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#bunnyspeaks#holy SHIT.#hunger HURTS.#some weeks in recovery are worse#but days that i eat that come after days that I don't are the WORSR#when my body begins to feel hunger again like. that shit is PAINFUL.#and like no I don't have the energy to get out of bed and eat snack!! and also I do not want to!!! my terrible lizard brain says no no food#make tummy MORE painful or do nothing at all#so I just. sit and wait#but I remember how excited I was that I could feel hunger again when I came home#and then when I got hungry in the mornings???? LIFE ALTERING#...hopefully I'll eat before I take my adderall tho#brain: I ate last night! that's enough for 48 hrs :)#no!!!
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My Kind of Present | sub!gojo satoru
wc: 1.6k words | masterlist
dom!gn!reader, praise, use of a vibrator, slight degradation, bondage, ooc gojo kinda, fluffy ending
note: Iâm back yall 𫶠also this is Christmas inspired so pretend itâs December again
The noise of your shoes on the stairs throughout the building you're in as you walk upstairs to your and Gojo's shared apartment. After struggling to open the door to the place, you finally enter, a wave of exhaustion hitting you after being out and around the entire day.
However, you notice something odd.
The place is eerily quiet, almost as if no one is home.
You remember the text Gojo sent you an hour or so ago. He had told you to quickly return from your errands for a surprise with a winky face after it and you rolled your eyes when you read it. Though you knew of his rather stupid stunts all the time, you couldn't help but be curious as to what the surprise was this time. Especially if he had only texted you once when he would usually bombard you with multiple text messages, begging you to hurry home.
After hanging up your coat and putting away the groceries, you make your way to the living room where you assume Gojo would be. However, when you get closer and closer to the room, you start to hear a faint whimpering sound coming from within that sounds suspiciously like Gojo. You would know of course.
The bright lights of your Christmas tree slightly blind you as you walk in but that's not what catches your eye. Instead, what catches your eye is what's underneath the tree. Well rather next to it. No, you're not talking about the many presents that you and Gojo bought for each other either, rather it's Gojo himself. There he is on his back, all tied in red ribbon that's wrapped around him in such an intricate way you have no idea how he even managed to do so by himself.
The sight makes the words you were going to say die on your tongue, your mouth agape and dry at the sight. Gojo hears your steps enter the room and his head shoots towards you, excitement in his eyes.
"Surprise [name]!" You rapidly blink to make sure you're seeing it all correctly but it all stays the same. Gojo looks almost like a present with the way he's tied so prettily in the ribbon and you assume that's exactly what he was going for. Except, there was no wrapping paper and Gojo was fully naked except for the ribbon adorning his chest, arms, and legs.
You walk towards him, stopping right in front of him. Confusion is shown on your face while Gojo has a huge dorky grin on his face, clearly pleased with your reaction so far.
"What's.. What's this Gojo?" Your boyfriend rolls his eyes as if the answer isn't obvious. "It's your Christmas present, of course!"
Your eyes roam his body and your eyes widen even more in disbelief at the sight of a fucking gift bow on his dick. This wasn't even close to what you were expecting as a surprise from Gojo when he texted you but the more you take in the unexpected sight, the more you start to like it.
You notice that his hands are behind his back and you assume that it's been tied together somehow.
Gojo's previous confident demeanor fades away and he swallows nervously at your intense stare on his body, feeling your eyes looking at everything. He has to hold back a shiver, not from the cold but rather from how you're looking down at him with hunger in your eyes. Though his ankles aren't tied together, Gojo had squeezed them together to try to hide his hard dick.
"Do you... like it?" You grin at him. "Oh baby I love it, you look so pretty like this." Gojo flushes red which only compliments the red ribbon on him even more. "I can't believe you did this just for me. If I knew, I would've arrived back so much earlier."
Gojo pouts and glances away from you nervously. "Um, c-can you help me?" You furrow your eyebrows at him. "You want to get out of the ribbon already?" Gojo shakes his head rapidly. Before you could ask him what he meant, he slowly spreads his legs together to reveal his now hard dick to you.
"You got hard just from my praise? Or were you already hard when I arrived here?" You chuckle. "I didn't even touch you yet or anything either." Gojo whines at your teasing. You're about to tease him again before your eyes catch onto the vibrator attached to his dick and you choke on your spit.
"Shit gojo. You just love surprising me, don't you?" Gojo flushes and you glance around. "Where's the remote, baby?' You see Gojo turn to his head and motion towards the small remote on top of a nearby table and you're quick to grab it.
"W-Wait don't a-ah shit!" You immediately increase the vibration setting and watch as he squirms on the ground, his head thrashing side to side at the intensity of the pleasure. His knees are up and you place a hand on one to keep him still. You lean over his figure and chuckle.
"I guess Santa got what I wanted for Christmas this year," you tease, a wide grin threatening to spread on your face. Gojo lets out a small cry but being the huge flirt he always is, he simply shoots back with his retort. Well, he tries to at least. "Y-You ngh asked S-Santa for me to ha be n-naked and tied in red ribbon? ah!"
You chuckle. "Well not exactly, but I would like to say it's pretty close." You watch as pre cum leaks from his tip steadily, only adding to the erotic scene in front of you.
Gojo squirms under your hungry and intense gaze. The ribbon tied around his wrists prevents him from touching you and although he's able to break out of them if he wants to, you know he won't. Every time he moves, the ribbon wrapped around his chest rubs against his nipple, causing it to harden and send a bolt of pleasure up his spine.
As Gojo soon realizes that you're not planning to touch him, he only whimpers. "Touch m-me [name]! Please..." You hold down onto his knee more, leaning forward as you look down on him. The sudden adrenaline rush you're getting from the feeling of having Gojo underneath you begging for your touch only adds to your desire to ruin him. From this view, you're able to see the way his muscles flex and tighten against the ribbon, your eyes raking over his sculpted body.
You pretend to think about his plea, tapping on your chin as if you're actually considering it. You see hope flash in Gojo's eyes before you turn back towards him with a wicked grin.
"How about... no?" You giggle when Gojo whines, his eyes never leaving the remote in your hand. You feign a pout at him. "You surprised me with all this, shouldn't I get to enjoy it, baby?"
Gojo swallows and tries to stutter out a response through a moan that escapes his mouth, reminding him that the vibrator is still against his dick and on too. "Y-Yeah but..." You raise an eyebrow at him, urging him to finish his sentence but Gojo only turns his head away from you, face flushed red. Though subtle, you feel his legs spread wider for you as he shuts his eyes. He eagerly nods.
"P-Please use me..." You grin and immediately turn the toy onto high, watching in amusement as Gojo's body jerks and arches beautifully. "Oh glady, baby." His eyes shoot open and you see how they're glazed over. Almost as if he's about to cry.
You coo at him. "Gonna cry already, baby? Just from a mere toy in your ass and some bondage?" Gojo cries weakly at you. Sure it was just a toy but it was a large one at that, one that Gojo has been nervous to try up until now. Though of course he's not regretting it now, fully immersed in the pleasure as sparks shock his body throughout.
You have to swallow down the lump in your throat as you feel your body heat up. Gojo quickly warns you he's close, his loud noises filling the room that would surely cause a noise complaint to arrive at your door tomorrow but you could care less at the moment.
"Go on baby, make a mess of yourself for me." Babbling out thank you's and pleas, you watch as he cums, the white substance covering his stomach, some even on his chest and on the ribbon. You quickly turn off the toy in him and watch as he slumps against the floor, his chest heaving as he tries to recover from the intense orgasm he just had.
Walking to where his face lay, you peck his cheek. "Stay here, alright? I'll go grab a wet cloth and clean you up." But as you stand up, Gojo's hand grabs your wrist and you widen your eyes. You didn't even realize he slipped his hands out of the bondage.
You stare at him as Gojo looks at you, heavy breaths leaving his mouth. "Could we... could we take this to the bedroom?" It takes you a few seconds but it then hits you that he's suggesting a round two and you only giggle.
"Seriously? You want another round?" Gojo nods eagerly and you move to untie the ribbon but he stops you, sitting up. "Could I keep it on? I-I kinda like it and it's only my chest anyways and-" He soon realizes he's rambling and cuts himself off. You giggle and grab his face.
"Of course, baby. You'll always be the best present I could ask for.â
ty for reading to the end! â¤ď¸ - chaepink
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If you give Sylus a Hunter...
Synopsis. Sylus has a lot of fun making you beg.
Pairings. Sylus x reader(MC)
Content. MDNI. edging, fem reader, praise, crying, mentions use of evol, pet names (kitten, sweetie, good girl, etc), AFTERCARE.
Word Count. 2.2k (damn... pretty good for my first story)
Author's Note. Thanks for reading my first story! Let me know what you think, and feel free to leave me requests! I wrote this while listening to 'Be Quiet and Drive' by Deftones. (also, did you like the title... I thought of 'when you give a mouse a cookie' and giggled to myself) xo, Z/Chaos
MDNI BEYOND THIS POINT.
Sylus had you right where he wanted you. His bed. Again. He looked down at you with his usual arrogant smirk as you whimpered and squirmed. His crimson eyes seemed to be lit with that internal glow they had sometimes when he was excited or wanted something. âNow, now, kitten. Spread those pretty thighs for me. You donât want me to use my evol again, do you?â he purred sardonically, his left eye beginning to actually glow.
You were almost at your wits end. It had been an hour since he grabbed you out of the hallway of his hilariously (or should you say outrageously?) huge home you were attempting to get to know your way around and all but threw you onto his bed, using his evol to hold your hands above your head as he stripped you bare. He was insatiable. Youâd been staying with him for four days at this point and already youâve had more sex than you had in the last 2 years combined. Which, in the grand scheme of things, you guessed wasnât much considering you dedicated all your time to becoming a Hunter for Linkon City after the rise of wanderer attacks, resulting in a gnarly dry spell⌠but his hunger for you was bordering on absurd. Even so, you had to ask yourself⌠Does he ever get tired?
In this hour that heâd had you at his mercy, heâd managed to edge you to the pinnacle of ecstasy no less than five times, never letting you reach that sweet release. You were a shaking, sobbing, whimpering mess, and he loved it. You were half in the mind to use one of the safe words he declared you use on the first night if you ever found yourself not being able to handle something. But your pride was like a gag, not letting your tongue form the word. âFeatherâ. How fitting, the smug bastard.Â
ââFeatherâ will be to stop. You say that and everything stops. We do not continue. There will be no âbreak and then get back to itâ. Saying that means youâre done for the night. So just be sure thatâs the one you want to use,â he had told you. At the time you had giggled, thinking it was endearing, thinking back on it now, you wanted to kick him in the face. No way in hell were you uttering the word âfeatherâ while a trembling, whimpering mess. If only you could actually move your legs to kick him, but nope. Useless appendages.Â
You realized Sylus was still waiting for you to comply with his request. Finally having an ounce of control over your legs after they had become jelly sometime in the last 20 minutes, you shakily opened your legs to him, a whimper leaving your lips as the cool air in the room met your soaked lips. I could kick him now⌠but then heâd keep me like this all night. Fucker.
âGood girl. Youâre doing so well,â he praised, not seeing your thoughts, steadily growing fond of the idea of smashing your foot to his face. You internally smiled at your mental picture, but really you were enjoying yourself all things considered. He leaned over to rub soothing circles over your thigh before running a long finger through your sensitive folds. âYou remember your safe words, correct?â he asked with a grin and you nodded, glaring daggers. He chuckled and hummed at how wet youâd gotten, and he hadnât even put his mouth on you. Looking up to watch your reaction, he slipped his finger in, curling slightly to caress over the spot that always made you gasp. You did, and he smiled at the pretty sound, feeling pride at how well he knew your body. However, he was beginning to think he was being just a tad cruel as he watched your eyebrows knit together and the pitiful whimpers run into each other as they exited your lush lips.Â
âOh baby, I know, I know⌠Iâll let you come soon. Such a good girl⌠you look fucking delicious right now,â he cooed as he eased a second finger inside you and coated his thumb in your wetness before rubbing circles over your throbbing clit. Goosebumps covered your skin and you whined, your hips bucking up of their own accord. âMmm, such a needy kitten. Sweetie, I think you could take a couple more, hm?â
You whimpered out unintelligible curses at the remark and he chuckled. âSylus⌠I really donât know if I can,â you say, finally having found your voice in the string of muttered curses and whines. You clenched your eyes closed as he pressed harder on your clit and curled his fingers deeper. That blossoming warmth entered your tummy again. You fluttered around him and he groaned, wanting so badly to see you come apart, but needing it to be while he was inside you so you could milk him for everything he had.Â
âRelax, you can handle it,â he chided with a tsk. âIâve seen you take more than this, sweet girl. Youâre stronger than you think. Tell me how badly you want to cum,â he groaned as you clenched harder around him. You were half scared he would pull back and deny you once again, but also half scared he wouldnât and it would be over. He rubbed at your thighs, admiring how mouthwatering they were coated in your arousal. âBeg for it. Beg for me to let you cum.â
You felt the tears begin to sting the back of your eyes and you steeled yourself long enough to whisper through your moans, âPlease, Sylus. Please let me cum, baby. Iâll do anything, just pleaseâŚâ
âAnything, hm?â he questioned, obvious interest in his tone as he leaned down and sucked lightly on your clit, replacing his thumb. You gasped as he rolled his tongue over the sensitive nub. Your legs shook fiercely and you cried out. Pulling back, fingers and all, he stood over you. The damn tease⌠His eyes never left yours as he deftly undid the buttons on his shirt, then his pants, rolling them both off and letting them pile on the floor. He leaned down and extended himself over you until your lips met in a passionate kiss. âIf youâll do anything, how about you stay true to your word by cumming around my cock?â he teased as he grabbed it and rubbed it through your slickness.Â
âYes, please,â you sighed against his lips, seeing this as him conceding as long as you came wrapped around him. His lips curved into a dangerous grin at your response, pushing inside with agonizing slowness. He groaned.
âFuck, youâre so tight and wet, I donât even need to work it in,â he moaned appreciatively as he drove into you with one powerful thrust, no longer able to torture you with slow pumps. Once he was fully seated, he kissed you tenderly as began to move, rubbing his pelvic bone over your clit with every thrust. You whimpered, feeling the tears fall from your clenched eyes as the warmth began to spread again.
Sylus smiled down at your beautiful face, eyes clenched tight with tears trailing down your cheeks. Perfect⌠She is so perfect. âSo beautiful, baby. Youâre trembling. Youâre so close, arenât you, pretty girl?â he rubbed your hair with one hand to soothe you and wiped at your tears with the other. You couldnât form a coherent sentence, so you only answered him through an eager nod and whimpers. âHm, I know, baby. Cum for me. Cum on my cock.â Sylus sped up, needing to see you lose yourself in pleasure. Lose yourself while clenched so tightly around him.
This was his favorite part, of course. After repeatedly bringing you to that edge, but pulling back before you could fall, you would always be so wound up that when the orgasm finally came, it would make you delirious with pleasure. He loved watching you as you finally crashed over the edge he kept you from and your face would contort in utter rapture, crying out his name and clenching so tight around him heâd have no choice but to follow you. He shook his head to focus on the present and ground against you to help you to reach what youâve been begging him for.Â
You whimpered as he gave his permission. You let go, no longer holding yourself back. The warmth in your tummy became an inferno as his thrusts became harder, rubbing your clit with his pelvis and the head of his cock jutting against that sweet spot inside you. You were so close. Just a little more pressure⌠âPleaseâŚâ you begged on a needy sob. Sylus kissed you harder as he felt his own release building. He wrapped his arms around you to pull you up slightly in his arms, holding you so that you hovered over the bed as he pounded into you, holding you both up with his free hand on the mattress. The new angle had him going impossibly deeper, rubbing your clit against him with an intensity that finally pushed you over the boundary he had carefully pulled you from so many times. Your nails raked over his shoulders as you cried out. âSylus! Yes!â
âThatâs my good girl. Cum all over my cock. Fuck, you feel so good, baby⌠so tight,â he praised with a loud groan, rutting up into you as his own orgasm crashed over him. His grunts filled your ears, and it was his previous words coupled with them and his unrelenting ministrations that made your toes curl. Your body convulsed as wave after wave of pure bliss spiraled over your entire body. Your back arched into Sylus as his cum filled you, his thrusts not wavering as his body shook, ensuring he extended your pleasure as long as possible.Â
Eventually, your cries subsided into soft, shuddering breaths as the tremors in your body slowly dissipated. Sylus sat back on his heels, holding you tightly the entire time you came down from your high, rubbing his hands down your back as you stayed wrapped around him. When your shaking stopped, he stood up from the bed. You stayed clutched to him as he walked to the washroom and started a bath. Sylus being Sylus, he added in his favorite epsom salts and relaxing bubble bath as the water filled up steadily.Â
âMy love, are you okay? Iâll hold you all night if you need, but I want to clean you up and take care of you. You did so well, but I know that had to be draining. Let me wash you then Iâll hold you so you can rest,â he whispered, rubbing his hands down your exposed ribs from where your arms were clasped like a restraint around his neck. He could feel your grip wavering and knew you were going to be out like a light as soon as your head laid down on his chest. You relented, loosening your grip in your legs around his waist as he wrapped his arm around your back and the other under your knees to lower you into the water. You sighed as you relaxed into it.Â
âJust relax, Iâll take care of everything,â he said and kissed the top of your head. Methodically, he washed your body, almost like he was worshiping. He took care to be gentle around the sensitive junction of your thighs, kissing your shoulder when he lightly passed over it. He took a cup and filled it with water to run over your hair and began to wash it with his shampoo. Sheâs going to smell like me⌠he smiled to himself as he massaged your scalp. After washing it out, he combed through your hair with his fingers coated in conditioner.Â
Sylus made sure to take extra good care of you after long sessions like the one today, diligently washing you, feeding you, massaging sore areas, or simply holding you so you know how much he loves you. After fully washing you and drying you off, he carried you back to the bed and laid you down among the mass of pillows and plushies you had âadoptedâ (as you put it). So beautiful... He smiled down at you, showing you all the love and tenderness he held in his heart for you. You smiled back sleepily and reached out for him to join you. He climbed in and gently pulled your head to his chest, rubbing his hand over your thigh in invitation for you to put it over his to rest.Â
You snuggled into him as he kissed your head. âThank you for taking care of me,â you whispered as you felt yourself beginning to drift off. Your speech slurred as sleep dragged you under. Sylus tightened his arms around you, his muscled chest hugging your cheek.Â
âI will always take care of you, my love. You should know very well that I adore you. There is no love purer than mine. I love you, sweetie. Rest.â
#sluttycelestialgoddess#love and deepspace#sylus#fanfic#lads smut#smut#Sylus dom#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus smut#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lnds#sylus x mc#Spotify
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Yandere Emperor x fem reader
set in medieval times. usual warnings y'all should know the drill by nowâş
Your kingdom was being invaded and everyone did what they could to save it but the invaders were too strong you watched so many innocent people being slaughtered by the invaders and the survivors were taken hostage including you.
These invaders were sent by the emperor who was a cold and merciless man until he met you~
You were taken into the magnificent palace where you were forced to work for the emperor's wife Imelda, she was an extremely insufferable woman and treated all of her servants like crap. It wasn't the best life, but it could be far worse but unfortunately Imelda and the Emperor were having a rough patch and rumors said he was having multiple affairs with other women, so she was worse than usual.
You were on your way to bring Imelda her breakfast when someone bumped into to you and that person just happened to be the emperor you looked up at him wide eyed and covered in Imelda's breakfast and apologized profusely while he just stared at you he didn't look angry all he did was stare at you as you quickly collected everything and bowed before you ran off but little did you the moment he saw you that nervous look on you face got him excited in a way that no woman including Imelda had ever done something about you just caught his attention.
You walked into Imelda's room to see her crying on the floor you asked her what happened an she totally lost it.
Imelda: That's none of your concern you pathetic slave your lucky to be here but remember your place and stay out it!!!
You then left not wanting to deal with her again. It turns out that the king had just gotten tired of her and sent her off which was great news for everyone since they didn't have to deal with her anymore. Naturally the Emperor had to remarry so he had many beautiful women come to the palace where he would choose his new bride due to you being a servant you had to assist the women being sent but the strange thing was that each time a woman was being presented, he glanced at you for every single one it was as confusing to the emperor as it was to you he was just drawn to you every time he saw you a wave of excitement and...love? came over him that he wasn't used to.
Eventually he chose a wife she was very beautiful and seemed like a very suitable wife, but he never got that feeling when he was around her. The emperor's wife whose name was Miranda was very kind and caring and even befriended you she was great in every possible way, but everyone could feel the emperor didn't love her so poor Miranda made it her mission to win his affection yet nothing worked so she slowly began to give up on his affection while u didn't have to try you started to see the emperor a lot more often and you noticed his cold crystal blue eyes following you as you cleaned and unbeknownst to you it took a great deal of strength to restrain himself from pouncing of you and making you his he would go feral on the inside when you bend down to clean in his bedroom it was embarrassing how you didn't even have to do much to make him hard.
Slowly the emperor tried to have you around more to ease his hunger like "accidentally" brushing his hand against yours or having you bend down to get his pen that he "accidentally" dropped. All he wanted to do was make you his to own every inch of you, but he restrained himself, but it got harder to each time almost as if you were teasing him.
Tell me if I should make a part 2 I'm tired rn
Stay hydrated and safe love Y'all
#yandere x reader#yandere#x reader#yandere oc#yandere imagine#yandere headcanons#yandere imagines#yandere x you#name my yandere#yandere boy#medieval#yandere emperor
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Hello Happy new year.
I really wanted to thank you for all your transformers writing. Humans meeting Cybertronians will always make me happy, especially when it's followed with several angs and misunderstanding shenanigans.
I love how cybertronias either get their humans by picking them randomly (Autobots and Decepticons on earth) or the humans literally appear in front of them (Lost Light crew). Its like the universe is telling them "now bond" in the most awkward get alone T-shirt (*cough* transformers one au).
Also, where are you storing all the souls people are offering you? I would like to sacrifice mine for more of the sweet Murder Machine Tarn or (but just if you can and would like to) some Sunder.
Gotta save the Cybertronian race somehow- scenarios with the three least okay Cybertronians
Obsessive Cybertronians Scenarios 18+ đśď¸
Sunder x Reader, Tarn x Reader, Vortex x Reader
Sunder
⢠âWhere were you?â That husky, low voice strokes over you as the inner door seals behind you. Can hear the shivery sound of his chains sliding as he strains against them. You know he canât get loose, that heâs trapped, but the fine hair at your nape still prickles with a combination of fear and excitement. Unlike the Cybertronians on the ship, Sunder can feed off your memories but canât shred them and destroy your mind. Understand that, but you can still feel it when he gets in your head and sometimes it goes both ways. His twisted thoughts and emotions spilling over into you. Spreading like poison through you. âI need you.â Eyes closing as he shifts restlessly, you gather your strength and remind yourself that youâre in charge here. Starting up the scaffolding that had been erected to give you access to his berth, your breath comes quicker. Fear and need. âI missed you, little love.â
⢠Head turning, he watches you, glossa sliding over his denta. Theyâd forced him to mass displace to make him manageable and bound him, giving him you thinking he canât manipulate you. Fools. Though heâs enjoyed playing with you, dabbling in your memories. Finding all sorts of lovely insecurities. Like the fact that youâre surrounded by Cybertronians, but so lonely. âYouâre just hungry,â you mutter, drifting closer anyway. Because youâre as hungry as he is. Afraid of what the crew will think of you if they find out what you do with him. To him.
⢠âStarving.â Hands bound at his sides, he flexes his servos. âWhat has you troubled? Come here.â Those blue optics stare at you, his lips parted as his hips lift as much as they can. Taunting you. âLet me taste.â Know he means your memories, but as he slides that glossa over his denta you shiver. Because you donât trust him, know exactly what he is, how awful and ruined he is.
⢠âNot happening,â you say as you toe off your boots and strip off your lower coverings, leaving the rest on. Hips lifting again when you lay a soft hand on his chassis and shift over him. That little touch sparking through him, letting him in. Clever fingers finding the panel and releasing his erect spike. Optics shuttering and lips parting as you grip him and guide him to you. Letting you believe youâre in control as you take his spike deep into your wet heat. Taking your pleasure as he uses the contact to delve into you, feeding off of your memories. Living through them as you brace your palms on him and undulate against him.
⢠Is It how wrong it is that makes it so good? Or is his corruption spreading to you, making you as twisted as he is. Head tossed back as you bounce on him, your breath catches. Feeling him in your head, spreading like smoke through you. Whimpering as you remember the last victim. Hunting another Cybertronian, so hungry. Eager for the kill, his hunger twisting through you as you devour their memories. Under you, heâs whispering in that silken, terrible voice. Crooning to you as you ride his spike. âLet me go, little love. We could be free,â he groans as you move faster against him. âTake such good care of you.â Hear his chains rattle as his hips rock up against you, voice growing strained. Know heâs lying to you, but you want it a little more every time. Want him even as you fear someone checking on you and finding you on his spike.
Tarn
⢠Servos tightening on your hips as he kneels behind you, you whimper as he buries his spike inside you. âWeak,â he snarls, hips moving urgently against you to stroke deep. âBlasphemous.â Cheek resting on your outstretched arm, hips up as he ruts against you with deep, hard strokes, his optics glint at you from behind his mask. Because no matter how much he insists this is wrong, he doesnât stop. Sneering at humanity and weakness in front of the rest of the DJD, but when itâs just the two of you, he canât seem to stop reaching for you.
⢠Running a palm up your spine as he thrusts against you, lost in the feel of you gripping his spike, he hates it even as he needs it. Needs you. âTarn,â you moan and his optics shutter, hips pumping frantically as you tremble under him. Every single time he claims you, he swears itâs the last time. That he wonât succumb to this weakness. This shame. And then he finds himself bearing you down, mounting you again. Wishing he was stronger. That he could just break you and be free of this addiction, but never able to. How many times has he wrapped his servos around that delicate throat while you rest against him, thinking how easily he can end this? But never following through. Unable to lose you.
Vortex
⢠âDo it,â he groans, mask retracted and denta bared as you press that little blade, the one heâd given you, to the mesh of his neck under his chin. Hands on your hips, he rocks himself against you. Feeling the way you tighten on his spike. âIs that what you want? Me to beg? Please.â Laughing, he lifts his hips and throws you off balance. Feels the little bite of pain of the blade cutting him, before you yank it away from his throat, eyes wide. âFrag, a bit harder. Deeper.â Not sure if he means the blade or his spike stroking inside you. Servos tightening on your hips as he rolls. Hears you swear as the little blade goes clattering and that lovely coppery scent fills his senses.
⢠Back hitting the floor as his hips surge against yours, you hook your legs around his waist. Feel the wetness running down your wrist where you cut yourself. Spike pounding deep, he catches your arm and drags your hand to his mouth. Latching onto you, the side of your hand gripped in his denta as his glossa slides over the shallow cut to make you squirm. Pain and pleasure spangling together as you dig your thumb into his neck, finding that little nick and pressing against it until he shudders against you, biting hard enough to make you cry out as he releases. Hips surging against you, as he runs his glossa against the inside of your wrist and stares down at you, venting raggedly. Slipping free of you long enough to flip you onto your belly, then heâs inside you again, hips pumping as his mouth brushes your neck and shoulder and he bites again. Gripping you in his denta as he ruts against you and you scream, coming apart. Trembling as he keeps moving against you, both of you unable to find pleasure without pain. The same kind of broken.
If they fully bond to him, he could, but theyâre refusing to give in completely so far
#transformers x reader#tarn x reader#mtmte tarn#vortex x reader#idw vortex#mtmte sunder#sunder x reader
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hello~ can i request a xavier x reader(that isnât the mc), so reader got sick but xavier left her to go take care of the mc instead.. iâm a sucker for readers that arenât mc troupes since i can never see myself in themđĽ˛
A/N: YES! Okay I will be making this so incredibly angsty. If you donât like the way it goes (because I took a lot of liberties I feel đ) you are more then welcome to send another request with more detail. I personally like this a lot lmao but I love heart wrenching writing a lot.
Dividers by @saradika-graphics
3 years of dating and just today there was this feeling like you couldnât do this anymoreâŚ
You had gotten horrible food poisoning, spent 4 hours throwing up with dizziness like you had never felt before.
When there was a second of stability, the first call went to Xavier. He would come asap when he heard. You were so incredibly happy when he picked up the phone. The worry in his voice made your heart feel like it was flying.
You went to bed because he would be here soon. Warmth and excitement in your chest despite how sick you felt.
Only⌠he wasnât going to comeâŚ
The time went past so quickly yet so slowly. One second you were awake and the minutes passed like hours. The nausea and migraine making everything impossible. The next, you were asleep, unknowing of how many hours were passing.
It was miserable.
There was no feeling of hunger. No feelings at all actually other then pain and the burning in the back of your throat. Even in sleep, the pain came through. There wasnât a moment of rest in any state.
Every now and then, you felt the emptiness next to you. Remembered he wasnât here. The tears came on their own, unwilling to stop. It didnât help how much your head was throbbing. Like your brain wanted to shatter the skull containing it and escape.
The crying made the throbbing worse.
And now your heart had been broken too.
After who knows how long, you got the energy to pick up your phone again. The realisation came, It had been 8 hours since the call.
Tears welled up in your eyes again, getting in the way of the notification on your screen. It took a minute but when you could see again, you saw that he had sent a text.
âhave to go Mc needs me Theres a group of vv strong wanderers and the situation might get dangerous Iâll get back to u after my loveâ
It would be like a stab to your heart if you didnât already feel it break hours ago. You felt too weak to even make excuses for him. There was no energy left.
Would you ever hold even a candle to her�
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Part 2
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace xavier#lads xavier#xavier#xavier x reader#lads x reader#lads angst#love and deepspace angst#love and deepspace x reader#lads x you#lads xavier x reader#love and deepspace xavier x reader#xavier angst
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HUNGRY FOR LIFEE ââ .âŚ
a/n: based off âlike a tattooâ by sade and also just a small Drabble I had while playing my playlist so yeah and I also have like a big fic coming!
(Tags: jason Todd x fem!reader)
Darkness had a way of wrapping itself around everything, and Jason knew it better than most. It was his home, his constant companion. But there were moments, fleeting moments, when the storm felt like it was quieting, if only for a brief second.
The kind of moment when he caught the flash of your smile from across the room, like a star breaking through the clouds, pulling him in.
You werenât like the others distant, cold, indifferent. No. There was something warm about you, something real, like a breath of fresh air in a place that had forgotten what it was like to feel anything other than numb. But that warmth made him feel vulnerable. And Jason Todd had spent too long building walls to let someone like you in, especially someone who made him feel.
He never intended for it to happen. The way his eyes followed you, the way his chest tightened when you spoke his name, the way the world felt a little less jagged when you were close. He tried to bury it, tried to convince himself it was just a passing feeling, but it was a mark that couldnât be erased.
Your touch haunted him soft, delicate, yet it left an impression so deep that it lingered even when you were gone. He could still remember the feel of your fingers brushing his arm, your hand slipping into his when he hadnât even realized he was reaching for you. It was a touch that said more than words could ever convey, a touch that both terrified and thrilled him in equal measure.
He remembered your laugh too. The sound of it, light and easy, like you hadnât a care in the world. Something that Jason had forgotten how to do, something he didnât think he would ever have the right to feel again. You made him want to feel everythingâthe rush of excitement, the ache in his chest, the hunger for something more than the violence that had defined his life for so long.
But when he was alone, when the world was silent and all that was left was the weight of his past, he couldnât shake the feeling that he was still too broken for someone like you. That somehow, even your warmth couldnât erase the scars that clung to him like shadows.
He tried to focus, tried to push those thoughts aside as he stood in the shadows of Gotham's streets, keeping watch. But his thoughts were always drawn back to you, like a magnetic pull that refused to let him go.
His hands clenched at his sides, the memory of your touch lingering in his skin. It wasnât just the hands, thoughâit was everything. The way you made him feel alive again, when the world had always seemed so determined to keep him buried in its darkness. You were like a tattoo on his soul, a mark he could never wash away, no matter how hard he tried.
And as he stared down at the city below, he realized one thing: for the first time in a long time, Jason Todd was hungry for lifeâfor the moments heâd almost forgotten could exist. He didnât know what he was going to do with that hunger, but he knew he couldnât ignore it. Not anymore.
Not with you so close.
#jason todd#jason todd x reader#batboys#jason todd headcanon#red hood x reader#dc comics#dc#batfam#batfamily#batboys x reader#jason todd imagine#red hood#red hood headcanon#red hood imagine#i need him#dollishbabes#dc x reader#batboys s/o#dcu#dollishsz#dollish#like a tattoo#drabble#fanfic#song inspired#song inspo#dc universe#jason todd x fem!reader#red hood x fem!reader#fem!reader
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I would like to imagine that my MC recently got a reversible octupus plushie she got from human world when she visited home. The demon brothers notices the new plushie in MC's room but did not care about it until they saw it changed to the angry face.
Now, everyone of them is frantic, including Luci but his prideful self decides to keep it cool.
Who in the Devildom made MC mad? Asmo and Levi is crying. Mammon is pacing around the common room. Luci, Satan, and Belphie are seething. Beel lost his appetite.
They did not notice anything while at RAD, or when the residents from Purgatory Hall visited.
Was it because Beel ate MC's pudding, when she specifically said that she's keeping it because she will eat it as a midnight snack?
Was it Levi when he *asked* MC to watch new anime season installment, for 3 nights in a row?
Or Satan when he spam messaged MC with cat pictures?
Spoiler- It was actually Solomon who switched it to angry just to troll the demon brothers and MC though that it was not a big deal anyway đ¤Ł
a/n: I want one of those plushies too, they're so cute.
when mc has a reversible mood plushie | the demon brothers
0.5k words| sfw | gn!reader
cw: a bit of mischevious sleep/dream stuff in belphie's section.
They freak out when they see your plushie is turned to the angry side and assume you're unhappy. One day they peek in your room to talk to you. They spot the little octopus plushie laying on your bed and it's flipped back to the happy side again. Yay! But wait, what did they do to make you so happy in the first place?!
Lucifer thinks that you liked all the extra time you spent helping him with some student council business this week. You complained at the time, but was that a ruse to hide how much you enjoyed his company as much as he secretly enjoyed yours?
Mammon thinks you're his good luck charm and wouldn't you know it, he just hit it big at the casino. He has a few outstanding bills to pay off, but first he's gonna buy you something nice!
Levi gave you some extra gacha capsule toys he had duplicates of. He wasn't even sure if you liked that anime, but maybe he guessed your favourite character by accident. (After this, he's going to give you a lot of little gifts featuring a particular character whose name you don't even remember, but he looks so excited to give them to you that you can't refuse.)
Satan thinks about the books he's lent you recently and assumes curling on the sofa with a good book solved all your problems. He loves those particular books and now he's certain that you love them too. Of course you did, who else knows your taste in literature or anything else better than him? He can't wait to talk to you about them in more detail later.
The only thing Asmo can think of is that you realized a selfie of you two together on Devilgram started trending before he even noticed. Well, he's going to be taking your picture a lot more from now on. It's adorable how camera-shy you are, but he promises to keep most of them private for only the two of you to enjoy. âĄ
Beel avoided a meltdown last night when the buffet he took you to threatened to cut him off. He tries really hard to keep his hunger in check when you go out together, so you must be really proud of him! Maybe he'll pick up a few dozen cupcakes at Madam Scream's as a thank-you gift...
Belphie could tell you were feeling stressed last night. His brothers just don't know how to leave you alone, do they? They bother you with their foolishness and you're too nice to say no (even though he knows your grumpy little octopus friend is a warning to them all if they don't get the hint). If he made you a little drowsy after dinner so you could go to bed early and get a good night's sleep, that's his business. He thought he was careful not to leave a trace when he visited your dreams last night too, but maybe you knew he was there all along? Well, he's happiest when he can spend time with you, awake or asleep, so it makes sense you feel the same way.
#obey me#obey me lucifer#lucifer x reader#obey me mammon#mammon x reader#obey me leviathan#leviathan x reader#obey me satan#satan x reader#obey me asmodeus#asmodeus x reader#obey me beelzebub#beelzebub x reader#obey me belphegor#belphegor x reader#obey me fluff#obey me headcanons#obey me imagines#obey me x reader#x reader#gn!reader
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hello! i absolutely love your writing could i request smth like fem! reader with miguel where she buys a suggestive nightgown/lingere set or outfit for him and how heâd totally melt when he sees it? thank you :))
for your eyes only
pairing: miguel o'hara x wife!reader
warnings: smut, fluff, established relationship, piv, creampie, unprotected sex, spanking, slight body worship, tiddie sucking?
summary: miguel has been overworking himself, and you buy a new lingerie set to help him release some stress
divider by @cafekitsune <3
You and Miguel are on a vacation.
He had been more than stressed lately with the aching duties of leading the spider-society, but the very last thing he intended to do was to neglect you.
So naturally, he thought of ways to spend more time with you, yet every time you two would finally get into the mood, right when he was about to make you his all over again, an anomaly or a system malfunction at HQ would interrupt you, leaving you with your heart racing and him with terribly uncomfortable blue balls.
He had had quite enough.
He surprised you with the tickets several weeks ago, on one of those rare occasions on which you two happened to be alone in the intimacy of his house.
To say that you were overflowing with joy is an understatement. He assured you that while he is gone, Jess would remain in charge so things don't go downhill.
So now, here you are, packing for a long-awaited, honeymoon-replica with your beloved husband. You feel enormously grateful for his effort to make you a priority, even more so when you remember how anxious he was about abandoning his job for a while.
You want to make it worth it.
You want to make him forget about all the stress and worries. You want to be there for him, to help him, to comfort him,
to pleasure him.
After assessing all options, you decide you're more than happy with the results.
"What's gotten into you?" he inquires playfully in between your hurried, passionate kisses as you drag him into the hotel room, excitement evident in your movements.Â
He's clearly more than pleased to see you clinging onto him like a lifeline, his ego undeniably boosted by the desperate make out session you just pulled him into right in the hallways. The knowledge of still being able to drive you crazy so effortlessly makes him smirk into the heated kiss.
"Told you." you gasp shallowly, parting from his swollen lips as you pull at his shirt, seeking to take it off. "I have a surprise."
Taking the hem and tossing the shirt out of your way, he bends down slightly, his massive shoulders bringing his shadow upon you, intimidating but so hot.
"Tell me about it." His voice is an octave lower, deep and provoking. You have to actively fight your brain from melting into lust and hunger for him in order to remain conscious and stick with the idea.
"No need.", you push at his biceps and he complies, backing off, an eyebrow raising in slight confusion mixed with surprise.
"You just have to take a shower first."
"Ah." his mood shifts abruptly, his head tilts to the side as if to check if he really needs one.
You can't help but burst into a hearty chuckle. "No, not because of that! I just need you away for a couple of minutes."
Your eyes squint, suggestive. He doesn't fail to catch on to your request, the ideas of what you might be up to already taking form in his mind, making his eyes shine a dark red glow.
Stepping back, he heads to the bathroom, turning back to you before shutting the door.
"Be quick. I won't be long.", He warns, almost threateningly, and you can't stop yourself from growing wet at the thought that he would take you the second he's out, no matter if you're ready or not.
Coming back to your senses, you hear the water running in the shower, yet sense no movement. You know he's listening in, but you couldn't care less. Enhanced senses or not, he wouldn't possibly be able to tell that you're rushing to the luggage to snatch the lingerie set you brought just by the shuffling alone.Â
Or can he?
You're fast to discard your evening outfit, slipping into the set. Glancing at yourself in the hotel mirror, a nearly evil smirk takes over your face imagining his reaction. Adjusting everything in place, you look at the bright red straps around your thighs, ever slightly too tight, just to make the flesh look plumper, ready to pop out of its confinement; you look at the thin panties, inviting and bold, leaving your ass bare for his hands to play with. And finally, the pièce de rÊsistance, the bow tie holding your breasts together, the only thing covering them.
Fixing your hair and doing the final touches to the bed, turning the lights off and lighting a couple candles, you take your place on the soft mattress.
You feel your heart racing like it's your honeymoon night, your nervousness not aided by the sound of the water tap falling silent and of him stepping out of the shower.
It only takes him a few seconds to tie a towel around his hips and push the door wide open, the bright light creeping into the room through a barely-there cloud of condensation.
The moment he spots you, he stops dead in his tracks.
"Ay, mierda.." He mumbles, more to himself, his eyes scanning your body up and down, from head to toe and back.
"So beautiful," he concludes, tone heavy with need as he approaches you slowly, eyes still not meeting yours. "And all mine."
Getting up from your spot, you meet him halfway, kneeled on the edge of the bed. Your hands fly to his massive shoulders, moving up his neck to tangle in his damp hair. He grabs your waist, the heat of his palms on the bare skin of your middle sending shivers up your spine like it's your first time together.
Nearly getting lost in the sight of him, half naked with droplets of water running down his chest, you bite your lip, breathing quickened.
"What did I do to deserve this, hm?" He whispers, eyes half lidded and voice low and sleepy. "Eres demasiado buena para mĂ." (You're too good to me)
He leans closer, his hot breath fanning your face.
You find it hard to gather yourself and focus on what he's saying.
"You've been working so hard lately." your voice drips into an exaggerated praise which he drinks in with the most obvious interest. "Coming home late, barely getting any time to yourself."Â
He leans even closer, keen on listening to you.
"You hold it all together so well," you mirror his own past voiced complaints. "You deserve so much more than a vacation."
"ÂżAh, sĂ? ÂżCĂłmo quĂŠ?" (Oh, yeah? What do you mean?). He insists smugly, one inch away from tasting your lips.
He wants to hear you say it.
You take his hands from your waist and pull them to slide upwards; he doesn't waste a second before he places them on each side of your breasts, pushing them together softly.
"Anything I can give you." You speak quietly, toying with the superficial knot of his towel. He closes the gap between you, his lips moving against yours with unmatched passion and want, his breathing already hot and laboured. His bare chest rises and falls against yours as he finally pulls away only to get rid of the cloth around his waist, flashing you with the image of his hardening fat cock.
Towering over you, he slowly and carefully pushes you to lie back down on the bed, crawling on top of you.
His mouth latches on to your pulse point, kissing and nibbling the sensitive skin, while his warm hands travel up and down your body appreciatively.Â
Your eyes roll back at the feeling of his cursory palm caressing your thighs, the curve of your hips, up to the soft mound of your tit, all the while his lips remain on your neck.
"Miguel-!" You moan mindlessly, and his cock twitches on your thigh, hard and heavy.
Suddenly, his hands grip your waist firmly and he flips you over so that you're on top of him.Â
You brace yourself on your elbows on either side of his head, arching your back. He plants a wet kiss on the tops of your breasts, still concealed by the red bow, as one of his hands moves to deliver a slap to your ass.
The hot palm maps your body like a vice, you feel as if the skin will burn and sting once his touch departs from you. He shifts and presses his lips to yours, indulgent and tender. Itâs different, not nearly as greedy as before, itâs more intimate, as if youâre trading parts of your souls to each other, never to return them nor want to do so. You arch against him, crushing your chest onto his.
The second you part from him with a gasp, blissed out with the taste of him still on your lips, you shiver at the sight of his half lidded eyes, dark cocoa alight with the crimson tide you know so well, full of need and desperation.
His hands come up to your front, pulling the tie loose with a dumbfounded, sleepy smirk.
Your breasts bounce free from the blood-red ribbon. His broad hands slide to your back, pulling you into him as he takes one tit in his mouth, sucking and kissing, groaning with every breath he stops to take. You feel each sound he lets out, vibrating deep in his chest.
Breathing shallow and quickened, you let your pelvis lower until the girth of his hard cock brushes against the silky fabric of your thong.Â
His hips buck into you reflexively, eliciting a soft whimper out of you.Â
Detaching from the tender flesh of your breasts, he pulls you down to taste your lips once more, his Adam's apple bobbing in his throat with the way he swallows every whisper of his name that rivers into the kiss.
Unbeknownst to you, he hooks his fingers around the elastic straps around your ass and thighs, pulling on the strings only to release them, making them whip your skin with a loud smack.
You arch your back further into him, grinding into his erection in the process. He grunts abruptly, no longer able to hold back.
With expert ease, he drags at the straps holding your panties, ripping them at the joints. Before you can yelp and protest, he pushes the mushroom head of his already leaking cock into your folds.
You clench at the contact, anchoring your hands on his stout shoulders as you sink onto his dick. He watches your greedy cunt swallow him, inch by inch, until he bottoms out, his pubes brushing right against your clit.
You start rolling your hips, feeling his whole dick slip out half way only to push back in against your guts, grazing every mind-numbing nerve in its wake. Youâre utterly delirious, and so is he.
His vision targets your breasts, softly swaying in his face with every mount of your body on his. He stills you momentarily, his massive arms sheathing you in a spine-tingling hold.Â
Muffled, pleased hums resonate in his chest, echoing against yours as he squeezes you into him, your tits pressed flush right above his collar. You let a moan crawl out of your throat as he plants rushed, desperate pecks on every spot he can lay his mouth on; your neck, your shoulders, the tops of your breasts.Â
The heat of his profound exhales washes over your skin, kindle to a fire. Heedlessly, you arch your back into his hold, pushing yourself into him, your body marinated into his arms the way he loves so much. He thinks he might come right then and there, no friction, no nothing. Just the feeling of you, soft and tender, mollifying further into his possessive touch with every kiss he places on you.
But soon the need for more friction gets the better of him as he starts thrusting into you from below.
You let yourself fall into his forceful arms as he drives his cock in and out of your weeping cunt, face contorting into pure pleasure, eyebrows furrowed and fucked-out eyes squinting.
The bed squeaks under his weight, the bedframe hitting the wall with ever violent push of his cock into you. You feel his abdomen flex against your stomach, his biceps pulling you impossibly close against his feverish skin.
Burying his head in the crook of your neck, his pants turn into moans as his thrusts lose rhythm and strength. It's the hottest thing that's ever reached your ears, and you moan in tandem with him as you reach your climax.Â
When he doesn't stop, your whole body starts burning, a blinding firework scattering on the sky.Â
Pushing hard into you, as deep as he can be, with a pained, breathless groan, he comes inside your still fluttering pussy. His cock pulsates into you, staining your insides white, the feeling of his warm seed short circuiting you in an aftershock.Â
Both of your heads nestled into each other, feverish bodies moulded together in a suffocating embrace, his lips start ghosting over your neck, a silent praise for taking him so good.
"You should wear this more often, mi vida." he breathes into your mouth.
"I would, if you hadn't ripped it." You tease back, evidently turned on by his antics.
"No te preocupes. (Don't worry.) I'll buy you more."
a/n: yes im obviously in love with the vacation with miguel trope, hope you like this<33 it turned out longer than expected
#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel ohara x reader#miguel o'hara smut#miguel ohara#miguel o'hara imagine#miguel oâhara x reader#miguel o'hara x reader one shot#atsv miguel#miguel o hara#miguel o'hara x you#miguel oâhara smut#miguel spiderverse#miguel spiderman#spider man: across the spider verse#spiderman 2099#spider man 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#across the spiderverse
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the survivor - chapter one
pairing: the winter soldier x fem winter soldier! reader
MDNI, NSFW WORK
word count: 600 words
summary: you're left to die with no recollection of your past life and what has precisely happened to you. when the last spark of hope fades within you, he appears. in the end all you remember are four words; james,autumn,winter soldier and hydra.
fic warnings: this will be a dark fic ! contains elements of human experimentation, violence, blood, dub con, torture, toxic behaviors, trauma and imprisonment.
*no warnings for this chapter though
author's note: hi !! i just felt extremely possessed to complete this winter soldier fic from my drafts so it happened... I hope you're as excited as I am bc i've been cooking this for a while now! as always likes, reblogs and comments are highly appreciated ^_^ also I used google translate for the last part, I hope its properly translated :(...
chapter two is out
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They say that thereâs a chance of enhancement in a personâs hearing ability after theyâve lived in the dark for at least a week. Â You wonder if that same enhancement applies to you, or maybe more, since youâve been in this dark underground tunnel for a little more than seven days. The sound of fallen droplets from the pipe thatâs broken on your left, the tittering of mice in the straight distance, the air howling somewhere on your right â thereâs probably a passage where the air is coming through. You wouldâve escaped if not for the chains bound around your wrists, which are conveniently attached to the ceiling, leaving you in aching pain. You can barely feel your fingers anymore let alone your feet which barely graze the floor because of how high theyâve put you.
Thereâs water, dirty sewer water, but even that seems appealing because of how dehydrated and hungry you are. If you were a human, you wouldâve probably died already but Hydra had made sure to extend your suffering by ejecting that serum in you.
You remembered that cruel voice speaking to you as they were hanging you up there, like a sheep for slaughter. âI had so much hope for you. So many expectations. It was supposed to work â you were supposed to work. But itâs fine. At least I have James.â James. You remembered the unknown name. Who was he? Why had he succeeded when you hadnât? How? What were you?
You could feel yourself struggling against your restraints and the faceless men around you seemed scared as the ceiling cracked over you. You were strong but only for a few seconds. A scream rippled through you when an injection was forced into the tender skin of your thigh. That strange man laughed and spoke again. âLetâs see how long itâll take for the poison to kill you, winter soldier.â And then you were left alone.
You can feel your eyes closing in again and as hard as you try to fight it, it just doesnât feel right. The hunger forces you to pass out not just sleep. You abandon the surrounding darkness of your reality just to slip into the one of your slumber.
The screeching of a door opening, and closing does not awake you. The heavy footsteps against the dirty water doesnât either. The wind howls as if to warn you but youâre not even conscious â not until cool metal surrounds the area of your jaw and grips tight. Your eyes shoot wide because thereâs still fight left in you even when you look nearly dead. Your vision is blurry, but you can see enough; dark hair, a black mask and the metal arm thatâs currently gripping your face. Blue eyes examine you and you cannot understand the feeling â or intent â behind them. You want to sleep again and let yourself go but the metal arm slaps you sharply, making your eyes go wide. The impact is painful and hard but a pain like this one cannot be compared to the past torture youâve been submitted to. Your vision is clearer now and what you face is beyond your comprehension.
The chain loosens around your wrists with a single snap and just when you expect to sink into the dirty water, you fall against your saviorâs chest. Itâs solid but somehow also soft. That strong metal arm, along with his other normal one, picks you up easily. You canât even protest because of how numb your arms and legs feel; they donât even hurt anymore. You just canât feel them. It takes a while for you to realize that you can finally see and that you do not live in the dark anymore â oh gods, you can see. But it is difficult to do or react anyway in your frail condition. Thereâs pressure on your head, a light one, and you realize whoever has saved you is also stroking your hair. You look at him. He looks back.
You canât speak but he can. And when he does, your entire being shakes.
âĐŻ Đ˝Đ°ĐşĐžĐ˝ĐľŃ Đ˝Đ°ŃоН ŃойŃ. MĐžŃ ĐžŃонŃ.â I have finally found you. My autumn.
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cw: sexually explicit content / blood / relatively light sadomasochism / age + experience gap (reader is older + more experienced) / sub!choso / vampires đ§ââď¸ / sex and violence as two sides of the same coin /
choso kamo is 160 years old when he meets you.
in those years of walking the earth, undead, he believes heâs embraced his vampirism as much as he possibly can. the broiling self-hatred he had once found solace in has reduced to a simmer, strongest in those moments of blood and guts and weakening heartbeats; and although he often avoids crowds, and companionship, and light, he no longer believes himself to be a slave of his own nature.
to be true â in the grand scheme of immortality, of vampirism â he isnât anywhere close to the level of control heâd wish to have. often, when indulging yujiâs desire to enjoy the world as he did before his death â boardwalks and arcades and cotton candy â he feels his canines aching in his gums, stretching until they dimple against his bottom lip.
itâs not comfortable. itâs not confident. but even despite the growing aches, heâs no longer cowering in alleyways; no longer drinking from poor stray cats and garbage-chewing rats to momentarily satiate that ever-growing, gnawing hunger. he has some sense of controlâ
âoh, you baby-bats. so adorable.â
control which he now flounders to grab.
a sharp, inky black nail scrapes up the column of his neck â he canât help but arch into it, head tilting back until his wide, pupil-blown eyes find the ceiling, with its intricate coving and obsidian chandeliers. the music from the main hall is nothing but a buzzing in the back of his head; thoughts of his friendsâ whereabouts, an afterthought. your fingernail crowds the underneath of his jaw and stops at where his pulse point would have thrummed, would he have been alive.
youâre a demon. a devil. a she-beast. a succubus. any horrid, terrible name he could call you, he will â dressed in blacks and burgundies and gold older than him, your lips painted an ox-blood red and your eyes as sharp and dark as any polished knife. in your hands he is small. weak. mortal.
âsatoru usually keeps his strays away, after last time,â you say, pouting now, though itâs a crude approximation of sadness â even now, your eyes glint with devilment. âso mean, when he knows i have a weak spot for bats like you.â
that wretched finger stretches up; pokes at his bottom lip, scrapes against the fangs that had â embarrassingly â extended from his gums at the simple weight of you on top of him.
âlook at that,â you coo, and your grin is something unsettling, something that curdles in the pit of his stomach and heats between his legs. âexcited, pup?â
his answering breath comes ragged, and itâs always more embarrassing than it was when he was human. his heart doesnât work, his lungs do not work, and he has no need to breathe â in fact, he lost the reflex to do so around 92 years ago â but his brain is scrambled, it seems, wilted neurons confusing signals from almost two centuries ago. âiâm â ahem â iâm okay, duchess.â
âhow sweet. you donât have to call me by my title, you know. my name will do just fine.â at his silence, you push yourself up from where youâd been laying low against his chest â looking far too excited when you say: âunless, of course, you like it.â
his hands tremble at his side. he canât remember the last time heâs indulged in â in debauchery. the last time someoneâs made him feel like theyâre holding his heart in their hands. over the past hundred-odd years, heâs avoided it like the plague, and for good reason â most vampires arenât known for their commitment, letâs just say. and now youâre on top of him looking like every sin heâs tried to avoid, and heâs straining so hard in his pants he fears heâll cum before you even hint at removing a single article of clothing.
you press yourself flush again, nosing at his neck. he knows, for the first time in his long life, what it feels like to be prey. is this what his victims had felt when he ripped into their throats, young and inexperienced and bloodthirsty? did their vulnerability sit like a stone in their throats?
a groan comes from you, suddenly, and your tongue darts out to lave against his skin. chosoâs answering moan is more of a whimper, broken and weak in his mouth, but you donât seem to notice â or care. he flexes his glutes in an effort to stop himself from rutting up against you â not only would it be embarrassing, desperate, but it would be rude. this is your house, after all. your soirĂŠe. your gilded halls and bedazzled walls. your silk sheets against his back. your satin skirt bunched around your waist.
âtell me, pup,â you say, and he fights the instinctual reflex to shiver at the brush of your lips against his skin, âhave you ever fed from our own?â
âhm?â itâs a sound of confusion brought half on by his simple lack of knowledge, and half on by his slow-processing brain. only seconds after does he fully register your question, and the eyes he hadnât realised he had screwed shut flew open. âno. i â i didnât know that was possible.â
all at once, youâre sitting up again â swinging your leg over his hips until youâre standing. it wouldnât be right to call it clambering â you are impossibly graceful, even passed the agility and elegance that comes with the gift of the undead. his hands reach for you before he can stop them, a sound like a question on his tongue, and you send him the sweetest, most tooth-rotting, stomach-turning smile. he thinks he likes your biting, cruel grins more, though youâre lovely regardless.
you begin to reach for the ties of your corset at your spine â just another thing that makes his mouth water. people didnât wear these sorts of clothes anymore, not in the human world. but he remembers the skirts and corsets from paintings of noblewomen hundreds of years ago, and how heâd admire the curve of their waists, the swell of their chestsâ
âof course, satoru wouldnât tell you. why would he?â
his eyes snap up from your chest, caught with his hand in the cookie jar. but you donât seem to mind. the corset is removed painfully slowly, for no other reason than to torture him; then, the outer dress, with its carmine satin and intricate embroidery. you throw it to the floor carelessly, as if the most knowledgeable museum curators wouldnât prostrate themselves at your feet for the simple chance to display it for millions to see â a while his eyes drink up the sight of more skin, the whisper of form beneath your underdress and bloomers, you near him once more.
metal to a magnet, a moth to flame, he pulls himself to the edge of the bed. you find a place between his legs and grasp his chin, and choso canât look away from you.
âi can take you apart and put you back together,â you say â promise â voice like crushed velvet, quiet and creeping like a choking vine. your thumb smooths over his cheek and ends at its apple, where you press the sharp tip of your nail into his flesh. âi can show you the pleasures of your eternal life, and its pains, and everything in between. i can bring you to every edge, and draw you back from them just as quick â and it will be painful, and youâll enjoy it so much you wonât be able to go another day without it.â
heâs lost the ability to speak. his unmoving heart is in his throat â or in your hands, or between your sharp teeth. you tilt your head and regard him with knowing, twinkling eyes.
âall you have to say, pup, is yes.â
oh, itâs out of him so quick he can hardly keep up â a word so breathy youâd swear youâd already had your way with him. but embarrassment is a thing of the past when your smile stretches, and you murmur marvellous. you release him from your grasp, much to his chagrin, but when you begin pulling down your bloomers his attention shifts.
he can smell you. smell you. the musky, salty scent of between your legs â a smell that has his mouth watering and his fingers cramping from how hard he fists the sheets. your bloomers are damp when you discard them, sticky with your arousal, and pride glows in chosoâs chest. he didnât do much, but it seemed enough â if he had only let himself lose control, hump up against you harder, perhaps it wouldâve stained his clothes; seeped through your layers and onto his lap. heâd go home and hold it over his nose until the scent faded, and perhaps after.
ânew as you are,â you say, climbing onto your bed once more and reclining back against the numerous pillows â huffing a mean-sounding laugh when he crawls after you. âiâll do you the mercy of taking it easy, just this once. oh, donât make that face â you look like a kicked puppy. i promise youâll enjoy what i have in store for you.â
and you hike up your underdress, and spread your legs. chosoâs mouth waters â the thick smattering of hair on your mons, your flower-like labia, shiny with your arousal. and your clit, peeking out from its hood, pink and shiny and begging to have his mouth on it. but as if this wasnât enough â as if he wasnât already scrabbling to get between your legs â you take one of those long, sharp nails, and drag it against your inner thigh. the skin splits. blood trickles down from the wound like a river of gold, flowing into the crease between your thighs and your pussy, and it smells ambrosial. if his fangs were aching before, theyâre screaming, now. this isnât human blood; this is richer, sweeter, creamier. delectable. hedonistic. youâll make a glutton of him.
âafter all,â you say, grinning wickedly, âiâm treating you to a most delectable meal.â
#sub choso u will always be famous#living out my gothic vampire dream. need#choso x reader#choso kamo x reader#jjk x reader#anime x reader#choso x you#choso kamo x you#jjk x you#anime x you#choso smut#choso kamo smut#jjk smut#anime smut#im thinking about the lore for this au now#gojo who acts like a hedonist but is actually tortured by the reality of his immortality#nanami who strictly feeds either on animals or sustainably sourced human blood đđđđ#vampire hunter toji who is also a vampire a la mikael mikaelson#also pup is what baby bats are calledâŚâŚ. im dying#also goths call beginner goths baby bats but i think its fitting here#also no choso is not a baby or a child or anything he is v much a consenting adult đđ#i jusg think it puts like the extent of immortality into perspective#idk its 3am and i have work tomorrow#who up subbing they choso
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stakeout
pairing: frank castle x fem!reader
summary: going on a stakeout with frank doesn't go anything like you thought it would.
warnings: swearing, angst, mentions of guns, a lil steam ;)
word count: 9k
a/n: fun fact: I originally started writing this specific idea as a standalone fic months ago & then when i started doing this series, i knew it would be perfect for it, & i've been excited to finish it & share it with y'all ever since. grab a snack & a drink, get comfy, bc this is almost 30 pages of yearning & pining for our favorite soft bad boy frankie. thank you so much to my darling angel @spoodermain for being my wonderful beta reader & offering your genius feedback that really made this part shine. as always, feedback is welcomed/appreciated!
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How you had managed to talk Frank into letting you join a stakeout with him, you still werenât sure, but it was nothing like you thought it would be. The entire three hour drive upstate was nearly composed of pure silence, only interrupted by trivial questions on your behalf, and answers in the form of monosyllables and grunts on his. The two of you had been sitting in his truck for almost six hours now, parked off on the side of a dirt road a good distance away from what looked like an abandoned warehouse that you hadnât seen anyone enter or leave from.
You were going absolutely fucking stir crazy.
âWhy can't we just go in?â
Frank let out a deep exhale through his nose, glancing over at you out of the corner of his eye in pure annoyance before returning his attentive gaze back to the warehouse.
In his defense, you had asked this question at least five times already.
Letting out an impatient sigh of your own, you turned your body slightly in the passenger seat to face him while gesturing loosely to the warehouse with your hand.
âFrank, we haven't seen anyone in hours. We could go in, take a look around, and probably be back before anyone even-â
âHey hey, no. Ainât no we. Alright, youâre stayinâ your ass right here. And I already told you why. Itâs too out in the open. I got no way of knowinâ if thereâs anyone in there watchinâ, and I canât tell if they got some kind of security system âround the place-â
âSo call Billy. See if he knows-â
âBill ainât the head of security for the entire goddamn world.â
Frankâs snappy quips and his irritated tone had you throwing your hands up in exasperation, and you dramatically sank back into the passenger seat of his truck, glaring out your window as you crossed your arms over your chest.
âFine. Then I guess weâll just keep sitting here in fucking silence and you can keep brooding.â
Frank let out another heavy exhale from deep within his chest, and you could practically feel his intense stare against the side of your face.
âLook, I know this ainât the most excitinâ thing, and you canât sit still to save your goddamn life, but this is how we do this smart, and itâs how I keep you safe, alright? I ainât takinâ any risks with you. I know patience ainât your strong suit, but I need ya to try for just a little longer, alright? We donât see any movement in the next hour, weâll call it, and try again tomorrow. See if we can come up with another plan. Yeah?â
âFine.â
Frank let out a tiny chuckle at your bratty response, and all of a sudden you felt something land in your lap. You glanced downwards as a crease formed between your brows, seeing an extra large version of your favorite candy bar. When your eyes flickered over towards Frank in curiosity, you noticed that he was already eyeing you with an amused smile. He shook his head slowly, returning his line of sight to the warehouse with another soft chuckle.
âEat that and quit poutinâ.â
A light scoff left your lips when you picked up the candybar and tore open the wrapper, suddenly noticing the way that you had been ignoring your bodyâs alerts of hunger.Â
âIâm not pouting.â
âWhatever ya say, sweetheart. Just remember, you asked to come along.â
âAnd you let me.â
Out of the corner of your eye, you watched as Frank shook his head again in response to the pure sass dripping from your voice, and you caught the way the edge of his mouth tugged higher upwards into a wider grin.
âThought this would be the one time you were quiet for some reason.â
Letting out a dramatic scoff of bewilderment, you reached out to smack your palm against his broad shoulder, which only caused laughter to bellow from deep within Frankâs chest. You doubt he even felt your feeble smack through the black denim layer of his jacket. Rolling your eyes playfully, you looked away with a tiny victorious grin after noticing the way his eyes crinkled when he laughed like that.Â
He looked so carefree; like that usual heaviness he carried around wasnât weighing him down, just for that small moment. Frank had such a beautiful smile, and it made you feel like the luckiest person in the world every time you got to witness it.Â
Taking a small bite of your candybar, you muttered under your breath, making him snicker.
âAsshole.â
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Forty five minutes later, a police car silently pulled up behind Frankâs truck, and your heart started to hammer wildly in your chest. The flashing of bright red and blue was almost blinding in the opaque darkness surrounding the empty dirt road he had pulled onto. The truck was parked far enough away from the property that the flashing lights shouldnât have alerted anyone that could be inside, but the explanation as to why the two of you were here in the first place was a whole other problem.
Especially considering that you were technically âmissingâ.
âShit.â
Frank hissed quietly as he stared at the patrol car in the side view mirror, his full lips settling into a hard line as he reached underneath his seat to retrieve a pistol that was hidden. Your eyes immediately widened as the silver metal became illuminated by the faint moonlight, and you glanced frantically between Frankâs stoic face and the cop car in the rearview mirror.
âWhat are you doing?â
Frank hastily brought his index finger to his lips when you whisper-yelled at him.
âPreparinâ for a problem.â
Frankâs eyes remained narrowed on the reflection in the side view mirror as he pulled the hammer back on the pistol, the sound of it cocking in place only fueling the speed of your tumultuous heart rate.
âPut it away!â
Scrunching up his dark brows, Frank turned his head slightly to stare at you incredulously as if you had just said the most ridiculous statement in the history of the English language.Â
âWhat?â
âFrank-â
âYou got a better goddamn idea?â
Great. Youâre not even supposed to be here, and now youâre about to either go to prison or die in a shootout.
Your eyes frantically searched around Frankâs truck for something that could help the two of you out. As Frank rested the gun against his chest with a firm grip on the handle and his index finger pressed along the barrel, an idea suddenly popped into your head that made your stomach flip.
âPut it away.â
Frank turned his head and stared at you curiously when he heard the firm tone of your voice, but his confusion quickly morphed into pure annoyance. He scoffed, opening his mouth to protest before you turned in your seat to face him.
âYou asked if I had a better idea and I do.â
Frank stared you down for what felt like an eternity. His features were set in a harsher version of their normal broody appearance, and the hardness in his eyes sent a shiver down your spine. A muscle feathered in his jaw as he ground his teeth, stealing one last glance at the side view mirror before stashing the pistol back underneath the seat, grumbling a string of curses under his breath.
âNow what? Whatâs this grand fuckinâ plan of yours, huh?â
Out of the corner of your eye, you could see the door to the patrol car swing open. Quickly dashing across the truck bench, you ungracefully climbed onto Frankâs lap. His entire body immediately went rigid, and he looked absolutely stunned as he stared into your eyes.Â
âWhat-â
Before he could finish his sentence, you grabbed onto the back of his neck and leaned in to firmly press your lips against his. Frank stilled completely beneath you for a good thirty seconds, and you could feel the tension practically radiating from his body. You started to worry that maybe you should have at least given him a snippet of your plan before-oh.
Oh.
A warmth suddenly spread across your thighs and it took a second for your brain to register that it was from Frankâs hands. They experimentally roamed up the expanse of your thighs until they slowly climbed up your hips, settling on your waist in a firm but delicate grip. All the previous anxiety that was buzzing in your veins seemed to be drowned out by the sensation of the tender pace of his lips finally responding to your chaste kiss.
God, his lips were as soft as they looked, and so warm. There was a bitterness to the way he tasted from the copious amounts of freshly brewed black coffee he had consumed, but it was cut through by lingering sweet mint from the gum he had spat out earlier.Â
The gentleness of his touch and his uncertain kiss was surprising for someone who was so rough in so many other aspects of their life. You couldnât help but grab a small fistful of the collar of his gray henley while you melted into his strong chest, your fingernails lightly scratching at the back of his neck with your other hand, holding him as close as physically possible. A low groan sounded quietly in the back of Frankâs throat when you dragged your nails against his skin, and it traveled straight to your-
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Jumping at the sudden intrusion of noise, you turned your head to see a young officer staring between you and Frank awkwardly, the end of his flashlight hovering over the glass of the driverâs side window. When the window was slowly rolled down, the seriousness of the previous situation broke through the haze of lust you had found yourself in, and you suddenly remembered why you were in Frankâs lap in the first place. Before you could scramble out an explanation, Frankâs rough voice cut through the timid silence and startled you.
âWhat?â
The young officer jumped backwards immediately from the way Frank practically barked at him, and you turned your head to stare at him in surprise. His chest was rising and falling quickly, his thick brows were knit together in pure frustration, and you could see that familiar flame of rage burning in his eyes.
He looked pissed.
Looking back at the officer, you let out a nervous laugh as you pressed your palm flat against Frankâs chest in an attempt to calm him, flashing the young man a soft smile.
âIâm sorry, isâŚis there a problem?â
He gulped as his eyes flickered from Frankâs unwavering hardened glare to you, nodding slowly as he uncomfortably gestured behind himself with his thumb.
âIâŚsorry to uhâŚinterrupt. Itâs justâŚwellâŚthis is private property. YouâreâŚtechnically trespassing.â
Hearing the aggravated grunt that sounded from Frank as he opened his mouth to speak, you quickly covered his mouth with your small palm and let out another nervous laugh, trying to keep the officerâs attention on you.
âIâm very sorry, thatâs umâŚthatâs my fault. ItâsâŚitâs our first night with a babysitter so, we got a littleâŚcarried away. Iâm sure you can understand?â
There was a hopeful tone to your voice as your lips parted into the most convincing charming smile you could muster at the moment, hoping he would take the bait so that you and Frank could leave without a scene being caused. When the young manâs lips parted into a light smile, you felt a sense of ease wash over you.Â
âOf course, I can definitelyâŚunderstand.â
But that ease was short lived when you caught where his line of sight went, and felt Frankâs grip on your waist tighten possessively.
As the young officer spoke those words, he made the mistake of letting his eyes wander over your chest in a shameless way, and you panicked when you felt Frank lean forward, reaching with one hand underneath his seat while also shielding your chest from the manâs prying eyes with his large body.
âThe fuck are you lookinâ at?â
The officer instantly took another large step back, holding his hands up in surrender and mumbling a string of apologies as Frank started going off on him, reaching for the handle to the door. You quickly grabbed his jaw in your hand and forced him to look at you, staring into his furious glare with wide eyes as you whispered frantically through gritted teeth.
âFrank, stop it.â
Glancing back over at the young man, you let out a soft laugh as you waved your shaky hand dismissively.Â
âIâm really sorry, weâll justâŚleave. Weâll leave. Have a good night.â
Quickly rolling up the window, you scurried back into the passenger seat and swiftly put your seatbelt on. When Frank didnât move an inch, you turned your head to look at him, seeing a twisted up concoction of anger and confusion on his features. You hysterically gestured towards the steering wheel as you gawked at him.
âWhat are you doing? Drive!â
Frankâs jaw hardened as he let out a heavy grunt, turning the keys in the ignition and flashing the officer one final death glare before peeling off onto the dirt road in the opposite direction. Once the patrol car was out of sight, you let out a deep breath of relief and held your face in your trembling hands as you tried to calm your nerves.
Your mind was racing with all the worst possible case scenarios. What if that officer was with the Defenders of Freedom too? Is that why he was on that road? Did he get Frankâs license plate? Is he telling the others that the two of you found their base of operations? What would-
âThat was good quick thinkinâ.â
Frankâs gravely voice cutting through the silence made you realize that neither of you had spoken in the past ten minutes. Turning your head to look over at him, your brows knit together in puzzlement.
âWhat?â
Frankâs eyes darted over to you timidly, only for a moment, before settling back on the road in front of him.
âYourâŚplan.â
His voice sounded somewhat strained, and you noticed his features were blanketed in an expression you couldnât fully make out from the faint glow of the street lights. He almost lookedâŚshy?
Shy was not a word you would ever normally use to describe Frank Castle.
There was suddenly a feeling of heat nipping at the tops of your cheeks, and you were swiftly aware of the lingering sensation of your lips tingling from the kiss.Â
Is that why he couldnât hardly look at you?
âPublic displays of affection make people very uncomfortable.â
Frank arched one of his thick brows as his eyes flickered back over towards you once again, his full lips pursing slightly as he nodded.
âYeahâŚI sâpose they do.â
There was a layer of questioning in his tone, and you leaned back in your seat as you looked anywhere but at him while clearing your throat.
âIt usually makes people look away, or want to get as far away from it as soon as possible.â
A quiet grunt of agreeance sounded in the back of Frankâs throat.
âThatâsâŚsmart.â
An uncomfortable silence settled between you and Frank, and the small unoccupied space in the middle of the truck bed suddenly felt like an ocean separating the two of you. Tension hung thick and heavy in the miniscule space of the cab like an awkward fog that you couldnât have even sliced through with the sharpened hunterâs knife on Frankâs hip.
For the next half hour, the quiet thrum of the truck engine was the only sound disrupting the tense silence.
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Stepping past Frankâs large frame into the motel room he had rented for the night, your eyes immediately landed on the bed in the middle of the room.
The bed.
The one.Â
Single.Â
Bed.
Glancing over your shoulder at Frank, he caught where your gaze had gone, and there was a sheepish expression on his face.
âLast room they had.â
Doing your best to appear nonchalant about the situation, you gave a slight nod of your head in understanding as you surveyed the room. The dingy wallpaper was beyond faded and peeling where the torn edges pulled away from the top of the wall. What had once probably been a tasteful shade of tan looked more like a muted shade of gold. The queen size bed in the middle of the room was covered in a multi-shade paisley quilt that the word âuglyâ couldnât even begin to describe, and contrasted sharply with the hunter green carpet beneath your feet.
âYou didnât make a reservation?â
The joke you attempted to make to lighten the mood fell flat as Frank eyed you with an unreadable expression, dropping his black duffle bag onto the floor with a slight thud.
âWasnât expectinâ company. It ainât the Ritz, but-â
âFrank, itâs fine. I was joking.â
âRight.â
The uncomfortable silence and awkward tension were absolutely killing you.Â
Things had never been this weird with Frank, and you didnât know what to do with yourself. So you did the one thing you always did when you didnât want to deal with an unpleasant situation.
You ran away from it.
âIâm gonna take a shower.â
About halfway through rushing towards the bathroom, you abruptly halted in your steps when you realized that you couldnât shower because you didnât have anything. You had slept at Frankâs last night, and you couldnât go by your place this morning since it was an active crime scene.Â
You had no clothes. No toothbrush. No nothing.
âShit.â
âYou alright?â
There was a cautious tone to Frankâs deep voice, but it was clearly laced with concern when it nestled in your ears. You turned around to face him, your lips pulled into a tight expression that was supposed to resemble a smile, but probably looked more like a grimace.
âI just realized I donât have anything.â
Frank cocked his head to the side slightly while he looked over at you, curiosity and confusion swirling around in his deep brown eyes.
âWe couldnât stop by my place this morningâŚand we left kinda in a hurryâŚsoâŚâ
All of a sudden you could see realization dawning on Frankâs face. His features softened considerably, and he quickly glanced at the small analog clock on the nightstand by the bed. It was late, and you were nearly in the middle of nowhere in some small town upstate about twenty miles from the location Frank had been given. There was nothing around the motel except a rundown gas station and a little twenty-four hour diner.
Frank turned his attention back to you, and his dark eyes wandered over you for a second before he met your gaze again. There was an apologetic expression on his features as he reached down to grab his duffle bag, walking over to set it down on the edge of the bed while he unzipped it and started to rustle through it.
âHere, I got some stuff you can borrow-â
âItâs okay. I can just-â
âAinât a big deal. I got extras of some things. Canât promise anythinâ will fit or smell pretty.â
Frank glanced up to flash you a tiny smile as he held out a small pile of things towards you. As you reached out to take the items from him, your fingers lightly brushed against his, and you felt a spark shock through your system. Looking up at him, your lips tugged into a tight timid smile while you nodded.
âThanks, Frank.â
Without waiting for a response, you dashed into the small bathroom for some privacy, hoping youâd be able to get yourself the fuck together.
Any attempt you were going to make to try to push that kiss from earlier out of your head was completely ruined when you began to lather his body wash in your hands to rub it into your wet skin, being careful to avoid getting any suds in your hurt hand, and comb it through your hair, since Frank was apparently a two in one kind of guy. Even though the temperature of the water was a degree short of scalding, the areas of your body that had been caressed by Frankâs large hands burned hotter.
He had touched you, really touched you, beyond the point of just trying to sell your distraction. He didnât have to kiss you back the way he had. He couldâve just let his lips stay modestly pressed to yours until the officer walked up.
But Frank seemed to have lost himself in the kiss just as much as you had.Â
So why was he acting so strange now? If he wanted that kiss as much as you did, why was he acting more reserved with you now than he ever had before? Was his perceived passion blown out of proportion by your greedy and selfish imagination?Â
Or did he simply regret it?
The whirlwind of questions and convoluted doubt only got worse when you slipped his clothes on.Â
His clothes.
Frank had given you a long sleeve black t-shirt that was ridiculously soft and comfortable. You had recalled seeing him wear it on several occasions. While it fit him snugly, the sleeves hung comically off your hands, and the bottom of it reached the middle of your thighs. Your eyes had momentarily widened seeing that he had given you a pair of his black briefs, but they fit you somewhat better than the sweatpants he had offered.Â
It felt strangely intimate to be in Frankâs clothes. Granted, wearing someone elseâs underwear is kind of intimate, but it also made you feelâŚcomforted in an odd way. You were completely doused head to toe in the familiar scent of Frank, and that made you feel safe in a way that you had only ever felt with him.
When you stepped out of the steamy bathroom, Frank was sitting on the edge of the bed with his phone in his hand, staring down at it intently. He perked up when he heard the bathroom door creak open, and his eyes instantly snapped over to look over at you. His dark brown eyes roamed slowly over the sight of you in his clothes, and when he finally met your gaze, there was a look there you hadnât seen before.
But it made your knees weak.
Trying to dispel the thick layer of tension in the air, you cleared your throat as you slowly walked over towards him and handed the pair of sweatpants back with a soft smile on your lips.
âI gave them my best shot.â
Frankâs eyes softened slightly and he let out a light chuckle, taking the sweats from you to place into his own lap.
âEverythinâ else work alright?â
âYeahâŚyeah, umâŚthank you.â
âSure. Weâll find a store first thing in the morninâ, get ya some stuff. Howâs the hand?â
Frank held one of his large hands out towards you expectantly, and without even thinking, you placed your injured one on top of his.
âItâs fine. I wrapped it.â
He pushed back the sleeve past your wrist to inspect your handiwork, delicately turning your wrist from left to right to examine the placement and tightness of the layers of gauze covering your wounded palm and fingers. He made a subtle expression of pride, his dark eyes flickering up to meet yours with a nod of approval.Â
âNot bad.â
âI had a good teacher.â
Frank looked up at you with slightly raised brows, and then a quirk of a smile curled at the edge of his lips when it clicked that you had learned by watching him tend to your hand last night.Â
âSâpose you did.â
When Frank let go of your hand and rose from the bed, he moved to step around you, and you watched him toe off his boots by the door before starting to rummage through his duffle bag again. He had ditched his black denim jacket, and it looked like his shirt was straining against the expanse of his large back. When your eyes wandered upwards, your breath caught in your throat seeing a faint pink vertical line on the back of his neck.
The one you had left with your nails.
A surge of heat instantly spread across the tops of your cheeks, and between your thighs, as the phantom touch of Frankâs firm grasp on your waist burned once again on your skin. You had fantasized so many times about sitting on Frankâs lap and kissing him like that, but your imagination could never compare to the real thing. Your lips started to tingle again at the memory of his warm and soft lips responding eagerly to your kiss, and your ears rang loudly with the echo of his low groan that had sounded in his throat.Â
You were all of a sudden painfully aware of the fact that you were getting wet in Frankâs underwear.Â
You had never been so affected just from kissing someone before. Not even when you made out with a boy for the first time. OrâŚany boy you made out with for that matter.
Hell, Steven couldnât even get you that worked up with his hand in your panties and detailed fucking instructions.
But FrankâŚFrank just drove you absolutely fucking wild.
âWhat happens now?â
Frank turned his head to look at you over his broad shoulder when your soft voice cut through the stillness. You could hear the faint desperation in your own voice, and you knew it heard it too. Frank never missed anything. There was a hesitancy to his features, and irresolution swimming around in his eyes, like he wasnât sure what exactly you were referring to.Â
What happens with the investigation?
What happens tomorrow?
What happens next with us, Frank?
Frank carefully turned around to face you fully, and while his face appeared neutral, there was something glowing in his eyes.
âWith what?â
His words were laced with pure curiosity, but there was a coveted challenge concealed within them. You didnât have the courage to ask the question you really wanted the answer to, and you had a feeling Frank wouldnât answer it unless he was prompted. Even then, there was a good chance he would avoid it. A sobering thought washed over you that you might not be prepared for that answer anyway, so you decided to play it safe.
âWellâŚwe canât go back there, right?â
Frankâs lips pursed into a somewhat thin line. He almost looked like he was disappointed by your choice of question. His pensive eyes studied you silently for a moment before clutching that same pair of sweatpants he had offered you in his large hand and stalking off towards the bathroom.
âIâll figure somethinâ out.â
When the door to the bathroom firmly shut, you flopped back onto the stiff mattress with a heavy sigh and closed your eyes.Â
It was going to be a very long night.
These sleepovers with Frank were not going the way you had fantasized about previously at all.
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Ten minutes later, Frank quietly emerged from the bathroom, and your eyes doubled in size as your jaw nearly became fully unhinged. The dark gray pair of sweatpants that he had offered you were slung dangerously low on his hips, and a delicious white sliver of the waistband of his briefs were peeking out above them. His cropped dark hair was tousled in damp curls, and droplets of warm water cascaded down the expanse of his lean and toned figure. Frankâs skin looked so smooth, like an exemplary chiseled piece of artwork carved into tan marble; a Greek god perfectly immortalized in impenetrable stone.
Your rapacious eyes were particularly interested in a droplet that was leisurely making its way down one of his deep cut v-lines, only to become absorbed by the fabric of his sweats. While you were marveling at the view of the unveiled Adonis before you, a sight abruptly caught your attention.
There was a faint pink scar above his right hip.
In an instant, you were no longer staring at him through cherry tinted lenses of desire, but with a slight pang of sadness cutting through your chest. There were numerous scars marked on Frankâs body. Some were faded, nearly blending in with his normal flesh tone, while some were opaque, a clear striking contrast of pain endured in comparison to the untainted color of skin that had never known affliction. Some were deep indentations nestled in his skin, almost to the bone, while others casually crested above the sea level of undisrupted ripples of flesh.Â
âI was a Marine.â
Frankâs deep voice cutting through the silence of the motel room swiftly redirected your line of sight to his face. He had a gray tank top in his large hands, and he subtly seemed to be wringing it with a twinge of nervousness. There was an unrestrained expression of aversion in his eyes, as if he didnât know whether to hide the evidence of an unforgiving past, or allow you to consume this rare moment of vulnerability completely.
For a moment your eyes dropped to the chain around his neck.Â
The gold wedding band.
You hadnât seen a glimpse of it since that night at the bar, when youâd caught sight of him in your guest bathroom with a few of his shirt buttons undone. You still didnât know if it was his or if it had belonged to his wife, or what happened to her, but it was hard to look at now.
You didnât like seeing him look so uncomfortable, so you did your best to put him at ease with a tender smile on your lips as you looked up at him in genuine understanding and grace.
âThatâŚactually makes a lot of sense.â
Frank glanced down at the shirt in his hands for a moment, an apparition of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth as a dry and short chuckle escaped his mouth.
âIâll try not to take offense to that.â
The elusive, light-hearted tone of his voice made you wonder if you could try to dismantle at least one of the many walls that he seemed to have up within him. You didnât want to pry too much, but youâd had so many questions about Frank for months, and it seemed like he was finally giving you a rare window to get a few answers.
âIsâŚis that where those came from?â
âMost of âem.â
Frank kept his gaze averted downwards on the shirt in his hand as he spoke in a hushed tone, like his admissions couldnât be uttered above a certain decibel level. It almost appeared as though it was easier for him to be vulnerable with you if he didnât have to look at you.Â
Was he nervous to see your reaction to his rare divulgence? Or was there something lurking in the shadows of history that he couldnât face?
Was he thinking about your lips as much as you were thinking about his?
You had to focus. You werenât sure how grand or miniscule this window of opportunity was with Frank. This moment could be just as magnificently fleeting as a shooting star escaping across the cosmos, and if you blinked at the wrong second, you would miss it.Â
This could be your one chance to finally break through those meticulously crafted barriers of his. To unravel the chains of mystery that seemed to weigh him down, and finally erase that invisible line separating him from everyone else that he never seemed to let you cross.Â
But, you couldnât push too hard. If your curiosity was too intrusive, heâd immediately shut down. If you misstepped over the delicate minefield of his own temper, you risked an explosion. It had to be the most graceful balancing act youâd ever done.
You had to treat this like the most important story of your entire career. Carefully pose the questions as innocent conversation, instead of an interrogation, and give him the space to answer as generally or as detailed as he wanted to.
Billyâs advice seemed to echo in your ears at that moment.
You gotta let him come to you.
âHow long were you in the Marines?â
âDid four tours.â
When you didnât speak for a moment, Frank finally lifted his head to meet your gaze. There was a twinkle of amusement shining in his warm brown eyes at your evident confusion, and he let out a light chuckle as a crooked smile tugged across his lips.
âAll in all, little over ten years.â
A faint blush layered over the tops of your cheeks at your own ignorance. Normally when you interviewed someone, you had the benefit of being able to research them beforehand. With Frank, you were having to make up everything as you go with the extremely limited knowledge you had of him, and of his experience. You knew virtually nothing about the Marines, or the military in general, but seemed to be feeling generous in offering explanations.
âDid you enjoy it?â
âI was good at it.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
Frank glanced around the motel room for a moment, seemingly lost in his own thoughts while pondering the question that lingered between you. After a beat of silence, he sat down on the edge of the bed with a heavy exhale, just a few inches away from where you had been sitting cross-legged on the middle of the mattress, and turned his head to the left to look at you.Â
âDid you always wanna be a journalist?â
Frankâs question took you by surprise. He didnât often ask you personal questions about yourself, but you decided if you answered his questions honestly, maybe he would do the same.
âIâve always been nosey.â
The corner of Frankâs full lips quirked up into a knowing smile, and you couldnât help but let out a huff of air through your nose in a quiet snort.
âThat donât surprise me.â
Giving Frank a playful roll of your eyes in response to his comment, you lightly shrugged your shoulders, looking up at him with a faint smile on your lips.
âIâve always liked story-telling. Iâve never really had the imagination to come up with my own, but I like other peopleâs stories, and Iâve always enjoyed writing. I thought a club would look good on my college applications, and I wasnât very athletic or talented in anything else, so I decided to join my high schoolâs paper. Thatâs where I really fell in love with investigative journalism, which I realize sounds ridiculous given I was reporting high school ânewsâ but-â
âIt ainât ridiculous if it was important to ya.â
The sincerity in Frankâs tone coupled with the depth of his alluring gaze almost made you forget what you were talking about. It also made you suddenly aware of the fact that every time you downplayed yourself, Frank was quick to cut off your self-deprecation with a genuine sentiment. For a second, all you could do was stare into his eyes, until you decided to bare your soul in front of him.
âIt was the first time I really felt like I was good at something. Like IâŚI had a purpose. I had something that wasâŚmine. I could do something meaningfulâŚsomething that mattered. It could be something I was proud of.â
Frank stayed silent while he soaked up the candor of your confession, like he was taking the time to commit every piece of it to memory. Sometimes you felt like he could see right through you when he stared into your eyes, and you felt incredibly small under his undivided attention. His head dipped slightly between his broad shoulders when he turned his head to stare down at his clasped hands for a moment.
âI never knew what the hell I wanted to do. I was aâŚbit of a troublemaker when I was a kid. My parentsâŚthey were older, yaâknow? Couldnât really do nothinâ to control me. I knew that, and took advantage of it. I was a realâŚâ
âAsshole?â
Frankâs lips parted into a crooked smile, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
âI was gonna say prick. ButâŚyeah. I was a little asshole.â
âWell thank God you grew out of that.â
Frank dropped his head slightly to stare back down at his hands again with a light chuckle. Your eyes followed his gaze, and you noticed a few scars covering his knuckles, resembling jagged designs carved into a tree trunk.
âI enlisted when I was eighteen. ThoughtâŚwhat the hell, yaâknow? Was never any good at school or anythinâ like thatâŚand I didnât wanna get stuck at someâŚshit job. Thought it was my ticket out, yaâknow? Get to travel, play with guns and tanks, that kinda shit.â
The light smile that had been on the edge of Frankâs mouth dissipated slowly, and his thick brows slowly drew closer in together while he rubbed his right thumb over the back of his left hand.
âBeinâ a MarineâŚit was the first time in my life I felt like I was worth a damn. Like I was really doinâ somethinâ, yaâknow? Somethinâ goodâŚsomethinâ important. I was good at it, damn good at it. Felt like IâŚlike I finally found-â
âA purpose.â
Frankâs eyes flickered up to meet yours, and there seemed to be a shared expression of understanding between the two of you. You knew exactly what he meant, and he could see that reflected in your eyes.
âA purpose.â
He repeated those two words in a more quiet and contemplative voice, like he was repeating them more to himself than to you.
âSo, how do you go from being a Marine to a bodyguard for a high maintenance journalist?â
âJust that goddamn lucky, I sâpose.â
The edges of Frankâs mouth twisted up into a sardonic smirk when he turned his head to look at you, and you were about to retort with a smartass comment of your own when you noticed something you hadnât seen before.
Without even thinking, your hand reached out to trace a circular shaped scar on Frankâs left temple with your index finger. He didnât go rigid when you touched him this time, not like he had in the truck. The smirk swiftly vanished along with the playful crinkles beside his eyes, and his full lips parted slightly while he stared at you intently as you lightly traced your finger over the mark.Â
It was indented slightly, and you could feel the faint dip beneath your fingertip. The edges of it were tinted more of a blush shade, making it obvious this wound had been made more recently than some of the others adorning his skin. It almost looked like a bullet holeâŚand that idea had your stomach twisting into tight knots.
âWhatâs this one from?â
All of a sudden, Frankâs large hand wrapped around your wrist to push your hand away at the exact same time he turned he pulled his hand away from your delicate caress. His lips were now pressed in a line and that familiar hardness was back in his gaze.Â
And just like that, whatever moment you two were having was clearly over.Â
Frank suddenly stood from the edge of the bed and silently pulled his tank top over his head, slipping his large arms through the sleeve holes and covering his body with the dark gray fabric.
âWe should call it a night.â
Frankâs voice was flat, and you felt a surge of frustration burn in your bloodstream. Every time you felt like you were getting somewhere with him, he pulled back. It was like you were constantly trying to carefully navigate your way up an unclimbable mountain, and as soon as the peak came into view, you lost your footing and fell to the bottom.Â
He grabbed one of the pillows from the bed and tossed it onto the floor, and a crease of confusion settled in the middle of your forehead.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIâll take the floor. You can have the bed.â
You looked down at the queen size bed you were sitting on top of, a bed of which you barely took up any space, and then looked back over at Frank, who was in the middle of making a pallet on the floor.
âFrank, you donât have to sleep on the floor. This bed is big enough for both of us.â
âSlept in worse conditions.â
You pinched at the bridge of your nose in pure irritation at both the insensitive implications behind his remark and his unrelenting stubbornness.
âSo youâve told me, several times. Thank you, by the way, for telling me that you think sharing a bed with me is worse than whatever the hell your setup was in the military. You really know how to sweep a girl off her feet, Castle. I had no idea you were such a poet.â
Frankâs face twisted up in puzzlement and aggravation at the tone of sarcasm dripping from your clipped words.
âThat ainât what I-â
âI donât want to hear a single complaint in the morning when youâre stiff and sore from choosing to sleep on the fucking floor.â
As you vexingly tugged back the thin and somewhat stiff quilt on top of the bed, you slid beneath it, the scratchiness of the cheap sheets against your bare legs only souring your mood even further. While you turned onto your side away from Frank and harshly smacked your hand against the button to turn off the lamp on the nightstand, he stared down at you with furrowed dark brows and a heavy frown in complete exasperation and perplexity.
âOh for fucks-why is it always a goddamn argument with you?â
âWhy are you always such an ass?â
âIâm an ass for tryinâ to be a gentleman and make sure youâre comfortable?â
Dragging your palms down your face with an irritated groan, you furiously sat up in the bed to look over at Frank with an exacerbated expression while the two of you raised your voices at each other in yet another argument.
âHow are you making me uncomfortable if Iâm offering, Frank? This bed is big, so big that you wouldnât even have to breathe the same air as me. We could even put pillows down the middle just to make sure that we donât accidentally touch in the middle of the night, because God fucking forbid-â
âOh Jesus fuckinâ Christ, fine.â
Frank ripped the pillow off the ground and angrily tossed it onto the bed, tugging the covers back from the other side of the mattress to slip underneath angrily. He turned his head to glare at you as he harshly gestured towards himself in the bed.
âThere? Happy? You gonna stop fuckinâ givinâ me shit, now?â
Returning Frankâs fuming glare with one of your own, the two of you seemed to be locked in an angry staring contest until you conceded and turned over again, dragging the unpleasant quilt up to your chin. You grit your teeth as you squeezed your eyes shut, letting out an aggravated exhale through your nose.Â
As hot as your blood felt in your veins, there was also a nauseating feeling of disappointment settling in your stomach.
Frank wasnât thinking about your lips. He wasnât thinking about your kiss at all. If he was, it was him wishing it didnât happen.
Maybe that was part of the reason he wanted to sleep on the floor and seemed so pissed off at you. He didnât want to be near you. He was mad that you kissed him without his permission.Â
Youâd made him uncomfortable.
On the other side of the bed, Frank stared at the back of your head in the dim amber light of the room coming from the other bedside lamp. Turning his head to stare straight ahead blankly at the wall in front of him, he closed his eyes for a moment and let out a slow and heavy exhale as he grumbled a string of curses under his breath.Â
After a few terse minutes of deafening silence, you could feel Frank shifting underneath the sheets, and his gravelly voice filtered in through the dense quiet.
âLook, I wasnât tryinâ to hurt your feelinâs-â
âYou didnât-â
âYes, I did. I wasnât implyinâ that sharinâ a bed with you was such a bad thing, alright? I only meant I slept in worse places than on a floor, sâall.â
Frank genuinely sounded apologetic, and you felt a rush of guilt wash over you from the way you had twisted his words, jumped to conclusions, and reacted poorly. He let out another heavy sigh before speaking again.
âI justâŚwanted you to feel comfortable.â
The hushed tone of his voice made it sound like he was entrusting you with his deepest secret. Swallowing down your pride, you turned on your side to face Frank, looking over at him silently for a moment before letting out a soft sigh.
âFrank, youâve never made me uncomfortable.â
He was laying on his back, his head slightly propped up against the headboard, but his face was turned towards you. He seemed to be searching your eyes for any thread of faultiness in your words that he could unravel.Â
âIâŚIâm sorry I called you an ass.â
âYouâre sorry for tellinâ me the truth?â
Frank arched one of his dark brows, and you could detect a faint smirk on the edge of his lips, even in the dim light of the room. You rolled your eyes as you laughed quietly.
âCan you just let me just apologize to you for making an ass of myself?â
Frank eyed you for a moment with a sly tug at the corner of his mouth.
âArenât good reporters sâposed to reserve their conclusions âbout somethinâ âtil they got all the evidence?â
The low, hushed tone Frank spoke in to not disrupt the quiet peace that settled between the two of you made his voice sound sultry. That twinkle of amusement was shining in his eyes again, and you fought the grin that threatened to take over your lips.
Playful Frank was your favorite Frank.
âAre you implying that Iâm not a good reporter, Mr. Castle?â
A low chuckle rumbled in Frankâs throat as he moved his right arm behind his head, closing his eyes while he turned his head to face upwards with a faint smirk on his lips.
âConsiderinâ youâre trigger happy, and thereâs âbout three guns within your reach, no. Absolutely not.â
âI am not-â
âDid you not just jump all over my ass a second ago over a misunderstandinâ?â
Frank opened his eyes to look over at you, his thick dark brows raised slightly while that faint smirk remained subtly on his full lips.
Narrowing your eyes playfully, you poked your tongue against the inside of your cheek and lightly shrugged your shoulders beneath the quilt.
âWell, you gave me the conclusion that you were an ass the first day I met you, and youâve only reinforced it since then. You also did just admit on record that youâve been an ass since you were a kid, so.â
Another chuckle sounded from Frank as a grunt of agreeance sounded in his throat.
âI reckon youâre right âbout that.â
A few moments of tranquil quiet passed by between the two of you, but you were buzzing with questions on the inside. However, something he said abruptly clicked in your brain, and your eyes widened as you looked over at him.
âFrank?â
âYeah?â
âAre there really three guns in this room?â
âThree on your side.â
Blinking a few times in dumbfoundment, your brows knit together as you stared over at him incredulously.
âWhatâŚwhat do you mean âthree on my sideâ? How many are on your side?â
âTwo, and a knife.â
âJesus Christ, Rambo. Anything else?â
Frank let out a deep and amused chuckle at that, placing his left hand on his chest as he shifted slightly on his back to get comfortable.
âIn the truck, yeah.â
âWhat? Thereâs more?â
âGo to bed.â
There was no firmness in Frankâs voice, just complete entertainment. You glanced around the dimly lit motel room cautiously, wondering where he might have placed them.
âWhere are they?â
âDonât worry âbout it.â
Letting out a scoff, you turned your head to look at him in minor annoyance.
âWhat if someone tries to break in?â
âIâll handle it.â
You narrowed your eyes at the mirthy smirk curling on the edge of his mouth.
âWhat ifâŚfive people break in?â
âHighly unlikely, but both guns on my side got a clip that hold 12 rounds. You done?â
An exasperated huff left your lips as you turned to lay on your back and crossed your arms over your chest.
âIsnât it proper safety protocol to let someone know where loaded firearms are stashed?â
âThey ainât loaded.â
âYou just said-â
âThe ones on my side are loaded. The ones on your side ainât.â
âWhy the hell not?â
âYou said it yourself. Youâre nosey, and you never even held a gun before.â
You opened your mouth to retort, but to your irritation, Frank had a point. Not that you would admit that out loud to him.Â
A few minutes of silence passed by before you spoke up again.
âYou could always teach me.â
Frank opened his eyes and turned his head slightly to look at you, staring at you in a mixture of interest and confusion.
âTeach you what?â
You turned back onto your side to face him and lightly shrugged your shoulders.
âHow to shoot.â
It was Frankâs time to stare at you in dumbfoundment. He arched one of his thick brows while he eyed you.
âYou wanna learn how to shoot?â
âI meanâŚpeople are only trying to kill me.â
Frank didnât return the playful smile that you flashed him, and it quickly fell from your lips. This was not going to be something he was going to agree to easily. You were really going to have to fight for this one. You had to show him that you were serious.
âIf you hadnât shown up last night, those men were going to kill me, Frank. I donât ever want to feel that helpless ever again.â
The devout honesty in your voice was unmistakable, and Frank let out a deep exhale as he turned his head to look up towards the ceiling and closed his eyes again.
âLetâs deal with this shit first, then weâll talk.â
There was a tiny surge of victory that coursed through you at that. It wasnât technically a yes, but it also wasnât a flat out no. You just needed to keep proving to him that this was something you were serious about.
You wanted to bring up the kiss, but you werenât sure how to approach it. You didnât want to ruin the peace your playful banter had brought about with Frank, but you couldnât leave it alone.Â
Why was he so goddamn hard to read?
Why was he still being so hot and cold with you?
Even if he was still your bodyguard, the two of you were way past the point of professionalism.
âFrank?â
âHm?â
âIâŚIâm sorryâŚif I made you uncomfortable.â
The thin material of the pillowcase rustled loudly in the quiet as Frank turned his head to look at you inquisitively, like he had no idea what you were talking about.
âEarlierâŚwhen IâŚkissed you.â
There wasnât a desert on any continent as dry as your mouth right now, and your heart was pounding so relentlessly against the sturdy ivory of your ribcage, you swore he could hear it a few inches away.
The cloudy ignorance seemed to dissipate from between his brows, and his features migrated to an expression of recognition. For a moment he didnât say anything, and it made you realize you found his silence far more unnerving than his unwanted answers.
âYou didnât.â
There was such a confidence behind those two words that it nearly knocked the breath out of your lungs. Those two little words held so many portals of possibilities.
You didnât; it just caught me off guard.
You didnât; everything is fine between us.
You didnât; I wanted to taste you.
Staring over at Frank, words seemed to completely vanish from your brain. You didnât know what to say. You had no idea how to respond to that. The intensity of his piercing gaze sent a slight shiver tumbling down your spine despite the blazing warmth you could feel radiating from his body a few inches away from you.
The amber glow from the bedside lamp lit up his eyes like the golden hour of sunlight shining through a glass of whiskey. You wanted to get lost in him again. You wanted to take your rightful place on the throne of his lap, tangle your fingers in his hair like a crown, and let him rule over the kingdom inside your body.
âFrank.â
Was the delicate whisper of his name a desperate plea, or an enticing invitation?Â
It didnât matter. All that mattered was that he answered it.
For a moment, his mesmerizing stare dropped to your lips, and you swore you saw him start to lean in-
But then at the last second, he cleared his throat and turned over onto his side away from you, moving as close to the edge of the bed on his side as he could get. Frankâs voice was rough when it reached your ears, no trace of the warm and playful tone he had used just minutes ago.
âGet some sleep.â
That hopeful ember of desire that he had ignited in you had been completely snuffed out by his own hand before the flame could even catch, and the ambient light in the motel went out along with it leaving you in dumbfoundment and darkness.
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"Oh, GodâŚ" Whumpee silently muttered. Their left ankle was bruised and slightly bleeding. Their bare feet touched the rough surface of the road. They didn't have any jackets, so Whumpee hugged themselves to provide some heat for the cold weather.
But it's all worth it! They would meet Caretaker soon. Caretaker must be proud of them for finally escaping from Whumper. They couldn't wait for the warm blanket, a loving hug from Caretaker, and to sleep in their bed again.
"HuffâŚhuffâŚ" Whumpee leaned on the wall nearby, eyes blurry and heavy. They haven't eaten since they escaped from Whumper. The feeling of hunger slowly got to them. They could smell the delicious aroma of food from the restaurant. The sight made them drooled a little.
Whumpee continued walking. They ignored the weird and judgemental look people glance at them. Their shirt was stained with blood, their hair was messy, knees bleeding. They looked more like a homeless person rather than someone who needed help.Â
Their eyes perked up when they saw a public restroom. They made their way to the place and looked at their reflection in the mirror. God, they looked awful. Caretaker must be scared to see them like this. Whumpee washed their face, cleaning the dirt and stain on their shirt and skin.
They tried to smile too. It felt awkward at first, given how long it had been since they got kidnapped by Whumper. They hoped they could make the prettiest smile for Caretaker.Â
Whumpee walked out of the public restroom and continued their way to their house. A few people offered them a ride, but they refused in fear of being taken again. Half an hour passed, Whumpee finally arrived at their house. Excitement building inside them as they took a deep breath and knocked the door three times.
âŚ
Nobody answered. Whumpee knocked again, this time they pressed the doorbell. They waited and waited but nobody came out. Anxiety rushed through them. They knocked a little louder and faster, enough to make the people inside the house feel annoyed with the infuriating sound.
They kept knocking until finally the door opened and Caretaker appeared from behind. Whumpee's eyes perked up at Caretaker, they nearly hugged them out of happiness but stopped themselves from doing so. Caretaker looked at Whumpee with a frown on their face.Â
"Do IâŚknow you?"
Caretaker asked. Whumpee's face went pale when they realised Caretaker didn't recognise them. Did they lookâŚthat different?
"It'sâŚit's meâŚWhumpeeâŚ" Whumpee said, they tried to move closer to Caretaker but Caretaker backed away, their index finger covering their nose. Whumpee immediately stopped walking at the action, feeling embarrassment washed over them.Â
"Sorry, I don't think you are the person I'm looking for." Caretaker said as they slowly went inside again when Whumpee grabbed their wrist, resulting in Caretaker slapped their face.
"Don't touch me, you creep!"Â
"Caretaker, it's me! Please! Don't do this to me!" Whumpee pleaded, ignoring the sting feeling on their cheek. They kept clinging to Caretaker but they just pushed them away. Whumpee hugged Caretaker by their waist, holding them tight as tears watering in their eyes.Â
"Please, please remember me! I'm Whumpee!"Â
Caretaker sighed in frustration. They looked at Whumpee with a cold gaze. "Nice acting. But just so you know, there's already a few people who pretended to be my Whumpee just to get the money I offer from the missing poster."
"But I'm the real one! I'm not lying!" Whumpee showed their smile to Caretaker, tears rolled down on their cheeks. "Look at me, Caretaker! Don't you remember my smile?" Whumpee asked hopefully. Their smile faded when Caretaker pulled out their wallet and held out a few dollars to them.
"Take this, if you are that desperate for money."Â
Whumpee pulled away from Caretaker. They swallowed hard as they took in the reality they were facing. Caretaker sighed as Whumpee stayed still like a rock, they put the money on the ground before going inside and closed the door. Whumpee bit their bottom lip, holding the tears in as they watched the money scattered around their bare feet.
They walked away from Caretaker's house, leaving the money untouched.Â
~
"Oh, dearâŚ" Whumper said, as they looked down at Whumpee. Whumpee was laying down on the street, hugging themselves tightly to fight the cold. They looked hazy and dazed, probably from starvation. Whumper sighed softly. They crouched down in front of Whumpee and stroked their hair.
"I told you, nobody cares about you anymore except me. Why do you need to be so stubborn, hm?"Â
Whumper lifted Whumpee in bridal style, carried them gently as they walked to their car.Â
"I will give you a warm blanket and a hot shower once we get home. Okay?"
Whumpee nodded, resting their head against Whumper's chest. Whumper rubbed their cheeks, frowning in concern.Â
"They hit you?"
Whumpee didn't answer, they just started crying again. "HeyâŚheyâŚshhâŚdon't cry, I'm here with you now." Whumper held them tightly, trying to comfort them as much as they could.
"C-caretaker doesn't remember me anymoreâŚt-they gave me money, b-but I don't want thatâŚ!"Â
"ShhâŚI know, I know." Whumper looked at Whumpee sympathetically. "Let's take care of your empty stomach first, okay?"
Whumpee nodded, "OkayâŚ"
~
Part 2
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Simon "Ghost" Riley x Fem!Reader
Author's Note: Yes I reworked this piece because I liked the concept of forbidden attraction, but wanted it slightly different cause I didn't like how I executed it the first time. I think this works much better! Also stay tuned for Tuesday, October 31st cause we have a real treat for Halloween coming!
Joining the 141 had one hard rule: no relationships of any kind between members, but that is something proving to be too much the closer you and Simon get.
You werenât meant to be here, panting like an animal in heat, nearly naked in Simonâs bed as his fingers traced burning lines down your abdomen and over the curve of your hips to tug playfully at the seam of your panties. Yet that's exactly where you found yourself.Â
You were pure temptation, forbidden fruit, the most delicious type of sin; you were not supposed to be doing this, but from the moment you first met when you joined the task force as their medic he knew he had to have you and nothing could sate that growing, gnawing hunger in him until he possessed every last inch of you for his own.
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It had started innocent enough: chaste glances whenever you came into contact, friendly quips and pleasantries, guiltless touches that never lingered more than need be⌠until that just wasnât enough. That nagging ache was just too strong to hold off the closer you both got, the attraction clouding all judgment that told him this was wrong and that he should leave it alone; coworkers couldn't get involved, that was the one rule that was strictly upheld when you joined the task force. Â
This wasn't like him to risk his job, but he just couldnât let these feelings go.
How could he when you made him feel alive for the first time in years? Even just being in your presence left him giddy like a fucking teenager again, full of raging hormones and excitement for days after. Why would he not want to have that all for himself?Â
You werenât much better, not once you realized what was happening between you. âWeâre just friends,â youâd repeat over and over as if the very utterance of the phrase could alter what was slowly creeping its way inside your mind, but the more Simon found reasons to come visit you in the infirmary, the more you knew what not nipping this in the bud would lead to.Â
And yet you didnât want it to stop.
He was more than the stoic killer, the man cloaked in the face of death; he was passionate and smart and he looked at you as if he would burn everything to the fucking ground and salt the earth just to have you. To be coveted in such an all-consuming way, having never experienced something so intense before, that was euphoric. How could you possibly let that just walk away?
It was just drinks, it was just staying out a little later than usual, it was just a little crush thatâll pass; that was your excuses for him time and again. And yet you could not help the way you began to imagine coveting such intense passion for your own or what it would be like to have such a strong, virile man take you rough and exasperatedly. To belong to someone who was so obviously obsessed he could not help himself that he was willing to risk it all, put his entire life into jeopardy, it was hard not to get sucked in.
No, not just anyone. Simon. Only Simon.
So that was how you found yourself in his room after hours by some flimsy excuse made that you couldnât even remember now. And the low light of the room, the tension permeating the space like a heavy fog, the closeness of that beast of a man as he looked down at you with those eyes that screamed he was being swallowed whole by his desire was enough to make things start.
Calloused fingertips sliding across your bare arm were then suddenly around your waist and then your hip. Not once did you try to swat his hand away; you didnât want that feeling caused by his touch to stop, the one making your mind fuzzy.
Then his shirt was off along with your own and Simon found himself struggling to breathe. Inhaling deep and exhaling just as heavy, he could only stare back at all that soft, supple skin. âGoddamn,â he stammered out the breathless word as those fingers traced patterns on your palms hanging at your sides. âYouâre more beautiful than I coulda fuckinâ imagined, sweetheart.âÂ
Youâd patched him up so many times, seen more of him than anyone else, and yet here and now it was like experiencing the sight of him bare before you for the first time. Pupils dilated, breaths hitched, nerve endings exploded to life and the overwhelming urge to explore each other until you both knew the other by touch alone filled the space between you.
Those same fingertips played with the button on your jeans, testing how far you were willing to let him go. At any second there was an unknown fear your hand would push his away and you would stop this right in its tracks, but as you gave him a nod and he undid your jeans and slid them down your legs, he allowed himself to hope that this wouldnât end at all.
Suddenly he grabbed your hand and brought you over to his bed, sitting you down to sit beside you so close he was pressed into your side. Being this close, everything became so clear and even though the room was anything but cold, a shiver went up his spine a the weight of his decision.
"Take it off," he murmured near the side of your head as he filled his nostrils with your scent, that natural musk that was specific to only you, the one that made it near impossible to function whenever you were close. "The mask. I want ya to take it off."
You couldn't be stopped. With unsteady hands you reached up to his face, gently sliding your fingertips under the thin fabric covering his face and slowly you pulled it up and over until all of his visage was revealed to you. It wasn't the first time you'd seen him, but this time was so much more important.
Copper eyes sparkled now that they were released from the bounds of the mask, shifting colors in the pale light as they were so full with emotion. Lust, yes, desire, of course, but so much more and you were caught in their penetrating gaze.
His hand moved up to cup against your face, thumb rubbing back and forth across your cheek as his eyes flitted to your lips where he watched the moistened, full bits of flesh call him to embrace. Instead of connecting those yearning bits of flesh, his hand wandered to the back of your head to pull it towards him so that he could rest his forehead against yours.
"I need ya," he said, that gruff voice unable to hide the begging lilt in his tone, "so fuckin' bad."
âWe really shouldnât be doing this,â you whispered the half-hearted objection with eyes closed as he leaned in and ghosted his lips over your own, so close he could taste your muggy breath.Â
Risking more, your fingertips glided across the bulky muscles of his abdomen, called as if by a sirenâs song to stroke along all that beautiful skin available for you alone. They danced over the sparse covering of hair that led down into his pants and the sound of him trying to gulp down air to fill his lungs as his breath got caught in his chest caught your attention.
The unbearable need to shove you down onto your back, spread your legs to slip in between, and fuck you until you were too exhausted to move flooded his veins; it was a monumental task to keep himself from giving in, but he had to be sure you wanted this just as bad, that he was not taking something that was not his to take.
That you were willing to accept the risk as well.Â
âThen tell me ta stop,â he breathed back onto your parted lips, rough fingers taking your chin firmly into his grasp to pull your head up so that he could place his lips along your jawline. Each caress of his mouth sent shivers down your spine, tiny pricks of electricity that had you reeling in agony for more.
Under your chin and down the side of your throat he went, scourging the flesh for anyone else that would dare come after him. âShove me away, tell me to get the fuck out so ya can get dressed and leave,â he groaned into your skin. âTell me ya donât want this and weâll never fuckinâ speak of it again. ButâŚI want ya to stay; I'm tired of pretending you're not in my goddamn veins and that I don't dream 'bout all the ways ta make ya mine.â
You swallowed hard, sanity slipping violently away the longer his mouth left those euphoric trails of tingles down your neck until your cheeks flushed crimson while that damp heat continued to gather between your legs. Bodies molded into one another, desperately begging to become one in that lust-fueled connection that would send you both straight to hell, the air thick with unrequited desire that had built to its breaking point, you knew there was no way you could leave him now.
Your choice had already been made the moment you stepped inside his room and he shut the door.Â
Opening your eyes, you waited until he felt you move and pulled his head up so that you could look directly into those copper eyes nearly black now in the dim light. âNo,â you shook your head, âI canât leave, not now. I need you Simon; fuck, I need you so bad it hurts.â Â
What more was there to say to that? He had wanted to hear you say those words for so long now it almost didnât feel real, as if at any moment he would wake up alone in his room with a wet spot staining his boxers and the cycle of agony would continue.
Harshly he moved his hand back to where it was wrapped around the back of your head and taking a deep breath he pulled your face to him to crash his yearning mouth onto yours. Fiery and aggressive he captured your lips over and over, greedy to make up for all the lost time he had spent pining for their embrace.
Simon needed you like air in his lungs, like a man dying of thirst needs water, and in that moment nothing existed in the entire world outside of that bed: not consequences or repercussions for his actions, not reprimands or disciplinary actions, not court-martials or anything else the higher ups could threaten him with. The ecstasy of you was worth all the goddamn bullshit he may face for the crime of needing you.Â
Advancing on top of you, he pushed you down onto your back until you were pressed into his mattress beneath him, his body buzzing from the high of finally unleashing the monster that had kept him suffering. Torsos pressed firmly together so that you could hardly breathe, limbs intertwined as he easily slid between your thighs, hips grinding into one another, he completely lost himself.
âNever thought Iâd hear ya say those words,â he groaned into your mouth, making you swallow down his desperation. âNeeded ya for so fuckinâ long, thought I was gonna lose my goddamn mind, luv. Itâs been so hard tryinâ to keep distance between us. I'm fuckin' dyin' wantin' you and not being able to do a damned thing 'bout it. I don't care what the fuck the rules say, I have ta have ya.â
âThen take me,â you moaned as your hands slipped between your burning bodies and rushed to his belt to loosen it so that you could undo his pants and pull them down. âPlease, Simon. Please. I need to feel you inside me.â
Simon shimmied to help you until they hung around his ankles and he could kick them off, that same he did with his boxers, never letting up on his assault of your mouth. Fuck, he was so hard it was nearly painful and he hissed as the head of his cock brushed up against you. His large hands pulled at the crotch of your panties, sliding them to the side and out of the way.Â
The excitement of the moment had gotten to your body and what met his fingers was that sticky moistness that meant you were ready for him. Sitting up on his knees he aligned the tip of his cock so that he could slip through your delicate petals to coat himself in your juices, adding lubrication to make this easier.Â
You got the first feel of what he had to offer and fuck was more than you could have imagined as it throbbed and pulled near your aching hole. Grabbing onto your hips, he pressed his swollen tip directly onto your entrance and thrust until it slipped inside. Instantly you were filled with him, fuller than you had ever been before, and your head flew back as you mewled loudly at being stretched to capacity.Â
The agony was finally over.
"N-nh⌠mmmâŚ" Simon groaned behind closed lips as he jerked. So fucking tight, so soft and warm and wet, it was more than anything he could have hoped for and he had to pause a second to collect himself.
Right and wrong didn't exist anymore, it was only you and him now, reveling in that thrill of experiencing each other for the first time in that most intimate way. As he began to thrust back and forth through your pussy, he knew he would do whatever it took to have you like this over and over again, fuck the rules.
And as his body meshed perfectly with yours as if you were created for one another, cock pounding into you to make the desperate moans escape your lips like quiet praises, you knew that from that moment on no matter what came you were his.
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Mornings with you
Parents Jay x reader
Fluff, smut
The way that the members are depicted in this story has nothing to do with how they really are or how I feel they are. It is all solely for the storyline so please bear that in mind đŤś
Summary: Mornings were absolutely perfect with your husband and your two baby boys but Jay has been waiting too long to have you to himself
Warnings: cursing, use of pet names, joking of an accident, irresponsible driving, car sex, oral (f & m receiving), unprotected sex (please lmk if I need yo add anymore đ¤)
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The sweet cry of your 5 month old baby woke you from your deep slumber. As you stretched your arm out, you noticed the absence of your husband but just assumed he was at the gym just like every day off for him. You dragged your feet over to the cot by your bed and was met with your little human with fat tears of hunger. He looked so adorable in his little swaddle and no matter how many times he woke you up with his crying, your heart still melted every time
âGood morning ducky! Donât cry, mamaâs hereâ you cooed at the little bundle
From the sound of your soothing voice, your baby instantly calmed down and hiccuped. His bright eyes stared up at you and he smiled so sweetly. As you undid his swaddle and lifted him out of his cot, his tiny legs scrunched up. He snuggled into your chest and let out tiny gargles when you cuddled him and you just wished that you could stay like this forever
You sang âPolaroid Loveâ to him as you slightly bounce him and made your way out of yours and Jayâs bedroom. There was music playing from downstairs paired with the voices of your husband and toddler singing along. A smile was plastered on your as you made your way to the racket and the sight in front of you made your smile even wider
The two of them looked so cute with their pyjamas and fluffy bed hair bouncing as they danced to the song. Your 3 year old was a spitting image of his father and he barely carried any of your traits. You could tell that your youngest was going to be the same but you couldnât complain since your husband is so cute.
The sound of your footsteps caused them to turn in your direction and quickly, your toddler pattered over to you
âMummy! Daddy made ankcakes!â He jumped enthusiastically with both hands gripping onto his favourite breakfast
âOo yummy! Can mummy have some pancakes as well?â You squatted down to his eye level
Being the sweetheart that he was, your son fed you a bit of the pancake in his hand and let out an excited squeal when you took a bite
âThank you monkeyâ you pinched his chubby cheeks and stood up to face your gorgeous husband
The fond smile he had on his face was enough for you to fall for him all over again. It radiated so much warmth and love that it made you feel all mushy inside.
He came around the kitchen island with a fresh pile of fluffy pancakes in the shape of hearts to wrap his free arm around your waist. As he pulled you in, he pressed a kiss to your temple and another kiss on your babyâs forehead that was resting against your shoulder
âGood morning my princess. Did you get a good rest? I didnât mean to wake you with the racketâ he mumbled
âI did my love thank you. And you didnât wake me donât worry. It was this little munchkin calling for his breakfastâ you smiled and bounced your baby slightly
If he could, Jay wouldâve stood there just staring at you but his daydream was interrupted by your toddler asking daddy for uppies. He let out a laugh before picking up your son who then leaned to over to you to give you a slobbery kiss on the cheek.
As he looked back at his pancakes and then saw yours, he let out a tiny whine to his dad
âDaddyyy! Why did mummy get heart ancakes? What about baby?â He pouted and patted his chest to emphasise how he felt betrayed
Jay stroked his sonâs head before explaining âYou got Mickey Mouse pancakes remember buddy? Then you ate them all up like a big boyâ
His eyes reflected so much adoration as he looked at his pouty son. Luckily, your toddler instantly had a massive grin as his father jogged his memory of the fun pancakes. With a giggle, your son climbed down from his dadâs embrace to eat the rest of his pancakes and ran off to the living room to watch his favourite cartoon
Jay dragged a seat out for you to sit down for breakfast before taking a seat next to you. Since your baby needed feeding, you started to breastfeed him whilst Jay fed you your pancakes like the gentleman he was.
âBy the way, I let my mum know that Iâll drop the babies off around 2pm. Everything is packed so you donât need to worry about anythingâ he carried on feeding you as he was talking
The two of you barely got to have some time alone so Jay took the time to organise his days off so that he could have you all to himself. Having the babies already took a lot of time but Jayâs hectic job was also a massive factor. But now that he was going to have a few days off, he was going to take advantage and get you all alone before spending the last few days off with you and your babies
Fortunately for the two of you, Jayâs parents lived very close and never passed on the opportunity to babysit their grandchildren. And because they had retired recently, it meant that they could help to look after the boys when you were too tired
Your baby unlatched from you so Jay took is as his cue to take him and start burping him whilst you fixed yourself and finished your breakfast. Once you washed your plate, you joined your boys in the living room to watch some cartoons. It was moments like this where you wanted time to stop and just capture everything around you
Your toddler was on his stomach, drawing in his colouring book but getting distracted by the TV every so often. And your husband was next to you with his head on your shoulder with your baby lying on his chest sucking on a pacifier. You all stayed like that for a bit till it was time for you to get your babies ready to go to their grandparents.
It seems like you were blessed with the most well-behaved kids ever as they didnât make a fuss when you got them ready. Jayâs parents would always joke about how that was one aspect the babies were different from their father who in contrast, was a mischievous child who would run away.
In the car, Jay had put on the baby playlist for your toddler to sing along to whilst his baby brother stared at him with a smile. You looked at Jay to admire his perfect side profile as he concentrated on the road. It was like he felt your gaze on him as he turned to look at you with a smirk
âYouâre staring beautifulâ he mumbled whilst bringing your hand up and placing a kiss on you knuckles.
Your cheeks heated up and you turned away, pouting
âNo Iâm notâ
He chuckled and ran his thumb over the back of your hand as they remained interlocked on your lap
To Jay, it felt like absolute torture not being able to touch you they way he wanted to ever since the babies were born. Even before you had your youngest, it took ages before he could get the time to make love to you. It didnât help that your toddler was a mummyâs boy and would throw a fit whenever you were out of his sight for too long. Jay was glad that your babies got more used to staying with their grandparents so he could drop them off and devour you on every surface of your shared home
He gave into temptation and removed his hand from yours to grip your inner thigh. You turned to him in shock but all he did was squeeze your thigh whilst keeping his attention on the road. For the sake of your kids, you kept your composure and just let your husband carry on with his antics for the rest of the journey
After what felt like hours (it was 10 minutes), you finally made it to Jayâs childhood home where his parents were already stood at the door with bright smiles on their faces. When Jay parked up, you both got out to get your babies. Jay had your toddler and the bags while you had your baby. The four of you made your way to your in-laws and they greeted you all with open arms.
Your babies seemed absolutely fine with being dropped off, which you were so relieved by. Your mother in law offered you and Jay a drink but Jay quickly declined
âNo itâs ok mum Y/N and I need to rush back now. Thank you for taking the babiesâ
He kissed your sonsâ heads before dragging you back to the car with a cheeky grin, resembling a kid getting excited to play with their new toy. You and his parents laughed at his enthusiasm and you blew kisses to your babies. When you got in the car, they waved back (with the help of their grandparents) and it tugged at your heartstrings. Seeing them so far made you second guess whether you should just take them with you.
Jay could see your hesitation so he gave you a soft kiss on your cheek
âI know you already miss them baby but youâll see them in two days. And they love being at their grandparents so you donât need to worry your pretty headâ he whispered sweetly and stroked your cheek
âAnd anyways, daddy is in need of mummyâs full attentionâ
The car journey was absolute torture for Jay as you were kissing and licking his neck whilst rubbing on his hard bulge. Seeing how much he was struggling made you giggle but you still wanted more. You unzipped his pants and slipped your hand inside to get his dick out. It looked so painfully hard and the precum leaking from the tip made your mouth water. As you pressed kisses to his jaw, you used your pointer finger to lightly run up and down his length and swirl is around his leaking tip.
âOh fuck baby, please donât tease meâ he moaned and threw his head back. Luckily you guys had just pulled up to a red light so he rolled his eyes back and tried to catch his breath
âWhat do you want me to do then daddy?â You cooed and looked at his with bright, not so innocent eyes
âSuck daddy, princess. Suck me good and daddy promises heâll make your legs shake when we get homeâ he stroked your head softly and slightly pulled you down towards his crotch
You felt that he had suffered enough so you instantly took his entire length into your mouth. He jolted from the sudden feeling and let out a moan that made you gush in your panties. He hips automatically thrusted into your wet mouth and you whimpered from he constant moaning. The vibrations of your satisfying whimpers added another level of pleasure for you husband that his slightly drifted on the road. From sudden shift, you took your mouth off him
âLove, if youâre not gonna concentrate on the road then Iâm gonna stopâ you warned
âNo no no baby please carry on. I promise Iâll concentrate this timeâ he begged and grabbed your hands
âHmm I donât plan on you causing an accident so youâre gonna have to wait my loveâ you lightly tapped his cheek and gave him a peck before settling back into your seat
Jay zipped his head towards you in shock, thinking that you were only joking. But as he saw you clean yourself up, he let his frustrations bubble over. Without any warning, he forced his hand between your legs and rubbed at your covered heat harshly. The sudden stimulation caught you off guard and you threw your head back in pleasure
As he rubbed your clit over your lace thong, he growled out âYou think you can tease me and just get away with it princess?â
His slender fingers moved the lace to the side before running down to your soaking entrance. Without needing to spit in his hand, he slipped his middle and ring finger inside, curling them to hit your g spot
At this point your were screaming as your head rolled to lean on the window. His fingers sped up and he used the palm of his hand to rub on your throbbing clit.
âOh fuck Iâm gonna cum daddyâ you whimpered as tears started to fall from the overwhelming pleasure
At your warning, he retracted his soaking hand from your pussy, causing you to cry out
âThatâs what you get for leaving me high and dry angel. It isnât nice is it?â He teased whilst licking his fingers of your essence âYou wanna make it up to me my pretty?â
You nodded without hesitation
âThen come suck daddy off again like a good girlâ
And with that, you immediately crawled back over to his side and took his throbbing cock back into your mouth. He moaned out whilst grabbing your head to push you further down. As soon as you found your pace, he brought his hand to cup your ass before bringing his fingers back to your pussy. Your moans felt so good and they vibrated onto his dick. He was so turned on by you and couldnât help but think about how lucky he was to have such a perfect, sexy wife who could do such nasty things to him. The squirting sounds coming from his fingers penetrating your soaking cunt made his eyebrows furrow. You were giving him such mind-blowing head that he felt like you deserved even more than him
As promised, he was driving steady on the road but he didnât know how much longer he could wait. It would still be a few minutes till you got to the house but he needed to cum right now. So he turned a corner to a quite street and pulled up to the side
âGet up for me pretty girl. Make yourself comfortable so daddy can eat that wet pussy like you deserveâ
You sat up with watery round eyes and Jay was convinced that he was going to ruin you in that exact moment. He pressed a button to make his seat recline all the way down so he was lying down. You tilted your head in confusion so he chuckled and squeezed your thigh
âCome up princess. Sit on daddyâs face like itâs your throneâ
Even though you were shocked at his words, it didnât stop you from scrambling up to crawl over his gorgeous face. He was quite literally drooling as your soaking centre hovered over him. If he had the strength to, he wouldâve taken the time to admire your pussy as it clenched and dripped on top of him. But he was desperate and had forever to do that. So he grabbed your thighs and pulled you onto his waiting mouth. You tried to get up a bit so he could breathe easier but it seemed like he was against that idea. His hands forced you to rock your hips on his face so you couldnât escape.
His perfect nose and tongue ran all over your sopping cunt and it looked like he was turning red from the lack of oxygen. Once again, you tried to get up, but he growled into your pussy, making you scream.
Finally, he moved his face away to catch his breath, but that didnât last long as he instantly dove right back in. As you carried on grinding onto his face, you could feel a bit of movement as he brought his hand up to jerk himself off. The two of you were getting so high from the pleasure and you didnât want it to end
One of your hands gripped onto the headrest of your seat whilst the other dragged down the fogged up window to steady yourself. The familiar sense of warmth started to build up in your stomach and your hips sped up. You grabbed onto the roots of his hair to press his face further into your pussy and that was exactly what he wanted. He moaned even louder into your cunt as you sped up and he jerking himself off faster
âOh god Iâm gonna fucking cum all over your face. Yes make me fucking cum daddyâ you moaned
The two of you were moaning out and your movements were so fast as you approached your climax. Then the massive wave of pleasure washed over you as you came on his face. He carried on sucking your clit to milk it out as much as he could before he came in his hand
Jay grabbed your hips and pulled you down so he could give you some kisses to calm you down.
âThat felt amazing pretty girl. So good for meâ he said between pecks
You guys carried on making out with the music blaring from the radio. The kissing went on for a few minutes till you felt Jay bringing his dick to your entrance and running it up your slit. You let out a gasp as his slapped it on your sensitive clit and he laughed at your reaction
âAre you gonna let daddy fuck you princess? I know you have another in you. Iâve waited so long to fuck you like this againâ he whispered into your mouth as he slowly lowered you onto his rock hard cock
He bounced you up and down, whilst thrusting up to meet your hips each time. The two of you held eye contact as your eyebrows scrunched and your mouths hung wide open, letting airy moans filter into each others mouths. His hands holding onto you were so gentle, as to not hurt you, but the movement of his hips were hard and fast, causing his balls to slap onto your ass
The hands holding onto you stroked up your back delicately before reaching your face to bring you into a sweet kiss. He stuck his tongue into your mouth to let you suck on it as you carried on riding him. The car was rocking with your movements and could definitely give away the nasty act you guys were doing
âAre you close baby? Are you gonna cum for me? Cum for daddy. Thatâs a good babyâ
The volume of his moans increased with each thrust and you both came together. He pulled your entire weight down onto him and he wrapped his arms around you, wanting to feel every part of you consuming him. His body twitch from the intense orgasm as he remained with your body glued to his
You could tell that the pleasure was overwhelming for him as it had been a whilst since you two had been intimate. So as you tried to also catch your breath, you stroked his hair and pressed kisses to his sweaty temple. Neither of you wanted to moved so you layed on his seat, with him still buried inside of you, and listened to some music
As his breathing calmed down, Jay reached for another button to lift his seat back up. His other arm remained around your waist and his face nuzzled into your neck. Seeing his face rid of built up tension made him look so adorable that you could resist yourself from kissing him
He giggle from your cuteness as well as the tickling from your lips before moving his face to kiss you lips. His fingers danced gently on you back as he whispered
âOnce I get you back home, youâre never leaving the bed. I promise you princessâ
Authorâs note: FINALLY!!! Iâm so sorry this took so long but I hope this was worth the wait đ Thank you all so much for taking the time to read my works and I appreciate each and every one of you đ¤
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Rating: E Pairing: Gale x female!Tav Additional tags: pwp, face-sitting, breathplay (not intentional, Gale just gets a bit carried away) Word Count: 1.3k
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"I hoped you might indulge me in something.â âOf course, my love. What is it?â she asked, excitement clear in her eyes. âI was hoping to taste you.â Tav's brows furrowed and she opened her mouth, doubtless to say that this request was nothing new. âI was hoping,â he interjected before she got the chance, âto do so from a... different angle than usual.â
Literally just 1300 words of face-sitting
It was lovely, these slow, heated moments together. Laying side by side, kissing, hands trailing where they pleased, clothing long discarded. Gale grasped Tav's waist firmly and rolled, pulling her on top of him. She happily followed the movement, settling in above him and grinding appreciatively onto the hardness now pressed against her core. The movement didn't last long though, as Gale gripped her hips to hold her in place.
âWait,â he breathed against her lips. âI...â He hesitated, eyes glancing quickly to and away from her.
âYes?â she prompted after a moment.
âI was- that is to say, I hoped you might indulge me in something.â
Tav's eyes lit up. She'd been trying to get him to ask for more in bed for ages, claiming he was too generous (as if such a thing were possible). He wasn't entirely sure what he was afraid of, if he was being honest. He knew by now that she wouldn't be upset over a simple request. Especially not when she'd been directly asking him to make more of them. But old habits died hard, and old anxieties and insecurities lingered. Still, a thought had been forming in the back of his mind, spurred on by faded yet compelling memories of youthful dalliances. Compelling enough for him to brave asking for it.
âOf course, my love. What is it?â she asked, excitement clear in her eyes.
âI was hoping to taste you.â Tav's brows furrowed and she opened her mouth, doubtless to say that this request was nothing new. âI was hoping,â he interjected before she got the chance, âto do so from a... different angle than usual.â He pulled on her hips, trying to move her up his body. He saw her eyes widen as she took his meaning.
âAre you sure? I don't want to hurt you.â
âAbsolutely positive,â he replied, this time without any hesitation. âI...â he paused again, glancing away. âI haven't had the opportunity in quite some time, but I have done it before and I remember finding it quite enjoyable. Though of course if you would rather not-â He was cut off by a kiss, warm and affectionate.
âIf you're sure,â Tav murmured against his lips, âand you truly would enjoy it, then I would be happy to oblige.â
Gale's breath caught and his fingers dug more firmly into her hips. He looked up at her and could almost feel the hunger in his own expression. He licked his lips and pulled at her again, and this time she followed. In moments she held herself above his face, bracing against the headboard as his hands trailed from her hips down to grip and knead at her thighs. He leaned up and kissed the inside of one, then nipped at it, startling a pleased little sound from her.
âPerfect,â he murmured. He pulled down on her thighs and she slowly lowered herself until she was barely an inch from him, his breath fanning over her already wet folds and making her shiver. He would never get used to how eager she was for him. How easily he could coax her into arousal. It was a gift and a wonder every time.
He wasted no time, briefly nuzzling against her folds before licking a broad stripe from her entrance up to her clit. Tav gripped the headboard tighter, her legs shaking slightly.
Gale was in paradise. Tav's thighs, so strong yet soft, surrounded his head. Looking up he could only see her cunt, already glistening for him, and the long lines of her torso leading up to her breasts. Her warmth and scent surrounded him, his whole world reduced down to only her. He moaned as he licked her again, savoring the sweet, salty, musky taste of her. He moved his hands, one drifting down so he could spread her open with his thumb, the other sliding back to grip her delightful backside and urge her further onto him. He licked down from her clit, sliding his tongue into her once he reached her entrance, and she moaned, her hips twitching towards his mouth. Gale hummed his approval and thrust into her with his tongue, hoping she would do it again. He licked deep, letting his nose nudge against her clit, and was rewarded with a whine and another twitch. After a minute or two he changed tactics, the hand holding her open moving down so he could slide one, then two fingers into her while he eagerly lapped and sucked at her clit. This got the reaction he was looking for: her hips grinding down as she rode his tongue. Her moans were almost drowned out by his own, muffled though his were.
He pulled away just enough to pant âThat's it, love. Just like that,â before diving back in, burying his face in her warm, slick center. He relished every sound she made. Every grind against his enthusiastic tongue. Every clench of her core when he did something she particularly liked. She was everywhere, overwhelming, and he never wanted to be anywhere else. He felt almost dazed as he licked at her, chasing her pleasure. Nothing else mattered. He didn't need petty things like air, he only needed more of her taste, her scent, the soft slickness of her against his face, and her beautiful moans showering down from above him. Moans that might have been breathtaking if he hadn't already been a bit short of breath as it was. He didn't mind a bit. His own gasping breaths and the slight lightheadedness only served to enhance his pleased near-delirium. Stars burst behind his eyelids, and he genuinely didn't know if they were from pleasure, lack of air, or both. He thought he may be able to get off on this alone, and was more than eager to test that theory.
As it stood, though, he could tell that Tav was reaching her limit. Her moans had morphed into whimpers, and the rolling grinds of her hips had turned into desperate, arhythmic thrusts. He slid his fingers into her as far as he was able and drew her clit between his lips, flicking the very tip of his tongue against it as he sucked. She arched above him, her thighs clamping around his head and shaking as she crested her peak, moaning his name in a way that nearly had him tumbling over that edge with her, still untouched. He coaxed her through it with gentler movements of his lips and tongue, savoring her pleasure. He couldn't help his whine as she rolled off of him, though given the slight burn in his lungs as he gulped in a breath, he had to admit it was probably for the best. Besides, he couldn't complain about the way she moved to lie next to him, grabbed his face, and kissed him fiercely, licking and kissing her own wetness from where it had essentially coated his face from nose to chin.
âAre you alright?â she asked. âYou got a bit quiet there towards the end.â
âMuch more than alright, my dove,â he panted, grinning. âThat was...â he trailed off, trying to think of how to adequately describe what he was feeling.
âEverything you hoped for?â she proposed after a moment.
âAnd more,â he confirmed. âYou are magnificent. Wondrous. Perfection itself.â
Tav shook her head slightly, but she knew better than to argue with him when he got this effusive.
âSo, I take it you want to do this again sometime?â
âGods yes. I-I mean, if you are amenable, of course,â he added, catching up to his own overeager tone. Tav simply smiled, leaning in for another kiss.
âI would be very amenable,â she replied. âThough for now...â she reached down and slid a couple fingers lightly up his shaft, making him shudder. âHow would you like to finish? My mouth? My hand? My breasts? My cunt?â
Gale groaned, rolling his hips into her touch. âHowever you want me. You've indulged me once already this evening, it's your turn to choose.â
Normally Tav might have argued, but instead she simply hummed thoughtfully. âThat's true. I suppose I can give you this one. And in that case,â she said, kissing her way down his body, âI'd like to take my turn tasting you.â
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