#but . it still Hurts

[scuderlia]

gax is just the experience of being exes with someone you never actually dated

[realtapiocafan]

justin jefferson/ja'marr chase - in another universe we're still best friends

the two best wide receivers, in college and in the nfl

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Who will do ‘The Griddy’ first on Sunday?

Justin Jefferson hungry to overcome family’s LSU demons

LSU's dynamic wide receiver group key to newly potent attack

How The Griddy swept over the NFL, and beyond

[problematicsashawaybright]

I just don't understand how my mom had me, her oldest and first child, raised me for 18 years (kind of?), and then chose some guy she barely knows and is objectively terrible over me and kicked me out unexpectedly after telling me I'm no longer a part of her family and all my childhood trauma (that HER at the time husband caused) was my fault. And now she's banned me from seeing my siblings that I RAISED (because she wasn't able to at the time.), she refused to answer my phone calls or texts when I was in the hospital, terrified, crying and begging her to come help or support me because I was completely alone in the hospital in the worst pain in my life and just wanted my mom, and on top of everything, made it clear I'm not invited to family thanksgiving. I don't understand. How is she even able to do that. I don't need her, I'm an adult, but I'm still her child. I don't think I'll ever understand.

[clone-whore-99]

[qyuubu]

JUST SAW DG WITH BLACK HAIR AND SHAT MYSELF

IF YOU’RE GONNA SWITCH IT UP, GO BACK TO RED YOU WHORE

WE DON’T NEED MORE MOTHERFUCKERS LOOKING LIKE ELI JANG IN THESE STREETS DON’T PISS ME OFF

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

it must sting something fierce how much Tim wants to tease Steph about her crush and tell her how happy he is for her and give her advice and gossip but he can't

He still loves her like the kids they used to be, and yet to her he's a stranger even whose name evades.

Doomed to be a friend of a friend

[cewwart]

but…. we were supposed to make history….

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[binah-beloved]

sometimes Binah will become absorbed in the battle before her, concentrating entirely on fighting. understandably so, as it results in less injuries and fewer deaths, but the Patron Librarian of Philosophy also allows herself to indulge in her more sadistic whims, the strongest usually kept neatly folded and tucked away apart. normally, she's satisfied by picking the minds of guests apart bit by bit, watching them squirm. when a reception is fierce and drawn out, she smiles, intending on having a little fun and protecting what she treasures most.

her books, her tea, and above all, you. the singular star in her midnight sky.

she hadn't been paying attention. she hadn't seen that the opponents were all dead, packed away into pages of their own personal novellas, the assistant librarians bustling around the revive their fallen allies. all she knew was that there was blood on her hands and power in her veins, instinctively slashing her hand with fairies and chains.

a red splotch blooms on your uniform, the only motion for a moment, before you fall, your coworkers rushing towards you. Binah's cloak splatters with more blood- your blood- and slowly, her hands begin to shake in horror and grief.

[terryxsi]

I miss Vic so bad its not even funny

[forgottensoul793]

I hope someone leaks the movie or script

I know it's near high impossible with how guarded Mappa is with everything involving yoi, but it would be nice getting at least a synopsis of the story they worked on, so we could know at least some of Victor's lore. Maybe some sketches or storyboards. Skaters worked on it, didn't they? Maybe choreography. The movie was so close to being finished and we get nothing except a few empty words? Is the movie forever going to be lost in Mappa's server or some producer's USB? All that work and passion that went into it for years?

[underwhelmingalchemist]

Bad news everyone.

[dailyaoyagi]

What does every character here have in common? 🙃

[jameslongforjimshortforgabriel]

I've been thinking a lot about Claudia's character in the show lately and i need to yap about it on tumblr super quick

(quick disclaimer: this might be kinda inaccurate bc i havent watched the show in a month or two so i've forgotten some bits but still)

Why I Believe Claudia's Story Is One Of The Best Tragedies Of All Time.

One of the things that I love the most about how Claudia is written out in the show is how she is almost intended to be forgotten by the audience. I mean, sure, who doesn't love Claudia? who in the world would forget her? But to me, the narrative feels like it purposefully makes us focus on Louis' drama and, at least for a second, forget about Claudia, storyline-wise. So this perspective that is given to the audience is actually amazing because it forces us to feel Louis' (and a little of Lestat's) guilt regarding Claudia, forcing us to be on their shoes, even if we don't agree with them. The fact that we can't see her own perspective throughout the whole show just represents the relationship Claudia has with almost everyone in her life.

A really distinctical trait of Claudia's is that she is constantly looking for community. She was mistreated by her biological auntie, so she looks forward to living with Louis and Lestat. And when they let her down as well, she craves community even more, which makes it make sense how hard she was looking for other vampires and how easily and quickly she blended into the Theatre Des Vampires. This makes her opposing to Louis (ik everyone talks about how similar Lestat and Claudia are, but no one talks about how many differences she has with Louis), who always tries to distance himself from having to be tied to something or someone: the church, his brother, his mother, his sister, Lestat, and later on, Armand.

So going back to Claudia, she is always looking for someone or something that she can lean on. And the common pattern with these communities is that they start off promising and end up hurting her. Her life with her mother, I'm assuming, was pleasant up until she died and Claudia was passed to her auntie (i think it was her auntie?). Then, when she joins the Loustat unholy family, it all looks perfect at first, but it quickly turns into an environment Claudia can't even stand. Same thing with Theatre Des Vampires: it all looks like vampire utopia to Claudia until she realizes these people don't care about the person that she is and only about the person she could be to benefit them. This is also shown with that one european vampire, who Claudia seemed greatly excited for but she ended up accidentally messing it up (killing her son) which made the mother vampire throw herself into the fire, leaving Louis and Claudia alone, but most of all, disappointing Claudia. This means Claudia is never actually seen as she sees herself ever. She has a perception of herself that is often stepped on, disregarded, and ignored. Because the idea people usually have about Claudia is, to them, better than Claudia herself.

This pattern is only broken once she meets Madeleine. Their relationship start out harsh and uncaring (unlike all her past (and failed) attempts at a community), with Madeleine almost wanting to kick Claudia out of her shop. But then, slowly, very slowly, Madeleine gets to take a peep into Claudia's real self. This also happened with the Loustat family, but this event only brought negative consequences. With Madeleine, though, this brings her closer to Claudia. And this way, they both let themselves be truly seen and loved for the first time, finally breaking Claudia's cycle of rejection.

Now is when the tragedy comes in: the trial. This is what makes Claudia's story so heartbreaking, right when she's found the one exception, right when she's broken the cycle, right when she finds someone who see her as her, right when she's happy, she must die. And the most tragic part of all this is that she and her lover are killed by the punishment of a crime she comitted only to try to escape. Her crime was trying to escape. And she got her dreams cut off, she got her love taken away, she got death for trying to escape. Only until she didn't have to escape no more.

[sulettacore64]

o7 💛 not goodbye, but see you later to the world's #1 detective

[footsoldier51]

Man That fuckin hurt

[deliciousnecks]

I hope the "guillermo + nandor = kiss" flashcard doesn't get lost in time.