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⭐️CAT INSTINCTS!⭐️
#jonah marshall#alternate infection au#the mandela catalogue#jonah's safe space#tmc#cat#lazer pointer#anyway#i know i already posted this#but I'm doing it without rb#sorry!
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when creativity is your only coping mechanism it can be difficult to relearn making art for joy instead of survival
#ok to rb#writing tag#went back through some of my old writing from the darkest days of my mental health#i really love what i wrote then and feel like it's more meaningful than what i write now#but i'm in such a good place now i wouldn't trade my health for my work#it's just difficult to relearn how to write without carving out my insides to do so
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so... exciting announcement... i was hired to work on Reality Resort as a storyboard artist!
for those of you who haven't heard, Reality Resort is a Total Drama-inspired show on YouTube, produced by Cove and animated by Odd Nation Cartoons. its pilot episode just dropped a few hours ago!
to be clear, i didn't contribute at all to the first episode-- i was only hired about a week ago to contribute on episode 2 and beyond. speaking of, it'll be a lot easier for us to make episode 2 and beyond with more support for the show, so please consider checking out the pilot if the show sounds up your ally. the team is super cool and welcoming, and i've had a ton of fun with what i've worked on so far.
as for this blog, given that i'm now part of the show's staff, i won't be making any sorts of speculative content about Reality Resort or any of the other planned shows in the Reality Gauntlet. this is obviously because i know things the average viewer doesn't, and because i wouldn't want anything i was genuinely blindly speculating on to be interpreted as fact/a hint. however, Disventure Camp content (as well as all of the usual stuff) will continue as normal! (other than that i now have a bit less free time :,) )
anyways, i hope any of you who do decide to check it out will enjoy! as Cove has said in the comments, the first episode isn't perfect, and there are still plenty of quirks to iron out in the future. but, i think that the future of the show is looking bright, and i and the rest of the team appreciate any support you're willing to give. :)
#not going to main tag this since i'll probably post the art separately later for anyone who wants to rb without all my personal stuff#also to be entirely transparent i do want to note that i am now (in a sense) coworkers with multiple members of the disventure camp staff#because there are several cross over voice actors as well as some writers and artists#(i have talked to some of them over a discord call and they are all super cool!)#i don't want to let knowing these people irl stop me from giving my honest thoughts on the show#because i believe that honest constructive criticism helps both creatives in fandom and the creators of the show grow#and because i don't want anyone to think that the only reason why i would praise the show is because i don't want my peers mad at me#HOWEVER i'm sure i will be inherently biased by getting to know some crew members on a more personal level#which may soften my critiques. but also it was never my goal to be outright mean to anyone in the first place#and i sincerely hope i haven't ever done that in any of my posts about anything (if so i apologize)#okay ramble over. yay premiere!
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being into so many classic lit is fantastic because every day i wake up and i have 27 book tags to choose what i want to look at today depending on my mood. feeling lonely? go into the dracula tag and rb 60 fanart of the polycule. look at the bond they share. feeling emo? it's okay you can always spam like another 60 posts calling holden caulfield babygirl. thirsty for blood and tragedies? the iliad and hamlet got ya. feeling sad in summer? pretty sure that hapenned to my buddy rodion raskolnikov from dostoyevski's crime and punishment once. i should look at posts about him
#yeah i'm doing that having several book covers and change them depending on your mood thingy. im like dorian gray without the murder#i want to apologize to moots and followers who arent that deep into classic lit for the spam rb about one (1) specific book every single da#mine#classic lit#dracula#the catcher in the rye#the iliad#hamlet#crime and punishment
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it is like a wee bit crazy going through my art tag from even the past couple of months and seeing like. actual marked improvement. what getting into a podcast does to a man.
#rbs turned off because i'm embarrassed. i hope this does not sound egotistical.#i am a hobby artist first always idk what i'm fuckin doing. just having fun with it innit.#but it's just . idk. it's cool to see! happens without even realizing it.#text#dude. practicing a skill means you get better at it? and no one was gonna tell me?
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honestly, i dislike shipping without substance as much as anyone does. i adore picking apart characters and love worldbuilding more than anything else in the creative field -- but i think it's incredibly unnecessary to be as hostile as i've seen people be toward the recent uptick in dunmeshi interest (as if people are advertising it solely for the lesbianism). even if that were the only case drawing fans in, there are plenty of other games and shows that have been praised/offered up for (at most - implied) gay men & from that, posts that have the gag be "what do you MEAN there's murder in my gay show/game/etc.!" as an indicator that's been their first and only impression.
i haven't seen nearly as many people critique such incidents with disco elysium, for example, despite that being my own first impression due to the surface art i've seen (whereupon only searching for a game summary i realized there was so, so much more). i really don't see why we're suddenly so scandalized and concerned that people are overly excited to praise an interesting (if romantic) dynamic with two main girl characters - which feels rare for a lot of trending media in the first place.
#idk. it reminds me of when people were suddenly up in arms abt the avatar having romantic interests when it came to kyoshi#''what a selfish avatar'' or ''ew there was no need for romance in this book'' or whatever. not openly lesbophobic but still very#questionable. at least to me. knowing that it usually passes without comment otherwise ✌️#jestersvaguely#idm if you rb but don't be stupid <3 what do i know i'm just a lesbian
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#vent post#ok to rb without screenshotting the tags but idk why you'd do that anyways#I'm once again wishing every fellow adult living with their parents a very 'I'm sorry o7'#mom's getting on my case about 'not wanting to be part of the family'#but if dinners are always silent and uncomfortable with all of us not talking then I think it's normal for me to leave the table#when I'm done eating. it's not 'not wanting to be part of the family' it's just not wanting to be somewhere awkward as hell lmfao#like oh okay sorry let me sit here for another fifteen minutes silently bc y'all ignore every conversation I try to start. jesus christ.#goddddddddddddddddddd fuck the housing market lmao#I love my family but I'd like them a hell of a lot more if I didn't live here#a little distance does wonders#anywaysssss sending love to everyone else who is perpetually stuck at home. esp oldest siblings and ill folk 🤝#we'll get out eventually#no more silent dinners and people who find your optimism and attempts to lighten the mood to be juvenile#stay miserable and pragmatic and 'realist'. no joy or whimsy. fucking whatever. I'm not sinking down to cynicism.#what's the opposite of being the moody black sheep of the family lmao. I'm the only one who seems to enjoy being unserious#ok. vent over but fr anyone else stuck at home when they don't want to be: i love you and we'll figure it out in time. things WILL work out#delete later???
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okay, latter day saints (of all flavors)
in your opinion, who is the/your most based latter day prophet and why?
#mormon#latter day saints#tumblrstake#queerstake#community of christ#i didn’t put Q12 bc i have major biases there#obvi the apostle who is my tik tok mutual 🤪 (i'm dead serious. the embarrassment 😳)#and most of y'all would say Apostle Uchtdorf i do believe#and yeah he's cool i will say#my answer will go in an rb so people can respond in an rb without my long post#i will have to tell that tik tok story bc i decided to delete absolutely nothing lol#Apostle Smith will simply cope with the cringy content#in the Utah church my favorite is President Spencer W. Kimball but thats just my outside opinion#i read Black Saints in a White Church and he earned my respect for going to bat for Black Saints in the Utah LDS church#but not a fan of some of his stuff from the early 60's but his understanding of race clearly grew and improved from then
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hey okay everyone pump the brakes for a second please. i wrote up a proper post with a few different questions to consider but honestly I don't want to touch this whole situation considering I am not involved in any way (I don't know anyone involved and I only took a cursory glance at the situation after seeing a post about it). but i am concerned that this is the second time i've seen a fairly hasty callout post within the selfship community being made about a Black blogger (not the same person twice, two entirely different people and different situations).
I would just like to invite you to please take a second to look into a situation yourself and think about if it is really worth a callout post being made before reblogging/creating it yourself. especially if the blogger in question is a person of colour.
oftentimes it feels like things get blown out of proportion and people are very quick to sound the alarms for a fairly mild situation that would be easily resolved by hitting the block button. is this person really a genuine threat to a wide group of people (are they exhibiting behaviour that is ongoing and consistent in seeking out people to harm), or did they simply make a one-off post that was a bit mean and then got annoyed when people shouted at them in their inbox and DMs?
#holy hell i don't want to touch this situation but I also do not want to just sit here if there is potential racism involved lmao#apologies for a serious post and this feels so ... silly honestly. i also can't find a way to word it without sounding strange#so take this with as much kindness as you can because i am making it in an attempt to be kind and help people think more#and be aware of the ways that racism is often perpetuated on this godforsaken website LOL#i dont know if this is really a necessary post tbh like. this doesnt affect me personally in any way. i could ignore it easily.#but i am concerned about the way that racism is perhaps part of this situation! and don't want to just let it slide by!#and if i am misspeaking then let me know! i'm not necessarily saying Don't rb a callout post but i am saying to Think Carefully about it#if this post is deleted in the next 10-60 mins its because i changed my mind after eating smth about if saying anything is rly necessary#dandy.cmd
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hi hello this is not a "you're not allowed to" post because I don't vibe with that but this is a heads up post as I've seen a few people playing with it and it definitely has snowball potential and it's suuuuuper easy to miss so: INZOI's processing method involves a lot of AI generation for its fabric textures and generation of items in its character creator and gameplay. again it's suuuper easy to skim right over this fact, and I'm not saying all AI is bad, but I currently cannot find any information on how they trained this AI. as such, i'm currently erring on the side of "it was probably scraped without acknowledgement or compensation" as it's generally the safer assumption these days.
again- this is not a no fun allowed post and i can definitely see the appeal in the demo (if you can get it to run, gosh that thing's a beast in terms of hardware usage), but i dunno i just felt like they kind of whispered the part that someone should point at out loud so i'm doing that. that's all! have a good day rpc ♥
#it's over here so it's rb friendly without driving me insane lmao#uhhhh. i don't think it warrants a like. tag drop or anything#tumblr's probably going to index it anyway (yaaaay (<-sarcasm. i hate the indexing.)) but#wee tiny note about the thing if it doesn't bother you i'm not a hater do whatever#but for anyone who wants to know! there it is#i would want to know#i only noticed b/c i was having a Moment about signing a separate terms and conditions u know. skimmed the thing and was like ''now hold on
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#i probably sound like a selfish asshole but if people are going to rb guilt trippy donation posts could they at least tag them#i'm not even exagerrating that i just saw a post that was flat out “wow if youre not donating to this cause you must not care”#i thought we were over this bullshit.#like look. its personally triggering to me bc my mom says the same fucking shit to extort money out of us all the time okay?#i think i'm gonna have to just avoid this site and possibly most of the internet and fucking isolate myself bc i cannot fucking do this#*new creative post tag here*#i just want to be able to do anything without feeling constant dread okay.
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buttered noodles 💫💛🍜
#just me hi#it's just a Lot of butter cuz i don't like having pasta sauce w/ parmesan (something wrong w/ that idk hfbshv) so :3#i was thinking of putting garlic in it but idk if that would be good... do i wanna take the risk.. i mean you can't really go wrong with#garlic... Hmmmm....#//oh yea i am definitely gonna switch up my main blog theme ehe :3#and maybe my rb blog's theme too cuz i liked it when the colours were matching lol#maaaybe to blue.. i don't remember if i've ever had a blue theme so this might be the first blue theme ehe :3#i just like to have an Image for the banner so i need to figure out what i'd like that to be.. hmnmnmnmnm!#//alright you know what i'm gonna put garlic in this one second lolll#okay i put black pepper and garlic in it's not too bad :)#prolly shoulda put more salt in too cuz i'm craving it. salt <3#/having spaghetti cuz the meal is actually supposed to be eggs and i cannot have that lol#some people are upset about this! like my dad. and my brother who is making the food lmfsh#i didn't know food was being made i am innocent in this !! probably anyway#like nobody is more displeased by this than me dude. i wish people could actually like. describe what some foods taste like so that i could#actually see why they like them#but you ask and they say 'what are you talking about? it's just egg' but 'Just Egg' SUCKS dude what is Your Egg like. pretty please kfshvjg#and grapefruit? grapefuit sucks but my mom likes it and i can't understand Why#and i wanna ask what it's actually like and why she likes it but she only says 'idk it's good with salt' what does that MEAN#how does the taste change?? how would you describe it before that ? clearly it was good enough before the salt or you wouldn't have tried i#with that!! i just wanna know !!!!!#dark chocolate ?? Please ??? do you like the taste of restrained anger and resentment cuz that's what it tastes like lmao ???#Coffee ??????? i can't understand coffee without a bajillion tons of sugar (+ other things) masking the taste how do you. Deal#not even deal- Enjoy !! how are you enjoying it !!! Why !!!! and why does everyone think i'm trying to convince them it's bad when i ask#LMAO--#like i'm not trying to say it's bad i'm trying to figure out how it's good please. Please Man lmfvshjfvhgfks#okay so clearly i have thoughts on all that LMfvshgjhfs#bitter stuff sucks and i barely like sour stuff Sometimes. food is all around good though so lol 👍#//alr i'm gonna. [starts scooching away]#i am almost out of tags (rip unlimited tags i miss you so bad hfsvh <3) edit: i ran out LMFVHS ; TOODLES !!
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So. A very important personal question has arrived.
Why the fuck do I like Tezcatlipoca.
I mean, think about it, the dude's not a good guy. He doesn't do good things. In fact, he actively does bad things (cough cough destroying humanity four times cough cough seducing Tlaloc's wife cough cough turning humans into monkeys).
And yet if you'll notice, most of my posts about aztec mythology are centered around him/Quetzalcoatl, and all of them at least mention him.
So why am I obsessed with a god that causes war, strife, and chaos?
*leans in close to whisper* No one knows.
#aztec mythology#aztec gods#mythology#tezcatlipoca#I'm still very confused on why I like him#I mean he's interesting but its not that#part of my brain has literally decided he's actually g good guy#the problem is he's not#Quetzalcoatl is the good guy#still I (partially justifiably) think that he's not evil yk#he's just doing his job#without strife there is no change#but there isn't lying on my part about the fact that he should do his job better#still I'm addicted to Tezcatlipoca content#if you made it this far rb if you post about him so I can follow you#I need more Tezca content on my dash
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It's so exhausting having things different about your body or brain that just makes this whole *gestures at literally everything in society* thing undoable. It's frustrating to just do anything and then realised there's mountains I need to cross before I can do things others do and expect me to do as well and so effortlessly. But it just takes so much effort to do that and when it's over, the mental exhaustion just makes it even harder the next time you need to do a thing.
#vent#personal but ok to rb#about disability in general#physical and mental#I'm just laying here with such intense brain fog with executive dysfunction and anxiety freezes on top.#I feel so stuck in onr spot despite physically being able to move but im trapped in my own brain because it won't in the way I need it to.#Its like having tar in your mind and every time you tell yourself to “get up” the tar weighs you down and thought gets lost in it.#You can't think straight and everything feels like floating but you can't get your body to react properly and do what you want it to do.#Frustratingly it can do other things and is set to those little tiny things only.#You can't do other things like getting up and going where you need to go or focusing on what you need to focus on#You're stuck in this loop of yelling inside your head to just MOVE but your brain's ability to focus on the command “move” is lost somehow.#I can feel my body there but it doesn't respond to all the things I need it to.#It just only does some of the things; the simplest things it can categorise as Can Do Without Steps.#For me this means things like getting up (shifting body and leaning down and moving and then walking to a focus point and remembering why-#-I need to be there and go there at all and then do that) somehow becomes too many steps than just “use muscle memory to click”.#I'm stuck feeling like I can do something and being able to do something physically similar then realising I can't do it at all.#It sucks
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I'm curious about what folks prefer--when you're following an active fic, do you prefer shorter, frequent updates, or meatier updates less often?
#this poll is a lie because I'm gonna do both regardless#indiscriminately and without any distinguishable pattern#sound & fury#ramblies#rb for sample size
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#god i cannot describe the annoyance at people who add texts to gifsets and edits when they rb them#if it's not an image ID keep it in the tags jfc#or make your own posts#i can't stress this enough but it doesn't just go for my own ugh#bc when op deactivates i cannot rb a gorgeous gifset/edit without some random person's meta or unnecessary 'this is so good'#you do whatever you want on this website but it doesn't mean it won't annoy people - in this case i'm people#the only exception is peer reviewed tags but then again for that to happen you gotta leave it in the tags#ugh
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