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heatedwither · 2 years ago

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deadite! ellie x fem reader.

summary- when you finally come back to the apartment from your trip to the grocery store, ellie notices something different about your scent.

word count- 4.7k.

warnings- smut, mentions of blood and violence, cursing.

note- this has been in my drafts forever. i’ve decided to release this before ‘the decay of your body’ because i am very excited to share this, and to be honest, i am proud of this one.

being held captive by a walking corpse was not something you were looking forward to. from the moment that trained nose took in the faintest whiff of your scent, she knew. that was the one. you were gonna be the one human she spared and kept hidden from the outside world, only staying by her side because she cannot understand why you would even need to be away from her when your job is to just sit there and look pretty for her. and as much as she wants to tackle you down and make you bleed that gorgeous shade of red, she can’t risk passing a demon onto you and watching it take over her precious girl’s body, that’s her job. you aren’t allowed to leave the apartment, roaming the building is a big no because ellie would not hesitate to drag those demons back down to hell, laughing as she pulverized them to nothing. rarely are you ever allowed to go outside, unless you need one of those monthly trips to the grocery store that ellie hates so badly since it feels like forever that you are gone, and those revolting scents that are plastered onto your body nearly makes her fall into a fit of rage. those disgusting humans had the audacity to get too close to what belongs to her.

ellie is absolutely and utterly obsessed with all things you. it was because of her obsession that you are alive and breathing instead of rotting like all the other poor souls in the building. forget about having time to yourself, alone time is out of the question. ellie needs to be right in your face at all times. you're trying to cook something? she's right there looming over you. shower time? you better not lock the door because she will bang and bang until the door finally caves in.

it’s a good thing she’s limited to the apartment, if she were able to roam the city there would be nothing but chaos, ellie would make sure to slaughter anyone she comes into contact with. that person is too close? dead. he smells weird? dead. that innocent person who hasn’t even acknowledged your existence? dead.

she’ll go on and on and rant about how she’ll hunt them down and gut them with her own hands, something you have to listen to while she tries to remove that awful smell from your body and replace it with hers, which results in you being pinned down and smothered by a very possessive demon. all the while she’s letting out a low, guttural noise as she attaches to your body, making sure you can’t slip out of her grasp. it didn't take much for ellie to turn absolutely feral, she's like that by nature, but you bring out another side of her that she has not experienced, something that demon was not aware of.

you struggle, but there’s no way you can wiggle out of her tight hold. one hand holds your arms above your head while the other is wrapped around your neck, threatening to squeeze just a little harder if you continue thrashing around and making this difficult for her. any other time she may enjoy watching you try so helplessly to shake her off, but right now she needs to rub her scent on you. there is no way she is going to let you stink up her apartment with someone else’s filthy stench, especially if it’s stuck to you, her human. ellie didn't care what the situation was or where you were, if she noticed a difference in your scent she was gonna mount you and keep you underneath her, lasting for however long she wanted.

all you could see was her tangled red hair and the perfect ink that was still visible on her graying skin. you were panting, breathing hard and ellie twitched at the smallest change in your scent- fear and excitement. perhaps that was what drew her to you in the first place, how delicious your fear was, the intoxicating scent of your blood growing hotter whenever you are in her presence. your heartbeat thumping so hard in your chest that she can hear a mile away. it’s unlike the other humans, she can hunt them down and hack and slash away at their bodies for game but you, she cannot bring herself to actually harm you. as much as she would like to see you looking pretty in a pool of blood, she needs you alive for her.

you're her sweet girl, her human that was made for her. you can be troublesome at times, but ellie will always put you back in your place and remind you who's the bigger, more lethal person between the two of you. you try not to give her any problems just so you can stay alive another day, but you are only human and no matter how many times you are exposed to ellie's behavior, a part of you will always be terrified of her and what she can do to you whenever she's had enough.

her face is now buried in your neck, her long tongue lapping away right against that spot where she has perfectly mapped out one of your major arteries. that specific area, pumping and pulsing with blood. it’s one of her favorite spots to just nudge her nose, taking in your scent as she drags her tongue against your skin, leaving behind that black liquid that occasionally seeps from her mouth whenever she locks eyes with you. her nails dig into your shoulders, deep, but not enough to actually break skin.

you’d be lying if you said you didn’t secretly enjoy how vulnerable and weak ellie made you feel. here she was, pinning you down and drooling all over you, rubbing that pungent odor all over your body. at first you thought you’d never get used to having this demon smother you in that foul stench and practically glue herself to you most of the time, but after many tiring occasions you grew used to it, and to be honest, you liked it.

you wince and let out one of those whimpers she loves so much. her body twitches and her hand slowly trails down your chest, her fingers grazing the material of your shirt before frantically ripping it off of you. there goes another one of your shirts ruined, but ellie did not care one bit, simply due to the fact that it was in the way, and she never understood why you felt the need to wear pieces of cloth over your body especially since you looked so perfect undressed. the cold air hit your chest, making you shiver, but that was enough for ellie to grab your hips and lift them up slightly so she could press them against hers. she slowly started grinding against you, dragging her tongue against your skin, tracing your veins and arteries underneath your flesh. her hands undid your bra, which she was nice enough to not rip off this time. her face immediately went to your breasts, which she enjoyed licking and nipping at. she’s always adored your body, but she loved littering your skin in bruises.

you could feel the vibrations in her throat as her mouth attached to your soft flesh, her tongue was burning up- just like the rest of her body that was producing so much friction against you. ellie had mounted herself on your thigh, her bony fingers pressing into your hips as she rocked against you.

ellie finally removed her face from your chest, locking eyes with you and drooling at the sight of her sweet girl all flustered and burning up just for her. that look that drove her crazy, your eyes peering up at her and your lips parted, letting out small pants and huffs.

“please… ellie..”

you begged, but you had no idea what you were actually begging for. all you knew was that you wanted ellie to touch every part of you, smother you in her eye watering scent once again and somehow, press herself harder against you. your pleads were music to her ears, often times she would tease you endlessly just to hear you beg and whine so pathetically. this woman took pleasure in watching you suffer, she loved how you reacted to every little thing she did, she could barely lay a finger on you and you would absolutely lose your mind. ellie took pride in this, her being the only one who could have such an effect on you. she knew you would always submit to her, you were her good girl after all. she leaned her face closer to yours, her slender fingers creeping up to your jaw and holding it in place so you had no choice but to meet her piercing gaze.

“please, what?”

ellie's voice turned deep, demonic, much different than that sweet motherly voice she usually used around you. that feral grin turned into a straight face and you knew ellie was completely serious, she wasn't very pleased with you referring to her as that name. she had allowed you to call her ellie sometimes, but the demon always reminded you that ellie was somewhere burning away in hell. you could feel her claws poking into your flesh, ellie's patience was non existent, you knew if she asked you something you better reply quick and not make her wait. if she was upset, you better hope that you can somehow managed to calm her down.

your heart started racing, you knew you messed up, this was the part where ellie finally tosses you aside and puts an end to you, right when you were enjoying her feral and carnal nature towards you. truth be told, ellie had no plans of getting rid of you, she enjoyed implementing fear inside you. she’ll sink her claws in your flesh just a little more if that means seeing you shake underneath her.

“sorry… mommy”

you whined, face turning red in embarrassment as the words bounced off your tongue. ellie’s lips soon curled into that wide grin she usually has plastered on her face, her pupils dilating and that pungent black sludge dripping from her mouth that you weren’t such a big fan of, but since it was from ellie you thought of it as a form of affection.

“good girl. now… what do you want from me, hm?”

ellie’s hips started moving slowly again, just barely pressing against your thigh. her grip on your jaw softened and her fingers caressed the side of your face. as soft as ellie tried being with you, it never lasted for long, it was something you still had to teach her, and ellie wasn’t the greatest at understanding how humans worked. you once tried teaching her what a simple hug was, but ellie stared at you like you were insane and figured you wanted something else. you never realized it, but you taught ellie a lot. as clueless as she can be about humans she’s noticed everything you do- your habits, the way you do everything. ellie has studied you carefully and there was nothing she hadn’t already seen you do. she doesn’t understand why you do things, but she knows you do them.

a wave of embarrassment hit you again. you knew what you wanted, but actually saying it? you wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out. you knew ellie found amusement in your embarrassment, she would brutally tease you and degrade you for being such a filthy girl.

you couldn’t handle it anymore. ellie made you feel so dirty, but you enjoyed it because it was her making you feel so dirty. right now all you could think of was ellie’s hands roaming every part of your body, how every touch made your skin grow hot and much to your embarrassment, how much you wanted to grind onto her perfect thighs.

your scent changed, ellie immediately picked up on it. her head twitched and you could hear a clicking sound erupting from her throat, she could smell your arousal. you could hear her sniffing around and soon she lowered herself, dragging her nose from your breast to your stomach slowly. those faint touches were enough to make you soak through your panties, her face was buried against the waist line of your skirt, just sniffing, trying to take in as much of your arousal as she could.

ellie didn’t seem to be interested in your response anymore, that was a first- but now she’s currently occupied with something else. she’s focused on that sweet scent coming from between your legs. a low growl vibrated from her throat and before you could even look at her again she was already peering up at you with her shit eating grin. you locked eyes with her and you could feel the blood rush to your cheeks.

so many delectable scents coming from her sweet girl. it was difficult for ellie to actually hold back, you could tell from those guttural noises and the way her nails dug into the flesh on your hips.

“answer me you filthy slut”

of course she didn’t forget.

you whimpered at the raspy demonic voice, your eyes closing and threatening to release a tear. ellie’s voice never failed to make you jump. the woman in general was terrifying, and you’ve accepted the fact that she always will be like that. your thighs shut together and a tingly feeling shot through your body, another proof of ellie’s effect on you. there was something about those bloody fingers, the ones that tried their best to caress you but always ends up burrowing into your skin. her face that was always so close to yours, covered in blood and saliva that you would occasionally wipe off at times and ellie would just stare at you, confused as to why you did that. and her voice, the way she could change from a calming motherly one to something so terrifying and evil. this woman gave you butterflies in every way. it took a while getting accustomed to her demon antics, but you are probably just as obsessed with her as she is with you.

“t-touch me? please, mommy?”

you begged nicely, just as ellie taught you to do. if you were a good girl and begged for her she may or may not stop teasing you so much, but ellie always did what she wanted and that also meant ignoring your requests if she felt like doing so. she was selfish in a way, but her demon brain can’t understand actually giving in for a human and doing as they say. that doesn’t mean she doesn’t listen to you, ellie believes you are the only exception but even the exception doesn’t always get what she wants.

ellie’s head lifted just slightly so she could get a good look at you, her weak little human who’s looking so cute and vulnerable. she was pleased with how well you could beg, though ellie was always one to make you beg until you got sick and tired of it. you think batting your lashes and being cute could make her cave in? she wasn’t going to let you get what you want so easily. her fingers danced around the material of your skirt, lifting it up a little. you knew she was teasing, there wasn’t a time ellie had ever let you get what you wanted so easily.

“ohhh you greedy girl”

ellie laughed at how pitiful you looked. god, you couldn’t even look at her anymore. one more glance and you were sure that evil grin would send you into a fit of frustration and a tear may or may not run down your cheek. you could feel her graze your thighs, tracing over the marks she littered on you last time.

“such a filthy little slut. all you can do is beg for me to ruin you, isn’t that right?”

she wasn’t wrong, thoughts of ellie occupied many parts of your brain, often pushing aside other thoughts to make more room for all things ellie, and right now all you can think about is ellie using you to her liking. her words made you squirm underneath her, and you nodded your head. at this point you didn’t really care how pathetic and needy you looked, you wanted ellie and you didn’t care how much you had to please her. truthfully, you wanted to please her. you wanted ellie to be proud of you and praise you. the thought of her ever losing interest in you was terrifying, so you felt the need to always meet her expectations, even if she did have high standards.

“mhm.. yes… yes mommy”

your words came out between breaths. ellie's hand was now higher up your thigh and her finger tugged at your panties before once again, ripping them off of you along with your skirt. there was something about how aggressive ellie was that never failed to get you aroused. she's a demon, but she's your demon, who, despite being hostile to any living thing around her, has a soft spot for you and only you. even if she does threaten you or lose her temper sometimes, annoy you to the point of wanting to make an escape from the apartment, you know it wouldn't be the same without her.

ellie did not waste any time grabbing onto your thighs and forcing them apart, exposing your dripping cunt to her. it felt like she was taking forever to finally touch you, when you peered up at her you could see her darkened saliva leak from her gritted teeth. she noticed your gaze and she stared at you, giving you a little smirk before lowering her head and resting her forehead against your stomach. the look she gave you forced another stream of arousal to leak out of you and all you wanted was to shove her face between your legs and keep her there, but you knew ellie took her time with you- unless she was having one of those moments where she desperately needed to mate with you.

it was typical ellie behavior to press her nose into your skin and sniff you, you were used to that, but when her hot breath is so dangerously close to your cunt, and you can feel her throat vibrate against your clit, you almost lose it there. her hands are on your waist, keeping you still as she drags her mouth down your abdomen. it wasn't like ellie to actually kiss your body, but when she did her lips felt like they were burning into your skin, sinking right to your core. you watched as her face got closer and closer between your legs and you couldn't help but clench around nothing. ellie took a whiff of your arousal once more, a deep growl erupting from her throat just before she made eye contact with you.

"you smell delicious"

you didn't have time to react or even register what ellie had said to you, her face was already buried between your legs and lapping at your cunt. a sob spilled from your mouth and you could feel ellie grin against you, as much as you squirmed it did nothing to shake the woman off. she was glued to you, absolutely obsessed with your taste. ellie was very messy and sloppy whenever she ate you out, she was very adamant about reducing you to a filthy, wailing mess. her tongue danced around your clit before flattening her tongue and dipping between your folds, collecting any wetness that leaked out of you. tears fell from your eyes, it was all too much, ellie's tongue was everywhere at once, flicking against your clit, buried inside you and hungrily lapping at every part of you.

ellie's hand was on your abdomen, her thumb slowly rubbing against your skin as she continued her assault on your cunt. you could hear and feel her groan against your clit, the vibrations sent shivers down your spine and your back to arched, which failed due to ellie immediately pinning your hips down again. she enjoyed how much you squirmed and tried to wiggle away, being able to force you back down and overpower you. you whined, choking out a sob over how perfect ellie's mouth felt on your cunt. your head was spinning and growing foggy, not a thought in your brain except how disgusting you are for giving your body to this vile creature. the embarrassment hit you again, how exposed and needy you are for ellie, sobbing with that fucked out expression. all you can do is moan and say her name over and over, babbling whatever incoherent words are coming out of your mouth. you look down at she's staring right into your soul, not once blinking as she makes a bigger mess of you, drooling and spitting over your cunt.

"look at you, just a dumb little slut. you like my tongue, don't you?"

you nodded frantically, tears streaming down your cheeks and ellie chuckled at your pathetic expression. your legs were wobbly, but your hips attempted any movement they could- desperately grinding more against ellie's mouth, which she seemed to enjoy by the sound of her guttural noises and groans. she loved your taste, perhaps it was more addicting than your scent she's so obsessed with. this woman could eat you out for hours, non stop. her stamina is infinite, if it means having some fun with her precious darling, ellie would fuck you forever.

ellie didn't have a particular rhythm, she just devoured you as much as she possibly could. you could hear the absolute filth of her slurping and lapping away, sucking and then mixing her saliva with your arousal. she was like a starved animal, rough and filled with carnal desire. it didn't bother her how much you thrashed around and jerked your body, her darling couldn't slip away from her, your squirming only made her more hungry for you. your screams and sobs always earned an evil laugh from her, and her fingers would press into your flesh, bruising and marking up your body. you slowly reached your shaking hand down, stretching out your index finger to hook it with ellie's bony one. as weak as your body was, every part of you turning to mush, you couldn't let go of ellie's finger, you held onto her, the only part you could.

“oh, fuck.. mommy.. hnng”

you eyes closed shut and you bit down onto your lip, your vision was going blurry, you couldn’t meet the woman’s eyes even if you tried, and you were sure she was still staring at you. ellie wasn’t going to take her malign pupils off her pretty girl, especially when she looks so perfect at her mercy. she carefully examined every tear that fell down your cheek, every breath and those adorable expressions you make whenever she teases you in such a way that makes your head spin. you were growing closer to the point of passing out, but ellie’s sinful mouth was successful at bringing you back to reality, the filthy, shameful reality of your want and need for this demon you’ve grown so fond of. it’s wrong, disgusting, but you’re too far gone and you simply don’t care. you’ve fallen for this wicked woman, you let her hands corrupt your mortal body and you couldn’t be happier to be bound to your captor.

something was pooling in your stomach and your grip on ellie’s finger tightened slightly, she took notice of that and twirled her digit around yours, playing with your much smaller hand. curses were mumbled underneath your breath, you were dangerously close to cumming, but you knew that ellie would not have you climaxing without her permission. you were afraid that one more swipe of her tongue would send you into that state of bliss you were needing so badly.

“i’m so close.. mommy.. can i please cum?”

you whined, weakly grabbing her wrist and bucking your hips as much as you could. if ellie rejected your request you would have just cried and wailed, bearing her torture that shouldn’t feel as good as it does. your hips stuttered, every part of you ached, and that was exactly what ellie wanted. she wasn’t done until you were broken, she’d wreck you until you were nothing, but her wicked hands and sweet curses were enough to soothe you, even if she isn't the most gentle afterwards as well. you tried to hold out as long as you could, though ellie's tongue worked faster against your swollen clit.

“that’s it, be a good girl and cum for me”

your thighs were trembling, slowly closing in on ellie's head, the heat between your legs kept getting hotter, ellie's voice did something to you. it wasn't her demonic voice that sent chills down your spine, she sounded genuine, helping you through your high. right there you could believe ellie had even the slightest bit of humanity in her rotten body, and it was all for you, her precious darling.

with a scream your hips bucked and your hand tugged at ellie's, the hot pool in your stomach breaking apart and soon you came undone. there was drool leaking from your mouth, your chest rising and falling with every deep breath, as tired and oversensitive as you were, you locked your hand with ellie's, and for once her grip softened, almost caressing your hand gently. your lower body went numb, yet you could feel ellie place a small peck to your clit before leaving a couple on your thighs. you shuddered at every little kiss she placed on your thighs, there was so much tension in your body and all you could do was lay there, vision blurry and heart nearly beating out of your chest. you were panting, whimpering her name between each breath and ellie lifted her head from between your thighs and leaned closer to you, taking the side of your flushed cheek in her hand. her claws weren't poking into your skin anymore, she was holding you like some kind of fragile piece of glass, in such a way that was foreign to both you and her. with her touch you could finally calm down, you leaned into her touch and for once you could somehow feel at ease with your demon.

she's a menace, a parasite that has drained you of your innocence and freedom, but you've accepted that, you've accepted ellie and you believe there is nothing better than that wicked smile she always has plastered on her lips. ellie's face was buried in your hair, continuing her usual ellie things that include gluing herself to you and trying to take in as much of your scent as she possibly could. the little strength you had allowed you to wrap your arms around her body, fingers tracing the bones of her back and shoving your face in the crook of her neck. she whispered praises into your ear, licking and nipping at your skin. you're so used to her doing that, but it feels like a reward for being such a good girl for her. ellie always made you feel safe, but being so close to her like this made you feel special, like you were truly her precious little darling. it was a rare feeling, you had no worry in the world right now. all that mattered was the demon who was currently smothering you with her body so much that if you take another second of it you might suffocate, but as long as you were with ellie you didn't care about anything else. you're content with everything, content with ellie. you can tolerate how absolutely unhinged and evil she is, you prefer her that way, a vile thing who was birthed into some dark cavern of hell and summoned by an ancient relic that you shouldn't be so grateful for, but if it weren't for the human curiosity then you wouldn't have this demon you're so attached to.

and you've completely fallen for this demon.

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lifeislikeasong · 2 years ago

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I Have Always Loved You - Ellie Bixler (Human) x Fem Reader fic!

ATTN: @heartof-flies @gaym0m

It's here! Thanks for your patience, my sweet little followers. I had so much fun with this story. Human Ellie has a special place in my heart, and like I've said before, our girl deserved better.

WARNING: So, Jay is a complete dick in this. So is their Mom. There is a mention of S.A and domestic abuse.

I truly hope you enjoy this story as much as I enjoyed writing it (it's a particularly long read)

A/N: Please do not share to other sites without my permission.

Happy reading, my loves! xxx

EDIT: I'm considering turning this into a series - so, if anyone's interested let me know and I'll see what I can do! 😘

PROLOGUE:

Making your way towards your usual cafe at the end of the street, which is conveniently adjacent to Beth’s music store, Ellie’s tattoo studio and your law office; you thought about your two best friends, and smiled at the fact that you still continue to catch up in the exact same spot after all these years.

You often meet up three times a week for coffee or lunch, depending on how busy you all are. In between those times, you would all spend your free time at each other’s apartments. Conveniently, you all lived in the same building; a beautiful big Brownstone with apartments either next to or above the other. During those ‘down times’ the three of you often spent time helping each other out; whether it was yourself and Beth helping Ellie babysit her kids, you and Ellie cleaning up Beth’s absolute mess of an apartment, or Ellie and Beth making sure you had a fridge full of food for those long work days. Your evenings always ended in the company of your two best friends; no matter how the days went.

So it’s suffice to say the three of you were inseparable. 20 years of friendship will do to you.

However…there was always something more between you and Ellie.

She knew it.

You knew it.

Even Beth knew it. She even teased each of you about it; not while you were in each other's company, of course…cause - awkward!

See, Ellie had a way of making you feel alive; like she had awakened something in you that you previously didn’t know existed. For the life of you, you couldn’t explain why you suddenly found yourself smiling more often than not, or why your heart beat just that little bit faster whenever she entered the room, or why you suddenly missed each other after an extended period of time apart.

Ellie always found herself gravitating towards you whether you were out in public, or at home. You often found yourselves sitting close together on the couch or at the dining table; your legs and shoulders gently brushing up against each other caused goosebumps to appear on Ellie’s slender, but incredibly strong arms. The mere scent of her perfume drove you wild; a burning feeling always sitting low in your belly.

You often complimented each other and always offered supportive words of encouragement; as friends usually do. But still, there was always a deeper meaning behind every action, and each and every word. Beth would tease the two of you if you would playfully bicker like an old married couple; usually over who forgot to put the milk back in the fridge or put the laundry away. There were times when she would catch you two staring at the other, blissfully unaware of the longing gaze plastered on your faces whenever your backs were turned.

Beth would also tease you over the fact that you would often make excuses to see each other in the middle of the day, memorising your favourite coffee orders and dropping it off at your respective workplaces.

Even something as simple as text messages or phone calls would make your stomach flutter. A genuine, loving smile would appear on your face at the sight of her name popping up on your lockscreen. Ellie always seemed to reach out at precisely the right moment; somehow sensing you needed a distraction while under pressure at work. She’d try, and fail miserably to send you memes, which you found absolutely endearing.

You would also leave each other voice messages. Ellie had panic attacks ever since she was a kid which continued well into her adult life. You were the one person who she could depend on to calm her down, so she’d immediately call you; you’d answer every call you possibly could, but on the off chance you were away from your phone, you’d leave her a voice message with everything she needed to hear. Ellie would sit back, close her eyes and focus on the sound of your voice, feeling instantly soothed and calmed.

You and Ellie were fans of 90’s R&B band, Boyz II Men. Your joint favourite song was ‘4 Seasons of Loneliness’. Whenever you heard that song on the radio, or even playing randomly in Beth’s store, you couldn’t help but think of each other; imagining slow dancing in each other's arms. Beth would sometimes play it on purpose to get under your skin, as cheeky as she was. It was undoubtedly ‘your song’; it said everything about how you feel towards one another and then some. You lost your band t-shirt recently, and unbeknownst to you, Ellie still had hers; she very thoughtfully gave it to you, but, as worn down as it was, since she knew what it meant to you; it being the first concert you ever went to together. You were touched by her sweet gesture and wore that t-shirt to bed or when you're lying on the couch at home watching movies. There were times you’d subconsciously wear the shirt in Ellie’s presence which made her heart soar to the heavens above. It still has Ellie’s scent on it, and everytime you wear it, you feel wrapped up in her warmth.

There were moments when you thought for sure you would finally get together; the sexual tension between you palatable. Your gazes lingered, your hugs always lasted a few seconds longer than regular hugs with Beth and the kids; and you offered to give each other massages to help ease the stress after long, tiring days. Ellie fussed over you and worried about how much pain you would be in after sitting at a desk for hours on end or how your muscles would tense up when you’d be deep in thought about a new case. You also knew how hard she worked, sitting hunched over while tattooing her clients or cleaning up after her kids.

Insisting on sitting between each others’ legs, long fingers worked gently, slowly and tenderly to work the large knots that formed in your shoulders. No words were spoken between you as you just simply enjoyed each others’ presence; the closeness and romance simmering beneath the surface; only little sounds of contentment, sighs and moans escaping lips. Your minds wandered, thinking about what other sounds you could entice out of the other.

What would happen if I gently kissed her neck, just there? I’d give anything to slowly wrap my arms around her waist right now, hold her close and never let go. You’d both be thinking.

Eyes wandering to necks, thinking about lips running down the side, over collar collarbones; back to lips…

It felt so good to have each other so close; but hurt to be so far away…

When she married Jay, it broke your heart even though you knew she didn’t love him. You did your best to be supportive, but seeing her with him devastated you.

It shattered Ellie’s heart when you got together with your previous girlfriend; she tried her best to hide her jealousy. Yes, although she was married, it pained her to see you with someone else.

Even so, while you were with your respective ‘partners’, you still couldn’t help but seek out each others’ presence. There wasn’t really any love between you or your previous girlfriend. Sure, you cared deeply for them, but something was missing. They didn’t make you feel the way Ellie did, let alone loved you like you deserved. When you were with them, they were emotionally distant and manipulative; taking you for granted - you felt alone; not able to be your true self; like you were with Ellie. Regardless, you knew they were cheating on you and while you refused to acknowledge it, you tried your best to make it work; wanting to block out your true feelings.

In the end you couldn’t take it anymore, ultimately breaking up.

Yes, you had one night stands with other women - wanting to fill the void, but nothing ever came close to what you wish you had with Ellie. No amount of sex or alcohol could stop you from feeling incredibly lonely.

Ellie and Jay were going through their own turmoil. He was an abusive, controlling husband and was only with Ellie because she was successful and somewhat wealthy. In other words, he used her for sex and money before cheating on and divorcing her, relinquishing his parental rights, taking off with his new girlfriend and marrying her in another country.

Ellie confided in you and Beth that she was never in love with him, as she was more or less forced into marrying him because of her mother - since she got pregnant with Bridget in her first year of college at a frat party. Ellie was drunk, and Jay took advantage of her.

Beth and Ellie’s mother cared about social status and felt it wasn’t a good look for her eldest daughter to have a baby out of wedlock, regardless of the abuse Ellie was subjected to. Not only that, their Mom knew Ellie was gay, so she did whatever she could to hide that fact from her socialite friends; thinking Ellie’s ‘lifestyle’ would reflect negatively on her; impacting or discrediting her social status. Thus, making the decision by coercing her daughter into marrying a horrible excuse of a man. She was fully aware of the abuse Ellie suffered, but none of that mattered to her.

When her mom died, Ellie finally found the courage to put an end to her sham of a marriage and move on with her life.

All of this had taken place four years ago…

She too, had slept with a few women, but no one could fill that void; the love she so desperately wanted - the love she wanted from you.

God knows you wanted to be together, but for whatever reason time never seemed to be on your side.

In truth, you were both scared of being open and brutally honest with each other; either in fear of getting hurt again, or losing each other. The last thing you each wanted to do was ruin your friendship.

Which is probably why you’ve wasted the last four years….

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CHAPTER 1:

Your mind raced as you tried to find the confidence to break your news to your friends. It had been brewing for the past month or so, but you didn’t say anything until it was set in stone. You figured there was no point in upsetting anyone in case nothing ever came of this promotion.

You had a habit of overthinking, and did your best to calm yourself down before arriving at the cafe.

As you eventually made your way to the end of the street, you were snapped out of your deep thought process by the sound of Ellie’s voice.

Your stomach fluttered at the sight of her.

“Hey, Y/N”, she beamed at you, her voice as sweet as honey.

“Hey, Ellie”, you smiled back, a little reserved.

She reached for you and brought you in for a hug. You lost yourself in her for a few seconds, briefly forgetting the news you had to share.

Tensing, you let go of her.

Ellie frowned, slightly taken aback, as she bent down to look you in the eye.

You avoided eye contact and she knew instantly that something was wrong. She slowly reached up, placing her hand under your chin; you leaned into her touch; finally looking her in the eye - silently apologising for making her worry. You hadn’t intentionally worried her, but she knew you would open up eventually.

“Beth’s late again?”, you asked.

“Isn’t she always”, she laughed softly, trying to soften the mood.

You giggled as she smiled.

Yes, I got her to laugh again. God, I love that sound. She thought to herself.

As if on cue, Beth appeared in the cafe and greeted you both, apologising for being late.

“Go grab a table, it’s on me”, you told your friends.

They smiled and sat down. Collecting the order, you passed out the coffee as you all began discussing the day so far.

Beth filled you in on the weird and wacky customers that invaded her store, while Ellie shared some crazy stories about her clients. You sat back and listened in awe, proud of your friends for following their dreams and supporting their small businesses.

Beth asked how work was going for you and you tensed again, which didn’t go unnoticed by the Bixler siblings. It wasn’t like you to be nervous when talking about your job; you were nothing if not confident, but humble.

You clenched your jaw before relaxing, smiling softly.

“Y/N? You okay?”, the older sibling asked.

You felt Ellie’s eyes on you; almost piercing through your soul.

Looking up at your friends, you began to talk.

“Sorry, I don’t mean to be distant; it’s just been a long morning”, you said quietly.

They sat, still looking at you, waiting patiently. Ellie couldn’t help but think how beautiful you look; that woman is so desperately in love with you, it was painfully obvious to everyone around you.

“What’s up?, Ellie asked kindly.

“Uh, well, that deal I’ve been working on for our biggest client…We settled this morning. We got the contract”, you said.

“Corporate were impressed that the turnaround was quicker than we thought; and offered me a promotion to–”, you continued.

“That’s great news, Y/N!”, they said in unison, interrupting you.

Looking at Beth, you saw her beaming at you. Clearly she was proud of you for working so hard and achieving something you’ve always wanted. You gazed over at Ellie who looked at you with unwavering amazement, in absolute awe of you.

“What’s the promotion?”, Beth asked.

“Partner”, you said simply.

They shared a look, knowing you’ve wanted this for so long.

“Congratulations! You’ve worked so hard, Y/N - you deserve this”, Ellie said.

Smiling, you thanked your friends; chewing the inside of your cheek, contemplating whether or not you should rip the bandaid off with the next bit of news.

Now or never. Stop delaying the inevitable; be honest. You told yourself.

“Y/N?”, the siblings said, drawing you out of your thoughts yet again - not noticing you checked out for a few seconds.

“Oh, sorry…There’s more”, you said, uncomfortably shifting in your seat,

“The law firm has plans to expand the company and open up new offices in London and Sydney. Since I’m the new partner, they’ve asked me to oversee everything for the Sydney office”, you said nervously.

Beth and Ellie listened intently, sensing your hesitation.

You didn’t dare to look at Ellie.

“They want me to relocate to Sydney in six weeks”, you said hesitantly.

“Well…that’s, uh. How long?”, Beth asked.

“Three years”, you said.

A beat of silence passed through the three of you, Ellie taking a slow sip of coffee to calm her nerves.

“There’s a lot to consider; almost too much…We only got confirmation things were moving ahead this morning; we’ve known about these new offices for a little while now, but didn’t expect it to happen so fast”, you continued hesitantly.

You heard Ellie suck in a breath, from the corner of your eye you saw her look down at her hands, instantly picking at her nails; Something she did when she was scared - a habit she picked up as a young teen.

Beth looked between the two of you and spoke up again.

“Wow”, she said.

“Yeah”, you said.

Beth kicked Ellie’s shin under the table.

“Ow, what the fuck?”, Ellie snapped.

Beth gestured towards you and Ellie finally acknowledged you.

You met each other's eyes. Sadness, worry and despair reflected through them; it broke your heart yet again as you anxiously waited for Ellie to say something.

“I…I’m happy for you, Y/N. Excuse me, I need to get back to work. Thank you for lunch”, she said quietly; the hurt was evident in her voice.

A few seconds of awkward silence passed between you and Beth as Ellie up and left.

“I...don’t know what to do”, you said.

“What do you mean, Y/N?”, Beth asked.

You sat quietly for a few seconds, before speaking up again.

“I don’t know if I can leave and move away so quickly. I can’t pack my whole life up in six weeks. I can’t leave my family; this is happening all too fast. I accepted the promotion, but told my boss I’d need time to consider moving. It’s a fucking huge decision”, you reasoned, looking sadly out the door, watching Ellie quickly cross the road and down the street.

Beth watched you; her eyes squinting at you. She knew there was another reason why you were hesitant.

“Look, you’ve worked so hard for this. Don’t let this opportunity fall through - take it; you’re great at negotiating, so why don’t you take the time to speak to your boss and come up with an alternate decision”, Beth said.

“You know Ellie - she just needs time”, she continued.

Your eyes snapped back to her. She smirked.

“I know, okay. I’ve always known”, she said.

“I….”, you mumbled.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Beth. We should get back to work”, you said.

“Don’t avoid it. Take the time you need; just know I’m happy for you, and will be here if you need anything”, Beth smiled kindly.

Hugging you, she thanked you for lunch and you each headed back to your respective workplaces.

On your way back to work, Beth’s words played on your mind. It hurt to see Ellie’s reaction; deep down you understood why; but it still scared you.

You had a lot to contemplate. You felt lost; you wanted this opportunity, but you didn’t want it to affect your…situationship or whatever unspoken thing you had with Ellie.

You arrived back at work, putting your feelings aside to go about the rest of the day; compartmentalising.

You would come to a solution eventually. You just needed to get used to the idea before making any concrete decisions.

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CHAPTER 2:

Later that same evening, you headed home - thoughts of Ellie invading your mind. You had a feeling she was thinking of you, too…and you were right.

Across town Danny and Bridget were studying at their friends’ house, and little Kassie was fast asleep; so Ellie threw herself into cleaning the apartment, doing laundry, scrubbing the bathtub - doing anything she could to stop the ache in her heart at the thought of losing you.

Upon entering your building, you automatically smiled at the sight of Ellie’s apartment. Your smile soon faded as you didn’t hear the usual sound of old school R&B playing in the background. Instead you heard sounds of clanging pots and pans and cuss words. Just as you were about to knock on her door, Beth appeared from her apartment next door.

“She’s been doing this for almost an hour; the kids are gone for the night. She won’t talk to me��, she said, attempting to keep her voice low.

“Maybe…I could try and talk to her, help her calm down”, you said.

Suddenly the door opened; Ellie appeared.

“What are you doing?”, she asked, annoyed, her voice slurred.

You took her in; she looked like she’d been crying…and drinking.

Shit. It had been a while since you saw Ellie this drunk.

“El, we were just talking…”, Beth said.

“Well can you keep it down? Some of us have things to do”, Ellie replied, beer in hand.

She stumbled forward bracing herself on the door, slipping slightly.

You stepped forward to catch her.

“I got you, Ellie”, you said warmly.

As drunk as she was, she looked you square in the eye; registering your presence. Losing herself in your eyes before speaking, turning angry.

“Oh, just drop the act, Y/N. If you had me, if you cared enough about me at all, you would have told me from the beginning, instead of stringing me along this whole time”, she hissed, stepping away from you.

“How long was this planned, huh? Did you know all along? The minute you finally get somewhere in life, make something of yourself, you think you’re better than everyone else and just leave? Is this life not good enough for you? Was this your plan all along; move away from the only family you have; move away from the person who lov- Mmm”, she seethed, stopping herself from finishing that sentence.

“You don’t care. You’re selfish. Look at you”, she laughed; taking a swig from her beer.

“So much for telling each other everything”, she said.

Her words cut deep. Then you remembered she was drunk; and tried not to take her words to heart - as harsh as they were.

Did Ellie really think you didn’t care? After everything you’ve been through together, how can she stand there and say that? She never spoke to you like that before.

She didn’t even stick around long enough to hear you question your promotion; she just took off. Scared; running from her true feelings again. Maybe you were more alike than you originally thought…

“She doesn’t mean that”, Beth said, noticing the hurt on your face.

“Don’t speak for me, Beth”, she snapped.

Turning her attention back to you, Ellie’s eyes looked a little bit clearer; almost like she snapped out of whatever trance she was in, seemingly realising what she had said before she spoke again.

You braced yourself for more harsh words, but this time they didn’t come.

“I don’t feel too good. I’m going to bed, so I need you to get out of my face before I say something else I might regret”, Ellie said sadly, her voice cracking.

“Ellie, I…”, you whispered.

With that, she firmly closed the door in your face, but not loud enough to wake Kassie.

You stood staring at the door for a few seconds, wanting to comfort your…friend, but decided against it. It was best to leave things as they were, as painful as it was. Ellie wasn’t thinking clearly, and now neither were you.

Beth stood there, shaking her head in the direction of Ellie’s apartment. She knew her sister was a real hot head at times, and wasn’t going to let this go lightly.

“I’m sorry, Y/N”, Beth said.

“It’s okay Bethy-boo. It’s not your fault”, you said sweetly, offering a meek smile.

“I’m just going to go to bed, I don’t really want to talk right now, if that’s okay. It’s been a long day”, you continued.

“Of course”, she said.

You gave her a grateful hug, squeezed her arm in thanks before heading upstairs to your colder than normal apartment.

You showered, attempting to wash this day away. Ellie’s words playing on your mind like a broken record. You couldn’t deny those words stung; you tried to remind yourself it was the alcohol talking - not Ellie. Not your sweet, kind, beautiful Ellie.

Climbing into bed, you reached for Ellie’s shirt; clutching it as you cried yourself to sleep; feeling absolutely sick to your stomach over what the next few days could bring.

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Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

That was the sound of your alarm clock going off at…

Groaning, you rolled over to peek at the time.

4:45am. Great. 2 and a half hours sleep. Fuck this day. You thought.

Laying there for what felt like an eternity, which in reality was only 15 minutes; your mind cast back to yesterday’s events and Ellie’s reaction. You couldn’t bring yourself to face her today; this being the first time in 20 years - her words cutting your soul. Another thought crossed your mind…

Was she comparing me to Jay? Why did she have to ask pointed questions like that? She knows I’m nothing like that scumbag ex of hers.

That thought shattered you yet again. Sighing, you got out of bed and went about your normal routine; making your bed, running on the treadmill for 20 minutes, making your protein smoothie, got dressed and walked out your door. Your heart ached as you looked at Ellie’s apartment; in that moment, all you wanted to do was go in there and make sure she was okay, hold her close and tell her everything will be alright. But you decided against it; she genuinely hurt you last night which was a first and you needed time to sort your own headspace out.

You threw yourself into work, not daring to think about Ellie.

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CHAPTER 3:

Back at the Brownstone, Beth snuck into her sisters’ apartment to clean up the mess Ellie had made; literally and figuratively, while she slept off the grog. It was rare when Beth took on the role of ‘Mother’, but when she did, she was a damn good one.

Little Kassie sat at the kitchen table as Beth served up her famous chocolate chip pancakes.

“Aunty Beth?”, she asked.

“Yeah, Kass?”, she responded.

“Why was Mommy yelling at Aunty Y/N last night? They never fight”, she questioned innocently.

Beth paused.

“Mommy was just stressed and very tired, Kassie. She’s been working too hard. That’s all”, Beth said.

“Okay…”, Kassie said, only half convinced.

“C’mon, eat your pancakes and I’ll take you to school”, Beth said, ruffling her niece's hair.

Heading towards Ellie’s bedroom, Beth slammed the door. Ellie groaned.

“What…the fuck”, she mumbled.

“Ellie”, Beth said.

No response.

She stood quietly for a few seconds watching Ellie. It was obvious Ellie still didn’t register her presence; or if she did, she wasn’t interested.

Sighing, she walked over to the window and opened the curtains. That got Ellie’s attention.

“BETH! You bitch!”, she yelled.

Right, I’ve had enough of this shit. Beth thought.

“Alright enough! Get up, El or I’ll move you myself”, Beth said sternly.

Sitting up slowly, Ellie rubbed her eyes taking in her surroundings. A few seconds later, a guttural groan came from her throat; a wave of nausea washing over her.

“You look like hell”, Ellie said.

“You’re one to talk”, Beth replied.

Then, it all came flooding back to her.

Your news. Her reaction. The way she treated you. How cruel she was.

Fuck. She screwed up big time.

Beth just continued to stand there quietly observing her sibling, seemingly reading her mind.

“I hurt her, didn’t I?”, Ellie said, her voice hoarse.

“Hurt is probably the understatement of the year, sis”, Beth replied.

“I didn’t mean what I said; that’s not how I feel at all”, Ellie expressed.

“It was…I was… Surprised. I got scared. Oh, God I’m sorry”, she tried to reason.

“Hey, I’m not the one you need to apologise to”, Beth said, putting her hands up in surrender.

“I was surprised too. But that didn’t give you the right to treat her like that, Ellie. You really fucked up last night”, Beth continued.

“I mean, what were you thinking, huh? Y/N isn’t Jay! That was cruel. You should have seen the look on her face. You know, after you so rudely walked out on lunch yesterday, she was telling me she doesn’t know if she should go. She said she had too much to consider”, Beth said bitterly, putting her sibling in her place.

“I know what I said, and I saw her face. My God, I wish I could take it back”, Ellie cried, her head in her hands.

“She is nothing like Jay. I never meant to hurt her”, she continued.

“I’m just… terrified of losing her, Bethy-boo”, she whimpered.

“And why is that?”, Beth questioned.

“Because I’m in love with her. I’ve always been in love with her”, Ellie said without hesitation, finally looking Beth in the eye.

“I love her so much, I do”, she repeated, teary eyed.

Beth smiled.

“I know. Now get up, and go make it right”, she encouraged.

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You tried your best to get on with your day, but Ellie still invaded your mind. You had received some texts from Beth, who was checking in on you and only answered a couple of them. You had important meetings with the firm's big clients so couldn’t allow outside drama to affect you.

Placing your phone in your pocket, you went about your business.

Two hours and a half hours and two meetings later, you found yourself back in your office attempting to take a small break.

Checking your phone, you noticed 3 missed calls, 1 voicemail and 6 text messages - all from Ellie. Your heart sank at the sight of her name; missing her instantly. You debated listening to her voice message, thinking it would break you.

Before you knew it, you pressed play.

“Y/N…Hey. It’s me. It’s Ellie. I suppose you know that already; fuck what am I saying?”, you could tell just from this sentence alone Ellie was inwardly cringing. A small smile crept on to your face as you continued listening.

“I’m at the cafe waiting for Beth, I hope you’ll make it. Listen, I am…so sorry. I’m an idiot and never should have said what I said. I never wanted to hurt you, please know that. I just…*sigh* You know what, I can’t do this over the phone; I miss your face and need to see you”, she said, sounding sorrowful.

Even through the phone, you could tell she was genuine…but it still didn’t undo the hurt.

You were surprised over how abruptly the voicemail ended, and as if on cue, you heard a knock on your door. Without thinking, you got up and when you answered it, Ellie appeared holding a large cup of coffee as a peace offering.

A beat of silence passed through, taking the other in.

While Ellie looked as beautiful as ever, it was clear to you that she was hungover, but had also been crying; her eyes sunken in and as heavy as her heart. She glanced at you; she could tell you hadn't slept all night, your eyes sore from crying; the guilt weighed heavier than ever.

In that moment, all you wanted to do was forget yesterday ever happened and hold each other the way you’ve always dreamed of.

“Uh, hi”, you mumbled.

“Hi, Y/N”, she said meekly, smiling softly.

“I bought you a coffee, I know you can’t make it through the rest of the morning without it”, she said, awkwardly handing you the steaming cup.

You stood there equally as awkward, the tension growing steadily between you. Reaching out, you accepted the coffee; your fingers accidentally brushing against each other almost as if reigniting a spark. Ellie tried wrapping her pinkie around yours, but you stepped back at the last second.

“Can we talk?”, she asked, sounding remorseful.

“Not right now. I’m working”, you answered, more bitterly than intended.

With that, you turned to walk back to your desk but Ellie ever so gently caught your wrist, stopping you.

“Please”, she whispered.

Turning back to face her you saw tears forming in her beautiful green eyes, silently pleading with you to give her a chance.

“Fine”, you quietly said.

Gesturing towards the opposite seat at your desk, Ellie closed the door and sat down. You stayed quiet.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry. Really. I know what I did, I know what I said, and I absolutely hate myself for it. I was drunk and stupid…I know that doesn’t make it okay; I was just surprised”, Ellie blurted out, evidently nervous.

“That person you saw last night; it wasn’t me. You know that. Listen, I’m so proud of you. You’ve worked so hard and deserve everything that’s good. I know you didn’t plan this, and I never ever meant to say you were selfish; or that you were anything like...him. I just…I just got scared”, she continued.

“Oh, so you don’t hate me then?”, you questioned.

“What? Of course not; I could never hate you”, she answered; slightly offended.

“Well that’s not the impression you gave me last night. I am not Jay”, you snapped.

“I know…I know. I’m trying to apologise, make it right”, she said sadly.

“No, Ellie. You don’t get to compare me to your abusive ex and then say I’m the selfish one just because you got scared”, you snapped again.

“Please, Y/N. Just - give me a chance to explain. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you”, she said.

“Yeah, well you did and now you’ve got me questioning everything….I’m sorry, but I can’t do this right now”, you said, standing up.

“C’mon, Y/N. This isn’t us, this is not how we deal with things”, Ellie pleaded.

“This isn’t the time or the place”, you said, suddenly feeling drained; but indicating this conversation wasn’t over.

She followed you to the door, gently touching the side of your waist. It took everything in you not to go to her. She felt you giving up resistance ever so slightly; before you were hit with another wave of anger, stepping sideways.

“There is no us”, you said.

Shit. I shouldn’t have said that. You thought.

You didn’t mean it. Glancing up at Ellie, you knew she knew that.

“Please, just go”, you whispered.

With sad puppy dog eyes Ellie took one last look at you, defeated and walked out of your office.

I’m still not giving up. Ellie thought.

Slinking against the opposite side of the door, you began crying again.

Why is everything suddenly harder than it needs to be?

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CHAPTER 4:

Almost three weeks went by with virtually no contact from you. Time went by far too quickly, as your proposed flight date grew closer. You just focused on work, taking this time to consider the full promotion, avoiding Ellie even though you live in the same building.

You received a handful of texts from Ellie, who just kept apologising over and over again which you ignored. You did bump into her a few times, of course; when she was carrying a load of laundry or grocery bags while you left for work or the gym. She smiled at you, to which you acknowledged her, said a quick hello, then went on your way. She respected the fact that you needed space, and trusted you would speak eventually; as much as it pained her not to be around you.

Even though it had only been a short amount of time since your last conversation, it was obvious you two were struggling with how much you missed each other. If this is what it felt like when you were in Australia, then you didn’t want it.

If you did go to Sydney without seeing or talking things out with Ellie before you left, it would kill you. You haven’t felt this much pain since she was forced to marry Jay.

You received messages from Beth and met for coffee twice. She told you Ellie was miserable, and that the kids knew something was wrong. She accused you of both being hotheaded and stubborn, but also told you she thought you were being equally as cruel by avoiding her when you knew you had to talk.

Upon reflection, Beth was right. It was time to communicate; you didn’t want to punish Ellie anymore.

While on a break at work, you decided to text Ellie.

“Hey, Ellie. I think it’s time we talk, would you like to come to my place tonight?”, you sent.

Almost immediately, your phone chimed.

“Hey, Y/N. Me too - I’d like that”, she replied.

“6pm?” you asked.

“Perfect”, she wrote.

Smiling softly you placed your phone back in your pocket, anticipating seeing your best friend again.

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The night rolled around quicker than you realised. You arrived home at 5pm, cleaned up, showered and prepared some food and drinks. This evening could go one of two ways but you were willing to work through it.

Checking the clock, you saw it was 5:58pm. Ellie knocked at your door once before you leapt from your spot on the couch and opened it.

There she was, beautiful as ever.

Two minutes early, and just as keen to see you.

“Hi”, she said nervously; trying to hide how delighted she was to see you again.

“Hi”, you smiled, albeit anxiously.

You gestured for her to step inside.

“Can I get you a drink?”, you asked, breaking apart and instantly missing the closeness.

“Uh..yes”, she said.

You poured two small glasses of whiskey, sitting in close proximity to each other.

“How are the kids?”, you asked.

“Good; Beth’s with them tonight. They’ve been asking about you. They…they miss you”, she said quietly.

“I miss them, too”, you said.

Silence grew around you again as you maintained precious eye-contact.

“So…”, she started.

“Ellie, I’ve missed you”, you said, deciding to jump right into it.

“I’ve missed you, too”, she said.

Relief swept over the two of you after hearing those words. The air suddenly shifted around you. You couldn’t take it any longer and engulfed Ellie in a tight hug, which she readily returned; her strong arms feeling like home. Without saying a word, you stood there holding each other for what felt like hours.

“I’ve been thinking, and…you were right. This isn’t how we do things. I’ve hated these past few weeks without you. I should’ve handled this whole thing better than I have. I just wanted to say I’m sorry; truly - for everything”, you said.

You held on to both her hands, clutching tightly.

“You don’t have anything to apologise for, Y/N. It’s me. I never should have walked away from you; I’m an idiot for speaking to you the way that I did. But like I said the other day, that person you saw wasn’t me. I need you to know that, more than anything”, Ellie pleaded.

“Y/N, I know you’re not Jay. What I said…it - It was absolutely uncalled for. I know how hard you’ve worked for this. You’re not selfish; you are somebody - somebody special and a damn good lawyer. I know you’re never going to abandon your family. I’m happy for you, I really am…it’s just, you’re my best friend and I don’t want to lose you”, she said.

“We’ve been through so much together, and if I’m being honest it will hurt to see you go; but I promise I’ll support you. I just don’t want to stand in your way; again, I’m so sorry I hurt you. Can you forgive me?”, Ellie asked, on the verge of tears.

Taking a beat, you answered.

“Look, I know you never meant it. I know you’re not that person. These past few weeks haven’t been easy for either of us; we’ve both said things we don’t mean, but I promise you, you’re not going to lose me. For the record, you have never stood in my way, Ellie. In fact, you inspire me.…and, yes, I’ll forgive you. I hope you can forgive me, too”, you said.

Ellie sucked in a breath; finally letting a few tears escape her eyes.

“I forgive you”, she uttered.

You reached out and gently dabbed them away with the base of your thumb. She closed her eyes, as you sweetly stroked her cheekbone.

“I’m sorry I said there is no “us”, Ellie”, you said quietly.

She opened her eyes and studied your face.

“What?”, she whispered, her eyes now clear and hopeful.

You smiled.

“Wha-what about your promotion? Sydney?”, she asked.

You sighed.

Standing up, you walked slowly towards the window, closing it; suddenly nervous about the next obvious conversation.

Picking up your whisky glass, you took a slow sip before you spoke.

“I’ve decided I’m not moving”, you mumbled.

Ellie couldn’t believe what you said.

“What do you mean, ‘you’re not moving’?”, she asked.

“I negotiated a new deal. I’ll still go to Sydney eventually, but it won’t be for three years. Most of it will be remote, while the building is constructed; then I’ll only have to travel there twice a year for 5 weeks”, you said, staring out the window.

“I’m staying”, you said, turning back to face her, your expression pensive.

A sense of relief washed over Ellie.

“I can’t do this anymore, Ellie”, you continued, as tears formed in your eyes.

Her heart sank for a minute, thinking the worst.

No, this isn’t how it’s supposed to go. She thought.

Ellie stood from her place on the couch, heading in your direction. Your heart started beating faster the closer she came to you; her eyes silently searching yours for any hint of uncertainty. She ever so slowly extended her hand, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

“What are you talking about, Y/N?”, she asked quietly, her voice low and smooth.

“I think you know, El”, you said equally quiet.

You reached up, taking hold of her hand against your chest as you looked deep in her mesmerising eyes, stepping closer so there was no more distance between you.

“El, we can’t ignore our feelings any longer…I-I’m deeply in love with you; I always have been, and that’s why I’m staying; I’m tired of running. I’m done being stupid. For the first time in my life, I’m choosing love; Ellie, I could never leave you behind”, you said, your voice full of warmth and adoration; your smile reaching your ears.

Oh my God. I can’t believe this is actually happening, she thought.

“Y/N, I’ve been in love with you since the moment we met. I never knew this type of love existed until I met you. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. That’s why I got scared; I don’t just want you; I need you, Y/N. You’re my heart. You’re the only person I’ve ever truly loved, and I couldn’t bear the thought of being without you”, she said; her tone matching yours.

“Well, it’s a good thing that you won’t ever have to worry about that. I’m not going anywhere”, you said lovingly.

“I can’t believe you’re really staying”, she said, pressing your foreheads together.

You wrapped your arms around her neck; her long arms going around your waist.

“You better believe it; I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Ellie”, you said.

“Really?”, she smiled; teary eyes searching yours.

You began swaying gently in her arms.

“Yeah, really”, you beamed.

“In that case, Y/N, will you be my girl?”, she whispered.

“Always”, you whispered back, your eyes darting to her lips.

Since you were slightly shorter than Ellie, you had to stand up on your tippy-toes. She giggled softly, meeting you halfway to join your lips in your very first kiss.

It started off sweet and slow, little sighs and moans escaping lips. You moved your hands up to her neck, gently cradling the back of her head as she held your waist, tenderly stroking your skin.

“I love you”, she whispered into the kiss.

“I love you too”, you whispered back, smiling against her lips.

A burning feeling ignited low in your bodies, as all your senses were heightened; completely wrapped up in each other.

The kiss progressively grew deeper, more passionate; your hands beginning to wander down each other's bodies, exploring, as you slowly began making your way to the bedroom; never breaking away from the embrace. Once inside, you locked the door - shutting out the rest of the world.

That night, you and Ellie became one. For better or worse.

It was the first night of the rest of your lives.

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EPILOGUE: 6 months later

The house was loud and lively for a warm Saturday night; everyone was home for a nice change, so Ellie thought it would be nice if her family watched a movie together. After much deliberation and bickering between Danny, Bridget and Kassie, Up! was eventually chosen.

Beth sat on the floor, as Kassie insisted she braid her hair. Danny sat lounging on a spare recliner, with his trusty headphones around his neck as he mindlessly played a videogame on his phone. Bridget sat on the opposite side of the couch reading her protest book.

You and Ellie were in the kitchen washing up the dishes from dinner, playfully slapping each other on the butt with a tea towel while stealing sweet kisses along the way.

“Mom! Momma! Hurry up! The movie is starting!”, Kassie yelled from the living room.

“We’re coming! Hold your horses”, Ellie giggled.

You planted one last kiss on her lips before taking each other by the hand, and headed towards the living room. Ellie sat down and immediately made grabby hands at you; you smirked at her adorable neediness and sat down next to her, resting your arm across her chest. She kissed the top of your head, burying her fingers in your hair.

“Okay, guys come on. You wanted to watch this movie, so get off your phone and put the book away. Kassie, put Staphanie down”, Ellie said.

20 minutes into the movie, Danny realised there were no snacks on the table.

“Mom, can you get us some popcorn?”, he asked.

“Uh, no. I asked you before if you wanted anything and you said no. If you want it, get it yourself”, Ellie said.

“Yeah, you loser. Go and get some”, Bridget teased.

Danny picked up the nearest pillow and yeeted it in Bridget’s direction, hitting her in the face, knocking her book off the armrest. She poked her tongue out at her brother, who stuck his middle finger up in response.

Everybody giggled, before Danny asked again.

“Seriously, Mom? Can you make us some?”, he asked.

“Can you bring us some candy, too?”, Kassie called out.

“Ugh, alright, alright!”, she joked.

Ellie groaned. She was comfortable snuggling up to you; enjoying the feel of your hands playing with hers. She didn’t want to move, but got up anyway.

“Wanna come with me, babe?”, she asked suggestively, raising her eyebrows.

Your stomach fluttered at the pet name.

“Of course”, you smiled; rubbing your nose against hers affectionately, picking up on the double entendre.

Getting up, you walked back into the kitchen.

“I want M&M’s!”, Bridget called out.

“And SKITTLES!!”, Kassie bellowed.

Ellie groaned again, throwing her hands up in surrender.

“These kids, I love them, I do, but I swear they get on my last nerve…”, Ellie said, with a hint of mischief in her voice.

You laughed and rubbed her back as she placed the popcorn bag in the microwave.

“Aw, my poor baby”, you said sarcastically, smirking at her.

Ellie turned sideways, sauntered slowly over to you and grabbed you by the waist.

“Oh, so now you’re being a shithead, too? Think you’re funny?” she asked; her eyes glistening with cheekiness.

“Maybe”, you winked.

“You know they’ll officially be your kids, too in a few months, my love. Are you sure you want a lifetime of this? Last chance to back out”, she teased, inching closer to you, knowing it’ll get under your skin.

Your breathing quickened as Ellie backed you up against the benchtop; trapping you sexily, clearly enjoying the playfulness between you.

“Hey, I proposed to you. Of course I want this, honey; they’re all a mini version of you. Who wouldn’t want more of that?”, you said, meaning every word before squeezing her butt affectionately.

Her heart skipped another beat.

Smirking, Ellie bent down slightly and hooked her long, strong arms under your legs lifting you with ease, placing you on the kitchen bench to stand between your legs. Snatching the tea towel from your hands, Ellie twisted it in hers, using it as a makeshift scarf to pull you impossibly closer, placing a tantalising kiss on your lips.

You giggled, placing your arms loosely around her shoulders.

“That’s sweet, dear - but as I recall I proposed first…we just happened to plan it on the same night”, she insisted.

“If you say so”, you teased.

“I do”, she replied, proud of herself.

“You know you’re supposed to say that on our wedding day, don’t you? Not now”, you teased again.

“So? I said it now, I’ll say it again, and I’ll say it on our wedding day. I’ll continue to say it until the day I die”, she said, her tone changing from cheeky to sincere.

You got lost in your own little world for a minute; eyes searching, gazing lovingly, adoringly at each other - taking a moment to appreciate this tender moment.

“I can’t wait to marry you, baby”, you whispered, inching closer to her lips.

She cheekily dodged your lips to place tender kisses on your neck; smirking at the way you moaned and leaned sideways to allow her more access.

“I can’t wait to marry you, future Mrs…Bixler”, she whispered back, finally capturing your lips between hers.

Before you knew it, you engaged in an intense make out session; completely forgetting the snacks. She cradled your face, softly stroking your cheekbones with her thumbs. You slid your hands under her oversized t-shirt, leisurely dragging your nails along her abdomen; she moaned at the touch as her stomach clenched; growling softly in your ear; a sound you’d never get tired of. You chuckled, loving the effect you had on her.

Just as she began sliding her hands up your thighs, you remembered the snacks.

“Babe, we should stop”, you husked.

“Do we have to?”, she whined.

“Yes”, you whimpered.

Suddenly, Bridget walked in - putting a stop to your little romp.

“What’s taking so long?”, she asked.

“Oh. Oh, man! Get a room!”, she exclaimed, after catching you in an embrace.

You broke apart enough so you were decent, but still cuddling.

“We had one before you walked in”, you joked, smiling at your soon-to-be adopted daughter.

“We’ll finish this later”, you quickly whispered to Ellie, who smirked.

“I swear to God, you two can’t keep your hands off each other for more than five minutes!”, she teased.

You and Ellie shared a look, feeling coy.

I wouldn’t want it any other way, was the unspoken, shared thought between you.

“Now if you two are done, can we please finish the movie? Danny’s being a smart ass, and it’s taking everything in me not to stab him”, Bridget said, deadpan.

She grabbed the snacks and walked back towards the living room; not before she took one last look at her Moms and smiled.

“I’m glad you’ve found each other again”, she said.

“Hurry up Bridge!”, Danny and Kassie bellowed, interrupting a sweet moment.

“Yeah, we’re getting hungry out here!”, Beth called out a few seconds after.

“ALRIGHT! Fuck!”, Bridget yelled.

“Hey, language!”, you and Ellie yelled in unison, giggling at each other.

“Moms were making out in the kitchen again!”, Bridget announced, walking back into the living room, laughing at the collective groan from her siblings and Aunty.

As soon as Danny spotted the food, he leaped out of his seat, snatching what he wanted out of Bridget’s hands. Kassie then snatched it from him, then Beth snatched it from her.

“Bagsies! Mine!”, Beth laughed.

Kassie jumped on Beth and soon after Bridget and Danny joined in, attacking their Aunty with countless pillows as Beth squealed.

You and Ellie peaked in, watching the commotion unfold.

“Help! Sis? Y/N?”, Beth laughed.

“You’re on your own with this one, Bethy-boo!”, Ellie chuckled at her sister, kissing your forehead.

Helping you off the kitchen bench, Ellie took your hand and lead you back to the couch. She took the opportunity to wrap her arms around your waist once again, as you put your hand on her chest, placing your head above her heart, listening to her now steady heartbeat; the two of you laughing at the chaos in front of you.

Taking in the amazing image in front of her, Ellie couldn’t believe how many years were wasted. But instead of dwelling on what was, she continued to look to the future. You seemed to be thinking the same thing as you looked up at her, kissing her cheek affectionately.

“I love you, Ellie”, you said, smiling lovingly at your fiance.

“I love you, too, Y/N”, she replied, her smile reaching her eyes once again.

Sharing another sweet kiss, Beth and the kids began mocking the two of you. You laughed as Ellie flipped them the bird, before you all turned your attention back to the movie.

Yeah, this is us.

#Ellie Bixler #Beth Bixler #Evil Dead Rise #Evil Dead Rise imagine #Evil Dead Rise x reader #Ellie Evil Dead Rise x fem reader #Beth Evil Dead Rise x fem reader #Bridget Evil Dead Rise #Kassie Evil Dead Rise #Danny Evil Dead Rise #Just pretend the events of Evil Dead Rise didn't exist and our girl is alive and happy and in love with reader #LGBT #Pride #Jay is an asshole in this - don't @ me #Human Elie needs love and affection too #This is all just for fun

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bunnyblogs25 · 1 year ago

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Dinner time

It was dinner time and Ellie was hungry. You were in the kitchen whipping up her favorites. You heard her soft humming from down the hallway. " la da da, dum da da" never knew what she would hum. Usually was nothing but nonsense but you loved her regardless of her foolishness. You felt bony soft hands wrap around your waist with a long drag of a wet tounge up your neck. "ooh" baby don't do that you scared me". You moaned but jumped with surprise at the same time. She smirked and bit her lip softly while nipping at your jugular. "it's almost dinner time baby I promise". You said softly. Ellie picked you up and put you on the counter sniffing up your stomach and grabbing hold of your thighs. "ba...baby wait no, dinner is not ready yet". You said whimpering in defeat. "it.....is....now" she said in her dominant demonic voice. You felt nothing but a warm wave shoot through you you could do nothing but moan and writhe underneath this demon before you. "e...Ellie...fuck mommy please". It was that name that sent Ellie on a rampage and from that night till sunrise you were her dinner. She grabbed a hold of your pants ripping them off and shoving her face between your legs not even giving you time to breathe. Her strength was ten times more crazier than yours. You couldn't even move, all you could do was look at her and beg through heavily lidded eyes. She climbed on top of you and found a spot she could mount. Grinding into you all you saw was stars. "fuuuuck baby please". You moaned digging your nails into her red locks. Ellie fucked you deep into the mattress with the strap you bought her. And now she uses it anytime she wants. Uses you anytime she wants. And you never say no to her because how can you. "Little maggot belongs to mommy" is the last thing you heard before you got completely consumed by ecstacy.

#alyssa sutherland #evil dead rise x reader #lily sullivan #evil dead franchise

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alluredead · 2 years ago

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can we pls talk about how fine danny from evil dead rise is.

#evil dead rise x reader #evil dead #ash vs evil dead

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mylittlegayheart1221 · 2 years ago

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Ellie x fem reader

( if no one gonna make it I do )

summary : your Bridget new friend and you have a crush on her mom Ellie P.S : Ellie is also possess later on

warning : none

You just moved into a new school and you don’t really know anyone there . A black haired girl came up to you shutting your locker making you jump

“ hey new girl I’m Bridget what’s yours “ Bridget said .

“ y/n “ you said looking down feeling nervous as this was your first day .

“ cool we friends now “ Bridget said chuckling .

bell rings

“ what class do you have “Bridget asked taking her books out of her locker .

“ Ap English “ you said looking down your timetable.

“ Oo we at the same class” Bridget said as she guide you to your classroom .

the class was pretty boring even the teacher so you weren’t paying attention no one was you look over Bridget as she was sleeping. After few minutes finally the class ended , you and Bridget ran out the class to the lockers .

“ hey so wanna like come to my apartment for a sleepover after school well my mom and her sister reunite so I can invited anyone I want “ Bridget asked waiting for you to answer

you thought quite a while and agreed I mean what the worst that can happen am I right .

“ sure of course I come” you said with a smile across your face .

After school (finally )

you went to Bridget apartment and met her mom she was a redhead and you felt like she just stole away your breath

“ hey you good ? “ Bridget asked looking at you as you snapped from your thoughts

“ yeah good good “ you said scratching your hair .

“ oh hey bridge who this “ Ellie asked coming up to you and Bridget.

“ my friend y/n we having a sleepover “ Bridgett said .

“ cool dinners ready by the way “ Ellie said going back to the dining room

you followed Bridget to the dining room and sat next to her .

“ that’s my sister Kassie and brother Danny and that my aunt Beth “ Bridget said introducing all of them to you as you just smiled .

After dinner Kassie , Danny and Bridget and Beth went out to buy some dessert so you were alone with Ellie

“ So y/n how do you like it here with your school and everything “ Ellie asked looking at you

you felt nervous again like before you couldn’t think what to say just staring at Ellie. Ellie noticed and just kissed your cheek .

You froze and snapped out of your thoughts and quickly apologized.

Suddenly there a earthquake things on the table dropped down the floor it was shaking really hard.

“ on the ground “Ellie said one hand your head and one hand holding your body tightly.

The earthquake finally stopped as you both got up.

“ you okay ? “ Ellie asked .

“ yeah what was that “ you said still shaken up by it

“ we have to check on Beth and the kids let’s go “ Ellie said as you both went outside.

It was completely empty no one was there the stairs was broken but soon after panicking the kids and Beth came out from the Lift .

“ you all are saved thank goodness I was worried “ Ellie said . “Bridget dropped the pizza “ Kassie said looking down but Ellie just chuckled .

“ okay next time don’t use the lift after the earthquake “ Ellie said.

“ I’m going do some laundry at laundry mart Beth look after the kids “ Ellie said taking her basket and went to the lift

you had a bad feeling something gonna happen but forgot about it .

After an hor,Ellie haven’t come back yet and you started to worry .

“ where mom “ Kassie asked .

“Sure she okay “ Beth reassure Kassie

the doors suddenly open it was Ellie or was it ? Ellie went to kitchen as you and Beth went to follow her .

“ El ? “ you said hoping it was Ellie and hoping she alright

Ellie laughed but it doesn’t sound like Ellie it sound like a monster before anyone could think Ellie suddenly ran and jump on to you strangle you on the floor

your eyes widen to see Ellie was possess although you still in love with her .

Beth hit her with a pan and you got up and you , Beth and Kassie and Bridget and Danny ran to the bedroom

you saw a book that what’s causing this mess but ellie was outside the room door knocking loudly .

“ look we can’t just stay here forever “ Beth said

“ we locked her out the apartment and think of a way “ Bridget said .

you and Beth went outside Ellie was running towards you but you and Beth pushed her outside the door and locked it . Beth pushed a drawer to keep the door shut .

“ Danny it all your fault “ Bridget shouted pushing Danny as Beth stopped them

“ kids go to the room and hide I will just try do something and y/n look after the door don’t let her break through “ Beth said as Kassie ,Bridget and Danny went to the room

You were alone You decided to peek through Ellie was standing there smiling horrifying

“ El ? You good “ you asked

“ oh nothing but a big kiss from you won’t help now open up now “ Ellie said smiling you hesitated but Ellie saw that .

“ oh be a good girl for mommy and open up NOW!” Ellie persuade as you gave in and open up . She jump on top of you strangling you on the floor .

“ Good girl see wasn’t so hard ain’t it” Ellie said her face getting close to you .

“HEY get away from her “ Beth rushed out with a bat wanting to aim and Ellie but Ellie raised her hand as Beth was tossed across the room

“ Now where was I oh right you “ Ellie said as her mouth was on yours . You were shocked but didn’t do anything .

her tongue was touching with yours you were still too shocked to do anything .

her tongue went to your neck as she started to lick it and suck on it she slowly started to bit it blood stain were starting to appear

her hand reaching under your dress but you stopped her

“ look El I know your in there please don’t let this monster get over you “ you pleaded hoping El will come back to normal.

“ But I’m free now “ Ellie said .

“ I love you El I will be there for you just please El come back “ You plead tears were forming on your eyes El stopped as she just glare at you

“ maybe this help “ You said as you kissed Ellie

Ellie was shocked but there was suddenly a bright light and Ellie was normal again You were relieved as Ellie just hugged you . “Ellie your back to normal “ You said happily . “ And it all thanks to you “ Ellie said kissing your nose

#evil dead rise #Evil dead rise x reader #Evil dead rise fanfic #Ellie evil dead rise

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lifeislikeasong · 2 years ago

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😏😏😏

#Ellie evil dead rise #evil dead rise #Ellie Bixler #evil dead rise x reader #Ellie Bixler x Fem reader #deadite #the way my mind immediately went to this

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lowkeyrobin · 1 year ago

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EVIL DEAD RISE ; you can revive them

summary ; you're able to revive them from deadite-ism like the 2013 evil dead

includes ; danny, bridget, kassie (platonic), ellie, & beth

warnings ; language, demon stuff, blood, drugs/od'ing, horrible doctor explanation, I'm no doctor so ignore my horrible descriptions of this stuff LMAOOO

request from ; @acidthecorvid ; thank you for requesting!!

AN ; I got a little like basic idea of how the reviving works so I apologize if anything is incorrect, for some reason my brain couldn't process all the lore into how this worked lmaooo. I stuck with mias revival kinda thing w the defibrillator and fear streets od'ing and revival thing so hopefully this is good 😭😭

masterlist

DANNY

bringing him back scared the shit out of you

basically had to bury him in his bedsheets and somehow in some way, Beth got her hands on a defibrillator

she said something about it being in Fonda's room but you had no time to think

beth was over losing her family and you were too

danny wasn't meant to die, your straight hope of him surviving and not giving up on him is the only thing that saved him

kind of like that fear street scene of Sam dying and being brought back but with a fucking defibrillator instead of straight adrenaline shots and overdosing

restarting his heart and not being met with a deadite actually scared the hell out of you

he's knocked down for a while but he's able to escape the monde

BRIDGET

you were able to shove ellies medication into her mouth while she was knocked out after the first fight

maybe having her unconsciously od could possibly save her? who knows

you watched a couple movies of this kind of thing working, just having to restart her heart and hope the demon wouldn't be there

although it took a painfully long time, you were able to save her with epipens

a lot of them

from Gabriel's fridge

for a little while she's basically a walking corpse but she's able to survive

KASSIE

holy shit seeing her dead killed you inside

anger and sadness just took over and you manually brought her back to life

lots of cpr and epipens involved

but she ended up living

you gave up after a solid 10 minutes thinking she was dead but she was just knocked out cold by that point

I'd be surprised if her brain wasn't bleeding by then bc wtf

girly pop saved!

bad news about you tho.... /j /j

BETH

she's thrown into a wall, knocking her dead while fighting the abomination monster thing

you're able to kill it before saving Beth

she was on hella drugs already, so epipens and said drugs literally saved her

kassie crying while watching you try to save her aunt

shit she barely even knows you and she's crying into your chest

she takes a while to open her eyes but she's okay

"told you drugs are cool"

you wonder if she planned this out or not cause like??

ELLIE

you single handedly stop the deadite spread

you're op as shit wth

you're able to knock her down, use fondas defibrillator that he just has laying around (????), and revive her

basically restart her heart

she was dead for like 5 minutes solid before Beth calls the police from a landline on the street

"how the hell did you do that????"

"I don't even fucking know"

yall never talk about it again

you and danny hide the book back down under the parking garage and never speak of it again

just one of those family secrets ig

#lowkeyrobin #danny bixler x reader #evil dead rise x reader #bridget bixler x reader #evil dead rise #evil dead rise oneshot #danny bixler #evil dead rise preferences #beth bixler x reader #ellie bixler x reader #evil dead

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mimilogoff · 1 year ago

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Please give me morgan davies(or his characters) requests!

#morgan davies x reader #koby opla x reader #morgan davies #danny evil dead x reader #danny edr #danny evil dead rise #danny bixler #danny stuff #oberon #the end #evil dead rise x reader #evil dead

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aennasan · 8 months ago

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There is a reason why Kenji Sato stays hole up in his room whenever he is sick.

It wasn't because he is too sick to move around and take care of himself. If that happens, Mina would have taken care of him in a pod, where he could rest for the whole day, and feel better the next day.

It wasn't because he hates being seen as weak either. The idea of being seen at his most vulnerable may have brought a pink hue on his cheeks but it didn't bother him as much. He is sick after all. There is nothing wrong with that.

What bothers him is the fact that he could be a bit….er….. clingy. When he is feeling under the weather, the constant warmth of someone is very comforting to him.

Actually, a bit clingy may be an understatement.

When Mina informed you that Kenji cannot meet you for the day because he is not feeling well, it worried you so much, especially, when Mina insisted that he would be alright and she would take care of him.

Although Mina is an amazing help, how could you just sit back, and wait for him to get better without checking up on him, or lending a hand to take care of your own boyfriend.

Mina was insistent that you shouldn't. But you refused to back down, so against her better judgment, she let you in, with a reminder and an ominous warning; “I wish you goodluck.”

The moment you stepped foot out of work, you made your way to his house, and it broke your heart to see him bundled up, and sleeping under the covers. His shivers were so intense, that even if he is hiding beneath a bunch of fluff, you can see the tremors above.

“Kenji, I am here. Do you need anything?” You softly called out to him, and patted the area, where you thought he would have his head.

After hearing your voice, his tremors stopped… for a moment. He whipped his head out of the covers with renewed vigor, eyes wide, nose red, his whole face is pale with sickness.

You almost fell backwards when he suddenly hugged your torso and nestled his head on your stomach. You shivered at the sudden shift of temperature, feeling the heat boiling out of his skin, goosebumps forming on the part of your body he touched.

“How are you? Feeling better?” You asked. Voice laced with concern and worry. He didn't reply, instead he just shook his head like a kid. You put your hand on his forehead to check his fever, and you don't need a thermometer to know that even if it was midday now, his fever hasn't gone down.

“I’ve brought some porridge. Let me put them in a bowl so you could eat. Mina told me that you refused to eat anything. That is not good, you need food to have energy, and for the medicine to work.”

Removing his arms tightly hugging you, you scold him softly, and leave a kiss on his forehead before putting a plaster of kool fever, to help with his high temperature. You heard him cooed at the coolness, and watch as he closes his eyes, as you help him tucked back on his bed. His head resting comfortably on his pillows. You left his room, and made sure to close his door softly, before heading towards his kitchen, and put the food you bought in the microwave to heat it up.

Even outside his room, the air is thickened with the heady smell of sickness. Usually, Kenji would play even if he was sick. However, with the gloomy atmosphere of his house, and the minimal lights opened. You are sure that he never even set foot out of his room, for anything. You tapped your finger on the counter, as you watched the red blinking number countdown. You were in deep thought worrying over Kenji, that you didn't see the shadow looming behind you, the quiet steps he took as he approached you.

You let out a scream of bloody murders when an army suddenly snaked around your waist. His face resting at the crook of your neck. His arms tighten up, whenever you try to move or do anything, refusing to let you go.

“Kenji? Oh god! You scared me! What are you doing here?

“You're taking too long.” He replied. Voice muffled because he still refuses to remove his face, nestling on your neck.

“Too long? I'm just heating up your food for five minutes. I will be back soon.” You convince him, as you try to remove his arms around you. Feeling uncomfortable with his high body heat, racked with fever. He is still way too strong for someone who is sick.

“No.”

“No?”

“No.” He repeated. And you admit a bunch of question marks were forming on your head.

What exactly is going on? Also…Where is Mina? She is awfully quiet. She didn't even inform you about Kenji walking towards you.

Kenji Sato. Your boyfriend. Refuses to leave or move or let go of you, no matter how much you begged him too. He would even tsk or let out noises of disapproval whenever you try to do something to outsmart him.

So in the end, you just make yourself comfortable while he snuggle and hug your arm. His head resting on your chest.

“Kenji, what if I get sick too because you are way too close to me.”

“I’ll take care of you. And snuggle with you too.”

You are trying your best not to let out an exasperated sigh. No one told you that Kenji could be so clingy whenever he feels sick and vulnerable.

It got to the point that even if you excuse yourself going to the bathroom, he would throw a tantrum and cry, if you don't allow him in and allow him to hold your hand to do your business. The second time he refuses to let you go, you scolded him for a bit, which made him let you go alone, although reluctantly. You watch as he just sits there by the door, looking so sad and lonely, that guilt gnaws in your chest.

He looks like a kicked puppy, more than his usual wolfish demeanor and persona, which seeks to be always on the top.

After some time, Kenji finally slept like a log. The fever finally went down. You let out a sigh of relief and did your best not to make a sound so as to not wake him up.

You have learned your lesson when you woke him up earlier. You were greeted by a disgruntled Kenji, scowling, and full of distrust. He would close his eyes but the moment he realizes he did, he will shoot awake and scowl at you with a pout. Asking if you moved. Even if you say no, he will just glare at you.

It was like playing a game you will never ever win so you just sat there, holding his hand tightly, patting his side, humming a melody, to make him feel relaxed and finally sleep.

You thank all the gods when you pull your hand from his hold, and all he does is grumbles a bit before turning, and continues sleeping.

You tiptoed walking towards outside his room, making sure that you will not make any noise, as you slowly close his door. You were in bated breath as you carefully walked backwards away from his door, counted to ten, and cried tears of joy when no angry Kenji went out to lash out at your disappearance.

You almost had a heart attack when the moment you turned, Mina was in front of you.

“Mina, you-”

“I wished you good luck. I even told you not to go.” The AI replied with a sound followed by a shrug.

You're probably just so tired and drained that you have no energy to argue, and you even thanked her for preparing a meal and a hot bath for you as an apology.

Although, a sick Kenji is a pain in the ass, you admit he looks kind of cute and adorable, pouting and clingy like that. You just hope that when he does that next time, it wasn't because he was sick.

You can't take cute photos of a sick Kenji Sato, right?

#back again from the dead *evil laugh*#kenji sato ultraman rising #jealous kenji sato #kenji sato fic #kenji sato imagine #kenji sato ultraman #clingy Kenji Sato #kenji sato x you #kenji sato x reader #kenji x reader #kenji sato #ken sato x you #ken sato x y/n #ken sato x reader #ken sato #aenna imagines #aenna headcannons

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lifeislikeasong · 2 years ago

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Bless you, @the-gaming-cat-mom. This had me squealing for more; I love me some human Momma Ellie 💜

Seeing as I´ve been suffering from a cluster headache for the past few days (and desperately wished for a very tall, very doting readhead to come smother me and kiss it better 🤕🥺) I'm feeling rather soft and delicate these days so I thought might as well dip a toe into human!Ellie territory.

Aight so, Ellie is Mommy. No doubt about it. She´s very maternal and nurturing (and touchy feely) by nature. She gives these type of hugs that make you feel encased and protected - one hand wandering to the back of your head to cradle it, the other rubbing slow circles on your back - and when that hug ends (way too soon) she still keeps contact. The hand that´s been caressing your back now coming to grip your upper arm - gently - as her other hand moves from the back of your head to rest against your cheek and, for a fleeting moment, you can feel her putting just a tad bit more pressure behind her touch but it´s enough to just so move your head to the side and it doesn´t end there because-

That same hand makes its way down to take a hold of your jaw - thumb and index finger on either side, using her palm to lift your head just a bit - and there´s that fleeting moment again before both of her hands start retreating-

...But not before curling that index finger at the last moment and resting its side under your chin, tilting your head up in a light, quick motion while simultaneously lowering her head (quite) a bit - eyebrows raising - as if to say-

"You okay?"

You see...Ellie can be rather suffocating in the most endearing way with people she genuinely cares about. Be it family or friends or other...acquaintances.

...Which is exactly why someone just won´t get the hint, at all. There could be a giant neon sign reading "COME TATTOO MY LIPS WITH YOURS" directly above Momma´s head and they still won´t get it. But who can blame them when Momma Ellie has been so very doting on them right from the start because that´s just who she is. Everyone who´s ever met Ellie knows that her love and care for someone, be it platonic or romantic, runs deep. Once she´s decided that yep, you´re stuck with her now there´s just no hesitation, no holding back, she´s gonna (affectionately) smother them whether they like it or not. Be on them as soon as they´re through the door to hug and stroke and ～How is my little groupie? ～ (we´ll get to that in a min) in that angelic voice of hers and bending down down down to get lost in their eyes and-

(Remind you of someone?)

It also doesn´t help that someone is a closeted lesbian and in denial so they´re just really awkward around beautiful women who could pass as goddesses in general and it does not help that Momma seems to thrive on that, looking rather smitten indeed whenever her little groupie seems to trip over air which she doesn´t mind in the slightest because it gives her an excuse to catch and fret over and-

"Careful honey!"

Oh and also, my Ellie is bi and she´s always been very open about that (college times were wild) and I think the main reason for that is her upbringing...or lack thereof.

As we know, she´s had a rather difficult time growing up with a mother too drunk to even remember her own name most of the time, leaving it to her to raise her little sister despite being only a kid herself. That´s formed her, made her tough because she's had to learn how to fend for herself (and her sister) from a very young age. She´s developed this fuck all attitude where she just really doesn´t give a damn about what someone might think of her or the way she handles things. She´s certainly no pushover and she will let you know when she´s onto your bs - loud and clear - and the sight of it is actually quite terrifying because she´ll just be towering over you, staring you down, not blinking, challenging you and-

*gulp*

But yeah, Momma´s very open about a lot of things and she´s not afraid to show it.

Someone´s had a rough day at work? Momma´s gonna massage those sore shoulders like any good friend would, cooing at them when they allow themselves to get lost in that feeling without even realizing and of course Momma´s gotta take advantage of that - bending down down down until her lips touch strands of heaven because that smell, my god! and she´s taking a (rather long) moment to just sniff and snoff and eyes are starting to fall shut, hands tightening their grip on those shoulders, starting to decend-

She loves her sister, she really does. But right in this moment she has this urge to strangle her because Bethy Boo can be a real oaf sometimes, bulldozing through the door without even an ounce of decorum, making them flinch away from her lest anyone get ideas-

But hey! Speaking of groupies...

As we know, Ellie isn´t best impressed when her sister tries to indoctrinate her youngest into her groupie world. But wouldn´t it be quite something if one of these groupies just so happened to be our certain someone who´s been very close friends with Beth forever and who´s agreed to accompany Beth to face judgement together?

And, suddenly-

This groupie world doesn´t seem so bad anymore...

Also, there´s a reason Momma fondly calls them her little groupie...

They´re tiny (but tbf, Mommy´s a giant) and Momma adores it, revels in it because her little groupie is so sensitive about it, so easy to tease, so endearing. Especially when they´re sneaking into the kitchen for a late night snack and Momma Ellie just so happens to be there as well - what a coincidence.

And they´re struggling quite a bit to reach that upper shelf that contains the bowls - standing on their tippy toes, one arm stretched upwards as far as it can go (it ain´t much), fingers nearly grazing the shelf - almost! - as the other arm supports their weight on the kitchen counter, doing a little hop! here and there and - almost, they can feel it! - tongue poking out and-

Momma Ellie is struggling right now, lips pressed tightly together because she can feel it building up from her very core. But she knows if she so much as breathes too loud right now her silly little groupie will get spooked like a frightened deer, putting an end to this absolutely delightful display far too soon. So, instead of breaking into hearty laughter, she makes her way over to the kitchen counter and a certain someone has yet to notice her...good.

It´s only when another hand reaches over their head and comes to join the one that´s already trying (and failing) to reach these wretched bowls that someone stops dead in their tracks because that other hand doesn´t just reach up and get it done and over with, no. That other hand takes a moment to graze its fingertips along the back of their hand - starting with their wrist and slowly wandering all the way up to the tips of their fingers and lingering there for a (rather long) moment. Only then does that hand continue its way up and up and up and holy-

Reaching the bowl without effort, like breathing. But that bowl has yet to make its way into someone´s waiting hand because that other hand might be gripping the bowl - so close! - but it´s not quite ready to give in yet because-

"Need some help?" 😏

And no, certainly not. They were just peachy, everything was under control, they almost got it anyway- 🙄

But, as we know by now, Momma Ellie enjoys a challenge and she´s not gonna back down until someone admits they´ve just been rescued from certain starvation and if it wasn´t for her being there by sheer coincidence WHO knows what would´ve happened??

And it´s basically just Momma Ellie being a little shithead (affectionately) and smug af because she absolutely towers over them and if she was feeling particularly mean she might just dangle that bowl over them, urging them to hop!, only to lift that bowl even higher and cmon!-

She recognizes when enough is enough though and goes from a(n affectionate) mean shithead to a big, soft teddybear in an instant. Handing over that bowl at long last and they snatch! it out of her hand, still quite grumpy and Momma Ellie realizes-

Time for damage control.

Seeing as they won´t face her because meanies don´t deserve attention she´ll have to improvise which is totally fine with her because now she gets to do this-

Hands coming up to take a hold of their hips, giving them a light squeeze, before bending down down down to rest her chin on their shoulder, wearing the biggest smile as her head slowly turns to risk a peek because she absolutely adores these moments where it´s just them and her, bickering like an old married couple and they might as well COULD be because-

"Forgive me?" 🥺

Ugh-

But they can´t help it, one corner of their mouth already starting to lift because-

"Jackass"

Annnd we´re back to Momma being smug af because-

She´s gonna woo them yet. 😈💘

#Ellie Bixler #Beth Bixler #Evil Dead Rise #Evil Dead Rise imagine #Evil Dead Rise x reader #Ellie Evil Dead Rise x fem reader #Beth Evil Dead Rise x fem reader

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heatedwither · 2 years ago

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the decay of your body. (teaser)

upcoming ellie x fem!reader fic.

summary- your peaceful days have come to an end when your vulnerable, oblivious self lands you in the territory of a bloodthirsty deadite. a pitiful human such as yourself does not stand a chance, though this wicked woman has other plans for you.

warnings- sexual themes, explicit mentions of death, blood, gore, swearing.

note- this will be my first writing posted on here. the release will be indefinite, so i apologize in advance. i would like to make this a series, but if not then i may work on other things. i would also like to comment on how i perceive ellie. i plan on writing her as canon as possible, meaning she will continue being an absolute vile creature with a limited capacity to fully understand the human psyche. if all goes well and i make this a series, i will consider adapting ellie to human life, but i still prefer her as she is meant to be.

it was drooling, that same black sludge mixed with saliva and blood just dripping from it’s maw and collecting onto the floor. panting through it’s wide grin, almost peering over your shoulder. you could hear something behind you, something breathing. your body tensed up, aware of a presence so dangerously close to your frame. that muscle in your chest began to beat faster and that thing behind you twitched at the sudden change in your scent.

yes, it could smell it. that intoxicating, absolutely arousing scent of a living, fearful human. the thick streams of blood flooding your mortal body, making your flesh pulse and grow hotter. you hesitated looking back. there was something behind you, but you couldn’t bring yourself to face it. not when it was impatiently waiting for you to finally acknowledge it.

fuck it. you slowly turned your head and your body slowly shifted. damn those wobbly legs, your body nearly collapsed before you could get a good close up of whatever was losing it’s corrupted mind over your presence.

and that thing that was drooling the rancid black sludge over you, actually a decomposing statue of nearly six feet, tangled red locs and a filthy grin. this woman with the awful posture, blue and purple lines meandering on pale skin. she eyed her prey, fingers twitching, and her throat producing the guttural clicking sounds from earlier. she was eager to finally get your attention. her rotten body practically buzzing, vibrating, just waiting to act upon her urges. that delicious, petrified look on your face somehow managed to make that disgusting grin even wider. those malicious instincts were kicking in, the desire to ensure fear, hack and slash her way through flesh and take pride in her successful hunt. your throat went dry, body shuddering as you backed against the countertop. as you moved the woman followed suit, matching your movements with a jerk of her crooked body. you couldn't speak, nor could you produce any noises other than your heavy breathing. the woman wasn't too close now. there was still a slim chance you could slip away, or perhaps grab that shard of glass on the tile.

your eyes darted to the piece of glass, just moments away from grabbing it and burrowing the shard in her neck. so close, just a little more and your fingers would be right on it.

just a little more and you can get the hell out.

almost. almost there. you can do it.

so close. so-

“hello there, little one”

#evil dead rise #ellie bixler #evil dead rise x reader

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lifeislikeasong · 2 years ago

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Bambi Eyes - Human Ellie Bixler x Fem Reader

@the-gaming-cat-mom, @sssappling2004, @gaym0m, @dymttz, @heartof-flies, @onionringlord

It's here, again! I think this is my favourite work to date; I've had so much fun writing this, but also broke my own heart because this single girl is incredibly lonely and I've always wanted a love like this 💜😩

Ellie's large eyes were the first thing I noticed the very first time I watched the movie; I was captivated immediately, which is why I titled this fic 'Bambi Eyes'.

A.N - this GIF of Ellie has me in a chokehold...just imagine her looking at you like this though when she realises you're the one 🥰

P.S - I'm sorry if I forgot to tag anyone 😣

Enjoy, my loves! xx

Since finally getting together with Ellie a few months ago, the two of you set a couple of nights aside each week, usually Wednesday’s and Saturday’s for date night. It didn’t matter what you did, as long as you were together and happy. Some evenings, you’d stay in, order takeaway, watch old romance films and make out like teenagers while Beth looked after Kassie next door, while Danny and Bridget were studying at their friends’ houses. Other nights you’d go out to dinner, which would be followed by a movie, dancing or strolling along the beach, hand-in-hand.

Tonight was a little bit different. You and Ellie decided to go to a different part of town; and check out the new French Quarter inspired restaurants and dusk markets.

It is a cool Autumn evening; a sense of excitement burned through your body as Ellie stepped out of the bathroom looking as ethereal as ever in her new skinny jeans, thigh high patent leather black boots, a grey low-scoop t-shirt and form-fitting black leather jacket to match. Her fine, freshly washed red hair was straightened, cascading delicately down her shoulders.

The moment Ellie clapped eyes on you, she smirked as she slowly slinked over to your shared bedroom vanity, where you were donning the last of your jewellery.

Smiling at her through the mirror, your breath hitched as your mouth dropped.

My God, she’s so beautiful. You thought as she inched closer towards you.

Ellie was eager to get her hands on you, so she wrapped her long arms securely around your waist as she rested her head on your shoulder. You leaned backwards, your whole body fully relaxing into her as you collectively sighed. She buried her face in the side of your neck, sniffing the little crook behind your ear as your eyes closed; enjoying this tender moment.

“Mmm, you smell good”, she husked.

She placed a sweet little kiss in the spot she knew made you weak. Feeling you shiver in her arms, Ellie giggled. She loved having this effect on you. You opened your eyes and met Ellie’s; taking in the sight in front of you once again, you noticed Ellie had put on a thin line of mascara, accentuating her seductive Bambi-like eyes.

Turning in her arms, you draped your limbs loosely around her shoulders; immediately getting lost in her large, captivating eyes.

Ellie never failed to take your breath away. Her eyes were one of your favourite features; you loved how they made you feel - safe, warm, protected and loved. They were lively, full of love. You loved the way her eyes would search yours, almost penetrating the very depths of your soul. With Ellie, you always felt seen - in every sense of the word. She had this way of making you feel naked, bare in her presence; with just one look, this amazing woman seemed to completely and wholeheartedly understand you. Ellie’s large, innocent, safe Bambi eyes are always seeking out yours; drawing you back to her, no matter where you were.

“You…my love, look absolutely beautiful”, you said, your eyes conveying all the love you felt for her.

Ellie smiled, reached down and cupped your rear.

“Thank you, sweetheart. You look stunning”, she said, her eyes reflecting back at you.

She moved her arms back to your waist, squeezing tenderly as she rocked you slowly side-to-side.

Twirling you, Ellie had a good look at your outfit. She took in every detail of your short, v-neck, little black dress and heals. You noticed a particular twinkle in her eye; the one that said she unapologetically wanted you, needed you. If this woman continued to ogle you, you wouldn’t be leaving this room any time soon; not that you would’ve complained, but you had a reservation to get to…

Kissing her softly, you smiled before pulling back slightly.

“Ready to go, honey?”, you asked sweetly.

Bringing her lips back to yours for a few seconds, she nibbled your jawline.

“Always”, she said quietly, her voice smooth and low.

Taking each other by the hand, you walked out of your shared house towards the car. Opening the door for you, Ellie stepped to the side as you went to climb in. You caught her off guard as you cheekily placed a loving kiss on her lips before sitting in the passenger seat.

You enjoyed toying with her as she stood there dumbfounded for a second, her brain trying to process the kiss as you sat there and giggled.

You could tell this night was going to be adventurous…and you couldn’t wait.

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While making the 40 minute trek across town, the car ride could only be described as delicious torture. You and Ellie stayed silent for about 15 minutes, playing little games with each other, enjoying the growing tension.

She reached across the centre console, placing her hand delicately on your knee, tracing little patterns. You shared little cheeky glances here and there, and you couldn’t stop thinking about her eyes.

They were the biggest, brightest, kindest eyes you had ever seen and you felt like you could get lost in them forever.

Pulling up to a set of traffic lights, Ellie’s voice lulled you back to the present.

“You okay, sugar?”, she questioned sweetly.

“Absolutely”, you said smiling, reaching for her hand to place a kiss on her knuckles.

You spent the last half of the trip flirting like crazy, singing along to the radio and talking sweetly about your relationship. You gently played with Ellie’s earlobe; your arm stretched over the back of her driver's seat, scratching her scalp lovingly; her hand never once ceasing its movements on your thigh.

Upon arriving at your destination, you and Ellie strolled through the beautiful new estate towards the restaurant. You were certainly a good looking couple; many people turned their heads as you passed by. Ellie suddenly went into protective girlfriend mode, possessively placing her hand on your hip, glaring at those who perved on you as you wandered through the crowd; as if to say “back off, she’s all mine. I’m all hers”

You smirked, finding this side of Ellie insanely sexy but incredibly endearing. You caught her eye again, silently conveying your thanks and unwavering trust in one another. Smiling, she relaxed a little, but didn’t let you go.

Heading into the restaurant, you sat at a quiet table in the corner away from prying eyes. You two were blissfully off in your own little world; laughing and smiling like there’s no tomorrow.

Dinner was amazing; your conversation neverending. You and Ellie talked about everything and nothing, while enjoying the comfortable silence when the moment called for it. The chemistry and flirtatious energy was off the charts; your hands always searching to hold one another, eyes flickering to lips, playing with each other's fingers, playing footsies under the table, her eyes wandering to your cleavage, as your own wandered to her now-exposed forearms.

Leaving the restaurant, you made your way back to the dusk markets hand-in-hand. Live music filtered through your ears as scents of Sandalwood, pumpkin, cinnamon, cider and chai permeated the air surrounding you.

Stopping at a few stalls, Ellie expressed her interest in a beautiful, gold eagle winged necklace that had her favourite gemstone, the aquamarine, embedded in the middle. You didn’t hesitate, and bought the necklace for her. Strolling through more market stalls you spotted a gorgeous silver infinity bracelet, encrusted with moonstones; your favourite gemstone. Ellie bought it for you instantly.

Not wanting this amazing night to end so quickly, you decided to take a long walk by the riverbank; ending up on the opposite side of the restaurant. She wrapped her arm around your shoulder as you wrapped your own around her waist; kissing the top of your head, Ellie smiled.

“I’ve had such a great night with you, hon”, she said, her happiness evident in her voice.

“Me, too babe”, you smiled back.

Walking a few hundred metres in comfortable silence, you spotted an outdoor bench under a cute tree in the distance which was covered in fairy lights. Taking a seat side by side, you and Ellie watched the festivities from afar as you cuddled up together. You draped your arm over her knee as she pulled you impossibly closer; engulfing you in a bear hug.

A sudden change in temperature made a chill run down your spine. Ellie was so sweet, taking off her own jacket to drape lightly around your shoulders.

“Thanks, sweetie. Won’t you be cold?”, you asked.

“Ahh, it’s nothing that a big old hug and kiss from you wont fix, my darling”, she winked.

You smiled; reaching up to cup the side of her face. Ellie closed her eyes at the sensation, your thumb stroking her cheekbone. Closing the gap between you, you and Ellie kissed so sweetly. Little gasps and cute smiles were shared between you as you kissed lovingly for what felt like hours.

Breaking apart, Ellie bumped her nose affectionately against yours as she reached for the box containing your bracelet.

“Here, baby. Let me put this on you”, she said quietly.

Gently holding your wrist, Ellie clasped the delicate piece of jewellery around it before kissing a sensitive spot on your hand. You smiled.

Reaching for Ellie’s gift, you instructed her to turn around. Placing the chain around her, you fastened the necklace. Gently moving her hair to the side, you placed an affectionate kiss on the side of her neck; giggling at the way she moved sideways to allow you more access.

You indulged her for a couple of minutes before she leaned back in your arms, silently indicating she wanted you to hold her. You gladly obliged; snaking your arms around her abdomen as she played with your fingers.

You watched the side of her face intently as she stared out towards the water. You still couldn’t believe how beautiful her eyes were as they glistened in the moonlight.

“What’s on your mind, El?”, you asked softly; kissing the side of her head.

Inhaling, Ellie hugged your arms closer.

“You. Me. Us. Y/N, baby you make me so happy”, she said, her voice emotional, brimming with unwavering happiness.

You noticed a little tear escape; cascading slowly down the side of her face. Moving her gently, you encouraged her to face you. Ellie looked at you with so much love, trust and warmth, that it took your breath away yet again. You reached out, catching the tear on the base of your thumb.

“I never thought I could love someone this much; or that someone could love me the way you do”, she whispered.

“Oh, honey, you’re my everything. I’m just glad we finally came to our senses because I know I can’t live this life without you. You deserve to be loved the way you’ve always dreamed of, and I feel incredibly lucky that you chose me. I love you; and your beautiful Bambi eyes”, you said tenderly; your eyes searching her gorgeous face once more.

“Bambi eyes?”, Ellie asked sweetly.

“Yeah. I’ve never felt so safe and so loved than when you look at me. Your eyes are the kindest, most soulful eyes I’ve ever seen. Baby, when you look at me; I’m home”, you said.

“No one’s ever said anything like that to me, before”, she whispered.

“Get used to it, my sweet love. Because this; us right now, is who we’re meant to be. It’s you and me, forever”, you whispered back.

“Forever and always”, she affirmed.

Pulling you closer, Ellie hovered her lips above yours.

“I love you so much, my darling”, she whispered.

“I love you, too, Bambi Eyes”, you smiled.

Closing the gap between you, you engaged in another sweet kiss; one that indicated this night was definitely not ending anytime soon….

#Ellie Bixler #Evil Dead Rise #Evil Dead Rise imagine #Evil Dead Rise x reader #Ellie Evil Dead Rise x fem reader #Just pretend the events of Evil Dead Rise didn't exist and our girl is alive and happy and in love with reader #LGBTQ+#Pride #Human Elie needs love and affection too #I'm so fucking bored and lonely #I could cry #FML

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