#but a song called ambulance that starts with you don't know a thing about this life

[tevaselmundogiraalreves]

BUDDIE FIC RECS PART 2

Okay heres more fics cause ive been reading so so much lately, i cannot and will not be stopped. Heres the first list. I will most prob keep on making lists cause i honestly cannot stop reading. Once again, in no particular order:

Songbird by @colonoscopys - Goes first cause i just finished reading this one. FREAK EDDIE IS MY PASION. I said it already but at one point eddie eats bucks hair. Its awesome! FreakxFreak DumbxDumb

a bleeding sun on a silver screen by @hoediaz EVERYONE ALREADY READ THIS ONE RIGHT? IF NOT WTF ARE YOU EVEN DOING GO! ACTORS AU YOU WILL NE FAMOUS FOREVER.

chess inside my chest by @buick118 - HELLOOOO THIS ONE FIXED SOMETHING INSIDE MY CHEST "heart clipped in the backseat with his headphones already secured over his ears." I NEED AN EXPLANATION FOR THIS WRITING ��️‍🩹

Two, Three Times in a Row by leslie_knope i honestly have no words for how much i love this fic, i reread it all the time, like ive reread it so much its embarrasing. Some of the best smut ive read.

wanna do a bad thing twice by @coldbam BUCK IS SUCH A FREAK GOD HE IS SUCH A FREAK

(You know what actually there are 2 more fics were buck is the freakiest hes ever been so ill put them right below ⬇️)

slow motion, double vision in rose blush by @saryasy Eddie Diaz. His friend. His Eddie. Has kissed a man. Which is strange because Buck is sure as hell he'd remember kissing Eddie.

Me at Buck: FREAAAAAAAAK

Also special mention to that flashback WOW!

i can tell just what you want (you don't want to be alone) by @tallsinspace Buck loses it every single time this is so awesome, it was so FUN reading INFIDELEDDIE this hiatus 🫶🏽

songs and poems and promises by @lesbianrobin buck summer of disatisfaction turns around thanks to eddie god they are so in love! Also special mention to chim well and maddie lets fucking goooooo

we keep this love in a photograph by @burnthatbridge its just so so freaking beautiful. Buck chooses eddies pics for his dating app after he comes out...

the tortured poets department by @colonoscopys once again the kind of fic that you wanna reread again and again.

"The first time Buck touched him, Eddie blew an ambulance up."

still sitting in a corner i haunt by @cal-daisies-and-briars i just love this one so much, should reread it, trust me its worth it.

we're not in love (but the sex is good) by elless. Idk i loved this one. Buddie are not even friends they just want the benefits as soon as they meet. The transition from that to them actually getting to know each other so naturally and start caring about each other is so beautiful.

in the passenger seat by @livingincolorsagain Evan Buckley was put on God’s green earth to drive Eddie Diaz around.

Just BEAUTIFUL.

tying you to me by @hoediaz ONCE AGAIN PERFECT TYPE OF WRITING. Buddie meet each other after 5x11. SO ORIGINAL GOD.

the soft animal of your body by @hattalove . This is a coda to another fic but can be read on its own. Just beautiful beautiful love making. I think i commented that i felt like they were making love with the words they were saying to each other just sitting on the kitchen table talking.

we could follow the sparks, i’ll drive by @markofalover bucks kink should be people calling him mr. diaz and thinking hes eddies husband.

Wait for me there by @kitkatpancakestack Childhood friends reunite after 8 years. I just really really loved this one. Those flashbacks to the past are so beautiful.

wanna be your endgame by literalmetaphor gotta be honest dont see this happening in canon at all cause the second eddie confesses buck would go down on his knees lets be honest. BUT this was so great! I loved it.

Pivot Tables by rainbowninja167 Does it show that i love reading buddie being so freaky and so kinky. Ill just say this: educational sex. Buck brings on the clipboard. Obsessed with this one.

I Broke What You Gave Me, But You Kept Giving More by rcdwings. memory loss buck cant remember his husband. Listen im not always a fun of memory loss fics but i loved this one i loved the twist.

there's a word for it, I'm sure by @ithilien-writes i have to reread this one asap cause i loved it so so much they are just so in love with each other but cant admit it so they just start having sex about it. And god they love esch other.

i could give you fifty reasons by @marviless buck FLIRTS with eddie cause he just want ti help. God this one was so much fun. I remember laughing out loud. I gotta reread.

beating the horse by @doitbuckley Eddie is moving to Texas. Buck finally figures out what he wants. Perfect read to the end of 8a.

In the Back Seat, Windows Up by @semperama SEX IN THE BACKSIT OF THE TRUCK LETSFUCKINGGOOOOOO

Play Me For Keeps by @semperama this one made me feel so MANY things in less than 1k words I WAS WONDERSTRUCK HONESTLY SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR

would you lie with me and just forget the world by @colonoscopys reread this one recently GODDDDD if you havent just go read it right now!!! Childhood friends to lovers for the win always.

your beauty (not just a mask) by @aashiqeddiediaz these next two fics GOD well i have a thing for mirrors and sex in front of mirrors apparently so... this i top tier for me. This one is the shorter one in front of the bathroom mirror 100/10 no notes.

my mirror (staring back at me) by @aashiqeddiediaz this one is longer. Mirror in the bedroom......... Eddie notices bucks insecurities and well he does smth about it ❤️‍🔥 such a fave of mine. It has everything!!!

Dreaming of a White Christmas by rosebuddiekin . Oh boy!!!... just gonna leave the blurb here cause no words could ever be enough: "Buck accepts a challenge to be edged in his and Eddie's own version of the 12 Days of Christmas and loses his mind a little more with each one." (Btw if someone knows the author please lmk. They put a link to their tumblr on ao3 but it doesnt work for me.)

[zhvakinnn]

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, can I request a poly sbg x fem gyaru reader who gets bullied by Barron and his friends? (Angst but a very fluffy ending) :3

I'm not sure if you want this romantic or platonic so I'm gonna write it both

So you can read this in a platonic or romantic way

Btw sorry i was busy doing loads of commissions and I'm so happy theres so many requests don't worry i will do all you're request ^^

Characters: Tyler, Ben, Aiden, Taylor, Ashlyn, logan

Warnings: mention of sexual harassment, bullying, death threaten, suicide, self-harm

✨as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me✨

You met them when you went to that scary mansion and became friends they love your style so much

Taylor loves doing you're nails and you love doing hers and sometimes you paint all of your nails tyler said he hate it but still wears it

Ashlyn and Tyler is the one defending you she doesn't like you getting picked on because of your style

Aiden well let's say your both dork and do nothing but do shitty things that annoyed you're friends

Ben loves playing guitar while you sang songs and sometimes you do band with them

Logan helps you and everyone study

They don't mind you're style they just know they love you and that's all that matters

But then one of Barron's friend kept bothering you telling you how small you're skirt is, how sexy you are and other uncomfortable stuff you didn't tell them because once you do they will start another riot

And they kept telling you that you should die already and the gang would be happy if you no longer exists

And your starting to feel insecure about your style so you started to change a big and that caught everyone's attention on you like you're still wearing a make-up but there's something different

Then Barron spread a fake rumor that your friends hates you aswell you didn't believe them at first then he showed you a video recorder hearing they're voice's talk shit

"i really hate that woman's make up i mean its to many makeup"

"yea and te way she dress psh pass"

But little did you know they were talking about that one woman who attacked Taylor

But yet you didn't know you started to avoid them and come less in the school

Whener your in the realm you didn't care if you did die In there but the only thing that comes to your mind is run away and never see them again

"what happened to her i cant find her anywhere..?" Tyler said with a bit of concern in his voice

"I'm starting to worry even in the realm we cant see her" Ashlyn said

They tried to knock on your door but everytime they went there you're parents shrug it off and say your just sick and you need more time to rest

There's no windows or doors that are unlocked no curtains were up your house seems a like a dark cave now

Then one time they knock again now really getting worried they were ready to confront your parents no matter what happens they wanted to see you but when they're about to knock they heard a loud screech

Ben heard it and broke down the door your as they went to your room they can see both of you're parents holding you while your dad was lifting you and your mom holding a phone calling an ambulance

When they saw you chills ran down they're spine

You were pale and purple and Taylor saw the rope in the ceiling and a chair knocked out

They were all in the waiting room your mother was walking back and forth while your father calm her down

They were all sitting there dumb founded they just saw you lifeless body on the floor

Aidens smile was never seen

Ben kept fidgeting non stop

Taylor and tyler were holding hands trying to comfort each other

Logan wouldn't stop the sweat in his hands

Ashlyn who couldn't sit still

They all love you they cared now...

Then everyones parents came to check on their children and they asked what happened to you

Ashlyn was so curious what you're mom was saying so she didn't care if her ears hurt she wanna know what the hell happened to you

"and then she said she was getting death threath and she started to get sexual harass by some guy and we don't know what happened they started not to eat and we noticed there are big scars on her wrist we tried confronting her but its just getting worst... And then this guy who I've heard Barron.. he beat up my daughter whom he was a guy-."

"BARRON?!" You're mothers mouth went shot when Ashlyn stand uo and looked at your mom

Her eyes were full anger and hatered

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She explained what she heard from her mother

Aiden tried to calm Ben down but he couldn't sit still just like that all because of this because of Barron

Logan was flaming anger aswell he knew about how Barron's treats to him

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( i don't wanna add a fighting scene here sorry)

They spend most of the days by your side they were still happy they were talking to each other joking around but they cant help get more worried about you

Not until they all fell asleep and you were awake and saw Aidens rubix cube you also noticed your parents on the couch you smiled slightly then looked at them down on the floor

Once aiden woke up he saw you playing

"look... I can finally do it..its hard work though" you said weekly

Aiden couldn't care less about the rubix he held you so tightly making the rubix cube fall which landed on Tyler's head

"ow! What.. what the heck Aiden!..." He whispered yelled when he stand up he saw you hugging aiden and when you looked at him with a slight smile he couldn't stop the tear drops

"please please never do that again"

Once they all woke up you said sorry to them but confusion started going in your head didn't they hate you you asked them why did they said those things

Taylor said they were talking about that asshole and not you

You cried in the verge of tears

"but please if you're getting bullied or something don't hold back to tell us please we don't want to see you or be like this alright?" Logan's smoothing voice said then you heard a loud sound coming from Ben he typed

"I'm angry but i love you"

You smiled as you were all now in the growing hugging

When you're parents woke up they panicked when they didn't see you anywhere but stopped when you're father noticed you were all in the floor

Bonus:

They found you're body in one of the bus in the graveyard and they protected it while you're still unconscious

And that's it sorry if i haven't done one of your request but i promise i will

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Sing me a Lullaby

Tim Bradford x reader

Warnings/Tags: character death, angst, fluff, hurt

Word count: 482

Authors note: Hey guys, don't know how this happened, but I suddenly had this idea. If my goal is to make you cry? Maybe. I did (but only a little bit, I swear). The song mentioned is Lullabye from Billy Joel.

I would say enjoy, but...

There weren't a lot of things Tim Bradford was scared of.

Still he couldn't sleep, having a hard time to calm down.

With you it was different.

Whenever he couldn't sleep you would sing him a lullaby, calming down his racing heart and erasing the horrible things he saw, when he closed his eyes.

He had seen a lot of things no one should ever see in their lives.

No matter how often he told himself that he was strong, your presence and your sweet voice that filled his head, luring him to sleep, were the only things that helped him at night.

"Goodbye my angel, time to close your eyes." you would sing, your fingers brushing through his hair as you smelled his familiar scent.

"And save these questions for another day. I think I know what you've been asking me, I think you know what I've been trying to say."

It was a song as old as you were, your father singing it to you whenever you couldn't sleep as a baby. It continued even when you grew older, until he died of cancer when you were still very young.

You knew every word of it by heart, the song having a deep meaning for you. Tim knew that, feeling honored that you decided to share it with him.

You were his save haven, his light.

So when you were on patrol with your rookie, a call turning out to be a shooting like you'd rarely seen, his thoughts were trained on you, trying to get you all out of there alive as the supervising officer.

He silently gave administrations, telling you where to go and where to position yourselves, waiting for his signal.

It should have been easy, going in, arresting the drug dealer, going back out.

But it wasn't.

When you stormed the abandoned storage hall, they'd already been waiting for you.

Hiding behind boxes you waited for a clear shot, all the while looking out for the others. Firing whenever you were able to, you shot one down, Tim shooting another one.

There was backup right behind you, Harper, Nolan, Grey, Lucy and some other cops.

When you had shot all of them down, you released a sigh of relief. Even though they managed to surprise you, only one got shot in the leg.

Coming out from your hiding spot you followed Tim and Harper, as they slowly made their way forward.

There was no one in sight, causing you to frown. But you would have never complained about something easier than it looked.

But suddenly, your body jerked forward, straight towards Tim, who's face was sprinkled with blood.

Before you could have asked yourself where the blood came from, you fell into his arms, suddenly having trouble to breathe.

Tim's eyes widened in horror, as he slowly sank down onto his knees with you in his arms.

"No..." he breathed, as you started to feel the pain. A shot rang, as you heard someone call clear.

"No, no, no, no, no!" Tim panicked, frantically pressing his hands to the wound in your chest.

He couldn't lose you.

"Y/N, stay with me!" he shouted, though it seemed to blur, as your fingers slowly brushed over his cheek, adding more blood to it as your body convulsed.

You didn't get enough air into your lungs. It was like something blocked your airways, as you struggled.

Someone called for an ambulance, as Tim pressed harder on your wound. His fingers were full of your blood, as it seemed to just seep through, no matter his attempts of stopping it.

"Y/N!" you heard him shout your name again, as tears formed in his eyes, one after another freeing themselves. "I can't lose you, please, stay with me!"

A hot tear ran down your cheek, as you tried to understand what was happening through the fog in your brain. "I-I love you, T-Tim." you sputtered, blood seeping from your mouth.

"I love you too, so don't dare dying on me now!" he gave back, shaking as he sobbed.

You felt so cold, numb.

"Sing me a lullaby." you asked of him, as you noticed how black blotches started to cover your vision.

He stared at you for a moment, speechless. But he did as you asked him to, silently praying that the ambulance would make it in time.

"Goodbye my angel, time to close your eyes." His voice broke, as a sob racked through him, tears running into his open mouth. "And save these questions for another day."

His heart wrenched, as he fell silent, trying to find back his voice, hands still pressing on your wound.

"I think I know what you've been asking me." he continued, your body hanging limp in his arms. "I think you know what I've been trying to say. I promised I would never leave you, and you should always know, wherever you may go, no matter where you are, I never will be very far."

Anther sob racked through him, his body shaking as he sung the words he remembered by heart.

"Goodbye my angel, now it's time to sleep."

He didn't know that you never heard his last words, even if they meant the world to him.

But as you lay dying in his arms, you knew he was your home. And wherever you may go, you would be his.

Always and forever.

[mimilogoff]

you're my music

song: the night we meet

warnings: angst to fluff?, violence, death(not Danny nor you)

"I want to show you something," Danny said as he guided me to his room and locked it. "okay.....what is it?" I said squinting my eyes at Danny, grabbing my hand he dragged me fast in front of his work table, and then I saw the demonic-looking book. "Danny.... what's this, where did you get it from?" I asked with concern, I had a little hobby in the field of witchcraft and I already knew that whatever this was, wasn't good." That's why I called you to come over! I told you there was an earthquake!" he said while looking at you with that look that I knew too well, he wanted to do something with that book, something you wouldn't like not one bit. "Danny, how did you find it?" you asked with concern visible on your face. "when I was in the garage with those annoying rats, the earthquake came, and after it, I saw that there was a hole and went to check. You should have seen what was inside, it was like an ancient bank, but anyway, after I got inside I went a little bit ahead and saw a dark room with many crosses and coins hanging from the roof-" I stopped Danny from his paragraph with grabbing the book and putting it inside the cover it came with. "were going to place it back where you found it from" I said with my hands visibly trembling, this was a demon book, something none should ever touch. "but mom won't let me out tonight" Danny looked at me with that piercing look of his, oh how I wish I could kiss those lips...get yourself together! you mentally slapped yourself then sighed in frustration. "tomorrow first thing in the morning you're returning that book!" I told him with a stern voice. "but I could sell it for a good price!" Danny compromised with me. "no, Danny! this is very dangerous!" Danny looked at me with sadness in his eyes then he snapped "You don't know anything! The money I would sell this for would be a blast for Mom! you would never understand!" I let him finish and without a word, I went out, he did not even bother to follow me or say sorry, no, not a word. I hope he at least will follow what I told him. As I was walking home to my cold and dark appartament I had one of the worst feelings, should have I not left? ... ... ... Its his choice! I warned him! I continued to ramble to myself till I arrived at my appartament. Going to the bathroom i looked myself in the mirror, what is he doing right now, is he thinking about me how I'm thinking about him? nah, no way, he surely doesn't even care about me, literally forgot about me, I tell myself as I walk into the shower, while washing my face i couldn't stop thinking about Dann, is he good? is he sleeping? my mind couldn't stop thinking about it, about him, what is he doing? is he thinking about me like im thinking about him? at least 10 precent? no way could he ever... i keept telling myself the same thing till i somehow found myself in the kitchen making some tea. 3AM read on my phone, oh dear lord how did time pass that fast? i continued as i was making my way to the bed ploping in it and dozing off in an instant.

RING!?

RING!?

RING!?

I shot my eyes open searching for my phone and looking at the contact...Danny? at 5AM? I answered, ready to scold him for calling me so early in the morning but I got interrupted by rapid breathing and hearing him scream at the phone for me to open the gates to the building I lived in, as I was rushing to press the button to it I heard him scream about his mom going crazy and all his family going crazy then I heard him running up the stairs to the 4th floor where I was so I opened the door and ran downstairs towards him when I saw him all bloody with his left arm covered in blood and visibly stab wound i=I helped him upstairs to my apartment and when I got him inside I locked the door as he kept shouting too, and started to undress him from the top to see the wound, not calling the ambulance as he said that he doesn't want to. "what happened?!" I asked him while searching in the kitchen for a pair of scissors without letting him answer I went into the bathroom to find the med kit then ran back to the kitchen almost slipping and starting to rapidly and messily throw everything on the table to find the disinfectant "tell me what happened?" I asked the second time a little bit calmer so as to not alarm him even more "Bite my shoulder if it hurts too much you'll tell me later what happened." I said as I started pouring the disinfectant on his wound making him scream and bite my shoulder making me wince in pain but I continued pouring, after making sure I got it clean I bandaged it as good as I could, his shoulder, arm, then locked it with a piece that went around his other shoulder. I sigh as I sit on the chair next to his handing him a glass of water. "now, tell me what happened." I asked as my hand went to his tight comforting." I.....I...I opened that damn book...and- and-" he began then got interrupted by his own sobs, I already knew what happened." did someone remain alive?" I asked as I looked at him sobbing not wanting yet to hug him, I had to know the truth. "yes Kassie and Beth, but They remained inside To kill it, I... I couldn't help and I just ran, it's all my fault-" he continued to sob then I hugged him. "Let's go to bed so you can lay and rest, you had a long night," I told him as I got up and helped him get up then he looked at me panicked "What's wrong?" I asked him then he shock his head and kept on saying that he didn't deserve to go to sleep and wake up, I then only realized how bad he actually felt "Oh Danny... come to bed, you deserve it, you're alive for a reason, stay alive for me, please." I beg as I look at him with pure love. He nods and grabs my hand as he lets himself dragged to my bedroom. When I let him sit after helping him to get his pants down and wash himself in the bathroom next to my bedroom I help him get the pajama pants he left over other times he came. I help him lay in my bed and as I go to the other side to go under the blankets too he grabs me with his right arm "Can you cuddle me...please?" he never asked me for physical touch, not saying a word I gently take him in my arms and make sure he's comfortable, with his head on my chest.

Before falling asleep he muttered something, something that will allways remain with me

"I love you.....please never leave me"

I kiss his forehead and whisper I love you, even tho he will never know how truly I love him, for how long I loved you, you will never leave me, you have nowhere to go, you have no one. I say to myself as I watch him sleep, oh how id do anything for you, my love.....

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Stray Kids as Sad Songs

Hyung Line

Bang Chan - Angels Like You (Miley Cyrus)

"It's not your fault I ruin everything

and it's not your fault I can't be what you need"

If he could go back in time to never meet you, he would. He would prefer to never experience the things he did with you, because then this moment wouldn't hurt him the way he's hurting right now.

He finally let's his tears flow freely as he packs the last of his things.

"A little more hurt won't kill you tonight"

He wonders if you'll ever forgive him. It's doubtful. He came into your life and everything felt like a dream. The first year the two of you spent together, you could have sworn that the two of you were soulmates. As time went by, that illusion quickly started to fade into a memory.

He self destructs, it's the only thing he's good at. You tell him that you're there for him through every step of the way, but he knows better. People like you don't belong with people like him. You need someone who can be there for you day and night, someone who you can see year round, you need someone who can post you on social media and show you off.

"Cause they say that misery loves company"

Bang Chan knows that he doesn't deserve you. He lack in areas you need him most. He notices when you cry yourself to sleep while he lays next to you, you never liked to tell him your problems because you don't want to add another burden to his ever growing list. He sees the missed calls that he didn't see while working, while performing, or while sleeping.

You deserve a good man, not the shell of one.

"Gonna wish we never met on the day I leave"

He decided enough was enough, and although his departure will destroy you, he knows that this is what he has to do. He knows that you would stop him if you knew, so disappearing without a trace is his only option. You deserve an explanation but he's too scared to confront you. So with that thought he grabs the rest of his bags and takes one last look at the place the two of you used to call home.

"I'm everything they said I would be"

Lee Know - A Grave Mistake (Ice Nine Kills)

"Till death do us part came far too soon"

He can remember that night as if it were yesterday. Every time he closes his eyes, the memory of the accident haunts him. Except, it was no accident. The man chose to get in his car after drinking way more than he could handle. He chose to take your life that night.

He can remember riding his bike behind yours, the two of you were discussing what you would have for dinner that night through the mic's in your helmet. It all happened in a second. You had a green light, everything was perfect. Until Satan himself flew through his stop at insane speed. Minho's heart stopped in that second. His brain refusing to process what had just happened.

He can remember the way your body flew over the car but he couldn't see you any more. He rode his bike around the car and found you. You weren't moving, but your helmet was still in place.

"Baby?" You weren't responding.

He flies off of his motorcycle, almost stumbling after it falls behind him. The bike didn't matter to him right now.

"Baby? Are you okay" No response.

On his knees next you he keeps trying to understand what his eyes are seeing. His hands hover over you, not wanting to so much as touch you to prevent further damage.

"I'm so sorry, I was was just driving and I-" But before the man could say anything else, Minho stopped him, he couldn't even bother to take his eyes off of you at that moment.

"Call 911! Call them right now!" From the top of his lungs. The world around him seemed like a blur to him, he knew there were cars stopping to see the scene but all he cared about was making sure that no one would touch you unless they knew what they were doing.

"Baby? Can you hear me? Baby please answer me!" Delusion.

"Rage, scorn, misery

Payback from what you took from me

Hope, love, sanity"

He remembers the ambulance arriving, shortly after the cops were putting handcuffs on the drunk man. He remembers that they were trying too pull him away to give the paramedics space to work. As he was fighting to get back to your side, he remembers the words very clearly.

"Time of death, 10:48PM" His world stopped. The words circled in his head but he couldn't understand them.

"NO!" He throws off the man who kept trying to hold him back. Landing on his knees next to you. They had taken your helmet off. You were fine. What were they talking about? It wasn't until Minho noticed the blood around your body that reality set in.

"Baby wake up! Get up baby! We have to go home! The cat's are waiting for us baby! Get up! Please." Tears were beginning to mix with blood as he held you body to his chest. Eyes full of pity let him have a moment with your body as he sobbed into your hair..

"No forgiveness, just farewell"

The memory hurts just as much as it did a year ago. He can only see your face as he holds the gun up to the man who took your life.

11 months. They only gave him 11 months in jail. It's okay though, Lee know would take care of the rest.

He pulled the trigger.

"A match made in heaven

You sent straight to hell"

Changbin - Ghost (Justin Bieber)

"I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow"

You moved on. He knew you were happy. You finally had your dream career, your dream house, you dream man. Unfortunately, that man wasn't him.

You were the smartest person he knew. He always knew that you would accomplish everything you put you mind into. That meant that you knew exactly what you wanted in life, and being in a relationship with an idol was not in your list.

He received the wedding invitation three months ago. When he saw your name written in the front he was worried that the others would hear his heart burst into a million pieces. It's over. There was no chance of winning you back now.

"Since the love that you left is all that I get"

It wasn't that you no longer loved him. You simply love him in a different way than he does. Changbin thinks that it hurts even more this way, because he can still remember how you used to love him. He can still remember your voice through the phone on his late nights.

Now all he has to remember your love are letters. You always wrote him letters. You would tell him that it felt more personal that way. He thought it was silly but it was one of the many things he loved about you. He held on to every single letter, sometimes he still reads them to remember when you loved him.

"If I can't be close to you, I'll settle for the ghost of you"

He knew he also had to move on. He tried it. No one could replace you. He brought his girlfriend to your wedding. His girlfriend was kind, beautiful, romantic, and she was everything a man could want. Except, she wasn't you.

You looked beautiful in your white dress, reading your vows to your husband to be. You probably hand wrote them, and all that Changbin could think about is that you still write letters, but they're no longer for him.

Your beautiful words are now directed to someone else and that thought alone makes him choke up. He refuses to cry though, he wants to be happy for you, but he can't help wishing that man holding your hand was him.

"I'd leave it all behind if I could follow"

If you turned to him in that second and told him that you still loved him, he would leave with you with no questions asked. He would simply get up and leave with you. He felt awful for feeling that way. His girlfriend didn't deserve that. Yet, he can't help but fantasize about your love and how it will never be directed at him anymore.

However, his heart will always belong to you.

"I miss you more than life"

Hyunjin - Creep (Radiohead)

"Couldn't look you in the eye"

Hyunjin never felt normal. That's why he escaped reality so often. Singing helps him forget. Painting helps him forget. You help him forget. He can always count on those three things to help him forget the world he lives in.

One would think he was perfect in every way, but he knew better. If people could see his brain, they would understand. Sometimes he's scared to look at you in the eyes, because maybe you could see the darkness in his.

You were always there for him. As a friend.

That's all he can ask from you.

"I wish I was special

You're so fuckin special"

He never felt safe on this earth until he met you. You were the light of his life and he always hoped he could be the light in yours, but that's unrealistic. Someone like him could never be a light.

You were so perfect. You always know what to say. He can't help but admire you. You have so many friends, and Hyunjin has nine. You had so many hobbies and passions that you enjoyed for fun, Hyunjin has hobbies to escape his own mind. You were beautiful in everyway, and Hyunjin thinks that's he's disgusting.

Those thoughts always haunt him.

"What the hell am I doing here?"

Panic always sets in at moments like these. His nails dig into his skin trying to bring himself back to reality.

"I don't belong here"

"Otw! :)" Your message read and he immediately calms down.

He wishes he could be with you all the time but he'll never tell you that. You would probably laugh in his face and cut him off and he wouldn't be able to handle that. He can't live without you.

"But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo"

So there he sits in a room full of paintings of your face, paintings he made whenever he had a chance. Painting of you smiling, some when you were cooking, some of you when you were sleeping, and others of you naked.

Hyunjin has seen you in every way possible. But you don't know that. He tells himself it's okay because he loves you.

"Run."

~

A/N: That was a lot longer than i expected it to be. Also, I may have gotten a bit carried away w Lee Know's lol ! anyway thanks for reading !:)

[aanoia]

Can I also have pancakes for dinner with James 🥺🥺

Ofc anything for u bae <3

Pancakes for Dinner

James Potter x reader words; 1,859 song; Pancakes for Dinner by Lizzy McAlpine warnings; heavy anxiety omg, plane crash-ish? yall let me tell you. i had such a scare, my mom had to call an ambulance and go to the hospital and i fr have watched too much greys anatomy bc my first thought was oh she's gonna die. like ik how simple freaking back procedures can result in becoming brain dead. is that crazy? doesn't matter bc shes okay now :) if you love a song, the marauders, and my writing, request a song fic and your wish shall be my command. bold is the letter, and yes the lyrics are the letter partly :) ENJOY

Don't wanna be forward

Don't wanna cross a line

“I can’t believe you’re leaving!” Lily whined, wrapping her arms around my waist tightly. 

“I’ll be gone for two weeks, Lils.” I said with a soft smile. 

“Two weeks is a lot, I agree with Lily.” Sirius said, walking up to us and giving me a hug as well. “I’ll miss you, I guess.” He teased and I pinched his arm before locking eyes with my best friend, James Potter.

We said nothing as he threw his arms around me, “Only two weeks?”

I nodded, “Only two.”

But if I were to crash in this plane tonight

I'd want you to know this

“What happened?” I asked my mom as we were heading towards our gate in the airport.

“Apparently a plane going out malfunctioned and crashed to the ground. Thankfully they hadn’t gotten very high up in the air so everyone survived, but that’s still scary.” She explained and my breath hitched. 

“How much time do we have until we need to board?”

“Two hours, your dad wanted to be early.” 

I nodded as she sat down on the waiting chairs, “I’m gonna go to the desk over there, is that okay?” She nodded as she pulled out her book and began reading.

Don't wanna say too much

Intrude on your space

I pondered for a minute, an empty piece of paper in front of me and a muggle pen I stole from our hotel in my hand. I didn't want to be too forward about my feelings to James, but I didn’t want to get in a crash and not be able to say them at all. Better safe than sorry?

Don't wanna say too much

Intrude on your space

Dear James,

I’d like to start this letter off by saying a plane leaving the airport, not even two hours before mine, has gone down. As far as I know, there were no fatalities. The plane wasn’t high enough in the air to do any fatal damage to anyone once it went down. It does not, however, relieve the fear I feel boarding a plane, instead it only adds fuel to the fire.

Oh, and to tell you is too scary

So I'll just say something else

I need to confess my secrets to you, in case something happens and I can’t anymore. This scares me more than the chance of a plane crash does, but I can’t die without you knowing. I’ll be using a special method of getting this letter to you, so you receive it almost the moment I send it. That is, if Dumbledore taught it to me well.

And I wish that you could hear me

When I talk to myself

You’re my best friend, you’re the most important thing ever to me. You make all the bad feel okay, and the good feel even better. You’re always there for me, whether I’m being an absolute bitch to you or sobbing my eyes out, you’re right there with me. You mean the world to me, James. But I cannot stand the term best friend. Everytime you say it, it's like a punch in the gut.

But this plane might not land safely

So, what the hell do I have to lose

If I just tell you?

I need you to know, James, that-

I wanna eat pancakes for dinner

I wanna get stuck in your head

“James, a letter is on the table for you. I believe it’s from Y/n!” James’ mother called and he raced down the stairs.

“Y/n sent a letter?” He asked, his eyes flitting to the table and landing on a white envelope. He smiled excitedly and grabbed the letter, ripping it open and reading the words.

I wanna watch a T.V. show together

And when we're under the weather we can watch it in bed

His smile dropped as he read about the crash, immediate worry filling his body as a pit settled in his stomach. His throat closed up, as if he was about to cry and he shook his head.

“What is it, Jamie?” His mom asked, worry on her face as she gazed at her son.

James shook his head, “S’nothing.” He mumbled and walked back to his room, letter clutched tightly in his hand.

I wanna go out on the weekends

I wanna dress up just to get undressed

I took a nervous deep breath as we boarded the plane, praying to whoever is out there to keep me and my family safe. However, I wasn’t naive enough to not know that despite my prayers what is planned to happen, will happen. And there’s nothing anyone can do to stop it, no matter what they try. 

I think that I should probably tell you this

In case there is an accident

And I never see you again

James sat quietly on his bed, staring blankly at the picture on his shelf. The picture of him and his best friend, the girl he loved most. The only sign of life in the boy was his soft breathing and the erratic bouncing of his knee, a tell-tale sign that he was nervous. Anxiety filled his veins as he thought about every possibility, each one worse than the last, none of them seemed to have a happy ending.

So please save all your questions for the end

And maybe I'll be brave enough by then

A gasp left my lips as the plane shook and I grabbed tightly onto my seatbelt, praying for the plane to stay in the air. It leveled out quickly and I let out a sigh of relief, rubbing my eye gently. This is the dumbest thing ever.

Don't wanna say something wrong

Don't wanna be weird

James sat nervously at the airport, his leg once again bouncing up and down. So far there was no news of a plane crash or anything like that, so he still had faith. He re-read the letter at least two dozen times, the words not quite settling in. His best friend, of almost six years, the girl he was in love with, loves him. And she wants to spend the rest of her life with him. The idea was absolutely mind boggling to the poor boy.

But if you're still in love with her

I think that I'll leave it there

And I won't ever tell you this

“Sirius, shut up. You’re annoying and you smell like a wet dog.” I said with a smile as Sirius and I turned a corner our fourth year. 

“Woah.” Sirius breathed and I looked up, my heart shattering at the sight. James stood there, his hand on Lily’s cheek as he softly kissed her. I cleared my throat and turned around. “Y/n/n-”

“Not now, Sirius.”

Oh, 'cause to tell you is too scary

So I'll just say something else

Like how was fall semester?

And what was that song about?

I smiled happily as I left the plane, a weight lifting off my chest as I walked into the airport. I linked arms with my mom who held hands with my dad as we walked to the exit of the gate. I walked out and my eyes immediately met James’.

He widely smiled as he jumped out of the chair and ran over, almost tackling me to the ground with a big bear hug. He held on tightly as he swayed us side to side, switching from foot to foot. 

“I’m so glad you’re okay.” He mumbled, not letting go.

“Me too.”

I'll try to hide the way I feel

But I'll just wanna shout

What do I have to lose right now?

“Okay, you two, let’s not block the way, yeah?” My mom said with amusement laced in her voice. James let go and took the carry on bag from my hand, also reaching over to grab my moms.

“I got these for you, ladies.” He said with a smile and I blushed as my mom waved him off with a smile. 

“No special treatment for me, James?” My dad teased and James managed to grab his bad as well.

“So sorry, ma’am. I do have a very important question for you two adults though.” James said with a serious look on his face. I furrowed my eyebrows at him and he winked.

“Yes?” My dad prompted.

“May I steal your daughter for the night? Please?”

“N-”

“Yes, of course you can.” My mom interrupted my dad and winked at me.

I wanna eat pancakes for dinner

I wanna get stuck in your head

“James, I love spending time with you but why tonight? I’m tire- wait.” I cut myself off as the door opened and a sweet aroma filled my nose. James smiled cheekily at me and ushered me in. I hesitantly walked to the kitchen island and gasped.

“Pancakes for dinner.” He said from behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. “And for the record, you’re always on my mind.”

I wanna watch a T.V. show together

And when we're under the weather we can watch it in bed

I wanna go out on the weekends

I wanna dress up just to get undressed

“James-”

“Nope. You’ve already said your piece.” He said, letting go and stepping in front of me. He grabbed my hands and looked me in my eyes. “It’s my turn.”

I think that I should probably tell you this

In case there is an accident

And I never see you again

“From the moment I laid eyes on you, attacking Sirius with spells we didn’t learn in class until second year, I swore I was in love. You were all I talked about in letters back home, and to Sirius and Remus and Peter.”

“But Lily?”

So please save all your questions for the end

And maybe I'll be brave enough by then

“Lily was a coverup. She knows, by the way. In fact, I didn’t even realize it until she told me. Y/n, you are my best friend, and I love you more than the Earth itself. You are a magnificent witch, with such an intelligent mind and beautiful face. I love every part of you. So, sorry for the lack of originality, but-”

Well, maybe I won't ever say what's in my head

No, I won't have to say anything

“I’d love to have pancakes for dinner, and like I said, you’re already stuck in my head. I want to watch a TV show with you and rewatch it together when I get you sick, or you me. I want to go out on the weekends with you and obviously I want you to dress up so I can tear it off.  I want you, Y/n. I want you.” 

I pressed a kiss to his lips, removing one of my hands from his to cup his cheek. He used his free hand and gently rubbed up and down my waist, committing the curve to memory. We pulled away and rested our foreheads together with giddy smiles.

You'll say it instead

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[4-linz]

Seven days a week.

Pairing: jungkook x reader

Genre: fluff, angst( if u squint idk)

Summary: jungkook really hated being rejected and when he took you out on a date after your ACTUAL date stood you up he did everything to make you fall in love with him.

A/n I tried to replicate what happened in the MV the best I could with out copying the song and just based this off if the vibes each day gives off :")

Wc. 1067k

At the top of the building a person stands on the edge, watching someone who seems…to be playing...on a crane?

That “person” on the building was me. And that “someone” was my crazy friend-jungkook-who offered me on a date because my ACTUAL date stood me up. Now I have to deal with his crazy nonsense because now I think he may have fallen in love with me or something. It was Monday when jungkook told me his offer and that very same night we went out. It started off nice, me complaining about all the things i didn't like about my new "relationship"if that's what you want to call it , you know how he told me he would ask me to be his girlfriend soon but 2 months in now i dont think thats going to happen. Back to the story, the “date” started nice but when the waitress asked if we were together he said YES?! I was a little over dramatic but come on we are like best friends so of course i'm going to be a little put off.

Tuesday came around and jungkook was literally hanging off my train. I was going home for the week because we got into a fight after we got home Monday. We live together and I hated being awkward in my own home so I wanted to leave for the week. And how did he find out I was leaving? I don't know because I never told him. So him HANGING OFF MY TRAIN was a little scary until he started talking. Well yelling so i could hear him through the glass. Talking about how he's sorry even though that shit eating smile on his face was still present. Jungkook only wanted me to come back home because he likes me and hates being rejected. When I tell you he has a big ego… it is worse than words can describe. His fluffy hair flowing in the wind, as much as i hate to admit it he was very attractive.

Wednesday comes around and jungkook apparently is loved by my parents because they let him stay with me at their house… sometimes I think they love him more than me. Now I'm at the laundromat and this man keeps following me. The store, the park, even the skate park and he doesn't even know how to skate. While he's sitting on one of the washing machines I'm putting away my moms clothes in the dryer and suddenly one of the pipes broke and the whole place was filling with water. I didn't want to die with this moron by my side so I tried to get out but he pulled me back. I eventually got Jungkook's hands off my waist to scold him about how we were now stuck in a flooded building, the only thing he said was he didnt want to die alone. I looked this grown man in the eye and I was like WHAT?! So u would rather kill 2 people then 1 and he.said.yes. At this point we were swimming, and I was trying to dodge the splashes his hands made when he fell back as I pushed him, mad that he put me in this situation. He was begging for me to forgive him at this point but I was having none of it. He was honestly kinda cute like this. Thankfully before I went further into my weird thoughts someone opened the shut door that had become harder to open because of the pressure the water was putting on it and it all flushed out leaving us and my moms clothes wet.

Thursday came around and he got hit by a biker and when he saw me- i was only there because my mom sent me to go get some food and i had no idea where he was, i was kinda hoping he left me alone- Jungkook tried to get out of the bed the ambulance people put him in. that man is crazy-Dedicated if you will-but i kinda respect that. And when he finally convinced the doctors he was totally fine- besides the fact that he was very much delulu and cray cray- he somehow found me in a crowd of people going in different directions and gave me flowers he bought from some random guy selling them on the street. Jungkook scares me sometimes, but of course when he told me what happened I was worried, I mean how did he know he was completely fine?! I think that just fed into his delusions more but I didn't care at that moment. He's still my friend even if he's delulu and I do still care about him.

Friday A huge storm came by and what was Jungkook doing? Following me to the house so i didn't “ get blown away” well maybe he should have looked at the wind speed because he tripped up and fell into a metal pole hurting his back… welp not my fault.

Saturday nothing really happened besides him being dramatic and laying in a casket acting as if he died from the fall. God he was crazy. And as I stood up and laughed at him calling him crazy and went out of the building I missed how Jungkook smiled when he saw me laugh.

And that brings us to today. Sunday where he rented a crane and a professional to drive it just so he could pull a stunt that scared the crap outta me. As I stood at the edge of the building watching Jungkook carefully making sure he didn't fall I thought about Monday where he raced after me when I stormed off mad and how he really was sorry. Tuesday when he literally was hanging on to a train that was going quite fast with one hand. Wednesday when the places flooded and how if he died he wanted it to be with me. Thursday when he bought me flowers even though he was hurt. Friday when he got hurt trying to watch over me. Saturday when he faked his death just so I could laugh at him and call him crazy. Maybe he wasn't so bad after all. So as we walked back home I took his hand in mine and smiled at him. Maybe we can try this out. :)

[and-the-son-makes-three]

My ocs as incorrect quotes

Key

☠️= Micah

🔮= Crystal

🪻= Madison

🍂= Rowan

🔮: I have the sharpest memory here - name one time I forgot something! 🪻: You left me, 🍂, and ☠️ in a Walmart parking lot at 2am a day ago. 🔮: I did that on purpose, try again.

🔮: What do we think of 🍂? pause 🪻: sighs Nice pal. ☠️: I think they're a psycho.

🔮: What starts with F and ends with Uck? 🪻: No it doesn't. 🍂: Firetruck! ☠️: FUCK!

☠️: Whose turn is it to give the pep-talk? 🍂: sighing 🔮. 🔮: Fuck shit up out there, but don’t die. 🪻: wiping away a tear So inspirational.

🪻: Where’s my chair? ☠️: 🔮 broke it over 🍂’s back while they were wrestling. 🍂: Correction, 🔮 was wrestling. I was eating soup.

🍂: clicks pen ☠️: clicks pen in response 🔮: Stop that. 🍂: Stop what? 🔮: You’re talking about me in Morse code! 🍂: Yes, that’s what we doing. In our very limited time, we took a class on a very outdated, very unnecessary form of communication just so we could talk about you in front of you. Congrats, you figured us out! later ☠️, to 🪻: That’s actually exactly what we were doing.

☠️: Hey, I say we go down there, kick 🍂’s door in, and let them know that we’re in town. 🔮: That ain’t the way we do things here. We may have to go in there and run a con, drop a bug, do the smooth talking. ☠️: Okay, you come with me, you do the smooth talking, let’s go. 🔮: No, we just can’t go in there and kick down 🍂’s door. We need a plan. ☠️: Well who makes the plans? 🔮: 🪻. ☠️: 🪻, what's the plan? 🪻:You guys are gonna go down there, kick 🍂’s door in, let them know you’re in town.

🍂: Hey guys I just found a new song I really like- 🪻: Is it about death? 🍂: No. 🔮: Is it about drugs? ☠️: Is it about sex? 🍂: NO- it's about happiness and peace and- 🪻, 🔮, and ☠️:

🍂: You were stabbed. Do you remember anything? 🪻: Only the ambulance ride to the hospital. 🍂: That wasn't an ambulance, I drove you. 🪻: But I heard a siren. ☠️: That was 🔮. 🔮: Sorry, I got nervous.

🔮: I'm bored. 🍂: Wanna commit first degree murder? 🔮: Sure! 🪻, hearing them: No- Stop, don't do that! Put that knife down! Put ☠️ down!!

🍂: I still don’t have a New Year’s resolution. ☠️: You could lose a few. 🔮: You could be less lazy. 🪻: Don’t be such a bitch. 🍂: Okay DAMN, SHIT.

🍂: Could you guys at least try to see this from my perspective? ☠️: crouches down 🪻: kneels down 🔮: sits on the floor 🍂: 🍂: I hate all of you.

🍂: What are the hardest things to say? 🪻: I was wrong. ☠️: I need help. 🔮: Worcestershire sauce.

☠️: What is it called when you kill a friend? 🍂: Homicide. 🪻: Murder. 🔮: Homiecide.

[fangirlthreepointoh]

@lanisfandoms on Tiktok put out a video on how the Noah Kahan Stick Season (Forever) album on 9-1-1 edits just hits (hurts) different. And since I am merely a lurker on the TikTok, I'm making this Tumblr's problem.

But literally, I've been listening to that album on repeat since maybe October/November and the parallels are crazy!!!

Everyone has great takes but I still don't understand why no one is making the Evan "Buck; Abandonment Issues TM" Buckley and Come Over connection!!!! Like seriously!

Growing Sideways for sure is an Eddie song. There's no argument there. @lanisfandoms made that point.

She was also saying Northern Attitude was one she originally thought was for Eddie, but Buck...Buck has some lines in there too.

But I was thinking like Northern Attitude can literally fit Bobby, Eddie AND Buck.

Then Strawberry Wine!!!!

Remember telling me that you thought you were cursed?

Like my first thought was Buck!!! Yes!!!

But then Bathena!!!! That song is Bathena's. For sure! For sure!

You could make it about HenRen too if you started with the time Hen got into a collision with the ambulance.

But also...if you wanted to be completely evil you could make it about Eddie and Shannon!!!! *evil maniacal laughter*

And Your Needs, My Needs...Eddie and Shannon again!

Now No Complaints

At first I was like Eddie for sure, because like he's been so angry at his dad and then the whole fight club thing.

But Buck though? especially 8A Buck?

Who's processing now that maybe he never gets to have the love that stays??? "I saw the end it looks just like the middle???"

Tell me a line wasn't more written for Buck than "In love with being noticed And afraid of being seen"?????

You know what it could be Bobby too. Like it would be messed up, because like... "I got a paper and pen and a page with no space."

But some of us need the pain so we can finally feel something. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

All My Love Buck and Abby? Maybe. I'm not sure.

Still haven't figured out New Perspective, but it would be great if someone could make that Eddie centred because "drag you back down" would hurt so good.

Now I've seen a You're Gonna Go Far edit with Eddie and Christopher, but hear me out: Maddie and Buck, because they've both been like you go do what you need to do to each other. What do you think?

Forever as Madney???

Halloween as Eddie and Shannon.

Paul Revere as Buck travelling or Maddie thinking about leaving Doug?

Hear me out...She Calls Me Back first verse Buck and Abby and second verse Eddie and Shannon?

And Everywhere, Everything could work for all the cannon couples: Henren, Bathena, Madney!

Not sure about Homesick.

I feel like making Stick Season about Buck and Abby is basic but I don't have any other ideas.

Still is Shannon and Eddie hands down.

I've seen a really good edit of Buck to The View Between Villages but I don't have any of my own opinions on that one.

Orange Juice and Dial Drunk I have no opinions on them either.

But Call Your Mom is clearly Buck about Eddie.

So there you have it folks! I don't seem to be able to listen to music without making it about these fictional little guys.

[thaissa1918]

Dear Jeremy: For over six months now i Have some stalker hacking into and destroying everything I do on the computers. He also can shut off my two cell phones whenever he wants to and almost murdered me over this past weekend. He can hear very ell what I say. I was having chess pains from the stress this person is constantly terrorizing me daily He heard me say "I am having chest pains from his stress, and I need to call either an ambulance and/or doctor. When I went to pick up my phone to call my cardiologist the man shut off my cell phone service on both my phones and I had a heart attack right here in the apartment. Last week when I felt suicidal, I went to use my cell phone to call my psychologist. When I picked up the cell phone this bastard whomever he is stopped my cell phone service for over 8 hours to try to murder me by letting me have a heart attack and not being able to call anyone. I found him on my cell phone recording my voice to murder and having an album cover .He is trying to murder me using the same type of murder weapon's my father and the mafia uses as a regular hobby. He has all types of head and screen shots of me. He is putting in what he 2was in a file called my last words and DIE/ARY called "DIERY QUEEN<" he has recorded all the shit things I have said about the mafia and you and I being in danger from the mob etc etc and his album cover even has my photo a photo of my head. He calls it his furze "art work: He has files calling them "CL/ASS/WORK KILL ASSSASSINATION WORK. My father taught me the assassination contracting business since I was born and I have killed and assassinated everyo0ne from Africa President to being a child soldier in Africa and was also a soldier with Daddy in Vietnam etc.. so I know what I see and am saying is right. He plan's to murder you too #jeremypaxman Last night I threatened to take a hit out on him and I did with Al Qaeda. Then he started showing me unfinished album covers with your photos on it and songs with your voice on them meant that he was going to kill you too. Be careful AND IF YOU WANT TO TALK MORE JUST CALL ME love Jilly

PS: I am always on your side Paxo I WAS WRITING TO YOU MORE AND THE MAN SHUT OFF MY KEYBOARD PLEASE HELP ME JEREMY. JILLY He can stop my keyboard my cell phone and he plans t murder and I have no where to go and no help from law enforcement To hell with probation. I just want peace and the human right to life and in the USA I dont even have that right. Arnold A Stark told me and I used to have a recording of it saying "I have never seen more egregious human rights violations against any US citizen but you in America it is jus like you have been living for years in North Korea right here in Passaic County. TRUTH. I I took hits out everywhere

to remove as many La Cosa Nostra members as possible since i get mine for free they came to over 2000. Since my father is ready to drown all of Brooklyn with a 8,.0 Ramapo Fault line earthquake to "tie up all his loose ends (he kills all his contractors that is how he taught me he got to be the BIG SHOT HE IS by taking care of those old contractors before they get caught by the FBI and talk ," Now he is coming for all his old acquaintances in Brooklyn." How? He has two low grade atomic bombs in the Hudson River to go off and set off the Ramapo Fault Line which runs from NYC right down to nearly touching Langley and Fort Detrick biological Warfare base. When that goes off those two bomb's Irv Starr says "It will move the systematic plates of the Atlantic Ocean cause an 8.o earthquake (Ground Zero) United Nations NYC. He says every single President will drown on that day because all presidents will be in NYC at the UN for some special occasion on that particular day. I don't know the date and Irv Starr you can cook dinner and grind him to death, and he will never tell anyone that date no matter what torture anyone puts him through. I was little but I asked my father I asked "and we were standing in Bloomingdale NJ at the time. I said "Dad, how fast will the wave be when you make it?" Irv Starr said "It will be at least 5000 miles an hour and it will wipe out the entire Bloomingdale NJ Police Station...

I then asked Daddy," Daddy, how high will the waves be IM scared?" Dad replied "They will be as high as the lights by the Bloomingdale Police Station that light up at night." I then started shaking and said "DADDY! IF I AM STILL AROUNF BLOOMINDALE NJ AT THAT TIME HOW DO I KNOW WHEN IT IS TIME TO LEAVE?!" Daddy responded by saying this: "Jill when the first two systematic activities take place on the Ramapo Fault line one being a 3.2 and the other a 2.7 (to the best of my memory) run like hell away from Bloomingdale NJ and keep running from NYC all the way to Middletown NY where Aunt Joyce lives because that Tsunami is going to kill everyone in its path up to Middletown NY where your Aunt Joyce lives. ." I said "Why are you going to do that Daddy?" Irv Starr replied "Because I am retiring the richest man in the world Jill, and no one is going to have a chance to be arrested to start singing about me and the ICA and my contracting business to ruin that for me they all have to die and Treetop are where the majority of my contractors are in this area and the Tsunami will reach Nick and Dora Los Gatos in Syosset where the other majority of my contractors are Jill.," Then I have to take out Harry J Shortway from Nam (Vietnam) so the Tsunami has to take out Susses and it will end before my sister Joyces house in Middletown." Then I said What about Paxman are you going to kill him too?" Irv Starr said," He is one of the biggest lose ends I have besides you Jill. if I have to I will blow up all of Buckingham Palace, Mi6 and all the BBC just to murder Former Mi6 Director General Sir Howard Andrew Parker." We used to work at Babcock and Wilcox you remember him dont you Jill from there?" I had to tell him "Yes." It is true.

[writers-ex]

hi you're back!! idk what happened, i don't wanna know as well but i'm sending you a huuug 💗 and hopefully you saw my ask about how to deal with nosy anons and found it helpful for you 💗

in celebration of me getting closer to finishing my backlogs (and claiming that I get all of it done today whew): a request! the one with the song stuff hihihi although i'll let you choose between two because i have lss from a lot of songs these days 🤧

A. Fluff!

song: I Feel Good by BINI

lyrics: *those in bold aren't sung in English*

"I feel good everytime that I'm with you, my eyes won't stray from you oh, oh, don't ever wanna part, even if I'll have to wait for you forever. Oh wait! turns out I can't wait anymore, I'm so eager for your love, and all emotions start to get real oh boy I love how you make me feel. It feels unbelievable, Cupid shot me, whenever you're there everything feels lighter yeah yeah"

idk but this song (and mv phew - it's a feast for my eyes lmao) is so colorful and fun it makes me feel like i'm also in love 😅

B. Angst :(

songs: Maharani (Great Queen)by Alamat and Hanggang Sa Huli (Until the End) by SB19

lyrics:

Maharani - "he doesn't understand what he's wasting, while I'm over here just waiting, like your numerous other suitors by the sides, I promise I'm not going crazy, you're my only Great Queen - will you give me a chance, if ever I might attain your love? Queen, let me be your King, I swear to god I'll never get tired of you, Great Queen"

Hanggang Sa Huli - "if our paths cross, then we're meant to be. Had I said everything then, would things be different now? With every breath, I pray that I could be with you. And if this is our last moment together, I want you to know that I love you, I love you, I love you"

okii I'm leaving it in your hands, hope you feel the vibe of the songs and get those creative juices flowing ang and and have fun with whichever prompt you wanna do!! don't forget to eat well todayyy 💗

- 😚

ok the girls in the MV are so cute and this at home arts and crafts vibe is so cute uwu so i thought of doing domestic things with lia bc yes like its a rainy day and you're both stuck at home so what better thing to do than use the paint set you bought a while ago and paint your jeans together to match each other while lia attempts to bake some cupcakes to watch a movie together however you panic and almost spill paint on the couch when you hear her cry out, running to the kitchen yuo see her sucking her finger that she managed to burn taking out the cupcake pan from the oven without gloves T_T so you kiss and wrap her boo-boo and start scolding her when she cheers and points out the window to show that the rain has stopped and a rainbow graces your window making you look at your shy girlfriend smiling before pulling each other into a soft kiss whispering how much you loved each other

the angst- its a bit dark for even my standards the mv actually made me think of arriving too late to stop yeji from leaving the office after your heated argument about a project you were both working on, she storms out furious and heads home but turns around to hear you calling out to her and…fails to notice the car turning the corner and hitting her, screaming you rush over to her bleeding body her face frozen in shock as the color drains from her face as she stares into your eyes, you plead and beg for her to hang on but its too late she can't hear your apologizes and i love yous as her body goes limp leaving you at the crossroad while the ambulance drives over too late T^T damn now im sad

[georgiainportugal]

Well another week has come and gone. I can’t believe it is September and I have almost been here for 2 months. Well this week I have actually received some compliments that my Portuguese is getting better and people are starting to understand what I’m saying at times. Maybe they’re being nice or they want me to buy them a beer? Or perhaps it’s actually true!

I still make the same mistake of saying ‘tu fala ingles’ which means ‘you speak English’ instead of ‘eu falo ingles’ which means ‘I speak English’. But I think people know what I mean. I use this if people start saying something that I don’t understand or, if a random person tries to sell me something and I want to pretend that I don’t understand.

Sometimes it’s obvious that I don't understand though because apparently I pull a strange face of shock/panic, according to a nice lady in the shop. I went to buy a dress during the week and she asked nicely ‘can I help you?’, in Portuguese, but then started speaking in English to translate about 2 seconds after. I laughed and asked how she could tell I spoke English and she replied, “because you pulled the biggest face of panic!”

So, I clearly need to work on my facial expressions because I would hate for a charming Portuguese man to come and speak to me, and then for me to pull a face like I've just sucked an extremely sour lemon. I don’t think they would want to continue the conversation if that happened, in fact, I think they would be extremely concerned and may even call an ambulance.

Saying that, I think my Portuguese is slowly getting better because I led a game of bingo on Friday with some children in the youth centre and managed to read out the numbers in Portuguese, with some help with pronunciation.

I have 2 Portuguese lessons per week and this week, we didn’t go on too many tangents as per usual. We usually start talking about one thing and end up going completely off topic. For example, we were talking about kings and queens one time and then had a 30 minute conversation about roman numerals instead of learning Portuguese. That’s why I really like my Portuguese teacher. She is from Mozambique and always teaches me something new about history or politics each week. I only recently found out that Portuguese is commonly spoken in parts of Africa. It is another reason why I want to continue learning because it would be amazing to travel and speak with people around the world.

One thing which has been helping me to learn Portuguese is by listening to Portuguese music. Some of the songs are proper good tunes which I bop to, as I’m walking alone with my headphones in. Anyone walking past must think I'm quite crazy as I sing to myself and walk looking like my legs are twitching strangely. Oh well, it makes the walk to Lidl easier, especially when you’re carrying bottles of diet coke or Superbock beer home. Jesus, they can be heavy! Or perhaps I'm just not very strong… I'm choosing the first reason.

I love running along a beautiful river nearby and listening to any upbeat Portuguese song makes it much easier to continue, despite a waterfall of sweat flowing down my back. The only problem with listening to music while running is that you lose track of sounds and people behind you. The other day, I went to turn down a path to the right of me without realising there was a bike overtaking me. I knocked into an old man in his 60s, thank goodness he didn’t fall off! However, he didn’t look particularly impressed. It was lucky that I was running, and I subtly smiled apologetically and sped up my running to get away as soon as possible.

Why do I always have to do something embarrassing? I guess it will make these blog posts a little more interesting perhaps… if anyone is actually reading.

Well congratulations, you got to the end of my first blog post. See you next time :)

[servin-up-surveys]

survey #241

Do you have any scented candles in your home? What scent(s)? We tend to use wax melts more often, but I do know that Mom has one in the living room right now. I just can't remember the scent, I just recall the color is yellow.

Are you planning any special outings with family or friends? No.

Who were the last 3 males you talked to? Girt, my psychiatrist, Devin.

What was the last form of communication you used to speak to your best friend? (e.g. text, phone call) Discord.

Do you ever wear lipstick? What colour(s) do you prefer? Not really, but whenever I would put lipstick on for a picture, I prefered black.

Does the person you love/like have a car? What colour is it? Yes, black.

The last person you kissed – are they older or younger than you? He's two years older.

One word to describe your most recent ex? Overdramatic is a kinder one.

Do you like snow? I LOVE snow.

Have you ever seen anyone famous in the street? No, you don't see famous people where I live lol.

What was the first tattoo you got or what would be the first tattoo you’ll get? It was a semicolon butterfly.

Have you ever been late for school or work? School, yes, because I was a pain in the absolute ass to get up. It wasn't by much, but still enough for a tardy. Tardies are the only reason I ever had detention.

Is there a basement in your house? If so, what is it used for? No.

Have you driven a car today? No, I don't drive. It gives me crippling anxiety and makes me an unsafe driver.

Where was your first job and how old were you? GameStop, I was probably 19.

When was the last time you started a new medication? Within the past month.

What is your favorite type of nut? I mean, I like cashew bars. I'm in general not really a nut person.

Can you name all 50 US state capital cities? Nope.

When was the last time you were at a pet store? It's been many months.

Where did you go, the last time you left your house? My sister's house to help Mom watch Nicole's dog.

Do you like your singing voice? No. It sounds okay with some songs, but I don't think it does for most.

Do you think that you’ve ever actually been IN love with someone? Twice.

If so, do you still feel the same way about them? Only one.

Have you ever been to an amusement park? Yes.

Name someone you wish you had never met: I kinda wish I'd never met Sara. Jason hurt me more, but I feel like I needed that experience. I needed nothing I went through with Sara.

Why? We tried being friends so many times, and it always ended ugly. She's said unforgivable things about me. She's a massive reason why I doubt myself and my value. My relationship with her just involved a lot of pain.

Do you still seriously make pinky promises? Yes lol.

What’s your favorite aspect of your life? I don't know. I don't exactly enjoy life lately.

What’s something you find utterly disgusting? Pedophilia, for one. I'm wildly disgusted by people who want it to be included in the LGBTQ+ umbrella.

Who is someone you’ve been enjoying watching on YouTube recently? I've been watching a lot of Game Grumps.

Who was the last of your friends to have a baby? I don't remember.

Have you ever contemplated shaving your head, and if so, why? Not entirely, no. I did cut my hair very short though.

Which family member did you get your height from? My mom.

Which TV channel did you watch the most as a kid? Animal Planet if I was watching alone. With my sisters, Disney Channel was normally on.

Do you prefer black tea, herbal tea, or green tea? I hate tea.

What do you think of hypnosis? Do you believe in it? I believe it's bullshit.

Do you think you look better with long hair or short hair? Short.

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Yes, for an asthma attack.

Which did you have first: Myspace or Facebook? Myspace.

What color was your nursery when you were a baby? I don't believe I had a nursery. I suppose possibly in the house I was born into, I don't remember it whatsoever, but.

Do you have a rug in your room? Not exactly, the entire floor is carpeted.

Have you ever talked about your period with a guy? Were they okay with it, or grossed out? Only with boyfriends I'd been with for a while, and because I dated mature fucking people, they didn't care.

In-N-Out, ever been there? If not, what’s a good burger place around your town? No. I just go to basic bitch places that everyone has lol. We do have Cook Out here, but I don't think I've tried their burgers, I've been there like twice.

Have you ever been to an Asian (any type) market? If so, what is the closest one to you? No.

How many people have texted you today? Did you reply to all of them? I haven't texted anyone.

How would you feel if your significant other had tattoos? I wouldn't care at all, I know he wants at least one.

Was your last text message from someone of the opposite sex? No.

Where was the last place on your body that you felt physical pain? My back has been bothering me quite a lot lately.

Can your significant other/crush sing? Very well.

Who was the last person you apologized to? What did you apologize for? I don't remember.

Did you straighten your hair today? I never straighten my hair.

Would you spend the night in a haunted house? Yes.

Can you honestly tell the difference between DiGiorno and delivery pizza? Yes.

Can you call your ex without it being awkward? No.

Do you drink bottled water? Not in my daily life. We use a filter and then I drain the water into my own cup.

Honestly, are things going the way you planned? Hell no.

Have you ever given out your number and then regretted it? No.

Your ex REALLY needs you at 3am and you have a way to their house would you go? No, there is no reason my ex would need me specifically.

Does the thought of marriage scare you? No.

Would your parents get mad if you got drunk while they were present? No.

How many teeth have you had extracted? Two, both my only wisdom teeth.

What’s a popular candy that you do not like? Snickers.

Do you ever have to babysit? So, I'm WITH my mom when she babysits my nieces and nephew, but tbh I don't exactly take part in caring for them. I mean, I'll interact, but that's the extent of it. I am not a kid person.

Have you ever lucid dreamed? Once.

Have you ever intentionally killed an animal for fun? Hell fucking no.

Do you like mangoes? So I actually hate mangoes themselves because of texture, but I LOVE the flavor of mango.

Do you enjoy playing board games? I don't.

Have you ever made your boy/girlfriend choose between you and someone else? No.

Have you ever had a lead role in a play? No.

Are you a monogamous person? Or do you hate commitment? I'm personally monogamous, but I have no issue with people who aren't.

Have you ever met someone in person that you first met online? Yes.

Is weed legal in your state? It's not.

Out of all your usernames for websites, which one is your favorite? Do you use it for more than one site? Ozzkat. I use it almost everywhere.

Have you ever spent the whole day (or multiple days) just looking up one thing on the internet (e.g., videos of your favorite band, how-to videos, quizzes, etc.)? Oh ABSOLUTELY.

Which condiment (ketchup, mustard, etc.) do you use the most of? I think ketchup.

Have your parents ever questioned your virginity? Yes.

Is there a certain song you like to headbang to? No, I'm not a headbanger.

Do you own many pairs of shorts? I own no shorts.

Have you ever taken a close-up shot of a flower? Yes, I'm a nature photographer.

When was the last time you sang out loud to yourself? It's been a very long time. I don't sing.

On a hot day, would you prefer ice cream or a popsicle? Ice cream.

Have you played cards recently? No.

Have you ever been to New York? Not the city, but the state. I have family there.

Does your optimism sometimes hurt you? I'm not optimistic, so...

Are you currently saving for anything? I literally don't have a dollar to my name. I don't have a source of income.

Have you ever gotten stitches? A couple times. For my concussion wound and after my cyst removal surgery.

When was the last time you changed your picture on Facebook? Not too terribly long after I dyed my hair lilac.

Would you consider yourself to be physically strong? No.

Have you ever painted a piece of furniture? Yes actually, I helped Jason paint a big dresser-like thing.

Do you have a really fat cat? No, Roman is healthy. He has an obvious primordial pouch like some cats do, but that's normal.

Do your initials spell a word? No.

When was the last time you questioned someone’s intelligence? I was reading the Facebook comments on a video in Paris that showed how extreme homelessness is, and people were so fucking disgusting. Like people CHOOSE homelessness or something and their existence on the streets "dirties" the city. No one SHOULD have to live on the street, but their fucking existence doesn't make the city itself filthy. People have no goddamn empathy.

Have you ever made a business card for yourself? No.

Have you ever had an idea that you just couldn’t put on paper? Oh yes, this is the bane of creatives.

Do you own a pool? No, not like we have the space in our yard. Only a kiddie pool could fit.

Have you ever been severely burned? No.

Did you ever dream that you had a baby? I've oddly had these dreams a lot.

[phillipcole]

Post-AGT Appearance 1288: Scott Shannon in the Morning January 29

Man of my Dreams would have dropped to 16 last week, Canadian Wildfires into the 90s on the country chart. Toad woman of Tennessee would have been first again last weekend with $16 million, reaching $195 million domestic. In international release it would have been first in 4 new countries where we introduced it last weekend, international total $98 million so far. Demon Dress would have reached $202 million. It would have been nominated for 4 Oscars: Fashion, hair and makeup, special effects and the song.

With Phillip in his likely final coma I would be drowning in interview requests. My agent would decide I should start with Scott Shannon. His representative would have rehearsed much of the interview and I would rehearse a bit with his producer. They would finally put me on earlier this hour today.

Shannon: Welcome back to Scott Shannon in the Morning. A lot of you remember the good old days of 2015-16 when every Monday morning about this time, or Tuesdays following a holiday weekend, we chatted with entertainer Phil Cole about his career, politics and world events. We can't go back to those wonderful days, but he is joining us this morning from, where are you Phil?

PBC: A bunker in Canada.

Shannon: And how are you? Like Humpty Dumpty you had a great fall recently.

PBC: Yes, I still have the bruise.

Shannon: If you don't know, Phil was on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert 2 weeks ago. He fell down at the end and no one knew if it was part of the performance. Was it, Phil?

PBC: Yes, but from now on if that happens, call the ambulance.

Shannon: I want you to know I understood the joke and, unfortunately, explaining it is not fit for a family audience. So, let's go on to the other matters that came up that night. Phillip is in a coma again.

PBC: Yes, and from now on the Colbert people decide when to pull the plug, whether he dies instantly, how to bury him...

Shannon: And when you finally reveal the last name on Phillip's sick list.

PBC: Yes, probably.

Shannon: There's some doubt about that part?

PBC: Yes, as always, the last person on the list could pass away while we're waiting for the Late Show to pull the plug.

Shannon: Aha! Is that likely?

PBC: I'm not telling, not even hinting.

Shannon: Also on that show you officially became the first-or maybe one of the first-to say that former President Trump's possession of classified documents is treason.

PBC: Yes, why is everyone afraid of that word?

Shannon: I don't know, but we now have a public opinion poll that says only 35% of Americans consider it a crime.

PBC: I think someone better start looking in the garages of the other 65%.

Shannon: Ha ha ha Now the reason Phillip is in the coma is because Trump won the New Hampshire primary. Were you surprised at all with the results?

PBC: Remember the line from Moby Dick. I see a madman beget more mad men.

Shannon: Indeed, and you are hiding in Canada now.

PBC: Not just hiding. I've been making deals that will eventually result in 3 more hit movies, LORD willing.

Shannon: Yes, and congratulations are in order. Your new movie was first 3 weeks in a row so far.

PBC: Yes, the 35% who thinks Trump is guilty of a crime must know a good movie when they see one.

Shannon: Well, I've seen Toad woman of Tennessee. I must admit that isn't normally my kind of movie, but you did a great job and Miley Cyrus should be a big star now.

PBC: Yes, she did great. I think her songs are going to be on the charts all year too.

Shannon: Now, you had nothing to do with the Miley Cyrus songs, right?

PBC: Yes, or with the song from Demon Dress.

Shannon: Nominated for 4 Oscars!

PBC: So I'm overcoming some of the hostility, but I still think someone might kill me soon.

Shannon: Hopefully things will blow over. In the past, Phil, you used the Shannon show to make predictions about upcoming elections. How do you think the Presidential primaries might shape up?

PBC: Well, for one thing, we have almost a month before the South Carolina primary.

Shannon: That's unusual. Why do you think that is?

PBC: They made it as late as they could to give President Robinette time to announce his retirement.

Shannon: Please tell us why you refer to President Biden as Robinette.

PBC: That's his middle name and his performance so far, especially in foreign policy, reminds me of a tiny bird.

Shannon: So you think both parties should dump the front runners and start fresh?

PBC: I don't know why anyone disagrees; I really don't.

Shannon: Now the top Democratic opponent is Congressman Dean Phillips. He lost New Hampshire badly despite the fact that President Biden's name wasn't on the ballot. How do you figure?

PBC: Well, that's very disappointing, but there was no good way out for New Hampshire Democrats. The reason they were not supposed to vote first is because they had no use for Robinette in 2020. Their top choices were appalling too though. So if they voted overwhelmingly for Phillips it would show that they have contempt on the incumbent. The last time they did that, it went badly. Phillips would be about my fifth choice if the same 12 people from 2020 were running against him. However he is the best Democratic choice right now, except when None of the Above is an option.

Shannon: Very good. Now on the Republican side, Trump still has 3 challengers. How did Governor Burgum win Iowa?

PBC: Iowa goes to the person who shakes the most hands. Then he gets 12% in New Hampshire because he had no time to visit New Hampshire until the last week.

Shannon: Do you see him doing well anywhere else?

PBC: If he understands the caucus system he can sweep the west.

Shannon: But most of the south votes first, except for Nevada.

PBC: I fear the worst in Nevada. The south is the key to victory.

Shannon: Nikki Haley is the Governor of South Carolina.

PBC: Yes, and she is in a tight spot. She has to win South Carolina. That won't do much for her though. I don't know if she can dominate the south. She somehow won the hearts of her state, but there's nothing southern about her.

Shannon: That brings us to Governor Ron Desantis of Florida.

PBC: Now he is a real southerner.

Shannon: Do you think he can do anything?

PBC: Cole, do you think Ron Desantis can win most of the southern primaries?

Cole: Nah, us southerners in places like Tennessee, Alabama, Mississippi, Georgia, Kentucky and Arkansas are so sick of them slick fellers from Florida and Texas tryin' to get our votes we ain't gonna vote for them no more.

Shannon: So, the outlook is not good for any of them .

PBC: Unless people come to their senses real fast.

Shannon: We have to take a break. Don't go away.

[the-firebird69]

Watch "Neil Diamond - Forever In Blue Jeans" on YouTube

This is actually Tommy f. Was talking about diamonds and how he's going to be continuously mining them and they have him bowing that's really very true they're doing investigative work on mining these diamonds here. Which way to force in. It's important that things get put down the way I say and they're changing them and they won't get the meaning. I have to write the lyrics for this song and my husband got it right away it was idiots are blaming me pass something is laughing saying I won't get anything it's all sealed off. Yeah big mess because the kids died which never really they were never really free they never have any free will they were practically not alive. Some of them tried to escape no. It was terrible. This kind of song is what he thinks all the time he's talking shop constantly every single thing that he did is out there I didn't do enough. It was very arrogant it has my husband put stuff out there the mass of armies are forming to go after him massive armies and he is not ready to face what's coming and he's going to be a crushed flat like a pancake

Hera

I had to go out to the park where Bozo died she found them called the ambulance and they got him out eventually he was revived he died from radiation exposure everybody wanted to know where it was. And they all fight over it now. But it was my grandma and she tried to tell him to go read the letter and it was too late by the time he was revived I think she went missing so I told her it was dangerous and to have someone else do it I don't think she listened and cop Grandma is up on the planet hoth. And those were the other half is when she gets there cuz she's the oma budsman. Now she's heading out to Memphis Tennessee to Graceland and Ellie is there and trying to get in, and has a key and some stuff.. I tried to send Joel a message and I couldn't find him or reach him I didn't know where he was and I couldn't find other people like Michelle and I thought she was out of the accident and Peter had that was not answering the phone did he moved out to Webster or something with a different lady man turned out to be Sarah. You look like Camilla pachelbel's Parker bowels. Ellie has a key to the back entrance into the house has the key code for the alarm not sure how she got that cuz it was my grandma's job so there's another problem

Zues Hera

They are all dead

Thrym

We're going to go down there and clean this place out I can't believe how stupid you people are

Preston

Ellie has the key and it'll take her 20 minutes to break through no bja is sending people

Thor Freya

I did check and I asked how long and it won't take 20 minutes but we have to be there or it will

Trump

I hate the language you're forcing to say stupid things because you're stupid Trump but really you are a n***** you dress up like one then you act like one truthfully your white trash and you're a wigger and when I hear from you at all we don't want to hear from you at all ever and just sit there like a moron and you won't move so going to make you move now

Go get your letter and nobody's read it this time's wife was doing it the right way and you guys never do it the right way

Gu Oya and I'm speaking for a reason because Garth is shooting out there

We better get going and I knew it was there no and he mailed it there and the latches latched and I suddenly see something I don't have the key for that damn thing it's not much of a key there's a lot of people looking for that box but I want to go to the laundromat to bother him

Trump

You go to laundromat we start taking your stuff

Zues Hera

I plan to you can't stop me

Trump

I went all in a meeting right now I want to go hog wild on this piece of s***take everything he has and get it every idiot here and take them all out so it can go all over the world take his areas down pull everything out and I want Giants in the Eastern hemisphere to rip it out now

Zues Hera

We're going ahead and do that and we're ready for him to say it so we have teams ready and big ones I'm going to rip out huge things and pull it all out and take it we're going to set up obelisk I'm going to take over the territory too and we're doing it right away

Thor Freya

We'll probably end up using those balls cuz they're irradiated and we're going to fill them with stuff and fire them in areas from his stupid ship

Nuada Arrianna

Olympus

[lindsaywesker]

Good morning! I hope you slept well and feel rested? Currently sitting at my desk, in my study, attired only in my blue towelling robe, enjoying my first cuppa of the day. Happy Hump Day!

Here is my new idea for Wednesday’s status. I hope you like it?

I am calling today’s status WEDNESDAY WORDS.

I love words. I have written stage plays, radio plays, TV scripts, novels, short stories, songs, newspaper articles and, obviously, this blog every morning, so you must know I love words!

Here are the rules of WEDNESDAY WORDS: if you decide to post a comment today, just post some words that you really love. Let me repeat that: IF you decide to post a comment today, just post some words that you really love. It could be a few words from a novel? A few lines from a poem? Some lyrics from one of your favourite songs? A profound quote? A philosophical thought? A great line of dialogue from a play or film? Anything you want. Long or short; five words or 30 words, I don’t care! Don’t give us any names or titles, just give us the words they said. If people really like them, they can ‘Google’ the source.

I will start.

“Ism's in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon, ‘I don't believe in Beatles, I just believe in me.’ Good point there. After all, he was The Walrus.”

REMEMBER: if you decide to post a comment today, just post some words that you really love.

Saw a great ‘vox pop’ on my Twitter timeline the other day. An English journalist asking English people how much they thought medical costs were in America. His respondents were fairly freaked-out when he quoted the figures. Without health insurance, the average per-day hospital cost in the U.S. is $2,883, with California ($4,181) the most expensive, and Mississippi ($1,305) the least. The average hospital stay is 4.6 days, at an average cost of $13,262. If surgery is involved, hospital costs soar through the roof. Calling an ambulance can cost you $400, visiting the ER can cost you $150, pancreatic cancer treatment can cost you $31,000-plus, breast cancer treatment can cost you $48,000-plus. When the government gets rid of the NHS, we can all look forward to these costs but, as we’ve all got loads of available cash, this shouldn’t be a problem.

One of my students was playing me some music by one of his favourite artists. A successful, young trap act from Atlanta. He asked me my opinion. I had to tell him I preferred – what for me is – the golden age of hip hop: EPMD, Biggie, 2Pac, A Tribe Called Quest, De La Soul, Jungle Brothers, Busta Rhymes, The Roots, Outkast, Mos Def, Pharaoahe Monch, Common etc. The video he was showing me was slow and grungy, used the ’n’ word about 200 times and featured really dark violence. No wonder kids think nothing of killing each other! There was no bass line just a very low, distorted sound. I told him that, back in the day, hip hop was dance music (‘Don’t Scandalize Mine’, ‘Talkin’ All That Jazz’, ‘Treat ‘Em Right’ etc.) He said that young people danced to this music. I was not shocked. What passes for hip hop these days is often very slow and very depressing. Definitely a generational thing!

Have a wonderful and well-endowed Wednesday. I love you all. Yes, a crazy, bald man loves and cares about you.