#bunwhispers

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I finally found a canine that looks like me! Currently happy about it and stoked that there’s a coat pattern that looks like mine!

Might end up changing my pfp to have that change as well… but I feel bad because this blog was primarily supposed to be for bunny therian things…

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I’d love to walk through this so much!

Path through the woods this morning.

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I am dog

That’s all I know

What kind of dog? No idea

But I am dog

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Sometimes I really despise trying to join or being in communities online. This isn’t for anything in specific because all communities have bad eggs, but I don’t like being in some online spaces because it always feels like there has to be a specific way you function or act before you’re genuinely let in or seen as part of the community

Like even with communities I’m already a part of, it just feels like I’ll never truly belong with the experiences I have being different than some others might have and if there’s a figurehead even for a community that has a spectrum of experiences, it still feels like I will never “meet” that

It feels like there’s just… unsaid requirements for certain spaces and if you don’t meet those requirements, you don’t belong and are an outcast constantly

I even feel that way for running this blog (and others that I won’t comment about). Like it’s great to be able to have people agree, but then it also just throws the whole issue that when too many people agree or you don’t agree, then it’s causing internet discourse no matter what

Or if you’re neutral on a subject or just don’t like a certain community, it feels like you’re instantly on blast for not agreeing with it

And I don’t like online spaces because there is no thing as true neutrality here. You’re forced to pick a side and it’s so annoying

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Screaming

I want to be social but I don’t know how to be social with anyone in similar communities (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Hi!!!

my feed is all memes im tired of it… i need more alterhumans , therians , otherkin , otherhearted , etc mutuals

PLEASE INTERACT!!! IF U HAVE A PINNED AND I DONT VIOLATE UR DNI/U DONT VIOLATE MINE I WILL FOLLOW !!!

pls reblog :3!!

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It’s so weird knowing that I am in a safe part of the house I’m in, like I know that I’m safe but I just want to pull my ears back and growl, I feel so scared

I feel like it might be because I’m not in my home, I’m stuck in a house when I’m not domestic, I’m wild

I want to run and howl and do things that I need to but I can’t

On a good note… the humans here are pretty fun and easy to joke with (sometimes, if I can tell it’s a joke, other times it’s just uncomfortable)

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I love how nice non-human communities are, it’s so much nicer :3

Thank you all for the comments/reblogs for the post I had asking if trauma had a play/was valid to constitute as non-human for how we’ve been treated!

I’m going to start looking into psychological nonhumanity.

I know we more and likely have three labels that fit us, but I’ll more and likely try to find one that fits the collective in and of itself!

Thank you all so much! 💚

(If not all just use all labels that apply to us that aren’t related to the animals of the system/those of us that have animal features)

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Just as a validation…

It’s okay to have more than one label for a collective system for being non-human, right?

Like… demon/angel/doll/puppet/vampire and stuff?

Because the labels that really fit us relating to how we feel collectively are a mix between demons, vampires, and puppets. But I don’t know if that has its own singular term or if all three of them would be okay to use together-

A lot of us are still learning…

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Mainly from trauma and a bunch of other things. Trauma being the primary for the majority of it

Autism might also have a bit to it but I’m not entirely sure

That and potential delusions might be a major cause for the connection to the alterhuman identities :3

Guys I’m actually kinda curious now,, why do you think you have your nonhuman identity?

For me personally it’s the fact I was lonely and animals gave me a sense of comfort.

Anyways!! What is your story? :3

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I have a question for any and all non-humans because I think I need to have an explanation like I’m a child?

We’re a system but the body identity doesn’t truly line up with human as a label or as an identity as none of us truly feel human. But we feel this why primarily from trauma

Would that still be valid to say that we’re non-human as a collective because our trauma was so dehumanizing we just… don’t feel like we belong in with humans?

Not even just animals, but like demon, vampire, things like that. But I don’t exactly know what we would collectively be

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I like being around humans that won’t make fun of me for making sounds that are animal like in nature

I can whimper for attention and I get asked if I’m okay and I get pet or head rubs

I can bark/woof and be given the same back

I can paw at someone and they’ll smile like they do at puppies and ask if I need anything

I can meow back at my cats and purr without being judged

I can run and play and it’s super nice

With people like that.. I can actually be myself without feeling worry or shame and I enjoy it a lot

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I want to run in a field with a pack of friends, just letting go of life and its issues of having to act human… is that too much to ask?

I’m also 100% changing my pfp depending on theriotype cuz it makes me feel weird when I want to post and seeing a bunny. That’s not me and it’s not what I look like

Like I’ll keep the name and url because they’re cute and adorable but I’m not a bunny right now and seeing it makes me feel weird, it’s not me, I’m a canine

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If it helps you, use the cane regardless what others say, if it helps you then it helps you and that’s what matters the most!!!

i guess i should be using my cane.. i lost my knee brace & i tried my cane just now and it definitely took the pain away

but i guess i feel like im not supposed to use it? when i did people made fun of me, pitied me, threatened me, and i guess i just feel like i dont really need it since its for my knee instead of my hip now.

i dont want my family & peers saying “here we go again!” when i use it. i just want to move on from it.

when i used my cane before everyone was just so adamant on me not using it, my physiotherapist kinda rushed my recovery just to get me away from my cane because she thought it was “embarrassing” and “unnecessary” for someone my age to use one.

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It feels so freeing being able to change a pfp and banner with what fits me the most

It makes me feel so much better about how I look and feel

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I might be confused- so I’m asking tumblr for assistance

Is otherkin specifically a spiritual thing? Does it have to be tied into being spiritual or related to something?

What makes someone an otherkin??