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With all the Missing Numbers Doodles popping up today, I finally found it in me to actually doodle and not care about how it looked. Anywaysâ
Here is Asterâs Halloween Costume! I didnât color it, but Aster is Little Red Riding Hood and Del is the Werewolf. Heâs not trick-or-treating, by the wayâheâs just handing out king-sized chocolate bars to everyone he passes while walking around!
Itâs not much- Just a goofy little thing to celebrate the holiday. Happy Halloween, everyone!
(Psst-! Hey, @100nebulas ! Starry! I know itâs not a lot, but I promised! Hereâs your small dose of Aster content :])
#Yippee!! I did a thing!#FINALLY-#A part of me is wondering if I should ramble about the Sanctuary AU a little bitâŠ#Screw it why not?-#SO-! In Sanctuary all of the major holidays exist and are celebrated (Ex: Thanksgiving Christmas Fourth of July Halloween etc etc)#However because my AU is essentially set up to be one massive town/city/community#EVERYBODY celebrates things together in the form of what I can only call gigantic festivals#The denizens of Sanctuary (Yes the town is called Sanctuary too- Iâm not good at naming things but it was what I wanted the place to be)#go ALLLL out on holidays- especially Christmas where they decorate the city centre like something straight out of a Disney Christmas film#Other holidays donât slack though- There are games and vendor stalls and fresh food being made and just all around a community-#coming together to make something special and beautiful. Friends. Found Family. Coworkers. Neighbors. Everybody cares about everybodyâ#The people who live in Sanctuary didnât always have the best lives#So most go out of their way to ensure that the newcomers really feel that sense of hope and belonging that Sanctuary was built to provide.#Hence why Aster doesnât do tricks on Halloweenâhe just goes around giving out the best candy he can find to everyone he sees!#Even on spooky holidays everyone deserves to smileâthatâs what he thinks. He especially likes to give out candy to people heâs never seen-#before (which is rare mind you-) so that he can make sure that they know someone cares about them.#Thats all for now though- maybe Iâll write more another time haha#Hopefully my rambling isnât too nonsensical-
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pertaining to the idea of tenaxâs band of strays i do think itâs touching that the kids are the ones who saved him and waited outside the door to make sure heâs okay. for all tenax claims to be harsh and cruel itâs a fine indicator of his character that the kids wonât rest without him and are there every time heâs in danger.
#AND I CANâT FUCKING BELIEVE I HAD THEM STEALING THEIR WAY OMTO#THE PLATFORMS WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN oh i love being right#also that all the kids are there watching when he kills the guy whose name i forget because i simply cannot hold names in my brain but the#evil one. who i was like oh thank GOD he died i was so sick of this plot he kept killing everyone & i screeched when he almost got claudia#something something calla saying âyouâre not a child anymoreâ about tenaxâs cruelty to the brothers (which in my twisted narratives. sorry.#thereâs only one scorpus who KNEW the child tenax was. the child heâs still healing and caring for. all of the children whose eyes he looks#into and sees a hurt thatâs just like his? the children tenax saved whether heâll admit it or not? scorpus saved him. and thatâs all)#(also this is a terrible thing to say i knew it about but like. oh i knew it about the master of the house. tenax making sure NO ONE#touches the kids or does anything with them really but Claudia and himâthe people he trusts which also now includes calla but he makes sure#itâs someone he knows. also do we have a claudia backstory??? or would i just get to invent a reason why sheâs there and what sheâs doing#and why sheâs so loyal to tenax. did she also see the child he was and thatâs why sheâs so protective of him but also why she gets along#with calla so well because the two of them see how heâs festered in that. like calla fully has the rights here i think she should rip him a#new one for his lack of decency and good qualities he can be corrupt without being cruel yâknow. and he should be called out on his#peter pan ass behavior youâre not a child!! there are such consequences!!! dream a little bigger a little kinder!!! change the dream you#made up with scorpus when you were a young angry teenager and make it fit who you are NOW. the life you want NOW not the life you thought#you should have & deserved. what did you learn from growing up. what changed. what do you need now & what do you want. not the same things#and i too wish that this was 30k and covered their entire backstory#BUT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION of i also need it to be 100k canon-divergent (presumably. iâm only through episode eight. but i canât imagine#that they will follow the plot EYE would write because they need to have a second season & you canât have that without conflict which means#titus overthrown scorpus is gonna die metaphorically or literally etc etc the gold faction in shambles but technically triumphant with#domitian on the throne and tenax in a position of patrician power accepted into their society but still not equal and happy. whereas lmao#domitian youâre getting shipped off to some other city because your plot to overthrow titus failed and yet he is merciful enough he wonât#kill you he just sends you and hermes together (at which point over the months long journey you forgive and re-learn each other bc titus#didnât know of the betrayal he thought it would be kind to send your (ex-)lover with you. do we see how this works perfectly) & tenax falls#back into the underworld where he now knows he belongs because blood is everything except when it isnât. when he realizes what he has is#worth more. no matter if the blood he has is tainted or patrician the blood oath he swore with scorpus iron on their tongues means more.#callaâs split lip defending him and their winnings. kwaameâs blood on the hard packed sand of the arena fighting to stay alive and to come#home to them. the fire in auraâs cheeks when she laughs at ivy. SURPRISEEEE EVERY NARRATIVE IS A FOUND FAMILY I GUESS IT SPRUNG ON ME TOO.#and tenax doesnât mind a little dirt and bribery every now and then. doesnât aspire to former heights and shining brilliant out of shadows.#the gaudiness of gold &flash of foolsâ dreams. YES CAN I FINALLY PLS GET MY BLACK FACTION TO REPLACE THE ILL-FATED GOLD THATLL COLLAPSE W/D
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â THE FOUR TIMES YOUR NEIGHBOR TRIES TO HOOK UP WITH YOU AND THE ONE TIME HE SUCCEEDS !! â
⧠pairing: uncle! sukuna x neighbor! reader
⧠summary: you had grown up next door to the itadoris, but you never had met their uncle. and for good reason, he had spent the majority of his life in and out of jail. but now he was finally out, and he only had one goal in mind -- getting you in his bed.
⧠warnings: 18+, nsfw, smut, modern au, uncle sukuna, degradation (slut, whore, brat), freshly out from jail sukuna, implied age gap (sukuna probably like late 30s / early 40s, reader is like mid twenties), wet dreams (f!), masturbation (f! +m!), dom!sukuna, sub!reader, dirty talk, oral (f + m), spanking (f!receiving), fingering (f! receiving), sex (p in v), creampie, orgasm delay (f! receiving), implied multiple rounds, swearing, fanart found on pinterest (let me know if you know the og artist)
⧠w/c: 8,939
You were a pretty little thing.Â
Thatâs what he thought when he first saw you. And when he saw you smile, his second thought was â how could he have you?Â
You were the girl next door. Literally. Grew up next to the Itadori family, you watched the brat on weekends, helped around the house after the mom had left, and even slept over some nights in the guest room.Â
The very room you were in now, pinned underneath him, legs spread as your cunt gushed as if you had been the one doing time instead of him.Â
âFuck, girl, did the boys your age not fuck you properly?â He clicks his tongue, the glint of his piercing in the low light of the moonlight that illuminated the barest hint of the room. It was by that light that you could not only see the way his lips curled into a smirk as his hand came down on your needy pussy, but the noticeable bulge in his pants, âgânna have to fix that,â as he thumbs meanly at your swollen clit, âIâll have you screaming my name soon enough.âÂ
âAre the cookies almost done?â Yuji asked, rubbing the back of his head, squinting at the cookies through the oven window, trying to make sense of what he was seeing, âsure youâre not burning them?âÂ
âI know how to bake cookies, Yu,â you roll your eyes, as you clean the counters off of the flour and bits of dough and sugar that smeared the surface, âwhy are you so impatient anyway?âÂ
âHe wants to leave before the wrecking ball blows through, and you should do that same,â Choso adds, emerging from his room with a yawn, and you tilt your head, his gaze slides to Yuji, âshe doesnât know?âÂ
Yuji shakes his head, âI thought Dad wasââÂ
Choso glances at you, gesturing to his face to tell you that you had something on your own, before his eyes slide back to his younger brother, âYou know Jin can barely remember to tell us, much lessââÂ
You cross your arms, wiping the flour and sugar from your cheek, but you only manage to make it worse, âCan you guys just tell me instead of having an argument about who should have told me?âÂ
Yuji sighed, leaning against the counter, elbow propped up as he held his head up with his fist flat against his chin, âMy dadâs brother is coming to stay for us for the summer,âÂ
âYour uncle?â and you miss the way Yuji grimaces at the question, too busy pulling on oven mitts, âYour dadâs great â I canât imagine your uncle being any different,â you pull the cookies from the oven, swatting Yujiâs hand as he tries to take one off the still burning rack, âyouâll burn yourself, just wait,âÂ
Your own family was scattered here and there now â and the Itadoris had been like your own family as you grew up â Jin was like a second dad to you, he had always looked after you, even after you had graduated from college. The quiet man didnât say much but he did a lot, and you couldnât imagine his brother being much different.Â
And then the door swung open, a large man caught in the backlight of the summer sun, casting a long shadow across the entryway made your breath stick in your chest as if it was where it belonged â pinned under his mere presence.Â
âLooks like youâve done nothing to change the place, did you?â He takes a step or two in and finally his body is cast into view â tattoos bound like ribbons against his skin, muscles are heavy cords that look more monstrous than human â as no human should be as hulking as he was. But that was nothing compared to his face itself â black tattoos lining both sides of his face in an intricate pattern that stole your breath from your lungs, while his eyes were black holes that cut right through you than at you, a flicker of flames burning underneath, âtch, brat, take my things upââ he tosses the duffle bag slung over his shoulder at Yuji who catches it with a glare, before his gaze slides to Choso, âand heâs still here?âÂ
âDonât be rude to my son and his brother, Sukuna,â Jin sighed, entering behind him as he shut the door, âChoso is welcome, and donât forget youâre a guest here,â he takes the bag from his son, and takes it upstairs instead.Â
And Sukunaâs gaze finally falls on you. Itâs heavy, the sharp tip of a sword tracing every inch of your body as it circled its weak points â his eyes lingers on the curves of your body â and perhaps the points he liked too.Â
âAnd whoâs this?â he jerks his head towards you gruffly, as if you couldnât answer yourself.Â
You say your name, âIâm their neighbor,â and he nods, eyes darting to Choso, his body growing tense, as he gritted his teeth, but Sukuna was only all smiles, he took steps forward. You canât help but avert your gaze, as he approaches, fingers outstretched, a slight flinch but itâs gone soon enough.Â
You glance up, and find him taking a bite of one of your cookies, tongue darting out to lick the chocolate from his lips, âsweet,â he devours it, ânot bad, brat,â and he leans close again to grab another, âbut probably not as sweet as you.âÂ
And your eyes widen, as he bears no reaction, except for a small smirk that graces his lips, as he follows his brother upstairs, âYou better not be fucking around in my things,âÂ
You donât hear Jinâs reply, still utterly consumed by what just happened.Â
âYou okay? Heâs just like that,â Choso murmurs, âhe wonât bother you, I promise,âÂ
âNo, no, Iâm okay,â your lips curl in an offer of reassurance, but youâre sure it falls flat, as your eyes glance back at the stairs.Â
And that was your first time meeting Sukuna.Â
But far from your last. Â
The next time you saw him was at a summer barbecue the Itadoris always had to kick off summer break. And most of your time was spent chatting with Choso and kicking Yujiâs ass at Mario Kart, until it grew dark, and Choso was stuck carrying a slightly tipsy Yuji inside.
You laid back in the patio chair, scrolling on your phone to the symphony of cicadas filling the silence, the smoke from the barbecue still lingering in the night â and then you hear the creak of the back door open.Â
âYou want another drink, Choso?âÂ
âIâd love a drink, girl,â and your eyes snap over to spot Sukuna, standing with hands tucked into his pockets, a black tank you assumed was several sizes too small.Â
âSure,â you say, slipping from your chair, âbut we only have the mix for a sex on the beach,â and his eyes find yours, a ghost of a gruff chuckle on his lips.Â
âSounds perfect if itâs from you, sweetheart,â and you have to suppress the urge to roll your eyes â he may be nice to look at, but he isnât smooth, you make the drink in relative silence. Until you sense his presence behind you, your head whipping back to find him looming, your breath caught in your throat.Â
âUhââÂ
âJust wanted to see a master bartender at work, you seem like you really know what youâre doing, with, whatâs the drink called again?â And you force yourself to look forward, ignoring the weird mix of his musk and alcohol, with the clink of the ice cubes against the glsd breaking the silence.Â
âSex on the beach,â you offer it to him, and fuck, you donât like it â donât like him and his smug grin, the way your eyes canât pull away from his, the way your heart clenched, and the way you wanted nothing more than to wipe the smug smile on off his face.Â
âGood girl,â he plucks the drink from you, his fingers brushing yours, âwant to have one with me?âÂ
And you almost find yourself saying yes, find yourself buckling under the heat of his gaze and the summer humidity that clings to your skin and strangles the sense from your head â and you canât help but think how nice those fingers of his would feel around your neckâ
âNo, no, I probably should head home. Itâs lateââ and just then the back door opens again, Choso standing in the doorway, âChoso, whereâs Yu?âÂ
âI got him to bed. Come on, Iâll walk you home,â and you nod, grabbing your bag with a slight nod to Sukuna before disappearing inside, and you donât catch the way your best friend glares at Sukuna.Â
And you donât see the way Sukuna stares at you as you walk away either.Â
The third time you meet Sukuna is a few nights later â and it wasnât for lack of trying to avoid him.Â
âCan I have some popcorn?â you ask, eyes still glued to the TV, a movie that the two of you had seen a million times before during movie night, âChoso?â you glance over at him, but heâs staring off into space, âhello?â you nudge him, and he finally comes to.Â
âSorry, what?â And you sigh, leaning over and grabbing the popcorn bowl, âsorry I was justââ he shakes his head, ânothing,âÂ
âYouâre so convincing,â and you see a flush crawl up his neck, âCâmon, whatâs bothering you?âÂ
You toss a pillow at Choso, the pillow bouncing off his face to land in his lap, the glow of the TV in his dark bedroom giving you enough light to see the glare on his face, âCho, youâve been brooding all night â did Yuji call you by your name instead of big brother?âÂ
He scoffs, âI only got upset about that once,â or twice or maybe ten times, âitâs Sukuna. Heâs been really grating on my nerves,â and your eyebrows knit together, as you put the volume of the TV down.Â
âWhat has he done?â and Choso hesitates, several emotions flicker across his face before a stoic look glazes over his face, as he presses his hand to his lips, âyou can tell meââÂ
Thereâs a knock at the door, and Yuji sticks his head in, âHey, Dad has to sleep now for a meeting, so move to the living room,â and you throw popcorn at him, but he only catches one or two in his mouth and leaves.Â
You sigh, âI should probably just go home anyway, I have to get some sleep,â you glance at Choso, who is fascinated with his floor all of a sudden, âyou okay?â He moves to get up, but you shake your head, âjust chill, Iâll walk back.âÂ
He opens his mouth to argue, but shuts it, âIâm fine, just get home safe okay?â
You snort, âthink Iâll be fine walking the ten feet to my door,â you grab your things, âIâll see you tomorrow,âÂ
And you close the door softly, turning to head up the hallway and out of the house, bag slung over your shoulder, and youâre turning the corner, when you nearly crash into someone.Â
A hand curls around your wrist to steady you, âYou should watch where youâre going, brat,â and your eyes flit up to find a dark gaze looking back down at you, lips curled in a small grin, âdonât know what youâll find wandering these halls,âÂ
You pull your arm away, âIâm pretty familiar with these halls and what wanders them,âÂ
âNot all of them,â the low tone of his voice sends a shiver down your spine, as you brush past him, avoiding his piercing gaze, cutting through you with practiced ease, âwhat were you doing here so late anyway?â You ignore him as you go to grab your shoes, but find them missing.Â
âHave you seen my shoes?â and he only tilts his head, arms crossed, muscles inked with tattoos that littered up and down, and you knew he could pin you down with barely an ounce of effort.Â
âMaybe answer my question and Iâll tell you,â and your lips twist into a scowl, as you begin to look around, checking the coat closet, under the couch, âwas he really that bad?â And his question makes you pause, âthe cursed brat, in bed? Did he not do the job for you?âÂ
You haul yourself to your feet, âWhat is your problem?âÂ
And his expression is as milquetoast as ever, as if he had asked you about the weather as opposed to asking if you had fucked your best friend, âYou donât have to be fucking sensitive, itâs just a question,â he runs his painted nails through his dyed cropped hair, low light glinting off the black sheen, âunless it was that bad,âÂ
âFuck off,â you scoff, trying to walk past him but he blocks you, âwhat?âÂ
âMaybe Iâll help you find your shoes, if you have a drink with me,â and you cross your arms.Â
âDid you go to jail for stealing? Because with all those muscles and tattoos, Iâm surprised you werenât caught sooner,â and heâs leaning closer, breath warming your lips and your blood alike, boiling under your skin as if he had set you on fire without lying a single finger on you.Â
âDidnât take you to be one to admire me, little one, after all, Iâm just your neighborsâ uncle arenât I? Jailbird, criminal, fucking lowlife, right? And his fingers ghost over your jaw, âbut I donât see you pulling away, do I?âÂ
And you arenât. But why arenât you? Every brain cell is telling you to fucking run, but your body wants nothing more than to lean into his touch, to give in, let yourself be engulfed by himâ
The creak of the door has you jumping back, âhey, you forgot your shoesââ Choso starts, and his gaze snaps between you and Sukuna.Â
âThanks, Cho,â you slip past Sukuna, grabbing your shoes, âi was wondering what I did with them,â you step into your shoes, cheeks still burning as you canât quite meet your best friendâs eyes, âIâll see you tomorrow,âÂ
And youâre gone without another word, the silence of your exit hanging overhead as the screen door clicks closed behind you. Sukuna watches you leave, and as he turns heâs met with a glare from Choso.Â
Sukuna only gives a gruff chuckle, walking past as he lets his shoulder bump against Chosoâs, âWhat are you fucking looking at?âÂ
And now he had visited you in your dreams too.Â
âSâfucking wet,â Sukuna has you pinned down with one hand, face hovering over your drenched cunt, as he toyed with it, tugging your folds apart to let some of your pre drip onto your bedspread, âfucking slut, you were begging for this, werenât you?âÂ
And a thick digit sinks into you with little resistance, making your back arch as pleasure rips up your spine, âfuck off,â you manage, between pants.Â
âI know, brat, thatâs what Iâm trying to do,â he laughs, as he works a second finger inside you with practiced ease, âlike I was made to fuck this cunt open, my fingers are already fucking drenched, and all Iâve done is open you up,â and to punctuate his point, heâs scissoring his fingers to stretch your walls out, dragging against them, as your mouth falls open in a silent moan.Â
âA-ah, pleaseââ and heâs grinning now, a purr as he leans down to meet your blown out gaze. His fingers begin to fuck you open, his thumb rubbing against your clit as your body rocked against his hand. And a grunt has you looking at him, only to see him palming his erection, slit dripping with precum, âSukuna, pleaseââÂ
âKnew youâd be a good girl fâme, good little slut gonna break my fingers in two,â and his other hand spanks your clit, ânow cum,âÂ
And you do, muscles clenching as you do, a cry of his name on your lips that does nothing but stroke his ego, your orgasm soaking his hand. Eyes fluttering open to find him licking your release from his fingers, as his other hand undoes his pants and tugs down his boxers, his cock already dragging against your still twitching cunt.Â
âFuck,â you mumble, under your breath, and he only smiles.Â
âNow youâre getting it, baby.âÂ
And your alarm jolts you awake, you stare at your ceiling, watching the ceiling fan spin, while you glance at your side to find nothing but your comforter beside you. Not to mention, as you shifted, feeling the telltale stickiness of your arousal and the dull throbbing of your cunt, the aftermath of your dream â your very wet dream.Â
âFuck,â you say, this time out loud and to no one but yourself. This was going to be a problem, if you let this go on. And you couldnât. Not after the last time â you swing your feet over the edge of the bed and stand, glancing back at the stain of your pre that you flipped your comforter over â and not after that.Â
âHave you been avoiding me?âÂ
Yes, you have done a good job. Until now.Â
You gritted your teeth, as you stood in the doorway of the room. But how could you have avoided him in the guest room of the house he lived in?Â
And as he loomed in the doorway of the kitchen, dwelling in the shadow of his form, you were kicking the ass of past you, the one that had convinced you it was okay to stay over because Sukuna had been out.Â
âHadâ being the operative word.Â
It had been a few days since you had found yourself at the Itadoris. And more than a few days since you had found yourself dreaming of Sukuna â waking up with his name on your tongue and your panties uncomfortably drenched. You had gone through more underwear this week than you had in a month. And it didnât help that you felt the need to get off once you did wake, the ache between your thighs was too much to bear before sleep.Â
And now here was the subject of your dirty dreams darkening your doorway, as if your dreams were some naughty prophecy waiting to unfold (though you were sure he could fold you).Â
âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
And you knew exactly what he was talking about. You had made sure Sukuna wasnât around when you came over (the absence of his motorcycle is a telltale sign), and always left before he returned. But tonight you made the mistake of drinking with Choso, the two of you finishing two bottles of sake before being completely fucked.Â
Your head was spinning â you could barely have made it to the bathroom, much less your home. Choso had corralled you into taking his bed, before going and collapsing on his couch. It had been only a few hours into the night before you got up in a haze of confusion with your mouth drier than the Sahara. You pulled yourself up, slipped on thin sleep shorts that you had thrown off at some point due to the summer humidity, before finding your way to the door.Â
You made your way to the kitchen, the squeak of the fridge as you pulled it open to grab a water bottle. And thatâs when he spoke.Â
âAnd here you are,â and the water bottle nearly slipped from your grasp, âno need to jump, brat, Iâm not a monster or a shadow,â
No, but heâs so much worse, heâs real.Â
âI was just getting something to drink,â you murmur, and he tilts his head, as he takes a step closer.Â
âJust water?â Thatâs not the kind of drink you still owe me,â and why was his presence so intoxicating? Several drinks in and you could still hold your own, still speak in complete sentences, and even make your way home on foot. But Sukuna comes near, and suddenly you can barely form a fucking syllable, your limbs feel far too heavy, and your body is nearly burning, as if he had turned your blood to wine without any miracle needed.Â
No, it was more of a curse.Â
âI donât remember owing you anything,â and heâs tilting his head, amusement flickering across his lips, a step closer and then another, until youâre utterly engulfed in his presence. You can smell the mix of exhaust and sweat off of him from his motorcycle ride, the way his jaw tenses as if he is holding himself back from taking a bite, and the way his gaze pierces into you as if he has you pinned like a butterfly under glass.Â
âDo I need to give you a reason?â And when his fingers ghosted over your swell of your cheek, a featherlight brush from rough, calloused skin that makes a shiver roll down your body, âdidnât think I had to with the way you were nearly melting into my touch when I saw you last, girl,âÂ
âI wasnât the one begging for me to be there,â and he clicks his tongue derisively, and you wonder what else he can do with it, before his fingers grip your chin roughly, forcing your gaze to his.Â
âTch, so pleased with yourself just for resisting, are you, sweetheart?â he tilts his head, while his other hand slithers down your side until he finds your waist and tugs you close, lips hanging close, a forbidden fruit begging you to take a bite, âimagine how good youâd feel if you gave in,â and you almost do, melting into his touch, as if you were made to fit in his arms, leaning up so you could feel the warm breath of his welcomeâ
SLAM!Â
Youâre sent stumbling back again, clearing your throat, as the sounds of footsteps grow close, and Yuji wanders into the kitchen, mouth pulled open by his yawn, as he blinks as he spots the two of you.Â
âHey, I thought you were asleep upstairs,â he walks past the two of you to grab a water bottle from the refrigerator, and sparing a short glance at Sukuna, âand I thought you had plans,âÂ
âPlans can change, brat,â Sukuna sighs, his eyes still trained on you â a homing missile with a target, and Yuji was an obstacle in the way, âshouldnât you go back to bed?âÂ
âI could ask you two the same,â he leaned against the kitchen counter for a moment, while you only shook your head.Â
âIâm going to go to bed,â your only exit opportunity and youâd take it â there had been enough mistakes made, and you didnât need another to add to the list, and youâre slipping back into your room without another word.Â
You donât see the way Sukuna glares at his nephew, cursing the day of his existence with only his eyes, only gaining a confused stare in return, âWhat? Ow!â
And youâre only left questioning why Yuji is holding a bag of ice to his head the next morning.Â
But you knew you couldnât avoid Sukuna forever â and you couldnât avoid how you felt either.
Especially when he gave you exactly what you wanted â space. You had barely seen him for the next week, the former criminal making himself scarce, apparently telling his brother that he had grown tired of ârooming with a bunch of brats,â and had found himself another place to stay for a while.Â
Jin had sighed when you had asked over breakfast a day or so after he left, âI donât know how long heâll be gone, but weâll see. The only requirement of his release was to stay in the prefectureââÂ
âAnd thatâs already far too close,â Yuji muttered under his breath, earning a sharp look from his dad, âso we donât even know if heâll be back huh?âÂ
Jin shrugs, as he sips his coffee, âI donât know â your uncle isnât one to stay in one place â unless thereâs something that he wants,âÂ
âIâll take any amount of time that heâs not here,â Choso shakes his head, offering you a small smile, âand this way you can stay over in the guest room now,âÂ
âYeah, true,â you offered a weak smile, as you continued to pick at your food. This was good news, things were going back to normal, but even so, as you pushed your food on your plate â why did your chest ache so much?Â
âYuck, do peopleâs heads really explode like that?â Yuji sat with the two of you in the living room, TV playing the movie Yuji had chosen, shoveling popcorn by the fistful.Â
âHow would we know that?â you snort, stealing popcorn from his bowl, âwhy did you even choose this movie anyway?âÂ
âHe heard there was a Megan Thee Stallion cameo in it,â and Yujiâs cheeks flushed, visible even in the dim illumination of the TV, as he got to his feet.Â
âIâm gonna get a drink, do you two want anything?â And you both shake your heads, as you stifle your chuckle.Â
âYou wanna stay over tonight?â Choso asks, and you tilt your head, toying with a popcorn kernel between your fingers.Â
You shrug, âweâll see,â your eyes drift back to the movie, but you feel the creak of the bed as he shifts.Â
âYou donât have been avoiding staying over, even though itâs just us,â Fuck, your eyes still found themselves on the screen instead of him, anywhere but him, and you can hear the unspoken words â even though Sukuna is not here, âare you sure weâre good?âÂ
And you couldnât tell him that it wasnât him that was bothering you. It wasnât him keeping you up at night, it wasnât him who had been tempting you the last few weeks, and it wasnât him that you wanted to see â no matter how much you didnât want to admit it, even to yourself.Â
So you donât. Â
You smile as best you can, âEverythingâs fine, Choso,â and he frowns, still unsure, and you know thereâs only one thing that will assure him, if only a little, âIâll stay over,âÂ
And so you end up in the guest room â far too late. Even though Sukuna no longer lingered here, his scent still did, even with the sheet change and the small amount of his things gone, he was still very much here.Â
And it did little for your sleep. Or maybe too much.Â
Again, you dreamt of him, his large palms dragging down your sides, lips pulled in a smirk that he pressed to the hollow of your throat before itâs consumed by a flash of canines that pinch and tease the softness of your flesh.Â
âSâfucking wet,â he huffs a chuckle out, âsuch a little slut, been wanting this for far too long havenât you?â And heâs undoing your robe with ease, a single tug has your body revealed to him, âhavenât even laid a finger on you and look at the mess youâve made,â he clicks his tongue, and a whine parts your lips, âalready whining like a bitch?âÂ
He shoves two fingers inside you, a gasp ripped from your throat, thick digits stretching your walls, clenching around the intrusion, âSukunaâplease,âÂ
âSilly girl,â he murmurs in your ear, âIâm not even the one touching you now,â and fantasy melts into reality as his hand cups your chin, eyes fluttering open, âbut I know I can make you cum faster than any dream,âÂ
Wait. What?Â
And suddenly the touch down your body feels all too real, pain ribboning from the fingers squeezing your hips hard, and a gasp as your body trembles, still caught between sleep and reality. Your body canât move, but itâs not the weight of your own limbs keeping you still.Â
Your eyes shoot open completely, sleep shed completely from your mind.Â
And you found Sukuna, his lips curled in a smile that was far too familiar from other sleepless nights. But was it? Or was it another dream that he had invaded, far too real as you slept in his bed, rather than your own.Â
Your hand reaches out for him shakily, fingers tracing the hard line of his jaw, âIs this real?â you mutter, more to yourself, but he takes it upon himself to answer, his hand darting out to curl around your wrist, squeezing, while the other holds himself up, mattress creaking a divot where his hand pressed in, body heat all too close.Â
âWant me to pinch you? Canât say itâll be the cheek youâre thinking of,â he chuckles, unable to meet his gaze, âdonât go acting like a shy virgin now, woman. Youâre the one having wet dreams about me,âÂ
âNo, I-I, it wasnâtââ but your brain is short circuiting and his laugh that rumbles against you tells you heâs enjoying this far too much, âwhat are you doing here? I thought you left,â the statement comes out far too biting, and he raises an eyebrow.Â
âI did, but it was just for a week. I had some business to deal with,â and a grin pulls at his lips, âwhy? Did you miss me, brat? Is that why youâre dreaming of me?âÂ
Youâre squirming underneath him trying to look anywhere but him, âIâm not, it wasnâtââ and he only hums, dragging a hand down your front, until heâs reaching your shorts, a brief pause to see if youâd pull away, but you donât, and fingers pressing against your soaked shorts.Â
âThat why youâre soaked through your fucking shorts?â And the rough pads of his fingers grind against your eager hole, nearly swallowing you in, only the thin fabric of your shorts keeping his fingers from fucking you then and there, âleast your bodyâs honest â so eager to get fucked,â and heâs teasing your drenched entrance, drawing his fingers back to have your pre like spiderwebs between the two digits.Â
âSukuna, pleaseââ and his lips curl.Â
âTell me to stop, and Iâll go,â a small whine left your throat, the throbbing between your thighs growing with the way his gaze undid you â unscrewed you by your hinges and watched you fall apart, only to ask you to put yourself back together.Â
But you couldnât. Not without him.Â
âSukunaââÂ
âI didnât ask you to whine, are you going to answer my questionâ-âÂ
âFuck me,â the words fall from your lips as if possessed, and you canât find it in you to regret them.Â
And he smiles all the same.Â
âAbout fucking time,â and his fingers meanly rub against your clit through the paper thin fabric of your shorts, âdidnât even fucking put on panties and you expect me to think you didnât want me fuck you open,â and embarrassment burns at your cheeks, âdid you get this wet from dreaming about me?â And no words come to your mind, and he gives you a sharp spank to your clothed slit, drawing a sharp gasp to your lips and slick flooding from your folds, âbetter use your words, woman,âÂ
âFuck, please, I needââ and his fingers practically rip your shorts off, letting your cunt gush onto the sheets.Â
âNeed me to fuck you that bad? Gânna beg this criminal to fuck you open?â And heâs toying with your folds, tugging your tight hole apart as his eyes rake over your pussy, exposed for him, âafter all of your teasing, what makes you think you even deserve to be fucked? Maybe I should leave you like this, fingers buried in your cunt, wishing they were your neighborâs uncleâs,â and a sadistic smile graces his features as it only can his, âfuck yourself for me,âÂ
You whimper, as his fingers leave your hole, clenching around nothing as if begging for his touch, âwhat? ButââÂ
âFuck yourself until you cum, wanna see what youâve been doing when youâre fucking me in your sleep,â the absence of his touch leaves you keening and needy, for something, anything to get you off. Want overcomes inhibition, and your shaky fingers find their way to your cunt, fingertips tracing the outer lips, a gasp you barely recognize as your own when you rub against your clit, âcâmon girl, gotta open yourself up for me â think Iâll fit if you just rub yourself like that?â And heâs pressing his clothed erection against your thigh â and heâs fucking big â rock hard cock rubbing against you through damp damp sweatpants.Â
And his fingers grabs your own, guiding them to your slick hole, letting them slip past your fluttering walls, while his own teased your outsides, âGood girl,â and the praise makes your walls clench, and heâs chuckling, âwant to be a fucking good girl, then fuck yourself until I see you cum for me,âÂ
You swallow your whines, beginning to move your fingers in and out, your insides clinging to you, as if begging for something longer, thicker, better â and you knew his fingers would be. A moan falls from your lips, and he clicks his tongue.Â
âGotta be rougher than that,â and his fingers curl around the base of your own, using your fingers as a glorified fuck toy. Your head lolled back, as he controlled the pace of your fingers, fucking you hard and fast, reaching places you didnât think were possible with your fingers, âthatâs it, youâre close arenât you? Like being fucked with your own fingers, donât you, you slut?â And youâre shuddering, soft cries and moans filling the silence of the night with the loud squelch of your cunt.Â
âSukuna, f-fuck, ngh, I canâtââ and he only begins to rub on your clit with his thumb.Â
âYes you can,â he gruffly chuckles, murmuring in your ear as he leans forward, âcum on your fingers like you have every night for me,â and he forces your gaze to meet his as your fingers brush that one spot that has your back arching, âsay my name,âÂ
And you do, cumming hard around your fingers, as he uses them to fuck you through your orgasm, the wet noises of your folds growing louder as your thighs shake. Your eyes meet his, glassy with tears from your high, and Sukuna leans down to lick the salty tear from your cheek.Â
He pulls your fingers from inside you, your sticky cum coating your digits and even dripping onto his own. He smirks as he eyes them, before sliding them into his mouth. A moan pulled from your lips as he sucks your essence clean from them, tongue dragging up the length of your fingers.Â
âShit, that was a nice moan,â and his eyes fall back to your drenched cunt, âStill so fucking tight,â he clicks his tongue, Fuck, girl, did the boys your age not fuck you properly? Gânna have to fix that,â as he thumbs meanly at your swollen clit, âIâll have you screaming my name soon enough.âÂ
he hums, taking in your ruined state â tear stained cheeks, your dripping cunt, and your red ruined lips from biting them, âso fucking pretty like this,â and you hear him shift, the distinct sound of his phone camera, making your eyes snap open.Â
âNo, fuck, no donâtââ and heïżœïżœïżœs turning the screen around to show you how absolutely fucked you look, âpleaseââÂ
âItâs a little too late for that, canât have anyone buying your little virgin act anymore huh?â heâs grinning as he leans forward, pinning your thighs in place as you try to squirm away, âdonât move,âÂ
His order makes your muscles tense, unable to move your body under the heavy grasp of his hands splayed against your hips. The pads of his fingers dig into your soft flesh, as his lips dare closer to your weeping slit.Â
âFuck, are you a virgin though? Youâre still so fucking tight even after that little show you put on for me,â and he doesnât give you a chance to reply, his breath warming your twitching cunt, âeither way, you wonât be one soon,â and heâs burying his mouth in your pussy.Â
You moan, covering your mouth before he sucks on your clit, tongue teasing your hole open, a wave of heat flooding your body. The sounds of his licking and slurping fill your ears â and you wonder how the whole house isnât awake yet.Â
You canât stop your hips from nearly fucking his face, but he spanks your thigh, hard, as he pulls his mouth from your dripping slit, âI told you not to move,â and he spanks your clit for good measure, making you yelp against your fingers, âtell me when youâre about to cum,â and you whimper, âor I can open this door and let the house hear us,âÂ
You nod, but he doesnât miss the way your slit twitches at the thought, and his mouth curls in a nasty smirk, âsuch a fucking slut, maybe I will,â and heâs plunging two thick fingers into your greedy cunt, a gasp ripped from your throat at the intrusion, walls fluttering as they attempt to accommodate his digits. But itâs all squeezing and barely any stretch, as his fingers work you open.Â
And it doesnât take long to get you worked up, his digits knuckle deep and dripping wet, âgonna fucking break my fingers in two with your virgin hole, girl,â he grunts, your body burning with his touch alone, nails dragging against your walls, curling so they can bully that sweet spot just right, âyouâre gonna cum arenât you?â the telltale squeeze of your cunt tells him so, and youâre nodding, and his fingers slip from inside.Â
Youâre whining, tears burning at the corners of your eyes, âPlease, fuck, wanna cum,â the pleasure that had built was throbbing, a dam close to bursting but denied its relief, so it remained, begging and waiting â âplease, SukunaââÂ
âSo you do know how to beg like a good little whore, gonna fuck you again, but you canât cum until I tell you,â and heâs sinking three fingers into you now, eyes rolling back as your back arches, but heâs fucking you meanly, curling and twisting his fingers, until the pleasure is a tight knot in your belly, barely hanging on from snapping, âwait,â he grunts, and itâs as if your warmth is made for him â or now it was, because heâs made it his, âwait,â and youâre sure heâs reached your cervix somehow, fingertips reaching places youâve only dreamed of (literally), and then he leans down lips around your clit as he orders you, ânow, cum,âÂ
And you do, hard, as he sucks around your clit while fucking you through your orgasm, cum flooding his fingers and face alike, drenching him, even as he slurped and sucked up every bit.Â
He finally pulls away, a shiver slips down your spine as he slips his fingers from inside you, pink tongue flicking against his lips, still slick with your cum, What a fucking mess youâve made,â he sneers, but heâs licking his lips clean all the same, âshould make you clean up the mess you made, shouldnât I?â And heâs pressing the pads of his fingers to your lips, youâre too fucked out to fight, lips parting with ease, âsuck,â and you do, opening wide to let his fingers inside, lips and tongue curled around the same fingers that had explored your cunt.Â
He watched as you obediently sucked every drop of your juices off, a trickle of drool slipping down the corner of your lips makes his already hard cock twitch in his pants, and heâs pulling his fingers from your mouth.Â
âBetter than your dreams, huh, sweetheart?â he drags his thumb down your bottom lip, he canât fucking wait a minute longer, âturn around, gonna fuck this slutty princess cunt from behind,â but you only can watch as he tugs down his sweatpants and boxers alike, his cock slapping against his stomach.Â
Fuck, heâs even bigger than you had imagined. Mushroom tip red and hard, as pretty veins run up the sides, and he was looking as if heâd not only split you open, but break you all together.Â
Your thighs quaked at the thought, more slick slipping from your needy cunt â and you wanted him to. Â
Your knees shake, as you turn slowly, much too slowly his pace, and he grunts, his hands gripping your hips, as he flips you onto your stomach, a yelp leaving your lips as you bounce on the mattress. âhave to fuckinâ do everything myself for this whoreâs pussy,â
Youâre gripping the sheets, nails surely tearing holes in the thin fabric of the sheets, as his calloused palm comes down on your ass, hard, the smack echoing in the silence of the night, a mewl you donât recognize as your own, âSukuna, please, I canâtââÂ
âYou can, youâll take whatever I give you, brat,â and another smack finds your ass again, as he pinches the flesh for good measure, drawing another moan from your lips and another chuckle from his, âand youâll take this cock too,â and he doesnât spare you a moment as he presses his swollen, dripping cockhead to your drenched hole, smearing his pre all over your ass â as if to erase any doubt you were his, because there wasnât â before finally sliding in.Â
God, fuck.Â
Your arms were already shaking, barely able to hold yourself up, but your face nearly plants into the mattress as he sinks into you â he was too fucking big. Even all the prep he had given you was nothing, nothing compared to how much his dick was stretching your cunt.Â
He hummed, as your insides swallowed him eagerly, even with the slight resistance of your tight little pussy, watching as your walls parted for him with almost practiced ease, sucking him deeper and deeper, as if you were made for him. And you would be, after he fucked your cunt to his shape again and again â because this was far from the last time he would take you.Â
It was only the first.Â
âFuck, youâre so fucking tight â am I the first to fuck this pussy?â he grunts, grasping your hips tightly, your warm, wet pussy wrapped around his dick â he had waited far too long for this, too many nights spent grasping at his cock, thinking how much better it would be buried in your pussy.Â
âH-hngh, Sukuna, sâbig,â youâre nearly babbling as he works himself into you, inch by inch, not even halfway in, and you were gonna cum just from him putting his dick in, âcanât fitââ and heâs scoffing, watching you squirm against his length, but he only continues to fuck his way into your tight hole, another sharp slap to your ass as a warning.Â
âIâll make it fit, girl,â he growls â like fuck he was stopping now thatâs gotten this far, there was only one way this was ending â and it was with his cock fucking you full of his cum, âcâmon, did the dream not compare to the reality? Did you think I had a tiny dick?â and he thrusts shallowly against you, sending another inch inside your already stuffed folds, drawing a needy whine from your throat, âso fucking loud, you gonna let the whole house know what weâre doing at this rate,âÂ
he murmurs, bending down to your ear, and your walls squeeze around him, a vice grip that has him nearly cumming then and there, but no he wonât, not yet, âfuck, did you think about letting Choso know? Maybe Iâd let him watch me fuck you, only way heâll ever see you like this,â and you whimper as he slams into you, finally bottoming out as his tip bullies your womb, making you cry out against your fingers, âto think the pretty girl next door is on her hands and knees like a slut for me now, getting split open by my dick. What would Choso think?â
Youâre whining, âPlease, fuck, slow downââ but he only pulls out a little to piston back in, balls slapping against your ass as he does, setting a mean pace, as he chuckles in your ear.Â
âYouâre saying that, but we both know thatâs not what you want â slutty fucking pussy trying break my cock in two,â the sounds of your skin slapping against you as his tip brushes against your cervix rings in your ear, even as he murmurs in it, âyââknow he wants to fuck you right? The little brat is always watching you, nearly fisting himself at the sight of you,â heâs forcing you upwards, pressing your back to his chest, âhe wants you, but heâll never have you, because this pussy is mine,â and his hand finds the bulge in your stomach, pressing down, as you keen, head falling back against his shoulder, as tears pooled in your pretty eyes, âbut heâd never be able to reach here and fuck you like you want â like a whore,â his other hand pinches and teases your pebbled nipples, before sliding up to your neck, squeezing lightly, âsay youâre mine,âÂ
You canât find the words, all of them fucked out of your body to make room for his cock seemingly â the only words remaining his name and âplease,â but you have to do better than that, and he slows his pace to nothing, as he pulls out so only his tip teases your entrance, a whine leaving your pathetic mouth.
âIf youâre not mine, guess I donât need to let you finish, do I?â and youâre shaking your head, frantic and repentant.Â
âIâm yours, iâm yours, Sukuna, pleaseââ and heâs sliding right back into you, fucking you harder, balls slapping against your ass and sweet cunt swallowing him up to the base, a white ring of your pre cum forming around it â and he just knows youâre close, by the twitch of your sweet pussy â and his hand reaches around to rub at your clit, âIâmââÂ
And he ruts into you, hard and deep that youâre sure his length brushes against your womb â and youâre cumming, falling apart around him, but he doesnât relent â but had he ever? He didnât relent over these past few weeks, and he wouldnât now, not until he was filling you up and watching his cum drip out of your holeâ
Youâre slipping back forward, face forward into the pillow and mattress, as he grunts watching your slick drip down your ass and thighs and onto the sheets â his balls tense with his release, âFuckââ and thatâs all the warning you get before he slams back into you to bottom out, as he blows his load.Â
His release is hot as it fills you up, never ending it seems as he slowly fucks you through his orgasm, his spurts slowing with time, until heâs finally stilling, a soft grunt, as he pulls himself from inside your warm cunt. A soft groan at the sight of his seed spilling from inside you â youâre boneless and spent, until he has you jolting forward from the press of his fingers gathering his cum and stuffing it back in.Â
âKuna, fuck, I canâtââ and he scoffs, retracting his fingers for a moment, before heâs deftly flipping you onto your back, âtoo sensitive,â you whine as his fingers work their way back into you.Â
âDid you think I was done, woman?â and his softening erection is already standing tall again, and youâre almost wanting his fingers now at this point, even as your body disagrees, pussy squeezing at the thought of him buried inside you again. He leans forward, lips brushing against yours, a kiss full of nothing of tongue and teeth, the faint taste of your own release on his lips, âweâre far from done.âÂ
The sound of your name catches your attention, your eyes snapping up from your breakfast, âwhat?âÂ
âAre you okay? Choso frowns at you, as he holds his rice bowl, the rolled tamago sliced on his plate, âyou look tired,â It was another morning like always, butÂ
You shake your head, âI just didnât sleep well, I kept waking up from my dreams,â and it wasnât exactly a lie â yesterday was the culmination of a million dreams you had. Dreams that only ended when the sun began to come up, with his cock still buried in your cunt as you rode him, back pressed to his chest, as he worked you up and down his dick.Â
And finally when he came again, this time all over your back, he finally pressed kisses up and down his back, easing himself out, as his toned arms engulfed you.ïżœïżœ
âShould clean up and I should head to Jinâs room,â he murmurs, âI have a feeling I wonât have a place to live if he finds me in here,â and you chuckle, too fucked out and tired, âweâll have to get used to sneaking around.Â
âOh will we?â you had mumbled, and he answered your question with another bruising kiss to your lips.Â
Yuji tilts his head, scratching it, as you lift your glass to take a sip of water, mouth far too dry now, âIs that what those noises were? It sounded like you were having nightmares,â and you nearly choke on it, but force it down, hoping the embarrassment wasnât evident on your face, stabbing your egg.Â
âYeah, I had a couple last night,â you lied, and even as you suddenly found your breakfast far too interesting, you could feel Chosoâs gaze still on you â your cheeks burning as Sukunaâs words about him still rung in your ears â along with the distinct ache between your legs and on your ass he left behind, âIâm fine, Iâm just going to need a nap,âÂ
âYouâre not the only one, girl,â Sukuna walks into the kitchen from the rooms, as Yuji and Choso balk at his presence.Â
Chosoâs eyes narrow, âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
âWouldnât you like to know,â Sukunaâs eyes find yours, the corner of his lip pulled upwards, as his gaze rakes over your form, âwhatâs for breakfast?â and you knew he only wished that you were the thing placed on the table for him to eat. Jin barely pays any mind, too preoccupied on his phone with his work email, as he passes a plate to Sukuna.Â
âWhen did you even get in?â Yuji asks, as he finishes his own breakfast, leaning back on his two palms. And your insides begin to tie themselves in knots at all of these questions â knowing Sukuna would like nothing more than to tell them exactly what he was doing last night.Â
âAnd where did you sleep?â Choso glares, adding fuel to the fire, as Sukuna looks down on him, lips a thin line, âyou didnât bother our guest, did you?â and your cheeks burn all the same, a flicker of amusement on Sukunaâs features, lips parting only for Jin to cut in.
âHe got in early this morning. He slept in my room,â Jin says with a sigh, âDonât you two have to get ready? Youâre going to your momâs this morning,âÂ
âSheâs not my mom,â Choso grumbles under his breath, âmore like a leech,â but he still gets to his feet all the same, as Yuji follows suit, picking up their plates, a comforting hand on his older brotherâs shoulder.Â
âI should get to work,â Jin sighs, sparing a sharp glance at his brother, âbehave,â and he turns to you, âfeel free to stay as long as you want. Yuji and Choso will be back this afternoon,âÂ
And the three of them find their way out of the house, a rush of bags and feet, as Choso spares a glance at you.Â
âIâll be back soon â you can hang out in my room if you want,â Choso says, before scowling at Sukuna, âlet me know if you need anything,â and you nod, waving him off, and the door shuts behind them all.Â
Sukuna slides into place beside you, sitting as the two of you eat breakfast in relative silence. You finish up your meal, and move to get up, but Sukunaâs hand finds its way onto your thigh, holding you in place.Â
âAre you done?â and you glance at him, plate empty and food untouched, âwith eating?âÂ
âI am,â you raise an eyebrow, âAnd you?âÂ
âMy appetite wants something else, sweetheart,â he leans forward, fingers inching higher until his thumb grazes your inner thigh.Â
âAnd whatâs that?â and he nearly growls his next words, thin patience already tearing in two, just as he would your clothes if you werenât careful.Â
âIâm done playing coy, woman,â heâs lifting you with ease, slinging you over his shoulder as you gasp, and heâs gotten you on top of the counter, the very same counter you had baked cookies on the day he had arrived, but now his hulking body was quickly pressing your legs apart, âthereâs only one thing I want to eat in this kitchen, and itâs between your fucking thighs.âÂ
âNot sick of it yet?â you chuckle.Â
âThink I could bury myself in your slutty pussy for days and not get sick of it,â and he looms over you, just as he had that first day, and he leans down to kiss you, stealing the logic from your mind and leaving only the need for his touch behind, âit is the sweetest thing I ever tasted after all.âÂ
âReally?â and he smirks, as his fingers dig into the fabric of your shorts ripping them and your panties down, the cool air against your already wet cunt.Â
âWant me to prove it?âÂ
And oh, he would. Again and again.Â
⧠a/n: i have a problem. i really wanted to write something with degradation ok?
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(Poly 141 x medic reader, where you might as well be the sun to them)
The phrase started as a whisper.
It drifted through the base like smoke curling around corners, impossible to pin down but impossible to ignore.
âHere comes the sun.â
It bounced off walls, passing lips in hushed tones, slipping into conversations as a half-joke, half-omen. At first, the 141 didnât pay it much attention. Soldiers had their quirks, their superstitions- rituals to keep them sane when missions dragged too long and they smelled more blood than earth. But this one stuck.
Price furrowed his brow the first time he heard it. Ghost only tilted his head slightly, filing it away. Gaz grimaced and muttered something about troops getting weird ideas. Soap, though- he took notice.
Heâd caught it more than once before a mission, said like a prayer or maybe a warning. Heâd asked around, but answers were vague. âYouâll know when you see it.â Thatâs all theyâd tell him. It irritated him to no end.
Then the mission happened.
It was supposed to be a clean extraction. A quick in-and-out, but things went sideways fast. Soap had been covering the teamâs six when the ambush hit. A sharp crack split the air, followed by the searing pain in his side. He hit the ground hard, blood soaking into the dirt, a familiar, burning ache travelling through his body.
âSoapâs hit!â Gazâs voice barked through comms, panic threading through the static.
âPull him out!â Price ordered.
But the line fizzled and died. Soapâs world narrowed- gunfire, shouts, and the taste of copper in his mouth. He couldnât hear the others anymore. The ground felt colder than it should have. He pressed his hand against the wound, but it was bad. Really bad.
This is it, he thought. This is where I die.
The edges of his vision blurred. He barely noticed the figure sprinting toward him until a flash of bright red and orange, a blazing fire, pierced through the smoke and haze.
Like the sun.
You hit the ground beside him, all motion and precision, your gear unlike anything heâd ever seen. Bright red and orange covered your tactical vest and helmet- colors that didnât belong in a war zone. Colors that shouldâve made you a target, a dead woman walking.
But instead, you looked like salvation.
âStay with me, Sargeant.â You said, voice sharp and steady. You werenât panicked- not even a little. It was comforting.
Soap stared, wide-eyed, as your hands worked quickly to stop the bleeding. He shouldâve been paying attention to the pain, to the gunfire, to anything else- but he couldnât stop looking at you.
âWhat the hell are ya wearing?â he rasped, because that was apparently the only thought his brain could form.
You didnât look up. âBright colors make it easier to spot me. Medics donât have the luxury of hiding- we have to be seen when it counts.â
âItâs bloody ridiculous.â he muttered- and then sucked in a sharp breath as you tightened the bandage.
âMaybe,â you said, finally glancing at him. âBut it got me here, didnât it?â
Soapâs heart stumbled. Your eyes were sharp, focused- but there was something else there too, something warm. Something steady.
Here comes the sun.
It hit him all at once. Thatâs what the others meant. It wasnât just the colors. It was you. The way you moved, the way your voice cut through the noise, the way you didnât hesitate for a second.
âStay awake, Sargeant.â You ordered, and for the first time in his life, he didnât have a single smart remark.
Much later, he woke up in the med tent, groggy but alive, and immediately found himself staring at you again.
You were restocking supplies nearby, your bright gear an almost comical contrast to the sterile white walls. The moment you noticed him looking, you crossed the room.
âYouâre awake,â you said, checking his vitals. Your voice was softer now, calm and patient. He felt like he could melt. âGood.â
âYouâre real.â He blurted out before he could stop himself.
You raised an eyebrow, tilting your head. âWhat?â
âThought I was hallucinating.â He gestured vaguely at your vest, a grin cracking on his lips. âI mean, look at ya.â Lovely. The sun has never looked better.
Your lips twitched, like you were holding back a smile. âI get that a lot.â
Before he could come up with anything else to say- anything remotely smooth- the tent flap opened.
Price, Ghost, and Gaz stepped in, their eyes immediately landing on you. And for once, Soap wasnât the only one caught off guard.
Gaz blinked. âYouâre⊠bright.â
âEasy to spot.â You said, beaming.
Ghost stared at you for a few seconds longer, peering, before he spoke. ââŠYouâre the sun.â
Price studied you for a long moment as well, then nodded like something clicked into place with a sigh. âMakes sense.â
You, on the other hand, looked confused and unsure, tilting your head once more in the way kittens do.
Soap couldnât stop staring. He barely even heard the others talking, answering your confusion. All he could think about was how youâd shown up when he thought he was done for- and how youâd looked like a fiery star in the vast expanse of a cold, dark sky.
You glanced at him again, eyes sharp and warm all at once, lips quirking in a delicate smile while Gaz talked with you.
Here comes the sun, he thought.
(⊠would it be possible to cradle the sun, such warmth, in his hands?)
Part Two
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I can't stop thinking about Ghost being such a gentleman when your boyfriend is an ass....
warning: domestic abuse, adult language
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You were mortified that it happened at work this time...
Your boyfriend was a brute of a man, made worse over the months by drinking alone at night while you bartended to help pay down your student debts from several years ago. He got a little rough with you, but only when he was plastered. And you forgave him, because he was decent the rest of the time.
But suddenly you had to start coming to the pub to pull pints with a little extra makeup on your face. The random patrons out for a casual drink wouldn't have noticed, but your regular boys did. You only knew them by Ghost and Soap. They were military and mean looking, but they laughed together like teenage schoolmates. It was always a good night when they sat at the bar, but you could often feel their eyes on you.
"Y' alright, love?" Ghost asked the first night you wore extra eye makeup and a bright red lipstick.
"Yes," you told him, not meeting his eyes. Your face hurt. Your boyfriend had slapped you two days ago. Your skin was puffy and bruised, and you were embarrassed and afraid to move out, so you stayed. "You boys need another round?"
They left you a sizable tip. They always did.
The next time you saw them, your lip was split open, and you were desperate for a way out of the mess your life had turned into. Trying to hide your face while you mixed drinks was a chore, and as soon as Ghost and Soap arrived, you knew it was useless.
When Soap disappeared toward the washrooms, Ghost leaned across the bar, his hulking shoulders taking up more than their fair of space, making you smile slightly. His voice was deep and soft, but his words made you shiver and freeze with your hand on a pint glass. "Y' know, a pretty little thing like you belongs on a pedestal. A man should touch you with reverence."
You stared at him silently as his eyes tracked the mark on your lip. When Soap returned, you didn't charge them a cent for their drink, but they tipped you well anyway.
When a confrontation happened at the bar, tears stung your eyes, and you wanted to hide. Your boyfriend was drunk and angry, and tonight he beckoned you from behind the bar to a dark corner near the hallway where he could have some privacy while he berated you and roughed you up.
"Please," you begged, running your hands nervously on your shirt. "Just go home. I'll be off work in an hour."
"How many of them have you fucked?"
"What?" you gasped, thinking he'd finally lost it. "What are you talking about? I need to get back to work."
He pushed you up against the wall with his other hand on your jaw. "How many of the men here tonight have you fucked?" His thumb brushed the spot on your lip that was nearly healed, and you flinched. "You have the guiltiest expression. So, tell me how much of a slut you've been. As your boyfriend, I need to keep you in line."
Then he was being hauled away from you as your legs shook. With wide eyes, you watched Ghost's massive bicep wrap around his neck like it was nothing. "Y' alright, love?" he asked you softly, and you nodded without saying a word. Then his face darkened, and his voice was an angry snarl as he told your boyfriend, "Ya' been relieved of your duties."
"The fuck?" he responded from his headlock, gasping for air.
Ghost sighed and rolled his eyes. "Fuckin' prick don't even know military protocol." Then he raised his voice a little louder. "I said, ya' been relieved of your duties. I'll take over from here."
Somehow, you found your voice. "Take over?"
Ghost's face softened again when he looked at you there against the narrow hallway wall. "With the boyfriend duties," he told you while Soap dragged your ex-boyfriend toward the exit. "Sound good, love?"
He was holding out his big paw of a hand, palm facing up, and you knew he'd be incapable of using it to hurt you. The softness in his gaze right now and every time he looked at you was proof enough of that. You didn't respond, but you smiled as you slid your hand into his grasp.
"That'll do for now," he grunted.
That was the night you came to know him as Simon.
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Part two
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Sleepy Crow
Word Count: 1.8k words
Tags: sylus x fem!reader, somno, noncon, mentions of breeding, pet names such as kitten, sweetie, darling, reader is somewhat drugged but its her sleep meds!
AN: Hi all! This isn't my first time writing fanfics but I noticed a lack of Sylus fics with a darker undertone ( àčâŸÌâĄâŸÌ)Ï". PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read the tags and if this isn't something that interests you or is potentially triggering, please do not interact! I get this isn't everyone's cup of tea but this is a fic for people who like darker romance stuff!! Please enjoy, and I AM taking requests as I really want to get back into writing again. Do not hold back, this is a safe place! Ty!! <333
Sylus trudged through the pouring rain, his jacket soaked through and his hair matted against his forehead. The drops were heavy and unrelenting, pelting against the pavement and creating small rivers that flowed along the gutters. The barely lit streetlights of the N109 zone cast an eerie glow on the slick surfaces, reflecting off the wet asphalt like a distorted mirror.
As the man approached his mansion, he couldn't help but feel relieved. The warm glow of the lights shining through the windows beckoned him home. He fumbled with the keypad to the door, his fingers slightly numb from the cold, before finally hearing the click that beckoned his entrance.
The sound of raindrops hitting the roof and windows followed him, a steady drumming that seemed to fill every corner of the place. He took off his sodden jacket and hung it up, feeling the weight of it pulling him down. He walked through the dimly lit hallway, his footsteps echoing softly on the marble floors, trying his hardest to be quiet. Mephisto was perched on his cage (not that he was ever really in it, it was more for decor) tilting his head when he saw Sylus brush past him but not making any sound himself.
He made his way to the bedroom chambers, deciding to make sure you were where you belonged. Peeking his head in the bedroom doorway, he saw your sleeping figure, chest rising ever so slightly with each breath. He smirked, closing the door behind him as he entered. He was happy you finally seemed to be getting some rest.
Your insomnia had been getting worse, and he'd been getting worried when he saw you were often messaging him at 4 am, sometimes as late as 8 am with no sleep. Of course heâd offer to have you over, to hold you and whisper sweet things in your ear until you succumbed to sleep, but he couldnât always. Sometimes business was needed to be handled, and for those nights he had gotten you the best sleep medication that money could buy. You had been weary about taking them at first, but he had assured you that the side effects were basically none. He had made sure of it.
Sylus made his way to the bathroom, proceeding to rid himself of the damp clothes clinging to his skin. A quick shower and then he could finally curl up next to his little crow. Not that he would be sleeping yet, but it was nice to watch you dream. Sometimes youâd whine or make little noises, which he found absolutely adorable. He wondered what you dreamt about sometimes, but you had refused to answer much to his annoyance.
The hot water felt amazing after being gone practically all night. He washed all the blood and dirt from his skin, examining all of his various injuries. He had a run in with a few âpestsâ that he quickly exterminated, but they had managed to get a few nicks on him. He touched his arm where the biggest cut was, his Evol immediately snaking around it and healing it faster than he could blink. He did the same for the others, feeling brand new once more.
Some time passed before he finally turned the water off, dried himself, and slipped into a pair of boxers. He slowly made his way into the bedroom, hoping that he wasn't being too loud but you were out like a light. Sleeping like a rock.
Sylus slipped in bed next to you, sighing with pleasure as the soft mattress sunk beneath his weight. It felt heavenly. He turned to put his arm around you, trying to get as comfortable as possible so he could hold you. He softly kissed the corner of your ear, his head starting to swim with thoughts. Surprisingly, he felt comfortable enough to possibly fall asleep with you.
But he couldn't.
He had been laying in bed for thirty minutes just thinking. He thought about all the business arrangements he needed to finish. Tonight had beenâŠmessy. No doubt he had made some new enemies. How impatient he was getting about the new weaponry he had bought from Spain. They should be arriving soon, but it had been taking forever.
How he wanted to feel your tight cunt pulsing around his fingers.
Sylus stiffened, attempting to rid his head of these thoughts about you. His efforts were in vain though, as he was already rocking a semi hard on that was steadily growing into a full erection.
Obviously there was nothing he could do about it. You were sleeping after all. And not only that, it's not like he could wake you to do anything anyways. He hates quickies, they bored him. He likes to take his time. To take in your reactions, your faces, and your noises. Besides that, you were taking a pretty high dose of your sleeping meds and he kinda doubted he could wake you even if he really tried.
This thought stirred in his head for a bit.
Yeah...you wouldn't wake even if he tried. He sighed with a twinge of pleasure as he pressed his erection against the soft cotton of your underwear. The pressure felt immaculate, and if he hadn't been gone all night he probably could've finished just by pressing himself against you. You were the only girl ever that could make him finish that quickly.
But it wasn't enough. He needed more. It had been a bit since he touched you like this.
You moved a bit in your sleep, letting out a small whine. He leaned over you to get a better look at your face. Still sleeping, mouth open slightly ajar. You were so fucking pretty when you slept.
âSuch a sleepy kittenâ he growled lowly, snaking his fingers underneath the hem of your underwear. He didnât know why, but the mere sight of your sleeping face was getting him worked up. You looked so docile, so vulnerable. He wanted you. Sylus began to tug them down slowly.
This was very wrong. He knew this and yet he couldn't stop. He kept going, making empty promises to himself that he would only take a peek. He just wanted to see you. All of you.
Sylus froze has he finally pulled your underwear down to your legs, practically breathless at the site of your cunt at his fingertips.
"Fuck..." he groaned, unable to stop himself from pressing a finger between your folds. He watched you carefully for any signs of discomfort or movement, but you were still fast asleep as he pushed his finger in. You were warm, inviting even. It's like your pussy was sucking his finger in, deeper and deeper. He slid a second finger in, picking up the pace. Soon enough, your cunt was slightly wet, spots of your slick forming on the backs of your legs near your pussy. Pulling out, he practically shivered with excitement.
Sylus was quick to put his fingers in his mouth, savoring every drop of you. You tasted so sweet to him, the best flavor he ever had the honor to try. He wanted nothing more than to dive head first into the source and lap it up. But his erection was so starting to bother him. It was rock hard, and throbbing ever so slightly, begging to be freed.
He had to have you. And he had to have you now.
He pulled his erection through the hole in his boxers, beginning to stroke himself with an intense grip. Groaning as quietly as he could, he stared at your wet and welcoming cunt. He swore it was just begging to be filled by every inch of his cock. Still wanting him, even when you were asleep.
"Youâre so pretty sweetie" he whispered in your ear, closing his eyes as electrifying pulses of pleasure crashed through him. Sylus told himself he should stop now, but it was past that point. He knew himself better than that. His mind was already made up, no matter how much he was trying to talk himself out of it.
Turning you a bit more on your side, he readied the fat head of his tip to your entrance. You stirred once again, mumbling incoherent nothings before becoming silent again. Sylus chuckled softly, pressing his lips to the tip of your ear as he stroked himself a few more times.
As he sinks his tip into your tight entrance, his precum smears all over your hole. He shudders with intensity, trying his best to hold back a groan, worried that making too much noise next to your ear would wake you. He pushes further and further until he can't possibly sink himself into you anymore. You squirm, letting out another whine, this one a bit louder than the last.
"Im sorry kittenâŠ" Sylus coos, laying his head behind yours as he fucks you with a slow, rhythmic pace. "Just need to cum in whatâs mine. Be a good girl and stay asleep for meâ.
He rests one of his hands on your hip, trying to keep from shaking you too much as he continually plunges himself inside you. You were warm, your gummy walls constantly tightening around him. He moans your name over and over like a prayer, feeling lost in your walls. The soft clap of his skin meeting your ass echoes a bit in the room.
"You're fucking made for me. Look at you sweetie, tightening around me, trying to squeeze me dry even when you're sleeping" he whispers, feeling himself getting closer and closer to bliss.
His thrusts became sloppy and he had to slow himself, trying to savor every moment he had inside of what essentially felt like heaven. He had been wanting to fill you for days. Images of his seed erupting onto the walls of your fertile pussy, eventually giving you a nice, round tummy that would grow his baby filled his head and he couldn't stop himself from finishing anymore.
As his hot ropes of sticky cum shoot against the walls of your womb, he accidently grips your hip a bit tighter than he meant to. You yelp, and he quickly rubbed his hand over the spot he'd hurt you, ensuring you remained asleep. He checks the spot and sees some slight bruising already starting to form and curses himself silently for losing control and hurting you. His Evol was quick to move over the injury where his hand lay, instantly restoring your skin back to a healed state. Sylus was amazed he could even do that. His Evol had only ever healed him. It wasnât until you came along that it had ever revealed that kind of power and it didnât work for anyone else either.
"Shh shh, its ok. Just be still, I'm almost done filling you up darlingâŠâ
Once his orgasmic high subsided, he took a moment to catch his breath before watching as his cum pooled out of you. He took his finger and scooped as much of it as he could gather before gently pushing it back within your folds. Feeling satisfied with his work, he pulled your panties up before finally pulling the cover back over you.
"There you go. Gotta keep my seed where it belongs so you can make us a baby. Right kitten?" he chuckled, finally feeling tired enough to cuddle you and fall asleep.
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I am thinking about the batkids and their rooms at the manor.
When Dick was first brought to the manor, Alfred put wooden letters that spelled out his name on the outside of the door to his room. He wanted the boy to feel like he belonged, and denoting the room as his seemed like the best way. At first, they spelled out "Richard", and were painted in red, green, and yellow -- the colors that his parents had worn for their circus act, that didn't have any other meaning yet. Dick pried them off the door and threw them away. He didn't want to accept that this was permanent yet. There were new letters on the door a few days later, blue this time, and spelling out "Dick" instead. Those letters got pried off much the same and shoved in a drawer, and they didn't get put back until a year later. He was too short to put them in the same place, so they ended up crooked, and Alfred found it too endearing to fix.
When he left the manor years later, he considered ripping the letters off the door and throwing them in the foyer on his way out. But he left them, and there they remained, crooked as ever.
Jason got his own letters when it became clear he wasn't going anywhere. He helped Alfred put them up on his bedroom door, standing on a step stool to make sure they got in the right place. His were evenly spaced and neatly aligned, and he refused to tell anyone that he cried over them that night. He'd spent months wondering if he'd ever live up to his predecessor, not just as Robin, but in the family as well. And now he had his own letters, just like Dick's, and they weren't going anywhere.
And they didn't. Even after he died. Bruce and Alfred both considered taking the name down to make walking past that empty room less painful, but in the end, they didn't dare touch the letters, just like they didn't touch anything else in the room. Years later, Jason would sneak into the manor through his old bedroom window and find his school uniforms still hanging in the closet, his textbooks on his desk, an open novel on his nightstand, and, of course, the letters still on the door, more of an epitaph than the one on his actual tombstone.
Tim fought for his name on a bedroom door. It took a while, but he trained, and he learned, and he forced himself into the role that he knew he could fill. Part of him thought that no matter how good and useful he made himself as Robin, he'd never really fill the role that the two before him did. He thought there might not be room for him after Jason's death, but he did it. He was older than the other two when Alfred finally put the letters up on his door, but he did it.
Later, when he left in search of Bruce, he didn't think for a second of taking his name down off his door. He'd earned it.
Damian's name got put up practically as soon as he got to the manor. He didn't think much of having his name on a door. If anything, it irked him a bit, being lumped in with the others, but it would have annoyed him more if he didn't get his own name. For a while, his name on the door, marking it as his from the hallway, was the only reason you could tell it wasn't the guest room that it had previously been. He had no photographs, had arrived with no personal affects.
That changed, eventually. As he gained friends, he also gained photos of them. He put up sketches and watercolor paintings of his animals. A dog bed got put on the floor for Titus. But the letters had been there from the beginning, and he grew to appreciate them eventually. His room, with the name on the door, was safe, and he liked it there.
Cass's letters showed up without much fanfare. They were simply there when she exited her room one day. "Cassandra" in black wooden letters that matched all of her new siblings'. She ran her fingers over them with reverence. She'd never been allowed to leave a mark before. Her life was predicated on being a shadow, but there was her name, in big letters, somewhere where other people could see it.
Steph had a room. She didn't want to admit it, but when she crashed at the manor, it was always in the same room. Her name was put up, and she took it down, and it was put up again, and she took it down again until it became something of a game between her and Alfred. If Steph was staying at the manor and Alfred didn't find a wooden S in a random cupboard, then have to search the house for the rest of her name, then he knew she was in a bad mood, and he usually made her favorite cookies and left them outside of the door with her name still firmly in place.
Duke's letters were waiting for him when he moved in. His name in bright yellow letters that matched his suit already in place. Of course it was, it's tradition at this point, and he's part of the family now. He had bounced around for a while now, and the letters on his door made him feel...calmer. It was a sense of permanence, and one he could learn to enjoy.
Barbara didn't need a room. She had her own room, in her own house, but Alfred still offered to mark out a space for her. She declined. When she did stay over, it was either in the cave or Dick's room, she didn't need her own. Still, that didn't mean her mark wasn't left somewhere. There was a study downstairs with a desk that she sometimes did her homework on as a child if she was staying over for the night. Now, the desk held a computer that was wired into the Batcomputer's network, a photo of her and her father, and, of course, tiny wooden letters affixed to the side that spelled out 'Barbara'.
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Pairing: Vampire Bang Chan x sub fem!reader
Content Includes: DUB-CON, DARK FIC!!! blood play, kidnapping, mind manipulation, spit play, unprotected sex (he's a vampire so condoms aren't needed you know?), aphrodisiacs, biting, oral (fem receiving), jealous and possessive sex, praise, body worship, aftercare, bath sex, kissing, 18+
Word Count: 3K
It's pretty soft in it's dynamics honestly but the underlying themes are incredibly toxic and unhealthy so this is your final warning, this fic will not be for everyone.
You werenât sure how long youâd been hereâdays, weeks? Time blurred together in the dim, lavish bedroom where Bang Chan kept you. The first days had been filled with resistance: pounding on the door, screaming for help, and refusing to eat. But Bang Chan had been patient, his eyes glinting with that quiet, obsessive resolve as he whispered promises that you would come to love him, that heâd make you see he was the only one who could care for you properly.
The last time you tried to run, heâd found you halfway down the staircase, dragging you back to this room as if you weighed nothing. That night, heâd fed you his blood for the first time, his lips pressed to your mouth as you resisted, his voice low and commanding. "Drink," he had said. "Youâll feel better. I promise."
You hated how right heâd been. The warmth of his blood coursing through you had sent a dizzying, molten pleasure straight to your core. It had softened every sharp edge of your defiance, leaving you pliant, your mind clouded with a hazy need for him.
Now, when the door creaked open, your heart skippedânot with fear but anticipation. Even as your mind rebelled, your body craved him, craved the dizzying ecstasy his blood brought.
Bang Chan stepped inside, his dark, predatory eyes drinking you in as you sat curled up on the bed. He looked as though heâd been pacing outside, his sleeves rolled up with his shirt undone at the collar, his hair a tousled mess, the remnants of blood on his lips and his mangled eye reflecting in the moonlight.
"Are you still sulking, baby?" he murmured, his voice low and almost tender. "Havenât I given you everything?"
You didnât answer, but your gaze betrayed you, flicking to the faint scar on his wrist. He caught the movement immediately, a slow, knowing smile spreading across his lips.
"You need me, donât you?" he asked, approaching the bed with the careful intensity of a predator cornering its prey. "Even when you try to fight it, you feel itâthe pull. My blood running through you, tying you to me."
Which was the point to all this wasn't it? For what could a man who can't be alone yet be sentenced to a lone eternity do?
He had to make you depend on him, feed off him, make you addicted to the aphrodisiac running through his veins, fill the void of emptiness in his dormant heart and replace it with your blood, your moans, your aching cunt and eventually...hopefully, your love and care.
Even if he had to force it, manipulate, take it.
You were the only thing he desired yet couldn't own entirely in his aimless, monotonous world.
He climbed onto the bed, his body caging you in as he cupped your face with one hand. His thumb brushed over your lips, and you shivered under his touch.
"Let me take care of you," he whispered, his voice trembling with need. "Let me give you everything youâll ever desire."
He kissed you then, his lips soft but insistent, coaxing a response from you even as your mind screamed to resist. His hands slid down your body, peeling away the thin fabric of your oversized t-shirt to expose your skin to his hungry gaze.
"Youâre so perfect," he murmured, his lips trailing down your neck, leaving a searing path of kisses, each leaving a crimson mark on your skin. "Every inch of you belongs to me. No one else will ever touch you, taste you, or even look at you."
He bit into his wrist without hesitation, his blood welling up in dark, crimson drops. Instead of pressing it to your lips, he leaned down, capturing your mouth with his. The metallic tang of his blood mixed with the heat of his kiss as he spat it into your mouth, his tongue chasing the last drops.
You moaned in euphoria at the taste of it, your tongue lapping at his bottom lip as your body became tingly with arousal and need, a burning heat pooling at your core and flowing to every limb and fibre of your being.
A firm hand wrapped around your neck and tilted you up so you were staring at Bang Chan who's eyes were deep and shadowed and held an unsettling combination of adoration and dominance, a bottomless pit of longing and control that promised heâd never let you go.
"Swallow," he commanded, his voice rough with desire.
You obeyed, your body shivering as the warm, heady rush of his blood spread through your veins. The haze returned instantly, a fog of contentment and submission that made you pliant under his touch.
"Thatâs it," he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear, hand slowly releasing. "Feel how much you need me. Feel how good it is to give in to me."
You could only whimper in response, your eyes becoming glassy from receiving your daily fix- too fucked out to notice his smirk as Bang Chan kissed his way down your skin, unbuttoning his shirt as he does so.
By the time he was finished with your torso, your skin was covered in shades of pomegranate and crimson, your nipples swollen and kiss-bruised, you were a canvas for his all too-consuming desires. Your marked flesh returned to blank perfection by the healing powers of his blood, which only provided the permission he needed to claim you again.
He removed his shirt, letting it fall to the ground as you gazed in awe at his torso, untainted and marble-toned under the moonlight. His hands moved between your thighs, spreading them apart as you lay pliant for him. His mouth is pressed against your skin in the softest of kisses before puncturing the skin with his fangs, his eyes lidded in a complete state of pleasure as he drank from you.
You barely had time to recover and notice the pain before his tongue lapped at your core with an unrelenting intensity that left you gasping.
"You taste like my redemption," he groaned, his voice muffled against you, his tongue drawing circles and suckling on your clit at an inhuman pace. "My heaven. And youâll never need anyone but me."
The pleasure built quickly, your body trembling under his expert touch. Just as you reached the edge, he pulled back, his lips glistening with blood and your slick as he looked up at you.
"I won't let you cum yet until I've been satiated by the warm, sweet, wet cunt of yours." He speaks as he undresses, removing his pants and shoes so he is fully nude, his muscles tense and cock hard and aching from how close he was about to enter into his paradise.
His fingers gently brush down the side of your face as he hovers over you, pushing your legs apart with his knee so he could slot between them, running his fingers down the sides of your body before pulling your knees up and around his waist.
There was no light apart from the essence of the moon streaming through the bare window so he was a shadow of your darkest fears and deepest cravings but he could see all of you, crave you, lavish at your beauty.
And it angered him to his core that he could never truly own you, that you couldn't be truly his unless you offered yourself to him freely.
"Youâre mine," he said, his voice raw and filled with dark heat as he pushed into you, filling you completely.
Your nails dug into his shoulders as he moved inside you, his thrusts deep and desperate, his hands gripping your waist as if he feared you might vanish beneath him.
Bang Chan always entered you without any type of preparation, he was so cold and you were so warm, breathing fire into him from the outside in, the first push into your tight, warm and wet heat had him teetering on the edge of his orgasm every, single time.
For you however, it would have been painful without the blood but with it alighting you with flames from the inside and out, the stretch of him filling you and settling so perfectly inside of you was enough for your body to shake and tremble from how close you were to eternal bliss, your loud moans filling the room as your nails raked down his back, pulling him closer to you.
"Yes, mark me, scrape your nails down my back, make me feel alive again," the words were laced with a gravelly husk, his voice breaking. "Say youâll always need me. Say youâll love me the way I love you."
"Iâll never leave," you whispered, the words spilling from your lips without hesitation.
"Good girl," he groaned, his forehead pressing against yours as his thrusts grew erratic. "Youâre my good girl. Always."
His thrusting slowed to light grinding as he bit his wrist again, tearing open the barely healed wound with his fangs as the blood pooled from his mouth, streaming down his chin and dripping over your chest as you sensually opened your mouth to receive the drug in its purest form, swallowing and gulping all that you craved as Bang Chan pushed the essence further into your mouth, ensuring every part of your mouth and teeth were covered with his tongue.
You could feel his cock pulsing inside of you from this intimate act, an exchange of life force, a life he desperately wanted to give you and a life you can live with if it means feeling like this every day.
His thrusts grew faster again, his hips snapping against yours as he balanced himself on his arms, his right hand moving down your abdomen, leaving streaks of blood in their wake as his fingers nestled against your clit, his face shining with pride at your enthusiasm and pleading whines to finish.
"You're getting tired aren't you?" Bang Chan cooed at you in a slightly mocking tone, his eyes flashing a hint of mischief as he maintained his pace, not even breathless or a hair out of its place.
"I'll let you rest after you've cum for me babygirl, soak my cock for me, squeeze me with that perfect cunt of yours yeah?"
You reached your orgasm just moments later, your back arched and mouth open in a silent scream, draped in a way that Bang Chan could only describe as nirvana, his secret elysium from the agony of living forever.
The bedroom was silent except for the sound of your labored breaths, the aftermath of your intimacy still tingling through your body. Bang Chan hovered above you, his dark, piercing eyes studying your face with a mix of obsession and adoration.
"Don't fall asleep yet" he murmured, his lips brushing your temple. "I need you to get cleaned up baby. Let me take care of you."
Before you could respond, he scooped you into his arms, carrying you effortlessly into the bathroom. The room was filled with the faint scent of lavender, the soft yellow lighting casting a homely ambience in the room. He settled you over his lap as he fiddled with the taps, rubbing your back lightly as the tub filled up.
Chan didnât say a word as he set you down in the tub, his hands moving to cup and pour water over with a careful reverence. His fingers lingered as he began to wash the blood off your chest with his bare hands, his touch igniting fresh sparks of heat wherever it grazed your skin.
"Youâre so beautiful," he said, his voice thick with emotion. His thumb traced the curve of your jaw before he leaned down, capturing your lips in a kiss that was slow and all-consuming.
He stepped into the bath when he was ready, his body facing yours. The warmth of the water enveloped you as he helped you sink into the tub, your back resting against the porcelain.
Chan seated himself between your legs, the water lapping gently against his toned chest as his hands roamed over your body. "Just lie there baby, let me heal you" he murmured, his lips trailing from your collarbone to the swell of your breasts. His kisses were soft, reverent, each one filled with a silent promise.
His hands moved with practiced care, spreading soap over your skin as he washed you, his touch lingering in a way that made your breath hitch. "I'll keep you safe," he whispered, his voice gentle, with an underlying edge of possessiveness "Even if it means locking you away where no one else can take you from me."
The bathwater was beginning to darken in a hue of red as he washed the blood away, his cock hardening and skin burning with need at your beautiful body underneath him, your face looking so pure under the warm light and under his tarnished, sin-covered hands.
When you gazed up at him through your lashes, there was a sense of gratitude and care in them, like you were genuinely enjoying and appreciating this moment of care despite his blood in your veins thickly veiling the reality of this moment.
But it was enough for Bang Chan, his appetite for you insatiable and unwavering, every moment when he wasn't over you, holding you, being inside of you, dripping his blood into you would cause him desperate, emotional pain and an ache to tether his skin to yours.
His lips found yours again, his kiss deep and unyielding as he pressed closer, his body hovering over yours. The water shifted as he manoeuvred you, his strong arms bracing on either side of you as he caged you in.
"I'll make you need me" he said, his voice trembling with a mix of desperation and hunger. "I'll be the only thing you'll ever crave, even if I have to make you depend on it."
His mouth captured yours in a bruising kiss, and you gasped as he positioned himself at your entrance. His dark eyes met yours, his expression raw and unhinged as he whispered, "Say youâre mine."
"Iâm yours," you breathed, the words spilling from your lips before you could think.
"Thatâs my girl," he groaned, his voice breaking as he pushed inside you. The water rippled around you, the heat of it amplifying the sensation as he moved with slow, deliberate thrusts.
The sudden intrusion made you wince in discomfort slightly but the ache was only fleeting before the familiar pleasure swept through your body, your body already conditioning itself for Chan's purpose as your legs automatically parted and your arms wrapped around his shoulders.
"Look at me," he commanded, his voice rough as his hands roughly grabbed the side of your face . "I need to see you, need to know youâre not thinking about anyone else."
He always wanted to make love to you whilst he was above you, having you pinned underneath him- purely because he enjoyed how powerless you looked but also because he needed you to look into his lovesick eyes and know how obsessed he was over you, how he'd kill for you, how every breath you exhaled was on his conditions.
"Iâm not," you whispered, your voice trembling as his pace quickened.
"Good," he rasped, his forehead pressing against yours. "Because no one will ever love you the way I do. No one else will ever take care of you like this. And I'll spend a fucking eternity proving it to you if I have too".
And how could you think of anyone else when every fibre of him was in you, his blood in your veins, his words in your brain, his teeth in your skin, his cock hard and plunging into you...because you were just as twisted and obsessed he was, obsessed for the fix, for his care, his words, his undying devotion towards- it was an addiction you could not quell, nor desire too.
His thrusts grew deeper, more desperate, the water splashing gently against the edges of the tub. His lips found yours again, his kiss feverish as if he could seal you to him forever.
"Tell me how to make you happy," he begged, his voice breaking as his movements faltered, his need for you overwhelming him. "Tell me what I have to do to make you stay with me."
"You already do," you managed to whisper, your hands clutching the tendrils of his hair as the pleasure he gave you consumed you.
"Say it again," he demanded, his voice trembling with emotion.
"You make me happy," you said, your words spilling out in breathless gasps.
His grip on you tightened as he buried himself deeper, his lips pressing against your neck as he groaned, "Thatâs it, baby. Youâre mine. Always mine."
The tension coiled tighter and tighter until it snapped, leaving you both trembling as the waves of pleasure washed over you. He held you close, his breath hot against your skin as he whispered, "Iâll never let you go. Never."
After a moment, he eased back just enough to slide out, pulling you on top of him so you were resting against his chest, his hands rubbing gentle strokes up and down your back.
"Don't ever think of leaving me" he said, his voice barely above a whisper, but firm and edged with a thinly veiled threat.
"You won't like what I become if you do".
Surprise!!! What a way to end 2024 everyone, a final gift for you all to say goodbye and welcome the new year.
I've been wanting to write this type of fic for Chris for months now and railway was the final thing needed for me to break my writer's block and write something.
My most popular fic ever of 2024 was in fact my Haunting Adeline fic with Yunho so whilst I won't write dark fic all the time, I'll probably write more of it if you can handle reading more of it.
Incredibly grateful and appreciative to everyone I've interacted with and spoken to this year, let's see what the next 12 months will bring and inspire out of me.
Kisses and hugs to all of you!!!
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fem!reader x Kuroo Tetsurou
You smile at your reflection in the mirror as your maid of honor tucks one wayward strand of hair back into your updo. In less than an hour, you'll be walking down the aisle. You wonder what Tetsurou's face will look like when he sees you. You wonder if he'll cry. He'd insisted he wouldn't, but, well.
"You look so gorgeous!" One of your bridesmaids breathes, and truthfully, you'd have to agree with her. The hair dresser and makeup artist have worked their magic, and you'd found the absolute perfect dress. Now, all that's left is to wait until the ceremony begins.
Your friends' fawning over you is interrupted by a knock on the door.
"Yes?" Your maid of honor moves to stand by the closed door, hand hovering over the handle.
"Babe," The voice belongs to none other than your soon-to-be husband, and you instinctively cross your arms over your front, even though the door is still firmly closed. He can't see you before the wedding!
"I need you to tie my tie!" You resist the urge to roll your eyes.
"You know how to tie a tie," You call back carefully. "Just do it yourself!"
"But you always tie my tie." His voice is the next thing to a whine.
You sigh. "Where's Kenma?" Surely his best man didn't allow this. You wonder how he managed to slip away.
"Kenma is 'sick of my shit'," He intones, and you can practically hear the words in Kenma's voice. You sympathize. "Baby. My love. Please." He's begging now, and you can't help it. You start to soften.
Your maid of honor is looking at you with wide eyes, slashing her hand across her throat in a clear gesture: NO. You love her for that, but still.
"You'll close your eyes?" You ask in your sternest voice. "You can't see me, you know! It's bad luck."
"Yes, I'll close my eyes! Promise."
"Close them TIGHT," You insist, making sure he understands the gravity of the situation.
"They're tight," He promises. "Open the door already."
You nod. Your maid of honor hesitates for a few moments, but slowly swings the door open with a shake of her head.
There he is. Tetsurou. Your fiancé. In less than an hour, your husband. You feel your heart begin to swell in your chest. He wears a suit every day, but he looks especially handsome in this one. The tie in question is draped loosely around his neck.
"Babe?" He has his eyes squeezed shut, that much is obvious. As an added measure, your maid of honor pulls him inside and moves behind him, pressing her fingers across his eyes.
"Go ahead," She sighs. You reach for the tie, carefully straightening it around his neck. You reach for his collar, making sure it's turned up all the way around, and you watch as a smile begins to tug at his lips.
"I'm so excited," He murmurs as you work. "Can't wait to see you." The fingers covering his eyes tighten.
"Me too," You can't help the smile that's stealing across your own face. "I can't wait."
You begin making the knot, enjoying the dopey grin that's now completely filled his face. "There you go," You finally say, giving the knot a pat. "Perfect." Like always, you tug on the tie, just a little. Tilting your chin up, you lean into his kiss, savoring the feeling of it.
"I love you so much," He murmurs as he pulls away. "Thank you."
"I love you too, Tetsu." You take a step back, just drinking him in. "I'll see you soon."
He opens his mouth, but before he can drag the moment out any longer, your maid of honor steps in. "Okay, lovebirds, that's enough." She pulls him back. "Get back to wherever you're supposed to be. I'll kill you if you mess this up," She threatens sweetly.
"Yes ma'am," He murmurs as she shoves him back through the door, slamming it shut nearly in his face.
"You two make me sick," She sighs. The mushy smile on her face doesn't match her words at all. "Come here, let me touch up your lipstick."
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i will possess your heart â satoru gojo
-this story contains very heavy nsfw content! please read at your own discretion!-
đ©á„«áĄđȘ content warnings dead dove fic- heavy stalking, violent obsession, manipulation, forced voyeurism, forced exhibition, drugging, mentions of blood, knives, use of restraints, plot twist, extreme dub-con đ©á„«áĄđȘ synopsis for as cocky as Satoru is, itâs oddly fitting. in his mind, everything belongs to him, including you. đ©á„«áĄđȘ word count 8k
Satoru fumbled with a tripod as he positioned his camera onto the stand and proceeded to hit record. He was thorough, making sure his chair was perfectly centered before he sat down, staring at himself in the viewfinder while he fussed with his hair, inhaling deeply. A wide grin cut across his face before dropping back into lackluster neutrality. He looked down at his lap, his fingers ran up and down his denim-clad thighs. He snapped back onto the camera blank-faced before a deranged smile pulled at his cheeks.
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January 16th, 4:06 AM
I woke up drenched in the feeling of lethargy againâanother night of only an hourâs worth of sleep. Nothing feels real when you hit a certain point. Iâm plagued by the shadows, my entire life enshrouded in darkness. I donât remember what things were like before. Day by day, itâs all the same. I cannot escape itâthis anchoring feeling of despair. The emptiness eats away at me. Iâm in search of releaseâŠof some sort of freedom from this pain. I need to fill my life with meaning, to find purpose in this accursed worldâŠI think Iâll go out for coffee today. People watching brings me so much joy. They seem to live much happier lives than me.
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January 16th, 6:38 PM
My daydreams mustâve blended into reality because there was no way I created someone as beautiful as she was outside my imagination. Iâm certain of it. She was sitting at the bar of the cafe down the street from my apartment, dressed in business casualâshe probably works nearby. How kismet. The coffee was bland, as were most things in my life, but she awoke something in me. I hope I see her again. She somehow managed to clear the cobwebs around my heart. I think my life has finally found purpose. She is my driving force. I wonder what her name is.
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January 19th, 6:11 AM
Feeling well-rested today. Four hours of sleep is my new record. I plan to go to the coffee shop again. Back to the place where my eyes were first blessed with the mirage of herâŠwhere I first fell in love. I hope sheâs there. People are so fun to observe when they donât think theyâre being watchedâŠitâs simple psychology. The Hawthorne Effect. When humans notice they are under observation, they change. So inauthentic. But her? She never notices. She sits so obliviously, allowing me to take her in with ease. So good to me. Sheâs a breath of fresh air. I hope to work up the courage to speak to her soon. My heart soars at the mere thought of being in her presence once again. Itâs so refreshing to feel something after all this time. Iâve been numb for so long, but she has set my heart on fire. She is everything to me, my sole purpose for existence.
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January 19th, 8:27 PM
I saw her again today. She didnât see me. Just how I like it. She typed away on her computer like normalâŠsheâs a hard worker, it seems. Driven and strong. And here I was thinking such beauty was a thing of legend. It's refreshing to have been proved wrongâthat rarely happens. Oh, how I crave her. I know sheâd make me feel whole again. She can save me from all this, I can feel it.Â
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January 23rd, 5:13 AM
Only two hours of sleep tonight. But, for some reason, I feel better than ever⊠I normally do when I find a reason for living, again. Itâs herâŠit must be because of her. She keeps me going; my muse, my inspiration. Sheâs worked wonders on me already and she doesnât even know it, yet. Iâm going to the cafe again today, I cannot wait to see her. Maybe today I will finally speak to her.
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January 23rd, 9:53 PM
She never showed up todayâŠI wonder whatâs going on. Maybe she had other things to do. Itâs fine, really. Iâm annoyed, honestly. I waited around all day. Iâll keep checking until I see her again.Â
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January 28th, 7:06 PM
My sweet girl has gone missing. I havenât seen her in quite some time now. This is just ridiculous. The woman I loveâŠis she avoiding me? No, no that cannot be.Â
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February 2nd, 8:31 AM
I havenât slept well in days. Iâve been awake for twenty six hours nowâŠmy mind feels like itâs filled with static and yet, I feel sharper than ever. Iâve gone to the cafe every day. Still no sign of her. Iâm slipping back into my old ways, the darkness is going to return any moment. Iâve begun to hear the laughter in the shadows again. Theyâre making fun of me, I just know it. I need herâŠoh, I need her so bad. How could she do this to me? Does she not know how much I suffer when sheâs not around? If I donât see her again soon, I will never recover.
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February 5th, 6:21 PM
I finally saw her again today. My heartrate spiked and I nearly leaped from my seat to kiss her, to hold her, sway her side to side in a deep hug. Instead, I slipped a tracker into her purse as I walked by her chair. I must know where she works, where she lives, and what she enjoys in her free time. She slipped away from me so easilyâŠcanât let that happen again. I need to know every little thing about her. She is my one and only after all. It would be ridiculous to love someone so deeply and know nothing about them. She is too beautiful, I cannot let her wander around unsupervised. There are some crazy people out thereâyou never know what could happen. I canât lose her. I must keep her safe. I will possess her heart. No one else can have her but me.Â
âË. à ËââŠË.
Satoru observed her for months, shadowing her all around town. He knew the womanâs routine like the back of his hand, before he ever learned her name. Sundayâs she went grocery shopping, Monday after work was her pilates class, every couple of Thursdayâs she was at the nail salon, and Fridayâs were seemingly paydayâhe picked up on her pattern of going out to nice restaurants every other week. Satoru eventually got an upper-level management position at a company that shared the office building with her jobâhe is incredibly intelligent and overqualified, after all; they would be foolish to not hire him. Now he could really keep an eye on her.
That was when he finally learned her nameâthe two of them taking the same elevator. She didnât recognize him as the man who seemingly had the same routine as herâitâs one of the many reasons why Satoru loved her so much: her naivety. She looked into his eyes for the first time that day, her voice was soft and angelic, and the name that fell from her lips sent waves through Satoruâs body, the same name that would now be coupled with his gasping moans every evening as he stroked himself to the thought of her.Â
With Satoruâs new job that brought him one step closer to her, he knew he could no longer watch her in the way he used to. His movements had to be more calculated, putting more distance between them than he normally would or hiding behind the deep tint of his car windows. If she saw his face too frequently, she surely would have caught on. Satoru smiled at the possibility of her never catching onâŠhow sheâd greet him with a smile and a friendly hug each time they âcoincidentallyâ bumped into one another, giggling about their lives' odd synchronicities. Such a sweet girl. If only she knew.
He stopped into her job, a small gift bag hanging off his slender fingers, desperate to watch her eyes light up with the sweet gesture of an unexpected gift. He asked to see her, only to be informed by the receptionist that she had the day off.
It was no worry, he didnât let that dull his excitement. âIâm a friend of hers, brought this in to surprise her. Do you mind showing me to her desk, Iâll just leave it there for her when she returns to work,â he said kindly. The lady working the front desk blushed under his piercing gaze and handsome features, nodding shyly and walking him to his loverâs designated area.Â
Satoru thanked her, stepping into the cubicle to place his gift by her computer. His eyes glazed over her workspace. It was decorated with trinkets and family photos. He picked one up, his thumb tracing over her face. His pretty girl. That smile could bring about world peace; it definitely quieted the angered voices in his head. He scanned her desk, a moment of envy shooting through him at the thought of her dainty fingers dancing over the keyboard rather than tangling in his hair. He groaned internally, looking over his shoulder to ensure no one was around, before ducking down, rummaging through his belovedâs drawers. Stowed away in the bottom of the unit was a fuzzy, white cardigan. He brought the fabric to his nose, inhaling deeply, stifling the filthy moan that nearly echoed through the cubicle. He quickly tucked it into his jacket, took one last look around, and headed toward the exit.Â
In the safety of his vehicle, Satoru whipped the clothing out from under his wing, bringing it to his face once more. He undid his belt buckle with haste, shoving his dress slacks halfway down his thighs before his large fist swaddled his cock with the fuzzy white cardigan. He nearly sobbed at the contact, the smell of his car filling with her beautifully floral perfume. He brought the free edge up to his nose, taking another whiff as his hand worked furiously against his shaft. He had never finished so quickly in his life, staggered whimpers and choked moans fell from his parted lips as fat ropes shot up onto his abs and chest. His cheeks were flustered a violent red as he wiped his sticky shame away with her top. After he came, then did his clarity, and Satoruâs body ached with the thought of how good it would feel to finally be sheathed within her sticky walls, rather than her soft clothing. Iâll be with you soon. Soon, my love.Â
These feelings were getting unbearable. His overactive brain had him teetering on the edge of insanity. He needed more. His imagination was no longer enough to satiate the hunger that gnawed so deeply in his core, the distanced watching and hopeless longing for the love of his life created jagged rifts in his already damaged psyche. He didnât know how much more of this he could take. A few deep breaths and the promise he made to himself to take action soon quelled his burning desire. But for how much longer could Satoru repress the demon that clawed through his body?
Satoru surveyed her while she ran to the bank, walked her dog, or took her car to the wash. But his most favorite place to watch her was from the bench just outside her bedroom window, engulfed in darkness. Pretty girl lived on the second floor, her silly little brain assumed she didnât need curtains. She never saw him, but he always saw her. All of her. Drinking in the way her clothes were delicately removed from her pretty little frame, the way she turned and posed in the mirrorâso good to him. How her skin glistened after she got out of the shower, the water droplets running along her body in the same way Satoru wanted to.Â
He fell into a state of bliss, feeling spoiled by the show he was getting tonight. The lotion that she worked into her body, the beautiful set of lingerie that she dawned. His eyes buzzed around his sockets, elation flooding through him. Gorgeous, gorgeous girl. But his body went rigid and his jaw locked tight at the appearance of another man behind the love of his life. He sat upright, shoulders stiff and heart pounding in his ears at the thought of his sweet being in danger, he cursed himself for not being more aware of her surroundings on her behalf. But when his darling girl turned to the unknown man with a smile, greeting him with a gentle kiss with the lips that were supposed to be just for Satoru, his heart shattered into a million pieces.Â
Oh, no. This just wonât do, my love. You are mine.Â
Jealousy coursed through his veins while he looked into her room, rage balled in his fists as he watched a random man have her in the one way Satoru couldnât. Not yet, at least. He mustâve been new in her life, judging by the way his nervous hands explored every part of her skin. Satoru laughed at thisâhe knew he could please his woman so much better. But betrayal nipped at the back of his neck; how could she do this to him? Had his loyalty fallen on unappreciative shoulders? No, that couldnât be. Satoru knew she was better than that, he picked her for a reason, after all. She was just playing hard to get.Â
You rejected my advances and desperate pleas, and now you throw your relationship in my face. Itâs punishment enough that I canât have you, but I won't let you let me down so easily.
Feeling at a loss, swallowed whole by his hungered desperation, he did what any rational person would. He moved in next door.
âË. à ËââŠË.
Satoru Gojo was your next-door neighbor. He moved in only a few months after you did. You were elated, chalking it up to a lucky roll of the dice that you had met by chance at your job; he had started working for the company that shared the office park with yours. It really seemed like things were on the come-up for you. He was kind, confidently intuitive, funny, and supportive. Mildly egotistical, but it worked for him. He always invited you over for dinner and movie nights and was a strong, dependable shoulder for you to cry on. You had just moved to the city, feeling utterly lost and absolutely gutted about being so far from your support systems now, and he was your first friend. You felt safe knowing he was just a wall away.Â
On a random Sunday, you opened your front door to see all the food you loved sitting at your doorstepâweird, you were just about to leave for the store. You turned your head, seeing Satoru peeking out from his cracked door, grinning at you.Â
âWas this you, Satoru? You didnât have toâŠthis is incredibly thoughtful,â you beamed, stepping over the grocery bags to give him a tight hug. âYouâre the best, I donât know how I could ever repay you.â But Satoru did, he knew exactly what you could do for him.
When you needed a ride to work, he jumped in to save you. The two of you worked in the same building after all. It was a crazy coincidence that your new neighbor turned best friend worked just a few floors above you. Itâs such a small world, isnât it? But it worked out perfectly for the two of you.Â
There was a month where you were short on rent, and there was Satoru, paying the rest on your behalf.Â
You werenât catching on. Sweet, naive girl. Oh, how he loved you. I need to work harder to get her attention.
Satoru was not a patient man, but for you, he would do anything and everything to get you right where he wanted you, expertly playing the long game. It began with the fated sighting of you sitting in a cafe, and snowballed into something bigger. At first, he only ever observed you, maybe the minor occasion of overstepping, but as time went on, he couldnât sit idly by. It was time to make his move.
His disruptions in your life started inconspicuously. Leaving for a date? You found your car tires slashed and windows shattered in the parking deck. Now thereâs a police investigation. BummerâŠgotta cancel the date. Had a guy over? Satoruâs apartment flooded. Weird⊠that was the second time this month.Â
âYou gotta talk to the landlord about this, âToru,â you sighed. He had to stay at yours that evening.Â
You cried on his shoulder, telling him that some guy stood you up on a date you had been anticipating for weeks. There was an electrical fire in that manâs apartment that night. Mustâve been faulty wiring...or something.
His apartment flooded again. He was back at your door. You welcomed him with open arms, of course. Heâs so good to you, the least you could do is help him out, as well.Â
Satoru, youâre slipping. Thatâs too many times in one month. Ease up or sheâll catch on.
Friday night, in a wild happenstance, he bumped into you while you were out with another man, enjoying a nice dinner together. He smiled warmly at the two of you, before politely dismissing himself. His cheery smile dropped into a demented grin once he stepped out of the restaurant as he anonymously called in a bomb threat to the establishment. You were so shaken up at the entire ordeal you practically begged Satoru to stay with you that night. Heâd be a fool to turn you down.
Satoru got everything he wanted. You were just a tough nut to crack, is all. No big deal. He loved a challenge. After all, how could you not love him by now?
But nothing was working. You couldnât catch the hint, even with everything he threw at you. He was always the one there for you, even when you werenât aware of it. What more could he do to prove that he was the only person you needed? Iâm reliable, witty, and loving⊠how can she not see this? He finally snapped. The last straw? Hearing your pleasure-filled cries while getting fucked by another man, your âboyfriendâ. The lewd sounds ricocheted around your room, shooting through the thin walls of your apartment and straight into his listening ears.
Tsk, tsk. Now youâve done it. Always been such a tease.Â
For as cocky as he was, itâs oddly fitting. In his mind, everything belonged to him, including you. And with that, his demented plan was in full effect. He had hoped to spare you, prayed that you would fall in love with him before he lost his composure completely. But your sweet, naive nature had proved to be a difficult wall to break down.Â
âË. à ËââŠË.
Click
The sound of your front doorâs lock disengaging echoed through the empty hallway. Satoru stepped in, inhaling deeply as he shoved your house key into his back pocket. It was far easier to gain access into your home than he had originally anticipated; he was fully prepared to break in, but all he had to do was tell your landlord you went out of town and you forgot to leave a key with him before you left. The manager of your apartment complex knew how close you and Satoru were, so it was an easy lie to tell. But it couldnât have been further from the truth. You werenât out of town, he wasnât house sitting, and you had no intentions of having company this evening.
Seated at your desk, he opened your laptop and navigated his way to your iMessage settings, ensuring you could only send and receive texts from your laptop. Clicking on the messaging app, he stifled the gag that threatened to escape his throat as he clicked on the thread between you and your boyfriend, his contact name âmy loveâ in your phone. He rolled his eyes, before drafting a quick text:Â
-Hey, baby. I have a half-day at work todayâŠdinner and wine at my place tonight? ;)
He grinned at the quickness of your boyfriendâs response.
-I would love that. What time, my love?
Satoru scoffed at the pet name. He doesnât deserve to call you that. Poor bastard needed to learn his place. Heat rose in his chest, jealousy emanating through his skin as he crafted his response.
-3pmâŠCanât wait to see you.
Everything was going according to plan. Satoru glanced at the clock beside him: 11:17 AM. It was time to get set up, he had a big day planned for you, and his first guest would be arriving in a few short hours.Â
A knock rang through the apartment as Satoru finished lighting his final candle. He smiled wide, sauntering over to the door. He swung it open, grinning politely at your boyfriend. â...Hey, manâŠdidnât expect to see you hereâŠâ he said warily as Satoru stood to the side and gestured him in, a quizzical look painted on your partnerâs face as he stepped through the doorway. The door shut and the lock was reengaged. âWhereâsâŠâ but before he could get his question out, his chin was met with Satoruâs right fist.
Satoru made quick work of dragging his body upstairs. He dug through the unconscious manâs pants, pulling out his cellphone. Satoru was disgusted to see that you were his lockscreen. This pitiful man wasnât worthy enough to be with you. He rolled his eyes, unlocking the manâs phone and sending you a text:Â
-Hey, beautiful. Come straight home tonight. Iâm making dinner for us. See you when you get off work.
You smiled at the familiar ding of your phone, the notification effectively distracting you from your tedious paperwork. Your heart soared at the message, sighing deeply and shifting your weight around in your office chair. Your hand rubbed at your face in an attempt to hide your blushing cheeks.Â
âWhat is it?â your coworker asked.Â
âOh, nothing. I thought my boyfriend forgot our anniversary cause I hadnât heard from him all dayâŠbut he just texted me saying heâs at my place and is making dinner for us tonight.â A giddy smile couldnât help but drag across your face.Â
Satoru looked at the clock: 3:28 PM. You would be home in an hour or so. Just a few more things had to be done, everything had to be perfect.
âË. à ËââŠË.
Your heart rate spiked as you got closer to your apartment door, keys jingling against your palm as you fumbled with the lock, excitement making your movements a bit clumsier than usual. You entered and kicked off your heels, and as you turned to toss your keys onto the small table in your foyer, you noticed a small card that said âRead Meâ placed perfectly in the center of the tray. You were perplexed as your eyes scanned over the note. âGo to the living roomâ was all it said.
You blushed, a nervous smile pulling at the edge of your lips as you crept to the other room. Your eyes went wide at the sight; deep red roses were placed in the center of the coffee table and every accessible surface around the couch was adorned with beautifully flickering candles. Another note was on the table, your fingers fumbled with the edge of the card as you opened it: âHave a seat, take a sip, and press play.â You settled on the couch, noticing a glass of alluring red wine to the right of the roses. You took a few deep, fulfilling swigs of your drink before grabbing the TV remote. Your face twisted a bit, examining the glass in your hand, the flavor of wine different than the one you were used to. It was a special night after all, your thoughtful boyfriend must have wanted you to branch out this evening. Where is he, anyway? As you pressed play, you called out for him, only to be cut off by your own confusion as Satoruâs face appeared on your TV screen. You watched with perplexity as Satoru recentered his chair, smiled, relaxed his face, and then smiled again.
NoâŠno, no, no. What is this? You were locked in place, the melodious sounds of Satoruâs voice cascaded out of your surround sound system. He looked different though, his eyes were dull and low, his voice monotonousâhis alarming difference in demeanor sent a chill down your spine. Your groggy mind inferred that this mustâve been an accident. Maybe it was casted to the wrong TV. I shouldnât be seeing thisâŠthese are Satoruâs video diaries.Â
You so badly wanted to tear your eyes away from the screen, this seemed like such an invasion of privacy. But you were entranced, staring intently toward the TV, though you didnât really have a choice, your body was completely numb now.Â
âJanuary 16th, 4:06 AM
I woke up drenched in the feeling of lethargy againâanother night of only an hourâs worth of sleep. Nothing feels real when you hit a certain pointâŠâ you fought to keep your eyes open, to piece together what the hell was happening, until your body eventually succumbed to sleep.
When you finally came to, you were laid out on your bed, fully nude. Soft grunts lingered in the air as you worked your hardest to refocus your eyes, your head pounding. You shifted your weight onto your forearms, your neck straining as it felt like your brain was filled with lead, eyes searching your bedroom for the culprit of the moans. One glance to the left, a quick look to the right, before you stared straight ahead at the wall directly across from the bed. Your body lurched in fear as your heart sank, the source of the sounds now looking you dead in the eyes: The man you had been seeing for the past couple of months, gagged and tied to a chair, his bloodied face twisted up in agony.Â
You tried to call out for him. Your feeble attempts to drag your heavy body closer in order to console him were interrupted as the room was suddenly illuminated with the streaming lights of a projector. Your movements halted as you shielded your eyes immediately, the bright interruption feeling like a flashbang to your sensitive head.Â
âWe didnât get to finish my show and tell,â a voice spoke up from the dark corner.Â
âSatoru?? WhaâŠwhat is going on?â you cried out, tears spilling from your eyes while your hands attempted to cover your modesty. You tried your hardest to sit upright, your head spinning, unsure if Satoru was the culprit or your savior. Your body felt like it was anchored to the floor, your head throbbing with every word that tore through your chest.Â
âThereâs no need for all that yelling, sweetheart,â Satoru grinned, crouching down next to you. You winced as his hand cupped the side of your face, his thumb brushing away the tears that trickled down your cheeks.Â
Click
Metal cuffs clamped down on your wrists before you could even register what was happening. A million unanswered questions spun through the room as you frantically searched through his blue eyes, hoping to find any sort of insight into the torment he was inflicting upon the two of you.Â
âThis is whatâs gonna happen, okay? I need you to listen to me.â His voice was sickeningly sweet, each syllable that left his lips more damning than the last as he dragged your limp body up the bed, securing your wrists to the headboard and angling your body toward the projected video on your wall. A crazed grin lit up his dull face as he raised his hand, pointing the remote toward the projector. âYouâre gonna sit here and look all pretty fâme while you watch these tapes, and if you move, if you stop paying attention for even a secondâŠâ Your stomach churned at how gently he was able to give such vile instructions. He turned his attention towards your partner, the blade of a knife twirling through the slender fingers of his free hand, â...Heâs dead. Understand, angel?âÂ
You nodded reluctantly, unable to do anything else but comply with his demands. Your head was spinning, trying to digest the fact that this was the same person who had paid your rent and entertained your rants after a hard day of work. You listened as his voice continued to drabble over the static of the projector, recalling how bland that day had been until he saw your face. How he mustâve dreamt of you because there was no way your beauty could exist outside of his imagination. To you, it had been a normal Tuesday afternoon. To him, it had been the start of the rest of his life.Â
The longer you watched, the more the realization set in that the sweet gestures he presented to you were not out of the goodness of his heart, but from the darkness of his spirit, driven by his wanton lust. Your face was slack, eyes wide in horror. Disappointment crawled through your chest at your own naivety. How could I be so oblivious? So trusting?Â
Satoruâs eyes bored into the side of your face as he sat beside you, his hands rubbing deep circles into your bare thighs, pure elation shooting through his veins at his sweet girl finally having a look into his mind. The look of terror that painted your beautiful face made his heart leap with joy. Satoruâs giddy demeanor dropped as pained grunts emerged from the tethered man against the wall. He stood, closing the distance between the two of them, his fist encircling your boyfriendâs throat. You began to protest, to plead with Satoru to leave him be, but the rage that filled his eyes made you shut your mouth. âUh uhâŠeyeâs on the screen, my love.â Your head snapped back toward the videos, fat tears rolling down your cheeks as the muffled wailing of your boyfriend filled the room.Â
As the final video played, Satoru returned to your side, kneeling on the edge of the bed as he stroked the back of your head and rubbed at your cheeks. âCanât you see all that Iâve done for you?â He grabbed your face, digging his fingers deep into the space under your cheekbones, forcing your lips into a pucker. âYou belong to me, my love.â A deep growl rumbled through his chest, âYou look so fucking beautiful like this.â He leaned down and crashed his lips into yours, his hot tongue bullying its way through your tight lips. Small whines echoed through your mouth and into his, and Satoru greedily swallowed up your sounds with ease. Whimpers of protest came from the wall across from your bed, but they were quickly drowned out by the wet sounds of smacking lips and battling tongues.
He broke away, a thick trail of spit still connecting the two of you. Satoru released your cheeks with a gentle shove, throwing his leg over yours to straddle you. He dropped his head to your neck, his white hair brushing against your skin. You winced as he licked a thick line from your collarbone to your ear. âI finally get to have you,â he whispered, nipping at your flesh, âYou ready to give yourself to me, princess?â Your eyes widened in horror, your gaze affixed towards your boyfriend, blood trickling from the fresh cuts on his cheeks. Your head shook side to side, tears brimming in your eyes once more as your thoughts raced through your mind, causing a traffic jam in your throat. âIâŠno, I canâtâŠheâsâŠâ Satoruâs palm covered your mouth, a groan erupting from the back of his throat as his eyes rolled deep into his skull. He sat back, staring down at you, his free hand running its fingertips between your breasts. âThis has nothing to do with himâŠItâs just me and you now, my love.â Your head snapped up to stare at your captor as the rough pads of his fingers brushed over your nipples. A stifled moan teased the back of your throat, an exasperated look of fear in your eyes as you stared up at Satoru.
Your cheeks flushed as you held his gaze. He grinned back down at you before rolling the hardened bud between his fingertips. Your chest arched toward him, a shameful hum dancing from your lips as he played with you. A deep laugh erupted from the blue-eyed man at your unintentional reaction, his head thrown back with pure joy as he continued to pull at your nipples. He leaned into your neck once more, his teeth grazing the outer shell of your ear. âI knew it,â he purred, âKnew you wanted me, too. You were just playing hard to get, isnât that right?â You shook your head once more, your words constricted in your chest. âN-noâŠI never wanted you,â you retorted, head thrown to the side, attempting to distance yourself from him, but to no avail. The weight of him anchored your lower half to the mattress while your tethered wrists held you in place.
A deep chuckle rumbled through Satoru, âSo if I feel your pussy, it wonât be absolutely soaked right now?â A pathetic whimper escaped your throat as you shook your head furiously. The rolling motion against your nipples halted and his hand trailed lower down your abdomen. âHmmâŠletâs see then, shall we?â he taunted, tracing your skin before rubbing your folds and dipping into your core. âI knew itâŠyouâre fucking drenched fâme, sweetheart.â He shoved two fingers in, shallowly teasing your hole before withdrawing, bringing his sopping digits between your faces, turning his wrist as the dim light of the room illuminated the wetness, making it glisten ever so slightly. He examined them before meeting your fearful gaze. âWhy did you lie?â He sucked his middle digit into his mouth, his tongue lapping hungrily at your sweet juices as his eyes fluttered shut. A hum emanated from Satoru as his other soaked finger pushed past your lips, âHere, have a taste, pretty girl,â his long digit dancing around your tongue. âSo fucking sweet. You have no idea how badly Iâve been craving this.âÂ
âIâll ask you again, princessâŠWhyâd you lie to me? I thought you were better than that,â he teased, an insincere pout twitching at his lips as he cradled your chin. Your body thrashed as his hands pawed down your body, plunging two fingers deep inside you again. Your back arched toward him, his knee between your legs was the only thing keeping you open for him. âIâŠIt wasnât..ahh!â I wasnât lyingâŠIââ. Your words fell on deaf ears as a wicked smile crept across Satoruâs face.
âShhhâŠshhh my sweet girl, just lay back and enjoy,â he smirked as he crawled down your body, laying himself flat on the bed with his head nestled between your legs. Satoruâs body no longer shielded you from your boyfriend, your teary eyes darted across his face, a silent apology being sent his way. Small gasps escaped your lips as Satoru continued to pump into you, the tips of his curled fingers toying with your sweet spot. When you stared down at him, the look of pure desire peered back at you, the dampness between your legs skyrocketing at the sight. A scarlet dusting of shame brushed across your cheeks at your clear enjoyment of all this, even though it betrayed every natural instinct you had. His tongue darted out from between his lips, the tip circling your swollen clit as his fingers dipped in and out of you, his movements spurred on by his own desperation.
He was delirious, suckling against your clit while his fingers worked into you with fervor, moans and growls echoing through the room as he drank you in. You so badly wanted to break away, to console your boyfriend who had an unintentional front row seat to you falling apart on someone elseâs tongue, but you couldn't bring yourself to stop him, his digits hitting spots inside you that you didnât even know existed. Pleasure ripped through your body as a tightening sensation crept its way into your stomach. The rattling of your cuffs echoed through your bedroom as you fought against your restraints, desperately wanting to tangle your fingers in Satoruâs hair.
Your hips bucked toward his mouth, your body aching for release as your pelvis thrusted against his flattened tongue. You didnât dare look away from Satoru, for you knew there was another set of eyes affixed upon the damning scene that was unfolding. He continued to hum and suck and pump into your core as you tightened around him, his slender fingers quickly coaxing your orgasm from your writhing body. Your eyes screwed shut as your gushy walls spasmed around his fingers, your release painting Satoruâs overly-eager face. He lapped at you some more, working you through your orgasm as he cleaned you up with his wickedly talented tongue.Â
A deep growl broke through Satoruâs chest as he removed his head from between your legs, the back of his hand dragging across his chin, catching the last of your release before he licked you off of him. He sat upright, craning his neck to look over his shoulder, âHope you were taking notes,â a smug grin on his face as he addressed your watching boyfriend. He redirected his attention to you. âDid so good fâme, angel. Dreamt of that for so longâŠâ he grinned, his tongue darting out to trace along his lips, hoping there was still some of you coating his face â...I could do that all fuckinâ day.âÂ
Your shaking chest heaved as clarity settled into your mind. Satoru untethered your wrists from the headboard, shifting your body so that you were on your hands and knees, head positioned toward the wall your partner was leaning against. Strangled sounds rang from your boyfriendâs chest as you finally met his gaze. Humiliation prickling under your skin at the realization of what you had just done. But you had no time to dwell on it as Satoru repositioned himself on the bed.
âHeâs gonna watch me destroy you, my sweet girl,â Satoru was kneeled behind you, lining himself up with your embarrassingly soaked entrance. He grasped your hips roughly, sinking into you in one fluid motion. You choked out a sob as you dropped your head in shame.
âYouâre so pretty when you cry. He canât help youâŠcanât save you. Go âhead, keep cryinâ for him,â he cooed, his thrusts deep and slow inside of you. Jagged moans escaped your throat as the thick head of his cock brushed into your sweet spot. âHe canât make you feel as good as I do.â
He leaned down, reaching around to cradle your throat in his hand, squeezing tightly as he turned your head to the side, his sharp eyes running up and down your contorted face. âCanât you see that you belong to me, how my poor heart aches for you? How badly Iâve needed you?â His thrusts were agonizingly slow but incredibly deep, the pressure in your tummy betraying your desire for this to stop. âThatâs it, my love. Feel you clenching down on meâŠyouâre getting off on this, arenât ya?â His hips rocked deeper into you, the new depth had your hands clawing at the sheets of your bed as pleasure worked its way through your trembling body.
âHe doesnât treat you the way I do. He never will. No one is better for you than me, princess,â he seethes, his hand cupping your chin, holding your head up, âNow look in his eyes while I use you.â His pace picked up, pulling you back on to him with his anchored hand around your neck. A broken sob cut through your constricted throat as he fucked into you, the visceral sound of flesh smacking against flesh and whines and cries spun through the otherwise stiff air of your room. He palmed at the fat of your ass, pulling your body to meet his rough thrusts. A choked cry left your lips as you maintained eye contact with your boyfriend, crimson droplets running down his face, mimicking the pattern of your tears. You mouthed a silent âIâm sorryâ to him before your eyes shut tightly, waves of sinful bliss pulsed through your body with every mean thrust of Satoruâs hips.
âGettinâ so tight around meâf-fuuuckâyouâre close, huh?â Your face contorted in shameful pleasure as you nodded, your back arching even more to take him deeper. âThatâs itâŠcâmon, my love. Need you to cum on my cock,â Satoru begged, his voice airy as he got lost in your tight, sopping walls. âShow me how good I make you feel.â His words ricocheted around your head as the building pressure in your stomach finally snapped, your legs shaking violently as your orgasm ripped through your body, splattering onto Satoruâs thighs and the mattress below you.Â
A few more strokes met your dripping center before Satoru bottomed out inside of you, thick ropes of his pearlescent seed painting your spasming walls. He finally released his tight grip around your throat, your head dropping immediately as indignity plagued your trembling frame. He pulled out, spreading your cheeks as he leaned down, an animalistic growl pulling from his chest as he watched his cum dribble out of your pussy.Â
Satoru rubbed soothing circles into your lower back as you worked to regain your breath. âYouâre mine,â he whispered. He unlatched the restraints from around your wrists, a coy smile tugging at the corners of his mouth at the purple bruises that marked your skin. He locked eyes with your boyfriend, a deranged smile dancing across his face as he reached for the discarded projector remote.Â
Another familiar voice flooded through the speaker, but this time it wasnât Satoruâs. â...We broke up a few weeks ago. No, no. Really, itâs okay. She was kind of a bitch anyway.â Your pupils widened as you stared back at the man you had just been feeling sorry for minutes ago, rage mixing into the vast sea of emotions you were already feeling while you watched a grainy video of him snaking his arm around another womanâs waist. The two of them were laughing outside of his house before she leaned in to kiss him.Â
âMy poor sweet girl.â Satoruâs hand brushed lightly against your cheeks, catching tears that you didnât even realize had begun spilling out. âI didnât want you to have to find out this way, but I didnât have much of a choice, did I?â
There were a million other ways he could have broken the news to you, but that somehow wasnât the most pressing issue at hand.Â
âAn eye for an eye, right?â The same haunting grin that youâd grown to know all too well spread across his face again, his blue eyes slicing into your ex-boyfriendâs. âI canât believe that my entire world was in the hands of someone so undeservingâŠâ he redirected his attention back to you and recaptured your cheeks in his hands. He leaned down to meet your gaze, unexpected softness replacing his usual sinister demeanor. âWhat do we do now, baby? Itâs your call.â
Your pulse was ringing through your ears. âMy call?â your voice was reduced to a whisper as you repeated it back to him.Â
âIâm going to kill him either way, but I want you to tell me how.â
You pondered for a moment, still coming to terms with the chain of events that lead you to this one vengeful moment.Â
Satoru stood, sauntering over to your boyfriend, stooping down to his level while his hands hovered over his gag. âWhen I take this off, I donât want to hear anything other than remorse come from that pathetic fuckinâ mouth of yours.â Your boyfriendâs eyes shifted towards you, then back to Satoru, as he nodded pitifully. The tie was pulled from his mouth. His words were broken, barely audible. âIâm -â he choked out. âIâm sorry, I -â
Your stomach lurched as a sharp smack met his cheek, the painful sound resonating through the room. âYou can do better than that. You got one more try,â Satoru spat, his eyes burning into your ex-loverâs bloodied face as he wrapped his fist around his throat, jostling his head around in a fit of rage.Â
âSatoru,â you hardly recognized your tone let alone the thoughts that were racing through your head. The last few hours of your life had been a blur. The words you heard earlier made perfect sense now, âNothing feels real when you hit a certain point.â You were officially at that point. âSatoru, donât. Letâs just end this.â
It was the first time youâd ever seen the silver-haired man look surprised. His eyebrow raised, a mix of curiosity and amusement glinting in his eye. âTell me how,â he repeated. âI need to hear you say it.âÂ
You were in a dream. Nothing more than a figment of Satoruâs imagination, just like he had said. It was the only thing that made sense to you because there was no way any of this was actually happening.Â
âRip his heart out,â your voice emotionless as you gazed toward the blue-eyed man. Satoru groaned deeply, his dick twitching at the sound of your pretty voice speaking his dark language. The same depraved grin pulled at the edge of his lips as he looked back at your ex.Â
âWell,â he smirked, âlooks like itâs decided thenâŠâ Adoration swam through his ocean eyes as he looked back at you, âI knew I picked the right one.â
âË. à ËââŠË.
Click
The lock of your front door unbolted as your bodies pushed through the door frame, giggling as four glasses of wine danced through your systems. Satoru wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into a deep, passionate kiss. âHappy anniversary, my love,â he mumbled against your lips. His hands grasped yours as he led you toward the couch.Â
You nestled into the warmth of his chest, his arm secured around you while you gazed around the room. Your head spun from the wine-induced nostalgia that this day had inevitably brought on. You were still in the same apartment, only it belonged to both of you now. A blend of sentimental gifts decorated your bookshelf that the two of you had collected over the last year. A camcorder, pressed red roses, framed vacation photos, and the first set of diamond earrings heâd bought you stowed away in a heart-shaped jewelry box. But out of all of the memories that tied you together, there was one that stood out the most.Â
âShould we open it?â you whispered, drawing lazy circles into his shoulder.
You didnât have to see his face to feel his smirk. He knew his girl and he knew her well. He stood wordlessly, retrieving a jar from the highest shelf. He presented it to you, a smug grin gracing his ethereal features, the same look that was permanently etched into your brain the night he got it for you.Â
âBe my guest, princess.â You unscrewed the lid, peering into the jar as the strong scent of formaldehyde tickled your nose. You smiled longingly into the container, the overwhelming feeling of love reverberating through your chest. There was something so beautifully poetic about Satoruâs limerence, the lengths at which he went to steal the heart of another in order to fully possess yours.Â
author note: im so sorry for not posting my sweets,, i had the worst case of writer's block and i was actively trying to work on six different WIPs...i was losing my mind.
this was quite the heavy fic to write...i hope i didn't scare anyone away with it lol
alsoooo!! sending out the biggest thank you to @remlionheart for forcing me to finish this...my editor, my co-writer, the love of my life ⥠âïœĄË
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Azriel Appreciation Week: Belonging
Rhys said to Azriel, "If I had not met a shadowsinger, I would not have known that it is the family you make, not the one you are born into, that matters. I would not have known what it is to truly hope, even when the world tells you to despair.â -ACOWAR Chapter 69
For this piece, we really wanted to capture a young Azriel finally finding a place where he belongs. A mother figure to love him as her own, brothers who tease him lovingly not cruelly, a family he chose for himself, and a place to call home. One of the sweetest parts of this piece is the quiet joy and tenderness in Azriel's expression as he looks on his found family.
We can not thank aurithemoon enough for bringing this piece to life for us. She captured everything that we were envisioning in a way only she can. It is such a pleasure and honor to work with someone so talented, so accomplished, and so kind đ
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DPXDC prompt. Dead on main. Singer! Phantom x Red Hood!Jason
Laws are easily changed if businessmen smell money.
Paulina and Sam suggest Danny to try to become a singer in order to change society's opinion about ghosts a little. In the end, the otherworldly sound of his voice can at least be used for the benefit of Realms.
And it seems like the Everlasting Trio is really liked by the public. At first they just release a few songs (Exams kill, Battle with myself, What an Autopsy Won't Show, Among the stars). But a mysterious atmosphere mixed with understandable teenage problems begins to take over teens playlists. Their fans want more and more.
So, when under the pressure of the public and profit-hungry bigwigs all bans on the presence of ecto creatures in the United States are lifted, the Trio goes on their first Tour.
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Jason stumbles upon Phantom's songs completely by accident. It was painful to hear them for the first time but at the same time it was as if he could breathe again because he had found someone similar. Someone who understands, and who doesn't judge him for coming back wrong. Jason listens to his voice on repeat and the rage seems to recede and subside. There is sadness of loss and fear in the songs but most of them end bringing some hope and this thought gives Red Hood more strength not to break down for another day. and then another, and another..And one day, the green eyes in the mirror do not scare Jason but shows him that he belonging to something more. Todd can't explain it more precisely, but it was as if the waters of Lazarus inside him had calmed down and he was no longer enemies with them. He even jokes with Tim that he is finally rest in peace and ready to live a full undead life when his brother (God, his lil brother whom he wanted to hurt recently because of his own stupidity), asks him about his strange behavior.
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Jason forgets how to breathe again. His favorite band, and most importantly his favorite vocalist, is coming to Gotham with a concert. For many years now, none of the nonresidents have dared to take such a risk, but it seems like Phantom has absolutely no instinct for self-preservation. Well, as a true fan, Red Hood will do his best so that none of the gothamites spoil the Trio's impression of their first concert here. Danny is beside himself with excitement. Their concert in the hometown of the Red Hood was approved. Of course, there is no chance that he would be able to meet such a busy vigilante but Phantom continues to dream. If he'll fly a little over the city instead of sleeping after rehearsals, maybe he'll get an autograph from at least one member of the bat clan.
~~~~~ Phantom: Thank you very much Mr. Nightwing sir. Just sign it for.. Nightwing: For a Phantom, right? Huh, I recognized you, my brother has poster in his room. Nice hairstyle by the way. Danny*urgently*: Which one of them?
Nightwing: Jeez, and I thought it was just a stage image. Ghosts are kinda creepy. Terribly persistent, to be precise. And yeah, Jason, he absolutely not against you as a vigilante. You can safely ask Phantom to sign your helmet, I promise. Man was so happy when find out you're listening to his songs, you have no idea.
Jason *holds out a hand*. Nightwing: What? Jason: If you dared to meet Phantom before me, then where is my autograph? Nightwing: Em..oops? I gave him mine if it helps.
Jason: *sounds of an angry lazarus demon*.
#dpxdc prompts#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc au#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#dead on main#dpxdc memes#danny x jason
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Be with me- JJK
Summary: Breaking up with Jungkook was supposed to be your freedom from his obsession, but heâs never been one to let go easily. His presence lingers, stalking you even in places you thought were safe. When you finally agree to meet him after the break up, what should have been a simple talk turns into a moment where you 'keep your promise'.
Pairing: yandere ex bf jungkook x ex gf y/n
Genre: smut
Warnings: yandere tendencies, unprotected sex, jk is a freak, dirty talk, voyeurism, rough sex, manipulation, stalking, dub con, sex while being unconscious, recording while fucking, tit slapping, name calling, nipple sucking, groping, jerking off, cumming inside, fighting, jungkook is crazy about yn.
Word count: 8.4k+
Writer: ririđ§
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You knew you were royally fucked when you laid in your exâs arms that night, him stroking your hair softly as he drew invisible circles on the small of your back. This was it again. He was back in your life. You let him. You didnât had a choice.
Thats when you realized
The only way to get rid of Jungkook,
Was to be with Jungkook...
You were a beautiful woman, with big eyes, a perfect body, pearly white teeth, and certainly popular among men. Jungkook absolutely hated how other men ogled you. You were his woman, not theirs. He couldnât stand how you laughed with your male friends, or how your girlfriends giggled whenever a man eyed you from head to toe. He despised it. And you hated how overprotective he was.
His intense jealousy often ruined social events, and slowly, you began to isolate yourself from friends. You feared his angry outbursts more than you enjoyed your social life.
âWhy were you talking to him for so long? Donât you know how much it hurts me to see you with someone else? You belong with me, only me.â
He insisted on knowing your whereabouts, your schedules, and even installed a tracking app on your phone, claiming it was for your own safety. Jungkook loved you so much that he couldnât bear the thought of you getting into any âtroubleâ. The world was too dangerous.
âI just worry about you so much. This way, I can always make sure youâre safe. You donât mind, do you? Itâs because I love you.â
His constant checking on you started to feel more like surveillance than care. You hated it, but you loved him.
At first, you found his constant attention flattering, but his possessive grip on your hand felt tighter with each passing day, as if he feared you might slip away if he let go.
âI canât stand being away from you for even a moment. The thought of anyone else seeing you, talking to you⊠it drives me crazy. Youâre mine, and I need you to know that.â
Jungkook wasnât always like this, you swore to your friends. You knew he was a great boyfriend. They just didnât know him the way you did. He took care of you, wanted to protect you from everything in this world. You were his heart. He often bought you gifts to show his love for you. You loved when he gave you a beautiful necklace, a token of his love for you that you were supposed to wear all the time.
âThis necklace is a piece of my heart, Y/N. I want you to wear it always, so everyone knows youâre taken. Promise me you wonât ever take it off.â
As time went by, what seemed like a romantic gesture became a chain, a constant reminder of his possessiveness and ownership over you. Jungkook would get so upset if you ever forgot to wear it. Why did you have to remove it in the first place? Didnât you love him enough to keep his necklace close to your heart?
âHeâs too controlling!â your friends said, but Jungkook wasnât controlling. He just wanted you to himself. Youâre his girlfriend, right?
Jungkook wasnât possessive or controlling, but he didnât like when you snapped at him for being too possessive and controlling. Mind you, he was just teaching the guy a lesson for asking to buy you a drink. He had to teach him a lesson. So what if he broke his nose? So what if he threw a few punches? Nobody flirts with HIS woman.
âhe wasnât flirting with me!â
âOh, shut up, Y/N! He clearly wanted to get into your pants!â Jungkook snapped.
You scoffed at his remark. Was he serious? So what if the man was flirting? He didnât know you were taken. And even if he did, he didnât deserve to get beaten up so brutally that the bar had to kick you both out and ban your entry in the future.
âThis happens every time, Y/N! Every. fucking. time!â Jungkook was fuming.
âI donât like it when they see you like youâre a piece of meat. Canât you see how beautiful you are, baby? A body so flawless, men canât help but be drawn to you. Youâre mine⊠and I donât like to share whatâs mineâŠâ
Damn. There he was again, turning a heated argument into an emotional conversation in the blink of an eye. You hated how smooth he was, how heâd come closer and wrap his arms around you, whispering sweet apologies in your ear. You hated how you always gave in to his embrace. It was like this every time. Your friends wanted you to break up with him, but he always had you like this. In his arms, where he glided his hand down to cup your ass firmly, giving it a possessive squeeze.
You hated how hot he was⊠so uncontrollably hot. And you hated how this night was going to end⊠yet again.
âF-fuck!â you whimpered at the animalistic pace Jungkook was pounding into you. Jungkook groans as your cunt wraps around him so wet and perfectly, grinding on him back and forth.
âYou love it slut? Looking like a cock hungry slut for my dick. Gonna bust my nut right fucking now because of how wet you are.â Jungkook groaned, maintaining his pace, pounding hard and fast into to.
âO-only for y-your dick daddy! so big and hardâ you mewled, a tiny droplet of tear falling out of your eye at the pleasure.
Jungkook was fucking good at fucking good.
âYeah? gonna make make you cum so hard whore, youâll forget your own name.â He moaned out, not slowing down his face. He loved the dirty talk during sex. and so did you. it was fucking hot.
Jungkook knew you were close when he felt you tightening around him. He took his camera, like he always did, and turned it on to record your precious expressions of the pleasure that he gave you.
He loved recording you.
And you loved to get recorded.
Jungkook thought you were the most beautiful woman in the world. Looked so fucking cock riding out your climax as your face contorted, letting out a thread of profanities from your mouth. He loved to keep a record of your beautiful tapes. Only for hime; Only for his eyes to see.
He kissed your temple lightly, cradling you in his arms after doing the deed. You looked so angelic after the afterglow.
âYou did so amazing baby⊠so pretty moaning my name like that. i could listen to you for years.â Jungkook said, playing her tape, replaying her sweet moans again and again. Fuck, he means when he says that.
âTell me Y/N, would you let me record you sleeping, babyâŠ?â
You hummed lightly, lying boneless in his arms humming at whatever stupid request he was making. You were used to him rambling, you had jeon wrapped around your fingers.
âReally babe? you'd let me fucking record you while i use your body while you're asleep?â
Jungkook asked, excitement evident in his voice. Just the thought of recording your tape while youre sleeping⊠it turned him on so much.
âPromise me Y/N. You wont back off, right?â
âAlright, babyâŠâ you murmured softly, your voice laced with exhaustion.
âYou canât back off now,â he whispered, his breath warm against your ear, eliciting another sleepy hum from you. He pressed a tender kiss to your temple, his fingers gently combing through your soft locks until you slipped into a much-needed, peaceful slumber. After what felt like an eternity, he carefully disentangled himself from your embrace and sat up, his back resting against the headboard of your bed.
Jungkook reached over to the nightstand, picking up his camera with a reverent touch. He lowered the volume to ensure your sleep remained undisturbed. His eyes gleamed with possessive pride as he played the video he had recorded just moments ago. Your face, captured in the throes of pleasure he had bestowed upon you, was a sight that fueled his obsession. He couldnât resist the allure of watching his recordings of you over and over. To him, you looked utterly captivating, a vision of raw sensuality.
He was consumed by an all-encompassing obsession. Heâd rewind the tapes countless times just to hear his name fall from your lips again. Each repetition sent shivers of satisfaction down his spine. He could lose himself in those recordings for days, weeks, even months, relishing in the intimacy they captured.
Only he deserved to see you like this. Only he had the right to make you scream in ecstasy. Only he was entitled to touch you in such intimate ways. He wanted to be the sole possessor of your every touch, every glance, every breath. The thought of anyone else witnessing your beauty, your vulnerability, was unbearable. You were his. His woman. He was your lover, your protector, your everything. Only he deserved to see your pictures and videos.
Hell, only he deserved to see you at all...
7:47 PM
You turned your phone screen off after checking the time, stretching your back as you rubbed your sore eyes. You got up from your chair, feeling your spine crackle and pop with relief. After all, you had been hunched over your laptop for the past two hours, grinding away at your English assignment. Even though they were enjoyable in their own way, but they could be a real headache, especially when it came to meeting Professor Smith's sky-high standards. She was a tough cookie, but thats what made her challenging assignments even more interesting. You wandered over to the window, taking a moment to breathe in the fresh air and clear your head now that you were free for the rest of the weekend.
You were hungry. After working your ass off on that assignment, you were finally free for the rest of the weekend. There was nothing better than cooking up something for yourself and sinking down on your bed to watch Bridgerton. The night was still young. You could hear the faint sounds of crickets coming from your bedroom windows, even though they were locked. you slowly opened the windows and felt the cool air caressing your face in the moonlight. You loved summer nights. You loved how lively they were and how the cool breeze flowed through the balcony of your apartment building, even though it was a hot season.
You slipped on your slippers, intent on cooking something quick for the night, when the faint glow of your phone screen caught your eye, indicating a notification received on silent mode. Curiosity piqued, you picked it up and saw a new message from an unknown number. The message was short, just a few cryptic words that sent a shiver down your spine. You couldnât shake the strange feeling that crept up in your chest as you read it, like someone unseen was watching, waiting for your response.
[Unknown]: âAll done with work, baby?â
You didnât know who this person was or how they knew you were free now. A strange unease settled over you, but you couldnât quite pinpoint why. Maybe it was curiosity, or perhaps a nagging sense of denial that urged you to dismiss "it". Taking a slow, deep breath, you hesitated before finally deciding to text the person back.
[You]: âWho is this?â
You hit the send button after which you got a reply almost immediately.
[Unknown]: âItâs me, babe. JK.â
So it was him again. âWhat did he want now?" You muttered to yourself, a mix of frustration and anxiety rising within. It had been three months since you finally ended things with him, discovering the invasive cameras he had installed in your home to monitor your every move. He didn't stop there; he even sabotaged your social media, deleting precious memories and controlling what you could share, claiming you were only meant for "his eyes" to see. You couldn't tolerate his manipulative and possessive behavior any longer, and that was when you finally decided to cut ties for good.
You still remembered how he acted up on the day you decided to end things with him...
âYou cant do this to me! I love you!â
âI donât care Jungkook! What you did was unforgivable. Weâre done.â
Your words broke Jungkook. His hands were shaking, eyes filled with tears. He gave you your everything and you were breaking up with him, like nothing mattered to you. All he wanted was to protect you from everyone. You were his.
âNo, weâre not done, Y/N. We are not done.â
He sees you stand near the window, looking out at the city lights, your arms crossed defensively. Heâs sitting on the couch, his eyes fixed on you, a mix of desperation and anger in his gaze.
"I can't do this anymore. This-whatever this is-it's not love. It's suffocating.â You declared, your voice firm.
"I did all of that because I love you, dammit! I can't stand the thought of anyone else seeing you, touching you, being near you. You're mine, and I need to protect yoââ
âProtect me!? Really, Jungkook?â You scoff, turning to look at him, all desperate. You knew he was shaking, but didnât know why. It could be sadness, anger or desperation. But you refused to gave in. âProtect me by Sabotaging my social media? Protect me by tracking my phone? By deleting my online presence? You deleted my emails, Jungkook!â
âThis isnât true, baby. I just want the best for you, pleasââ
âGet out of my house, Jungkook.â You cut Jungkook off. You knew you had pissed him off, but this needed to be done.
Jungkook didnât like how straight off asked him to leave your apartment. You never told him what to do. so why now? he didnât like it one bit. He stood up abruptly, knocking over the coffee table in his anger. His face contorted with rage and desperation.
"You can't leave me! I won't let you. You need me. No one else will love you like I do. You know that." Jungkook spat. âIf you loved me, Youâd have known i was doing this for us, Y/N! Goddamit!â
You flinched at his words, but your relsove did not harden.
âGet out before i report you for stalking and spyingâ
Jungkookâs face hardened.
âso youâll report my love now, huh?" He narrowed his eyes, taking some calculative steps towards you.
âYouâll get no one, Y/N mark my words. No one whoâll love you like me. I have always loved you. I have always cared you for you. I have always wanted to protect you. cant you see that baby? i have always loved you, my angel. I can change, just give me a chanceâŠâ He spoke, his fingers gently brushing against your cheek.
You flinched at his touch, your resolve hardening. You did feel a little sad about the situation, but you knew you had to do it. You had to distance yourself from him. Whatever this was, it wasnât healthy.
"It's too late for that. You need help, and I can't give it to you. Leave.â
âYou think youâll ever find someone like me, little brat? No one will want you! Because they dont love you the way i do! so stop being a bitch.â
âJungkook. leave.â
He stared at her for a long moment, his eyes filled with a mix of hurt and fury.
âThis isnât over, Y/N.â Jungkook spoke as hep turned and walked out the door, slamming it behind him.
Jungkook didnât take the breakup well. He was absolutely shattered when you ended things with him. He never expected it from you, and the shock was too much for him to handle. In the days following the breakup, his messages became relentless. He would text you at all hours, begging you to take him back, saying he couldnât imagine life without you. At first, you tried to respond politely, but his persistence became overwhelming. It felt like every time you looked at your phone, there was another message from him, each one more desperate than the last. Eventually, you couldnât take it anymore. His constant pleas were starting to get under your skin, and you needed space to move on. So, you blocked his number, hoping that would be the end of it. Since then, the silence had been a relief. But a small part of you couldnât help but wonder if he had really given up, or if he was just biding his time.
Till today.
He was texting you with a new numberâŠ
[You]: What do you want, Jungkook?
[Unknown]: i just want to talk, Y/N.
[Unknown]: please...
[You]: No
[Unknown]: i want to make it right baby⊠i am not asking you to take me back. just please see me this once.
[Unknown]: just want a closure
[Unknown]: if you ever loved me youâd do this
[Unknown]: lets talk for the last time baby
[Unknown]: like adults
You sighed reading his messages. You knew he was watching you. there was no point in ignoring him. you just wanted to get this over with. You still loved jungkook but staying together with him was a BIG NO for you. You took a deep breath and typed out your next text.
[You]: Just talk right?
[Unknown]: yesss baby just wanna talk. donât expect you to take me back
[Unknown]: miss your face
[Unknown]: let me see you for the last time :(
[Unknown]: i am outside your apartment building. know you are free right now.
[You]: Fine. But dont get your hopes up.
[Unknown]: i wont, i wont baby. be right there
You nervously started fidgeting around your room, playing with your fingers and pacing back and forth. It was sinking in just how dumb a decision you had made by inviting your ex over to talk. Not just any ex, but him. Jungkook. The thought of him coming over filled you with a mix of dread and curiosity. How did he even know you were free right now? You decided to push that unsettling question aside, focusing instead on the fact that Jungkook could arrive at any moment.
In a rush, you dashed to the bathroom to brush your tangled hair, hoping to look at least somewhat presentable, regardless of your relationship status. Anxiety spread through your body like wildfire as you heard the doorbell ring.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
Jungkook was here.
And YOU gave him the permission to do so.
But you wanted to get this over with. nothing else. theres no way you and jungkook would get back together, he knew that too. it was just a friendly talk and you both will part ways after that. Taking a deep breath, you slowly walked over to the door.
Heart pounding, you opened the door to find Jungkook standing there, a small smile playing on his lips. "Hey," he greeted softly, holding up a takeout bag. "I brought us some food.
Thought we could eat and talk things through."
Food. Were we going to have a long chat?
You forced a smile, stepping aside to let him in. "Hey, thanks. That's really thoughtful of you." As he walked past, you caught a whiff of his familiar cologne, stirring up a whirlwind of memories.
You both settled on the couch, the tension in the air thick enough to cut with a knife.
Jungkook unpacked the food, handing you a container. "I got your favorite teokbokki" he said, his voice gentle, almost apologetic. "I remember you always loved this place."
He remembersâŠ
You took the container, your hands trembling slightly. "Thanks, Jungkook. I appreciate it." You hadn't eaten all day and your stomach growled in protest, but a part of you was reluctant to accept anything from him.
Jungkook noticed your hesitation and frowned slightly. "What's wrong? He questioned. âYou don't trust me?"
Absolutely not.
"It's not that," you lied, forcing a laugh. "I'm just not that hungry."
His eyes darkened for a moment, but he quickly masked it with a reassuring smile. "Come on, just a few bites. I promise, it's safe. I wont kill you or something." He said nonchalantly, making you gasp. You didnât trust this man one bit. But you needed to get things over with.
Reluctantly, you picked up a fork and poked at the food. Your stomach growled again, louder this time, and you gave in. "Fine, but just a little." The corners of Jungkookâs lips turned upward at your decision.As you took a bite, Jungkook watched you intently, a strange glint in his eyes. "See? Not so bad, right?" You nodded, chewing slowly. "Yeah, it's good."
He relaxed slightly,opening his own container and taking a bite. "I've missed you, you know," he admitted after a moment, his eyes meeting yours. "I know things ended badly between us, but l've been thinking about you a lot."
You swallowed hard, your mind racing. "I've missed you too, Jungkook. But a lot has happened. It's not that simple. Especially after what you did. it makes me want to rethink my choices that why even are you in my house in the first place."
"I know," he replied, his voice earnest. "But i love you, Y/N. i really do. I might a been a little controlling but i never thought anything bad about you. I just wanted to look out for you, baby.â Jungkook sighed, before continuing. âBut I want to make it right. I want to fix things between us."
You continued to eat, each bite filling your empty stomach but doing little to ease your nerves. The food tasted a little strange, but you brushed it off, just like you brushed off his bullshit. You didnât wanna have this âi DiD wHaT i DiD bEcAUsE i LoVe YoUâ.
"So, what have you been up to?" you asked, trying to start a conversation.
"Just the usual," he said, shrugging. "Work, gym, thinking about you. You know, the usual."
You laughed lightly, though it felt forced. "Yeah, I know the feeling."
After a few minutes of normal conversation. You did ease yourself a little in his presence. He didnât seem too persuasive. Maybe he really just wanted to have a conversation. Though, it was unlike Jungkook but he did seem less Jungkook-ish this evening. And it wasnât normal.
a normal Jungkook, a normal conversation and this bad headache.
Nothing was normal.
You started to feel dizzy, your vision blurring. "Jungkook... I don't feel so good," you mumbled, dropping your fork. Jungkook's expression shifted, a frown forming on his lips, along with a crease forming between his eyebrows. He was worried.
But was he? A hint of something dark flashing in his eyes. But he didnât wanted to show it to you. Yet.
"Maybe you should lie down," he suggested, his voice smooth. "I'll take care of you." He said, getting up to hold you by your shoulders lightly.You tried to stand, but your legs gave out, and Jungkook caught you, his grip firm.
âShh⊠its okay⊠youâre gonna be alright. Just a little headache and dizziness for an hour or so. you wont get unconscious, donât worry baby.â He cooed, slowly guiding you towards your bedroom
Panic started to rise as you started to breathe heavy, your body growing heavier. Though you were still conscious, you had almost no control over your body. âWhat did you do?" you whispered.
"Shh," he soothed, brushing a strand of hair from your face as he laid you on the bed. "It's just something to help you relax. We need to talk, really talk, without any distractions. Gotta talk about your fake promises that you made with me, pudding."
Your vision blurred, and you fought to stay in control. "Jungkook, please..."
Your vision swam as Jungkook's words echoed in your ears, his tone shifting from gentle persuasion to something more intense. "I did everything to love you. Protect you. even built a shrine for our love." he murmured, his grip tightening on your arm. "But you left me. You broke your promise."
Fear and confusion clouded your mind, but his proximity and the drug's effects left you unable to resist. "JungkookâŠ" you managed weakly, your voice barely audible. He leaned closer, his breath hot against your ear.
"I can't let you go, i wont let you go," he whispered, his fingers tracing along your jawline. "You made a huge mistake by breaking up with me, Y/N. And iâll make you regret it today. Youâre mine.â
You swallowed hard, the weight of his words pressing down on you. Despite the fear of his threat, a part of you recognized the desperation in his eyes, a twisted kind of love. obsession.
"Okay," you finally breathed out weakly, hoping to calm him down, to keep yourself safe. Maybe agreeing was the safest option for now, a way to gain his trust. Deep down, you knew this was far from over, you played along, hoping to keep yourself safe from his dangerously twisted self.
His expression softened slightly, a manic gleam in his eyes as he pulled you closer. "I knew you'd understand. Had no choice. Gotta love you some more. Need to keep our promises alive." he murmured, a dangerous edge to his voice. Though his embrace was not something you should enjoy at the moment, you felt a surge of relief mixed with dread.
Your mind raced as Jungkook's grip on you tightened, his words cutting through the haze of the drug. "You're mine, Y/N." he whispered, his voice a chilling blend of possessiveness and longing. "No one else can have you."
You forced yourself to stay calm, nodding weakly in agreement."I know, Jungkook, I belong to you.â You managed to say, your voice trembling.
He nodded, a dark satisfaction crossing his features. "That's right," he murmured, his hand trailing possessively down your arm. "We'll fix everything. Just you and me."
You flinched inwardly at the intensity of his gaze, his touch sending shivers down your spine. "I'm sorry for leaving, kookie. I couldnât see how much you were looking out for me." you offered softly, desperate to placate him, to find a way out of this nightmare.
Kookie. He missed that. He smiled, a hint of warmth in his gaze, contradicting his devious smile.
"You'll make it up to me, I won't let you go again." He insisted, his voice firm.
As his words sank in, a sinking feeling settled in your stomach. You knew this wasn't right, that you shouldn't have to endure this kind of control. But for now, you had to play along You were drugged by this man. And he was crazy.
Jungkook leaned in closer, his lips brushing against your ear. "You're mine forever," he breathed, his grip on you unyielding. "And I'll do whatever it takes to keep you." Fear mingled with resignation as you nodded weakly, hoping beyond hope that this little act of yours would finally set you free in the future.
"You have to understand," Jungkook continued, his voice low and urgent. "I can't let anyone else have you. If you try to leave again, I'll... I'll do things you wouldn't like, and you know how persuasive i can be, babyâŠ" His words sent a chill down your spine, the threat hanging heavy in the air.
"Kookie, I didn't mean to hurt you. I just needed some time."
His expression darkened, his grip on you tightening almost imperceptibly. "Time? You had all the time in the world with me," he growled softly.
"But you ignored everything i did for you, Chose to walk away. You made me promise things, and you broke them."
Tears welled up in your eyes as you struggled to find the right words, to calm him down without provoking him further, despite being hazed. "I'm sorry," you slurred, your voice breaking. "I never meant to hurt you, babyâŠ"
He studied you for a moment, his gaze intense and searching.
"I know," he finally said, his tone softening slightly. "That's why l'm giving you another chanceâŠâ
You sighed in relief, only to gasp after.
âRemember babe? You promised to let me record youâŠsleepingâ
âP-promised youâŠ?
âTell me Y/N, would you let me record you sleeping, babyâŠ?â
You hummed lightly, lying boneless in his arms.
âReally babe? youd let me fucking record you while i use your body while youâre asleep?â
âPromise me Y/N. You wont back off, right?â
âAlright, babyâŠâ
âYou canât back off now.â
âY/N?â Jungkook shaked you lightly, dizziness evident in your eyes.
âYeah..?â
âI wanna fuck you and record you while youâre asleep. You wanted to earn my forgiveness, right? We can start off by completing the promises you made.â Jungkook said, almost in a quiet tone, staring right into your eyes.
You gulped in nervousness over his words. You had no choice.
You wanted to save yourself from Jungkook
and that could be only done
by being JungkookâsâŠ
You nodded sofly, a hint of small smile playing on your lips, as you stared at his beautiful brown eyes.
Jungkook looks so sweet. Too sweet that you almost forgot who he really is.
âOf course kookie⊠Iâd do anything to earn your forgivenessâŠâ
Jungkook slowly slumps down your unconscious body on the bed. He felt a surge of excitement, as he was finally be able to do what he had been wanting to, from a long time, and youd finally be able to keep your promise.
Promises arenât meant to be broken, you both know that. Jungkook loved how he still had you in his arms even after everything that happened. Thats the power of the shrine he made at his home of your knick knacks. He knew his love held an immense power as you, the love of his life had finally decided to open your eyes and see what Jungkook was doing for you.
He was your savior. Your lover. Your life.
If it hadnât been him, youâd have been so lost. so hurt, so vulnerable, so messed up. Mind you, you could have even be murdered by someone.
Or by Jungkook, if you werenât his.
But you had Jungkook
He was your life. He knows it.
He stared down at your soft body, lying unconscious on your pink sheets, that smells like vanilla. Jungkook knew you loved him and wanted to prove it when you agreed to take on the sleeping pill 10 minutes ago. You were his. His to use, his to love, his to fuck.
It didnât take Jungkook long to strip your clothes away from your body, laying you in nothing but your light pink cotton lingerie in front of his gaze. Even though he had seen you without them countless times, (well in the past), it felt like he went through a jolt of electricity, sending shivers straight to his spine, a smirk to his lips.
Jungkook's smirk turns into a wicked grin as he looks down at your unconscious body, his fingers staring to trace over the smooth texture of your skin. His eyes glint with excitement and desire, once seeing your fluffy breasts, his cock standing in salute.
"Fuck, you have amazing tits, baby..."
Jungkook mumbles to himself, as he takes a second to admire them before pulling your bra down to free your tits. Wasting no time, He leaned down, taking the soft flesh in his mouth, his lips wrapped around your nipple, sucking softly, swallowing around it, tongue flicking it inside his mouth. They were for him to squeeze, kiss, lick and pinch, after all.
He couldnât get enough of you, like ever. And so, for a brief moment, he pulled away, releasing your wet and tortured nub, as we walks to his drawers, taking out the same camera he used everytime you to did stuff together.
"This is going to be so fucking hot. I am going to make you mine again, baby. I missed you so muchâŠ"
Jungkook turned on the camera. The small red light near the lens indicated the video had started recording. Jungkook makes his way to the bed again, where you were lying there completely at his mercy. He slowly settles himself down beside you, moving the camera closer to your body, recording every inch of you as if he was doing it for the first time. It was Getting hot. You were hot. Jungkook gulped as he slowly removed his white tee, showing off his soft traces of abs and the tattooed arm. He added a few more to his sleeve tattoo collection when you two were not together. Jungkook turned on the air conditioner and sets the temperature on 24. Perfect.
He drifts his attention back to you, his hands move up to your already freed and sucked tits, touching and squeezing them, making sure to get a close-up. His mouth finds a way to your neck, taking in a whiff as he kissed it slowly, his lips wet against your neck. His fingers knead into the flesh of your tits, nipples hard in his palm as he relieves his stress.
He then moves his hand down to your panties, slowly pulling them off as he continues to film. He lets out a satisfied hum when he sees a patch of slick on your panties, not much, but enough to say that you were turned on. In this state. This was how Jungkook made you feel. You were utterly the doe eyed boyâs, in every possible state. This is what true love is. He slowly moved your thighs away, taking a close up of your pussy. Hell, it wasnât freshly waxed. Jungkook knew you liked to keep it clean whenever you both would get intimate. His heart almost swell in pride as he got a proof that you werenât fucking anyone all this time. (Not that he didnât knew it already, he always kept tabs on you.) It still had a soft little patch of hair, but not enough of to make an obstacle to film those luscious lips and needly clit of yours.
Jungkook starts to touch your cunt, filming his fingerâs movement. He starts to rub your clit, watching your reaction, not that he expected any. He starts to whisper filthy things while recording the sinful act.
âLook how wet sheâs for me. Sheâs so fucking hot. Fuck,"
The sight of your now slick wet cunt, being teased by his slender fingers made him extremely tight in the pants. Fuck, it was hard to jerk off to the footages of you in your room, doing your thing when Jungkook used to find ways to get his Y/N back. He had missed you so much. God knows how many times he had came in front of monitor just by seeing you change into your pajamas every night. Or when you crossed your legs while watching TV in the couch, wearing his favorite pink tank top.
He lost a monthâs worth cum when he saw you playing with yourself with the toy HE gifted you. That was the only toy you owned. Only that thing was allowed to enter you whenever Jungkook wasnât around. You were using his toy. Why? You wanted him. You need him. You needed Jungkook, isnt that why you used His replacement to calm yourself down. Why didnât you use your fingers? They werenât long enough? wrong. they didnât satisfy you? No. Jungkook knew why. You obviously missed him. You wanted him back.
Jungkook continues to touch and record himself pleasuring you, his own desire growing with each passing moment. He slowly starts to finger you, starting with one finger, soon followed by a second one, making sure to capture the slick movements, the camera moving a little due to the jerks produced by his other hand working on you. "This is so hot, she's practically begging for it,"
Jungkook continues to finger you and suck on your nipples while the camera captures everything. How wet your pussy was. The slick. The wet sounds. Jungkookâs grunts. Your soft breathing followed but a few straggled breaths. Everything . "Look at her, she loves it. Such a dirty slut. My pretty Y/N. She needs my cock inside her."
Jungkook pulls his fingers out of you, admiring the wetness and a sticky thread of your juices joined between his fingers before bringing them to his mouth and sucking on them, followed by a satisfied hum as if just tasted a forbidden fruit. Well, technically yes, the only difference is this fruit wasnât forbidden. It was completely his.
Jungkook then moves the camera away from your pussy and focuses it on himself as he undoes his pants, the metal of his belt makes a soft click sound as he pulls down his Blue Calvin Klein Denim jeans, followed the the pair of his black Calvin Klein Boxers. His painfully hard cock was already standing parallel to the floor, the veins on it as swollen as the bulbous head, sparkling with a drop of precum. He slowly start to touch his thick length while recording himself.
âYou want this⊠My filthy Y/N. You want my cock inside you.â
Jungkook starts to jerk off, his hand moving vigorously over his shafts, focusing the camera to your body time to time.
âShe doesn't know it but she is a slut. My slut.â
âShe was stupid to even think about leaving me.â
âShe missed me so much. I am going to fuck her so hard to show how much she means to me.â
Jungkook knew he couldnât take it anymore. You were in front of his eyes after a long time. he needed to be inside you, and fuck you like he means it. He focuses the camera on your body once again and spreads your legs wide open, positioning his hips against yours, his hard and heavy cock being brushed against your folds. Jungkook groaned as he pushed the tip in, head being thrown back as he basked in the feeling of your tight walls. It always felt like first time whenever he fucked you.
âFuck! Shit! Y/N I missed this cunt.â
In one swift movement he enters you fully, burying himself to the hilt. He can barely contain himself, his fingers dig in your waist as he fucks his cock inside you, his mouth letting out a guttural moan, pulling his length back just to pound into you again. and again. and again. The sound of your thighs meeting fills the room, with soft grunts and mewls of pleasure escaping Jungkookâs mouth, his eyes solely focused on the sight of your round tits bouncing with every thrust. So pretty, so round, so soft, all his.
Jungkook lips turn into a twisted crescent at the sight. Unable to hold himself any longer, he starts to squeeze and slap your unconscious tits, causing them to become red, which only fuels his desire to slap and squeeze them more, just how you loved it.
âYouâre my cunt, bitch. Gonna Fuck this fact into you.â
Jungkook had noticed that you had started to stir a little, maybe the the reaction of the pill was slowly wearing off. He found you moaning unconsciously at the feeling of his cock pounding facts into you to the hilt.
âM-mhhhâŠk-kook ahh-â He heard you mumble incoherently, feeling your walls clench around him tightly.
âSuch a slut, just woke up and youâre already about to cum? You missed my dick that much baby?â Jungkook groaned, his thrusts becoming erratic as he chases down his own orgasm. It took him all his might not to bust a nut just right then at the feeling of you clenching around him so tightly.
âGonna cum in you, you want that, right love?â Jungkook said, his hips never stopping to move against yours, as you slowly started to feel faint trickles of your orgasm, which got stronger and stronger with Jungkookâs pounding. You gasped loudly as he thrusted himself in you for the last time, emptying thick ropes of his cum inside you and filling you to the brim.
The room was quiet, the only thing that could be heard was the humming of air conditioner, and both of your soft breathing, as you lay on the bed beside, your back firmly pressed against his chest. You still felt a little drowsy due to the effect that pill had on you, but Jungkook had made sure to clean you up and change you to your comfortable pjs. The purple satin ones.
His face was buried in the crook of your neck, his fingers playing with the chain of your âpendantâ that Jungkook had bought you tonight as a gift for your union since you threw the last one.
ââŠdo you forgive me ggukieâŠ?â You mumbled, earning a soft hum from him.
âI forgive you, Y/N. But if this happens again-"
âIt wont happen again.â You cut him off. âI promise, kook.â
His smile returned, though it lacked warmth. "Good," he said, his voice tinged with possessive satisfaction. "Now, let's forget about everything else. It's just you and me now, Y/N No one fucking else. Iâll kill them if anyone gets between us, Y/N.â
You hummed, finally surrendering to the situation that has you caught up in a fucking cycle. And you knew.
The only way to get rid of Jungkook,
was to be with Jungkook.
Jungkook felt you slowly drifting away, so he shifts you in such a way that you were lying on your back. He sat up, his back pressed against the headboard. He reached to the night stand and grabbed his camera, to see how you kept your promise to earn his forgiveness.
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àłàż SAVAGE BONDS part 3 ă feyd rautha x atreides!reader ă
summary: destined to one another since conception, your very life belongs to feyd rautha. as a token of good will you are sent to the strange planet of giedi prime a week before your wedding ceremony, only to learn that it is far more hostile than you imagined it would be. a failed assassination attempt has tempers flaring and sparks flying when it is decided to be safer to sleep alongside feyd. you hate to admit it, but he has played the part of a "protector" better than the guards who were tasked to watch over you. whilst you have been dreading this union all of your life, feyd has been anticipating it. meeting you as children had left him awe-struck. . . and a bit obsessed.
warnings: !SMUT HEAVY IN FUTURE PARTS!, feyd is super overprotective in this fic and kills multiple people in your honor, blood and gore, it's a dark romance folks, political marriage, forced proximity, temporary unrequited love, a lil dubious consent in some scenes, there's a lot of talk about breeding, enemies to lovers (in your mind, not his), there's a "who did this to you" scene, knife play, blood kink, breeding kink heavy, lots of scent marking/marking. ( need to edit this later because I'm exhausted right now)
word count: 3.5k
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If the intruder had made another noise then hadnât been able to hear it. Not over the sound of your heart pounding in your ears. Dread washed over you, the blood in your veins turning to ice as you were struck with a sudden realization:Â
Either you fought for your life, here and now. . . or you died.Â
Your throat locked up, and suddenly you found yourself unable to say anything at all. Shouldnât you be screaming like a madwoman? Had he seen you undress for the night? Had he been lurking in a corner or a closet as your attendants had run your bath? Was everybody in on this?Â
Every nervous smile and antsy movement came rushing back to you. Betrayal slapped you in the face so hard that it stunned you back into motion.Â
The knife that you had hidden away in your room after breakfast was shorter than you would have liked- minimal reach, meaning youâd have to get up close to the attacker. Still, you somehow managed to kick the sheets off of you in order to lurch to the side before he was able to brandish his own blade. You heard it cut through the air, the loud tearing of the pillow where your head had just been perched a millisecond ago echoed through the pitch black room.Â
You moved towards the door, bare feet against ice cold marble, and finally began to open your mouth to scream for whatever guards were sure to be stationed near the guest quarters.Â
âI wouldnât bother,â The manâs voice sneered, a smile evident in his voice. âNo one will save you.âÂ
There it was. The truth.Â
Everyone hated you, but you already knew as much. There was very little you could do in your nightdress- no way you could properly fend off an attacker without any shoes on your feet. Even worse, you had no shield.Â
âWhy are you doing this?â You questioned, raising the knife so that you were holding it defensively in front of you. You hated how pathetic you sounded with your voice shaking like that. Still, your hands held strong.Â
Under immense trauma and stress like this your body had gone into autopilot. Again and again your training has been hammered into you. You must remain calm. Act with surety.Â
Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear.Â
You waited, listening to see if he was getting close to you. The bed creaked, the attacker stepping into a single ray of silver light that had escaped through the blinds.
 It was a guard.Â
So this was planned. You should have known enough. You would have thought that Feyd would have been the one to orchestrate the whole thing, but his earlier warning had made it clear to you that he hadnât wanted you to perish. At least not like this.Â
He didnât say anything else to you before his arm came barrelling down. You stepped to the side, almost tripping over the fabric of your dress in your panic. The cutter blade struck the wall behind you, and in the manâs blind fury he left his side completely defenseless. You surged forward, the knife tightly clutched in your hand, and brought it down hard on his arm. He cried out, the sound nearly deafening you as it echoed off of the empty walls.Â
âYou bitch!â His weapon clung against the ground.Â
Still, his uninjured arm struck against the side of your face. The world tilted beneath you as you stumbled backwards, your spine cracking against the dresser drawer as your knees buckled beneath you. Pain. It felt like he had just drilled a hole clean into the side of your face. No one had ever landed a blow to you like that. The guard took advantage of your stunned state, moving forward so that he could wrap his meaty hands around your throat.Â
You needed to use the Voice. He had to stop. . . but his hands were squeezing too tightly. Your lips moved but little more than fearful croaks escaped you. Tears pooled in your eyes at the pressure, at the pain, at the fucking fear that was threatening to swallow you up whole, whole, whole until you were nothing. Your nails scrapped against any bit of skin that you could find. He hissed in pain, using the weight of your own body against you as he slammed you against the dresser where he currently had you pinned.Â
You kicked out your legs, desperately trying to find a foothold so that you could wrench yourself upwards. If you were in pants then you might have been able to save yourself, but your bare feet slid out against the loose fabric pooled underneath you. The man had struck when you had been most vulnerable. He was killing you.Â
Your eyes widened, the tears finally spilling past the thick wall of your lower lashes. He was killing you. He was killing you. He was killing you.Â
With the ringing filling your ears, you hadnât heard the commotion outside of your door. Only when it slammed open, light from the hall flooding in, did you realize that someone had been alerted. The hands around your throat loosened just enough for you to take a deep, wheezing breath in.Â
âHelp me.â But you couldnât reach the correct frequency, not when your vocal cords were so damaged.Â
Still, with bleary eyes you stared up at whoeverâs large form filled the doorway. Begging them to save you.Â
And so they did.Â
The world just fell away, like ink on wet paper- it all bled around him. All sound and sight ebbed away, the only thing visible in his rage being your tear filled eyes. Feyd had seen looks of pure terror on the faces of men he had bested countless times before. It never meant much to him. The lives he had taken never weighed heavy on his shoulders. He never cared much for anything aside from his own ambitions. He had goals- found minor joy in sharpening his mind and his blades.Â
 He had carried his memories of you from childhood with him into adulthood, each glance and nervous smile acted as a balm that soothed any future traumas or worries. He knew that one day he would be standing exactly where he was right then, with you within arms length.Â
This wasnât what he had pictured throughout the years though. Nothing could have prepared him for what he was currently witnessing.Â
Women bled the same as men did. He never felt overly-noble when it came to protecting them, no matter how weak or frail they looked. Feyd understood that it was survival of the fittest. People lost their lives every day in much crueler ways than suffocation. . .Â
But the guard had his hands around your throat, and in that moment Feyd no longer saw the proud woman that had managed to nearly knock him off of his feet earlier. No, in that moment you looked just like that six year old little girl he had always cared for so dearly. You looked exactly how he had left you- scared, fragile and innocent.Â
Feyd-Rautha wasnât quite sure what love was, but he could imagine that it must be what he felt for you. Losing you was an impossibility, heâd never let it happen. He couldnât.Â
âWhat do you think youâre doing?âÂ
An eerie sort of calm befell the room, the only sounds being your shaky breaths as you tried to fill your aching lungs with air. The guard didnât answer him, only stared with fearful eyes up at the Na-Baron. He was looking Death right in the face.Â
âWas it your idea to attack her in the middle of the night like this?â Feyd took another step into the room, which had the guard scooting back awkwardly on his knees. âYou were going to kill her in the dark like she was no better than an animal.âÂ
He hadnât even been brave enough to face you with the lights on.Â
Feyd, without turning around, used his foot to close the door behind him. Once again the room plummeted into pitch black darkness. There was a shuffling sound in front of him, the man trying to get to his feet as fast as he could to put some distance between the two of them, but it was too late. Feyd followed the source of the noise and reached out, grabbing the man around the stomach before sinking his blade deep into his neck. A sick wet gurgling noise caused you to let out a small cry. Still, the blue eyed man wouldnât be offput by your disgust.Â
He had to pay for what he did to you.Â
And so he dislodged the knife easily, the sharp blade gliding through muscle and skin, and then stabbed again. And again. And again. The guard moaned in pain, trying his hardest to buck and fight Feyd off of him. Even when the manâs legs gave out from under him Feyd followed him, falling to his knees so that he could continue his ruthless assault.Â
The Na-Baron grit his teeth, eyes wide as his knife continued to find purchase in the corpse beneath him. The bastard had caused you to suffer. He had hurt you. Feyd didnât stop there either. He stood up and made his way out into the hallway.Â
The rage had made a home somewhere deep in his chest. He didnât know what to do with so much anger. He needed. . . he needed to make everyone atone for what they had done to you. Did they think that he would approve of their lame assassination attempt?Â
âYou heard everything and did nothing!â He screamed out at the other guards who stood in the hallway.Â
His hands were coated in blood, his black shirt and night pants soaked through, clinging to his skin. All they could do was watch him, unable to say anything at all. Feyd knew that they could not deny his claims. They had all been in on this from the start.Â
And so he raised his blade again and did not stop until every man in the hallway was long-dead.Â
Not a word had been said since the incident. You didnât even complain when Feyd had all but dragged you through the halls, rather you followed him as emotionless as a doll. The blood of the fallen marred your arms and crisp white nightdress. It was as if your body had gone into auto pilot. Your mind was lost to you, as you felt as though you were floating off somewhere far away. You no longer existed at all.Â
You were just a hollow shell now, in a state of shock that had you shutting down completely.Â
Where was he taking you? You didnât know, nor did you particularly care anymore.Â
The guardâs final breaths had sounded wet, probably due to the blood in his lungs. The blade hitting bone. His moans of pain. Those sounds still echoed in your ears, and you were positive that youâd never be able to get them out of your head.Â
Youâd never witnessed anything like that in all of your life. Someone had been killed mere feet away from you. And yet you werenât sorry for him. You searched yourself for even an inkling of pity and came up short. The bastard got what he deserved.Â
âWhy did you have to do that in front of me?â You managed to mumble out.Â
Tonight would soon become a memory that would never abandon you. Even in old age you were certain that you would be able to recall every gut wrenching detail of tonights events. When the door leading out to the doorway had opened and illuminated the room, Feydâs sins had been revealed in full to you.Â
The guard was unrecognizable. He no longer looked human to you, his insides turned out. Your betrothed had quite literally gutted your attacker in front of you.Â
Your bare feet tracked blood on the floors, the long skirts of your nightgown soaked with another manâs blood.Â
âI killed him for you. I wanted you to experience every moment of retribution.â He didnât turn around to face you as he spoke. Instead he kept his eyes on the hallway, the pupils of his pale blue eyes blown out wide.Â
You cast a look down at the hand that was holding your arm in a vice-like grip. He was shaking. It was almost as though he could feel your eyes on his hand. His trembling fingers dug into your soft skin.Â
Feyd released you once the two of you were alone in a room together, closing the door behind him and locking it for good measure. You stood there, motionless as you followed the line of his jaw with your eyes. The muscle there ticked a few times as he clenched and unclenched his jaw. He was still agitated, you could tell.Â
âYouâre starting to bruise.â He motioned towards his own neck.Â
Your hand flew up to your throat, poking at the tender skin. It felt hot under your touch- sore too. It would serve as a reminder of how close you had come to death. Tonight you felt nothing. . . but what about tomorrow? Would you ever be able to sleep again?Â
âHow did you know that I was being attacked?â Your suspicion was beginning to build back up again. There were just too many coincidences.Â
âYou think I had something to do with this?â He sounded agitated. There was no hint of his usual sarcastic lilt in his tone.Â
Youâd never seen Feyd like this before. He actually seemed. . . offended but your gentle accusation.Â
âYou canât answer my question with yet another question. How did you know I was being attacked?â You might have been in a state of immense shock but you still had some wits about you.Â
You were locked in a room with a murderer, and the possibility that he had a hand in your assassination attempt was high. Once again you found yourself utterly defenseless. If he tried to attack you now there was no way that youâd be able to defend yourself. Not only that but your throat was wrecked. You could barely talk at the current moment, meaning you couldnât even depend on the Voice if you needed to. You were as helpless as a child in the wake of Feydâs power.Â
âI see you in my dreams sometimes.âÂ
Anyone else would have called him insane, but you were used to Paulâs dreams. Theyâd been getting even more vivid as he aged. So Feyd had a dream that you were in danger? You found it difficult to believe that he would go out of his way to come to your rescue. Still, here he was.Â
âIs that why you warned me today at breakfast?â The pieces were finally beginning to fall into place. Heâd known something was going to happen since last night.Â
âYes,â He tilted his head, seemingly deep in thought. âSomething told me to go and see you.âÂ
You didnât have it in yourself to question him further. Youâd have to be satisfied with his answers. What you really wanted was a bath and a fresh change of clothes. One last look at your soiled clothes had your nose wrinkling in disgust. The smell of blood was thick in your nose- so strong that the iron scent almost smelled sweet. You gagged outwardly, putting your hands on your knees as you suddenly dry heaved.Â
âYou realize that he couldnât be left alive after what he had done, donât you?âÂ
Of course you did. That didnât make it any better though. Your fingers stuck together, caked in blood, as you balled them into fists at your sides.Â
âBath.â Was all you said, already looking around the room that you assumed was his living quarters for any sign of a tub.Â
He didnât make any complaints as you closed the bathroom door behind yourself. Feyd gave you the time to process everything, didnât knock on the door even once as the minutes ticked by. You stayed in the water until your fingers pruned and rubbed your skin until it was raw. Blood was everywhere. Under your nails, between your toes- it had even soaked through your dress and now caked your lower legs and thighs.Â
You threw on a thin cotton robe you found neatly folded on a small towel rack, tying it tightly around your waist before you built up the courage to face your fiance again.Â
âTake me back to my room.â You were eager to fall asleep.Â
Youâd been through too much. The thought of having to be conscious was tiring in itself. If you could close your eyes and sleep for the next ten years then you would.Â
You missed your home. You missed your parents and Paul. You missed stability and security. Your life felt lost to you now.Â
âThis is your room now.â He was laying on the bed, already in a change of clothes. He seemingly took a bath himself while you had locked yourself away. There was no trace of gore left on him now.Â
Your mouth went dry, palms pooling with sweat. Surely you were understanding him incorrectly.Â
âYou canât expect me to sleep in the same room with you. We arenât married.â There was absolutely no way your parents would approve of something like this.Â
âI donât trust anyone besides myself with your safety.âÂ
You didnât trust anyone. Especially not Feyd.Â
âWhy should I be expected to sleep with you? I donât feel comfortable-âÂ
âI will kill anyone that lays a finger on you again. Let that pile of bodies act as a warning to anyone else that tries. Thatâs why you should be expected to stay here with me. Get in the bed.â He seemed tired. Aggitated.Â
âNo.â You held strong. Never in your life had you slept in the same room as a man, let alone someone like Feyd-Rautha. Heâd sooner kill you in your sleep then anyone else would.Â
âCome here.â His tone caused you to jump.Â
You had to bite your tongue as you approached him, sitting down awkwardly on the bed before you finally succumbed to his wishes. The bed was softer than your own, which you immediately envied. The soft mattress enveloped you, and all at once the tiredness you hadnât felt until then finally sank in.Â
You didnât put up much more of a fight. Your eyes were beginning to close on their own accord. Feyd was watching you, turned on his side so that he could get a better look at you. It was then, for the first time ever, that you fully noted how beautiful he was. Up close like this he was even more striking. Blue eyes, full lips and pale, flawless skin.Â
One thing that went unnoticed by you was the fact that Feyd didnât turn the lights off.Â
Without having to ask. . . he didnât turn the lights off.Â
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