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Jin Guangyao hid away the body of his mother, Meng Shi the Prostitute, amidst the ashes of her former peers and built over them the statue of who he wanted his mother to be: Guanyin. And with all the despair he spread with the power that he wielded, bearing the weight of all the victims whose graves he built her over, the goddess of compassion sealed his coffin.
#mdzs#human metas mxtx#all those lofty ideals and intricate lies#being the seal on his coffin#icarus flying too close to the sun#arrogant and careless#but also self-centered and selfish#willing to destroy anything in order to climb to the top#just to have the weight of everything he fought to step over crush him down
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It has come to my attention that people who haven't read the comics don't realise Wallace was the one who harassed scott into being his friend. Like he saw that nerd at uni and went oh yeah that's my guy now. This bitch would not shut up and showed up at his house uninvited to hang out till scott gave in and befriended him, then they got suuuper drunk and scott let him crash at his. He comes to family dinners, is best friends with his sister, and chats to his mum.
He despises envy more than anything and is furious when she tries to mess with his life again and scott gets hurt, so he cooks him breakfast and comforts him. He coaches scott in fighting and helps with strategies so he doesn't get his ass kicked. He bullies him to leave the house because there's a heatwave and he wants to make sure he doesn't get heatstroke. Like they're close enough Wallace walks around in his underwear (though scott whines about it).
I've seen people assume Wallace supports scott out of pity but that man is a bitch and morally questionable (affectionate), I do not think he would put up with it at all if he didn't want him around, especially given he can barely afford to support them both. When they stop living together he doesn't just kick him out it's because their landlord kicks them out, he actively enchorages scott to move in with Ramona out of care for him and offers to stay with him if he needs it, though ends up signing a lease with his boyfriend (in his defence scott didn't ask for him to stay and decided to try make things work with Ramona) but still let's him stay at the new apartment with them when Ramona kicks him out.
Yeah he's mean to scott sometimes and makes fun of him/is brutally honest but he basically became part of Scott's family and part of that is calling people out when they're being a total jackass and teasing them, he's that kinda guy and scott knows that he doesn't actually hate him or something. Yeah scott will do puppy dog eyes if he wants something but wallace is frequently nice to him on his own initiative and scotts not a suck up to Wallace, he can be a bitch right back at him.
They're a really important part of each other's lives. though I can understand people not familiar with the characters who watched the show thinking Wallace doesn't care about scott being gone, literally all the characters reacted super casually. Bryan has tried to clarify his way of trying to cope is him "being a jerk"/disconnecting/acting apathetic. Also in the show o'malley basically confirms Wallace had feelings for scott and that was why he had the affair with Todd and you can quote him on that, aswell as scott admitting how they became roomates was "somewhat gay" in the comics, so there's definitely some weird more than friends emotional mess tied in there.
comic panels i reference under the cut
TLDR wallace lives with him because he cares about him, whether you read that as still somewhat romantic or now platonic, with either interpretations fitting better with different versions of the story
#scott pilgrim#this comic means a lot to me if you cant tell#it made me less scared of growing up reading it for the first time in middle school and countless times since#because it makes it clear that yes scott starts off as an immature selfish self centered asshole#it is made very clear and if the reader still idolises him imo it is 100% on them and a reflection of them as a person#but the comics give him the time and care to give him real character development and shows him realising all the shitty things he's done#he learns from and owns up to and faces his mistakes and in turn matures as a person#and I know mid 20's isn't old but to 13 yr old me I was supposed to have my shit together by 18 man#so seeing him be shitty and fail as an adult and still become a better person meant I wasn't doomed if I messed up#also that relationships suck sometimes and thats ok#you can fix it or move on#anyway#ig this includes scollace ?#scollace#wallace wells#hi its me
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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Bakudeku getting extremely more popular and normalized bothers the shit out of me a little bit because I did not spend years of my life hiding that I like that ship out of fear of getting harassed for everyone to now shift so quickly over the last chapters. You like Bakudeku? MY Bakudeku? The one ship a lot of people had to pretend they didn't like in case they got attacked? For a fictional ship????? THAT Bakudeku???
#like don't get me wrong i'm glad people are seeing the ship in a better light now#and i'm happy that people who ship them now can say it publicly#but i did not get death threats and was actively insulted in IRL conversations too for y'all to suddenly act like that didn't happen lmao#again don't get me wrong this is coming out as very selfish and self-centered and i'm happy people are shipping them publicly now#but i'm a bit bitter#and bakudeku was already extremely popular and famous btw i'm not saying it wasn't BUT#it was also frowned upon by A TON of people#so uhhh idk maybe don't attack people over fictional ships that's kinda my only message here tbh#bnha#boku no hero academia#bakudeku
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been thinking abt the worst boss ever all week
#zero escape#spoilers#zero escape 999#gentarou hongou#hes so selfish and self centered it intruiges me#also hes like comedically villanous#he refuses to see himself as evil. its so. wow
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head in hands. Out all of the Nein's origin stories, Molly is the only one who really tried to "play the hero," a rogue vigilante risking his neck to save people he'd never even met, running off alone at night and gambling his own life every time. How Molly can't bear to watch others get hurt or taken advantage of, how he'll always let himself bleed first.
The way he only takes up "choir practice" after losing Lestera--the implication that he had no qualms about dying again after his first partner was gone. All the nights he could have ended up back in the grave until Yasha joined him--Molly always running to the rescue for others, but never expecting anyone else to do the same for him--
How Molly sacrificing himself twice for the Mighty Nein hurts all the more after seeing his "choir practice"--
#I feel like. as much as molly tries to act like hes selfish. a good part of it really is an act. he has this very strong sense of justice#and his own moral center#I remember very early in nein days taliesin said something like 'oh no. Molly is the closest thing to this campaign's Keyleth'#and 'moral compass'--#(and this reflects in some of his character flaws. like Molly believing he always knows whats best for Nott#and others when their ideals clash. The way Molly wants to save everyone--but to Yasha his whole choir practice also reads as very#much self destructive. Molly not giving a damn about himself and always taking too many risks. trying to save everyone and fix#everything on his own--)#he's only lived for two years. he woke up all alone in a shallow grave. he believes the world is inherently harsh and cruel#but he still believes people are worth saving regardless. even if it gets him killed again--#mr mollymauk.....i lov you so much--#character of all time to me
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You know, it always puzzled me a little when people talked about the Beauty and the Beast story... And everyone pointed out that the prince is turned into a Beast because he is vain and selfish. Which, I never understood because I didn't remember that. (What's more, I NEVER saw the entire Beauty and the Beast movie. Don't ask "why" because I don't know.) Now, after years, I realized why.
The story I grew up with didn't say that. This version of the fairy tale was different and had the witch as a capricious woman.
The prince in this version let the witch into his castle to take refuge from the cold. When the blizzard ends and the witch retreats. But not before giving the prince a gift for his hospitality. Which was a very beautiful rose. He refuses her gesture of gratitude and she becomes angry. He gets so angry that he curses him, turning him into a beast. Destroyed by this, the prince locks himself in his castle. Becoming a hermit, bitter and resentful. He becomes like this because he is bitter that they turned him into a monster just for doing a selfless action. What Bella does in this version is help him open his heart again and it is this warmth that helps break the spell.
I mean... In this version, which was in the teacher's book that my grandmother had, the only bad one was the witch. And I grew up with this moral of life of "You must be careful who you are kind to because not everyone will return your kindness." So I don't know how to feel 😂
#yes this came out because I read a post by eah where they talked about Rosabella and Daring#I think this version of the fairy tale would fit Daring more#I know he's quite vain and self-centered but he's a pretty good prince.#I don't think he comes into the selfish part.#He has helped on the occasions when he was asked for help.#Yes it is true that he did it without taking his face out of the mirror but it still helped#I'm also aware that part of epic winter is showing us that he was in a bad place#So you have been seeking refuge in something safe like your vanity.#It is understood#But they tried to sell us that he was always like that#Which is not so#Oh well#Enough#I went around the bush and this seemed really long#ever after high#the beauty and the beast#daring charming#rosabella beauty
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okay okay I did this on the bird app, but tumblr can have it too
#they’re just. funny guy#anyway the thing w not saying I love you just means they show that love in so many other ways#they just have a peanut brain with words/it will take them months and then they will say#the mostly flowery and loving thing#oc bingo#also edit: selfish in the way that eyrie needs someone who is more self centered than they are#to balance them out. they know they aren’t the greatest w that#and the admire someone who takes care of themselves first
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im debating whether or not thalia should help the tieflings on the grove bc on one hand, if she's going for karlachmance then i need dammon alive and she's also a sorc so alfira's robe would be so good on her but on the other i think she's more worried about her parasite and finding a cure instead of taking the time to help out refugees. like when it comes down to it, thalia is a pretty selfish woman and she'd rather save her own skin than help others. she also thinks it's more pragmatic to find a cure for the illithid parasite in the long run since if the ceremorphosis happens, more people will be in danger not just the people in the grove.
#vs shri'iia who actually defends them.. shri'iia who starts out evil aligned but actually does the good deeds vs thalia#who is good aligned/she sees herself as a good and sensible person but she's selfish and more self centered.............#i also think she's a firm believer of pulling urself up by the bootstraps too. she'd be like you need to help yourselves!! <- woman who was#born in immense privilege and never had to suffer a day in her life ever#maybe ill just make her miss out on karlach n the robe... sorry thats what u get for ignoring the main quest#shut up about bg3.
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i. wow. i am. so lonely
#ignore me please#margin rambles#i just. i feel like i'm babbling into the void and for once it's not answering back y'know?#and like. it's no one's fault. like please i am not trying to make anyone feel guilty#y'all are busy people with busy lives! i am not supposed to be the center of your priorities!! first and foremost take care of yourself!!#but. i don't know. i guess... okay i know it's the middle of january and everyone is busy with real-life stuff#but i miss over the summer and fall when everyone was here and we were just having a funky good time you know?#augh. i miss may. i miss evie. i miss jess and lingo and cheeto and all my friends who are busy doing things that are good for them!!!#and i feel so selfish like i expect everyone's worlds to revolve around me (which. they don't. i know they don't. i don't WANT them to)#and i hate making excuses for myself but i guess my whole life i've struggled with being jealous?#like i love my friends so much but i feel like i've always ended up getting too possessive of them and then having to fight that#and it's been a thing since i was like. little.#(my grade- and middle-school friends were wonderful people but i half wonder if our friendship is what made me like this#cause looking back i feel like i was always fighting to keep their attention. again i hate making excuses but also Know Thyself y'know?)#i guess that's what... okay well there's only really two or three examples of this being taken to the extreme#but i guess that's what draws me to characters like crosshair and anakin and to an unusual extent marcy wu from amphibia#cause like. i get that. i get that all-consuming jealousy and that need to keep your loved ones close no matter what#i think the difference is that i'm self-aware enough to know to fight that and let them breathe#*sigh* again. ignore me. i'm just... having thoughts on this fine sunday morning y'know?#alright that's enough introspection for now
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it's so cool to be open about sexuality until the shame beast walks in and It Isn't Anymore. i remember in like second half of freshman or first half of sophomore year of college. well probably the former bc My Jacket. anyways when i played around in some more like stereotypically baby flagging of sorts with my style it was sooo fun on campus and then i went to the mall and i was like am i a pervert like hurting others or exposing things weirdly to children for wearing this style of hat + leather jacket + boots am i being too much by flagging am i playing into stereotypes. the answer is no this is literally clothes and im gay but it's like Oh God. But What About The Children. What If It Hurts Them. Or What If People Look At Me Weird Where Even If I'm Not Hurting Them They Disapprove Of Me. Or I'm Fulfilling Stereotypes And Making Gay People Look Bad. Or Being Rude/Disrespectful To Others By Playing Around But Not Being A #True Leatherdyke. Or I'm Just Being Weird. the answer to all of it literally was no but god i remember asking my friend like am i being gross right now in public and they were like ???? dude no you're fine but i was like Oh God.
#ANXIETY THE MOST HUMILIATING DISORDER AND ALSO THE MOST SELF CENTERED TO MAKE YOU THINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU IN AN EVIL WAY.#and now youre selfish bc your anxious thoughts made you think others are thinking this much about you... dude... come on now...#< theres no winning. NONE.#static.soundz#vent.txt#< idk idkkk. both it goes in both. for whining.
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Mouthwashing has everything I like in fiction: an unreliable narrator, a slightly ambiguous ending, and characters that can’t be neatly categorized as good or bad
#shout out to jimmy Mouthwashing#you’re an awful selfish self-pitying self-centered person#but you are also my favorite character#bob is talking#mouthwashing
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as i said b4, cant wait til I'm 30 to experience my own yuri cherry maho. its gonna be great
#ive been trying in the past 8 months or so to give dating a go and I've concluded that 1. the apps arent for me also i cant rlly trust an#dating app profile to actually pick a good partner. 2. i hate texting. i prefer in person unplanned low intensity meeting much more.#and 3. I'm not ready for it yet. i want to spend these next 2 years being selfish. i feel like I've never actually been able to be purposely#self centered and frankly a bit selfish. I've never done that. ive always been compromising for false narratives and expectations in ny head#and I'm tired. i dont think i can be a good partner rn until ive had my fill of self centered ness b4 i can progress to a healthy medium.#I'm open and of the right person comes along i trust myself to not drive them away out of habit and hyper independence#but fuck yk. as mich as i want it. its nit for me. tho tbh i do think i should kiss random ppl in bars just once this year bc like.#i havent done that in .. oh god 6 years. mitski was right. one good movie kiss yk#but yea. hhh its 10pm i need to sleep but alas i cannot
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#Asking bc like idk it feels selfish to make a dtiys of my aus#Feels very self centered hghhhh#But like if people don't like that then they just wouldn't participate right?#And also it's...my blog yunno#I think whatever results from this poll I'll start another poll more indepth about the drawing from the winner of this one#Like start going into character specific stuff#I have . Too much anxiety#I might get too scared and not do a dtiys at all#This is just hypothetical at the moment lol#Explodes into a million pieces
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before you start talking about "the boomerification of gen z" and how "gen z is full of self-centered attention seekers", i would like you to ask yourself this: is it possible that that's actually just what teenagers are like
#please show me a point in time in which people did not complain about teenagers being uniquely self centered and entitled#it's almost as if they're in a developmental stage in which it is normal to be a lot more self centered than a 30yo#I'm not saying gen z esp young gen z doesn't have some unique problems due to social media and a pandemic during their formative years#but also like. literally every generation complains about the ones after them being selfish and entitled#for the record i also think it's dumb when ppl paint boomers as like uniquely selfish and regressive or w/e#generations r a social construct and there's no way to make strict generational categories with clear distinctions
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I’m thinking about them (Fuu and Mugen) again
Send help
#like they are both so self centered but are willing to recklessly put their lives at risk to protect the other#though perhaps this is also an act of selfishness because they know it would destroy them if the other died#they keep saving each other while adamantly remaining blind to the fact that they care for (love) the other deeply (desperately)#fuugen#samurai champloo
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