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PS I got a new boy toy and I’m getting flipped like a flap Jack, tossed like a salad and turned every way but loose.

Thank god for thick, tall and strong black men… with locs🙂‍↕️and tattoos🙂‍↕️and piercings🙂‍↕️

Update on me

You’re not obligated to read this, this is just for those who may be curious

Hellooooo

Back in August (I think) I talked about disappearing for a bit. My mental health definitely checked out, I was frustrated there wasn’t a day that I was not crying, I just wanted to not be here… especially physically.

I needed a break. And after (embarrassingly) being caught at work in full blown tears, I took a much needed pause. I’m lucky to work with amazing people and to have such a caring supervisor that allowed me to stay home for a few days so that I could just breathe.

And all I did? Was stay in bed and you know what? it felt good. I didn’t feel guilty about it, I was tired and I needed to recharge. I needed to clean my space and refresh and regroup.

Im not saying I’m 100% happy or great. Tbh… I never know if I’ll reach there considering I’ve been going through this for years BUT I am in a better head space than I was a few months ago.

NOW🌚

Am I fully returning?

I reeeeeaaally hope so. I just need to get my laptop fixed and your girl is going back home for a whoooole month🙈 for a much deserved vacation. so my return will have to wait until after.

I hope everyone has been doing fine, I missed it here…. Even though I lurk in the shadows

Peace and Love. See you in the next one❤️

-Big Marley 🐢

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Update on me

You’re not obligated to read this, this is just for those who may be curious

Hellooooo

Back in August (I think) I talked about disappearing for a bit. My mental health definitely checked out, I was frustrated there wasn’t a day that I was not crying, I just wanted to not be here… especially physically.

I needed a break. And after (embarrassingly) being caught at work in full blown tears, I took a much needed pause. I’m lucky to work with amazing people and to have such a caring supervisor that allowed me to stay home for a few days so that I could just breathe.

And all I did? Was stay in bed and you know what? it felt good. I didn’t feel guilty about it, I was tired and I needed to recharge. I needed to clean my space and refresh and regroup.

Im not saying I’m 100% happy or great. Tbh… I never know if I’ll reach there considering I’ve been going through this for years BUT I am in a better head space than I was a few months ago.

NOW🌚

Am I fully returning?

I reeeeeaaally hope so. I just need to get my laptop fixed and your girl is going back home for a whoooole month🙈 for a much deserved vacation. so my return will have to wait until after.

I hope everyone has been doing fine, I missed it here…. Even though I lurk in the shadows

Peace and Love. See you in the next one❤️

-Big Marley 🐢

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INSANE

theestallion: In Her Words Out now on @primevideo 💜 thank you for all thee love hotties 🦋

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GOOD GOD

MEGAN THEE STALLION via IG Story | October 30, 2024

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When white women are praised in interracial dating while black women are sent death threats😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

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MEGAN THEE STALLION — 'Bigger In Texas' M/V (2024)

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theestallion: STARFIRE THEE STALLION 💫☄️🔥

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*sigh* oh how I miss it😩

Pulling on her locks ……

www.facebook.com/EyeManDj

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I love when I start to feel okay and then those thoughts creep back in

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He’s so big🙂‍↕️

Excuse me what is this size difference between their forearms? I knew he was huge but this visualization is news to me I'll just have to scream into a pillow for 2 hours

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I’m totally normal about Spooky though

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I love x reader because essentially I'm going "Hey YOU! You're in this story now. You are my character. You are under my control. Trust me trust me it's gonna be good. You'll nut like five times AND your fav blorbo is gonna be madly in love with you. "

"I wouldn't say that. I wouldn't do that."

I know. But you aren't YOU. You're MY character. and I SAID you said that. So go with it and enjoy the adventure.

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Okay I have been contemplating whether or not to post this because I feel like every month I’m saying this but…

I’m going to vanish.

I’ve been ghosting you guys for a bit but tbh this time I don’t know when… or if I’m coming back.

I have lost my passion for life in general and I just can’t fake being okay in real life and online. I’m so sorry for leaving you guys on like cliffhangers and unfinished stories but I just can’t do this anymore.

I love writing, I love interacting with you all and I’ll miss that for sure but I’m tired.

I’m tired of everything. I’m especially tired of existing.

I hope this is not goodbye, I hope that at some point I can come back and be normal and be happy but for now I’m just not there. I’m sorry.

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I’ll turn him every way but loose

Florian Munteanu | Vikings: Valhalla 3x04

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WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT TO BE THIS FINE????

PEDRO PASCAL with DAKOTA JOHNSON and CARA DELEVINGNE at Stevie Nick's Hyde Park Show

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Art by dachell_ART

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Not you done got me obsessed with spooky too and the heartbreak of discovering how my mans ended up on that show GAISHHSUSJUS crushed and smeared 🥲😩😭

Sorry love😩😩

Listen I just pretend it didn’t happen😭