#bottom on bottom violence

[babaiii]

get pet named, idiot

[eternalpariah]

sevika..sevika come home…the kids miss you…i mutter as the nurses drag me back to the psych ward

[obibail]

"Still not helpful."

[tskiranboo]

Is this enough to make you want to suck me off?🫢TRANS IS BEAUTIFUL

Telegram:@Tskiran

[together-then]

[ayushipop]

the violence in bottoms (2023) is so satisfying in a way i don't really know how to put into words. somewhere between the violence against women that movies sometimes shy away from too much but also Lean Into a little too much (spectrum of either not depicting realistic violence/harassment due to discomfort with it or the "you can't hit her she's a girl!" concept vs gratuitous sensationalized violence). like it's that "boys will be boys" kind of roughhousing that girls are excluded from if the narrative frames them as too delicate / feminine / untouchable. and i see them beating the shit out of each other and it feels Good. they're not untouchable dolls nor are they objects to project malice and gratuitous violence onto! it's not even fully about the empowerment or seeing girls be able to fight back (which does feel amazing in its own right and the movie does a great job of delivering it) like even seeing like, idk black widow beat up a bunch of guys in a marvel movie doesn't feel the same as how bottoms does it. it feels unpolished and grounded and realistic and satisfying. #girlswillbegirls

[psilliguykai]

Happy [depending on your timezone belated-] 2nd birthday CCCC!!

I gotta eep now, but I might add some more thoughts tomorrow ^^

For now, thank you CCCC for being my intro to Chonny Jash, and thank you cj for all the awesome community and inspiration and joy you’ve brought me and so many other people. Your music and characters will always hold a special place in my Heart [haha] <33

[dxxtruction]

Louis' "You're boring!" Could mean so many things, but I think what's most apparent about that line is that Armand takes no initiative just for himself. He's not really anybody, because he never goes out and finds himself or gets attached to anyone but Louis. Without Louis as his guide he's literally just sitting on a couch picking lint! That's the thing.

He orbits constantly around what would make Louis happy, and never really fully going what would make me happy? Ultimately that drive to please Louis is what drives him to torturing Daniel, not so much that he'd care to just do it. Ultimately, not giving proper care to Louis is just a way to make sure Louis knows he has to orbit around him as well, with shoving Lestat onto him just that other nail on the coffin. So, even if he fails to figure out how to make Louis happy with him, he still knows what Armand is good for, and better than.

That dependency is what drives Armand's abuse. It really just comes down to that. Armand doesn't even realize how suffocated he is by his own dependency. This is just how life is to him. (It shouldn't be lost either that dependency is a theme considering this episode also deals with addiction).

Daniel's fascinating because he's just so driven to be somebody. He's largely independent, he seeks things because he wants them. It's his drug to poke and prod at all the things that he shouldn't. Daniel's exciting because he lets Louis in to something different, lets him in to all this potential in another person that he can also do the same with for himself. It's a real connection. A two way street. It's easy to tell how Armand can be smothering then because he's never introducing him to anything really new, and most the ways both of them connect are all painful and traumatic. It's never just fun because there's always that layer of that pain. Fun died with Claudia.

50 years on they've gotten to a lot better place, both of them, but it's still that same shit. No seriously, "How is this any different from last time, Louis?"

Well... Because Armand's going to be, at the very least, making one [1] decision only for himself - and that's to hold power over Daniel's life. Fucking sick foreshadowing.

They aren't driving each other to the brink anymore but "The vampire is bored" STILL. Maybe it's even worse, despite being in better places, because Louis' sort of just been defeated by it. (I mean, can he even really leave this either?). He's accepting the dependancy cause he kind of has to. He'd literally ended up letting all the enjoyment be up where he can't reach [The book shelves]. Armand so desperately wants Louis happiness but what really ends up happening is that Louis ends up having to give Armand all his own. He's got no one or anything else to get it from. But like an iPad and an over the top eating ritual. Two extremes of what's just more lint picking.

This whole relationship is one I find just tragic inside and out. You have to just pity it, really. There's ways in which you can find yourself feeling bad for both of them. But you can only really be mad at Armand for any of it. Armand, who isn't even 'free' in any sense, having so little concept of his own independence, but is at the same time so controlling over other's. It's a tragic cycle. It's an infuriating one.

Louis at least has the mind to know when enough is enough. If just needing that extra push to get there. Armand's too scared of it being over to even try.

[gross-big-bro]

recap of my night last night!!

so it started with some drinks. we hadn’t seen or talked to each other for 5 months and decided some alcohol might help us loosen up around each other.

after about 3 hours of basically continuous drinks we were both completely smashed and fucking around (as one does). we were calling one of her friends and i started getting a bit touchy. just cuddling into her and tracing my fingers on her stomach. her friend fell asleep so we hung up and it was just us two. she put her red lights on and was playing music. i cuddled up to her side and she put her hand on my ribs. but that quickly changed to her hand wandering my stomach and eventually landing on one of my tits. by then i was already breathing quicker and chewing on my lip but it turned into quiet whimpers when she started rolling her finger over my nipples and groping me.

after a long time of that and my whines getting steadily louder, she pulled me in for a kiss by the back of my hair. we made out for a while (lots of tongue and teeth) and i somehow ended up on her lap. i pull away to take off her shirt and i help her undo her bra. whilst still on top of her, i started kissing down her neck and collar bones, i left a few hickeys on her tits and took her into my mouth whilst i played with her other one.

she then got impatient and flipped me onto my back. she slotted one of her legs between mine and started grinding it up as she let her hands wander. when my whimpers started getting louder again she took off my underwear.

One of her hands moved to wrap around my neck and she squeezed just enough to make my head fuzzy, and the other started to rub me maddeningly slowly. every time i closed my eyes she’d squeeze a bit harder. once i started bucking my hips up for more, she slipped two fingers into me and started pumping them in and out brutally fast. she kept this up, switching between rubbing my clit and fingering me. all the time keeping her hand on my neck. she kept murmuring things in my ear. i vaguely remember things like ‘what a good boy’ and ‘your doing so well mutt’ and ‘fuck your such a slutty thing’

every time i got close she’d slow down or stop. making me whine and try to get her to carry on. but that only earned me a squeeze to the neck and a slap on my cunt.

after a while of that she took her hands away and put her thigh between my legs. i started humping and grinding down on her while i let my hands find their way to her cunt. i fingered her until she was close and then finished her off with my mouth. her cum tasted so good that i couldn’t stop and she had to yank me away by my hair to get me to stop overstimulating her. she called me a desperate whore when i did that

we made out for a bit longer with me doing a lot of whimpering and grinding. and then her cat made us laugh so we stopped, cleaned up a bit and cuddled.

overall, i didn’t get to cum but i was mind blank with how good i felt. so it was definitely worth being up till 5.30am

[show-me-urt33th]

I want to tell someone my deepest fears and insecurities so they can use them to traumatize me better later <33 I want to trust you with every part of me only for you to use that against me, manipulate and fuck me up beyond repair until I can't bare to live without you. I need you to actually victimize me and make me worse.

[trans-boytoy]

You know what would absolutely destroy me?

If my dom came over at the end of the day, lifted up my small body without preamble to carry me to the bed and throw me onto it, not saying a word; I would ask what they wanted, terrified of the dangerous look in their eyes, and they'd tell me to shut the fuck up, while tearing both of our clothes off. Then they would climb on top of me to hold me down, force my thighs apart with enough strength to bruise my skin already; then they would bury themself in my dripping wet boycunt, starting to fuck me so hard like I was not an actual fragile person but a mere object to take out their anger and frustration on. They would use my holes like this for hours, making me cum over and over again, not for my own pleasure but to amuse themself with my pathetic whimpers and expressions ans trembles when I orgasm, and to gradually turn it into torture, to make me beg for them to stop when I can't take it anymore, but they won't, not until they filled me with so much cum it's flowing out from my holes in streams. By the time they stopped, I would be barely conscious, hurting all over, marked with bruises and hickeys, my eyes red from crying. I'd be just lying there, looking up at them with a clouded gaze, not believing they finally stopped and I'm still in one piece more or less.....and then they'd lean in and kiss me on the lips with such gentleness, my stomach would flutter despite the pain and exhaustion. They would lie down next to me and cuddle my small, half-ruined body; I would wrap my weak, shaking arms around them; they would rest their head on my chest, falling asleep there. Because they know that is what will end me completely.

[archiveofmiksown]

hakita once said that v1 is not the main character of ultrakill and i've always found this idea so cool in the sense that we get to explore a narrative that absolutely does not give a shit about us. though our actions as v1 have large and devastating effects (cough gabriel cough) the character of v1 undergoes no changes. this isn't about us! we're simply going through the world with no clear intent to change it. shit just happens and we're there to be a bloody witness.

...that said, i find it infinitely more interesting that v2 plays a similarly insignificant role in the story. that v2 is another poor thing that the story doesn't give a shit about. it is one of two (so far) recurring bosses and what happens to it? it fucking DIES! except v2 gets development. except v2 has some clear intent when it seeks revenge. v2's arc is so similar to gabriel's except it is doomed by the narrative—sadder yet, it is abandoned by the narrative! v2 is living in a story that does not give a shit about it but it's somehow sadder to me....

[jemthespud]

In memory of Rik I'm posting pictures from all of his great work that has spanned the decades.

Bottom:

The Young Ones:

The New Statesman:

Bad News:

Drop Dead Fred:

Lord Flashheart:

Comic Strip:

Dangerous Brothers:

Kevin Turvey:

We miss you Rik can't believe its been 10 years without you. :((

You'll forever be one of my heroes x 💝

[lambmotifz]

As someone who watched Supernatural with family I have to say, the majority of the straight male audience identify with Dean, he was my father and brothers' favorite while Sam was my mother's favorite, my brothers always had some derogatory comment to make about "Sammy's girly hair" and my dad found him annoying when he didn't sit still and obey Dean immediately.

what I mean is I hate it when that part of the fandom says Dean is sweet and submissive, while sexist 50 year old men who watch the show are literally running around saying "that guy is just like me"

preach.

[kegisaroused]

Bottoms is completely fucking unhinged in like… the best way. Perfect, no notes.

[angheling]

Here’s a little doodle dump of Tonis I put together because I love him