#but . it still Hurts
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I just don't understand how my mom had me, her oldest and first child, raised me for 18 years (kind of?), and then chose some guy she barely knows and is objectively terrible over me and kicked me out unexpectedly after telling me I'm no longer a part of her family and all my childhood trauma (that HER at the time husband caused) was my fault. And now she's banned me from seeing my siblings that I RAISED (because she wasn't able to at the time.), she refused to answer my phone calls or texts when I was in the hospital, terrified, crying and begging her to come help or support me because I was completely alone in the hospital in the worst pain in my life and just wanted my mom, and on top of everything, made it clear I'm not invited to family thanksgiving. I don't understand. How is she even able to do that. I don't need her, I'm an adult, but I'm still her child. I don't think I'll ever understand.
#i'll delete this later#but i would really appreciate some kind words or support or blorbo/pet photos right now /nf#i'm just really sad and really angry#maybe i'm just being dramatic or selfish#after all i am an adult. i dont need my mom anymore.#but it still hurts#i can do it without her. but it sucks she doesn't even want me at the family thanksgiving for ONE day.#i miss my siblings#tw vent
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#i'm just kidding though#i am a fan of letting shows end while they're still good#but it still hurts#also#i made this meme already back when it was announced that season 3 would be the last season#the bad batch#star wars#tbb#sw tbb#star wars the bad batch#bad batch#clone force 99#star wars the clone wars#star wars memes#the bad batch memes#tbb memes
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JUST SAW DG WITH BLACK HAIR AND SHAT MYSELF
IF YOU’RE GONNA SWITCH IT UP, GO BACK TO RED YOU WHORE
WE DON’T NEED MORE MOTHERFUCKERS LOOKING LIKE ELI JANG IN THESE STREETS DON’T PISS ME OFF
#stop bc i really loved the red hair black tip thing he had going on in his murder era#i miss it he looked so cool#clearly a menace with the fiery hair to match#the pink was iconic too#now he looks like every other bitch oml#i love eli but literally everyone else has black hair too c’mon now#luckily ptj draws distinctive faces so ig it’ll be fine#but it still hurts#dg#lee jihoon#lookism#manhwa#ik he’s doing this to lay low but u can’t be the no 1 idol for years only to retire with no swag#diego kang
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it must sting something fierce how much Tim wants to tease Steph about her crush and tell her how happy he is for her and give her advice and gossip but he can't
He still loves her like the kids they used to be, and yet to her he's a stranger even whose name evades.
Doomed to be a friend of a friend
#tim drake#stephanie brown#of course hes not IN love with her#but it still hurts#not that he lets himself think about that#no no#gets pushed down#with everything else#the drakes spoiled brat#sunny asks#ty for the ask!!
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but…. we were supposed to make history….
。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。
#knew it was coming#but it still hurts#cringe#yuri on ice#yuuri!!! on ice#yuri!!! on ice#ice adolescence#yoi#yoi fanart#yoi ice adolescence#yuuri!!! on ice ice adolescence#yuuri on ice#viktor nikiforov#victor nikiforov#yoi victor#yoi viktor#my art#edit
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sometimes Binah will become absorbed in the battle before her, concentrating entirely on fighting. understandably so, as it results in less injuries and fewer deaths, but the Patron Librarian of Philosophy also allows herself to indulge in her more sadistic whims, the strongest usually kept neatly folded and tucked away apart. normally, she's satisfied by picking the minds of guests apart bit by bit, watching them squirm. when a reception is fierce and drawn out, she smiles, intending on having a little fun and protecting what she treasures most.
her books, her tea, and above all, you. the singular star in her midnight sky.
she hadn't been paying attention. she hadn't seen that the opponents were all dead, packed away into pages of their own personal novellas, the assistant librarians bustling around the revive their fallen allies. all she knew was that there was blood on her hands and power in her veins, instinctively slashing her hand with fairies and chains.
a red splotch blooms on your uniform, the only motion for a moment, before you fall, your coworkers rushing towards you. Binah's cloak splatters with more blood- your blood- and slowly, her hands begin to shake in horror and grief.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#she knows you'll be revived#that you'll be fine#but it still hurts#it hurts you and it hurts her#she's distant for a while after that#until you desperately ask if you did something wrong#and her heart breaks all over again
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I miss Vic so bad its not even funny
#FUCK YOU OZ#i know it was the best outcome for the plot and wtv#BUT IT STILL HURTS#the penguin hbo#the penguin#the batman 2022
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I hope someone leaks the movie or script
I know it's near high impossible with how guarded Mappa is with everything involving yoi, but it would be nice getting at least a synopsis of the story they worked on, so we could know at least some of Victor's lore. Maybe some sketches or storyboards. Skaters worked on it, didn't they? Maybe choreography. The movie was so close to being finished and we get nothing except a few empty words? Is the movie forever going to be lost in Mappa's server or some producer's USB? All that work and passion that went into it for years?
#yuri on ice#yoi#yoi was such a big part of my childhood#it was right there in my darkest times#and subconsciously i knew with all the postponing it wouldn't release#and the cancellation is just final release#but it still hurts#i had a yearly tradition of forcing new people I met during that year to watch it#i made so many memories with so many people with that movie#the fanfics#the fanarts#all the covers and memes and posts#i know fandoms die#this feels different#thank you yoi#im still going to continue my yearly christmas rewatch#i wonder how is it gonna feel this year
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Bad news everyone.
#i'm so upset#yuri on ice was such a formative piece of media to teenage me#and i'm heartbroken that ice adolescence got cancelled#i mean i saw it coming#but it still hurts#between this and the ofmd cancelation-#yuri on ice#ice adolescence#yuri on ice ice adolescence#yoi#destiel#spn#supernatural
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What does every character here have in common? 🙃
#project sekai#toya aoyagi#haruka kiritani#honami mochizuki#rui kamishiro#ena shinonome#nene kusanagi#nene…#I knew it was coming because they wanted to give Tsukasa the 88th commission#But it still hurts
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o7 💛 not goodbye, but see you later to the world's #1 detective
#i already cried during the aquarium stream#bc i didnt think id be able to make her real final.stream#so im all out of tears#but it still hurts#i miss her already even though shes not really *gone*#it wont be the same#amelia watson#hololive
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For me, getting old (I turn 50 in a few weeks) has really underscored how much society only values women for their sexual desirability. It's also about realizing how profoundly every part of me has internalized that as the foundation of my own self concept starting almost from birth.
It's hard for my brain to feel anger, but I think I'm starting to feel anger about this; maybe even rage. But then I get too tired to feel anything at all.
#it's also extra painful when other women reinforce and uphold this#I get why they do it#but it still hurts
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Man That fuckin hurt
#yoru no kurage wa oyogenai#jellyfish can't swim in the night#I kinda knew it was coming#but it still hurts
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I hope the "guillermo + nandor = kiss" flashcard doesn't get lost in time.
#wwdits#I didn't care about the kiss#But now I do#Look at these empty hands?#What am I gonna do with them?#Like I always knew this from the very beginning#Because I had that feeling#But it still hurts#😭
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Never over the fact that Miles stopped posting photos of him and Alex together.
#I know why#I understand that#but it still hurts#I bet they have tons of silly pictures together#*cries in the corner*#miles kane#alex turner#tlsp
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So Izzy's grave really is the last we'll see of this show, huh?
All those loose threads I expected (or hoped) they'd pick up in S3... this is fucking depressing.
(also, I'm still waiting for Ed's and Izzy's backstories, goddammit!)
#ofmd#izzy hands#my beloved - goodbye#I'm not surprised really#but it still hurts#the ending of S2 felt like they fast forwarded through their planned S3 arc#but still...#even without Izzy there was so much more story to tell 😭
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