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ohbeesneeze · 2 years ago

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I got the first part of my two-part tiddy installation surgeries yesterday, I’m a little sore now, but it definitely wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be

#personal #first part is lipo-filling #they took fat from my back to even out what I currently have and give a little more *volume*#next part will be the proper augmentation #at SOME POINT before that I have to decide what size I want to go #but I have until August at least #so I'm good #my delightful face

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hanzajesthanza · 3 months ago

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dandelion is indeed the worst but if he’s not present in the next book i would legitimately be sorrowful as the whole thing will become a slog . you basically cannot have the “short stories” era-of-the-timeline iteration of geralt without dandelion, it would be like eating unbuttered bread.

though it’s not like season of storms did them dirty, i wasn’t disappointed with it (… with regards to them), but since it’s literally been over 20 years since the saga was finished i’m trying to prepare for any potential reality

#however i will accept an absence of dandelion IN THE CASE OF we get to see geralt and yennefer living together in vengerberg #but if it’s regular geralt day in the life then if dandelion’s not there it’s gonna suuuuuccckk #i mean as in geralt’s life sucks without him. badly #and it also? sucks with him. good-ly.#it’s august and we don’t have a title yetttt 🥲 and they said 2024 … hmhm sure #i just feel like rupaul ‘and don’t fuck it up’.gif #like i’m excited but also wtf? new witcher book? are we on punk’d?#it’s not going to be the best but i’m hoping it will be at least as good as season of storms. not a high bar ok!#this from the person who was optimistic about the n*tflix show. don’t trust me i like to believe in the future #i was going to say ‘and i trust sapkowski more than i trust n*tflix’ and then i laughed.#i don’t trust him—i don’t even trust the version of him from the 90s and 00s!#one side of me can’t believe i’m still here after the guardswomen of kerack. and the ‘well i’m only gay for clout’ villain motivations #the other side of me is intensely curious wtf geralt will get up to this time and how witcher could maybe even denigrate further #but season of storms ending was actually good and = well it’s not like sapkowski forgot what it was about #then again it’s been 10 years and a bad adaptation since then so im biting my nails #all i ask : please stick with the naming convention of the other books. i don’t want to write an absurdly long or short name or acronym out #sooooo weird that in a few months i will be saying: there are 9 witcher books.#actually rn i just say there’s 7 and discount season of storms as a legitimate heir but mention it as footnote lol #i just hope i can survive until this new book and until its translation LOLLLL #they said translation in 2025 but you know the track record #new book: *releases winter 2024* | english translation: coming 2045!#jk i think they finally figured out that witcher is a money printer so they will be eager to translate it now and not waffle around #they kicked their butts into gear with the hussite trilogy so ! and they made new hardcovers.#the elbow-high diaries #new book 2024

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august--and-everything-after · 27 days ago

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Thanks to someone going back and liking a relevant post, I was reminded that I was talking about cutting my hair short again OVER A YEAR AGO when it was not quite shoulder length. It's down to my collarbone now and I keep fighting with myself about chopping it all off. I think I'm there mentally but the one worry is that I'm job hunting and my mum (( so very "helpfully" )) suggested that potential employers might "judge" me if I have short hair. She couldn't (or wouldn't) explain what kind of judgement she meant but it still worries me. I'm having a hard enough time finding a job as it is so I don't want to put another hurdle in my way if I can help it.

I've been telling myself that I can cut it once I've settled into a job but it's SO tempting to go ahead with it sooner.

#look I'd love to be ~true to myself~ and everything but if looking more feminine helps me AT ALL with landing a job I'll take it right now #i know that it's a choice lacking in integrity & I generally advocate for people allowing themselves to be authentic despite others opinion #but if this helps me at all in the effort to get a job and get the fuck out of here then I'm willing to bend my stance a bit #and if other people need to do the same then go for it. we have to look out for number one and for me at least that means attaining -#- financial stability and independence at (almost) any cost #i don't know why I have such a complicated relationship with my hair after I've done so much to it #probably in part cause I have ALWAYS had lots of people commenting on it so subconsciously I know other people are looking #idk it's all very stupid but if this is how the game is played then I guess I'll try. at least until I'm somewhere more stable #if you read all this then thanks I guess I needed to rant #august talking

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ronanlynchbf · 4 months ago

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and then an overwhelming sense of dread apear.

#finished my last exam for this year YAY YIPPEE YAHOO ETC. but also now we wait for if i pass or not DREAD FEAR WARINESS ETC.#which i rlly don't think i will like. did not feel good abt the 1st exam period felt worse abt the 2nd and this one is like.....idk idk...#pretty confident abt the books part of the exam bc i KNOW i got everything on that correct but the thing is it was an oral exam and i was #stumbling over my words so bad + my voice was quivering i could hear it. hoping they don't count that as minus points but for the speech #thing i also had to do 2day they DO include how your voice sounds when you speak and like stammering and such in the final point count so #like. what if it's the same there.....ALSO they include use of gesturing to emphasize what you're saying and CORRECT EYE CONTACT in the #final point count. which. i don't have a problem with gesturing & i had a piece of paper in my hands so at least i wasn't too bad on that #front but when it comes to eye contact it's only flitting eyes or unnerving stare with me and nothing in between so i'm completely fucked i #that regard.#r.txt #WHATEVER it's done now. stupid ass weird rules WHO CARES if i don't have correct usage of eye contact what even is correct usage of eye #contact?????? like HOW am i supposed to know what the quote correct amount unquote is man. ALSO WHO GIVE A SHIT.#anyway going 2 luxembourg with my family for two weeks on august 5th probably. maybe sooner maybe later. we're going hiking + camping ⛺🌲👣#but the hiking is mostly done without backpacks and the camping is gonna be in campings. camping places. however english calls it.#which is a little less fun but also easier. but also less fun. but ANYWAY we're going on vacation and my final exam is done so no more #stress 💪🥳🙏🗣💥‼ (<- guy who's SO gonna be still having stress until the results come in. and then some afterwards. yay 4 me 🙂👍)

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entirelysein-e · 4 months ago

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*taps mic* hello is this thing on?

I will slooooowly come back on here. The time away really helped me feel a lot better mentally.

It's gonna be slow and for a while I probably won't write because I simply lack the time but I'll be around here and there 🫶

#-ˋˏ ༻sunlit serenade #I have a busy 3 weeks ahead #if I find the time I'll make sure to put some of my fave works back up #but I won't be here to the same extent as before #at least not until end August

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elftwink · 5 months ago

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going to do something very scary today, which is reply to an email from..... last june 🫠😬 it's fine!!! it's going to be fine!!! am posting this so I don't chicken out

#good idea generator #dont have a defense either im literally just like this #i WOULD have had a defense if i replied last aug or sept #it a reply to an old prof of mine who helped me with my masters app wishing me a happy grad #i put off replying to her until i knew abt grad school which ended up not being till august #and then i was a combo of annoyed embarrassed and forgetful amd i just. never replied #i probably should just take the L and ghost forever but i dont wanna #i really do like this prof and want to keep at least sporadic contact with her #strawpoll would you guys instantly hate someone who didnt reply to you for a year #for context in this scenario it also took you several months to reply in the first place but you had a good reason #whatever im going to send it!!! im not asking for anything im just saying thank you and sorry and heres what happened with the grad app

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bunnihearted · 5 months ago

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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking #they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly #keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time #bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy #but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point #bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be #proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is #yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol #and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao #and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel #i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks #why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls #and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others #but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on #ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives #so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok #ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down #i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal #like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve #i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that #i still feel depressed tho <3 #idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to #i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk #im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol

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skinnedred · 1 year ago

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he's trying to get this hard headed ass little boy to understand he can't body slam people even if they're being bullies (boys got too much strength)

#fanart #goobersart #doodle #brutal legend #eddie riggs #Riggnarok #finally got around to drawing ye ol pops #im have yet to draw a ref of how i want him to look #but for rn this is a good placeholder until i sit down and brainstorm #so i gave Riggnarok a fake name in the age of modern man #his fake name is Casimir bc its easier than people giving him shit for how supposedly weird his real name is #also since we dont know how old he is during the AOM to the AOMM #i did some calculating for both he and Eddie #So far i have Eddies made up birthday #August 28 1987 #yes its 1987 bc in this piece its around i wanna sayyyy hmm 2000??? maybe might be 1999 #by the time 2009 rolls around hes at least in his 20s #and yes he looks far older in the actual game and most likely is #i pretty much chose the easier route with this one bc math is hard and i hate it #im still struggling w/ Riggnarok so i just chose something temp until i can do the math later #but so far i think that by the time Eddie is in his 20s Riggnarok will be in his late 50s #we dont know what caused his death wanna say old age but idk thats too easy of an answer for me #i havent slept yet so my brain is like RAUGHHRARARAR and im trying to figure this shit out but i CANT

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valkysrie · 3 months ago

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i miss 2020 when i was unemployed and played animal crossing all day :-(

#well until august 2020 #i was still depressed but at least i didnt have a 9-5 😭#personal

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uchiha-gaeshi · 29 days ago

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I’m going to be reblogging some posts on how to use Tumblr. I thought I reblogged them before, but apparently I made them private posts :/. I must spread the good news

#how to tumblr #tumblr ettiquette #at least upcoming #I’ll also be pinning links to those posts in my intro #I already have one linked #but I posted those on my blog privately like back in August and forgot about them until just now #I am by no means an expert but these helped me level up from a lurker to a yapper #you don’t have to be a yapper tho #anywho #uchiha-gaeshi ramblings #txt

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hepbaestus · 4 months ago

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:3

#I've got so many ideas for oneshots it's insane #like just listening to a random song from 2017 gave me an idea for a fic #I've got so many wips that'll likely tide me over until at least the new year #<- that is if i actually have time to write for things outside of my dissertation #the idea from the song is angsty as all hell too #but yeah #I'm (hopefully) ready to get writing by the 12th of August #hep thoughts #hep writing thoughts

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stillfruit · 2 months ago

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i love not knowing if i'll ever be healthy again i love all of the time i've used to move my body become nothing i love spending my adulthood wasting away year after year for various reasons baby!

#i know i'm being dramatic and privileged etc etc right now but i hate living like this #i probably had covid in the beginning of august and since then my heart and lungs have just been fucked #so now i'm probably looking at at least 2 years of long covid and maybe permanent neurological damage #could i be lucky and get better in few more months? maybe. do i believe that will happen? no. optimistically maybe next summer id be better #my symptoms are not that bad considering what i know other people have suffered but at the same time that makes it feel not real #otherwise i'm pretty much fine except i feel like fainting alot after standing up or excerting myself and anything beyond walking #spikes my hr to 160 and right now even laying down my hr is around 80. this comes with the associated shortness of breath etc #what fucks me up about this is that my normal hr is low with my rhr being under 50bpm and i'm physically active #so basically i've went from regular running and half marathons being no issue to not being able to jog 1km at the slowest pace possible #without spiking my hr to zone 4 #so now with the recovery time of this being however long if properly ever i'll have to basically start all over again with everything #i biked to the grocery store yesterday and that took me out for the rest of the day because my heart rate just didn't go down afterwards #outwards i look fine and i wouldn't be as affected if sports and moving wasn't a part of my life and relationships but it is #i've read studies about recovery times and a lot of them don't feel applicable because the test groups are either very different from me #based on the baseline health info such as activity levels or they're elite atheletes which i am not #some have given me hope that keeping my hr under like 130 by doing activities like walking until maybe someday things get better works #but who knows and even if it does this will be yet another thing that takes the littlest bits of muscle tissue i have on me away once again #because besides deconditioning muscle loss is yet another symptom. so i will be even weaker than i am right now #i don't know how much of what i'm experiencing in terms of mental effects is from anxiety over my physical health and how much is brainfog #but we'll see i'll just have to start walking a lot every day and keep up with simple and slow strenght training so i'll want to die less #i don't think my family will ever properly understand because almost all of them are athletes and the one who isn't never does any excercis #so either i just look like i'm weak but i was always weak so it's not a big deal or my experience isn't really that important #this is so so so pathetic both my reaction and the issue but it's difficult to not feel this way especially with the uncertainty #shit talking

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simcardiac-arrested · 3 months ago

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people change like the tides in the ocean

#august 4: idk im just not cut out for this podcast thing it’s so hard to pay attention and focus and it’s really just not a medium for me #august 24: I can stop whenever i want. one more episode🤤#crammerposting #it’s crazy there’s so many podcasts on my list already LMAO but i need to restrain myself at least until uni starts #so that i’ll have something to keep me going through the horrors #frankly im starting to think the whole death of youtube thing was just america’s evil plan to get me into podcasts specifically

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clowndensation · 3 months ago

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*guy who MUST work at this job for at least another 2 months, but should really work it until next august voice* <- he is speechless due to the toxic miasma that surrounds him

#i MUST work at least another 2 months for contractual financial obligation reasons #i really really really should work until next april because i'm moving then #and i want the proof of steady income for that specific transaction #i MAY need to work past april depending on when my top surgery is going to get scheduled so that i have health insurance #and at that point i SHOULD just stay until next august to maximize getting paid #argh.

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clown-prince-of-gay · 3 months ago

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Hey Y'all!! I might have to take a little break from posting art for the forseeable future,

Nothing's wrong, I'm just getting ready for a little move, and my normal drawing program crashed and won't start up properly--- (At least until I get a new program up and running and I have more time to work on art)

I'll still reblog some of my favourites! and for general random thoughts I have my sideblog, @the-prince-rambles

#prince's decree #announcement #its ok!! i just have to put a pause on making new stuff.#at least until the end of August.

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ssspringroll · 4 months ago

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Oh my god. ok. we're already at that next follower milestone. ok

well i guess i will get that preset request info post set up tomorrow. start thinking up your preset requests i guess :P

#i wont have time to work on it until at least august 😓#but that gives yall some time to make requests i suppose so it aint all bad #simoleon

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