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Nothing quite compares to the quiet devastation of realising you have ended up in the one place you always said you'd never be
#drag rambles#sorry just. thinking#always said I'd never end up working at the same place as my parents#ha. I was a fool#cause it's v much a thing here of like#one you start there You Don't Leave#my job genuinely isn't bad and I get along w my coworkers I just#idk. i didn't want to be the same as my family#yet I've worked here since October now. I left school a full year ago#think it's the realisation of time going by that has me thinking so hard#m sad#but I'll be ok π#and I refuse to be here forever#hell I don't want to stay in this country nevermind this job
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Back at it again with another one-
Now, I sent a past mini theory that I believed Ren's dad did something to him after he ran away (Causing their mother to go into hysterics and etc Yada Yada yap yap) But I really haven't been able to figure it out despite knowing it must have something to do with the scars but once again its really hard to imagine unless he like...pushed [REDACTED] into a fire or they got in a fight and it resulted in a fire and [REDACTED] got the scars trying to escape the fire.
I haven't seen day 4 yet, only small pieces of beginning and end so bear with me for this part but could the black mist somehow be hmmm, Ren's guilt/trauma/something that haunts him? I thought about that one post where it was said [REDACTED] didn't sleep due to nightmares of his past.
Thats pretty much all I have for now as a theory/analysis-
Also is [REDACTED]'s name Draven, its the only thing I can thing of right now but it doesn't fit some categories.
ββ₯β In love with your theories actually <3
Ren's scars will be discussed later in the game, so I won't say much about them here (out of potentially spoiling something). However, IΒ willΒ say that he only has scars along his hands and arms! It's why he started covering them up with tattoos and constantly chooses to wear long-sleeved clothes β even in summer.
As for the black smoke: its existence is a bit more literal than the concept of Ren's guilt/trauma haunting him. Again, I can't say much due to potentially spoiling things. Sorry!!
Ren's real name isn't Draven! Two of the letters in "Draven" are not part of it. It also sounds too close to Davrin, and it's giving me massive Veilguard withdrawals :( /silly
#Ok fine you win I'll replay DA:V again and kiss Davrin and Harding and Neve and Lucanis and π /j#So silly imagining Ren as Lucanis and Olivia/River as Spite <3#Actually no; I am Lucanis and Ren is Spite....... At this point my ass is HAUNTED by that enby T_T#I yearn to infodump to Mon about this but I fear I won't ever shut up#π β answered.#π β 14 days with queue.#π β about ren.#to be tagged later#clownboymcchucklefuck#HELLO!!!! I HAVE MISSED YOU HAVE YOU RECEIVED YOUR VETERAN'S MEDAL YET?? /silly
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God sees you, Mr. Hickey. Here more than anywhere. Reform your behavior and youβll have His forgiveness, as well as mine. Continue on this path and you will find more than eternal happiness closed to you.
#π#john irving#lieutenant john irving#cornelius hickey#the terror#the terror amc#the terror edit#MY EDITS#hickving#my gifs#gif set#jirv posting#secret forbidden jirving bonus lore#again i will delete if this is not ok!! i'll respect that... but until we know#in for a penny in for a pound etc i HAD to do this scene ok!#irving had to assert an ounce of authority to scold hickey into thinking fewer gay thoughts and he's being sooooo brave about it π
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tagged by @piratebay, thanks valente!! ππ
shuffle your on repeat playlist 10 times and tag 10 people:
Aaj Shanibar - Rupa
Dangerous - Perturbator
Lay All Your Love on Me - ABBA
Peek-a-Boo - Red Velvet
Π£ΡΠΎΠ½ΡΡΡ - Molchat Doma
Diario de Vida - Princesa Alba
Kerosene - Crystal Castles
End to Start - NCT 127
IDFC (Acoustic) - Blackbear
La Velocidad de la Luz - Los Bunkers
tagging: @plague-of-nice @fujimen @pupuseriazag @lavenderr-daydrreams @alfajorsin @manaosdeuwu aaand @thedevotionaltour π
#tag game#out of these i'll say my fav is la velocidad de la luz it's such a sweet song π#i gotta say i cheated too- i shuffled my liked songs instead π but that's ok π€#no need to participate etc etc ππ
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RAMMMMM!!! WENASSS, para el character ask podrΓa ser la 5, 14 y 23 sobre Venture, me gustarΓa conocerle mΓ‘s :D
HOLAAAA DRAGOOOOON <333333 MUCHAS GRACIAS POR EL ASK !!!! y SII CLAROOO CON MUCHO GUSTO LE HABLO DE VENTUREEEE π₯Ίβ¨
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
omg !! this is so funny bc i literally have a Venture Playlist π€£β¨
These are some of the songs that remind me of Venture and also the songs that i listen to when i'm playing as Venture !!
Funfact !! I added the first songs in the playlist as a reference to some of the costumes that Venture has in game πβ¨
But in general, the music that reminds me of Venture is mainly
1. Cheerful Music 2. Rock in general but mainly Pop Rock (lol) and 3. Songs that are about Historic Events/Places since they are an archeaologist that references said events in their voicelines
(coughs.. can you guess that i really like the fact that they love history lol )
14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.
ohhh this is an interesting one !! Okay it is a bit difficult to see what Venture would canonically wear since .. we barely have outfits for them π
but i could guess from the little details like their tattoos, eyebrow piercing, nail polish and messy hair, that they might be into some sort of 80's /Alt fashion mix ? or at least that's the fashion aesthetic i would give to them lol
btw this is literally one of the only images that we currently have of Venture without their Wayfinder Society Uniform ( aka their archaelogist outfit )
soo i don't really know what they would wear since this outfit is basically a bomber jacket and a red t-shirt and it seems pretty normal ? π€£ but i would really like to see Venture wearing some Alt Fashion Outfits πβ¨
(ohh cameo of Venture's abuelita and their pet rocks !! c: )
23. Favorite picture of this character?
OHH I HAVE SO MANYYY but i LOVE this official art!! It has been my desktop wallpaper for a while π
but here is a little collage of official Venture images that i like a lot π
Anyway again thank you so much for asking about my absolutely beloved mole, i literally could talk about Sloan ALLL DAY π€£πβ¨
#excuse the REALLY DISCO SONGS at the beginning of the playlist but they literally talk about Alexandria and Babylon jdfhcsdkfj#you can imagine yourself in an excavation site searching for ancient relics while listening to a funky playlistπ€£β¨#tbh .. i think Venture would ..DIG THAT jhfkjd sorry i had to use that pun#also that last collage made me think .. woooow Venture you sure have a lot of different.. color palettes ???#hmm Overwatch art department .. what's going on in here ?? π€ wish we could get official color palettes π#on the other hand .. i love Venture's absolutely gorgeous brown eyes <33 and i find that picture of them with momo soo cute π€£π#OK OK i'll shut up about them now π€£π#also Hii venture fans !! since im gonna tag this post lol#Venture#overwatch#venture overwatch#ram talks
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i commissioned @bhcrafts to make a plush of my OC tsukki fikonu and she is soooooo cute βΊοΈπ₯°π
tsukki was my first female OC (my 2nd OC overall)! π₯°
i created her when i was in middle school, so she's been with me for a long time. i can't believe she can exist in 3D!!! π₯Ίπ₯Ίπππ
#misc#my ocs#tsukki fikonu (oc)#i get to bring her on adventures with me!!!! π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπππππ#maybe i'll make a separate blog for her...tsukki's adventures...........i want to bring her everywhere but i also wanna be careful with her#i wanna get a plush of blonde suki too...my girlies...........π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί#i've got notifs for this artist turned on so hopefully i can commish again when they're open π₯°π₯°π₯°#she is. so cutes ......#edit: ok tumblr won't let me add a readmore so you guys are stuck seeing my art. webbed site π
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me, externally, while watching jack shephard go further off the deep end with each new episode of lost: what is wrong with that man.
me, internally, while watching jack shephard go further off the deep end with each new episode of lost: yes please continue the downward trend i love to see psychosis in a baby girl.
#i really can't believe i'm still a jack stan after 3.09 but looks like the prognosis is terminal#ok i'm actually going to bed now i'll answer the last of my asks in the morning π€#πππ#jack shephard#lost
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EXO | STAYC | RED VELVET | TXT
@userdramas 2023 Secret Santa π β³ for @jaeewook: Favorite K-Pop Groups! @asiandramanet December Creator Bingo - Typography β β
#userheidy#userdramas#asiandramanet#exo#txt#red velvet#stayc#kpop#vi.edits#userkimchi#flashing gif#HAPPY HOLIDAYS HEIDY ππΉ i'm sorry this is so late !!!#its not very fancy but i hope you like it??? (or not completely hate it skksks i'll take the win)#I had SO SO SO much fun making this!!!!#this was more a gift for me lol because i had been wanting to get into k-pop for so long but i didn't know where to start#but then at one point i just sat in front of the TV and saw TXT's dance performance playlist for an hour... so yeah :))#finding a frames where the camera/angles were not constantly moving was the biggest challenge LMAO#also i learned this layer mask animation which was fun and took me 5 hours to get right lol#i was originally planning on watching 'it's ok to not be ok' but work got in the way UGH#then i thought of making a fave dramas list from MDL but i didn't wanna accidently gif a character you didn't like skskkskssk#(also yay new dramas for my watchlist <3)#i hope you have a great year!!!! <3<3<3<3<3
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I really like Daja Vu's design and I'd been meaning to draw him for a while,,, this felt thematically appropriate :]
Hope it's okay :]]
@enhanced-operatives-division
WAAAUHUHUUUUUUU TTHANK YOU SO MUCH WTF????!!!?????!! MY GOODNESS LOOK AT MY FAVORITE LIL GUYS!!! I love how you drew them and its such a delight seeing this in the inboxπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί dont mind me but i'll be thinking about this forevar thank you.. They would be good friends in my very professional opinionβ
#Id draw them but i dont have the timeee ... Maybe in the futures#Dancing and jumping and yippeees THE DEJA#he looks so awesome..... What the freak...ty for drawing my favorite blorbo from my brain#others art#robutler#ieytd#enhanced-operatives-division#genes ocs#<- not part of ieytd but still...#deja vu#ok i'll tag him too#THANK YOU AGAINYOURE TOO KIND π₯Ίπππππ#Bobotler that round lil feller..he is so cutes#gene answers
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Last April, I designed these infinity autistic pride stim toys for the Autistic Creative Festival.
This April, I'm reallyreallyreally hoping to make my first sale on the Artisans Cooperative! Help an autistic boi out this Autism Month and maybe get one for yourself or a friend!
Want a different color combination, or a bigger version? Shoot me a DM and I can add a custom variant to the listing after chatting it out.
#autism acceptance month#actually autistic#hΓ€keln#craftblr#autistic support#autistic pride#autism#I'm probably gonna have a job this month if things go OK this week so I'll be able to shift my focus from GETTING an income to maybe...#...maybe making this enough of an income to make life livable? ππ€
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SUPREMME DE LUXE β’ Β drag race espaΓ±a season 3 trailer β³ for @moiraabsinthe
#supremme de luxe#drag race espaΓ±a#drag race spain#rpdredit#drag race#dres3#gif*#rq#ok goodnight from me i'll see you all in 5 hrs or so for s15 gifs π«π
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I am also someone who hates needles (as a psychological thing) and I do my own T shots. I think my biggest tip would be to just "get it done and overwith" (as in don't think too hard about it or take too long getting yourself all psyched out about it when you go to inject the needle), because the quicker you get it done, the quicker it's over, and then you don't have to worry about it again for a whole seven days (if you do your injections once a week, anyway. I know some people do theirs once every other week, so if that's the case, then a whole 14 days!). I've been on T for 9 years now (as of this month!) and have been doing my own shots for at least half of that time, so it does get easier once you get used to it! I still have my days where I get all psyched out about it, but that's rare now compared to when I first started.
Also, make sure your leg (or wherever it is you're injecting it) is COMPLETELY relaxed, or it could be VERY painful, and make it a lot harder not to psych yourself out when doing your shots in the future.
Good luck!
That's definitely my approach to things that make me nervous!! Unfortunately this being the *first one* I definitely waited too long and got psyched out more than once :,3 mine are weekly but that's not so bad I think!! Thank you so much for the reassurance!!!
I'll try my best each time to relax the muscle, which isn't too hard in my legs! Thanks again! π±π
#meowjester#i was honestly pretty worried IM would be actually painful#but im serious its really nothing#its stressful but im pushing myself to take injection to get over my fear honestly#it wont help my fear of blood draws (which I'll also need more frequently now. yay)#(BIGGEST FEAR)#but im strong and i can work past it... i believe#to reassure myself i told my wife (who helped)#that the holes in my lip (piercings) are a higher guage and i still did that#like 16g vs 21g-25g thats a huge difference when it comes to needles LOL#ok i got carried away GOODBYE π± LOVE AND PEACE π
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ART CREDIT! π LYNN FOUND DEAD IN MIAMI OMGG my friend (irl π«£) commissioned hakuno art 4 meee π₯Ίπ₯Ίππππ₯Ήπ«Άπ«Άπππππππ gajfhskfbd it's kind of a long story but PLSS SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL........ i'm so blessed so moved,,, and i wanna share real quick bc ΓΊwΓΉπ«Ά and as u can see, i'm using the chibi as my dash icon now too ! β¨οΈbut also pls do tell me if the quality is fudged up or sth π³π am not sure if it looks okie !!
#&&. out of#SNIFFLES i am being fed so well frfr π«Άπ«Ά#tis a bday present for me she saidd π₯Ί my bday isn't anywhere near today tho!! this is actually a pretty belated present vskfbsjc#IM NOT COMPLAINING THO OFC IM ON KNEES RN ACTUALLY SOBBING SO GRATEFULY#so the story isss my friend offered to draw me sth for my bday (she planned on drawing a.yato at first bc i am Down Bad for that manπ)#BUT I WAS LIKE π³ππ well there's this oc............#i keep my h.akuno simpery a secret okok wgfksbfkd They Do Not Know That I Am Madly In Love With A Moon Lady and write her on tunglr dot com#SO- yes i am a lying lynn who lied πΏ#my friend ended up not being able to draw it herself tho; but she still wanted 2 give me sth#that was 'my oc' (lynn stares into the camera like in the office) so she got a commission for it egaddd π³π³π³#andd here we r now ! β¨οΈβ¨οΈ#also if u have me on d.iscord; u may notice da new icon alr ππ«Ά#IM IMPATIENT OKOK I WANTED TO PRINT AND PASTE HER EVERYWHERE LIKE#HAVE YOU SEEN HER????? well now u have :]#also my fren said she got one more c.hibi comm of her omg πππππ IM LIKE BLESSED FR#ok i'll shut up now but i'm jst obsessed sowwy wgfjwjd#*LOUD SNIFFLE* moon wife....................
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In order to keep a tumblr-social-judgment-approved balance of media consumption, I alternate between Pokeani (children's media) and House MD (something problematic happens every 5 minutes). It's like pemdas or something, it probably evens out.
#/j. this post is making fun of people who judge others by their favorite shows#'oh you only like kids media without media literacy?' / 'oh you only like dark shows with outdated and problematic jokes?'#like oh ok sorry let me alter my taste in media to make your opinion of me better π/sarcastic#people say it's rotting your brain either way. i think some of you guys just don't like the demonic moving pictures box#lest the characters not talk about deontology and media literacy enough or lest they show too much ankle on the other end.#so sure yeah i'll only enjoy shows that make other people think i'm smart. sure. i love when my media enjoyment is purely performative.#/sarcastic#sorry sjdskdj i get worked up every time i see people dunk on others for liking children's media or- much more rarely- the other end.#tumblr looooves saying cringe is dead until they get the opportunity to use cringe as a weapon against others.#anyways i think that solidad would fit into house md. she could do it. i believe in my morally grey queen. give her a medical license.#just to see what happens. i think it'd be fun.
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Re your recent post and buckβs s6 arc: the natalia of it all aside (bc I completely agree the way they developed this sucked in relation to the whole season arc) the reality is that buckβs happiness arc was very unconcluded this season. I would even say its so unconcluded that I would be surprised if they dont circle back (which i hate because they had time to conclude it this season and justβ¦ didnt in favour of natalia. And its such a long arc they should have ended it this season). At least a conversation with hen or bobby, the two other characters most involved in the arc. Like they cant just give us the lev/bobby parallel and do nothing with it, have the two of them circle back to the feeling at ease talk, have them talk about bobby being dead in the coma dream vs what happened at the crash. And maybe he figured out the at ease part and was able to save everyone at the crash because of it, but βkey to happinessβ? Didnβt get that. Anyways my hope is that we get to circle back to it at some point in s7. Writers have a lot of time to reflect on what people were upset about (not that theyre spending the strike thinking about the show but Im sure they read the reviews) and the main thing seems to be anything related to buckβs s6 arc so Im optimistic we will see some conclusion or re hash of the themes in the new season (and obviously is cool if you dont feel the same, just my 2 cents)
^^^ i don't think i'd be complaining as much if they made romance a big factor of buck's personal arc since the beginning of the season rather than suddenly pushing for it in the last couple of episodes and then concluding his arc on that note. i do feel like they'll circle back to it in s7, but i REALLY don't want buck to get the focus againβgive it to literally any other character i beg sdjdksd
#as an eddie girlie i'm suffering so badly you don't even know s5 really spoilt me#neethu answers#anon#negativity#ok i actually feel better after ranting for a bit so i'll try to be more positive after this#thank you to everyone who put up with me being salty π
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JAIME JAIME HAJEMM HAIEM HAPPY VALENTINES DAY (NKT LATE) HI HIG IGIIHIII!!! HOW ARE YIU!!? YOU OKAY? THRLUWING SO MANY GUMMIE AND SILLY FUNNY CANDYIES AT YOU AUAUAUAU!! LOVE YOU SILLY SKRINGLE I HOPE YOUR DAY SLASH BIGHT IS GREAT!!! I LOVE YOU SPOINKLE! !! I promies I'm not trying to ne incomprehensible bte I just literally am frying righ nkw ANYWYA I LOVE YOU SILLY JESTIE!!! MAUAWAA MWUAH MWUA!! DRINKLH WATEYR AND EATID GOOD FOODS!! π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π₯π«π«π₯π«π«π«π«π«π«π
cheRRYYYYY my lil guy u are literally such a darling how do u do it
I am so sorry for not responding to u sooner silly I got sick again like an idiot and have been deceased for the past 2 days o(-( HOWEVER
HAPPY VALENTINES TO U AS WELL!!!! Silly lil scrunkle I hope u had an excellent vday and got lotsa chocolate n snacks yesyesyes, I would love to get u some snackies as well but alas,, π maybe someday I'll figure it out
Anyways a lil doodlie for u since I can't get u any chocolates π ily u silly lil guy u I hope you're doing well!! ππβ¨π«π«πβ¨ππππ«β¨β¨ππ«πβ¨
#I'm going back to sleep now i think#sorry for getting to this late abdjfks ily!! I'm trying to get to ur stuff sooner i promise#but yes!! i hope u had a lovely vday and that ur day/night has been well so far#I'll respond to ur other post in a bit i just gotta wake up a lil more#take care of yourself darling!! get good rest and drink water and don't stress ok all is well friend#make urself a little treatsie#like hot cocoa or some yummy tea#i might go make some tea that actually sounds delightful#ALSO DEAREST PLEASE TELL ME U MISSPELLED TRYING INSTEAD OF CRYING#BC IF UR CRYING NOOO WHAT CAN I DO FOR U PLS BE ALRIGHT :(((#ILY LIL GUY!! mwuAH please treat urself kindly u deserve it#lmk if there's anything i can do for u and ill try my best ok ππβ¨πβ¨π«π«ππβ¨ππ«#your message made me smile#tyty all of the hugs for u π«π«π
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