#bre rambles

[spectres-fulcrum]

But no, about my deep dive into the wayback machine. There’s been this whole ado lately about misogynistic men saying “female fans mostly aren’t real fans” and “those who like Disney era SW just want a strong female lead.” And it’s kraytspit, of course. But it also gets me thinking about how I’ve lived and breathed Star Wars since I was 7.

How Mom started me with Episode I and I just asked “where is Darth Vader” so we actually started with IV and it’s funny that in the end I liked the prequels more. My sister worked at Burger King and got all the kids meal Episode 3 toys for us and I spent hours playing with them and rearranging them on the shelf and I still won’t let them be thrown away.

How mom read Jedi Apprentice and Jedi Quest to me. The way we stumbled across Secrets of the Jedi at my aunt’s local library and it felt like discovering treasure and we had to read the entire book before our vacation ended. Finding favorites in the series and checking them out over and over to read on my own-school library, local library. Mom read me Junior Jedi Knights and I met Han and Leia’s son for the first time. Grew up a bit, read Young Jedi Knights on my own. Remember reading the Emperor’s Plague while my girl scout troop was on an archery field trip. Checked out the Episode I visual Dictionary from my local library a hundred times. And Amidala’s Journal.

I grew up watching the OG Clone Wars. One of the first video games I owned was the Episode III plug in and play game. I had it in 2nd grade when I got the flu and my dad and I played it a ton. My friend would come over just to play it and I resorted to hiding it in my closet.

Went to SW.com a lot. I remembering playing the coloring book, a picture of Padme in the meadow in AotC. The Who Said It was my mine and my mom’s thing. There was a section of question and answers on every movie and I loved it so much. Leia’s wookieepedia page was the first wookieepedia page I ever read and I was so amazed by how detailed it was.

I remember giggling too loudly at Rotta the huttling when I was ten and he was so tiny and cute for a huttling in the movie theater. The Clone wars was my preteens-stupid hatred for Satine, cute butterflies for Luxsoka, etc.

I remember QuizUp being The Thing in early high school and living in the Star Wars category cause where else would I be?

And then, it all stopped. The old EU was no longer canon and so much of what I grew up with I held my breath to see. What it would trample over. I still don’t think I’ve read anything with the Solo kids-the real Solo kids- since then. Maybe very early on. Not since TFA for sure. Meanwhile I can’t bring myself to read new Jedi Apprentice era stuff. Like it’s odd.

Off topic. But point is. That’s not getting into the fandom side of things. Point is. I’ve lived and breathed this series since I was seven. I grew up on it. If some dude ever claimed I wasn’t a real fan I’d laugh in their faces. But no one should be accused of it simple because of their gender. And cause it’s being thrown about I’ve been thinking about my roots a lot.

I think the real point of this tho is I’ve always been a books and cartoons>movies Star Wars girlie.

[malibuhearts]

just coming on here to say fuck the vols. aggies by 90 🔝🔝🔝

[breanime]

I feel like we should talk more.

(This is gonna get kind of rambly, but stay with me here)

Inbox is open for fandom chats or whatever else. I respond in one of two ways: immediately like a creeper or it takes a while cause I got trapped by a nap, but either way. I respond!

Come hop into my askbox, especially if you wanna talk The Last Kingdom, Peaky Blinders or any other fandom or topic!

I'll start with some fandom opinions: Eh hem...

Shameless should have been about a Black family on the South Side of Chicago. I would like her (see below) play Fiona

GOOD GIRLS FUMBLED THE BAG!!!! MANNY MONTANA CARRIED THAT SHOW!

I didn't watch the first season of The Last Kingdom, and therefore don't get people's attachments to Aethelwold or Iseult, but I respect it lol

The last season of Mayans was such a collection of High/Low moments, I'm still unsure about watching the final season that's coming out soon

There's too many Marvel shows and movies and spinoffs now. I feel like a fussy old man yelling at a cloud here, but dammit, enough is enough! And if you're gonna do all this Marvel content, then at least let Sam Wilson be the hero and MAIN character he's meant to be!

If I were in True Blood, I would want to be a vampire. But I'd want my maker to be long dead by the time I got to Bon Temps

I can't stand Grace Burgess. Full stop.

Here's a list of Girlboss "Evil" Ladies that I adore: Lucretia and Illythia from Spartacus, Dagmar from Enchantment, Brida from The Last Kingdom, POLLY MFING GRAY from Peaky Blinders, Gemma from Sons of Anarchy, Jinx from Arcane, Me, NAEVIA my angel queen from Spartacus, Cersei Lannister from Game of Thrones

Despite loving The Last Kingdom and Peaky Blinders, I normally don't watch shows like those anymore because I get very bored with and feel removed from shows/movies with a majority white only cast. I like to place myself into the story, and the lack of diversity in media really takes me out of the story.

I think more TV shows should have a random musical episode if applicable

[majorproblems77]

D, H, Y

Hey Bre!

D: What’s the most personal fanfic you’ve written?

Unravelling. I've got experience from both sides of the main characters' perspectives there. Both Knowing What Wind feels like seeing a friend go through what Sky goes through, and What Sky goes through. (With less magic of course haha)

H: How would you describe your writing style?

Rambly and dialogue-driven, With a mixed POV that jumps as I see fit. I know it's not for everyone but its mine and I like it.

Y: What are your thoughts on your personal satisfaction with something you’ve written vs. the popularity of your stories?  Do you tend to be most satisfied with your most popular stories?  

Oh god no. I've got a fic which is MUCH more popular than my fave fic by a long shot. And that's not to say I dont have satisfaction with it because I DO. I love that story and I'm incredibly proud of how popular its become. I love to see a fic I've worked hard on getting the recognition, it's a great feeling to get that acknowledgement on something you've worked really hard on.

But There are several reasons why I might find satisfaction in a piece I've written. Mainly If I've told the story how I want to tell it. If it's a personal experience story etc. It might be a piece I've worked for months on changing, fixing and editing to make it perfect in my eyes. Finally getting that story out there after all that time does of course give me a sense of satisfaction.

I suppose it's a mixture. If you've put time into something you naturally want to see it do well. But sometimes that satisfaction comes from actually finishing the story and getting it posted.

Thanks for the Ask! :)

[green-hoshi]

What’s your favorite LU headcanon?

Ooooh that's a good question, thank you!

I actually had to think about that for a while because I usually read a lot of headcanon but I don't have a lot of headcanon myself. Or I just forget to write them down or something and they completely vanish from my little head (silly memory).

I think my biggest headcanon is probably about how the Chain learned about each others' adventure. I really like to imagine that all of them kept things from each other (like Twi not saying anything about Wolfie, or Four about the Colors...). They just don't want the others to feel disappointed or weirded out by some of their more gruesome stories.

So, they hide a lot from the each other but they are not really good at it. For example, Wolfie getting hurt and somehow Twi has the same nasty cut on the same spot that he tried to hide from Hyrule. And some of them being kind of gossipy or nosy (*cough* Legend *cough*), some secrets get revealed and it just develops into a big guessing game to find who is the biggest liar of them all.

Time gets disqualified because he is WAY too mysterious about everything, no one knows when he is telling the truth or not. And no one suspects Sky because he looks too innocent.

They eventually crown Wild as 'The Hero of Lies' when they learn about the Shrine of Resurrection from Flora. Wild just sad he can't mess with them anymore. Maybe Time will tell them a bit more about his adventures but Wild refuses to give the old man his title of 'The Hero of Lies'.

[brebreth3bee]

New one joins my rebuilding collection. Still a screw you shawn.

[graveyarrdshift]

I FUCKING LOVE DRINKING MILK!!! NO CEREAL, JUST PLAIN WJITE MILK!!!!

[sillyvampir3]

GUYS IDK IF I CAN CONTINUE TO DRAW BECAUSE MY TABLET IS BUGGING OUT

[loz-the-noob]

I love the Squid Sisters.

[rush-the-stars]

so are we gonna talk ab nai like impregnating all the plants or

[hamishcat437]

Happy Flat Fuck Friday <3

[runicmagitek]

for the character thing, terra

Why I like them. I love her journey to better understand who she is and where she came from. I love her strength to live in the end when all magic disappears and chooses her own path for once. I love how she desperately tries to connect with others, only to realize she's different, and even allows herself to give into that difference.

Why I don’t. I'm rarely a fan of characters with amnesia. I get it's mostly done so that both the main character and player can experience things with fresh eyes, but it usually makes me less interested than I should be.

Favorite scene. Always love when the gang returns to Narshe and Terra just goes full esper and flies off. And then she proceeded to take a nap for the next several hours in the game. Good for her. Love that for her.

Favorite line. I can't remember or find the lines, but I always enjoyed Terra's monologue in Mobliz before rejoins the party during World of Ruin. The whole bit about love and learning to accept herself.

Favorite outfit. Her Amano design in red and pink has always been a classic! love that look. She's so stylish!

OTP. CELES OMG. Seriously, the thought of them growing up in the Empire together, them learning to bond and support each other despite those horrors… both of them being ripped away from each other… Terra losing her memories and asking Celes IF SHE'S BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE. And then Celes going out of her way to do some opera bullshit and even GO BACK TO THE PLACE THAT WAS PREPARED TO EXECUTE HER???? IN ORDER TO SAVE TERRA???? If that ain't gay, I don't know what is.

Brotp. I always loved the pep talk of sorts General Leo gives Terra before they head for Thamasa. It's a shame they couldn't expand on that :'(

Head Canon. Terra never put her hair in a ponytail again after the final battle against Kefka. She grows it out and lets it be free as a reminder of what she lost and gained.

Unpopular opinion. I'm not a huge fan of Terra with pointed ears :\ like it's absolutely fine and I do think it's cute now and then, but it's not my go-to look for her. ALSO I Do Not like her being bound to helping out in Mobliz forever post-canon. She already spent a year helping the kiddos out. Let her live her own damn life and do as she pleased.

A wish. I hope she can travel the world and experience everything she desires.

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen. NO ONE HURTS HER AGAIN.

5 words to best describe them. Curious, protective, courageous, carefree, and hopeful

My nickname for them. I don't have any specific nicknames for except CELES' GIRLFRIEND T^T

[malibuhearts]

i won’t do a face reveal however i will do a cat reveal

introducing…

willow!

she’s small and chonky and loves to break random things that cost too much for me to replace but i love her the most

[ahalliance]

the hottest character arcs are the ones where the char slowly loses their mind over time. pushed to the brink of their sanity as they keep doing worse and worse things/horrible things keep happening to them. bonus points if by the end of things when Everything Is Completely Fucked they have a moment of self reflection

[majorproblems77]

What’s your current loungefly design?

I currently have a Grogu bag!

He is well loved.

What about you? What's your current bag?

[pshaven]

i found your account through the story of jealous jay... that's really amazing. would you write more for him? 🥹

ahh thank you smm!! ; girl bsf!reader, cunnilingus, implied pnv, enjoooyyyy

jay who just broke up with his girlfriend because she was insecure over you, his girl best friend, easily in his top three favorite women in the entire world.

he’s ranting to you, cheek against the palm of his hand as he tries to put into words how confused he is.

“i don’t get it. she’s— was, my girlfriend. i liked her, that’s why i even dated her in the first place? so why’s she even jealous over you?” he sighs frustratedly, because this is definitely not the first time one of jay’s ex’s broke up with him over him being too close with you.

you don’t really know how to break it to him. you know why the ex’s are all fussy about you, but you also know that if you were to tell jay that he has to distance himself from you, he would never do it.

you’re his favorite girl (other than his mother!). it would be too difficult for him to not hang out with you every other day. hell, he couldn’t imagine living a life without you.

“jay…” you start, placing a comforting hand on his thigh and you feel him tense slightly, “i think that, maybe… we shouldn’t keep seeing each other all the time while you’re dating somebody else.” you finally bite the bullet, but your shoulders still feel heavy.

jay doesn’t say anything for a solid minute. you start to feel even more awkward than you already were before, shifting slightly in your seat on the couch beside him and you begin to remove your hand from his thigh.

and then he scoffs. he shakes his head as if he’s in disbelief. “why does it sound like you’re breaking up with me too?” his tone sounding mean, hurt over that you would think he’d ever let you go.

well, he’ll just have to prove to you that you’re the only girl in his life.

“oh— ah, j-jay hold on!” you squeal, your legs being practically folded in half as your knees meet your chest. jay doesn’t waste any time, his tongue already prodding at your leaking entrance. his pinky finger hooking your ruined panties to the side, not bothering to fully take it off.

“damn,” he curses underneath his breath, the air fanning over your cunt that causes your hips to buck up into nothing. “leaking like you’ve been waiting for this, aren’t you? would’ve never wasted my time with her if i knew you were waiting for me all this time…” he rambles, staring lasers into your clenching cunt.

you whine, hips needlessly pushing towards his face. “stop it…” you say meekly, throwing an arm over your heated face. he tsks, his hand reaching up to remove your arm.

“cover your face again ‘n i’ll tie your hands together,” he says meanly, but his hand thats interlocking yours shows you otherwise.

but that mercy is easily taken away as he dips his head forward, tongue exploring your insides and he groans into you.

with a cry of his name, you writhe and squirm on the couch, your grip on his hand tightening and he reciprocates as well. his thumb caresses the back of your hand, so kindly…

totally opposite of the tongue that’s bullying your entrance and clit, switching back and forth like he’s indecisive on which to focus on more— but he easily solves the issue with a finger slipping inside with ease from your slick.

you start panting, “fuucckk— oh fuck, wa-it,” your voice breaking when jay enters another finger inside you, the stretch already more than what you’re typically used to.

he chuckles at your squirming, not bothering to obey your small pleas and cries for him to slow down. he’s too entranced with your taste, his tongue swirling and toying with your sensitive clit and the way you clench around his fingers? oh, he highly doubts you actually want him to slow down.

jay’s fingers entering in and out of you, the loud squelches of your sloppy cunt making you feel hot and embarrassed, but the overwhelming pleasure makes you dizzy. he pulls away to give your poor clit a small break, but his fingers are still relentless.

“girl, don’t fight me…” he drawls, leaning his face into your neck, peppering wet kisses near your ear. “wanna cum for me?” he whispers so gently, causing your hips to fuck back into his fingers. he groans at this, his voice near your ear making you even more sensitive.

you nod your head earnestly, your free hand grabbing onto his wrist that’s between your legs. “pleaassseeee,” you whine, moving your head to look at him.

he peers up from your neck, a smirk playing on his handsome features that makes you weak. he hums, “my girl wants a kiss?” and you nod again, a cute pout on your lips that he can’t refuse.

bringing his face closer to yours, he meets your lips into a sloppy kiss, your pace already needy and fast, contradicting his originally slow pace. he moans into your kiss, the hard on in his pants getting even more difficult to ignore.

his fingers curl up inside you, your lips parting against jay’s lips, whimpering and moaning loudly as your orgasm suddenly rushes over you. jay responds by kissing you harder, intent on stealing your breath away as you do your best to keep up with his kiss.

“nonono, ahh…” you whimper, your hips twitching from oversensitivity with jay still thrusting his fingers. he laughs softly, pulling his fingers away and giving your cunt a cute pat.

you stare at him with furrowed brows, but you look non-threatening with your chest heaving from catching your breath. “what was that for?!”

jay shrugs, “makin’ sure she can still handle my cock.”