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āYes lad!!!ā for Niās song! Hello, lovers! Just wait until Louis discovers Recent noteworthy acts (Which may merit congrats?) By the curly-haired one of his *brothers*.
#larry#louis#louis tomlinson#niall#niall horan#nouis#louis posted to his insta story congratulating niall on the release of heaven#which is so lovely and so pure#but also makes it so apparent and so sad#that he can't publicly acknowledge harry's successes#even when harry just won the literal highest honor in music#but niall did post in support of louis' album#so maybe he's just returning the favor#but still#limerick-lt#february 17#2023#i'm sure the grammy sex was hot
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#sonic#sonic the hedgehog art#sonic fanart#sonic art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#super sonic#super shadow#super silver#i really like making things glow#its like a reward#i also spent too long on that apparently#sth#my art#i wish they had magical girl transformations that would be funny i think .#i wish thwy would make them work together again im so SAD !!!!
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Prompt 74
When a new black-haired blue-eyed person appeared in the manor, one could easily be forgiven for thinking that Bruceās adoption problem had struck again. So color many a batkid surprised that no, this kid isnāt a new sibling, no he didnāt get grabbed from the street, and actually heās here for Alfred. Apparently Alfred never found it important to mentioned that he has a husband- that the kid kind of implies isnāt human what with the casual way he says he himself is half human- and that this kid is apparently their child. For once itās Bruceās turn to come home to a surprise sibling.Ā
Danny on the other hand just learned that his Clockpa has a semi-mortal partner who has offered to take him in, (in another dimension even! And thereās aliens!!) while the ancient takes care of some stuff at home. And yeah itās in a rich-manor but Sam has proved that not all rich people are evil, and based off of Mr Pennyworthās stories the Waynes werenāt bad either. Though based off of the othersā reactions perhaps he should wait to mention that there wasnāt one new family member but threeā¦
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#clockworth#Clockwork is taking care of the GIW#they crossed the line when they took his kids#fuck the observants telling him not interfere- he's going to channel some Kronos and eat some people#hey if they want a mindless and dangerous ghost they can deal with the one behind tales of a world serpent#Alfred is honestly pleased to hear from his partner and to meet their children#Reminds him of when he first met Clockwork and they took down a government branch#lovely times#would do the date again#Danny is in awe about food that doesn't fight back and tastes good#Alfred is also great! He teaches him proper gun safety and makes sure he gets a proper amount of sleep and its great#honestly he can't wait for Ellie to get to this world but she really wanted to finish exploring the mariana trench first#And Jordan is apparently helping Clockpa with something for the last bit of his probation#Jazz is just happy for him but sad she couldn't come#but she has college that she worked really hard for so he gets it#the batfam are so confused and concerned
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no oneās surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#letās talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#sheās selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think itās rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around ājusticeā#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesnāt deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being āi was so stupidā which trumps her previous statement of āthereās no way iād regret thisā#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ā¹ļø#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayakaās wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of ājusticeā or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain theyāre in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that theyāre both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#iām gonna shut up now but theyāre soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh š
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Itās sad but the best version of Peter Parker to me (probably because itās the most relatable one) is when heās broke as hell, but at a certain point it doesnāt make sense for him to be such a genius without running a tech company, so hereās the bs reasons heās still broke in the auās I imagine:
He canāt partner up with anyone because everyone knows what happened with Dr. Connors, Dr. Octavius, and, depending on the au, Norman Osborn, which no one thinks Norman was working with Peter, but he is another person who knew Peter and became a supervillain
Essentially, everyone thinks heās cursedā¢ļø
And he canāt sell any of his inventions on his own to start funding his own company because S.H.I.E.L.D. keeps getting involved and stopping it, both because whatever he creates works way too well and they donāt want it to fall into the wrong hands, and also because theyāre all pretty sure that Peterās gonna turn into a supervillain and theyāre trying to stop him from gaining any power to do so
Also, because of all the above reasons, and because the best Peter Parker in my opinion is one thatās tired, snarky, and has a bit of an anger problem, that along with his genius, accidentally has everyone convinced heās a supervillain in the making, the very specific dynamic that I picture Reed Richards having with him before he finds out heās Spiderman is:
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Peter Parker reminds him of Dr. Doom, heās got the smarts, the anger, heās a loner, and the way he commiserates on everything stopping him from achieving his goals (that famous way he blames his Parker luck on everything), just all reminds him of Victor, back when they attended college together
So he doesnāt get Peter to work with him, although heād make such a promising mentee, cause he doesnāt need to accidentally get another supervillain to declare war on him, but also because he reminds him of Victor he canāt stay away, wanting some version of him to āsee the lightā
So occasionally heāll begrudgingly team up with Peter Parker and the entire time heāll awkwardly preach the merits of using science for Goodā¢ļø and how following villainy will only leave a person feeling empty inside, as his way of having a second chance at reaching Victor before he becomes Dr. Doom
Peter, meanwhile, has no idea this is how Reed sees their interactions, heās just so happy whenever he gets a chance to work with one of his science heroes (then his identity eventually gets revealed and Reed has no idea how to view Peter)
#Spiderman#spider-man#spider man#peter parker#reed richards#mister fantastic#victor von doom#dr doom#nobody else sees their dynamic the same way I do and that makes me sad#also I havenāt actually been keeping up with the news but apparently theyāve cast Reed Richards#saw that rn as I was typing this#wild#low key inspired by this one fic I read forever ago where a section was from victorās pov and he was so annoyed that Reed had money#while Victor was struggling#and he was stuck on how much more he could dedicate himself to science if he didnāt have to worry about money#and I was like āthis pov kinda reminds me of Peterā#so yeah turned into this#Peter Parker reminds Reed Richards of Victor von Doom before he became Dr Doom#curt connors#otto octavius#norman osborn
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underpaid and overworked workers that also like each other (I hope nothing bad happens to one of them which causes him to strain their relationship forever!)
#the similarities were too apparent I had to make them kiss#I like them they're both greasy and tired and doomed to never be happy together#when nightmare becomes king. he very much turns into a worse version of mettaton.#so their weird little situationship took a blow as u can guess.#also recently realized that mettaton already has a goo man janitor.#I think it's funny if it was some sort of running joke for mtt to only employ slime people to be in charge of cleaning#damn nightmare. ur entire life really is just a cosmic joke after another. sad!#nightmare sans#bugerpants undertale#sans au#utmv#undertale au#HOME#šļø
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I really love Gwen's story in the end of ATSV cuz even if she and Miles never speak again she has real friends now, she's not all alone anymore. She has people who understand her the way others couldn't. And things aren't 100% perfect in her dimension but at least her father no longer thinks she's a murderer and even though everyone else will probably never change their mind about her in her world at least her father is here on her side. It's a huge improvement from how things were in the first movie and the majority of the second one. She spent the whole first movie realizing what it's like to be happy again, in the second movie she was afraid that she would lose everything because things were even worse than before, at one point she did lose everything, and after that she gained more than she thought she would.
Of course she was so negative about stuff, cuz when life is beating you down for too long you forget that good things can happen.
#I'm surprised that we don't make more analyses about her character cuz it's so good#probably because most of y'all are too busy hating her#anyway#it's always like that#when you've been sad for too long you forget what it's like to be happy and you stop trying to make yourself happy#gwen stacy#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#into the spiderverse#beyond the spiderverse#spider man into the spider verse#spider man beyond the spider verse#Spiderverse#took me how many days to realize that i misspelled story as sorry even though i read this post again and again to see if i there are some#spelling mistakes#like how come i didn't see that i read this post so many times#also is instead of in#pls tell me in future it's like this post was hacked#so apparently it's since i posted it I'm losing my mind here how come i didn't see it????????????????
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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"Amethio always looks like he's suffering so much."
#this is from an interview btw#with roy's va#'amethio always looks like he's suffering so much and whenever I see him I always want to just call him over'#me too... me too#makes me sad thinking about how his suffering is just that apparent#and also cool that the vas for other characters pick up on this stuff too and notice it etc#always like the casual amethio mentions in interviews and stuff like that#hz interview
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Friendly reminder that the guy who made Wonder Woman was polyamorous and based her on his wife and their girlfriend. Can you imagine? To love someone so much that you use your position to portray them as a literal goddess of love and hope and truth? And to fill that concept with so much love and heart that she becomes one of the three pillars holding up DC as a whole? Those are the things the world is built on I think.
#will marston elizabeth marston olive byrne you will always be famous#and ofc all the uh totally vanilla sex habits that built upon the character and her world#they walked so stjepan sejic could run#wonder woman#also sidenote apparently the dude lied about inventing the polygraph which.#idc what you say lying about creating the machine that catches you lying is objectively hilarious#diana prince#diana of themyscira#diana of themiscyra#wonder women#william moulton marston#olive byrne#elizabeth holloway marston#charles marston#dc comics#dc trinity#dc#bro every time i try to do a post like this i learn smth like āoh yeah that dude sucked actuallyā pls can we not do that with this one ong#i did like a whole check before making this post just to ensure that it wouldn't be awkward#plus i think id just be sad
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Just realized nothing will make me fall in love with a character faster than seeing them have Major beef with another character, especially if it's for no explainable reason
#I just love haters apparently#daily life with mercy#but seriously tho#it adds SO MUCH to their character#WHY do they hate this person so much???#what makes them tick#I am always more interested in negative emotions anyway but it's because THEY'RE VALUABL#this is about how my interest in Himeko HSR literally quintoupled realizing that she Fucking Hates Void Archives#and is also just a really sad person in general
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sorry if idk this but what do you think about Wordgirl now in 2024 do you still like it do you still want to make art or talk about it or are you just done with all of it forever and plus i seen that you haven't made art of it since 2022 so you just done with all of it oh yeah and what about The Magnus Archives + Wordgirl ao3 fic too like is that just going to be and i know that your working on 2 au's now just wanting to know that's all
My interests tend to come in intense bursts and then fade. Unless something like, big happens like it gets a reboot its unlikely I'll be coming back to it anytime soon. As for the fic I don't have any current plans to finish it unfortunately.
#Its so shocking whenever anybody mentions that fic to me#like its just such a specific combo of interests how are there this many people interested in it...#I have some fragments of unfinished chapters for it laying around but I was struggling to get them to work#and I definitely dont have the motivation to finish them now#If youre curious the chapters were going to be Slaughter avatar miss Power and Web avatar Mr Big#and possibly Flesh avatar Butcher but I never got around to starting that one#The Miss Power chapter was basically going to be about her having kind of lost her thread#I wanted to leave a lot of ambiguity as to what happened with her home planet#but she hadnt been in contact with them for agessssss and her radio is damaged and her ship is in bad shape#the chapter was just going to be her being like 'pfff I dont interpersonal connection Im doing great out here. Murdering. All on my own'#Well she has her little squirl thing but she treats him like an animal#mr giggle cheeks or whatever#anyway I wanted it to imply that whatever happened her bloodthirst was destroying her#The Mr Big chapter was from Lesley's perspective#She would have been one in a long long line of assistants that Mr Big went through like candy#Lesley is his favorite though because. while she is terrified of him. shes still willing to push him. to be honest with him#but she also knows exactly when to step off. when to lie to appease him#( its always a tossup as to whether he wants a sweet lie or the harsh truth that day. He can always tell either way#its a gamble he does to be cruel. She always picks right though. or maybe he's more lenient with her than he should be)#He likes that she knows exactly how to push him without ever stepping over the line#He likes that her guilt and revulsion are slowly eating her up inside but shes too selfish to leave#She likes being special. She likes the idea of ruling the world alongside him#She'll always be second in command but shell be so much higher than everyone else#and shes willing to do anything to get that#Mr big doesnt think shell ever make it that far#but he likes her anyway#shes the one assistant he'll be sad about dying#OK damn apparently I did still have things to say about this old fic DAMN#still not gonna finish it tho. they call me the struggler becaus.e writing is a struggle...
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According to Gooseworx, Jax as a song is "Don't Fence Me In..."
Looking at Jax as someone who wants and values freedom above anything else definitely clarifies /why/ he would be drawn to something like TADC. His impulsive actions that prioritize instant gratification above everything else can be seen as him embracing the āfreedomā of the digital world. But it also introduces an interesting contradiction as TADC is a place defined by its constraints.
In TADC, you can't change your appearance. You can't decide what to eat or when. You canāt swear or smoke or have sex. You canāt change the lighting or temperature. You can't age or die. Every day is the same and what is allowed is beyond your control, ultimately decided by people you don't know and will never meet.
Looking at it this way, being trapped in TADC is hell for Jax because of the constraint it imposes upon him. To cope, he immerses himself in what TADC offers - a chance to act in ways that would be unfeasible without considerable risk of repercussion IRL. But these actions are also a constant reminder of what TADC cannot provide him - genuine freedom.
#chatter.txt#jax posting#I cannot think of a more āfenced inā life than what the TADC cast has going on#if we analyze jax w/ āfreedomā in mind itās also very apparent he imposes a lot of restrictions on himself!#negative emotions are only expressed through destructive behaviors#(see: Candy Canyon Chaos and note how his antics are book-ended by a funeral service for Kaufmo which he SKIPS)#positive emotions are only allowed if theyāre in response to other pplās misfortune (see: the whole show)#no oneās telling him - you canāt cry. you canāt laugh. you canāt show weakness. you have to be tough.#we donāt know anything about jax's past (both IRL and circus-side)#but we've been shown TADC excels at exacerbating pplās preexisting hangups#so i find all of it fascinating.#āsend me off forever but i ask you please. don't fence me in.ā <- please don't make me sad about the purple guy#gooseworx i'm begging you.
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Mancini describing how Edward IV "contrived many performances of actors amidst royal splendour, so as to mitigate or disguise [his] sorrow" ... historical coping mechanism unlocked š
#him being a sad party guy explains so much lol#unfortunately it also makes the task of understanding his inner thoughts/motivations much more difficult :(#edward iv#my post#lol this needs to be filed under 'posts I don't remember writing but have apparently been saved in my drafts for months' š¤·š»āāļø#english history#ig#15th century
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just going about my day idly contemplating how some of the ways hawke can interact with a romanced anders are not at all unlike how they interact with leandra (and a bit of carver too, especially with a purple hawke), and then thought about my hawke in the timeline where he romances anders and was hit straight in the face with 'was he ever actually in love, or was he just desperately trying to renegotiate with his mother's ghost in any way he could' and now i need to lie down. this is the power of dragon age 2
#'you don't know my mother' haunting me through the years#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#On second thought let's not go to Kirkwall; it is a silly place#there are of course as many ways to do/read that relationship as there are players to interact with it haha and all valid!#but my personal version of handers is sooo fucked up and bad times for everyone involved and I love it haha.#this is a relationship neither of them should have been in and that made everything worse and everyone unhappy in the end#locked tomb levels of the horrors of love. i ship it but in the way that I want to make it sadder and more gutwrenching each time#to be clear this is a very mutual two-way kind of fucked up but I think varric in his loyalty and love would downplay hawke's side of it#for huge swathes of their relationship anders is not in a mental place to be a good partner and the emotional blackmail is Not Okay#(but it's just like how mother used to make it! hawke's soul cries sadly as it reaches for it hungrily)#which is in some ways fair enough no one could accuse him of not warning you ahead of time fjskda#but hawke is messy about it in a way only available to a covert people pleaser who has never had a millisecond of therapy#with some added stuff that my hawke is always acespec in some form and when he gets together with anders...#is the sex something he doesn't particularly care to have or not have but it 'makes anders happy'/he longs to feel wanted *and* needed#and also a way he gets out of ever being *actually* vulnerable (which I think he'd had to be with varric for example if he Went There )#'you want the hawke who's in your head so badly and I kind of wish I were that hawke too. so let's be collaborateurs with that fantasy'#(and then maybe if I do it right every time you'll finally be happy hawke says in his heart looking at this leandra-anders phantom form)#(and echoing stuff in varric's relationship to hawke but I think the important distinction there is that varric -- is a craftsman haha#he KNOWS when he's lying/making up a story he KNOWS the difference between what is and what he wishes the world was#(I think there's some deep longing there to not know; for it to blend together or have the power to change things. but he always knows)#which ironically leaves him in a better position to actually see and understand hawke the person#even as he is creating hawke the literary figure. almost to protect him in some ways? god da2 is so full of STUFF!!! I adore it)#and of course anders gets so disillusioned with hawke's inertia and lack of action (you all but married this man anders!#you should know this about him he's already carrying the whole family and city on his shoulders if you add a gram more he'll collapse!)#and hawke feels so desperately hurt that the promise anders seemed to make that he'd be enough -- that he could fix things for him --#('I'm the one bright light in kirkwall and that apparently doesn't count for shit so I'm just slowly turning to ash for you')#turned out to be untrue. anyway. sad now. imagine them meeting like twenty years on what the fuck could you even say to each other then#(I can't imagine Hawke ever physically hurting anyone he loves so he just tells Anders to leave at the end of DA2. they COULD meet again
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tease tidbit tuesdayš
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hi! so, yesterday I randomly opened the doc with the buddie death cast au - which is a fic I started writing last summer on vacation and never got back to it but then made progress lol it's gonna be MCD, which i know is not everyone's thing so feel free to ignore this š¤£ it's basically buddie in the universe of the "they both die at the end"/"the first to die at the end" books so it's gonna be sad, sorry lol (I never even read mcd, idk why i'm writing this but this idea just wants to be written i guess haha) gotta put this weird mood I've been in lately to good use and finally write this š¤£ not sure if I'm happy with this snippet, but it all needs editing, the first two snippets were written on my phone and haven't been edited yet lol
I posted two snippets so far, gonna link them both snippet 1 | snippet 2
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āIs all of this clear, Eddie?ā she asks in the end.
āYeah, sure, whatever.ā he says shortly. He should've just hung up immediately. Or cancel this stupid subscription after Shannon died. Sometimes he wonders if maybe people who get the calls and coincidentally get into accidents, for example, just give up and refuse to fight because they think itās their time. Not like Shannon could do much, her injuries were too severe when they got there, but the point stands. Maybe they get more reckless, thinking it doesnāt matter anyway.Ā
Thereās a short pause on the line, but then Jane speaks up again, her tone softer, more sympathy seeping through.
āI know itās not easy to accept, if youād like some help with that, on out website you can find therapists and grief counselors specializing in-ā
āListen.ā Eddie interrupts. Heās spent enough time in therapy. Heās not doing it on his supposedly last day. āI know itās all bullshit. I donāt care. You said what you had to say, I listened, for whatever reason.ā he rolls his eyes. He really shouldāve hung up, or not answered at all. āIs this conversation over yet?ā he asks and is met with another moment of silence. Sheās probably wondering what everyone else always is: why is he even spending money on this if he doesnāt believe. He has an answer ready to go, but thatās not what she asks.
āCan I ask you a question?ā she says quieter, whispering, probably not allowed to go too much off-script.Ā
āSure, why not.ā he shrugs. Heās wide awake now, anyway, heās not in a hurry. Not like heās dying anytime soon.
āIf it was your last day, how would you spend it? You donāt have to answer, just think about it.ā she adds quickly, her tone much softer and gentler now. Eddieās mind immediately supplies a picture of Christopher and Buck, just a casual hang-out, like usual, maybe going to the movies, or the aquarium, or the planetarium, something fun for his kid. And later a gathering with the rest of their family, maybe a barbecue at Bobby and Athenaās, with Maddie and Chim, and Hen and Karen, all their kids, just everyone having fun together. Yeah, thatād be a perfect day. āThereās no harm in spending today just like this, if possible. Just in case.ā Jane adds, still whispering. He doesnāt tell her thatās more or less his plan, anyway, for the evening after his 12-hour shift. During which nothing will happen to him, because Death-Cast doesnāt know shit. āWell, lastly, Eddie,ā Janeās voice is back at normal-volume, tone strictly professional but sympathetic, as she recites the end of her script, āon behalf of everyone here at Death-Cast, weāre so sorry to lose you. Live this day to the fullest.ā
Eddie hangs up without a word.
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#tease tidbit tuesday#death cast buddie au#buddie wip#buddie fic#buddie#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#angst#buddie angst#mcd#i don't know how yet but eddie will die in this one bc apparently ive been in the mood to break my own heart lmao#i wanted to say maybe i'd share smth happier tomorrow but i don't think i have any happy wips im actively working on rn???#there are happy wips in general but im not really in the mood/inspired for those rn#ran out of happy when i finished the natalia fic i guess lol#who even am i lmao what's with all the angst and sad im usually all about fluff š¤£#(gonna share some more of alive shannon tomorrow!)#btw if you haven't read the books and have questions hmu but also i'll try to make everything clear in the fic lol#but also SO recommend the books they're so good and so sad and I think about them like at least once a week (the prequel wrecked me)
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