#bsd chapter 121.5

[solanumflare]

for some reason these two panels having akutagawa drawn at almost the exact same angle in the same pose but with completely opposite expressions and things he's saying makes me foam at the mouth. harukawa (+ asagiri) you can't do this to me

[lost--dimension]

i don't think i can even properly wrap my head around this. akutagawa regained his memories as soon as ATSUSHI SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR HIM. the way atsushi looked at him in those moments, the soft smile and the half lidded eyes. just like akutagawa did with him back on the ship. the drop of the chapter name: "a mysterious thing called the heart" right afterwards. akutagawa screaming for atsushi. the shift in his eyes as he Realized. atsushi seeing akutagawa in the fourth dimensional space and immediately calling out to him. them calling out for each other in different dimensions-- searching for each other yet unable to reach. you could not have prepared me for this in any way.

[sh1nsoukoku]

realizing that reaffirming each other with words has always been shin soukoku’s thing

but even more than that Akutagawa’s famous repetition of this line is no longer a one off…

but a thing they both do now…

cause what better way to hammer a message into your stubborn idiot partners brain than using his own words against him…. and saying it over and over again???

[meebssketches]

my response to 121.5

[petitesmafia]

can't lie Dazai would've lost me after "you're at the airport" like pause can i get some lined paper so i can take some notes at least. "intersecting orthogonally" "sound attenuates rapidly in proportion to the cube of distance instead of the square" i just witnessed several ppl die and i'm 0.3 seconds from crashing out why are u using big words and throwing equations at me

[nyxi-pixie]

what if you died for me and then returned as a vampire got possessed by another vampire then lost all your memories and then i die for YOU and repeat the dying words that you said to me to you and this causes you to remember who i am. and we are both boys. and have tried to kill each other. hashtag love wins

[mikayuumouse]

The first time they laid eyes on each other...

And the last

[dancing-dawn]

away with you...

[normalest-sskk-fan]

NAMING THE CHAPTER "a mysterious thing called the heart"??? THAT CHAPTER NAME????? ALONGSIDE ATSUSHI SACRIFICING HIMSELF, AKUTAGAWA REMEMBERING, JUST THE WAY EVERYTHING IN THIS CHAPTER IS DRAWN, THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER, AKUTAGAWA SCREAMING WERETIGER, THE WAY ATSUSHI REACTS TO SEEING AKUTAGAWA THROUGH THE OTHER DIMENSION???? ALONGSIDE ATSUSHI MIRRORING AKUTAGAWA'S DYING WORDS SSKK IS FUCKING CANON. great and terrible day for the queers right here

[the-armed-detective-gaygency]

fake ass idgafer. I saw you scream as your memories returned after seeing your rival/partner/soulmate sacrifice himself for you the same way you did for him while quoting your final words.

[solanumflare]

most FERAL noises any human being is capable of making

[cewwart]

a not-so-silly silly doodle for the latest chapter…

(i’ve wanted to draw this scene since it came out but i forgot and got busy)

☆ vgen

[ettaevie]

Love how this chapter was technically just the main character getting annihilated and yet I'm sitting here like WE'RE SO BACK

[caldera1000-7]

(I think this was originally posted/drawn by Dazai_9 on Instagram.) This art I've been looking at it then got a random thought... Dazai was "saved" by Oda/joining the agency. Atsushi was "saved" by Dazai. Kyouka was "saved" by Atsushi. In this image its very obvious to see Akutagawa wasn't "saved." I didn't think much of it till the quote rang in my head: "People live to save themselves."

(Although we could say maybe Atsushi was helping in his growth and possibly somewhat saving him - now that I think of it maybe Akutagawa's path is him saving himself. He was the one who sacrificed himself for Atsushi or because he came to know the value in another's life at that moment truly afterall. This was a decision of his own. And it seems Dazai and Atsushi were just giving the pushes and slight guides for him to have gone in this direction.)

[yowanne]

the fact that this chapter came out right after aku's birthday...

... i just had to make this.

[mikayuumouse]