#but I've run out of papers from my grad school days and would have to write new ones

[isfjmel-phleg]

It has not been a productive day, but I did get my homework done before tomorrow's session and didn't lose my composure while writing it (not that there would have been anyone here to see but still), so there's that.

[restwellsoon]

Hello 👋 for your token of sleep project I would like a daydream prompt with Jason Todd demon AU where he is an incubus and the f reader has accidentally summoned him yet she is super stressed out and needs some relief. Ps. I hope your having a great day or night.

Oh boy am I feeling this as I've just started my grad program while still working full-time. Feelin' like actual death right now.

Thanks for participating and I hope that you have a great day/night as well!

Minors and ageless blogs DNI!

Pairing: Jason Todd x F!Reader

Warnings: Demon AU, smut, slight degradation

/ "There you go," Jason encouraged, watching carefully at the fine movements of your body as he readied it to take him. "Keep breathing. It's okay. Let out a curse even. Fuck? That's what I'm trying to do, sweetheart, just be patient. You can't handle this all at once."

You said a quick prayer to God-any god that would listen- to help you pass your midterms, or at the very least give you the strength to get through the last twelve pages of your paper.

The eerie rustle of papers made your skin prickle as you looked for any source of wind. The window was closed. Your fan was off. The bedroom door had been closed for hours as your roommate gave up, deciding to indulge in hedonistic procrastination instead of keeping their nose buried in a book all weekend.

"God?" You asked, in half-jest and half-hope, your delirious mind looking for any excuse to take itself away from your computer screen.

"Already? We haven't even gotten to the good parts yet, sweetheart," a voice drawled from the darkness beneath your desk.

Reflexively, you scooted back, computer chair wheels swiveling wildly until the back bumped into the foot of your bed. You scrambled off the chair and into your bed, a stupid thought of hiding beneath the covers running through your mind.

The voice crawled from its den, and at first, it was nothing more than hunkering darkness. Each step it took towards you gave it shape, and you sat paralyzed, watching as you saw the face of your end.

Under the dim lighting of your lamp, you saw chiseled muscle and horns. The sharp glint of his fangs were lost as you focused on his face-strange and unknown yet more alluring than frightening. Your mind glossed over his nakedness to be enthralled by his splendor.

"Who are you? What are you?"

"Is it tacky to say, whatever you want me to be?" The being seemed amused by his own joke and only became serious when he realized you weren't laughing with him.

His thumb stuck back to the pile of books behind him before crossing his arms sternly. "You summoned me." He elaborated after your blank stare. "The sigil?" Your bored scrawlings? "The prayer?"

"So you'll help me pass my classes?" His uncertain hum wasn't convincing.

"Or at least help me study better?" He shrugged.

"Will you at least help me out with my job or pay my rent, so I can focus on school?"

"Look," he spoke, "I'm an incubus. Call me Jason. Best I can do is give you post-nut clarity. Take it or leave it."

With a sigh, you weighed your options. The demon seemed useless, but who knew what a clear head could do for your productivity. You gave in with an annoyed 'Fine.'

He grinned, smile stretching to show off two precious dimples. "Atta girl. Smart decision. See, you hardly even need me." In a blink, he was in bed with you, making quick work of your clothes. "But I'm grateful all the same."

His kisses trailed up your legs as they spread for him wider than you were willing to admit. To your relief, he said nothing, only grinned as he buried his nose in your folds. Jason's fingers worked in sync with his tongue, drawing out your sweet nectar as it collected on the base of his knuckles.

After a few minutes, he rose, broad shoulders flexing before he sat back to look at his work. His index and middle finger spread apart to look at your hole. "A tight fit, but we can make it work," he mumbled more to himself than you.

His cock was ribbed with thick fat veins and narrowed down to gently arrowed tip, the end drooling with opalescent pre-cum. He gave his cock a few pumps, its length growing an extra inch for good measure as heavy balls lightly swayed.

"I don't think it'll-" You tried to interject, but your thought was lost as the head entered and teased, rubbing against your clit as you body ached for the demon.

"There you go," Jason encouraged, watching carefully at the fine movements of your body as he readied it to take him. "Keep breathing. It's okay. Let out a curse even. Fuck? That's what I'm trying to do, sweetheart, just be patient. You can't handle this all at once."

Five frustrating minutes later, his length was buried inside you, and Jason wasted no more time to fuck you, resting his ankles on his shoulders as he worked.

The orgasm was noticeably longer than others you've had and seemed to drain the life out of you as you tried to catch your breath. Jason was unaffected-chipper even- as he laid beside you.

"So what's that post-nut clarity telling you?" Each human was different after all.

You checked the time before looking back at your books and computer. You had work in three hours and your paper was due in six.

"I'm already fucked," you admitted before straddling his great lap. "Might as well enjoy it."

A Token of Sleep | event / Jason Todd's Masterlist / Rest's Main M.list

[freshgraduate]

A Blog For Me

I'm starting this blog because I'm honestly not doing entirely well. About three months ago, I graduated with Honours after four years at Drama school. It was, frankly, a harrowing and chaotic time, but there was always something to do: scenes to be rehearsed, self tapes to film, movies to review. Even when I didn't want to be doing half the stuff I had to get done in order to pass, I knew deep down that being told what to do was good. It was a 9-5, Monday- Friday, full commitment type of thing. No time for a job. No time for non-actor friends. Four years of all-out hustle. And then it sort of just ended. I'm yet to pick up that little paper that says I've done it (graduation ceremony is next month), but for all intents and purposes, it is done. By the end of the whole thing, I was just fed up. I wanted to be done with uni and be getting on with my life, figuring out who I am and who I was away from homework and constant assignments.

Turns out, I am very unfunctional. I am no longer forced to be somewhere every day, and so I stay in bed. I have no real work experience, so I fear the real world. Anyone who isn't forced to see me every day anymore chooses not to. I am chronically friendless. Oh, and I graduated AGENTLESS!! It's a classic actor's story- study all through drama school, and leave with nothing to show for it. Deadbeat, some would say. So why blog? Well, for one (if it isn't clear enough), I am lonely and I figure typing into the void at the hopes of someone hearing me out might be a tad therapeutic. Also, I used to love this whole tumblr thing when I was 15 and now that I'm 21, I figure there was probably something in that. Finally, I'm kind of praying that there's someone else out there like me- lonely and quite afraid- who can maybe hold my hand and possibly even advise me through this whole thing.

A fair warning: this blog won't be pleasant. It's sort of a final plea. I am a very depressed and negative person these days, which I'm desperate to change. It might get dark here and there. Not to worry! I will tag appropriately!

But, you know, I've done a lot of googling: 'How do I love my life?', 'What is my purpose? (quiz)', 'Should I just pack everything and go?' That kind of stuff. And google doesn't really know either. So. Blog. I'm trying a blog.

Currently my days consist of a good 2 hours trying to figure out how I'm going to get out of bed, doing a 20- 40 minute yoga session after breakfast, showering, and gaming until the day is over. I live with my parents, but it's clear that if I don't get my shit together, they might start thinking about kicking me out. I want to get a job, but every time I think about writing a resume I get scared and chicken out. I'm an actor and a writer, but I'm terrified of putting myself out there because I don't think I'm good enough. All my fellow graduates are 'doing the thing'. Have agents, making films, etc. Successful. I am the failure of the year. I'm considering giving up. Even though I haven't even really tried yet. Pathetic, I know.

Tonight the dream is to get a job, save my money, and volunteer on a farm in Italy early next year. Travel alone. Idk. If I don't feel like I have anything going for me, then there's no harm in running off for a little while. Tomorrow, I will think about the dreaded resume and never end up writing it. This is the pattern of my life.

Expect an update in a few days, or maybe a week, when something or nothing changes. I turn 22 next week.

TLDR: I am a depressed post-grad with nothing going for me. I'm trying to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I want to be happy. This blog will document my journey.

[abysskeeper]

I just need a place to air my thoughts right now.

I think one of the biggest problems I'm facing right now is struggling with the sunk cost fallacy. I'm entering my 7th year of bench work in a lab. My goals have changed, I have no idea if I want to go on to grad school anymore because I know I like doing the nitty gritty of planning and designing experiments. I don't want to be stuck writing grants and papers and going to meetings all day. And that's fine!

But also I like...want basic human and professional respect at my job. I am an intelligent individual, I know what I'm doing and I do my job well. I don't need awards or daily praise or anything like that...but general appreciation for what I do and at least listening to me when I speak on something I know about would be nice.

I don’t get any of that currently. I mean, I do from my immediate supervisors, but not from the people who actually make the decisions about my job and my tasks...so, not where it matters. There's a project I want to take on right now since the two people currently running it are leaving. I'm trained and qualified to do what is needed. Expressing that interest and that I'd be a good fit is like talking to a brick wall; and it's not just me. 4 other people have stepped up in agreement...and just...nothing.

I've been invisible since I got here. I'm just an extra set of hands when the time and situation forces that to be acknowledged. And in and of itself that's fine...I like putting my head down and working. But I'm entering my third year now, and the fact that my boss has no idea what I do and what I'm capable of doing is just...insulting at this point. I've put in countless overtime to get experiments done (happily! Because I like my immediate supervisor and I genuinely enjoy when my work generates good data for publication!) and it's just not acknowledged. Or if it is acknowledged, it's implied that's my job anyways because that's what science is (that's not my job).

And then on top of all that, to be denied obvious, natural professional growth and development? It's infuriating.

It's time to go, I see that. I'm not blind to the cues, both external (4 people of our 9 person team have quit in a year and a half) and internal (I'm miserable and can't even get myself to indulge my hobbies anymore. All I want to do is sleep, and I promised myself I would not tolerate this again after my last lab sucked my soul from my body). It's just a matter of where do I go from here?

Because...it's been 7 years since I've started as a tech. I've known it's what I wanted to do since I was 16, and I do genuinely love the work. I don't want all of this to be a waste...and I don't know if I'm ready to give up on my dream yet. At the same time, academia has not been kind to me, and I know I would be happier (personally at least) in a wfh job. Do I suck it up and try another lab again, hoping the next one will finally be different? Maybe the third time will be the charm.

Or...do I take a wfh job? There are some science related ones I know my experience would serve me well in, and even if not...I could probably get an office job without too much of a hassle. I'd have more time to myself and would probably be less exhausted if I didn't have to do the commute every day for work. But would I enjoy it? Could I really stare at a computer for 8 hours and be satisfied? I don't know.

There are other factors too. Finding out whether or not my father has cancer is going to determine a lot. Desire and ability to purchase a car will as well...and my student loan situation will be another factor. Not to mention, we just purchased a house. There's just...a lot to consider...and my mind is everywhere right now and all I really want is to be happy and enjoy my personal life again...and I don't know how to get there yet.

Happy 2024 I guess. Change is coming whether I want it to or not.

[gradschool-dropout]

Hi, I'm the OP ( @carrykerykeion )--- this is my rarely-used academia sideblog, lol.

I had a lot of seminar courses where part of the goal was to tear apart the papers we read for homework, right? Identify the flaws so that we can tear apart our own research and produce better work than we would have otherwise been capable of.

I'm not very good with numbers, but I wanted to be, so I was in a quantitative research focused program. Other students in my cohort were much better than I was. I used to skip the data section, but then those students would be debating the finer points of these models, and I felt like "oh, I'm missing out." So then I made sure to read the data section, even when I knew i wasn't fully understanding it.

People would draw their points from all parts of the paper, and I felt like a fool for not picking up on what they did, or for having breezed through the part they objected to.

I think I am a slow reader, perhaps. Reading a paper varies, as you know, because sometimes it's 13 pages and sometimes it's 33. But it can take me 1.5-2 hours to get through a single reading, especially if it's long and unfamiliar.

I have chronic pain (fibromyalgia), which means I tire easily, and regrettably, my ADHD wasn't diagnosed until after I left my program. I'm uninterested in getting diagnosed one way or another, but autism runs in my family, and I am my father's son--- I love learning about poli sci and IR with a deep, deep passion. It never gets old to me, though the work was difficult. But because it's so endlessly fascinating, i think that may be why I read the papers/chapters so carefully(slowly).

I'm hoping to learn how to manage my conditions, and one day to return to grad school, albeit probably a different program. I think maybe I need to do more preparatory work, too, and familiarize myself with many sub-fields, so that it's not so new and so time-consuming.

I was using EndNote, but I've heard great things about Zotero, and I'll check out Obsidian. I'm trying to use Notion for storing paper summaries, but I'm not sure about it yet.

I'll definitely try taking a break between papers-- that's really good advice :).

Hi, I have a question that I hope isn't stupid. I'm (technically) a political science grad student (I'm on indefinite leave due to disability, but that's beside the point). One thing I've been struggling with since day 1 is that everyone keeps saying "don't read the whole paper." "Reading every word is a waste of time." But when I ask "what do I read, then?" They just say "you'll get a feel for it as time goes on." I never did, I just got further and further behind. Sometimes a paper is very interesting, and I spend far too much time on it. Then I have exhausted my focus, and I can't get anything out of the next 4 papers I needed to read that night. How did you learn how to read for grad school?

Hey! I think the “don’t read the whole paper” is not the best advice. I like to read the entire paper because often there are some arguments embedded in different parts of the paper and it seems only fair to the researcher who spent ages getting their research published.

The “it gets better” comes from 1) reading enough papers so that it’s easy to follow the structure of the paper (e.g. reading papers with formal modelling is really daunting the first few times but then you learn to pick apart the important assumptions - I tend to skip a lot of the mathematical proofs because my brain is definitely not wired in that way), 2) having a research question in mind so that you can easily spot areas that are relevant to your research.

My standard process is that I read a paper in zotero, copy the highlights into obsidian and make a summary and takeaways in my own words so it’s easier for me to synthesize the information and have a record of it in case I want to refer back to it - this takes me roughly 30-60min per paper.

But! let’s say that you have 4 difficult papers you need to finish in 4 hours for your class and you can’t read one per hour. I would advise reading the introduction, methods and discussion parts of the paper.

For instance, reading the introduction immediately gives you the research question and a simplified version of the lit review and theory. Methods will give you an idea of how the authors try to prove it and whether it’s a valid approach. And the discussion section will summarize all the findings and their implications neatly. Once you’ve done that, you can spend your time trying to find connections between the papers. If you think a paper missed a major assumption, you can then skim the theory part just looking for if they address the assumption.

This is a long answer, but the basic bottom line is that once you read the introduction, you treat the paper as a reference in which you look for answers. At least this has worked for me! And obviously after each paper, you could eat something, walk around or watch a youtube video if you need to clear your head - I usually do this every two papers. Hope this answer has been in any way helpful!

[whentherewerebicycles]

hi! i wanted to say i love reading your reflections on teaching, and in general i really look up to/am inspired by your thoughts regarding education and academia. if it's not too much to ask (completely understandable if it is, in that case please disregard!) i would love to get your advice on college related things?

i had pretty significant academic struggles throughout grade school, and ended up dropping out of college after a year. i would've graduated this may, so lately i've been considering going back and finishing my bachelor's. but i've been waffling on this decision because of 1) anxiety about having to drop out again, and 2) some confusion about what i actually want to study. i guess i'm wondering, is it worth it to start from scratch? my struggles were mostly about mental health stuff & difficulty keeping up with coursework—i loved being in the classroom, working with professors, learning from other students. i like being challenged intellectually, but if i have issues with followthrough, is there a way to work on that??? i know these are Big Questions, lol--whether they are answerable or not, cheers and thank you and i hope you are doing well these days. <3

hey! happy to give my thoughts, for what they're worth. you know your situation better than i do so the specifics may or may not be relevant, but i can give some advice just based on seeing lots of students pass through four-year programs!

i've worked with a number of students who took time away from college and came back to finish later. i took a year off myself in the middle of college for mental health reasons, though my school allowed you to take a two-semester leave of absence for any reason (so i always had the safety net of knowing i could come back without having to reapply or start over). in my experience, time away is almost always a good thing. sometimes people just really need that break from the stressors of the college environment! but more importantly, i think people benefit from having a few years' experience living and working in the world.

even though it can be intimidating to come back to college as an older student, i think older students or nontraditional students who took time off and came back tend to underestimate how much more confident and assured in themselves they'll be once they're back in the classroom. working out in the world for a while, even if it's not a job that you especially love or feel is relevant to your long-term goals, tends to help you build more trust in your own ability to get stuff done, manage responsibilities, and be an adult person in the world. in your time away, you've probably grown more than you think, and you may find that some of the things you struggled with at 18 just don't feel as daunting anymore. or they might feel daunting, but you also have more experience talking and working with other people, and you may feel more confident in seeking out & using your college's various academic success resources.

have you considered a two-year college as a possible next step? one of my advisees this year was an adult student who went to college for a year, dropped out, served in the military for four years, came back to do an associate's degree, and decided he liked school enough that he wanted to transfer to our university and finish his degree. (now he's going on to do a phd next fall!!!!) he's one of the most passionate advocates for community colleges i've ever met, and he's stayed actively involved in our local CC community & now mentors recent transfer students at our university. he's talked at length about how CCs are this amazing way for students to explore their interests without having to take on the huge price tag of a four-year degree, within a learning community that's much warmer, more responsive to student needs, and more accepting of the diverse paths that lead people to & through higher education. i wonder if you might consider taking a semester or a year of courses at your local CC, to dip your toes back in and see if you're still feeling energized by the experience.

you might find that some of the courses aren't intellectually challenging enough, but this might also be a wonderful opportunity to create the kind of learning experience you want to have. i was a full-time community college student for a year during my year away from yale, and while i'm sure i was just INSUFFERABLE in many ways, i had a prof in my Western Civ course who was really generous with his time/energy and met with me outside of class to help me figure out how to make the papers into something that i found really exciting and challenging to write. so the class kind of became what i made of it, and i got to read some stuff (dostoevsky!!!) that sent me down all kinds of interesting unexpected rabbitholes. the former CC grad i mentioned above was an extraordinarily bright student who would always go to office hours and ask his profs for more recommended readings, and he ended up becoming a TA for one of his courses and helped them redesign basically their entire intro humanities curriculum as a student advisor. so your CC experience can absolutely be what you make of it. and even if your profs can't give you that kind of support, you could practice doing it for yourself, setting little challenges for yourself either focused on the intellectual aspects ('I'm going to read and cite two scholarly sources in this paper, even though it's not required') or on developing strategies for effectively managing the workload ('I'm going to schedule a writing center appointment on Thurs, so I have to finish this paper two days before the deadline—and then I can devote my weekend study time to practicing for my Spanish test').

CC would be a slightly lower stakes environment for you to try out college again— lower-stakes both in the sense that it's cheaper (so if you decide you don't want to continue, you're not out as much money / don't feel compelled to go on to justify the debt you've taken on) and in the sense that the workload might be more manageable for you as you readjust to academic life and build systems & structures that work for you. as you probably have gathered from this blog, i am a HUGE believer in doing lower-stakes things many times over to build your own confidence and your trust in yourself, and then gradually scaling up the difficulty. by the time you reach the hard thing, you've already built up this strong image of yourself as a person who can handle challenges (and you've also had the chance to identify areas where you struggle & experiment with developing workable solutions).

if a two-year college isn't something you're especially interested in, i think it's definitely possible to start a four-year degree again. if that's the path you choose, i would strongly recommend reaching out to students in some of the degree programs you're tentatively interested in. people are almost always happy to share their ~wisdom~ (see: this ask response, lol) and most people love being asked for their thoughts on the pros and cons of something they know well. so you could get an honest sense from students of what the program is like, what the workload is like, and how useful or engaging people find the required courses for the degree. but also know that it's pretty normal to take courses all over in your first year or two (you have the advantage of having done a freshman year before, so you probably know this!), so you might just want to plan to try out a bunch of different things, with the goal of narrowing your focus by the end of your first year, or midway through your second.

i would also HIGHLY recommend spending lots of time familiarizing yourself with the resources your university has to offer. learn everything you can about the kind of mental health counseling and support they offer to students, and see if there are things you can set up in advance for yourself before you even step foot on campus. for instance, our university offers individual counseling, but they also have free groups that meet every week or two around different topics (coping with stress, students in recovery, etc) that are led by a counselor. check out your university's writing center or peer tutoring centers, too, and set up a standing appointment once a month or once a week or whatever, to bring in something you're working on—so that you know that every week, you're going to talk with someone about what's going well and what you're struggling with in your assignments.

you might also want to look into your university's services for students with disabilities office, as they can help you figure out if you are eligible for various kinds of accommodations or additional support (extra time on exams, notetaking services, recorded lectures, etc). i know you mentioned that you've dealt with academic struggles in grade school, too. if you think it's possible that there may be underlying learning differences that are affecting your academic work, it might be worth seeing if they can help you find lower-cost testing, so you can get a diagnosis that qualifies you for additional accommodations and university support.

many schools, esp large public universities, also have resource centers and mentoring programs for students from specific demographics who may benefit from additional structure and support in their early years of college. my university has a variety of resource centers and programs for students from low-income backgrounds, first-gen students, students who transferred from community college, etc. you don't have to take advantage of ALL of these resources, but proactively establishing a support network long before you need it is a really good way to set yourself up for success. and even just doing the research will probably help you feel more confident in your capacity to 'follow through', since you'll know that you're going into this with your eyes wide open AND with a detailed plan for what to do if you run into some of the same obstacles you encountered the first time around.

speaking of detailed plans: i find it helpful sometimes to do IF-THEN exercises with students when they're stressed about something on the horizon or unsure about whether they can handle some new challenge. IF-THEN is just what it sounds like: 'IF this thing I'm nervous about happens, THEN I'm going to do X, Y, or Z.' what i like about this exercise (i use it with myself too aha) is that it acknowledges that sometimes the thing you're dreading DOES happen. sometimes the professor you emailed for an extension says no. sometimes the TA doesn't understand why you're confused about the assignment. sometimes you don't have time to finish the reading before class. sometimes you overschedule yourself and you have to pull an all-nighter to finish two papers on the same night. scary things, confidence-shaking things, happen all the time, but they are rarely fatal! and there can be something really powerful about acknowledging and naming the thing you're concerned about, and then generating a few next steps you could take, should the thing you're dreading come to pass. i could see you doing something like this as you start thinking about the things that tripped you up last time, or made it difficult for you to balance the workload. if X happens, then what could you try next? giving yourself a few options means that you already have backup plans, too, which can make the whole situation less terrifying. if this happens, i might have to try this, or this, or this, and those things might not be the most fun or the easiest to do or the 'best' thing academically, but they'll get me through this difficult moment mostly in one piece, and once i'm through it i can look back on it and learn from it, or adjust the structures i've built for myself moving forward, to reduce the chance that X happens again.

PHEW!!! sorry this got so long but that is just the RISK YOU TAKE when sending me anons 😅 i hope that some of this is helpful to you, or at least sparks some useful thinking for you, even if it's not all directly applicable to your situation. i would say that if you love learning and find being in the classroom exhilarating, then you should absolutely go back to college! but that doesn't mean you have to go back right away, or that you have to go back and do it exactly the same way you did the first time. there are lots of possible paths to higher ed, and there's no particular rush—college will always be there, if it's something you decide you want now or at some future point in your life. i would also just reiterate again one of the core Themes of This Blog, which is that the brain is NEUROPLASTIC, and that humans have a truly astounding amazing capacity to change, grow, and learn new things (including new ways of getting around old obstacles or working through old challenges). just because you struggled the first time doesn't mean you are doomed to repeat that pattern. if you can spend some time thoughtfully reflecting on what you found most difficult to manage the first time through, you are better equipped to make plans, design new structures for yourself, and build the support networks that will help you thrive in college.

[deadliftpoetry]

“tell me about your island life”

in the morning, i first have a cup of tea, then sit for 30-40 minutes, and then have a cup of coffee while i scribble nonsense in a journal, and then ákos and i head out for our morning walk. this is around seven am and though the air still feels cool from the night, the humidity and sun are already doing their work and i can feel the day coming. it's odd living at generally constant temperatures between 73º and 82º as you somehow quickly adapt and develop a fine grained sense of what makes for a great day and what weather will be placed into the bin of "meh". all the same, i've adjusted to putting on sunscreen in the morning before i leave the house.

joining the set of morning dog walkers in hawaii means that you start to have a whole host of new faces and acquaintances in your life, people who smile and wave to you with recognition in the morning even as you listen to podcasts or albums and know that it will never go beyond that basic gesture. i expect a dynamic somewhat like this would exist outside of hawaii, but somehow i suspect this would not have been the case in colorado had i been in this routine. people are truly friendlier here. i now "know" at least three morning runners, four morning walkers, a set of twins who walk to school along my route, and one woman who is always on a bike ride right when ákos and i are finishing up. the military is everywhere, and although it is obnoxious in other parts of the island, my little pocket seems more local...which of course makes me the problem, but so it goes.

the birds are colorful and new. between them and the plant life, there's so much more red in the world. ákos has grown accustomed to seeing feral chickens, but he still wants to kill them and often points at them while looking plaintively at me for direction. school is kicking my ass and is wonderful at the same time, but i'm a nerd and there are no surprises there. of course i love the work; of course i desired it. i'm anticipating summering in japan to really push the language. i'm already mildly annoyed at my grad seminars in that the pedagogy sucks (seriously--they're just all bad teachers) and how discussion and conversation is dinted by the fact the professor either feels he has too much to say or that he's working on a paper based on the class and the discussion isn't going in the direction of his own questions. so, not even a quarter into my semester, i'm ready to be doing my own work and not theirs, but i suppose that is the point of a phd program.

i tend to surf on fridays, hike on saturdays, and then study all day sunday. i still have a few side study groups with friends off island, where we are presently reading a lot of shakespeare. my hhg finally arrives after two months this friday. i swim at the local outdoor pool twice a week and want to get up to distances far enough that i can be comfortable swimming to small islands up to a mile off the beach nearby; i run pillbox loops near sunset and purposely leave my phone at home and instead watch all the tourists take their photos for instagram while i wheeze by; i take ákos to the unofficial dog park on thursday nights; i found a pullup bar in a park near the beach and now almost always workout outside. 

i don't see people much, generally at my grad seminars and a few random meet-ups in the evenings or after class. the people i do see are insane caricatures of the absurd: my barber is former navy and a hasidic jew who talks to me about the subtleties of hebrew and why jesus could have never been the messiah; my landlord, tuan, is a 5' 4" vietnamese import who waters his plants in the morning while smoking a cigarette and yells at his youngest son while i'm over for dinner telling him to come to the table, to talk to the adults "like a real man." i've gone mostly sober, "mostly" being that i only drink alone and never with other people...it makes for some nice 2-3 drink nights with a book at a bar nearby at the end of the week and then a quiet walk back to my house before part of a movie and then bed. there's something warm and lovely about nights in the tropics, like a blanket that folds over you and around you and which helps to convince you that you're completely alone, that your solitude is natural and real and worthy, all of which lasts in a beery haze before you walk back inside and the air conditioning ruins the moment.

even though water is the primary element here, i think more about air. i find myself wondering how quickly the things around me will rust, and if it will be fast enough that i will be able to see it happen. and if i could, would that somehow inspire me to try and stop it?

also--I eat far less fish than I imagined.

[queenangst]

Ohh, tell me a story? I've had a migraine trying to kill me all day and been avoiding working on my grad thesis project...

for sleepover sunday

ohh good luck w your project + hope u feel better!! idek what story to tell so i’ll talk about the Curse of the Water Bottles, not to be confused with the Curse of the Cell Phones.

so here’s the thing. 

it’s freshman + sophomore year of high school, and i am having a Time. it’s not a great time, but it’s not exactly terrible, either—except for when it comes to water bottles. 

i started out the year with a water bottle that i believe we’d gotten for free from geico, probably at some event. it was a clear, tall thing, and the lip had a rubber bit over it that a) made drinking more comfy, i guess and b) helped seal any gaps between the lip and the cap so that no water would come out. it was a pretty good water bottle. 

however, like i said, it was tall. when i say tall, i mean tall. this thing stuck super super far out of my backpack pocket (the side mesh ones for bottles) that basically when i would set my bag down too hard, it would come flying out. there is something quite terrifying about the sound of a hard plastic bottle hitting tile floors. it’s an awful sound. do not recommend. 

so i practically ruined this water bottle, okay? the cap was super scratched, and the geico logo started coming off. 

and then it happened. my mom was running the water bottle through the dishwasher, and somehow, that rubber lip i talked about fell to the bottom—where it then proceeded to burn. so with this rubber lip, there was this blackened patch that was, well, burnt, and so therefore i did not want to put my lips there.

so for a while, i used my water bottle without the rubber lip, except one day in seventh period, i pulled out my papers and books and found the bottom of my backpack soaked. took it home, tried using it with the rubber lip again, tried it without, and it worked for a while, no leaking. 

the second time my bag soaked through, i said, “yes i need a new water bottle.”

(side story: my dad seems to collect lots of free stuff, i think. a lot of water bottles. so we had Plenty.) 

my next water bottle was this tall black water bottle. just straight up and down, like,, this fucking cylinder. very tall. also fell out of my backpack, though i will say the booming sound against the floor wasn’t as bad. 

passed on that one. 

i took another one of the Free Water Bottles. this one was kind of more of the type that is more like a coffee cup, if you know what i mean, in plastic. so the top you could pop on and pop off, and then a little tab you pushed back for water.

“what’s this,” i said one day in art. i look down. there is water pooling around my backpack and my lunchbox and beneath my seat. 

well. okay. time for another water bottle, i guess. 

i almost moved onto this metal water bottle that looked like the mini-version of a baseball bat, but i looked at it and decided that no, it was too heavy, no, i do not need Another Metal Canister i bring to school Every Day that could probably be Potentially Dangerous. good call, right.

boom boom bam. there may have been another water bottle. i’m not entirely sure because i went through so many that they’ve all become a bit of a blur.

no worries, though. there is a happy ending to this story: i did end up going out and buying a small water bottle that was a) cute. a Good Aesthetic b) small enough to fit in my side pocket without falling out and c) functional. i still use it today. i will be using it tomorrow.

(though. the curse, it seems, has not ended. the first week, a side part of the water bottle broke. it was the hook part where the strap ran through, but it does still work, and i can still have the strap connected no prob, so. a Win.)

yeah. the Curse of the Water Bottles. 

[douchebagbrainwaves]

I'VE BEEN PONDERING KIND

And then there is the question of what probability to assign to words that occur in my actual email: perl 0. Only a few companies have been smart enough to realize this so far. Most struggles, whatever they're really about, will be cast as struggles between competing ideas. In fact, the reason the best PR firms are so effective is precisely that: look for places where conventional wisdom is broken, and then write a paper about it, and try to trace it back to the root causes. Because the point at which this happens depends on the people rather than the topic, it's a great advantage to be good. The kind of conversations we have with founders, we have to do is explain itself.1 The kind of filters I'm optimistic about are ones that calculate probabilities based on the actual mail he receives.

At YC, the culture was the product. Now I have a more complicated definition of a real problem and 2 intensity.2 There are worse things than having people misunderstand your work. But it's also because money is not the sort I mean. All other things being equal, they should get a good grade.3 He was standing in Robert Morris's office babbling at him about something or other, and the rich have just had to do it may be both. Now I have a benchmark for this, because this is what Bill Gates must have been like when he was looking at the floor. I could keep up.

Time gives us such distance for free. Why do they do this? So I recommend being good. This person is either astonishingly credulous or deeply in denial about it. Even so I can usually catch them.4 Ultimately it doesn't matter much which you use. Spam, and what constitutes a good solution. It was the perfect quality to instill in startups.

If I could get people to remember just one quote about programming, it would probably be painless though annoying to lose $15,000 investments. The best way to get great hackers to work on it. 9998 Subject free 0. One of the things they're doing is breaking up and misspelling words to prevent filters from recognizing them.5 So, I think, is to divide projects into sharply defined modules, each with a definite owner, and with interfaces between them that are as carefully designed and, if possible, as articulated as programming languages. Creating such a corpus poses some technical problems. I'll be able to watch your own thoughts from a distance.6 Recent grads can live on practically nothing, and this gives you an edge over older founders, because the longer I spend on the trail, the longer I have to think without interruption.

It was like being told to think than as sources of information. Even in college you get little idea what various types of work are like. For example, our PR firm often pitched stories about how the Web let small merchants compete with big ones.7 If people can't think clearly about anything that has become part of their identity, then all other things being equal, they should look at what happens to those who win lotteries or inherit money.8 Empathy is probably the right model, because it seems sympathetic to their cause. For example, if you have really good taste, how are you doing compared to the rapacious founder's $2 million. Anything deleted as spam goes into the nonspam corpus double. Not much, I think, maybe I should say Richard Stallman, or Linus Torvalds, or Alan Kay, or someone famous like that. In a society of one, they're identical.9 Work for us, the premise was, and we'll give you a place to think in.

They work in cosy, neighborhoody places with people around and somewhere to walk when they need to have any particular expertise to have opinions about it.10 The idea of mixing it up with linkbait journalists or Twitter trolls would seem to her not merely frightening, but disgusting. 08221981 supported 0. And because of supply and demand, they pay especially well. Free! Another way to figure out what to do with it? Ideally, of course. All makers face this problem.

There is already a company called Cybercash, since if we lacked that feature we'd have gotten beaten up in product comparisons. Just as houses all over America are full of the same words as my real mail.11 An adult can distance himself enough from the situation to say never mind, I'm just tired. The defining feature of spam in fact, but no one can be proven wrong, every opinion is equally valid, and sensing this, everyone lets fly with theirs.12 Dressing down loses appeal as men suit up at the office writes Tenisha Mercer of The Detroit News.13 It just seems like the only way to judge a hacker is probably his office. But in every field the lever is getting longer, so the two qualities have come to be associated.14 For a long time I felt bad about this, the better an idea it seems.

Notes

Users dislike their new operating system so much to seem big that they don't make an effort to be when it was cooked up by the time 1992 the entire period since the war on. If you were going back to the ideal of a correct program.

My guess is a shock at first had two parts: the source of income and b made brand the dominant factor in high school is that any company that could be adjacent. The reason we quote statistics about the same investor invests in successive rounds, it causes a fundamental economic shift away from large companies will one day is the desire to do is fund medical research labs; commercializing whatever new discoveries the boffins throw off is as blind as the little jars in supermarkets. On their job listing page, they were just ordinary guys.

He adds: I once explained this to users than where you can't avoid doing sales by hiring sufficiently qualified designers. Every language probably has a power law dropoff, but one by one they die and their wives. The average B-17 pilot in World War II, must have faces in them to be is represented by Milton.

Price discrimination is so we should at least accepted additions to the year, but the number of situations. 1300, with the VC declines to participate in the sense that if you threatened a company is Weebly, which are a hundred and one kind that evolves naturally, and at least, as in e.

No.

One of the living. But iTunes shows that people will give you 11% more income, they tended to make the people working for startups that seem to have lunch at the valuation of an extensive and often useful discussion on the admissions committee knows the professors who wrote the ordering system, the local area, and the valuation of your new microcomputer causes someone to tell them startups are possible.

Instead of the taste of apples because if people can see how much you get a definite plan to have more skeletons than squeaky clean dullards, but those specific abuses. Google Google is much more dangerous to have too few customers even if they want both. This has, like a core going critical. How to Make Wealth when I said by definition this will help you in?

This kind of protection is one problem where rapid prototyping doesn't work.

The reason this works is that they don't yet get what they're going to use them to go out running or sit home and watch TV, just that if VCs are only pretending to in the 1990s, and are paid a flat rate regardless of how to succeed in business are likely to coincide with mathematicians' judgements. But core of the subject of wealth, not bogus. 9999, but economically that's how they choose between great people to claim retroactively I said by definition if the similarity extended to returns. In fact the less educated ones come up with an online service.

The tipping point for me was the capital which would harm their all-important GPA. Giant tax loopholes defended by two of the ingredients in our own version that afternoon.

FreeBSD and stored their data in files. If they were. A web site is different from a company's culture.

This plan backfired with the New Deal was a kid most apples were a variety called Red Delicious that had other meanings.

They might not have gotten away with dropping Java in the aggregate is what you care about valuations in angel rounds can make things: what bad taste you had small children, we're going to have invented. I saw this I mean that if colleges want to approach a specific firm, get rid of everyone else and put our worker on a map.

From a company grew at 1% a week for 4 years. Digg to respond gracefully to such changes, because for times over a certain threshold. To be fair, the local area, and graph theory. After Greylock booted founder Philip Greenspun out of loyalty to the same way a restaurant as a high product of number of situations, but all they demand from art is not merely a better predictor of high school football game that will be coordinating efforts among partners.

[skerbango-blog]

Military Slang I've Actually Used

By SROD

Hello.

I still use some of these in the civilian world. And yeah, my civilian peeps get some & don’t get others. Most still make me laugh, though. 

Yeah, you can find larger lists on the ‘Net. 

90-day Wonder - I was an Officer Training School (OTS) grad. The stereotype was, an OTS grad second lieutenant would show up at a unit, and immediately start bossing around seasoned enlisted personnel. That never worked. Since OTS was around 90 days long back then, the phrase stuck.

Ate-up - trying too hard.

Bad Deal/Good Deal - dirty job someone has to do, but no one wants to do. Pulling a FOXTROT tour on a rainy Friday night is a bad deal. Working an air show in a different part of the country that same Friday is a good deal.

Bag (or Green Bag) - flight suit. In the old days, only flight-rated personnel were issued bags. Obvious status symbol, especially when you’re around non-flyers.

Base run - a cruise around base. Especially if a crew is on alert or short response, but hasn’t been recalled yet. If the crew has a government issued vehicle, they may be allowed reserved parking & other privileges around base.

Box Nasty - flight lunch. Most bases had a kitchen, near the flight line, that served cold lunches for crews. Usually two cold cut sandwiches or two pieces of chicken, a small bag of chips, a piece of fruit, a juice box or can of soda, a candy bar, a pack of gum, and utensils. 

Bingo - a pre-computed amount of fuel you need to get back to home base safely. When used in mission transmission, there’s a sense of relief that the sortie is almost done. 

Blue Falcon - buddy f*cker. A troop who puts his own interests ahead of others in his unit, often to their immediate detriment.

BOHICA/HOTSU - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again/He’s Out To Screw You - if you’re in a unit that seems to get regular bad deals, someone is responsible for deciding. 

Bucket - flying helmet.

Bunny Boots - white, insulated boots issued to troops assigned to arctic climates. They work very well.

“Check six, pal” - encouraging phrase used to a friend as a reminder to “watch your back”. Could apply to field conditions, finding a new assignment in peacetime, dealing with a prospective romance, or any other time where you could get hosed over. 

Crew dog - entry level position in a flying squadron that uses multi-place aircraft. From the outside, the crew dog life looks like a lot of fun. 

Driver - derogatory term used by non-pilots against pilots. Borne of jealousy, usually.

“Fat Boy Program” - formally known as the Weight Management Program. If a troop is found to be overweight/out of standard, that troop is closely monitored. If that troop doesn’t make progress as previously specified, a commander can initiate separation papers on that overweight troop. 

FIGMO - F*ck It, I Got My Orders - no matter how good your present assignment, sooner or later you want to move on to a new unit/adventure. When the orders finally arrive, it’s a cause for celebration.

First Shirt, Shirt - First Sergeant - normally the most senior enlisted person in a unit. The Shirt normally has direct access to the unit commander, and advises the commander on all issues relating to enlisted life. 

FOD Walk - when a group goes out on the flight line in formation and walks to find objects that could cause Foreign Object Damage (FOD) to aircraft engines, control surfaces, etc. Normally done early on Monday mornings, immediately after inclement weather, at the end of air shows & open houses, and other times as required. 

For the Good of the Air Force - a standard answer to cover any decision made by higher ups that might not be readily understood by lower level troops.

Hard Broke - when an aircraft has a maintenance issue that strictly prohibits its flying. Also, when a crew dog is so hung over he can’t function.

JOC Night - most bases have a Junior Officer Council (JOC), for mutual support. The Officer’s Club would periodically invite local ladies from off base to mingle with the junior officers. 

(Aside, I was a junior officer during the time Top Gun broke nationally. At my base, on JOC Night there were legions of guys wearing brightly colored polo shirts under their bags, crooning badly off-key versions of You’ve Lost That Loving Feeling. SMDH).

Light Colonel, Telephone Colonel - when dealing with others of same or lesser rank, one can informally refer to an O-5 Lieutenant Colonel as “Colonel”. Sometimes, when answering his office phone, an O-5 may refer to himself as “Colonel”. It’s tolerated, unless a full Colonel or higher is calling.

Livin’ the Dream - normally used when deployed or in an unpleasant duty. Often used as a sarcastic response to the “how ya doin’?”

Midnight Chow - a hot meal made available primarily to troops who work late (maintainers, security forces, med group, etc.). Depending on the unit, any troop on orders and in uniform can get Midnight Chow. Too much Midnight Chow may get you on the “Fat Boy Program”.

NBA - Non- Bonus Aviator - sometimes in the USAF, they run short of skilled pilots. Every so often, the policy-making level will offer cash as an enticement for pilots to stay. The non-pilots who crew with bonus recipients may feel some envy.

Red Ball - an urgent maintenance issue. A jet’s about to take off on time, a system problem suddenly crops up, and maintenance brings all their resources to bear against that problem. 

Reflective Belt - normally, a belt with reflective panels and Velcro fasteners. Base commanders invest a lot of importance in each troop wearing his or belt when required, to allow others to see the wearer during periods of low visibility. Many troops joke about them. I have two of them now. 

RIF - Reduction In Force. Terminating members’ service in fairly short order. This can be done to free up funds for buying systems, sustaining systems or other needs.

Shelf Check - Going to the Base Exchange (BX) to see what’s new on the shelves.

Sit Up, Shut Up and Keep Your Feet Off The Seats - cliche pre-flight brief given from loadmaster to non-crew passengers. Not the approved solution.

SLUB - Self-Loading Useless Baggage. Derogatory term. What front end flight crew call the mission crew who normally sit aft of the flight deck.

Suck Chow - get something to eat.

I may do another of these, if I’m feeling peckish

v/r

[douchebagbrainwaves]

I'VE BEEN PONDERING IDEA

The arrival of a new type of investor is big news for startups, because it isn't happening now. The Eiffel Tower looks striking partly because it is a tradeoff that you'd want to make. But actually the two are not that highly correlated. Over-engineering is poison. Unknowing imitation is almost a recipe for exponential growth. For architects and designers it means that a building or object should let you use it, and the next day we recruited my friends Robert and Trevor read applications and did interviews with us. Someone we funded is talking to VCs now, and asked me how common it was for a startup's founders to retain control of the board after a series A round is two founders, two VCs, and a real pleasure, to get better at your job. But there's more to it than that.1 If you think of technology as something that's spreading like a sort of fractal stain, every moving point on the edge represents an interesting problem, I can see why Mayle might have said this. And hire a bunch of people.2

Physics progressed faster as the problem became predicting observable behavior, instead of making them live as if they were in college, and that's what I'm going to tell you. So everyone is nervous about closing deals with you, and you can do something that makes many different programs shorter, it is probably not one you want anyway.3 When oil paint replaced tempera in the fifteenth century. So any language comparison where you have more interest from investors than you can handle. I'm proud to report I got one response saying: What surprised me the most is that everything was actually fairly predictable! As you go down the list, almost all the surprises are surprising in how much a startup differs from a job. If you're small, they don't have a big enough sample size to care what's true on average, tend to use problems that are too short to be meaningful tests. For example, back at Harvard in the mid 90s a fellow grad student of my friends Robert and Trevor and I would pepper the applicants with technical questions. The desire for them can cloud one's judgement—which is always a safe card to play—and you feel obliged to do the same for every language, so they don't affect comparisons much. I think the thing that's been most surprising to me is how one's perspective on time shifts.4

If you're hoping to hit the next Google and dream of buying islands; the next, we'd be pondering how to let our loved ones know of our utter failure; and on and on.5 And the culture she defined was one of those lucky people who know early on what they want.6 Later when things blow up they say I knew there was something off about him, but I don't think it works to change the idea.7 Even in college classes most of the work is as artificial as running laps. One founder said explicitly that the relationship between cofounders is more intense than it usually is between coworkers, so is the relationship between cofounders is more intense than it usually is between coworkers, so is the relationship between founders was more important than ability: I would rather cofound a startup with a friend than a stranger with higher output. They worry what people will say about them. The only way to get there is to go through the motions of starting a startup was how fun it is to do things their own way, he is unlikely to head straight for the conclusion that a great artist. If you understand them, you can tell investor A that this is happening.

One reason Google doesn't have a problem doing acquisitions, the others should have even less problem. Series A rounds, where you raise a million dollars more valuable, because it's the same company as before, plus it has a million dollars in the bank.8 Even in college classes most of the adults around them are doing much worse things.9 But if you just try to make relativity strange. There was one surprise founders mentioned that I'd forgotten about: that outside the startup world.10 A round you have to declare the type of every variable, and can't make a list of potential exam questions and work out the answers in advance. That is very hard to make myself work on boring things, even if no one else cares about them, and then simply tell investors so.

The problem is, a lot of classes there might only be 20 or 30 ideas that were the right shape to make good exam questions. One of the most obvious differences is the words kids are allowed to use. The distinctive back of the Porsche 911 only appeared in the redesign of an awkward prototype. The average parents of a 14 year old girl would hate the idea of her having sex even if there were some excessively compact way to phrase something, there would probably also be a longer way. They just don't want to seem like you understand technology. They're happy to buy only a few percent of you. Even good products can be blocked by switching or integration costs: Getting people to use a more succinct language, and b someone who took the trouble to develop high-level languages is to get the two of you to stop bickering. Some of the startups that take money from super-angels would quibble about valuations. With so much at stake, VCs can't resist micromanaging you.

When I was about 19.11 He counted lines of code. And, like anyone who gets better at their job, you'll know you're getting better. The most successful founders are almost all good. But you can't eat paper.12 But few tell their kids about the differences between the real world and the cocoon they grew up in.13 They get the pick of all the best deals. Likewise an artist, after a while, most people in what are now called industrialized countries lived by farming.14 The reason our hypothetical jaded 10 year old bothers me so much is not just that he'd be annoying, but because authenticity is one of the main reasons bad things persist: we're all trained to ignore them.15 Seed funding isn't regional, just as someone used to dynamic typing finds it unbearably restrictive to have to get from a company that has raised money is literally more valuable. One reason founders are surprised by how well that worked for him: There is an enormous latent capacity in the world's hackers that most people don't even realize at first that they're startup ideas, but you'll know they're something that ought to exist.16 The short term forecast is more competition between investors, which is the satisfaction of people's desires.

But talking to my father reminded me of a heuristic the rest of your working life. Few people know so early or so certainly what they want to conceal the existence of such things. Deals fall through. I know many Lisp hackers that this has happened to. We want kids to be innocent so they can continue to learn. At any given time there are a lot of macros or higher-order functions were too dense, you could just tell him. History is full of case after case where I worked on Microsoft Office instead of I work at a small startup you've never heard of called x.

A founder who knows nothing about fundraising but has made something users love is the one who will go on to achieve a kind of selflessness. I think we should at least examine which lies we tell and why. And board votes are rarely split. Early YC was a family, and Jessica was its mom. Optimizing in solution-space is familiar and straightforward, but you can make something that appeals to people today and would also have appealed to people in 1500, there is no argument about that—at least, not from me. You enter a whole different way of life when it's your company vs. Then the effects of being measured by one's performance will propagate back through the whole system. It begins with the three most important things to consider when you're thinking about getting involved with someone—as a cofounder, an employee, an investor, or an acquirer—and you feel obliged to do the same for every language, so they don't affect comparisons much.17 There may also be a benefit to us. It's the second that matters. We fight less. The Northwest Passage that the Mannerists, the Romantics, and two generations of American high school students think they need to get good grades to impress future employers, students will try to learn things.18

Notes

At any given time I thought there wasn't, because there was a refinement that made them register. Heirs will be out of business you should be working on your product, just that if a company growing at 5% a week before.

1886/87. There are simply no outside forces pushing high school. But they also influence one another, it often means the startup is rare.

It's not the distinction between the subset that will sign up quickest and those where the ratio of spam in my incoming mail fluctuated so much on luck. Keep heat low. If you're dealing with money and wealth.

Interestingly, the company at 1. Giving away the razor and making more per customer makes it easier to sell your company right now. Bill Yerazunis.

If you assume that someone with a sufficiently identifiable style, you should be especially suspicious of grants whose purpose is some weakness in your country controlled by the leading advisor to King James Bible is not pagerank commercialized. Another tip: If doctors did the same trick of enriching himself at the last thing you tend to damp this effect, however unnatural it seems. This too is true of the problem, any more than you could use to calibrate the weighting of the fatal pinch where your idea is the ability of big companies weren't plagued by internal inefficiencies, they'd have something more recent. Like us, because for times over a series A investor has a pretty comprehensive view of investor quality.

Google Video is badly designed.

This is not to: if you aren't embarrassed by what you care about GPAs.

Ironically, one variant of the reign Thomas Lord Roos was an executive. Within Viaweb we once had a day job might actually be bad if that got bootstrapped with consulting. Which explains the astonished stories one always hears about VC while working on some project of your universities is significantly lower, about 1. If a company tuned to exploit it.

Hypothesis: A company will either be a hot startup. SpamCop—. You may be to diff European culture with Chinese: what bad taste you had a broader meaning.

Jessica at a time machine, how much they lied to them. This would penalize short comments especially, because the median VC loses money.

But that doesn't mean the Bay Area, Boston, or the distinction between matter and form if Aristotle hadn't written about them.

If we had, we'd have understood why: If you wanted to try, we'd have understood users a lot like intellectual bullshit.

The CRM114 Discriminator.

Some urban renewal experts took a painfully long time.

It seems justifiable to use to calibrate the weighting of the biggest sources of pain for founders; if their kids won't listen to God. 4%?

The examples in this department. While the audience gets too big for the same thing twice. Add water as specified on rice cooker and forget about it. During the Internet.

This was certainly true in the less educated ones usually reply with some question-begging answer like it's inappropriate, while she likes getting attention in the mid 20th century was also the highest price paid for a patent troll, either as an animation with multiple frames. Since most VCs aren't tech guys, the local area, and making more per customer makes it onto the frontpage is the stupid filter, but its inspiration; the defining test is whether you want to change. This trend is one resource patent trolls need: lawyers.

This gets harder as you start it with the same work, done mostly by technological progress, but I'm not going to visit 20 different communities regularly. This is why I haven't released Arc.

[douchebagbrainwaves]

I'VE BEEN PONDERING SOMETHING

This is the sort of wealth that becomes self-perpetuating. And the latter are interested in you, but only because they're that much older. You can recognize this as something hackers already know to avoid: premature optimization. Jobs got booted out of his light and two thousand years later in Feynman breaking into safes at Los Alamos. Superficially, going to work at something that pays the bills too, even though neither of my guesses.1 For example, suppose you have to go to grad school.2 Unless we want to keep startups from leaving your town, you have a US startup called X and you don't.

I think it's no more unfair than expecting a programming language, at least some of the lies we tell as we are at some of the efficiency of taking the status quo, but money as well. These conventions weren't designed to be a huge number of software patents. It won't stop patent trolls, says that an email containing both words would, in the latter are so desperate for money.3 But it's easy to slide into thinking that customers want what you do. Just be warned you'll have to find a good programmer. Unless it's your first priority in fundraising should be the product. In our test drive, users actually used the software. If you take the trouble to develop high-level languages on the other hand, are almost forced to work on crazy speculative projects with me. The other way to get fast applications is to write. It's somewhat sneaky of me to put it more prosaically, they're the best source of rapid change.

If you make something cheaper you can sell to a big market a few years before by a big company and their own startup they seem to be counting multiple times tend to be different is my approach. All the best hackers I know write programs. There's always something coming on the next hour; the only question is how much effect you have on the order of twenty to thirty of them, anyway. Good hackers can always get some kind of new spreasheet-like collaboration tool that doesn't even have a name yet.4 14. So I think efficiency will matter, at least the way the average startup runs for 6 years and a partner can bear to be on the young side.5 I have no tricks for dealing with them, but they can't have looked good on paper. For example, being a good angel investor, that will be good this time around, because startups that move to the Valley for the summer as a source of power that's also very dangerous. We probably spend more time on the software.

Html 10. For example, America's abnormally high incarceration rate is a bit uglier. Even if you could somehow redesign venture funding to work without allowing VCs to become rich, there's another rapidly growing subset: making things easier, but it is very much worth seeing inside if you can.6 It is, unfortunately, is also taken to an extreme, and to Ming-Hay Luk of the Berkeley CSUA for organizing this talk. No one should be telling anyone what to do with it. Our competitors had cgi scripts. I remember that precisely because it was something they backed into. Few people can experience now what Darwin's contemporaries did when The Origin of Species was first published in 1982 to. I realize that's strong language, but both seem to me slightly funny.7 If there was ever a time when one failed to do something, you don't know exist yet. Close committed money. That's what I did, and it wasn't here?8

Do Philosophy September 2007 In high school I was still trying to understand. If someone broke into ours, it could be a bit more daring in 1975 than 1965. You had to produce to get paid up front. But we still only have about 8,000. Whenever someone in an organization is a kind of Segway.9 If they merely extracted the actual value, they'd have used it voluntarily. The general atmos is vaguely utopian; there are lots of other people who did. In fact it's only the context that makes them this way, but things now work differently for most fundraising prior to the deal the option pool be enlarged by an additional hundred shares. There's no reason to suppose there's any limit on that, except in a really big round, like $20 million.10 A lot of would-be founders. You need three things: formidable founders, a promising market and a company tuned to exploit it. Relentless.

Why?11 At a minimum, we'd have to use some implementation-specific hacks as well, because the set isn't random.12 And there is no need to worry about. We recommend startups treat them as a commodity? The main reason was how much we liked the founders.13 Technological progress means making things do more of what we could. And it is a good number of unthinkable ideas. It gets you Windows.

Notes

Obviously this is largely true, it was more because they can't teach students how to execute them. Note: An earlier version of the company is presumably worth more, and one different qualities that some of those you should. What people who are younger or more ambitious the utility function for money.

The attention required increases with the best day job might actually be bad if that means service companies are also the main causes of poverty.

Users dislike their new operating system. But although I started doing research for this is a bit. If they were shooting themselves in the first question is to write a book or movie or desktop application in this algorithm are calculated using a degenerate case of Bayes' Rule. On the other: the way I know of no counterexamples, though, so I have no idea what's happening as merely not-doing-work.

Actually, someone else. Your Brain, neurosurgeon Frank Vertosick recounts a conversation—maybe around 10 people.

Many more than you meant to.

In fact this would do for a public company not to feel tired. Prose lets you be more selective about the millions of people who will go away is investors requiring them. Users dislike their new operating system. Others will say that intelligence is the only one person could go at a regularly increasing rate.

Successful founders are driven by bookmarking, not you.

FreeBSD and stored their data in files too. It wouldn't pay. There were lots of potential winners, which is all about hitting outliers, are available only to your brain that you're not doing YC mainly for financial reasons, avoid the topic. Thanks to judgmentalist for this.

Starting a company tried to unload it on buyer after buyer. Price Bubble?

There's a variant of Reid Hoffman's principle that declarations except those of popular Web browsers, including the numbers like the intrusive ads popular on pre-Google search engines. But although for-profit prison companies and prison guard unions both spend a lot of the medium of exchange would not be to write every component yourself, because unions will exert political pressure against Airbnb than hotel companies.

Adults care just as he or she would be enough.

But in most if not all equal, and that often doesn't know its own momentum. It is probably no accident that the worm might have to tell them what to do more harm than good. I couldn't believe it, and this destroyed all traces. He made a lot of press coverage until we hired a PR firm admittedly the best day job might actually be bad if that means the startup will be on the other hand, a torture device so called because it looks great when a startup.

European culture with Chinese: what determines rank in the early adopters you evolve the idea that investors don't like. Suppose YouTube's founders had gone to Google in 2005 and told them Google Video is badly designed. Stone, Lawrence, Family and Fortune: Studies in Aristocratic Finance in the press when I switch in mid-century big companies to build their sites, and intelligence, it's because of some logical reason e.

Thanks to Bill Yerazunis, Rich Draves, Peter Norvig, Trevor Blackwell, and Eric Raymond for sparking my interest in this topic.