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#I don’t think they did#but only because Dean is repressed#but not THAT repressed#I think he and Cas would fuck once and it would be over for him#he’d be openly head over heels and want to go on dates#the whole nine yards#but I might be able to be convinced#there is some suggestive ass shit in that show#destiel#deancas#bi dean winchester#gay panic dean Winchester#Castiel#gay Castiel#casdean#spn#supernatural#spn poll
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Why are college websites sooo stingy with their details, I just want to know what the course actually entails, like what are the concepts they're actually teaching, and they're like oh we're too cool and aloof and mysterious, we can't let you know that, teehee, now sign up for my email list that just redirects you to the home page, boy.
#this is why i never went to college forever and still might not#because their websites are clearly designed by someone who hasn't gone#also good luck getting a cost estimate 😭#i hate it here#ignore me#i thought for a second i might be able to consider looking into schooling for once but i'm convinced college websites are a form of#infernal punishment meant only to cause grief and make the process scary as possible#and also i have no confidence in my skills anymore due to idk adhd and anxiety! so it's all much much too much to consider facing
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i’m experiencing real life dramatic irony
#‘sometimes i get crazy students who get up here and pitch like a 50 page graphic novell’#me about to pitch a 50 page graphic novel: 😐#still haven’t pitched it. hopefully i’ll be able to convince her im not insane#might have to be like ok for context i wrote produced printed and sold a 36 page comic in 2 weeks this summer#dear god. i hate pitching my shit like hi i swear im not crazy. please let me draw my rabbits
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i hate the idea that annie is a weak person just because of her trauma and mental health issues. i would love to see everyone stop completely infantilizing her just based on her reaction to trauma.
yes, she is vulnerable and clearly deeply impacted by everything but that doesn’t mean she was always just a weak little girl. she still could have volunteered. she still could have chosen to go to the games.
yes, losing her most significant support system after everything was another layer of deep trauma. that doesn’t mean she couldn’t have still found joy in her life afterwards.
people can have significant mental health issues and still be capable people. people can have significant mental health issues and still have lives worth living.
adults with significant mental health issues are still adults and shouldn’t be reduced to their trauma and pain.
#annie cresta#the hunger games#look this might not make a lot of sense but it’s something i’m passionate about#probably because i work with smi clients and i’m SICK of people acting like they’re nothing but weak pathetic people who can’t do anything#but i’m a firm believer in the fact that annie was able to live a decent life after the war with her son#no one will convince me otherwise#basically can we all stop treating annie like a child
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My favourite thing to do: talk about Endeavor
My least favourite thing to do: explain why I like Endeavor
#like you wouldn't bat an eye if I told you I like literally anyone else#but suddenly it's a problem and you “just don't understand” because it's the pathetic middle aged man#I can't just say “cause he's hot” that gives you the wrong impression#but if you're asking why nothing I say is going to convince you otherwise#you don't actually care you're just trying to gauge if I'm a normal person#because for some reason liking a murderer is fine#but a guy experiencing genuine change after doing some bad shit is inexcusable#excuse me for loving a good character arc#he's so well written but people overlook him because of personal bias#I can't make you like him but you should at least be able to understand why someone might#we were reading the same story#enji todoroki#mha endeavour
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What does this mean 😭 is it a tease 😭 will Nigel be in another episode soon 😭
Also look at his fucking FACE, you guys. JUST LOOK AT IT. That is not the face of a man who is 100% ok with just being friends.
#I am incapable of being reasonable about sad boi nigel#or just nigel in general really#please bring him back soon#I'm in withdrawal and need to be fed#nisaac#nigel chessum#isaac higgintoot#cbs ghosts#isaac might be able to put aside literal centuries of infatuation and longing#but you'll never convince me that nigel can or will
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Was thinking earlier about “People are not stupid, Ives.” “Really?” and how Ives’ self-centered misanthropy is so important within the larger thematic context of American Imperialism. Imperialists prioritize their own interests over all others since they believe that those they have deemed “others” are unworthy of human consideration. On an individual level, this comes down to believing that you are better than other people, more worthy of life and happiness.
This is how Hart ends up working with Ives as a willing coconspirator… Even before Colqhoun’s arrival, Hart clearly looks down on the other residents of Fort Spencer. He describes them so uncharitably to Boyd that it isolates Boyd from everyone before he’s even met them. Hart hates his job and the life he lived that got him there and he copes by believing that he is, at least, a superior type of person to everyone under his command.
In that way, Hart killing his former comrades in cold blood doesn’t come out of nowhere. It’s the logical conclusion of his superior, misanthropic perspective pushed to the extreme. He’s better than them, so why SHOULDN’T he kill and eat them? Don’t you understand? You have to KILL! to live! You have to KILL!!!!!!!
#ravenous 1999#of course - he ultimately broke down because he wasn’t as far gone down that path as Ives#but i find him to be a more realistic example of the way someone with an attitude of superiority would react in that situation#they might not be able to go through with it long-term but how hard would it be to convince them to start initially?#especially if they could justify that their hand was forced (like Hart with his near death experience)#and he may never have stopped if not for Boyd’s intervention#with Boyd being someone who certainly got frustrated with people and was aware of their flaws#but never viewed himself as an inherently superior person#bc the residents of Fort Spencer are certainly flawed people#but they all display significant positive traits as well#but you don’t hear Hart mention any of those when he introduces them to Boyd (and us the audience)…#their humanity reveals itself to us as the film goes on#and they really did that… they really gave each character a little something extra beyond the 2-D archetype they were based on#and that’s why Ravenous 1999 is everything to me#thank you for coming to my TED talk
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its sooo fun how dungeons reveal the psyche of the dungeon lord like. thistles dungeon was so planned and meticulous but so full of ghosts and unravelling at the end. mithruns dungeon was apparently so convoluted and 'made out of jealousy, lies, anger and inferiority'. marcilles dungeon was like.... that lmao, everything being brought to the same level with no real regard for what that might do to the ecosystem, and laios' dungeon ultimately ends up spilling out onto the surface. becoming one with it you might say
anyways if you were a dungeon lord what would your dungeon look like
#your dungeonsona. if you will. ur dungeon lordsona?#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon.... does not look like a word to me anymore.#dungeon meshi#me realising i never answered my own question. in my dungeon i force u to make ur own dungeon#to be real though probably a lot of dead ends both ways#realising that there are probably desires antithetical to. having a dungeon#but also desires that if eaten first would drastically change someones outlook/goals#and maybe even dungeon...?#i suppose a demon might eat that last though. seemed the case with thistle#so probably a very inconsistent dungeon tbh but in an unfortunately (for me) predictable way#in the sense that some areas would be like. fleshed out and detailed and others are just not good....#we cant all be thistle or laios!!!!#how quickly would someone be able to crack my dungeon?? another good question#i would be super mad if people solved it quickly#but im thinking harder about it and. that demon might starve to death dhfbbfbf#would not be an ideal target .......#but playing in the space where somehow im convinced to become dungeon lord
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Rosie at the flak house is like... he's compartmentalising... he's holding it together, but he's scared that if he stops, actually stops, he won't be able to get in the saddle again. That if he actually thinks about Munster, then he won't be able to stop thinking about it.
It's Rosie keeping to himself almost the entire time he's there, watching from afar - watching his men laugh together and cry alone - but just that, watching, and never with them. It's Rosie not sleeping, it's Rosie and this underlying sense of dread of how the hell he's going to get back in the plane.
Then - it's Rosie's conversation with the doctor. Rosie's the drummer, and yes, he has to keep his own beat, but he has to keep everyone else's beat too. If Rosie's rhythm is disrupted, then his crew's rhythm is disrupted. And it's only then, that pushes Rosie to pull up a chair and sit with and comfort his crew at the flak house.
#i really felt like from this whole episode that rosie couldn't really admit it to himself that there is a#Possibility that he might not be ok but the love his men trumps everything and he realises he needs to be there for them#like rosie keeps everything inside#he really is a brick wall sometimes and doesn't give much up#so the scene of him finding the rhythm to get back in the plane was so good and felt so real to me#the doctor read him so well tho#realising he's not going to get through to rosie through trying to convince him he needs to take care of himself but instead using rosie's#crew as motivation to help rosie process what happened to him#rosie loves his boys and he may not be able to acknowledge his own trauma but he will love and care for the others (and by doing that he#also is able to do a better job at taking care of himself#rosie rosenthal#robert rosenthal#masters of the air#tv: masters of the air#ch: rosie
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the way evanora possesses agatha again when she says "i can be good", like she wants to prove her own view that her daughter cant be. making alice attack her evanora, almost recreating what happened in the trial a little bit, making this new coven see what agatha will do (again, not on purpose), and making them turn on her
#i dont think evanora is like. evil. i mean no ones evil i guess but thats also kind of the point with all of these witches right?#esp for jac schaeffer it seems#anyway i think evanora was in a position where she didnt feel like she had any other options#and it's a very intense choice to make she raised this kid for 18 years#and im not sure how full a person a ghost is#'emotion ties them to this plane' and all that#ghosts might just be like kinda like this frozen traumatic moment#so i think evanora's ghost is less complex than evanora the woman#but i think also that evanora the woman HAD to tell herself 'you were born evil' to be able to like come to this course of action at all#you have to tell yousrelf SOMETHING right? something convincing enough to commit murder#i think that agatha was born evil was a justification she told herself to be able to go through with the trial#i dont think her mother believed that all of agathas life. i dont think she even believed it except for that she needed to#but as a ghsot shes stuck in that traumatic moment same as agatha#and so agatha has to hear this#this justification for why she deserves to die and will destroy any coven shes part of
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[There was a flash of blue light, and two kids appeared]
Ah shit.......
Where did you take us now?
Khonshu slinks around in the shadows of the temple, having teleported here the moment he detected intruders. Every once in awhile, thieves sought this place out to search for valuables. The smart ones realized there wasn't much there, the stupid ones that tried to steal the statue of himself or ransack the place anyway were given strong convincing to leave. Or never left at all...
... But it wasn't thieves, this time. No, it was a couple of lost children. Hm.
The wind swirls around the temple with Khonshu's presence, standing off to the side to decide if he should try to reach out. They are innocent travelers of the night, and if they're here seeking shelter, they may have it.
#[I thiiink I know who this is?#You're free to let them be able to see Khonshu and freak both of them out#He thinks he's invisible rn#Or not and he might pop out and say something. Be like 'Hey I can convince these kiddos I'm real and get new faithful :>'#in character#answered asks
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any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane
#i dont wanna vent too much on the internet#its just . like. a fucking anomaly. these things do not fit together. i dont understand#contradictory to the point of nausea#textpost tag#i dont know i feel like i should. i have so many (scattered)thoughts i want to put together#like there are. important things. and i want everyone to... like i love god. and i know that this is so important and i want everyone to#understnad and have access to that. like deep soul fulfilling stuff. and the core of beautiful love for everyone forever . etc im tired rn#but then some fcking how. the . hell world we live in and like constructed human culture and such#twists it all in a way that makes it so inaccessible to so many people#and i look around and im just horrifiei#i know this might sound like a less important topic to some but to me and my understanding its like. to be able to know christ *is* the#best thing that can happen for someone#and prioritising that comes from a place of i just care about people so much. and i want. good things . obviously.#i dont wanna come off as annoyingly preachy i just. i really mean what i say#and when that gets fcked with im like head explosion.#the love of christ compels us for we are convinced one died for all. etc#maybe ill write my thoughts coherently one day
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ok ok I’m gonna try and get Compass 2 substantively finished tonight and then use the rest of the week to edit.
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hm. tbh kind of reminded. saw a friend doing a shipping tierlist for a dif game and now i think itd be fun to do one for isat? idk if there is one esp one that includes the more obscure ships but thatd be fun
#im able to be convinced of. most ships aside from an obvious few so .HEP.#but idk. might be fun#trembles. obligatory mention for my own sake i prommy i care abt stuff outside of shipping i promise#just sometimes. my touys#pastell speaks
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RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
youtube
NO, BECAUSE WHAT DO I GOTTA DO TO GET THOSE BACK-BACKS ON MY DOOR STEP!!?!?!?!! DEAD ASS I NEED- NOT WANT- NEEED RENO'S! I AM NOT KIDDING- DO YOU SEE MY ASS KIDDING YOU RIGHT NOW?
AND THE SCYTHE?!?!?!? I SERIOUSLY WILL LEARN HOW TO USE COSPLAY FOAM IF IT MEANT I GET THAT SHIT IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!
AND JUST- KAFKA ON A MOTORCYCLE!??!?!?! HOT, JUST SO. FUCKING. HOT.
AND HOW IS THEIR MODELS BETTER THAN THE DAMN SHOW!?!?!?!? @PRODUCTION I.G, EVERYONE IS FLEXING ON YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW!!!!
AND DOES ANYONE REALIZE THE PRICELESS OPPORTUNITY WE HAVE BEEN PRESENTED!?!?!??! KAFKA-RENO- AND KIKORU DOING THE SILLIEST, THE STUPIDEST, THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS DANCE EMOTES.
PLEASE: TO ANYONE IN THE KN8 COMMUNITY WITH A FORTNIGHT PASS: I ASK-NO, BEG! FOR YOU TO UPLOAD A VIDEO OF KAFKA DANCING LIKE A FUCKIN' WEEB!!!!
(I feel like I should also clarify that I do not want nor can I play Fortnight. My anxiety would not be able to let me...)
#Youtube#Seriously does fortnight sell real versions of their back pack?#Or am I going to have to make one myself?#I always pictured Kafka being too much of a goofball to be able to ride a motorcycle#BUT he did drive a scooter to work.#I might be fully convinced to change that headcanon and let Kafka have a motorcycle driving back ground#I've been coming up with a list of cool/weird/bizarre things Kafka might have done in his youth#And I feel like knowing how to drive a motorcycle should have been on there this whole time.#Kinda fucks with Iharu's Day Out tho.#Idk man I'm kinda split on this.#Should he or should he not?#fortnite#video games#kaiju n8#kaiju no. 8#kaiju no.8#kaiju no 8#kaiju number 8#kaiju no. eight#kaijuu no. 8#kaijuu 8 gou#kaijuu number 8#The picks are badass too#I should remember those if I ever make another kn8 oc#It would also be really cool of Matsumoto if he used them too but I doubt that's going to happen...
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thesis writing playlist but it's only "alle fragen sind gestellt" and "was für ein grausames leben" xD
#[weeping] all the interesting topics are taken and all the trendy theoretical viewpoints are incomprehensible#i know it doesnt have to be good - you just have to graduate - but. sjjsjsjs. my topic is something i've been passionate about for years an#i keep getting depressed thinking about how i might not be able to convince anyone (most importantly the evaluators) that it matters#i'm basically doing [one facet of hugely controversial theme endlessly written about for years] [comparative approach] [unused sources]#but like. so often in history it's like 'well the sources have not been used for a reason and the reason is who gives a shit' sjsjjsjd#i miss when i typed one name in a search engine and based my entire BA thesis on that and it worked somehow KJADJSFKJSJFHSVJ#now i have to go to 5 different archives in 2 different countries and maybe everything was burned/destroyed already lol#also i've been studying for a historiography exam and. so disillusioned with the prospect of a phd. did you know in finland in the 60s one#guy really wanted to work on 17th and 18th century history and because he was the most important professorguy he got like 12 ppl to only#write theses based on that. and cos of his connections those people later filled nearly all history professor positions that existed#like. you CAN go to write a phd on a fun topic but really you should try to be mommy/daddy's special favourite and do everything they ask#and then MAYBE you can get an academic job later jsjsjjd. or you might just waste 6-10 years being their servant and just not get anything#university
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