#brb i need to scream into a pillow

[mercymaker]

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭.

This beautiful art of Maleane & Astarion was made by the wonderfully talented @tadpole-apocalypse thank you so much!!! They're open to commissions, so check them out!

[anyasathenaeum]

Listen, I don’t have a type.

*sweating a lil* I swear, I don’t have a type, it’s just-

*sweating profusely* I MAY HAVE A TYPE OKAY MAYBE JUST MAYBE HAVE MERCY

[lucifer-spawn]

i am but a lovesick idiot

[singeryuri]

sureeeee, you can go into the main tag of your f/o.. but Watch Out

[lovevalley45]

man finding sources is always the worst i found two sources that i was like wow! these have promise! BUT THEY WERE BOTH PUBLISHED BEFORE I CAN BE TAKING SOURCES FROM I’M GONNA START THROWING THINGS

[chaos--mode]

@hidefire continue from here ♡ — Connor RK800

Connor is an idiot. It's the only explanation he can conjure, truly. Why else would he be standing here, face tinged blue with frustration and embarrassment, his long-ignored feelings bubbling up out of him like an uncontrollable avalanche of rushed words? And Rain doesn't even understand.

How on Earth did this even happen?

The blush across his cheeks only worsens at the nickname. His hands curl into fists at his sides and he tries to calm the flurry of activity in his processors. A couple low-priority warnings pop up in his field of view. He immediately dismisses them, eyes focused on the object of his affection.

"Have you ever stopped to consider why I constantly allow you to escape?" he demands, because surely, surely, she can't be that oblivious. He'd thought he was being too obvious.

[brightermorepls]

I'm.... They.... WTF.... 💀

[nordarknessdimsthesky]

A linguistic analysis of tumblr hyperbole in the tags

This post expands my previous analysis of hyperbolic reactions to cluster tags by themes. There were too many themes, some of them overlapping, to create a cohesive graph. Instead, I present several overarching themes from a data set of 50 tags observed and documented in various corners of tumblr.

1. Feeling Normal™️

Tags within this cluster profess Normal feelings (read: extreme excitement, enthusiasm, obsession, derangement, etc.).

#mmmmrrrghuhhhhghhh #I'm so normal about it teehee #absolutely not rending my clothing #feeling very normal and not feral at all #i will simply never recover #gif sets sent to personally destroy me #i can't cope #the eyes #i'm a puddle #i am INCONSOLABLE #i am DISTRAUGHT #IM NOT OKKAAAAAAYYYYYY #FEELING TOTALLY ONE HUNDRED PERCENT NORMAL

2. Feralness

The following data points conjure animalistic behavior. There’s a non-zero amount of biting and chewing involved.

#chomping biting barking #biting my arms off #rattling my cage #[incoherent biting noises] #chewing glass #chewing through wood #*shaking the bars of my enclosure* HELLO!!!!!!!! #climbing the walls #biting gnawing chewing #im gonna rip off my front door and eat it

3. Noisy Emotional Outbursts

These tags encompass crying, screaming, yelling, and other loud reactions.

# shaking sobbing crying #SCREAMIIIING BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL #*no thoughts only wailing* #i am SOBBING #IM CRYING LIKE A BITCH #*just fucking yelling* #S C R E A M #screeching into a pillow #brb sobbing for 5-7 business years

4. Throwing

All of these tags except the last one involve being thrown instead of throwing things. I, personally, am entertained by the range of places/situations people are throwing themselves into.

#i am going to THROW MYSELF into the SEA #hurl me into the sea #hurl me into the sun #trebuchet me into the sun #hurl me straight at europa #vent me out of an airlock #slam me against a wall #put me in a box and throw me down the stairs #throwing myself into traffic you know? #just defenestrate me already #defenestrate me #absolutely hurl me through plate glass #i'm going to start tossing furniture

5. Bodily Harm

There’s a good deal of overlap with the previous theme. Nearly all of the tags involving throwing would result in varying degrees of bodily harm. Here are the tags outside of the Throwing subgroup.  

#im going to throw upppppp #tearing my hair out #banging my head against the wall #SCREAMIIIING BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL #biting my arms off #microwaving myself #crumple me up and microwave me

6. Absurdism

My personal favorite cluster. The imagery conjured and resulting comedic hyperbole is just [chef’s kiss].

#im gonna rip off my front door and eat it #crumple me up and microwave me #put me in a box and throw me down the stairs #defenestrate me #absolutely hurl me through plate glass

7. Keysmashes

These tags center less around meaning and more around style, so they form the last group. A handful of these could fall under Noisy Emotional Outbursts because they represent reaction noises. In my linguistic judgment, keysmashing increases the hyperbole – consider augh versus aughfhghghghhh – the latter reads as prolonged and more intense emotionally.

#aghdjakgsjadhjaka * #hrhrhrhgnnnghhhhh #aughfhghghghhh #mmmmrrrghuhhhhghhh #I'm so normal about it teehee #waughfhghghh #oughhhhghghhh

*one digression in a friend discord server was how people interpret keysmashes in their minds. Some hear the first couple letters and then some sputtering, others hear static. It’s a common joke that you need a minor in linguistics to understand conversations in this friend group. Such is the nature of things when the chaos linguist energy is strong.

[moodywyrm]

Cockwarming w ellie, except you get too worked up n start pushing onto it and then the rest is alll u babe🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

nonnie the noise I let out was fucking inhuman ,,,,, u can't just say this shit to me i'll go insane

I imagine that Ellie can be such a lil shit when she wants to be, so just fucking imagine coming to her all needy n whiny n hor knee one day, literally begging her to fuck you (in a cool consensual way). n she's like sorry baby I have work to do (no she doesn't) but you can sit on my strap n wait for me like a good girl :) (it's all part of her plan) n ur like ok yeah I'll take it pls bb

so she makes u strip, n then she strips down to a wife pleaser (way cuter name for those tank tops) n her boxers, puts on the strap, sits down n her big gaming chair n hauls u onto her lap. helps u sink down, but right as u try to start bouncing she holds u down with her deceptively strong arms.

'no baby, we made a deal. just sit here n be good for me' n ur all pouty but u agree, draping ur arms around her shoulders n tucking ur face into her neck, pressing ur tits against her chest, trying to just zone out, maybe snooze (probably not) while u wait for her. n Ellie, the lil shit, is really just doing some busy work that she could absolutely delay. so she starts running a hand up n down ur back, making u shiver, wiggling 'to get more comfortable' but really just so the 6in girthy strap shifts around inside u n makes u squirm. it takes like fifteen minutes for u to snap out of it n realize what she's doing, bc she hasn't typed or moved anything on her desk for a while, caught up in teasing u. n u, mildly annoyed at her antics, just sit up and brace both hands against her shoulders, pushing her against the back of the chair n frowning.

'ur just teasing me for fun >:(' all pouty. n she's like ??? no??? (liar) n she's about to get back to her antics when u pull her hands of ur waist and hold them down against the arm rest, basically pinning her down while u start grinding against her. u tip ur head back n starting bouncing, whining and moaning for her, n she swears she's never seen u look so needy. ur covered in a sheen of sweat from her teasing, ur neck all pretty n exposed, ur tits bouncing n ur thighs slapping against hers, n she can't do a goddamn thing.

'fuck, baby, u really needed me, huh?' she murmurs, trying to move her hands n moaning when u move one to ur waist n the other to ur tits. u lean forward, ur tits in her face, n place ur hands on the back of the gaming chair so u can bounce even harder. the change in pace n position makes the strap hit her clit through the boxers, n she moans so loud it catches her off guard. she's basically pawing at u, mouthing at ur tits n whispering praises against ur skin, her eyes rolling back with the friction against her clit getting more n more intense.

n then, u switch to grinding, pulling her face away from ur tits n holding it in both hands while u kiss her, sloppy n whiny but so fucking good. the grinding puts constant, delicious pressure on her cunt n her legs start shaking. knowing she's about to snap, she moves one hand down to ur sweet lil cunt n starts toying with ur clit, moaning into ur mouth when u let out the sweetest, choked out lil whine, shaking against her as she pushes u over the edge, one hand still toying with ur sensitive nipples. seeing u cum for her so prettily really fucking does it for her, bc she starts cumming so hard she whites out for second, panting into ur mouth as u whine, the both of u writhing n moaning n gripping at each other as u ride out ur highs.

once u both come down n are trying to regain ur breathing, she just goes 'holy shit' n u look at her n give her a lil smack on the arm, more of a pat really, before going 'u asshole' n giving her a sweet lil kiss <3

i need to go scream into my pillow brb

[lifemod17]

thoughts on 'Unaired EP'

IN THIS ESSAY I WILL-

below the cut in case you don't want spoilers <3

Nobody's Soldier

THE FUCKIN FALSETTO IS DRIVING ME INSANE ITS LIKE HE LACED THIS SONG WITH CRACK

"Benzos and gasoline" line is WILD (it is so hot for no reason wtf Andrew)

the little break that happens at 1:43 with. i don't even know what that is? like a sort of distorted / reverbed guitar bend / riff? either way, LOVE THAT.

also lets give it up one time for the organ, that is SO GNARLY, YOU CANNOT DENY IT!!!

hearing the live version vs. this recorded one is different, I literally went "OMFG WHAT IS THIS PART" starting at 2:53 when he gets all whisper-y WHY IS IT SO HOT

Listen man, I am a sucker for a good pause, and that pause after the bridge has me UNWELL.

SLOWING IT DOWN for the ending will never not be iconic. you don't see that happening a lot!

the intake of breath on the outro??!! tumblr user lifemod17 is NOT FARING WELL

July

so full of hope and promise and really just about having that thing or that someone to look forward to. The definition of "postpone that funeral"

THE SYNTHS??? FORGIVE HIM FATHER FOR HE HAS SYNTH!!!

"JUST KNOWING THAT'S GETTING ME THROUGH"?!?!?!? I wanna throw up. that is a Tonee-ass line. yeah 'July' is DEFINITELY taking the crown. This is my favorite from the EP.

i WAS right! he says 'prada' because it just made so much sense with the 'wore me out' line.

the whole second half had me in SHAMBLES. the lyrics were already insane but also throw in his soft voice mixed with the FUNKY & GROOVY beat?? I fear it is so over for me (I was genuinely screaming into a pillow and needed to sit down even though I was already sat and also I didn't know what to do with my person so I was just laying there and looking up at the ceiling while fighting off tears. I was SHOOK.)

It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and makes me want to roll downhill a field and pick flowers to give to strangers

Have I mentioned the pen game? Because it is on level 9000. His pen was on fire when he has writing this

B A S S O U T R O GOT ME ACTING TF UP

That You Are

I was not expecting the lyrics to be "that I'd be anywhere that you are". im sorry but that is devastatingly beautiful and rips my heart out brb sobbing

my wig quietly and peacefully ascended from my head.

it's a lot more raw, production wise. the vocals aren't super clean, but I actually really like it this way!!! it makes the song that much more precious, gentle, intimate

Bedouine's vocals NEVER DISAPPOINTS!! She always has a way of transporting you with her music- makes you feel like you're floating above water

I needed to sautee the yearning for this one, its so pretty but hits you right in the feels

The fact that this is speculated to be the contender for the spot of 'I, Carrion (Icarian)' I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN Andrew please do an EP breakdown cuz I need to know!

that little instrumental interlude towards the bridge is so lovely and the entire song really! I think they did a good job of splitting the vibe 50/50 <- I say this because I listen to Bedouine a lot and the vibe of her songs is definitely here. it just really shows that they both wrote this together. its not a feature, its a collab

We're all gonna cry and then afterwards we're all gonna hug cuz this song just inflicted so much emotional damage upon all of us

[brittle-doughie]

The Gist of the Dangerous Exchange

This is one of my favorite events, how have I not done something about it yet-

The encounter with the Chess Choco twins would unintentionally have been the closest you got to being brought into the Darkness. (Rip Pomegranate) The inner parent within you wouldn’t have seen anything wrong with their antics, fully willing to go along with what they wish for you, unaware of the ties they had with the cookie that was after you.

“Oh! You can be our King/Queen piece!”

“Be our King/Queen piece.”

Earl Grey Cookie though…you were suspicious of him just as much as you were with the previous CoD members, but that fact wasn’t known to you yet. You just had this odd feeling with the him, no matter how close and friendly he tried to get with you.

Trying to give you the first class experience, your very own room with all your needs met, even a bell to call for him if need be. Normally, you’d be pretty thankful of such treatment, but again, the vibes he’d give off made you steadfast.

As per the two’s request, you were made to be their King/Queen piece. You really couldn’t say no to the two, it made you happy to see them happy when you accepted, much to Brave and friends’ surprise. The twins made it pretty apparent that they were next level in terms of their skill for this game.

King: You were well protected by their pieces on the board, Gingerbrave and friends could not find an opening with how well guarded your position was.

Queen: The twins were a lot more loose with their pieces, but your role as a Queen piece meant you were actively taking the Brave gang’s pieces more often.

Those feelings about Earl Grey from earlier only seemed to become validated when came time for the chess game. You weren’t an expert with this game at all, but even you could see that Earl Grey seemed to be purposely throwing the match with his stalling.

A part of you was relieved when Gingerbrave decided to be, well, Gingerbrave, and win the match by putting you in checkmate. Hey, guess cheating was fine as long as you win, right?

The twins were not having it with Brave’s actions though. They demanded a rematch as you tried to calm them down, but Brave and the others grabbed you and led you away out of there, calling out to the two to take care now since there wasn’t really a whole lot you could do. Now the twins were even more upset at seeing you go, with Earl Grey having to be the one to calm them down…

“We lost…our perfect plans…”

“Our plans failed…”

“Where are Gingerbrave and the others?”

The twins had to solemnly admit that they got away..

“Was a cookie with a bright soul with them?”

The twins perked up a little with this question, saying that they did with Y/N Cookie! They reminisce on how fun it was to play chess with them, they even made them their most important piece! It was like when they saw into your, they saw a piece of family in your soul. An important piece….

“Hmph, I see…”

BRB, Dark Enchantress Cookie gotta slam her head against a table and scream into a pillow for losing Y/N Cookie AGAIN

“However, there will be another opportunity…”

“We’re sorry…”

“We are sorry…”

“Seek me out. We have much work to do…”

“We’re gonna win next time! And then Y/N Cookie will play with us again!”

“We will win next time. Y/N Cookie will play with us again.”

“Yes, they’re quite special, aren’t they…? I will be waiting..”

[for-a-longlongtime]

CALLING ALL THE BISEXUALS

it appears we have been summoned

by the bi lighting*

to come look at him

LOOKIT.

Stop it he's so fucking beautiful

i can't even stand it anymore

brb need to go scream in a pillow

(* bisexual lighting is a cinematic/art thing, yes)

ty @magpiepills for the line 'summoning the bisexuals', I just had to make a post with it 💜

(I'm not defining him ok, I'm just pointing out the bat signal for all of us bi's here on Tumblr so don't come for me, just enjoy the pretty picture)

honary mention to @immarocketman because i swear to god I had to take a second look, for a moment i thought it was one of your gorgeous Din paintings!

[ghost4ghosts]

brb screaming into a pillow!!!!!!!

from this latest interview here

in plain text:

Izzy went through another transformation earlier this season with his peg leg. Was becoming the new “unicorn” of the Revenge vital for his character development this season?

Yeah, I’ve been thinking about this a lot today because I’ve been asked various questions around this theme. And what I think is lovely about Izzy’s arc or Izzy’s redemption is we don’t change who he was. It’s a version of who he was, who is now feeling gratitude and acceptance. And we can talk about the closet, whether it’s an emotional closet or a sexual closet. He comes out of the closet this season, figuratively and visibly, and every queer person has that story. They’re all different versions of the story, but the relief of the coming out process, it’s life-changing. That’s what Izzy does in this season, is he comes out and it’s had a profound effect on the audience. So many of them have already themselves or want to, or need to, and they let him, our writers let him. It’s lovely.

[ohsc]

nsfw headcanons you ask? don’t mind if i do :) LMAO

sam and a spit kink…. LISTEN, it won’t leave my mind and i just can not stop thinking about messy dirty make-out sessions omfg i need to be PUT DOWN

and dean? to me, personally, would fuckin LOVE his partner riding him, just the position and even just thigh riding he’d fucking EAT IT UP like he’d be smug as hell with his partner using him to get off while he just sits there, encouraging but also like ‘aw, you need help?’ like 😵‍💫🙂‍↕️

i’ve thought about this too much bc i’m ovulating IS THAT TMI AHSJDKSJS IDK 😭

SAM AND A SPIT KINK AKDJWKFKE AAGH BRB SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW YES

honestly feel like sam loves like getting filthy with sex when he gets into it, like messy make outs and spit ( @sammyluvr put the idea of him being turned on by his partner drooling into my head and i can’t get it out) and i mean. i think it’s a solid agreement across the entire fandom that he likes to eat his partner out and he gets messy with it literally like a starved man. also feel like he’s the type to like cum on his partner’s belly/chest because the sight drives him CRAZY

AND YES THAT IS LITERALLY DEAN AODJWD OH MY GOD listen that man low-key LOVES being on the bottom he loves being ridden like gripping onto his partners hips and getting to look up at them and kiss at their chest and neck and YES he’s such a smug asshole he’d be teasing the ENTIRE time

ilysm destiny i need to go take a cold shower now 😵‍💫😵‍💫

[yearningaces]

Here’s the drabble. A bit too nervous to put it on my blog so in an ask it goes, enjoy!

You’ve been invited to the family burrow for dinner once again. You talk with the elders, entertain the young’un’s and gossip with the buns your age but after you’ve eaten your fill you begin to feel a familiar drowsiness. Either the food here is really that good or they’re spiking it. You manage to stay awake long enough to get a moment alone on the couch. So soft and plush. Maybe get a little comfortable and move the pillows a little. Get it just right. Closing your eyes for just a minute wouldn’t hurt.

It felt like less than a moment to you but after a while Nyx comes looking for his companion, only to find you softly snoozing on the couch. It does look really cozy. And Nyx does love cuddling his precious predator. Just a minute wouldn’t hurt. A minute snuggled under your arms. You hardly notice him moving your arms to get comfortable, resting his little head on your chest and listening to your heart beating.

You’re in such a deep sleep it’s easy for him to just get lost in the calmness of it. The only thing interrupting the moment being the occasional soft snore. To think, the heart he’s listening to is almost the same size as his head, just beating away inches below him. Slowly and surely, the other buns start getting comfortable around you. Before Nyx can really be left to rest though ma bun needs him to help finish the dishes. Gently nudging him to lead him away, when he tries to slip free of your sleeping grasp he’s stopped, your fingers curling into claws.

For a moment he thought he had woken you up, but looking over at you, you were as asleep as ever. Despite all of this, your hand doesn’t loosen. He tries to more swiftly wriggle out of your hands only to get nowhere, your instincts clasping down on him harder, a low grumble resonating in your throat. He had only heard that a handful of times before. The sound was enough to put Nyx’s family on edge. Was this your unconscious protecting your prey? Your food?

To their surprise Nyx looked completely at ease, he knew what you were thinking about. That growl was one he had only heard when you threatened other predators. One he had only heard while you protected him. He knows he’s safe in your clawed arms. Even fast asleep, you tried to keep him safe.

Being pinned to a predator is a good excuse to get out of doing the dishes though. That’s definitely his excuse for not moving from now on

BRB SCREAMING AND CRYING THIS IS SO PERFECT!!!!

The fear of a predator in his family, the trust Nyx has over being kept safe in his partners grasp, trusting those sounds that once might have terrified him now only make him feel protected and safe im sobbing here!!

I don't wanna add on cause this is your story to shine but absolutely yes 100% you have him nailed thank you

[toomuchracket]

i want to suck the skin off that mans dick so bad rn (ross) hes so im so. need him to fuck my face. be his cum dump 😔😔 his little toy to use for his pleasure

no this is so real i actually think all my morals would fly out the window if i ever found myself in a Situation with him. but you KNOW it's big (cheers matthew for that gossip), so he'd prob need to train you to take him properly... going insane at the thought of that actually. like those hands of his gently coaxing your head further down onto him, while he's saying shit like "fuck, so fucking good for me, love. think you were fucking made for this, made for me. d'you think you could take me in that pretty cunt of yours, too? need something else to fuck once i'm done with your mouth. but i'll make you feel good, angel, i promise. always do, don't i?" CHRIST ok brb i am off to scream into a pillow <3