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literally hanging onto my own damn country by a thread. selfcare going crazy this week....
#big sigh#moonrants#yesterday my coworker was liek āget over ti!! geez!!! ya'll are being dramatic.ā#i told myself#i want to be politcally literate because even tho whoever is president will not effect my job (I'll still have a job)#wont affect my living (i'll still have my apartment#there are PEOPLE#real freakin lives out there#that are and will probably be struggling#thats what i care about#its not about ME. its about our communities... our people!!!!#it amazes me how some people--my closest ppl-- don't care#and live on with their days not wanting to know or hear about it#NOT bc they dont want to#but bc they truly dont care#just...#no words ig
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes āohhh yeah bc pinkā#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going āwhat about the pink onesā on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other āqueerā folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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I want the labels to not matter at all I truly just want to be doing things bc they speak to me and make me feel something
#I donāt want to be a researcher so much as I want to be doing research#I donāt want to be a writer so much as I want to be writing#I dont want to be a reader so much as I want to be reading#And at the end of the day if I can do something and still feel fulfilled doing it without having to share it or have it be part of my#Identity then I know its the thing that I truly care about#Thank GOD Iām 22 and have all the time in the world to figure things out bc truly what do I want out of this life
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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than āi respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious personā or whatever lol
#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude#like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao#him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly#like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh#like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely āi only love cers i would neverā#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service ušš#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman#man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows#his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway#like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really ššššššššš#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why#like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person š#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol#the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning š#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls#im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development#like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about#like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but
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The sensation of waking up next to you ā¤ļøš
+bonus doodle:
ā¦and they mimirād happily ever after the end. ā¤ļø
(ID under cut!)
Miles is roused from sleep by sunlight shining on his face. Slowly, his eyes adjust to the light, until finally, his scope of awareness broadens to a body he had been sleeping on.
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Miles looks up to the figure that holds him, and upon seeing, his eyes widen in recognition.
Miles looks up to the figure that holds him, and upon seeing, his eyes widen in recognition.
The bottom panel of the page shows minimal details of a window shedding light onto the bed and blankets as seen from a higher view in the room.
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On the other side of the bed, Phoenix rests, his head propped by the headboard. His hair is messy from sleep, and his expression is thoughtful. The light of the morning highlights his features.
The sun shines through the blinds of the window.
Phoenix finally notices his observer, and turns to look at him.
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Phoenix takes Milesā hand in his, and lifts it to gently kiss the ring on Milesā finger. They both move to share a kiss, and their hands shift to hold one another. Milesā ring sparkles in the sunlight.
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They link their fingers as they kiss, and the morning creates a quiet atmosphere around them.
They part, but remain close, their fingers fully interlocked. Phoenix greets āGood morning,ā with a tender, loving expression as he looks at Miles. Milesā own expression is soft, unguarded, and fixed on Phoenix.
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Phoenix and Miles settle back into their shared bed; the morning sun illuminates them. They both smile softly, seeming happy and at peace. Miles rests his head under Phoenixās neck, and his hand on Phoenixās chest. One of Phoenixās hands rests over Milesā own on his chest, while his other hand holds Miles closer, revealing a matching ring of his own. Both rings shine softly in the sunlight.
Bonus image
A small simple drawing of Phoenix and Miles having fallen asleep again while holding each other as in the final page of the comic.
End ID.]
#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#ace attorney#this is so sappy i nearly choked the entire time i was drawing it#aa#fan art#smooches#ah yes my favorite tag <3#rendevok#this is vaguely set post AA5 but i truly have no timeline in mind i just want them married#like ding DONG bitches get ur shit together arenāt u tired of pining??? itās time to go apeshitt and furiously makeout#iām going to start mashing them together like dolls i dont care anymore!!!#NRMTS KISS RIGHT NOW OR IM BITING BOTH OF YOU#(a win win situation for me)#anyway if you canāt tell i am deeply in love with phoenix and projecting onto miles so hard#who doesnāt love making him down horrendous for a little flavor?#image description and alt text are the same because i suck at those still#writing that out was deeply embarrassing for me bc for whatever reason writing it out is something WAY more visceral than drawing it#i wish to evaporate nobody look at me unless you want to talk about them kissiing more then my dms are open
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Uhmmmmm soo. Over the past few months I've been seeing a lot of complaints or comments that digimon has too many designs which essentially boil down to āThere are too many designs that are just humans in costumes.ā
And for a while I just nodded my head and went Yeah Alright, because I Understood where it was coming from (the way most perfect + ultimate levels tend to become more humanoid over their predecessors) and thought it was a valid complaint even if I donāt agree. But eventually it got to the point where I got legitimately invested in wanting to know How Many Digimon there were that you could classify as ābasically humansā and well. Here I am.
For the past week or so I came up with my own ācategoriesā and counted how many digimon fit under each category to then later put into a graph like the one you see above ^
I did all of this for like, first and foremost My Own Interest, but I decided to share the results anyways in case someone else thinks this topic of discussion is interesting? I'll include as well under a read more a more in depth guide to the data i've accumulated as well
FYI, Important disclaimers: This is all highly subjective. Im not trying to claim these are any sort of objective categories canon to Digimon or that the results are objectively canon. You may think some or all of these categories are deeply redundant, or you will disagree with me over what counts as say, A Monster or A Furry or A Humanoid, and thatās fine. There are also digimon excluded from the total, most notably digimon that are cameo/minor characters in a singular digimon property, or recolours (ie Gabumon versus Psychemon) or which had minute design differences (Like, almost all of the different Agumons) because I thought including all of that was redundant or unnecessary. If there was a major difference in designs (ie Original Falcomon versus 2006 Savers Falcomon) however I did consider it as a separate design. Also, no X antibody designs were included, because oh my god there are already so many digimon and the X antibody designs could probably merit its own pie chart.
Baby 1 + 2:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 89
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 17
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries, inclu robotic anthros): n/a
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: n/a
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: n/a
Rookie:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 73
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 26
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic anthros): 7
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 7
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 4
Adult:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 96
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 51
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic designs): 18
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 23
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 6
Perfect:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 64
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 46
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic anthros): 39
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 46
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 9
Ultimate + Super Ultimate:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 68
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 41
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic anthros): 48
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 95
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 17
Hybrid:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 7
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 4
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic anthros): 6
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 8
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 7
Armour:
Explicitly Creatures/Animals/Naturalistic Monsters/etc: 40
Inhuman/Monstrous in other ways (example- Robots/objects/undead): 5
Anthropomorphic animals/creatures (Furries inclu robotic anthros): 11
Humanoid but still inhuman/monstrous/weird in some way: 7
Essentially humans/Humans in costumes: 1
#digimon#dinu yells into the void#dinu yells in the void#long post#sorry for being insane. it will happen again#again this is all purely for Fun and im not trying to like get on a high horse and start beef with people who dont care for humanoid mons#Especially because im not gonna lie a lot of these categories were really hard to do š like deciding which digimon fit under which label#i had a lot of weird specific only i would get it nuances and im probably a lot more gracious/generous to certain mons then others#like i personally considered basically any humanoid who had any kind of unique nonhuman aspect like wings or weird proportions or#unnatural skintones to be like considered inhuman or nonhuman in some way bc well#obvs if you saw someone like that in public normally you wouldnāt think theyre a normal human#im also not a furry so I truly had no idea what counts as a Furry design or not but honestly the biggest surprise i got was finding out how#little anthro designs there actually is in digimon. thought there'd be more!#i might one day come back to do the x antibodies but this took foreverrrr#and i think i might have accidentally fucked the data anyways either from forgetting to include a mon or adding it to the wrong score#oh well
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graduation day šø
#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#HELLO EVERYONE... i humbly offer a minato in these trying times... are you all prepared for the wave of march 5th art bc aha! im sure not#i looked at the promised day tag on twitter and GAAAH THE WORKS ARE ALL SOOO BEAUTIFUL#truly it touches my heart that soo many people are still drawing fan art for this important day even 16 years after the game has released#this is my second time celebrating it! and i couldn't be more grateful to have met minato and see his story....#genuinely though his growth throughout p3 is sooooo loooovely and it's rlly hard to put in words. but like. god. i love my wife#dont look @ me for calling him that. i have seen other ppl call him wife material in the tags. they're right btw#oh and uh if u want u can look at my art for last year its smwhere in my art tag.... i like to think i hav improved... LOL#anyway thats all i have to say... i will rb and cry and sing to kimi no kioku tmrw since its still the 4th where i live. take care everyon!
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bit of crisping ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦
#nightmaretheater#psychonauts#crispin whytehead#i know thats not what crispins clothes look like. I dont care. Thanks!#alot of them are of him laughing bc i was thinking of that voiceclip#i was digging thru audio clips from pn1 and. My god . His laugh. Truly i will never forget it#unpleasant brit of the year??????????? its him#i am practicing the No Lineart ā¦ ITS SO FUN???mmmnebdbbdbd
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"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.
(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#im having so many thoughts abt jaybin and he is so important to me#in one fic he went on a hunger strike bc alfred didnt eat w them and did it for so long they had to compromise#i love a jaybin 100% willing to menace and bother batman until the man folds. as is his right#the thing abt jason's backstory is that it shows him unwilling to suffer for a home#ma gunn's is bad; he gets beat up and she tries to get him to help rob a place. so he leaves! and rats the whole thing out to batman#and shows up himself cus he didnt think he had been believed#and lets not forget the fact he hit batman with a tire iron and called him a 'big boob'!#the boy's got moxie!! let jaybin be crass and angry and sassy and flawed and traumatized without reducing him to 2d caricature of a 'troubl#d kid'#i dont like a jason who did nothing but use excessive violence and disobey orders and be cocky and all that shit#i like a jason who was. oh yknow. a complex person!! a child/teen who has been fucking abused!!!#you shouldnt erase the fact that jason's reaction/response to stressful situations and triggers IS anger#it's not an indication that he was always gonna become a criminal/red hood or whatever. get outta here w that shit#but like. let us not go so far in the other direction we forget to have him react and be affected by the abuse he's suffered#anyway. if anyone should be a drama-queen it should be jaybin. once he becomes truly comfortable w bruce he should dial it up to 11#a lot of red hood's appeal (to me&many others) is that he is an 'imperfect' victim. meaning he is angry and flawed and doesnt suffer quietl#but is loud and obvious abt it#so when i see jaybin written as the opposite its like. man whats that about#anyway. jaybin is good and cares and wants to help and protect people. and by god if i ever see anybody writing#him having arguments with bruce about the no kill rule WHILE robin again im gonna throw hands istg-#my tags are like a hidden treasure box. most of what i say is in here lmao
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Suptober Day 6 - Full spread loosely inspired by the works of my beloved incredible mutual @chapeldean šš (though nowhere near as good as her stuff jhkdfkj)
Transscript of my terrible handwritting under the cut :D
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October - Oktober - PaÅŗdziernik 2023
Monday/Montag/PodniedziaÅek; 2: Dinner @ Jody's Tuesday/Dienstag/Wtorek; 3: Movie night -> BTTF? Wednesday/Mittwoch/Åroda; 4: - Thursday/Donnerstag/Czwartek; 5: Jack dentist 3pm (Baby's first doc appointment :'-) ) [Covered by sticker that reads "Beelieve in yourself"]: get packed -> make list! Saturday/Samstag/Sobota; 7: VACATION! Remember: -laptop + charger! + phone. Sunday/Sonntag/Niedziela; 8: -lock room so Sammy can't snoop NOTES: Shampoo, Snacks, sunglasses 4 Cas, !Call mom!
#does it make sense that dean would have a bought calender that had german+polish in it. no. do i care. also no.#also hiii ida im shamelessly copying you dsfhjk <333 jk ofc but truly your edits are off the charts and i thought of ur journaling au all#the time while making this!! hope u dont mind the tag but i felt proper credit was due dsfkjhk šš#suptober#suptober23#dean winchester#spn fanart#journaling#supernatural#destiel#deancas#traditional art#marker art#solar draws#emeraldcas#chapeldean#spxcekya#the bee sticker was put in there by cas ofc <3 š and bttf is on for movie night bc i love it thatse it
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thinking about. i dont know how to phrase this really but. chloe and frank.
like. when Chloe killed Frank i (, personally,) feel like her guilt from it was less because she killed Frank, and More because she Killed Someone (and their dog).
but!!! thats not to say she didnt feel guilty for killing Frank. because she definitely did. because on some level. despite everything. despite all of his shitty behavior. a part of her still cared for him. that tiny 15-17ish year old part in her still cared for him.
because that 15-17ish year old with intense abandonment issues in her only had. a small handful of people in her life that actually cared for her, and when THOSE few people arenāt even doing the best job at itā itās no shit that Chloeās standards for Good Friends are going to be Immensely dropped.
and so. itās kind of like what happened with Rachel, but WAY less intense. when she found someone who didnāt hate her, and was willing to hang around herāafter so so long of people hating her and not wanting to be around herā it makes sense that part of her would kinda latch onto them a little bit.
and so, even after all of the shit sheās learned he didā even when Frank starts to hate herā even when he threatens Max and herās livesā part of her keeps remembering him as one of the few guys who stuck around when no one else did.
itās just that. no matter how bad the personā if youāve known someone for years, and they were one of the only nice people to you in a town where theres like. four people that are nice to youā itās gonna hurt if you kill them. even if it was self defense. even if it was entirely their own faultā even if you two arenāt on even remotely good terms anymore.
ESPECIALLY for such a sentimental person like Chloe. taking that in consideration it makes me wonder. maybe she didnāt feel bad for killing Frank. maybe she felt bad for killing the person Frank used to be to her. but maybe she realized that That Frank already died long ago.
but yeah. im mentally ill. take everything i said with a grain of salt considering it is 12:07 AM.
#my thoughts are a mixture of coherentness but also just enough of radio static that i cant write much of it out Correctly#but anyways dont you think itās a little fucked that.#and maybe im reading it wrong but#like.#she really wanted to be friends with him in bts#she was really put that position#god idk#feel free to discuss about the whole. āchloe felt bad for killing Somebody not just frankā thing. thatās not something im 100% set in stone#with LOL. im open to other interpretations of it#that isnt to say the rest of this isnt open to discussionā but that part In Particular is#this post is mostly about how āfrank was chloes friendā more than anything#itās about how. out of the entire town. the shitty drug dealer is one of the guys who gives an actual shit about her#and about how. something happened in between BTS and LIS to make them hate eachother#like YES the 5000 dollar debt but that just CANT be it can it? was it rachelās disappearance that destroyed them?#or did frank start declining after the whole dameon thing??? WHAT CHANGED THEMā¦..#anyways im sure im not the first to think of this and im ready to hear other peoples opinions on it#SCREAMING AND CRYING BC CHLOE IS LITERALLY SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER BUT PEOPLE ARE TOO MISOGYNISTIC TO SEE IT RAHGDHSGSHGA#if i had a nickel for every time i said āevenā ādespiteā or ābecauseā in this post iād be rich#life is strange is a game about tragedy. and. misogyny.#ALSO TAKE IN CONSIDERATION. if u read this far.#that chloe likely met frank Before she was Really Truly convinced that there was zero hope for her to find somebody who cared for her#so it took a lot less effort for someone like frank to leave an imprint on chloe atp of her life.#and also partly why it was So Much More intense with rachel#hoping to god this is coherent#lis#life is strange#chloe price#frank bowers#rachel amber#ā¦. i really doubt it will happen
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i haven't even had time to watch fhjy and now im Scared. is it that bad
HELP IM SO SORRY LOOK. the insane thing is that i was loving this season so so so fucking much like i hadnāt been having this much fun in canon or fandom since the 2020 acoc lockdown hysteria. and then the latest episode came out and with a record speed of under three hours it completely obliterated any faith i had in d20ās storytelling chops ššš
but you know what. i was running events in d20 fandom for years without having been actively watching so whatās a few more. i wouldnt be here if the fandom wasnt my favourite part of it all. my super honest frank opinion is that if you do watch fhjy and want to enjoy it u must do so with a grain of salt about the storytelling nowadays because lately the pay-off just hasnt been as satisfying or deep as fh sophomore year or a crown of candy or even naddpod/wbn and i think recently the IH cast has shown they care about the goofs and smackdowns more than narrative themes or moral complexity which is like. fine. its still fun its just not for me and when im done mourning my expectations it will truly be all love but i need like a month to mald about it and draw all the shit i wish happened instead šā¤ļø
#me snorting copium: ITS FINE IF THE INTREPID HEROES DONT CARE ABOUT GOOD STORYTELLING ANYMORE#they definitely can and do in many other seasons and shows but after this and neverafterā¦. d20 IH campaigns are no longer for me#ive truly never been this critical of d20 bc i havent needed to but this was such a letdown for me#but itās whatever. i am here for the fandom and fanon means so much to me genuinely#so ill be fine#d20 zine jam rat grinders zine anyone?
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it's...missing smackjeeves hours..
telling myself if no one makes a good alternative for smackjeeves in the next like five years, im gonna start making one myself (only 10% serious)
i just miss like that atmosphere of 100% unmarketable, just comic sharing/making space.
where we all knew that 99% of the time the comics we see will never get finished bc ppl get busy, kids grow up and change interests ,etc. (i mention kids bc most of my memories of smackjeeves was when i was a teen, so it was a significant like developmental years as an artist kind experience for me)
like i remember most of the comics were like
barely legible sketch pages with like text written in mspaint.
there was absolutely no quality standard. and that's why it was so good
it made me as a kid feel like oh i can do comics! cause it can be WHATEVER YOU WANTED IT TO BE AND LOOK HOWEVER WAY.
and the collaborative ones on smackjeeves were so fun to look at
just overall.
having that. rough, crude, unmarketable space for art/comics was significant.
#hating the current comic spaces#the owner of smackjeeves had to sell smackjeeves to a korean mobile company that also owned a webcomic site cause the owner had health#issues and also struggled with funding the site costs#and he hoped that by being owned by a bigger company it would be taken care of better but it just eventually completely shut down#i dont have any hard feelings towards the creator ofc there's only so much an independent owner of a big site could do#so as much as i joke about i'll make it myself i do feel like it's unapproachable bc i feel like i'd run into the same issues with#not having the funds to run a site#but i am also very gungho and would be willing to just try it just for the sake of wanting bad comics to come back#please truly that was the most inspiring days for comic creating#i think beginner art and unmarketable art is like the backbone of art community imo#edit meant to write mobile GAME company not a phone comapny
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what if i drew pavitr meeting my oc... they could. bond over their beautiful hair, or something
#pavitr prabhakar#kal vishnuyash#gayatri would be so happy to see them meet bc it means she gets to braid TWO PEOPLE'S HAIR !!!#hair care truly is the best care when making friends yk yk#<- insane#if this gets 5 notes. i'm doing it.#do not enable me. dont be the enabler.#agnirambles
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watching a video about how ruthless 2010s youtube culture was to sonic and the point about the official twitter even getting in on the sonic hate reminded me of the time they got arin hansen (or one of the game grumps anyways) to write a song for the youtube channel about how much big the cat sucked
#truly a terrible time to be a big fan. dont mess with big fansā¦ there are like five of us#i didnt hallucinate that tho right?? didnt that happen???#also ik ppl thought sonic twitter was funny but tbh even back then it rubbed me the wrong way#first of all bc the twitter users didnt actually make the game. they were meant to advertise them. so they were shitting on someone elses wo#work#but also because it felt so insecure and petty. like sometimes it was funny but it was constant#and if you had an issue with that or the general culture around sonic then you were a degenerate idiot who cant take a joke#bc ha ha this is just the stupid meme franchise! why do you care? its not like it was ever good to begin with!#echoed voice
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ty for the people following me bc of the watcher posts. this is a watcher hater club now u can all vibe here knowing we are mentally standing outside that pretentious hollywood hq building w pitchforks and torches
#mine#watcher#i literally dont think ill ever be over this and i truly do not ever want to be#bc i dont care what absolute pr BULLSHIT they pull but they do not deserve to get away with this.#they rly dont.#and tbh since i havent spoken abt it yet imo shane is the most egregious one for being involved.#how fucking DARE you build your career off being an anti-capitalist ally & spouting 'steal from the rich'#just to pull THIS SHIT as successful as you are.#you fakeass wannabe punk bitch FUCK you shane madej.#you're right. some insufferable people did also meet you. and you're WORSE than any of them for doing this#hosting a show called puppet history just to shit all over internet history & success.#FUCK YOUUUU FUUUCCKKK YOOOOUUU#TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO!!!!!!!
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