
#i will be SO brave tonight at the cost of my social battery#which is fine ig since i dont have work tomorrow. just fun things.#but friday and saturday will b suuper busy as there's a music festival i actually enjoy and im going there with 2 friends 2nd year in a row#which will also be fun#but draining#but not so draining that it would require anything more than sleeping in on sunday#anyways do you guys think i should finally do something about my social anxiety#i mean i should and i could bc of work healthcare but idk how to do that#i need a step by step#and i cant get one bc ill just get a ''just call there''#which. i can do phonecalls nowadays. but i will not be able to say anything i want to so i will need to prepare#anyways welcome to my anxiety rant i will now go back to editing on the clock lmao#leevi talks
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gritty both capturing the zeitgeist as usual AND educating me on the availability of free flow butter at american cinemas
#i am intrigued………..#is it to spritz more butter on your popcorn????#does the popcorn come unbuttered?#or is it extra flavouring on top of that#is it at all cinemas? or just some??#is it just pure melted liquid butter???#anyway#i just watched oppenheimer but honestly all i can think of is that tiktok comment: ‘why einstein gotta be such a cutie patootie’#yes i’m drained but also….#albert einstein in his babygirl era#long post#gritty#barbie#barbenheimer#philadelphia flyers
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not exactly inktober but! i will try to draw a quick cat doodle every day of october..... i just think they're neat
#my art!#cat october#cats#art#artist on tumblr#sketches#description in alt text#busy with first week of college..... aouggh almost no time to myself#but im being very brave about it#and also im socialising and it's draining. its a struggle to remember so many new names and faces
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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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I wish we could have met in some other way.
Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates
If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3
Still frames/Individual gifs:
If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way
#death note#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#oh god here we go#death note jdrama#death note 2015#death note 2006#death note musical#lctw#l change the world#dntm#lawlightweek2024#my art#collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance#ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file#that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient#and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb#and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways#this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther#usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the#circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die#there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong#(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others#no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall
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king and harbinger, old and young
#hi sorry i havent been animating much cuz. i didnt fucking want to#i have my major work animations to work on so its kind of. drained the fun out of it#but this doctor who audio killed me the fuck dead so uh here#spoop combining his interests again…. who woulda thunk….#lmk#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk fanart#lmk mk#lmk sun wukong#sun wukong#qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian fanart#honestly this is less of a father/son thing and more just. kinship. if that makes sense#they are alike and wukong takes a sort of refuge in that he is not the only one out there#idk how to explain it ahsbdbjdf#also in my head this is set before mk is left at pigsy’s doorstep. idk man idk
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Yes and you know it, I got you hehe 😵💫🤤
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#degrade and humiliate me#humiliation kink#degrading k1nk#humiliation sissy#hypnosis#corruption kink#hypno pet#hypnok1nk#brainwashing#hypno toy#edging my mind away#mind corruption#mind conditioning#objectify me#mind control#mindfuck#hypnotized girl#hypnodomme#hypnofetish#bimbo hypnosis#hypno k1nk#bimbo girl#brain washing#brain drain#brainless
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He's a bit too excited to see you clock in
#my art#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#moon fnaf#just for reference - I'm not back</3 just posting whatever piled up#i won't be active socially/with reblogs. sorry!#I'd love to but I'm running really low on energy and responding to anything drains me as i put too much thought in it and get anxious :(#but i see and read everything!! and your engagement does really encourage me a lot. thank you!#also#i wonder if anyone recognises the pose lol
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#anxitey#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#mental health#tw depressing stuff#please let me die#please let me kms#let me go#you’re losing me#you’re on your own kid#mental problems#i wanna die#i want to disappear#i wish i was dead#i’ll never recover#what is wrong with my brain#tw sui vent#tw self h4rm#mentally fucked#so fucking exhausted#tw sui talk#very unstable#im going to kms#what is wrong with me
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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words
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Twitter trend to draw Pokémon matching their different abilities ! I will soon hold a giveaway on twitter if anyone is interested
#pokemon#pokémon#gastrodon#drampa#gggermicide#ability#cloud nine#berserk#sap sipper#sticky hold#storm drain#sand force
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«Know only this, mon cher. You are the only being I trust, and whom I love, above and beyond myself. All my love belongs to you. You are its keeper.»
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE | 2.02 "Do you know what it means to be loved by Death?"
#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#sam reid#my edit#iwtv spoilers#ive cried so much im drained#sam reid the actor that you are
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Julia Fox's missing person poster after she fled Italy when she was “16” using funds her grandfather gave her for an abortion she lied about so she could go to New York and be with her drug dealing adult boyfriend (she was 18, she was born in 1990)
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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I literally feel dead in a living body
#tw depressing thoughts#hitting styro#thigh cvts#mentally unstable#cvtaddict#sh things#depresssion#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#tw depressive#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#alone with my thoughts#you are not alone#i feel empty#lonelly#dead inside#made of styro#sh#s3lfharmm#feeling alone#leave me alone#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#tw styro#mentally drained
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I said you drool and feel weak hehe
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#brainless#degrade and humiliate me#humiliation kink#degrading k1nk#hypnosis#humiliation sissy#hypno pet#hypnok1nk#corruption kink#hypno toy#brainwashing#mindlessmantras#edging my mind away#mind corruption#mind conditioning#mindfuck#bimboization#bimbo doll#bimbo hypnosis#bimbo girl#bimbo training#mind break#bimboification#bimbo dreams#bimbolife#brain drain#brain washing#brainwashing kink
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