#but cuddling so close and cozy in bed. so intimate. when i needed reassurance of his love.

[neutrallyobsessed]

AND FINALLY! I AM GOING TO THE BEACH!!!

With my.....

Fiance uwu~~

[ddejavvu]

Mei, my love… Could I request just like a big warm hug from Spencer? Honestly, I could use a good squeeze today… (maybe also a little smooch on the cheek)

(Love you, hope you’re doing okay…okay bye)

okay i'm using this as my little 'types of hugs you'd get from spencer reid' post because i feel like i have a lot of those for other characters but not for him :(

--

first, the reunion hug - the tightest!! this is when he comes home from a hard case, or, if you're also in the bau, when something scary happens to one of you. he tugs you into his arms and wraps you in the tightest, warmest, most comforting hug you've ever been in. he rocks you side to side a little bit, his face is buried in your shoulder, or yours in his, and he's mumbling sweet little reassurances to you against your skin (or if something scary happened to him you're whispering to him :) )

next, the cuddly hug - i'd categorize this more as a cuddle than a hug, but i wanna talk about it anyways <3 he lovesss having you in his lap!! if you're watching something, your back is against his chest, and his chin is hooked over your shoulder, and he's pressing soft little kisses into your cheek/temple while his arms wrap around your waist. sometimes he slips his hands under the hem of your shirt and just presses them into your tummy, because your skin is so warm and soft and comforting. as much skin-on-skin contact as possible!! if you're not watching something, you're facing him. he loves loves loves loves having you pressed up against his chest, your head laying on his shoulder or your face inches from his as you smile lovesick at each other or giggle at something stupid or just drink each other in - it's so intimate and soft and sweet and warm and cozy and you do this for as long as humanly possible, a lot of the time you fall asleep in his lap with your head plonked down onto his chest or over his shoulder

then, happy hug happy hug happy hug!! rushes towards you (or you run towards him), he scoops you up into his arms and does a little twirl!! big big cheesy grins, elated giggles as you're swung around, and his eyes are sparkling so brightly you swear they outshine the stars

now of course, the sleepy hug - either used when one of you wants to get the other to go to bed, or when you're both in bed together. if he's staying up too late and you want him to rest you tug him out of his chair and lazily throw your arms around his shoulders and whine about how lonely you are in your big giant empty bed and he lifts you up so that you can wrap your legs around his waist and he carries you to bed and only leaves you so that he can get changed :( then he's crawling into bed with you and tugging you impossibly close to him, squishing your cheeks together and pressing a kiss to your forcibly-puckered lips. when he's in bed with you, he likes being held!! he holds you a lot, and he loves that, but sometimes he needs to be held too :( he usually plops himself down on top of you if you're laying on your back and buries his head in your chest and his hair is all messy and flopping everywhere and it's in your face and it's probably in your mouth too so you're spluttering and telling him he's gonna crush you but he just whines and buries himself further into your chest and pretends not to hear your complaints because he's so comfy. sometimes will suggest that if you want his hair out of your face so bad, that you should just brush it back and play with it for like an hour so that it doesn't get in your face :))) sometimes he'll crane his neck up so that his head isn't in your chest anymore and press a lil smooch to your chin because it's all he can reach before he lays back down and tries to melt into you

there's also the angry hugs - bit of an oxymoron!! but he's not good at dealing healthily with his anger, and he thinks its important to sort out his feelings in the moment. if you've had an argument and he's feeling especially agitated, he takes a few deep breaths and tells you that he's getting too worked up, that soon he's not gonna be in his right mind anymore, and that he doesn't want you to be around him when/if that happens. he tells you that he's upset with the situation, but that you'll sort it out as soon as he's able to be level-headed, and offers you a hug before he goes to a different room. it's tense, but he rubs your back to make sure you know it's not just a courtesy, that he really does want to hug you because he still loves you even if you're having a little fight

then finally, the goodbye hugs :( sometimes he has to leave!! whether that be for a case, or again, if we're doing bau!reader, he's going out into the field and you're not, or vice versa, he wants to make sure he gets to hold you just in case :') he tries not to catastrophize it, just tells you it's a hug because he'll miss you (which is true), but it's less about longing and more about praying this won't be the last time he gets to do it. these are very emotional, sometimes teary, and always end too soon, no matter how long they go on for

[momosbrainrots]

Hurts me too | Arcane Imagine

Comfort after a breakdown with Jinx, Vi, Sevika and Caitlyn.

These last few weeks have been... Awful. Horrible. BUT finally I will have some free time... Not for long but enough write something, expect more posts coming soon! I'll try, pinky promise!

Btw request r still open!

Can you tell I like writing comfort fics/imagines? Yeah...

Tried writing about other characters, not bad for a first time, hope all of you enjoy it

Keeping such a positive attitude when you're really having the worst week is a bad idea. You thought all the anxiety and stress would go away if you pretend they're not there huh? Nice try, but no. Everything you're holding has to come out somehow and not because you ignore it will go away. And then it happened, all the weight you were holding came crashing down on you in a matter of minutes.

You had a breakdown, a big and horrible one. It was so bad that it left you emotionally and physically drained, unable to think or speak properly. You don't like being seen after moments like this, tears streaming down your face, a blank expression and weak stance, but this time you didn't care, you just wanted to go home as soon as possible.

When you finished the last mission/task of the day, you went straight home, knowing that the person you most needed to see at that moment was waiting for you there...

Vi

No because the second she sees your face her heart falls to the ground. There's nothing that hurts her more than seeing you down.

She's instantly by your side. Needs to know what happened. A rough week? Does she need to beat someone up? Please tell her, she's worried sick.

We know Vi is a touchy-feely person but will be hesitant to touch you just to not overwhelm you. Unless you give her an ok she'll keep her hands to herself.

If you don't feel like talking at that moment she will understand, will wait until you're ready or if you don't want to talk at all about it it's okay, but let her spoil you, It's the least she can do for you.

But if you need to vent don't worry because she will be there to listen and reassure you when needed.

You need time alone? Done. Whatever you need to feel better. (although she'll wait for you like an abandoned puppy :( )

But let's be honest here, with Vi? The only thing you need is one of her tight, gentle hugs, those who make you feel like putty and warm inside. Shell pepper you with kisses and smooches all over your face, head everywhere. And will hug your troubles away.

Will tell you stories from when she was younger, about how she used to cheer up her little sister when she messed, or explain you how her day went, what she did and that silly little thing she saw that reminded her of you. In hopes to make you forget that awful feeling.

I imagine her carrying you to bed, leaving you well settled for a session of cuddles, all cozy and intimate. Your face buried in her neck or chest, feeling every thrumming of her voice, while she's holding you, keeping your bodies close so that she can feel your breathing as it steadys.

Jinx

"You're home! ...toots?"

Oh no you're not ok, she instantly panics thinking it was her fault... And the voices don't help.

The convenient thing to do is explain what happened or how you're feeling. Starting from there she will be able to act according to the situation. Communication is key with Jinx!

If you need some distraction you're with the right person! She will take you to places she thinks are nice, high abandoned towers where you can visualize all the lights shinning in the night, will ask you to help her decorate her lair maybe help her with the latest graffiti she has in mind...

Need some rest? Then prepare for the best quality sleep ever, she'll hold you, face to face, all tangled up, while on the background there's playing some soft music she knows you enjoy.

Not the best at comforting but she's trying, would do anything to bring a smile to your face.

If you cry oh no, what is she going to do?! Will be desperate trying to think what to do that she'll end up so frustrated that will cry too.

Will remember what her sister used to do when she had a breakdown and try to do similar things that worked for her.

But it's complicated when it comes to Jinx... She's very insecure and the slightest change in mood will make her overthink and even if you explain to her that it's not her fault, she's going to end sad and worried.

in the end you both will need comfort, doesn't sound too bad...

Caitlyn

Mmmm British piltover finest woman huh? oh yeah, good choice. One of the safest options here tbh.

Caitlyn knows what she's doing. Knows how to treat you in any mood, what's the best for you and what you're comfortable with. You're in good hands.

The moment she hears your home can tell by all your sniffling and how your steps sound that you'd been crying, there's no use in hiding it, she knows.

Be ready to be treated like royalty. You'll experiment in your own skin the richest pampering you've ever felt.

Will sit you down in the sofa and wrap you with a blanket, then she'll prepare you a cup of your favourite tea, a good warm beverage to calm you down first and then if you feel like it, you'll talk about it.

If not it's ok, she won't push you but know she's there for you always.

Will run a hot bath for you, with some aromatic salts, those ones that make you feel sleepy and cozy, and will add some bubbles if you like them. She believes it is a good way to relax the body and clear the mind, it works for her when she has bad days.

If you want her to join you, you just have to ask. She will give you small massages around your sore body and will wash your hair for you. Ah so intimate and wholesome...

You'll end up so fuzzy from the bath and the warm that fills your body when cait treats you so delicately and appreciation, the moment you get in bed you pass out.

SEVIKA

She heard someone knock on the door, she knew perfectly well who would be at her door so late at night, what she did not expect was to see you in such a state.

Normally when she opened the door there you were, always with that smile, or you entered as if it were your house while you complained about something silly... But not this time, your face was wet, traces of dry tears on your cheeks and your head looking at the ground

"What, happened...? Come in."

It will be awkward at first, she is unsure about what she should do, she is not someone who knows how to act on these situations. Wants to say something but is afraid she won't find the right words.

Don't get me wrong, she is emotionally very intelligent but being in that situation so suddenly shocks her enough to the point that she doesn't know how to properly react. She's constantly in a very violent and harsh environment, so having to comfort someone is sort of a challenge.

But for you, the one who has been by her side, the one who healed her wounds whenever she came home injured, the person she has grown fond of, would do the impossible to return everything you have done for her.

This time you kept silent, that worried her but she would wait until tomorrow to talk about it if you wanted. Silence is something that is common between you, just some nod on your part and some question on theirs, enough to let her know that you needed some soothing.

She'll take your hand, leading you to the big window of her apartment, opening it wide, a light breeze brushing your faces and ruffling your hair. She would hug you from the side, her coat/cloak now placed on top of you. She would light a cigarette, if you smoked too you would share it, all in silence, only the sound of sniffles and head kisses now and there.

It's simple, but you don't ask for more, no words or big gestures are needed, you just need to be close to her to be able to release all the burden you feel.

You know she cares and she really does.

[minminnie-shii]

Giving SF9 Cuddles

Hai hai!! I know i’ve been gone for a while

lets just act like that never happened

Buttt, I’m back and recently I’ve been watching the new series of Kingdom and I am so hype to see my babies sf9 

currently sobbing

also my mom was very upset when they came in last place

anyways they’re all working so hard and I’m so proud of them so I decided to write this for all the Fantasy and new Fantasy who are getting into my babies.

so here is sf9 wanting cuddles, enjoy

~Kim Youngbin~

this man

uggghhh

i love him so much i might cry

moving on

being a father of eight children is hard work

but my best baby does everything he can and is the best leader he can be for those boys

butttt

being a little is hard work and he needs to be taken care of as much as they do

insert the love of his life

thats you

youre good at telling when hes stressed and do everything you can to help him

so when he looks at you with doe eyes asking for cuddles you don’t hesitate to say yes

so now your laying on your bed youngbins head on your chest

youre running your hand through his hair softly and humming to him

he lets out a peaceful sigh and lifts hiss head looking up at you

“i love you so much” 

he looks so sleepy and you couldn’t stop yourself from cooing at him

he eventually falls asleep and you just lay there quietly admiring him

he’s the love of your life and you’ll never understand how you got so lucky to have someone like him in your life

#toptiercouple

~Kim Inseong~

this man

DORK ALERT

he will ask for cuddles in the most dramatic way

you’re at the dorm visiting him before he starts filming for his new show

you know that you wont be able to see him for a while and youre a little sad

inseong of course knows this

so he wants to make today extra special

he surprised you with flowers and your favorite snacks 

he even bought you a penguin plushie that was almost the size of you

so now youre sitting on the couch waiting for him to come back so you could start the movie you wanted to watch

inseong was watching you from the kitchen

you were playing with the sleeves of his sweater that you were wearing staring blankly at the screen in front of you

he smiled softly to himself before skipping into the livingroom

“____, dont look so sad, cuddle me instead!”

his loud voice nearly made you jump out of your skin

he plopped onto the couch next to you and wrapped his arms tightly around you

he pulled you into his chest and slowly rocked you back and forth

a smile came to your face as you rested your head on his chest

“it wont be long, i promise ill call you everyday, okay?” 

he assured you that he’ll come see you as soon as filming was over

you knew that he would and you were more than willing to wait for him

because you love him and there was nothing that would ever change your mind

even if he is a major dork that makes you cringe more often than not

~Lee Jaeyoon~

bias wrecker number 1

did you guys see how hard he practiced for the jealous stage on kingdom

i might cry

i hope he got enough time to rest after hurting his knee

you were at your apartment when youngbin called you letting you know that jaeyoon was on his way to the hospital

of course you were worried but he assured you that he was okay he just hurt his knee

sObBiNg

of course you told him that you would meet him there and quickly got dressed

once you finally reached the hospital your boyfriend was staying at you found youngbin who was waiting for your outside

“is he okay? hes not too hurt is he?” 

“he’ll be okay, he just has to rest for a while, i told him you were coming”

as quickly as he could he led you into the room where jaeyoon was lying restlessly

when he heard the door open his head shot over to you and he smiled sadly

you quickly composed yourself and smiled, walking over to him

you sat in the chair next to him and the two of you talked for a while

he told you about coming in last place, feeling like he didn’t work hard enough

it hurt you to see him like that and you did everything you could to reassure him that you were proud of him and he did the best that he could

he began to grow sleepy while talking to you and you could tell

“can you spend the night here with me?” 

you almost squealed out loud as he sleepy state but you just nodded and agreed

he scooted as far as he could to the side of the bed to make room for you

you laid down next to him and he immediately wrapped his body around yours hugging you as closely as he could

he easily fell asleep to you petting his hair and whispering sweet nothings to him

i squealed

~Lee Sanghyuk~

bEaNnnnN

hes so adorable i cant handle it

he also may be my moms favorite she doesnt know yet

although he is a dork he is very serious when it comes to his relationship with you

you are the light of his life and he will treat you as such

but youre still not safe from his pranks and constant jokes

he came to your apartment in his next attempt to bug you 

but when he noticed that you weren’t your normal bubbly self he placed himself next to you on the couch

you immediately reacted and rested your body against his

he leaned back into the cushions and pulled you into his lap

he would occasionally kiss your forehead letting out small hums

he would listen intensely as you tell him about you day

you explained why you were sad and he acted as if it happened to him

giving you advice on how to deal with the situation

it was rare for you to see him so serious but you loved that he was willing to help you with whatever problem that you had

even if it was something small a small trivial matter that didnt have any meaning

once he was sure that you were okay and they two of you would joke around

being the little shit that he is he would pin you down on the couch and began to tickle you

“yah, knock it off!” 

you tried your best to push him off of you

but our man is swole and was not letting you off that easy

once he finally decides youve had enough flops down and lays on top of you

“youre lucky youre cute”

you couldn’t stop the growing smile on your face as the two of you continued to joke around

~Baek Ju Ho~

bias wrecker number 2

hes so precious and i cant handle the cuteness

aaaahhhhh

excuse me ill calm myself

the boy

whether he admits it or not

he will drop anything and run the minute you call his name

and if youre sad or if you pout

lord you better believe hes right there plotting the death of whoever made you sad

one day you and zuho are out walking around doing couple things

you know, being adorable

when all of a sudden you see a group of girls pointing and laughing

you werent sure what they found funny but you began to grow self concious

it didnt even have to be you that they were laughing at, but your mind got the best of you

zuho noticed the sudden change in behavior and immediately took your hand

he pulled you into a hug and rocked you back and forth slightly

he caressed the back of your head and whispered to you about how much he loves you and how beautiful you are

you looked up at him and smiled softly 

he chuckled to himself before placing a soft kiss to your lips

he continued to press light kisses all over your face as he hugged you tighter

you giggled and hid your face in his chest

the people that surrounded you couldn’t help but smile as they watched the two of you

even the girls who you thought were laughing at you they had large smiles on their faces as they all talked about wishing to have a boyfriend like him

~Kim Seok Woo~

i swear i feel like he would be the best boyfriend ever

i know im not the only one who sees it

C U D D L E B U G

he won’t be able to live if he doesnt touch you at least once every ten minutes

ten seconds

he loves your touches 

lets be honest he loves everything about you

i am not kidding

after a stressful day of filming schedules and whatever other plans he has

his favorite thing is to come home and have you waiting for him

there were a lit of times where you would fall asleep waiting for him

he knew that it was late and you wouldnt be awake so he didnt bother to call you

he walked into his dorm tired from the long day that he had

after getting a bottle of water he walked into his room and a large smile came to his face

you were lying on his bed bundled up in his blankets sleeping peacefully

he got ready for bed as fast as he could wanted to lie next to you as fast as he could

once he was ready he carefully and quietly lifted up the blanket covering up your body

he laid down next to you and slipped one arm underneath your body

he slowly rolled you over so your body was lying on top of his

once the two of you were cozy he covered your body back up with the blanket

letting out a peaceful sigh he relaxed his body against yours closing his eyes and letting your quiet breathing quickly lulling him to sleep

you woke up a little later noticing that you werent lying in the same position you fell asleep in

your eyes fluttered open and a smile came to your face as you stared at your sleeping boyfriend

you placed a small kiss on his nose before settling back down and once again falling into your slumber

~Yoo Taeyang~

baby

i love him so much

literally no words can explain it

uggghhh

anyway

his favorite thing to do outside of his idol life

iiisss 

*YOU*

so when he FINALLY gets a day off

guess what hes doing

hanging out with the love of his life of course

duh

he spent the night at your apartment the day before and now the two of you are lying in bed 

youre both lying on your sides just staring at each other with cute smiles on your faces

the aura around the two of you is peaceful, quiet, and intimate

to anyone looking in you could see the love pouring off of the two of you just by looking

you lifted your hand and brought it closer to taeyangs face, trailing your fingers up his jaw

you brought your hand up to his hairline and gently caressed his hair

“i love you”

a red hue came to taeyangs cheeks as he buried his face in your neck

“yah, you cant say stuff like that out of no where”

you giggle as his breath tickled your neck

you draped your arms loosely around his neck as he shifted to hover above you

“but its true”

“i love you” 

he buried his face in your neck again and attacked you with kisses

you squealed loudly and the two of you spent the rest of your day just like this

and neither of you would have it any other way

~Kim Youngkyun~

this dood

A W K W A R D

seriously please help him

no one really knows how the two of you got together

youre both so awkward that people dont understand your relationship

but lets be honest the two of you are perfect for each other

hwiyoung is a sensitive lil gentleman and he totally understands you

buttt sometimes it doesnt come out how he wants it to

you know, him being awkward and all

he does love your affection but he just has a hard time showing it

so a lot of the time youre the one that has to initiate it

“youngie come here”

his head shot over to look at you the minute that he heard you whine

he stood on his feet and walked over to his bed where you were sitting

“are you okay? whats wrong?” 

you just smiled and grabbed his hand pulling him onto the bed

he let out an exclaim of surprise as he landed with an oof on the bed

you acted quickly and wrapped your arms around his waist

you laid half of your body on top of his and stared down at him

his face was red as he stared up at you

“i hate it when you do that”

you laughed again as you rested your chin on his chest

“you love it and you know it”

he just rolled his eyes and the two of you continued to talk to each other while lying like that

hwiyoung locked his hands around your waist while you talked about your idea of getting a new puppy

“will you name it after me?” 

you gushed at his pout and squished his cheeks together

“youre too cute”

you loved how adorable he was and you hoped that he stayed this adorable forever

~Kang Chanhee~

fluffy fluff boy

deserves all the love in the world

supes awk

but tries to act confident around you because well

the boys make fun of him about you

our lil actor boy will be super chill about it as long as youre in the room

but the minute you leave

will whine and complain to his members

so one day when you randomly walked into the dorm and they were all there

you didnt hesitate to walk over to chani on the couch and plop down next to him 

you wrapped one arm around his waist and rested your head on his shoulder

you let out a small sigh and relaxed yourself into his body

the boys didnt say anything but they all had smiles on their faces as the two of you were in your own little world

chani slipped his hand into yours as the two of you continued to talk about your days

“when are you going to teach me your new routine?”

chani laughed and kissed the top of your head

“whenever youre ready”

he smiled when you let out a little yawn

“come on, lets go to bed”

you sat up and stood on your feet following him into his room

you plopped onto his bed and he laid down next to you

“will you sing for me?” 

he let out a tiny giggle before nodding

once the two of you were comfortable he began to sing quietly until your head lulled to the side 

once he knew you were sleeping he hugged you closer loving the fact that you were so close to him

[frauleinjustice]

Present for J: suntan one-shot!!

Supriiiise~! I wanted to write up a short lil suntan one-shot for my good friend @magicalmasa for her birthday!! 🍰​​ I really wanted to post it yesterday, but I sadly became so much busier until nighttime, so I apologize for that: but I still hope this can be a lil surprise for you to see~!

Summary: Sunny and Kel spend the weekend night together, with Kel spending the night over at Sunny’s house! They have lots of fun, spending time together... and they’re boyfriends, so Sunny also loves to just... relax and be happy with the boy that he loves...

So basically, just some mindless suntan fluff! This is my first time ever writing Sunny and Kel, and an OMORI one-shot in general, so I hope it’s good, and that you especially will love it, J!! ☆ ilu homie!! And to anyone else who may read this, thank you!! Hope you enjoy as well!

Sunny liked weekends. Not just in general, but especially because he could stay up late with Kel. The other was going to spend the night at Sunny’s house. Since Mari was still away at college with Hero, it admittedly got a bit lonelier in the house... so whenever his boyfriend could spend time with him, it made Sunny truly happy.

They even made a blanket fort, bringing up snacks and drinks from the kitchen as they planned to watch some movies, play video games together, read some comics... jokingly telling themselves that sleep was the last thing they will actually be doing.

“Aww, I was so close! You really are too good at this game, Sunny.” They were currently playing a fighting game together, Sunny winning yet again as Kel dramatically sighs in defeat.

“...Get good, Kel.” Despite the stone-faced look on Sunny’s face as he says that, there’s a hint of a smirk on his face as he looks towards him.

“Excuse you? Where’d you learnt that from, huh?” He laughs, wrapping one arm around Sunny while his other hand playfully gives Sunny’s head a noogie. “If we ever play a basketball game together, we’ll see who’s the one that really needs to get good, hah!”

“Hehe....” A quiet giggle leaves Sunny from the noogie and Kel’s remark, playfully patting at his arm. Sunny wasn’t the most expressive, so it might be hard to tell if he’s being serious or not when trying to be playful or sarcastic. But of course; Kel knows Sunny more than well enough to tell. Sunny sometimes worried if he was far too quiet for Kel’s liking... but Kel always made sure to reassure him that he loves Sunny the way that he is. He doesn’t need to change anything about himself to make Kel love him more.

“Alright! Ready to make fun of some comically bad movies?” After letting go of Sunny, he holds up several DVD’s with a widening smile on his face. “I’ve got several.”

“Mmhm.” Sunny points to one of them, looking like some kind of action movie. The movie was so badly written that Kel was nearly spitting out his soda with laughter, and even Sunny almost choking when he couldn’t hold in his laughter as he was eating a slice of pizza. The sarcastic comments they’d make about the ridiculous parts of the movie, plus them sometimes mocking the characters if they said something stupid... made for one hilarious movie nights full of laughter and Sunny’s mom having to come into the room a few times to tell them to be quieter, them apologizing each time. Though she was happy to see her son having so much fun with Kel: it wasn’t often he had such a wide smile on his face and clearly looking like he was having a lot of fun.

As they continued to chat the night away afterwards while the TV was now mostly background noise for whatever channel was playing at the moment... sleepiness eventually did start to catch up with the boy as it reached 2am, them getting comfy under the blankets in their forts. “Sleepyyy... guess we failed the ‘Staying Up All Night’ objective, huh?” He chuckles, Sunny nodding in response. “But I don’t mind that. Cause...well...” Feeling his face starting to heat up, he wraps an arm around Sunny’s waist to pull him close. “I-It means we can fall asleep together...cuddled up and stuff. H-Hehe...”

“Kel...” Sunny’s own cheeks turned a light pink as he found himself huddled up closer against Kel. In the couple of months that they’ve started dating by now, they have cuddled a few times before, yet Sunny still felt his heart leap as if it were the first time they were doing so all over again. Kel felt so warm... he loves being in his arms. As he stares up at his much taller boyfriend, there’s a light smile on his face as he teases: “...Cute.”

“Ah-h-hey, come on! It’s already embarrassing saying this kind of mushy stuff. Don’t tease me!” He bashfully laughs, feeling his cheeks heat up even more. Kel really didn’t think, before he started crushing on and dating Sunny: that’d he find himself saying such intimate and romantic things. He jokes to himself that 12 year-old him would gag at the thought of saying such ‘sappy, cheesy’ stuff. But he didn’t mind that... he happily wants to get more used to it. He’s fully of love for Sunny... and wants to express that in every way, shape, and form that he can.  

A soft yawn leaves Sunny as he snuggles up against Kel some more, burying his face in his chest. He could hear Kel’s heartbeat... the sound being so soothing to him. He could listen to it all night if he could... “...You’re warm, Kel.” He softly mumbles, in a near whisper. “I like it... it makes sleeping feel even better.” And here he had thought before that nothing could beat the coziness of Mari’s former bed... but in Kel’s arms, he feels like he could drift off right away. “And your heartbeats....sound nice..”

“Sunny...” While it admittedly does fluster Kel to also be told such intimate things in turn, it made his heart warm. He initially never thought he’d be told such things before... and that someone could fall for him so deeply like this. He could still remember the day where he finally gathered the courage to confess to Sunny, and how unusually nervous he felt the whole time before doing so; and how happy their friends felt for him and Sunny when they told everyone they started dating. He could look back on it now and laugh it off, now thinking himself silly for fearing the worst if Sunny rejected him. He mostly had Mari to thank, since she of course knows her little brother more than anyone, and reassured Kel that her brother felt the same way: that he made Sunny light up in a way no one else could. And funnily enough, in turn: Hero reassuring Sunny that Kel surely likes him back, since he also knows his own little brother better than anyone else: and that Kel always looks especially happy whenever he’s with Sunny. “....I’m glad.” He mutters just as softly, smiling warmly. His other hand goes to gently comb through the boy’s soft black hair. “I wanna... be like a nice blanket for you to cuddle, you know? Kind of like how you feel like a soft pillow! Haha....” He gives Sunny a soft squeeze, humming as he softly nuzzles him more.

“...I’m happy, too.” He truly did want to feel just as nice for Kel to hold, too. He wishes he could go to sleep in Kel’s arms every night...Feeling his eyes start to droop, Sunny speaks up after a few moments. “...Kel.”  

“Yeah, Sunny...?”

“......” He could feel his heart starting to race. Even if he’s of course said it before, he was still so shy about doing so....it stil felt so foreign to him. But whenever he said it, it made him feel fuzzy inside: he was excited to eventually grow used to saying it. “....I love you.” Sleepy eyes dart up at the boy, his ears turning red.

“H-Heheh...” No matter how used to it Kel would eventually get... it still made his heart burst whenever Sunny tells him he loves him; and of course, he always wants to say it right back, too. Gently kissing the top of his head, he beams a brighter smile at him. “I... love you, too, Sunny! You’re the best boyfriend ever. Now let’s get some sleep...  I wanna continue to have lots more fun with you tomorrow. G’niiiight....”

“Mm: sounds fun. Goodni...” And just like that, Kel was already out like a light, hearing him softly snore with a goofy, content look on his face. “Falling asleep in seconds as always. Kel...” He quietly laughs under his breath, loving the dorky little traits about Kel like that. Honestly, everything about Kel, he adored. He found him to be the best boyfriend ever, too. He leans up real quick for a moment... so he can press a soft, light peck to Kel’s lips. With his arms wrapped tightly around Kel, he rests his head against Kel’s chest once more as he finishes: “...Goodnight, Kel.” Before he eventually drifts off, too. He was looking forward to the morning, to continue having more fun with him.

[jaalismyhusband]

Roommates (part 3)

Title: Roommates

Pairings: Bucky x f!reader

Warnings: angst, attempt of rape, mentions of stalking, dark!bucky, explicit language, it ends with fluff tho!

Wordcount: 1.8k

Catch up: Part 1, Part 2

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Part 3

Days, weeks, hell, months went by and Y/N still couldn’t bring herself to forget about Bucky. No matter what Jason did or said, it was Bucky who she fantasized about late at night. She and Jason were together for a while now, but they haven’t got far, beside a messy make-out. Jason said he would wait, no matter how long she takes. Nevertheless, something about him trying to insinuate sex very often, left her doubting his previous statement. She didn’t want to feel pressured to be intimate with someone, and that’s exactly what she told him. The reaction he gave her left her in shock and on the verge of crying.

“What’s your problem?!” he shouted out of nowhere. Y/N flinched at the sound of his booming voice in his small apartment. He was raging.

“I don’t understand. What do you mean?” She tried to sound more confident, but her voice was shaky with fear.

“You know exactly what I mean! Why don’t we ever have sex? What’s holding you back so much? Unlike you, I try to make things happen!” Jason confessed.

“Excuse me? I am trying!” she got defensive.

“Are you now? Well, let’s see if you mean it.” A mischievous grin plastered on his face and she knew that meant trouble. She started to back away from him. Eyes opened wide and filled with tears.

“Come here, you little bitch. That’s all you’re good for anyway!” He tried to grab her, but she couldn’t let that happen. Everything was a blur from then. She bit, kicked and punched – mostly air though. Thankfully, she shimmied out from under him after a successful hit. Running straight for the door, she never looked back.

When she was in the safe distance from him and sure, that she wasn’t being chased, she broke down in tears. Sliding down the wall in the dark alleyway, she let all that pent-up frustration flow out of her in form of tears. Why would he do that to her? She was blinded by the want for their relationship to work so much, that she didn’t notice the obvious red flags.

After some time, her eyelids got heavy. Exhaustion from the sudden rush of adrenaline struck her all at once. She stood up and began walking back to the Stark Tower. Thankfully, she wasn’t far. As she got home, it was already late night.

Bucky was waiting for her to come back, as every other night. Even if he didn’t admit it, he was worried sick about her. Nevertheless, he shrugged all the comments she ever made with a simple I couldn’t sleep.

Ding of the elevator doors alerted Bucky of her arrival. Her footsteps were heavy, as she made her way through the room seeking comfort of her bed.

“Y/N!” She flinched at his voice and he immediately knew; something was very wrong. One look at her dirty clothes, teary bloodshot eyes and a bruise on her cheek left his brain speculating. Slowly, he approached her.

“Babygirl, talk to me. What happened to you?” She thought all of her tears were left in that humid alleyway, but it only took that pet name to start the faucet in her eyes. It’s been quite a while, since he addressed her as that.

“I missed the way you used to call me.” She gave him a teary smile. His face scrunched up in confusion. He didn’t realize it was affecting her so much.

“Well, I figured it would be inappropriate to call you those, since you started dating.” Her lips dropped from a weak smile to a frown. Bucky must have struck a sensitive nerve. He took her to her bedroom and sat her on the bed.

“Stay here,” he commanded. Even if she wanted to resist, her body was worn out and weak. Bucky started going through her drawers fishing out clean clothes for her to change into. Then, he handed them to her.

“Go and shower. I know you’re exhausted, but trust me, you’ll feel better.” Half asleep, she obeyed and staggered to the bathroom, closing the door in the process.

“I’ll be near, if you need something!” Bucky shouted through the door and tried to fight the urge to walk in on her naked and vulnerable. This is not the time, he scolded himself. Deciding to make something useful instead, he went to the kitchen to prepare some tea.

After what seemed like eternity to him, Y/N finally came out of the bathroom, dressed in clothes he picked. The control he possessed over that decision was exciting him. Looking over her frail appearance, he took the tea and motioned for her to follow him to the couch. Once seated, he offered her a blanket, which she accepted, wrapping herself up in the cozy material.

They sat there in silence for a while, neither of them sure, how to start. Bucky scanned her face. She felt his gaze on her, but was too ashamed to talk about what happened. Solely because, it was mostly her fault. If she didn’t lead Jason on and confronted her real feelings, she wouldn’t have been in this situation in the first place. She wiped the sensitive wet skin around her eyes, attempting to dry the tears.

“Did he hit you?” Bucky’s low voice was frighteningly calm, as he motioned to her red cheek. She shrugged her shoulders, feeling uncomfortable and exposed.

“I guess, yeah. It all happened so fast.” Her throat was dry, making her voice sound even more weak. She must have looked pathetic right now. Regardless, Bucky’s sympathetic look gave her some strength to tell him what happened. She noticed, he was trying to control his breathing and clenched his jaw during her monologue.

“That pathetic excuse of a man.” Bucky mumbled, clearly disgusted by Jason’s actions. His brows furrowed in an angry expression. He was going to find that motherfucker and show him, that absolutely no one can touch his girl. Ready to stand up and fulfil his promise, he was stopped by Y/N’s voice.

“I’m sorry, Buck.”

“Baby, you have nothing to apologize for.” He tried to reassure her, but his words fell on the deaf ears.

“No, it’s mostly my fault. I got myself into that situation because I wasn’t honest with Jason. The truth is, I already love someone else.” This is getting interesting, Bucky thought as he sat back on the couch. Was there a third man? Who could it be? Bucky was sure she didn’t regularly meet with any other males beside him, Jason and male members of Avengers.

“It doesn’t matter, because he doesn’t feel the same. Anyway,” she took a deep breath and continued, “I led Jason on, using him as a way to bury my real feelings. Long story short, it backfired on me, because I wouldn’t sleep with him. I don’t know why though. Even if I never confessed my feelings to that person, it still felt like cheating. At first, Jason was understanding, but soon he got impatient and well, you know the rest.”

Bucky was envious of the man she loved. Her loyalty was just another great quality added to her personality. He wanted to be that man so badly. The gears in his head were turning almost painfully hard, trying to figure out the man’s identity.

“And also, I want to apologize for neglecting you, Buck. I’m sorry for all the times I couldn’t hang out with you or rushed out of conversations because of Jason. I want you to know, that I regret it and now I realize, he wasn’t worth it. I’m sorry.” She felt the need to say it. She wanted him to piece it together and realize he’s the one her heart longs for.

Afraid to say something, that would expose his true feelings, he only pulled her to his chest and held her tightly. Her body fit against him snugly as they cuddled on the couch. Stroking her hair, he whispered: “I know, baby. I’m sorry too.”

She squeezed his torso with her small arms and snuggled into the crook of his neck, inhaling his musky scent. It felt right to be in his arms. Bucky’s hands were stroking her soft skin, lulling her to sleep.

Bucky wanted to stay like this forever. They have never been this close to each other. Sure, they have hugged before, but not like this. She held on to him so tightly, Bucky thought he would explode with the amount of warmth swarming his chest. Her body was so soft and intoxicating. The smell of her shampoo was very familiar to him, because of all the times he snuck into the bathroom to watch her shower. Would she be turned on, like him, by the idea of him watching her? Or would she push him away with disgust plastered over her beautiful face? How would she react if he told her that he heard her every single time gasping and moaning when she played with herself? His super-soldier senses allowed him to hear her even through a closed door. She never noticed anything. It was amusing to him, how oblivious she was to his occasional stalking.

Noticing her grip weakened, he realized she fell asleep in his arms. He waited so long for this to happen and now that it did, he couldn’t get enough. He wanted to freeze time and never let anyone disturb her slumber.

He scooped her up and she unconsciously tangled her limbs around him like a koala. Letting the blanket fall back on the couch, she shivered and pressed herself into him more. Bucky took them to her bedroom. He wasn’t keen on leaving her grasp, but after what she had told him today, he didn’t want to overwhelm her. Sighing, he tucked her in bed. Pressing a gentle kiss on her forehead, he wished her goodnight and turned around to leave.

Y/N’s hand flew up to his wrist, waking her up immediately, afraid to be left alone by him.

“Please, Bucky, stay.” He froze in a place, thinking he was hallucinating. But her pleas were just as real as her hand tugging him back to her inviting embrace. He couldn’t refuse her, so he got in bed behind her. Draping an arm around her, he pulled her close to him, nuzzling his face into the back of her neck. She held onto his arm squeezing it with her arms towards her torso. He had to control himself as he felt her breasts press firmly against his forearm. He placed a chaste kiss on her neck and she hummed at the innocent ministration. Now content, they both fell asleep pressed tightly against each other, with their legs tangled.

Part 4

@vicmc624 

[youremeimyou]

Buttercup & her best friend Guk

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pairing: Jeon Jungkook x reader genre: angssstt(don’t be fooled by the title, this is angsty stuff), some fluff, slight smut(?) idk I’ve never written anything describing ‘doing the deed’ before- friends to best friends THEN to lovers au lol, touch oriented Jungkook, ex-boyfriend Jimin word count: 6k warnings: smut(not too explicit but a bit rough) check out my mlist

Description: Jungkook has become someone very important to you over the last couple of years. But after your last experience with dating your best friend, you resolve to repressing your feelings. Until Jungkook can’t repress his own, anymore.

A/N: I had started writing this before the comeback but could only finish now. Btw the comeback was too lit i can’t even- Anyways, I hope you like this oneshot. As always, I’ll really appericiate if you leave feedback. I’d love to know what you think so that I can improve my writing. Enjoy!

Guk is your friend. He has always been ever since you got to know each other. What changed in the course of last few years was how close of a friend he was to you. You met him through Jimin, your former crush of a best friend as you liked to call him. See, being Jimin's best friend was easy at that time. Jimin is so full of love that he can't help but share it with others. And your clingly but cute friendship with him had started right after randomly getting paired in a group project in freshman year. But things move so fast with that guy.

You'd admit, despite having a long line of girls insterested in him, the fact that Jimin would always walk to you after stepping inside the school had you squirming and squeaking inside. Which sped up the whole falling for your best friend process excessively. And once you kissed him at that stupid frat party when you were both drunk, he felt like he had to respond to not have you feeling bad. The start of all your problems..

Because after being together for half a year, you overheard him talking to Hoseok about how your first kiss had actually happened. And it made you furious with thinking he was pity dating you that whole time.

And as fast as it begun, it was over. You were heartbroken for sure but realized maybe you weren't a great pair to begin with. As best friends, you were. With how you could talk to each other about everything, how you'd help each other with every problem and how much fun days would be. But the awful outcome of all of that was your friendship was lost in the process, too. Your friendship with Jimin meant you get to spend time with six other amazing guys that you loved, on a daily basis once. But unfortunately that too, was no longer possible for you after the break-up.

Except for Jungkook. 

As you had a falling out with Jimin, you grew closer with Jungkook. In fact, when you told him why you guys broke up, he went to Jimin and Hoseok's place in fury and had a serious fight with Jimin. Which damaged their relationship as well. Normally rushing like that without having a talk wasn't something Guk would do. Especially to his hyungs, whom he loved and respected very much.

But seeing the fragile look on your face that night, with tears theatening to fall down from your eyes, something came over him. Because in all the time he had known you, he hadn't witnessed a moment when you seemed week. It was characteristic of you to put up a front and hide it when you were struggling. But that night you were too hurt to pretend. And having Guk around, you didn't feel like you had to. His embrace was comfortable enough to fall apart in. So when you started trembling as he had his arms around you, he felt like his heart was being ripped out. Hence, the fight. And they didn't go on to become enemies or anything but it wasn't the same between him and his hyungs either.

Guk stayed with you since then. Not replacing the role of being your best friend but giving it a whole new meaning. Because he became someone you opened your heart to like you did to no one else.

Which is the reason why you're sitting on the hood of his car right now, staring at the night sky. It's chilly and you don't have a coat but it's okay. Because just as you suddenly shiver a little, a blanket is being wrapped around you. "Lucky you left these in the car after the last picnic." Jungkook says as he joins you on the hood and adds his arms to cover you from the cold. This isn't unusual for you two, especially since Jungkook is touch-oriented and you enjoy cuddles. What's kind of out of the ordinary is how quiet Jungkook's been all night. You've noticed but didn't mention it up until now, hoping he'd open up at some point. Because you were his confidant just as he was yours.

But Jungkook just kept his head low for the most of the night. It was his idea to come out here by the river, too. Which is a bit strange. Normally he'd make fun of you for planning a hangout such as this one, calling you a hopeless romantic. He seems calm but when he looks off into the distance, you can somehow see his mind is full and foggy.

"Are you gonna tell me what's on your mind, Guk?"

He looks down at you in surprise. "What do you mean?"

You want to continue but out of nowhere, you find yourself trying to repress a smile, because of the way his face seems upside down. Your head is currently positioned on his chest and you're apperantly still a child cause you find the reverted sight of his head funny.

"What's funny?" His demenour changes when he notices your lips curving, his features soften.

"Nothing. Other than your face." you tease. To such a comment, he'd usually respond with a forehead flick or something. But this time he giggles. "Your face upside down is quite the sight too, Y/N." He knows you like the back of his hand. He slowly removes a string of hair out of your eyes and to the back of your ear. Then turns back to watching the distance.

"I can see something's bothering you, Gukkie. Tell me what it is, so I can fix it." Your statement's geniune. You'd do anything to help him and he knows it. He also knows you're the only one who can fix what's wrong with him. That's why it hurts him to not be able to say it.

"I'm starting to like this kind of thing. You know, getting all cozy watching the stars and all. I'm afraid you're rubbing off on me."

You know he's just making this up to avoid the question but pushing the subject isn't the way to go with Jungkook. You'll take your time trying to figure out what's up.

"Then the solution is clear. You gotta get rid of me."

His gaze falls on you once more. "Don't even think for a second I'm ever letting you go."

That sentence is everything. It's reassuring and intimate but moreover, real. More real than what others promised to you before. After Jimin, you tried your chances with other guys. Luck wasn't on your side, though. Every bad ending made you close yourself more and shut others out. Making trust almost impossible. Guk is the only guy you can believe when he says he won't abandon you.

"Wanna head back? It's getting even colder out here." Jungkook suggests after a while of enjoying each other's company in silence. But sees that you've already fallen asleep on his chest. He has to carry you to the car and then to your house. Being as gentle as possible, he places you on your bed, lingering above you a bit longer than necessary.

Just as he's about to leave, you open your eyes ever so slightly when you feel the warmness of his touch fading away. "Hey.. stay.."

Jungkook's breath hitches and then he sighes heavily. "Now you wake up?"

Smiling at his complaint with your eyes half closed, you hold a grip on his wrist. "I'm sorry. Will you stay?"

Of course he will. "I was gonna come back to drive you to class in the morning, anyway. So why not?" He slips under the covers next to you, wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you to him. Which makes your smile grow even wider.

"C'moon, Y/N. Hurry!" Jungkook whines and pulls you down the stairs of your aparment in a rush. He just came over to your place at five in the morning, waking you up and dragging you out, claiming that he needed to show you something. You don't even get to question just what it is exactly he has to show you at this stupid hour when you make your way to the street.

"Did it shrink?"

Jungkook looks at you with confused eyes. "What?"

You lift your index finger to point at the motorcycle he's currently sitting on. "Did your car shrink to this?"

As soon as the penny drops Jungkook bursts into laugther, producing cute sounding giggles. Then, he is finally able to control himself. "And here I was, excited to show you my bike! I thought you'd like it." A playful pout settles on his lips.

"I- I mean it looks great, it's just.." you drag your sentence out at first, embarresed to say it but finally you give up with a sigh and admit. "I like it better in a car where it's- you know, safe."

Another round of merciless laughter comes from Guk. Until he notices you glaring. "It's not that dangerous, Y/N."

"Oh really?" You lift your left eyebrow in disbelief. It's only been a few days since you saw that motorcycle accident on the news, too. The balls this guy has, you think. When he senses that you're about to give him a whole lecture on the subject, mentioning known motorcycle accident rates and all, he quickly cuts you off and adds, "I mean, you don't have to worry because I'll be the one riding it, buttercup."

There it is. Buttercup. The nickname he mostly uses when he wants to convince you to do something you don't wanna do. (He also rarely calls you that if a moment you're having is too intimate.)

You cross your arms and just stand there, still glaring at him. His playful pout is then joined by sad doe eyes. "See?" he reaches up a helmet to you, bright purple with colorful decorations on it. It's pretty cute, you have to admit. "I had designed this helmet just for you and everything, too." When you still don't say a word, he gets up from the seat and comes towards you.

"Don't you trust me, buttercup?"

You take the helmet out of his hands and place it on your head, causing Jungkook's pout to transform into a bunny smile.

"Get ready for a hell of a fun ride, Y/N." he says with a smirk as you settle behind him.

"If you kill us, I won't hang out with you in hell."

"Yes, you will. But we'll be fine, trust me."

In fact, you do trust him. You know he's had his M1 licence for years now and he's been saving up for a bike maybe his whole life. It's just the other people on the streets that you have a problem trusting. Since those so called car drivers tend to not see bike riders in traffic. But as you slowly start crusing the streets you realize there aren't many cars out there if any. Considering how early it is,  it’s not exactly a surprise.

Jungkook starts picking up speed, not all at once but little by little. And you don't notice until you feel the wind harsh against your face. "Guk, don't go crazy." You hear him hum affirmatively over the motor sound. But he doesn't slow down. On the contrary, he's going even faster.

He makes a sudden turn and you grab his waist tightly in panic. Speed was never really your thing but it is just so Jungkook. By this point, you're not even looking around you. You're just ducked down behind Jungkook, holding onto him like a lifeline, eyes shut tight and head burried in his nape.

Then, Jungkook slows down. The roaring sound of the motor dials down and it takes a moment for you to finally open your eyes. When you do, you see that you're crossing a bridge. The dawn is breaking and the sky is splendid. You see every shade of yellow, orange and red up there. The wind is soft and the heat of the rising sun warms you to your bones. It's probably one of the most precious things you've ever witnessed. And you don't know why, but the sunrise resembles Jungkook in your mind. Only, the glow of his skin under it nearly outshines the sun itself. That's how beautiful Jungkook looks.

Your grip on his waist loosens but it's still there. Now, you're just holding him in content, wanting to share the moment. "This is what I wanted to show you, buttercup." His voice is just above a whisper. And you silently thank him by placing a soft but long kiss on his shoulder. Which is worth more than words to Jungkook.

"I wanna go~"

Jungkook cannot roll his eyes enough to express his disagreement. He's had more than enough of frat parties over the course of your college years.

"But I thought we weren't gonna do frat parties anymore."

"It's been years since we've been to one. I just think it could be fun, you know. And they have the best booze."

Well, they have free booze. But yeah, free booze is the best booze, Jungkook agrees. This particular frat house is the one his hyungs hangs out at, however. Since Taehyung and Namjoon live there. It used to be the usual chilling place back when you were dating Jimin. You haven't been there since the break-up and neither has Jungkook.

"You know he'll be there, Y/N." You give him a careless shrug. "Yeah. I don't care. I'm tired of running away from him." He looks at you with squinted eyes, wondering what caused your change of heart after almost three years. It doesn't look like you're gonna give up. "Fine. We'll go."

When you get there the party has already started but the door is closed, as always. Frat boys don't allow intruders. After ringing the bell rapidly you wait there, hoping someone can hear it over the music and moments later, a tall brunette opens the door and gasps immediately.

"Hey, Taehyung."

Next thing you know is Taehyung launching at you, trapping you in a tight hug. "I missed you, Y/N." he says with a muffled voice. You weren't expecting such a warm welcome. But Taehyung's always been an amazing friend to you. You can't deny that you've missed him, too. He breaks away from you only to tackle Jungkook down to the ground. "Finally remembered the way to hyung's house, have you Guk?" Thankfully, you're familiar with this hugging/wrestling thing they always did back then.

"Wanna let us in?" Guk manages to say while getting pinned down.

You make your way inside and apparently shit has already gone crazy. Everyone is making out with someone at some corner, the smell of weed is all over the place and beer pong seems to have turned into a fight rather than a friendly competition.

Taehyung fixes you up with two glasses of whiskey, since you're special guests. And okay, Jungkook can understand that Taehyung has missed you and wants to catch up but oh why does he have to walk in between you two? he thinks. His hands are all over you, too. Which is normal for you, you know he's touchy with all his close friends but it just annoys the hell out of Jungkook right now.

When you arrive at the big living room, you see him. Park Jimin in all his might. It's obvious he hasn't lost the king of beer pong title to anyone, with the way he's standing gracefully in front of the table and how people around him are worshipping him. He seems the same, except for the hair. He's dyed it pink. Jimin hasn't seen you yet and as he starts looking your way you take cover behind the boys.

"It's safe, he's gone the other way, honey." Taehyung informs. Honey? What the fuck? are Jungkook's thoughts.

You come out to see Jimin sitting on the sofa, with his back facing you. A girl comes to sit on his lap, grinding her hips on his and her lips are all over his neck. Jimin's too busy to notice you, tonight.

"Y/N." Jungkook appears in front of you. "We can still get out of here and go to a club or something-"

"No! We're gonna have fun and we'll do it here." Stubbernness usually comes with tipsy Y/N package, both Jungkook and Taehyung know this. So you stay.

After a while, when you've gulped down your third glass of whiskey and had a couple of vodka shots, you're ready to go crazy. Taehyung puts on a groovy hip hop song, wondering if you still own the dance-floor at parties. You don't. But with the amount of alcohol in your veins you forget that and get up on the table. When you start moving to the beat, a lot of woo-hoos can be heard. You've got some moves so this used to be your thing back then. People are gathering around you, cheering. Jungkook is trying to stay close to catch you in case you lose balance.

Which you eventually do and you stumble backwards on the edge but fall to the opposite side of Jungkook. And right into the arms of Jimin. Perfect.

"Caught you." he says and you gulp. First interaction in almost three years and you're in his arms. Jimin slowly and gently puts you down, helping you stand straight. "You're still the best drunk dancer around, huh?" His eyes are locked with yours. Why is he trying to converse with you? Why did he even save you? The last time you were together, you were shouting at him with anger, not even letting him speak. Didn't he hate you after that like you thought?

"I really am drunk."

"Let's get you to the couch-"

Jungkook runs over to you and pulls you to himself. "Buttercup, you okay?" You nod and he sighes in relief. Jimin leaves when Guk shows up, though.

Jungkook sits you down on the couch, examining your body for possible injuries but Taehyung calls him over.

"C'mon Guk! These guys are challenging your record. Let's show 'em." Jungkook tries to wave his hand to signal no but you stop him. "Just go. I'm fine."

"Y/N you just fell from-"

"I'm okay, I was caught. We're supposed to be having fun and you haven't finished your first drink yet. Just go and beat those guys in shots. Show 'em whose boss, Guk." Jungkook's record of downing more shots than anyone is important to him whether he admits it or not. But he hesitates to leave you. You have to push him and kick him on the butt lightly to make him go over there.

Once he leaves, you're once again across the view of the same girl devouring Jimin's neck. And this time, Jimin is responding. Unbottoning her shirt and kissing all over her bra. It's becoming too much for you to watch. Not that you're jealous, you've been over him for quite some time. But the sight just brings back the memory of a guy touching you or kissing you because he loved you. Well, you thought he loved you back then. That's why it was too hard to find out the truth about your relationship. After him, none of the guys you dated could make you feel special either. Even sex was just sex at a certain point so you stopped having that, too.

You get up and go to another room but the sudden movement makes you dizzy. Wobbly walking without looking ahead, you bump into someone.

"Shit, I'm sorry-"

"It's okay." he says and catches you when you lose balance again. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, just moved suddenly that's all. I'm fine now."

He's tall. And definetely attractive. He pushes his hair back and you notice his lip ring. Fuck.. you love lip rings. Things escalate quickly and you find yourself dancing with him, bodies really close. It gets real steamy real fast when he places his lips on your neck.

"You're really beautiful." he whispers in your ear. "And I love the way you move to the beat." Compliments are only to get in your pants and you know it. But you don't mind, maybe it's what you seek. "You're not so bad yourself." After dancing and talking some more, he suggests to go somewhere else but you don't wanna waste time so you take him upstairs. Meanwhile Jungkook's been looking for you, going around the house and catches sight of you at the last second, seeing you going up the stairs and dragging someone with.

He tries to get to you quickly but the way is blocked with college students dancing and high out of their minds. It takes a while for him to break through and get to the staircase. You've already reached the closest room, Taehyung's. But it's occupied. By none other than Jimin and that girl. Seeing that fires you up even more and you drag the guy to Namjoon's room. Thankfully that one's available.

But someone barges in. "What the fuck are you doing?" It's Jungkook. He's pissed.

"Dude, what the fuck are you doing? Can't you see we're busy-" Jungkook grabs the guy and drags him out. Despite being shorter, he's more built and easily overpowers him. Then, closes the door flat on his face and turns to you.

"Jungkook, what the-"

"Do you know who he is?" he shouts at you.

"Yeah, the guy I was about to bang-"

"Do you even know his name, Y/N?" he's practically screaming at this point.

"It's Minjae or something."

"It's Jaebum. And he's a dick. He just wants to sleep with you and that's it. Do you know how many girls he played with? He's a fuckboy-"

"Great. That's what I wanted. I wanted someone who knows how to fuck good and you just kicked him out!" You shout back. This isn't like him, he's never intervened like this before. And he's shocked to hear you say those things. You, who wouldn't even bother having a one night stand anymore because of how meaningless it seemed.

"Why are you doing this, Y/N? Is it because of Jimin?"

"No!" Your face drops. "Yes?- I don't know. I just wanted someone to make me feel special. I haven't felt like that for the longest time, Guk."

Jungkook's whole demeanour changes and his eyes go dark. "And you go to that guy? A stranger you don't even know, to make you feel special?" He moves closer to you, making your heart race. You take a step back but your back hits the wall. He's trapped you. "You think he can give it to you better than I can?" He's so close that you feel his breath on your neck.

"Unlike him, I know just how special you are," One of his hands finds your shoulder. "how beautiful you are," That hand travels down your arm and finds your waist. "how strong but also how delicate you actually are." He grips your waist tightly, pulling you closer if that's even possible. "But I never even cross your mind like that, do I?" He speaks as if the words are venom. Almost like he's hurt. But what he doesn't know is he has been in your mind like that. More than once or twice.

"You do.." It's barely even audible so Jungkook has to ask again in shock.

"What?"

"You do cross my mind like that. I just-"

His lips are on yours.

What you were hoping to get from that Jaebum guy tonight can't even get close to this feeling and all Jungkook's doing is kissing you. But it's too deep to be labeled as just a kiss. Very rough but passionate, open mouthed and wet. He practically has to rip himself apart from you to let the both of you breath.

Your hands instinctively go to his belt, trying sloppily to unbuckle it. Which makes him freeze and come out of the frenzy he was in.

"Wait. Y/N, are we going too far?"

Not the time to be considerate Guk, you think but his hand finds yours and stops them.

"Not far enough, Guk." You slap his hand away and get to the task at hand once more.

"Y/N- I won't be able to stop if you keep this up. Are you- are you sure-"

"Jungkook.. please.." You have no idea what's gotten into you. Maybe it's the repressed feelings you've been having for him coming to surface or maybe it’s the alcohol but you're dying for him to touch you right now. "Just please.."

And that's all it takes for his eyes to go dark again. Next thing you know is you're on the bed, no clue how or when you got there and Jungkook is pushing into you relentlessly. When did you get undressed? When did he even put the condom on? Time is so wobbly in that moment. It feels like seconds and hours at the same time. And Jungkook turns out to be right. He does know you the best. Every inch of your body he'd already learned from all the times you held each other close. Somehow, he knows exactly where to touch and how.

Every moan from you is music to his ears and he gives his all to hear more of it. Moans turn into his name as you close in on your climax. "J-Jungkook ahh.. Jungkook.." you scream on and on and he can't hold much longer, either. His thrusts become sloppy but determined to satisfy you the best as he claimed, he keeps filling you up.

"Don't stop. I'm almost there.. I'm-" you cum all over him and he follows soon after. All the while having the most dazed smile on his face. After pulling out, he connects your lips once more but this time it's softer. Like he's savouring the taste.

Then he lies next to you and silence takes over. You want to say something but all words are lost to you. Everything is overwhelming, from the way you’re both out of breath to how his head is burried in the crook of your neck. Guk on the other hand seems to be in a bliss.

"I.. I love you, buttercup." he manages to say before dozing off. You open your mouth to say something, but close it when you hear the light sleeping noises coming from him. He's only saying that because of what just happened, right?

Taehyung finds you like that in his bed a couple of hours later and kicks the two of you out. "I have to bleach my sheets and my eyes now, thanks." he complains while doing so. You make him swear to never speak of this to anyone and he complies. "I'm blocking this memory out completely, don't worry."

The ride home is silent. You still hold Jungkook's waist on the bike but he doesn't stay with you when you get home. Even though he'll come back in a few hours to take you to class. You don't ask why, you need to take time to process everything, as well.

Last night is the fifth time in a row that you don't get enough sleep. A couple of weeks has past since that night with Jungkook and honestly.. you’re fucked to say the least. On the surface it looks like you’re both moving on with your lives as normal, almost like nothing happened. Almost being the keyword here. Because once you take a closer look, you can see that the times he stays over at your place has dialed down to a zero. Touching each other freely is no longer an option, either. And these among many others are the reasons you can’t sleep properly.

Your plan is to talk to him tonight. The original plan is going to Taehyung’s birthday party that’s being held in a club. After the frat party he insisted both of you to join since you’ve missed the last two birthdays of his. And you agreed. Especially because Guk was starting to patch things up with his hyungs again and you had missed the guys as well. And you’re gonna talk to Guk when you see him there. For sure.

If he ever comes near you for more than ten seconds, that is. The venue is cramped up with lots of people and Jungkook must’ve made it his mission to speak to each and every one of them because he won’t stop moving around. After trying to get him alone for countless times and failing, you retreat to the sitting area with the biggest frown on your face. Jimin finds you and sits next to you.

“Why are you sulking in the corner? Don’t let Taehyung see you like this, he says everyone has to be having the time of their lives and he seems pretty strict about it.” Considering that Taehyung’s a drama queen, that sounds about right.

“I can’t get Jungkook to pay attention to me.”

Jimin smiles at your pouty face. “Oh no! A lovers’ quarrel?”

“Wha- No! We’re not- lovers.” you air-quote the word ‘lovers’, it always sounded strange to you.

Confusion can be read on Jimin’s face. “Really? We always thought you guys were dating. Are you sure you’re not?” The last part he says in a teasing voice.

“I’m positive Jimin, don’t make fun of me.” you’re still sulking.

“I’m not. So what happened?”

You turn your head to look at him. After all this time, you feel like you can still talk to him and he’ll understand. “I- I mean we- well, it happened so suddenly but-”

“You guys had sex.”

Your eyes go wide and your mouth drops with shock.

“Taehyung told me how he caught you two.” Jimin shrugs. That traitor.

“Okay, yes. And I think I scared him away. Just like I did to you.” You laugh at the irony bitterly.

Jimin turns completely to you and makes you face him as well. “Look Y/N, I never really had the chance to explain back then but- you didn’t scare me away. It wasn’t like what you thought. Yeah, our first kiss was totally out of nowhere for me but I truly loved dating you. I did, in a really short time, fall for you. And I was in no way pity dating you. It was all real, I swear.”

Wait, what? You had fought with Jimin all those years ago and ended your relationship over nothing? And you screamed at him, blamed him for something so shitty that he didn’t even actually do? Your heart sank. “Jimin, I-”

“Look, I was sad but I moved on. I know you have, too. To Jungkook. I was pretty upset, thinking he stole you from me for quite some time.”

“Jimin, I don’t know what to say.”

“You don’t need to say anything to me. But just- it’s okay that you’ve fallen for your best friend. It wasn’t a mistake then and it’s not a mistake now. But talk to him about it, alright?”

Well fuck. He's right. You have fallen for your best friend again. Two things are different about this time, though. The first is this time you managed to hide it, even from your self. Because of how badly things ended before. And the second thing is what you feel for Jungkook is poles apart from your former feelings for Jimin.

If the first time your desire was a candle light, this time it's the sun in its entirety. And even though you've been flying too close to it this whole time, it doesn't burn you, instead it warms your soul. The simple sight of Jungkook is enough to comfort you and his arms are always home. And ever since you've had a taste of him, the taste of his body linking with yours in a perfect fit and the blissful feeling following that, you know this isn't like anything you've felt before.

"So.. it looks like your moment of clarity is in process. I'm gonna go get Gukkie." Jimin says and gets up.

You stop him for a moment, gripping his shirt. "Thanks, Jimin. And I'm sorry." Then you let your grip go and put on a guilty but geniune smile. He smiles understandingly as response before going to find Jungkook.

Jimin gets up on one of the futons to get a better view into the crowd. Which helps him locate the younger boy. He suddenly feels nervous as he walks closer to Jungkook. He had no problem talking to you but somehow he had this stupid pride about talking to Jungkook until now. Because yeah, you yelled at him and said heavy things but Jungkook.. one of the people who knows him best didn't even bother asking if what he heard was true. And the fight they had was a physical one. Which left Jungkook with a bleeding nose, Jimin with a black eye and both of them with broken hearts.

Jimin slowly taps on Guk's shoulder, making him turn around.

"Can I talk to you Jungkook?"

Jungkook's eyes tear up a bit but he holds it in. He's always felt guilty about how he treated Jimin back then and carried that with him for a long time. And now, all of that mixed with the little alcohol in his system, makes him emotional. Especially because it's Jimin who made the first approach, even though it's Jungkook who was at fault. "Hyung.. I-"

"Both of us were lost in a misunderstanding that day. But I'm the hyung, I should've made things right. I'm sorry-"

"No! I am. I don't know why I attacked you like that, without even trying understand you before. And I was a coward for not coming to sort things out all this time. Hyung, please forgive me for hurting you."

Jimin's eyes turn into crescents and he pulls the younger in a tight hug. "We've all missed you so you have to make up for all the lost time, punk." He jokingly scolds him but in brotherly language, it means he accepts the apology.

"I will hyung. In fact, let's have a drink-" Jungkook smiles as they part. But Jimin makes him turn his body towards you. "First, talk to her."

"Wha-"

"A bit of advice, tell her exactly how you feel. No lies." Then he practically shoves Guk your way. You were already walking to him so you meet halfway when Jungkook -being pushed- clashes into you, making you stumble backwards.

Thankfully he catches you before you fall but now, his arms completely surround you and your faces are only inches apart. "Shit- you okay Y/N?"

"Yeah, you?"

He nods but doesn't let go for a while, staring into your eyes with his own misty, chocolate ones.

"Did you talk to Jimin-ie hyung about something? Cuz he was just mentioning-"

"Why are you avoiding me after- that night?" you cut him off in a moment of boldness, returning the intense gaze back. And you can feel his body tense up immediately after. The clouds in his eyes grow and worry is written all over them.

"You didn't say it back. And I felt so stupid."

Your stomach drops. You didn't say that you loved him back and that's why he felt like he made a mistake.

"I felt like I pushed you into what happened that night. Just because I'm irrevocably in love with you, doesn't mean that you have to feel the same way-"

Not being able to take it anymore, you clash your lips onto his. You don't think you can explain with words just how much you do love him back. How he became your closest and then your whole life. So you pour everything into that kiss, hoping he might understand.

And he returns the kiss in light speed. But you can tell that he's shocked from the way his hands lift up from around your body. When you part, the mist in his eyes are gone and replaced by sparkles.

"I'm sorry. I love you so bad that I feared I'd push you away. That's why I couldn't say it back. The last time I fell for my best friend-"

"I'm not Jimin." he says. You're very well aware. His eyes go big in realization and he backs away from you a little before speaking. "So.. I'm not a dumbass for thinking that all of our picnics, night drives, all the times we sat by the river looking at the sky and every movie we saw huddled together always felt like it could actually be a date?"

A smile creeps up on your mouth because these are all exactly your thoughts. Everything you've done together felt like the best date ever. Even the goofiest stuff.. You nod at him, still smiling.

His hands find your body again, softly surrounding your waist as he pulls you closer to himself. "We don't have to change much for them to be real dates. Just add a couple of kisses from now on and that's it." He jokes around. "So, will you have me?" His gaze goes a little fragile while asking that. If anything, he's a dumbass for thinking he has to ask.

"Only if you add some of what you did to me that night into the mix." You say slyly and he fakes a dramatic gasp.

"You're naughty. But I'm sure I can fix you up. When are you available?"

You go closer to his ear and mutter the next words only above a whisper. "Right now."

Then you both giggle as you hastily make your way out of there. It's safe to say this is the best night you've had in quite a while. And it'll only get better from now on.

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A/N: My first Jungkook fic!! I know it was long, thanks sooo much if you bared with me and read it. I hope you enjoyed it. Also, idk if you’ve read any of my previous work but if you have, you might’ve seen that I’m always asking for feedback but end up not getting it(i mean comments, your likes are very much appreciated ofc). It really does mean a great deal to me to see what you guys think of my fics. So I’d be glad to read your comments. Anyways, have a lovely dayyy :)

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Insecurities and Reassurance

*a/n: please know that this one shot is mature! if you are not okay with smut, don’t read this. this is my fist time writing something like this so i thought i’d give it a shot. please be nice!*

Summary: Harry gets insecure when he’s about to leave for tour and feels like Y/N deserves someone who will be there for her all the time.

Happy reading!x

The sound of papers rustling around woke you up from a peaceful dream. The sounds are joined by a huff of frustration. Flashes from last night pour in, the way Harry got a little possessive at the tour kick-off party when one of the younger colleagues tried to make a move on you while he was in the bathroom. You politely declined his offer, because you are perfectly content in your, going on two year, relationship with Harry. When Harry caught the end of the conversation, he could easily piece together what went down. He is too nice to confront the guy, so instead he chose to be a little more handsy, which would usually be no problem, but when you got home, he claimed he was “too tired” to do anything other than sleep. You knew better though.

He starts tour in two weeks, and this tends to happen every time he leaves you. He worries he won’t be enough to make you stay, no matter how many times you remind him, verbally or physically. After the first year in your relationship with him, he asked you to move in with him while you continue with your education. That was a big step for both of you. Harry was tired of coming home to an empty house and you were getting lonely living by yourself, so you chose to take the next step in the relationship. After searching for the perfect home, you finally found a medium sized town home just off campus for you and down the street from the recording studio. You had your first fight in this house about what laundry detergent to use, but Harry finally decided you were right with the lavender scent. That’s how most of the fights went between the two of you. Harry would come to his senses and realize you were right, because ‘I am always right’ you claim. The fights were never about serious things, so there has never been one reason that he should doubt your relationship, except for his own insecurities.

The sound of a huff brings you back to the present. Harry’s probably in the office, throwing himself into work like he always does when he is stressed. You glance at the clock and realize it’s 5 am. You got home at 2 am, so he probably hasn’t gotten any sleep.

Carefully, you get out of bed and reach for your robe. The silk feels cool on your already cold skin. Harry has always been the heater and when he is gone, you get cold at night. The soft padding of your feet on the hard wood floors echo quietly through the house. The door to the office is already open, so you lean against the door frame as you take in his state.

His hair is slightly messy due to his fingers running through it, a habit he always has when he gets stressed. He changed out of his suit and into a cozy, cream sweater with a giant navy stripe across his broad chest. His left fist is keeping up his head as he leans back in the brown chair. A puff of air moves past his lips as he reads over a few papers in his right hand.

He is absolutely mesmerizing…

“H?” you try to speak softly so not to startle him.

He looks up quickly in alarm, but his gaze softens when he sees your sleepy form. “Y/N, baby, I’m sorry if I woke you up.” He apologizes. His usual lively green eyes don’t have the normal sparkle in them.

“S’okay. You should come to bed, love.” You make your way into the open room. Both of you picked every furniture piece in this room, from the coffee table to the couch that’s placed under the windows. It was hard to get Harry to agree to let you split half the price with him, but you finally got him to. He secretly put the money towards your college fund, but what you don’t know, won’t hurt you.

He glances at the clock on the desk and shoots a sympathetic gaze in your direction. “Baby, I’m sorry. Was gonna finish up some work here but lost track of time,” the crease between his brows deepen and you can finally see his exhaustion. The clench in your chest tightens as you see the bags under his eyes. This has to be more than just worrying about leaving for the tour…

You carefully approach his chair, turning him towards you and planting yourself in his lap. Your legs are on either side of his thick thighs and you nestle your head into the crook in his neck. This is where you belong, your home. The familiar scent of his cologne fills your nose as your fingers find their way to his soft curls. He lets out a sigh of relief. His arms wrap around your waist to bring you impossibly closer.

You stay like that for an immeasurable amount of time before Harry’s breathing picks up slightly. Before you realize it, he places his head in your neck, sniffling back tears. This shocks you, because Harry is not usually this emotional while cuddling. You give him another squeeze before you pull back to meet his teary gaze.

“What’s wrong, love?”

“D-D,” he tries to get out, but the words get stuck in his throat. He breathes in a shaky breath before letting it out. “Don’t wanna lose you when I leave…” he squeezes his eyes shut, willing the tears away, but one manages to slip out. Your hands cup his cheeks while you kiss the tears away.

“Why would you lose me, H? Got nothing to worry about,” You reassure him in between kisses.

“B-But you deserve someone who will be here for you, always,” his lower lip seems to tremble as another round of tears make their way to his eyes.

“Love…” you whisper, “It’s your job. I understand that. I don’t want anyone but you to be here for me. You’re it, H. You’ve been it for me since you spilled that cherry cola all over me all those years ago.” He smiles at the memory of your first encounter. He was rushing through the movie theater to get back to his seat before the previews ended, but he ran into you instead. Long story short, you both missed your movies and instead got ice cream.

“Promise…” he wants—no needs—the reassurance. He might be the heartthrob to the public, but to you, he has just as many insecurities as everyone else, if not more.

“Swear it,” you make direct eye contact to ensure that he understands you.

“M’sorry. Just don’t ever wanna lose you baby…” he whispers as he pulls you in for a kiss. His lips are familiar, warm. You can tell he has been biting his bottom lip from how swollen it is, but you can’t seem to care. A moan releases from your throat as he leaves open mouth kisses down your neck to your collar bone. His greedy hands grab at your night gown. A satisfied grunt leaves his lips when he finally gets it off, leaving you in only your knickers.

“Won’t lose me, H,” you almost moan out with how his mouth feels against your exposed skin. You grab his sweater and practically tear it off his body. Once your mouths are reconnected, he tightens his hold on your thighs before he stands up. He makes his way expertly back to the room and places you on the bed.

By the way Harry’s eyes rake over every inch of your body, you know how desperate he is to be intimate with you. Sex is a normal occurrence in your household, but this time it feels different. Emotions are high and promises of a long future together have been declared. This will be making love, no matter how cliché it may sound. “You look stunning, baby,” he breathes as he reconnects his lips to yours. “Never want another.”

His ring clad fingers make their way down your sides. You try to resist the urge to giggle at the feather light touch. A moan escapes you throat as his hand hooks on the sides of your underwear. You wiggle in anticipation, or desperation for his touch, both seem fitting for how you feel when Harry makes his way down your body with his lips, dragging your panties along with him. Soon enough his face is where you crave him most.

“Please, Harry,” you desperately cry, moving your hips up to urge him on. If only it were that easy. He loves when you beg for him. You’ve joked over the years that he has a praise kink, but he always denies it. Pure lust runs through your veins for the tattooed rockstar in between your legs, dangerously close to your core. You make eye contact with him as his eyes darken into something you can’t describe. There is hunger in his eyes that wasn’t there before. You seem to have awoken the beast inside of him, but you couldn’t care less as long as you get to be his feast for the night. “N-Need ya,” you stutter.

“Someone’s eager,” he whispers as he ghosts kisses on your inner thighs. “Tell me what you want,” he sucks gently on the skin above your core before biting it softly. There will definitely be a mark tomorrow morning.

“Need your tongue—please, need it now,” you wheeze out. You hear the desperation in your voice but by the way Harry slowly kisses towards your core, he’s enjoying himself. His mouth latches onto your dripping heat as a wave of pleasure runs through you. Gasps leave your mouth as your breathing starts to increase. The warmth spreading through your body sends shivers down your spine. “Oh God! D-Don’t stop,” you moan out as your fingers make their way to his curls. Tugging harder with each lick, the familiar knot makes its way to your stomach. Harry grunts with satisfaction when you tug a little harder than necessary, sending vibrations through your whole body at the same time he inserts a finger into you. The coldness of the rings he has yet to take off make your entire body shutter in pleasure. The other hand pins your waist down as you being to writhe under his relentless tongue. He knows you’re close from the whimpers flying out of your mouth and the feeling of your wall clenching on his fingers. “I-I’m gonna—” you cut yourself off with a loud, animistic moan.

“Let go, baby,” he swirls his tongue, focusing on your sensitive buds, “Cum on my fingers. Be a good girl and cum for me, baby,” With those words, you whine out in ecstasy. The bundle of warmth building in your stomach bursts through your entire body. Harry continues licking and sucking while thrusting his fingers as the waves of pleasure ripple through your body.

When you finally come back down, he makes his way up your body. “Y/N?” he nudges his nose to your cheek. All you can do is hum in response. “I love you more than words can describe.”

You slowly open your eyes to see him hovering over you with nothing but adoration in his eyes. “I love you too, H. I’ll never stop loving you,” you reach a hand up to his cheek to guide him down to kiss you again. Slowly but surly you come back to your senses and the knot in your stomach returns. You manage to flip Harry on his back. You kiss down his torso, spending extra time kissing his fern tattoos. Grabbing the top of his pants, you slide them down his long legs. It’s a lot easier to get these pants off than his tight skinny jeans. His angry cock springs out as he releases a sigh. He was always made it a point to pleasure you over him. He never asks for anything in the bedroom, because you beat him to it usually, but that is also not the type of guy he is. Pleasuring you, pleasures him, regardless of if he gets off or not. You grab a hold of his thick member, barley brushing your lips against him before he is grabbing you and flipping you on your back.

“Not gonna last, baby. Need t’be in you now,” he growls. He takes a hold of the head of his cock and rubs it between your folds. He attaches his lips to the side of your neck for a moment. Right as he sucks at your pulse point, he thrusts forward, filling you up in that familiar way only he can.

“Oh God!” you whine out for the second time that night when his hips meet yours completely. He grunts out in a choked breath.

“Bloody fuckin’ hell,” he moans, throwing his head back that the feeling of your wall adjusting to his size. “Fell so warm, baby,” he hums in your ear before bringing his hips backwards, “Always so greedy for m’cock.” He moves forward at a steady pace that has your toes curling. His nose trails along your jawline as his breathing picks up to match yours. You can feel every ridge of him inside you as he thrusts digging into you. He shifts his hips in a circular motion and your back arches when he hits a certain spot deep inside you.

“There—please, right there,” your voice hitches when he hits that same spot over and over again. Your walls start to tighten around him, leaving an aching pain in your lower stomach. His hand makes its way down your body to the bundle of nerves, slowly dancing across them, tightening that bundle of heat. Your nails scratch into his back when you pull him impossibly closer as you moan into his neck.

“S’alright, baby, I’ve gotcha.” Harry mumbles breathily into your ear. As your walls tighten around him, he whimpers at how good you feel around him. His name falls from your lips as his thrusts become sloppy with the way your walls squeeze him while you cum. He starts to feel his own end coming, and you can tell by the way his breath becomes short and his muscles tense under your fingers.

“Let go, love,” you whisper in his ear. “I’ll be here to catch you.” That’s all it seemed to take for Harry to fall over the edge as he barriers his face in your neck with a long, hoarse moan. His hips thrust a few more times before he relaxes on top of you. You play with his curls, scratching his scalp like he likes, as he comes down from his high. Slowly he pulls out, whimpering at the sensitivity, before dropping to lay next to you. He pulls you into his arms, kissing your forehead then placing his to yours. He sighs and opens his eyes to meet yours that are filled with all the love in the world for this man.

“I love you so much Y/N. M’sorry I get like that sometimes, just can’t imagine a world without you being with me,” he admits. There’s no reason for him to apologize for his insecurities. That’s what you are for, to reassure him that his emotions are valid, and you aren’t going anywhere.

Your hand cups his cheek softly. “It’s okay, H. No need to apologize. I’ll be here every time you need me to soothe those worries, because I’ll always be here. I love you no matter where in the world you are.”

[dokoni-mo]

Headcanons for FaT/BaT

Yes hi these are just some headcanons/cute things that I could see being true in my stories. That is all. Enjoy!

FaT

Vader would like to visit you as much as possible, no matter where you were or what time of day it was. Middle of the night? Sure. Ass-crack of dawn? Of course. It annoyed you at first that he would just barge in to see you at times, but you found it hard to stay mad at him. You found him just too darn cute. 

Although you had your own quarters on the Super Star Destroyer, you would very very often spend the night in Vader’s. You would go there late at night when no one else would see you, and you would let yourself in. You were literally the only one brave enough to do this, so he always knew that it was you who entered his quarters. He didn’t have a normal bed, but you were fine sleeping in a nearby chair or something. Sometimes you would even bring a small roll-up mattress to sleep on. 

It took the two of you a little while to find pet names for one another. Correction, it took him a long time to find a pet name for you. You had started to call him “Vee” pretty early on, and it stuck quickly. At first he said he didn’t like it, but you always knew that deep down, he really did. As Vader started to open up to you, however, the things he would call you just came naturally. His favorites being “darling”, “my dear”, and “my love”. Once he started calling you these, you would call him the same every now and again, but Vee was always your go-to. 

He wasn’t very cuddly to start off with. Every time you tried to, he would always flake because he got upset he wasn’t able to feel your skin against his, let alone your warmth. It made him feel less than human. However, you were patient. You knew that he would come around in time, and you reassured him constantly that you were there with him every step of the way. Over time, he learned to appreciate you being so close to him, and learned to enjoy cuddling with you. It was often done in his meditation pod after all his work was done for the day.

He will never ever admit it, but he finds the size difference between the two of you adorable. You’re just so,, small and cute compared to him. His hand swallowed yours whole and your legs dangled off of his seat while his touched the ground. You would catch him staring at these details and pester him about it, but he would never give in to telling you how cute he thought it was. 

After the incident with King Chad (TM), Vader doesn’t really take you places anymore. You were disappointed by this, but understood why. One, you both didn’t want another King Chad scenario, and two, you didn’t want to arouse suspicion that the two of you were together. It would only cause trouble if people found out. You both never knew if Palpatine found out, or just simply didn’t care. Either way, a win for the both of you. 

He was actually really sad when you finished his TIE, and you were too. That damn hunk of junk was what brought the two of you together, and now it was complete. You reassured him that night that just because the TIE was complete, doesn’t mean your relationship was. 

BaT

Life was hella tough for the two of you once you first landed on the planet. The only shelter the two of you had was the shuttle you arrived in, and that coupled with the stress of such a foreign land was almost too much. However, both of you took it in strides, and learned together. The both of you treasured those days though, and they only made your relationship with Vee stronger. Some of your favorite nights with him were the two of you squished together on the small cot in the shuttle, staring up at the ceiling and talking with one another for hours and hours until one of you fell asleep. Eventually, you two made a game of who would fall asleep first. Whoever did would gain a point, and whoever had the most points at the end of the week would have to collect firewood for the next week. He lost far too often. 

After the house was built, his nightmares started to become worse and worse. It took y’all a minute to realize it, but it was because he felt like he didn’t deserve such a cozy home with such a remarkable woman, coupled with the trauma of his past. You were always there to hold him and talk to him until he calmed down. 

Vader likes to watch you. Like all the time. To the point where it would be high-key creepy to an outsider. You could be doing literally anything and he would watch you like it was his favorite damn movie. In a way, however, it was. You asked him about it once, and he told you that it was just because he found you so awe-inspiring. This didn’t stop you from teasing him about it, though. 

The two of you love to dance together. The shuttle the two of you arrived on had about a dozen songs downloaded onto it, and you were able to extract them and put them on a small music player you built for the house. With their being so few songs, the two of you learned them by heart pretty quickly, and even invented your own dances to them. All of them were slow songs, but you didn’t complain. Sometimes, he would try to dance with you to the same song twice in a row, but you would always laugh and tell him that you already danced to that one. It didn’t stop him from trying. 

He taught you some basic lightsaber moves one time. A sliced-in-half stove made him stop. 

You tried to teach him common slang once, but it went absolutely no where. He didn’t like it, and grumbled like an old man about how cheesy and idiotic they were. You would giggle and call him boomer a cutie. 

He spends lots and lots of time outside in the garden. He likes it out there because it’s so peaceful, so green. 

Not a single grain of sand in sight. 

NSFW

Before y’all ask, yes, you did build him a dick. 

You made it out of a mix of silicone, soft-material, and mechanical bits. After seeing the way Luke’s hand would respond to touch, you got,,, ideas. At first, when the two of you were intimate, it would only be you receiving the pleasure, and it often made you feel bad. This, however, would be a breakthrough. You designed it to be big as to not hurt his pride, but not big enough to hurt you. You made it in a way so that it would attach to his codpiece. I’ll stop there and let y’all decide how else it works.

He’s very careful to control himself so that he doesn’t hurt you, but once y’all are into it there’s no holding back for him. He wants you to feel good, nevermind him. He’ll make sure you climax every time before he stops, regardless of how tired he is. 

It took him a hot minute to comprehend that you did find him sexy. He was confused about how you would be attracted to a man that’s 50% metal, wrapped in black armor and leather with a breathing problem. You told him that you didn’t care about all that stuff. You found him hot regardless. You found the armor to just add to his hotness. 

Will always always always take care of you afterwards, no question about it. He’ll always make sure that you’re not in pain, and will get you water/a snack if you need it. He’ll even massage your sore spots with his big hands if you need it. No matter how rough he was only a few minutes prior, Vee will always treat you like the most delicate and fragile thing in the galaxy afterwards, assuring you that he loves you and that you mean everything to him. 

S/O with Service Animal

I don’t know much about service animals please bear with me,, 

I feel like Vee would just be like,, normal about a S/O with a service animal. It would take him a moment to comprehend why you needed it, but give him time he’s trying his best. Once he fully understood, he would always make sure that your animal was with you and that both of you were safe. 

he gets jealous of the animal when you pay more attention to it rather than him

[garyrennell]

FLUFF ALPHABET — GARY RENNELL🧸

hi beautiful people💕 i’m doing the fluff alphabet challenge by @ravena-dottir, in collab with awesome @mrsgaryrennell✨ we really took our time to analyze crane boi’s personality here, to give the most accurate responses posible💖 aaaand this is a long one, as everything i write😂 i hope you like it.

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)

physically, he is drawn to a girl’s eyes and smile, as he compliments MC for those in the game. he also is a butt and thigh guy👀 personality wise, he appreciates curiosity, intellectuality and overall kindness.

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

absolutely YES. he wants to have children of his own to take care of and to prove himself that he can be the best dad ever, the father he never had. he dreams of taking his little boy to football practice and teach him mechanics💙 you bet he’ll be there for this children whenever they need him and will be extra protective and such a cool dad🥺 and if he finds a girl with the same love and care inside of her, there’s no doubt he’d be eager to start a family asap.

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)

in canon, he’s always giving cuddles or asking for them, so crane boi here is a cuddle fan💖 @mrsgaryrennell and i came to the conclusion that Gary’s love language is mainly physical, because cuddling is his type of intimacy and his way to show affection, rather than words for example. he likes bed cuddles with his girl lying on his chest and his bigs arms around her, especially in the morning. even if his girl is not close, he’ll pull her into a cozy cuddle or simply ask for one✨

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)

he prefers very casual dates and if he gets to plan it, he’ll put thought into it. for example, he plans a simple picnic date and makes sure he brings good food and takes his girl to a nice place; or a movie date and makes sure to buy popcorn and get really good seats. overall, Gary transforms simple dates into something especial without going over the top💕 during the date, expect a “top quality banter and an absolute gent” lmao, especially the gent part because he’s basically proud of his nan educating him like that.

E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world…))

he’ll probably turn this phrase into a joke because he doesn’t like being a melt😂 it would ruin his lad image. in joking mode, he’d say something along the lines of “you’re the loaf of my life” while holding a piece of bread lmao, but in a serious occasion he’d say “you’re my happiness” or “you’re my favourite”.

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)

in the game, we think he realized he had fallen for MC while the girls were away in CA. he found himself missing her big time and thinking about her all the goddamn time, wishing she was there with him. also the idea of having a domestic life with MC is what made him sure that she was the one💖

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)

gentle is basically Gary’s middle name lmao, that boi is full of gentleness. he’s gentle when he holds his girl, when he kisses her, in his wording even when he’s not very good at expressing himself with words. everything he does, he makes sure he does it with care and tenderness🙈

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)

as most of his way to show affection is through physical contact, he often reaches for his girl’s hand. Gary is a simple guy, so he doesn’t really care if he’s holding the back of her hand, her palm, if his fingers are intertwined or not— he doesn’t really care as long as their hands are together💕 he’s also the type to caress the back of her hand with his thumb in a soothing manner.

I = Impression (What was their first impression?)

oh boy oh boy, when it comes to first impressions, Gary comes across as handsome, confident, cheeky and flirty, which can result into him looking like a laddy lad type of guy💪🏻 it’s not far fetched lol but in the first impression of him you miss a lot of the depth of his character and personality.

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)

not👏🏻at👏🏻all. he doesn’t mind if a guy approaches his girl and flirts a little, because he likes to see that others appreciate her too. when he would definitely get jealous is when the person hitting on his girl is really bold and obvious. Gary is a “silent jealous”, which means that he will not be confrontational about it but will throw deadly glances, frown and mutter under his breath. he will just stand at one side trying not to look bothered, arms crossed and grumbling to himself lmao. and then, when asked, he’ll deny to death that he’s jealous💀

K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)

we all know the guy has experience, so he is definitely an expert kisser. he really enjoys slow kisses and likes to take his time, he doesn’t rush and is also very gentle. basically, he knows what to do, when to do it and how to do it😉 he likes playful and sneaky kisses too, everything that comes along with some cheekiness. in the game, MC always initiates the kisses, so there’s that🤷🏻‍♀️ but it fits his personality more for him to be the one initiating the kisses.

L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?)

him, and it’s canon. Gary is an open book, so as soon as he is sure that he’s in love, he’ll try to let his girl know in the most intimate way posible. he’ll say it in private and will make sure he picks the right moment.

M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?)

in the game, the final date, when he asks MC to be his girlfriend. outside of the Villa, definitely the shipyard date, because it’s the first time a girl accepts to go watch the lights of the cranes with him🥺💕

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

crane boi doesn’t spoil, less with expensive things🤷🏻‍♀️ but, he will treat his girl with everyday, simple and casual details. she likes a certain type of tea? he will make sure to buy it whenever he can. she likes chocolate? he’ll buy some whenever he goes grocery shopping. maybe will even buy her a flower if he wants to come home with a surprise. in general, he buys small, meaningful things that will come to usage for her.

O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)

for MC, he reminds her of navy blue and the color red. the first one is partially influenced by his eyes and the second is because of his cozy flannel💕

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

in canon, he uses “love, babe, cutie, darling and poppet” when referring to MC. he also uses “mate” as kind of a pet name too😂 we recently noticed that Gary is all down for melty pet names and even makes them up himself, so he surely will have a personalized and creative nickname for his girl💕

Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?)

he likes old and vintage appliances, especially ones that are broken so he can fix them. @mrsgaryrennell has a cute headcanon in which Gary likes to fix old stuff (e.g radios) for elderly people or for donating them to charity😢💙

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

Gary loves rainy days, it’s canon. he either is down to go dancing in the rain or to spend it at home, cuddling next to a window with his head lying on his girl’s lap as she plays with his hair💖 and drinking a warm cuppa, of course.

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)

this is a heavy one. we all know Gary’s struggles with mental health, so even after his therapy his first option is going to the gym. he thinks it helps with sadness when it doesn’t, but at least he feels less stressed out afterwards. after that, if he is really down, he’ll go talk to his nan about it🥺 to find comfort and support in her.

when cheering others up, he is all about company and being reassuring. he tries to get people to talk about their feelings because, through therapy, he has learned that it works. when the other person is well enough, he will try to make a joke to lighten the mood✨ as my girl @mrsgaryrennell said: even though he’s a little broken himself, he still tries to make others feel better.

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)

cRAnEs🏗 aND hiS nAn👵🏻😂 he’s a Star Wars fan, so he would be very chatty about it, or about science in general. he also likes to share funny stories lol.

U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)

again, the gym thing, sadly😔 but apart from that, he likes to fix broken stuff when he is stressed, or build things for other people.

V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)

his killer pecs and huge arms💪🏻😂 crane boi is very proud of who he is, so he mostly shows off his thicc body. we also have this headcanon in where Gary likes to show off his girl, to let the world know how amazing she is. he never shuts up about her💕🙈

W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)

he would propose after a 3-4 year relationship, to make sure the time is right, and wouldn’t do it without talking about the idea of marriage with his girl first. he would propose in a very intimate and private way, just the two of them in a especial place for both💙

X = Xylophone (What’s their song?)

Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys and Stone by Jaymes Young🎶

Y = You the ___ to my ___ (e.g the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese)

he’d say “you’re the levers to my crane” lmao or “you’re the safety to my worksite”💀

Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)

he wants a big, energetic dog (just like him lol) so probably he would own a fluffy golden retriever🐾

[sluttysan]

How ATEEZ cuddle you

✰Seonghwa:

(can we have black haired seonghwa back pls sjsjjdksj)

For him, cuddling makes him feel more connected with you, not only with your bodies, but your minds as well

So if there was anything on either of your minds, they will be expressed in a cuddle session

And he’s a great listener and sincerely wants to make sure you’re okay always

So if you were acting a certain way earlier on in the day, he will definitely ask you about it when you’re cuddling

He’s just very vulnerable when you cuddle

And will also confide in you, which is something he might not always do on the regular basis

And he’ll be more affectionate with you when he cuddles than when you’re around others

But don't get me wrong, he still cuddles you when you’re together in public, just in smaller quantities

Like he’ll have his arm around you and he’ll pull you closer to him and sometimes snuggles 

But that’ll be the full extent of cuddling that he’s willing to do around others

However, when you two are alone, that's a different story

He doesn’t hold back on bit

And he’s way more touchy 

He 1000000% loves skinship with you

He’s a very cozy cuddler, no matter the position 

He will sometimes switch it up depending on the situation

Prefers to have you resting against his side, with your head on his chest and his chin on your head 

But will spoon you if that’s what you wanted

And will sometimes just lay on his back and pull you on top of him

Isn’t too picky about how he cuddles you

He’ll just always firmly wrap his arms around you

Occasionally rubs your thighs, but nothing too crazy

Just wants you in his arms, likes to be protective of you

But doesn’t suffocate you at all

He’ll be extra lovey-dovey and soft, too

Gives you long, passionate kisses everywhere

Cuddling will honestly be so therapeutic with Seonghwa, for the two of you

✰Hongjoong:

Cuddles with you whenever he gets the chance to

Like if you're on the couch watching a movie, he’ll always cling on to you 

And he doesn’t even think about it

He’ll sometimes whisper things to you, but if you’re around the others, he’ll stay quiet for the most part

However, when you’re in bed, that’s when most of the talking will happen

Either talks about the most random things or some deep ass shit, nothing in between

Loves talking to you and will ask your opinions on different topics

And he’ll tell you things that range from work to your future together

Will literally say anything without a filter, so some things may surprise you

Prefers it when your legs are linked together, that’s when he’s most comfortable, having a part of you connected with a part of him

Also when he’s holding onto your waist or your hand

Plays with your hair bc he knows it relaxes you

Kisses your hand at the most random times

Leans in to kiss you, and you wouldn’t know when

His kisses would linger, and they wouldn’t be anything but chaste and sweet(unless you wanted otherwise!)

Super smiley and is really sentimental

He’ll just stare you in the eyes and out of no where tells you he loves you and how he’s so lucky to have you

And when things finally quiet down, he just stares at you lovingly and traces your features 

Loves when you do the same

And when you’re at his cheek, he’ll turn to kiss your palm

Giggles when he does because he knows he can get really cheesy with you

And when you stroke his hair and play with his earrings, he’ll close his eyes and smile

Hongjoong is just very spontaneous and unpredictable when you two cuddle, but somehow it’s still very peaceful

✰Yunho:

Usually cuddles happen when you’re both tired

And about 50% of the time, you’re laying on top of him

He’ll have one of his hands in your hair and the other just resting on your back

But the other 50% is the other way around

Even though he’s a complete tower

Bc he enjoys receiving cuddles more than anything else(but won’t tell you!)

Especially when he’s feeling playful

Really a bear hugger

Cocoons you and tbh will use you as a pillow

So sometimes he’ll lay beside you and just snuggle into you

He’d initially just place his head on your stomach and look up at you so sweetly

Loves it when you play with his hair but will always tease you for doing so

Then he’ll move up and rest against your collarbone

Once he gets all settled in and comfy, his eyes will definitely be closed, humming and relaxing into you

And you’ll be relaxed as well

So both of you just keep your eyes closed, occasionally kissing lazily

And honestly you two don’t even need to talk too much

But if you did talk, it’s going be a lot of lazy talking and mumbling 

That’s how cuddling with Yunho will be 95% of the time

Lots of percentages, I know, but stay with me lmao

So that 5% of the time, he’ll have his eyes on you

Bc sometimes he just loved looking at you, and he would be taking in the moment with you

But it wouldn’t happen too often, bc boy still gets nervous being so close to you

And almost always, you’ll both fall into a nap/go to sleep

He’s just a big cuddly baby who would probably drop anything for your cuddles(but again, will never tell you that!)

Just laying together and being in each other’s company is reassuring and solace enough

✰Yeosang:

A huge romantic when it comes to cuddling (or anything intimate tbh)

So SOFT

Makes you feel really safe and secure

He’ll encompass you with his arms

And tries to act like his heart isn’t about to explode

Bc being so close to you makes him so nervous but warm and content

So he’ll breathe deeply and take in your scent

And runs his hand through your hair

Caresses your face

Lots of hand holding

And plays with your hands when he’s listening to you talk

Hums and whispers sweet things to you

His voice would be so soothing

Makes lots of eye contact, loves looking you in your eyes when you’re cuddling

Unless you’re saying sweet things back to him, bc he will be way too shy 

And will definitely bury his face in the sheets

But you live for that because he’s just such a precious and soft fluff ball 

He also takes this time to tell you things that have been on his mind

Like how much he appreciates you in his life and how beautiful you are

Especially when he’s about to be gone for a while

And he’d be pouting as he rambles about how much he’ll miss you when he’ll leave

So expect him to be more clingy and cuddly during times like that

Yeosang’s cuddles are so endearing and meaningful, and he takes them pretty seriously

✰San:

Wants to cuddle with you 24/7

And cuddles with him will last for hours

Clingy af so he’s usually the one to initiate

Cuddling comes second nature to him

Holds onto you tightly and gets all up in your space

You’ll both be tangled up

There will be zero space between you two

And he’s never a boring cuddler

Super talkative and gives you little compliments

“Your eyes are so pretty”

“San, you’ve said that five times already”

“I know, but they are”

Makes you so damn bashful 

Especially when he smiles that smile, with his cute ass dimples

Loves when you randomly poke at his dimples and smiles even more when you do

And you just mELT

Bc he looks sooooo soft

And when you compliment him back, he’ll never accept it

“Why are you so cute, San??”

“No that's you!”

Will definitely get into a tickle fight with you

San’s just a restless cuddler, he moves around a lot

Often changes positions

Constantly asks you for kisses

Kisses areas like the crook of your neck or your shoulders

And 100% will steal kisses if you were to mess with him and tell him to stop kissing you

Drapes his arms and legs all over you

Practically suffocates you with his love and kisses and just wants every part of you to be with him

✰Mingi:

10/10 an amazing cuddler

Doesn’t mind if you’re talking or if you’re quiet

Just wants to be with you and tbh isn’t shy at all about cuddling

Becomes your personal koala bear, is so clingy when you cuddle

Acts really cute with you to make you smile and/or feel embarrassed

Because he really loves seeing you smile and get shy

And he’ll ruffle your hair bc he managed to do just that and you’re just too cute for him to handle

Scratches your back

Gives you an abundance of forehead kisses

And eskimo kisses

And during cuddle sessions where you want to talk, he’ll ask about your day 

Even if you asked first

“How was your day?”

“No, how was yours?”

“Mingi, I asked first”

Genuinely wants to hear about yours before he talks about his day

Conversations will mainly be about you

Will give you big, warm hugs as he’s cuddling you

Massages you as well if you’re stressed, he’ll be your healer on any bad day you have

Tells you his feelings and everything he loves about you and just makes you melt in his arms

And it’ll feel like he’s confessing for the first time bc he seems to always come up with something new to say about you

But you’ll also have those moments when he does/says dumb shit just to make you laugh

And you both would be in a laughing fit for a full 15 minutes, just cracking the dumbest jokes and playing off each other’s lame jokes

And he loves your laugh so much, so that’s why he just kept going

So after you two calm down from your laughing fit, that is when things get comfortably quiet

And he’d sigh bc he’s just so happy to have you in his arms

You two would just stare at one another and revel in each other’s warmth

✰Wooyoung:

Doesn’t mind being the big spoon or small spoon, it’ll be whatever you wanted

Really enjoys you cuddling and pampering and kissing him tbh

So if you wanted to be the big spoon, let’s just say he won’t be opposing at all

He’s literally a whole ass baby

Holds on to your waist or wraps his arms around you to keep you close to him

Squishes his cheek with yours

His hair will always fall on your face

And it’s comforting bc his scent is so nice and you can just feel how much he loves you

You will receive hella butterfly kisses 

Pulls you on top of him and sometimes just lays on top of you

Either way always squeezes you tightly

Can be playful at times and really shy and soft at other times

Intertwines his fingers with yours

Will usually talk the most from the two of you

But he’ll stay quiet when you need him to

Will always leave a smile on your face

Also, kissing is a must

He’ll have a whole session of kissing you in random places for fun

Nuzzles his face into your neck and gives you multiple little pecks

Is the type to accidentally give you a hickey lol

Lots of laughs and fun with this one when you cuddle

And don’t think he’ll ever let go of you any time soon

✰Jongho:

Most of the time Jongho’s the big spoon and lets you use his arm as a pillow

And your head will usually be right against his chest, with an arm holding you there

Will nuzzle into you and leaves these really sweet kisses on your neck

Lifts himself up to kiss your temple every now and then

Will randomly play with your hair (beware, he’ll probs tangle it on accident)

And he’s more of a listener than a talker but doesn’t mind talking if that’s what the conversation called for

But you could talk all you wanted and he’ll willingly lay there and listen to every word

Also sings softly for you if you were tired but couldn’t sleep

And will get caught up in the moment and feel sappy and inclined to tell you how much he loved you

Being the big spoon gave him that courage bc you wouldn’t be able to see him blush 

And so it was easier for him to say things he was too shy to normally say

You’ll end up hearing the sweetest things coming from him and you’ll feel so cherished

Also, Jongho doesn’t always initiate cuddling sessions

So you will be the one to do so a lot of the time

However, there will be times when he initiates, it’ll just be rare

Like sometimes when he’s having a bad day, he’ll just place himself in your arms and cuddle against you

And you would know that there was nothing he wanted more in that moment than to be in your comfort

And when Jongho wants to be cuddled, he wants to be c u d d l e d ok

So you better spoon him, rub his back, baby him bc he loves it

All-in-all, he really is still into cuddling w/ you

And he will never reject your request to cuddle

It really just makes him all shy and whatnot, but he will try his best to show otherwise

He’s very gentle and warm and cuddling overall is just really intimate for him, and he will always just immerses himself, his only focus being you

[vannahfanfics]

Fluff Alphabet- Shimura Tae

Hello, all! This here fluff alphabet is for @theqrianana​, who was so kind to donate to my Ko-fi account. Enjoy! 

A-   Activities: How do they spend their time with their s/o?

Tae is an energetic young lady, and so she much prefers to be out and about than cozied up at home with her s/o! One of her favorite activities is window-shopping; she just loves to meander around town and see what the different stores are selling. She never expects anything from her s/o, but major brownie points if they surprise her with a trinket she had been eyeing earlier that day! Though Tae prefers to be on the town, she knows the value of a good night in, too. If the weather is rainy, she loves to sit on the porch with her s/o sharing a pot of hot tea and just watching the rain fall… It’s so just peaceful and calming. She’ll lean against her s/o, conversation growing slower and more sparse as she drifts further into contentment, until she falls asleep! She just can’t help it; she’s just so at ease!

B-    Body: What does this character appreciate about their s/o? What part of their body are they most proud of, and in reverse, what body part are they ashamed of and how do they respond to their s/o gushing over it?

Tae loves her partner’s hands. Holding them, playing with their fingers, lightly kissing their knuckles… It’s just so intimate to her. She’ll also have a thing for her s/o’s hair; she loves if her partner has nice, fluffy, soft hair that she can absently run her fingers through or play with while they’re talking. Her s/o shouldn’t be surprised to find random braids woven into their locks thanks to her!

As for Tae, she has pretty high self-esteem so she likes her body in general, but if she were to be proud of anything, it’s her muscles! Tae isn’t just some old dainty girl; she oversees a dojo, after all, and that beastly strength comes from somewhere! Because she wears kimonos all the time, most people don’t notice, but Tae is very toned. If her partner compliments her on her strength, that’s about the best compliment she could ever receive! In this age, it isn’t like women are expected or even wanted to possess such a trait, so if her partner finds that admirable and even beautiful, ya girl is head-over-heels real quick. Tae isn’t so proud of her hair, however. She just finds it dull and boring; it’s not an interesting color, and it doesn’t have much volume or overall charm to it in her eyes. That’s why she puts it up most of the time. If her s/o ever compliments her hair and especially brings it down to weave their fingers through the silky strands, Tae will get kind of emotional about it, honestly. She likes to be unbothered and strong about everything, so reassuring her insecurity will really strike this girl deeply.

C-    Cuddles: Is this character a cuddler? What is their favorite way to cuddle?

Tae loves intimacy and so of course she loves cuddling! Her favorite way to cuddle is lying in bed, with her arms and legs wrapped around her partner and her face buried into her partner’s chest (or back, if they happen to be spooning. Tae is not opposed in the slightest to being the big spoon, even if her partner is bigger!). Really, though, Tae loves any form of cuddling. Any chance she can she will be in her s/o’s arms. She just really loves the closeness!

D-   Dreams: How do they picture their future with their s/o?

Once Tae is really involved with someone, they become a major figure in her future. She dreams of finally bringing her family’s dojo to its former glory, then settling down to get married with her s/o and have several children, watch them grow up and teach them the way of the sword, and grow old with her partner surrounded by a loving family. It’s simple, but it’s plenty enough for Tae!

E-    Equivalence: Is this character the dominant force in the relationship, are they passive, or is the relationship more or less even?

Oh, boy, is this one a firecracker. Tae has a feisty, dominant personality, so her s/o better be prepared, because she’ll keep them on their toes! Tae is far from a meek, obedient housewife; she still has plenty of independence and sass in her for sure. However, she isn’t completely impossible. She knows the importance of balance in a relationship, and if any big decisions come about, she won’t just wildly do as she pleases; she’ll discuss things with her partner to ensure that both of them are on board. Tae still more or less wears the pants, though.

F-    Fights: How does this character respond to arguments with their s/o? What would they fight about, and who would cave and apologize first?

Tae’s stubborn and so this can lead to disagreements with her s/o. Although she’s physically abusive with gorilla stalkers and lazy white-haired vagrants, she would never hurt her s/o; the same cannot be said for furniture and walls, however. Tae just can’t help but take out her frustration by punching something. It’s rare that fights ever get heated enough for her to resort to such methods of stress-relief, however; Tae will shout and cry and storm off, but once she manages to cool down and think clearly, she’ll be reasonable. Whether or not she’ll be the one to apologize first depends on who she believes was in the wrong, however. Tae has enough clarity and introspection to be able to identify when she was the one to start the fight, but if she decides her s/o needs to apologize, she’s gonna wait for that apology, dammit. She’s not the type for the silent treatment; she’ll straight up tell her s/o that they’re the one who needs to say sorry. She’s never rude about it, just matter-of-fact.

G-   Gratitude: How does this character show their s/o that they are grateful?

Tae almost always expresses her gratitude with a gift! Though she tries, she knows her cooking is downright horrible, and she knows she cannot subject her s/o to that, so she does the next best thing. She always pays careful attention to her s/o’s likes and dislikes, and especially if they’ve been wanting something for a while! If she receives a random gift, she’s always liable to come back a few days later with a present of her own! It’s just how she operates. Of course, sweet pecks on the cheek are always a great way to express her thanks, as well.

H-   Honeymoon: If this character had a honeymoon with their s/o, where would they go?

Tae’s ideal honeymoon is a mountain lodge onsen! She just adores hot springs, and although there are some baths in town, there is just nothing more romantic and relaxing than an onsen secluded in the mountains. A honeymoon is a getaway, after all, and so she just wants to spend some time away from all the hustle and bustle of Kabuki-Cho. Tae will definitely be in a great mood after a small walk through the mountain trails and a good soak in the springs!

I-      Insecurity: What is this character insecure about? How do they deal with their insecurities with their s/o?

Tae has a habit of putting on a brave face. She’ll smile and pretend to be happy for the sake of others, and she is perfectly aware of this flaw. Still, when her s/o points it out in an attempt to get her to be truthful about her feelings, she can get a little down, mostly because they saw right through her. If the relationship is long-standing, Tae will learn to lower her walls around her s/o. It will take some time, but after gentle reassurance Taw will learn that it’s perfectly fine to express her emotions and that it doesn’t detract from her toughness.

J-      Jealousy: Is this character the jealous type? How do they deal with being jealous?

Tae is not exceptionally jealous. She doesn’t mind if her s/o has other friends they hang out with; she knows that people need their space, hobbies, and social interaction. She’s not possessive or a yandere in the slightest. However, when someone comes on to her s/o, Tae isn’t the type to meekly stand by and watch. Tae will start off passive-aggressive, giggling as she hugs her s/o’s arm and nuzzles into them while talking sweetly. If the person doesn’t get the picture and tries to compete with Tae, that’s it; the big guns are out now. Tae will get very adamant that her s/o is unavailable and that the person needs to leave. Only true idiots push the envelope and insult Tae, implying that her s/o would be better off with them; she’s going berserk and is going to beat the crap out of the offender. It’s both terrifying and kind of hot to her s/o, for sure. It takes a lot for her to get to that point, however; she doesn’t want the reputation of some kind of yandere or possessive monster. But damn, she just can’t stand it when people try to literally take away her s/o!

K-   Kiss: What does the character want their first kiss to be like with their s/o? How does it end up happening?

Tae’s definitely the romantic type and so she dreams about her first kiss with somebody! Tae’s ideal first kiss is like every teenage girl’s dream… Her s/o walks her home after their first date, under the moonlight and talking of simple things. She stands in the doorway while her s/o hesitates to leave, then leans in to shyly give her a soft, sweet, chaste kiss. Tae thinks that such things are simply magical! Of course, however it ends up happening is completely up to her s/o, because they’ll likely be the one to decide when the time is right… But if her s/o is a little shy, Tae may grow impatient and just kiss the damn fool herself! You can’t keep a girl waiting forever!

L-    Love Confession: How does this character first profess their love to their s/o?

Tae’s love confession will probably occur in tandem with her s/o’s, as an answer, but not necessarily. Tae knows herself and will be fully aware of when she’s in love with a person, and if the moment calls for such a confession, she’ll do so first. Tae will be a little shy about it, but will speak honestly and truthfully, swaying lightly from side-to-side as she bashfully eyes the ground or her feet… She makes a really adorable picture that’s a big contrast from her strong personality!

M-  Marriage: How does this character view marriage? What is their ideal wedding like?

Tae certainly wants to get married! She wants her s/o to be in every part of her life, and wants to settle down and have a family at some point. Once things get really involved, Tae will actively discuss her desires with her partner, this including; she doesn’t want to waste time in a relationship where their visions of the future are not mutual. Tae has been dreaming of her wedding since she was a little girl, so she has almost every detail figured out already! Tae desires a traditional Shinto wedding, with her in a white kimono and her partner in traditional robes, then whole nine yards. She wants her reception to be the grand affair with all her friends and family invited, because celebrating her union with the people she cares about is one of the most important parts of the entire ordeal to her.

N-   Nicknames: What does this character like to call their s/o?

Tae calls her s/o traditional pet names like “dear,” “honey,” “sweetie,” and “darling.” However, she can get creative as well, preying on inside jokes or embarrassing moments to form quite unique names tailored to her s/o!

O-   On Cloud Nine: What is this character like when they’re in love? Is it obvious to others, or are they good at hiding it?

It’s pretty easy to notice when Tae is in love. She daydreams quite often about her s/o, and one will catch her staring off into space, either just sitting there absorbed in fantasies or even halted in the middle of some task. When one brings up her potential suitor, Tae will grow mildly flustered; not suspiciously so, but a trained eye can notice her shifting gaze and faint blush. When she talks about the person, she’ll grow very animated and very obviously enjoys talking about them.

P-    PDA: Does this character like PDA? If so, what kinds of things do they do in public to show off their s/o?

Tae is an unabashed female and certainly doesn’t mind PDA, but there are limits to what she will display in public. She will absolutely insist on hand-holding, hugging or cuddling, and cute little kisses, but she never delves into the racier side of public displays of affection. Tae adores walking down the street holding her s/o’s arm and cradling her head into the nook of their shoulder and neck. Tae is admittedly a little vulgar, especially if she gets alcohol into her system, so there can be plenty of suggestive lines that come out of her mouth… But if she and her s/o ever want to act on them, she’ll insist on finding a private place to do so!

Q-   Quirks: What random traits or quirks does this character have that positively affect the relationship?

Tae loves an adventure! She’s guaranteed to spirit her s/o away on some new trip or jaunt, and it’s always certain to be a lively affair, especially if the Yorozuya tag along… This lends to the relationship never growing stale or routine and therefore fizzling out. Almost every day, Tae gives her s/o new reasons to love her, or just affirms such with her infectious joy and blazing spirit.

R-    Romance: Is this character a hopeless romantic, or a bit on the low-key side? Are they cliché when it comes to romantic gestures, or can they get a little bit creative?

Tae’s a hopeless romantic on the inside, definitely! What girl isn’t, really? It takes Tae a while to show this side of her to s/o, afraid they will laugh because it conflicts to strongly with her strong, independent personality, but in time she will come to fully express her romantic nature to them. Tae’s generally a mixed back of generic or unique romantic gestures, depending on the day or situation. Sometimes she just takes a book from the tried-and-true to show her affection and/or gratitude, and sometimes there are just things she does that are just so exceptionally her! As expressed, it’s never a dull moment with this girl who is so energetic and full of love.

S-    Secrets: Are there any secrets they hide from their s/o? If so, how do they deal with it when those secrets finally come out?

When it comes to secrets, there is one thing she is going to try and hide to someone she is really pursuing… Her complete lack of talent for cooking! Though societal norms changed rapidly in Edo, cooking is still a very desirable trait for a woman, and she’s terrified that someone is going to break her heart because she simply can’t master the skill! Tae will get desperate and resort to downright comical, absurd means to prevent her s/o from finding out, but finally, when all schemes and options are spent, she’ll finally break down and admit it. It makes her really sad that she’ll never be able to present the person she loves with a home-cooked meal, and she may even cry a little about it. Hopefully her s/o is gracious and finds the trait almost endearing, and will reassure her that there is plenty to love about her otherwise!

T-    Thrill: Does this character prefer routine in their relationship, or do they like to shake things up every once in a while?

Routine? Blegh! Tae can’t stand the dullness of everyday life, especially with all the rustle and bustle of Kabuki-Cho (mostly due to a certain trio of individuals and their alien dog…). At every opportunity, she will try to invent something new and fun for her s/o to do, and she applies this to all aspects of their lives together. Tae wants her relationship to be fun, and not a tether for herself. The last thing she wants is for her life to devolve to just being a restless housewife, so her s/o better be prepared for a lifetime of adventures and shenanigans with this one! It’s truly never a dull moment.

U-   Understanding: Is this character level-headed and empathetic toward their partner, or do they sometimes have trouble figuring them out, which leads to some butting heads?

Tae’s got a good head on her shoulders, but is stubborn too, and so while for the most part she knows what makes her partner tick and can be reasonable with them, sometimes she just has no clue what’s going through their head, either! She doesn’t normally get angry about it, but blue; this is especially true if her partner is hiding something from her or doesn’t want her involved in something. Tae realizes that everyone needs their space, but she just can’t help but be a little hurt by it. If she can’t understand her partner completely and without words being said, then it means to her that there is still a lot of work to be done. As Tae does, though, she will brave the situation with a smile and internalize her feelings, because she doesn’t want her partner to feel bad about her own shortcomings and misgivings. Tae will really need a partner who understands her through and through and will force her to be honest.

V-   Value: How does this character value their relationship with their s/o? How does it hold in comparison to their goals, ambitions, etc.?

Tae holds her relationship with someone in high regard, but she has a couple of bigger priorities, like Shinpachi and her family’s dojo. These things are exceptionally important to her and if her s/o is not willing to share these parts of her life with her, then they’ve gotta go. Tae won’t abandon her little brother and her dream to revive the dojo for anyone!

W-  Wild Card: Any random fluff headcanon that does not fall within the other categories!

Tae loves to stargaze. There was always something so comforting to her about the vastness of the night sky, millions of stars twinkling alongside the brilliant moon; it made all her troubles seem so small and insignificant, and this gave her the courage to face them. Whenever she is sad or stressed, she’ll sit out on the porch and seek comfort in that glittering abyss; of course, she’ll look at them even when she’s happy, too, and this makes the perfect date! Tae can think of a billion ways to stargaze in a romantic setting and never grows tired of it, so if her s/o wants to do something spontaneous and sweet, that’s the way to go!

X-   XOXO: How does this character show affection?

Tae’s strongest language of love is “acts of service.” This can be very obvious, such as doing chores or favors for her s/o or spontaneously bringing them food or drink, or very subtle, such as storming arranged marriages or silently supporting them in their dangerous endeavors… To her, supporting in any capacity is one of the greatest ways to show true love and devotion. Besides that, “quality time” is another way she approaches showing her affection. Just being with someone is one of the most intimate means that she can show she loves someone, and if they are having a rough time, she’ll be by the side the entire time. It’s a bit less obvious than other forms of showing love, but that’s just how Tae is, and she pours her heart and soul into it!

Y-   Yearning: How does this character deal with time apart with their s/o?

Tae will be saddened by being separated from her s/o, dramatically if they are very involved. Like when she is in love, she’ll daydream, but they’ll be wistful visions of the great time they shared together, and one can tell the difference. She’ll be a bit lethargic and lose some of her spunk, though of course she’ll try to smile through the pain and insist she’s just fine. She’ll need a good friend that she can pour her heart out to and vent her frustrations about being apart from her s/o. It helps if her s/o leaves something behind of theirs that she can carry around and be reminded of their presence. Though they’re gone, she’ll have that item and know they’re thinking of her, and that’ll cheer her up a little.

Z-    Zeal: Is this character willing to great lengths for their relationship? If so, how far, and how long does it take to get to this point?

Though Tae can fall in love sort of quickly, it takes her a while to be wholly and utterly committed to someone. She just doesn’t trust and open up that easily, considering how much she has to protect and how dangerous Kabuki-Cho can really be. Once the relationship is established and true, however, Tae is in it for the long haul. She’ll approach it with a lot of zest and heart, and so of course if it ever becomes threatened, Tae will do everything in her power to protect it! If this involves her partner being harmed or threatened in any way, Tae ain’t afraid to get in there and throw hands; however, if she knows the situation is way out of her hands and she’ll only contribute to the issue, she’ll go to many of the tough individuals she trusts to get her beloved back. If the problem is between them only, Tae will do everything in her power to make it right. She’s a committed gal, for sure!

[the-coldest-goodbye]

Davos Seaworth – SFW Alphabet Headcanons

Davos Seaworth x reader

Requested by Anonymous

A/N: This is my first time writing Davos, so I hope it doesn’t feel too OOC.

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Davos is very affectionate but also very respectful, a gentleman through and through. He tends to avoid over-the-top public displays of affection, maybe only giving you quick, shy kisses to the cheek, forehead, or top of your hand, or a warm hug when greeting you or saying goodbye. He might push back a loose strand of your hair or place his hand on top of yours as you sit beside each other.

Publicly, he shows his affection for you primarily through words. An unending stream of compliments and respect for you always comes out of his mouth, never a bad word to say when you become the topic of conversation. He’s very sweet. He teases you a lot, but never anything that could be considered malicious — only good-natured banter. He loves to see you smile and laugh, and it especially warms his heart when he’s the cause for it. Around you, he lights up. His love and affection for you is clear to anyone.

Davos also publicly shows his affection for you through acts of service. He is thoughtful and chivalrous. He will help you on and off your horse or offer you the clack off his back when it’s cold out. He’d personally escort you to ensure your safety, often offering you his arm for you to take. If you were traveling and food rations were a concern, he would always make sure you were fed before him. Everything he would do, he’d do for you. He would work hard to try and secure a better future for you. He thinks you deserve the world and he’s going to try his hardest to give you what he can even though he tells himself it’ll never be as much as you deserve. 

In private, he is just as gentlemanly towards you as he is in public. None of it is for show. He just genuinely respects and loves you. Even alone, however, he is still a little bashful about being more physically affectionate with you. Though he normally is unfazed by the demeaning things highborns say about him concerning his lowborn upbringing, he is more insecure about it around you. He’s afraid that you’re settling for him and that you may be holding yourself back from better prospects with a more respected lord or lady with more money, land, and power by settling for him. Especially towards the beginning of your relationship, he would be unsure if you actually felt the same about him as he did about you, so he would tread carefully, paying close attention to how you react to him and if you seem open to his advances before pushing any further. 

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

World’s most loyal best friend! Davos defends you with his words and even his actions if the need arises. He is very empathetic and compassionate, as well as a wonderful listener. He would always offer you sound advice that was both compassionate and practical. He’d be your right-hand man — both figuratively and literally because he’s always by your side. Whenever you need your spirits bolstered or your confidence boosted, he’s your hype-man. He helps pick you up when you’re feeling down. Davos’s sense of humor also makes him even more of a joy to be around. He’s a fun person to have a drink (or two or three) with, swapping tales and playful bantering.

Your friendship with Davos would start when he noticed what a kind and compassionate person you were when you interacted with others, particularly with people who were normally social outcasts. He’d be drawn to you and know right away that you were someone he wanted to connect with.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

Davos gets so much comfort and relief from feeling you close to him, safe in his arms. His favorite part of the day is always returning back to your shared chambers to unwind, talk, and snuggle. In less intimate moments alone, the two of you will often lay side-by-side in bed, the lengths of your bodies touching as you both tilt your head inwards so they’re resting against each other, usually while holding hands and discussing the day’s events. In more intimate moments, usually when you’re ready to end the day together, your cuddles tend to feature more embracing. He particularly likes to be the big spoon or hold you in his arms. Both of you will also often take turns where one of you lays on their back while the other snuggles into them and rests their head on the first person’s chest as it would rise and fall with their breath, feeling their heart beat.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Davos is a man of duty and honor, and he goes where duty calls. If he were in a position where he had the opportunity to settle down, he’d love to do so with you. He fantasizes about the two of you together in a cozy little cottage on the outskirts of a quaint village, and maybe even with some children and a dog or two. He would love to start a family with you.

In terms of cooking and cleaning, he’s alright. His meals aren’t gourmet, but he can produce something edible. Growing up in Flea Bottom, he’s had to make do with very little from an early age, so he’s quite resourceful and can make meager food supplies spread further than you may expect. He’s not the neatest but not outlandishly messy either. You’d always scold him for leaving his dirty boots haphazardly kicked off by the door where anyone could trip over them. 

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

If Davos had to break up with you, he’d be quite gentle and sad about it. He’d struggle to get through that conversation because he’d get choked up and would shed some tears. It’d be his absolute last resort. He takes his commitments very seriously, and he’d try everything to repair your relationship before calling it quits.

F = Fiancé(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

He’s a loyal and committed man, and he is willing to commit very quickly to someone he loves and truly believes in. He wouldn’t want to scare you off though or push you into something before you were ready, but the moment you indicated that you were ready for marriage, he would propose if he knew in his heart that you were the one.

The only apprehension that he would have in regards to getting married to you is that he feels you could do better than him and he wouldn’t want to hold you back from a better life with someone who could provide you with more. However, the more you’d reassure him that you love him and want only him, the more his insecurities would melt away.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

In every sense, Davos is a very gentle man. He’s not cruel or harsh with his words or actions. In a world of fakers and schemers, Davos is a genuinely good and kind man. He sees the good in people, even those who may not receive a lot of kindness or respect from society in general, and he treats them with respect. It warms your heart that the more you get to know Davos, you learn that his kindness is not an act that he puts on for political gain. He really is just a compassionate man.

Even if he’s telling you a hard truth or something difficult, Davos does it in a way that doesn’t feel like he’s attacking you. He’s very good with his words and is effective at getting to the heart of a matter while also being mindful of your feelings and how he’s delivering his words.

Physically, Davos is gentle too. He would never want to overstep his boundaries. He’s very respectful of you and your boundaries. His adoration for you can be felt when he touches you. In every touch, there is a lot of gentleness and reverence. It’s almost as if he’s afraid to tarnish you.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Davos quite likes hugs, and he’ll hug you whenever it feels appropriate or like he could justify it. This usually means whenever he greets you or says goodbye, or during any moments that are happy and lighthearted, or when you need comforting during sad or scary moments. He gives lovely hugs, ones where he draws you in close and you feel secure, his arms holding you tightly yet tenderly. You can really feel the affection in his embrace. During a hug, he’d often kiss you lightly on your cheek, forehead, or the top of your head (depending on your height). Many times, Davos would be reluctant to let go of you completely, so he’d still try to be touching you in some respect after pulling apart, whether that means holding hands, linking arms, or him resting his hand in the middle of your back as you stood by each other’s side.

Under more formal circumstances, he might not feel it appropriate for hugs and would instead greet you, comfort you, or say goodbye to you by grabbing your hand and giving it a tender squeeze.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

Davos tells you that he loves you much later than he begins to feel it. He falls in love with you pretty fast, but he’s afraid of going too fast and scaring you off before you’re ready or in case you don’t feel the same.

Before he leaves for a long and potentially dangerous trip, he would have a tender moment alone with you, reassuring you that he’ll be safe and that he’ll return to you. “I love you” would slip out of his mouth in this moment. He’d instantly go red and couldn’t make eye contact with you, embarrassed with himself for letting it slip. He’d be relieved when you’d take his face in your hands, make him look at you, and tell him you love him too before kissing him.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He does get a bit jealous, especially seeing younger men flirt with you. He would try to brush it off by making humorous comments about them, but deep down he’d feel insecure and would fear you leaving him for someone younger or more handsome.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Davos’s kisses are tender and loving. In public, he would occasionally give you a quick and tender peck on the lips, cheek, forehead, or the backs of your hands. In private, he would still generally be gentle with you and take things slow, and so he would be pleasantly surprised whenever you’d instigate something deeper and more demanding, like your lips desperately claiming his or when you would snake your tongue past his lips to explore his mouth. He’d be flattered that you seemed to want him so badly. 

He loved kissing you everywhere, but one of his favorite things would be for him to press his lips against your chest near your heart and before then taking your hand in his and placing it flat against your chest where he just kissed you. The first time he did it, you chuckled and asked him what he was doing. He smiled bashfully and said that he was sealing his kiss so you’d always have it. This became a routine you would do every night before bed.

Davos has lived a hard life and has many scars to prove it. It would always make his heart flutter when you would press your lips gently against the scars that littered his body, almost as if you were recognizing, accepting, and honoring his less-than-glamorous past.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Davos is wonderful with kids. He treats them with kindness and respect. Instead of brushing them aside and ignoring them, he treats them specially, actually considerate of their feelings and treating their thoughts as important. Davos would be very fun and sweet with kids, and they adore him too. Every time he interacts with children, you can’t help but to think about what a wonderful father he would be.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

He has to wake up early each morning for all of the business he must attend to, and he tries not to wake you up, though you do tend to stir from all of the noise and clattering he accidentally makes as he gets ready in the morning. Before leaving, he kisses you sweetly and whispers, “I’ll see you later, my love,” in your ear.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

His favorite part of the day is being able to relax alone with you in your chambers; however, before that can happen, he must get through the lessons of you teaching him how to read and write. After the lessons are done, the two of you relax, cuddle, and chat, or maybe share a bath together.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Davos is pretty open. He has a lot of stories to tell. He’s not ashamed of his background and not afraid to tell you about his experiences growing up in Flea Bottom, becoming a sailor and smuggler, etc. 

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Generally Davos is patient and can tolerate quite a bit, but does have pretty solid morals and he will not stand having them violated. He particularly can’t stand others being harmed needlessly or when people don’t value human life. Even when angered, he’d do a fairly good job at keeping his composure and trying to work through an issue in a measured and constructive way.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He remembers a lot about you, even seemingly useless things. Because of this, almost everything makes him think about you in some way, particularly when the two of you have been separated because he’s away for business. The waves on the sea make him think about the way your clothes rustle when you walk. When someone hands him a loaf of bread, he thinks about how you prefer your bread to be sliced thickly. Sometimes he’ll meet a person and think of you because they have the same first name as one of your family members. One time he got you a trinket in the shape of a deer that he came across by chance in a market because it reminded him of a story you once told him about the time you came face-to-face with a fawn as a child. It would always surprise you just how much he was actually listening to you. 

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

His favorite moment in your relationship would be your wedding. It would be a very small affair with only a few of the most important people in your lives in attendance, and everything about that day felt perfect. The way you looked into his eyes with pure affection and swore to the old gods and the new that you were committed to him for the rest of your life made him melt. He couldn’t wait to start this new chapter in your lives together.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Davos would do everything in his power to protect and defend you, verbally or physically. He would stand with you through thick and thin, and he would have harsh words for anyone who had something bad to say about you. Although Davos is not a particularly skilled fighter, he would protect you with his life and would put himself in the middle of anyone or anything threatening you, even if it puts his own safety in jeopardy.

He wouldn’t want you to endanger yourself for him. It would stress him out seeing you putting yourself in danger to protect him because he strives to protect you. Also, he is pretty good at letting highborns’ nasty comments about him roll off his back, but his heart swells whenever you defend him and stress how he’s the most loyal man you have ever met. It fills him with pride knowing that you think so highly of him.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Davos would put as much effort as possible into your relationship or special events or gifts, even with limited resources. He’d rather make lasting memories or give you something with a lot of sentimental value behind it rather than making it his goal to give you something with the biggest price tag. He particularly likes to give you wooden figures he whittled himself for you, or little trinkets he comes across in markets that remind him of you, or flowers he found in the wild. He would rather take a stroll with you on a beach than have a fancy, extravagant dinner. He’s usually very busy with his duties, but he always tries to make time to unwind with you every day, and he’d make sure to have special date nights alone with you whenever his schedule would allow.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Davos is very dedicated to his work, so he’s sometimes gone for long periods of time. There could also potentially be conflicts between you and his duties. Although you are absolutely a high priority to him, sometimes he has to choose his work over you, even if he’d rather be with you. He’s sometimes insecure about his background, particularly his illiteracy, his missing fingers, and how he doesn’t have quite as much to offer as lords and ladies of more established houses. He also can be so focused on you, your needs, and his work that he tends to neglect taking care of himself and his own needs.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Davos is not very vain, though he does sometimes have insecurities about his appearance. He’s afraid that you might think he’s too old, especially compared to some of the much younger folks who flirt with you.

He’d also be afraid that you’d be turned off by his hand missing fingers. Normally he wouldn’t mind too much about his missing finger joints. He doesn’t resent Stannis at all for cutting them off and views it as a just punishment for his crimes. However, he would be a little insecure about them around you at first because he feared that you’d find the missing fingers off-putting. In the early stages of your relationship, he’d often try to avoid having you look at them by covering them with gloves, or he would be extra careful to only offer you the hand with all of his fingers intact. However, as the two of you became more comfortable with one another and you reassured him that you were perfectly fine with his hand the way it was, he would hide it less and stop worrying about it as much.

In terms of his clothes, he’d focus more on practicality than how expensive and fashionable he looked.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He’d feel like a part of him would be missing without you. Although he is motivated by the idea of serving a just leader and creating a better world, he’s made a vow to himself that he would do everything in his power to forge a better life for the two of you together. The world would still go on without you in his life and he would have to go on with it, but his world would be much more dull and colorless.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Before the two of you were officially together, he would jump at any opportunity to be around you. If there was news or a scroll that needed to be delivered to you, he would be the one who’d offer to go to your private bedchambers to deliver it to you personally because he would like to see you and then stick around and chat for a bit. He thought he was being crafty and inconspicuous, but Stannis always knew what he was doing. Everyone did. His crush on you was clear to everyone.

Davos’s illiteracy would be a point of embarrassment to him. He would feel honored when you offered to teach him how to read and write, and he would put a lot of effort into your lessons because he wanted you to be proud of his progress. However, he’d often get overwhelmed by you being so close to him during his lessons that sometimes he’d get nervous and goof up.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Davos can’t stand people who are cruel or lack empathy. He wouldn’t get along well with someone who cares solely about status and power but not about other people.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Davos is a heavy sleeper. He tends to snore loudly and mumble in his sleep. When he’s sleeping, he has a tendency to yank furs over to his side when he rolls over, so it’d probably be a good idea to use separate furs while you slept instead of sharing one large one.

[webcricket]

Firsts

Pairing: Established!CastielXReader

Word Count: 1050

A/N: Seraphim snuggle times and wings. I like my Castiel served up super sweet on Sundays [and always].

At first, Castiel didn’t comprehend the point of being cuddled. The act, however intimate in nearness, served no overt biological drive toward procreation, nor did it directly stimulate the body’s pleasure centers – sins of the flesh something the vessel, if not always the angel within, understood intuitively and with an often rapacious demand. Not that he would ever deny you anything in his power to fulfill, especially so superficially simple a request as your desire to innocently hold him for a while after he had a particularly rough day amid the perpetual run of mostly bad luck defining his earthly existence since the fall. After all, he’d instinctually done the same for you time and again and this was merely you attempting to return the favor. Humans alone, he endearingly believed, required these displays of devoted protection, care, and comfort to feel secure. Celestial wavelengths of light, fierce not frail, he thought existed far above benefiting from such tenderness.

And so, stiff muscles yielding to the insistent pull and tug of your hands guiding him nearer, you saw a wave of skepticism flash in the flummoxed furrow of his features as you drew him against your chest and refused to let go until the fixed rigidity began to flee his form. Slowly then, small shudders relaying his shattering resistance, he succumbed, melting into the soothing softness of your embrace. Like so many of the angel’s firsts living alongside humanity and loving you, the benefit of cuddling seemed elusory only at first.

Now, situated on the surprisingly cozy for a cheap motel room king-sized oasis of a bed, sinking sun setting the closed curtains aglow in a fiery orange, Sam and Dean’s brotherly antic arguments and boisterous laughter occasionally booming through the neighboring wall, louder the deeper into the lager they swim, back supported by the headboard and a pile of pillows, the angel’s weary head rests in your lap.

He killed a rogue brother today to save you all; hew the heretic threatening his chosen family clean through the heart to perish in a burst of blazing white, charred shadow of the fallen’s wingspan etched into the concrete floor of the warehouse. Despite the love lost between Castiel and his kin, with so few of his kind remaining, the loss weighs heavy on him even in the face of necessity. Here, in your touch, he chases solace.

Your fingers lazily tangle through chestnut locks, following tamed curls to their ends and tracing the glaze of grey glinting at his temples. Over and over you repeat the pacifying pattern, and it’s clear from the relaxed parting of perfectly plump pink lips and the lashes loosely shuttering the damp shine of his eyes, he appreciates completely the why of cuddling. Removing your tactile reassurance for a moment, you flip the page of the lore book you read which is conveniently perched on his chest.

He catches you by the wrist on return, pressing a ticklish trail of kisses to the delicate expanse along the inside of the captured limb from thumb to crook of elbow and back until a pleasing cascade of laughter spills from the smile broadening your cheeks. Sitting suddenly upright, leather bound tome bouncing to the bed, he slots his mouth to yours to savor the sweetness of the sound on his tongue.

Your fingers again tease into his hair, scrabbling over scalp to clasp the nape of his neck, nails digging to remind him of the unfortunate mortal affliction you suffer necessitating the occasional gasp of oxygen.

He relents his affection to tuck his scruff-prickled chin at the hollow cushion of your collarbone. As your ribcage rises and falls, racing heart returning to a steady rhythm, he murmurs, breath sultry on your skin, “Would you do something for me, my love?” It’s a something he wanted to ask you to do long ago when you first surrendered your body to his vessel and your soul to his celestial heart, and yet part of him – the same part that struggled with the notion of needing or even meriting comfort – doubted he deserved the deepest contentment of all.

Hooking a finger beneath his square jaw, you tilt his gaze up to meet yours, soft and sincere, answering without hesitation. “Anything, angel,” you exhale, a breathless beaming tone.

He nods, a choked gulp of gratitude tightening his throat. He trusts you. Believes you, although he doubts himself still.

You watch as moves to sit on the edge of the mattress. Watch and wonder what it is he wants of you as he slips the loosened knot of his blue tie over his head, pedantically unbuttons his white shirt, and shrugs the cuddle-wrinkled garment off broad shoulders. You watch the uncertainty tensely ripple the muscles of his shoulder blades as he sits there, hands flexing and balling into fists, not saying a word.

“Castiel, whatever it is I-”

He turns then, winds an arm about your waist, and eases you against the pillows in a single fluid movement. Blue spark of grace glowing in his gaze, balancing the bulk of his body above you with his elbows, he brushes trembling lips to each of your eyelids, compelling them to close.

Brilliant light penetrates the sheer skin swathing your eyes. A gale of electric petrichor-laced wind rouses the room. Holding your breath, you hear a strange dry scrape and rustle surrounding you; a blanket of heat closes in, too, on all sides.

Shifting his weight to one side to settle half on you half on his stomach, arm draped across your waist, one leg twined between yours, Castiel snuggles you and waits.

When you finally blink, silvery iridescent black wings, simultaneously corporal and ethereal in solidity, no less stunning for the damage and sparseness dimming and scarring them in spots, fill your field of vision and curve within the confines of the walls. Lifting curious and loving fingers toward the nearest, the feathery limb thrusts downward into your open palm, entirely solid despite its opacity, seeking the comforting temptation of your caress. Stunned smile wreathing your mouth, you submerge your fingers into the silken soft plumes.

Truly feeling your touch for the first time, without the barrier of his vessel, the seraph beside you sighs – a reverberant and guttural growl of pure contentment.

[loveforpreserumsteve]

A Place to Fall (skinny!Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes Modern College AU)

Thirty:

It was a weird night. That was certain. Not only had Steve briefly imagined himself actually giving Brock a chance. Allowing himself to find some comfort that Brock could possibly be good for him. If only for his own lonely heart's sake. But then, Steve had ended the night with Bucky.

Nothing too overtly obvious, to Steve's chagrin. No, for the most part, Steve wasn't sure about anything. Just as Bucky seemed to like things, Steve reasoned with himself. Because Steve seemed just as perplexed by Bucky as any other time.

This time, however, their hands were intertwined and Bucky was rubbing soothing circles on the back of Steve's hand with the rough pad of his thumb. Briefly, Steve thought about questioning Bucky. But every time that Steve attempted to force out the words, what is this? What does it mean? Do you like me? Is this a date? Is this serious? Are you interested in me? Steve lost his nerve.

Which wasn't like Steve at all.

Steve was bullheaded and stubborn as all hell. He picked fights and finished fights. Always being led by what was right and just in his book. Just the way that his mother had raised him. Steve wasn't one to run away or to cowardly keep his mouth shut.

But just like Halloween -- and many other instances besides that one glorious evening -- Steve found himself clamming up. Unable and unwilling to chance it. All because he didn't want to lose Bucky.

Sitting there now, Steve could feel the words bubbling up inside of him. Like a shook soda can that waits to explode. All Steve had to do was ask Bucky. Ask him what this was. What it could be. What they were. What Bucky wanted. There was so much that Steve desperately wanted to know.

When Bucky jumped at the movie though and tightened his grasp on Steve's hand while cowering towards the petite blond, Steve couldn't bring himself to do it. Couldn't bring himself to ruin this perfect moment.

Especially not once the movie had ended and Bucky suggested, "Wanna sleep together?"

Snapping his jaw closed, so it wouldn't fall open in shock again, Steve pressed his lips together and turned his gaze to Bucky. Steve's eyes were wide. Never did Steve think that Bucky would offer something so tantalizing. Not like that, at least.

Hell, Steve felt like he could come right then and there with those words.

"Or I could just sleep down here on the futon," Bucky amended. Clearly judging Steve's expression and body language, and trying to make Steve as comfortable as possible. Bucky averted his gaze and, with his free hand, scratched the back of his neck as he sheepishly confessed, "I just always get freaked out after horror movies."

Not sure why Bucky had suggested they watched those movies, if he knew --

Steve's heart stuttered in his chest. What if Bucky had planned this? Planned for them to get cozy on the futon and cuddle throughout the night. No, Steve couldn't imagine Bucky doing that. After all, they had been on a double date. Bucky had been the unflinching one while Bridgette cowered intimately into his neck.

Of course, Bucky had seemed more focused on other things rather than the movie. But Steve had just assumed that Bucky was paying attention to Bridgette. Had Bucky actually been focused on Steve?

Was that the real reason why Bucky didn't seem fazed when Bridgette suggested that she and Brock leave?

"Okay," Steve finally agreed. When Bucky still didn't look all that convinced by Steve's statement, Steve fixed a small grin on his face. Trying to silently reassure Bucky.

With an easy grin that matched Steve's, Bucky confirmed, "Okay," and gave Steve's hand a brief squeeze.

Walking around to the end of the bed, Bucky lifted his leg, resting his foot on the rung and paused. Briefly internally debating something, Bucky looked at Steve. The clear mischief in that sole expression was enough to get Steve's heart racing.

"Are you going to need a boost?" Bucky asked. If it wasn't for the cocky smirk, Steve would've taken him as genuine.

"Thanks," Steve deadpanned, "But I think I can manage just fine."

Bucky arched his brow and gestured for Steve to climb up first. Puffing his chest out, Steve tried to make himself seem larger. Confident. Anything in hopes of making himself seem more desirable.

Only once Steve was climbing up the rungs did a brief thought flitter through Steve's mind: what if Bucky is checking out your ass? Steve's breath paused and as he placed his knee on the bed, he discreetly looked over at Bucky. Bucky's eyes were on Steve, that was certain, but there was no way of knowing if Bucky had been, in fact, checking him out.

But Steve could always dream, right?

[trufield]

Trufield Fluff Alphabet!

the meme no one asked me to fill out but here it is just for the hell of it

(thanks to @superkamiokande for the pic

A = Attractive. What do they find attractive about the other?

Harry is most attracted to Albert’s kindness (and gentleness) but once a relationship is established he pays closer attention to Albert’s physical features (his eyes, his ass, his ears... everything)

Albert is attracted to Harry’s physical everything (if the clothes aren’t in the picture). His hair, his jaw, his soft eyes and quiet focus...

      (... and his dick)

B = Baby. Do they want a family? Why/Why not?

Harry had always imagined having a family but he doesn’t mind not having one. He likes spending time with Frank’s kids and he doesn’t think he would be in the best position to have one anyway

Albert: absolutely not

C = Cuddle. How do they cuddle?

Any way they can. Albert is always the little spoon in bed

D = Dates. What are dates with them like?

 Albert takes Harry to a fancy restaurant. Harry gets flustered. (They don’t really date though...)

E = Everything. You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world…)

Harry might say Albert was his everything. Albert wouldn’t descend into this level of sappiness (doesn’t stop him thinking those things though. w/e Albert you’re already a sap)

F = Feelings. When did they know they were falling in love?

Albert: When Harry trusted him, needed him, relied on his help to get him through his alcohol addiction (although he was attracted to him at the start but it wasn’t LOVE, not like this)

Harry: When Albert is helping him for a week or so and Harry takes him to see the rainbow at White Tail Falls, remembers the legend about finding your forever love there and thinks ‘oh no it’s definitely Love’

G = Gentle. Are they gentle? If so, how?

YESS. They’ve had too much suffering and also Harry has never really been treated gently by a romantic partner before (it was always him being the caregiver) so it’s new and different and SAFE and he likes it very much. He will be gentle with Albert too because he never wants to hurt him (and feels guilty that he has done in the past)

H = Holding Hands. How do they like to hold hands?

YES. They are dorks. At first Albert is sigh, eyeroll, I only do it because Harry likes this kind of thing but w/e Albert. They hold hands to reassure, when being intimate and just any damn time they feel like it. When they’re old they walk the dogs and hold hands.

I = Impression. First impression/s?

Albert thinks Harry is superficially attractive and it’s a shame he’s so ‘dense’ and that it looks like he frequents thriftstore dumpsters

Harry thinks Albert is arrogant and rude

J = Joker. Are they into pulling pranks?

Not really, sometimes Harry is playful and Albert has to learn how to respond to that but they’re too much about trust to be pranking each other. (Harry lets Diane copy some of Albert’s photos one time for her to put at his desk but does regret doing so)

K = Kiss. How do they kiss?

Soft chaste kisses, forehead kisses, kissing any damn part of the body they like, hungry/desperate kisses, deep and slow kisses... all kinds of kisses

L = Love. Who says ‘I love you’ first?

Albert. Harry has had too many bad experiences and is too afraid to say it to his face for awhile. Albert does so to reassure him and show it’s serious

M = Memory. What’s their favourite memory together?

Impossible to have just one after a lifetime together! Obviously the happiest ones are best, their first time situations, proposals, weddings, but all the small things too: being out in the snow together, unremarkable domestic times that are fixed in the memory for no special reason, just the mood and atmosphere

N = Nickel. Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?

Albert spoils Harry absolutely. He has more money than he knows what to do with and here is finally a use but Harry is too polite and well mannered to be comfortable being spoilt excessively. Albert will buy him fine food, a nice suit to go out in, any bedroom-related stuff that he has an interest in, pays part of his phone bill. When they’re old and retire he goes all-out and buys Harry’s dream home (+animals) because he deserves it ;3;

O = Orange. What colour reminds them of their other half?

Earthy colours remind Albert of Harry - Greens and browns. Rich blues make Harry think of Albert

P = Petnames. What petnames do they use?

Albert shoots down the notion of petnames but Harry might call him ‘darlin’ occasionally and Albert will let it slide. When Harry asks Albert to teach him some basic Spanish phrases before meeting Albert’s parents, Albert calls him ‘mi pollito’ (and will do so occasionally when he’s being particularly soft)

Q = Quaint. What is their favourite non-modern thing?

Albert: RECORDS. Jazz Records. Also soothed by the soft fuzz of the needle when it’s over

Harry: probably more appropriate to ask what modern thing he likes haha. Harry prefers to do everything by hand. He likes a good traditional fireplace and chopping wood for it

R = Rainy Day. What do they like to do on a rainy day?

‘Warm each other up’ *waggles eyebrows*. But also curling up on the couch together, Albert getting Harry to watch a movie he likes or Harry watching TV and Albert reading

S = Sad. How do they cheer themselves/others up?

When Harry is depressed Albert will get him to lie his head on Albert’s chest and Albert will stroke his hair. Harry gives firm, grounding hugs

T = Talking. What do they like to talk about?

Albert likes to complain. But seriously, Albert likes talking about innovations in his field, science and big ideas. He’ll talk forever about music. Harry prefers asking Albert questions and listening but does like talking about animals and educating Albert on nature

U = Unencumbered. What helps them relax?

Each other! A firm embrace, a soft kiss. A nice warm bath or a cozy bed. If they don’t have each other: Harry - an amble in the woods, listening to the birds. Albert - Laying in the dark, eyes closed, listening to his records

V = Vaunt. What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?

Of course Albert likes to show off. He takes pride in his own talents (professional and otherwise) and knowledge. Harry will show off others - his cute pets or the talents of other people. He will perform his own special talents for Albert (singing, playing the guitar, and when he’s comfortable enough - stripteases) and may show off a little given Albert’s reactions

W = Wedding. When, how, where do they propose?

Albert decides to propose before Harry moves in with him to start off on a positive footing and so Harry’s not too sad about leaving his home. He does so at Harry’s home after impatiently waiting for him to return from work. He does what he’s supposed to, gets down on one knee with a ring. Technically it’s a ‘Reciprocal Beneficiary Relationship’ and only symbolic, but they sign the papers. They decide Harry will organise a ceremony on his leaving day so he leaves with good memories

There’s a second proposal, after Harry is recovering from chemo. Now it’s possible for them to be properly married, Harry proposes (with some assistance from Tammy and Coop). While Albert is out flower petals are scattered over the floor. Albert comes in annoyed about the mess and Harry proposes to him with a donut that has ‘Marry Me’ iced on it

X = Xylophone. What’s their song?

Nobody Does It Better - Carly Simon

Y = You. You are the ___ to my ___ (e.g. the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese)

Harry would probably say all kinds of food related variants and Albert would roll his eyes

Z = Zebra. If they wanted a pet, what would they get?

By the time they get their own proper home they already have many pets, but if Albert said he could have another he’d probably get some chickens...