#but I guess that was a lie too
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got my heart broken on friday the 13th
ain’t that just poetic
#making valentines day plans the day before#texting me that he loved me the morning of#i don't know what's worse#that he said it knowing it was a lie#or that he said it with his plan already in motion#either way#I thought I was done getting my heart broken#but I guess that was a lie too
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remus is very unimpressed, sirius is very happy :)
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#i spent like 1.5 hours on this that i definitely should have spent studying instead considering i have an exam tomorrow :')))))#anyway enjoy it extra hard to wish me luck please#remus lupin#remus lupin fanart#harry potter#harry potter fanart#marauders#marauders fanart#Hp#My art#marauders era#Mine#he was supposed to look like a malnourished noodle but i failed at that#and didnt have the time to actually put effort into it#Ive not gone through the process of letting it lie around for a couple days tp find all thr mistakes#So noe im already spotting them but its too late to fix#(Or rather. You guessed ir. I domt have thr timr)#Like the first one is fime but i have several issues with thr second one#But oh welllllllll who cares yolo and all tht jazz
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"This is a talisman I invented myself – it makes it so that no one can move more than four meters away from you. How is it? Isn't it interesting?"
#The Untamed#Wangxian#Lan Zhan#Lan Wangji#CDrama#Fan Art#This is what I call 'going for the jugular'#You're welcome#The file is called 'Come Back' on my computer#Because I'm a glutton for punishment apparently#This has been a WIP since 2020#But I decided to finish it before this year ended#Because I liked it too much to abandon it#Though I won't lie#It absolutely breaks my heart#Enjoy I guess? xD
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i cant stress how much joy i get from doodling magneto as A Dramatic Comic Book Villain i cannot even lie to you chat
#wip#you guys like wips. im never posting another one again <- this is a lie#rb if you want ig idk#snap sketches#he looks like a fuckass beetle with those horns i love him#i was just gonna post the pose but the fuckass dialogue is necessary. i love it when he talks like that i cant stand him#i usually dont post wips cause i love surprises but idk if im gonna finish this#maybe i will. there's more to this its a dumb comic referencing issue 18 again VJAELKJVKLAJ#but anywayt. Yeah <3#big fan of how his dramatic ass was reasoned to be erik putting on a show to act as a 'lightning rod'#well good job girlfriend you definitely put on a show. only problem is i love you#one of these days i am just gonna make a magneto doodle page of dramatic poses or something#also hi charles. youre here too. obviously.#ok bye i have to be in class i guess#if i post a proper drawing later today or tomorrow it'll be a miracle
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You do get the sense that the fallout of Roger's death and the Roger pirates disbanding not so much traumatized Buggy and Shanks indifferent ways but instead generated such drastically different reactions to the trauma.
While the trauma of everything seemed to push Shanks into the future, always constantly waiting for something, putting plans on hold and then later in place, for this great moment, this great coming that he sees on the Horizon. For Buggy it rooted him firmly in the past keeping him trapped in this grief masquerading as anger.
While Roger's death forced Shanks to grow up fast, it kind of arrested Buggy's development keeping him stuck in those same feelings, rooted int that same place.
You get the sense that Buggy's whole east blue schtick is just one long overdue rebellious phase one big fuck you to Roger and his ideals. He's rebelling against Roger's principles. One of their rules was don't steal from innocent people and Buggy was keeping a whole town in poverty. If Roger and Luffy's pirating styles are diametrically opposed to someone like Blackbeard, who might be the most literal pirate in the entire series, then buggy is the parody of that Blackbeard piratism. He is playing up cruelty, being the most piratey pirate possible, hell he's literally a clown on a stage. It's all a show! It's his own special way of trying to "get back at Roger" of trying to discard everything Roger taught him for this overacted, over exaggerated clownish cruelty. Mentally he never left that execution square. He is still 15, alone and scared.
Hell he literally never left either, while I'm pretty sure Shanks' booked it out of the east blue as fast as he could, Buggy never lef, might have never left, if not for Luffy. It's part of why Luffy bothers him so much, he's just like Roger everything that Buggy is trying hard to forget and here comes this kid, whose never even met the Captain but is wearing his hat, shoving it right back in his face.
It makes sense that he never leaves the east blue till Luffy literally forces him out of it (fucking with Luffy gets him captured and imprisoned) and it makes sense that it's Luffy that literally breaks him out of prison, literally sets him free, and on the path to greatness that maybe he was always meant to achieve (even if he trips his way into it). This boy that is tragically so much like his old captain but so beautifully unabashedly himself, is what Buggy needs to start letting go off the past, to start trying to move forward.
Maybe that's why Buggy, at what could arguably be described as his lowest moment, gets the strength to free himself from his own self imprisonment, realizing that even back then he was locking himself away and pinning his own dreams on Shanks. And, maybe for the first time ever, Buggy really own his dream. He declares to his tormentors and his crew and the entire world that; actually He wants to find the one piece, him, as captain of his own crew, this crew, not just a part of someone else's. That's his dream and he's willing to turn the world upside down to do it.
#Buggy for Pirate king 2024#I can't lie I believe that he might actually do it. It might be just for the bit and just for a few seconds but he'll do it!#No where else for him to trip up too#I think it's great that yeah Luffy liberates kingdoms in all these big ways#but from the beginning of the story in all these little ways he's been setting people free and in his own little way he set Buggy free too#my favorite thing recently has been dissecting all the ways in which how the roger pirating handling of everything ruined these boys lives#honestly not just them judging from what we've seen it's the whole crew cause Rayleigh's defiantly not doing okay#Buggy has such middle child syndrome despite being the exact same age as Shanks and not having a younger sibling#like of course he was going to feel like he had to fall under Shanks Shanks probably felt chosen by god it's hard not to feel second to tha#This feels more like a collection of thoughts than the cohesive essay I was going for#but I guess that's what happens when you literally only have a collection of thoughs#It took me a while but I actually fuck with the star clown#buggy the star clown#buggy pirates#buggy the clown#buggy one piece#one piece analysis#character analysis#shanks#red haired shanks#cross guild#roger pirates#gol d. roger#monkey d. luffy#buggy#shanks and buggy#one piece#one piece thoughts#one piece meta#op
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I think the world is so wonderful... (Patreon)
#My art#Handplates#UT#Papyrus#I have not been able to get this idea out of my head for like - days now lol#It's only solidified the more I read! Heck!!#I dunno if I was necessarily hoping that reading further would point me in another direction but no now this is one of his songs lol#I really like Rugrats Theory actually :) The song of course it's lovely but I even have some nostalgia for the creepypasta haha#Been a while since I read it tho so that's probably just the soft haze of memory talking lol#But the song is still great! I'm partial to the English cover but I like the original as well :)#There are just so many fun lyrics! Especially for Papyrus specifically#''Everything I've been told I believe and yet people that I love just leave'' Gasterrr#''I think I'm old enough to understand so there's no reason to hide from me'' Sanssssssss#Once I returned to the scene of Sans trying to lie to him I just fjdslahfd these lyrics would Not leave me alone lol#I'm also Extremely partial to the second verse surrounding blindness and willful ignorance - his vision problems literal and metaphorical!#I wasn't planning to start a Handplates playlist but I guess by this point it's kinda too late haha#I also tried a different style of shading for this one ♪ Trying to style match a bit hehe#It's fun! Scratchy - tho some of that is from still using my usual brushes lol#I was Very inspired by watching the comic creation playlist - so cool! Very fun to watch and pick up ideas hehe#I knew I forgot something lol dang it - forgot the dash between WDG-2#S'what I get for using pre-plates references :P#For just a quick little thing I'm fairly pleased overall tho :)
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can we PLEASEEEEE talk about nico sturm's white boy swag PLEASE. like what was that. why were the sharks so intensely hiding his white boy swag. "oh we got him for his face offs" WHAT ABOUT HIS WHITE BOY SWAG. imagine if the sharks had not made a holiday music video we would not have never known about nico sturm's insane white boy swag. ik you all are consumed with thing1 and thing2 and also thing3 and thing4 but what was going on with nico sturm in that video, we need to discuss. why was he the only one giving it's big and i know what to do with it energy. ON THE SHARKS?? HELLO
ALSO. cody ceci can't rap nor should he ever again get his ass off the mic but he DID sound like an npr show host. he has the smooth tenor of a man telling me on all songs considered that this all-female octogenarian shoegaze quartet is going to be playing at hardly strictly bluegrass this year. or like a guy who was an overnight host for a classical music station. he's telling me he's got gershwin to accompany me through the cold winter night. he's signing off with an instrumental version of "st. james infirmary" at 6am. he calls his listeners his "lovers" and gets away with it bc the only people who listen to overnight classic music stations are lonely old men and particularly unwell college students. ohhhh cody ceci you're wasted as a dman you should be romancing old men
#HEAVILY REDACTED BUT I FEEL NICO'S BDE IS THE REASON MARIO HAD TO LIE AND SAY HE'D BEEN YAPPING TOO MUCH#guys i woke up so evil this morning i think i spent six solid hours airing my grievances to ko until i realized it was because my feet#were cold and had been all day. went to beryl and said beryl my feet are cold and beryl said well i think wool socks are going to be#better for you in this climate than cotton and i said WHAT DO YOU MEAN I NEED A NEW WARDROBE FOR AN ENTIRELY NEW CLIMATE#like i did have a winter coat and winter boots to be clear but?? so i made a large wool sock purchase and a smaller slippers purchase#and can i state for the record i did live in baltimore for four years over a decade ago when snow was real. i did live in a colder climate#than the bay area winters i have become accustomed to#but looking back i just have no memory of how i survived that. friends from ohio telling me how to dress i guess#keats got a new parka too. but i bought that before i realized i was cold. but if HE'S cold I'M cold#i think ko heard like every complaint under the sun. i think i invented new things to be cheesed off at as i was going#except the 15 minute interlude where i turned to k and popped off about how the sharks treat goosh#but if i start talking about that again the sap center is in danger of becoming a new feature in the wetlands#fine i will be brave and say it. i think nico said ok if you lost your adhd fidget toy (phone) then i will give you a new one (his dick)#BYE. BYE#fresno oilers.txt#my feet are cold :(#fresno oilers.write
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As field agents, to them, headquarters was like a refuge or even home—the sanctuary they returned to after the job. - on the way to a smile
#ff7#final fantasy vii#ffedit#ffgraphics#ffgifs#*ff7#my gifs#reno#rude#tseng#i am a simple chilly. i read any line about the turks thinking about shinra related things as family or home or Needing It and i scream#not going to lie one of my favorite parts about crisis core was wandering the shinra building#i wish that we had seen more of them in there apart from tseng but i guess they do be out there in the field a lot#i had to improvise after my initial layout plan didn't work and i am too tired to think about it more so here you go turks fandom#the full paragraph is really good too but it felt too lighthearted for the caption since we are in full plate drop angst in this set
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Had the cutest realization last night- so there's a saying we have in English meaning to get something done by any means necessary. It specifically includes dishonest methods, such as violence or lying. So when you're willing to resort to that kind of thing to achieve your goals, you say you're going to do something
"by hook or by crook"
#honkai star rail#Hook because her name is literally Hook and Sampo because he can claim innocence all he wants he's still a crook fjkdsjal#I'm sure this is just coincidence BUT STILL#IT ONLY FURTHER CEMENTS THEM AS A DYNAMIC DUO FOR ME#they're so cute and I love them so much one of my fave pairs fr UWEH#they are literally 'by hook or by crook' in this screenshot too fjkdasjk#this was from Hook's companion quest where Hook literally beats a man unconscious for stealing from her dad-#-and then Sampo promptly helps her lie for profit which she is grateful to him for#I hope they become shady business partners in the future jfkdlasjfkld#I mean I'm pretty sure they already kind of conduct business together. The Moles see and hear everything in the underworld after all.#They're essentially information brokers and Hook is their leader.#When Sampo joins a party with Hook already there he comments that he guesses they're gonna play hardball today.#Which could be interpreted as physical fighting since Hook obvs has no problem with violence and sneaks into the Fragmentum a lot haha but-#-personally I love to think it's a comment on Sampo and Hook having business negotiations. I hope she extorts him for candy and toys fjkfjd#honkai star rail sampo#honkai star rail hook#hsr#hsr sampo#hsr hook#sampo koski
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Catch me being super emotional and sappy on this Monday morning. Anyway I'm so so so glad I got into One Piece, I don't regret it for a single second, I'm so mad that it took me this long to finally sit down and watch it bc now it's been what. 3 months? And I'm 400+ episodes in. I've never watched 400 episodes of anything before (except maybe Pokeani) and I thought it would feel like a chore but now I'm SO fucking addicted I can't get enough. The story is so good the pacing is so good the characters are SO good I can't help but get attached and scream and jump for joy and cry my heart out (and worry my roommates downstairs with all my yelling but. You know) because it's just EVERYTHING. The found family, the power one goofy kid has to topple kingdoms, to make friends with anyone and everyone he meets, to completely destroy anybody who hurts his nakama, to rid his crew of all their burdens and chains that bind them to their traumatic pasts. I'm going to fucking explode I love One Piece so much. And maybe I'm 20 years too late to the party but I'm here and this series has its claws in me so deep that I couldn't leave even if I wanted to. And there's people here who have been fans for years and years and YEARS at this point who are OP Veterans and you've all been so sweet and kind and nice and it makes me want to cry. GOD DAMMIT. Banging my head against the wall all these emotions ARE going to make me blow up. I love you Monkey D Luffy I love you One Piece
#AGHGHGH!!! AHAHGHGHGHGHSHFDFDSFSDDSA#I was looking at fanart last night and going absolutely bonkers with the NEED to create#Me: I need to draw 11218583295873294 different OP fanarts RIGHT this instant#The emotions were too much man. I literally had to lie down for a second. LMAO#One Piece#Really REALLY wish I had gotten into the series sooner but. Better late than never :")#I guess I picked a good time bc of all the revival stuff happening with OPLA and the reboot anyway? Lol#Rolls on the floor#I love my skrunklies so much. Blows kisses to the entire Strawhat crew#Shima speaks#Shut UP Shima. Sorry I needed to be annoying for two seconds.
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What do you mean i have college classes??? I cant just rot in my room and obsess over patti lupone???
#this is so fucked up#like fineeee i guess ill lock in#thats a lie im still gonna be staying up late talking about and watching patti#i took this break a lil too seriously#patti lupone#lilia calderu#avis amberg
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thank you for the boob window marvel rivals
#lin lie#my art#completed art#sword master#marvel rivals#dont look at the first piece for too long i dont like it#but haha. guess who thought arcane was gonna be their next big thing before immediately getting dragged back to hell
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morning toddheads
#look he did have fun#he liked it#*walter white voice* he liked it. he was good at it#you know what i do think he loved her a little bit too#final scene is so sad#everything faaaaalllllsss apaaaart#i guess when i say i don't think sweenett is love#i do think they love each other in their ways#but the lie about lucy is so enormous#so central#to have lucy still alive and badly needing help#and have nellie continuously hide that from a man who is GRIEVING HIS WIFE#and trying to avenge her#it bothers me a lot#so i think the betrayal at her lying to him is multifold#it's not just you LIED to me#it's YOU lied to me#i thought you were on my side#all our confidences and tender moments had this lie beneath it#who are you#even#idk. i'm writing my fanfic and im in my feelings#their relatinoship is so complicated#what is love anyway#WHAT IS IS LOVE#baby don't throw me in the oven#in the oven#anymore#text post meme#sweenett
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would have liked to see more of the consequences of dirks time at blackwing pls :((
#like no one spends 2 months being essential tortured and come out of it basically physically fine#like obviously there was a lot of mental stuff too but they actually talked about it#guy was being ELECTROCUTED??? and had no sunlight and barely slept (sounds like me tbh) and a whole bunch of other stuff#and he jumped out of that car perfeclty fine (mostly)#idk just seeing some sort of thing would have been cool i guess#missed opportunity for fainting whump… just joking haha who said that what huh where#this art is just an excuse to rant ok im done i promise please ignore this post aaarghgh#going to delete tomorrow probably maybe perhaps (lie)#dghda
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“It’s cold." “I know. I know, but we’re going to be alright. Do you hear me? You’re alright now. You’re going to be okay.” “I want to go home.” “We can’t go back home. We’re—we’re orphans now, remember? Nobody’s waiting for us back there.”
#this is technically art for my fic so it gets the tag:#silvacegreengardens#I love drawing backgrounds (lie)#my art#fernart#for once I'm feeling pretty proud of this one??? wild#guess that's what happens when I try for a full illustration every once in a while lol#rip to that plant specifically though. abstract shapes be upon ye#the owl house#caleb wittebane#philip wittebane#wittebros#toh fanart#eventually I'm going to post a short green gardens companion fic that explains what Caleb's going through bc it's a Lot#oh rip to the blanket and left hand too. definitely did not try incorporating them as well as I could have. ah well#the focus for this was color and expression anyway#bummer that it's so dark but I couldn't figure out how to get the ambience otherwise and I refuse to shoot reference of myself#dripping wet and sitting in a dark place with vague overhead ambient lighting#you should've seen how Caleb's feet looked in the initial sketch. HUGE. boy came straight out of kingdom hearts
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read in 2024: anthologies
Everything Under The Moon
Heartwood: Non-binary Tales of Sylvan Fantasy
Inara: Light of Utopia
Fifty Beasts To Break Your Heart
Thyme Travellers
Faeries Never Lie
#read in 2024#anthologies#Everything Under The Moon#Inara: Light of Utopia#Fifty Beasts To Break Your Heart#Thyme Travellers#i am not a big anthology person but i read a few!#also i just got too lazy to review faeries never lie bc i didn't have many thoughts i guess but it's p good
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