#but a abhore myself

[acursedvalentine]

in a violent nature. .

[stephgingrich]

little elphie value study because i’m trying out csp

[yourlocalabomination]

Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust.

[tomatoluvr69]

Fema aid station inside a closed Lego store in the mall #floodcore

[manicpunk98]

I'm so so tired of seeing ppl label Astarion as "sex-averse" or some version of ace only because of his trauma responses. His trauma and his wariness around sex is not his identity. It's not an inherent part of who he is, it is an sad reality of something that was done to him.

You are not your trauma, you can and should put in the effort to work through it, like Astarion does. Eventually he does work up to a point where he's the one asking for sex again and isn't shy about it.

You take away personal agency from him by saying that he is what his trauma responses are. Defining him by the things that were done to him really grosses me out.

[moe-broey]

"An awkward gesture" like yeah. And that group of guys who gathered around in Portland ME in full Nazi paraphernalia on April 1st that one year were just joking. Right.

[lacunasbalustrade]

went to an interview today and some parts were very nice but one part that had me looking for beef was me saying 'some people find me intimidating because I like to read' and that if I got in, I was looking forward to meet people who intellectually challenge me, and the interviewer went 'oh but are you going to just read and ignore people?' and the other went 'how do you know the other participants will be what you hope what if other countries are ✨ less stringent ✨ than Singapore and don't have our selection processes' which is just so silly because 1. I read to listen to people who write, and obviously if an interesting person is in front of me I'd set aside the book, and if they're insecure in themselves why am I supposed to approach them? they just assumed right off the bat that I am stuck up, wrong, I just want to talk to people who are confident enough to hold a civil conversation without making me tone myself down for them, it's my greatest wish actually. 2. He's saying that Singapore is the literal best country and we're going there to represent the best?? we're there to internationalise why are you saying I shouldn't have high hopes for other people?? then why would I even want to go??? and the kids going there are way more amazing than me which I know firsthand from research and communication with them on the discord server u didn't even know about! I brought cookies to the interview!! why are you assuming that I am not socially adept and that I am shy simply because I don't like talking to Every Available Person Around??! lack of reading comprehension in these guys. I don't wanna be elitist or rude but it is a fact that there r ppl u can't get along w because they include u for the sake of inclusion which is absolutely insulting and then there are lovely beautiful people who are nonetheless scared by you and it's important not to freak them out by pouncing on them.

[linoguy]

I really hate how much people are in a constant of defense when they talk these days. I feel like I don’t see one post or video that has a topic and then says “ignore ____” or “don’t even mention how ___” and it has nothing to do with the actual topic

[counterspellthisyoucasual]

It’s all “what about the kids” “think of the children!” But when the children are growing up into an unliveable world, where they will have to work and rent for the rest of their measly lives? There’s no outcry, because that benefits them.

[cultivating-wildflowers]

there are so many things I hate specifically because a family member hates them

[skysurfing]

vanitas doodle?

uh well

[whowhatifs]

Saying that if you understood spanish would read my rambling is one of the nicest things I've ever been told so, thank you, really💕

Sooo retro and voice for hedwig?

Aww thanks for taking the time to let me know, that’s so sweet! :D And thank you for the ask!

Retro: What was the first CD they ever bought with their own money? Do they still have it? Do they still like it?

Hmmm so I’m not sure whether this would definitely be hir first, but I’m going to say Rascal Flatt’s album Me And My Gang. I could see Hedwig playing it loud when hir parents weren’t home and belting along to What Hurts The Most and crying hir eyes out without being able to identify why. It’s a breakup song, but for Hedwig it really worked with hir pain at being home alone so much (“What hurts the most / Was being so close / And havin' so much to say / And watchin' you walk away” and “Not seeing that love in you / That’s what I was trying to do”).

I feel like Hedwig still has a copy of the album, even if it's not the original. The original probably got destroyed scratched up or stepped on or something from hir playing it so much and not having the careful hands of an adult yet. I'm not sure whether ze still likes the music... probably? Probably one of those things where you don't listen to a song for five years and then play it fifty times in two days.

Voice: What does their singing voice sound like? Do you have voiceclaims(s) for them? 

Yessss YEEESSSSSSS. I’m so glad someone asked me this one! I don't know the technical terminology for this stuff, but hir voice is very smooth and evocative and has a lot of range in the notes ze can hit. I like to imagine ze gives people chills. The other day I spent so much time trying to figure out Hedwig's voice, so this is very specific, but I imagine hir voice as some combination of:

Adam Lambert (early years), like in his cover of “Ring of Fire”

Cher (recent years), like in her cover of “Fernando” for Mamma Mia

and Dimash Qudaibergen, like in his cover of “S.O.S. d’un terrien en détresse”

Infamous MC ask game

[fey-changeling]

Hoping I still feel motivated tomorrow to film some Isolde videos

[fusionbolts]

y'all i do not get to play it much but i cannot emphasize how deeply fucked up on a very fundamental level this gd silly little dragon child actually is. please.

[foxcassius]

i finashed reading the true deceiver by tove jansson and it was good. again i feel like i'm not smart enough to really Get the book. i finished it like 2 minutes ago though so maybe i'll understand it better after thinking about it for a few days

[loverboybrightsideghost]

they should invent a way to ask if you have felt suicidal or have had suicidal thoughts at the doctor when they ask where you'll answer truthfully. i am fine and i always fight the suicidal thoughts but i went to the urgent care the other day and they asked and i said no no nothing like that. but i lied! of course i have! i've been vaguely fantasizing about getting hit by a car the past few days!!! i truly hate suicide for Reasons, it makes me incredibly sad and distressed, and for myself sometimes i don't even realize it's started creeping into my head again (i'm fine i genuinely promise) but like. as much as i hate it, it's there in some of my friends and me and i have to wonder about the fact that "yeah, but doesn't everyone at least a little bit?" isn't the right answer.