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#thinking about taking a break from tumblr because I'm kinda just. tired lately#I used to do that occasionally just on a whim and kt was always helpful#but I haven't done it in a LONG time#and that's largely because I've gotten so much more involved in things#like theres always some group blog or event or something I have some responsibility to#so I'm now in a position of like. trying to coordinate some time off for myself so that I can take a break#which is SO much different from in the past when I'd decide day-of lmao#so anyway I'm not disappearing quite yet. but I may soon#I'll still have my queue though so you'll see me on your dash#and that may also be the case for the group blogs I help manage lol#mine#personal
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some stuff from a Dungeon Meshi themed figure drawing session with Zeetstudio!! super fun stuff :3
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#marcille donato#i haven't done a zeet session in soooo long... love doing costumed figures and the poses this time were so good 😌#magpie draws
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Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
[plain-text version of this post can be found under the cut]
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
Plain-text version:
Today my therapist introduced me to a concept surrounding disability that she called "hLep".
Which is when you - in this case, you are a disabled person - ask someone for help ("I can't drink almond milk so can you get me some whole milk?", or "Please call Donna and ask her to pick up the car for me."), and they say yes, and then they do something that is not what you asked for but is what they think you should have asked for ("I know you said you wanted whole, but I got you skim milk because it's better for you!", "I didn't want to ruin Donna's day by asking her that, so I spent your money on an expensive towing service!") And then if you get annoyed at them for ignoring what you actually asked for - and often it has already happened repeatedly - they get angry because they "were just helping you! You should be grateful!!"
And my therapist pointed out that this is not "help", it's "hLep".
Sure, it looks like help; it kind of sounds like help too; and if it was adjusted just a little bit, it could be help. But it's not help. It's hLep.
At its best, it is patronizing and makes a person feel unvalued and un-listened-to. Always, it reinforces the false idea that disabled people can't be trusted with our own care. And at its worst, it results in disabled people losing our freedom and control over our lives, and also being unable to actually access what we need to survive.
So please, when a disabled person asks you for help on something, don't be a hLeper, be a helper! In other words: they know better than you what they need, and the best way you can honor the trust they've put in you is to believe that!
P.S. Also, I want to be very clear that the "getting angry at a disabled person's attempts to point out harmful behavior" part of this makes the whole thing WAY worse. Like it'd be one thing if my roommate bought me some passive-aggressive skim milk, but then they heard what I had to say, and they apologized and did better in the future - our relationship could bounce back from that. But it is very much another thing to have a crying shouting match with someone who is furious at you for saying something they did was ableist. Like, Christ, Jessica, remind me to never ask for your support ever again! You make me feel like if I asked you to call 911, you'd order a pizza because you know I'll feel better once I eat something!!
Edit: crediting my therapist by name with her permission - this term was coined by Nahime Aguirre Mtanous!
Edit again: I made an optional follow-up to this post after seeing the responses. Might help somebody. CW for me frankly talking about how dangerous hLep really is.
#hlep#original#mental health#my sympathies and empathies to anyone who has to rely on this kind of hlep to get what they need.#the people in my life who most need to see this post are my family but even if they did I sincerely doubt they would internalize it#i've tried to break thru to them so many times it makes my head hurt. so i am focusing on boundaries and on finding other forms of support#and this thing i learned today helps me validate those boundaries. the example with the milk was from my therapist.#the example with the towing company was a real thing that happened with my parents a few months ago while I was age 28. 28!#a full adult age! it is so infantilizing as a disabled adult to seek assistance and support from ableist parents.#they were real mad i was mad tho. and the spoons i spent trying to explain it were only the latest in a long line of#huge family-related spoon expenditures. distance and the ability to enforce boundaries helps. haven't talked to sisters for literally the#longest period of my whole life. people really believe that if they love you and try to help you they can do no wrong.#and those people are NOT great allies to the chronically sick folks in their lives.#you can adore someone and still fuck up and hurt them so bad. will your pride refuse to accept what you've done and lash out instead?#or will you have courage and be kind? will you learn and grow? all of us have prejudices and practices we are not yet aware of.#no one is pure. but will you be kind? will you be a good friend? will you grow? i hope i grow. i hope i always make the choice to grow.#i hope with every year i age i get better and better at making people feel the opposite of how my family's ableism has made me feel#i will see them seen and hear them heard and smile at their smiles. make them feel smart and held and strong.#just like i do now but even better! i am always learning better ways to be kind so i don't see why i would stop
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The standard @drawfee experience ❤️
Saw that meme going around from Myszka on Twitter and knew that I had to render the gremlin crew. Original under the cut
#I haven't done any caricature work in a long time and I am unreasonably proud of how recognizable everyone looks here haha#reminder that this is still kinda a Drawfee blog too lmao#this was so fun to draw guys I think I enjoy making art again? been having a like 6 month streak this feels amazing#drawfee#drawfee show#drawfee fanart#jacob andrews#julia lepetit#nathan yaffe#karina farek#drawfee art#silly#meme#shitpost#dilfosaur#miss misnomer
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... and he was eager moreover to discover all that he could concerning Mankind. He it was that first met Men in Beleriand and befriended them; and for this reason he was often called by the Eldar Edennil, 'the Friend of Men'. (Athrabeth Finrod ah Andreth)
(partially inspired by this)
#small disclaimer: i still haven't completed my annual silm reread#so this mayyyy be a little bit inaccurate#i was having so many thoughts about finrod and the edain again so i couldn't stop myself :)#but!#clarisse! you may ask. whats up with the hands being so realistic but they still have cartoon faces#i don't know. i respond. im at that stage of drawing#you know how sometimes you draw something and stare it for too long and you start having a crisis of whether it was even a good idea#like i've been working on this for the past week! and have no idea if it's even comprehensible#however. i am done with it and methinks is time to release it to the wild#clarisse doodles#tolkien#the silmarillion#finrod felagund#beor the old#house of beor#baran#andreth#beren
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I've been cooking up a pretty simple AU concept, surrounding a simple idea: What if Purple had been deleted for slightly too long. What if there were permanent after-effects? Then, the only theoretical differentiation between canon and this au concept would be a second of waiting time.
Anyway, I'm working on a fic to go with it, I hope people will enjoy it! You can read it here!
#art tag#animator vs animation#animation vs animator#animation vs minecraft#alan becker#ava#avm king orange#avm purple#avm green#ava green#ava purple#ava king orange#i have my plans laid out pretty loosely but I'm just excited to be writing again tbh#haven't done this in a long time <3#i'll be tagging this as#voidout au#so. yay!#i'll likely let the fic speak for itself but if anyone has questions feel free to hit up my inbox!
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07/01/2024
a month left and i'm not panicking (i am)...! sorry to juxtapose beautiful flowers with a cursed picture of memorizing crim at like 3 am lmao. hope everyone's having a lovely summer and good luck to those who are also studying over the summer ! summer study squad🌞📚, let's go!!! may we be blessed with good grades, passing scores, and a stress-free autumn����
#i also got a haircut so my hair is no longer this long :-(#the only thing that makes me feel better is thinking about how much i got done in a month and now i have the SAME amount of time left#peep my new lamy safari!!#i am going to post about it - i just haven't had the time to take a pic of it in action#it was sooo scratchy and awful at first but i got a replacement nib and switched inks so it flows a lot better now <3 still kinda uncomfy#study#tea-tuesday#mine#studyblr#studyspo#study inspiration#studying#study motivation#b*r pr*p
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I was thinking about Yu-Gi-Oh and listening to some mashups so here's some jet-set-yugioh! I wanted to try and mimic the cool poses from that type of game, not sure i did it well but it was fun to draw anyways!!
Hope you enjoy, and have an AWESOME day!!
#i know ive drawn JSRxYGO before but i haven't done it in a long time!#I was trying to go for a towering perspective pose for Kaiba but im not sure it translated too well#yugioh#jet set radio#joey wheeler#seto kaiba#yami yugi#jounouchi katsuya
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#paldean wooper#alright here we go. the beginning of the end of gen 9#it's the paldean forms‚ retrofit evos#and then we're into the paradox pokémon. which is the end of the line for this blog#ssooooo pretty soon i'm gonna need to start thinking about what to do with this blog once we're done with the pokédex‚ it seems like#never thought this day would come‚ somehow‚ even though i haven't even been running this blog for very long‚ it feels like#it's become part of my daily routine‚ queueing these posts up every morning#i've been doing it for quite a while now that i think about it. i remember queueing up a bunch in advance for my trip to california#which was a whole year ago at this point. damn#time‚ uh. flies?#anyway if you have any semi-last-minute ideas as to what you'd like to see on this blog moving forward#do let me know. by the time this posts i think the queue will already be well into the paradox 'mons#so i'll be thinkin about it by then
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had to make this for Hancock after seeing the original meme (below cut)
#shitpost#fallout#fallout 4#john hancock#haven't done this much work for a meme in a long time#we're so back#i wished i could of found a screenshot of him doing jet but#im honestly glad i could make it myself#i think it looks better that way#god i hope somebody hasn't done this already
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#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#🔮#*ivora#EXCUSE MY TERRIBLE EDITING#i haven't done a magic edit in a long ass time#and photoshop removed my favorite lighting feature......#hart: g1#hart legacy
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Realism pissed me off so bad I had to go back to this
More stuff on my Instagram account
#this is my first time drawing in this style so please go easy on me I'm fragile#I haven't done actual lineart in basically a year#IT TAKES SO LONG#this is kinda cute tho#it was a cute posing practice#also maybe composition#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#my chemical fucking romance#my chem#gee way#artists on tumblr#artist#art#cartoony#digitalart#digital artist#digital drawing#digital art#digital illustration#procreate#mcr art#my chemical romance art#mcr fanart#fanart
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I've been watching Delicious In Dungeon and I really really like the show and the intro. I might draw more people from the intro as well!
#this screencap redraw has most likely been done so many times but hey#here's one more#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#artists on tumblr#fanart#I haven't drawn fanart in a long time#I forgot how much I liked drawing screencap redraw things#also this is my first dungeon meshi fanart but I'll probably draw more#the show is so good#I might look into getting the manga#digital art
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None of these niceties.
#limited life smp#limited life spoilers#limited life#inthelittlewood#martyn limited life#i have brainrot over the life series rn#y'all i haven't done fanart for things in a long time#what an ending bravo to all#like truly im going feral over here LMAO i haven't wanted to do art in ages#blood tw#realized i should've added that in sorry yall
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HOO if they were in a band/orchestra - boys edition pt 1 (Percy, Jason and Leo)
Percy Jackson- Guitarist
i honestly don't know if I'm being cliche or something, but percy seems like someone who just picks up the guitar and strums it a little before leaving. Like the guitar is a light hearted instrument that you can self learn fairly well, we all know percy HATES tutors of any kind (unless it's annabeth) and would probably like figuring things out himself, so he'd just strum it until he somehow got the tunes he'd want and would probably look up YouTube tutorials lmfao. I feel like sally would like listening to the beatles, and percy would listen along aswell and get inspired to play and perform like that for his mom one day?? A green flag mama's boy till the very end lol. He would eventually start to play guitar of most kinds (bass, electric, acoustic) he'd start with an acoustic first, because it's less intimidating but he'd grow to LOVE electric tbh. So he'd definitely be the sub guitarist of the band. I think his favourite genre would be jazz or rock.
Jason Grace- Violinist
Okay the violin is literally HIS kind of instrument. I feel like he'd really enjoy listening to classical music like vivaldi- the seasons, Mozart's violin Concerto No.5 in A Major, Dmitri Shostakovich's waltz no. 2, etc. especially because if we hc camp jupiter as having something even remotely fun like camp orchestra (camp half blood can be the band bc we KNOW camp jupiter is too uptight and proper for having rock, metal or jazz bands freely, they seem more of the orchestra type) then I KNOW jason would be the lead Violinist tbh. He probably picked that up as a toddler and ended up loving it, it helps him ease into his stress from harsh practice. Also, if he does join a band in camp half blood at the same time, he'd be a lead vocalist tbh. I feel like NOBODY expected jason to be a good singer because people are used to his 'rough' and gruff voice, but it's actually really sweet and melodious, he just roughens it up for his duty as a war leader. He'd have a silky melancholic edge to his voice that's super unique and perfect for singing heartbreaking ballads, also since he's a latin speaker, I feel like his pronunciation of certain words would be very eloquent and he'd have a slight accent that everyone is really intrigued by.
Leo Valdez- drummer
ahh okay so we know how much leo loves tapping and fidgeting right? I feel like drums would be his DREAM instrument because they relieve his stress and nervousness. He'd just tap his drums in his free time. I feel like piper would be the one who would tell him to audition as the drummer in the band, seeing how well he actually drums. He'd genuinely enjoy the drumming. OH OH OH he'd love to use the crash cymbal on his drums (yknow like the steel plate looking things) in the end of each performance for the IT factor of the performance ahh he'd smile the whole time looking so badass. I feel like his position as the drummer would give him immense confidence because everyone compliments him sm.
tagging people who asked me to :) @lizzzzzzzzzzzzzz---lol @boldofyoutoassumeicanspell @themythecho
#part two with nico frank and will might be out later#and then I'd do the girl's#I haven't done something creative like this in a LONG time jeez#but I'm planning on learning a few instruments soon so I got this cool idea#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#jason grace#pjo series#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#leo valdez#piper mclean#annabeth chase#frank zhang#hazel levesque#reyna avila ramirez arellano#nico di angelo#pjo au#heroes of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians
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1 year with FML Thank you for reminding us that we are worthy of fighting for the life we desire🤍
#seventeen#svt#17net#fml#jeonghan#joshua#woozi#hoshi#vernon#dino#ot13#this album...means so much to me#i just!!! i can't have this complete a year and not be grateful for how much it has done for me#this was also a design challenge for me TT TT#i haven't done something like this in#a long time#i've put lil easter egss hehe#please let me know if you have a favorite panel!!#i had soo much fun making this <3#k.stuff#my boys
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