#but anyway have this!! enjoy your special day and night!! love youuu

[this-is-krikkit]

Headcanon Asks??? Yes please & thank you because I love your HC so much!

☾ - Sleep headcanon for Hange

✿ - Sex headcanon for Levi

Love you lots Sunshine ☀️🫶

hey Vabe, thank you for sending this in. love you too ♥️

happy birthday again!! hope you've had a great one, lots of fun and an amazing time with your family 😁🤗

i turned these into lil drabbles for funsies hehe (it's levihan. i'm trash. enjoy!)

headcanon asks

☾ - Sleep headcanon for Hange

Hange's a quiet and deep sleeper... once they fall asleep. they're not an insomniac per say; they feel the need to rest in the weight of their eyelids as the night progresses and it gets harder and harder to blink the tiredness away in their lab. they actively fight against the urge to let their head lie over their crossed arms on their desk for even just one minute, by pinching their own skin and hitting their own head and mumbling songs to themself. that's the trick, Levi soon figures out, you gotta get Hange to stop fucking moving, gotta get their legs to stop kicking at the covers, their mouth to stop rambling about unfinished projects and experiment ideas, their thoughts to stop spinning in their full and Titan-obsessed head. it rarely happens, especially with witnesses around -because anyone being in the room is stimulation enough to keep even their most tired brain cells up and running. in fact, the first time Levi sees it in person, is when he fell asleep himself as they were talking the night away after an expedition. recurring nightmares with cruel awfully realistic twists make sure he jolts awake a couple of hours later, and there on the pillow is a sight to behold: Hange Zoë, with their eyes closed and their breathing slowed down, their normally animated face expressionless and their hands still and not moving around to support yet another insane theory they're explaining to whoever -Levi, always Levi- will listen. he smiles at the odd quietness to that scene, the unexpected calm in the storm that Hange always is in his life and the unexpected peacefulness in this instant compared to the week they've just had, planning for and going on this mission outside the Walls. but then their silence and unmoving features remind him of the most frightening details of the dream he's just woken up from, and before he can stop himself, he's shaking their shoulder until they open groggy eyes to stare up at him in question. "oi, you're taking all the damn space here. either move or i'll move you," he says. and before they can even process his words, he picks their upper body up and lies right under it, assuring his large shoulders don't threaten to fall off his small military-issued mattress anymore. he tries to ignore how their surprised but delighted giggle, and how they immediately settle more comfortably against him -like cuddling with him is the most natural thing in the world to them- sets something alight in his chest and soothes his troubled mind back into a rest-sensible state. (all that before Hange yawns themself fully awake and start whispering ridiculous, nonsensical questions, and Levi deeply regrets waking them up.)

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✿ - Sex headcanon for Levi

okay, so obviously, Levi's a virgin before he gets with Hange, and there are three main reasons for it.

first, sex is gross because it involves sharing sweat and other bodily fluids with another human when he can barely handle having to train in hand to hand combat with other Scouts and has to run to the showers after. second, sex is terrifying, because it involves being vulnerable and open and honest with someone for, from what he understands, at least a couple minutes straight, and that is not something he thinks he'll ever feel comfortable with. third and final, sex is nerve-wracking, because it's the one physical activity he's not sure he'd be Humanity's Best at, and that specific thought is so ridiculous and cringey he wishes he'd never had it (but it's too late once it enters his brain).

but you know what he soon -soon as in, a decade into this crush neither of them dares to act on before that much time, and months after they get together as they take their sweet time to cross that ultimate barrier, i mean- realizes? Levi doesn't mind Hange's sweat so much -Walls know he's gotten used to its smell and feel against his skin when they're so annoyingly touchy all the time- and he's seen them bleed out enough times over the years to think himself impervious to anything else their body could throw his way. it also turns out it's not such a scary prospect, to be his most naked self in front of them, not when they wear their heart on their sleeve every single time they interact and seem to feel no shame about it, not when they seem to drink in every word he speaks -no matter how awkward and crude- and every inch of skin he reveals -no matter how scarred by combat and years of a famished childhood. he can't deny the apprehension he feels all throughout the first touches and tastes though, the fear of being inadequate and not good enough at something everyone else seems to find easy and instinctive. but Hange's breathy reactions and strangled moans and the flow of juices that comes out of them, the hunger in their eyes as they explore his body and the unreal feeling of their own hands and tongue and cunt make him come to terms with the fact that he doesn't always have to be Humanity's anything -not in these moments where he can be Hange's everything instead.

[ashen-char]

i am very violently tweaking at the fact the amber freeman tag got updated.. THANK YOUUU 😭😭🙏

can’t wait for more content, even if it’s nsfw (i’m 05 don’t worry 🥹) but WHAT THE FUCDJKKK i just read your entire blog in like 2 hours (a bit ago 😔) mikey madison heaven

your writing style too ???? i’m fangirling, officially got my writing career ended. wow. (/j) BUT OH MY GDOD ??? idk the way you describe things is making me feel things LMFAO.

also the fact i finished reading at 12:00 am. happy birthday to me ^_^ finally able to drink (i’m korean so it’s legal here ouh.) trust you’ll be getting your inbox flooded once i drink a bit more

sorry for rambling. i just have no social skills. PLEASE write more for amber. i’m on my knees 😭🙏 she’s so psycho obsessive gf coded. anytime i see her i forget about the idea of dating a man. oops

ANYWAYS HOPE YOU’VE HAD A GOOD DAY/NIGHT AND REMEMBEER TO DRINK WATER. THANK YOU FOR FEEDING ME

p.s. can i be 🐈 anon + you being a loona stan is like immediately making you my top 3 fav writers

you're very welcome 🫡 and happy birthday! sorry for the late reply, i was out celebrating my sister's birthday actually. thank you for reading (and hopefully enjoying) all of my posts <3 love when mikey's appreciated

i hope you have a very fun birthday, and that you feel special on your day. i will absolutely write more for amber in the future! and yes, i'm assuming that besides america having it at 21, adults can usually drink hahah. remember to drink responsibly ok?

who's your loona bias, dear 🐈 anon? i'm a choerry stan myself. maybe hyunjin for the cat? 🤔 i used to write for loona, like aus and fics too, so maybe you've seen my writing before

[rindough]

Hello!! I see your request are open so dont mind if i do<3, can i request a angst headcanon. Where the reader is gojos big sister, who is a very super cool (possibly more powerful than satoru) retired special grade sorcerer and now the head of the gojo clan. Gojo love his big sister very much, basically she is one of the most important and last person he hold on too, when shibuya happen, the reader is the one who got sealed instead like "i love you satoru, quit bitching and finish this. Ill see you soon kid" and that is gojos breaking point.

if you want to changes it is super okay and if you dont feel like it its totally fine too!! Thank youuu

his reaction to witnessing you being captured

•  character(s).  gojo satoru

•  cw.  gn! reader, angst with fluff, platonic / family relationship with mr satoru, manga spoilers, bad family relationships

•  notes.  phew i have never thought of this aspect so thank u roo so much for requesting this 😭😭 it hurts me to write WAIT like it was okay and gradually it becomes painful to write because angst </3 anyways i hope u enjoyed it! thanks for requesting and waiting!!

•  master list!

—  GOJO SATORU

so we all know that in the gojo household, there’s the brother — gojo mf satoru — and that’s all

no YOU ARE WRONG BECAUSE THERE’S ANOTHER ONE, so here comes YOU

it is fairly obvious that the jujutsu world is a fucked up place, and this applies to his reason as to why he cut ties with his family

as the other family member and the older sibling, you had to endure all of these instructions given by your parents, their expectations and the guilt of all the other stuffs that you have done for the sake of your family name

this is where his issue came in, as a kid he doesn’t have a very clear and proper thinking skill, but he’d always looked up to you for being cool and also because you were always supportive and reasonable to him!!

but later as a teenager, he finally understood those nights where he would overhear you and your parents quarrel, he finally understands why you would return from your meetings with a foul mood, why you would go to training often

“don’t let people tell you otherwise ’toru,” he remembered how in awe he was when you circled the dummy with a small ‘red’ using your finger, “we have something others don’t, since we have the upper hand — we must work hard to become the strongest.”

until one day he drops the bomb to you, saying how he couldn’t bear to be in this conflicting family, which to his surprise, you supported him, thus causing the two of you to cut off your ties with them

later when you were much older alongside with him, except that you’re in your early forties, you decided to retire as a sorcerer and instead become a clan leader instead (just that your clan is feared and respected for being the strongest, but looked down for being ‘unethical’ to the higher ups)

in all honesty, satoru finds that the one that should be sitting up there on the throne for being the strongest — should be him, still with the amount of abilities that you’ve mastered while he hasn’t, he had to give his older sibling the credit butthurt satoru smh

and he LOVES to try to taint your reputation... well, just a little

“i heard y/n-san is very strong in this aspect gojo-san-”

“STRONG? HAH they could barely open a pickle jar—” satoru waves his junior off, a scoff leaving his lips as he does so

“... i would rather talk to them than you.” kento spoke coolly before leaving the lounging area

he basically loves you, satoru would go through hell just to protect you and keep you alive if possible

but someone here can be really... stubborn to admitting their respect and love SIGH

now it was october

with urgent calls and meetings, both you and his schedule became hectic, he couldn’t come back home to rest, as he would stay the night in his own dorm in the jujutsu college; on the other hand you were constantly moving around, always entering the house as late as the crack of dawn

definitely there was something up with your brother on the day you meet him face to face among the large group of sorcerers, his hands were clenched, a frown plastered on his lips and the occasional uneven breaths he’d take in

there definitely was something when you hear his quiet grunt, going along the lines of “... should be around here...” and how he would throw a soft smile at your way when you asked him what was wrong, though this didn’t stop your urge from kicking him to shut his annoying ass up

after minutes of surfing above the crowds, the two of you decided to split ways, that is to make finding the cause of this mess easier

you headed to the subway and over time, the more you searched and fought with curses, the more you began to worry. as you flicked your hands to throw curse techniques at your opponents, your mind was shifting from memories to memories 

and landing to that specific few months of him being on edge

what could it be? why would he be like that? who could it be that’s doing all of this—

“yo, y/n-san!”

you snapped at the direction of the voice, that voice belonging to the owner whom you’ve stopped hearing his name for decades

staring at the man now dressed in his monk attire, you took notice of the sewn line across his forehead, thoughts were rushing in your head and yet you remained calm

“suguru.” you muttered, lips flattening at his crooked smile. “or should i say, kenjaku?”

“hm... you are one very smart sorcerer, experienced too.” kenjaku praises, lifts a finger the moment your mouth opens to speak, “this is not what i came here for, i came here... to torture satoru.”

“don’t you dare-”

“who are you?” you refuse to turn to look at your brother given your situation, but with his broken voice, you knew deep down he was crushed upon finding this — finding him. “what the hell are you doing to his body?!”

“satoru, i want you to stop and think-”

“not- y/n!” you were at loss of words, mind trying to comprehend the situation as you helplessly stare back at your own reflection through the glassy orb of the cube

it was futile, he was fast, you were fast, but with the shock from the revival of his best friend and the cursed spirit possessing the dead body, it only delays your reactions

by the time the white-haired man puts his fingers together to prepare for attack, it was too late, the weird goo had already stretched out and engulfed you in a tight position

“y/n?”

eyes staring intently back at his best friend’s, you called out to him. “satoru, listen.”

“any last words, y/n-san?”

“no!”

“time is ticking!”

“just fucking listen to me, alright? quit bitchin’ around and get a grip!” you scolded, head turning a little just to look at your grimacing brother one last time. “i love you, satoru. finish him off... okay?”

it was like a dream — an awful dream that he couldn’t escape especially he sees how the cube had almost swallowed you whole — he hears the small screech in the back of his head growing louder and louder by the second — seeing nothing but dark goo and only a pair of soft blue eyes staring right at him

“i’ll see you soon — kid.”

the cube drops to the ground, his stomach churns and churns and satoru wants to throw up, his head was pulsing to each beat his heart was giving, the tiles on the floor blurred and swirled

he feels it all at once now — now that his one and only family, his hope, his motivation, his support was gone

you were gone

time is nothing in there, he learnt from your lectures; and so was he, he is nothing now he’s failed to save another loved one

satoru stares at the monk before him, his heart drops, he doesn’t care if the monk wields the face of the man he’d once cherished

the band in his head had snapped, and no one can stop his growing rage... no one can stop what he secretly plans to do to that intruder

©  2022 rindough, do not repost or plagiarize.

[kirishimaswife2819]

Second Choice || Katsuki Bakugou x Reader, Izuku Midoriya x Reader

Masterlist

Pairings: Katsuki Bakugou x Reader, and Izuku Midoriya x Reader

Requested by @loxbbg​ : Hiiiii I was wondering if you can do Izuku x reader x Bakugou where izuku loves reader and Uraraka and reader is tired of being his second choice and pulls herself out of the equation only to see Katsuki was the person for her and she explores that years later Deku tries to ask her out since Uraraka left him and Katsuki steps in telling him he can’t manipulate her or something like that thank youuu!!

Summary: Izuku likes both you and Uraraka, but you’re always the second choice, so after removing yourself from the equation, you fall for Bakugou. But years later, Izuku wants you back.

Word Count: 2.8k

A/n: Thanks for requesting! I tried my best to write this, and I hope I did okay. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this! -Danielle <3 

“Thanks, Izuku,” you said, smiling, “I had fun tonight.” You and Izuku were standing in front of his house as you pulled his hoodie tighter around your shoulders. The two of you just got back from a walk on the beach, after spending the day in the park.

“Yeah, I had fun too,” Izuku responded, blushing a bit. You noticed the way his eyes looked to your lips, before looking right back up at your eyes, even if it was only for a few seconds.

“Hey Izuku?” You asked, “Can I kiss you?”

“You wanna what!?” He exclaimed, surprised by your sudden statement, causing him to turn red.

“If you don’t want to-”

“I didn’t say that!” He exclaimed quickly, before calming down a bit, “I’m fine with it.” You smiled, and leaned forward, cupping his cheek, before kissing him. When you pulled away, you both had big smiles on your faces.

“I should probably get inside, before my parents kill me for breaking curfew,” you said, smiling, “See you tomorrow, Zuku.”

“See you tomorrow,” Izuku said, smiling and watching as you walked up the steps and into your house.

You walked into class, smiling, excited to see Izuku today after what happened last night. You opened the door and walked in, looking for the familiar green haired boy. Finally, you spotted him, over by Uraraka’s desk, blushing really bad.

“Finally!” Mina exclaimed, “It took you forever!”

“Took who and what forever?” You asked, approaching the small group of people surrounding Uraraka and Izuku.

“For Uraraka to confess to Deku! We’ve been waiting for this forever, and he even said he likes her back,” Mina explained, but she noticed your face fall at her words, “Hey, why do you look so upset?” You ignored her and tried to hold in your tears as Izuku looked at you. His face immediately fell at the look on your face, because you looked like you were seconds away from sobbing. Mina and a few others noticed as well, so Mina spoke again, “Y/n?”

You didn’t say anything, and instead ran out. You heard a few calls of your name, and suddenly you ran straight into somebody.

“Watch where you’re going, dumbass!” Bakugou yelled, causing you to look at him with your tear filled eyes. You were now letting the tears flow, not bothering to hold them back. Bakugou was taken back by this, “Woah, hey, what the fuck is wrong? Why are you crying?”

“No reason,” you replied, fake laughing and wiping a tear, “I’m just being dramatic.”

“I don’t feel like playing any games, so just go ahead and tell me,” Bakugou said, crossing his arms.

“It’s dumb, I mean why did I even think he would like me back? It’s not like I’m anything special,” you said.

“What the hell are you talking about? Who doesn’t like you back?” Bakugou asked, furrowing his brows.

“Deku,” you replied, making eye contact with him for the first time since he noticed you were crying.

“I’m going to kill that fucking nerd,” Bakugou said, going to move past you, to which you pushed him back.

“No, wait, it’s fine, don’t do anything to Deku. I’ll be fine,” you said, trying to hold back your sobs so you could say what you needed to say, “Just go to class. Tell Aizawa I’m not feeling well.”

You didn’t wait for a response, and walked past him and continued going back home. That day, you ignored all the worried calls and texts from all your friends, wondering what was wrong, but a particular one caught your eye.

Zuku <3: please, y/n, just meet me on the beach where we were last night, I need to talk to you

With a sigh, you wiped the tears from your face and slipped on one of your own hoodies. You made sure to grab Izuku’s hoodie on your way out, to give back to him.

You left and went towards the beach. When you got there, you saw Izuku was already there waiting, sitting in the sand, playing on his phone. Izuku hadn’t expected you to come, so when you approached him and he heard you, he jumped, before realizing it was you.

“Y/n,” he said, quickly standing up. He noticed your tear stained cheeks, puffy red eyes, and even your messy hair.

“What do you want to say to me?” You asked, trying not to cry again.

“I just wanted to apologize. Look, Y/n, I’m really sorry, I didn’t-”

“No, you’re not,” you replied, raising your voice a little, “If you were sorry, you wouldn’t have kissed me and then admitted to liking Uraraka the next day. You don’t care about me, and it’s obvious that you never have.”

“But I do!” He exclaimed, “I just.. I just like Ochaco more.”

“Of course, you do,” you replied, letting out a fake laugh, “Leave it to dumb old me to assume that anybody could love me more than her.”

“Wait, Y/n, I-”

“Here take your hoodie back,” you said, tossing it into his arms, “I don’t want it.” You turned and went to walk away, but Izuku stopped you, grabbing your shoulder.

“Wait, Y/n.” He tried, but you roughly pushed your shoulder back and forced his hand off of it.

“Goodbye Midoriya,” you said, walking away, leaving Izuku alone on the beach. When you got back to your room, you broke down again, and eventually you cried yourself to sleep.

The next morning, you were awoken by your alarm. Once you rubbed away the sleep from your eyes, you could see that you had so many notifications.

3 missed calls and 4 texts from Ochaco 5 missed calls and 10 texts from Mina

Along with a bunch of other missed calls and texts from other members of the class, but once again, one caught your eye. A text and missed call from somebody who you had never thought would text you unless he absolutely had to.

Bakugou: He’s a fucking idiot, don’t let him get to you

After removing all of the notifications, you got up, wiping your eyes and beginning to get ready for the day. You were aware you looked a wreck as you walked into the classroom but at this point you really didn’t care. You walked in the room, and past Izuku, who had tried speaking with you, to sit at your desk. A few people tried talking to you, but after being ignored, they gave up. Ochaco came up and apologized, and she surprisingly sounded like she was actually sorry, so you accepted her apology and told her to just go and be happy with Izuku.

The rest of the day up until lunch, you attended all your classes, trying your best to avoid Izuku or any of his friends altogether. During lunch, instead of going to sit with Izuku, like you normally did, you went to go sit by yourself somewhere, but a voice stopped you.

“Hey! L/n!” Kirishima yelled, gaining your attention, “Come sit with us!” You gave him a small smile and walked over, sitting in between him and Mina. Sero, Kaminari, and Bakugou were also sitting at the table.

“Thanks,” you said, causing Kirishima to smile.

“No problem,” he replied, and went back to talking with Sero about something. You spent the rest of lunch with them, only really talking when one of them asked you a question, or said something to you. Bakugou was the one who spoke with you the most, and every time he did, you thought back to the message he sent you.

Finally, lunch was over, but Kirishima stopped you before you got up and left, to ask a question.

“Do you want to hang out with us after school? We’re going to the arcade,” Kirishima said, looking at you with hopeful eyes.

“I don’t know,” you replied.

“Oh, well, we’re going to be there at like four, so if you’re coming, just text me so we can wait for you,” Kirishima explained, and you nodded. 

“Okay, I might come. Thanks,” you said, giving him a small smile, before walking past him and to your next class. After the day was over, you went home and looked to the clock. You had managed to avoid Izuku for the rest of the day, despite him trying to speak with you multiple times. You continued to look at the clock, thinking about if you wanted to meet up with Kirishima and his friends at the arcade or not. You weren’t in the best mood, but it might take your mind off of things.

So, you took out your phone and sent him a quick text, letting him know that you were going to be coming. Then, you changed out of your uniform and into something more comfortable. You looked in the mirror and tried to look a little more presentable than you did throughout the school day. Eventually, you grabbed some money, and your phone, before leaving the house and making your way to the arcade. 

When you got there, you opened the door, and entered. You looked around for a moment, before spotting Bakugou, Kirishima, Kaminari, and Mina standing a little ways away from the entrance, talking.

“Hey guys,” you said, approaching them.

“Hey Y/n,” Mina said, smiling at you. She still kind of felt bad for being the one to break the news to you yesterday, even though she didn’t do anything wrong.

“Alright, what are we doing first?” Kirishima asked, looking around at all his friends. They each said something different, so Kirishima turned to you, “What do you wanna do?”

“I really don’t care,” you said, with a shrug.

“Why don’t you go with Bakugou?” Kirishima asked, gesturing to the blonde, who was standing off to the side, crossing his arms and leaning up against the wall.

“Sure,” you said, as Bakugou stood straight up, uncrossing his arms.

“Come on, dumbass,” Bakugou said, making you follow him towards whatever game he wanted to play. You two spent a couple hours playing different games, before you all met back up in front of the arcade. Kirishima had to go home and eat dinner, and so did Mina and Kaminari, leaving you and Bakugou all alone.

“Well, I should probably-”

“Do you wanna get something to eat?” Bakugou asked, startling you.

“W-what?”

“Are you deaf? I asked if you wanted to get something to eat,” Bakugou repeated.

“Oh, uh, I guess, if you want to,” you said.

“Alright, let’s go,” Bakugou said, forcing you to follow him towards a pretty popular fast food restaurant in town. You two got in line and ordered at the counter, before sitting down at a table and waiting for your order number to be called.

“Why did you ask me to get food with you?” You asked, looking around.

“What? Am I not allowed to want to eat food with you?” Bakugou asked.

“Well, no, I mean, you are, but why just me? You didn’t offer for any of the others to get dinner with you, so why me?” You asked.

“Fine,” he said, rolling his eyes, “I like you, a lot. And I wanted to tell you.”

“You,” you said, trying to process it, “Like me?”

“Don’t make me say it twice,” he replied, crossing his arms.

“Oh,” you said, “I-”

“You don’t have to answer right away,” Bakugou said, “I know you’re upset because that damn nerd broke your heart, but once you get over him, maybe we can work something out.”

“Maybe,” you replied, giving him a small smile.

It had been a whole five years since that occurred. Katsuki and you started dating a few months after he confessed, and you had been happy ever since. You two were now engaged, and you couldn’t be happier. Everything was going perfect, until you heard a knock on the door and you opened it to be met with a certain green haired, pro hero, Deku.

“Deku,” you said, “It’s been a while.”

“Yeah,” he said, giving you a small smile, “Can I come in? I wanted to speak with you about something.”

“Oh, uh, sure,” you said, moving aside and allowing him to come in, “Come on, we can sit in the living room.” Izuku nodded, and followed you into the room, where he sat down on the couch.

“What kind of-” Bakugou cut himself off, as he stepped into the room. He had a different type of seasoning in each hand, “Deku.”

“Hey Kacchan, what are you doing here?” Izuku asked, causing you and Bakugou to give each other a look. How did Izuku not know that you two were together? Literally, everybody knew. Bakugou was about to tell him, but you spoke to him.

“Both,” you said, referring to the bottles of seasoning in his hands. Bakugou decided to leave you and Izuku alone, but he gave the hero one last glare for good measure, before stepping back into the kitchen.

“Alright, now, what did you need?” You asked, giving Izuku a small smile. You had managed to avoid him for the rest of your time at U.A., and even as a pro hero you managed to not have to work with him, so you were wondering what he was doing here when you made it clear that you never wanted to see him again.

“I’ve really missed you,” Izuku said, catching you by surprise. You weren’t sure what you were expecting him to say but it definitely wasn’t that.

“Uh, I guess I’ve missed you too,” you replied, even though it wasn’t really true. Sure, you missed him in the first few months since you had stopped talking to him, but after that, you barely even thought about him.

“Look, Y/n, I sort of regret what happened when we were at U.A. You know, when I confessed to Uraraka after we kissed. And I want to know if you wanna try again,” Izuku explained.

“You mean try again as in, be friends, right?” You asked, hoping he wasn’t suggesting what you thought he was.

“No, I mean in a romantic way,” Izuku said.

“If you really think she’s going to say yes, then you’re dumber than you look,” Bakugou said, crossing his arms.

“Kacchan, this is a private-”

“It stopped being private the second you tried to get my fiance to give you a second chance,” Bakugou said, “And don’t tell me you didn’t know, because literally everybody knows. Now, you have about one minute to get the hell out of my house before I blow your ass up.”

“I’m not leaving. What makes you think she likes you more than she likes me?” Izuku asked, crossing his arms.

“Are you fucking serious? You actually think that she still likes you after what you did to her?” Bakugou asked, “You know, I-”

“Wait,” you said, causing both men to stop glaring at each other and look at you, “Katsuki’s right, Izuku. I stopped liking you after you did that to me, and I’m not going to start liking you again.”

“But, I-”

“No, you’ve said what you needed to say, get out,” you said, standing up, “Now.”

“Y/n, wait-”

“Are you fucking deaf? She said to get the fuck out!” Bakugou yelled.

“Fine,” Izuku said, standing up and walking out. You and Katsuki followed him and watched as he opened the front door and stepped out. He looked at you with teary eyes, and he almost said something but you interrupted him.

“Goodbye Midoriya,” you said, slamming the door in his face, and then turning to Katsuki, who looked the most pissed you’ve ever seen him, “Well, that was a fun activity for a Saturday night.”

“No, it was not,” Katsuki replied, “Are you good?”

“Why wouldn’t I be good?” You asked.

“Just checking,” he replied, “You used to like Deku, just making sure you’re alright.”

“I stopped liking him five years ago,” you replied, “Trust me, I’m over him.”

“You better be,” Katsuki replied, causing you to give him a kiss.

“I am, now, do you want help with dinner?” You asked, causing Katsuki’s eyes to go wide.

“Shit,” he said, rushing over to the kitchen, “Great, it fucking burnt. All because of that damn nerd.”

“Calm down, we’ll just get take out. How about pizza?” You asked, picking up your phone, and going through your contacts.

“Sure,” Bakugou replied, throwing out the burnt food, before going back to the living room and sitting on the couch. You joined him after ordering the food. You cuddled into his side as he turned the T.V. on.

“I love you,” you said.

“More than Deku?” Katsuki asked, even though he already knew the answer.

“Yes, Katsuki, more than Deku.”

[bukojuiice]

baby it’s cold outside. katsuki bakugo x reader) christmas headcanons🎄

ೃ pairing: (katsuki bakugo x reader)

ೃ requested by @swankiifiied​: “hi! could i get some holiday fluff hcs w/ bakugo please?” (your wish is my command! :D hope you enjoy bub!)

ೃ  warnings: cursing (courtesy of Bakugo)

ೃ genre: fluff overload!!! ♡

ೃ    my ongoing bakugo x reader smau (please do give it a read if you have time!) my writing masterlist (if you want to see more from me! c:

)ೃ  i know i’m a day late for christmas and i’m really sorry aaa hope you guys still enjoy nonetheless ♡ tysm for 500 followers!!! it really means a lot to me and i can never thank any one enough for all the support and love.

ೃ song inspo: baby it’s cold outside (cover by Jamie and Gaho)

✧ MATCHING CHRISTMAS SWEATERSSSS!!! You would be probing and forcing Bakugo to wear this cute couple sweater set you saw in the Mall for you guys to wear for Christmas Dinner with your family. However, Katsuki will 100% disagree with your idea before you can even finish your sentence. 

  "No way in hell am I wearing some shitty and itchy fleece sweater with you." 

“SUKI-KUN PLEASE I BEG YOUUU DO IT FOR THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT.”

  You eventually got your way though. But, instead, you had to make a deal with your explosive boyfriend that he would be the one to choose the designs imprinted on your sweaters.

  Although it was a "risky deal" at least you still get to be cute and lovey dovey with him. 

  He ended up choosing some rather unique designs. His sweater was colored black with white skulls in Santa hats printed and plastered in every part of the garment. It was very Bakugo and it looked really really hot good on him. 

  Yours on the other hand, was the exact opposite of his (although the designs are a couple set) with it's lavender color, Rainbows and cute little white bunnies wearing Santa hats sprinkled everywhere... It was very girly and cutesy. 

 He's teasing you relentlessly because of how childish your sweater looks, and you snap back at him by saying that he was the one who chose this in the first place and you tease him back by saying "As long as I get to match my outfit with you I wouldn't want it any other way." 

  This catches him off guard as he blushes furiously from your quip.

  It also didn’t help that Bakugo thought you looked really hot cute in your sweater too and how it complimented your figure. Making him even more tsundere than usual. 

 As soon as he arrives at your Christmas eve dinner, your younger cousins/siblings quickly crowded around him. Showering him with compliments, asking him to showcase his quirk, asking him if he could play with them, what training to become a  pro hero is like, and what is life like studying in UA. 

You try to tell your cousins/siblings to pipe down and give your boyfriend  some space but they continue to circle around Katsuki. Pretending not to hear you.  

There was no way out of this and at the same time, Katsuki wanted to impress your family in his own little way so he pompously asks the children to follow him out to the backyard. 

You follow suit to see the mayhem and to see a heartwarming scene unfold. Not until your cool wine aunt pulls you over to tell you that you scored a good one and he looks like a keeper. You couldn’t help but smile as you quickly head out to the yard. 

You continue to admire the scene of seeing Katsuki interact rather kindly and gently to your younger cousins/siblings. It was an unusual sight. 

“Katsuki-nii-san!! Come back for New Year’s and use your quirk to light up our fireworks and new year crackers pretty please!!!”

Especially coming from Katsuki Bakugo. As he was very quick-tempered.

Your cheeky little cousin brought out a mistletoe from her bag and waved it in front of you and Katsuki. She couldn’t hold the mistletoe under the two of you because of how small she was, but she was still pushing the two of you to kiss at the presence of the small plant. 

You and Katsuki catch each other’s gaze, and stop to look at each other for a moment waiting for one another to make a move. He looks away, his mouth forming into a pout, trying his best to avoid eye contact with you so it doesn’t look too obvious that he was blushing.

He certainly wasn’t going to make the first move so you approach him dutifully at the behest of the peering eyes of your younger cousins/siblings and tiptoe to peck him on the cheek. 

The kids all simultaneously squealed in excitement. They jump for joy and began to sing in unison a song they made up on the spot: 

“(Y/N)-nee-san and Bakugo-nii-san under a mistletoe! K.I.S.S.I.N.G.!!!”

Once all the splendor had died down, and all your relatives went home, Katsuki had decided to stay for the night with the permission of your parents as you would be visiting the Bakugo’s in the morning too and the two of you could just go together. 

Your family goes up to their respective rooms to rest, leaving you and Bakugo downstairs in the kitchen to clean up a few other things. This was the perfect moment for the two of you to finally have quality time with each other specially after an entire night of socializing.

“Hey (Y/N)... Do you want some hot cocoa?” He says begrudgingly, scratching the back of his neck.

You were screaming internally. This is the first time he’s ever offered to cook/make something like this. (As the only time you’ve seen him cook up to this point was the curry incident during forest training camp.) “Yes please!!!”

You watch him make magic in your kitchen, as he carefully pours milk into both of your cups then proceeds to whisk cocoa powder and sugar, then finally, he heats both of the mugs up. 

While he continues to create what looks like the tastiest hot chocolate you have ever seen, you suddenly remembered a joke that has been in your mind since the start of December. 

“Katsuki-kun... I have a joke. A Christmas joke at that.”

“Don’t even fucking try.”

“Come onnnnn just hear me outttt.” You look at him with your most cutest puppy eyes and signature smile.

“Fine. Do your worst.”

“Okay so... what is the most attractive drink?”

“Forget what I said. Don’t you dare continue your shitty—”

“A hot chocolate.”

“(Y/N) that is the worst fucking joke I’ve ever heard in my entire life. If you think of one again, then your corny ass is never going to have a taste of this hot cocoa ever again.” He says seriously, piercing you with his death stare as he hands over the mug. 

“Ahahahah fine. This will be the last time. I promise.” You laugh sheepishly, taking a sip of the hot cocoa and immediately feel a rush of sweetness and exquisite taste from just one sip alone. “Katsuki-kun! This tastes amazing!! This is the best hot chocolate I’ve had in my entire life.”

“Of course it’s going to taste good. I made it.”  He ruffles your hair, his lips curving into a smile because of your reaction to his cooking. 

You grab his hand and take him to the living room. The fireplace still lit up, with a classic Christmas movie (Love Actually) playing on the TV, and a comfy and soft blanket sprawled upon the couch. Perfect for the two of you to wrap around yourselves and a perfect chance to cuddle with him. 

You sit down on the couch, then Katsuki sitting down beside you shortly after as he swaddles the blanket around the two of you. 

You scoot closer to him to the point that you could feel each other’s body heat as the two of you began to snuggle. 

It was rather an awkward position as Katsuki had no idea where to hold you and this was all pretty much still new for the both of you. You give him a comforting smile and a supportive nod. 

You hear him grunt quietly as he props himself up from the couch.  You adjust to his new position too and this time, you were lying on his chest. He wraps his arms around your shoulders, pulling you close.  It was soft and warm. You could feel his strong trained muscles and a faint scent of his cologne. 

“Thank you for tonight. For getting along with my family and for spending time with me like this. I really appreciate it.” You snuggle even closer to him, whispering softly. 

“Yea yea.” He says in a slight tone of annoyance, trying to brush you off. “Anything for you. And besides, I enjoyed seeing your cousins/siblings stare in awe because of my quirk anyway.” He adds, this time in a sincere and affectionate tone as he plays with your hair again.

The two of you begin to drift off into sleep, the two of you bathed in each other’s warmth in a cold Christmas night and life has never been better. 

- Fin.

[attemptingtowriteagain]

Masterlist - Updated 08/17/2020

Obi-Wan Kenobi

Obi-Wan Kenobi x Reader - Kiss prompt #1

Obi-Wan Kenobi x Reader - Kiss Prompt #2 (NSFWish)

Obi-Wan Kenobi x Senator!Reader

Obi-Wan Kenobi x Senator!Reader

Obi-Wan Kenobi - I’m tired of being your secret

Obi-Wan - I might have slept in your robe while you were gone

Commander Cody

Commander Cody x Jedi!Reader

Commander Cody x Reader Imagine

Cody - I had a nightmare about you and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay

Cody - We both know that I should walk away but I can’t

Captain Rex

Imagine tripping over your own feet and Rex catching you in a dip

Rex x Padawan!Reader

Rex x Reader

Captain Rex x Jedi!Reader

Imagine Rex asking you to marry him

Rex - What’s in the box

Rex - So... Breakfast?

Arc Trooper Echo

Imagine spending a lazy day with Echo

Arc Trooper Echo x Reader

Echo - I don’t know why I’m crying

Echo - I adore you

Arc Trooper Fives

Imagine Fives always telling you lame pick-up lines

Fives x Reader

Fives - This is by far the dumbest thing you’ve ever done

Clone Trooper Jesse

Jesse x Reader (NSFW)

Jesse - If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were flirting with me

Jesse - Are you really flirting with me right now

Jesse - Ugh, not you again

Commander Wolffe

Commander Wolffe x Reader

Commander Wolffe x Reader

Commander Wolffe x Reader

Wolffe - Well this will make an exciting diary entry

Wolffe - Let me tell you exactly where in the hell you can go

Wolffe - The baby’s kicks are keeping me up

Clone Trooper Kix

Kix - I brought you some caf

Kix - Are you still awake

Clone Trooper Hardcase

Hardcase - First one to make a sound loses

Hardcase - I love you a lot, but please stop trying to cook me dinner, you suck

500 Follower Appreciation 

14 - Morning wood sliding against your ass - Kix

25 - His fingers sliding between you own - Wolffe

NSFW 5-10 Sentence Requests

(Below the cut in case people don’t like NSFW)

NSFW with Fives or Wolffe playing strip-poker? XD Thank you ;)

NSFW Headcanon: Can I get a hc where the reader strip-dances around Hardcase during a night at 79’s? owo

Hello there! For NSFW headcanon thing: may I please request first time with Obi?

NSFW head cannon request: Rex likes to surprise his S/O in the shower to initiate intimate times ;) Thanks a ton!

You said so yourself, you can send as many as you want!!! THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD!!! Lemme request a Tup ficlet, where they do a quickie before battle?

NSFW headcanon Request. Fives enjoys morning sex. Please and thanks!!

3rd time here again, back and betta aye Lemme get a Kix ficlet where Kix teases the reader throughout the day, and when they get into the barracks shit really starts going uphill?

NSFW Headcanon request please! Wolffe likes marking his s/o😏 p.s your writing is AMAZING liebling😍i love you💞

NSFW headcanon request: Cody finds the reader masturbating to him; Cody gives them an intimate time after finding them in that stance? ;)

NSFW headcannon: Hardcase loves the risk of getting caught. Thank you so much!

Hi! Can I request a NSFW with Fives and Reader having sex after having some stupid fight? Thank you!! :)

THERE HASN’T BEEN A CODY NSFW HEADCANON SO HERE IS MY THOT ASS- Nsfw ficlet Where Cody likes to use leashes on their s/o?

I love your writing! Can I get a 5 sentence NSFW Wolffe? That he loves to eat out his s/o on the kitchen table? Please and thank you!

Can you do the the Nsfw headcannon of Captain Rex fucking his gf while she wears his helmet? THANK YOU🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

For the NSFW headcannons can you write Hardcase loves cumming in his ladyfriend? I need more of him❤️ You’re the best!

For the NSFW headcannons can you write Hardcase loves cumming in his ladyfriend? I need more of him❤️ You’re the best!

NSFW head cannon please and thank you : Echo is reeeeaaalllyyy good at oral ;)

NSFW head cannon request: Anything with Rex and blindfold. Pretty please and thanks!

Hello! NSFW with a frustrated Wolffe after lost a battle? Thank you!

I just had this thought as like, an NSFW headcanon where Fives likes to talk dirty in his s/o’s ear just to tease them during the day and to just get them in the mood

NSFW ficlet with Hardcase? His S/O and him went on a secret mission, and his s/o is dressed up in a extremely revealing costume, and Hardcase just does them when they go back to Coruscant. Thanks! I REALLY LOVE THESE

NSFW heascanon for Cody. He starts off slow and loves foreplay but once the first article of clothing gets removed the whole mood changes 😉

Nsfw ficlet where his s/o is a pole dancer, and during their break, Cody just takes them backstage and just pounds into them relentlessly until his s/o cannot walk straight?

NSFW Ficlet with Kix? Kix likes to do BDSM with his s/o?

NSFW request: Rex’s reunion with his girlfriend after a long time apart gets heated ;). Thanks!

Nsfw ficlet with Fives? He likes to use sex toys on his s/o?

Your writing is awesome! Can I request nsfw Cody with a jedi lover after thinking they were dead (dat sweet ‘i almost lost you’ stuff tho)

Hi! Can I request an NSFW head cannon w/ Wolffe please? He really likes it when his s/o rides him? Thank you!

NSFW Request: Captain rex being the readers first time. Thanks a ton!

NSFW with Fives throwing a “special” birthday party for reader?

NSFW ficlet with Rex? He loves to use sex toys on his s/o in bed?

Hello! I really love your stories, and I am so in love with these NSFW ficlets!! Could I request with Jesse, please? Jesse likes to use his hands on his girl to make her cum a lot???

Nsfw headcannon? Fives loves getting head in public Thank youuu

i see that you’re writing again!!! may i get a nsfw request where cody likes to finger his s/o and see her squirt? 

I see NSFW requests are open again >:D Rex gets too stressed sometimes working on files so his s/o decides to help relieve his stress by riding him

....nsfw clones? Hmm. Any that doesn't get enough love or your muse...or who fits best for this. GF that loves going down on them. And if your feeling it. Separate or together. F2f who loves being railed against a wall by their lover ;p

I love your writing! Could you write NSFW with cyborg Echo and his s/o? His metal arm could vibrate and they used it in bed. S/o convince Echo that he's still her Echo no matter how he looks.

im a hoe and im back for the requests. ANYWAYS, can i get a nsfw request where hardcase has his s/o pose up as a stripper and he gets really turned on so he fucks her really hard in the back rooms 😳😳😳

Yo I asked for an nsfw request a long time ago when they were closed and I'm so glad they're back. ❤ Can I *cough* *slides a $20* get: Can I request a rex nsfw ficlet and he and s/o got a thing for cum. Like lots of it and everywhere. 👌

Headcannon idea, Obi Wan wall sex? Or sex standing up, where he is holding the reader?

Could you do Obi Wan face sitting?

can i get a nsfw request where cody likes to get called ‘commander’ in the bedroom?

Nsfw request: Rex making his s/o squirt for the first time and being really into it??

hey! can i get nsfw request with commander cody where the reader fingers herself on a comlink video call with the commander? he commands her on what to do and stuff? thanks!

nsfw headcanon thing idk - for kix: he gets a holovideo of his s/o masturbating and he jacks off to the video then his s/o catches him; then they masturbate to one another before fucking ❤️ thanks

Can I ask for an NSFW headcannon with obi wan and the reader engaging in some bdsm?

nsfw headcanon - tup loves to eats out his s/o on the table; his s/o loves to praise him and run her fingers through his long hair. thanks!

Hello there! I love the frustrated Wolffe NSFW headcannon and was wondering if we could get one for Rex?

NSFW for Rex- reader is a huge tease and Rex finally snaps and roughly fucks the reader

nsfw request with hardcase pretty please? he likes to pick up his s/o and eat them out against the wall as he squeezes at her tits? thank you☺️

NSFW with kix needing some help from his “nurse?”

NSFW: fives eats you out from under your desk while a commander tries to talk to you!

nsfw prompt w/ jesse - they catch their s/o pleasuring themselves and see their lewd expressions and sounds; jesse teaches them some patience

hello! can i have a nsfw prompt with fives? reader is his s/o and she gives him a lap dance for him? fives takes care of her ;)

nsfw with wolffe asking his s/o if he's making them feel good

NSFW for captain rex and s/o where the s/o is pleasuring themselves when rex walks in and they're super embarrassed and tries to apologize when rex decides to help them

NSFW Jesse eating out mechanic reader while she’s bent over fixing something?

for the nsfw request! Echo talking dirty to reader at inappropriate (and appropriate) times 💙

Nsfw prompt with Cody - Cody saves reader and she repays him for his heroic act

nsfw prompt for echo - his s/o wears very revealing clothing around him and echo can't take it anymore and rips off her clothing. thanks

NSFW request: teasing Jesse in front of the shinies and he orders them to clear out so he can fuck your face 😜

NSFW: Fives x reader where it’s the readers first time please? Thanks!

i’d like to request a nsfw prompt with echo? his s/o always sends him lewd photos of herself for him when he’s away, and when he’s coming back she sends him a picture with her in his favorite set of lingerie. thank you❣️

Idk if it’s canon but I feel like Jesse is a bit bigger than your average clone? I was hoping for the NSFW prompt you could write something about him having a size kink and teasing the reader by saying dirty things throughout the day! Thank you!

NSFW with Rex where the reader made him jealous and he snaps? Thanks Love

nsfw prompt - reader is wolffe’s s/o; s/o rides/sits on her commander’s face ;)

Can you do a NSFW with Cody where he just teases her throughout the whole day please? Thanks.

Jesse smut pre order 66

nsfw with wolffe when the reader enjoys teasing

wolffe fucking his s/o inside a laat gunship? thank u❤️

NSFW: could you please do one where the reader is Cody’s first time?? I’ve never seen it done before, and your writing is amazing I thought I’d as you!

Nsfw of Wolffe fucking the reader.

[kagelama-tobiyolo]

Valentine’s Day Special: Day 14

Giri. This is what they call ‘obligatory chocolate’ which is for family, classmates, clubs, co-workers, etc.

Honmei. This translates to ‘true love chocolates’ which you give to your s/o whether you simply have feelings for them or if you’re even married. I guess it’s everyone’s dream to get honmei chocolate on Valentine’s day.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!

Kuroo

“Hey kitten, do you not have anything for me?“

“My hands are a little full right now, give me a few seconds,” You say carrying the net back after practice

“Here, let me carry that, I’m always telling you to let me know when you need me to carry something.“

“No, don’t worry about me, just do your stretches,“

“Alright~ if you say so~“

You put all the supplies back and you get the chocolate that you made him last night.

“Tetsu, I love you! Happy Valentine’s day.“

His eyes widen a little. “Wait, (Y/n), I have something for you too,” he says.

He brings out a bouquet of flowers that has a tag that reads: To my beautiful girlfriend

“Tetsu!!! I love youuu!“ you say and run over to give your boyfriend a kiss.

“Happy Valentine’s Day, (Y/n),“

Extra:

“(Y/n), Ahh,“ he opens his mouth and you look back at him questioningly. “Feed me a piece.“ The whole team freezes for a good second.

“TETSU“

He laughs

You go on your tippy-toes to whisper him something, “Okay, maybe later,“

“Kuroo, are you blushing?“ someone calls out

“No, I am not!“

“Haha, I love you so much, Tetsu“

Kageyama

OLDER AU

Kageyama’s always had a lot of practice and there wasn’t much time that you got to hang around with him. You’ve never really had too much of a problem with it, you understood that he needed to and you know how much he loved to do it.

Well, you didn’t really have a problem until today. Today. Valentine’s day. And he still has practice? Now that was hurtful. You expected that he would take a day off for Valentine’s day.

Feeling terrible, you go to Hitoka’s place and cry to her about your current situation.

Kageyama gets home only to find that you’re not there and he immediately gets worried.

What if you were done with him? What if you weren’t coming back?

He texts a bunch of people that might know until he gets a text from Yachi saying that she’s at her place.

Kageyama runs at the speed of light to get to Yachi’s place and you kind of have to forgive him when someone that beautiful runs a few good kilometres just to get to you.

The two of you walk home in silence and he presents you with the iconic turquoise box from Tiffany & Co. as soon as you get there.

“T-Tobio?“

“Please don’t be mad at me. I’ll spend more time with you, I’ll figure out how to compromise practice, I’ll make time for us so please please stay with me. I love you so much, (Y/n).“

You shed a tear but you soon smile at him. “Don’t worry, I don’t think I can be mad at you for longer than a couple of minutes anyway. I love you way too much.“

“Happy Valentine’s Day, (Y/n).“ he says and the two of you share a kiss. The kiss was a little long but sweet.

“I love you,“

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!! Thank you so much for reading all of these Valentine’s day headcanons and scenarios. If you enjoyed even one of them, that would make my day. I’ve been posting of Tumblr for exactly 14 days now and I can’t believe the amount of support I already have. Thank you so so much and I hope you have/had a wonderful Valentine’s Day.

Please let me know if 14 days of white day scenarios & headcanons or one-shots interests you.

Requests are always open!!!

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH AND HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!

Masterlist/ Info

[lunatens]

on my mind & in my heart

word count: 952

genre: fluff

pairing: song mingi x gender neutral reader

summary: literally you just go on a drive w mingi

song rec: drive through summer - dala

a/n: wow i literally can’t remember the last time i wrote something that wasn't about stray kids HAH but anyways this is loosely based off of a dream i had about mingi the other day (the dream wasn’t as exciting as this ahasdkdhk but still) and uhh yeah pls enjoy i love mingi so much <3

tonight, you have a date with a bowl of chips, a couple of blankets, and your favourite netflix show. you’re curled up on the couch a couple episodes in when you hear a car pull into your driveway, and you furrow your brows in curiosity; your parents are away for the weekend, and your boyfriend mingi isn’t supposed to come over until tomorrow night. there’s a knock on the door, and you pause the show you’re watching. a moment of silence, then another knock sounds, this time more urgent. after deciding this person probably won’t go away, you slide off the couch and silently creep to the front door. cautiously, you peer through the window, pressing your forehead against the warped glass. the distortion makes the figure standing outside look kind of ambiguous, but you would recognize him anywhere. you roll your eyes, opening the door to cut off a third set of somehow even more aggressive knocking.

“hello min-“ you’re cut off as mingi pulls you into a quick hug and presses a small kiss to your cheek.

“it’s the summer solstice, and we’re going to celebrate,” he tells you rather matter of factly. you frown and look down at your pajama shorts and hoodie (that may or may not belong to mingi).

“i’m not ready to go out, i just got comfy,” you whine, and mingi blinks at you.

“y/n, i missed youuu, plus we aren’t going anywhere really, so it doesn’t matter. even though you look cute as always,” he says, winking and sticking out his tongue a little.

“it’s literally been like 5 hours since i saw you last,” you say, but you can’t hide the smile that’s creeping onto your face. “where are we going, anyways?” you ask as you lock the door to your house and slide into the passenger seat of mingi’s car.

“nowhere, we’re just...going,” he replies. he adjusts his hair and puts on his sunglasses, then flashes you a mischievous smile as he reverses out of your driveway.

~

20 minutes later and you’re racing down an old country road, windows down and volume cranked all the way up. the wind tousles your hair as it roars in through the window; it’ll be a nightmare to brush out later, but it’s worth it for the moment. the sun is beginning it’s slow descent in the sky, faint pinks and oranges slowly becoming more and more vibrant. vast fields fly by as you drive through the long, winding roads, and you admire the pretty little stone farmhouses in the distance. sometimes there’s cows or horses, which always prompts either you or mingi to scream excitedly and point at them.

the song you’re listening to comes to an end, and there’s a comfortable silence as you wait for the next song to come on. your heart is full of happiness; mingi’s made a playlist for you of “songs that make me think of you and your cute face,” (in his words) and the combination of the music, the beautiful summer night, and mingi makes you feel like the happiest person alive. you laugh and clap as “just wanna be with you” from high school musical three comes on, and mingi grins widely. you both sing as loud as you can, belting out words and not caring if you sound good or not.

the song slows down as it comes to an end, and as you sing the final harmonies (or, your best attempt at a harmony) of “i just wanna be with you,” mingi looks over and reaches out to gently caress your cheek, a big goofy smile on his face.

“hey, eyes on the road, mingi,” you say through a shy giggle. he turns to face the road, but takes your hand in his and brings it up to plant a kiss on your knuckles. you blush; even though you’ve been dating for a while, mingi never fails to make you fall in love with him over and over again.

“what’s this all for?” you ask, your eyes now on mingi rather than the views outside he car, admiring him as he seems to almost glow in the fading sunlight. you reach to turn down the volume a little so you can hear each other speak without having to yell.

“for you, duh,” he replies, one hand lazily gripping the wheel while he squeezes your hand with the other.

“yeah, but today isn’t anything special, is it?”

“every day i spend with you is special, babe, i don’t need a reason to make you a playlist or take you out or tell you i love you,” he says, stealing a glance at you. you thought you couldn’t love mingi any more than you already did, but his words fill you with a warm bubbly feeling as your affection for him grows ever stronger.

“it’s the longest day of the year, and i just wanted to spend it with you,” he finishes, giving your hand another affectionate squeeze. you don’t know what to say, so you just stare at him for a moment with major heart eyes.

“song mingi, i don’t know what i’d do without you, i love you so much,” you say eventually. mingi giggles shyly at your words and now it’s his turn to blush. another hype song comes on the playlist, and you crank it back up. you drive until your throats hurt from all the singing (and trying to scream i love you at each other over the sound of the wind and the stereo), cruising along the seemingly endless country roads until long past sunset and feeling like you need nothing more than good music and each other’s company.

[thecourtneychronicles]

“Ever since, Act has enjoyed enormous success. From participating in the Emmy-winning TV show RuPaul’s Drag Race to becoming the first drag performer ever to sing live with the San Francisco Symphony to being in campaigns for big fashion brands to winning Celebrity Big Brother to touring the world with her live shows – there is nothing she doesn’t do! Without a doubt, she is a multi-talent and enjoys her career with full passion.

In a time where gender equality, women’s rights and LGBTQ+ movements have become more visible and important than ever, Courtney Act has played a massive role in the conversations concerning it by engaging and educating people about it.

We’ve had a chat with the versatile drag queen and talked about all things drag race, the conversations around drag, and her future plans.

Hi, nice to meet you!

You too, where in the world are you at the moment?

I’m in rainy London unfortunately, and you? Are you back from Hong Kong?

I’m here too! Hong Kong was good, but a lot of civil unrest which wasn’t so good. But then I went to Thailand for the weekend and had some fun! I have only been once before; I had a marvellous time.

Sounds amazing. So, what’s a typical day in the life of Courtney Act then?

Every day is different! Yesterday, I was flying from Bangkok to London, today [18th November] I’m talking to you and debating politics at the BBC, then tomorrow I’m going to the opening of & Juliet which is a new musical. Thursday, I’m recording music for my new live show – it will be sort of a cabaret live show tour through the USA and Australia, and this time all my music will be original! It’s just super exciting and super daunting. Each Thursday, I’m going to the studio and recording. My mission was to write one song a week and so far, it’s been going really well. This time, it’s a different process to what I usually do. Usually, I will sit in a studio with different songwriters and producers and we are trying to come up with pop songs together. But this show is about my views and experiences in life, so I sit at home, sit or stand on the Tube, and just writing down notes. I’ve written songs that are so personal, there is nobody else writing them with me. So, quite often someone says, ‘we need to change this or add that and so on’ and you feel pressure to make creative decisions. But now, it’s just all me, staying up until 4am if I want, in order to perfect and craft songs.

Wow, that sounds busy! How do you ever unwind and let go of the stress that could come up?

Well, all I do is what I love doing anyway. The songwriting thing is so relaxing; you can sit there and watch TV, it’s a good process just sitting there and be creative all night long. It’s been digging up some old emotions! The show is called Fluid; it’s all about the fluidity of life, gender fluidity, fluid sexuality and all sorts of forms. The kind of work that I do is usually exciting and stimulating but when I have a day off, I usually lie in bed all night long, watch some TV or read a book or something like that. I love doing absolutely nothing, I’m extremely good at that when I get the chance!

Well, we’ve got that in common! So, which TV shows are you recommending then?

Oh, Pose Season 2. It’s on BBC iPlayer! It’s just, ‘Oh My God!’ In the first episode, I was already bawling like a baby; it’s just so beautiful and so tragic and yeah, it was amazing. I’ve been watching Strictly [Come Dancing], RuPaul’s Drag Race UK, and just reading lots of books on feminism and fluidity. I just read that great book, called ‘Mother Camp’. It’s about female impersonators in America, it was written a long time ago. It was super fascinating to read about drag and all that in such a pre-revolutionary era, and so many things were actually quite similar. It was really fascinating!

Sounds amazing! Good recommendations. Going back to work, how was the whole experience of Celebrity Big Brother? Congrats on winning!

Haha, I think when you win, all of it has been wonderful. If I hadn’t won, I’d probably be like ‘Oh, this happened, and oh god, that happened’. But I have really fond memories of it all. It was so wonderful because the reasons for me were mainly that I was sitting with people, talking to people respectfully – whether it was sexuality, or gender, very sensitive subjects which people tend to polarise. People, I think, just appreciated me and the conversations. That part of myself is one of my favourite things – talking to people and hopefully sharing my story, and hoping to bring understanding in times like these.

The interesting thing was when it came down to me and Ann Widdecombe who has literally voted against every single right against LGBTQ+ in all of her years in the Parliament, so basically everything that I stand for and that I am. She not only had a different opinion but literally legislated against queer people, women’s rights, the environment and more, all across the UK. And even though she had those views, we still remained civilised but, of course, distanced. It was kind of like a Brexit, Courtney vs Ann! Although I’m sure the actual Brexit is more important than me winning [laughs]. Let’s see if we even get the Brexit though!

Oh dear, let’s hope we won’t! You said you’re currently in London – considering you’re from Australia and have found major success in the States as well, what made you want to settle down in London for now?

I was living in the US for eight years, and although things might have been a little tumultuous over here in terms of politics and Brexit, it’s practically smooth sailing compared to Donald Trump and his administration. I lived there for eight years and loved the understanding that came to live in a country. We see the world through media and press, but I realised how much I really don’t know about the US at all. So living there, during an Obama era which was much nicer, I came to appreciate the US.

But then after Celebrity Big Brother, it was a calling to come here and I grew to love the country even more. The UK has a long-standing history of camp and queer and punk, and whereas there are posh institutions, there is also this other side that respectfully co-exists, which is all about diversity, and drag and queer identities in the media. You’ve got people like La Rue, Boy George, Graham Norton and so many more on UK television. Whereas in America, you are starting from the bottom and trying to educate people. Like I mentioned early, I’m going to the BBC to discuss politics. The US doesn’t have a broadcaster that is as dignified as the BBC and also, I would have never been invited at a broadcaster in America. Here, there is a respect and it’s not just about how sensational you are!

Gender equality, pride, drag and everything around it is starting to finally become recognized worldwide by everyone. People are getting woke. Why do you believe people who are not in this scene are only properly respecting it now, and not earlier?

I think there has been so much more visibility now. And visibility always leads to understanding. There are TV shows about drag and queer identity, which has made it really accessible to a wide audience. Drag Race is predominantly watched by females aged 16-35. That filters through. Sexual and gender revolution have been going on with the likes of Laverne Cox and Caitlyn Jenner for example. Caitlyn is a visible person and brought a lot to the conversation. I think this is really the first time that we’ve had some transmissibility around gender. The examples of people, like Laverne Cox, are just really interesting people and so public. Of course, there is still misinformation but there is a lot of conversation going on.

Even with RuPaul’s Drag Race – I keep reading about it all the time and people really seem to love it!

It’s such a fun show that celebrates identity, creativity and has drama that people love about reality TV in general. But there is a real hots for the show. The fashion and creativity elements make it belong to the fashion industry which makes it so cool. It’s just a brilliant celebration about drag and a middle finger to what society thinks of us.

How did your appearance on the show change the way people respond to you, in particular?

Drag Race Season 6, when I started out, aired in 2014 and I had been living in the US since 2011. I just started touring around the world and through the States. I was constantly performing and earning money. I’ve done shitty jobs in gay bars, don’t get me wrong, but then we decided to tour and perform in bigger venues. And when it came to the UK it became hugely popular. And during that time, I was performing in Edinburgh for the first time, and everyone came to see me because they watched Drag Race. And then I started working on so many things, and I feel like it really changed the global way people view drag, and I got to be a part of that.

Do people come up to you a lot and ask for photographs?

Yes, for sure! When I was in Bangkok with my ex-boyfriend last weekend, he was asking me the exact same question when we had lunch, literally! And then someone came up and asked, ‘Excuse me, are you Courtney Act?’, so I was like ‘Oh, perfectly timed, haha!’ Sometimes people just hug me, and I just hug back. And they are like ‘How are youuu, oh my god’ and I just go along. They’re usually respectful, but I have learned that I’m kind of public property in a gay bar – so I pick and choose where and when I go out! But I do get a lot of discounts and more, so it’s not all that bad [laughs]!

[Laughs] I bet!  

Live performances and being on TV must be two different things; you do both. Which one do you personally enjoy more and why?

They’re different. I love performing live, it’s so exciting and also easier. I did a Christmas special for Channel 4, and it was a big live show, but on TV. I love performing with a live band. I love honing and crafting, and finding out what the audience loves; it’s so gratifying.

Sounds like you are living your best life!

I kind of am! We had this offer for a big TV show in the States and I was so hoping it would happen, but then I was like ‘Meh, even if it won’t happen, I will still do my cabaret show and tour all around the world’. So, I’m doing what I love either way!

Besides your cabaret show, what else does your future hold?

Well, the music alongside the cabaret show is exciting because sometimes music in pop is sometimes pointless in a way. You put it out, a few people listen, and it costs a lot to make and create videos. But we are sort of packaging the music into my live show, so I’m excited to put my original music out.

Also, I have a different TV project that I’m working on. Also, I’m working on YouTube videos in which I want to discuss political topics and current affairs, sort of like a web series. It seems like a lot of people don’t know what is going on in the world, so I want to give them an understanding!”

Courtney’s interview for 1883 Magazine - November 26, 2019

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MONSTA X 2ND WORLDTOUR IN AMSTERDAM (LIVE REPORT) - AFAS 20.06.2018

This is a long live report containing things how I even became a fan, to the AMAAAAAZING (not) queue, setlist, live, m&g and random moments. All fan cams and fanpics are uploaded on my twitter which I linked in this post too!

I went to Monsta X’s 2nd Worldtour in Amsterdam this month! I started to get to know Monsta X during their Beautiful promotions and when I heard they would come to Europe the first time (in 2017), I was doubting whether I should go or not. I knew like 10 songs and another fan could go instead of me. It was not close anyway, so I decided to take part in the campaign for Amsterdam. For people who don’t know MMT. MMT is a fan dedicated promoter, in which you can request an artist to come to your city and if you have enough ‘makes’ (so points) they’ll talk with the artist. 

Anyways, I took part in the campaign in august 2017. Uni was about to start and I kinda forgot about the lives for a while. Until it was around the DRAMARAMA period (and their first win omg!), I followed them again; so after their MBC performance, I got a text message from MMT that they’re starting to talk to MONSTA X. At this point I would give this presale code to somebody else, but I didn't know when the actual concert was supposed to be so I waited. So while I was waiting for their JEALOUSY comeback, I started to watch their shows because I was bored and I LITERALLY FELL INTO THE FANDOM (and not just the music). I loved these guys so much? They were so precious and funny. I really wanted to see them live and regretted not going to the Beautiful Tour. So for their Jealousy comeback, I even bought The Connect; I texted every time they had a show and streamed their MVs so they could win another win (and they did!) (I've only done this for BTS before). So just around the time of the MV release, they announced they would be coming to AMSTERDAM. I was so happy. Flash forward to the ticket sale: I went to uni early, had a computer; laptop and my phone ready and immediately bought 2x VIP tickets!!

After counting down the days to the concert, I was finally here. I couldn't wait to hear Destroyer and Lost In the Dream live (My fav songs of the new album). Fans were allowed to queue from 11, but no-one seemed to listen to it :’) Every standing type had to get a wristband (VIP included). So I was kinda late and arrived at 12 , but my wristband number was 139. I quickly had sushi with my sister at ICHI-e and went to Starbucks (and a grocery store) to get some food and drinks for the queue. Just when we were about to leave the restaurant, I got a message from MMT that they messed up the wristband numbers for VIP and it was now FCFS (First Come first Serve). It was also the hottest day of the week, yippie :’)

Queue The queue was one big mess... Fans were incredibly rude and mean and staff didn’t do anything about it either. Girls were screaming at the security and talking very rudely, fans saying to each other ‘shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down’ (this is an actual phrase someone was screaming behind me). The venue staff gave us WATER IN A BUCKET and it wasn't until a monsta x staff came and gave everyone bottles. I also met two very sweet fansites! They gave out free stuff and were overall very sweet! They talked a lot to us and were next to us in the queue. We also met two friends who wanted to go to their friends, but since people were rude; my sis stopped them and they were next to us. Even though we were strangers, me and my sis shared our food and drinks with them. During the queue certain people started to push fans and we told them to stop and they started to fight with us??? and basically telling us ‘are you blind’ :)) (also they thought the fansites were Korean so they were all nice to them but shitty to other people, but the fansites turned out to be Chinese so these rude koreaboos were really boo boo the fools) at around 18:00 we were allowed to go inside but everyone started pushing each other so we were really stuck and could barely breathe. Once we were inside we had to wait another 2 hours and I was so tired, but wow I was 4th row!  Live I also made a big thread of Monsta X on my twitter. Fancams Fanpics Okay first of all, this group has no visual hole. THEY ARE ALL SO VISUALS I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES. Honestly they're so beautiful irl??????? Although I knew they were all handsome, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw IM, Kihyun, Shownu and Hyungwon DAMN. 

The live was amazing, they kept playing DRAMARAMA, SHINE FOREVER and STUCK in the venue and we were so hyped! Once the live started; they all came in Swaroski Suits (they looked so expensive) singing Jealousy. The fan chants (at least in the VIP) were A M A Z I N G.  AAHHH I finally saw monsta x im sobbing. They then played Be Quiet (it’s one of my fav older songs) ;; and BEAUTIFUL IN SWAROSKI SUITS GUYSSSSSS. They didn't do the jacket dance since, yeah the jackets were pretty expensive HAHAHAH. Too bad.. They then had a long MC and started with Gravity and Tropical night (still wearing the suits). After changing their clothes (some kind of harness?)  they sung Crazy In love (finally a full version) and All In. The crowd really loved All In!!!!!!!! Then we had 20 minutes of solo stuff; the solo of Wonho, Minhyuk and Kihyun were my absolute favourite! It was so cute. The other solo’s were really good too!! The crowd died at Hyungwons and IMs solo though.  AAAAAAAAAAAAAH AFTER SOLO they sung From Zero (Seven member version) and oh my god Wonho looked so beautiful??? This song is so cute?? I can't remember much of Because of You im sorry ;; White love was really emotional, they didn't expect the banner project (1000days with monbebe) at all and really loved it. Rollercoaster was so cute live as well, they all pretended to sit in a rollercoaster lol. After they went off stage, the destroyer MV played AND I SCREAMED SO LOUD I WAS NOT READY, NO ONE WAS READY NO ONE! LITERALLY IM DEAD. But they bloody sung LOST IN THE DREAM and I was really lost in the dream, wow....... The vocals..... wow.. Im........................... it was so beautiful live. Guys, ive heard Kihyuns iconic high note (well a lot of people shouted OOOOFFFF BUT I STILL HEARD ONE OF MY FAV SONG I! CANT! BELIEVE!). Also very random to mention but Jooheon is one hell of a good performer, he was not even nervous and the stage was HIS BITCH, his rap and his stage aura are so mind-blowing.

I always joked they should play lost in the dream and destroyer after each other to let the fans die but they really did IT! The choreo of Destroyer was so good and fitted the song. In the beginning Wonho waved and gave a finger heart though... I was never a fan of Shine Forever, but It was so nice and also doing the fan chants! Rush is a song I used to skip but ooof, it was also very nice to hear. Monsta X really enjoyed singing Special too AND YESSSSSSSS FINALLYYYYYYY TRESPASS THE WHOLE CROWD WAS SO LIT WE ALL RAPPED ALONG AND IT WAS HONESTLY ONE OF THE BEST PERFORMANCES SO FAR IDGJKDSGS. They all positioned to the Dramarama pose and yes they did Dramarama!!!! but now the concert was about to end too :( Monsta X said they love Falling, Ive heard people say they love performing Falling and yes they REALLY LOVE FALLING. My heart was so full of uwu when I saw them performing falling, I love these babies so much :’). We showed them the banners during If Only again and Wonho, Minhyuk and Kihyun were really emotional and it was so sad to see this ending :( But I was about to meet these guys as well AAAAAAHHH. I dont know if it was Minhyuk or IM but one of them took of Wonho’s shirt lol and he threw it in a crowd. Before that they also took a group pic ;; tbh I wished they did Stuck and Hero as well, but overall I really loved the setlist so much.

Meet and greet Order: Wonho - Shownu - Kihyun - Minhyuk - Hyungwon - Jooheon - IM Usually when fans meet artist, fans are the ones talking to the artist but now Monsta X was rather talking to the fans, they were so sweet and they all had the most genuine and sweetest smile ever. The M&G was unfortunately very fast and I could only say  Wonho: I think he was still very sad and looked like he cried too but his hands are so soft ;; I thanked him and he nodded and gave a thumbs up lol Shownu: I knew it was his birthday in London so I told him a happy belated birthday ;; and he said thank you as well! Kihyun: ok, I may have said I love you instead of thank you AHHGHGHHGHAHAHG and yeah that was kihyuns reaction too he laughed and said thank you lol Minhyuk: He said thank you very much!! NO THANK YOUUU (while smiling so sweet) Hyungwon: Somehow he was very giggly but we both said thank you to each other!! Jooheon: We both said thank you to each other aaaaaahh IM: Since I barely had time (after hyungwon) I just told him thank you and he said the same ;; We then got a poster from the tour and the show was unforunately over :(( MMT announced a week before the concert there would be no merch so I didn't have a lightstick either so it was nice having a poster as a reminder (and the fans we got from the fansites ofc). Setlist (duration 2,5hours) 1. Jealousy 2. Be Quiet 3. Beautiful -- 4. Gravity 5. Tropical Night -- 6. Crazy in Love 7. All in -- 8. Wonho, Minhyuk, Kihyun - Neol Hada 9. Jooheon, Shownu - Versace on the Floor 10. Hyungwon, IM - Fake Love (Drake) 11. Hyungwon, IM - How long // another IM solo (not sure) -- 12. From Zero 13. Because of you 14. White Love 15. Rollercoaster -- 16. Lost in the dream -- 17. Destroyer 18. Shine forever -- 19. Rush 20. Special 21. Trespass -- 22. Dramarama *ENCORE* 23. Falling -- 24. If Only *Group pic*

Random moments -  They talked a lot of Dutch such as ‘I am...’, ‘I love you’, ‘I miss you’, ‘Fries with Mayo’. IM also wanted to say Sexy but he didn’t say Sexy and Jooheon said to erase our minds LMAO KSJKD he was so embarassed - In the beginning when Kihyun was talking about Hyungwon, Hyungwon looked at him and he kinda slapped away his face (Kihyun to Hyungwon) - Just before Crazy in Love, the group was devided into two to talk with fans (one group was changing their clothes) and Jooheon was doing a weird movement with his hand and was saying AY AY AY and the fans said it too, but then the other group came (Kihyun, Shownu, Hyungwon and Minhyuk) and they all looked honestly so confused and Kihyun was like ‘AY go change your clothes now’ and then Kihyun and Hyungwon were showing off their dance moves lol - Also during the live I started as the fourth row, but people behind me kept pushing and I was suddenly 2nd row and there is a higher place for the first row so my knees kept going on that and it hurted so much lmao - Shownu, IM and Jooheon went to Beyonce the day before and talked about how amazing it was (lmao fanboying on their own concert KAJDKSFJFS) and they also said we will make it possible for them to perform there one day ;;A;; - The day of the Amsterdam concert would be 1000 days with Monbebe we would show during If Only, but since London got cut off we weren't sure whether we would hear If Only and decided to do it during White Love. - Wonho, Minhyuk and Kihyun got teary at If Only - Their reactions to White love were so sweet :((  - Our group hyped up every member whenever they were close to us. Hyungwon, Kihyun and Wonho noticed us a lot lol. Hyungwon waved at us too ;; - During FALLING Kihyun was drinking water and then he came to our side and you could see in his face he was about to do something and when the beat dropped he threw WATER ON US and I got so wet :((((( the fan next to me, her fan was all wet lmao.  - I got a lot of confetti in my face :’)  

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For Iczel

lovely iczel, @addictingnarry , happy birthday to youuu! i hope you'll have a lovely day and a lovely year and that all your wishes may come true. also wanted to thank you for all your help with my fics, i love that you're helping me and i love getting to talk about it with you and just getting to ramble on and on to you about it. so what better way to thank you with a little fic for you? anyway happy birthday, i hope you enjoy this!

based on this great manip Niall lets himself into Harry’s house with his own key and makes his way to the house. Harry had told him that he could come by any time he wanted and that he’d probably be in the recording studio inside.

He hesitates once he’s standing in front of the studio door and knocks softly. He knows Harry probably won’t hear him but it feels a bit like intruding if he just walks in, plus he’d rather not disturb Harry in his process.

Niall’s not sure how he managed to get an international pop star to be his boyfriend. He’s just a simple accountant who happened to work at the company Harry hired to figure out his finances. But they’ve been in a relationship for a year and a half and Niall couldn’t be happier.

At first, it had been difficult, Niall comes from a small town and even just being in Los Angeles was a bit much for him. So, when he started dating someone who’s in the spotlight as much as Harry is, it was rough. He got followed around by paparazzi, fans would come up to them all the time, even when they were on private dates, and he got a lot of comments from people he didn’t even know. But in the end, Harry is worth it, so Niall accepted it.

He can hear the music coming through the door, low and muffled because of the sound-proof walls, but still there. Harry’s probably really busy and he doesn’t really want to disturb. But Niall is busy too and needs to get on with his work, so he pushes the door open.

“Haz?” Niall’s sure to speak soft enough to not startle Harry but loud enough to be heard over the music. Harry’s sat with his back towards him, hunched over the buttons and screens of the recording equipment. His tattoos are on display, coming from under his colourful patterned shirt. He’s got loads of those and Niall always finds them a bit much, but it fits with Harry. It fits with his character and the picture he paints of himself. His hair is messy on top of his head and Harry’s clutching it tightly with one of his hands.

He clearly hasn’t heard Niall because he doesn’t react at all so Niall walks up to him and places a hand on his shoulder, softly squeezing the tight muscles under his palm. “Harry.”

Niall has always found the recording room in Harry’s house a bit intimidating. He’s smart, he knows he’s intelligent and he’s good with numbers and he’s good at what he’s doing. But he doesn’t know that much about music or recording or songwriting so walking in Harry's working space always makes Niall feel out of place; unsure of how to act and overwhelmed by all the buttons and controls and switches.

Harry finally looks up, smiling as he sees Niall. “Oh, hey babe.” He turns around in his chair and looks him up and down. “Looking smart,” he states as an appreciate smirk plays on his lips.

Niall feels his skin heating up, he doesn’t look like anything special, especially next to Harry, just like a normal bloke. He’s wearing black skinny jeans with a checkered white and grey button up, nothing special. It’s the way he has to look for his work, what everyone looks like back at the office.

Harry gets up and stands in front of Niall, reaching out to his face to push his glasses back on his nose where they’ve shifted out of place. “You look handsome.” He smiles as his hand softly caresses Niall’s cheek before letting it fall back to his side.

Niall smiles bashfully as he feels his cheeks getting warmer. He’s still not used to all the compliments and praises Harry always gives him, doesn’t really understand how Harry can say those things when he’s so clearly the attractive one in their relationship, in Niall’s opinion. “Stop it,” he says shyly.

“Alright, come, sit,” Harry says with a soft smile as he gets a chair next to his for Niall to sit on before he sits down in his own chair.

Niall follows the action and opens his briefcase to get the needed papers out.

“So,” he starts, diving right into the business they need to attend. “I’ve talked to the real-estate agent, and they’re asking this, Harry,” he says as he points out the agreed-on value of the property. “It’s a lot, but you won’t miss it. It'll be a good investment,” Niall continues. “You’ll earn it all back in a couple of years and probably profit from it, too.”

Harry hums and takes the papers from Niall, looking over them quickly. “Well you’re the accountant so I’m confident you know what you’re talking about.” He winks at Niall and gives him a big smile. “Do you have the pictures of the house with you? Can I have a look before I sign?” Harry asks as he hands the papers back.

“Sure.” Niall lean down and grabs his work tablet out of his case. He quickly opens up to the right files and hands it to Harry.

Harry takes it and scrolls through the pictures, going back and forth between them doubtfully. “What do you think, babe?” He asks Niall as he moves closer to let Niall have look as well.

“It’s lovely, Haz. A bit big maybe, but lovely.” He gives Harry an assuring look with a smile on his lips because the house really is lovely, it’s definitely a house he could see Harry living in. It’s a huge house, close to the beach so it has an incredible view. The inside of the house is beautiful too. Recently renovated, it’s minimalistic but charming, and Niall knows Harry would turn it into something lovely if he decides to live there.

“Yeah, maybe a bit big for just me,” Harry says as a small, secretive smile plays on his lips. “Alright, let’s just do it,” he says as he hands the tablet back to Niall. “Do you have the contract, can I sign right now?”

Niall nods and gets the papers out as he puts the tablet back in his case. “You have to sign here and here.” He points out the empty spots for Harry before he hands him the pen. “I’ve sent it to your lawyer and he checked it, it’s legit. No loopholes,” he assures Harry.

Harry signs his name where he’s supposed to and puts the pen back down before he sighs happily, looking up at Niall with a smile. “What would I do without you, my brilliant accountant.” Harry reaches out to Niall and Niall lets himself be pulled out of his chair and into Harry’s arms. Harry pushes his face at Niall’s tummy and his hands stroke his back. “And brilliant boyfriend, of course,” he adds. Niall just laughs softly as he runs his fingers through Harry’s wild hair. “Congrats, babe,” he says as he leans down to leave a kiss on the top of Harry’s head.

Harry looks up at Niall and gives him a sneaky smile. “Celebratory sex?” He wiggles his eyebrows at Niall. Niall chuckles as his hand wanders over Harry’s cheeks. “I’ve got work, babe.”

Harry pouts and hugs him even tighter. “But you’re coming for dinner tonight, right?” He looks at Niall for confirmation.

“Yeah, of course,” Niall quickly reassures. “But I’ve got to leave now, though.”

Harry gives him another pout as he stands up so he’s finally on the same level as Niall again and Niall doesn’t have to crane his head down to look Harry in the eyes. Harry reaches out to Niall and takes his cheek into his hand as he leans in to place a soft kiss on Niall’s lips. His other hand slips around his waist to pull Niall closer as the kiss turns more intense.

Niall smiles into the kiss but softly pushes Harry back, breaking the kiss too soon for both their likings. “I’ve got to go, Haz, and I can’t show up at my next appointment all fucked anyway.” He gives Harry an apologetic look as he gathers all the papers and puts them back into his briefcase.

As he turns around to leave Harry is still pouting and Niall laughs softly as he presses a kiss to Harry’s lip. “Stop pouting, I’ll see you tonight.”

Harry smiles softly at him as he opens the door, “See you tonight, babe.” He softly slaps Niall’s bum.

Niall smiles to himself as the door of the studio falls shut behind him. He looks at his watch and realises he’s a bit late for his next appointment so he rushes out of Harry’s house and into his car to get on with his day.

After he’s done with the next client he goes back to the office to work some more from there. It’s a busy afternoon with a lot of calls and even more calculating and researching so he’s tired when he’s finally finished and on the way back to Harry’s house.

He heaves a sigh of relief as he pulls in the driveway, hurrying up the steps to finally relax with his boyfriend. He’s hoping for a comfy night in; quick dinner on the couch before laying in Harry’s arms for the rest of the night.

He opens the door and pushes inside. He sets his briefcase on the table in the hallway and slips off his shoes before he makes his way further into the house.

“Haz, I’m here,” he shouts through the house, not sure where Harry is before he rushes up to the stairs. “Where are you going?” Harry runs from out of the kitchen just as Niall has reached the top of the stairs.

“I’m going to get changed for dinner,” he answers over his shoulder as he walks further into the hallway, on his way to Harry’s bedroom, where he’s sure he left a pair of sweats.

He hears footsteps coming up the stairs before strong arms pull him to a stop. “Oh no, you’re not.” Harry’s voice is close to his ear as his arms come around Niall’s waist, pulling him against his chest. “We’re having a bit of a fancy dinner tonight, and besides that, I want to be the one to get you out of those clothes.” Harry practically purrs into Niall’s ear before he softly kisses the skin below it, making Niall close his eyes as he shudders a little. “Your bum looks really good in those jeans, Ni.”

Niall wraps his hands around Harry’s arms on his middle before he turns around, sliding his hands up to his shoulders so he can run his fingers through Harry’s hair. “Fancy dinner?” He asks as he greets Harry with a kiss on his lips. “Hi,” he says as he pulls away again, giving Harry a soft smile as he studies his face. He’s unsure of what Harry’s going on about a fancy dinner, confused, to say the least.

“I’ll show you,” Harry says as he breaks their hug only to take Niall’s hand and intertwine their fingers, walking them back downstairs and into the dining room.

The lights are dimmed in the room and it takes a moment for Niall’s eyes to adjust. When they do, Niall notices a perfectly set table complete with candles, wine glasses, roses and all. He looks up at Harry with a grin and a raised brow. “What’s this for, Haz?”

Harry just grins back at him, even slightly blushes as far as Niall can see in the candlelit room. He let’s go of Niall’s hand and walks around the table to pull out a chair. “Please, take a seat, babe.” Harry smiles at him as he offers him the seat.

Niall is a bit overwhelmed, grateful and surprised, but overwhelmed. He’s not sure why Harry’s doing this. Why Harry went through all this trouble just for him, but he gladly takes his place at the chair Harry’s pulled out for him. Harry gives his shoulder a soft squeeze as Niall sits down before he leans in to press a quick kiss to his cheek. “I’ll be right back, babe.”

Harry disappears again, into the kitchen Niall assumes, and when he comes back a few minutes later, a plate in each hand. He sets one before Niall and Niall is in awe of the dish on his plate. It looks beautiful and delicious and Niall can’t wait to dig in, even though it looks too pretty to eat.

He waits for Harry to sit down and explain what he’s made, as he knows Harry likes to do, and then takes a big bite, hungry as he is, from the busy day he had.

“But seriously, what is this all for, Haz?” He asks with a mouth full of food. “This is delicious, by the way.”

Harry lights up at the compliment and smiles brightly at Niall, but Niall sees that he’s barely even touched his food himself. “I’m glad you like it, Ni.”

He quickly changes the subject to small talk and asks about Niall’s day, before he starts to talk about his own day. And Niall lets it happen, doesn’t push because he’s sure Harry will tell him at some point what’s going on.

As soon as Niall’s finished his plate, Harry rushes to get their plates to the kitchen before he comes back with two homemade chocolate desserts, Niall’s favourite.

“Haz,” Niall sighs with a smile. “You didn’t have to do this all, what is this even for?”

Harry just gives him a small smile with a shrug. Niall watches as he sits down, waiting for an answer because this is too much and he wants to know what’s going on.

“Alright,” Harry finally gives in. “Remember that house I bought this morning?” Harry smiles but still won’t meet Niall’s eyes.

“Yeah, of course, I do, I got you the whole deal, Harry,” Niall states, knowing Harry surely hadn’t forgotten the paperwork he brought over just this morning.

“Well,” Harry starts then hesitates and takes a deep breath before he continues, “I want you to live there with me, Ni.” He finally looks up at Niall. “If you want.”

“What?” Niall says, confused. He thought Harry had just wanted that house as an investment, but he wants to live there, with him? “You want me to move in?”

“Yeah, I’d love to. If you want that too, of course.” Harry says slowly, a flash of nerves on his face before his mouth turns into a smile again.

Niall jumps up and walks around the table and Harry stands up too. “Yes! Yeah, of course I want that, Haz.” He takes Harry’s face in his hands and places a hard kiss on his lips. “There’s nothing I want more,” he mumbles against Harry’s lips before he pushes onto Harry’s lips once more.

And he can feel the smile on Harry’s face as he kisses him, can feel his strong arms around his back that pull him even closer.

“Good, because I really want to wake up next to you every day, Ni.”

[jaceconflagratio]

Happy Christmassssss.

FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBOURHOOD DRAGON!

Where I grew up we didn’t celebrate Christmas exactly, but we DID celebrate the shortest day of the year. We would chase the darkness away with lots and lots of fire! And we would chase each other all around the sky and the air would be full of all my brothers and sisters! So for all of you here are some dragons to chase each other around and into your bellies! MMMMMMM!

For Miss Daisy, here is a lucky talisman! A shaman gave it to me a loooong time ago and it lived in one of my secret stashes for a long long time! I hope you like it. @daisyxlynch

For Darling Dakota, here is A TELESCOPE! I was not exactly sure what you would like BUT you like the outdoors and this is pretty! I found it when I was going through my collections. It is about three hundred years old I THINK??? So I don’t know if it still works. It might not. BUT UM THEN IT WILL BE A PRETTY DECORATION? Anyway I hope you like it! Happy Christmas! @xdakotawintersx

For Mister Damien! Books! I made them! One of my bestest friends ever taught me how to make these back when they were making all the porn in China. And he also taught me how to paint! Soo I made the covers too! I hope you like them :D You can draw tattoos in them! Or! Whatever you like! :D @xdamienblackx

Mister Rude Butt! This is not a present it is a trade. These are for us to play with. FOR US. Because I want a playdate I have felt TERRIBLY TERRIBLY NEGLECTED THIS SEASON BY YOUUU. Anyway I hope you had a good Christmas anyway mister RUDE BUTT and if you want me to stop CALLING YOU MISTER RUDE BUTT you better come beat that CHEEKINESS out of me hmmmm? SEASONS GREETINGS HAPPY HOLIDAYS LOVE YOU MISTER RUDE BUTT! @masterdominick

Miss Frankie! A little birdie told me that you collect old coins! And I JUST SO HAPPEN TO HAVE SOME! This is just one but it is I THINK the oldest one. I got this when I was a FIERCE VIKING! Well sort of a Viking. Not really. BUT SORT OF! I was living in Kalmarunionen which is sort of Scandinavia now? And we had lots of leftover treasure from when they used to be Vikings but I was just a baby then. But this is a Roman coin! It was minted by Emperor Trajan, and it’s apparently very rare. It was used to pay soldiers! And they were so well paid with these coins that they couldn’t even use them in the markets. Heehee! Anyway, when the Romans got fought by the guys who lived in England already, they lost this, and then the Vikings went and raided and took all their treasure including this, and THEN it ended up in my town! And I took it SHUSH I’M JUST A LIL HOARDING DRAGON. So here you go I cleaned it up all nice. Happy Christmas! @frankiexvanderbilt

MISTER GRIFFLES! For youuuuuuuuu I have given you SOME OF MY BEARD! I am just joking. It is not my beard. BUT IT IS A DRAGON BEARD! That’s what it’s called. It’s candy! I tried to make it but I am not sure it’s completely as good as it could be if someone who actually knew how to properly make it made it BUT! AN ATTEMPT WAS MADE! It’s made of honey and such. And then I put more honey on it. IN CASE IT IS GROSS! D: But hopefully it will not be heehee. LOVE YOU! Share them with your fluff because they look like fluff. @griff-osbeorn

Miss Beautiful Jo my gift to you is returning your boots that I stole. BUT FOR A GOOD REASON! Because I have also got you some NEW BOOTS! YAY NEW BOOTS! I didn’t want to guess your size but I saw these and HECK THEY ARE SO PRETTY!!!!! They will suit you perfectly and hopefully they are sooooooper comfy. LOVE YOU FROM JACE. @professor-jo-augello

Mister Levi! Happy heckin Christmaaaas. I had noooo clue what to get you SO! HERE IS BOOOOZE! And some pants. They are gold. Dragons are very into gold. COUGH. Happy Christmas! @levixmatthews

Sweet Miss Lily, I wish you a super happy Christmas. For you I have this! Now I don’t know if you are allowed this BUT it folds up into a case! And you can hiiiide it away! And bring it round to the den and we can ROCK OUT YEA! But quietly for your ears. WOO! I didn’t know what music you liked so I have got you a subscription to a thing which sends you a record and a bottle of wine to enjoy it with every month! I know you don’t really drink but if you want we can do a swap and Master can have the wine and we can make you something! Or you can just come chill. IT WILL BE AN EXCUSE TO HAVE YOU OVER MUAHAHA YOU WILL NEVER ESCAPE US happychristmasweloveyou. @liliana-cassily

Miss Qhuinn. You are a super lovely kind person. And I hope you have A LOVELY CHRISTMAS! This is for your horsie! I cleaned it up and polished it all nicely so it will be nice for him. Maybe we can go riding some time? That would be lovely. ANYWAY just so your horsie does not look prettier than you (not that that would be possible ever) there is some matching jewellery for youuuu. They belonged to a lovely Countess I used to know. IN THE BIBLICAL SENSE HEEHEEHEEHEEEE but don’t tell anyone it’s a secret shhhh. HAPPY LOVELY CHRISTMAS! Kisses. From Jace. Love you. @southernxwolf

Sweet Lovely Delicious Quinten! For youuuu! SOME DEVILISHLY GOOD COFFEE! Get it? Cus you’re an angel? But I know you like coffee so here is some DELICIOUS coffee. I am a bit of a coffee expert my old boss was a coffee ADDICT so I am great at picking it and he liked this one very much. HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!! @quinten-sawyer

Dearest Mister Rafael. I love you so much. I hope you had a lovely Christmas with all of us who love you. I will be using my present when I come over but here it is! I hope this will make you feel good for a little bit. I hope you don’t mind if I steal you from your Jaguar for a while. It is very special to have known you. There is some lovely massage oil and some incense and we will have a lovely night. @rafael-theonewhowanders

Miss Skyler! Happy lovely Christmas!!! I hope you had a lovely day and HERE is a gift for youuu! and also for me. IT IS TO MAKE YOU AS FLUFFY AS YOUR LOVELY FLUFFY BOYFRAAAAN! He calls you his fluff so here is EXTRA FLUFF FOR YOU also it is a bear. Heehee. LOVE YOU HAPPY CHRISTMAS! @skyler-campbell

Mister Maaaanspider best teacherrrr!!! HAPPY CHRISTMAS! I know this holiday is probably not SPOOPY enough for you but here is a present to SWEETEN the deal yes it is EIGHT POUNDS OF STARBURST because I see you eating them in class YEAH NO SNACKS IN CLASS MY BUTT MISTER SNEAKY SNACKER! Anyway these should last a while and now I am your FAVOURITE STUDENT MORE BLOWJOBS FOR MEEEE!!!! HAPPY CHRISTMAS I LOVE YOU GIVE YOUR HOT BOYFRIEND A BIG SNOG FROM MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE @inkstitches

Mister Scott, I have made you some kitten cuppycakes! I hope you like them! They are not a lot but my other present is... well I was hoping we could have a playdate sometime soon? I would like that a lot. HAPPY CHRISTMAS SIR! @xscottlandenbergx

Miss Tiffany! As it is Christmas and you are so fashionable I thought you would like to look like THE MOST HANDSOME CREATURE OF ALL! I had lots and lots of fun at your fashion shoot and if you ever need a model you know where I aaaam! HAPPY CHRISTMAS! @tiffanyxtalbot

Tommytommytommy! Happy Christmas!!!!!! I have got you MORE SKATEBOARDING GEAR because I tried it and oH BOY CAN YOU GO A BIT QUICK! So here is some stuff to keep you safe. I hope very much that you had a LOVELY HOLIDAY LOVE JACE! @tommyheavyshield

Miss Winter! THIS IS YOUR HOLIDAY!!!! YAAAAAY! I hope you are enjoying it! I didn’t reaaaally know what to get you so I have brought this! It used to belong to my witch, and she had it in her family for generations. And then when I was rescued from her I got all her stuff and I never really knew what to do with it but I think I would like for it to be used for good rather than hurting so here! I hope it is useful! Happy Christmas! @winters-lust

[tayegi]

I like how a lot fo your OCs/reader inserts are really interesting and dynamic. I feel like a good number of them could either kick my ass (like the one in New Rules) or shatter my heart in two seconds (like in JJMD) Those type of characters are always the most interesting to me and I love the way you write them!

Anonymous said:I really appreciate how you don’t sugarcoat things and just keep everything real. It’s refreshing to see someone be so straightforward and unafraid to be honest- especially when you feel like people are misinterpreting you, your stories, or characters!

Anonymous said:I love your writing style, I have been hooked from when I read The Golden Boy and was doing a little marathon reading ALL of them all over again~ I can't wait for your next masterpiece!

Anonymous said:(JK TRASH ANON) Girl I cannot wait until the OC starts breaking her rules one by one. Omg that’d be a beautiful disaster when all of the rules breaking has to do with Jungkook, and then Jungkook starts acting all dumb about it because he himself has set his own rules for their relationship but he’s equally frustrated and screwed. How frustrating could it beeeAAHHHHH I LOVE YOUR WORKS SO MUCH OKAY YOU’RE LIKE MY GIRL CRUSH COS YOU’RE THE LITERATURE ARTSY SCIENCE-Y BABE

Anonymous said:I love oc from new rules so much !!!! She really doesn’t take anyone’s shit but at the same time I’m just like no!!!! Ur so much better than this and literally deserve better than both jungkook and jimin !!!!! Fuck all men

Anonymous said:Hello! I just wanted to say that I agree with the anon about your writing. Yes, it is simple but in a good way. It goes to the point, straight to the plot, which at least to me is the most important. You dont dwell in unnecessary details or descriptions, instead everything is important and has a meaning to it. And to top if off, your dialogues are amazing and very funny. Thank you for your writing ❤️

Anonymous said:I respect Mijoo for confessing to Jimin on what she did. Most people would hide it but she didn’t. I never hated her character but I’m starting to find her cute and I’m starting to like her

Anonymous said:I read the latest chapter of new rules and Lu you are too hard on yourself. I feel like you need to hear this - the chapter was amazing and I love your writing. It doesn't really matter what you write about I always love it. Why? I love your writing "voice," dialogue and the way you pace your fics. I can feel how much you just write for you and it makes it that much more enjoyable to read.

Anonymous said:The new chapter of new rules was soooo good!! I haven't been able to stop thinking about it😭 thanks for your hard work!

Anonymous said:It was kind of making me upset at how much the OC was putting Jimin on this pedestal and kept putting herself down but YEEEES GIRL MAKE THOSE NEW RULES FOR YOURSELF!! I am excited to see her future character development!!!!! And idk where you’ll be taking this story but knowing you, I think you’ll be able to inspire a lot of women with this character. This is why I love your stories! I get excited just thinking about it 💖

Anonymous said:I really love New Rules bc there’s so many good messages in there! I love the OC and her stance on female empowerment but I also enjoy how you created a realistic character with flaws! It makes it much more relatable and I appreciate that. I also used to have a lot of self esteem issues and I’m still working on my social anxiety but the message of finding someone that’ll love you for who you are is really important to me! I think this goes for friendship too and it was a nice reminder to have!!

Anonymous said:That scene in chapter 1 where she first has sex with jungkook after listening to Mijoo and Jimin was so heartbreaking. I felt so sad for her. She feels like that's the only way she can feel "full" or loved/wanted. So far, she hasn't had relations with Jungkook without being triggered by something related to Jimin/her love life. I really like this OC and love the direction you're going with this fic.

Anonymous said:Just wanted to say love your New Rules series!!

Anonymous said:Okay okay sooo I just read new rules and omfg I love it and I love the oc so much haha. Especially with her snarky comments like omg. "Nasty ass coconut fucker" 😂😂. I died especially on this one. Anyways, I hope you have a nice day and I love youuu hehehehe

Anonymous said:ok the reader in new rules is my new fucking bias wrecker hahah omg i love her

Anonymous said:the new rules update was amazing!!! i don't know what to feel oh my god asdfghjkl thank you for blessing us lu

Anonymous said:i was about to go to bed early last night then saw new rules 3....Darn u, lu! omg it was so good though. this might be my favorite fic ever i'm not joking

Anonymous said:Me on the daily: *scrolling through ur masterlist(or masterpiece* when it comes to u)* "What to rerererereread today!?" (I just love you so much because u really helped me understand a lot of things happening in this world and made me realize too many mistakes that ppl make without realizing and seriously the reason why I love reading ur fics is the same reason to why I like BTS because not only I'm having fun but also I'm learning how to deal with this world!! so thank you for everything :'D)

Anonymous said:I ship OC and me 👍🏽

Anonymous said:Just read the latest chapter of "New Rules" and i have to say bless you and your writing skills for keeping my 25-but-actually-60-years-old lonely ass company tonight (yeah i couldn't make it sound any less sad, i tried honestly). And i have to say i felt really connected to the OC specially in the last part (well besides the don't kiss Jeon Jungkook part). Thank you very much for the treat!

Anonymous said:Was patiently waiting for New Rules Chapter3 cuz I thought you’ll need your time to write but *opens tumblr* *scrolls thru homepage* *sees replies for chapter3* *whut* *check materlist* *choke* I🗣LOVE🗣YA🗣

Anonymous said:hii I just wanted to leave a message and say thanks for chapter 3 of new rules. I know you’re stressed and slammed w school and grant proposals and experiments so I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you. I hope you had a good halloween too ✨✨

flakandforay said:jFCCCC I READ CHP 3 AND OH LORD AHHHHHH fmL I CACKLED WHEN O/C TRYING TO PROTECT YERIN POOR BBY GIRL DAMN ;;; but shIT i know i hated mijoo but damn her guilt swallowing her up whole, i teared up omg ;;;;; I'm so invested in this, oh wow, my feelings are on a damn rollercoaster jfc, and damn O/C rules at the end oh wow, I'm so whipped for this, thank yOUUUU

AJSDLKFJSLKDFJSKLDF HOW MANY BABY KITTENS HAVE I SAVED IN A PRIOR LIFE TO DESERVE THIS LOVE???? D;D ;D ; YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING

IT’S NOON ON A TUESDAY, YET IM POURING MYSELF A GLASS OF WINE BC I CANT HANDLE MY EMOTIONS. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I LOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

[myaekingheart]

Rules: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.

I was tagged by @alittlenarnian! Thank youuu ^_^

I’m just gonna do everyone a favor here and put this all under the cut because I thought way too deeply into pretty much every single one of these questions and I’m not gonna subject everyone to scrolling past all my nonsense.

1. Coke or Pepsi: I don't know, probably coke? I don't drink a lot of soda but I've always been a big fan of orange soda, myself. Or that one kind in the Coke place in Epcot c:

2. Disney or Dreamworks: I love both but I'm gonna have to go with Disney. It's had more influence over me, and I feel like most of the movies have way more than heart than a lot of what Dreamworks puts out (aside from HTTYD and Rise of the Guardians and the original 2D stuff like Spirit).

3. Coffee or Tea: Tea. Coffee makes me sick.

4. Books or Movies: This is hard because I love both so much but I'm gonna have to go with books. I love the visual beauty of movies but on the other hand, nothing compares to the feeling of pages between your fingers and that high you get from looking at words when you read a book, and the way you can imagine everything exactly as you want and no two personal renderings are ever exactly the same. That's cool. I like that.

5. Windows or Mac: Windows.

6. DC or Marvel: I've never been huge into the superhero scene but I'm gonna have to go with Marvel (though if it was a choice, I'd definitely pick The Incredibles universe).

7. X-Box or Playstation: Tough call but I'm gonna have to go with X-Box.

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: Dragon Age.

9. Night Owl or Early Riser: DEFINITELY night owl. I can't get up early for the life of me and when I do, I'm in a constant fog.

10. Cards or Chess: Cards because they're more flexible. You can play tons of different games with cards-- Go Fish, Solitaire, Old Maid, Blackjack. Chess is just chess. It's not as portable as a deck of cards, either.

11. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

12. Vans or Converse: Converse.

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: No idea what any of that is tbqh

14. Fluff or Angst: Little bit of both never hurt anyone. All about balance, amirite?

15. Beach or Forest: Tough call but I kind of have to go with forest, actually??? Like don't get me wrong I adore the beach, it's gorgeous as all hell, but at the same time, it's like every time I go to the beach it's always super windy and crowded and you're either freezing cold or scorching hot and then you get sand in weird places. I kind of like the close-knit spaces of the forest and how close to nature I feel when I'm there, like on nature trails and stuff. I like all the trees looming over me-- they make me feel safe-- and the different flowers and creatures all around and all the different pathways you can take. It always feels like an adventure.

16. Dogs or cats: I love both but I lean a little bit more towards dogs just because I've grown up with them all my life. I like how you can rough-house with dogs (big dogs, anyways) and they'll just flop over and love on you. Cats never liked me but now that I've spent more time around them, they've really started growing on me more.

17. Clear skies or rain: Rain. Definitely rain. Nothing makes me happier than those days when you can just curl up on the couch in your pajamas with a bowl of soup and a movie marathon and the sky is all dark and there's a steady rain beating on the roof, maybe a little thunder and lightning, and you just snuggle close on the couch in a giant blanket and just ugh it's the absolute best and I adore it.

18. Cooking or eating out: I can't really cook for the life of me but if I had to choose, I'd pick cooking over eating out just because making food is better than putting on pants to go out someplace and eat. I don't always feel comfortable eating out anyways, for whatever reason. And at least when you (attempt) to cook something, not only do you get food but you also feel the accomplishment of having made something that tastes good (hopefully) and has a purpose.

19. Spicy food or mild food: I never used to be like this but spicy food has grown on me so I'm gonna pick that. I can only handle so much kick but I definitely enjoy how flavorful spicy food is over blander stuff.

20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: UGH THIS IS SO HARD BUT I'M GONNA HAVE TO GO WITH CHRISTMAS. I adore Halloween just because it gives me an excuse to dress up where I'm not considered a geek, but then again I dress up year-round and kind of stopped giving a fuck what people think about it. Christmas is great, though. You get good food and lots of presents and can spend time with people you love and there's lights and happiness everywhere and great excuses to snuggle up on the couch with bae. Fills me so much warmth <3

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: A little too cold because at least that way I could always put on cozy socks or snuggle up in a blanket. If I'm too hot, there's only so much I can do and a finite number of clothes I can shed before I'm passed out on the tile ass naked with the refrigerator open.

22. If you could have any superpower, what would it be: Invisibility. I answered that really, really quickly but hey, it's not a sin to know what you want. So yes. Either invisibility or forcefields. Or both. Both is good. Invisibility would be great so I could sneak around or bypass awkward confrontations but at the same time, I'm very much a wallflower so it's kind of like I'm invisible already. Forcefields, on the other hand, could be really beneficial because I like my personal space and if anyone's coming too close, I can just be like *boop* nope-ity nope nope. I think the biggest benefit from forcefields, though, would be blocking myself from the wind. There is nothing I hate more than wind and if I could find any way to barricade myself from it so it wouldn't have to inconvenience me from doing what I need to do, that would be stupendous.

23. Animation or live action: Ugh this is a hard one and I don't know if I have a really definite answer for this one. It honestly just depends. Animation is a beautiful medium that I adore but some things are far more suited for live action. I guess if I had to choose, though, I'd go with animation since I feel like live action, at least in big budget fantasy, adventure, sci-fi, and action movies, are all animated to a degree anyways (I seriously miss the days when special effects makeup was still a big thing instead of the way everything's been these days, where everything is just computer generated. Not that CG isn't beautiful but I just miss the tangibility of special effects and prefer it over the painterly and sweeping CGI, though I mean there is a time and a place for both I suppose).

24. Paragon or Renegade: Again, no idea what that is.

25. Baths or showers: Showers. I'm too antsy to take baths anymore. Plus you can't take books in there unless you're deliberately trying to ruin them.

26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: Team Cap.

27. Fantasy or Sci-Fi: Fantasy

28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so, what are they: "I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not" - Kurt Cobain (This was actually my senior quote in high school, too :D) "It'll all be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end" (I honestly which I had a credit for this) "You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think" -AA Milne "How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard" -AA Milne (again) Basically all of AA Milne's quotes, even if I haven't heard them yet, I instantly love, okay?

29. Netflix or youtube: Tough call but youtube mainly because I don't have Netflix and youtube does not cost me money. Sure, you can't get full episodes most of the time but oh well.

30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: I've honestly never really been into either? My GSP class did a Greek mythology unit and we had to read The Lightning Thief and I just could not get into it whatsoever. If I had to choose, I guess I'd say Harry Potter solely because even though the Harry Potter series itself never really interested me all that much (I've only read and seen the first three but I could never get past the puke scene in the second one without nearly vomiting myself), I have to admit that Fantastic Beasts looks incredible and really captured my interest.

31. When you feel accomplished: When I get shit done, pretty much. I procrastine a lot but when I finally crack down on myself and make myself write that paper or that next chapter or get those supplies for that one cosplay or anything like that, I instantly feel prouder of myself for actually doing things rather than dreaming of them.

32. Star Wars or Star Trek: Again, I never really got into either but I'd have to go with Star Wars just because I know more about it and because Harrison Ford reminds me of my dad and that makes me happy.

33. Paperback or Hardback: Hardback. Paperbacks are great and all but there's something special about hardback books. They feel classic.

34. Horror or rom-com: Rom-com. Horror is good in small doses but gooey, sticky-sweet rom-com is like those strawberry candies you find at your grandma's house that you could always stand to have more of.

35. TV shows or movies: Ugh that's a tough call, too. On one hand, a lot of time and effort goes into movies but then TV shows are a little more digestible sometimes just because they're shorter increments but you get more out of it because it spans a much longer period of time and you can really expand on a story more in a show than you can in a two hour film. So I guess maybe both??? Can I do that? Can I pick both? Because I know if I try to bargain with myself to make a dead-set decision here, we're gonna be sitting here all night watching me go back and forth about this.

36. Spotify or Pandora: I don't use either so I don't really have a preference. I just like using the music I've downloaded onto my phone.

37. Zootopia or Inside Out: Zootopia because police.

38. Favourite book: The Chronicles of Narnia books by CS Lewis, hands down. I've read a lot of great books but no matter what, I always find myself coming back to Narnia. It's like a permanent part of my soul that just breaks down the door whenever I forget about it and forces itself back into my life.

39. Favourite flower: I really love red roses because they're just so romantic and red is my favorite color.

40. What field of study are you in (or aspire to be in): I'm working towards getting a bachelor's in creative writing so I guess you could say my field of study is English? I wanna write shit.

41. Song lyric you really love: Oh god, I have a lot but okay, here goes. "I am a princess on the way to my throne destined to reign, destined to rule"- Can't Take It In by Imogen Heap (off the LWW soundtrack) "If you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised"- Castle by Halsey "If your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done" The Words Best Friend Become Redefined by Chiodos "Another cog in the murder machine"- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance

42. What’s your MBTI type: ISFP

43. What is your zodiac sign: Taurus

44. Where is your favourite place to go: My boyfriend's place because anywhere where he is is home and I love spending time with him no matter where we are or what we're doing.

45. Favourite stuffed animal as a kid: Okay, so this doesn't really constitute as a "stuffed animal", so to speak, but when I was a kid, I was incredibly attached to this baby doll my mom's mom had bought for me when I was born. I named her Baby Doll (real creative, I know) and took her everywhere with me, and slept with her every night for way longer than I'd like to admit. I loved her to pieces and still do, actually, but in a different way now than I did back then. When I was little, I was in love with her the same way I imagine a mother loves her child because to me, she was like my kid. Nowadays it's more like I love her because of all the joy she brought me as a kid and all the memories I made with her. I actually still have her and she hasn't fallen apart (completely) yet. Her painted facial features on her plastic head have started to fade a little bit and her the stuffing in her plushie body has already gone kind of limp and flat and her little outfit has turned gray (I think I tried burying her in the backyard once and she never recovered??? I accidentally dropped her in a river over the edge of a boat once, too. The kid's been through some shit, alright?) but I still look at her and see the same doll I was so grossly in love with and attached to when I was a little girl and I love that a lot.

46. Favourite icecream flavour: It's a toss-up between mint chocolate chip, which was my first ever favorite ice cream flavor, and chocolate chip cookie dough. Neopolitan is pretty great, too, for when I want the classics but can't decide on just one.

47. Chanel or Gucci: I could honestly care less about either but if I had to choose, Chanel just because Coco Chanel was pretty cool.

48. What’s your hogwarts house: Hufflepuff

49. Who’s your celebrity crush: Oh damn, here we go. Here's opening a can of worms you don't want to get me started on. I have a couple but the biggest and longest running is without a doubt William Moseley and there's a long and funny story behind this. Okay, so when I was in second grade, we read The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe as a class and did project assignments on it and shit (one of which I distinctly remember was that we had to draw a scene from the book so I chose the White Witch on her sleigh but for some reason the word "sledge" made me instantly think of "ledge" so it was basically a really shitty drawing of the White Witch flying through the sky on one of those construction beams??? It was really freaking weird, man). We watched the BBC version in class and I remember as the credits were rolling, my teacher shut off the TV screen and announced to us that Disney was releasing it's own version of the movie that Christmas so when the time came around, I had my mom go take me to see it because I liked the book enough to buy an entire boxed set at the next book fair and have always been a Disney freak so I was like "Let's fucking do it." So we went to the theater and I was having a good time enjoying myself and whatnot and then the battle scene came and I was honestly so thrown for a loop. Here I was, little eight year old me, terrified of how intense it was. I was shaking and horrified and I dragged my mom out of the theater. It was awful. I almost didn't go back to see it again but I felt unsatisfied having not seen the rest of the movie so I had her take me back, determined to sit through the entire thing this time. I still ended up covering my face during the battle scenes but when I finally did peek through my fingers, there on the huge silver screen was none other than Peter freaking Pevensie slaying a bunch of poor unfortunate souls and looking like a sexy mofo in the process. Instant heart eyes. And so the madness began. I kept it a secret for a little while before one day, my parents and I were at one of the Disney resorts (it was either the Beach Club or the Boardwalk Hotel, I don't remember which-- it was whichever one that has Cape May Cafe because I think we ate in there for dinner or something). At the front desk, they had those Disney Adventures mini magazines and so I got a free one and guess who was on the cover for that month? William freaking Moseley. There was an interview on the inside, too, that I thought must've been fate because it was smack dab in the middle and there was a cardstock ad right between the two pages so you could easily flip to the thing. The whole thing about my crush got out among my friends at school pretty quickly (when I told them, for a second they thought I had a crush on a kid in one of the other classes named Peter) and the Narnia thing just kind of took off. It waxed and waned over the years but the biggest comeback wasn't until eighth grade. I was on Thanksgiving break and my parents were flipping through the channels when they found Prince Caspian on TV. By then, I had kind of forgotten about Narnia and was like "Oh yeah, I remember this movie! I loved these movies!" and so I sat down and watched the rest of it and that's when everything came flooding back. I spiraled into a pit of insanity and quickly gained a reputation as "that Narnia girl." My freshman year binder was a Narnia shrine with William Moseley pictures pasted all over it. I followed him on social media (which wasn't as big a thing before) and dreamed about him constantly and thought any and all little coincidences were proof that we were meant to be together (even if he is ten years older than me). But I mean, I was a kid. What the hell do I know? Things actually ended up getting a little too far, though. When I found out William Moseley had started dating his Run costar Kelsey Chow, I was 110% heartbroken. Like, I was watching Prince Caspian the one night and just broke down in hysterical tears during the end credits because oh my god we would never be together now and I was so jealous that she was dating him and not me. It was honestly probably getting a little unhealthy so that's when I decided to end the entire Narnia thing once and for all because I had spiraled far too deep and needed to separate myself from the concept. I took a few long years away from the thing before cautiously getting sucked back in about a year and a half ago, I guess it was. I didn't want to get back into Narnia, initially, because I knew that would mean reacquainting myself with the whole William Moseley thing and I didn't want to spiral back into that pit again. I felt like a recovering alcoholic getting invited to a bar. I wanted to go, but I didn't want to relapse. I guess in a way I sort of did for a short period of time there? This time I was more cautious to separate the character from the actor, though, and so far it's been doing pretty well. The only time I almost slipped was when I was this close to being an extra in The Little Mermaid and meeting him, but it didn't work out because school got in the way of my traveling to Savannah for the filming. My heart still hurts a little bit seeing that carnival scene and knowing I could've been one of the faces in that crowd. But anyways, yeah. I think it's safe to say William Moseley was definitely my biggest and probably my most detrimental celebrity crush??? It's all water under the bridge now, pretty much. I still have the Narnia fanfics but I'm not as overwhelmingly gaga for him as I once was now that I have my own boyfriend and life is great. I realize now that this explanation was probably way longer than it needed to be but oh well. Whatever. It was worth typing all out.

50. The Chronicles of Narnia or Lord of the Rings: The Chronicles of Narnia. Lord of the Rings is good and all but I kept zoning out during the movies and never dared to read the books (TOLKIEN, YOU SPEND LIKE FIFTEEN PAGES DESCRIBING ONE TREE. COOL IT, BRO). I think the above explanation shows how pretty obvious the Narnia bias is here, though.

51. In the car, radio or phone playlist: Phone. I never get the aux cord but when I do, it's a lot of alternative rock. I have lots of playlists for different moods or themes, though, like one of all songs that remind me of my boyfriend in some way, calming songs, "fuck yes" songs that make me wanna headbang and break a window, shit like that. Plus, phone playlists are portable so that's nice.

52. Favorite Disney Princess? Rapunzel! She was the first princess I really felt a strong connection to and I honestly wish I would've had her in my life as a little girl. I will forever be a massive Tangled nut, though, and literally nothing feels better than being able to run around dressed as my favorite princess and living out my dreams. I feel so free and overwhelmingly happy when I cosplay Rapunzel. She's like my happy place and a lot of the time, I find myself having to pry myself away from her sometimes so I can give attention to my other cosplays. Like a super strong magnet, though, I always gravitate straight back to Rapunzel. I will never not love my beautiful little sunshine princess <3 <3 <3

Tagging: no one because this was way too long and I sure as hell am not tagging 52 people. Do it if you want to but I'm not recruiting half a hundred people to fill out these questions that I thought way too much about.

[weeklyfangirl]

Cheek to Cheek

I recently started to sing on weddings and bar mitzvah’s as an extra job (my cousin is Jewish and she introduced me to most of the Jewish songs, but the majority are English anyway)and I just keep on having this one scenario pop up in my mind and I have to share it. Let’s say you’re booked for another wedding and it seems to be some fancy wedding as they send you the song list way earlier than the others do and press the matter, which is normal because people want it to be the best day ever and honestly if the music sucks it just ruins the day, but they insist that you meet up with them 2 months before the wedding with all the songs you plan on singing and then again 3 weeks before their big day. You do this because they actually are a sweet couple and they pay you more than you usually get, but it’s a bit annoying, because you are aware that they want everything to be perfect. That’s why it is very odd that someone calls you 2 weeks before the big day and tells you she is the maid of honor and has a special gift for the couple and she needs you to rehearse the female part to a duet of cheek to cheek. You agree and say it is on your song list anyway the woman who calls you emphasizes that she needs a duet version because the gift is also the guy who’ll sing the male part, the whole thing being some kind of inside joke. You do as you’re told and even send her your verses in an email so your mysterious duet partner knows how you imagined it. You have this gut feeling that it will be someone famous, given as the couple is somewhat famous or at least well known as well, you also hope that you’ll be able to stay professional and not mess up if it turns out to be a celebrity you like. Their big day comes and of course you start off with the regular, some horah songs a few swing and jazz songs and just before the main course is served you announce that the maid of honor has something to say, just like she asked you to. She walks up the little stage and you step aside straightening the skirt of your dress, “David and Jenn, also all you other people, I remember a day in February 2014 when Jenn made us watch Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers, I also remember that she claimed that on her wedding day this song needed to be sung, but only one person was allowed to sing the Fred part. Well I know you forgot this little talk, okay we all know you didn’t Jenn, you never forget things, you were probably too embarrassed to ask a friend for a favor, but you’re lucky that you have your maid of honor” you can see the bride’s face turning bright red and all the guests chuckle, apparently she remembered a lot (?) you still have no clue who would sing with you. The damn maid of honor, Linda, thought you might tell them (yeah right because you have nothing better to do) “ without further ado, I present Harry styles and y/n!” You concentrate really hard to seem calm and collected, but you honestly are on the verge of crying, vomiting and fainting. You are about to meet Harry Styles and not only that, you are also about to sing with him. You take a deep breath and drink some water before taking a mic and getting ready, but Harry seems to want to say something “David and Jenn, I’m more than happy to sing this song for you, I wouldn’t know a couple who fit this song more perfectly than you two, and no David not because you are short!-” again laughter everywhere “I hope you enjoy it. Also thanks Jenn for having a crush on me, if the whole marriage thing doesn’t work out you know where to find me” he concludes wiggling his eyebrows. Then suddenly, it’s not actually suddenly but you are a little startled, the music starts to play and the song starts. The way Harry’s voice sounds in real life actually makes your knees weak, what hits you the most tho is how well he does the whole duet thing. If you didn’t know better, you do obviously you’d think that he is flirting with you. You are more than thrilled and also proud of yourself that the whole thing worked out perfectly. Your voices harmonized well and you didn’t mess up. After your little performance the main course is served. You are sitting with the band,some background music from a playlist usually plays while everyone eats, and eat the amazing food having a blast, but not saying too much as you need your voice. The break you get for eating is 30 minutes, which you are totally fine with. You are just about to enter the bathroom to freshen up when you feel a hand on your arm. You turn around swiftly ready to either answer a question or fend off the drunk uncle, when you come face to face with Harry. You raise your eyebrow as the curly haired man in front of you hasn’t said anything yet “You have a beautiful voice” he compliments you in an almost boyish way but the nonchalance and charm this boy possesses intrigue you. “Thank you, you’re not too bad of a singer yourself. I’d work a bit on the timing, but other than that you’re fine.” You say the second half in a sarcastic joke and pray that he gets it, otherwise it’d be majorly awkward, and he does get it and lets out a short laugh that makes butterflies erupt in your stomach and a smile spread on your face. You feel like this is all the talk you’ll get with Harry and you don’t want it to end. His reactions to compliments are too cute and you like the feeling you get when he looks at you, even though you know that boy looks like he’s flirting whenever he looks at someone, so just to say something, you hate silence if you don’t know a person well enough, you say “I liked singing with you. I think we did quite well together” he looks deeper into your eyes his face forming into that half smirk and he answers “so did I. Has anyone told you you look beautiful today?” You know it is a rhetoric question and his way to tell you he thinks you look beautiful, but also why would anyone tell the singer at a wedding she looked beautiful when she was a 7 with a lot of make up? You feel more confident and ask back “has anyone told you you’re quite the charmer?” and step closer to him. The tension is tangible and Harry closes the gap between the two of you pulling you closer to him and crashes his lips into yours. The kiss is full of lust but also playful and sweet and it stays a kiss as you part when you hear Eric look for you, your break being over. You part from Harry and give him a soft kiss just to taste him again, feeling bold for once. You walk passed him and yet again he stops you by grabbing your arm leaning close to you and whispering “when are you done?” you tell him that you’re free to go after midnight and he nods and asks you to meet him here then. After you’re done you take your bag and some of the cake and walk back to the hallway you kissed Harry in earlier that day. You wait a few minutes eating the cake and thinking that he might have forgotten you were supposed to meet up or just not being interested in you when he appears one more button open revealing more of his chest and more of the tattoos you want to trace. He takes a bite from your cake and gives you a kiss. You can’t believe how comfortable he is around you, it honestly amazes you “would it be weird if I asked you to come home with me?” Harry even seems a bit shy. As if anyone would say no to Harry, in this moment tho you contemplate saying ‘no’. Not because you don’t want to spend time with, you really do, but because going home means sex and although you imagined having sex and even losing your virginity to Harry you’re not so sure you really want to do it. He’s even sweeter than you thought and you decide to just straight up say what you think “I’d like to go home with you.” Your tone was sweet and friendly your worries about what could happen at his place not noticeable. You decide to deal with the matter if it comes to that. The ride to where he is staying is filled with kisses and touching. After a few sweet kisses the mood switches and it turns into a make up session in the backseat. You are touching his torso, gripping his biceps for support while practically straddling him. His hands are on your thighs holding you while simultaneously massaging them. Once inside you part from him afraid it would just lead to sex, it looks like that was what’s next so you speak up “Harry… I can’t.. I’m.. y'know. I haven’t..” You desperately try to explain and he seems to understand. “Oh! It’s fine. We don’t have to do anything” His face holds surprise “You seemed like you had, but that’s not why I brought you here anyway.” he adds. Now you raise your eyebrow in a sorta challenging way. Sure he is nice, he’s Harry styles he is the king of nice, but why would he bring you here if not for sex. “Really?” You ask. “Really. I obviously don’t know you at all, but something about you makes me want to get to know you!” You smile at his answer and sit down with him on the couch. The rest of the night is spend talking and kissing, with a late night snack included, you two are actually getting along exceptionally and you are so glad you sang at this wedding. A few years later Harry takes the mic and says “I want to sing a song for the love of my life. Y/N I love you and my heart beats so that I can hardly breathe when we’re out together dancing cheek to cheek.” He quotes the song before actually singing the verses to which you first met.

I got a bit carried away. Also I typed this on my phone and it has probably 40000 mistakes, grammar wise and tense wise in it, but I needed to share it. Love you my Wendy xxx

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MY DARLING THIS WAS SO CUTE WHAT THE HECK !!!!! Cheek to cheek is such a classic song too and sINGING THAT WITH HARRY OH MY GOSH!! :( Thank you thank you thank youuu for writing this i love you loads and thank you for sending this in!! You’ve blessed me with many smiles and feels on this fine evening xx <3