#bun is feral

[boop-le-snoot]

haven't received hate mail in a while so here it goes:

I absolutely despise arwen/aragorn. I do not ship it, I do not endorse it, and frankly speaking I just might abandon an otherwise well written fanfic if I see an abundant presence of that ship.

[mrtonestill60s]

20 year old Lera Feral.

@lera.berry

[cherrywowandpink]

[kissboybyler]

i don’t trust people who think that they destroyed robin’s character in s4

[zehrbear]

i saw what you tagged me in and …..

making out with zayne and being in his lap, his hands frantically grabbing at your hips while he groans into your lips. he’s needed you all day. work has him pent up and frustrated and craving your touch and taste to the point t of him growing more and more excited…

so excited his cock is pressing into you, rubbing into you. you’re both hungry and he’s the first to blow :(( and he’s so embarrassed but doesn’t say anything, just hides his face into your tits while he shudders…

it would start out lazy and sweet, maybe with the two of you cuddled up on the couch or a particular rocking armchair (hidden motive, i am STARING…) once he gets done from the hospital

soon the kisses would get a little more hungry, his lips parting to slot against yours, his tongue gingerly licking into your mouth as his arms tighten around you to pull you on top of him. it’s a welcome weight when he feels you pressed up against the tent he’s sporting in his pants, hips rising subconsciously to feel more of you, more of that pressure. and he loses himself in it. the feel of you pressed up against him all sweet and warm, the smell of you… of your hair, your skin. the sounds you make into his mouth, all soft and breathless, practically whining out his name while his ears burn a vivid scarlet.

and its a single kiss to his ear, all warm and flushed, that has him unravelling. a gentle nibble on his earlobe that has him cumming in his slacks with a shudder and a squeeze of your hips.

he’d definitely be a little embarrassed, burying his face in your chest as he feels the warmth spread across the front of his pants. but that doesn’t stop him from continuing to grind up against you, his cock still hard and hands sliding up from your hips to your waist, pulling your top up and over you for a proper welcome home

:3

[moonsvillain]

have been toying with the idea of an au wherein shen jiu, after burning down the qiu household and running away, comes across xie lian rather than wu yanzi poaching him immediately afterwards:

i'd imagine in this verse he runs away to town rather than immediately being found in the aftermath of what he's done. at this point, shen jiu would be too paranoid to consider reaching out for directions to cang qiong mountain even if he wanted to make it there: what if they knew what he did? or figured it out if he did know? (if he even had the mind to think of these things through his panic)

he doesn't want to end up begging on the streets again, though—too alike his childhood and last time he was in that position, shen jiu ended up with the qius in the first place

so he takes refuge in temples that he comes across, stealing food when he can before moving to a different part of the rather large town he's ended up in so there's no clear pattern of when he shows up at whichever food stall

despite not holding that same respect and unwavering belief in gods (how could he, after everything he's gone through? shouldn't they have stepped in, sometime? what god would let him suffer as he did, separating him from the only person he loved?) he knows better than to try them, and begrudgingly thanks them for the shelter (because this he did appreciate, at the very least, if nothing else)

winter hits hard when it does, and shen jiu, after spending so many years in the qiu household, forgot how the cold seeps into your skin and bones without solid walls to keep out the frigid breeze.

he quickly falls ill with nothing to protect him from the elements but his threadbare clothing, and when he grows ill, he becomes slow. shen jiu nearly gets caught stealing, running away before he can be dragged to a town guard for his offence, but earning himself a nasty wound to his leg as he retreated

sickness + the cold + the wound leave him weak and wanting: missing qi-ge, reminiscing on nights where they'd curl up together for warmth, still cold but not alone, the two of them steady against the storm that raged on ahead of them

fever-ridden and teetering close to death, shen jiu wanders into a temple late at night and sinks to his knees, falling to his side, heart-rate slowing. in his delirium, he misses the figure taking shelter from the storm in the corner, watching him

shen jiu wakes up (he doesn't expect to), warm while he hears the wind whistle. he's still in that temple from earlier, but it's considerably... cozier. a small fire warms the inside and his clothes aren't as damp against his cold skin. his fever's broken, too—he doesn't know how long it's been, but he's glad he didn't die: never realized that he wanted to live until he was close to forfeiting his right to

here is where he meets his accidental saviour: xie lian stood over a slowly bubbling pot of stew that smells heavenly to shen jiu—he'd eat just about anything at this point, starved

his immediate distrust of xie lian stops him from being truly excited about his appearance

their relationship is veryyy shaky at the very beginning: shen jiu refuses to trust him and xie lian refuses to abandon this strange child he found on the verge of death

(there's a strange sort of bond built up when you nurse someone back to life, dragging them away from the brink of death and xie lian isn't interested, but he's curious about this kid who stumbled into his temple at the dead of night on a midnight in winter)

shen jiu's torn between distrust and this desire for company he didn't know he possessed; after being alone with no one but the qiu household [before he went on his massacre] he didn't realized how much he wanted to share space with someone who wasn't actively hurting him until he was afforded the opportunity to experience non-violent company with xie lian

his distrust slowly declines when he finds out that xie lian is a cultivator. despite being arguably too old to learn cultivation to the fullest extent he could have if he started a few years earlier, he still desperately wants to learn

xie lian, perceptive as ever, slowly starts teaching him bits and pieces of the basics, teaches him to meditate, takes care to keep his distance when it looks like shen jiu's getting overwhelmed

shen jiu can't help but get attached. he hates it

shen jiu decides to test xie lian before resigning himself to this

he was snappy, impatient, and argued with xie lian, when he came over, one day, waiting for some form of punishment to come, bristling like a spooked cat.

nothing came of his experiment but a slight frown from xie lian, which made shen jiu feel almost bad—xie lian almost reminded him of qi-ge, which made him feel doubly bad because he desperately wants to find him

shen jiu came to xie lian the next day with a pastry [that he stole] as an apology. and a request:

"teach me how to cultivate so i can be a disciple at the cang qiong sect"

xie lian agrees easily enough: he's been around shen jiu to see that despite the late start, he has potential to be great [especially untouched by wu yanzi and his twisted form of cultivation]

shen jiu throws himself into his studies, working himself to the bone

xie lian is concerned by this and after trying to soften the load of his work doesn't make shen jiu slow down, he becomes stern: warns him against trying to chase too much frivolously

this leads to a breakdown of sorts—where shen jiu gets angry, dismissive, before becoming upset. the average emotional depth of a teenager but, like, 4 times worse because of the circumstances

xie lian coaxes the story out of shen jiu here; qi-ge [the first time he's mentioned aloud by name], the qiu household [only the barest of details. shen jiu refuses to dwell], and the night shen jiu made qi-ge leave, as well as qi-ge's promise to come back

shen jiu finishes by telling xie lian he needs to make it back to qi-ge, needs to see if he's still alive, he's been selfish for sticking around as long

shen jiu tells xie lian that he needs to figure out as much as he can, as fast as he can, so he can leave and make his way to cang qiong mountain with some sort of base knowledge to make it in. and that he's not sorry for pushing himself because he doesn't have time

xie lian is quiet for a while

puts a comforting hand on shen jiu's shoulder and tells him he understands; he knows someone who would do anything to make it back to the one they loved, understands the pain that comes when time and distance separates the two

however, xie lian tells him, he can't let shen jiu push himself. he'll only stunt his progress by hurting himself rather than speed things up

shen jiu is ready to argue again before xie lian offers to make the trip with him

shen jiu doesn't believe it at first—who would bother with helping him for this long if they weren't getting anything out of it? he already found this hard to believe, let alone the fact that xie lian would drop everything to travel with him for weeks on end

xie lian doesn't shake in his resolve, though. shen jiu figures out he's being serious and wants to argue, but he's just—relieved

so many people have stood as roadblocks on his path back to qi-ge; xie lian might be the first person actively trying to help them

it almost reignites hope in him; someone other than him believes in them. someone other than shen jiu thinks they'll make it back to each other and succeed in reuniting. xie lian's faith in him is like a gust of wind beneath his wings

he agrees to their road trip

[xie lian makes sure to tell his beloved he'll be away for a while]

[shen jiu doesn't notice that xie lian buys steamed buns off the same stranger in nearly every town they stop by for a night of rest in the following few weeks]

[xie lian notices, years later, when shen qingqiu doesn't recognize him upon their first meeting in decades. shen yuan doesn't know xie lian, but xie lian knows this isn't shen jiu, anymore]

[doctorsilverhead]

Yes

[bunssocks]

okay i’m done now (for now)

[softkeychains]

Angry bun has a boo boo!

[lunarbun-ships]

throws edits that i did yesterday in your face while i go off to do some commissions

because i still have wicked brainrot and every single frame from this episode

[boop-le-snoot]

ovulating

[oluin]

[mrtonestill60s]

20yr old Lera Feral, front and back.

@lera.berry

[seb-boo]

Looking back at contents in the past, I realized RBR era Sebastian is so hormonal feral twink with mischievous eyes who will bite your cheeks for funsies (I love your blog btw)

you get it

[your-local-hyperfixater]

everytime i see the back of nehal's outfit i cant help but see MD basim lmao

[alittlelessalone]

In a fic I’m writing, Shen Yuan ends up transmigrating into a surprisingly kinder version of Qing Jing (and to the extent the rest needs to improve, Cang Qiong Mountain Sect as a whole). There’s a lot of backstory that gets him there, but the long and short is that he’s now Binghe’s shidi (despite being a few years older).

So now we have Shen Yuan free to be his true gremlin self and getting to make friends his age. And we have Binghe’s crush absolutely through the roof as he gets to teach and show off to his Shen-shidi. And all is sweet and adorable until Shen Yuan makes his way to the Beast Taming Peak (which I’ve decided exists).

Now suddenly Shen Yuan has a new friend who shares his passion for monsters and he’s always excited to see them and talks about them a lot. And poor Binghe is absolutely chugging vinegar as he watches this. And Shen Yuan has 0 idea because he’s Shen Yuan and also because he doesn’t have a crush on this friend. And anyone who knows the both of them can 100% see all this going down, but isn’t going to interfere with young love unless it gets out of hand.

And I just wanted to share this with y’all because it won’t be for a pretty long time into my fic and it’s just so cute to imagine and I want other people imagining it too!