#breed sad poems

[rafedaddy01]

Baby Mama

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Holy shit. That’s all that’s on Rafes mind as you stare at him with those eyes and your lips move with the question he never thought he’d hear. He liked the idea, he’s pissed at himself for not thinking of it, it’s perfect.

“Don’t worry Rafey, your wife will never know. We’ll just tell her we did it at the doctors, like she wanted” you convince him with your sweet words and hands that can’t get enough of Rafes body. This was your plan all along. From the moment you saw the ad for a surrogate. You’ve been eyeing rafe for a while now. He’s rich, good looking, and everything you’ve ever dreamed of. Who cares if he has a wife, that could easily be solved, and this was the answer to all your prayers.

You’re on all fours as Rafes hips move back and forth, eliciting all sorts of sounds from you. Your eyes roll back as he grunts with the force of his thrust, giving you everything he can. “Fuck. You dirty little slut, wanting me to cum inside you so you can give me a baby. Bad girl” he smacks your ass hard as you jolt forward from the pain but your mouth gives you away as you moan. “M’sorry daddy, just wanted to feel your cock inside me” he grunts from your foul words and continues his monstrous torture on your pussy.

“I’m gonna fuck a baby into you and then you’re gonna be all mine. Mine to use whenever I want, mine to kiss whenever I want, and mine to fuck whenever I want” his hips speed up if it’s even humanly possible, your nails digging into the mattress and your sure their tearing it to shreds, but you don’t care. It feels too good, you don’t want it to ever stop and the idea of being his makes your insides tingle.

It’s too bad rafe doesn’t know your on birth control, after all it was your plan all along. No way you’d actually want to get fat and bloated just to give him and his snotty wife a baby. This was simply for your own pleasure. And you got what you wanted as rafe groaned behind you, his hips slowing as you felt your pussy fill with his white substance and your legs shook with the force of your own orgasm. He pulled your head back by your hair, turning your face towards his and kissing your lips hard. “I really hope it didn’t work so we get to do that again”

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[seductive-suffering]

Don’t.

Don’t give me that lustful stare, that long drawn out trance.

You set me on high alert.

You could yell but I’d still melt.

I’d still be at your beck and call.

I am so fucking desperate to be under you, on you.

With you.

[light-skin-dragon]

So deep, and what he said was so strong. I'm light but I am black. Just a shade of a color but people judge me and tell me how I should act. It's a shame, I am so mixed in this world where being mulatto I get picked act on both sides. I'm to black or I'm not black enough. Growing up being mix was hard and still is hard for me to identify myself with a origin. But in this society I'm black and trust me I felt it with the barrows of the gun from the police when I was 14. Because there was a shooting and I was running because I was late for my extra credit charity thing to plant trees. Then seen a young light skin black male and I got stop with 4 cops pointing their guns at me and I honestly didn't know what I've done. That was an introduction of being one drop black blood in me. It brings a tear to my face because I haven't talked about that in years.

[battty-nattty]

You linger

Your smile, as a remnant, as stale plume of perfume, once sweet, now suffocating

Your voice, echoing through the empty corridors of my mind

You left your print, your mark, your brand

Will you come back, will you return?

You float around in my memories, as a balloon that's just out of reach

Now your air stings my eyes, burns my skin

Lying in bed, waiting, being dissected by your words

My organs, my intrails, scattered about for your viewing

Will you sew me up, or am I destined to bleed?

I sweep up the remnants of my heart, put them in a box with a bow

You might want it back, despite its damage

Getting buried in the flowing sands of time, to be forgotten

The deafening silence ringing in my ears

Will you remember me?

[perfectlynerdyjellyfish8o5]

Crack your rib cage open, peel back the bones,

Release the creature inside your chest, let it out to roam,

Let it create chaos that's hiding under your skin,

Simmering in your blood, feeling your lungs, drowning you from within.

[fridaysmind]

IDW Starscream x reader part 2 (end)

Just over a week without writing and already someone looking for me. Humans is such an impatient animals, lol. Scenario: Your lover has chosen someone else. Or did it just seem that way to you?

They had become much friendlier in recent days. The two of them used to have a hard time communicating, like hissing through dentoplates at each other. Now he's summoning her to his private office, giving you the task of keeping away from the place for the fourth time in a row.

Starscream is perpetually busy, rarely responds to your messages, and generally stays out of sight. Neither does Windblade. And here she is, snacking in the common room and happily making small talk with you. Despite the strength of all your inner acrimony towards your direct competitor, you good-naturedly discussed many things until you smoothly moved on to the topic of falling in love.

"Love is dedicated to books, poems, paintings, not only in our culture, on almost every planet, it's so adorable in my opinion, have you ever been in love with someone?" and Windblade stammered at your question.

Sipping from her cube and wiping a drop of fresh energon from her lips with an elegant movement of her slender fingers, she smiled meekly, examining the blue liquid with half-closed optics. It's enchanting…is this what you look like from the outside when you're suddenly immersed in dreams of your lover's caressing touch? But Windblade raised the gaze of her optic to you, surprising the sudden tenderness in it.

"You know, I think you'll understand me, I so need to tell someone at least, it's hard to keep it to myself."

With an intriguing start, she set the container on the surface of the metal table, folded her arms and coughed.

"I wasn't planning on falling in love at all. It's scary with the unknown, but there's nothing like it. It's like weightlessness spreads through my frame from one glimpse of expensive optics. I'd put the whole world to the servos just for one beautiful smile, you know?" she looks away as she speaks, then she burns you with that tenderness again and you feel that sadness come up to your spark.

You understand. Oh, how much you understand her words. How many nights you've spent with him together, dreaming of capturing his lips, how much you wish his optics, his wings, his cockpit, everything, belonged to you alone. And you see not just a femme across from you, but your own reflection, realizing that the anger is receding.

You think Starscream knows what's best for him. How can you hate her now, after such a confession? So tender and sincere. Your upper limb reaches out, wrapping around her wrist.

"I understand you more than anyone. That someone is extremely lucky to be loved by you out of all the applicants. Nothing could be more beautiful than love, especially when it's so pure." and you smile kindly at each other.

It wasn't long after your dialog before the formers at court began to whisper that the leader of Cybertron was preparing to choose his mate. You smiled sadly at these rumors, leaning back against the corridor wall at times, desperately imagining what these guys were saying about him and you. You've already accepted a lot of things as they are, Starscream isn't just some mech. It is written into the very culture of the seekers that it is a disgrace to associate and breed with the wingless. How foolish of you to even think that the chief representative of Vos would go against tradition. But the wings are the only problem, aren't they? If you had another pair of limbs on your back, surely he'd consider you a contender? You'd hope so. Life and routine are getting harder every day, your meals and recharges have decreased, and the worries have taken their toll on your health.

After many cycles, Starscream finally made time for you. As soon as you bumped into each other in the corridor, he gave you a glance and, frowning, asked you how you were feeling. You didn't seem to look well due to stress and didn't even notice, but you brushed off his questions, citing work and a little sickness. His red optics stared back at you in concern.

"Are you sure you don't need to see a doctor? You have the best doctors on this planet at your disposal, any ailment will be cured in no time, just snap your beautiful fingers dear" his voice is so sweet, like a hot treat outside in the cold cities of the planet. Will this bird sing to someone else and not to you? You nodded negatively.

"I'm feeling much better now, there's nothing to worry about, was there something you wanted to discuss with me?"

Seeker abruptly remembered why he had come, his wings abruptly rising and falling back to their original place.

"Yes, that's right!" he shook his frame slightly and smiled triumphantly.

"There's a special event coming up, one of the most important events in my life, and not just mine. I vitally need your presence, I've already sent you an invitation with the date, please prepare yourself properly," he squinted at your body, causing the embarrassment already frozen from the long lack of attention. "There won't be many formers there, but I really want everything to marvel in beauty at this moment. No refusals accepted, I won't hold the meeting without you!"

He didn't say more to you, so smoothly passed you onward, like a swan floating on the surface of the water, and disappeared into the long corridors. Taking a deep breath and exhaling heavily, you opened the invitation on the datapad. The venue, the date, the time, everything was in place. The rest of the information, even if it was a little more specific, was simply missing, but maybe it was for the best.

A fashion and beauty figure once said: "The dimmer your spark, the brighter your polish should shine." And you're going to stick to that idea right now. You are, for the first time in a long time, finally taking an oil bath. Hot, almost scalding hot. As if punishing yourself for something, you sink into it up to the top of your helmet and sit up straight again, removing the excess from your faceplate. Your preparation for the event is meticulous. Every curve, every notch, every detail is perfect. From the reflection, a fresh and shiny you stares back at you. Examining yourself from every angle, you felt the spark ache again, but you didn't let it fill your processor any further.

You're here. The last obstacle before the inevitable is the iron door. One step and the mechanism will work, automatically opening the passage further. Ventilating again, it's time to go in, you can't be late.

The small room is perfectly cleaned, smelling almost sterile. The lighting is spotty, atmospheric, and there are shiny decorations on the walls.

The first thing you see is Windblade. Standing next to her is Chromia, excited a little. Primus, how long has it been since you've seen her? The last thing you notice is Starscream at the window, watching the passing traffic, the burning lights of the high-rises, and the glitter of the first stars appearing in the sky. The view really is beautiful, and you're not just talking about Cybertron behind the glass.

You stand up next to two friends. A thought comes to your helmet. Maybe he and Windblade called each best friend as a witness. Of course. Are you really going to watch your nightmare come true?

Mech turns gracefully towards the three of you, the city lights softly illuminating his figure from behind as he smiles. Not a smirk, not a grimace, no, it is an unaccustomed soft curve that speaks of genuine pleasure. You stare at his figure as if hypnotized. Reminiscent of your best dreams, Starscream thrusts his manipulator with an open palm in your direction and your optics soften, but there is no counter-movement on your part.

You were brought out of your trance by a nudge to your shoulder. You turned your helmet to the side in surprise, Chromia's faceplate opposite clearly expressing mockery.

"Come on, did you fall asleep?"

Your consciousness returned to you, you blinked in incomprehension. What? You have to come up?

Still in the same incomprehension, you place your manipulator in his and seeker’s fingers wrap around yours like a wild vine, sending a stuttering vent. Your optics collide.

"There are too many things I wish I could say them to you, and I will certainly say them. Right now, I just want to express my gratitude for all the many millions of years you've been my most reliable shoulder. Of course, I'd be ruler of Cybertron without the support," Starscream smugly ran his palm across the top of his helmet, causing Chromia's optics to roll up. And you silently stare at him, at his facial expressions, at the optics burning brighter and dimmer, trying to figure out where he's going with this. "But with you, things have not only gotten easier, they've gotten considerably more pleasant. Rewinding the long snot, I'll finally ask already, are you willing to be the conjunx of this planet's magnificent leader?"

Silence. Mouth wide open, fingers trembling, your processor refusing to analyze the meaning of his words. Your gaze swings between everyone in the room, they look amused by your reaction. Moisture approaches your optics as you cover the bottom of your faceplate with both hands and shake your head negatively in disbelief. Starscream's wings droop in fear, do you refuse?!

"N-no…?"

With the first drops already rolling down your cheeks, you throw yourself around his neck, pressing your cheek against his breastplates and almost choking with happiness and tears, causing Starscream to exhale in relief and stroke your back. You whisper yes to him, and again. And again you say 'yes' as those present clap happily. You caress yourself against him like a sun-warmed cat. Is it real? Does he love you? Does he really love you? You smile and can't stop babbling 'yes, of course yes'.

"But why…" you sobbed, turning to the femmes. "…were you invited too?"

"I wish I knew why I'm here…" Chromia shrugs in response to your question.

"Because I have a similar offer for you." Windblade takes her friend's faceplate with both manipulators, and presses his lips to hers in a kiss, startling both her and you. The puzzle in your helmet comes completely together and your lips stretch into a bright, happy smile.

Warm, long fingers grip your chin as Starscream wipes away the clear marks on your cheeks and gives you your first kiss. A sweet feeling blossoms in your spark as your breastplates make contact and your manipulators wrap around his graceful neck. All pain and all fear have left your frame, you ventilate frantically, swearing to Primus that you will give him to no one now.

And let the ritual of joining sparks be broadcast to every corner of the world, let everyone know that you finally belong together

@skittyhugger, impatient bunny

@alexandraibis, lover of beauty

[prosecoloredglasses]

I’ll write it as a poem

So it’s silly and it rhymes

That way I’ll forget this feeling

Like all the other times

But this time feels much different

I’m more angry than I am sad

Maybe it’s harder to romanticize

When my body feels this bad

I’m a person who asks for very little

And I’m thankful for what I’m given

But now I can ask for nothing

All my needs, I must keep them hidden

Its frustrating to even have needs

I just want to stand on my own

I want to get through this sickness

Without praying to my phone

But as always each thought breeds another

And my head - it already aches

My brain tells me to do the math

But my heart - it knows what it takes

Heart says that good only comes with pain

That warmth can’t exist without cold

But my body is tired of shivering

And this choice now seems much to bold

Because I need you right now to be here

Or I need to not need you at all

I’m so angry at you in this moment

But to be honest I’d forgive - if you’d call..

[rafedaddy01]

Jealous

Summary: Rafes ex walks in on you riding him

Warnings: mentions of sex, riding, semi public sex, being watched, getting caught

A/N: his hands ^^^ 🤤

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Your startled as the door swings open, met with Rafes crazy ex girlfriend.

“Do you care to explain why your fucking my boyfriend?” She shouts

You fake a gasp as you turn your head to face him, his dick throbbing inside you, he grips your arms and pins them behind your back. “Rafe! How could you!”

He scrunches his eyebrows at you in confusion and you wink, turning your head back to his ex.

“Are you just gonna stand there and watch, or did you want to join?” You joke and she turns bright red.

Rafe bursts out in laughter, “I fucking love you, princess”

His eyes darken as he turns back to his ex, you slam down harder onto to him and try to calm him down.

“Get the fuck out of my house. I have more important things to do. Can’t leave my girl unsatisfied. Close the door on your way out” he doesn’t even look at her as he speaks, to caught up on the prize in front of him.

You take one last look at her. Her cheeks flushed red, clearly embarrassed, as she walks out of the room slamming the door behind her.

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[foreststarflaime]

What would a Genesis and Dalek interaction look like?

OHHH NY GID YOUVE OPENED THE CAN OF WORMS…one time when I was rewatching Doctor Who recently I thought to myself ff7 and dw would go so well together both thematically and general vibe-wise and soon I found myself with a google docs dump of possible crossover lmaooo imagine. The horrors if jenova were to fuse with daleks

But ANYWAYS the question. It very much depends on which era of Genesis we’re dealing with.

Pre-Crisis Core Genesis would treat a Dalek invasion with pure, righteous contempt. He would see it as the war of the beasts, and he the goddess’ chosen hero meant to descend from the sky and guide the world back to bliss. He would fight them with all the impassioned fervor of a romantic hero—and he is a valiant warrior, effective and deadly, a valuable asset in fighting against them. But in the aftermath, when Sephiroth is hailed as the hero of the attack yet again, he would fail to see that their legacy festers on in his heart. The Daleks have not truly been wiped out when contempt still breeds in his heart.

Crisis Core Genesis would be the fruit of that contempt. He would still revile them as monsters, and Daleks would certainly still not stoop to sully themselves working with anyone lesser than themselves. But like the Doctor, if he met a Dalek slightly more willing to talk first and shoot after the monologue, they would call him a good Dalek. That would slowly eat away at him on the inside, worsening his self-hatred, until at last he throws the same jab at Sephiroth in the reactor, upon revealing that they both share a heritage similar to those terrible aliens intent on wiping out all other life.

Post DoC Genesis takes a slightly different tune than his previous counterparts. He is still no friend to the Daleks—but he does pity them, now. He takes time to mourn what they are, to soak in the tragedy like a sad poem. He sees what Sephiroth became, in them, and he can’t help but feel a little bit responsible. He pushed him over the edge, and then left the world alone to deal with his mistakes. Sephiroth fell by other hands than his—he did not have to be the one to end it, to drive his sword through his once-friend’s heart while searching his eyes for any remnant of what once was. To be spared of that was a mercy he did not deserve. He will put an end to these creatures, now, instead—his repentance, his duty, since he shirked it the last time.

[newstepping]

"will you marry me?"

octavinelle crush headcanons

interrupted make-out session

the woes of a jealous fish

dwarf octopus!mc, yandere

cakes octavinelle has given to yuu + cakes yuu has given to octavinelle

pregnant!mc headcanons

a merfolk's melody, yandere + nsfw - I, Floyd, Jade, Azul, Epilogue

azul ashengrotto

prince charming's kiss

the reversed cinderella tale + art

and while you sleep, i'll be scared

crowley find a way back home, stays in twst

why not me?

ingame voicelines

housewardens try to woo you but the first-year rizz is unmatched

housewardens forget that they are your boyfriend when they are drunk

you feel a lot like love

the princess treatment

voicelines about you

courting, pining, or flirting?

"no, wait, can't we handle this another way? don't leave me!", yandere

not your fairytale monarch, yandere

you fall asleep in class

the key to my heart

househusband azul

i've become the villain's lover!

casual touches

he's a ten, but he...

yan!azul with a soulmate s/o, yandere

my last name belongs to you

you make them plushies

"don't you know it's bad luck to see your bride before your wedding?"

"without you, i am nothing. i am empty", yandere

when he sees me AKA the fic with the moon goddess story

yuu's food truck

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incorrect quotes - I

+ nsfw +

aphrodisiac + breeding, nsfw

jade leech

the reversed cinderella tale + art

the look on your face thrilling, and i can't take my eyes off it

breaking up/yuu moving on

why not me?

insatiable

the princess treatment

voicelines about you

courting, pining, or flirting?

teeth

the key to my heart

eel toofies

lovesick + first date, yandere

fantasy + lazy morning, yandere

launch our love

the beatrice letters by lemony snicket, sad poems interpreted as happy

are you lonesome tonight? + not so lonesome tonight

jade narrating stuff yuu does

"don't you know it's bad luck to see your bride before your wedding?"

the private (not) thoughts of a moray - I, II, III, IV, V, ...

dancing with the tweels

eel wedding! inspired by (x)

eels are cowards w/ their crush

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incorrect quotes - I

floyd leech

the reversed cinderella tale + art

breaking up/yuu moving on

why not me?

waking up with floyd leech

the princess treatment

voicelines about you

courting, pining, or flirting?

the key to my heart

lovesick + first date, yandere

my last name belongs to you

are you lonesome tonight? + not so lonesome tonight

"i swear, if anyone lays a hand on you, i'll cut their arm off."

squishy squishy baby fishy

"don't you know it's bad luck to see your bride before your wedding?"

dancing with the tweels

eels are cowards w/ their crush

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incorrect quotes - I, II, III

1 (you are here!) - 2

[blackbutlerfandomnerddomain]

So I'm making a Smiling Critters AU that's more based off the cartoon versions of them and not Poppy Playtime canon

It's called the "Smile Everyday AU" and the whole prompt is what if the Smiling Critters were close growing up but grew apart after their teen years, they all grew up as adults with perfect jobs, live their lives normally, have romances, but obviously senses something is wrong until they reunited. Will drama ensue? Will the past effect the present? Why are the dreams Catnap's been having change so much?

It takes place in a fictional 2015-2016 where the gang are around 26-27 at least (each are born in 1989 since according to lore that's when the Smiling Critters first debut) and I'll share Catnap and Dogday's profiles first and let the others join later/if someone ask enough

First off, the leader Dogday!

He's a pure-bred American Cocker Spaniel

He was the youngest in his litter and doesn't have much a great relationship of his family, especially his siblings who thinks he acts like he's better than them after he got famous, but he pretends everything's okay and can't stand up for himself when they ask for too much or talk bad about him in another room

He's basically Mr. Peanut Butter from BoJack Horseman

In high school he was part of the popular squad due to his personality, his energetic works on the field, and just cause everyone saw he has a bright future ahead of him. But the sad side-effect of this was he couldn't spend time with all the Smiling Critters or notice if something was wrong

Became an actor after collage and won the hearts of many

Despite his good features and being a walking green flag, he struggles with relationships wince he can't find someone who he connects with. They either like him cause he's famous or rich or that he's too sweet and fun and he struggles to show his other sides/interests which leads to break-ups

Lives in a luxury home by the beach

Has a decent work out schedule

Out of the rest, he does wear his old charm symbol everyday for the most part, but does cover it up so it won't get damaged

Has depression but never talks about it to anyone

Fashion Aesthetic;

Theme Songs;

Next is Catnap:

He's a Bombay Cat and Ocicat mixed breed

He practically lived alone by the time he was 11 since he mother was hardly around

Is selectively mute thanks to this being canon-

Only Dogday knew what he was saying when he's not speaking

Was deemed the "weird" kid in school and was harshly bullied by a lot of the students. Dogday and the other Smiling Critters didn't really notice which hurt him even more and began to isolate himself more

He dropped out of collage after his mental health got so much worst and pretty much was the first to drift away from his friend group cause he felt they didn't care for him...

Be became an author of a well known Murder Thriller book series called "The Red Gas" which got him a pretty big famous title from it

He constantly gets asked to join interviews but he refuses which only adds more to the "mysterious author" persona people view him as

As a fun hobby, he secretly has a night time podcast and nobody knows it's him since he really barely talks anyways, he mostly reads poems and stuff to his viewers to help them sleep

He smokes

He suffers with anxiety and depression and takes medications for it

He has his charm symbol but hides it away in his penthouse apartment, wanting to forget but can't bring himself to throw it away

Sometimes when he can't sleep, he hugs his necklace

He began to have some weird dreams during collage of some weird monster, not knowing some of his dreams are prophecies

Fashion Aesthetic:

Theme Songs:

This AU is still in the making with the story being made, debating if I should add magical elements but I'll leave the whole prophesies with Catnap even if I chose not to add the magical elements. But if I were they would basically have a super hero like plot of "you're the chosen one, here's your powers, have crisis" but I ONLY WANT IT SO I CAN HAVE DOGDAY BE RAPUNZEL AND CATNAP HAVING A ANGSTY MOMENT OF HIS POWERS BEING SCARY!

There's isn't much I can say about this AU for right now but I will update yall whenever I can or if things are asked! Also their designs will be fixed/altered once I draw them all out!

[despapillon]

stupid how you managed to make a dick joke out of innocent shot. and hosegate oh no that is awful. Byler is not going to be in relationship. what show have you been watching certainly not Stranger Things more like Gayer Things. Duffer have had an emotional love declaration by Mike and you believe Byler? that is sad. it may not be romantic but to Duffers it is. same men that wrote in Steve talking about his breeding kink to Nancy and framed it as romantic. just because something is the better choice in your eyes does not mean that will happen. after events of show i can only see Mike and El get married. Duffers try to convince he is straight and they intend him to be but Mike reads as deep in closet. fans dw Will is going to get over Mike and find a bf that is give him happiness he deserves. but Mike? Mike will forever be in loveless marriage and he is never ever going to get over Will. in his thirties and beyond that he is going to suffer and not stop thinking about how everything would be different if he accepted his sexuality and chose Will not El. he is going to hate himself for making such a mistake

listennnnnnnnnn. ppl were talking about hosegate so i just made a reference to the rolled up painting shot. i wasnt the one that noticed it first. i only knew it was a thing because of Bylers discussing it. i had the pic saved, as i was preparing a post that i scrapped that was about Will and the allegations he had, including fake stuff spread around that S3 Will would have a p*rn magazine and the speculations that Will is going to sleep around with random men in S4 and my thoughts on this plus the sexualization dramas like Byler sex in the show, Byler kiss not being chaste, writing Byler smut, Mike supposedly checking Will out, hosegate and other phallic imagery. i decided against that and now i think that was a good choice because it would drive some wild.

i never truly meant the rolled up painting thing was intentional i was simply saying what was a regular shot became dirty to me thanks to Bylers influence. i’m sorry i didn’t mean to offend anyone. i still find it funny but i feel bad for making that post. i guess i should have kept it to myself. i had no idea it would come off this inappropiate. though the characters are only 15 (i think) so that is on me for not caring how uncomfortable it could make others.

now onto the rest of your ask. i don’t know if Byler is going to be together. i don’t. i ship it because i like it. when we get the next season we will see. i willingly choose to spend my time on discussing Byler knowing i’m not really that confident in it. nobody is forcing me to do this. i know we may get queerbaited. but i don’t care.

there is that section of Bylers that got utterly destroyed by vol 2 and either converted to M!leven and now mock us for still shipping Byler (there must be a name for that phenomenon because how) or are bitter and lashing out at Duffers because they lost their faith and now Byler bad. i assume you are the second. i hope you are proven wrong because you seem heated about the topic. to the point you sent me an ask about it.

Duffers did make a lot of writing mistakes and choices i disagree with. whether Byler happens or not i do plan on discussing what i had a problem with after watching s5 because i need to see how they will handle the characters’ arcs to make a post as there could be surprises awaiting us. and talk about how i’d handle certain plotlines as a person that can’t write anything coherent.

keep in mind that Montauk, the original ST, drew inspo from It, and if there was a potential season 2 to Montauk, they wanted to straight up go the It route by having the characters grown up and some leave the town then come back when it all gets fucked up again and join forces for the second time.. they do also mention It, and Stephen King as inspiration. you can see it in the current series too. Willelmike is literally a ripoff of the love triangle between Ben, Bev and Bill. Ben’s poem and Will’s painting.. it’s so blatant. and those that watched the movies know how said love triangle ends.

Gayer Things is a great series that i suggest you need to have more faith in.

[sailorsally]

i did too initially but nowadays I think Vicki was just more excited about feeling like she broke the free love glass ceiling. As something written in 2006 it’s a hard read to return to for a myriad of reasons but I digress. The title of his book comes from his poem Sun and Shadow, which opens with

I got a call from you. We complimented each other for having Told the truth, For having that to count on All these years. And Ends:

And I said to you, "I'm freezing," which I was, And that I had to go inside. "Inside where?" "Just a café," I lied, As I opened the door to a tanning salon. There are some things I still can't tell you.

and it sort of lampshades a breed of dysfunctional relationship dynamics unique to people who have been burdened by non-monogamy. I say I think misha struggled more with fidelity bc he says he’s tempted by other women 3(?) times; and in The Wrong Road, he calls the lady he is on a date with “dangerous” because he is a married man holding 40 years of loneliness.

i think it’s telling how much he was already willing to admit to in his book (and I respect him for it, the vulnerability) but he also chose them modestly, bc he wanted his friends and family and eventually children to be able to read it, so it stands to reason that there’s a lot more that went on, that’s likely a lot less palatable. But what gives me solace is that that book was written with so much self awareness, that I could trust him to be a good person no matter what because he’s always going to keep trying to be good-er!

First of all, "married man holding 40 years of loneliness" absolutely floored me.

I think Misha is one of those people whocarry this innate loneliness and sadness with them and that certainly isn't anyone's fault. There are both adventages and disadventages to being a 'feeler' like that.

I too appreciate the honesty in his poetry though in this case, to me it doesn't necessaty sound like he is struggling with infidelity. Or maybe not in the sense that people usually do - I feel like he feels more sadness than guilt. It's not like he is struggling because he is being seduced and wants another woman. He is stuggling because he is desperate for connection and it has come to this. I don't know if this is making sense at all.

I really apprecciate him putting so much of himself out there. I think his portry book is wonderful because it is so real. It's not about him being good or bad but about him being human and what I like about Misha in general is that he never tried to embelish his humanity.

[xx-snuggles-xx]

helloo!!

i used to have a blog like this but i got sad [#lol🥲] and deleted it. my main is @bug5-4-friend5 :0 i’m looking for friend so feel free to message me but don’t be sliding sexual style into my dms pls,, my wishlist is linked below if you’re so kind enough to get me a gift please let me know in a dm or anon so i can properly thank you :) (no ill intent)

anyyyyway :P here are some things about me!

my name is M or Morrie! :)

my pronouns are they/he

i’m 19

i’m a sophomore in college :0

I have not declared BUT i’m going to major in art and gender & sexuality studies!!!! so cool right :D

i love any media of art i can get my hands on

im polygender -nonbinary and trans masc

im achillean/bisexual :3 meaning i only am attracted to masculine people (normally only men or non-binary people, but sometimes also butch women)

i am on the acearo spectrum :)

YAY’s! :)

music (my favorites atm are “House Made of Ash” by Lil Darkie and “M” by Florist)

the arts 🤌 (lmaoo) anyway with out having dived tooo deep into it i like the surrealist art movement and also dadá 👌

poetry 🫶 (i LOve richard siken OH My god, favorite poem is “Scheherazade”) i also like “Jesus at a gay bar” by Jay Hulme

doordash,,, you’re telling me i don’t have to leave my house and i can still get my favorite food? helllll nah, broski that’s the devils work ;)

NAY’s! :(

the smell of weed :/ (so sad ik)

casseroles,, but especially like. like most traditional (not northern) meatloafs, i have yet to try one casserole that i like.

bacon, pizza, hot dogs, most chicken nuggets, fried chicken, basically any fun food :/

Pablo Picasso- i do understand he was very monumental for the art world though i have my reasons not to like him :|

how I spend my free time

making art! :D

photography

homework

writing poetry

crocheting

taking naps _(,’o｣∠)_

making jewelry :0

YAY’s! ;)

men

mlm (nblm nblnb t4t achellian)

pet play (bunny puppy) :3

cnc

s0mno :)

impact play

edging

praise

degradation

free use

breeding

NAY’s! >:(

fake safe words

most bodily fluids (pee vomit scat etc,, blood is okay in certian situations)

most anti bodily autonomy (de-trans, slavery, forced impr3g, forced fem/masc, anything racial, “sissy” etc)

DNI-

de trans

Eating disorder/Ana/mia… Blogs

minors

homophobes racists transphobes etc

cis-hets can interact but don’t be idiotic pls :3

this post is.. not done btw�� :v lmao

[celiastjamesoscar]

Hello honey!

To be completely honest, I know basically nothing about Poe... I only knew the Annabel Lee poem and the raven. Other than that I was completely lost. I want to look up all of the references that were used and then rewatch the show again with this knowledge in mind. The whole show was so aesthetically pleasing with a great horror story that has a cool deeper meaning. Plus, I just enjoyed watching the family die cause they were all terrible people. Camille has hot boss ass bitch rights though, this excuses her behavior. House of Usher is my second favorite Mike creation, after Hill House. Then Oculus and Hush. Bly is too sad and Midnight Mass too boring to be mentioned. AND YES VERNA AND MADELINE!! I GASPED WHEN THEY KISSED. Younger Madeline is so hot, I loved her in the Scream TV show. My favorite scene at the end was when Verna put the personal belongings on each of their graves. It showed again what kind of person they all were and what was most important to them. Beautiful.

Excuse me ma'am, where did you hear that?? I only heard about Jenna because she is booked and busy but even she wants to make time for Scream. I absolutely LOVE scream but not with Sam in it even more. If Melissa is not in it I will riot!

And this or next weekend, we will get a 5 month old central Asian Owtscharka puppy!! I'm so excited!!

Annabel Lee is probably my favorite poem by him. I only know so much about his work because the high school I went to had an English class that was only literature like that; and we would read Poe’s work for about a month. You should definitely look up all the references and then rewatch it!! I loved the reference to Roderick and Madeline sealing his boss up in the wall, based off of The Cask of Amontillado. They ALL were shitty people, but I did kind of like Viv. Camille automatically gets a free pass, she basically did nothing wrong compared to the others. I haven’t seen Oculus or Hush, but they are on my watchlist. Gerald’s Game is a good movie by him that I really loved, but there’s one scene that messed me up 😬 The only thing that was interesting about Midnight Mass were those angel things. THEIR KISS CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD, BUT I LOVED IT!!! Is it bad that I’ve never seen the Scream TV show? That final scene with Verna was so chilling and the impact it had was astonishing!! Roderick getting the whiskey glass was chef’s kiss

I’ve seen it over the past couple of months on Twitter about Mel not being in 7, but I highly doubt the new directors will exclude her. I mean, without Mel and Jenna, there goes half of their audience. I need to see Sam in her tank tops or else I will lose my mind!! We can riot together

When you do get the new puppy, I would love to see some pictures of them!! I googled some pictures of the breed and they are so adorable!

[vole-mon-amour]

1x04, part 1.

I have a purebred British short-hair myself and nope, this one ain't it. It's a stray with no breed. Often people mix British cats with Scottish ones, too. British short-hairs are my one true love.

I don't think I've had a good family relationship in this series since Hill House? I mean, sure, there was Bly Manor with the kids, but the had their disagreement.

This? I'm happy to see that at least SOME people in the family were close. Makes me think of Luke and Nellie. Of Luke and Steven (especially these two, Steve UNDERSTOOD Luke in a way. While Nell and Luke were twins which means they shared EVERYTHING). So Luke and Steven work better for these two in my eyes. He's full on in denial and cries his eyes out, plus he's angry with that family of him. I mean, he's THE only one who cries at the table, and she visited him before going to the lab.

a king!! i mean, a lying and cheating piece of shit, but he's so real for this one. i think both Mike and Rahul might've outdone themselves with this one.

Mike with his writing, Rahul with his acting.

considering that my parents died 12-13 days within each other, even I wouldn't be able to answer that question. that's fucking HARD and painful.

the raven, heh?

so wait a damn moment. she's a raven, she's a chimpanzee, she's a cat. all black & all animals. aside from using her human form, of course. but 'you lot'. and wait a damn moment, at the shelter she was wearing a choker but i'd call it a collar for sure.

i'm actually sad Camille died so fast. she was a very interesting character exactly because she was the smart one.

grief do be doing things like that to you and your body.

hey, um... so she's an ancient shapeshifting entity. girlfriend material. :)

so, does he think they're doing it on purpose? and ARE they doing it on purpose? or is the entity making them do it? orrr they're so mad at him that they're actually doing it themselves?

Mike taking a 50 minute poem and making into THIS. The mind of that man!!

I find this incredibly sad 'cause I get Rod's dilemma. But he grew into that role. He told the same words to his children. "Sir, yes, sir." I have conflicting feelings about this.

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE. and it seems that she only shows herself to the dude? the others don't see her and how she constantly smacks him and scratches him? hehe. don't be a dick to cats.

I see you, Mike. I see him playing Cyberpunk 2077, heh.

My dude, you're just a mouse to her. She's probably hundreds, if not thousands years old.

oh, she's gonna eat you alive. <3

thor's hammer aka this is a comedy, lmaooo.