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mc-critical · 11 days ago

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#the way they both cling to their families while in distress #their families are their most cherished people that they somehow can't reach #Hürrem has literally lost them long ago #while Ibrahim has reunited with them and has placed them close to him due to his own love for them and his position in the castle #but it's precisely that same position that distances him from them and *will* distance him from them even *more* down the line #the reactions here also reveal how Hürrem and Ibrahim view death #Hürrem embraces it because she's lost so much already #they always want to separate her from the family she has and the family she's built in some way #and it's like they succeeded here - it has already happened - she's taken from Süleiman the only other person she could latch onto and from #her child she was going to have from SS that would show that she was actually going to keep on that she can't be separated from her family #*this time* not so easily but it's over it's done it seems so let her go to her mother and father at least let her return to them #let her reunite with them that's all she can have after she's already dead #after she's failed and the evil in the palace has seemingly taken over - in her E01 dream it was *they* who made her push forward #in order to commemorate them in the first place; she doesn't mention her sister tho even though she was there in the dream too #and I think that's because at this point Hürrem searches for protection for *help* and her parental figures can provide that to her #more than anyone else; namely they guided her in her dream mainly her mother so she goes first #it all also goes to show how her latching onto SS is a gradual process as she calls him only later #Ibrahim clings to life as embracing death would indeed mean losing absolutely everything completely #*fully* separating from his family he returned to found and reunited with after he wasn't sure about whether it's even possible #and what's more he has both his past and current family in front of him in the present; he can't let that go he *won't* let that go #so he urges his father and Niko not to leave him as in not to let him give up to help him in the fight he thinks he can still win #but he doesn't mention his mother namely because she isn't there in that picture she's fully gone and already symbolizes #a more distant past that wounds Ibrahim too much and he comes to want to evade as this ep is soon after #his scandal with Hatice; no wonder she appears in E44 and urges him to go home thus to go back as he wants to move on so badly #more subconsciously than even the usual #magnificent century #muhteşem yüzyıl #muhtesem yuzyil #hurrem sultan #ibrahim pasha

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stagefoureddiediaz · 7 months ago

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Thinking thoughts about Abuela being back and with this backstory about her being taken in by charlatans and Eddies whole catholic guilt thing and how the two things kind of play into one another as an exploration of faith and being taken in by something.

Abuela giving all her money to the tarot card readers etc because she was searching for something - for connection (with Abuelo) - trying to recapture what she had lost, and How Eddie has spoken about trying to re-find the magic he had with Shannon - how Eddie hasn't actually fully reconciled the Shannon of it all when it comes to relationships and how his Catholic guilt connects into that.

How Marisol as a physical representation of Catholicism is part of that narrative - how Eddie is entering a place where he has to chose his path - in order to move on from Shannon he needs to fully square the hole - catholic or non catholic. And how that needs to happen first - before he can begin his queer journey!

#this is so incoherant #I'm also thinking about how Marisol fits into this narrative and how this idea of being taken in or fooled by a person plays into what we #know of her - how she wasn't upfront with Eddie (not saying she had to be right from the off but before moving in!!!) - how she is kind of #representative of secrets - especially around faith and ones connection with faith because she is essentially a stand in for catholicism #which (sorry to all the catholics out there) peddles in magic and secrets in order to keep the mystery of faith alive and therefore keep #people believing. How Eddie's reckoning with himself and the ghost of Shannon ultimately means choosing either to follow the path of #catholicism or non catholicism #How Marisol is a tie to religion and therefore his reasons for not having successful relationships after her (or even with her) and how #Eddie letting go will ultimately mean letting go of Marisol - how he can never fully move forward while catholicism still lingers #how I don't' think we'll be seeing the queer aspect of this narrative this season - that dealing with this first part is key and only once #he has figured it out can he then be free to know himself - is true self better - and accept and move into his full self as a queer man #so yeah - catholic guilt arc 7b and 8a - as its really a two parter - finally dealing with the remnants of Shannon - and its connection wit #his faith and then when truly free of that exploring his queerness!#So yeah - Marisol will possibly be here until towards the end of the season because she is meant to be the trigger point for Eddie in #relation to Shannon - its why they made the difference (and similarities) between S and M very obvious in 7x01 #they have the time to build this story arc more fully now with the s8 renewal - to do it justice and unfortunately as part of that it means #she'll probably be around longer than any of us would like!#I don't know if I even make sense at this point #but I do want to reitterate that the show is goig out of its way to contrast her with Buck as well #to really show how close and right for each other Buck and Eddie are so no one needs to panic - she's here for the narrative not forever!#911 abc #911 spoilers #eddie diaz

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zivazivc · 8 months ago

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If John Dory gets back together with Freesia, do they talk about their past relationship? Has Freesia grown as a person in the years since the breakup?

I hope to believe she grew from the time she was 18-20. And if not, then she at least had to do some soul searching after her son betrayed the whole village. That's a lot for a mother to swallow.

And yes, she and JD definitely had a bunch of long perhaps uncomfortable conversations about their past surrounding the breakup before either of them even started to consider getting romantically involved with each other again.

#there were a lot of issues in their relationship once jd lost his parents #freesia did really try at first but in the end she pulled a dick move and left him #but i think jd really was awful to be around with during that time #i mean even his brothers left and made it clear that he was a big reason for it #(i don't blame him tho. it was too much for him to handle)#answered #trolls #freesia

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itspileofgoodthings · 3 months ago

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#okay but reading this Belloc essay on Austen really made something click in my mind #and it’s because of something he said #which is that women care more about what men think of them generally #(as a general rule. not all the time. etc.)#and men care more about the opinion of the one woman they care about #like women do care (as a first instinct at least) what every man she meets thinks of her #but men are mostly indifferent. until they’re NOT.#which makes women more vulnerable to a greater number of people #but men are MORE painfully vulnerable to the woman whose opinion they care about #and I don’t actually know that that vulnerability only extends to a woman they are attracted to/feel romantic feelings for #I think if they just think well of you as a person you (a woman) have a lot of power over them #which is sooooo interesting and makes so much sense!!!! and is something I’ve sort of been dancing around with teaching #like. a lot of the boys I teach come to care about what I think about them #which doesn’t mean they all have a crush on me. though that step can be super easy and super small #hence the need for the boundaries of steel etc. but it does mean that they care what I think about them!#and I’ve always felt that instinctively and felt that I had to be so gentle with them because the power to crush them is mine if I so choose #don’t let me overstate it. it doesn’t happen all the time or anything close to it. but the thing about me being a teacher is that #they are forced to know me not just in a surface-level way. simply because I spend so much time with them #and talk to them a lot!#ANYWAY. enough about me but yeah this hit me so hard and of course exceptions exist #and/or endless variations on this exist because people are unique and surprising and also everything is changing all the time #etc. etc. but there is something to this I think! and you know what #it’s so interesting because that base-level instinct for women (allowing it to be a thing I mean) can be grown out of #I have trained myself out of/maturity has helped me leave behind that immediate female instinct #of being hurt at the idea that this random waiter (for example) is indifferent towards me. I’ve come to accept it #the instinct is still there!!! because imo women are always scanning and searching and sizing up. and also we are so open to being won over #if that makes sense? which is why insta comments complaining about how only good looking men get away with things like. PLEASE.#there are so many medium-ugly men who get married. it’s the average because the average woman is prettier than the average man #(this is not an insult) women CAN be and usually are so open to being surprised. won over. moved by the simple fact that a guy likes them #and men are not like that. but my point is: men don’t grow out of caring if they care. when they care they care sooooooo much. anyways yeah

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jessamine-rose · 3 months ago

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*squeezes aine this time*

Read my Yandere! Dottore fics first (⁎⁍̴̆Ɛ⁍̴̆⁎)

Chemistry ๑ Magnum Opus

So @ainescribe decided to surprise me with more Darling fan art, this time of Dottore’s Assistant!! *sobs* I love it so much ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

Once again, feedback will be in the tags. Thank you so much for enjoying my writing, Aine <3

#feedback #fan art #ainescribe #AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE ( ；∀；)#THE FACT THAT YOU DREW THIS?? AND SO SOON?? give me a moment. i need to cry happily #fun fact aine has made jokes about assistant and 'dead-eyed desi trauma' so my first thought when seeing this fan art was #'wow you can rlly see the desi trauma in her eyes' xD i say this both jokingly and seriously cuz AHH HER EXPRESSION!!#it's hard for me to describe visual art + techniques but you did such a good job at depicting assistant's emotions #is it bc of the thicker line art used for the eyes + eyebrows?? the lil eyebags/ creases under her eyes?? the uneven shading for her irises #all of that combined with her jaded facial expression and body language?? idk but just know that i love this depiction of assistant #especially since her emotions are an important aspect of her character design (to me at least)#moving on i love your original design for her. once again it's always interesting to see how my readers imagine and depict my darlings #and the way you drew her including the pose and design....she looks like a character from an animated show or visual novel!!#just put her name. caption. and dialogue on the side then she's ready to be romanced. 100% the fan-favorite character <3 #i rlly like how you drew her hair!! it looks very fluffy and voluminous (sorry idk many terms for haircare either)#the scar is an interesting detail. makes me wonder if she got it before. during. or after the akademiya?? from an expedition/ experiment??#either way. ohohoho the potential....i imagine the scar serving as a lifelong reminder to assistant of what she has sacrificed for her #scientific curiosity and career. not to mention that the scar is located on her FACE which is 1) the body part most crucial to a person's #identity 2) makes the scar difficult to ignore. to the point that some people may recognize assistant's face mainly bc of her scar #poor assistant. at least dottore is one to appreciate such traits. i can see him administering first aid or lovingly tracing the scar......#moving on to her uniform. i love that it's practical but also stylish in its own way. a perfect balance methinks uwu #the patterned lapels. the lil brooch. the leather armbands. the fatui symbol. the tucked shirt and high-waist pants.....aaaahhhh i just #love these small details!! and it does look like smth which a fatuus would wear on the job~#i think that's all i have to say on assistant!! once again. thank you thank you THANK YOU FOR EXPRESSING YOUR LOVE FOR MY WRITING AND MY #DARLINGS!! it means the world to me and i'll always cherish our rambles and brainrot <3 #dottore x reader #yandere dottore x reader #yandere fatui harbingers #fatui x reader #genshin x reader

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st4riel-the-w1tchling · 5 months ago

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I love being a polytheist so much.

Me and my mum visited the city today and Hermes kept sending signs to us all day, it made me so happy knowing he was with us.

At first I felt his presence while we were bussing in, I was kind of confused as I was listening to ‘Pomegranate Seeds’ and that’s Persephone’s song

Later a feather I was following with my eyes landed on my shoe while I was walking

On the way home we got the only 2 seats left on the bus (they were next to each other which was nice)

And all throughout the day mum kept getting texts about her driving exam in all the places she’d first been tested on it

#she also found a coin while booking the exam in #context: since we moved overseas both my parents have todo their driving exams again and I’ve commissioned Hermes for help:)#stariel posts #paganism #hermes #storytime✨✨#going out for dinner tonight (I finished my exams this morning so we’re celebrating the start of holidays) I’m curious if we’ll see any more #:))#I made a post on one of my other blogs abt some of the other things I did today (it’s a marvel fandom blogs) here’s the post:#https://www.tumblr.com/sp1dey-ri3l/754538843706966016/got-my-first-physical-comic #he’s such a rad dude (hermes I mean) :)

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ragnars-tooth · 17 days ago

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so very quick and sketchy but i was getting vague designs for all the tldc ladies down in one place

not so sure on gwendolen and gwilanna and i havent looked back at the books for details yet but these were just a quick cool down for the night 🫶

#ragnar art #tldc #the last dragon chronicles #fuck it sure ill main tag #too many characters (seven) fend for yourelves on this one #i um. i might be working on (have conceptualised and planned to death) an animatic #and thus actually had to figure out what people look like #im very faceblind n have aphantasia. so if they're not all on one page idk what they look like and/or if they look similar #read a little bit more of firestar and made myself sick thinking about gwilanna and her baby :(#oh old lady... come hang out with me we can... idk eat mushrooms and kick rocks together #cant wait for my gwilanna blorbo era. MOVE OVER david and tam its about to get uncomfortable in here (my brain) for you two #just Oh my god i get it now. girl id've done worse for grief. she shouldve blown the whole planet up and i'd cheer her on the whole way #<- doesnt remember most of her storyline BUT remembers The Vibes clearly #love a mean old fuck especially if they're a major antagonist. do NOT ask me about my relationship with my parents 🤡 /j #omg i also fixed my tablet's colour settings for the first time since i got it (2....3 years ago??) and wow. i dont have to fuck about #in the colour profile before i post anymore. technology is amazing <3 (i am an idiot)

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dorkicon · 1 year ago

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bitching abt my job again

tags contain frank mentions of transphobia and homophobia

#this happened like. i dont know. a month ago or something but i still keep playing it in my mind #for those unawares: theres been a fucking community outrage over the pride display at the library i work at #and have been working/volunteering at for 5 years #only it never went up. it never went up. bc the mayor came in as a quote unquote private citizen and demanded it taken down #despite the fact that patrons are required to fill out complaint sheets and even then it isnt ensured a display will be taken down #so obviously its a misuse of power that hes spinning into him being a concerned citizen #and i made a whole post bitching abt it and im doing so again (hi) bc i didnt like how our director responded to it #and yeah. so there was a board meeting after that right. well i set up for them as i usually do and let me tell you. that was the first #--time more than like 6 people came to spectate. it was insane.#and i guarantee that this months meeting wont have half as many people that fucking crammed themselves in there to complain abt gay ppl #bc of course they dont give a shit about the library #they just care about how scary the queers are #and yeah it was a shit show. i learned we have a far right organization in our town #and i was sat right in front of her husband the whole time #(standing actually. i was standing between him and my moms chair and he was sighing and grumbling the whole time bc he couldnt muster the #--balls to ask the 5 foot 2 fag in front of him to please move lol. small victories right)#when i say her i mean the leader of the freaks. idk. chairman? anyway she had a whole speech about how like queers are bad and cutting #the penises off little babies or whatever and she pulled up this passage from a book that was part of the display #its some book by the youtuber rowan ellis-- here and queer i think was the title. it was cataloged in our ya section and contained passages #talking about like having safe sex and what dildoes are and all that kind of shit. just really clinical descriptions imo. im not familiar w #--the youtuber really but im assuming they wrote it as informational bc shocker: teens be having sex. unsafe sex. especially queer teens #sourse: i was one of tgose #and...think for a moment. remember when you were a teen. youd rather fucking DIE than listen to your parents give you the sex talk #and chances are if youre gay your parents arent even going to know WHAT gay sex is (hugging without shirts on) so youre going to look #--elsewhere #bc if youre a hormonal fucking teen youre going to figure it out one way or another! especially if youre from (cough) a podunk shitwater #--town like mine that ran on abstinence by way of sex education #i think teens deserve to have access to that sort of information through trusted means. and i do mean het teens too #but no these fucking morons put on airs like everyones waiting till marriage--no! not my becky sue! as if they werent fucking around in #--holy shit i reached taglimit. i didnt ecen know there was one. hold on

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envolvenuances · 3 months ago

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love is stored in the kitchen for real

#cooked with my girlfriend yesterday (as in I cooked and she watched) her and her mother came to our father's day barbecue #was super nice #her mother is starting to not hate me. at some point she even complimented my family??? admitted they never had events with 'a good climate #I can tell how much it means her mother is making these moves. ma'am asked me my receipts and my love looked so emotional #didn't believe it myself she would at first. at the start my parents treated my girlfriend like another daughter #my own family has problems but it breaks my heart how lucky and privileged I am when it comes to family #how robbed of this we are #my brother in law's family (parents and sister with her husband and kids) all came but that's just a given my family always made big partie #but to us it's such a big thing #my girlfriend's roommate didn't come this time he was with the boyfriend too. but my gradnma asked about him like five times #but fuck father's days we actually made the event for the women who had to be mother and father #father's day barbecue that had three fathers and seven mothers sounds about right #but my family will never pass an excuse to use the backyard #.txt

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arklay · 2 years ago

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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.

#mine.#pair: ewskers #oc: diana #click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me #changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away #the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their #first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer #and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance #so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place #is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao #can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe #clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i #think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or #not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's #learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know #someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past #experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues #also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a #drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause #it makes me so silly i'm not even joking #anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just #didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip

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themyscirah · 7 months ago

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This is technically a Diana's age poll but I framed it partially around Julia's rescue because that's the event I need to contextualize and whether or not Diana is a thing yet is p important for my purposes. I would keep the Pérez run and postcrisis continuity in mind when answering this bc that's when this is relevant but I'd keep in mind that even though Diana is very young there (like early 20s) we don't know I don't think if she ages differently as a child (esp as a themysciran AND being made from clay) and in some versions she is older than she looks and was made earlier

Edit: I accidentally logic-ed this out in the tags lol 🤦‍♀️but feel free to still vote however you want. Going to publish this anyway bc I think I made some good points later in my tags

#blah #the 45 years is a guesstimation of julias age w her being in her late 40s #bc she has a middle school aged daughter which would make you lean a bit younger but shes also highly respected prof at harvard (is she the #dept head? i think so. and has a career that would suggest older. and shes also drawn middle aged so 🤷‍♀️#i would say late 40s early 50s for her honestly. but i moved it down a lil bit bc of vanessas age #wait shit i may have contradicted logic here bc wasnt the diana trevor stuff supposed to have happened before dianas birth. and that was #wwii. which would be btwn 42 and 45 years. BC PÉREZ!TREVOR IS OLD I FORGOT THAT #okay so actually there still could be a question of what happened first the timeline would just be much shorter #but then wouldnt julias family be boating during wwii? that makes no sense #im definitely thinkimg too hard about this probably. logically it would make the most sense if diana was like 20smth in reality. but thats #its own basket of worms honestly. like what do you mean hippolyta only had like 20 yrs w her daughter out of a lifespan of thousands of #years. what do you MEAN she became champion and ambassador so young like #like also thats the point though. she had to wear a mask in the challenge for a reason. her inexperience with men is what makes her the kind #of ambassador they need. and her youth and relation to hippolyta and role as the baby of the amazons is one of the things that makes her #ambassadorship SO important is bc she fulfills that role in an ancient sense. where it would be a sign of great trust and respect to send #someone close to the crown as an envoy bc it shows you mean business and arent going to reneg on whatever the deal is. bc if you do they #shoot the messenger #god anyways i very much answered my own question here in the tags like 100%. esp in regards to the pérez canon bc he very much laid this out #and i was trying to weasel my way out of it. only that didnt work and the decisions he made he made for a reason and they have huge #narrative importance. damn. okay then #i always write the shittiest posts and the best tags and then have to keep the post to keep the tags #i rlly need to make these tags posts ugh. anyways keeping this up bc of my tags abt diana and ambassadorship #also sidenote I LOVE HIPPOLYTA #just though id mention that. i love how much shes motivated by love and i also love when she makes fucked up decisions bc of that and has to #live with them. woman of all time FOR REALS #god this is making me want to reread historia again lol bc its the one ww comic i own. also its fire. and hippolyta gets to make shitty #decisions motivated by emotion and live w the consequences. and the comic is actually good unlike when that happened in the messner-loebs #run. which was the other instance of that ive read rlly. 10000% sure there are others but i havent fully gotten there yet.#i mean ive read other comics where she makes painful decisions thats like her whole deal but there are different vibes to those than the two #i mentioned. like the exile thing in ww year 1 or rlly anytime she has to send diana away

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fierykitten2 · 4 months ago

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My aces (plus Liko’s Sprigatito) crowd around me, Spriggie falls asleep, Cherry tries to prove no member of the Quaxly line can out-fabulous it (or at the very least an unevolved Quaxly can’t) and Char and Knight have an argument again before seemingly making up and then running through each other

#just a normal day in Violet!Paldea #I can’t help but notice Char was the one that started this argument #in fact thinking about it I think she’s usually the one to start arguments between her and Knight #I’m also not entirely sure whether they actually made up and are gonna move on #or if Knight just said something nice and Char decided to curse it #and judging by Knight’s reaction to Char laughing the first time I think Char said something really mean about Knight #Char can’t you go three seconds without bullying someone #I think Knight (and possibly also Liko’s Sprigatito judging by the last time they had a picnic together) should join Team Star #is it normal for an Adamant Pokémon and a Quirky Pokémon to not get along?#I guess I’d know if I actually bothered to have Medusa in picnics in Scarlet #meowscarada #ceruledge #iron valiant #iron leaves #sprigatito #quaxly #miraidon #pokémon violet #picnic #pokémon

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youremyonlyhope · 7 months ago

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why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director #and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production #and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out #but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again #i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately #so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me #i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me #i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added #and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad #anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much.#but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great #but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else #but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing #and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us #and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing #and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more #especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this.#and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not.#and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING #and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine.#but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad.#because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented #if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that.#but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent.#and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt #i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried.#and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over.#i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help #and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh #brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.

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stariel-and-stuff · 5 months ago

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This is so unrelated to what I normally post but my bff took these Redpanda pictures for me and it made me really happy so I wanted to share:

#context: we’ve been besties for years and I love her more than anyone in the whole world (I mean that since I moved overseas from her last #year so we can’t see eachother anymore)#this is extra special bc Ik that the red pandas are quite hard to find in this zoo and chances are she only went there to get these gorgeou #pictures for me #I love her sm #literally worlds greatest human #blerggg #ily #but yeah here’s some Redpanda pics #I made them my wallpaper the other day when I first got them #literally made my day week month and yeah #*year #stariel posts #sillies #the sillies

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dullahandyke · 7 months ago

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was gonna make a post bitching about how being a princess of heart works but then i remembered the whole union cross 'the 13 darknesses are sentient' thing and came up with my own theories but ive looped back around to being mad again. goddd why does shit actually work when you think about it im so mad

#i was hung up on the singular sentence in kh3 abt them releasing the lights into new vessels (EXPLAIN PLS?)#and ive come to the conclusion that the 7 lights are their own sentient beings like the darknesses who can interact with their hosts #and they explained the situation and all went 'hey jasmine/belle/etc id usually only do this if u died but like #the baddies all know where we are now. can we fuck off to new hosts so they dont find us'#and the princesses all went thumbs up emoji and off they fucked to arendelle #n then that leaves a couple options for kairi #first off her light went 'oh she has a keyblade? im staying here then. no need to ask her'#second off it asked her and she decided to keep it. which is INTERESTING and i will have to think abt to decide what it means #bcos like. im keenly fucking aware that we get Three whole sentences abt the situation in kh3 #and neither kairi nor the former princesses r there for it. so like. Assumptions R Being Made!#like i know the princess of hearts logic is literally just 'we made the disney princesses into macguffins'. but like. augh #this also brings me to question like. yeah yeah heart wont make a nobody. but like. what ELSE does lightdom grant #bcos we KNOW excess darkness has an impact (hi terra)#and if the only ppl without darkness are those currently hosting the light (and ven. hi ven)#then moving to another host like elsa requires purging them of their darkness. which i feel should. do something #IDKK im pontificating with shaky knowlege but like. u undestand #anywho leftover stir fry is calling my name xoxo

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nonokoko13 · 10 months ago

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You know what's funny?

In every episode where Nobita was a girl Takeshi has a crush on her. It's basically canon but I don't see anyone talk about this

#♡ — shut up noko #doraemon #I would watch a show where Nobita lived as Nobiko instead tbh #only because there is sm comedy potential of him (her?) being terrified of giant and oblivious of his pinning #what I liked most is that the first two episodes are almost the same but Nobiko's characterization is altered #Nobiko from the old show was oblivious of Giant crush and seemed to genuinely see his behaviour as him being friendlier to his girl self #while Nobiko 2.0 was aware of her effect on him and used to her advantage as a manipulative gaslight move. She seemed smug too #i mean both used him but there's a difference. The second is more devilish/mischievous imo and has that smug confident aura around her #I like both #the creators knew what they were doing. They made it three times how much proof we need to know it'd be canon if Nobita was a girl 24/7 #anyway enough rambling #back to the normal schedule #also the first two are my fav episodes or at least the two I remember better + the one where Nobita has a sister #(Nobita sister also called Nobiko. Man they didn't think too much)

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