#btw if u read all that. u deserve the world <33

[cryptix-art]

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EVERYONE !!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!!!! IT’S ZOEL DAY !!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Ok so warning I am about to be. VERY CRINGE right now while I talk abt my silly little selfship and I will be VERY SAPPY so if u don’t wanna read that just very kindly go away !!! ANYWAYS !!!! HOLY SHIT !!!! It’s officially been a WHOLE YEAR since I started shipping these two… they mean sm to me actually I could cry (I’m in tears rn 💀💀). Sooooo ZoEl was smth I started PURELY as a coping mechanism… and while I’ve been hesitant to call it what it is, having Elio to use as a way to ship myself with a fictional character LITERALLY AS CRINGE AS THAT SOUNDS has genuinely changed my life in the BEST way possible 🥹🫶🏼 Like whenever I was feeling down or going thru a depressive episode, thinking abt having Zoro there with me genuinely made me motivated enough to get up n do shit !!! Like I could do a whole separate rant abt how One Piece as a whole has done that exact same thing but idk… it feels sm more special with Zo <33 And even now, TO THIS DAY, the best escapism method I have rn always ties back to ZoEl… wether it be cooking up new lore, thinking abt their future, thinking abt how the other Straw Hats would tease tf out of them, this ship always puts me in a good mood. PLUS I haven’t even gotten to talk abt all the cool ppl I’ve met because I started to interact with ppl in the community !! I’ve made such lovely mutuals that also (while not exactly in the One Piece verse) have the COOLEST OC x Canon/Yumeships AND THEY HAVE BEEN THE SWEETEST PPL EVER… srsly they help me feel much more confident in sharing abt these two and it’s been lovely knowing them 🫶🏼🫶🏼 Agh I just love my fictional bf sm… and Elio is ok I GUESS 😒 (/j) SO YEAH !!! HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ZOEL !!! 🥰🥰💚❤️⚔️🪐🫶🏼🫶🏼 Roronoa Zoro I will always love u <33

[vgilantee]

Hun no, it's hard ik (been in the same situation) but trust me you do deserve it. For multiple reasons!! First, living is hard cus srsly the world is hard and you're still alive! Second, writing is HARD idk how you do it but trust me so many ppl cannot. Yet you do. You come up with all these amazing ideas and stories and literally share it with us too?? That's so good, that's amazing! I love your writings and your lil thoughts and other ppl do too! Not to mention you might deal w mean anons which makes it harder cus why. Then you're doing things, you're going through life, you're doing your everyday things and making it through the day. You have achieved so much in life and maybe it doesnt feel like it or like you dont deserve it, but you do. You very much do. Even for the little things you've achieved in life.

I just wanna tell you that you do deserve it. You deserve all the good things in life, even if you've done nothing tdy you still deserve it cus you exist. And a lot of people are glad you exist. That's an achievement itself, so just know you do. Even if you dont feel like it right now I hope you realize that you deserve this and more. Ily please take care of yourself <33 (u dont have to post this btw just wanted to tell you nd didnt know if I could dm u 😭) ilyy YOU DESERVE STUFF. GOOD STUFF. Dont let the mean subconscious dad tell you otherwise, he can stay unconscious in there <33

i’ve read this over like four times and my eyes get all wet every time bit it’s the last bit that is the final punch in the chest that spills the tears because god i hate how much he still fucks with me. and he never even loved me so why did i ever care what he thought?!

[ahqkas]

HIHIHIII!! Good Afternoon!! I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself <3 Im SO sorry for the delayed reply and messages, I got back a few hours ago and I got quite distracted HAHAHA (aka I’m betraying my family in card games 😎),, but rlly, I hope you’re doing well, good luck in your flight btw!! Have fun and Good Luck 👀 YOURE OUR FLIGHT ATTENDANT IN THE MAKING WE LOVE YOU ‼️‼️‼️❤️❤️❤️

Anw, YES its so true that Mattheo pretended to suck bc cool guy trend, but I DO think that he’s capable of doing them all!! Honestly good on Theo for influencing Mattheo tbh 😭😭 my mans need to pass those classes to advance!! He would be a MASTER at DADA and Potions, ngl remember that scene where theres a door that shows their biggest fears ??? i think something involving voldemort would show up in mattheo’s, and that’ll be the talk of the school for a while!

OOH, I HAD THE SAME THOUGHTS ON HIS NIGHTMARES!! WERE TWINNING!! I do agree that a lot of his nightmares would contain about his past, and more specifically its most likely like sequence of events. I dare say that I think he would have a nightmare where he has to follow on his father’s footsteps and then he’s screaming on his dream— and then Theo wakes him up and stuff! Theo and Mattheo are such a good duo too, they’re there for each other in nightmares and such <3,, OOH regarding his mother, I had a thought that maybe Mattheo tried to find his Mother in both the Wizarding world and the muggle realm ngl!!

Anywayys, I hope you’re doing great and having fun! ALSOO advance congratulations for 1K Followers!! AHH u deserve them sm! Your writing is growing whenever I read it, and I’m glad youre getting the recognition you deserve for ur hard work!! Take care of yourself always, and stay safe <33 - c: anon

HIII ANGEL I MISSED YOU SMM 🥹🥹 it’s okay , how was your trip ?? i have the flight booked on sunday morning && i’m flying back on monday evening ! thank u ily <33

oooh yes that’s such a great idea !!! he’d be nervous to see his biggest fear appear in front of him && maybe he even thought it would take an appearance of something relatively small yk? maybe the women from the orphanage or the kids who made fun of him the whole childhood but deep down he knew it could also take a form of his father , which it did in the end. oh and it definitely would turn into series of whispers around the school . u just gave me a fic idea 😭😭

theo & mattheo are really special to me , i adore their bond like no one else istg . OHHH that’s really interesting ! i think so as well , he grew up deprived of his mother’s love (and father’s too) so it’s only logical he’d want to find her & maybe even demand an explanation why?

which makes me think !! what do you think mattheo would see in the mirror of erised if he looked into it? i’m planning on writing a fic on this though && i already have some ideas as to what could he see but i’d like to hear your thoughts on this 🤍

[alphabetboyluvr]

Hey Holly!

How’ve you been? How was the trip? Saw some beautiful pictures on your ig story and got super excited for u!! <3

This is gonna be a long one but here goes!

I’m here because I wanted to tell u how much I love each and every one of the characters you’ve written. I’ve read most of your works and each one has its own beauty and aura(?) that is so uniquely its own. Bd!jk and B and so different from CV!jk and Annie who are so different to YU?!jk and Neva that it messes with my head sometimes. How you’ve managed to give jk such a distinct yet familiar personality is truly astounding.

I’m so happy seeing all the love you receive for BD (which is so soooo very well deserved btw) but i think we don’t talk enough about CV. I mean the plot. The characters. The attention to detail. The insane storytelling. Heck, even the chapter names leave me in such awe. I’m truly truly grateful to have found your work when I did and I know it’s silly to say that I’m a changed person for it. The kindness u show us and the love u have for the tannies is so heartwarming. Holly, I hope the people around u know how lucky they are to be in your presence. Your work is not just some silly little stories, it’s a piece of you that you’ve chosen to share with the world and it is such a privlidge. I don’t think I’ll ever stop talking about it.

The amount of times I’ve cried tears (good and bad ones) from all the emotions surprises me too. I constantly think about your writing and even though this past year I’ve given a piece of my heart to bd I think a bigger chunk will always go to color Vision. This is in no way a comparison of your work, it’s just something I’ve come to realize recently that cv just has a very special place in my heart. However, in my mind I’m practically married to bd jk and he’s MINE (sorry B :3)

Sorry for the rambling but I hope u know that u have a forever fan <3

-BG

helloooooo!!

my trip was really lovely thank you - it was a bucket list location for me, and I got to experience it with one of my best friends in the whole entire world so yeah, super special <33

before i get into it, i just wanna say thank u for sharing your thoughts with me - I know it takes a fair amount of time to send an ask like this and so I really appreciate it!!

i always like to think of my jk characters as multiverse versions of each other. there are similarities that run through (after all, they're all based on the same muse!!), but they all have different lives that shape them into the character they are.

ahhh cv <3 im currently in the process of doing some edits to it and honestly I wish I had more time to devote crafting it into an even better story. i love the world the world of cv - I'm constantly thinking about the spin off stories I could write (like hobis, gawwd I wanna explore his experience of colour!!)

I know it’s silly to say that I’m a changed person for it.

i'm always in such a state of disbelief whenever I read things like this. to know I've had an impact - and a positive one at that - is just wild to me, and you'll never know how appreciative I am.

writing these stories has really been helpful for me, and sometimes can be a way that I process my own issues. I'm a changed person for them, too.

thank you thank you thank you for this overwhelmingly gorgeous display of kindness.

im so lucky <3

[sunnydaleherald]

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[surrealsunday]

yesss it really is eliott, the way once he realizes and accepts his feeling truly he's 100% in it. exactly lucas deserved his intimate moment to be this vulnerable, all the hugs in the world too 🥺 yeah that make up moment was truly so well-written, not too rushed but not too slow either. you can really feel they're taking their time even tho it won't be 🌸 easy and paradise 🌸 right away. IKR this is so eliott to have a contact name like that for lucas pls, just so soft 💗 the paintball scene is probably one of my favorite tbh! so i'm glad you took your time and wrote it when you where in the mood bc it was totally worth it! :))

and well said! so those last moments with them will be worth it (as always), they deserve to have that perfect closure (us as well btw). i don't wanna say goodbye to my babies either tho, but it'll be a great way to finish my vacations since i'm going back to uni next week (yay 😐) shshfhizk

looking forward for this last chapter, i feel like it's gonna be EPIC! ❤‍🔥

wishing you a great weekend as well <33 :)

hey! also i just saw the asks abt max and axel bday pics and it was everything, made my week and all 🥺 their friendship is just so awesome 💗

but i 100% agree on their…hair/facial choices? 😭 like i love them with all my heart but this…guys…please…the moustache is kinda questionable to me so i don’t really mind it that much ? i guess ? but the bleach…oh god it’s a big nope sorry (not sorry) bleach maxence enjoyers but…like u said with the grown roots it kinda is better, i won’t lie, but still 😭(i also agree abt a bleach eliott in a band fic, would really fit 😌)

Lucas vulnerable moments are definitely precious in this story and I was pretty careful with them (destroying him the once was enough). It's been really nice to get to the soft and happy part of the story. It all feels very delicate when I edit it and I hope it'll read that way. You'll have the chapter I just posted and an epilogue to get you through the return to uni. I wish you all the good vibes! Going back to work after holiday was... not it 😂. I'm still really struggling to get back into work mode.

And yesssss how cute are Maxence and Axel? I love that they really did have a soul connection and they have stayed friends. It makes my heart happy.

I am laughing over your comments on the hair/ facial choices. They are both just such... boys in their 20s aldkfjalksdfj. Good for them truly. I will just complain lmao. And I am SO SURE that Axel thinks his 70s pornstar mustache is hilarious. Like, I have no doubt he will revel in people being horrified by it. He and Lucas definitely share that little shit quality 😌.

Hope you have a lovely weekend too! 💖💖💖

[lochselfships]

Hello hello Sai!! So glad I saw your post in my notifs cuz now I can ask if you wanna gush about your favorite f/os atm?? No pressure tho /gen

Btw I love the tags you came up with for this blog, they're so cool and pretty :D

( @pixelselfships )

HELLO PIXELSELFSHIPS AS ALWAYS U ARE ONE OF MY FAV BLOGS <33 THANK YOU 4 EVER 💖

anyways I'm ALWAYS down to gush abt my huswives ♡♡♡

I've been thinkin a lot about Alfur recently, mainly because we share an interest in writing!! of course what we write are of VERY different "genres" but we proof-read each others work and thinking of scene concepts always comes easier when I play them out in my head with him <333 aaaaa its so hard not to be #1 simp and imagine him with me at all times because I'm so attached lol,,

on the other hand!! I'm back on my bs with the eddsworld hyperfixation kicking back in with full force and I CANNOT stop looking at Edd fanart and it just makes my heart. EXPLODE??? like he's literally the cutest little shit in the world and I cuddle him DAILY hes so sofft and wafm 🥰🌸 sorry I meant sarn. sorry I meant warm. MMMMMMMMMMMMM I LIKR MEN!!!!!!! I LIEKEK!!! BOUSYS!!!

oughhh my god AND THEN ELESA???? MISS ELESA??? MY GODESS??? how is there any woman so pretty as Her. ever. like honestly. she's gorgeous and she KNOWS IT and she's so supportive to everyone around her people and pokémon alike and literally she deserves a million kisses a day. she bites me like a feral dog sometimes ( >3<)⁠♡

thank you for the ask!!

[dobaara]

cast your mutuals as your fav perfumes uwu

ok this got too long...might make a part 2 with the rest of my mutuals if I've missed any <3

@crippling-anxiety as baccarat rouge 540 by maison françis kurkdijan (would marry her anyway because she's so sweet and kind but with this 😵😵💘💖💓💗)

@redundantly-in-love as whispers in the library by maison margiela's replica (calm, comforting and such a warm presence and we're a perfect match because i love to talk and he loves to listen, i love u bubba haven't told you much of that nowadays <33)

@perssepeony as good girl supreme by carolina herrera (literally the opposite of what the name & perfume is. she's like a warm weighted blanket after a harsh and cold day. such a sweetheart who don't need no man, nandos babe hii <33)

@coquette-amor as lost cherry by tom ford (rara is exciting, fresh, dizzying and full of warmth and always always laughs during all the wrong times. also she's really really pretty btw i love her she's my mafia darling <33)

@wtfrroch as rolling in love by killian (chellie knows this is the perfume which defines her, she's a smart and really beautiful hoe (unlike me) who everyone loves, also explains why i have heart eyes for her all the time <3)

@neurogliadudette as midnight fleur by NEST (best person to go on museum tours, stargaze and geek out with about YA and all that too, shails us meeting when? :( also she's gonna be an amazing lawyer btw)

@kabiragf as coco noir by chanel (shat gives femme fatale vibes, she's already so very pretty and now she's giving all those exams to become a badass lawyer, she's also a good listener btw <33)

@wedefyauguryy as miss dior by dior (lizzy is the soft looking talkative mutual who loves her theatre teacher btw/s. she's one of the coolest and the cutest people i know and she reminds me of the moon!!)

@knivesgf as an air of despair by imaginary authors (listen anya is literally one of my favorite horror mutuals you know i had to give her this horror movie protagonist perfume. and as the movie goes, she may end up becoming the house or....who knows?)

@belovedbi as bitter peach by tom ford (literally my favorite, she's the moment she's my url namesake she's another smart mutual of mine she's the coolest mutual i have <3)

@themangopdf as angel eau crossière by mugler (ok so because ela reminds me of mangoes and every time i bite into one i think "hmm i should share this with ela" also you remind me of a warm spanish afternoon while you're watching cheesy telenovelas with your beloved <33)

@jongens2014 as poets of berlin by vilhelm parfumerie (me and merle's dynamics are always the one mutual who has good takes everytime and i just reply to it with #yeah #realness...also merle is one of the sweetest and the coolest mutuals ever and my mum loves her!!)

@icemaiden as amyris femme by maison françis kurkdijan (kaaju di is the well read, theory and alyosha karamazov posting, beautiful looking mutual of mine btw and this perfume immediately reminds me of her. also she has an excellent taste in jewellery btw.)

@girlbi-deactivated20220618 (lau????) as mojave ghost by byerdo (lau is the cute and smart mutual who loves cows and i love that about her, i love everything about her btw, she's one of my favorites <33)

@persimmonbaby as cleopatra by tocca (literally why i call her kanave because she feels like a dream to me. sweetest and justifiably the most popular one because she deserves that anyways, also her writings are out of this world! <3)

@hillhousegf as mad madame by juliette has a gun (my other favorite horror mutual, oh to feel the descent into madness after entering a house which looks completely fine but isn't. and in the end, she gets out but not before burning the house down and watching it burn while sitting by the road and holding an unlit cigarette)

@breadmp3 as rose of no man's land by byredo (amira is my pink mutual and this so reminds me of her, she's kind and sweet and literally the cutest mutual of mine btw and when she tags me in posts *heart eyes* <33)

@lovejar as her by burberry (literally a goddess among people she reminds me of the colour pink & a summer dream and she's the prettiest/coolest/smartest girl I've ever seen. also minnie's name is the cutest i'm jealous)

@ruesgf as neroli portrofino by tom ford (yeah she's a goddess and yeah she's a literal heartthrob and yeah she looks so good I'm in love with her and yeah she's pretty smart and beautiful at the same time and yeah-)

[saintobio]

I've like casted the intro thingy almosy 3 times onto my TV atp so thank god finally my finger hit the ask box- Okay, SO SAINT, IK IM TIPSY RN BUT I MY ALCO FUZZIEX BRAIN CANNOT THINK OF ANYTHING BUT SY AND SY GOJO RN. IK IBEEN SOBBINF OVER HIM FOR THE PAST HOUR BUT SAINT, I WANNA CRY AND TELL U THAT U ARE AMAZING AND ILY, I HOPE YOI KNOW UOI DESERVE THE WORLD PLS 😭😭 IM SORRY IF THIS ASK COMES ACROSS AS SLOPPY AND PLAIN ANNOYING BUT HOLY SHIT IM JUSY CRYING AT HOW TALENTRD YOU ARE FOR GIVINF US QORLDS TO ESCAPE TO LIKE SN/SY, OLAL, WASTELANDS ESCPECIALLY WHEN PEOPLE HAVE BORINGASS LIVES LIKE MINE. ITS SO SEDENTARY AND STALE THAT I HAD TO DRINJ TO NOT BE THE SOBER ME. AND THEN YOURE SO NICE AND WITTY WITH ALL YOUR FOLLOWES TOO!!! YOURW HELLA COOL I HOPE U KNOW THAT!!! I HOPE U KNOW I ADOREE YOU MORE THAN ANY AUTHOR ATP. ILYYY. TAKE CARE OR GOJO NO UNBOX! BYE-BYE!!

ty so much!!! that’s so nice of u and it’s not annoying at all :D rly glad you enjoy some of my works <33

@otivez said

saint i've been DYING to tell you this omg my law professor told us this crazy story last week and istg it's sincerely not

it's very long and wild but in a nutshell this son of a high status family in the 60s needs to marry someone and his parents don't like his girlfriend so they find him a woman. he goes to his gf and tells her that he should marry the other woman and then they should see. fast forward a couple years he gets cancer and dies. after he dies, they see that he has 14 kids with his wife AND 15 with his girlfriend 😭 they ask the wife "why" and she says "well she gave birth so i had to give birth too" 😭 they were RACING 🤧 my mind just instantly went "what if reader was like sera too" shit gets even crazier that they even made a tv show about it

WHATJDJD THATS SO MESSY 😭

Anonymous said

Hello new reader here👀 An auntie lurking around.

I’m not an anime watcher (but a kdrama one) btw so I don’t know who this characters are irl? Is that even the term?🤣 I just happen to open tumblr after 5 years, this is my 12 year old account whom I spent my teenage years (you can guess my age already 😂)and that one person I’m following reblogged your Sincerely yours series. AND GURL WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN IN MY HECTIC BORING CORPORATE LIFE?!!! It’s been too loooong since I got invested like this for real😭 I am so intrigue, this is nothing like The Princess Diaries I used to read😒😂 and now I discover this gem called smut brrrr Guess what chapter I happen to read first, it’s the bora bora damn I was like, this series is fucking interesting I’m hooked and started reading from the very beginning. To that person who reblogged that chapter, thank you! And Saint, I love you! Muah💋

P.S I’m not following you yet, I don’t want to see the juicy spoilers 😁but I will, I PROMISE once I’m done teehee. And I just google this fucker Gojo Satoru (I’m in a chapter where I really despise him and Sera right now hahaha) he’s my wallpaper now btw and now I’m introducing him to my niece as my cheating rich handsome fiance so they’d stop calling me an old maiden😩

P.P.S can I share how I imagine yn’s style and appearance? It’s Kang Sa-Ra in kdrama A beauty Inside❤️ this is before I saw your curated aesthetic images for sn and yn hehe

it’s sooo interesting when people who don’t watch jjk actually read sn/sy 😭 i hope u know that they are very ooc in this series, and gojo isn’t like this at all HAHAJAJ also i haven’t watch that drama but the inspos for her fashion usually come from typical kdrama chaebols 😹

Anonymous said

I really wanted yn and Gojo to end up together because I’m a Gojo simp lmao. But if SN and SY with OG characters? honestly I don’t want the FL to end up with the ML I want them to go on their separate ways but have a healthy or civil coparenting their child. They’re both too broken to be together again but if they happen to have the strength to patch things up, I wish they’re already both healed to be together again.

If Gojo and YN is the endgame… Saint, I wonder how… And if they’re not… waaah

Anonymous said

This is a terrible thing to say but I'm toji x yn because i think it's the less worse option of gojo x yn. Both relationships have major issues but toji by comparison has less issues and can be salvage. Despite the titanic reference gojo made in sn19 their ship sunk and is staying at the bottom.

gojoyn or tojiyn, i think we can all agree that yn x therapy should come first 😫

@bellehalla said

this is not new but i will defend those Utahime haters because...i am one of them. first of all, why would you go after your friend's ex boyfriend. that itself is already questionable. then you go after an ex that your friend has a bad and complicated history with. apparently, that's not enough to set her head straight. then, you as a friend, know that this friend of yours is losing her shit, losing her mind over this dude and you're out here uwu catching feelings. BUT GREAT CHAPTER SAINT! <33

ahahaha i just know utahime wouldn’t give this much damn abt gojo in canon 😭 but sy!hime is a cassie

Anonymous said

Oh boy, your writing is so captivating! sn6 is the first chapter I've read as it's been released and what a chapter it has been... Thank you for doing this!

A question, I've seen in your profile that your type is INFP and as an mbti nerd have been wondering if you take the personality types of the characters when writing the story?

Sorry if the question has been asked before but I've just been very curious :)

tysm <33 i’m not very knowledgeable about mbti but i remember one of my readers who did a long post abt the characters mbti and why they make sense!! sorry i couldn’t find it anymore but it was during sn era, which is several months ago T^T

[nancylou444]

I forgot if i sent it to u or someone else so i'm sending it again anyway

Please Read this to the end and then judge me.

I do not understand at all why you and all other anti destiels dont ship destiel and think that dean is straight and i hate you for that from the bottom of my heart. i mean cant you see how dean truely loves cas and gives no shit about Sam, his brother?and also jensen and writers ship it.

You are so stupid and do not deserve to live in this world period

Read this list below.it may help you take off your anti destiel colored glasses and Accept the truth:which in fact is that Destiel Will become canon.

Reasons Why Destiel Will Definitely Become Canon Before The Show Ends 101:

1.Jensen Ackles: Destiel Doesn't Exist.

2.Jensen Ackles: Because Dean is a lover of the LADIES.

3.Dean will always choose SAM over anyone else.

4.SAM and Dean are soulmates.

5.Castiel: you chose EACHOTHER.

6.Jensen Ackles' Unscripted Frustrated look into the camera in "Fan Fiction" episode.wink wink

7.Jensen Ackles: there wasn't a whole lot of dean and cas storylines in season 9.personally,i kind of enjoyed that.

8.Jensen Ackles: i think the whole dean and cas thing has gotten a little out of proportion.

9.Jensen Ackles: "destiel is real" is it?? Where?? Where is it real??

10.Jensen Ackles: What? What castiel? Nah just me and my pies!

11.Jensen Ackles: We sit down with the writers in a couple weeks. It boils down to these two brothers, that’s the core and the heart of the show, their journey, their fight for each other.

12. “You are homophobic if you don’t ship destiel!"

13.Dean Winchester is fuckin Straight.

14.Eric Kripke : I'm just really interested in guys, STRAIGHT guys who have a tight friendship,they are really fun to write...

15.Dean Winchester: I'm Dean winchester.i enjoy sunsets,long walks on the bitch and frisky WOMEN.

16.Dean Winchester : I dont swing that way.sorry.

17.Dean winchester : yeah sorry again pal i dont play for your team.

18.Dean sold his soul for SAM.

19.Dean died so that he could meet with Death and get SAM’s soul back which of course Castiel left in hell.

20.Dean gave away the Impala and was willing to die with a Croatoan infected SAM.

21.Dean breathed in the poisonous smoke, so that he would die with SAM.

22.Dean wanted out of an AU with Mary and Jessica alive, because AU!SAM didn’t like Dean that much.

23.SAM and Dean made promise to each other, made vows to each other really, in a church.

24.SAM and Dean choose each other over the world, anything, and everything, EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

25. Dean refers to SAM as though HE is his spouse (”does he want a divorce?”, “Lucy”...)

26.Dean would rather live in a world WITH demons than live in a world WITHOUT SAM.

27.When Dean forgot everything else, including his own name, he still remembered SAM.

28.Dean : I can’t do it without my brother, I don’t want to 

29.Dean to Sam :You’re the ONLY one who could’ve talked me out of it 

30.Dean to Sam :There ain’t no me if there ain’t no YOU.

31.Dean to Sam :“Because whatever we have between us, love, family, whatever this is, they’re always going to us it against us.”

32.Dean to Sam: “You’re my weak spot SAMMY, and I’m yours”

33.Dean or Sam i dont remember: “All that matters now, all that’s ever mattered, is that we’re together.“

34. Dean to Sam :“Don’t you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you!“

35.Dean to Sam : “I made you a promise in that church, you and me, come whatever!”

36.The canon friendship between Dean and Castiel is toxic and borderline-abusive, full of lies, threats, insults, abandonment, beatings, and betrayals.

37. Sam, possessed by the devil himself, took control of his own body and beat Lucifer because Dean was there, because Dean didn’t give up even though he was hurt and covered in blood, because seeing Dean bombarded Sam with the memories of their life together.

38. Dean didn’t leave SAM’s bedside , didn’t bury him, didn’t burn his body, didn’t want to say goodbye, and how later he didn’t hesitate to sell his soul.

39.Dean decided not to go into a box, because SAM asked him not to.

40.SAM and Dean were the ones whom were mistaken with gay couple by several people if that matters.

41.SAM to Dean :“you always put me first. Your whole life”,

42.Dean to SAM: “I know where I am at my best, and that is right here, driving down crazy street next to you”,

43.Sam or Dean i dont remember:“you know what brought me back? You did”.

44.Dean’s siren-as admitted by the siren herself-was a copy of SAM.

45.Dean told a male cop "you're awsome".OMG!! He is bi!!!

46.Dean fanboyed over a male tv character.Holy Chuck!! He is bi!!

47.Jensen or Jared:“At its core, it’s the story of two brothers.”

48.Jensen or Jared:“At the end of the day, this starts and stops with the brothers.”

49.Jensen or Jared:“When it comes down to it, it’s about these two brothers.”

50.Dean told Castiel to get the hell outta bunker for SAM while he knew he didnt have his angel powers.Damn! Dean truely loves Cas!

51.Dean figured Castiel was too far gone to be convinced back into their group and bound Death to do their bidding. Dean’s order to Death was to kill Castiel where he stood.#couplegoals

52.Castiel blackmailed Dean by torturing SAM.oh dear god!!! What a True Lover!!

53.Castiel Betrayed sam amd DEAN with crowley.but that's what all lovers do Right???

54.This isnt some romantic show.

55. Castiel is a genderless celestial wavelength of light wearing a male vessel.

56.Dean's chemistry with Baby the Impala is far more noticable than the one with Castiel.

57.Sam even once asked Dean and Baby the impala to get a room.

58.The possibility of Dean and Baby the impala to get sexually involved and the two of them having sex in the finale full frontal is far more than the possibility of non existant Destiel to become canon.

59.Destiel shippers are only a tiny minority of the SPN fandom.

60.Jensen Ackles is fucking done with this shit.

61.Dean left Ben and Lisa for SAM.

62.Misha Collins is the only one who queerbaits.

63.Dean in "red meat" described SAM as the man he loved.

64.Dean sang in a colorful background.OMFG!! he is bi!!

65.Jesen ackles : because being with his BROTHER and doing that is the happiest he is.

66.Dean to SAM: "because i couldnt live with you dead"

67.What show you've been watching???

68.Jared : because that would have RUINED the show to make it about something it wasnt about.

69.Dean has kissed and had sex with an angel.her name was Anna

70.Sera Gamble said “supernatural is the epic love story of SAM and dean”

71.Cw_supernatural IG: it has always been two brothers and the open road.

.

.

.

*Manic laughter*

*Aggressively drop the mic*

*The door is over there*

*Boom! Suck it*

*It sucks to be destieheller*

You are very welcome

Btw I'm a Proud anti destiew and a logical SPN fan.

If You think I'm right,then Chuck bless your logical souls and if not,let me find some fucks to give....sorry,none was found.

The begining part was an example of a savage destieheller.it wasn't me😊ignore it.

Yours truly,anon.

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Holy crap, that is one longass ask. An ask I was thisclose to deleting until I skipped to the bottom. 

💖💖💖💖💖

[jengarie]

what are u studying in college (if you dont mind me asking!!)? also do you have fave fics from mdzs/tgcf?

oh, no worries i don’t mind at all!  i’m taking up computer science :D

and yes, i do!! >:D  not 100% sure if you’re asking what fics they are specifically, but i’m not turning down an opportunity to ramble about fics and wangxian LMFAO so i’ll be listing down my fav fics under the cut <33

although i did spend very little time in the tgcf fandom (+ i was more attached to rarepairs in tgcf) so i have only like one (1) fic i remember fondly which is:

sip sip, snip snip (by woofmeow) — which is fengqing and about 6k words where muqing drunkenly goes to fengxin after a breakup !

and for mdzs, OH BOY, i spend everyday reading like ten wangxian fics but  i’ll try my best to narrow them down. these are all wangxian btw and are in no particular order 

save a sword, ride a socialist (by sysrae) — 33k words of fake-dating wangxian but not a lot of Angst in terms of the fake-dating. it’s got single father wwx, and lwj + jzx as friends (which, unexpectedly, i found to really like the idea of LOL), and also modern au cultivation. however, there’s homophobia and also a bit of smut 

sweet chaos (by eachandeverydimension) — 86k of 14-year-old lwj staying a full year at the lotus pier to get to know his betrothed (arranged marriage) ;v;   it’s super sweet and we definitely need more of lwj making more friends because that’s what he deserves. 

hyperprosexia (by malkinmalkout) — 192k and it’s really the world-building that hooked me into this fic! it’s basically canon (-divergent!) but there are sentinels and guides? i don’t think i’d be able to explain this properly so check out the fic for more details! also, this has a bit of smut again; you can see the tags for more on that!

love on 35mm (by fakeplasticlily) — 26k! film student lwj! best friends jyl and lwj! i’m not really sure what else to say without spoiling! just take my word for it when i say it’s cute i guess! LOL there’s a bit of sexy times at the end though

welcome to the burial mounds (by pupeez4eva) — 4k words where basically more and more people started staying with wwx and the wens in the burial mounds and wwx is Confused as fuck.  not too heavy on the wangxian though, but i really liked this fic LOL

shadows in the sunrise (by yuu_chi) — 24k words of pain pain pain. lwj is cursed into internal seclusion on a nighthunt, and we basically just watch as the curse progresses, and wwx and the lans get desperate to lift off the curse. 

righteous at a cost (by thunderwear) — 21k and it’s in lqr’s pov wherein he visits the burial mounds to invite wwx to gusu. it’s initially for lwj, but he figures out wwx’s core and the lack of cultivators in the wens. apparently, i like fix-its wherein lqr takes matters into his own hands; i did not expect that.

just so (by airinshaw) — 21k words of asmr youtuber lwj and wwx as a youtuber that does reaction videos! they flirt online! they go and meet at vidcon for the first time! also there’s smut again i’m sorry! but this was really cute i loved their dynamic! 

in general, i do bookmark all the fics that i enjoy so you can check out my bookmarks if you’d like more!

[sukirichi]

suk *ehem saeren (new pseud is sexy btw and also your new theme vvv sexc bestie!!!😌😌) okay so when i read chp 7-8 i was like ‘y/n c’mon. give kita the chance he deserves i mean IT’S THE MR. KITA SHINSUKE WTF WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK?!’ but then oh god, the museum scene holy fuck. no because the cherry blossom tree works so well as an analogy for the main couple’s love story. yeah, cherry blossoms signify new beginnings and are mostly adorned by many when they bloom. why? aside from the indication of renewal, it only stays for a certain period of the year which is always a sight to see and because of the limited time frame, everyone knows the beauty it exudes will be gone after the time passes (death). going back, suna and y/n’s routine of spending time together to being away from each other’s presence is the recurring theme for them to grow. seeing them say too many goodbyes brings that anxious feeling of ‘ahh. it we will be back to square one again'  (also, not the fact that broken record connotes annoying repetition of something is aksjalks🤧) 

also yeah, when you love a person, the one should make you feel calm and secure and only then you can distinguish whether you truly love them or just merely an infatuation. but in y/n’s case, whether she has that rose-tinted glasses on or not, identifying the blaring red flags is hard to accept notice if that same marker is the one that brings her comfort due to its familiarity. and idk where to put this in my last ask because i don’t have enough brain juice to make a theory, but the way suna is nervous for his first date with mari, he should have second guessed why he’s acting like that when the happiness he felt with y/n is way more different with mari (should have listened to osamu and aran and ooh im sorry i assumed they samu and suna were schoolmates in high school when they are not akhfak). sure, he’s nervous out of excitement but for what? it's like foreshadowing that he needs to put up a front with mari just to keep her (but we all know that is not the case) in those 3 years they spent together, did he feel more on the edge than relaxed tho? 🤨

and for someone who loathes her half-sister, nagisa sure is invested with the happenings in y/n. it’s like she’s always on the lookout for her mistakes and dote it on her until her last breath. the mari and nagisa connection is possible though and it is not like they live countries apart but their meeting, from the way i see it, is like a silver lining for nagisa to topple y/n lol🤪 and aah, now it get why nagisa called y/n whore at the restaurant. when i read that part, i thought that they have somewhat lived under the same roof for some time but the succeeding chps showed they did not and was still confused because she has never shown any interest about what is going on with her affiliated family except hatred and then that happened. i guess when she burst out at that moment, it was when the two had met? 

it’s kinda disheartening to see how lucy subtly(??) controls y/n’s love life. maybe because she doesn’t want y/n to fall under the same category for marrying out of love when she is the one who refuses to divorce the dad (= she shouldn’t). should have filed that divorce, not doing so is a recipe for disaster itself. and mari 😤😤WHAT DID I SAY?? (well in this case, it is shunning others away from suna) i cannot, for my peace of mind, be able to be in the same vicinity as her. for all i know, i could be dragging her on the floor out of pure disgust. i can’t wait to find out who died and who is in critical condition. though, that critical scenario lead to afterlife too, so no wishful thinking here. but, ahh are we getting a background story for suna too?🥺 this is where i'm betting my wish at. while we’re at it, i wonder how atsumu will react to suna impregnating mari. i imagine he would say ‘dude wtf?! she chose you! how could you?!’ i know he is happy with his gf but can’t help to be caring as ever to y/n.

reading chps 7-9 in one go was a pleasant experience 1.because school😔🤢 2.angst is way more comforting than comedy 3.no more anxious thoughts of why and how this happened because at this point, i’m just playing hidden mickey here. but i truly love the story, can’t believe it’s already ending by the next update. saerennn i hope ur okay bub?🥺 and get that hashbrowns after finishing the series or while working for the last track. u deserve it!! luv u~💕💕

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my egg anon, hello !! I’m so sorry for the late response, my asks were piled up and I got busy with school :<

AND AAAAAH THANK YOU I’M SO HAPPY YOU GOT THE MESSAGE OF THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS!! it was actually taken from the music video I linked back to the end of the chapter and my friend and I were discussing it because I think there were lots of symbolism on it. the one about new beginnings because the cherry blossoms only come for a certain time of the year before a new season comes also represents how YN and Suna keep going back and forth to loving, getting complicated, forgiving, getting complicated and so on and so forth. I love everything you said because it was exactly how I wanted the story to be like <33 the part about being anxious too !! that’s why YN keeps saying ‘this cycle never ends.’ and YESSSS THAT’S ALSO WHY I CHOSE BROKEN RECORDS AS THE TITLE. the ‘records’ refer to them playing love songs and then apology songs to each other over and over but then the song stops and they start to have new stories :<<

oooooh yes, totally. judging from my own experience, I can tell too whether it’s love or infatuation. when I’m with someone I love, I feel totally at peace and safe with them. it’s comfortable, it’s not supposed to be scary or nerve wracking. even if something wrong happened, you’re assured by the knowledge they’d be patient and listen to you. AND THIS PART WHERE YOU SAID THIS ABOUT SUNA ‘whether she has that rose-tinted glasses on or not, identifying the blaring red flags is hard to accept notice if that same marker is the one that brings her comfort due to its familiarity’ ITS 100% ACCURATE. same goes for suna tbh. YN was the one who broke his heart when they broke up but she was also the only able to comfort him. it’s hard for them to let each other go because they’re both a source of pain and familiarity that they struggle to find in this world. yes there’s some slight foreshadowing in how suna reacted with mari. he was on edge and he didn’t know what to do most of the time because he doesn’t understand mari the same way he understands YN. as for him being on edge, he most definitely was tiptoeing because mari placed a lot of boundaries such as keeping YN completely out of the picture and making her presence a bare minimum.

NOOOO BECAUSE THAT’S SO TRUE. Nagisa is always updated with YN. YN is the one who updates her about her life because she’s always trying to make conversation, but Nagisa pretends to be ‘uninterested’ although don’t let that fool you because she remembers every little detail just in case she can use it against her half sister. nagisa and mari met after mari broke up with suna in ch1 so yes, nagisa already knew the situation !! that’s why she called YN a ‘whore’ because if she ‘was with Suna’ then why is she also ‘dating’ Kita? so in nagisa’s eyes, YN is just the same as her mom.

lucy was half and half. sometimes she has good intentions but most of the time she’s also just messed in the head and she really fucked with YN’s trust issues. HMMM I WANTED A BACKGROUND STORY FOR SUNA TOO TBH but I didn’t know where to fit it and I didn’t want to add random, unnecessary details :<< AND FOR ATSUMUUUUU…. atsumu crushed on YN real hard… until now, even though he has a gf (now wife in the timeskip) you can tell he still cares about YN

NAUUUR angst is way more comforting than comedy sobs. and yes baby, I’m doing okay !! just a lil busy with uni work but nothing I can’t handle <33 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS EGG ANON, I REALLY LOVE HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT BECAUSE YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG BRAIN AHHH I love you, stay safe too bb <33

[sterling-starlight]

No Texting During Drama Club

Me: Alright! Week two of Vesuvian pride is all about the modern day AUs, I can do this!

*Eight pages later*

What happened? (Pen pals/online friends meeting in person for the first time. Not quite as adherent to the prompt, but I think it works well enough)

Unknown Sender

3:30 PM.  

“-heard u have a&p with prof valdemar. If you let me copy ur notes, I will owe u pizza for the rest of our lives.

-this is Julian, btw. from the theater club.

-in case u thought this was some, u know, random creep.”

You

3:35 PM

“-Fine. But only because no one deserves to be failed by Valdemar.  

-I’ll drop them off at the dressing room tomorrow. I like pineapple and olive pizza.”

Unknown Sender

3:37 PM

“-pineapple doesn’t belong on pizza, u monster!

-sigh. but I'll let it slide since you’re saving my ass.”

You

3:41 PM

“-Did you really just type out ‘sigh’?”

Unknown Sender

3:43 PM

“-….

-Yes.”

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You

6:30 PM

“-So, hey. Congrats on getting to play Hamlet.”

Julian

6:34 PM

“-not the most original production we’ve done, but a role’s a role. seeing Lucio’s face when he realized he wasn’t the star was worth it.”

You

6:40 PM

“-Remind me who that is.

I’m seriously drawing a blank here.”

Julian

6:43 PM

“-blonde. rich. Insufferable. loud.

-he has that fancy prosthetic arm that somehow makes him better than everyone.”

You

6:50 PM

“-Oooooooooh. Him.

-He doesn’t really come to bother us production people unless he wants to bitch about costuming or the sets. Which is a lot.”

Julian

6:55 PM

“-i think I've heard you chew him out a few times. Ur the girl with the venterran accent, right?”

You

7:01 PM

“-Aye.

-Surprised you could even understand me. Not a lot of people can when I get PO’d.”

Julian

7:10 PM

“-i understood enough to know you called him a prick.  

-my mom and dad took me to venterre once. it was almost as pretty as you.”

You  

7:20

“-Wow.

-That was horrible and you should feel horrible.”

Julian

7:12

“-I have no shame, and never will, my dear.”  

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Julian

3:00 AM

“-natalia

“-hey, natalia.”

“-tali”

Julian 3:05 AM

“-how did people in the middle ages first think to start using leeches?

“-like, did they stick leeches on themselves and realize that pain and blood loss and disease was the medicine?”

You

3:06 AM

“Jules, it is 3 in the goddamn morning. Go to bed.”

Julian

3:07 AM

“I work the graveyard shift at supermarket.  it’s my lunchtime.”

You

3:08 AM

“-Then fuckin eat your lunch and let normal people sleep before I cram it up your ass.”

Julian

3:10 AM

“- I can think of much more fun things we can do.”

You

3:15 AM

“-Fuck you, I’m going back to sleep.”

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Jules

2:30 PM

“-So you really had a pet ram as a kid?”

You

2:31 PM

“-Technically, I still do. I just couldn’t bring him with me.

“-my flat allows large dogs, but won’t allow rams? It’s bullshit.”

Jules

2:32 PM

“-rams aren’t really normal pets tho.”

You

2:33 PM

“-Says the guy who has a pet crow.”

Jules

2:34 PM

“-malak is a raven, number 1.  

-number 2, he is an absolute delight. how dare you say otherwise?

You

2:40

“-Rufus is better.

“-Behold the glory”

Jules

2:50 PM

“-oh, so it’s a pet off then? Fine! May the cutest animal win!”

You

3:00 PM

“-Fine!”

Jules

3:05 PM

“-Have at you!”  

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When Natalia’s phone rang, she was actually shocked to see Julian’s caller id flash on the screen.   They had never actually... talked on the phone before.  

The worst-case scenarios instantly popped into her head. Was he hurt? Did something happen? What if this was the hospital calling her to say he was in critical condition. Why would he put her as an emergency medical contact without telling her?!

Her phone buzzed again, more insistently, and she pressed the answer button with a trembling finger.  

“Hello?”

“Oh, hi~” The feminine voice from the other line was definitely not Julian, not even at his most dramatic falsetto. And she sounded too chipper to be the bearer of doom and death. Natalia let out a breath she hadn’t been aware she’d been holding. “This is... Tali? Right?”

“It’s Natalia, actually. Who is this?”

“My name is Portia! I’m Ilya’s- oh, sorry. One sec,” Portia put a hand over the speaker, muffling the commotion on her side of the line. There was thumping, shuffling, and her shouting “You have her listed as ‘My Dearest Tali’, Ilya! Come on!”  

A voice that sounded somewhat like Julian’s shouted back something, but Natalia couldn’t hear it clearly.  There was a sound like static or rushing wind, before a door slammed and Portia let out a triumphant laugh. Portia’s voice fully came back on the line. “Sorry. But, yeah. I’m Ilya’s little sister. I would have liked to meet you in person, but my brother is completely hopeless.”  Someone thumped against the door, and Portia lowered the phone again. “You know I’m right!”  She yelled at the door.

Back to normal. “Aaaanyway. He’s been lamenting, and sighing, and wallowing over whether or not he should ask you out. So! You wanna go on a date with him?”  

Natalia opened and closed her mouth a few times, wordless sounds escaping. She was sure her face was burning pink. She could feel the heat spreading from her cheeks to her neck.  “Take your time. I can be in here all day.” Portia said casually. Natalia could almost picture her reclining back casually on whatever it was she was sitting on.  

“Ah- Ah,” Natalia finally managed to choke out. She took in a deep breath, and let it out in a slow whistle.  “...if he really wants tae.” She finally said.  

“Oh, he does. Trust me, I know him better than anyone.” Natalia could hear Portia’s smile through the phone. Distantly, a lock clicked and a door swung open. “She said yes, Ilyushka. You can thank me later.”

“That wasn’t- you’re missing the-!” Julian stammered. He took a breath and lifted the phone to his ear. “Listen, whatever Pasha said, you can just forget it. Really. It’s nothing.”

For a moment, Natalia found herself stunned by the sound of his voice. It wasn’t anything new to her. She had heard it from behind thick velvet curtains and up on catwalks. She had heard him bellow for lost love mournfully, monologue passionately, and condemn his enemies. But those were all characters. Hamlet, and Romeo, and Othello. None of them had been Julian Devorak. Not really.  

“Natalia?” His voice broke her out of her stupor, and sent a shiver down her spine. The way his tongue curled around the syllables of her name, like he had never spoken anything more sacred, sent her heart aflame in the best possible way.  

“Julian.” She spoke his name barely above whisper.  Natalia leaned against her desk for support, head spinning. When had- how did- why didn’t he- she- they-? She took in a breath through her nose, just as Julian heaved a resigned sigh.

“Good night, Tali.”  

“No, wait, Julian! Don’t-!” The dial tone droning in her ear was all she got.  And when she tried calling him, all she got was his voice mail.  

Try again. Voice mail.

Try again. Voice mail.  

You

8:00 PM

“-Julian, you asshole! Pick up your phone!”

*Last Read by Jules at 8:05 PM.  

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Natalia Valeth was not a quitter.

She hadn’t given up when she left her home country to become a pharmacist. She hadn’t lost hope when she didn’t make the cut to be on the acting team. She didn’t back down even as Professor Valdemar verbally tore the first draft of her thesis to shreds. So, when she drove to the community theater the very next weekend, she was a woman on a mission.  

She was hours early for once, but not so early that the doors to the theater weren’t already unlocked. The only person who would wake up at the ass crack of dawn for theater was Julian, and that was exactly what Natalia was betting on.  She threw open the auditorium doors with a resounding bang that echoed resoundingly all throughout the room. Sitting on the edge of the stage was Julian, who looked up at her when she made her entrance. The script he had been looking over listlessly fell from his grip, scattering like leaves in the wind. In such a quiet room, Natalia could hear him curse as if she were right at his side.  She steeled herself and marched down the steps of the auditorium, stopping less than an arm’s length away from were Julian sat on his haunches collecting the papers.  

“We need tae talk. Face tae face this time.”  

“Do we?” Julian finally collected the script and rose to his full height. Despite having a good foot on Natalia, he had never looked smaller gunmetal gray eyes looking everywhere but at her. He turned his back on her to tap the pages crisply against the stage.  

“You bet yer ass we dae! Whit th’ hell urr ye thinking’s? Whit, did ye think ignoring this wid mak’ it go away?”  

“...Maybe a little.”

“Och! Yer impossible!” Natalia threw her hands up with the exclamation. “Did ye think Ah juist said ‘aye’ tae fuck wi’ ye? A’m waantin’ tae gang oan a date wi’ ye! Mibbie even twa! If we feel really crazy, we’ll mak’ it three.”

It might not have been the three magical worlds that would have been most dramatic. If this were a stage production, this would be the part where the lights would dim, and the spotlight would narrow over the two lovers, giving the illusion that they were the only two people in the world.   With the theater as empty as it was, they might as well have been.  

“Do you... Do you mean that?”

Such vulnerability didn't seem like Julian.  Julian could throw out innuendos as easily as breathing. Julian was overly dramatic in everything he did, even when he wasn’t in front of an adoring audience. But it was the Julian who wanted to be a doctor. It was the Julian who looked at all the pandemics of the past, and wondered why so many people had to die.  The Julian who was wound up so tightly like he was bracing himself for ejection like it would come as a physical blow.  

Sarcasm felt like it would just add fuel to the fire, so Natalia opted for compassion instead. When she brushed her hand against Julian’s cheek, he leaned into it like he needed her touch the same way needed air.

“I’m willin tae huv a go at this.” She said gently, like everything would shatter around them if she was too abrasive. “Ye in?”  

“Absolutely.” Julian placed a hand over hers and tilted his head enough to plant a shy, fleeting kiss to her palm.  

Maybe this would end in a romance for the ages. Maybe this would end in tragedy. Whatever happened, it was better than not pursing it at all.  

[blissfully-queen]

Myrika, Queen Of Our Hearts ❤️

pink = dena

purple = janhe

Hi Myrika! I know you’ve been having a bit of a hard time lately and so I wanted to do something to cheer you up so I messaged J and asked her if we could collaborate on a project for you to show you how much we love and care about you. She of course said yes cause she’s a sweetie and loves you so much too!!! ❤️ We are so lucky to have someone as amazing as you as our best friend. You are an amazing, beautiful person who deserves the world and every good and pure thing in it. I hope one day I get the honor and joy of meeting you. I’m gonna give you the biggest hug I can and I’ll make sure to bring you Chick-Fil-A cause that place awesome and you’ll love it!! You’ll love it almost as much as I love you (; And this is J now! Dena called me a sweetie and she’s so lovely for asking me to do this for you. You really have good taste in friends, sis! And she told me you were in a rough time right now and she wanted to cheer you up! And I was like hECK YES. Because you deserve it, sis! You are a wonderful person who deserves every good thing in the world. I want to meet you someday so much and be able to give you a big hug. I love you so, so, so much. Thank you for making me laugh and smile. I appreciate you a lot. I’m gonna stop because I won’t have anything to say in the next part of this project lmao. Good luck with your ships, I’m sending you one in a bit and I probably had sent it already by the time you read this. Love you!

hi bby you cute thing you!! j and i wanted to do this for you to remind you of just how much we love and appreciate you. you are the most amazing friend i’ve ever had in my life and i can’t believe it’s been almost 2 years i’ve known you. i’m so jealous and sad i haven’t known you for longer but i’m so, so, so happy i met you because you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. you’ve been there through me through everything. making me feel safe when stuff was happening with my dad, boy problems, scary lab results, hospitals visits, anxiety attacks, boosting my confidence when i hated myself, and so much more. i still remember that one time i went to the er for chest pains in the middle of the night and you stayed up the whole time calming me down and checking in on me and didn’t go to bed until you knew i was safe and was on my way home. thank you for being there for me through the big and little problems. thank you for always being there listen and give me advice even if we know our advice to each other is so terrible. (lmho queens of bad decisions) you are the sweetest, most considerate person i know. you always try to make sure i’m okay even when you’re not. you are such a beautiful soul and i love you so freaking much.

things i love about you and being best friends with you:

~ you are so sweet

~ you’re funny and always make me laugh even when i’m in the worst of moods

~ you’re caring and supportive and loving and just have a big heart

~ you have this really beautiful and calming presence and i knew it and felt it from the second i met you

~ you always listen to my problems (mentor myrika ayyyyy)

~ your sass kills me but i love it sjsjsjsjjsjsjsjs you the sass quEEN

~ you’re creative and sis you’re such an amazing writer like wow one of these days you’re actually gonna kill me with feels i stg but like pop off girl you gonna replace jk rowling one day

~ you love vine just as much as i do if not more

~ d i s n e y & greenhouse academy

~ your taste in music is amazing and i love like every song you recommend me

~ our strange humor and the fact we can be so stupid and weird and not care

~ we rage over video games together

~ chicken nuggets

~ when i’ll bring someone up to you and you’re like “... who?” and like it makes me laugh every time

~ us roasting aiden, jon and travis

~ you were always the queen of ttr fashion shows like hello? a legend in the fashion show world wow

~ us being so confused and making fun of each others countries sjsjsjjssj

girl you’re the most amazing person i know and i have no idea what i’d do without you. you are my sunshine. you cheer me up and make me happy when i’m having a rough time. i love you. thank you for everything you’ve done for me over these past 2 years. you have no idea how much you mean to me. you’re the best. you’re loved, you’re wanted, you’re gorgeous inside and out, you’re gonna have an amazing future and do amazing things. i’m so proud of you and the person you are. i’ve seen you blossom so much and it’s amazing. i hope you’re always in my life and we stay best friends and have our own island one day and are roommates (and they were ROOMATES). i love you my wife, my life. you’re my chicken, my chica, my sister, my mentor, my cohort/partner in crime, my ride or die, my best friend.

j’s part:

Okay sis, I’m sending you Roger Taylor pics while I write you this so if I stop sending them, it’s because of this. And now I stopped bc it’s another day and it will probably look out of context so I’m sorry. And you know my english isn’t perfect and you aren’t here to edit this okay, so I maybe ask Dena to help me correcting this sorry. Dena asked me if I wanted to join to this idea of hers to remind you of the wonderful human being you are. She said you talked to her about me wHAT DID YOU SAY HFIEUHF sorry. And of course I agreed, how couldn’t I? I just wanna tell you how grateful I am because I can consider you my friend, probably my closest friend even! I never had an internet friend before, like ever. I had talked to some people before, but it never lasted. Our friendship did, thank God it did. Because you are a beautiful person, and I mean it. You are always there for me. You don’t know how many times I came from a bad day to my room, feeling like shit, until you would tell me: “Wanna write something tonight?”. I swear my face would light up! And those writing sessions always made me feel better. I felt happy again. You helped me to get through a lot, and maybe you didn’t even realise! And we’ve been friends for what? Three months? And I already feel like you’re one of my closest friends, including my irl friends! Because you deserve it, you are great. I can’t even express myself in how much I love you, how much I enjoy talking to you, how many times you made me laugh even if you couldn’t see it. I know that here on the internet, when somebody says “I love you” or “You are beautiful” you could feel like they don’t mean it actually. But I really do, I need you to know that. You are a beautiful person, who’s full of life and came to make my life a little bit brighter. Lmao I sounded so poetic there, are you proud of me? I’m so excited to be your friend and see where does this friendship takes us. And I hope we last a lot of time being friends! (wE WON’T IF YOU KEEP EXPOSING MY IRONICAL FICS ON TUMBLR OK jk I loved you exposing me <33). I really hope you know how much you are loved. You are a great girl who deserves the world and I can’t wait for us to meet each other everyday a little more. I’m so happy you found me, I’ve been blessed with your friendship. And don’t forget how good of a friend you are, how much of a great person you are, and how beautiful you are. Please don’t forget it. I love you with all my heart. PS: btw, I sounded pretty emotional a few times but I’m listening to Foreign Sand by Roger while writing this like can you blame me? (listen to it if you haven’t yet).

My list of my fav things about you, myr <333

~ Your sense of humor

~ It’s a cliché but we botH LOVE QUEEN you don’t understand how much that means to me. I can tell you how much I need a roger taylor without feeling embarrassed.

~ The fact that Misfire comes up to every conversation of ours at least once.

~ You’re such a funny person liKE I CAN’T HANDLE IT

~ The fact that you love my fics like how can you like that rubbish.

~ You always support me on writing.

~ The fact that we both agree on that Man On Fire’s video is a threat to humanity.

~ The fact that we both agree on “Deacy”.

~ You being so supportive with me in a lot of senses, not only the writing thing

~ The fact that even if we are miles away from each other and in two extremes of the world (wTF), you still get to make me smile.

~ I LAUGH EVERY TIME I TALK TO YOU IT’S NOT EVEN FUNNY.

~ We are both sad potatoes and we can relate on each other in a lot of things.

~ You’re so kind, so nice, so compassionate. Maybe too nice. And I love you for that.

~ The fact that we had each other to scream over Rami’s winning on the Oscars like really thank God I could scream with you.

~ The fact that yOU WROTE ME A FIC WITH ROGER YOU TOOK YOUR TIME TO MAKE ME A GOOD PRESENT it’s the cutest thing someone ever gave me for my birthday, even if you didn’t have to. I read it all the time!

~ You say “I love you” a lot to me. It makes me smile every time.

I love you, you’re loved, by Dena, by me. You’re a lucky girl for having us as friends. I love you so much, you better smile at least once today, because I don’t doubt your smile must be so beautiful. And I’m so lucky for getting to know you as well <3

WE LOVE YOU,

Dena & Janhe

[astrxealis]

HHH IM THANKFUL YOU LIKE MY OCSS <3

so im gonna reply back with my rambles about them bc they are my lovely children </3

astra and atlus! god yes, i love astra sincerely and truly and like atlus is indeed the child i feel emotionally attached to bc now i envisioned him to be an older brother that i never had and now im super upset with what i’ll do to him— and yes. please be worried for him

OKAY OKAY THE TWINS? I LOVE THEIR DESIGNS SO MUCH and the story of deity trials has like a whole morale thing, and they have the most important moral and kind of the reason for everything in deity trials. while yes astra is the main character who goes through the story and such, the twins are the ones to set everything up to lead to the main and final point of the story!!

OH OH AND LIKE AAA the gods? lyra and thyme are indeed the assholes— listen those two could give less than two shits about humanity. delvin and voices and leif will and forever will be my happy little place as they deserve not only the best but the whole goddamn world.

WEEEEE NP AT ALL ELY !! <3 only read this now again (I ANSWERED THIS LIKE HALFWAY THRU N THEN GOT SIDETRACKED /LH normal day with aster WHEEZEJWHSH) but Heck Yeah Let's GOOOO (under the cut tho so no one's dashes r yeah, just in case >.<)

also rambling abt ocs >>>>>, your lovely children r great btw TuT ♡

AAAAA astra !! look i dont know em that much yet but ic understandable ;( <3 also ngl that's pretty cute hehe T^T it's great that you find that with them, your own ocs !! ✊🤝💖 but o... super upset u say... j that i shld be worried ......... 😰😰 im not gna pry bcs 🙈🙈 maybe if i pretend nothing happens to him it wont happen /lh HELPWJWBDJ OK BUT AGAIN i want to say i love their designs omg <3

WEEEE THE TWINS !! yes i too love how u did their designs ?? TvT ♡ morale thing morals aaaaa idk much abt your story yet ofc but the deity trials. morals WHAHDHSH I LOVE GOD STUFF N MORALS !! fr the twins seem rlly interesting not just biased bcs i have a twin myself, once again /lh but i see !! that really sounds interesting no lie hehe <33

👁👁✨ ngl im pretty intrigued abt lyra and thyme bcs like. they do seem like assholes but im curious as to why and all that stuff if that makes sense ?? hehehe 👀 but delvin, voices, leif... they all seem rlly cool no lie WHWBJDJW <3 it's cute theyre your happy lil place tbh — i'll wish the best for them as well !! lowkey curious if anything. bad. worrisome. happins to em in the story you have 😰😰 oh naur

[neo-shitty]

ITS FINE ASFSDFJHDSF pag binubuksan ko den yung ask na ean sa phone ko, todo lag 🕳️🚶 kaya need naka pc para mabasa reply mo HUHU sorry bout that btw! kaya kailangan den ng read me ng asks ih 💀 aaa i feel like mapupunta nga ako kay jaemin dhil sa yt,,,,,, 😭 ito yung inconsistent 😔 anyways, binging nct pa den these past days tas naabot na den s7 ng nct life. productive for kpop only <33

slight cool if ghosts are real kasi it means makakalibot ka pa after death pero 3/4 scary bc ibig sabihin non nandito lng sila,,, invisible... pinapanood tayo. */sniff naur. pero alt world with ghosts would be interesting af. same here with losing interest in bts bc of their songs ;-;; i still keep up with their cbs in hopes na ma tripan ko ulit songs pero yung recent releases nila is di ko vibe sadzzz. after mots:7, nawala na ako Y^Y

thank you aaaaa :">> pero agree den na work hard lng hehezz. btw, my parents bought me an anatomy and physiology textbook and yun yung pinagkakaabalahan ko den since last week. i really love it since with the internet, i dont really know where to start kasi yung mga vid na napapanood ko uses advanced terms ~.~ pero yeee medicine yung gusto kong i take 🤩 if you dont mind me asking, what s your dream? 👀

dbaaa kaya umalis ako ng stan twt agad agad, di ko keri yung toxicity :<< buti nga i came across tumblr kasi i was still able to find friends with same interests as ako pero still, yung environment is safe :>> mga maliliit na bagay iniisyu nila don sa twt 😭 pati mga away with other fandoms, mangddamay pa sila ng groups. mag ttrend silang offensive hashtags ganon e nakikita kaya eon ng mga idols HUHU like legit, andami kong nakikitang na bbash dahil lang multi fan ?? waaaat ?? da fuq ?? (https://ibb.co/rkt5jQs) kaya tuwang tuwa ako dito sa tumblr kasi hindi lang iisang grp yung pwede kong mapag usapan with other people. and very true, deserve nilang lahat yung success <333

AHDHJSADJJHSHJSA relatable yung watching with no subs <//3 makikita ko nlng sa comments na pag uusapan nila yung vid e like "pano nila na ggets ??" tas di pala naka on captions 😭 minsan kasi matic naka turn on if may captions pero minsan naman, tatamarin si youtube huehue. PATI ANOOO i think yesterday lang to, i forgot, nag release skz at nct ng teaser (teaser ba yung sa nct??) at the same time. di ko alam ano uunahin HSDHJFJDHAFFHJD WAIT ANDAMI KONG TANONG TUNGKOL NCT....

fist of all, ganda ng winter falls UGHHH NAIIYAK AKO SA WHITE HIGHLIGHTS SA BUHOK NI SEUNGMINNNN :">> excited nako i cri. yung sa nct, ANOO BA EONN??? teaser ba eon wat. or short film wat. prng like intro sa album ganern kasi diba mag ccb sila ?? ANO yung nct 2021 ?? lahat ng membs nandon e dba nct u na tawag don ? HUHU NAKAKAHIYA WALA AKONG MA GETS 🕳️🕳️🕳️🚶 pasensya na. pati nakita ko sa comments na may theories eme eme den pala nct, binge watching na ulit to 😎 pati asan si winwin ;-;;;

ayy ano kasi, lumipat ako sa school na eon for 7th grade kasi buong elem nasa all girls ako Y^Y want ng parents ko ng exposure kaya linipat ako co ed. okay naman siya kasi yung classmate ko from gr 5-6 dun den pala lumipat kaya charan, besties na kami ngaun 🤩 hinelp niya ako mag adjust since nakakapanibago eh siya like 2 yrs lang nag all girls so mej sanay pa :>> may parang cream section kasi pero transferees bawal pa don kasi prove urself daw LMAO e si student A matic cream ng first yr kasi since elem pa sha nandoon sa school na eon. kaya nung 8th grade, prng naging "transferee" ulit ako kasi napuntang cream sec tas iba na yung classmates na kasama ko. sila, close close na kasi years na silang magkakaklase since bawat taon nasa cream sec silang lahat ganern. yung mga prends ko from kabilang section is tropa ko nung grade 7 AHSHHASHDSAH anyways, thank you for listening sa rant ko pala huhuhuhu <33 pati feel ko kaya naman yan ni student A, sobrang ano lang niya pagdating sa acads pero mabait naman. charac dev otw. CHAROT. 1/2

AHHAHAHADDSHHDSDHHJA BAT KA KINALIBUTAN AHHAHHAHA 😭 mejo surface level den ako sa kanila, na miss ko lang since napanood ko i land <//3 malaki potential nila for me kaya i ll wait for them to grow pa 🤩 HAHHAHAHA INGATT KA TOFFF 💀 ganun den ako nung bata, kung san san tumatama pero di napapansin lol lagi ako nasesermon ng mama ko non kasi bat daw di ko alam san nanggaling HUHU

WHYY ?? opm is great though. i dont think you ll find things na mapapa dislike ka sa opm 🤔 IM SORRY BUT THE ART REALLY IS BAD Y^Y lalo na earlier chapters pero yun nga, plot wise, high tier 👌👌👌 mob pysho is about a student na may powers tas ewan mga ganap lng sa buhay niya,,, hMM ung expla ko made it seem boring pero it s 1000x better than what you would understand based sa sinabi ko lol though na boringan ako sa first 3 eps, worth it na tinuloy ko pa dennn. may listahan den ako ng mga anime at manga na di ko tinloy 💀 PRAMIS punong puno yung notes ko. yung katekyo hitman tungkol siya sa anak ng mafia ganon. i just realized na i m really bad at summarizing LOL namatay kasi yung boss ng fam nila tas biglaan may bumisita kay anak na maliit na baby para i train sya for next boss ganon. sa father s side niya kasi yung mafia and i think di aware yung mom niya ?? di k sure forgot na and havent finished 💀 MAGI IS GREAT AAA adventures siya ni alladin and alibaba tas great plot lng. i ll rewatch bigla kong na miss <33 dw, magic sarap den una kong naisip nung narinig ko eon huhuhu i think mha is nearly done ?? not sure... pero excited to hear your thoughts abt it !

i honestly forgot na why i wasn t satisifed with kny s ending 💀 partly dahil parang sa series, it showed yung importance nung flower ?? and it wasn t really explained deeply kaya :<< if i m not wrong, sabi lng necessary siya for treatment sa past ni michael jackson PERO I THOUGHT IT D BE MORE THAN THAT AAAA yun yung inaabangan ko kasi kala ko may malupitang revelation about don kaya sadge. other than that, nag abang den ako like full arcs about sa past ng lahat ng pillars ;-;; yung war sa end parang ang bilis na nangyayari ang stuff. dba uh !!SPOILER!! naging demon si tanjiro? DI KO INEEXPECT NA MA CCONVERT SIYA BACK INTO HUMAN AGAD AGAD AAAAA pati yung med para maging tao ulet si nezuko,, kala ko mas i eexplain pa ganon kaya ~.~ pero yes puro expectations ko lang yan kaya siguro it felt short for me hhhhhh pero still love it <333

it s fun talking to you kaya 🤩 pati chill lang ako, i dont really feel pressured na masagot ka agad lalo na i know naman na you d understand na i m busy these days. hopefully di ka den na ppressure 😭 take your time answering the asks kasi lahat naman tayo may buhay and busy bc of school and uni so 😎 yun nga, weekend babad nct and reading new text book :>> how bout you??

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mas marami pa ata nasusulat ko dito kaysa sa mga fic ko lately. i think asks have the read me option! i've tried it before pero siguro sa di anon lang. if you ever swerve to jaemin let me know ;) my next big project is for him HAHA productive for kpop only is soooo felt. about bts, mag-ccb pa ba sila before may magenlist? like album cb or something?

i think as a good nawawala yung worldly miseries. but won't you miss out din? you wouldn't need to eat with no physical digestive system to sustain. so what do you do as a ghost? talk to other ghosts? come to think about it, there are more dead people buried in the earth kaysa sa currently buhay. sooooo if there are ghosts around... siguro nakaface palm na sila bc of what we've done to the earth/to the country.

oh god anatomy and physiology ang tagal pa ;n; diba sa college pa yan tinatackle T_T pero it's nice that you're starting early. a lot of my irls wish that they did. what's my dream? tbh, i don't really have one bc i didn't think i'd live past senior high LMAO. i try not to dream or expect a lot bc it hits hard when i get disappointed. i think my only dream is nct dream HAJSHAJH hbu?

i enjoyed my stay sa stan twt bc i never really interacted pero tru, it gets draining sometimes. they make huge issues out of the smallest of things (wait lmao di ko nabasa na sinabi mo dito) and TBH TUMBLR'S A MUCH BETTER PLACE. i'm not being grilled for being a multi here. right :// i'm especially infuriated with stays bc of their tendency to blow things up, WELL AWARE that chan often sees content. i used that mark meme too much last year.

nung napanood ko wala pa talagang captions so. HAHJAH tru youtube tamad. idk when the simultaneous teaser drops happened but YES oml nauna yung notif ng nct so nauna ko panuorin yun then skz.

yung winter falls akala ko soft and fluffy but angsty yung dating??? im excited too pero di ko nga lang alam kung kelan idrodrop kasi wala ako sa twt HAJSAH yung nct talaga ang ganda ;n; regarding sa nct, when all the members are included in a comeback usually ninaname after the year. yung first na cb nila as a whole was nct 2018, then nct 2020, then nct 2021. there are tracks na kasama lahat ng members and nacrecredit yung tracks na yun as nct 2018 (for black on black) and nct 2020 (for resonance). it tends to be nct u kung members from different units are combined into one unit. it's alright, took me a while to learn all of this last year. nakailang beses ko na ring tinuro so sanay na aq. naisip ko kung magkaamnesia kaya ako would amnesiac me bother re-memorizing nct again? and if i do, would i still end up with donghyuck as my bias? 9:30 pm thoughts. nct theories are really nice but COMPLICATED OML DEFINE SAKIT SA ULO. and winwin is in china filming for a drama!!

how was the all girls school experience? hanggang catholic school lang ako. HAHAH ang cute niyo ng cm mo from your prev school. LOL felt yung cream section. i used to belong to one nung elementary ako. i never really realized how separated we were sa ibang sections until ngayong college na ako? the other sections had fun and we were all focusing on grades and shit. CHILDHOOD WASTED. no prob with the ranting. feel free to rant here any time you want. there's a lot of hope for student A. i don't think i had a glow up attitude wise until quarantine started.

i just find it weird thinking about the enha boys na kaedad ko lang. i envision them in the class and how...i don't think i'll get along with anyone. yeah, i think the potential is huge too. sana di masyadong i-hinder growth nila ng company. magiingat na sa paglilinis >:) sometimes we get bruised without us knowing yk, our moms gotta understand than.

HAHAHAH i hope the plot will make up for the bad art of opm. bat ewan na ganap niya sa buhay HAJSHAJ i laughed (this is for mob psycho) anak ng mafia WHEEZE. HAHA it's alright, some things are hard to some up talaga. hala bat left in the dark yung mom o.O hala inchresting yung magi parang retelling. yep! mha is nearly done so inaantay ko nalang talaga.

dude i didn't even realize that a flower was involved in the plot until much later. oo nga no, isa siyang di na elaborate. baka bc of your expectations lang, i get it tho. ay oo nga no it wouldve been better kung lahat ng pillars may arcs o.O but i found myself satisfied with the short background stories lang sjdhksf baka kasi kung patagalin pa demons 1 > tao 0 na HAHAH ang OP kaya ni tanjiro as demon ALSO MICHAEL JACKSON JDSKJAHJA i can't seem to hate him pero im not entirely keen on liking him kasi grabe mangdamay nak nam—

it's fun talking to you too!! studies prio bestie! i hope you get your break soon tho ;n; konting kembot nalang magpapasko na. enjoy your textbook reading along side nct. lately i've been cleaning the house and it's so therapeutic. i rested today tho, back to cleaning naman tomorrow. i'm rereading looking for alaska by john green atm AND I FINISHED YOUR REQUEST FOR THE MILESTONE THINGY HEHE will post within this week. maybe friday or maybe earlier :3 how was your day?