#but anyways I Guess I’ll Die
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This is just how that entire Primso the Wishmaster episode went
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#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#shitpost#fanart#simon petrikov#prismo#prismo the wishmaster#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time#adventure time simon#adventure time prismo#tw implied alcohol#I guess???#anyway I need to kiss simon on the lips or I’ll die 💚#adventure time fanart#adventure time shitpost#fionna and cake fanart
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sketch Twin-Shadowed Knight spoiler
#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#sketch#twin#oh Twin look what did they do to you 🥺#I’ll tuck it away for later now#I want to try a dark (value) color scheme for this if I attack it again#just to put it out there#ya’ll are free to ask me VHD thoughts or chat with me in general (●´⌓`●)💗#I’m sure in Twin’s/D’s eyes they’d probably prefer to die in battle but still#I wish his end was more tender and that he got to know love#That D held his hand as he passed on…#would it have been the only act of love he was shown?#Sacred Ancestor’s ‘equal love ‘ sure#There totally isn’t a favorite child#Would it have been that bad to not seal him away?#I guess it’s part of the tragedy of Twin and his appeal#Atleast D attempted to talk Twin out of it in his own way even if it had failed#anyways goodnight now ✨
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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a while ago i saw a post by @sideblogdotjpeg about how the cycles in c3 seem a lot more personal/familial. and i kind of went insane in the tags at the time and i’ve been thinking about it a lot since because like…
you have the heroic cycles that the band of boobs parallel/break on this large scale. the idea of these broken trios of adventurers is there throughout the campaign, but they really start to engage with it towards the end— with the divine hearts, and thiala, and the wheel of suffering/wheel of joy idea. the thing hardwon says as he takes the divine heart, that no matter what anybody chooses from then on it’s with love in their hearts, i feel is very relevant to how they break the cycle. they love each other, and they choose over and over to hold each other tighter rather than be driven apart.
and on the other hand, you have duck team’s refusal of fate vs their family’s resignation to it. look at swag working with mothership, oliana’s contrition, and the stuff that is currently ongoing with gowan. you know— sol is a version of swag who fully rejected mothership and found his friends instead. callie refused to be a part of her family’s business, and her love for the wild and the serpents is giving the world a chance. calder, when he makes the deal with ultrus, telling callie and sol that he trusts them to save him. and now calder is refusing to sit back and let gowan handle things in the ice knife.
it's not that duck team aren't trying to save the world. they are. and it's not that the boobs didn't have a personal connection to the cycles they were breaking. they did. but it's like... well... how do i put this into words. right--
the song melora's boon plays when the boobs arrive at the heart of the world and speak to melora. when she talks to beverly about duty, shows him the places he faltered and how at the last second, he gets back up. (later, when they face thiala, bev doesn't go unconscious once. at one point, he's the only one standing.) for sol, this is the song that plays when he expresses his fear of going down again. when he admits to callie that he's scared of the day that she and calder are down and he's the one that needs to stand up alone. when callie says she's not afraid of that day, and sol finds himself empowered by the mushroom in his chest. the moment that sets up sol's long death monk ability, where he's able to refuse to go down and keep on fighting.
melora’s boon is also the song that plays for moonshine’s boon at the heart of the world. there are actually two songs in this scene, hardwon’s is different, and the transition back happens when melora says there’s a part of herself that moonshine hasn’t embraced. when she speaks to moonshine leading her people to a better future like an alpha wolf leading her pack. for callie, it plays when she tells hardwon and sol that she’s a liability and she needs to change— to embrace winter— in order to get calder back, even as they reassure her that she doesn’t. it also plays when callie asks the others to help her protect honeysuckle while he’s weakened. when they promise to lead honeysuckle home and free him from his connections to gromdal.
the writing on the wall plays when the boobs reach the court of gods. there's the wall of prayers there, and they hear the prayers of the people of bahumia, reaching out to them. prayers of protection-- for and by them. prayers that put the future of bahumia in their hands. for callie, this is the song that plays when she sees aryox's carving of her reaching the cave. when she realizes her mother acted the way she did because she could see what was coming in the future. when she realizes her mother was leaving the world in her hands.
the songs that the boobs first encounter at the end— when they’re basically demigods stepping up to face thiala— return for duck team in these personal moments. when sol finds the strength to refuse death. when callie talks about embracing winter, her mother’s season, something she eventually finds strength in, to save her friend. when callie asks the others to help honeysuckle, one of the serpents that she’s promised to protect partially due to the harm her family caused to the wild. and when callie realizes her mother saw the future and acted as she did because of it, pushing callie to walk the path she’s walking now.
anyway. this was a post about naddpod music.
#naddpod#ba2mia#naddmusic tag#sorry to leave calder out his story is too ongoing to fit yet#(and we haven’t had any songs that fit in his arc either)#if we get a late stage bahumia song during this arc#for calder and gowan im gonna fucking. die.#truly just going insane over here anyway#like obviously on a meta level the reason the songs were never used for the bob#before the endgame is bc they weren’t written yet#but like. when you start to think about it#it kind of fits that it happens like this#there’s also more examples like i just want to know you’re taken care of#which is used in c1e91 for moonshine and paw paw’s convo#being used for callie and foster in ep10#of c3#specifically in the context of callie’s love and her fear of loving big#(contrasted against moonshine resigning herself to hell and her fear of that future)#anyway if i keep talking abt this i’ll explode so#enjoy? i guess?#hanbles
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no one can tell me that rafe doesn’t wear colognes that are on the warmer side but like, a little woodsy. a mix of cedar and some kind of bitter note that likens whiskey… ‘n a bit of amber…
#💭 bunny thinks#i wanna sniff him.#IS THAT SUCH A CRIME ???!:?:!:?#he likes citrusy stuff too#anyway guess i’ll die
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Stupid silly FDS edits :P
#satomizu#touhou#touhou project#東方#東方project#mizuchi miyadeguchi#satori komeiji#foul detective satori#cheating detective satori#gay spirit? gay spirit.#I posted this to twt and it gained a lot of traction and then I remembered I have Tumblr and was like#yeah I guess I’ll put this here too#continue the propaganda#the infection#YOU.#you should draw satomizu.#ooooo ooooooooo you know you want to oooooooo you reaaaally want to#anyways off to die for another very long extended period of time byyyyyye#I only pop on to occasionally check some tags lol!!!!!#byyyyyyyyyyye#raymoojabber#raymooedit#I’m gonna kms over the formatting I don’t know how this app works ugh#nvm I fixed it yay!!
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“What sort of insane ideals-” (I am the decaying human city.)
“-Make you control people from this room?!” (I am the decaying, broken clock.)
#dsmp#dream xd#c!eret#eret fanart#dsmp art#my doodles#i heavily associate dream XD with akio ohtori and white diamond. can you tell.#also also i need people to know i’ve been working on this damn thing since the eret subathon. literally 5 minutes after the finale script#was read on stream and shared. it’s taken me THIS LONG to finish it :dead:#anyways. go watch utena (read the does the dog die page first tho). it will change your brain chemistry#oh and if you guess all the players i drew i’ll give you a cookie.
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so I just finished reading the spirit bares its teeth and never before have I felt both so seen and so horrified and so viciously satisfied in my life
Anyways I’m gonna go have a crisis about it now, happy reading
#the spirit bares its teeth#silas bell#daphne luckenbill#andrew joseph white#literally tho this book made me feel so seen while also capturing some of my darkest fears as a trans masc person#And I would literally die for daphne you Don’t Understand#Anyways guess I’ll sit in silence and stare at the wall for a couple hours in blank contemplation now
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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao
#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know#she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed#like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn#but that also makes malenia look stupid af too#‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure#miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission#was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him#miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned#honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc#i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part#like they are just making excuses for her#but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao#and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess#kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point#tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika#hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point#we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts#i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts#seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity
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Almost forgot to post this! I have been very badly playing baldur’s gate 3- and this guy is my character!!
#and by very badly I am stuck in a fucking goblin camp on this one (1) quest so. guess I’ll die#anyway my wife is shadowheart and my bestie is astarion if you were wondering#art tag#oc tag#i sure hope this doesn’t find its way into the main tags JAHHDKFDH
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i hate living !!!! woke up w a migraine feelin like someone hit me w a crowbar in the head, then slammed my toes under the door, my pussy angry & my colon is likely the crowbar culprit
#stream#like#guess i’ll die !!!!!!!!!#i got The Waves#u know the Signal that goes thru ur body#u know the antidepressant. 1#from either withdrawals or#or.#anyway#i should die & be dead#toe hurt#i’m just going to do computer tings#i say everyday as a lie bc i’m lying to myself as if i were a liar that lied & has told lies#i’ve been awake like an hour#btw#for ur information
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I hope Jorge keeps the streams up until the next live stream like he did with the last Saga.
I had trouble getting into Epic: The Musical without the visual aid of the animatics as visuals help me absorb the material. I kinda wish he would upload each song with the lyrics and animatics in them instead of just the animatics by themselves without the full song, but maybe that’s just me. I’m an audio and visual gal otherwise I have trouble absorbing information. Besides the streams there’s no current way to watch the musical seamlessly with actual visuals and yet it is called a musical. A medium I’ve kinda expected to have visuals by this point, that was my one big criticism going into this series was “so it’s just songs? And I have to watch the script as I listen to know what’s happening? That’s hard to keep up with.”
Though if this is a consistent change going forward of having the full musical with visuals until the next iteration premiers, then great & honestly my only criticisms are a lack of trans voice actors (seemingly but I could be wrong) and a lack of fat characters in the animatics because Aphrodite was fat in her depictions throughout history in the very least. Which I’m not even sure if this counts as a criticism so much as an observation and something that gives me a bit of pause? Again, not series ruining, but just more an observation I guess?
That being said, I’m super excited for the Vengeance Saga tonight! Probably gonna stay up just to watch it! Sleep be damned I wanna see it as it comes out! 💜
Edit: Okay actually not risking tummy issues by napping and can’t stay awake any longer. If I have tummy issues I couldn’t even watch it as it premieres anyway because I’d be fighting for my life in the bathroom. ANYWAY DON’T GO ATTACKING ANYONE INVOLVED WITH THE PROJECT, I WAS JUST MAKING AN OBSERVATION.
#i haven’t looked into any of the voice actors so my bad if I’m wrong about a lack of trans VAs#I’ll edit the post to reflect that if I am#the lack of fat representation is hopefully just the artists not knowing how to draw fat bodies; hope they learn how#you can enjoy a series and still be critical of it like how we don’t endorse Odysseus’ war crimes but he also shouldn’t yknow stay on#calypso’s island left to die all isolated because that’s messed up so we cheer for him to have a way out#‘oh you’re just trying to find things wrong with-‘ I critically engage with bigger fandoms than this stfu please don’t be annoying#go watch the vengeance saga as it premieres if you can lmao hopefully ai moderation doesn’t nuke the stream this time#we’ll see if I can actually stay awake that long; I’m gonna be SCREWED up on sleep though idk we’ll see#yes I know music and theater are two different things but I’ve come to associate musicals with visuals through the cultural concept of them#so I just think personally the visual performance even if it’s a drawing should be more available like it has with this latest live stream#I’m not as good with details in audio only stuff; magnus pod has been one thing where I’ve been okay with it#but you actually miss important stuff if you don’t have the lyrics and script in front of you with this one#or I miss details anyway; idk different series easier to absorb than others and different formats#anyway I’m more tired than I’d like so guess my thoughts end there#mine#op#epic vengeance saga#epic the musical#epic: the musical#epic: vengeance saga
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The brotherhood’s finest; Recon Team Epcot
#shitpost#fallout oc#Oc: Scribe Helena#the other two are my friends’ characters but I’ll tag them anyways#Oc: Knight Wyoming#Oc: Paladin Odysseus#Odysseus is the one saying that they’re all gonna die#bug does art#Fallout#Brotherhood of steel#I guess I’ll tag that too?#Reacon Team Epcot#<- for when there’s at least two of them in one thing
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ohhh i love that i waited until today to ask my psych for refills and Of Course they’re out of the office starting today until (checks calendar) tuesday. which is basically a week away. and i have 3 vyvanse left. i love that for me
#to be fair i saw an email from their office saying they would be unavailable for some days coming up but i assumed it would be over the evil#turkey holiday. not for 6 days the week before#guess i’ll die! i do have some emergency addy w me for this exact scenario but the bad new is that i hate addy#so ig i will simply just have to deal with the manic energy and big crash that makes me So cranky and having to set an alarm every day to#take a second dose bc if i wait a minute too late i will start crashing and then it’s all over#anyway this is basically my fault and i shouldn’t be annoyed w them. even tho i am
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#good morning chat#last night i had weirdass dream i was trapped at the bottom of the ocean in a column in water moving downwards#i didn’t need to breathe but i couldn’t go up no matter how hard i tried#then i was in an underwater cave in an air pocket#i could breathe and move around fine but there was also no way out and i was beginning to feel quite claustrophobic#then i dreamt i lost my cat in the middle of a rainstorm#i ran around trying to find him in a panic until i woke up and he was curled up beside me in bed#i recently switched him to an all wet food diet#as compared to the 1:1 ratio of wet and dry food i had him on earlier#it’s pricey as hell but i’ll just spend less on other things#i bought this enzymatic toothpaste and microfiber brush too so i’ll try to clean his teeth more often#he’s loafing on the floor rn as i eat breakfast :)))#idk why i’m not over [data redacted] at this point it’s nonsensical and asinine#i guess i’ll keep waxing poetry about him every time i’m drunk until i die or i fall in love with someone else#i don’t even know if it’s love maybe it’s infatuation#today i’m trying a new route to get to class#if it works i’ll save around 4x the price#i kinda lost car privileges cuz i punched someone 🤡#long story. taxi or public transport from now#anyway see y’all in class#digital systems design lab today should be fun
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#i wanted to rant for a minute#i was looking for something to distract me while all my sports are off season and i would rather die than put all my focus and energy into-#barça bc if i do i’ll get into a depressive episode lmao but yeah i didn’t know what i could distract myself with and oh BOY#i fell into a deep hole and i tbh i love it here sm and yes i’ll be gatekeeping it for a while until it sinks in#but i really missed that feeling of finding something you like and there SO MANY content that could last a year just for me to watch#the funniest thing tho is that i was scrolling here earlier and i realized that i’ve actually filtered the tag years ago and😭😭😭😭#life comes at you fast i guess#yeah anyway just wanted to blurb it out byeeee
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