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Actually posting a WIP on this blog because I’m pretty excited with these naked Barbie dolls LMFAO BUT thinking hard about Damien-timeline characters again/revisiting them, and these would be his main suitors/LIs lmfao
From left to right we haavvee:
Camilla: “former” mean-girl who is trying to make up for relentlessly bullying Damien as a child post-abduction lmfao her and Naima are childhood best friends, and she’s essentially another rich kid from an “old-money” household. Her parents are fairly (and openly) judgmental of Donna and Val’s relationship and as a result look down on Damien as a whole (which spills over into how Camilla acts/acted)
Antony: The Man. Works on a vineyard that has been in Valerius’s family for generations; doesn’t live in Vesuvia, so he is a bit in the dark in terms of how Damien carries himself when with other rich assholes (which means he’s much softer with Damien than with anyone). While Damien and him weren’t close when they were children, he always had a bit of a crush on him and they finally had the chance to really meet and connect when Damien returned
Naima: my babygirl. The future countess of Vesuvia who inherited her mother’s (and let’s be real father’s lmao) poor taste in men (Damien lmfao) Like Camilla, very repentant for how she treated Damien when they were children and also carries the weight of her mother’s successes (and failures) on her shoulders at all times lmfao
Lucius: another well-off, old money rich kid with parents who have remained (primarily silently) loyal to Lucio, even after his death (hence his namesake—also inspired by Squad convos lol) While he and Damien didn’t have many interactions when they were children, he instantly gravitated towards Damien when he returned and they almost immediately started an on-again-off-again fling (apple -> tree)
The distinction between these folks and other people Damien fucks around with is that they all, in some way shape and form lmao, would like to be “end game” with Damien, which leads to a lot of infighting/pettiness that Damien thrives on lmfao Damien’s treatment of them varies (at times he can be outright cruel to all of them) and he purposefully keeps his intentions vague about them.
(An aside is that all the older folks have a secret prediction board they’re all silently betting on lmfao Donna & Val are trying their best to be as hands-off as possible, given Damien’s whole life, to really give him the time and space to put himself out there LMFAOO but they definitely have their favorites 😛)
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#the whole time i was pondering the moral impliccations of captioning this they sure love bottoming#lando norris#81s.gif#oscar piastri
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Hiiiii this is my horny blog <33. Posts range from mild to intense, heed with caution.
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Love how Triffany simultaneously has a small underbite and a small overbite. Queen shit
#on her model her bottom teeth are technically over her top teeth#but in the journal sketches she always has her fangs poking out#personally I'm a triffy fangs truther#bugsnax#triffany lottablog#orb ponders
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i just had a dream that there was a detrans woman talking abt her botched bottom surgery and how many health issues it was giving her and earlier in the dream i had heard abt progress that had been made in detrans treatment so i told her and she cried. and i woke up literally tearing up so bad. i'm all for well-researched, risk-aware top surgery or hrt being a thing for grown ass adults who know the very real possibility of regret & reverse dysphoria, and have exhausted all other ways of desensitizing themselves to their bodies and unlearning patriarchal bs etc etc. i would never totally remove that treatment option. but bottom surgery? that shit is experimental as hell and it genuinely can disable people so freaking badly for life. so many endless painful follow-up surgeries and treatments. this shit is just medicine using trans people as guinea pigs and it makes me sick
this is just dysphoric people's standard of care huh. fuck. and it feeds so much money into the pockets of rich doctors. legit heartbreaking
#lay text#i know some r less invasive#but even then#they only show the very top % best result of bottom surgery#and not the totally botched ones w lifelong health issues#it's just not safe#radblr#ponderings
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something i feel like rpf fandoms can lose sight of is that fic doesn’t have to mirror real canon or even your own headcanons; fic doesn’t have to depict something that the people your characters are based on would realistically do; writing something in fic doesn’t mean it’s how you think it would happen if those humans were in x scenario, and it doesn’t even have to match your irl feelings about those irl people; fic can just be fiction and fun and silly and imaginative, playing in a sandbox with some beloved source material. your characters can be characters who, while based on your faves, are not shackled to the laws of reality. your author’s voice and writerly sensibilities don’t have to match your opinions and preferences as a fan. you can just explore and create! you don’t have to ‘get it right.’ you’re creating ‘it,’ not trying to divine some truth out of the knowns and unknowns. and honestly, if a writer can write something that would be canonically totally implausible and it still comes across as believable within their fic universe, then that’s the sign of a great writer!
#I just don’t love the mockery of ‘you all really think things would be like THIS?’ or ‘he’d never say that/react that way’#and this gets into the top bottom nonsense too for sure#but goes beyond that#and I think phandom has a hard time with this because we feel like we know them so well#and because there is way less AU writing in this fandom#maybe because we know them so well? so it’s harder to just have this broad strokes blueprints to thrust into new universes#maybe that’s much easier to do when you have enough mystery that you can treat your characters as cardstock#interesting. much to ponder.#phandom#me yapping
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#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#zest.art#my art#oc art#hellsing oc#integra's mom#amulya hellsing#arthur hellsing#im full of love whimsy and wonder after finishing lainting them on the bottom#yall should lemme know if u wanna see the whole thing colojured#i be pondering it#im hoping to acfually get to my ask box soon more 😬
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Ok everyone tell me in the tags or replies your ideas for mbs post-credit cutscenes. Please I never knew I needed them until now
#I'll go first#SQ at the bottom of a well somewhere#Jackson and Jillson attempting to work retail#Curtain ahem. Encountering Madge while pondering the dance of the celestial orb#Marlon POV waiting outside Curtain's office with the muffled sounds of Stevie Nicks and clapping and shoe squeaks coming from inside#Mr. Benedict going to the farmer's market. that's it. I want to watch him pick out a butternut squash for 3 minutes#the mysterious benedict society#tmbs
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“You’re the child of divorce—I’m the child of an 88 year old and his sugar baby. We are not the same.”
I’ve been thinking of my Sam and Donna’s crack AU where they have an accidental magic baby and igdfhgfidhg RE-INTRODUCING Xiomara, the pillow princess of the Pearl Isles who can continue to terrorize both the citizens of Prakra and Vesuvia lmfao
Some random bits of lore & her general personality:
She is a Daddy’s Girl through and through and primarily stays on the islands because she wants to be sure she gets to have Sam in her life as much as possible :’) she has always been brutally aware that her dad is Old and doesn’t have much longer like other folks her age do, so she’s very Anxious when it comes to his health and being away from him for too long
She obviously loves Donna very much (hence why she has several tattoos to remind her of them), and she will travel to Vesuvia with Sam to visit them too. Absolutely does not vibe with Valerius LMAO they’ve gotten better as she’s gotten older, but she just does not vibe with her step-dad lmao
Other than the looming threat of paternal death, she is very much the life of the party lmfao She’s much more of a socialite than someone with many political interests, and if there’s an excuse to throw a party, she’s throwing a damn party
She’s a lesbian and in a slllliiigghhhtly monogamous relationship (much to her father’s shock and horror), but she’s an exhibitionist in her heart and loves to put on a good show knowing her Zaddy is watching and cheering her on lmao <3 her orgy parties are also very famous around Prakra where people can truly fuck around and find out lol
As fun loving as she is, she also has both Sam’s temper and Donna’s lmao in general she really enjoys combat training and loves to spar, but she’s 6 feet tall and full of muscle, so if she sees something that upsets her, her first reaction is to hit/bite and then talk through it after lmfao
Undercut is her full ~nude~ model so beware of boobs and bush but im v proud of how she came out even nude so you all shall see her LMAO
No other thoughts just. She 💖
#bottom draws#bottom ponders#OC: Xiomara#Sam x Donna#i should give them a proper ship name lmfao#it goes without saying that she is literally Sam’s entire world LMFAO
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will I, one day, be brave enough to let the world (tumblr) know where I stand on the only debate that matters, which is: is ganondorf a top or a bottom
#thoughts#shitpost#ganondorf#the fact that I have pondered about this enough for the answer that lives in my heart to get this unnecessarily complicated#may be a sign that we may have strayed too far from the coast#and if you must know#my tl;dr would be: a deeply repressed bottom pre-triforce of power and then things get a tad too transcendant and posthuman for any of this
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have had this tweet sc saved in my drafts for a while
#:) ... the gabv1el thoughts never escape me#the reaction would probably be different but so badly do i wanna write smth abt gabriel having a breeding kink but not bottoming#even tho v1 cant like. get pregnant bc its a fucking robot . th shit dont work like that#even if i dont write it i need u to know whats brewing in my brain dude#i think its funnier that they couldnt make that work. so its just playing with fantasies at that point#i ponder my orb#.txt
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Jack and L.L. compilation because I love drawing them together yet never post it on main (ft. Dave and Harry too)
#my art#artists on tumblr#doodles#oc lil luly#jack Kennedy#not tagging the other two hashtag hatee#should i tag this as self ship. ? i mean it is 100% platonic...#i mean sure whatever#self ship#also the middle bottom was done on keep notes LMAO#i have more on my sketchbook but i dont feel like getting those#pondering if I'd tag l.l. as a dsaf oc i mean they're not but they kinda are.#i mean They Are Here so it's like y'know.
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Dublin night 3 report/The Car tour summary:
- late to the party but I think I'm still processing what happened and my mind refuses to accept the fact that it was the last show of this era (draggin' out a long goodbye)
- I couldn't think of a better closing show - especially with Perfect Sense (even though I'm not a big fan of this song I really appreciated that nod from the band, it was touching)
- I got a feeling that the band were a bit exhausted after all those over 100 gigs (who wouldn't be?), nevertheless they served us with a high quality show as always
- having Miles on stage for 505 😭 and having him as the support act - class! (I must admit that I forgot how energetic and super hyped he gets when being on stage)
- one year ago I probably didn't even think that I'd able to attend so many gigs, and the closing one in particular
- this tour and The Car era was truly special and exceptional for me - comparing to TBHC era when I didn't have an opportunity to go abroad and visit all those cool venues they played at
- this recent time (over a year) was a dream which I was chasing for a several years to come true and it finally happened! I can't be more grateful, and it feels a bit like I don't deserve so much positivity, so many good things and beautiful memories. It was a really good year for me (a sentence which was absent in my personal dictionary for such a long time)
- thanks to Monkeys I visited 7 countries and I convinced myself that I've grown up enough to go on a self-organised trip and make it through (with only 1 bad accident but nothing very serious)
- this tour I saw the band 10 times (counting from August '22 gigs) and each show was different - even though the core setlist was the same I got some shuffles, and some of them were mind-blowing (I think A Certain Romance in Sheffield tops everything 😍)
- I made friends and met fellow fans (mainly from AMus forum, including some legends, haha) which was crucial to make all those concerts so special to me - huge thanks to @american-sports for spending some nice time before and after the concert in Dublin, it's always great to hear others' stories related to the band
- and last but not least: it was such a fun (or to stick to the tour theme: such a cool drive!) to follow the tour and the band here with the community, cheers to anyone who will be reading my ramblings 😁 But we're not going anywhere, right? The boys will for sure drop something in the meantime (pointing at you, Ben).
PS Bye Mirrorball, you've done beautifully 😢
#Arctic Monkeys#AM Dublin night 3#The Car tour#got emotional - sorry Alex#that's not Alex in the bottom left corner of the top photo - that's me pondering and being nostalgic :(
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Of all the memes I have ever made, this may be the worst. To the people of Tumblr, I sincerely apologize.
#had this idea#wasnt sure where i was going with it#just wrote bottom text instead of finishing#meme#funny#memes#joke#shitpost#shitposting#pondering the orb#wizard#wizard memes
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OUGH I have got to do shadowheart’s personal quest
#I waaaaaanana knoooow#I dunno how she ended up getting stuck in the bottom of stuff I do before the end of the game#I have only a few things left to do minus running around doing whatever#sorry I’m back on rotating shadowheart and dirge’s complicated relationships with personhood tied to their deities#the both of them denied personhood as a means to an end#turned into these shapes of people like chess pieces on a board#both of their complicated relationships with selune#they think it’s stupid and foolish to think selune would save a bhaalspawn just bc their parents were believers#and they killed them. but still part of it stings#there was just. silence.#oc: dirge#pondering the two of them in my brain
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Shipping with Damien💀🦇🗡️
The Darling of Vesuvia with too much to prove—and even more to lose.
Age: 24
Height: 5’3
Favorite Food: Candy—specifically chocolates
Favorite Flower: Roses
Star Sign: Scorpio Sun; Pisces Moon; Aries Rising [October 31st]
Likes/Hobbies etc.
Talking about wine—drinking it is another question
Parties—to an extent
Damien is a nerd at heart; art, science, history, local mythology/legends—he gobbles it up like candy and throws it all up on whoever he thinks will listen and not judge him lol
Particularly interested in death, preservation, and anatomy (GEE WHERE DID HE GET THAT FROM?)
Taxidermy—Damien does his own taxidermy and will often try to replicate magical creatures he’s read about
Sports—think horseback riding, shooting (bow and arrow), swimming, etc. This is often surprising to some people, but Damien is very competitive at heart and will use any chance he can to show off his physical prowess lol
He’s a little pot head but his mama raised him right and he will be surprisingly VERY polite during a smoke sesh lol (he’s a bit of a lightweight though, which is endearing)
Dancing and singing; he often incorporates music into his magical displays at the palace (he’s like a proto-pop star in Renaissance times lol)
Dolls/toys/stuffed animals
Sweets—the best way to initiate a courtship is to get him something sweet, preferably chocolates
Fiber arts—Damien is very experimental in his art (for Renaissance standards) and often incorporates fibers with traditional 2D mediums. He particularly likes knitting, embroidery, and felt, and he primarily uses oil pants and charcoal
Dislikes/Potential triggers
Claustrophobic
Afraid of the dark
Hates feeling like he’s being made fun of/the butt of a joke he isn’t aware of
Cannot stand someone speaking poorly of his parents, especially Donna as typically other nobles are particularly cruel
Anyone bringing up his “disappearance” in any context
He has a bit of an emetophobia—he hates throwing up (see: ectoplasm boy lol)
Being sick in general and doctors in general
Has many sensory issues to be mindful of, specifically with regard to touch and sound
Damien has a tendency to disassociate in the middle of a conversation, either for magic reasons, PTSD reasons, or more often some combo of the two
Hates being touched without his permission—will become violent in response
While Damien personally compares himself to his father, he hates when others do it to him, especially regarding looks
Damien is. Complicated.
Damien is well known throughout Vesuvia, and he has a multitude of suitors and playmates. He is deceptively sweet and charming, which gives people the impression that he is more invested in their relationship than he really is. Truly, Damien is a very shallow person and will sleep with who he needs to in order to rise to the top. Sex and romance are games to him, and he intends on winning (though what that means or looks like, he isn’t quite sure). It is not uncommon for some of his partners to see that he has written nearly identical letters to another person or has sent someone else a nearly identical gift. However, he typically always has an excuse up his sleeve, and if that fails, his crocodile tears are quite convincing to an unsuspecting person.
With that being said, out of all of my OCs, Damien craves love and genuine connection the most. Someone will be able to tell easily if Damien is genuinely interested in them: he will script less of your conversations, will seek you out first, will open up more easily, etc., etc. He is a bit useless when it comes to people he likes, and it is common for him to withdraw entirely before he ruins things. He needs a long-term partner who is patient but firm with him and won’t just concede to his whining. (And of course, Damien has a laundry list of shit he needs to do before being able to be in a relationship at all lmao)
Damien grew up thinking he was, literally, a monster and still believes this. He doesn't necessarily think he is deserving of genuine love, and in many ways, he is still very much the hurt child he was all those years ago, scared and insecure. These are things that a partner cannot change or make better, which makes romantic ships much harder and more complicated (fun sex is on the table though lmao).
He is prone to very severe breakdowns, and he has a bit of a temper even on a good day. Patience, understanding, and communication are key for him. Once he is calmed down, he is able to self-reflect and apologize properly. He never wants to hurt people he cares about on purpose—he’s truly a big work in progress lmao
Now let’s talk sex ! :D LMAO
Damien identifies as a dominant and will only take on a dominant role with suitors or new playmates. Sex and kink give him a sense of power and control, and he refuses to give that up to another person he doesn’t trust. However, he’s Donna’s kid at heart, and he deeply understands what it’s like to give up control and the trust that requires at the moment. He is very much inspired by older dominas, and his style and presentation reflect that (I'm still toying with a mentor character for him, but definitely a latex goddess lmao). He loves doling out punishments and just adores humiliating others—especially when he’s given enthusiastic consent to do so. He loves a sub that will lie on their back and beg to be degraded and stepped on lmfao He is not as invested in breaking a sub as much as he is in fulfilling both of their desires willingly. Damien was bullied very severely as a child, so he’s very big on aftercare and reflection after a scene with longer-term partners. He sometimes has a tendency to go overboard, so critique is important to him.
That being said, if he is with someone he trusts and has feelings for, Damien is actually not that kinky and is much more docile and submissive LOL He can be a bit of a pillow prince with someone he likes, and he can get very whiney and needy. Sometimes he truly just wants to be fucked in the ass until he falls asleep cuddling you, and that’s that lol 110% has a daddy-dom fetish (as a submissive—not as a dominant lol), but it will be like pulling teeth to get him to admit it lmao
The other biggest thing of note with Damien is that he will NEVER do vaginal penetration. You will be bitten, literally, if you try to break this rule, and it won’t be by his mouth either. He is okay with clitoral stimulation once he shows someone how to do it, but more often than not, he will get himself off with his own hands. However, he loves anal and everything about it. Damien also requires that his gloves and stockings stay on during sex, and he will get violent if someone pushes him to take them off lmao
Annnd now here is a full list of his kinks and fetishes; I may be adding more in there as time goes on, but right now these are the core ones lmfao
#bottom ponders#bottom draws#problem child Damien#shipping bio#the arcana original character#my troubled troubled boy LMAOOO#a pathetic little beast#officially making him a short king because i can
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