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Who's ready for some sad mute Mario again?
#idk when this will ever get finished but have a tiny preview lmao#also strongly inspired by peaches' and elita's stuff about carpenter mario and him making things for his unborn child#but I'm making it sad! yay!
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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BLU Spy still cannot grapple with the fact that the RED Scout isn't actually his son. He isn't even the real Spy, afterall. And he knows that. By all means, he shouldn't actually have any real memories of a Scout growing up. But he swears he does. And he doesn't even have any paternal feelings for the Scout on his own team. But, when he looks at the RED Scout.. he just feels it.. in his heart, that's his son.
I'm not sure which way most of you guys would prefer getting all the information for this au. Since right now it's just a semi story, semi ideas, in my head
Right now, I'll probably just throw in a little bit of story with drawings. Maybe like.. explaining the drawing
Rn I just have things planned tho and bullet points :3
#team fortress 2#tf2#my art#practical espionage#spy x engineer#spydad lore#spydad#blu spy is always sad#tf2 fanart#tf2 spy#angst yay#i'm making lore#Mugs TF2 BLUA
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hey can you hold this for me?
BABY
#should i make an answer tag?#sad-cat-02#dude i'm gonna be honest i thought i was going to open this and see a hand emoji or just a pic of your hand#BUT I LOVE SHOEBILLS YAY
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Some friendly advice
<previous - next>
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#G'raha Tia#miqo'te#male miqo'te#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshot#X'vahl x Erenville#Erenvahl#The 'since then' would be the mother of his children.#The end of that relationship super fucked him up.#It's not the *last* relationship he's been in#but it's easily the only other time he felt like he was in love with anyone.#Also yay! G'raha! The boy! I *finally* get to put him in something that hopefully showcases that they're really close friends.#He and Y'shtola are the only people that know about the whole situation with X'vahl's kids and their mom#but G'raha is the only one who would give him some *gentle* encouragement about his current relationship issues.#I'm sorry for hurting you like this X'vahl#I promise I would prefer to have it end well for you tho.#(also his sad face makes me want to squish his cheeks)
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🎀 My daughter, if you can hear me, I knew you would return as well 🎀
#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#fnaf fanart#puppet fnaf#charlotte#i love heeeeer she's my daugher.... she and cassidy make me so sad i wanna hug them#i'm planning to make a notebook with this... so... yippie! yay! i'm still working on the back of it teehee
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For Now [Chapter 12 snippet]
Sasori/Haruno Sakura, Sasori & Haruno Sakura | T | Blank Period | canon divergent | angst, hurt/comfort, enemies to friends | ongoing [AO3]
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“Hand,” Sasori demands, holding out his own towards her, palm up.
It’s a day off for Sakura, and they are lounging on the couch after another healing session. The progress is slow, as expected, but more whole than she had dared to hope, and evident in the steadily growing precision and strength of his chakra threads when he periodically tests them – usually on her.
She’s absentmindedly flicking through TV channels and he’s sitting only a foot or so away, close enough to practically lie across if she extends her legs to the side from where she has them curled up in front of her, reading the latest inter-village pharmaceutical bulletin that came in for her at the hospital yesterday, which he pilfered from the stack of paperwork that she left on the living room table. Like most things she brings home, it’s confidential, as he well knows, but that’s never stopped him from helping himself; it’s never stopped her from not stopping him, either – though, she thinks distantly, she probably should, professionally-speaking.
Instead, she’s been silently encouraging this behavior with her unspoken permission, happy to see him increasingly curious about the post-war world around him, and discreetly admiring how healthy he looks compared to even a week ago, nevermind when he first arrived.
His complexion has become bright and even – and the fact that, after everything he’s put his body through, his skin is still so much better than hers is both medically fascinating and extremely unfair – his previously lifeless hair is back to being the vivid splash of color that used to stain her dreams, and his nails are neatly shaped, no longer broken and brittle. The hollows between his bones are filling out and, though he’s still all hard angles, it is now primarily due to his build. His eyes, too, have been different, dull blades slowly being resharpened and glinting with that dangerous intelligence that she’s finally had to admit to herself she enjoys, as he engages with more and more things, allowing them to catch his interest.
The subsequent fuzzy warmth that blooms inside of her and worms its way through her body is something that she determinedly attributes to satisfaction with his healing – a job well done on her part, especially for how experimental it’s been; after all, who else can say that they’ve rebuilt someone’s entire chakra network? – and not to pleasure at witnessing how boneless with content he seems, after more than a lifetime of being strung-out. Hypervigilance is something all shinobi struggle with, of course, but she’s found that Suna-nin are a particularly bad case; Gaara-kun, for instance, despite the years, still has trouble sleeping.
Sakura looks at the other redhead currently in her life, and on her couch, and raises a brow.
Sasori sighs, somewhat dramatically, but humors her. “Hold out your hand,” he amends.
#sasori#haruno sakura#sakura#sasosaku#naruto#my writing#hira writes naruto#fic: for now#OKAY#i've had to accept that weekly updates are just not going to happen while i'm pulling double/triple duty at work#and that makes me sad#so. because i've noticed this fic has brought a few people over to my tumblr#we're going to try this:#on the weeks that i can't update with a new chapter properly i will post a snippet here#that might make me feel better about not being as productive XD#yay/nay? let me know your thoughts!
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How do I get over this
#ffxiv#I tried distracting myself with side quests and job switching but it only makes me sad#how do I keep playing when I know that he won't be there#and his chair will always be empty from now on#I was so happy to go to Ishgard because yay more screentime for my bestie#though I should have known after everything that happened in ARR#someone in the chat called this cutscene the sprout rite of initiation and yeah that tracks#they also said that he's supposed to have a grave somewhere?#I'm gonna find it and cry my eyes out again#when I'm strong enough to return to the game#goodbye bestie you were too good for this world#or maybe I'm just too sensitive because processing loss irl and in my little escapist game is too much at the same time#I must write a fix-it fic or something#malva malqir
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My friends don't want me to lose weight, they keep giving me snacks
#good morning#coffee time#skeleton mug#dyed hair#personal#makeup#casual goth#maybe alt#finally hit my goal size for my ears#still gonna go bigger but I'm gonna take a small break cause it's spendy#yay me#only took forever#what i wouldn't give to go back in time and be a normal teenager so i didnt have to do all the things i wanted to do then now#waste of time#makes me sad#fml#figuring it out#guess that's life with brain damage
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i should download a dating app
#/j kinda.#i want to try and do something when i get to college but it's so scary#especially cause i'm not really like. someone one would want to see romantically. and like cool idgaf but also wait 🥺#i want to be loved so much in ways that aren't familial. and now it's to a point where i feel sooooo sad thinking about it#a lot of times whenever i've been “asked” out it was always as a joke and i just h#i should stop talking abt this because i'm only making myself more miserable but yay to the human emotions
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I was really hoping I'd start to feel better by this time and be more active with art/stories, but I'm still very sick. I don't remember ever being as sick in my life as I've been the last three months. That little incident back in February turned out to be only the first domino. Unfortunately the medication I was given for it gave me side-effects that have continued until today, months after I've stopped taking the medicine. And it might continue for the forseeable future, sadly. I really really don't want to admit it, but hoping I'd get better soon had only made me more frustrated with my current state. And I think I'll be a tad better off if I just let go of expectations. I'm still around, still lurking and liking posts, but I don't have much energy to really engage in things right now.
#urgh insomnia#i've been such a good sleeper my entire life#this feels like the utmost betrayal by my body#the fatigue and the dizziness make me feel like a zombie#every evening i get so anxious about turning in the for the night#going to bed used to be such a welcome part of my day#yay sleep#but now it's like a battle every night urgh urgh urgh#the dizziness is horrid#i turn my head and i feel off balance#and i have this underlying health anxiety that the dizziness might be caused by something else#cuz of my cousin who got diagnosed with a brain tumor and died a few weeks later#so i'm just sad and scared everyday#i am seeing a doctor and a sleep therapist so it's not like i'm going at this alone#and my parents have been so so so supportive#they even switched rooms with me twice#but yeah things just suck overall#right when i actually have ideas for fics and art!!#the human body sucks for not going to sleep when you want to
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martin when he's lonely. reblog
#bluebird.txt#everyone shut up i'm making s1 archives crew sadder in my head again#so many people are like omg s1 archives crew they're friends#i know in my soul that as far as martin was concerned they were friendly (except jon) and that was it.#that was as deep as it went. they got along. they didn't really know each other though.#you see i love to project but i also know it is true that martin is just isolated even if people are nice to him#and it's nice to be like yay f is for friends! but i just Know In My Soul that that man could never escape the creeping loneliness#it follows you everywhere it sticks to you. he had no friends in the beginning. he had acquaintances. and it hurts.#and it makes my soul hurt. but also i know. i know martin. come hold my hand mr blackwood we can be sad together <3#tma#it's been multiple years this isn't a new take but it's my favorite bc i can hold it close like a plushie that makes you feel colder instea#n e ways. lonely martin for the win
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[This isn't where the story actually starts. I just wanted to write them being silly]
Neta: ikkan.....ohhhh iiiiiiiiiikkkkaaannnn........ Are you asleep??
Ikkan:: No babe I'm not asleep. What do you want?
Neta: you want to snuggle?
Ikkan: No... It's too hot
Neta: oh...mmm ..ok.... it's fine... You're going to leave me and be gone for a whole month........
Ikkan: yep
Neta: I just want hold you and kiss you and be with you
Ikkan: if you want to have sex just say that
Neta: no! .... I don't want to do that I want to be flirty and fun. You know like we kiss and then we cuddle and we think oh nothing's going to happen and then things start to happen. You know like......you know ...... like we set the mood.
Ikkan: or you could just ask.....
Neta:........... ikkan do you want to have sex?
Ikkan:........* Inhale*..........* Exhale*.............. I don't know...............
Neta:..................
Ikkan: yeah sure why not
Neta: hooray!!!!
Ikkan: ok see now- (wheeze) hehehehehe never mind..hahahahaha... You ruined it..hehehe... Killed the mood before it even started hahahahaha..... You got way too excited!..
Neta: hehehehe
Ikkan:..hahahahahaha fucking hooray!?? ... hahahahahah you're so stupid!! hahahha
Neta:you love it. Now come here (kissing)
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[it actually starts here]
Warabie:.......................
Oshi: ink drop stop pouting and take off those sunglasses You look ridiculous
Warabie: I don't want paparazzi to look at us. I don't need that right now.
Shimi: worry less about paparazzi and worry more about making your flight. Come on You're supposed to meet up with them at the gate
Warabie: uhhhhhhh....... I don't want to go to krillarney......
Oshi: now in drop. I understand that this place is not the most lavish or luxurious place, but it's filled with lots of history and culture and community. Oh in the beautiful landscapes..... It's so beautiful and yet so humble.
Warabie: yeah and it's always wet and rainy there and it smells like grass and manure
Shimi: you'll get used to the smell in a week.... let's go.
Warabie: You don't have to rush dad My flight leaves in 2 hours. I'm going to have to wait an extra hour anyway.
Shimi: I don't understand why we even need a turf war map in the airport it's ridiculous. It inconveniences everyone!! You're telling me I have to wait an hour to board my flight because a couple of brats want to play war! They Just stick them anywhere! Why do they need two in the mall especially one next to the noodle place!! That's where people eat food for Cod sakes they don't need to worry about bombs falling into their soup!!
Oshi: Shimi don't get too worked up. Remember what the doctor said about your blood pressure
Shimi: I'm just saying it's impractical
Warabie: this is starting to feel more like a vacation than a punishment
Oshi: oh there they are I see them.
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Ikkan: mom stop *ugh*
Koi-koi: honestly ikkan why is it every time I see you you always have to have a blemish or some sort of hickey all over you.... Hold still.... You shouldn't be going out in public like that
Ikkan: mom the only reason you saw it is because you pulled my collar down....
Koi-koi: well, I still think It's inappropriate
Ikkan: alright fine..*hiff*... I'm going to go check on Neta and Cirrina.
Koi-koi:....*huff*....
Merv: .......................You know we were young, dumb and in love once.
Koi-koi: yeah.. hehehehehe (peck) I know
Merv: hmmm
Ikkan: You got the tickets?
Neta: yeah here you go.... *Sigh*.... You're going to be going for a whole month.. why is it when I think that you're going to be with me forever you always seem to leave? You're doing this on purpose
Ikkan: It's only for a month (kiss)..... Where's Cirrina
Neta: uhhhhhhhhh
Ikkan:....
Neta:*sigh*..... I caved in..... I let her play 2 turf war matches on the map.
Ikkan: neta
Neta: Only 2.....
Ikkan: Ok ..... I guess she can have her fun.
Neta: yeah..... I'm going to miss you inkky [kisskisskisskiss]
Ikkan: hehehe stop... I know babe.....[kiss] ...... Are you going to be okay?
Neta: yeah..... I'll be okay.
Ikkan: You want a pretzel from the food court?
Neta: and a cinnamon roll?
Ikkan: No, the pretzels already going raise your blood sugar
Neta: hmmmmnmmm!!... First you're going to abandon me and then you going to neglect me.
Ikkan: *heh* hehehehehe shut up. I'll be right back.
Neta:.......... hey cici you win any matches?
Cirrina: no, got spawn camped and the charger they had available sucked.
Neta: awwww I'm sorry crab cakes
Cirrina:.. whatever........
Neta: I got your ticket. you're excited for your trip?
Cirrina: hmm
Neta: give it a chance baby.
Cirrina:............hm.....
Neta: ...................
Ikkan: All right, I got you the pretzel and the cinnamon roll but promise me you're not going to eat them back to back.
Neta: I don't know, my medication is actually giving me an appetite so....
Ikkan: neta........ I got you one too Cirrina
Cirrina: thanks.......... So when is our flight?
Neta: well from the schedule it would be 1 hour now but since the turf War map is active you got to wait...so it's 2 hours.... Let's meet back up with your parents and wait.
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Koi-koi: you know since my husband is going gone for a while I was thinking of getting a plan ticket myself
Oshi: oh what do you have in mind?
Koi-koi: You know I was thinking somewhere I haven't gone maybe Thalassa waters
Oshi: ohhhhhh that's a lovely place. I wish we could get in the water. It's so beautiful that it's fresh water
Koi-koi: it's beautiful to look at tho.... I saw some really nice bathhouses specifically for inkfish with a spa. Hehehe I could go to cobia Island too I think I have enough points to get multiple tickets.
Oshi: hmmm that sounds really nice. you know I'm friends with the owner of Fair flags hotels.
Koi-koi: really?
Oshi: really
Shimi: ugggggg they could at least install comfortable chairs to sit in while we wait. Don't they have anything good to eat here? I swear all they have is fast food. They should have a sit-down restaurant. At least something honestly it should be free.
Oshi: Shimi...... Darling wait here I..... I have to talk to the clerk about....... I need to know if the food is complimentary....... I'll be right back..
Warabie: *sigh*..... hey guys
Ikkan: hey. You excited to see my childhood home
Warabie: visiting krillarney will surely answer many questions on why are you the way that you are
Ikkan: yeah it will
Neta: rumor has it. You got someone preggers. Is that true? Hahahahaha
Warabie: shut up!!
Neta:aw come on. No need to be ashamed I've been there. Now I have my precious little Crab cakes [kisskisskisskiss] who's going to behave herself? Isn't that right sweetie?
Cirrina: [texting]....not making any promises..
[NOW BOARDING....... KRILLARNEY...AT...... GATE B5]
Neta: seems like they changed the maps early. Ok......you got everything packed clothes, jackets, socks... Plug adapters.... I bought you a new box of sanitary napk-
Cirrina: yes dad! I got everything.....oh my Cod
Neta: .. alright.....im sorry........You have your wallet and your debit card... Remember, don't overspend the limit is 800 okay? don't ruin Daddy's credit
Cirrina: yes I know
Neta: okay............. I love you Cirrina
Cirrina: hmmm I love you too daddy
Neta: can I get a hug? I'm not going to see my little girl for a while I'm gonna miss her.
Cirrina: *sigh* ok dad. . I'm going to miss you too
Neta: awwww [kiss kiss] my baby.....
Koi-koi: do you have your heart medication?
Merv: yes
Koi-koi: and your glasses?
Merv: I have them hun..*yes *
Koi-koi: alright...[kiss] take care of the boys for me. Tell Noji I said hi
Merv: I will
Koi-koi: alright.....buy ikkan
Ikkan: see ya Mom. I'll call you when we get there.
Shimi:................
Warabie:..........
Shimi: well...(Pat...Pat)....... Have a safe trip........ I don't know where your mother went. She should-
Oshi: I'm here, I'm here!! I need to say goodbye to my lovely boys!....[kisskisskisskiss] I love you both. [Kisskisskisskiss] Have a safe trip here's your ticket Shimi bye bye
Shimi: ticket? I'm not going!
Oshi: yes you are
Shimi: no! No way in hell am I going to stay on that dingy farm!! this is a disciplinary action for a child not for me!
Oshi: maybe after this trip you'll be grateful for the things you have and complain a lot less. Also, spend some time with your son.
Shimi: I don't even have a bag!! I'm not packed for this!!
Shimi: just buy some stuff when you get there. Cosh you act as if we have no money.......... koi-koi why don't we go to turtle shell keys first?
Koi-koi: oh that would be great
Shimi: wait oshi!! Oshi!!??
Oshi: byyyye!!
Merv: let's Go
Warabie: come on dad before we miss our flight
Shimi:.................huh?
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Cirrina: ..............
Ikkan: so Cirrina..... I know this isn't your ideal vacation but I really think you're going to enjoy this trip. I grew up here it's my home and I have family here. I come to realize that you're going to be a part of my family real soon. You're going to be my daughter so I think this trip would be great for us to really bond as father and daughter
Cirrina: yeah...hmm
Ikkan: I can take you to all the places I used to go to when I was a kid..... If they're still open.
Cirrina: that sounds nice...*yawn*... I heard it's really pretty around this time.....mmmm.......*sleep*
Ikkan:hm .(Pat...Pat).....hmmmmm.....
Merv:.... you're doing great
Ikkan: am I?
Merv.....you really stepped up to begin a father to her. I'm proud
Ikkan: hm... thanks dad
Shimi: *sigh*......... she could at least gave me a first class seat
Warabie: they probably didn't have any dad considering yours is last minute
Shimi: *humph*...........
Warabie: Dad
Shimi: what?
Warabie:....*sigh*..... nothing, never mind
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Neta: .... I'm home..................................
Nibbles:..................
Neta: hi cutie.. what are you doing?..hmm?......why are you so heavy huh?......
Nibbles: purrrrrrrrr purrrrrrrrrr
Neta:.... looks like it's just going to be me, you...... Mahi?
Mahi: hey can I borrow this thank top?
Neta: No, that's my only 'Red Sea' shirt!!
Mahi: I never see you wear this anymore...besides this one doesn't fit you
Neta: it still fits me it's an extra large
Mahi: well....... I need it. I'll give it back to you after the festive I also took your 'rage bait' and 'The capsizers shirt
Neta: what?!
Mahi: okay, those shirts you know are too small for you now. Just buy more, you literally own a store that provides those shirts...
Neta: but those shirts are vintage!!
[HONK HONK]
Mizole: Babe let's go!!!
Umishi:Before the traffic!!
Mahi: Alright!!! I got to go. see ya!!
Neta: *sigh*.............ok................. Now it looks just like me and you nibbles...
[knock knock]
Neta: did you forget *gasp*-
Gai: hey is this the Vern's residence? I-................... hey kiddo...... Well look at you.... Starting to look more and more like me huh?
Neta:........................................
Mahi also took his old swim trunks, sun screen and his water bottle
@fish-at-fish-fish-resort
#ikkan and neta are in a 'he makes me laugh' type relationship#and they're off!!#Cirrina and ikkan daddy daughter vacation#warabie and Shimi father and son vacation they're both having fun#oshi loves her husband but she doesn't like him#Mahi is off to the music festival yay!!#I'm going to call this summertime sadness cuz this shit's going to be sad...... or not#we'll see#also yay neta's Dad I hope he's here to write his wrongs#koi-koi and oshi two women doing women things.......#koi would never have an affair but oshi would no hesitation#next time there's going to be a farm I swear#I'm ordering a new drawing tablet soon#neta
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The pain of having qn f/o from a popular media and there is just so much canon x canon stuff of them </3
#yunan 🤝 zooble#I can't go into their tags or anything because there is canon x canon stuff and it makes me sad :[#i'm so used to shipping exclusively with obscure characters from dipshit shows no one cares about that I forgot about tbis lol#I haven't seen much of anything yet thank goodness but I suddenly remembered#time to go and block tags yay :D#I <3 blocking tags for things I do not want to see :3
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IM HOME
#like hello yes i've been in the hospital since tuesday#im still not funky fresh or anything but they thought i was well enough to go home with just some meds#i need to go back monday tho for a check up 😓#like yay a 7 Hour Roundtrip (including wait time between busses and ferries) for a doctors appointment which will probs only last like 15mi#🙄🙄🙄😒#also im SO fucking sad.. . i didn't expect to be gone so long (or like At All) so like half my food's gone bad#and i had bought some meat and stuff i was excited about 😭😭#i next to Never buy meat because of the price and now you're telling me i have to throw it away??? ? ?#like Please sir i'm sick.. . it wasn't my Fault... . 😔#does fish make noise??
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#is the amount of listening time an achievement or a cry for help? who knows. I'm pretty sure i had more last year#don't know why maya hawke is still in there but her music is very good so yay#sad that the starkid songs haven’t made it on here yet but they probably will next year#broadway is still one of the top genres so I'll take it#rainbow kitten surprise makes such good music! highly recommend to everyone#also death with dignity being number one is very fitting. this year was life is strange heavy as it should be#orla gartland songs! so good! so amazing! such a mood!#the amazing devils is also in there somewhere. as they should be#honesty. i have good taste in music imo#music#spotify wrapped#personal
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