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I'm gonna need to do some serious scouring of VODs to find out the dates for some really specific things for a small unimportant detail in my piece and it's gonna take so long
I wonder why I do these things to myself
#on the bright side; once i get done with this thing every fanart i do after will seem so small and easy i will probably do them so much more#theoretically#the dates i need right now are the day that Tubbo and Bad fought and killed fit in purgatory#the day that fit and Tubbo and pac too? (i can't quite remember) built that little tiny room at the bottom of the elevator shaft#with the three chairs#i think that's it for now#the first one shouldn't be too difficult to find i just have to remember which day of purgatory it was#the second one though? oof#it isn't even that important it's literally easter eggs#but I'm hell-bent on it now
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Get in losers, we’re fangirling over another slow burn
#i was like this with#nicolibby#now with#darlingstern#but also with:#bellarke#chuck and sarah#stydia#nick and jess#adrinette#love square#the atlas six#the atlas paradox#the atlas complex#ninth house#hell bent#the 100#chuck#teen wolf#new girl#miraculous ladybug#I'm def missing more but rn I can't think#g thoughts
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I got these shoes from someone recently but thought they were way too plain looking, so I set out on a quest to customize them with some sharpies and charms and miscellaneous ribbon I had in my craft drawers. Mostly sky themed (clouds, rainbows, rain, stars, etc.) because that's my favorite aesthetic, but I had to include some cat imagery as well, of course lol.
#also honestly had NO IDEA that real converse have that star logo on the INSIDE not the outer part??? why the hell would you want it on the#inner portion where nobody can see it?? my entire life I always would have sworn it was on the outer facing portion..#I think these would be perfect IF they were just slightly taller (top part higher above ankles instead of just weird hard material digging#right into your ankle whenever you walk) and if they were actual good platforms. they're so short. It's good that 'chunky' shoes are gettin#more popular as they've always been my favorite Look ever since I had these shoes with roller skates that pop out of thebottom (not heelys.#but like. before those. it was two whole entire roller skate wheels like a normal pair of roller skates) and the bottoms were so tall and#clunky and it made my feet look giant (because it had.. entire wheels in the bottom pockets lol). so#I've alwatys been into the aesthetic but . still I find a lot of the 'brands jumping on trend' are too short of platforms#OR they're plafrorms with a raised back/heel/wedge which to me is not aesthetically good and also makes them exceptionally uncomfortable to#wear compared to just plain completely flat chunky platform bottoms. ANYWAY.. if these shoes had a 3 or 4 inch platform I think they'd be#cooler. however for what they are it's still fine! and I like them more now that they actually have some sort of anything to them and#aren't just plain white. The weird thing is that the material it's made out of (maybe some sort of leather or something) absorbs sharpie?#the color changes over time. You draw a mark and then leave it for a few days and it either fades into being barely there or has changed#colors. so I had to go back in and redo parts. ALSO the shoe chains are so funny because I did NOT have the right tools for them#I don't have the stuff to make bracelets or open and close the little rings. they're held onto the shoe with just safety pins and the actua#little rung things that hold the charms on half of them are like broken or the metal is just jam smushed together bent and warped hhbjhjhb#I actually like the back a lot where there's the irridecent star thing hot glued on there. it's cool and shiny. and the clouds#are sparkly on the main parts of the shoe though I'm not sure how well it shows up in pictures#ANYWAY... shoegs..... If I were rich this is one of the things I would definitely custom order from craftsman#why would I spend like thousands of dollars on plain ass shoes that are just expensive because they're a Luxury Brand when I could literall#like pay people to create me custom shoes to my exact specifications?? I could have like 5 inch flat platform boots with fur andclouds#and cat shaped holes in the bottom with LEDs in them with pom pom and charms and etc. etc. etc. Like as gaudy and excessively over#decorated as I want lol.. AND they could have skates in the bottom somehow!! ghjgbhjb#this on top of all the custom wizard costumes and period clothing I would order.. Like i LOVE customizing things. I love everything in my l#life being as particualr as possible and cultivating every experience I have to meticulously meet my own specific criteria as much#as is possible. If I had the money to I would never buy something from a store again. EVERYTHING I owned from furniture to clothing#would be either made by me - or mostly - comissioned from craftsmen. custom tiles for my floors. custom bed. custom table.#even like. custom toilet. custom sinks. etc. etc. ouGGH... but yeah.. anyway... shoes..
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i think the weirdest 2013 discourse brained doctor who take i've seen is people who came back to watch capaldi era, realised it's good and that they really like the twelveclara dynamic, identify all the things that are compelling about it but then say "moffat doesn't know he did this though." bc they can't budge from the position that he's a hack so they have to convince themselves it's, like, only accidentally good
#blahs#dw#the take that moffat doesn't know he gave twelveclara intense psychosexual tension. girl be for fucking real#if you heard 'i'm not your boyfriend clara' and took that at face value it's not his fault you're ignoring the subtext!!!#steven moffat who unabashedly writes dominatrixes all the time doesn't know what he did with 'do as you are told'?#come on now you KNOW that is not true lmao#like it's not even subtle subtext either they clearly have A Weird Thing Going and you are supposed to pick up on it#this is not to say they necessarily fucked. or that they did not fuck. that part is to your imagination.#but the Weird Thing is deliberately palpable regardless#have also seen the take he doesn't know he wrote the doctorification of clara oswald which again is like. girl WHAT#moffat was possessed by a spirit when he wrote her the doctor's origin story beat for beat in hell bent i guess#anyway sorry for indulging in doctor who showrunner discourse it will happen again
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MARIA HAS A SISTER?!??
#After over 2 decade this is now added information on her family#That so depressing that her family basically replaced her with the new healthy child#Cannot tell if in hindsight they would have done that if Maria was w them n still lived w them they would have neglected her#Or if she died the new child would have immediately been her replacement of what could have been#But there no way to tell since Gerald was the one to take her n keep her despite her family going like 'either cure her or give her back'#Omg what a shitty situation for a child to be in#N it also understandable why every other family that wasnt Maria n grandpa would not look fondly at her#Since it seems like Gerald was obsessed w her especially after finding out her illness#I wouldn't be surprised if he ended up ignoring everybody that wasn't her in family wise#N why he was so hell bent on hoping shadow would be her friend then when finding out she died he crashed out#UFG#the ark story will always be a top in term of seriousness in the silly ways of the characters#Oml#I WOULD HAVE OBESS W THIS AS A CHILD TBH#I HAD AN OC (as a child) THAT WAS LIKE GIVING MARIA A YOUNGER SIS N NOW THAT CANON??#Insane oml#N she should be alive too? Given it 50+#Oh Maria robotnik the tragedy that u r#Idk if I'm the biggest fan of expanding stuff on a preorder item so that it not as accessible#Or the fact Maria family has been expanded but we will never know of them but whatever ig that a more me thing#Not liking characters having relatives n then never knowing what they look like
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*holds your virtual hand*
Hand in virtual hand friend
😩🤝😩
#in the fucking trenches drowning in wips but the universe is hell bent on making the process as difficult as possible#still I'm home from running errands this saturday morning and I have the whole weekend off now#so I think I will attempt to try my hands at a drabble or something just to remind myself of the joy of living
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heartbreaking: i failed real bad at not doomscrolling today so to get myself away from social media i said fuck it and played the sims even tho tbh i didnt really want to and after about 6 hours of good progress and putting in a lot of work cheating relationships & traits and customizing a build the game fully crashed without warning. i didnt save a single time. and somehow that's what genuinely fucking cheered me up
#im at the point now where i'm just making npcs to fill out my current game more so im not too bent up about it lol#especially since ik the sims themselves were saved after i made them so i can just slap em in a house again and rush the relationships#but its like. man of course i had such shit luck. thats objectively so bad to happen to me right now that its frankly funny as hell#right now it is 4 am and my mood is like several times better than it has been literally all day. yeah sure okay i'll end on the high note
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Not to be salty on main or start a death cult, but personally I'm willing to make just the smallest libation to Sutekh for knowing that damn fobwatch is on the TARDIS and deciding Ruby's mom is an infinitely more interesting mystery.
#tw: negativity#dw spoilers#i'm starting to think what rtd meant by ttc being interesting was that a) he can now give a bit more gravitas to doctor and family topic#and more importantly b) the audience is now so hell bent on assuming the doctor's the biggest mystery ever setting up twists became easier
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i think about 2 weeks ago, i was around 138 pounds. i still haven't found my scale to weight myself. i really gotta find it! it's making me lose my mind not knowing what i weigh!
#the-smallest-gremlin#i'm still hell bent on 120 being a good size#but part of me wants to go back down to 100#i was still healthy at 100#back when i was 22!#idk about being 25 now and being that small#but i could always just try it and see!#i want badger to see#i want everyone to watch me waste away#he does know how little i've been eating#but it hasn't seem like a big deal to him#he has no idea how much that hurts to know#i can make it a big deal#water tea and coffee will be my friends#i am the only person standing in my way of that fucked up dream#he isn't worried at all and i WANT him to worry#maybe 500 to 700 a day?#and by the end of our break#he will see that i've lost weight#i hope he gets concerned#it's fucked up but i don't care#i just want someone to see my eating disorder and actually act like it's a problem#for fucking once in my life!
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bruhh the world really hates me this week
#let's see what happened? what hell did I go through?#we were down 12 people this week on the team- so we had two 12-hour work days#my body hurts and my feet are blistered- and I was assigned to help my supervisor wrap up in equipment for the week#which I barely got training on#yesterday I accidentally tripped the emergency fire exit alarm in walmart cause my dumbass didn't watch where I was going#which caused me to have a meltdown which I was trying VERY hard to hold back and not sob my eyes out in front of my boss#My belt buckle broke while I was working today so I had to stop and shop for a new one#I tripped and ate shit while packing the equipment cases into my supervisor's hotel room last night#my leg gave out from under me when I tried to stand up after counting a shelf in grocery and I rolled my ankle#I got lost when my supervisor told me to take the equipment to the back room#I had to stop and ask two walmart employees where it was located- neither of them knew#I've been overstimulated since first break this morning#I got so many scratches on my arrms from counting pegs in apparel and those bitches are so sharp they'd make my therapist concerned#aaaand while wrapping up equipment there was a bike hung up on a shelf and I ran face-first into the handlebar and I bent my glasses frames#so now I gotta get those fixed#I'm quickly making my way to the top in competing for 'most directionally challenged' as my supervisor jokingly put it#I'M GONNA GO DOWN TO THE LOBBY TOMORROW MORNING AND MAKE MYSELF A WAFFLE FOR BREAKFAST#I DESERVE A TREAT
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It’s very telling that Brie Larson was asked the Johnny Depp question but none of the men present were.
#brie larson#johnny depp#anti johnny depp#2023 Cannes Film festival#cannes film festival#like why is hollywood and society hell bent on making women answer difficult questions about abusive and problematic men?#like there was ZERO need to her about him but they still did because putting women on the spotlight and getting them harassed is much easier#and fun then calling out toxic ass men#and don't tell me that she won't get harassed when women like Amber/Hailey Bieber exist#like I'm not even a fan of her but Brie is already hated wayyy too much by the marvel fans#and she's getting dragged even now for her response#like#it's almost as if women are expected to explain problematic men and their actions while simultaneously putting their own careers at risk#it's like women are being blamed and expected to answer but no the men#femininsm#radfem#rad fem DO interact#rad feminism#feminists#am I ready way to much into this?
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Oh I am SO glad Ao3 lets you block people now.
#again: not referring to anyone who will ever see this post. you are all lovely#I just keep seeing. someone. who keeps Doing Shit™. and being generally mean. and this person KEEPS SHOWING UP.#like I really REALLY don't want to vague someone I don't know (or vague a specific person at all.)#but there's just. decorum. you should follow online. and this person is hell-bent on not doing that.#ANYWAY. I'm done being Specifically Petty now. I'm going back to editing.
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thinking deeply about how i can make jorge and amoria have another child without actually putting them through it bc i vowed to never make amoria do that again bc it's against her character and also i've never considered how they would split their attention from their absolute blessing that is posy bc they've always been a 1-child couple in my mind and also how would posy feel about having a sibling and how would i even incorporate them into the generation's story and also also also
#just staring deeep into the void#thinking#because adoption is a possible solution#sure. but why would they ever adopt#amoria is hell-bent on not having another child#so what would do it. what.#i might MIGHT have an idea#but also.#i had PLANS and now i can't even consider another kid#i'm fighting myself rn#because i WANT ANOTHER BABY#anyway i'm home for a week so that's why i'm thinking thoughts as i am able to play sims
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Oh Jeno. Oh Hyunjin. Oh Lucky Bangchan card. We're really in it now.
#wanwan#I'M BEING SO SERIOUS that Bangchan card has been through hell and back with me and that's why it's so bent out of shape now#Maybe that's why my life has gone to shit lately. Things have never been the same since I stopped carrying my lucky Bangchan card with me
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every once in a while I remember that Die (and by extension Dime) is technically a TNBC OC and every single time I lose it
like. LOOK at him
When you take into account the fact he IS a pumpkin-man it does make sense but everything else about him?? his ass does NOT fit in with Halloween Town!! he's almost never in dark raggedy clothes or even particularly scary. yeah he's enthusiastic about Halloween and loves the atmosphere but he and his brother Dime look more like they're meant to exist in Christmas Town. and now I think about it that would be an EXCELLENT plot point if I ever wrote stories for the Rebirths and Dime + Die's story could be about them struggling with that thought that even though Jack literally adopted them and did his absolute best to integrate them into the society, they don't quite feel like they're meant to be there.
... ThIS tOok A TuRn-
but I am absolutely gonna make stories for the Rebirths now,, the ask blog will be perfect for that,,, uheuehue
#uuuhh the point of this post was to just call Die a silly little man as I normally do#yet here we are. feeling a little bummed out#dimentio rebirth au#the nightmare before christmas#i rp'd as die recently and i think i'm rEALLY starting to get into this man's mind. but now im wondering why i am REALLY developing#the SECONDARY rebirths first when the PRIMARY/MAIN ones are RIGHT THERE#I still don't have a proper explanation as to HOW Dime made Die!! where the HELL did Dime get that power from????#the most developed of the primary rebirths is Dimented cause he literally has his own story that was the clue-in to the rebirth's existence#he was literally the first rebirth!! the other one with a lot of development is Dimentia who I honestly forgot was primary for a moment#oh erm btw that image i used for die is from an artfight attack i made :) i wish i had made His left arm more visible though.#it looks a lot shorter than it is i promise you he has it bent up towards his face for a thumbs-up#ANYWAYS. damn i really wanna draw die dime and jack interacting. they're literally father and sons how have i not properly done this yet
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victor vale and eli ever are a car crash. horrible, but you just can’t look away
#now that i'm finished with ninth house reread and hell bent first read i'm ready for villains#after i finish my vicious reread i'll move on to my vengeful first read#i forgot how good this book is#vicious
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