#but!!! I think she just worded what she said weird but the hate was unnecessary she wasn’t wrong in any way lmao

[spideyhexx]

i was literally just talking to my sister about rachel. like can josh fight!! she’s everything

she’s really so pretty like I find myself just in awe whenever I see a new picture of her, like just staring for a little

edit: sorry I had a lot of thoughts on the topic in the tags dbdbcbdbdnd but !! we support her here

[marleyybluu]

Oh sista you ate baaaaad with Don Julio even tho we all know none of us needed liquor help when it comes to that man, I am wide open sober papacito ya tú sabes 🥵🤤

Don Julio 2

Best friends brother!Rio x f!black!OC (Honey)

Word count: 3.5k

Content Warning: 18+, smut under your fingernails, p in v, creampie (bcus I have a serious problem atp), two dummies who think no one notices they’re into each other, a bit of flirting, oral (f receiving), we are in missionary today, Rio wears rings 🙃 :)

Lmk if I’m missing any idk I probably am

A/N: surprise, the Rio girlies get fed even though I don’t like this, some parts suck in my opinion but I hate everything I write so what’s new. Not proofread sorry

Suddenly she was so... aware of him, of every molecule and particle that created his form.  Now, she notices his hands and the copious amount of rings he wore, how large and wide his palms were and how slender and long his fingers suddenly seemed. She took a swig from her can of Twisted Tea as she sat around one of the tables in their family's backyard. She didn't want to be here, it was too weird for her, but it was his birthday party. She'd been to all of his parties since they were kids and she figured the lack of her presence would be obvious.

She kept her distance though, only saying 'Happy birthday' and 'Here's your gift' when she arrived about two hours ago and hadn't said anything else to him since. But she couldn't keep her eyes off of him, the fantasies of what could've possibly happened that night haunt he in a pleasant way, but she just adored him from afar. Paying extra attention to whom he was talking to.

Vera.

She's a beautiful woman, Honey could give her that, she is probably the same age as him too. She'd been around the neighbourhood long ago but moved and would once in a while return home to visit. She raised her eyebrows, her eyes narrow as she attempted to read Vera's lips to know what they were discussing but she couldn't make out anything, this weird pang in her chest— possibly a smidge of jealousy, was an unnecessary and stupid feeling. She sighs and shifts her eyes to Cherry who had seemingly been watching her the whole time. Honey smiles innocently as if she hadn't just been ogling her brother for ten minutes. Cherry nods to the house, letting Honey know to meet her inside.

Honey excused herself from the table and waltzed her way in through the back door that led straight into their big kitchen, a few family members-- mostly men, were inside the living room watching football. Cherry cleared her throat, her way of announcing she was in the room. Honey spun on her heels and beamed. "What's up?"

"Nothing, I just need help bringing some more drinks out."

She shrugs and they both head down to the basement and to the wall where various boxes of liquor, both strong and light, were propped up. She reaches for the Corona's and the Smirnoff's able to hold one of each. "Can you believe Vera's here? I swear that woman gets prettier with age." Cherry states and there's that kink in her chest again. Honey nods, afraid that if she mutters anything she'll give away the jealousy but her friend continues with; "I wonder if they've been hooking up." She reaches for more Twisted Teas and two boxes of White Claw's mostly for her consumption. Honey swallows and looks at her shoes. "What makes you think that?"

She smirks. "I went into his room, just to steal one of his sweaters, and I saw something pink under his bed,"

Oh god.

"I didn't touch it but I'm assuming they were some panties."

One of the boxes slipped from Honey's hands and crashed to the floor, it popped open and all the cans of Twisted Tea rolled in their own directions. Cherry chuckled. "Are you good?"

"Yeah... yeah, I just— sorry." She stammered, she squats down to pick up those that fell in front of her while her friend grabbed the scattered ones. "Here, take this box and I'll hold some of the cans." She says and they switch. Honey feels like she can't even look her friend in the eye, her cheeks feeling warm and if she was any lighter she'd be as red as a stoplight. They head back upstairs where they meet the birthday boy in the kitchen with his head in the fridge. "What do you want now?" Cherry asks with fake annoyance. He pops up and straightens his posture just like he did when he was younger getting caught doing something bad. "Came lookin' for some more drinks." He says pointing to the boxes, his eyes locked with Honey's and she swore she lost her balance for a split second.

Her face only getting hotter, he was a continuous reminder of that Sunday morning. Cherry raised her eyebrows as her eyes played ping-pong between the two, the silence was awkward and making her uncomfortable. She'd never seen the two be this strange. She dropped the cans and the box of drinks onto the counter, hard enough that the sound would snap the two out of whatever unearthly trance this was. Honey and Rio broke their staring contest, eyes bouncing off in different directions. He helped the two put the drinks in the cooler, he had a spliff tucked behind his ear, and he took it down offering it to his sister. She dismisses him and says she has to find their father, so she leaves the two alone, Rio puts the spliff between his lips and cups the free end with his hand, with his other hand he flicks the lighter and the small flame transfers over to the paper, burning it along with the kush.

Honey just watches him from the corner of her eye when he looks up she darts her eyes forward and begins to sway from side to side. He looks over at her. "Still don't smoke?"

"I do," She lied. "Occasionally." She didn't know why she fibbed, she just did. He chuckles calling her bluff and in some strange urge to prove to her friends older that she is mature enough to smoke, she takes it from him and inhales, she holds it and chokes once before coughing embarrassingly loud. He chuckles and takes the spliff from her, he pats her back but it is no help as she continuously coughs. Now it's becoming concerning. He puts the (still) lit spliff behind his ear and ushers her back inside in hopes of getting her some water.

"I-I'm fine, I sw- cough- I swear."

"Yeah fucking right, mama." He coos grabbing her a bottle from the fridge making sure he opens it for her before handing it to her. Honey tips her head back as she downs the bottle in desperate relief. She comes up for air and sighs with contentment. "Better?" He asks.

"Mhm." She nods and suddenly realizes they're both alone. In the house. In the kitchen. Honey clears her throat and opens her palm, a silent way of asking for the cap. He hands it to her and their fingers brush for a moment, she savours it, a shot of electricity running through her veins. He finds himself blushing and quickly retracts his hand, though he'd give anything to touch her soft skin again. "Thanks." She mutters. "Yeah."

There's that awkward silence and neither of them knows what to do. "Your fault anyway." She says under her breath with quick wit. "You're the one who knows you don't smoke. Why take it?"

"Why offer it to me?" She giggles, he takes it from behind his ear again and inhales as he lets her question sit in the air. He shrugs and blows the thin smoke away from her face. "Didn't think you'd take it."

Honey rolls her eyes. "You've always been like that." He responds. "Like what?" She asks. He shrugs and takes another drag. "What?" She repeats and he continues to serve her with silence. "Well, you've always been an asshole." Honey spits back, now it's his turn to roll his eyes. "Always been like that." She says mocking his words from earlier. They look at each other as the awkward silence becomes less so, it bleeds into a comfortable feeling with each other. Rio's eye quickly falls to her lips and back up to her and she catches it. She witnesses his want for her, dare she say it's a need. And between the head buzz of both kush and liquor his mask was faltering, the longer she stared the softer his features became for her.

"I need you to kiss me..." She whispers and trails off, the statement taking the both of them by surprise, he'd ask for reassurance but the slight desperation in her voice and the positiveness in her face were more than enough. Rio doesn't hesitate. He kisses her like his life depends on it and maybe it did. His hands cup her cheeks drawing her closer to him. Their bodies pressed against each other and the kiss quickly rose from slow and sweet to hot and steamy. She slides her hands under his shirt, her fingers dance along the warm skin of his smooth back. He licks her bottom lip as a response and she gladly invites him in. Honey feels herself stumbling back as their tongues fight in the name of lust, she finally hits the counter and is hoisted on top of it.

"Wait..." She mumbled but it fell on deaf ears as his lips met hers again, she moaned into the kiss and gently pushed him back. "Someone's gonna see us." She laughs breathlessly. It was a miracle no one did already. He wraps her legs around him and lifts her off the counter. "You sure about this?"

She nods and he carries her up the stairs while making sure the coast is clear. He takes her to his bedroom, the place where it all started, and closes the door and locks it. "How long do you think it'll be before anyone notices you gone?"

"Who would notice?"

She playfully flicks him against his temple. "You are the birthday boy remember?"

"Worry about it later." He huffed and before she could get another word out he shut her up with another kiss. His hands shift her dress up around her hips, the cold air of his room creates prickles against her mahogany skin. He rests her down on the bed, her back contacting the very soft comforter and the memorable mattress. The best damn sleep she ever had was on that thing. His lips travel to her jawline and along the side of her neck. She turns her head giving him more access to her sweet spot he so seemingly remembers.

Her toes curl at the teasing, the anticipation, for once she wanted to skip foreplay and just go straight to it. Her eyes flutter as he sucks on her supple skin in hopes he'd leave a mark, another thing to spark her memory of him. Honey softly moans when his fingertips play with the strings of her thong, pulling them down and exposing her wet and needy pussy. She gasps at the friction from the band of his boxers rubbing against her swelling clit. Her eyes wander the room and land on his doorknob, she squints and giggles. "What?"

"Are... are those my panties hanging from your door?" She snorts. He quickly turns his head and blushes. "Maybe."

"You want these too?"

"Don't tempt me." He says before attaching his lips to her neck once again. She lightly scratches at his back. and whines as her aching hole clenches around nothing. He finally undoes his jeans, and the sound of his belt hitting the floor only adds to the tension, she almost whimpers when his shirt is next to go and his body is on display for her and her only. Rio's hands waste no time caressing the back of her legs as he pushes them back, his eyes so fixated on her swollen sex, he places his thumb on top of her clit and rubs slow circles on her sensitive nub. She sighs with pleasure as her eyes close, his thumb soon trails down her slit collecting her slick.

His middle and ring fingers follow the same path before they find their way inside her. "Oh." Honey mewled as they planted themselves deeper, her eyes slowly rolled to the back of her skull when he started playing with her pussy. He pushed his fingers in and took them out at a languid pace. The sounds of her wet pussy squelching with every pump of his fingers erupted through the room, bouncing into his ears and running straight to his dick as if it couldn't get any harder. He had to make this quick before anyone got suspicious.

"I promise mama, next time I'll take real good care of you." Rio coos in her ear before pulling away and ridding himself of his pants and boxers.

Honey softly whines and clenches at the promise of a next time. She watched his painfully hard dick spring out and hit his lower abdomen with a hard this. Her eyes slightly widened as if was her first time seeing him. Wondering how she took all that. "You scared now?"

Honey sat up on her elbows and shook her head, she looked up at him through her fresh set of lashes. She slowly spreads her legs wider. His eyes fall between them and his tongue swipes his bottom lip. "Next time..." He softly repeats to himself as a reminder. "Next time..." He pulls her to the end of the bed and drops to his knees in front of her, he can't wait until next time. He just needed a little taste.

His head disappears between her thighs and she's greeted with the warmth of his tongue between her swollen lips she glitches at the contact but soon relaxes when a kiss is pressed against her clit before it was followed up with his tongue once more. Her eyelids fluttered. He was practically making out with her pussy, wet and sloppy sounds made themselves known-- thank goodness the music could drown them out. Gasps and whines leave her lips, her toes curl, her body rendering her powerless against his regime, especially when his thumb starts to tease her hole with small circles.

His hands ran over the back of her thighs and hooked in the space provided behind her knees. She's writhing under his touch, her hands gripping onto his sheets for dear life. "Oooooh, yeeeesss." She slurs lost in her pleasure.

Rio smiles at her continuous babbling, half the words he could barely make out himself. Honey's moans were going straight to his dick making him harder than ever it was almost painful. He, unwillingly, pulls away and she lets out a frustrated sigh. He smacks her thigh and shakes his head. "You're getting what you want, mama, relax. Yeah?"

He gives her no time to respond before he guides himself inside her heat, she's beyond wet and sticky, he knew he wouldn't last. Her back arches with every inch he puts inside her, she cries out as her hand quickly flies to his lower abdomen. "Fuck, wait..." She protests, swearing she can't take anymore.

"Honey, if you don't move that hand." His tone let her know it was a warning, she whines as she takes her hand back. Her jaw slacks so much it touches her chest, he's in and he's in deep. He retracts only a little bit before going in for more. He drives his hips into hers at a tantalizing rhythm. Honey's head falls onto the soft mattress, she lays there and all she can do is take what he's giving to her like a good girl.

A string of poetic and vulgar moans leave her system, telling him how big he is, how deep he is and how good he's making her feel. He can only respond with his grunts and praises, leaning over to bury his head in the crook of her neck, whispering some of the filthiest things she'd ever heard. "That pussy is soaking for me, huh? Guess it wasn't the Don Julio, after all, you fucking like this?"

All she can do is nod, the air from her lungs has been knocked out. The bed is rocking, creaking to the beat of his strokes, the small fear of being caught or heard had dissipated and her sole focus was on the man on top of her. "Yes, yes, yes!"

Her nails dig into his flesh while his teeth graze over her neck, his tongue gracing the same area. Rio pounded into her until he felt her tighten around him, he looked at her to catch her love faces. The way her jaw drops and her eyes roll to the back of her head, her eyelids fluttering from the intense pleasure and the euphoric feeling. And he just keeps going. Dragging it out, making sure she lets out everything. All of it. But she can't take it anymore, it feels good but she's so sensitive from the explosive orgasm, that her hand goes back to his lower abdomen.

And Honey gasps out of shock when her hands are suddenly pinned to the bed and above her head. "I told you to move your fucking hand didn't I?"

"Fuck! Baby, I can't take it." She pleads. "But you took it so well last time mama. I remember it."

Her eyes gloss over. "Telling me you don't remember? The way you kept asking me, begging me for more. For me to go deeper, for me to fill you up all the way."

She nods lazily, though she can barely tell what she's agreeing with. "Yeah? So, you can take it. Look how well you're doing right now."

Rio mumbles into her neck, he lets go of her hands and they immediately hug around his neck. "There she is." Her heels dig into his lower back, she wanted it deeper if it was possible. "Fuck me, please." She whines and it's barely a whisper. He pushes himself deep and stills his hips. "You asked so nicely darlin'." He rasps.

She's pinned between his body and the mattress, she could feel a devilish smirk against her skin before he isolates his hips— rotating them sloooowly. He's losing it too, just trying to keep his cool but he was at his tipping point. His tip nudging against her g-spot and her lush walls contracting around him. "You wanna cum baby?" She whispers and now it's his turn to nod as he loses his words. "You can cum inside me." She purrs feeling another orgasm pulling through. Rio plunged into her, she's coating him with her sticky pleasure. He stills once more and soon he's pouring everything into her, she giggles lazily. "Mmm, so warm."

He chuckled and shook his head planting a passionate kiss on her cheek. And they lay like that for a while, vibing in their post-coital glow— sweaty, hot and satisfied.

But as time passes they realize they have to go back before anyone truly notices anything. He cleans her up and himself and then begins to get dressed, in silence, which feels awkward. Neither of them knew what to say.

After they get dressed, Rio sneaks out first just in case anyone is inside the house— especially on the lookout for his sister but when he confirms the coast is clear he knocks on the door twice to let Honey know they are fine. The small action causes her to smile to herself. "I have to fix my hair." She softly says and hears a muffled, "Take your time, baby."

Her heart leaps and the little girl inside her begins to glow which causes her cheeks to heat up and if she were any lighter she'd look like a tomato.

After making sure she looked decent she creeps out of his room and closes the door quietly, but as she heads to the top of the steps she hears, "Honey?"

You've got to be kidding.

She quickly spins on her heels and smiles, seeing Cherry in the door frame of the bathroom, she reaches to turn off the light and crosses her arms right after.

"Hi, Cherry."

Her friend's eyes dart between her and the bedroom door. "What are you doing in Rio's room?"

Honey's throat had suddenly run dry and her brain had flushed all the excuses in the world. She had nothing to say. What could she say? It wouldn't be believable regardless. Her mouth opened with the incentive to speak but nothing but croaks of awkwardness.

"Are you-"

"Honey!" A sudden call comes from downstairs. It's Rio looking up at them from the first floor. "Have you seen- oh there she is. Honey and I were looking for you. Bring your big heads downstairs I'm cutting the cake."

She could feel a bead of sweat forming at her hairline. "I'm getting the second slice!" Honey childishly announces bolting down the stairs. "No! I am!" Cherry follows suit and they both bolt down the stairs. Honey slows down allowing her friend to pass her. She squeezes his arm as a silent thank you and he nods at her.

Everyone is outside and gathered around the table waiting for the three of them to arrive. Cherry and Honey stand with the birthday boy as their mom lights the candles.

"One... two... three."

They begin to sing, and while everyone is looking at him he can only pay attention to one person. Honey. She giggles and puts her head down trying to hide her ginormous smile. Everyone else was too busy singing to notice, but Cherry... oh Cherry noticed. Something was going on and she needed to find out.

Now.

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//long rambling

There is a vent in the last part (about pro ship:/+ wired shipping + block list) it's naturally negative so reading at your own risk.

So in the new Batman and Robin issue #7 Nika's sister making an appearance, got me thinking of other possibilities for sibling characters to come back.

Mostly I’m thinking about Respawn since he is Joshua Williamson's own character. And He made Respawn appeared in the last issue of Robin(2021), he also brought back Mara in that run too (just some appearance in the later issue).

And now Joshua Williamson is writing Batman and Robin, so naturally he can bring some characters back in this run. He had said in an interview that he might have figured out a way(try) to bring back Maya.

Throwback to 2022 of this old wip/art I made, is about what I think the emo teens of Lazarus squad dynamic would look like.

I imagine Nika and Respaw are irritated/tolerate with each other but would stay for Damian because Nika is Damian's girlfriend and they want to stick together. Meanwhile, Damian likes to include his half-brother in some fun activities (Respawn is acting reluctant bc of his own issues but he actually likes to have friends and feel include).

I haven’t finished this art bc I was going to add more wips (with other characters like Rose and Hawke) to make it a post. I didn't finish this art back then bc I was afraid Talia fans would be mad at me for drawing Respawn.

Trust me, I hate that Talia gets associated with Deathstroke like this, but I think Respawn is a confused/mistreated teen character and Damian (bless his heart and soul) still wants to be his brother regarding the whole mess. I will explain/talk more about my thoughts on Respawn as a character and his situations once I finish these drawings and get ready to post them.

Writing/typing words is harder than drawing for me personally. Drawing is like channeling my energy into a picture and forming an atmosphere and hopefully people will understand what thoughts and feelings I was trying to convey. Writing is using more brain powers to choose the correct and cohesive words, so people would not misunderstand what I'm talking about. Especially when English is not my first language, and even so I normally don't talk(write) much in my mother tongue either…(I'm not a quick thinker, it took me a longer time to think things through, writing literally exhausted me physically and mentally more than drawing.)

It doesn't mean I don't enjoy writing, it's just not my first choice to convey thoughts… but considering I can't draw everything I have in my mind and it takes even longer time to finish any art, I just need to write down things first from now on. Tumblr is the only place I can think of that has this longer text feature blog post and I'm more familiar with this platform format. So I will still be here posting my fan content.

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(↓Vent, if you want to avoid being block by me then read down below.)

I must say I will forever hate respawn x flatline as ship, cus I know who started this ship and their reasons behind it—Don’t let the new character develop naturally as the story goes, let’s put them in made-up weird situations first so I can prop up my own ship!😍 And get both of the new characters out of the way, since no one would defend them so I can fanon the hell out of them by making them look bad all around!🤞 (What if I stone you first hand🪨🪨💥)

And I will continue to dislike/against any shipping Damian's sibling to Nika. I simply don't like the unnecessary sibling conflict just for romance tropes! So go away boooo I hate you‼️ Not to mention the ignoring of different age range multi-ship hide behind poly… that's straight up proshipping I hate you even more!!👎

Also for people who said Nika should be crush on Damian's mother instead of him… I hate you twisted proshipper rotten smooth brain‼️‼️ She dating a boy her age and has mutual connections with him, why would she crush on her boyfriend's mother instead?? Just because Nika is a big fan of Talia??? So you telling me young ppl can't idolize adults normally without being labeled as romantic nowadays huh??( Not saying you can't crush on adults, but why crush on your boyfriend's mom? ) Your weird ass mind is showing with this ass hc be fr. Again, why would you imagine that? You just wanted to push a fake narrative of Nika being wired so you could have an excuse to make Talia and Damian dislike her (which is not true), but in fact is YOU are the weird one projecting your twist thoughts/hate onto Nika‼️💥🪨🪨

I will start to block ppl who are shipping/liking respawn x flatline (+proshipper) and STILL interact with me, read the room!! My art is not for you weirdos‼️Go away BOOOO💥 🪨🪨🪨💥💥

Can't believe I need to type this all out cuz some of you weirdos will still do these things and think is okay to interact with me and my post/showing in my notifications BOOO👎🪨🪨💥🪳🪳🪳🩴🩴🩴

(sorry for venting about random weirdos/Nika haters again, and thanks for reading.)

[lavender-storm]

Can I be?

summary | Reader wants to forget her first kiss. How about a redo?

pairing | James Potter x fem!reader

warning | one mention of vomiting, but not described, mention of kissing snape, probably grammar mistakes, she/her pronouns for reader

word count | 2.1k

a/n: This is silly. I've been proofreading this for weeks, and I feel like this is bad... Also, sorry for the grammar mistakes, i hope there aren't too many... Anyway, let me know what you think, I hope you enjoy! Have a lovely day xx

I just wanted to let you know, that this is a side blog, so unfortunately I can't reply to your comments, but I see them all! I appreciate it so much, you have no idea how happy your comments make me! ♥️

James has been observing her ever since she arrived to study. She's acting weird again, deep in her thoughts, barely paying attention to what James is saying. Chewing on her lips, she furrows her eyebrows. If somebody saw her, they'd think she is concentrating on the books and papers scattered around them on the bed. But James knows her more than anyone.

"Y/N?" he calls for her but she doesn't move. "Hey, Are you listening to me?" he asks but still, no reaction. Only when he snatches the book from her hands she looks up at him.

"What the fuck, James!"

"Tell me," he says quietly, moving closer to her. "Tell me what's bothering you."

Y/n sighs, fidgeting with the hem of her shirt as she avoids looking at the boy. How does he do this? How does he always know? Maybe he can read minds now and forgot to tell her. It's upsetting and calming at the same time, that she doesn't have to say a word because this is James, and James always just knows.

"It's nothi-"

"Don't says it's nothing 'cause I know it's not true," he groans. "You always do this Y/N! You know I can tell when something's wrong, so why are you acting like I don't?"

"Because it's silly!"

"No, it's not".

"But it is, James!" she finally looks at him, cheeks flushed from embarrassment. James looks at her lovingly and pulls her into a hug. It annoys James how she belittles her problems and tries to shut him off or how she feels embarrassed to talk to him, even though he reassures her every time, that she can tell him anything.

"It's clearly bothering you, so it can't be silly. And what if it is silly? I don't care."

"You're going to laugh at me," she murmurs, burying her head into his chest.

"I won't," he smiles at her, enjoying the way she fits into his arms. "You can hex me if I laugh."

"Promise?" she giggles, looking up at him, and James feels his heart grow twice in size.

"Promise," he kisses her forehead, and that's all Y/N needs. Of course, she knows James would never ever laugh at her, especially if it's something that is bothering her. It's not like they never talk about this kind of stuff, quite the opposite, actually. But Y/N lied to him about it, she lied to the others too, and she's afraid James will be sad if he finds out. He's always so honest and kind with her, why did she lie about this?

"You also have to promise me, that you won't get mad at me," she whispers. She can feel James tense up against her, and she squeezes her eyes shut. He pushes her away gently, trying to see her face.

"Y/N, you are scaring me. What is it?"

"You know how last week we were talking with the others? At the party?" He only nods, his fingers caressing the skin on her wrists, trying to calm her nerves. "And I said I've never, uhm. Ihaveneverkissedanyoneandiliedimsorry"

"I couldn't understand a single word Y/N," he says, searching for her eyes, but she's looking everywhere except him.

"I lied to you. And to the others. I said I've never kissed anyone, but that's not true," Y/N sighs. " I know you hate when people lie, and I'm sorry. I know I'm being silly."

It's true, James hates lying more than anything, especially if the lie is unnecessary, like this one. But this is Y/N who lied, and James could never be mad at her, even if he wanted to. What annoys him is that James knows how important The first kiss is for Y/N. She wanted it to be romantic and with someone she loves, and trusts. She always talks about her romance books and how she dreams of a relationship like that. She tells him everything. So why did she lie about something this important to her?

"So, uhm, who? Who was it?" he asks and his stomach twists, suddenly. Does he truly want to know? Of course, he does, Y/N is his best friend, and he wants to know everything. But then her cheeks flush even more, her lips turn downwards and she lowers her head even further, hiding behind her hair, and James doesn't want to know anymore.

"Severus," she whispers. James doesn't move at all, as Y/N waits for a response, and she knows she messed up. James and Severus are ‘enemies', he claimed a year ago, and while Y/N finds it childish, James takes this rivalry very, very seriously, and so does Severus. She's convinced, that they don't even hate each other at all, they are just bored and too stubborn to get over it.

James is confused. Snape? Out of all the people that could have been her first kiss, she chose Snape? It literally could have been anyone. James is a thousand percent sure that half of the school would die to kiss her, and she chose that boy? His jaw clenches as he thinks through his words, his stomach tightening with every ticking second. What the hell are you supposed to say when the girl you love and care about kisses someone you cannot stand? If he didn't actually hate Snape before, he definitely hates him now. He did not deserve to be Y/N's first kiss.

Y/N watches as James furrows his eyebrows, trying to digest her words. Her palms are sweaty as her heart beats in her throat. She knew how James feels about Snape, and she still lied to him. She should have just told him right away, maybe he would have been less angry.

"Please say something," she whispers. She never meant to hurt James or make him feel like she was going against him. James clears his throat and lets go of Y/N's hands to scratch the back of his neck. She put him in an uncomfortable situation, and now, he's mad, she thinks.

"Why- I'm sorry if- okay," he stutters. "Y/N, I'm sorry if I made you feel like you couldn't tell me this." Although he wishes he could go back in time and never talk about this. The image of Snape kissing Y/N, his Y/N, invades every part of his brain, mocking him, that it's Snape instead of... "Just because I can't stand him, it doesn't mean that you can't, uhm. It doesn't mean that you can't...like him."

"What? Oh no. Merlin no! I don't like him."

She doesn't?

"You don't?" he asks confused, and she shakes her head.

"I didn't tell you because - well because it’s Severus. And, you know, this is not what I imagined. I wanted my first kiss to be perfect. Well, not perfect, but romantic? And this was everything but romantic," she rambles nervously, while James relaxes, like all the weight of the world has been lifted off his shoulders. She doesn’t like Snape.

"Why did you kiss him then?" This may be another question he doesn't want to know the answer to, but he needs to know.

"Uh, I didn't kiss him. We were at the party after the last quidditch game and he came up to me," she explains. "I didn't want to be rude, so I just talked to him but then he started to get closer. And then one thing happened after another, and he just kissed me. And I let him. "

"O-okay," James feels sick but doesn't move. "I'm not sure I understand why you lied, though. You didn't do anything bad."

"I know, I know. When it happened, I thought I shouldn't think about my first kiss as some sacred and important event in my life cause there was no chance it would be like that. But now I regret it. It could have been at least with someone I trust. I just want to act like it never happened. So I haven't told anyone. I wish it didn't happen like that. It's stupid, I know. I should have thought it through." She's still looking down at her hands, avoiding eye contact as she waits for James to tell her she's silly. To scold her for acting without thinking.

"I see," he takes a deep breath before continuing. "Well, if that makes you feel better, my first kiss was horrible too."

"Oh please, I know you are only saying that to make me feel better."

"Eh, not really. I was a little bit tipsy when it happened. Sirius made me drink fire whiskey, and you know how my stomach can't really take it. So when Ella kissed me, I got nervous and, well, I threw up all over the floor," he says, cheeks turning pink as she lets out a small gasp. "But I don't think she can remember. She was pretty drunk too, and she just started dancing. It was weird."

"That does make me feel a little better," she admits, and James laughs. Yeah, he thought it would. He doesn't care about his own first kiss, to be honest. But Y/N talked about it so many times. She doesn't deserve this. Her first kiss should be something she would never regret. She's rambling on now, but he can't hear her, too deep in thought and too enchanted by the way she looks in his bed, with her cheeks flushed. She's so beautiful. Y/N's the most important person in his life, and every day he tries to make sure she's happy. Because she deserves it, she deserves the world.

"I have an idea," he says suddenly. "Since you and I both had a horrible first kiss. How about we forget it ever happened," he speaks slowly, scared of Y/N’s reaction. Y/N’s not sure she understands. James has kissed many people, so it's easy for him to forget and act like another was his first.

"James -"

"And how about we re-do it?"

"Redo?"

"Yeah. With someone - with someone we trust," James watches her intently as her eyes widen, and James can see the slightest spark in them. Maybe it's not just him who can feel this pull between them. James raises a hand to tuck her hair behind her ear and cup her jaw. "I trust you, Y/N. I trust you with my whole being. Do you trust me?"

"Yes. I trust you, James," she whispers.

"Will you be my first kiss then?" he asks. "And may I be your first kiss?" Y/N nods eagerly.

He can see her chest rising and falling rapidly as her breathing quickens and his hands shake against her jaw. James leans in closer and places a gentle kiss on her left cheek. Then another and another, inching closer to her lips, Y/N closes her eyes, waiting for him. But James moves to her left side and repeats the action. He litters her face in tiny kisses, and he can feel her skin heat up more and more under his lips. His lips brush against Y/N’s as he waits for a second, giving her a chance to change her mind. But she doesn’t move, as her hands clench the hem of James’ shirt, and that’s all James needs.

He’s gentle and slow with the kiss, making sure that the feeling of her is engraved into every inch of his burning skin. It's unexpected, the heavy warmth that spreads across his chest, when Y/N sighs into the kiss. He's lightheaded and dizzy, and he needs something to keep him grounded, so his left hand makes its way to the nape of her neck, while the other grabs her waist and pulls her closer.

"James," she sighs again and James needs to use all of his strength not to moan. He breaks the kiss but neither of them move as they stare at each other in silence. Something is different in the way that James looks at her and Y/N's eyes sparkle, more than usual. His hands shift back to her jaw, and his thumb swipe over her bottom lip.

It's not surprising for James, how he reacts to all this, but it's still new, still exciting, still scary. What should he do? He wants to kiss her again, he needs to kiss her again, or else he might starve to death. It was supposed to be one kiss, to redo their firsts, but now he wants to redo all of his kisses, until the only thing he can remember is Y/N's sweet taste. He wants to tell her how he feels, how he has always felt. He wants to show her that she deserves the world, and everything she's ever dreamed of.

And, as if she could read his mind, her lips find their way back to his, pushing all the worries out of his head and he lets himself get lost in her.

[sunnyie-eve]

16 | Explaining

Series: Unexpected

Paring: (Matt Sturniolo x OFC Brock!) (Chris Sturniolo x OFC Brock!)

Word Count: 1.2k

Warnings: none

| MASTERLIST |

"Good Morning Campers, welcome back to Cut The Cameras Podcast. It's your favorite host Nick Sturniolo." Nick starts off.

"Matt's here, hello everyone."

"Hey Matt, you look good in your retro sweater today." Chris speaks up.

"Retro?" Dani looks at Matt's sweater. She didn't consider it retro.

"Thank you." Matt takes the compliment.

"Yeah, that's very vintage. I think it looks it." Chris says.

"Okay." Matt nods his head not caring all that much.

"Where did you get it? New? Brand new?" Nick asks him, "Did you buy it brand new?" Nick asks more so Matt shh's him.

"He got that vintage I know he did." Chris smiles.

"Brand new." Nick says again.

"Why are y'all so obsessed with a sweater?" Dani asks so confused and lost.

"Matt did you buy it or someone else?" Chris asks him, "Why is it a secret?"

"We're just curious." Nick adds.

"I did," Matt answers.

"Did you pick it because you liked it or was it because someone else might like it?" Chris asks bugging Matt and even Dani.

"Dani liked it." Matt says in a mono tone.

"I said he would look good in it because he likes blue and it would make his eyes pop more. Plus he wanted a sweater." Dani speaks up explaining.

"I'll tell you one thing. I wasn't the first person to wear it." Matt tells the guys then looks at Dani,

"Was I really?" She asks surprised since she thought he had already wore it by the time she wore it.

"Yeah because you were cold." He tells her.

"You had the AC set so low." She pleads her case to him.

"Yeah, but I had so many things and you picked this to wear." He tells her making her jaw drop.

"I didn't pick it! You handed it to me and said you can put this on." She sits up to correct him.

"What? I did not."

"You are such a liar." She laughs at him.

"I'm not listening."

"So much bickering." Chris shakes his head at the two.

"Yep." Nick agrees, "Such an old married couple."

"Whatever, what's our next topic?" Dani asks them, "Also yes, hello, Dani's here." She smiles/

"And Chris too." He adds.

"Here we go... Dani, people want to know why must you make yourself part of our group?" Nick reads off of his phone.

"Not this shit again." Chris huffs, "We already went over this!"

"For on, I'm not trying to be part of the group." Dani starts off, "You guys ask if I want to be apart of things. Like originally, I wasn't going to be on the podcast today. But the three of you asked me to so that's why I'm here."

"I've read that some people try their best to make you stop showing up in things." Chris looks for it on his phone. "I feel like they forget you're used to some hate by being in Sam and Colby videos."

"Especially when they started getting big." Dani states remembering back.

"Like they hated that you were Colby's sister." Chris adds, "It's not like you had a choice in that."

"It's because they didn't believe I was his sister. They thought it was a lie and I was just some girl who liked him and he had a small thing for me."

"That's so weird and uncomfortable for the two of you." Nick makes a face feeling bad.

"Oh, it was super weird. Seeing edits of people shipping you with your brother." Dani shakes her head, "I also grew up with unnecessary hate so you can't scare me off." She adds for the viewers.

"Give it up." Matt speaks up making Nick laugh.

"Like I said last time, she's staying." Chris tells the viewers.

"Oh, I've also been called jobless since I don't have my own place yet." Dani adds laughing.

"You're part of a modeling company..." Matt looks at her.

"It's a very unique company that's very diverse." Nick adds.

"The shortest model is 4'7 and the tallest is 6'10. We have from a size zero to 7X and up. They also let us come up with designs for the clothing brand. I mean, you have to work your way up to get you own line in the brand, which I'm almost there." Dani explains smiling proud of herself.

"You also have that little thing on the side that's in the works." Nick adds.

"That too. It's still a secret." She agrees, "Oh, off topic slightly! And I'm sorry if it makes you guys uncomfortable, but I'm gonna make this clear for some people out there. You know who you are... My boobs are not fake! People think I paid for them. No, I'm just a 4'11 girl with DDs and a descent nice ass, which also isn't fake." Dani looks straight into the cameras, "I'm sorry but I gotta make that clear."

"Trust her!" Nick gets loud with wide eyes, "They're real."

"Nick..." Matt looks at him.

"We were playing around and if they were fake... They would've popped." Nick laughs while Matt and Chris just look at him.

"His elbow landed so hard on my boob I cried it hurt so bad." Dani gives more context to what happened.

"Is that when she didn't talk to you for a whole day?" Chris thinks back.

"Yes,"

"He kept apologizing for the whole day." Matt remembers.

"She was so upset." Nick chuckles feeling bad.

"Let my elbow land hard on you nuts. Then you would understand and ignore me too."

After the podcast while Dani was in her Chris pokes his head into her room, "You busy?" He asks her.

"Nope, just listing to music while I type. What up?" She turns to face him as he comes into her room.

"Nothing just bored." He takes a seat on her bed.

"So you came to bug me?" She laughs at him.

"Well, Nick is editing and Matt is playing Fortnite so..." He messes with his hands, "Do you wanna go out?" He asks, "I mean like to the mall and stuff?" He adds quickly.

"I knew what you meant Chris." She can't help but laugh at him as he looked embarrassed, "But yeah I wanna go."

"Great, I'm gonna go get my stuff." He rushes out to go to his room while she gets ready to go.

When she was gone she walks to Matt's room since he was the closest, "Hey," She pokes her head in so he looks over at her, "Chris and I are heading out. We'll be back later."

"Okay, have fun." He gives her a thumbs up, "Wait, where are you guys going?" He asks before she closes the door.

"He wants to go to the mall so I'm taking him." She leaves as Chris comes up his stairs ready to go.

"That's a cute shirt. New?" Chris asks as they get in her car.

"Thanks and yes. Matt bought it for me. Like how I said said the sweater would look on him he did the same with this shirt for me." She explains starting the car so Chris just nods his head.

"He knew exactly what he was doing picking that shirt..." Chris thinks to himself glancing over at her. It was a cherry print buckle lace up cami top that hugged her curves perfectly as she matched it with a jean skirt.

[satureja13]

Ji Ho's Therapy Game It starts -> here

It's a two day ride to the east from the Castle to Goldshire and the Princess took her time to get to know her future subjects. The Royals need the good publicity after the righful Heir had to leave. And the folks liked her a lot. Like Ji Ho in real life, the mermaid princess radiates sunshine and gives everyone around her the feeling of being welcomed and accepted and loved. It just feels so good to be near her. The word had spread that Princess Jihovere would visit Goldshire and so the Mayor and the dwellers already awaited her eagerly. (Well not exactly everyone, given Martha's face ^^' Is she jealous?)

Vendor: "The Princess is here!" Stefan: "She's even more beautiful than on Social Bunny!" Sara: "Aouwww I love her outfit! I bet the Queen chose it!" Mayor: "Welcome your Highness! We are delightfully at your service!" Martha: "Tch!"

After they greeted each other, the Princess showed the photo of the statue around and asked if anyone had seen this man. She didn't tell them who he was, though, to not turn them against her (should they still believe the hate posts about the reightful Heir's descent are justified) and to not start unnecessary rumors about her supposed marriage with Prince Caleb. One step at a time. The Mayor told the Princess that, a while ago, a handsome stranger visited Goldshire who looked alike the statue. He had no money and made a secret about his status so they quickly sent him westwards to the Castle so the Queen could verify his status. Mayor: "I hope he didn't cause any trouble at court? We would be devastated if." Princess Jihovere: "No. Not at all. He is a dear friend who went missing." Mayor: "Oh. We should have treated him better then. I apologize. To be honest, he acted like a criminal and he insisted to work for the sculptor! No one works for the sculptor." Princess Jihovere: "Don't worry. You did nothing wrong." And since Vlad found his ingame version molded in stone, they still need to know what happened to NPC Vlad after Vlad left Goldhire and logged out - so she also asked about him, but everyone claimed there hadn't been another stranger around lately... weird.

Meanwhile Stefan cared for Yang Mal. Which is also weird, the Princess expected Lou to. But he wasn't around and his shop was closed...

The dwellers prepared their most famous vegan dishes for the Princess and they had a delicious meal together. Sara interrogated Princess Jihovere about the latest fashion trends at Court. Gia laughed: "Let her breathe ^^' " But the Princess didn't mind. (Martha in the background still sulking ^^')

When the Princess asked about Jack, the mood turned gloomy. Everyone here likes him and they hope he will return back to Lou soon. They are so sweet together 💞 But no one had a clue why Jack ran away.

Suddenly an upset rooster interrupted them and shooed them loudly cackling over to the Sculptor's shop.

Where the bat was! But the shop was closed too and Sara told Princess Jihovere that the Sculptor left Goldshire to visit his partner in Bacalao Bay. She also spilled that many here think the Sculptor is acting suspicious. He is a witcher and it is said he keeps company with the underworld - demons and stuff. Hence anyone in their right mind refuses to model for him ö.Ö'

Sara sent the route to Bacalao Bay to the Princess' phone. It isn't far away.

It wasn't that late and Princess Jihovere said goodbye to reach Bacalao Bay before dusk. It sounds too promising to lose any more time! Maybe the sculptor knows how to find the demon that stole Jack's heart! After the Princess left, the village folk met in the pub to discuss the Royal Visit. (No photo of Martha and the Princess ^^')

They posted their selfies with the Princess on Social Bunny and got lots of likes and reblogs for their sweet pics🐇👑💖 And (almost) everyone agreed that the kind and beautiful Princess was the, by far, best choice to marry their future King. (Whoever it may be o.o)

And the radio in the Lion's Pride Inn was playing:

'When I'm lonely, well, I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who's lonely without you And when I'm dreamin', well, I know I'm gonna dream I'm gonna dream about the time when I'm with you When I go out, well, I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you And when I come home, yes, I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who comes back home with you I'm gonna be the man who's comin' home with you But I would walk five hundred miles And I would walk five hundred more Just to be the man who walked a thousand Miles to fall down at your door'

Let's hope the Princess comes home with her King 💕

I'm gonna be (500 miles) - The Proclaimers What a coincidence, again a MV with Johnny Depp. This song was the title track of 'Benny and Joon' in which he played Sam. (This is also the song that played in a loop in Marshall Eriksen's car in How I Met Your Mother. And: the song that played in a loop in Rita's truck when the Boys went on their first weekend trip to Henford! ^^')

The Therapy Game Master Post with the sessions and places so far is -> here

From the Beginning 🔱 Underwater Love 🔱 Latest

Current Chapter: 'Who killed Jack?' from the beginning ▶️ here

📚 Previous Chapters: Chapters: 1-6 ~ 7-12 ~ 13-16 ~ 17-22 ~ 23-28

[pollylily]

The one night stand

Summary:Tatsuki wants orihimie to go outside and have some fun every once in a while but due to Orhimie being a work alcoholic she hasn’t gone out and had fun in a while so Tatsuki drags Orhimie to a club to get loose, and is later approached by a man that would change her whole night. 

guys this is my first time posting anything thing especially smut 😭. This as a alternate universe of them I know they would never do this. They are all in their 20s, I apologize for any misspells feel free to give me honest suggestions to improve myself yes their is plot first and than smut but if you want to skip I put a mark on the smut part and some warnings nothing like rape or something 💀 and ya I hope you like it. word count 5.5k

“Hey Orihime!” 

Orihime had an irritated expression on her face, she already knew what she was going to say but she asked anyways.

“What is it now tatsuki.” she said sitting across from tatsuki back laying on the frame of her bed.

“You know there’s this club I think we should go to and I think you’ll-”

Orihime cut her off “for the last time tatsuki I’m not going you know how busy I’ve been lately.”

“Oh come on we are 24 we’re in our prime. Plus we only live life once, besides you say that all the time we hardly ever go anywhere anymore. The only reason I’m at your house is because I had to let myself in which is why you need loose up just for one night please.” she had a sad face on

Orihime started feel a bit guilty although she hated the idea and wanted to get back to work as soon as possible she gave in for once tatsuki was right she was overworking herself and not spending enough time with her friends, when’s the last time she’s had a break and lived life and enjoyed it she thought long and hard about this.

She sighed in defeat “fine but if I don’t like this club we are leaving and going home..”

Tatsuki was off the bed as soon as she said fine and was making a run for orihimes closet.

“Hey tatsuki what are you doing” orihime rush towards her.

“Your not seriously to go to a club dressed like that…” she looked at orihime in her pjs reading glasses on and her hair in a messy bun 

Orihime just stared she’s right it’s ridiculous she even tried stopping tatsuki she definitely wasn’t gonna go out like this, and before she knew it she was being dragged to change.

After about a hour and a half Orihime was glamming up since tatsuki was already dressed unknowingly until now orihime figured tatsuki planned the whole thing. Orihime was placed infront of a mirror and Orihime was stunned her waist length chestnut hair that she didn’t let out often flowed down her back wearing a stunning red dress that was founded all the way in the back of her closet probably bought out of spike in high school. It hit all her curves and reached her knees with invisible tights underneath and red heels to match with a bit of makeup applied by tatsuki since she insisted but orihime can’t lie tatsuki did a good job at making her look sexy it was weird saying it in her mind. But there was no way orihime was gonna say it out loud and boost tatsukis ego anymore than it already is but since her ego is so big she said it herself anyways.

“I made you look sexy who knew you just had a red dress like this laying around you should let me borrow it sometime.”

Orihime rolled her eyes and started touching her face she couldn’t help it damn she looked good. Tatsuki pulled out red lipstick “almost forgot here some red lipstick to add the look.”

Orihime felt it was unnecessary but she let it slide and let tatsuki do what she wanted just for tonight not like it will last anyways as soon as it gets boring she was dragging tatsuki home and burying herself back in work, and she made that clear to her, but apart of her thought it would be a waste she looked too good to be send home working all night but she push that ridiculous thought to the back of her mind.

Tatsuki dragged orihimie out of her apartment but not before grabbed both purses and keys and any other necessary things, she dragged orihimie to her car once they got to tatsukis car. Orihime got in the passenger seat and Tatsuki in the drivers and they drove off to the club tatsuki was talking about.

Once they got there Tatsuki parked but before they got out of the car Tatsuki looked like she had something to say she looked nervous.

“Listen orihime just in case if one of us does end up leaving to you know to go to a nearby hotel let’s make sure to tell or text the other person where we’re going oh and also to send the location”

Orihime patted tatsukis shoulder and then punched her arm one for being concerned for her safety two because she was mad that tatsuki would even think that she was getting layed tonight did she hear anything back at her house tatsuki whining about how much it hurted but Orihime was already getting out of the car so tatsuki did the same.

They both walking in the club after showing ID that was in their purses.

Both walking in the club confident purses in hand music blasting in the air lights blinding the place it dark blue lights shining on and off of people. Orihime  saw body’s of people on the dances floor one too many that alone almost made her turn around and go home but tatsuki knew orihime too well, she already knew what she was going to do so she wrapped her arm around Orihime shoulder and shoved her in with a big smile on her face only seen when the light shined on her.

“Orihime we just got here you can’t seriously be ready to leave already come on let’s go to the bar near by to loosen you up ”

Ya cause a drink or two always lossen her up she swore to herself she wouldn’t drink but she already promised herself she’d have fun she wouldn’t say she hates it just yet so she lets tatsuki drag her shoving through bodys.

Tatsuki bangs the table once they arrived music still booming in the back “4 of your strongest shots please two for me and two for my friend here.” She said it like she’s come here all the time surprise, surprise she was always a party animal. The waiter nodded and started making it Orihime placed her hand on her chin looking bored.

Once the shots were ready he passed it to them Tatsuki chugged one down then wiped her mouth encouraging Orihime to get loose, so after a bit of remorse Orihime did the same  and chugged one and then two down before they knew it for a good 30 mintues they sat at that bar chugging drinks down.

Tatsuki excused her self to the bathroom shots were still liquid after all, so she suggested Orihime to go talk to people while she was away and maybe sober up half listening and half not she nodded and stood up when tatsuki turned to the direction of the bathroom.

Orihime got a wave of boldness probably from all those drinks and since she wasn’t planning to come here ever again she might as well be as bold as possible. It’s been a while since the last time she when to a club her job had her on chock hold ever since college it’s been like while since she’s had fun.

She slipped on the dance floor back to  shoving body’s she found a good not too crowded spot if it wasn’t for the drinks, telling herself that nobody cares, and that she’s never coming back here again she wouldn’t have done what she was about to do she raised both her hands and started swaying her hips and body just dancing away to a song by Nelly called hot in here ironic isn’t it Orihime was sweating but she didn’t stop dancing even when someone started approaching her.

She didn’t notice until they were right in front of her she thought it was someone trying to pass by her but when they continued to stand there. Orihimes dancing stopped she stared trying to take who ever was in front of her in.

It was a man well over 6’3 and what looks to be 5 inches above orihime head and that’s shocking because she’s a pretty tall girl she’s 5’8 he was wearing ripped jeans and a white shirt with a leather jacket on he looked like he was in shape just based off his arms. She looked up at his face this man had to be the finest man she’s ever seen he had to be some type of model she looked at his hair and his hair was bright orange hair it looked spiky and messy maybe he dyed it but it looked damn good.

But what could this man possibly want is he waiting for someone or was he waiting for something else. He had a smile on his face looking straight at Orihime if it was any other guy Orihime would of shrugged it off and walked away but he held her captive with just his smile alone there was no way Orihime was moving now at least not until she know what he wanted.

She watched as his lips started moving trying to say something but Orihime had no idea what he was saying she mouthed a “what?” and before she knew it he bend down mouth near her ear hands in his pockets he spoke in a  masculine voice “what’s your name.”

Orihime was kinda confused but answered anyways doing the same thing he did she said her name and asked for his name he said his name was Ichigo Orihime nodded the name suited him.

They did some small talk for a bit just talking about their experience so far tonight they were really close to the point it was kinda making orihime nervous, that was until ichigo suggested they go somewhere a bit more quieter orihime agreed and followed him to a corner of the club with fewer people and music not so loud orihime moved in front of him put her back to a near by wall away from people and he followed right behind her and stood infront of her instead of beside her. 

Smile still on his face “hey want to get out this club?.”

Orihime knew what he meant by that it’s not that shes inexperienced or anything orihime was crazy in her teenage years particularly because of Tatsuki.

Orihime decided why not this man had the body he was hot she literally hit the jackpot what was there to loss. She did say she was gonna get loose up completely forgetting about what she told her self earlier she smiled she said sure.

Than Orihime remembered what Tatsuki said back in the car to sending her location and calling she sighed and sucked it up and called Tatsuki she was gonna be on her all week after this. She pulled out her phone out of my purse and told Ichigo to wait a second she had to call her friend first he said ok, and then Orihime called Tatsuki after like the 5th ring she answered.

She sounded like a mess Orihime was a bit concerned she almost decided against going with this guy but she heard a familiar voice through the phone it was Rangiku. She than explained why tatsuki sounded even drunker than she was before Orihime knew tatsuki was gonna wake up with the worse hangover tomorrow but at least she knew she was safe she told rangiku where she was going and to tell Tatsuki even though she was gonna text her anyways she said she’d text Ranguki too, she was flirty as usual teasing Orihime about how it was about time she loosen up again and  to have fun orihime rolled her eyes and said bye and send a text to them where she was going and her location.

She closed her phone and put it back in her purse and looked to see that he had his hands still in his pocket looking the other direction waiting for her, is it weird that she thought that was sweet he could of just waited for her outside.

She tapped his arm and linked it with hers showing that she was done with her call he smiled leading her out of the club. Her heart was pumping a bit after all she has been working for a while. Ya every once in a while she’d get a one stand but she hasn’t done it in less than a year and half, but it was too late now they walked 10 mintues to a nearby hotel it was getting cold she knew she should of worn a jacket but tatsuki dragged her out before she could, she let go of the arm that was linked with Ichigos and crossed her arms forming a X to get as much heat in her body as she could.

 Ichigo thankfully notice and took off his jacket and wrapped it around her making eye contact with Orihime she put it fully on. Both their heads turned but Ichigo managed to wrap an arm around her waist small talk would be too awkward for what they were about to do in that hotel room so they in walked in silence, Orihime couldn’t lie to herself she was getting nervous not that she showed it red lipstick still in tack, a confident walk. Only she was walking side by side with this extreme hot guy both on their way to a hotel even though she’s pretty sure she’s starting to get a little bit more sober which only made her more nervous she wish had taken one more shot before they left.

When they finally made it Ichigo released Orihime for a second to buy the room and key. Orihime felt weird now that his hand was removed she just stood there awkwardly, not for long though as Ichigo made his way back to her and intertwine his hand with hers hand both linked with each other orihime was a bit taken aback but she better get used to it they were going be doing a lot of that tonight.

                               ~smut part ~

Warnings: Oral s*,just straight fucking, a little bit of talking through it, little bit of b00b play,corny ass lines sometimes but it’s my first time soo, and also switches povs randomly. FROM HERE ON OUT WATTPAD VIBES (not like it wasn’t already giving it sorry)

Ichigo opened their hotel room and gently pulled her into his chest closing the door behind them locking it with orihimes back now on the closed door. She wasn’t gonna lie to herself, she had no idea how they were gonna get to it but thankful he took the lead in his own way Ichigo leaned down his lips barely touching orihimes and he paused what was he waiting for than she realized he was waiting for her. She was a even more nervous once she felt his lips only hover over hers, so she forced herself to move and take the lead and connected their lips together arms finding her way around his neck.

They didn’t even realize how touch starve they were for each other until this kiss. They were definitely gonna question what they were after this that’s for sure.

Without disconnecting their lips they kicked off their shoes started pulling their clothes off eachother Orihime pulling Ichigos shirt Ichigo successfully ripping off the jacket  that he had previously gave to her successfully on the floor and started hitching up her dress both of them pressed against that door 

Orihime wasn’t as successful as she struggled to take his shirt off when Ichigo noticed he released his hands on her dress and intritwined both of her hands in his locking both of her hands against the door, kiss after kiss they couldn’t get enough Ichigos never stayed in the same place one of Ichigos hands moved from her hands, to her back, neck and finally resting at her head to pull her closer the other hand still locked with hers. 

One of Orihimes hand that Ichigo was no longer holding when to his back only making their kiss deeper tongue in tongue moving at a unknown rhythm as odd as it is they didn’t want create one they kept going panting and moaning into each others mouths leaving kisses on each others necks and cheeks.

They only stopped to catch their breath but before Orihime could even fully catch her breath again Ichigo pressed their lips right back together he tilted his head to make their kiss deeper. Both his hands now on orihimes thighs she wrapped her legs around his waist arms going from his back to his neck than hair, messing up his already messed up hair ichigo held her head with one hand and the other hand rested on her back thigh and than he started walking.

To where honestly Orihime didn’t care so long as what they were doing didn’t stop her back rested on a soft mattress, Orihime guessed they were on the bed now they didn’t stop clearly they were both starving Ichigo was the one that broke the kiss. He rose his body in between orihimes legs a hand on her stomach which he removed as quickly as he placed it. He tugged at his shirt until it was over his head and on the floor and god damn even at that club orihime could tell he was in shape but really seeing it was different Orihime was openly staring a bit of drool on her cheek that she didn’t even bother wiping away which earned a jaw dropping smirk from Ichigo as his thumb wiped it away.

“Like what you see?” 

Orihime definitely would have found that corny if it wasn’t true she really liked what she was seeing Orihime didn’t say anything and turned her head to the side as to avoid answering this embarrassing question.

Her hands on her stomach panting he slouched closer to orihime hands and placed a kiss that immediately got Orihimes attention and she turned her head back and just watched him place small kisses all over her while he looked up straight at orihimie, Orihime noticed that Ichigos face was covered in orihimes lips stick sending her a swell of pride she knew her hair and face looked a messed especially since her hair was sticking to face due to the sweating. Then he started push up her red dress revealing her tights.

He started pulling her tights back and orihime just watched as he slowly pulled them off of her also throwing it on the floor his panting softly, than he lowers his head down orihime watched to see what he was doing, he started slipped her pants the side.

Orihime shivered but didn’t try to stop him and when he noticed he proceeded he used his index finger at first only stroking her sides for a moment, then moving to the spot that Orihime had been unknownly aching to be touched.

He pressed on it and looked up for approve to do it orihime was staring at him the entire time and nodded leaving more kisses on her thighs his pushed his index in and out slowly reciving moans from Orihime.

“Where do you want it? Does this feel good I want to make you feel as good as possible”

It did she didn’t know if it was because of his finger or if it was his voice but it felt amazing then he starting picking up a faster pace when he knew she was comfortable, she’s really going crazy now he soon added his middle finger.

If that didn’t make orihime head spin than when Ichigo lowered his head and place hisself directly infront of his moving hand, as he quickly removed his fingers Orihime wondered why he stopped until she felt something else she immediately arched her back it felt wet.

No but it’s not whatever it was she didn’t want it to stop she didn’t know where to put her hands or legs Orihime gripped the sheets when Ichigo noticed both of Ichigos hands grabbed both of her legs and pushed them further apart without stopping.

She could only see his orange hair and both of his hands stretching her legs as far as he could, going even deeper Orihimes back arched even more one hands reaching the sheets and the other reaching for his hair tugging and pulling on him closer she was reaching her breaking point and he knew it so he let go of one of Orihimes thighs and lifted his index finger back in pumping as much as he could out, making sure none of her resuado landed on the bed that was as much as orihime could take she warned him, he got it moving his finger as fast as he could, he started to moved his body up until he was at orihimie face hand still moving at with the same speed chest to chest the other hand in the back of orihimes head pulling her lips to his kissing passionately until orihime released.

Orihime some what exhausted still trying to catch her breath Ichigo was kissing her everywhere but her lips to give her time to breathe. Both their body’s sweating a bit Ichigo looked at orihime straight in the eyes still that smirk on his face.

“What do you want to do next? I’m all yours tonight.” 

Orihime really didn’t know what to do next scrabbling in her mind on what to say.

When Ichigo didn’t get an answer an idea popped up in his mind. He got up to lay down next to orihime she was a bit startled but even more when he scooped orihime was a single arm on top of him and what a view orihime didn’t know wheater she was lucky or if Ichigo was they both had good views of each other hair falling off orihimes face landing a bit on Ichigos her light sliver eyes blush still there lips completely ruined red lipstick all over her lips top teeth biting her bottom slightly, dress still on a bit out of place while trying to debate what to do next Ichigo caught all of that and so did Orihime as both her hands were on Ichigos bare chest  his light brown eyes not looking at anything else but her but his lips looked a mess covered in her lipstick some kisses marks his cheeks and neck his orange hair messier her hair strings trapped on his face because of the sweat on his face and that smirk had to be tattooed to his face as it grew wider this was getting more intense by the minute.

He looked away and opened the cabinet next to them and pulled out a condom and handed it to Orihime he wanted Orihime to do whatever she wanted to him because tonight he was hers.

Orihime obliged and understood what he wanted her to do she turned without getting off his lap hair pushed over her shoulders she unzipped his ripped jeans and unbuckled his belt while she was doing that Ichigo was rubbed her waist, dress still on he was debating wheather to rip this dress off aswell before going any further but decided against it one way or another he was gonna rip that dress off eventually anyways but right now it looked even better on her.

When she finally pulled his jeans and underwear off she was stunned there was no way that was going in her she didn’t think it was physically possible but regardless she put the condom on anyways.

Ichigo could read her like a book he knew what she was worried about he couldn’t help but laugh orihime turned to face him his hands still on her waist she looked a bit flustered did she do something wrong.

His laughter died down “what’s wrong scared it won’t fit don’t worry it will fit one way or another I promise.” 

Ya right that thing is a fucking monster 

But regardless she grabbed both of Ichigos hand and shoved it back at him getting a small chuckle in return. She rose a little positioning her self both hands on his chest for support she thought about using the bed but she really just wanted a reason to touch his chest.(real asf)

Than she looked at it again and right then and there she thought about wrapping it up and calling it a day there really was no way that was going in fully but him laughing earlier really ticked her off.

So she thought she might as well go as far as she could so she did that when it touched her she mental prepared her self and started pushing down and as she did she earned a groan from not only herself but the man in front of her aswell. She when as deep as she could and when she thought it was as deep as she could go she paused to catch her breath and when she was done she slowly started moving at her own pace.

She kept going at the same speed hands clutched on Ichigos chest small moans leaving with each movement. But it wasn’t hitting the spots she wanted them too she looked down at him still with that smile a little bit more tension.

He pushed a bit of her hair off her face he could see she was clearly struggling, considering how tight she was, he knew what she want so he decided to help her he grabbed hold of her whole ass stretching it out wider leading Orihimes eyes to widen in confusion until he pushed her all the way down his dick. She gasp but he didn’t let her catch her breath as he started drilling in her getting faster by the second. He hit spots orihime wasn’t even aware could be hit it felt so good she’s never experienced something like this before tears started to streaming down her face due to this pleasure as the slaps between their thighs thicken, loud moans and groans filling in the room. When she looked down tears fall from her face he was already looking at her he didn’t look away not for a second he looked lovesick for her.

They just kept going both of Orihimes hands now on both sides of Ichigos shoulders, her head close to Ichigos panting he started to lean up a bit to Orihimes eyes to kiss away the tears than moving to sucking her neck, Orihime rised her head letting Ichigo suck even more she was at a loss of words no words can describe how incredible this felt. 

Orihime when out first she cummed first then she cummed again when Ichigo kept going.

“Does this feel good hmm? tell me I want to make you feel as good as possible” he said in a raspy voice 

He was still looking up at her, as her body unconscious moved further up Ichigos. But that didn’t stop him he didn’t wanna do it like this but he couldn’t resist he let go of her ass  for a second to lift her dress over her and toss it over. Her boobs landed on his face he opened his mouth and started sucking on one than the other making sure both on them got  an equal amount of bites marks and hickeys all over while placing his hands back to her ass stretching them out more, still moving at a faster pace ass gripping harder and tighter. 

Until both of them were completely in ruin they kept going.

Both of them released at the same time panting on each other skin to skin. As they started coming down from their high Ichigo continued to leave kiss marks on her boobs and did it until he thought they had enough he grabbed her face and gave her a passionate kiss, Orihime shaking tear still in her eyes. Then he flipped her over so she was under him as he pulled out, Orihimes residue dripping Ichigo just watching it almost made him lose it again.

“Fuck” 

That alone almost made him finish again he took the condom out tied it and threw it on the side of the bed and when to the table to get another one and place it on his self a bit of sweat dripping off his body.

One of his hands glided throughed his hair to wipe off some of the sweat.

He looked straight at orihime, her head on the pillow back of her hand on her forehead, making soft pants. 

Ichigo watched and observed and leaned towards her and kissed her hand than lips “I said I’d let you take the lead but fuck, I just can’t get enough of you” he said as he was stroking Orihimes ass than gave it a good slap receiving a moan from Orihime than he leaned back with a soft laugh he lifted both her legs over his shoulders and placed both of his hands on her waist. He looked at her and waited for her to make eye contact.

When she did he placed one of his hands on her stomach. And said softly 

“Right here, I’ll fill you up so much you won’t be able to get off this bed in the morning so get ready because I’m not going easy on you tonight.”

He bent down and gave her stomach a kiss while looking at her for a second. Then rose back and lifted one of her legs higher and positioned himself and slowly sliding back in she was tighter than before.

“Relax, baby you’re gonna cut my dick off.” he said face twitched a bit .he started moving and gradually got deeper and deeper, be pressed it until it was all the way in moving slowly building up until he was moving at a wild pace. Only moans were left in the room Orihimes pulled Ichigo down a bit in a attempt  to make him go a bit slower but that only made him go faster, he gave her the sloppiest French kiss. Her nails were leaving scratch marks all over his back. Boy were they in for a night.

He fucked her in all types of positions over and over again Orihimes head was spinning she wondering at one point where the hell he got all this energy from thoughts quickly silenced with a kiss from him.

In the morning as Orihime was waking up she rubbed her head and tried to sit up to stretch. A ache in her back prevented that from happening. What the hell happened than she pulled the covers off she had a rob on marks all over her legs and the sheets were clean she almost thought nothing happened until she realized she wasn’t in her room now she finally remembers exactly what happened all the unforgettable memories coming back both hands on her face out of embarrassment she can’t believe she did that, than she really starts looking around where is Ichigo? Orihime started to feel sad what was she expecting just because they had a good time for one night didn’t mean he had to stay. She forced herself to get up and get ready for work and than she looked at the cabinet and saw eggs,bacon, and toast with a note sitting shes see the note saying “For Orihime” so she knew it was for her she wanted to open that first but her stomach rumbled she decided to open it last. She when to the bathroom and looked at the mirror holy shit was she covered in all types of bites and hickeys and her makeup wasn’t as bad as she thought but she was not going to work anymore, so she  brushed her teeth with a spare tooth brush that was in there,than took a quick shower ,than she ate her breakfast and than when to open the note and it said 

“Good morning beautiful, I would of loved to stay longer to adore you more but I have to leave because of work so I didn’t leave you because I didn’t care I made sure I cleaned everything before I left so don’t worry about it, I miss you already I especially miss when I was giving it to you in the shower you took it like a good girl, call me xoxo.”

Then he put his number underneath she was blushing the whole time she can’t believe this she picked up her phone and put on her dress and neatly placed heels back on and ran out of that hotel she was planing to stay but she need to tell tatsuki and ranguki immediately they had to know what happened last night she will always remember it.

[thrilling-oneway]

whenever people want to hate on d4dj why do they jump straight on "It's queerphobic bc..." as if it doesn't have the best queer rep of any rhythm game out there.

1757 words about queer representation in D4DJ and other rhythm/gacha games below cut

Like there are actual valid reasons to not like d4dj. There's definitely an issue with sexualising the high schoolers, I've made posts talking about it before. But at the same time, if you as someone who plays other of the major gacha/rhythm games is going to say that, you should probably address that SIF, bandori (and maybe enstars? it's been a while since I played) have some dodgy cards as well. Admittedly these cards are mainly old whereas D4DJ is still producing these, but you shouldn't act like your preferred game is perfect either.

But especially saying that D4DJ is queerphobic is so weird. To say that just proves you have no idea what actually happens in the game, and you're just taking screenshots out of context.

Firstly hayakoko. Okay so in the flashback where they get together they said "but we're both girls". Yeah, it's a cliche line that screams 'written by a hetero person', but within the context of the story it's not that bad if a little cringe. Neither Hayate or Kokoa had liked a girl before they started dating, this is literally stated on screen: Hayate says that she was a little surprised to realise that she had a crush on Kokoa. They're baby gay at this point in time. I think Kokoa's an interesting one to point out as well, because she's the one who said the line in the first place, and even after she admits that she likes Kokoa as well and they start dating, the True Love Kiss side story shows her being insecure about PDA in school. It reads a lot like she's had a very heteronormative upbringing, which is very common for queer people. It's probably more common in Japan where they still don't have equal rights for queer people (they don't have marriage equality, same-sex couples can't marry, the exception being if one is trans and hasn't legally changed their gender. and after they're married they can't legally change their gender). Not to mention she goes to catholic school, and as far as I know there's some issues there. So I don't see anything wrong with Kokoa not wanting to be out publicly, and being a bit insecure when she and Hayate confess. You gotta remember they are 15 as well (and ~14 when they started dating). Their relationship isn't going to be perfect, and that's normal.

And then Aoi and her gender presentation. Aoi has always been a very masculine presenting character, and is explicitly GNC, so I can understand that some people were disappointed with her wearing long hair and a ballgown in the Aoi & Haruna Relations event. But the anger some people hold towards this. Come on, how badly can you miss the point? Aoi's gender presentation has been a part of her character since her initial card story. She says she actually used to dress more feminine and have long hair in high school, but decided to change her look because she thought she suited the shorter hair. She also mentions that when she presented fem, she would be told she looked like a cross dresser, which obviously offended her. It's not hard to see that Aoi just wants to be seen as Aoi. It's not about how she presents her gender, she's still Aoi no matter how she dresses - Tsubaki mentions this in the A&H Relations. Nothing was retconned or de-canonised when Aoi wore hair extensions and a dress, it wasn't a sudden unnecessary change. The event explores the fact she wants to try different looks outside of her usual 'princely' one, but she's a bit of a people pleaser and is unsure about it because people associate Aoi with "androgynous good looks". There was no pressure from anyone to be feminine, there was actually pressure the other way. She wore a dress and had long hair for one (1) event, and 2 illustrations. Her most recent card has her in trousers with short hair again. Like you don't have to pounce on it being erasure because Aoi wanted to dress more feminine one time. She doesn't hate being GNC now, she's not permanently feminine now - Aoi being GNC is a part of who she is. Aoi being fluid with her gender expression is a part of her queerness and I don't get how you can miss the point so badly to call it erasure.

D4DJ is genuinely one of if not the best mainstream gacha/rhythm game for queer rep. There's so much more than just this: Tsubaki and Aoi are canonically in love with each other and there was even an attempted confession (they got interrupted), KyoShino have implied romantic feelings, same with NagiHiiro and RinMuni (mainly from Muni's side). Haruna was pretty much confirmed as lesbian during the A&H relations, and has had crushes on two separate characters. Saori's sapphic as well (there's one or two implications that she's bisexual). Having Hayate and Kokoa in a relationship opens the doors to more ships becoming canon in the future. The only negative representation I can think of in this game is Noa, so if you really want to go out of your way to say D4DJ is queerphobic, there you go. Noa likes cute thing, cute girls, and flanderisation took hold quickly to the point of her being creepily obsessed with the ri4 girls and a few others, and literally stalking them. Yikes. Her writing is improving though, especially in All Mix where she just occasionally comments on how cute they are without taking it too far, and they actually let her have other personality traits expressed that had pretty much been forgotten.

My point here is that if you're going to say D4DJ is bad rep or homophobic, you're admitting that your game is worse for representation. I'm not saying that the games in the "Big 3" (proseka/bandori/enstars) are bad by any means (idk about enstars actually I didn't play for very long), but D4DJ has definitely taken some big steps in queer representation that those games are seemingly too scared to make. Having a canon sapphic couple is a game like this is a huge deal, I'm not even sure if it's been done before. And before anyone says "but anhane and minoharu went on a double date in Buddy Funny Spend Time", neither of those pairs are stated or even fucking implied to be in a relationship outside of that event. It kinda just happens in one event, and even then it's still a bit vague on whether either of the couples are actually dating in the event. It's definitely heavily implied that anhane/minoharu have mutual romantic feelings, so they are arguably canon in that sense, just not in an established relationship sense. Bandori has done this as well with PareChu, have them go on dates and be clearly romantically interested in each other, only to never actually be a couple (I know tsumutsumu and reochi have called parechu an official couple, but that's word of saint paul rather than word of god, so take this how you will). Hayakoko is HUGE for this genre, and could mean good things in the future of other rhythm games (especially other Bushiroad ones).

--Break here where I went on a tangent about non-D4DJ queercoding--

Outside of schroedingers dating, both bandori and proseka have characters who are implied/canonically queer. I'll make this short because this is getting really long now and I apologise to anyone who's still reading.

For bandori, Arisa has a crush on Kasumi, Kaoru can be considered as canonically lesbian just from how she's presented, YukiLisa has a lot of implications for romantic feelings, as do MocaRan. Himari is also an interesting case, as she could be read as bisexual or comphet lesbian, it's never really made clear (at least as far as I know, I stopped playing bandori a while ago, and am not up-to-date on story, so anyone who's still reading feel free to add to this or correct me). There's probably some stuff missing here as well.

As for proseka, it actually has quite a lot of queercoding. I already touched on anhane and minoharu earlier, but Kohane and Minori are both heavily implied to be lesbian, An as well (although there's like one or two hints that she could be bi. I can cite them if needed). Mizuki is canonically transfeminine (their gender is unconfirmed), and they have been shown to be attracted to women. ShizuAiri and AkiToya have a lot of romantic implications in their relationships, EmuNene has gradually been getting more and more actually (Amidst a Dream). Ena is implied wlw and Rui is implied mlm okay I think I got everything tangent over.

--End of break--

Regardless of my criticisms, all of the games I've mentioned definitely show how much queer rep has grown and become a lot better in the last decade or so. While not focused on the rhythm game, the first generation of Love Live (2010-16) queerbaited* a fair amount. To give one example, there's an 'interview' with Honoka from 2015 where she heavily implies that she's straight, despite having ship tease with other female characters. Compare that to what we have 8 years later, and you can definitely see improvement. However I think it still needs to be addressed that what we have isn't perfect, and it probably will take while to get to a point where we can have more openly queer characters/couples, especially considering Japan as a country (and american/else localisation teams). But I think more people need to recognise how important D4DJ is for queer representation within this genre. It's really not common to have queer romance and gender presentation be directly addressed and frequently shown, and not just for the sake of making money.

I'm bad at ending essays.

* Queerbaiting - intentionally and maliciously leading a queer audience to believe they will receive representation which is then not provided. Whether the rhythm games mentioned do this or not is... debatable? It's done for the money which ticks the intentionally malicious box, queer people aren't for capitalising on. But a good amount of the time it's done to bait straight people who like yuri/yaoi. I do think it's queerbait though like heavily ship teasing a couple and then throwing in a line to imply one of them is straight definitely queerbaiting. april edit: it took me over a month to realise that there were words missing in that last sentence sorry about that. hi anyone who's reading this in the future

[hausofkae]

Die in traffic dumb bitch!

RE: blacksimlish, her outlandish remarks, allegations & strange case of main character syndrome + her group of minions.

once you start accusing people of things that are not only detrimental to their reputation, but also just insanely inaccurate, how they defend themselves is neither here nor there.

there’s no rules to this shit. they minimized this to it being just “sims” out of convenience, it fits the narrative they’re pushing. if im being harassed for months and weeks on end & then being accused for being amongst the same accounts doing that nasty behavior, im going to be as out pocket as the rumors & attacks are. it stopped being about sims when my character was attacked. it stopped being about sims when the name calling started and it stopped being about sims when ole girl’s personal information was leaked. im not going back and forth publicly anymore, but once my account is unlocked i will be reaching out to yall, trust that!

at no point have i ever excused or justified the doxing. i think that is something that is dangerous and overall unnecessary. if this continues to be a concern, i urge all of those involved to bring law enforcement into this matter. since it has become about safety, please seek all necessary legal means to resolve the matter. as i will fully cooperate to my accounts being subpoenaed and searched for its activity.

blacksim (whose first name is just learned today after her information was leaked btw!) gets to still be accusatory and proceed to be confused as to why she’s getting the reaction she is. the same language she’s using, if someone else said it to her she would be going on a rampage and weaponizing her blackness. but again, defending yourself is only fine when it’s them. defending your character is only acceptable when it’s that group. she is the only person that has ever been attacked on the internet, so anyone who retaliates is wrong.

you’re grasping at straws picking certain words to point the finger, when the reality is no one knows who did that. but AGAIN, they want someone to blame and me being as outspoken as i am made me one of the targets. COOL. what sense does it make to go to tumblr and send someone hate message anonymously when i’ve been arguing with you and your clique publicly? or are yall going to say ive sent this to myself?

the delusion has to stop. apparently im the first and ONLY person to use “woe is me”. to sit and search my tweets is obsessive and weird. all it proves is yall have been watching for months out of jealousy, seething at the mouth waiting to pounce.

i’ll defend my character however i see fit the same way you all do. i won’t be deactivating, deleting or hiding anything, i won’t be apologizing, i won’t be taking anything back. to sit up until 4am when other parties have stopped responding, creating a twitter space to keep talking about it & being weird just genuinely shows the drama is what fuels you. i’m not giving this shit anymore light publicly. for those who want the context, it’s there and they’ve found it and reached out to me.

you provoked a group of people for months on end & we all got tired of your harassment. period point blank. none of us doxed you, we told everyone on twitter about accounts that solely were around to harass, bully and send threats. at no point was that brought up to justify what was done. no one laughed about you being doxed. none of us encouraged it. there is no proof to that and it’s all talk.

again, i implore you to involve law enforcement if you feel your safety is at risk and i will be more than happy to have my lawyer speak on my behalf. unlike others, the lawyer talk is very legit. i don’t play about defamation. reach out to chat further regarding legal action so i can provide the necessary information. thank you.

[nikadd]

Not you talking about biphobia and then saying "bi women who date men are hot and lesbians couldn't even have them if they were single"most ugly women that I have seen were straight/bi and the hottest ones were lesbians

damn, way to misread what i said. i usually wouldn’t grace such misreading w my attention, but i guess i should here bc i hate being misunderstood.

i’m assuming you’re referring to this:

“like i’m so tired of ppl online being “heartbroken” over a hot woman (bonus points if she “looks” gay) being w a man - as if you ever had a chance w her if she was single!”

now, let’s break this down:

ppl - people within the context of the entire paragraph and this sentence, yes im talking mostly abt queer women, that including both bi women and lesbians and other microlabels. not just lesbians. in fact, in my entire post i always mean all kinds of queer women.

heartbroken - having a reaction of sadness/disappointment. put quotation marks around it to express my own frustration with the framing of the reaction.

hot woman - i’m guessing this is kinda the epicenter of your issue. what i mean by hot here is who the queer women in question are attracted to. i’m not saying that they are not attractive as well, i just mean that the woman im talking abt is attractive to the ppl having the heartbroken reaction.

bonus points if she “looks” gay - whatever this means to the ppl who see her w regards to current and past trends of looking gay so to speak. short hair/undercut/buzzcut, eyebrow slit, nose piercing, handmade earrings, some kind of alternative styling. basically anything someone could make a tiktok abt wearing and saying “why would ppl assume im straight if i look like THIS?”

being w a man - self-explanatory.

as if you ever had a chance w her if she was single! - this is another part of the sentence where i’m afraid you’ve misunderstood what i meant. ok, so obv i used a hyperbole to emphasize, but what i specifically mean here is that this behavior (expressing heartbreak over somebody being with a man when you expected them to be with a woman/single) is weird and invasive and offputting and unattractive, bc it just sounds like they wish this woman was available to them, and since she’s not, it’s her fault. it sounds like a guy in a teen comedy going “this hot girl is with a stupid ugly jock when she could be with ME” kind of plot, but bc it’s a woman saying it, it’s somehow not seen as weird.

i guess i could have clarified, but the rest of my rant had to w my frustration to reactions/expressions/behaviors, so i didn’t think what im saying might be influenced by the implication of somebody being hot or not.

i guess i could also bring some examples:

natasha lyonne - an icon for queer women, was/is w a man for the longest time. you can find ppl’s surprise and heartbreak and frustration with this fact anywhere on the internet.

the cast of bottoms - when the film came out, a lot of ppl were talking abt both ayo edebiri’s and ruby cruz’s boyfriends with a very strong sense of betrayal. i think being frustrated that a lesbian character isn’t played by a lesbian is understandable, but the way ppl were reacting felt like they were actively being hurt by their celebrity crush not dating a woman.

using the word “partner” - the frustration with ppl using a gender neutral term for their significant other and then it not being somebody of the same gender. some ppl simply prefer the term over boyfriend/girlfriend, some are not strictly cisgender even if they present in ways that ppl might assume they are, some ppl actually do like the gender neutral part of it and use it as a way of allyship to not give too much information when it’s unnecessary. in general, the term is more often used to protect ppl from homophobia by divorcing it from the implication that partner necessarily means a partner of the same gender, but ppl are too used to assuming

strangers on tiktok - i see a lot of tiktoks where a queer woman will have an interaction with a woman they find very attractive in a gay way bc she looks kinda gay and then find out that she is with a man and then feel very disappointed. and then everybody in the comments is agreeing with that sentiment. now, that woman might be with a man bc she’s straight, but she might also be bi/potentially be attracted to women. and if she’s also queer there is a chance she looks kinda gay bc it’s a part of her expression. but the reaction feels like she’s being accused of misleading the other person into believing in her availability.

tldr: i think it’s rude and invasive to make inferences abt somebody’s relationships and then reacting like it’s personally offensive to you if they are dating somebody who’s not you/your gender AND then framing it like a positive/feminist/queer/political reaction. this behavior is why the person in question wouldn’t want to date you, not bc they are hot and you aren’t.

like if i was with a man, then that relationship ended, then i was interested in a woman, but then i found out that she had some kind of weird opinion on me having been with my ex boyfriend (saying that since i have the option to date women then why am i with a man, saying that im wasted being w a man, implying anything abt our dynamic/gender roles without actually knowing details abt our relationship, assuming that he’s automatically dismissive/not respectful of my identity and/or fetishizing it), i wouldn’t want her.

if there are any issues with my explanation, feel free to let me know, because i genuinely did not mean what you’re implying i meant, im just frustrated with the popular rhetoric that perpetuates negative stereotypes while the concerns abt them are being dismissed.

[cakerollk]

You’re so fucking real for your take on “Fandom Radfems” (for lack of a better term).

They also seem to be the ones pushing their headcanons as fact with the word “coded” (because apparently lesbian is the only Sapphic/WLW identity to ever exist and you can’t have a close relationship with another woman without hating men?????? /s)

Ningguang I understand (her birthday voiceline is altered depending on the twin you play as- as Aether, she also gives you a gift to give to Lumine, whereas as Lumine you only get one gift, which I can understand seeing that interaction as implied disinterest towards men) but characters like Clorinde and Navia I squint at, especially because I heard somewhere that Clorinde as actually based on either an actor who was bisexual or a character they played who was bisexual.

TLDR Twitter needs to know that you can appreciate women and lesbian characters without being a misandrist and/or biphobic.

Apologies if this is unwelcome and/or boring I just thought I’d slide it here while the topic is fresh because this is the only place I’ve seen that Has Good Takes(tm) on this.

YUHH idk it's so hard for people to mind their business and ship what they like without grasping straws to shit on something. Like u said it's different if a character is very much confirmed or HEAVILY coded to be a certain sexuality; otherwise can yall not force your own hcs onto other people?

Another phenomenon is if anyone points out how the hate m/f ships seems unnecessary, twitter fuckwits will think they've done something by responding with "ooooh the straights wanna be oppressed so badly" like no..?? It really is weird seeing how yall vehemently hate on certain m/f ships? And pointing that out isn't...them wanting to be oppressed?? Hello???

[lifeluvrr]

OUTER BANKS SEASON THREE SPOILERS!!!!!!

You Have Been Warned.

also pls leave your opinions cus im curious.

i am quite literally just not a fan of this season 😭😭 it felt almost completely different from the first two seasons. i didn’t like how the group didn’t seem to get many scenes together, it was always like jj and kiara scene, cleo and pope scene, and then john b and sarah scene. the groups were so separated to me and i despised it!!! the group dynamic?? just felt all weird idk maybe that’s just me! it just felt like strangers things s4 and the way they had the california group, hawkins group, and russia group.

i am Happy I Guess for jiara shippers but i couldn’t stand whatever angst thing they had going on throughout the season. Again, that could just be me cus i ain’t a jiara stan to begin with.

i didn’t quite care for the carlos singh. for lack of a better word, i thought he was unnecessary. he was kinda just there for me idk

I think rafe’s “love interest” was out of nowhere. i didn’t really care for her and i guess she was there specifically to knock some sense into rafe for that One Thing but other than that, she seemed random.

i hated sarah cheating on john b. it wasn’t out of character i guess?? no offense sarah i love u with my whole body. i just didn’t like it.

jj way just not jayjaying this season for me. Still love him to death. OH AND IDK WHY THEY WROTE EVERYONE RANDOMLY STARTING TO CALL HIM JAYJ?? Like im sure they didn’t it a couple of times it the other seasons but man this season like everytime they were speaking to him, they were saying jayj

topper burning down the chateau. Boooooooo thumbs down.

I genuinely feel like they didn’t know what else to do with limbrey cus her ending was like a bit eh yk

i think the last few episodes did feel like the other seasons, like when john b and jj were together. i wish there was more jj and pope cus there was like absolutely none this season. i wish there was more kie and john b. i wish there was more kie and pope. BASICALLY like what i said in the first paragraph.

ANYWAY THINGS I DID LIKE!!!

I LOVE CLEO AND POPE they mean the world to me. I love how heyward and mama heyward are with cleo and how they were willing to give her a place to stay. i love cleo talking pope out of shooting rafe. i love their no love club. AND THEIR KISS!!! UGH!!! i would dee eye ee for them.

john b and sarah felt the same Minus the cheating. i know they r soooo cheesy but i am a sucker for it idc!

i loovvveeeddd kie this season like she wasn’t that different but something Was different i can’t put my finger on it.

SARAH GETTING HER OWN EPISODES <33333 they were a bit cheesy with the “my heart chooses which side im on” “idk who i am, pogue or kook” but to be fair, she has been through a lot so i can understand the identify crisis or whatever!

ward and his flashbacks of sarah got me. i Know he cares for sarah like a lot. OH AND THEN THE LIKE PARALLEL!! ward being like “you won’t shoot me” (i can’t remember exactly what he said obviously) and rafe hesitating but with sarah she didn’t even hesitate. i was like jaw dropped cus i already knew sarah ain’t like her father too much anymore after s2 but idk that really solidified it with me. And how much rafe genuinely cares for his father.

[ms-all-sunday]

Hi!! <3 I'm @beanghostprincess (this is just my main acc) and I think you're one of the few people I've seen who don't like OPLA and honestly? Props to you for saying it out loud because I think people are just so protective over the live-action I never feel like I can talk freely and honestly about my real opinion on the show. So, if you don't mind, I'm just gonna drop here the biggest fucking text ever about it. You don't need to reply if you don't feel like it, but I'm so glad to have found people who probably feel the same way as me about OPLA.

I liked the live-action as in a "the cast is amazing and it was enjoyable to watch" way, but aside from that? The whole thing is just weird to me. I hate the direction, first and foremost. Most of the scenes lack emotion and proper stage indications and the shots are just... Not it. They use too many close-ups (for some reason I do not understand yet when the backgrounds they use are stunning and they could've used that to their advantage a lot) and insisted on referencing the "comic/manga style" the anime does when putting different shots of people on the screen when it doesn't look that good in a live-action if you don't do it properly (it could've been nice if the shots weren't always fucking close-ups. I'm a hater. I'm sorry). Besides, what's with the fisheye lens shots with blurry edges? It bothers me so much. And if I keep complaining about the direction and producing I might probably never finish, but I think a lot of scenes needed way more emotion and it's not only about the actors. They're great and they did a good job, but you can't expect them to carry everything on their backs and I think OPLA needed more indications in some scenes.

Leaving that behind, a lot of people keep saying that the changes they made in the plot are good because an adaptation doesn't have to be exactly like in the anime, because then it would be the same and the cool thing about adaptations is choosing the best parts to make people interested in the story and make them watch the original. And even though I sort of agree with this statement, the changes they made were utterly stupid even for a stand-alone show. I have different complaints about the characters (not Buggy, though, OPLA Buggy my beloved. And also Sanji, because I think they did it great with Taz and Zeff. Nothing to say there) but to summarize:

They ruined Nami's story and character. And it's not even because of the differences between OPLA and the manga, it's because it doesn't make any sense within the show itself. She grows too attached to the crew way too fast despite her personality and resilience to make friends. For some reason, she has a ton of scenes with Zoro that could've been used for a lot of character development and friendship within the crew as a whole or just between Nami and Luffy (which are the main focus in Arlong Park). Her decisions are rushed and don't make any sense with her character most of the time. The fact that she was the one to approach Arlong first but then she's seen as a prisoner instead of an ally is just stupid as a whole. The fact that Nojiko hates her only to make more drama happen seems irrational and unnecessary to me, honestly. And the fact that Luffy hears her story? When the whole point is that he doesn't want to hear it? It drives me insane in the worst way.

That being said, now that I mention Luffy: He's wayyyy too vocal here, I think. Like, I'm glad we can see more of his POV but I think the fun about Luffy's character is that you can read between the lines of his character and just get what he wants to say with actions instead of just words. I get that he's very direct and blunt most of the time in canon too, but when it comes to Nami? They don't need words. So the whole "Nami getting mad at him for letting Zoro be hurt and saying verbally that not everyone gets to achieve their dreams" (which, again, doesn't make sense for her character and it's unnecessary) and "Luffy telling her explicitly to rely on them" (when, for Luffy's empathetic personality that adapts to what other people need, doesn't make sense because he'd choose a subtler and active approach instead of a verbal one). And in general, I think Luffy (even though I love Iñaki. Iñaki my beloved- This is a script thing and has nothing to do with him) needed more action and less talking. More physical communication. Less close-up shots for God's sake-

Usopp is only used as a comedy relief character and literally does nothing in his own fucking arc. So. Yeah. Whatever. I keep saying I'm not mad but as an Usopp fan I am indeed very mad.

Sanji is perfect. Mwah, mwah. My only complaint is that they could have used better takes when he talks about the All Blue to Luffy and do it in a place where he can look at the sea instead of being in the kitchen. But well, perhaps you can use it as a metaphor about him feeling trapped or whatever. I honestly think it would've looked better with more beautiful shots but meh, it's just a lil thing and I don't mind.

Then Zoro. A lot of people have complained about Mackenyu not giving the same silly energy Zoro has pre-time skip. And even though I agree wholeheartedly, I think he has the capacity to be like that and the main issue here is the lack of indications. I think that, if they had worked on his scenes a bit more, it would have been more in character. I have a lot of issues about the staging in the scene where he promises Luffy to never lose again, but perhaps that's just me and my silly little complaints.

I know they used the marines to make the show more interesting and have a main villain but it literally led them NOWHERE in the end. Not complaining about Kobymeppo because I enjoyed their scenes an insane amount and they're definitely a highlight of the live-action, however, most of the scenes they use for the marines could've been used to make the crew grow closer and make their personalities more accurate.

And etc, etc, etc. I have more things to say but damn this is long af and I don't want you to spend an hour reading my opinion on OPLA. I'm just glad to see I'm not the only one who didn't like the show much. It's good for the vibes and the actors but the show itself has a weird pacing and the characters are portrayed in a very rushed and artificial way, if you know what I mean. Idk.

Sorry for the long text </3

No I want this I want to spend an hour reading your opla opinions. I MADE this blog specifically for people to infodump back and forth with me. this is my intent.

you articulated almost exactly why i dont like opla too, i pride myself in being a pleasant person to interact with even if youre an opla fan but you know as an opla hater you're seen as That Guy and want to avoid being That Guy? Despite my smoke and mirrors, I am that guy.

if you mention to me that you enjoy any aspect of namis writing in opla i... try to be understanding? its really hard for me because namis writing in opla sends me into a rage filled fugue state. i also never ever just personally would ever want to interact with someone who thought that legitimately, it sounds like a nightmare.

i also have similar feelings on usopp (i think the way they treated him was weirdly racially charged? im white so i cant speak on this fully but the way he was adapted was certainly imo to the same level of bad as nami)

nami is just also a character who i hold really fucking close to my heart for a lot of reasons because i share a lot of experiences with her i feel i can articulate fully why her treatment in OPLA is so bad.

i say this all with the sentiment that i love all of the actors because i feel like they were playing deliberately to make up for the bad writing

(minus emily rudd who i will not sugarcoat this has the worst performance out of all of them which i dont think is her fault- inaki doesnt do as well at luffy as id like him to but when the luffy writing is in character in episode 6 only he does actually do very well. i just think the script is never ever on her side ever.)

So zoro and nami scenes. a friend of mine had a similar question to yours and i responded with "they didnt have the suicide-attempt flirting scene in this version and they felt they had to make up for it" but ill elaborate a little more here. in arlong park, that scene (and also scenes in previous arcs with zoro and nami bickering) and also sanjis scenes with nami in the baratie set up both zoro and sanji as people who like and respect nami.

ideologically, within the context of op itself the way they treat nami post her lashing out is affected by this, zoro respects her enough to see her as a threat (its more complicated than that but to simplify) and sanji views her as a complicated human being because of his own experiences and assumes the best of her. we all know this why am i repeating it? well OPLA fucks it up. it sets up zoro and namis relationship fine, which ultimately doesnt pay off in the end with this conflict because its essentially nonexistent within opla and is seen as "nami was OUR friend first" which is ... the fact matt owens thinks this is how this should go tells you a lot.

deep breathe in

speaking of which.

so i didnt notice this first time around to the degree i notice it now so i dont blame you but the sanji writing in opla is . quite bad (it just looks very pretty coming out of taz' mouth and also next to the absolute dogshit way the other characters were treated in comparison). the worst of it i think is his relationship with other characters specifically nami oh god christ they butchered that relationship so much.

i dont need to tell you why OPLAs sexual harassment joke played for feminism is bad. you know why its bad. but i think the way i previously thought of it as "namis writing being bad" is somewhat incorrect.

if you write sanji as unambiguously part of a sexual harassment joke thats bad sanji writing. (if you think the original jokes in op proper were sexual harassment jokes you can at least admit to them mostly being ambiguous and if they were it was never directed at nami, who fully was in control of sanji)

but it was confirmed in an interview that one of the showrunners of opla itself did an interview pre release to say that quote "sanji is going to be less of a simp" (simp has an entire history of sexist usage i do not think he was just using it because its popular slang now) which means at least one of the directors thought the issue with sanji is that he was being emasculated by nami.

and because he didn't want sanji to be emasculated, within the context of opla sanji does not treat nami preferably due to his views on women but because he explicitly has romantic feelings for her, which then does two things: 1. ruins his entire conflict with zoro and why its interesting in the first place. 2. makes him more of a creep.

it also spoils sanjis character, sanji is not a masculine person who is trying to fit into masculinity, and because of how the show views him as inherently all of these things he claims to be, the struggle with him and gender is not articulated on enough because the again. at least one of the directors thought that was emasculating and appearently that's all he gleaned from sanji and namis interactions.

i will say taz skylar is an amazing actor and can fucking act the living shit out of sanji to the degree where i do not blame literally anybody for thinking the sanji writing is good. its not good. its just comparably a bit less evil all of the time than everybody else is. (which makes him the best written OPLA character. but that's not a feat.)

before i get into my big point which ties into basically all of my criticisms with opla. inaki godoy is good at luffy when hes given a script that actually is in character for luffy and writes him fully as autistic. OPLA luffy is allistic but still adhd to me. also i will literally never forgive them for the comment zoro makes towards the beginning of the baratie it really felt like they were avoiding saying the r slur. okay. that out of the way

...

so i bring a "OPLA was politically censored" vibe to the party that nobody likes, like to me its just obvious and i cant believe more people dont talk about the fact a lot of changes made within the story that were bad were to accommodate political censorship?

like nobodys mentioned directly any political censorship from netflix publicly, but i dont know how to else to describe the changes within OPLA

luffy literally says "be a good cop" in this version of the story and koby is no longer treated like a guy who is annoying and ultimately wrong but well intentioned and is instead The Neoliberal Mouthpiece who luffy (despite in canon literally forgetting he exists) loves for some reason? also buggy is done well i agree but i cannot not factor in the fact they made him way worse in this version.

it wouldnt be a bad decision on its own but that compounded with like... garp getting all the credit for restructuring the marine base and the everything with him in syrup village (i literally have not finished opla syrup village because of the beginning. my fucking god) like it just reads to me open as a book that netflix did NOT like that cops were getting punched. its the little things, too?

like bellamere actually scolding nami in front of genzo for stealing the book and making her pay it back instead of letting her keep it? nobody would change that if they weren't going at it from a "i need to change this because politics"

this brings me back to sanji again and also what i feel ultimately factors into a lack of acknowledgement of the queer themes in op. i feel that even at its best points, the baratie (OPLA), refuses to fully engage with the material its given in a well intentioned manner? (this is a sidenote but the fact fullbody in OPLA is made to fight with a pirate instead of just. be fullbody)

I do not think sanjis struggle with masculinity was conveyed enough. its less that his shit is actively bad like the rest of them (except in scenes with nami) and more just. passively bad? which is frustrating. which then brings me into um so every single acknowledgement of any kind of bigotry that one piece does is not mentioned within OPLA at all or is really toned down. like khaladore. DO not get me started.

summarization on the thoughts on khaladore (because this post is already too long): they made him "not bigoted" and also not an abusive paternal figure towards kaya and yet somehow at the same time refused to handle any of the sensitive subject matter he tackles with any kind of tact whatsoever? speaking as a khaladore fan who enjoys his protrayal of abuse within op itself and its one of the reasons i was first endeared towards one piece...

maybe OPLAs showrunners shouldnt be adapting a story with a lot of sensitive subjects if going by how theyve historically handled them theyre dogshit at it. just a thought. acting cannot save everything.

EDIT: source for oplas showrunner calling sanji a simp

[cosmicellis]

My homie challanged me with Yuma in Character ask game. The ultimate ADHD child

My first impression of them  -That he was one weird looking boi even by yu-gi-oh standarts. Not to mention, at first he gave me strong “lol randumb” energy

When I think I truly started to like them  -Through the seson progression the antics and very lively attitude kinda got to me. Plus I do dig characters with positive attitude and being a bit... dim XD 

A song that reminds me of them - Fall Out Boy - The Last Of The Real Ones

How many people I ship them with -Canon: Astral, Mist... sometimes Shark -OC... Machi >u>

My favorite ship of them -I like Keyshipping, but I’m weak for Tentacle\lockship even if I can never make it healthy :v I like keyshipping because it feels like had the most development and it feels like these worked out their relationship from hating each other to sacrificing their faces for each other Lockship... Sometimes my inner sadist is whispering: yeee, make everyone suffer in this relationship, dew it

My least favorite ship of them -Skyship. No hate on this ship, nor on Tori, I always had a personal dislike towards “childhood friend” stuff

A quote of them that you remember -Aside from Kattobingu is a very cute “Ye” he did in the manga in a very beggingng, when Tetsuo said :You can also put spells face down

Your favorite outfit of them -His school uniform is a chef kiss

Your least favorite outfit of them -That fancy official one. Not my aesthetic choice...

Describe the character in one sentence -WILD

What’s the first thing you think about when thinking about the character? -Explosive positivity and hunger...FOR everything

Sexuality hc! -Uh I guess Yuma, as a true golden retriver, loves everyone

Your favorite friendship they have -With Shark. Because only Yuma can annoy somebody enough to become friends with them (Manga including)

Best storyline they had -The plot with him going to Astral world was pretty narly

Worst storyline they had -Barrian onslught. I can only take so much of Yuma crying and being sad

A childhood headcanon -He seemed to be pretty normal, until his dad decided to invite him into a cult of Kattobingu

What do you think their first word was? -I say “mom”, cause it feels like she was around him more when he was smaller (You know, work and all)

How do you think they were as a kid? (Like, were they shy, noisy, wild, etc) -I believe he was norm, up until certain point. He would like something, loose interest, get sad, get happy, but then... The key happened (when his dad gave it to him) and he decided to exclude “giving up” out of his vocabulary

The most random ship you've seen people have with them -You can’t surprise me. He was shipped with everyone under the sun

A weird headcanon -Yuma can cook pretty good, he’s just lazy

When do you think they were at their happiest? -I feel like when he reunited with Astral.

When do you think they were at their lowest? -Uh yes, 3 episodes of depression when Astral died

Future headcanon -He will become a Duel champion, but then quit, because of constantly changing meta and the fact that you can’t play your favorite deck forever. Power creeping and exploits would be just an end of fun

What do you think is a secret they have that they never told anyone? -That in the beggning he felt lonely, even with friends around (But then Astral canceled his personal space and Me time)

When do you think they acted the most ooc -Yuma is a wild-child. Whatever he does can be explained with “He felt that way” cause that’s how he operates. He just feels that he had to do it... das it solid logic

When do you think they were being "themselves" the most? -When he was trying to save vector from Don Thousand. Cause he clings to his friends like a gum to hair

If they could meet a character from another show/movie/etc, who would be the most fun for them to meet? -I’ll be boring here and say Yusei

The most unnecessary thing they ever did? -Trusting Vector. I know Yuma trust people like Tokonoske, but with Victor it felt bit much, but that’s my perspective

How do you think they would be as a parent? (and if they are a parent, how do you think they would be if they weren't?) -Probably would try mimicking his dad

The funniest scene they had? -There are too many. But the one I like is where he has conversation with Astral about takoyaki and it perfectly represents how my two last braincells work. Source: https://www.tumblr.com/ask-games-from-a-weird-girl/673569359300640768/character-ask-game

[1whitewitch1]

It's so weird because I used to be able to tell that Hunter Schafer looked masculine sometimes but I didn't think she/he looked like a man, but now that he's a bit older and his face is coming out of that beautiful elf face phase, I have noticed it more when I've seen him in media.

And this isn't even in a negative way, it's just interesting the way that you just can't hide the secondary sex characteristics. In that first photo where the breast fat is noticeable, I just look at his face now and I know that that's a guy!

I saw a post on Tumblr earlier in the month that said how sad it was that we went from 2011-2013 where it was like pizza roles, not gender roles, anyone can be whoever they want without needing to be the opposite sex, women are strong and brave and can be muscular just like men, men can be etc. etc. Because that's what's cool about not conforming to gender roles is you get to do whatever you want and there's no unnecessary extra labels. Imagine how good things would be if that took flight.

Anyway, that is all just to say that Hunter Schafer is someone who could have been just one of those sick men who is super tapped into his feminine energy or whatever. And knows fashion and high art. I know of VERY FEW (literally 3 and I don't even know them as actual humans) men in my own life who wear dresses, high heels, makeup, jewellery etc. And they're all still just a man, because "man" is just the word for an adult human male. There are no accompanying stereotypes that are true about men (unless they make it true🙃, like with violence, sexual issues etc.) They don't have to exclusively wear blue, they don't have to hate dolls, they don't have to be mean to girls, they can have long and healthy friendships with women and so on. It just makes me so upset because if gender norms weren't pushed everywhere by everything and the conditioning of everyone ever, it would be so beautiful just to exist.

TRA's are, often unknowingly and more often thinking they are the opposite, so pro-gender it is almost unfathomable. Where radical feminists and other women or GNC men say "gender isn't real, fuck these expectations", trans people say "gender isn't real, but I don't care enough to take that issue seriously" and just go along with it.

[linosbundles]

no I’m talking to the fridge || markhyuck

Pairing : mark lee x lee haechan (mark x donghyuck)

Genres : fluff

Word count : 1.8k {1857 words}

tags : roommate!au , idiots to lovers , mutual pining

warnings : mentions of food ; nothing else ig

a/n : i seriously suck at this whole warnings and tags thing. if i have to add any or if something is unnecessary, please let me know 😭

Summary : a jealous hyuck asks mark out after a certain yuta oppar is featured

“Why did you agree to babysit Daegal when you’re not even free?” Mark asked.

Haechan replied with his eyes glued to the tv, “Well, I didn’t exactly check my schedule. I said yes as soon as I heard her name, Daegal. Not my fault she’s so cute and I want to do anything and everything for her.”

A Pororo plushie flew straight into Haechan’s face, right on his nose.

“Ow!” he screamed.

The scream being too loud, Mark actually got worried and checked if Haechan was fine.

Looking at his nose that was now pink, Mark said, “All you need is an ice pack. This is nothing, stop being dramatic.”

The older boy went to fetch an ice pack for the younger, as he was just sitting there, switching through the channels on the tv. Mark’s phone ringed with a few notifications, and very conveniently it was right next to Haechan so he could feed his curiosity.

Oh, how he wished he never saw that.

Yuta had texted Mark. Haechan stormed off to the fridge himself, ears red from feelings which he couldn’t identify whether they were anger or jealousy or hate towards himself for not acting sooner. He snatched the ice pack from Mark and sent him off to check his phone.

yuta : mark yuta : MARK yuta : MARK !!! yuta : we’re going to rainbow café yuta : red velvet cake and americano, sound’s tempting eh? yuta : 7pm tomorrow yuta : before you ask, yes this is a date mark : hey man woah mark : okay wait mark : I’ll lyk by tonight yuta : quick mark : yessir

Haechan locked himself up in his room for the rest of the evening. He read the messages on the notifications and realised that he had to do something before his stupid fat crush on Mark is put to an end without him even getting an opportunity.

He would rather die than become Mark’s best man for his wedding with Yuta. Even the stupid thought made his blood boil up. He decided to confide in his best friend instead of overthinking alone.

He called Jaemin and started ranting about the whole situation. Jaemin being Haechan’s best friend since middle school knew everything about him and knew what exactly he needed to tell Haechan for him to man up and ask Mark out.

“Hey there’s no use in thinking how Yuta got ahead of you. You are literally around Mark always… well, except when he’s in class, but you get my point. You should have manned up and asked him out first. It’s you who brought yourself here. Did Mark give Yuta a reply?”

“No, I kind of stormed into my room as soon as I saw those messages.”

“Dumbass!” Jaemin said. “You should go find out if Mark is interested or not first, if he is considering it then go stop him, if not just ask him out. Mark isn’t the type to make it weird between you guys just because you asked him out, right?”

“Yes, yes, I know mom. I’ll go find out and do what I can.” Haechan let out a long sigh. Patting his cheek a bit hard, he pulled his senses together. “Did I interrupt your date again or something?”

“Took you long enough. Jeno’s getting upset now, I have to go. Update me through text or call me tomorrow. Bye.”

“Bye Jaem.”

Haechan searched his room for water only to find an empty bottle. He dragged himself to the kitchen for some water. As he was filling his bottle with some water, he unintentionally overheard Mark talking to someone on call.

Keyword : unintentionally.

“I seriously don’t know man. What if things get weird. We literally live under the same roof. I don’t know if I can handle it and I really don’t want to move out too.”

There was a small gap where Mark only let out a few “oh”s and “maybe”s.

Unaware of what or who Mark was talking about, a nervous Haechan gulped down a whole bottle of water.

“Okay, maybe it’s time to face it? I’m still not sure though. I’m going to wait actually. Yeah. I’ll wait and test the waters first. Anyway, thanks for listening dude, see you tomorrow.”

The older hung up.

Haechan quickly refilled his bottle and headed back into his room as he heard footsteps moving towards the kitchen.

He couldn’t help but think that Mark had already caught on and was thinking about how to reject him. Worriedly, he paced back and forth in his tiny room. Starting to feel a bit dizzy, he sat down and told himself that he had to do it that day, whether it was a yes or a no, he had to get it done that day because if not then, then never will he ever have the balls to ask super popular cute Markie boy who was the dream boy of every person who was interested in men, even slightly.

Knock. Knock.

“Dude can you come out and help me make dinner?”

Haechan yelled through the door, “I’ll be there in 5, till then think about what you want to make.”

“Alright man.” Mark said and walked back to the kitchen.

Haechan walked out to the kitchen as if he wasn’t internally screaming with every step he placed on the floor. Mark Lee. How could that man look so breathtaking even by just standing and staring at a box of eggs.

“Just staring at them won’t get them cooked... Or are you just waiting to call Gordon Ramsay?”

Mark almost jumped out of his clothes. Of course, it was easy startling the boy.

“Okay since you’ve been staring at eggs, you must have an idea. What do you want to make?”

Mark grabed another apron for Haechan and got closer to him to put it on him. “I want pasta. Now turn around.”

Suddenly getting ballsy, Haechan said, “And why should I listen to you?”

“Okay, you have no reason to listen to me so don’t.” Mark said as he got even closer and put the apron on Haechan and was practically hugging him to tie it up behind.

Haechan stood there still, as if he were participating in a statue game.

Mark started getting the vessels and turned some music on. “Standing there won’t get pasta done, you know?”

“Right.” Haechan said and started helping Mark.

Now. It’s the right time to strike, he thought.

“So… uh I accidentally saw your messages on notifications. Are you going out with Yuta?”

Mark froze. He wanted to talk about an entirely different topic with him tonight. He didn’t even think of Yuta getting in the way.

“Well, I’m only considering it still… Honestly, I don’t know what to do man.” Mark said as he opened the fridge to get the cheese out.

He felt Haechan turning him over, such that he’s facing Haechan and his back’s facing the fridge. The cold air on his back felt colder because with Haechan’s sudden action his senses shot up their sensitivity.

Mark just stood there, literally frozen, staring into Haechan’s soul.

Haechan finally opened his mouth. “Don’t go.”

That’s all he said as he put his hands on the fridge, leaving mark in between his arms, staring intensely into the shivering boy’s eyes.

“Are you talking to me dude?” Mark said, blinking a bit too much now.

“No, I’m talking to the fridge. You’re just in my way.” Haechan rolled his eyes.

Mark was utterly confused and let out a small “Oh.”

Haechan moved closer, leaving no gap between them. “No, you dumbass. I’m talking to you. Don’t go on a date with Yuta.”

Although it was Mark against the fridge, Haechan was trembling more from the nervousness. Took Mark a minute to even react to what Haechan said.

“My back’s getting cold.”

Yeah, it took him one minute to even reply, and the best he could say was “My back’s getting cold.” !?!??!??!?!?

Haechan stepped back, leaving way for Mark to move. Mark did move, but he stepped closer to Haechan.

“So you just asked me not to go out with Yuta… why?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Haechan replied.

Mark just shook his head.

“Okay see I won’t repeat this, it’s okay if you say no. I mean, I don’t know… just whatever your reply is, please listen to me fully and take your time to think about it I don’t mind waiting a few hundred years. I could just become sleeping beauty.”

Mark shook Haechan to stop him from talking. “Hyuck. Calm down. What’s it?” He asked patiently.

“The thing is… Doyouwanttogoonadatewithmeinstead?”

“Sorry what?” Mark took a second to understand what he said. “Oh. OH!”

“So…? Okay no. I’m not going to rush you. Take your time, think carefully because I don’t want to get hurt. I really like you.”

“Hyuck…” Mark melted in his lion cub slippers. “I was going to talk to you about this over dinner.”

Mark took a couple steps closer, leaving no gap between them.

“Yes.”

Haechan couldn’t believe his ears. “You said yes? Like “Yes, Hyuck I’ll go on a date with you.” yes?”

Mark laughed, “Yes, I’ll go on a date with you, and since we’re both oblivious idiots and thankfully you’ve spelt it out, I think it’s my turn now.”

With that Haechan was trapped in a kiss by Mark Lee.

MARK LEE KISSED HIM?????????

He couldn’t believe it but he felt really happy. His long-time crush on his roomie had finally been reciprocated? He no longer had to rant about every single thing Mark did, like breathe or even opening his eyes, to Jaemin, he could do that to the Mark Lee himself. Oh, how happy he was.

Mark pulled away but still kept his face close to Hyuck’s. “I like you too, seemed like you didn’t catch on either.”

A blushing mess Haechan became at that spot. Mark took his phone out.

“Now that you know and I wanted to do this anyway…”

mark : I can’t go out with you tomorrow mark : or any day anymore mark : I have someone now yuta : oh… well, congratulations ig mark : IN YOUR FACE NAKAMOTO YUTA yuta : what. mark : sorry that was hyuck- yuta : oh he’s the one you’re with? mark : yes yuta : alright, you guys have fun, bye. mark : bye.

Mark hit Haechan playfully on his shoulder. “Why did you do that?”

“Because now the world needs to know you’re mine and I’m yours. Just to be clear, since neither of us asked this. Would you like to be my boyfriend, Mark Lee?” Haechan asks with a widespread smile plastered onto his face.

“How can I say no to you Hyuck. Of course, I’d love to be your boyfriend, if you would be mine.”

“We’re boyfriends now. Yay!”

“I’m like very happy for us right now dude but I’m hungry too.” Mark said followed by a small grumble by his stomach.

“Let’s get your pasta done, boyfriend.” Haechan said and they both get to work.